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yeah, schools started. its kinda.. weird. i'm uneasy. mm.

]]> ~lazybranch cuz when i'm with him, i'm thinking of you. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/26718397/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/26718397/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 17:12:14 PDT brgtt

ikue

Expiration Date:

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself.

-yeah. i'm in love with that song. i think katy perry is stalking me. plus the video makes me cry.

i got a job at the local pool, lots of work, very little money, SUNSHINE AND THE OUTDOORS (:

]]> ~lazybranch new york gift and home textiles week http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/26669486/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/26669486/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 11:13:09 PDT brgtt

ikue

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so, i'm working for 41 Madison at the information booth in the javits center, NY. its reeeally reeeeally fun. i think i've been asked where the bathroom is about a trillion billion times.

but, i think i got a job at the scarsdale pool (: i applied in freakin' MAY, but i might as well work a few weeks.

matt gets home on monday, hes gonna be pissed cuz i'll be working and hes been gone for 5 weeks but he'll have to get over it frankly.

me and taylor, plus maybe a few other girls might go up to her lake house for the weekend- should be ultra awesome. since i'm so white i'm translucent, i NEED a tan.

mwah. branchers.

]]> ~lazybranch sadness looks like http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/26565291/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/26565291/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 09:17:30 PDT brgtt

ikue

Expiration Date:

black blue straw
berries.

i'm really sick. like, fever and severe mountain-climbing muscle fatigue even though i've barely budged from the sofa all summmer. i havn't eaten for nearly three days, i'm not really hungry and besides, i feel like i'm gonna throw up.

include photosensitivity and swollen neck glands.

any crazy phydo-doctor's wanna diagnose?

i got a blood test (..dont you love it when the nurse goes 'oops!'?) but i have to wait for the results so.. line your bets

love, branchers.

]]> ~lazybranch do you wish we'd fall in love? http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/26399989/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/26399989/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 10:52:27 PDT brgtt

ikue

Expiration Date:

Updates

not much going on, i've put all plans on hold until i really want to go out again.
i just don't have the energy to organize anything, and i want to stay away from the village people until i know i have a hold over the cigarette thing.

projects

ella's story.
~~marikha's story.~~
~~natalie's story.~~

]]> ~lazybranch do you wish we'd fall in love? http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/26399955/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/26399955/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 10:51:10 PDT brgtt

ikue

Expiration Date:

]]> ~lazybranch stars and equals signs. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/26382891/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/26382891/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 14:40:51 PDT brgtt

ikue

Expiration Date:

Updates
so i finally clicked that snazzy little upgrade button and i get an equally trippy little equals sign next to my name. i'm way too emotionally attached and its been about.. ten odd minutes. i think thats a bad sign.

mwah. branchity. x

Projects

none- SUMMERR (:

]]> ~lazybranch hit the lights? http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/25722904/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/25722904/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 19:55:31 PDT Police scene, chalk line
Tequila shots
In the dark scene of the crime.

Drink up last call before the sunrise sets the scene,
of empty bottles, heavy hearts,
the memories of broken dreams.

]]> ~lazybranch latinesta. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/25230854/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/25230854/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 07:28:53 PDT but its not in any ring
you've ever given me.

]]> ~lazybranch FEATURED? http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/25063919/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/25063919/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 05:33:30 PDT Hello,

You have been featured by *DailyDeviants on Saturday, May 30th & Sunday, May 31st, 2009.

thankyouthankyouthankyou, a million times over

[link]

]]> ~lazybranch i've been waiting for someone to steal my heart. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24974952/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24974952/ Wed, 27 May 2009 07:30:34 PDT could of fall in love so easily.
i know that you know that i know what i want
i know I cant have it but give it a thought.
i know that it sounds crazy, baby

but all I do is think of you.

30 days- nevershoutnever.

thanks ellabunny for telling me about them.

]]> ~lazybranch playlist MAY OH!9 http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24929280/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24929280/ Sun, 24 May 2009 18:03:36 PDT I Wanna- All American Rejects.
I Do Not Hook Up- Kelly Clarkson.
I Hate My Life- THEORY OF A DEADMAN (:

-branchers x.

]]> ~lazybranch trackmarks. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24817411/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24817411/ Mon, 18 May 2009 06:41:49 PDT
]]> ~lazybranch bananas, milk and yogurt. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24720928/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24720928/ Tue, 12 May 2009 13:29:30 PDT I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out.

it just never ends, does it?

people always let you down.

]]> ~lazybranch sickening http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24525941/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24525941/ Fri, 01 May 2009 06:24:34 PDT
a) Your throat and lungs are swelled up because of pollen,
b) Forcing your ribcage joints to inflame
c) Meaning you canÂt talk or breathe
d) And your stoned on painkillers.

I was convinced the sky was green until my dad pointed out it was just the wall.
Go figure.

I donÂt have swine flu yayz! (:

-branchers x

]]> ~lazybranch 27. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24457397/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24457397/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 05:11:26 PDT Then we're all just fucked
I can't remember
I can't remember

And I want it so bad
I'd shoot the sunshine into my veins
I can't remember the good old days

And it's kind of funny
The way we're wearing anchors on our shirts
When being anchored aboard just feels like a curse

My mind is a safe
And if I keep it then we all get rich
My body is an orphanage
'We take everyone in'
Doing lines of dust and sweat
Off last night's stage
Just to feel like you

The milligrams in my head
Burning tobacco in the wind
Chasing the direction
Chasing the direction
Chasing the direction you went

You're a bottled star
The planets align
Just like Mars
You shine in the sky
You shine in the sky

]]> ~lazybranch tbh, i miss you. tbh, i'm lying. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24378823/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24378823/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 14:37:52 PDT YouÂre beautiful, IÂm beautiful, and itÂs beautiful.

Personification of the stars and streetlights and subject matters
Alliteration of apple cores, and sketchy hearts in internet browsers.

Kindasorta, awesomepossum, okiedokie
Kthanxbye.

]]> ~lazybranch wombats and orgys. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24321847/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24321847/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 08:38:26 PDT
i was firstly, at a party where everyone was very very drunk. the police showed up, and suddently i was running down a tiny maltese street, and i was more excited then scared.

suddently, a rustle in the dead leaves, and instead of the average squirrel- a wombat.

whats wrong with me? O_o
idk.

-Branchers x.

]]> ~lazybranch - http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24233642/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/24233642/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 06:39:56 PDT the most interesting thing that i do is people watch outside my health classroom.

gotta love tuesdays..
URGH.

-Branchers. x

]]> ~lazybranch poppies. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/23612524/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/23612524/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 15:57:02 PDT i want you to break my heart into a million tiny pieces and throw them off a cliff;
take the leftovers and blow them into glitterdust, all across the stage.

i'd be a gazelle if your lion hadnt caught me.

i wanted to be a red robin at christmas,
but you knocked my nest out of the tree and the wind took the straw and pretended it didnt see me.

i dont know what this means, but i like glitter, and cliffs, and birds and africa.
and trees, sometimes.

but not the wind. ever.

branchers. x

]]> ~lazybranch - http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/23519524/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/23519524/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 06:36:44 PST fell down the stairs and busted her knee,
hasn't finished her history rough draft,
(doesn't really care about cambodia OR egypt),
hates straightening her hair everyday,
can't believe she isn't allowed a laptop in her room,
ADORES SAID LAPTOP BECAUSE ITS SHIMMERY,

firmly believes that missmarikhanatalieandella are the bombdiggity,
has decided that marc jacobs is very very cool,
hates taking phone calls at 11:00 pm,
but loves texting.
<3

oh, and cathats are pretty cool btw.

love, branchers.

]]> ~lazybranch - http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/23428094/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/23428094/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 06:00:10 PST
]]> ~lazybranch what if our love never went away? http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/23382444/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/23382444/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 14:08:31 PST What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

i think beautiful is a beautiful word.

playlist;
what about now?- Chris Daughtry
citizen soldier- 3 Doors Down
story of a girl- Nine Days
hey stephen- Taylor Swift

..this is the story of a girl, who cried a river and drowned the whole world..

]]> ~lazybranch inexplainable. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/23199146/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/23199146/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 15:31:22 PST green eyelashes, a dog in traffic,
red pajamas, locked doors; Oman
bumped skulls and drumsticks,
and grazed knees, have in common?

happy valentines day. theres a distinct lack of love this year.
(maybe your's was better then mine.)

xo.
Branchers.

]]> ~lazybranch too busy holding cigarettes. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/23100888/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/23100888/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 11:48:42 PST
shh.
i like steam, and birds, and jumping mice; wallwires, helium and dreams.

but not aeroplanes.
things that fly shouldn't touch down that far away.

bye x.

]]> ~lazybranch dimming the street lights. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/22966401/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/22966401/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 14:58:54 PST walk, the way you talk, the way you say my name
it's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
hey stephen, why are people always leaving
I think you and I should stay the same"

yes. i am addicted to Taylor Swift.
I think i need help.

an air ticket to England might do the trick.

meh, 50 reasons.

Branchers. x

]]> ~lazybranch update. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/22730868/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/22730868/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 11:39:14 PST weird as free lessons floating around nowadays and i have to wait until three for MUN, i decided to see if the library blocks dA.

guess what, it doesnt!
(obviously.)

apparently people here have nothing better then to spend my lunchtimes informing me about dinosaur-raping-ninjas. i never knew i was so conservative before!- i was flinching, i kid you not.

well, missmarikha knows all about that.
with her little condom-ballon-bopping escapades ==;

i straighten my hair every day now, and i havnt tied it back in five whole days!! (: (:
i am so incredibly proud of myself. curls begone! mwahah.

other then that, not much going on sadly, just the occasional shitload of essays which always seem to be due the next day. there are of course some vapid idiots who seem convinced they're einsteins reincarnation. um, NO- even if your jewish too.

imagine:
person: wow, what was it liiike in taiwan??
bella: shootme.

teacher: twisters mainly form in the middle of america.
person: OMG LIKE CALIFORNIA!

WRONGWRONGWRONG.

bye (:
Beller xxx

]]> ~lazybranch CATASTROPHY! http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/22414754/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/22414754/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 13:25:48 PST
I candy coat and cover everything that I'm still hiding underneath. It's been a long time. It's been a long time.
A thousand faces looking up at me hands are pointing-
ceiling oh what a feeling.
I've got friends in highly low places
I'll stand up push it and push it up, can't afford to lose now.
I've got friends in highly low places
I'll go inside when I wanna party, grab a girl and dance
(don't touch me).

first day of school, time for a new themesong!
that would be WHOA OH & CATASTROPHY by Forever The Sickest Kids, i demand that you go youtube them rightnow.

the only person who basically talked to me was a kind of stunted midget, which was pretty scary to be honest, i was dying to ask what was wrong with him. then this guy with about four earrings and the lowest ripped jeans i've ever seen announced to the class that i has a "damn sexy accent."

LMAO, these people.

I found the MUN teacher too, and guess? she was a teacher at ISB bangkok! i was so excited, she knew what a Soi was (': (':

the librarian had been to bangkok recently too, she had some photos of her on the skytrains and stuff, that made me pretty homesick.

i miss everyone so much. i'm all alone.

mwah, once again,
branchers. xx

]]> ~lazybranch "are we having fun yet?" http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21909569/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21909569/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 05:07:47 PST For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

leaving on sunday night for JFK.

i hate knowing that at somepoint i'll be remembering everything.

i've hated it for about six months now.

i'm going to miss:
moterbikes speeding down the street the wrong way;
pickup trucks packed with a million people;
street vendors selling brooms and crickets;
the mosque waking me up every morning;
street dog fights;
man-crushing pythons, spitting cobras and monitor lizards in the yard;
having to worry about walking through the yard at night (snake bite!);
seeing normal animals like squirrels becomes a big to do;
trips all across the world with school;
politcal unrest is plain inconvieniant;
age restrictions? pfft;
buying alcohol at school events;
all the brand labels are fake;
and so is all the music;
spending hours in the TCDC until we can sing the entire song loop;
chickening out of sneaking into the movies;
throwing condoms at security guards;
BANGKOK PATANA SCHOOL.

-end-

its gonna be a big change.

]]> ~lazybranch please tell me that you're alright. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21741376/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21741376/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 01:45:34 PST Give me a reason to end this discussion,
To break with tradition, to fall and divide.
'Cause I hate the ocean, theme parks and airplanes,
Talking with strangers, waiting in line.
I'm through with these pills that make me sit still.
Are you feeling fine?
Yes, I feel just fine.

i wish my hair was red,
i wish my eyes were blue,
i wish my green headphones worked.

i dont know how they got broken in the first place.

starbuck's christmas starts at thankgiving and their cranberry cups make everything taste like red (for some reason.)

we dont have a tree this year so we dont have to break baubles.
mom has snow, dad has highrise buildings and i have school.

marikha doesn't like whiskey, tom doesn't like drinking or when i do, pumin thinks my legs are like *undescrible flattering hand gesture*, and marikha prefers apple juice over anything else.
jake kisses my shoulder blade and tells me to be happy.
grace wants to say thank you for the candy and dad wants me to turn the music down, "NOW- DAMMIT".

bye.

]]> ~lazybranch PAD close Bangkok International Airport. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21674198/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21674198/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 02:14:17 PST
my dad was supposed to fly back from singapore this morning too =.=

[link]
have a looksie.

i dont know what we're going to do, me and grace are running out of money and we still have to buy food and stuff. urgh.

apparently the protesters arn't leaving until the government resigns, fat chance say i. the government might call in the army this time.. that wouldn't be good. we havnt had the army in bangkok since the coup last year. meh.

i dont know if i can make it out this friday, my dad might not even be here and we might not have a car. hell, it might not even be safe.
*mutterings.

dammit.

]]> ~lazybranch their words are just whispers and lies. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21641203/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21641203/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 02:24:30 PST I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment that's held in your arms

first day back after mocks, very.. not good.

my generally cynical and pregnant chemistry teacher apparently spent all weekend marking our tests and came into class with her face an attractive shade of maroon.
(that never bodes well.)

my maths teacher (you can have a more interesting conversation with a wall, frankly) just handed the papers out with a cheery 'congratulations you all failed'. which is always nice, you know.

Khun Ju came around after school though to help small bro with his homework (they're actually playing badminton out in the street) and she brought ROTI

i'm gonna miss her.

we've started packing up the kitchen and digging out our jackets from their semi-hibernation in the top closet, dads insisting we're never gonna get round to packing otherwise. hes right, procrastinator to the core.

whilst yes, i do want to get out on friday *prays- rental car rental car rental car*, i don't really think i can sit through that romance goo-fest adaptation of Twilight that marikha and nicole want to see. marikha did promise to amuse me though, which still scares me (shes kinda creepy in a Freddie-Kruger meets the Cookie Monster sort of way).
she also doesnt know when to stop talking about certain things, or singing certain songs =.="
i love her anyways ^^

And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me

]]> ~lazybranch what your critics said would never happen. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21602450/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21602450/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 18:32:07 PST Last, summer we took threes across the board
But by far we were a cover story "Now in stores"
Make us poster boys for your scene
But we are not making an acceptance speech
and I have found the safest place to keep all our old mistakes
Every dot com's refreshing for a journal update.

i can't pretend i didn't know it was coming.
i could have guessed.
i did guess.

i knew before [link] even left my house, but i didnt mention it because i was praying to god that i was wrong.

what you told me to remember should change something, but it doesn't.

Long live the car-crash hearts
Long live the car-crash hearts

]]> ~lazybranch like a bullet through a flock of doves. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21591909/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21591909/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 03:37:50 PST
]]> ~lazybranch FFFF http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21490393/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21490393/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 19:04:36 PST
i'm not going to be online much over the next week. and dad confiscated my phone, for reasons unknown.

i'm still gonna check messages every sneaky chance i get though, no worries (:

mwah.
branchers.

x

]]> ~lazybranch tell me something interesting. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21415758/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21415758/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 05:06:28 PST
marikha: SHE BANGS SHE BANGS OH BABY WHEN SHE MOVES SHE MOVES.
freddie: i like boy.
lizzy brookes: Al Qaeda is planning something huge next month. something bigger than 9/11
leighton: a threesome includes three people.
tanya kant: Twilight coming out in two weeks-ish?
rachel boyd: i can't see the clouds because its dark.
thomas: ovens smell good.

XD XD

now see whats happened to my brain? i blame the above, if they wern't so damn funny (:

]]> ~lazybranch rawr. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21394980/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21394980/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 20:24:23 PST

(intelligent, right?) ^^

]]> ~lazybranch i'm in love with how you feel. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21366602/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21366602/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 01:09:20 PST and wishing i was with you just seems to use up all my time
you been gone so long that it's hard to recall just how the dream went
and all but this broken heart in me, i guesss i'm doing fine.
-Randy Travis.

The Consular Section of the U.S Embassy in Bangkok does not take public inquired by phone. Please be sure to read all the information on our websites, and if you have further questions, contact us by email.

haha, sorry (:
i sure am morose these days. JUNO is awesome, by the way.. i just saw it with NEE-COOL (nicole..

) and her friend, who is also my sister [link].

(i'm sorry, shes.. special. we dont let her out much)

dad: we are going to patana funday as a FAMILY and you are expected to come with us.
bella: HAHAHA.no. -walk off-
dad: no pocket money.
bella: FINE GOD I'LL GO WHATS YOUR PROBLEM I SAID I'D GO GOD =.=

so yes, i'm going to Funday. which won't be fun. at all. yes.

i'm very confused. do you feel like sorting it all out? i thought we were past the whole.. confusing no idea whats going on thing. meh.

byee:
BRANCHERS.
(':

]]> ~lazybranch Devious Journal Entry http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21366601/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21366601/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 01:09:16 PST and wishing i was with you just seems to use up all my time
you been gone so long that it's hard to recall just how the dream went
and all but this broken heart in me, i guesss i'm doing fine.
-Randy Travis.

The Consular Section of the U.S Embassy in Bangkok does not take pulic inquired by phone. Please be sure to read all the information on our websites, and if you have further questions, contact us by email.

]]> ~lazybranch Devious Journal Entry http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21360438/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21360438/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 16:19:58 PST
you wake up and your like:
"school-time" -pause- *dies*

if i had any homework due today, i wouldn't have done it, so i guess its good that i dont.

this is why i need my ipod. i dont know what i'd do without it. no luca, jack, nikko- i dont keep porn on it. that is NOT what i was showing andrea. for gods sake.

i. want. to. sleep.
now i'm sleepy bored hungry lonely AND sulking. brilliant.

]]> ~lazybranch my godlyness. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21310306/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21310306/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 00:32:35 PST
[link]

the new piece she has written is amazing. READ IT. its amazing.

and then go worship her.
(ps: hugs are good too, she likes hugs (but watch out, she bites) ^^)

SHMEHBLURH.
Branchers xxx

]]> ~lazybranch lets grow flowers.. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21182430/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21182430/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 06:40:44 PDT
yes. lets.

i'd trace patterns into your palm and try not to kiss you in public
i think i failed.
the latter.

(:

]]> ~lazybranch everybody lies. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21162963/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21162963/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 22:08:17 PDT
"Well, like the philosopher Jagger once said, 'You canÂt always get what you want.'"

"If I was kidding I'd be dressed like you"

re-obsessed with House Md? yes!

Nun: "Sister Augustine believes in things that aren't real."
House: "I thought that was a job requirement for you people.

You came in to my life
You cannot separate yourself
You came in to my life
You cannot separate yourself

And I found that round here
In this city
That I wonÂt disappear
In this city
I got nothing to fear
In this city
In this city
-
Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
- i know. i blame mika.

i'm doing exactly nothing, which means- not doing the business coursework due in like, five days. hmm. brilliant use of time, i know.
i'm also trying to hide the fact i didnt get up kinabalu from my mom.. so she won't, in my dad's words, "blow a gasket".

she would too >.<

ciao,
Branchers xxx

]]> ~lazybranch the trip to the top of the world. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21123797/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21123797/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 10:47:50 PDT it was hell frankly.. my knee pretty much died on the six km vertical hike up to the lodge and the teachers decided i wasn't fit to climb the last 2.7km to the peak.

so i'm the only one that didnt )':

i was going to crawl, i suggested that actually, i cried, i begged, but no.

i'm a failure.
epicly.

the stupid guides had to practically carry me down the mountain, they even wanted to strecher me down but i managed to talk them out of it, thank god! ERGH. humiliating much?

anywhoo. i'm depressed.
i've realized that cold weather gives you a good excuse to wear long sleeves. handy.

mwah. sleep time.
branchers xx.

]]> ~lazybranch three doors down. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21009055/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/21009055/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 21:22:09 PDT IÂm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
IÂm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight itÂs only you and me

so yeah, Thai forces clashed with Cambodian Army personel up on the north-western border yesterday afternoon. no Thai casualties, but two dead cambodians.

all they're doing is throwing words round right now, but people are saying stuff about the Security Council. Could be intersting, but I'm beginning to think this is a good time to get out of the country. If we wern't leaving so soon anyway, I'm sure we'd be very worried about it all.

anyways. whats life without a bit of gunfire in the morning?

]]> ~lazybranch i have often dreamed of a far off place. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20915037/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20915037/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 02:48:28 PDT i hate the way your as awkward
as i pretend i'm
not.

i'm trying my hand at open poetry.
something about the random, free idea of it appeals to me. my efforts, however- are pathetic. dont even bother to laugh, its so pathetic its past funny.

i should've just stuck with my lyrics and razors.

but nooo, i've got to make myself look like a musing idiot first. hopefully this'll get out of my system before mr. DC finds out. i can only shudder at his jugular-ripping critisism.

yeah, so we get non-uniform next wednesday (:
but we have to wear something pink.
... -.-
LIKE HELL.
i'm gonna wear standard black and they can like it or go to hell frankly. MY ASS i'm wearing pink. i dont even OWN anything pink. GAHH.

-cool now-

much musing,
Bellabranch.

what i wouldn't do for your heart
and a shot of
vodka.

]]> ~lazybranch Devious Journal Entry http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20868467/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20868467/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 02:45:37 PDT
its quite hilarious since i thought everyone had worked out by now that i can't actually LIE. maybe i can get away with stuff now. being overestimated could work out well.

i'd settle for everyone laying off, thankyouverymuch. anyway children- your allowed to believe what you want, 'cause you have to live with how stupid you sound (:

the freedom from chemical dependancy guy's glasses scare me. am i the only one who thinks he looks like a bug? and i'm convinced ms. t**w bugs the exam hall and drug tests anyone who asks questions after. its not like she has a life, does she? sheesh-kabab.

and then there goes Mika trying to de-humanize me in a world of reverse-pathetic-fallacy, while Mr. DC makes me redraft stories that i'm sorry i ever asked him to edit.

its been a bad week, ladies and gentlemen, and its only tuesday. =.=

its not like the rest of my life ISN'T confusing enough. guys never seem to realize their value.. which might be good, 'cause then they turn into big-headed-machoistic-queers.
i can't make up my mind about anything these days.

]]> ~lazybranch everybody waits for you now. what happens next? http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20755477/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20755477/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 07:59:45 PDT
i dont know what to think.
i'm usually so good with the perception shit, but i just can't tell. your so far away. too far away, and its been too long.

i just miss you so much )':
were we ever even really together? did i imagine all that? it sure felt like we were.. why were we so quick to deny it?

i denied it because i thought you didnt want us to be like that. please dont tell me you were saying it for the same reason- it felt like i was carving up my own heart when i had to say it. i'd rather have had the little part of you that i had then scare you off completely. i think i might have come close to that.. sorry..

i tried to clear my head- and now its clear. i'd hate to be deluding myself.

]]> ~lazybranch She says "Don't you wish you were dead like me?" http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20548277/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20548277/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 05:37:43 PDT and I remember the day when you left for Santa Monica
You left me to remain with all your excuses for everything
And I remember the time when you left for Santa Monica
And I remember the day you told me it's over.
-Santa Monica, Theory of a Deadman.

BRANCHERS IS MOVING TO NEWYORK, NEWYORK BABY (:
not quite Santa Monica, but the songs been stuck with me along with the rest of the TOAD arsenal.

mom will be working at 41 Madison, cheh yeah, Director/ Senior Executive Vice-President (:
we're proud of her. shes wanted this job for what, twenty odd years?

she'll be leaving at the end of next week, right when my practise DOE trip is, and shes not coming back. ever.
we'll be following her at christmas with the dogs. haha, two overengergetic thai street dogs in the middle of NYC. call me crazy.

when I first saw you standing there,
You know, was a little hard not to stare.
So nervous when I drove you home,
I know, being apart's a little hard to bear.
Sent some flowers to your work, in hopes
That I'd have you in my arms again.
We kissed that night before I left, still
Now it was something I could never forget.
-All or Nothing, Theory of a Deadman.

]]> ~lazybranch if she does like this would you do it like that? http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20367351/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20367351/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 00:46:37 PDT
..and i dont even have a good reason, except that my subconcious is screwing with me. nuhh.
I AM SO SCREWED UP D':

kill me now.

]]> ~lazybranch Perhaps a lunatic was simply a minority of one. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20300875/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20300875/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 01:25:46 PDT
yeah, we did have a state of emergency declared but schools still on, so no worries. its not as big a deal as the news makes it out to be.

"She did not understand that there was no such things as happiness, that the only victory lay in the far future, long after you were dead, that from the moment of declaring war on the Party it was better to think of yourself as a corpse.
"We are the dead," he said.
"We are not the dead yet," said Julia prosaically.
"Not physically. Six months, a yearÂfive years, conceivably. I am afraid of death. You are young so presumably you're more afraid of it than I am. Obviously we shall put it off as long as we can. But it makes little difference. So long as human beings stay human, death and life are the same thing."
"Oh, rubbish! Which would you sooner sleep with, me or a skeleton? Don't you enjoy being alive? Don't you like feeling: This is me, this is my hand, this is my leg, I'm real, I'm solid, I'm alive! Don't you like this?"
-1984, George Orwell.

]]> ~lazybranch sorry your not a w i n n e r http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20088662/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/20088662/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 01:46:42 PDT
the only reasons holding me back are quite ridiculous, not feastable or even possible in the least.

so why do i keep hold of them? ):
it just hurts to think about him now.

but i dont know if i could stop..

]]> ~lazybranch because i've waited all my life. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19945700/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19945700/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 02:57:07 PDT what happens next?

Its not something I can understand, Because I can't believe its real.

its like finding the exact right puzzle piece, after trying every single one.
the frustration, the anger- then the clarity.

ciao.
branchers.
x

]]> ~lazybranch this is the first place she would go. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19872458/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19872458/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 02:26:02 PDT see me waiting for you, on the corner of the street?
i'm not moving.

i just can't seem to stop listening to The Script's new songs.
its insane, really, since i usually fall for songs with some lyrical relevance to my life.

BREAKING DAWN IS OUT

i'm gonna wait and get it in England, it'll probably be cheaper..
hopefully it won't be too expensive, i only have fifteen quid left over from last year. otherwise i'm gonna have to break out my Euros. I have nearly 200 saved up. *proudness*

i know it makes no sense, but what can I do?

]]> ~lazybranch is this what you get when you let your heart win? http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19732796/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19732796/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 09:21:08 PDT
E is just so.. Intriguing. Different. Like the drug almost, certainly addictive. I just want more of him.
I didn't mean for it to get like this. I really didn't.

Some try to hand me money
They donÂt understand,
IÂm not broke IÂm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense
What else can i do?
How can I move on
When IÂm still in love with you?

I dont know, you tell me smartypants.
Again with the lyrics. I know.

Like that first slow dance and that first long kiss
There ain't nothing baby better then this
It's like a beach blanket and a bottle of wine
It feels something like summertime
Summertime

Mmm. Bon Jovi indeed. Its nearly perfect, except for the love, I..think. Like I said, I'm confused.

While we were trying different things
And we were smoking funny things
Making love out by the lake to our favorite song
Sipping whiskey out the bottle, not thinking 'bout tomorrow
Singing Sweet Home Alabama all summer long

Thats right. Kid Rock, unexpected. I saw the video on MTV, and well, I love the lyrics.

I'm so good at ignoring everyone else, you'd think I could ignore myself. Guess not.

Dont hold me to anything in here. I'm a crazily messed up bitch, ranting about randoms.

It gets better and better and worse and worse. It only makes sense to me.

Ciao,
Branchers.
xx

]]> ~lazybranch my compliations :) http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19334180/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19334180/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 03:51:19 PDT sorry.

OKAYY DOKAYY. i've basically been browsing lyrics since forever. and some remind me of certain people, or the way I interpret our relationships or whatever.

so, i'm gonna list some names, and some lyrics i associate with them. it'll probably be a couple of random lines i like the best, but please, bear with me.

alasdair cunningham
[link]

"Your breath on my neck, you're still with me
And I'm still dreaming neon black"
-Dreaming Neon Black by Nevermore

"I looked for you everywhere.
Tell me why you're here.
I came to disappear."
-Disappear by REM

"Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youÂre wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me"
-Drops of Jupiter by Train

Ella Boner
[link]

"You're the best friend
that I ever had
I've been with you such a long time
You're my sunshine
And I want you to know
That my feelings are true
I really love you"
- Your My Best Friend by Queen

"Driving in New England, the road littered with bright october leaves,
it was beautiful.
Close to Home in an ordinary room, we felt you there.
Its my favorate memory, you're so beautiful to me.
-It Was Beautiful by Five Iron Frenzy.

"'Cause its you, and me, and all of the people,
with nothing to do, nothing to prove,
'cause its you and me, and all of the people,
and i dont know why, i can't take my eyes off of you"
-You and Me by Lifehouse.

Marikha Marie Cabel
[link]

"She's a butterfly, pretty as the crimson sky
Nothing's ever gonna bring her down
And everywhere she goes
Everybody knows she's so glad to be alive
She's a butterfly"
-She's a butterfly by Martina McBride

She looked so much like a lady
But she was so much like a child
A devil when she held me close
An angel when she smiled
She always held it deep inside
But somehow I always knew
Shed go away when the grass turned green
And the sky turned baby blue"
-Baby Blue by George Strait

Natalie Jensen
[link]

"You look so dumb right now,
Standin' outside my house,
Tryin' to apologize,
YouÂre so ugly when you cry,
Please, just cut it out."
-Take A Bow by Rihanna

"And in between the moon and you
The angels get a better view
Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right."
-Round Here by Counting Crows

"Either don't let go son - Or grab the nearest friend
The slide is no respecter of dignity or class
As soon as you sit down on it
That slide has got your ass"
-The Slide by The Beautiful South.

..and finally:

Isabella DeBono
[link]

"She doesn't look, she doesn't see
Opens up for nobody
Figures out, she figures out
Narrow line, she can't decide
Everything short of suicide
Never hurts, nearly works"
-Little House by The Fray

"I focus on the pain
the only thing thats real
the needle tears a hole
the old familier sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything"
-Hurt by Nine Inch Nails

"What if the demons are dying
But fighting as they fade
What if this last big battle
is a just shallow play
What waits on the other side
When the fear has gone away
Was it all for nothing
Will they stand there laughing
Will they see you naked
Where you gonna' hide"
-Hopeful by The Tear Garden

done.

]]> ~lazybranch I dont pray, but tonight I'm on my knees. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19304610/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19304610/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 05:32:59 PDT
thanks for continuously pulling me out of the road Anthony, I dread to think the state I would have ended up in elsewise.

I dont think mom was convinced that I'd only had one 'thingy' (my term). i showed her how much vodka i'd drunk and she was like, "err, bella, thats four shots".

ouch. I have low tolerance.

but I got a job

waitressing for the next four weeks at a little place down the road from my flat, its okay, its E3.50 an hour. I need the money, and it beats working the streets.

haha, five people have asked me if thats what I do for money. Gee, thanks guys, what is it? the clothes, the hair?
lemme know.

My mom wants me to ride more, but all we seems to be doing it hacking in the Valley, which is nice and all, but it gives me too much time to think.

When you jump, or play polo or cross-country, you have to focus 100% and it leaves no time to think about anything else. the adreneline combined with the distraction is what i love about riding.

i miss everyone so much.

ella, i havn't seen you for what, six months?? thats too long, I used to see you every day D: i miss the days where it was okay if i ignored you on msn, or i had to go to dinner and we couldnt talk again until the next day because i knew i would see you at school. if i really wanted to, i could talk my driver into taking me to your house randomly where we could steal chocolate from the fridge and make each other up till your mom yelled at us. i remember your mom making me promise to go to bed by 10pm, otherwise i couldn't come over to your house, haha, i was so bad.
and i'd always get in trouble for raiding the fridge and trying to sneak back upstairs, because i'd always get caught!
i miss playing 'tarzan' or 'george of the jungle' on the big tree next to your pool in Green Valley. remember?
you have no idea how much i miss those days in ..what, year six? where i would have an ECA and come home late and tired and you would be sitting in my living room with your mom drinking tea. it was the best surprise in the world, and it would make my WEEK.
i know we would always fight, about the stupidest things, but i would always feel bad and apologise, and i always started it too!! i look back and occasionally cringe at myself, but mostly, i laugh, because they were some of the best times we had together. i'm just remembering that time in my house in Lake Side Villa 2, where me, you and grace brought out our instruments and make a 'concert' for my mom and baby jake. we had practised, and set up, and you and grace started to play, and i started screaming "noo! they can hear us!!!" and finally stormed off to my room. my mom forced me, at knifepoint, or threat of grounding, to play with you guys, but i was in tears. remember that? haha, i used to be dying to play your flute, but you kept saying your teacher would be mad, and you never let me. i used to sneak it out of it's case when you left it in your room and try to play it, but you'd hear and come sprinting back in and wrestle it off of me

first, we had the truth and dare hill, in my back garden in LSV2

we would always come up with silly dares and ridiculous truths, and end up clucking like chickens because we didnt want to do them.
then we came up with the genius that was the Swedish Bunny Ritual. haha, Grace only wishes she was a swedish bunny!!

and we'd bounce around on my trampoline like escaped lunitics until we collapsed into a heap of giggles.
so, from Koomud flying to the train station in year nine, and Brenda being a Bendamon, and my crazy horse obsessions and your general awesomness for putting up with me, i dont know how i've survived this long without you. BUT I GET TO SEE YOU IN A COUPLE WEEKS!!

~lazybranch ciao malta :) http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19159220/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19159220/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 04:53:11 PDT six weeks, will be on the sunny Isle of Malta. She will take lots of photos for her watchers (kudos

and soak up mucho sun. she will also be forced to visit sick great-uncles and steal free wifi from macdonalds. its a hard life.

my dad isn't even joining the family for another two weeks, and then only for two weeks. its very unfair, considering its his family with the grammer problems and addictive accent. i swear, i SOUND and THINK in a maltese accent. you can't imagine, its driving me crazy. its a kinda diluted italian accent, a bit more whiney. anywhoo.

to my loves, i'll bring presents

promise.
ciao,
Bella. x

PS. THE MOOD CHANGER AIN'T CHANGING! NOOOES!
PPS. alasdair, i love you and i miss you so, so very much.
natalie, mika, libbert?, i also love you, but less obsessively. please dont be offended

]]> ~lazybranch in '77 & '69, revolution was in the air. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19033314/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19033314/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 06:25:52 PDT
okay- most people reading this won't have any idea what i'm grumbling about half the time.

i've done something really awful to the one person that means the very most to me. he is my rock, my one true love. i'd actually give my life for his, and without him, i'm nothing to myself.
i'm well aware of how corny it sounds, thanks.
it doesn't make it any less true. in some perverted way, the awful thing i've done has only made me truly realise the depth of my feelings for him and made me thank god for him every day (yeah, i'm atheist :S)

there was one terrible moment when i thought i was going to lose him. i'm pretty sure i just froze and collapsed. thank god libby was there to haul me off to the bathrooms before i started screaming.

can you ever forgive me? i think i need to write something.

....MY MOOD CHANGER WON'T CHANGE -_-"

]]> ~lazybranch youch, catfight. http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19012124/ http://lazybranch.deviantart.com/journal/19012124/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 00:23:25 PDT
its like a ridiculous crack down my middle thats stings.

:'(

not a good time.
it end tonight.. it ends tonight- just a little insight could make it right, too late to fight, it ends tonight.

i'm in art. i have a nice looking camera.
and i've screwed up major.
i guess i've always known that though- it just makes it all worse now that he knows. i thought he deserved to know. i dont care if he does drugs.. what i did, anything, i'd probably just want to know.
...i think i've blown it.

worst luck, it hurts me more that i've hurt him. just tell me how to stop his pain, thats all i ask. i can live with mine, its just punishment, i deserve it.

i'll fall to pieces without you.

oh, the mood changing thing isn't working. if anything, i'm not impressed with myself. putting it very, very, very lightly.
i'm more regretful.

]]> ~lazybranch