http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:le-robot&section=today deviantART RSS for by:le-robot en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 11:22:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/28681029/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/28681029/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 21:03:33 PST [link]

I'm sooo glad he's banned. If you just read all the comments on his banned page, you'll know what an ass he is.
YESSSS.


In other news,
Freddy comes back December 4 or 5.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/27469923/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/27469923/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 15:06:51 PDT all the time, of everything.

i'm exhausted.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/27100590/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/27100590/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 17:43:44 PDT
i'm either moving to grand rapids
or roman is moving to an apartment
in royal oak, which we will share.

either option is fine with me,
i just need to get out of this house.

i'm buying a nikon d40 soon, too.
i want my red hair back.
i want my brown hair back.

winter is coming & i can feel it in the month of september.
seasonal depression kicks my ass so hard, i'm dreading it.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/26557313/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/26557313/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 20:59:17 PDT he broke up with me today.
happy six months, baby.

let me sleep forever?

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/26346850/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/26346850/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 21:11:38 PDT I am eighteen years old.

It means something that instead of typing "eighteen" just now,
my first instinct was to type "righteen." Interesting.

I'm getting my baby out of his house.
He cannot fucking live there anymore.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/26094005/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/26094005/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 18:48:45 PDT
Bitches ain't shit cuz they jealous that my swag is fresher than most,
so sluts, eat my dope & suck it!

BOOM BOOM.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/25022601/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/25022601/ Fri, 29 May 2009 20:28:55 PDT Front row, bitchhhhh.

One of the most amazing nights/concerts except the part where I blacked out & puked.

Today was my last day of high school.
I'm so happy to be out of that fucking school.
four years of people I'll never see again.

road trip to Indiana.
this summer.
fuuuuuuck yeeeeeeess.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/24568785/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/24568785/ Sun, 03 May 2009 15:15:45 PDT One more month, one more month, one more month.

My boyfriend moved to Indiana. I live in Michigan.
I've been so unmotivated recently, I have no idea what to create.

I have dreams of my life, ambitions, things I want to achieve;
it all seems so impossible.

I'm too small for this.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/22911900/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/22911900/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 19:57:30 PST you wanna get boned, you wanna get stoned.

freddy =

you wanna get burned, you wanna get turned, you wanna get fucked inside out.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/22225842/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/22225842/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 12:23:50 PST in my "artistic" frustration, I threw a bunch of my old art stuff out & slashed-painted words on my walls.

I have close to zero time to thanking people individually on here, so I'm doing it now.
you're all nice people.
& I like that you like me.
& I like that you like things in my gallery.
& sometimes, I like what I make, in my artistic frustration, I mean.

I don't know what I'm saying.
I've been grinding my teeth all day (yeah, literally, all day) & my head hurts.

Seventeen-year-old girls
shouldn't have to go through
such bullshit like this, like me,
god, I'm self-centered.

meow.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/22148428/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/22148428/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 18:39:09 PST not successfully.
i might take a deviantart hiatus to get my shit straightened out.

i'm going insane.

[]

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/21428228/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/21428228/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 19:52:15 PST I've been doing a crappy job at getting back to everyone who supports me on this website.
So I'm saying a big THANK YOU! right now.

I love you all.
Have a good night.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/21346566/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/21346566/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 18:27:00 PST I want to sleep forever.
I do a good job at ruining everything.

how many times do I have to say goodbye
before I actually just
go away?

I'm so, so bitter.
I'm so, so useless.

fuck.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/21223219/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/21223219/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 19:27:09 PDT +I'm afraid of intimacy.
+I'm wrapped up in gauze.
+Can someone lend me a digital camera?
+My knee is still sore & swollen from bashing it against cement last week.
+I keep getting hurt in the same ways, & I don't understand way.
+I'm putting rocks in my boots, coins in my pockets, heavier clothing, anything anything. Anything to add more.

I just got a burst of inspiration.
I'm going to try & make art;
without pitching a fit & tearing it up;
without just sitting on the floor of my room staring blankly at the wall;
without getting distracted and end up picking at my face with a pair of tweezers.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/21049126/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/21049126/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 14:49:18 PDT I'm starting a movement.
I'm starting a movement.
I'm starting a movement.

I'm debating on whether or not I should post what it is,
because I'm sure/positive that it will fail & not work at all.

Whatever,
I just want to see my moustache boy.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20762848/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20762848/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 16:12:57 PDT & I feel like hot garbage.
& I've been crying for the past two days/nights.
& I want a cup of coffee & a cigarette,
but neither are good for a sore throat.

My stomach feels full & it disgusts me.
I'm hot & cold at the same time.

I want to sleep forever.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20525845/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20525845/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 17:24:21 PDT I just submitted my Broken Social Scene-esque deviation,
a song that means so much to me it hurts,
& it's deviation number 444.

that would happen.
this always happens. I think I like it.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20445707/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20445707/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 19:51:51 PDT no,
I don't know what I want to do after high school. I'm too scared to "embrace change."

high school was a lot more fun with friends.

I'm so ADD I got distracted in the middle of a yawn. needz medz nao.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20396412/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20396412/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 18:15:47 PDT
]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20297826/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20297826/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 19:57:39 PDT Rules:
1. tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.

---------------------------------------------

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x sometimes] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[x] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x twice] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[... ]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20191420/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20191420/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 19:53:52 PDT I don't know what to do
right now.

because this is happening again.
& I am so, so, so sick of it.

fuck.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20009441/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/20009441/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 18:06:28 PDT tummy tummy tummy tummy tummy.
happy happy happy happy happy.

really good day,
that's all I have to say
about that.

as much as I hate these stupid mood icons on dA journals & how I can't get rid of them,
"Big Grin" is a pretty damn good example of my current state right now.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19940433/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19940433/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 18:53:43 PDT just out of happiness.

& that was all I needed.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19771343/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19771343/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 12:59:47 PDT I have 420 deviations.
lololol.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19708796/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19708796/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 22:10:49 PDT today, august first, is my seventeenth birthday.
make me cute art presents so I can hang them on my wall, or just carry them around with me! or buy me coffee mugs that don't picture bear-orgy's on them! (ahem, pickaredballoon, ahem).

anyway. I hope you all have a good night, I am currently wearing black david bowie pants & a leopard print jacket, I feel classy.

I am on safety watch. that's what sucks most about my birthday so far, & I've only been seventeen for an hour & seven minutes. cool.

bye!

p.s. what spray paint is best for stenciling a cotton t-shirt? I'm talking to you, Erik. thank yooouu.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19632763/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19632763/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 23:27:00 PDT "Go get your watermelon, it's covered in Crisco & sexuality."

Lots of writing, lots of photos, look for those coming up.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19571095/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19571095/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 10:57:54 PDT 1. the new Girl Talk album is mind-blowingly wonderful.

2. worst family vacation of my life.

3. I've got a lot of things to say, but I don't know how to say them.

4. I need to buy film for my Holga.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19370951/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19370951/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 11:41:52 PDT I am completely inspired,
& I love the feeling.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19218290/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19218290/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 12:05:25 PDT It was beautiful & epic. I wept a bit during "It's All Gonna Break."

My buddy Karl, [link] , got on stage with them. I have pictures of it THAT I WILL POST LATER.

It was grand.
Bye.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19188454/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/19188454/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 17:11:36 PDT Why are there so many bitches & assholes on deviantart?

I don't get it.
It seems like everyone here has anger problems. Like, they have a fucking temper tantrum if someone's opinion isn't "right."

GROSS.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/18986855/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/18986855/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 16:44:45 PDT I would use/submit film photos more often,
but I never have enough money
to develop photos &
buy a pack of cigarettes
at the same time.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/18799716/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/18799716/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 10:16:45 PDT stop it, you're killing me as much as I'm killing you.

I should be gonegonegone.
My knuckles are red & eaw from punching a wall, fucking punching a wall.
I'm in excruciating pain, inside & out.
I should be gonegonegone.
Blownblownblown.

There's no key to the treasure chest that holds my heart, the chest that is made of ribs that are too big for my heart.
Just give me anything.
I'm just so sad. So, so, so sad.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/18739037/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/18739037/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 21:53:45 PDT This is important.
There's a red book, there's a black pen, & I drip words & thoughts from the pen to the book & I'm afraid of what you will think when you read it next.

I'm going to be honest right now & say,
my wrist is raw.

It's more raw than my entire heart & brain put together.
"don't try to make me pity you, i'm having a harder time than you are."

YEAH. FUCKING. RIGHT.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/18651542/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/18651542/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 19:19:53 PDT My brain is drowning in all these thoughts,
My head is so cluttered i can't think straight.

I can't tell if I'm excited for summer or worried about the outcome. I can't tell if I need to be away from him or spend more time with him. I can't tell if I need change or if it's the one thing that would ruin me.

I've got a habit of pulling at the threads on my clothes, I've got a habit of letting my mind wander, I've got a habit of letting ghosts sneak into my thought process. They rub dirt on my skin, they rip out my hair, & they sit on my shoulders.
Ghosts are whispering bad ideas in my ears;

I need more safe days to drown them out.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/18420894/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/18420894/ Tue, 20 May 2008 18:47:18 PDT any comments or suggestions?
i don't know what my deal is. help me out!

also,
i have a lot more things to post later, but they're all in the art room at my school. so you'll see those later, d'accord? ouais.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/18201372/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/18201372/ Tue, 06 May 2008 18:11:09 PDT I can't stop crying nonstop red-rimmed eyes and salt-stained skin best friend he won't talk to me nonstop crying I don't know what else to do.

This circle is vicious nonstop biting my ass.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/17928553/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/17928553/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 13:41:31 PDT and it's a really depressing thing to think about.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/17706763/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/17706763/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 22:08:18 PDT again again again and it doesn't stop.

it's making me sick and all i want to do is cry,
but my prozac doesn't let me.
hemakesmefeellikeshit.

i need to leave soon.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/17542962/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/17542962/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 14:42:31 PDT it was probably the best concert i've ever been to. i don't know how i managed to stay up front the whole time.
at the end fifty or sixty people fell on top of me.
i lost my shoe.

i'll put up photos from it later, right now i'm in florida and i'll be home in two days.

i miss everyone so much.
i really, really, really, can't handle it anymore.

bye and tell me something weird you used to do when you were a kid.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/17155454/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/17155454/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 19:48:14 PST kala.
girl talk: night ripper.
liars: drum's not dead.
hot chip: made in the dark.
iron & wine: the sheperd's dog.
neutral milk hotel: on avery island.
jens lekman: night falls over kortedala.

one. all beautiful records.
two. scratch that, two new projects i'm working on.
three. i made a friend who i never thought i'd be friends with.
four: i am so madly in love with a boy i never thought it'd be possible.


& more good news,
my best friend/unblood brother/wonderful musician is possibly getting signed.
he deserves this more than anyone i know to deserve anything. the end & have a good night.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/16226702/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/16226702/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 15:35:00 PST by far one of chuck's best books. i loved it.

new years eve:
relatively lame, but ended with drinking at 2:30 am.

new years day:
buying another bottle of whiskey and mixing it with coke.

the rest of twothousandeight:
hell hell hell.

(all in all to say, i'm up and down)(constantly)(and consistently inconsistent)

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/15344736/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/15344736/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 11:02:05 PDT
feeling hot heat and hot breath between skin makes my flesh crawl.

i've got a long way to go, and it's still too late.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/15146878/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/15146878/ Sat, 20 Oct 2007 16:55:59 PDT i love my beautiful friends.

i love how my friends choose to stay with me at my house instead of leaving me there.
i love how they never fail to fail me.

so this. this is all i need:
october michican weather, tree-climbing, good cameras, stomach-hurting laughter, hot chocolate and coffee at cafe du marquis, being broke but not caring, countless bottles of febreze, messy cars and messy backseats, curbed appetites, trips to ihop and apartments at one a.m., climbing through milkboxes, grimy hair, and saying hi to everyone because we know everyone.

( i want my summer vacation back, i want it all back )

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/14385026/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/14385026/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 18:12:25 PDT



and it's making me panic.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/14210407/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/14210407/ Fri, 17 Aug 2007 11:35:24 PDT
i am a wreck. the end.

tell me about an object in your bedroom. and describe it. i'm going to use this information later on for some art piece, so tell me!

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/13969663/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/13969663/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 10:40:19 PDT
awesome!

p.s. i feel great. i really do. i've learned not to care and i've learned there is nothing i can do about it and i've simply moved on, just like you/they/we have.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/12765937/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/12765937/ Sat, 28 Apr 2007 11:26:53 PDT
it shouldn't still hurt like this.
january 24th-april 28th.

it's been months, why does it still hurt?

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/12199637/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/12199637/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 21:12:00 PDT
i once read it's better to be full of hope than disappointment, but if you're so hopeful and it all falls apart, won't you just be disappointed? and if you're full of disappointment and something great happens, aren't you just full of hope and happy?
or is it a neverending cycle of being happy and then being crushed down?

this is what insomnia does to me, it makes me think for hours on end.
what do you think about this? i can't make up my own mind.
unless the brain and life and thoughts and anxieties and nervous habits and twitches and horrors are all a part of what this God made for us, then we're supposed to be thinking like this.
in which case, i'm like everyone else and i'm similar.
but we're supposed to be created unlike anyone else. but i don't believe in the word "unique."
if people judging everything on this earth is expected of us, we're okay, we're okay. but if not...what the hell are we doing here? where do emotions come in? are we put here to feel? or are here to wrack our brains to a dull numb light in the corner of our heads about trivial things?

not sleeping is ruining me.

]]> ~le-robot http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/10992628/ http://le-robot.deviantart.com/journal/10992628/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 17:10:16 PST
So get to it!


1. user [link]
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2. user [link]
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