http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:lelio-awesome&section=today deviantART RSS for by:lelio-awesome en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 06:20:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/6539400/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/6539400/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 17:29:39 PDT ..im not sure.

so give it about a week or something and im deleting this account and everything on it.
so if you MUST have that favourite show up under your favourites still, i might have put it up on my new account.
actually im begging you to go and fave it on the other site. *on my knees*


oh yea. and the account is [link]

theres to many people to go to each page individually and add to my watch again,
so can you please just add my new account and then i can add you back again?

merci beaucoup
you all

p.s. i want to go rent some movies. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/6411581/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/6411581/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 07:08:55 PDT


ive noticed that alot of people on dA have just like, disappeared.
theyre gone and gone forever
no warning or anything!
did they just jump off the face of the earth?
in that case are they floating around in the sky?
dont worry
ill make a ladder and help get you down.

my cat wants attention.
i do too. :l

i am a student.
and i think school's a bore.
no surprise.

but in writing/lit we have to study someone and find their worldview and its this really large project that will last for the entire year.
i have hunter s thompson. so i will have to go buy one of his books to read.

and then also
we have to find a qoute by this person and analyze it by the 7th.
so i found all these qoutes by him and on my own time, i decided to make a collage of them.

its been kind of hard, trying to find a word in other words. i want for each word to be in the same font to make reading easier.

so this is what i do with my spare time. you can me odd if you like. infact id like you too.


i want glasses! ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/6145373/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/6145373/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 21:18:11 PDT the moon too turns brown
glory splashes your slip a lot of holes
the too pale moon stroke the opal of your unexcited eyes
princesses of the street be the welcome in my injured heart

The stairways up to the mound
it can make the wretched sigh
Whille windmill of the moulin
shelter you and I

Small mandigotte I feel your handcuff that looks for my hand
I feel your chest and your fine size
I forget my sorrow
I feel on your lips a fever odor of childlike one poorly nourished
and under your stroke I feel a drunkenness that me annihilated

The stairways up to the mound
Can make the wretched sigh
Whille windmill wings of the Mill
Shelter you and I

But here that it trots the moon floats
itself the princess also
under the sky without moon
I cry to the mist
my fainted dream

The stairways up to the mound
are hard to the destitute
one the wings of the mills
protect the lovers

-complainte de la butte ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/6071410/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/6071410/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 20:12:43 PDT
arizona clouds are beautiful and ive never been so happy with just staring at them.

the entire city of flagstaff is sick. so the cardinals [arizona football team] had to come to presscot, and use embrey riddle, the areonautical campus where we stayed. they took away our gym, so in return we might get to play at one of their games.

arizona clouds are beautiful

im profously wounded

and also dirty.

and i love arizona clouds

also
things got so confusing. being around so many people again and over hearing conversations and staying up late talking about the scary topics.
seeing men walk around the campus sidewalk at one in the morning, in shock asking your friend by the window to close the curtains.
-thuogh i think i was dillusional that night becuase we get very sleep deprived. and what i really saw was a cloud in the shape of a man runing around on the far sidewalk. then also, as we continued to talk, my leg wouldnt stop shaking. like ti was shaking the mattreess. i wasnt lying on one. we had mattresses all ove rthe floor. i was sitting between two.

we had 8 people in a room meant for 4. so we had to carry 4 matresses and move furnitiure to make room. we had 8 girls. and one shower.


arizona clouds are beautiful

i didnt like the cafeteria food. i basically ate tator tots from there. sometimes we made quesdiallas in our room, but we had to sneak butter from the cafeteria. we tried to make ramen in a frying pan. and we ate it on plastic wrappers.

basically, i could go on.
its true, for all you people who arent in band.
band camp makes unbelievable memories.

i mean seriously, our inside joke of dinosaur dancing, we got up at a show and taught the ENTIRE band [all 230 members] how to dance like a dinosaur. some people were crying from laughter.
some people charasmatic and what happens at band camp stays at band camp so silly things happen.

you know those kiddy playgrounds from like mcdonalds? this one place had a really big one. damn straight i went through there. it was INTENSE.
i also climbed a rock wall all the way to the top. that was a first.

and every night we stayed up talking till 1 [and we had to wake up before 6 each day for marching], well i got something from all of them.
even when i wasnt there and just overheard from the other room. [we had theparty room in our dorm, so other than us 8, other people would ocme and like live in our room. we collected more food from them, adn sometimes we found their boxers on our bathroom counter] so our room was always full.

aka
i hated it. i died. i couldnt wait to get home and sleep in.

yet i loved that i went. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5898324/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5898324/ Mon, 11 Jul 2005 21:47:58 PDT
and angry.

and to let you know in advance :

people are taller in the morning! ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5841844/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5841844/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 21:30:06 PDT tonights journal shall consist of plenty of emoticons.
i dont know why i decided this
i blame their cuteness:

i should inform you all for your benefit : that cillian murphy plays one really hot psychotic bad person in a city of drugs of rape.
though we have been informed that that is the only character he is good at playing

to continue the news report:
a security gaurd at park mall told me that the mall was haunted.

as well,
i ordered bastard child rainboots online today -aka- cloth boots with old lady flower print.
yes i shall dance around the street in them. ofcourse!


continuing...
-put a new screw in the bolt of my wooden rifle. but it sticks out, so i gotta be careful when i spin it or ill hurt my hand.
-my hand has hurt for several days now. think i pulled the tendons to a few fingers. not sure. its anoying.
-bought some more acrylic paint
-while cleaning out my closet today, i found an old shirt i used to like and i was like, huh what happened. theres a tiny coffee stain on it i think over a year old is a little late to stain treat, but il try my best.
-i just wrote a long journal about nothing interesting



.. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5796137/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5796137/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 22:45:09 PDT
i cant stand that movie alice in wonderland though. maybe the book would be better.

on another note:
laura has given me potato things from idaho.

also
i left a recently done painting on my floor to dry a bit
and came back to find my kitty sleeping on it.

tyler is trying to teach me big words.
and
im hungry.

dance around in strobe lights with me? with techno raving sunglasses of rainbow colors?

you make me happy when skies are gray
youll never know dear how much i love you

im gonna collect peanuts to feed the elephants! ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5715511/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5715511/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 15:45:22 PDT Gingivitis is caused by the long-term effects of plaque deposits.

injury or trauma to the gums from any cause, including overly vigorous brushing or flossing of the teeth, can also cause gingivitis.


brush your teeth
---------------------------------------

today i shall?
i have no idea.
but im feeling really wacked out crazy.

dont let me do something stupid.

tonight though im suposed to go over to melissas.
and tomorrow night me and tylah are going to spoon concert.

am i hungry?
__ _ _ _ ________ _ ________ _ _ _______ _ _ _ _____ _ _ _ ____


i wonder if anyone has ever made a package, full of really random things,
and then asked the post office to mail it back to them in like a few years.
i wonder if the post office actaully did it
i wonder if i could do it.
i wonder what id put in it hehe.
__________
my rifle shall be in here in like a week maybe i dont know.
how long does it take to ship long hunks of wood?

i found a british flag in my room today

and and and and and and and
just wait.
___________________________________
this summer
is gonna be all
.
what was i saying

its already the almost-end of june
gajsjdhkhgakjshd kjhgakjshd up yours.
then its july then its band camp then its school
omg summers already over!!!
not really.

but it will be. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5660181/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5660181/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 21:09:53 PDT [link]

yea that
watch the video
i watched like less than a minute
and freaked out

and
its really sad people
and
i wanna help them
and
who the hell could do that!

and and and
if you gotta heart
itll hurt you too.

]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5630855/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5630855/ Sun, 12 Jun 2005 20:35:50 PDT id be white

because uhh.
you cant cover up another color with it
it just makes the white crayon dirty.

and
the end.


no
uhhh
damn it i really miss the subscription
meanies.

i need to order a rifle
a wooden one
with a white leather strap.
it costs me $35.90

ill probably break it real soon
stephanie said youd break it if
you went to a parking lot and tried to a qaud toss or something

so ill try that. haha.
ill break a car at the same time
im killing to two things with one stone!
or more like a hunk of wood.

run away
there are dead baby birds around my house.
my feet were black from being barefoot on the driveway.
they turned the sink water merky and gray.
and i kinda almost tore up my foot -
you see i was playing and did a pirouette barefoot on driveway
and it twisted the skin round and round

hehe.
<3 ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5593773/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5593773/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 22:16:32 PDT another sailor dies.

Listening to: tiny vessels
Reading: a twist in fate

im feeling very ..
i have no idea.

somethings wrong.

but anyway to something you can all relate too [maybe]
this one week free subscription is running out.
il give $5 to whoever will buy me a $4.95 subscription.
youll make 5 cents!!
.........shinyyy nickellll !

theres a sailboat in the stars
i saw it
while swimming

when i was little, the sun and the stars were two completly different things.
one was large, the others were small.
one came at day, the others at night.
there was no possible way you could tell me they were related other than they were both in the sky.
and now, to me, or as they should be to me, they are the same thing, the tiny dot in the night sky is the same thing as the sun that rises my eyes each morning.

everything has too much power.

today
was a day.

the other night i couldnt answer a question, an supposed easy question. it hurt.


i want to hide under trees and watch our faces reflect the green.
i want to watch morning dew create glitter on the grass
sit in the car till the light says go
let the seaweed drown me
spoon my peas with a fork.
take me to the emerald city
ill scrawl our wish with a green crayon
maybe the wizard of oz will let me live hapily ever after

that was random
why did i pick green?
do i need money?
thatd be nice.
my shirt is green. theres a crocidile on it and it says later.
except that would make it an aligator.

but i dont know the difference between the two okay
so just bite it.


i need to hide.

<3 ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5542612/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5542612/ Fri, 03 Jun 2005 19:02:47 PDT Mood: smexy
Reading: how to breathe underwater

and basically

thought it was time for an update

plus im back from hawaii. for any questions: it was blah and etc.

im happy to be home.

i will admit: ive had 12 hours of travel and 4 hours of sleep on a plane so i cannot be held completly liable for all that is said

and with that said:
ill grow a moustache and fool you all into thinking im tom cruise.

and in the great words of sierras dad: lets make like tom and cruise.
call me butter becuase im on a roll
ill put the sun in your glasses
ill put the T in your shirt.
and
make some more and tell me

please

i have lots of messages.
im not checking all of them. so you know.
if i love you i will though

so
have you been naughty or nice?

i hired an elf to check.

and

im not partially crazy im partially psycho

so lets keep our facts straight alright.
suckaahhhhssss.

*sizzle

anyone wanna come and unpack for me?
ill pay you 67 cents. - all in pennies.
what a deal eh eh i mean.
yea.

<3

PS_ALSO
i got some photos from trip.

--------------------------------------------
PPS

i just got a free trial subscription

yay reeka my complaining paid off?

]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5305616/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5305616/ Sun, 08 May 2005 19:48:56 PDT and blew bubbles up into the air above me
and they would fall down
into my eyes.

so i closed my eyes and just heard them popped.

and i lost my pencil
so there will be no homework for me tonight.

i did some photos
but i do not think they will be appearing on dA.

and cleverness and creativeness are nothing but the start of yellow journalism yet i want it so bad ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5222703/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5222703/ Fri, 29 Apr 2005 15:19:01 PDT with a disco ball and cheese puffs.

all are welcomed.
if you bring juice you will be praised
apple appriciated.
but if you being 5% you will be kicked out.
but 3% is okay becuase it makes up half of an 8.

also,
another rule:
dissing of feet is not allowed at my party
let all the toes be happy.


i have decided that to control human population, so that tsunamis and hollocausts dont happen, once people reach a certain age, and are terribly anoying, like say, mr bishop, they should volunteer to be kill themselves. its for the good of the people. they would be giving their over-expired body chemicals, to the trees.

and i like trees (:

the end.
subscribe to me so i can crawl into your goverment owned mailboxes everyday. except for sundays. but il just walk to your house myself for holidays.
stupid mailmen. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5189171/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5189171/ Tue, 26 Apr 2005 22:02:49 PDT [link]
^ omg its like a drug. only legal.
----

so i am officially opening cathy-world.
its a lovely place and i promise youl be entertained.
general admision is $5. all rides vary in prices.
rides consist things like the following:
- the story below
- smashing mr bishop into the ground with a stapler
- narrating my life like a sitcom
- and very frequently, changing hw due dates.

its a lovely place. drop by.


-------------------------------

so there was a t-rex, chasing a long neck. becuase it wanted to eat it.

and the stegosaurus stopped to say hi to the t-rex. and the long neck got away.
the t-rex was mad at the stegosaurus
and ate it.

all the while, a pteradactyl silently watched from a tree.

and i just thought
you all might like to know that.

it hurts to close my eyes ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5172037/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5172037/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 23:13:08 PDT where the heartache ends
and the fevered begins

than say that you care
but you don't
that's heartless and i will not cry

but i'm still in love
you'll be dancing senseless in your bedroom

This is the moment that you know
That you told her that you loved her but you don't.
and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me.

i slept and listened to music all day on a bus. this is the end result : mixture of lyrics!

]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5039043/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/5039043/ Sat, 09 Apr 2005 00:02:24 PDT
but im tired so night night
my weekend is G O N E
and i hate my bio teacher. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4970324/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4970324/ Fri, 01 Apr 2005 12:40:01 PST
im tired im tired im tired.

i cant sleep on planes plus my stomach was eating me and it hurt and plane rides suck

lots of things happened. some fun things. some scary things. i wouldnt mind forgetting it all.
i bought alot of things. there were like 20 abc stores all on the street of our hotel where we could walk.
and there was a rockets vintage shope and i bought some skirts. and also a sleeping beauty record. but we dont have a record playa.

and there was an international trade market. so i bought really cheap knock off things.

blah

i took 100 photos like first two days but then the next days i didnt take my camera out.

i took picutres outside the plane window of clouds. so shoot me.

i painted my toenails with sharpie. and then also lauras blonde hair i did that with sharpie too.

i picked up ringing pay phones and a drunk guy pretend to take a picture of me . =/

i watched finding neverland at night on the beach and almost cried

i learned how to sing john jacob jinglehimer smith in spanish
no im dead serious i did.

and basically.
i want a hug ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4914820/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4914820/ Sat, 26 Mar 2005 03:29:05 PST
ive gone to hawwii for the week with the band.

im serious! il be back friday

okay bye.
]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4846669/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4846669/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 20:20:30 PST so leave me lots of loving comments and stuff and il come back with beach photos and my hot friends in swimsuits.

my kitty just cried. he hurt his eye apparently but yea he has tears coming out and ive never seen a kitty cry and its sad and makes me want to cry.

alot of things are happening and stuff cant keep em straight o well so just shut it.

tomorrow i have practice, 4 hours which normally wear me out. but then afterwards liana wants me running to walgreens with her [ about a mile to get there] but yea in the dark. soooo thatl be interesting.

but il get real sick this weekend and then il sleep all next week and not have to go on trip and il stay home.

in conclusion
band is a dirty place.



ps- puppy got stitches today ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4797823/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4797823/ Sat, 12 Mar 2005 22:04:27 PST someone who can make emoticons here wanna make me a sailboat ? please

k so i oficaly know a lot of people personally that have dA. jen just got it, but she cant figure it out. jaimie has it too now. [yea note for her, sorry i cant get to your page il figure that out real soon and start watching you]. lets see and theres erka, amber, sierra, tyler, sach, liana, abi, emily, cooper, and well i know im forgetting people right? just come yell at me later to my face alright thanks bye

so i made my mom get me like 20 bottles of vitamin water hahaha omg i love this stuff now our pantry is all colorful in pretty colorful bottles of color.
this bottle has 150% of my vit. c intake i need for today
omg yes

gracies picture is pretty aw such a prety balerina i wanna be a pretty balerina but i cant thats sad *is limited*

i really dont have time for photos right now but as you can see that just means im doing more and failing more

the end

p.s. what fairytale creature do you want to be when you grow up? im going to be a ballerina princess that has a beautiful prince man that loves her for real! ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4764174/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4764174/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 20:35:15 PST and im in love.

ive decided that im also going to make my own addiction to yorkshire tea and pink vitamin water. thats okay right.

and il need someone to write a book on me so i can watch people not buy it.

i just wrote a paper for biology. if you ever wonder how i write/manage to pass that class, i just wrote a 11 page paper using 6 pages of notes. its very easy for me to extend the length of bs.

and i need to type up an outline for global studie's paper, which i dont even have all my notes for yet. but o well.

im feeling okay and i hope i this feeling will stay.

i think im going to go see a chorus line friday night becuase some friends of mine are in it. and then hopefully no saturday practice but i hope to easily.

today i wore a skirt on a windy day.
tomorrow il wear sweatpants and pretend that i am a princess.


il sudenly become what ive always wanted to be as soon as i found out what that is.

and yea and there is glitter on my bed im not sure why.
i changed the sheets so now they are green but i should change em back to red now becuase they look kinda weird in my room. but oh so comfy and i feel so clean in them ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4745898/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4745898/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 19:00:35 PST
then stop by disney land to buy a princess hat.

then find my lost copy of moulin rouge. maybe a stop to get a jamba juice in there and also a taco too a real good one.

and have another night to hang out with friends in a hotel room. except with MORE people this time. yea 3 1/2 hours of sleep day before a competition il live like that again and stay up at night watching some guy paint a mountain and trees on tv.

il stick a pink ribbon in my hair and put a fake tattoo on my body.
then maybe climb a tree if it is climable and il sit up top and toss skittles - or starbursts - to people passing by who want some.

these things make me happy.
how About you? ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4640514/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4640514/ Mon, 21 Feb 2005 19:54:54 PST
im going to jump out my window and grab onto the sky.

you all are going to be so jealous when im up there.

the end
]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4593942/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4593942/ Tue, 15 Feb 2005 22:04:41 PST i could only imagine buying one of those if i was going on a trip and wanted to make peanut butter sandwiches. other than that, well no i dont just eat peanut buter ::gets sick and tips over::

were never going to get to finish gaddaga in bio. so now i gotta go rent it or something becuase i mean jude law. i gotta know what happens. and uma thurman. and ..oh shit i forgot the main character actor. 'scuse me.

im gonna count how many times daily people say they love me. i got like 3 today.

asdkgjkasdjkajksdjkasd why do i feel like my life is planned?

if i could i would shrink myself, sink through your skin to your blood cells. remove whatever makes you hurt. but i am to weak to be your cure

the end.


i need to watch moulin rouge sometime soon.
k so its a date. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4572579/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4572579/ Sun, 13 Feb 2005 18:13:56 PST these are the PROJECTS . i stil got hw.
i am so dropping honors alg.2/trig next year il just do reg. alg.2 idc if its ful of a bunch of dumb junoirs after talking to people in that class this year. wel. no. bad.

today me and jen went to petsmart to help animal rescue with pet adoptions. there were two dogs and bunch of kittys. i only got a few photos. some were cute. there was a tiny kitty only 4 weeks old. it was unfair how cute he was. fun kid from fishy dept. came over and played with the healer mix dog i was walking around store and said he wanted to adopt him but hed need a bigger apt.

then this other lady came, as someone told me she was the only one that got paid from any of this. and she was like, hey girls ::takes bite of giant macho sandwich that she ate the whole time:: we dont need you here so you guys can leave.
and we were just like..uhh. were volunteers..
and we needed 5 hours for school so westuck around and stil did work while she sat and ate her effing sandwich.
two kittys got adopted and a dog almost did i left before i knew if she really was. it was a gift for valentines day. cept i had met the foster parent of the doggy and i know shes gonna miss her the doggy was sooooooooo adorable. 4month old chaux mix named bear.

then jen bought a fish. for like. $5. lol


i kinda really dont want to go to school tomorrow and just wanna hang out at home becuase even though i didnt have practice this weekend it felt bleeehhhh and not enough and i dont wanna go back im really hating it all. when i was little i used to like it becuase it was big time to see friends. and it still is but just basdkasdjka. not as much. and not everyone. and my classes are horrible. and i want to be someplace else

If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure.

il put pictures up later and then maybe some memoirs in scrap or something. i think they are shitty but apparently not everyone thinks so. i was forced to write em! meehhhhhhaa.

the end.
]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4560870/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4560870/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 09:33:15 PST
its realy great how im avoiding writing about real events. i thought about posting some of these [my teacher read one aloud =/] but im not sure yet. maybe in scraps.

what i really like is that i was feeling really stupid and i put lined paper in my printer and printed it out on that. it looks really funny but im going to turn it in like that..becuase i can. atleast i hope.



today im going to jens with erika and we will make lollipops and watch like 8 hours of chobits. yes.
and i didnt go to concert last night becuase id be all by myself [boosh] becuase poor cooper was feeling sick. and if she went shed just get sicker = bad. its okay i wasnt going for the music so much as having fun out.

also in other boring news, i need to find more ribbon because the broke off my old dcs [yea ive had these shoes for like 3 years] and now the one shoe cant stay on my foot. but i dont think we have any more ribbon ! gasp.
the end. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4547659/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4547659/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 16:06:12 PST lets all thank the einstien bagels you buy at school for a dollah.

we just ordered takeout..AGAIN! YAYYYYY but itl take an hour to get here. not yay.

i got ticket to show on friday so il be going with cooper mmhmm.

weeeee woooo weeeeeeeee wooooooooo
booooooooshhhhh!!!!

yes i am so totally making sound effects for you. lol

so me jen and laura signed up for band hawwii trip back in ...mm august adn were told we wouldnt have to do anything because we were in gaurd. but then ms shane found out we all used to play instruments in middle school and she is making us play them now. with the band. who has played all season. and we played..mm in may
lmao its so effing funny to hear us try and play. they all start doing their warmup and i ask the french horn next to me if i could copy a sheet of the warmup and he was like..there is no sheet. and mmm si i laughed and was ready to walk out. if only i could get out. it was so effing crowded. meep.

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today at practice i danced the MC Hammer dance. sha. cant touch this!
we made up more to the butterfly routine [a joke with ximena jen megan and laura] and i swear i am developing ADD becuase i am more spastic then ive ever been. gladly devoted the most un-erotic moves ever seen to the dance lmao its great.

jen gave me a great idea to buy hardtoed ballet shoes. most are around 50 but i found a good pair for 30 that have a harder toe box for help standing on toes. lol
honestly i have taken real ballet since i was 5 i just want them to prance around in and be a real freak.
sha i got rocketdogs last year but that didnt satisfy my ballet shoe fetish i think il have to buy these.

i need to go buy a new pair of jeans and ximena demonstrated the perfect way to rip as if you bought em that way.

there was a hot boy in the urban outfitters catalog jen brought to pracitce. he was really pretty and he was wearing a purple vest. thats real talent lmao

im sorry this has absolutly no point nor any relation to anything but me really.

it might just be the music but i feel like DANCING. freak dancing

i am thinking of following dear brandons advice of standing in the middle of the plaza holding a sign that says single. maybe just to prove him wrong [he thinks il get a line lmao i wish] maybe just to get people to think im weirder. maybe just to see if any security gaurds from our school [or maybe that RANGER from house2] wil come up and say im "disturbing the peace" or some other crap like that. mmmmm ::disturb disturb::

so now its 10pm and i have all this spastic energy from what - ramen? lol to burn off becuase i wil swear i wil start moonwalking acors my bedroom floor if i cant get out.
im not old enough to just get the keys and drive some place to have fun so someones gotta come and steal me lol
::moonwalks away::

]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4460068/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4460068/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 08:01:04 PST but then blah blah this morning my mom was like heh your not and shes making me go to doctor now

i hate my doctor.

she went to work today though so i have been sitting here i watched mulan. and its only 9 lol so i will watch beauty and the beast, the little mermaid, aladdin, and then also moulin rouge. then well i havent decided what other movie to sit and watch.

last night when i was going to sleep i got a third really bad bloody nose i asked alex to turn on the light and he comes in and freaks out becuase he called it "a major blood loss"
heh but guys arent as used to blood loss as girls

so blah blah i really want starbursts
like im going to crazy now becuase i know we dont have any.



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so i was watching little mermaid and eating goldfish when my mom is like, okay come we must go to the doctor now. and i told her i didnt want to go, but she made me.
it was pointless really i sat there for ten minutes and answered questions then he said, mmhmm, well i think you got sick but you will better.
and then my mom was mad that we had to go all the wya down to doctor and pay just for that.
i told her it was a bad idea!

unless its emergency doctors are useless and i think we have too many to waste.
so lets take away their nametags and make them grave diggers instead we could use a few more once all the doctors are gone lol ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4436897/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4436897/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 12:21:12 PST Wonder could it be a lack of devotion?
Seeing in monochrome
Who taught you emotions
Can you see
Colors that the ocean offers
Be
Can you be
Something more than black white and gray
Being in monochrome
Who taught you emotions

i <3 that song lol. except my copy of it is messed up.
i dont think im doing anything over the weekend now my mom wont let me she will make me stay home! she made me stay home today. its like they stuck me in white room i cannot leave house! she says i have fever. but there is no thermometer to prove it

but my eyes hurt i cant move them and it scares me a little. but i am tough! lol


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[link] ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4423170/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4423170/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 18:59:26 PST
tomorrow i have audition stuff and same with friday afterschool.
saturday is carwash [yea like im going to go again =/] and then pratice 12-4 then late movie with a few friends! mm cept its going to cost me like $10 for one effing ticket.

sunday might be a chii day lol yes itll be hot if it happenes. today it rained and i got wet but i bought some starbursts and it made me day brighter. for like 5 minutes lol.

ive fallen in love with this monochrome song but my copy of it is messed up and the background dots are funny and not fun

i am a marvelous cooky no one can deny it. i need a fish to slap sahar with we are getting too cool lol i miss her = ((

i want to go to interpol concert in feb. but its monday night i dont think my mom will let me she thinks i wil get raped. and maybe i will.

i am sick and my voice is a bit cracky like a 12 year old boy?

if youl excuse me i have to write a paper on the sense of self in the catcher in the rye. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4383825/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4383825/ Sat, 22 Jan 2005 09:11:07 PST
You are open and honest
in your philosophy of love
07 13 19 25 33, 3 ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4370375/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4370375/ Thu, 20 Jan 2005 16:07:10 PST ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4364311/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4364311/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 20:59:20 PST Is there no sympathy, for the sun
The sky's still fire
But I am safe in here, from the world outside

-what it is to burn ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4352497/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4352497/ Tue, 18 Jan 2005 14:29:41 PST ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4332808/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4332808/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 07:42:50 PST
though it seems everyone thinks it is, except me.
i dont know why but i dont want it.

i feel bad about all the presents and cake and stuff becuase it isnt really my brithday if i dont think it is. [except for the chobits dvds im in love with them ive already watched 2/3]

thank you erika amber and sierra

bah.
yesterday was 4 hour carwash [oh yes i was holding a damn sign up at 8 in the morning..in january] i got money from random cars though that didnt have time to get a carwash. two exactly. made $7.
then 4 hour practice. omg i died. i really did. jen gave me a giant hello kitty plush like thing. its realy really soft and fun to hug.
but yea now i need a knee thing for my ..knee. the left one is al bruised and such from jazz splits and the way im suposed to get up. so its all purple and achy. not good.

bah. i also bought a my llittle pony book for 3.50 in osco. the pony dresses up as a unicorn..it is so damn cute. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4320159/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4320159/ Fri, 14 Jan 2005 16:34:00 PST
i have gotten a border fetish, i couldnt help it..i resubmitted a bunch of my photos that didnt have borders..and now they do and i am happy.
really only if you want to see them with a border [really you dont its only me who has a fetish over them right now] dont bother clicking these like deviations again. youve prob. already seen them1!!!!!

one new one i did submit today was reeka feet. haha.

sorry for the old spam. i just cant help it XD

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:YAOIclub: ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4289650/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4289650/ Tue, 11 Jan 2005 14:28:11 PST
1-skip down 4th avenue holding hands
2-take photos of skipping
3-buy matching friendship bracelets
4-gay call from pay phone
5-sneak out and count stars
6-fix typing errors
7-burn textbooks
8-get bjork
9-graduate
10-get dress.
11-get fake tattoos.
12-get me a popsicle
13-get purina shirts
14-get bennjerry's karmal sutra ice cream
15-003 mission 2 baskin robins
16-zoo!
17-adopt an elephant!
18-feed octavio!
19-go to montecarlo ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4262685/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4262685/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 22:17:09 PST : sorry everybody sorry but some of my photos are small, but then way to big on small view, so i am resizing them and yaknow doing the "edit" "photo" thing and it resubmits them all to your boxes. sorry just delete em you already saw em.
*too bad there isnt a little button on deviation edits like there is on journal edits.
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if you havent had orange mango soda yet. you are missing out.

today, they replaced the soda machines. yes yes that lovely indecisive soda machine [ [link] ] is GONE and the new one only had like 5 selections and it gave me a hawwiaan punch [ I HATE THAT STUFF] and i was all like..oh..

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here i hope these groups didnt get mad at me for not putting their icons in for the longest time:

:YAOIclub:
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*moving units*

"anyone"
Somehow we survive, we don't even try,
We don't like who we are, but we pretend anyway
Because we're human and such, we long for someone to touch
A little death to escape, a shallow grave with a face

"emancipation"
You control me, I'm your machine
You expose me, It's so obscene
But when you touch me with your alien embrace
You know it makes me deny the human race
I'm your slave
Until you throw me away

"going for adds"
Everybody`s in the disco,
Everybody`s on the stereo
Eveybody`s on the list so,
Everybody`s gonna see the show
Here we go
Everybody`s on the radio radio,
They'll never fade away
yeah yeah yeah

i cant help it i love these songs and lyrics and im -ing moving units right now [thanks for the cd erika] they sound like the faint..like yea same sound and same amount of open inuendo ..
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iim mucho busy and i dont like it. i like not having a life and being able to take naps in the middle of the day.. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4232572/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4232572/ Mon, 03 Jan 2005 19:31:35 PST
i have absolutly nothing to take a photo of..but im still taking them. LOTS of them.

and ocasionaly spamming your message box with them
you love me.

shh next year i might drop gaurd [i love it but it takes up sooo much time] and take the photography class but id have to get a film camera and its only black and white compositions and id be developing them in a dark room.

[eep i just love having my computer and being like UP SATURATION UP and then printing it out on my little printer that looks like a toaster if i want a copy of it]

then advanced photography afterwards you can get out of just black and white processes but they work toward what kind of photojournalism JOB youd be going after i dont think ..i would. eep

should i try or should i stick with gaurd next year?
btw we are doing a psycho show this semester lol but i have to go saturdays 12-3 for practice ::no life::

]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4195798/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4195798/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 22:17:35 PST
lmfao
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i stole this i am not ashamed:
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal... along with these instructions.

"The room was icy cold because the windows were wide open, and it was full of the smell, but i took a deep gulping breath and then crawled under the blankets and beside him for the last time, just one more time, just one more few minutes before they burn each and every finger and toe, his lips, his eyes."

omg just my luck i get the longest sentence evah describing a person in love with a dead man. stupid book. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4172382/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4172382/ Tue, 28 Dec 2004 09:19:38 PST went to 4th avenue and i bought a sailor hat. we met up with tom and he took us to this like..gay convention center where we got lectured by a lady about homosexuality. and uhh a funny place that had furry red boots and we gave him an outfit to buy [pinstripe pants and big pink shirt!] and then we went to weird restaurant that had sunflower sprouts.

im really tired and feeling really sick and weak i could fall asleep right now hope you like my new deviations bye bye.

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: im going through and making a bunch of things scraps and deleting alot of scraps god i really hope the things i make scraps go into your message boxes again..if you see them just delete them right away they are all old. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4164910/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4164910/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 20:54:37 PST
i took a $25 gift card i found in the kitchen. and then all the posters at bedbath&beyond were 50% off. so i bought two. this giant poster of van goghs stary night and this plaque of a type of wine thats all uhh french and old looking idk its pretty.

oh yea i took my camera and was tkaing pictures in the store people were like, ugh dirty whore what is she doing? but some tured out REALLY cool. best of all on the way home, our streets were done with construction and they had the signs piled up, and nika turned around so i could get pictures of all of them. [haha i beat you! ]..err..sorry

tomorrow i will hopefully go to 4th avenue with cooper and frolock in the splendid uh cheap street stores. last time i went was like last year when i went in the tucson thrift store and bought my beloved top hat lol and like next to it was some hippy store. i wish i had the card it was doublesided and give me the name ..but damn it a few months ago my wallet was stolen. tear tear.

give me energy to post pictures..please. after i am done you wil all hate me for spamming your message boxes but uhh its all good.


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]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4154289/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4154289/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 17:57:49 PST
i got sick last night idk what but i wake up feeling like im going to puke. and uhh yea its 1:30and i still havent been able to eat anything. my tummy hates me becuase last i ate was early yesterday. its going to eat me but its not my fault i got sick.

uhh wow got lots of new stuff from christmas. liana went on a guilt trip yesterday about the stuff she got for hanukah and uhh i hope her goodness doesnt rub off on me then ill be sad.

i got a real digital camera im excited i took all these strange photos and then recorded "comments' to them but really i recorded bits of songs to go with it
and i got this little photo printer [looks like a toaster!] though its on the landing becuase everyone has a camera now and basically it is for everyones use..though if im ever mad i can take it mwahahaha ..its portable though really i wouldnt.

and yea i got this new moniter, like flat screen uh idk 17 or 19in. i had this small little 13in. one before its such a difference for me. i feel sorta bad though a while back my dad talked about getting one for himself and id get his old moniter, which was like 17/19 anyway. hmm i hope we can get him a flat one for like his birthday or fathers day.

alex got me like 3 games which will be fun we can video games together yesterday we were like, hey lets do that! but we really couldnt find one to play.

mm got this microsoft digital image pro 10 thing which wil be lots and lots of fun for making pictures.

and i got this really pretty braclet thats got real diamonds uhh its gorgeous and i feel special

gahhhh i feel spoiled and i probably am i am a spoiled little girl but o well christmas is one day of the year.

my back hurts meh i must sound old now. alex came in and sat on me and i tried to kick him off with my legs and my back just like cracked and its all like: I HATE YOU . to me and its not being very friendly.

someone come and fix mee pleaseeee

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i still feel sick i fell asleep watching aladdin this time [this morning i fell asleep after watching mulan ] and uhh <3 kitty slept with me until i woke up i kitty
my dad took a picture of me sleeping

christine bruoght over shrek2 for me but i dont think ill be able to watch it and stay awake. uhh oh yea i printed out a photo of her and alex and put it in a frame i oughta give that to her now before i forget.

]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4097598/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4097598/ Fri, 24 Dec 2004 21:30:24 PST not even snow on the mountain what is up with that?
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[dec.18] today i saw spanglish with a bunch of people. woot me and erika got jenny the sex in the city dvd for christmas. spanglish was meh cant wait to see phantom of the opera [thats right people im a movie whore] and idk i really want to see the spongebob movie but im running out of money with ~9 a ticket =/ and im still buying christmas gifts too.
i think either ill play the sims [damn the addictiveness if it was a food id swear there were drugs in it] or watch moulin rouge..or maybe [gasp gasp] il actualy get arond to drawing something

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[dec.20] - going to jens soon to decorate cookies yea im that cool. hehe sahar [lives in ny] just told me she doesnt get out until thurs, but she didnt have school today becuase the busses froze!!! damn desert weather we never get that. i miss sahar
yesterday i made a gingerbread house and set up the train station aruond the piano <3 i love that thing everything is in german! al the mini signs even the instructions to set it up..i cant speak german but i still <3 it

stil not cold im wearing tanktop im not bothering to even take a jacket when i walk over to jens.
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[dec.21]didnt do much today, but i did find an old brush in a drawer. i found kitty and started brushing him and he went crazy happy it was fun. he kept rubbing his face right into the bristles. he sat in my lap and rolled all over to get brushed. i <3 kitty.
tomorrow im going to go see phantom of the opera with amber
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[dec.22] i saw phantom of the opera today!!! good good movie. though when they say musical, it really is. like every scene is sung IM DEAD SERIOUS only about once or twice they cut from song and just normally say something, and it would make you jump becuase their voice sounded different.
though i liked it the phantom guy was sad though because of what happened. though he had this like wax figure of the girl [LOOKED JUST LIKE HER] and she was wearing a wedding dress. now that was just a little TOO creepy for me i was like AHH PERV and i was rooting for the other guy who knew her as a child. woot go see it i want the soundtrack. why? i dont know.

i have a me frist and the gimme gimmes song called phantom of the opera [omg they actually sung that song in the movie word from word!] though its like, gutair-ed its not as cool.

oh yea also ambers mom wouldnt pick us up from the mall but instead at sees candies. so its all dark and cold and we were at the cross walk and it said walk so we were runing across and then this tan mini van in the turning lane was just like DIE LITTLE GIRL and pulled out right in front of me. SCARED THE SHIT OUT ME i started yelling what the hell over and over again i mean, it was a mini van too!!
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[dec.23] cooper and me wanted to go to 4th but it didnt work out. instead i went to her house. we got dropped off at sauce it was really good i <3 that pizza and then uh we went over to blockbuster. heh we got stuck in the median at what was it skyline and ina or oracle and ina? psh like i know the streets and uhh then we rented the secret window and watched it at her house. hmm it was okay reminded me of the movie psycho. i didnt quite get what was with uhh him getting braces for the last 5 minuts of the movie. yea....
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[christmas eve] i got to go out practice driving today omg woosh.
uhh okay okay so we got to open a present this christmas eve nigh... ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4088046/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4088046/ Fri, 17 Dec 2004 12:29:10 PST
atleast im not as sick anymore i think im getting better

soo we finish the final in like less than 30 minutes..and we have to stay there for two hours. me jill and beth go in the locker room to "clean out our lockers" and it was all dark and creepy in there!! no one turned on the lights

anywho before we knew it we were on top of the lockers jumping down the other side and fun stuff and we wanted to wait until someone else came in to shake them because it made scary noises. but no one did.

mr emenecker let everyone leave 10 min early when we were in there.
he hates us he really does he likes to yell at us. but doesnt matter i have no more class with that bum im free.

im feeling really really tired. its odd i cant doing anything anymore its like i got yellow fever or something =/. so i went to sleep at like 8:30 last night!! wake up at 7. thats 10 and half hours of sleep..and now its 1:30pm today AND IMM TIRED X2222

lick me.

i havent played the sims in like..9 years or something like that it seems. maybe ill play some today..or maybe not it can get quite anoying that game and there is no point to it there never was and so you are never really DONE with the game..communist..




i hate being sick i always get mean like this.

first, reccomend me...
1) a movie
2) a book
3) a song

then ask me 3 and only 3 questions. no more no less. and then i'm supposed to encourage you to put this in yours.


]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4083426/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4083426/ Thu, 16 Dec 2004 19:15:52 PST my lungs hurt. they are crowded with icky stuff and i cant cough it out. AND MY NOSE HURTS FROM TISSUES NOWW. i hate it

tomorrow is pe final and then winterbreak. i will do lots of things over winterbreak for dA i promise.

though someone told me i was getting my wisdom teeth removed during winterbreak..if i do ill cry i dont want anything to happen to me anymore i want to feel better NOW




]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4060101/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4060101/ Wed, 15 Dec 2004 15:12:06 PST
i had to watch it upstairs because my family doesnt like it and gets annoyed at all the music.
my mom came in like half way through and was like, wow you really like this movie.
me: uhh yes..can i go back to watching it?

<3

soo yea i kinda have finals tomorrow and spent all day watching the movie

flag tryouts @ 8:30 and then at 11 w/l final.

wedensday: geometry finals at 8:30, bio final [f!!!in 240 questions of it] @11.
thrusday:global studies @ 8:30, french @11
friday: pe final [?] @ 830, be home by 11.
^for pe i have to pick 4 sports we did [we did uhh 6.] and write 150 words for each. im thikning uhh tennis, softball, badmitton, basketball..i think i know most aobut those even though i played soccer alot when i was little.

im worried about: bio and global. those classes i have 90 and 93 in and they say finals can change grades -4to+4% and ..im a real bad goody goody [coughpaidforgradescough] but other classes id be to high to die in.
now i just have to find motivation in my lazy ass to open this w/l binder

<3 <3 christmakuh trading was fun i got lots of stuff thank you ALLL i love it.
im eating on average 3 candy canes a day and tasted about 6 different flavors already.

<3 <3 moulin rouge i cant ever get sick of it <3



: i want roses =/
-our coach didnt show up today so we didnt have tryouts. it was 2 hours of "study". i ate a candy cane that turned my whole mouth blue. i found a pvc pipe and began to twirl it i did tosses and pom spins it was fun. bleh i am sick and tired.
i was sleeping when mom came home and she told me not to leave the garage door open becuase i was here alone.
i want to watch moulin rouge again.

: mehh im getting sicker. i woke up this morning and couldnt breathe. then when i spoke my mom was like, omg your voice is coarse dont go to school today! but err yea i kinda have to becuase finals. i still dont know how i did on biology=/
and damn i have global studies tomorrow i still have to do that stupid sheet.. i really dont want to every move makes me over tired i just want to SLEEEP x4..
friday i am just going in my pajamas becuase its just pe, and we are doing it on the floor and he said when we are done we can go to sleep till its tmie to leave. ill be out at 10:30 thats good.


groups:

]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4043343/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4043343/ Sat, 11 Dec 2004 15:12:59 PST
i did go see oceans 12 though. meh. there was like a 10 minute scene of this frenchman dancing his way through moving lasers. id buy it just for that scene it was great.

uhh so yea im screwed to inffinnity becuase i wanted to buy extra gifts at the street fair

when i was at the mall i bought melissa a gift card to park mall [party tonight] and like..i had $10 and was expecting the paper slip in the envelope, but i finally got up there the lady was like, no no we now have this actual plastic CARD and its a 1.50 charge, and the minimum is now 20!!

so i was mumbling curses while i found 20. im brokee..times 2!

soo uhh surprise party tonight for melissa..yea. and then party tomorrow at erikas. fun stuff then finals at school =XXXXXXX
christmakuh gift exchanging..however that will work out.




<3. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4020887/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4020887/ Wed, 08 Dec 2004 16:49:10 PST

mm mm finals bad next week. im testing my luck and am going to study the night before becuase i only have two finals a day.
what im worried about: biology, global studies, uhh well idk wtf w/l is going to be about.

i should probably read those like 5 chapters of global studies i didnt read these past 3 weeks if i want to pass

buutttt this sat. erika is taking me to 4TH AVENUE STREEEEEETTT FAIR!!

soo ill get jennys present [me and erika might split it] and ohhh i still need to get nikas present! i have no idea what to get her im really going to work on that. also aparently me and louis are trading gifts so il need to find something for him. and i want to go and pick up a bag of swedish fish for ximena haha she loved that stuff when i gave it to her. idk i might get laura something too. thinking thinking thinking. i really dont have that much money. ive spent like 150 $
oh yes yes yes i wanted to pick alex up something else too i thought his gift needed something more.

mm yea <3 busy busy love me or ill eat you


]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4011854/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/4011854/ Tue, 07 Dec 2004 14:41:47 PST
i have a oral french final tomorrow. we were practicing today in groups, and someone asked me to describe my room, so i was like, il est rouge. and they got al mad and said i wasnt answering the question..but like..IT IS RED. they wouldnt believe me that i had painted the walls red and stuff and i was like w.e.

after that i answered every question they asked me with COUP D'ETAT! idk in global studies mr ritter was like, coup d'etat, a french meaning for when like uhh idk someone else takes over something like that. etc. etc.

i was so happy i had 40 COMMENTS on my last journal im sad to ruin it by writing a new one.

street fair woo! erika said shed take me to it when it came last year, and now its here so i get a date with her lol. im excited.

i hate biology it should die.
okay so i got hw and stuff and then next week is different we got a normal day monday and then like 2 classes a day from teus-fri, which is just like 2 hr. finals. shit im going to fail each one

oh yea so today in pe mr emenecker totally got pissed off for NO reason. first off i missed my name in roll call, thats the second time he better not say unexcused absence

yea but we were playing badminton w.e. 3 of us against two guys and they beat our asses [when people are that good at badmitton you worry ] and uhh so they beat us to 15 and then like we were jsut goofing off. and then mr emeneckers shouts over to us: what are you guys doing?
and jill responds: they already beat us so we are just playing around
and then mr emeneckers gets all mad and yells, why is it that everytime i talk you think im talking to you?! i was talking to those people
us: uhh you were looking right at US
and then he called jill over and yelled at her. hes an ass. i thought she would have to do pushups becuase thats what he usually makes people do

my theory: he was mad becuase he didnt have a hat today. he ALWAYS has a hat, and he didnt today and he has this TANLINE from the hat, plus hes bald, and so yea his forehead is all white and stuff and then theres a line right above his eyes and it gets a darker tone beneath it. old men...heh..

<3


]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3981344/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3981344/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 09:18:06 PST
life is boring blah blah so more work blah blah have to go and get some last christmakuh presents this weekend and write up all my projects and then watch sycho with jen because the wintergaurd show is sycho and when they start making props like the movie I REALLY WANT TO HELP OUT
like..damn straight! i want to paint it lol

life is getting so boring and blah blah routine and i just want someone to steal me or something [okay..maybe not litrally get kidnapped id cry] but ..i really want something. life has been the same for 15 years [oh god birthday is in only a month dont harass me] and im finding it fucking boring. and if its going to be the same old shit for another 10 years well screw it i wont last.

you always read about love and you adore it but its sad when you can find none of your own. respectable men [within like..set limits [location age sexuality<-thats a big one all you marvelous gay men]] dont exist in my world and maybe im just a picky little bitch but im not going to sell myself off to some jerk who just wants my body.

thank you for the rant. i know most people dont read these becuase blah i write one like everyday and blah blah WELL THIS IS A MY SPACE, A LIVEJOURNAL, A BLOG! idc i cant handle more than one website and i chose this one..feel special bitches.

love is needing. if you have no need, then you dont have to love.
i am the neediest person ever. heh everyone who knows me knows that.

<3

new edit: i really want to play ouija..maybe i wont wait for nika to come on sunday and then have jen over saturday to watch sycho and then scare myself to murder and then ..play ouija. ooooooo. LMAO JEN DO YOU REMEMBER THAT ONE NIGHT WITH ERIKA?! ..wait jen doesnt have dA..ERIKA DO YOU REMEMBER? OMG THAT WAS FREAKY LMAO. board: ROCK. us: ? board: ROCK.

: dec.5.
jen is coming over to watch sycho in a bit. but yeaa omg im never going to do all this shit. look at this look at this:
---geometry:7.9 C.A.R [dif. groups of questions]
---bio: ch.5 handouts [like 3] and also i have to write an essay on wether the US should send someone to mars..somethng i have no idea about since in class we are doing ECOSYSTEMS..our teacher is a dumbass
---global: oh woot finally have to write my essay on GABON some random african country, plus i have to read ch 5.4, ch 6.1, and 6.2..shit
---w/l: do this "bright winter" reading and questions and then also i have to type up some kind of "letter from the soul" which i have no idea what to do for it now
---: i have french oral test and i kinda might want to pass it i should get to memorizing some phony phrases to please the teacher.
---also tryouts are still going on =/ jen is going to be practicing with me while shes over too

-=well thats like a nice 6 hrs of work for the weekend i hate them all =- ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3974038/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3974038/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 16:46:30 PST
but ehh my feet hurt really bad and omg i cant do double pirouettes anymore! like i could yesterday, on the stage and driveway, and i was so proud, and now i cant!!! anywho i was practicing my heart out and totally ripped my elbow. idk feels like my knee when i twisted it so maybe thats what i did..but it hurts now but i just had to finish it up

tryouts are tomorrow. im scared i want to get into the dance part of the show. and im scared that i want get into varsity flag..and if im just stuck on JV flag it will be SO boring. for flag im hoping to try and do the parallel toss with a spin underneath it [as she mentioned she wanted to try] becuase if i could add that to my routine, i think id be in varsity then...

soo i have double hw because i didnt finish all of yesterdays..luckily teacher didnt notice i feel so dead and broken though i could just collapse and sleep NOW.
please

wahhh kiss my bruises i got plenty of this stupid body of mine.

o yea great moment today i was like, nika i want to do a handstand against the wall! so she told me to just do it, and i rolled up to the wall, but i was like..5 the last time i did, and instead of lifting myself up, i was just did a roll straight into the wall, and then fell over on myself. laura didnt know what i was trying to do and started laughing really hard and so did i and i couldnt stop.
i was doing sashhee turns really fast across the stage, but the steel drum people left their drums on the stage, and i almost ran into one =X then for music me jen and laura took my ipod and its headphones and stuck it on the drums for extra vibrations

if you dont love me
ill eat you ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3958884/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3958884/ Tue, 30 Nov 2004 18:44:01 PST i want to watch centerstage again soon..

today afterschool i went to jens with erika and we watched episodes of INVADER ZIM. omg i can have fun to easy. mini moose is my hero.. ::adds to hero list::

meh thats my boring list. tomorrow is late start but nika and me want to go in early[er] and try to practice on the stage. there are steel drums on there right now..but eh the door's lock is broken, so if you pull hard enough it opens.

and hopefully scoot wil bring me PUMPKIN PIE tomorrow..DONT FORGET SCOOT! NOT AGAIN. im serious i had it last year its the best.

god i have bio. exam and our wackedup french teacher split our final [we have special final week for them!] into 3 peices so i am taking the writing portion TOMORROW. 3 WEEKS BEFORE. she sucks..monkeys. the end.


]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3951381/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3951381/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 20:09:19 PST
meh another boring boring..day. most exciting part = ehh..i got a new lunch card and i my hair was pulled back with only bangs in front and i thought itd look like a pretty boy...no it didnt.

in PE we had this really old sub that didnt know right from left and me and few other friends just left. heh liana had the class earlier and told me to .

its early but im tired and il go dream about .. dreams. you wish you knew what i dreamed.




if you dont love me
ill eat you. ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3940509/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3940509/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 15:16:45 PST
im really light headed and dizzy right now.

soo i have school tomorrow i still have to do all that shitty homework
but also tryouts, and i made the flag routine [and it was too windy outside to practicfe it today] but i still had to make a dance routine

ive never felt so fucking stupid in my life. i dont know if il try out. ximena said that shell try out for rifle [i really want her to becuase shes really good-and just a freshmen] if i try out for dance.
so anyway i had nearly had all of it down, just needed to practice the bit in the middle, when i got so dizzy i had to lay down. so i was laying down on my driveway and watched the clouds

i saw a badger at first it was really cute. it turned into a unicorn, then exploded into 5 peices.
then over a bit i saw a scottie dog..then its head popped off, and i swear it was so creepy, it just like disapearred. like the sky was sucking it up. it was kinda creepy becuase i realized that there was soo much beyond the clouds ill never see.

then this GIANT cloud came out over my house and it looked like a cockroach and ehh it was gross. it then turned into a gay little hippo.

god is my life so boring that i watch clouds

meeeehhhhhhhhh
my tongue turned green while eating nerds today. took a picture to show cooper

i dont want to start the long horrible cycle of school again. i dont know if ill live through it. im feelling so icky and gross and like i cant breath.
i wish i just had someone to tell my im pretty and hold me close at times like this



if you dont love me <3
ill eat you ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3933389/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3933389/ Sat, 27 Nov 2004 17:10:29 PST
mmmm today i got gwen stefanis new song what you waiting for into my ipod. i think im using it for tryouts..idk

more practice. more practice. i didnt hit myself at all! good thing to becuase yesterday i hit my eye with while spinning nika's rifle.

mmm i want to go to the 4th avenue street fair dec. 10 11 and 12..

im tired and ugly and thats bad becuase i did like NOTHING today.
i want to draw a picture but im too fucking lazy.

i talked to sach alot today. it was weird but sensible and strange and ..sensible. we talked in the vaquest way and knew what we were saying.




if you dont love me
ill eat you ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3920229/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3920229/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 20:57:57 PST love me.

thanksgiving was a bore we had these two old eople&v=56">people over that i hate with a passion. so i kinda stay upstairs all day..kind of degrades the purpose of this holiday.
damn i need to work work work for tryouts on monday.

cooper wants to go shopping on 4th avenue and someone else is talking about movies also this weekend idk and hopefully scoot will bring me pumpkin pie monday that will make me happy. and i have no idea what the hell to do for a dance routine. im still stretching into shape not going as fast as id like though.

<333 hopefully going to practice tomorrow and change the boring part of my flag routine i was thinking about that today. the song is pretty i dont think ill change it. i dont know if im still doing the whore song for my dance routine or not though. i was playing with nikas rifle today and blaaahh im not trying out. shes not even here to teach me al the shit i dont know. its okay freshmen dont make rifle line anyway.

woo okay so lookey lookey clubs: uhh wait thisll take a while..



is there anyway so that they will always show up at the end of journals or am i dreaming that you guys are beyond magical?

ohh btw my cat was on the couch so i joined him and this ET stuff was on first about machines sent to mars, and then about UFO sitings. mmm weird stuff the creepiest thing was about this one boy who said he was brought onboard and like raped by an alien. and thn later he was diagnosed with radiation poisoning. mmhmm i hate how they get cheap actors to act out the story. blah blah shhh

shhh be quiet so i can hear crickets. if i dream about being raped by aliens tonight il blame the history channel.
kitty wil protect me.

if you dont love me.
ill eat you ]]> ~lelio-awesome http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3911074/ http://lelio-awesome.deviantart.com/journal/3911074/ Wed, 24 Nov 2004 17:36:59 PST i met there with cooper erika amber sierra and sach. i had $60 woohoo shutup thats alot to me!
and the only thing i bougt for myself were these bright pink tights for $3 that made me laugh so much i had to buy them, and sach got blue ones.

oh yea btw the whole me being a guy thing didnt work out. so i put on a skirt and was cool like that. i can get gay guys by myself anywho! <3

had fun at the sanrio store. sach spennt over $80 there!!! [gasp]
haha omg we went to software etc. for amber and while she was buying her thing i saw this gameboy advance game at the counter called feel the magic with the outline of a girl. and in the corner it said XX<3XY. haha those are female/male genomes and i wonder what that games about

i say a shirt that said HUGS NOT DRUGS and i realy wanted it. i also so i power rangers dino thounder shirt for lil boys that i want..

i got lots of gifts for people ::frolicks in gifts:: what i love is alot of things were like $20 so me and an extra person would split the price idk i just feel cool. ive already spent over 100 on gifts and have yet to spend about $30 more.

haha it was awesome me and cooper bought underwear for eachother at victorias secret. we were like, okay we'll pretend we dont remember this day! so itll be a surprise. haha cooper i love you.

i feel special i had subway and onion rings for lunch. we also ran around different dept. stores looking for free burberry ribbon..but no one had it

and uhh yea i want MAC brushes they are soft. [i love that new line poster with the guy with makeup and curls!<3333]we were playing around at the counter. sach gave me one blue eye and later erika saw me and was like..uh.. and sach said that we have to have a big crazy new years party where we will do drastic makeup and uhh party like fools. i want like sequins glued to my face!!! i would have so much fun. cant wait..

damn i get my wisdom teeth pulled over winterbreak thisl suck il cry and winterbreak will be not as much fun.
im fairly upset over the lack of comments to the quiz journal. comon yall love me
right?....

ill eat you. ]]> ~lelio-awesome