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                <title>another account</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/21293160/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Nov 2008 00:51:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so Folks,<br /><br />I finally decided to create a new account - this one won't be deleted cause it's still in use... but for other reasons...<br /><br />So I present to you: ~<a class="u" href="http://ninas-photography.deviantart.com/">ninas-photography</a><br /><br />I think it will take a few days till I have my first deviations and an ID uploaded there cause my job(s) need a lot of time... yay *G<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>Yeeeeeeeah</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/9712033/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Aug 2006 09:56:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So Folks,<br />
<br />
I finally managed it to write a new journal entry...<br />
<br />
For one week, I was working here in town and I'll continue working there for the next 2 weeks. After that, my beloved ~<a class="u" href="http://septemberschnee.deviantart.com/">septemberschnee</a> and myself will fly to Croatia (exactly: Korcula) for one week <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bounce.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":bounce:" title="Bounce" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I'm looking forward of going there sooooooo much <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />
<br />
And I finally got a new camera... my Daddy and I ordered it today: my new cam will be a Fuji Finepix S5600 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
So folks, I think after my holiday I'll submit a lot of pictures... of myself, of my girlfriend, of Croatia... yes!<br />
<br />
<br />
[EDIT] I GOT MY CAM CAM CAM CAM CAM CAM <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bounce.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":bounce:" title="Bounce" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bounce.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":bounce:" title="Bounce" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>:..:</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/8707637/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 May 2006 06:46:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well Folks, <br />
I decided to present you some artist, I adore for their work or because of who they are...<br />
<br />
<a href="http://septemberschnee.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/septemberschnee.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="septemberschnee" /></a> <a href="http://yatu-ex.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/yatu-ex.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="yatu-ex" /></a> <a href="http://limejello.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/limejello.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="limejello" /></a> <a href="http://the-mjoellnir-spirit.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-mjoellnir-spirit.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="the-mjoellnir-spirit" /></a> <a href="http://speculum-vanitas.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/speculum-vanitas.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="speculum-vanitas" /></a> <a href="http://kinderseele.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kinderseele.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kinderseele" /></a> <a href="http://endelva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/n/endelva.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="endelva" /></a> <br />
<a href="http://bionic7.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/bionic7.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bionic7" /></a> <a href="http://paranoic-asphyxia.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/a/paranoic-asphyxia.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="paranoic-asphyxia" /></a> <a href="http://inextremo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/n/inextremo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="inextremo" /></a> <a href="http://ruinme.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/u/ruinme.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ruinme" /></a> <a href="http://toxic-gemini.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/o/toxic-gemini.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="toxic-gemini" /></a> <a href="http://nirel.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nirel.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nirel" /></a> <a href="http://kedralynn.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/e/kedralynn.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kedralynn" /></a><br />
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<br />
you have to visit their galleries, because each of them has his own style and makes adorable pieces of art...<br />
<br />
<br />
Here everything's quite okay... I'm stressed with school...<br />
and from May 19th to May 24th I'll be in Berlin with school... I'm sure I'll take a lot of pictures there... or I hope I will... ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>~</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Nov 2005 15:09:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finally decided to write a new journal entry, although I don't really know what I could write...<br />
<br />
Everything's fine... I miss my sweet <a href="http://septemberschnee.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/septemberschnee.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="septemberschnee" /></a> and I love the snow outside <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowing.gif" width="27" height="37" alt=":snowing:" title="It's snowing." /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /><br />
<br />
There are still a few weeks until the christmas holidays... Then my sweety will move to us and live here... I'm sooo glad, you can't believe it...<br />
<br />
I don't know if I'll have the time to upload a lot of new deviations... THere's so much to do for school...<br />
<br />
Take Care,<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kitty.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":kitty:" title="Kitty-chan" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>November</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/3869184/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Nov 2004 07:20:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've really written my last journal  entry on August 19th this year... And  now it's the 19th of November... Time  passes really fast... That's strange...<br />
<br />
Well, my last weeks were really good...  Mona visited me very often, we spent  lots of time together and with my  family is everything getting normal  (not in that way <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />
<br />
School is also quite ok - the most of  the tests for november are written and  I had 3 tests this week <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/puke.gif" width="24" height="15" alt=":puke:" title="I think I am going to PUKE!" /><br />
<br />
Next week I'll only have 3 days school,  and on thursday I'll have my first  practical lesson at the driving school  (yes, I learn driving a car <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." />) And on  Saturday, my parents, Mona and I will  visit my sister in Leipzig for a day...  I'll take there lots of pictures...<br />
<br />
And I try to submit about 1 picture  every week... Ok? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
<br />
Take Care,<br />
<br />
Nina <br />
<br />
My song of the moment: Die Form ~ Ad  Libitum ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>Offline II</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/3164420/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Aug 2004 12:02:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I won't be here.<br />
No i WON'T be here...<br />
Why?<br />
<br />
Mona, my girlfriend [~<a href="http://septemberschnee.deviantart.com/">septemberschnee</a>]  visits me tomorrow (friday) and will  stay here for 10 days...<br />
And we'll making many many pictures  together and when we drive to the  different places we want to go... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/aww.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":aww:" title="Aww" /> I'm looking forward to tomorrow  sooooooo much <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />
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<br />
:Hug: to all of you!<br />
<br />
Len ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>J o u r n a l - E n t r y</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/3122069/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Aug 2004 06:47:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Latest 'news' of my life:<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> I'm soooooo happy with my sweet  girlfriend <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /> I love her so much and the  best is: Today we're together for 2  month... Time went by so fast - I can't  believe it...<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> I have to take <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pills.gif" width="42" height="17" alt=":pills:" title="Pills" /> for my migraine, but  they help... I was at the doctor for  almost 5 hours yesterday and I'm so  glad that these pills work... But the  doc said that it will take a long time  to 'heal' me... Anyway, it works <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/email.gif" width="16" height="11" alt=":email:" title="Email" /> I finally got Charley's letter, YAY!  Charley => <a href="http://limejello.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/limejello.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> Thank you sooooo much for  your letter, I'm really glad you  answered me! And I promise, I'll answer  you: but it won't take months <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" /><br />
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<br />
I wish every one a nice weekend... and,  I forgot:<br />
<br />
 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/buymyprints.gif" width="55" height="15" alt=":buymyprints:" title="Buy My Prints Please" />   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/buymyprints.gif" width="55" height="15" alt=":buymyprints:" title="Buy My Prints Please" />   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/buymyprints.gif" width="55" height="15" alt=":buymyprints:" title="Buy My Prints Please" />   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/buymyprints.gif" width="55" height="15" alt=":buymyprints:" title="Buy My Prints Please" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
Len ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>Booooooooooooooring</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/3028288/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Aug 2004 06:29:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ God, it's 1:36 am and I'm still not  tired... That's not normal...<br />
<br />
Well... just wanted to write that  everything's ok...<br />
<br />
<a href="http://septemberschnee.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/septemberschnee.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="septemberschnee" title="septemberschnee" /></a> will visit me on friday and I'm  sooooooo happy to see her <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bounce.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":bounce:" title="Bounce" /> YAY!<br />
<br />
Oh, anyway:<br />
<br />
*MEOW* I'm a kitty cat!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kitty.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":kitty:" title="Kitty-chan" /> Yes, I'm a  kitty... Damn, I'm stupid... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/skullbones.gif" width="20" height="20" alt=":skullbones:" title="Skull and Crossbones" /> WHY DO I HAVE A STOCK-ACCOUNT <a href="http://lenshaya-stock.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/e/lenshaya-stock.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="lenshaya-stock" title="lenshaya-stock" /></a> WHEN  NOBODY USES MY PICTURES?! DAMNIT! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/skullbones.gif" width="20" height="20" alt=":skullbones:" title="Skull and Crossbones" /><br />
<br />
Len (tired, strange and kitty-catish <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />)<br />
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EDIT:<br />
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Groups, I'm proud to be a member or I  want to be a member and joined:<br />
<br />
<a href="http://nightwishlovers.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nightwishlovers.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="nightwishlovers" title="nightwishlovers" /></a> <a href="http://mdb.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/d/mdb.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="mdb" title="mdb" /></a> <a href="http://jrockers.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/r/jrockers.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jrockers" title="jrockers" /></a> <a href="http://black-no1.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/black-no1.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="black-no1" title="black-no1" /></a> <a href="http://donniedarko-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/o/donniedarko-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="donniedarko-club" title="donniedarko-club" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>- Carpe Vitam -</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/2856523/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jul 2004 13:45:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Enjoy your Life<br />
Enjoy the Love<br />
Enjoy yourself!<br />
<br />
Woah, I am so tired... That's  incredible. And I miss my sweet <a href="http://septemberschnee.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/septemberschnee.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="septemberschnee" title="septemberschnee" /></a> so  much, it really hurts... :sigh: <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> But I  hope I'll see her soon again...<br />
<br />
She is so awesome, amazing and just  lovely! One night I just laid in her  Arms and watched her sleeping. She's a  natural beauty and I'm so glad that  she's in my life...<br />
<br />
Later details <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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I love you, my sweet baby! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kiss.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":kiss:" title="Kiss" /><br />
<br />
Nina ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>- Carpe Vitam -</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/2856505/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jul 2004 13:43:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Enjoy life<br />
Enjoy love<br />
Enjoy yourself!<br />
<br />
I'm so tired... and I miss my sweet <a href="http://septemberschnee.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/septemberschnee.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="septemberschnee" title="septemberschnee" /></a> so  much, it hurts... :sigh: <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> But I hope I  see her soon again...<br />
<br />
She's so awesome, so beautiful. One  night I just laid in her arms and  watched her sleeping <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /> Awesome!<br />
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Later details <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
<br />
Take Care,<br />
Nina ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>Offline</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/2825554/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Jul 2004 12:58:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello out there <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />,<br />
I just wanted to say that I won't be  online until sunday evening <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
Nooo, don't worry, it's a perfect  reason:<br />
<br />
My sweet girlfriend <a href="http://septemberschnee.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/septemberschnee.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="septemberschnee" title="septemberschnee" /></a> will visit me from  thursday evening until sunday evening  and I want to enjoy the time with her  and not to spend time online... I'm  really really <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> :woah: <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/date.gif" width="36" height="22" alt=":date:" title="Date" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smooch.gif" width="35" height="16" alt=":smooch:" title="Smooooch!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
I'm looking forward to seing her again  sooooooooooooo much...<br />
<br />
Take care, everyone of you!<br />
<br />
 Love'n'Kisses! Nina ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>Love</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/2807714/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Jul 2004 08:21:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> is in the air! Yeah, it's in the air <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
And I'm looking forward to thursday so  much, when I'll see my sweetheart again <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
All my love to my beloved angel <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kiss.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":kiss:" title="Kiss" /> and my  friends!<br />
<br />
<br />
Len ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>B o r i n g</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/2770963/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jun 2004 10:54:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ First, I found these questions in one  of <a href="http://amelee.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amelee.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="amelee" title="amelee" /></a> journal entry and thought it might  be funny to answer to all of these  questions...<br />
<br />
Ok, something useless, but I have time  and I'm bored, so why not answering  some stupid questions? <br />
Here we go...<br />
<br />
-- name: Nina<br />
-- birthplace: Zwiesel, Germany<br />
-- gender: Female<br />
-- eye colour: Green (in the summer)  and brown (winter)<br />
-- hair colour: naturally dark blond,  but now: black<br />
-- height: 1,71 m<br />
-- righty or lefty: lefty! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
-- zodiac sign: Aquarius<br />
-- blood type: nothing important...<br />
<br />
-- your heritage: Southerngerman<br />
-- language: German - English - French  [bit] - Latin - Austrian<br />
-- the shoes you wore today: boots for  school and now? any.<br />
-- your fears: Many... loosing my  sweetheart again.<br />
-- your perfect meal: Something  self-made <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
-- goal you'd like to achieve: being  happy, being in love and being better  in art<br />
<br />
-- your thoughts first waking up: Where  are my sweetheart and coffee? <br />
-- your best physical feature: My eyes  and my voice.<br />
-- your bedtime: no good question...  under the week: 11:00pm - 11:30pm.  weekend? 3:30am - 6:00am<br />
-- your most missed memory: several...  can't tell one...<br />
<br />
-- pepsi or coke: coffee!<br />
-- mc donalds or burger king: mc  donald's <br />
-- single or group dates: Just me and  the one I love<br />
-- adidas or nike: Doesn't matter. My  boots!<br />
-- usually wears: black skirt, black  top, 10 rings, one necklace  (pentagram-pendant), chains... <br />
-- lipton ice tea or nestea: Lipton Ice  Tea Lemon!<br />
-- chocolate or vanilla: *harr harr*  VANILLA!<br />
-- cappuccino or coffee: Coffee,  Coffee, Coffeeeeeeeeeee<br />
<br />
-- smoke: never tried and never want to  start<br />
-- sing: Often and a lot. I like my  singing-voice.<br />
-- take a shower: nearly every day.<br />
-- have a crush: YEEEEEAH!<br />
-- do you think you've been in love:  yes!<br />
-- want to go to college: I think so...  University?<br />
-- liked high school: Gymnasium? Yes. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
-- want to get married: I think so...<br />
-- get motion sickness: Sometimes...<br />
-- think you're attractive: Only when  I'm going out... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
-- think you're a health freak: I'm a  fulltime freak!<br />
-- get along with your parent(s): very  good... and I'm glad about that!<br />
-- like thunderstorms: Sometimes.<br />
-- play an instrument: I never played  on. ok... the flute in about 5 years  ago for school *lol*<br />
<br />
In the past month...<br />
<br />
-- drank alcohol: Yes...<br />
-- smoked: No!<br />
-- done a drug: Music and my  sweetheart? Yes. <br />
-- had sex: <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/censored.gif" width="34" height="15" alt=":censored:" title="Censored" /><br />
-- gone on a date: Hm... DOn't know.  Yes. *smiling to my sweetheart*<br />
-- gone to the mall? : yes <br />
-- eaten sushi: No, I've never eaten  sushi yet.<br />
-- been on stage: No...<br />
-- made homemade cookies: a cake <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
-- dyed your hair: I think yes...  black, as usual<br />
-- Stolen anything: The Heart of my  Love<br />
<br />
in a guy/girl..<br />
<br />
-- best eye color?: blue...<br />
-- best hair color?: black<br />
-- height: Doesn't matter.<br />
-- best weight: Doesn't matter.<br />
-- best articles of clothing: long hair  and the rest? black is beautiful <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> <br />
<br />
-- number of drugs taken illegally: 0<br />
-- number of piercings: 4 piercings in  my ears<br />
-- number of tattoos: no one yet<br />
-- number of times my name has appeared  in the newspaper: 0!!!<br />
-- number of scars on my body: 2 or 3<br />
-- number of things in my past that I  regret:  There are several but  difficult to explain.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
01. stretch your left arm out as far as  you can. what do you touch first? Air<br />
02. what is the last thing you watched  on TV? Simpsons <br />
03. without looking, guess what time it  is: almost 8:00pm<br />
04. now look at the clock; what is the  actual time? 7:49pm<br />
05. with the exception of the computer,  what can you hear? Esplendo... ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>~ My personal Stuff ~</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/2734126/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jun 2004 14:00:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/butterflytwo.gif" width="20" height="14" alt=":butterflytwo:" title=":butterflytwo: (Butterfly)" /> Greetings to All of you, <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/butterfly.gif" width="15" height="17" alt=":butterfly:" title=":butterfly: (Butterfly)" /><br />
<br />
I hope everything is alright and  everyone of you is in a (more or less <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />  ) good mood!<br />
Yes, I'm perfect. Just perfect... I'm <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" />  and I missed this feeling for such a  long time... I don't want to live  without my sweetheart anymore <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/date.gif" width="36" height="22" alt=":date:" title="Date" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> Awwww  ^^ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
The reason for this journal entry? I do  not know. I'm in a good mood, I  uploaded several new deviations at <a href="http://lenshaya-stock.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/e/lenshaya-stock.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="lenshaya-stock" title="lenshaya-stock" /></a> [My  Stock-account! USE IT <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />] and don't know  what my next deviation will be. I have  so many different ideas but I know that  I'm not good enough to make these ideas  real deviations. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/angered.gif" width="21" height="21" alt=":angered:" title="Angered" /><br />
<br />
My special <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> :<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /> My love, my heart, thank you so much  for everything! I will never want to  loose you again! I love you my  sweetheart! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kitty.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":kitty:" title="Kitty-chan" /> Vienna's calling her name, my sweet  angel. I'm glad we met once and I hope  that I will see you soon again! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kitty.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":kitty:" title="Kitty-chan" /><br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dygel.gif" width="28" height="22" alt=":dygel:" title="Dygel" /> Strange thoughts in a small body <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />  I'm still waiting for your letter, when  will I get it? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dygel.gif" width="28" height="22" alt=":dygel:" title="Dygel" /><br />
<br />
Yes, I do not write the nicknames of  these persons because everyone of them  knows that I mean him/her!<br />
<br />
<br />
I wish everyone of you a great weekend  and for those, who are in love: Enjoy  every second with your girl/boyfriend!  And for those, who are not in  love/alone: Everyone will find his  love! I am sure!<br />
<br />
<br />
Take Care! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> 'n' <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kiss.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":kiss:" title="Kiss" /> for all! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/skullbones.gif" width="20" height="20" alt=":skullbones:" title="Skull and Crossbones" /> LenShaya <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/skullbones.gif" width="20" height="20" alt=":skullbones:" title="Skull and Crossbones" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/2734121/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jun 2004 14:00:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/butterflytwo.gif" width="20" height="14" alt=":butterflytwo:" title=":butterflytwo: (Butterfly)" /> Greetings to All of you, <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/butterfly.gif" width="15" height="17" alt=":butterfly:" title=":butterfly: (Butterfly)" /><br />
<br />
I hope everything is alright and  everyone of you is in a (more or less <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />  ) good mood!<br />
Yes, I'm perfect. Just perfect... I'm <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" />  and I missed this feeling for such a  long time... I don't want to live  without my sweetheart anymore <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/date.gif" width="36" height="22" alt=":date:" title="Date" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> Awwww  ^^ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
The reason for this journal entry? I do  not know. I'm in a good mood, I  uploaded several new deviations at <a href="http://lenshaya-stock.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/e/lenshaya-stock.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="lenshaya-stock" title="lenshaya-stock" /></a> [My  Stock-account! USE IT <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />] and don't know  what my next deviation will be. I have  so many different ideas but I know that  I'm not good enough to make these ideas  real deviations. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/angered.gif" width="21" height="21" alt=":angered:" title="Angered" /><br />
<br />
My special <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> :<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /> My love, my heart, thank you so much  for everything! I will never want to  loose you again! I love you my  sweetheart! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /><br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kitty.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":kitty:" title="Kitty-chan" /> Vienna's calling her name, my sweet  angel. I'm glad we met once and I hope  that I will see you soon again! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kitty.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":kitty:" title="Kitty-chan" /><br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dygel.gif" width="28" height="22" alt=":dygel:" title="Dygel" /> Strange thoughts in a small body <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />  I'm still waiting for your letter, when  will I get it? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dygel.gif" width="28" height="22" alt=":dygel:" title="Dygel" /><br />
<br />
Yes, I do not write the nicknames of  these persons because everyone of them  knows that I mean him/her!<br />
<br />
<br />
I wish everyone of you a great weekend  and for those, who are in love: Enjoy  every second with your girl/boyfriend!  And for those, who are not in  love/alone: Everyone will find his  love! I am sure!<br />
<br />
<br />
Take Care! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> 'n' <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kiss.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":kiss:" title="Kiss" /> for all! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/skullbones.gif" width="20" height="20" alt=":skullbones:" title="Skull and Crossbones" /> LenShaya <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/skullbones.gif" width="20" height="20" alt=":skullbones:" title="Skull and Crossbones" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>Wuha</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/2704459/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jun 2004 13:52:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bounce.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":bounce:" title="Bounce" /> Yes, I'm in a perfect mood! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> Thanks  to all who lived with me although I was  in that bad mood!<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> *lol* I'm mad, but that's no problem <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>W G T</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/2513710/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 May 2004 13:40:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Welcome to the Freakshow,<br />
I'm not here until june 2nd. I'm going  to Leipzig. First to sleep one night at  my sister's flat and second because  there is the<br />
<a href="http://www.wave-gotik-treffen.de">[link]</a> in Leipzig.<br />
<br />
~ 4 Days just gothics in Leipzig<br />
~ 155 bands on different stages<br />
~ medieval market<br />
~ clothes, jewlery, piercing<br />
~ great location<br />
<br />
And I'm there!<br />
<br />
Stay the same, have fun and you'll get  a lot of deviations when I'm back  again.<br />
<br />
Kisses to the ones I love!<br />
<br />
Len ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>Holidays!</title>
                <link>http://lenshaya.deviantart.com/journal/2467945/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 May 2004 07:11:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Again one of my strange journal  entries... I have holidays! For 2 1/2  weeks no teacher, no school. Just  'nothing' <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> Have to go to school again  at june 7th. That's just great. I love  these "Pentecost holidays" (I don't  know the right English word for  Pfingstferien).<br />
<br />
Some of you might have noticed that I  had a non-creative time the last  days... I didn't know what to do and  how to work with the several pictures.  Well, I decided to upload several  pictures I made here in my "home".  Things I see every day. Not the best  pictures but I quiet like them.<br />
<br />
What else? I just want to thank you  all. For supporting, commenting and <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/plusfav.gif" width="15" height="16" alt=":+fav:" title="+fav" /> my  work. Thanks to all of you!<br />
<br />
~ Special Thanks to ~<br />
~<a href="http://limejello.deviantart.com/">limejello</a> my light at deviantart: I  just love your work! Great and hotter  than hell! Thanks for all my dear! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smooch.gif" width="35" height="16" alt=":smooch:" title="Smooooch!" /><br />
<br />
*<a href="http://snowwhitesuicide.deviantart.com/">SnowWhiteSuicide</a> my vienna angel:  You're an awesome artist and a great  friend! Thank you so much! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
<br />
~<a href="http://endelva.deviantart.com/">Endelva</a> my greece goddess: Thank you  for supporting and helping me so often!  You're the best! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smooch.gif" width="35" height="16" alt=":smooch:" title="Smooooch!" /><br />
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~<a href="http://curiousmushoo.deviantart.com/">CuriousMushoo</a> Awesome, great and just  an incredibly impressive artist! Thank  you for all you've done! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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Take Care all of you! Len<br />
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Song of the Moment: Soilwork ~  Departure Plan ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 May 2004 13:00:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The bleeding Heart is dead, welcome the  frozen Soul!<br />
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- don't know what to say -<br />
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I'm just feeling horrible. Could start  crying every second... Why? I don't  know... I'm just so alone... Really  alone... Nearly no friends here... And  noone for my heart... Cold... Frozen...  Damaged... Don't know what to do... I  miss someone so much... I want to be  with this person but it will never  work...<br />
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I don't have any ideas for new  deviations... No, better: I have ideas  but I know that I'll never fullfil  these 'deviation dreams' for me...  Cause I just can't do something like  that...<br />
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Don't think about me... You all need  your time for more important things...<br />
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Take Care,<br />
Nina ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>DO IT</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 May 2004 07:44:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Got this from <a href="http://curiousmushoo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/u/curiousmushoo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="curiousmushoo" title="curiousmushoo" /></a>'s journal. I thought it  was cool.<br />
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DO IT!<br />
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I want everyone who reads this to ask  me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me  anything you want. Then I want you to  go to your journal, copy and paste this  allowing your friends (including  myself) to ask you anything.<br />
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Dooo it! *glares* <br />
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I think this is kind of funny... Let's  try. ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>Split Personality?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Apr 2004 11:41:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Whoah, forget my last journal entry  "Don't know".... Well... I really did  not know why I was in such a horrible  mood... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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At first I thought it was because of an  angry discussion with a good friend  (who's now not a good friend any  longer...)... It was really hard for me  to have this conversation with her and  at the end I really was crying... And I  felt so horrible... So sad... I did not  know what to do... What to say, to  write... And what to feel... It was  just cold... and dark. (Same shit every  week *lol*) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> Really shit situation... I  also didn't want to talk to anybody  except 2 people... And these 2  people... Well... They weren't  online... I wasn't able to talk to  them... Yay... Just shit, nothing  more...<br />
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One of my favourite actors said "It  can't rain all the time" (guess, who it  was... Brandon Lee [R.I.P]...) and now  I know that he's dead right with this  sentence... Because: Everyone has some  dark times in his/her life... That's  just a 'normal' thing... Since the  birth until your death... And it  doesn't matter how long the dark times  are, cause after dark there will always  be better times... Times when you feel  alive! <br />
But hey, life goes on... And on, and  on... C'est la vie.<br />
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I don't know when I'll submit my next  deviation, cause I don't have ideas...  And I'm not a good poet... Or just  sometimes a good one... <br />
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Take care, keep your work up, comment  my pictures and never leave me... Len ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>Don't know...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Apr 2004 08:23:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate the way you talk to me, <br />
and the way you cut your hair.<br />
I hate the way you drive my car, <br />
I hate it when you stare. <br />
I hate your big dumb combat boots <br />
and the way you read my mind. <br />
I hate you so much it makes me sick,<br />
it even makes me rhyme. <br />
I hate the way youre always right, <br />
I hate it when you lie. <br />
I hate it when you make me laugh,<br />
even worse when you make me cry. <br />
I hate it when you're not around, <br />
and the fact that you didn't call. <br />
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate  you, <br />
not even close<br />
not even a little bit <br />
not even at all. <br />
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I'm saw the movie and I just love it...  But I don't want to talk about the  movie cause I know that it's great...  This poem... well...<br />
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I'm not feeling very well at the  moment... Don't know why... Don't know  what to submit, what pictures I shall  take... I miss so many people... Good  friendships are broken... Don't know  the reasons... I start crying when I  hear 2 songs... These two songs are in  my Winamp-Playlist... Good, right?  (Selfdestruction roxx...)<br />
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I don't know anything...<br />
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 "I'm just a little mad girl... Alone,  frozen and waiting for a better world  someday... But I should know that there  won't be a better world for me... For  my 'friends' of course, but not for me.  That's my destiny..."<br />
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So far, take care...<br />
<br />
       Len ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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                <title>Midnight Madness</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Apr 2004 16:13:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woah, here it is... My first journal  entry... *roxx* <br />
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Don't really know what to write... I'm  just bored, weird and waiting for a  special person to talk to... yay!<br />
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I just wanted to thank a few people...<br />
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<a href="http://snowwhitesuicide.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/n/snowwhitesuicide.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="snowwhitesuicide" title="snowwhitesuicide" /></a> You're my austria-love... I'm addicted  to your art, every piece is just  beautiful... You supported me so often  in the last weeks, months and even  years... I'm glad we met... I'm glad I  can say that you're one of my personal  VIPs... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smooch.gif" width="35" height="16" alt=":smooch:" title="Smooooch!" /><br />
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<a href="http://limejello.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/limejello.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="limejello" title="limejello" /></a> yay Charley, you know what I want to  tell, right? I wish you just the best  for your future... And maybe we can see  us in the future... Your poems are full  of emotions, strength and warmth...  Thanks for all your support in the  past... You're one of those people to  who I can say: I love you! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smooch.gif" width="35" height="16" alt=":smooch:" title="Smooooch!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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<a href="http://generic-love.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/e/generic-love.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="generic-love" title="generic-love" /></a> I don't know you for a long time, but  I like your work, you're pictures and  you as a person... Keep your work up,  it's just great! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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<a href="http://endelva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/n/endelva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="endelva" title="endelva" /></a> My fantasy-queen with the split  personality... I like every of your  personalities... And I'm glad I found  somebody with such an awesome work...  Keep it up, my dearest dear... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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I love you all, but you're fucking  mad... *lol* Thank you for your  support, your love and your help!  Everyone of you is so special for me!<br />
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Current Mood: :dancing: <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
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Listening to: [:SIDT:] ~ Snuff  Machinery<br />
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I'll edit later... Or write a new one <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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Take Care,<br />
                      Len ]]></description>
                <author>~lenshaya</author>
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