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]]> ~lhukhe09 http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/19826068/ http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/19826068/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 11:31:08 PDT I thought I could get some break after it, but NO. A lot of acads waiting for me, readings, papers, and requirements. *sigh*

Next is buddy week, but I'll also have a lot of exams next week. ToT I don't know how I'm going to survive, but I'll manage. I hope.

You know, I hate the feeling of wanting to stop studying. I hate the feeling of always being lazy to go to class, of always wanting to cut (classes), of always getting tired of all the discussions. X_X;;

*sigh* I'll have to work harder.


Too busy.


On a birghter note, TODAY IS MUGENDAI DAY! 08.08.08

I LOVE YOU EITO!

]]> ~lhukhe09 http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/19552849/ http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/19552849/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 10:14:29 PDT sigh*

Yes, I'm updating my DA after a loooong, and I mean a LOOONG LOOONG time. I've been updating my LJ and my multiply though.

I hope I can find something that can make me so happy I can die of fatal hilarity. Haha, Elia, I love you for posting that link.


Yeah, I'm tired. I need a break. ToT

]]> ~lhukhe09 http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8465000/ http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8465000/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 01:40:38 PDT ~unknown

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there. There, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn's rain.

When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in the circled flight,
I am the soft stars that shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there; I did not die.


~//~

As long as we continue one's dream, we hold the proof of one's existence.
As long as we think of THAT person, that person will always be alive.. in our hearts.

~//~

It's always after when the person is gone... that I finally realize how precious that person was to me. Until then, I can't even recognize how fleeting the moment could be.

Cherish every smile, laughter.. Make all the moments memorable, for we don't know when DEATH will come.. And when it does, we can't do anything but watch as our bodies deteriorate in its cruel palm..

When it finally decides to embrace me within its dark abyss, do not forget.. I dreamt, and will continue dreaming even after my time comes.. I will not forget, and so shall you..

SMILE, while saying our eternal goodbyes.. SMILE, while remembering the times we shared.. Instead of crying, SMILE..

as long as you don't forget, i will continue to live on in your hearts..

when i come back.. i wonder if we can meet again..

*i will continue to watch over you, and make sure that you'll be fine.. this time around, i'll be the one who'll give you strength.. i'll be the one who'll help you make it.. i love you, i know i'll always do..* ]]> ~lhukhe09 http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8436429/ http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8436429/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 09:12:42 PDT
when we were at the bike shop and picked a bike, she said.. "huh?? kala ko gackt.." [huh?? i thought it was gackt..] i looked at her and raised my eyebrow.. she was looking at the bike.. i looked at the direction that she was looking at.. and.. there it was!! his glorious name!! well, minus the T.. haha!! in front of a bike, there was the name.. "GACK".. haha!! xD i was like.. "i am sooo going to buy that.." but i have no money.. T_T haha!! it was sooo fun.. but really, one day, i'll buy that bike, add a T and ride it to my heart's content.. xD

well, that's what happened.. ahihi..^^

ohh.. right.. my penpal hyeyeon-ko's letter arrived today!! xD haha.. =3

oh, and i also promised UBE that i will send the letter to gackt when i send my reply letter to hyeyeon.. xD

ohh.. ohhh.. and.. and.. i watched xxxHOLIC MOVIE.. haha!! it was actually connected to the TSUBASA CHRONICLES movie.. xD

woot woot~ xD but i like TSUBASA CHRONICLES the MOVIE more than xxxHOLIC the movie.. oh well.. ahihi..^^

i also listened to gackt's korean songs.. xD haha.. [the whole album of LOVE LETTER - for Korean Dears and also the 12gatsu no love song - Korean] he really is sooooo AMAZING!! <3<3 this post's title is "MEMORIES", 'coz i was listening to the song memories when i wrote this.. xD


i also went to school today, because a speaker had a lecture about journalism.. it's a crappy day.. he called me.. dumb and stupid.. [yeah, right..] he's insulting a lot of other people.. haha!! oh well.. he also said that WE DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO ASPIRE AS A WRITER..

fuck him..


oh right.. gackt's in vancouver right now with some DEARS for their annual trip.. i sooo wanna go.. xD they're going to be there from april 11-april 17..

hyde is also going to have his concert at San Francisco, CA on July 5.. It's going to be at Slims and tickets are sold out.. [awww.. too bad] ]]> ~lhukhe09 http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8331425/ http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8331425/ Sat, 01 Apr 2006 07:56:26 PST
i admire tohru.. she has this stupid-girl thing going on, but she was still able to ease the sohmas' sufferings.. maybe it's 'coz she stuck on being herself, and just said things from her heart..

i wish i can be like her.. *sigh*

oh well.. another thing happened.. *and here comes the GACKT part* O_o;; i cried last thursday night.. huwaaaa.. it was because i read an e-mail saying that gaku-chan would quit singing.. and i was like, "no.. NO.. NO!!!!!!!!" *cries* i really cried.. the reason was that he was going to marry someone.. O_o;;

well, let the girl-to-be-his-wife OWN him, but why does he have to quit singing?!?! *cries* that's what i thought.. you see, last wednesday, my friend, cj, and i were talking about what would i do if something like that happened..

well, anyway, everything has been cleared up now.. *phew* well, it turns out that gaku-chan will be working on a drama.. he would need all the concentration in the world, but he'll not quit.. xD

but.. if ever that day comes, if that day when gaku-chan leaves the music industry, i'll always wait for his return.. and even if he doesn't come back, i'll still be thinking of him, because his songs will always play endlessly in my heart..

i didn't think that vacation would be this boring.. for some reason, i feel a little bit lonely.. maybe it's 'coz i miss my classmates.. nah~ i doubt it.. the laughters?? nah~ it's not that.. maybe it's just the mere feeling of being with lots of people with different personalities.. *gah~ i am WEIRD* @_@

this day really passed by so quickly.. and up today, i still strive to survive and get by.. i've decided.. I WILL LIVE ON!!


"Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live. But as long as they have something in their hearts, that courage will never vanish." ~Sakura; Tsubasa Chronicles ]]> ~lhukhe09 http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8309168/ http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8309168/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 21:08:26 PST
my exams were actually fine.. i think i did well.. haha!! [well, except for the math exam.. grrrr]

my head hurts soooo much!! O_o;; i don't know why or how it all started.. but.. every time that i laugh, shout, sneeze, cough, or think hard, the right side of my head starts to hurt.. >.<;; it's TEN TIMES more painful than a migraine!! i cried when i experienced it for the first time.. O_o;;

i wasn't able to review any subjects well.. -_- 'coz every time i try to think hard, my head would hurt.. >.<;; *cries*

i did well on some exams, but i KNOW that i didn't do well in math.. grrr.. i thought that there was no 3rd page, and i was relaxing.. when i found out that there's a 3rd page, and it was all problem solving, there was 7 minutes left.. i was like, "oh shit.. oh shit.. fuck fuck fuck.." >.<;; well, i managed to finish the test.. *sigh of relief* but i wasn't able to answer one question.. grrr.. this sucks!!! out proctor came 10 minutes late and made us pass our exams 5 minutes earlier.. argh!! she should've given us 10 minutes extension!! she really sucks!! she should just die!! haha.. [i am sooo bad T_T]

anyways, i'm still happy that exams are over.. next.. clearance!!


//edit

yay!! i finished my clearance today!! xD ]]> ~lhukhe09 http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8290201/ http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8290201/ Mon, 27 Mar 2006 23:47:17 PST
she always tries to make me QUIT smoking, and well, now, she did a GREAT job!! actually, i've decided to STOP SMOKING about 4 days ago, because i'm going to send someone a letter with a portion telling that certain person to stop smoking.. people said that i have to stop smoking to convince someone to stop smoking.. yes, i did decided to QUIT SMOKING at that time, but the truth was that i still thought of smoking.. BUT NOW, i will definitely STOP smoking!! >.<;; she made me swear on ONE WHO SHOULDN'T BE MENTIONED's life.. and i did.. ^_^

that ONE WHO SHOULDN'T BE MENTIONED thing?? well.. i've also decoded to TONE DOWN the GACKT OBSESSION-thing.. i'm too obsessed.. i know i am.. -_- [oh crap! there i go again! i mentioned his name! grrr.. FAILURE #5!!] well, i'm not supposed to say or mention HIS name for at least.. hmm.. 2 weeks, i guess.. [more will be SUICIDE!! i won't be able to take it!! i will BURST before i get past 3 weeks!! 2 weeks is HARD!!! -_- well, for me it is.. xD]

niweiz, gotta STOP SMOKING.. finals are coming up.. fuck..



//EDIT

oh.. i WILL mention GACKT's name!! i am ALLOWED to say his name!! BWAHAHAHA!! GACKT!! GACKT!! GACKT!! *dies* UBE told me that I can say his name, ‘coz I will be MORE OBSESSED when I stop saying his name!! ahihi.. xD GACKT GACKT GACKT!! *still dead* ]]> ~lhukhe09 http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8175707/ http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8175707/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 07:04:10 PST .<;; I was crying, 'coz i couldn't take it.. @_@ huwaaaaaa.. *cries*

@_@ that was.. well.. ermm.. *dies* haha!!


~*SOMETHING.. GOT STOLEN*~

well, it was tuesday when i did my declamation.. some of my classmates laughed at me, and well i didn't like people laughing at me.. -_- then, i found out that my money was stolen.. O_o;; i lost.. like.. 3.5k T_T FUCK THAT PERSON who stole it!!

i was going to spend that money to buy myself a gift for my birthday.. x_x i was going to buy the thing that i really wanted for my birthday.. *cries* i really cried when i found out that someone stole the money.. FUCK FUCK FUCK!! i wouldn't have cried if it wasn't anything related to KiRa, but NO!! It was greatly related to him!! And oh, how I want to KILL that PERSON who stole my MONEY right now!! Grrr..

Because I was so pissed off with my classmates, I decided not to go to school the next day [Wednesday].. Madam [branch manager @ CA] texted me, and said that my order was already there.. I was very happy, but then, I remembered that my money got stolen.. Gah~

Good thing my sister bought the "thing" for me.. I was very happy.. REALLY REALLY SUPER DUPER HAPPY.. xD


going back to the OKRA thing..

you see, it all started when i found out that KiRa always eats OKRA.. and i was like, "NO WAY!! I HATE IT!!" O_o;; I wanted to find out why people loved OKRA.. I hated it.. -_- So, I decided to eat OKRA and KIMCHI.. [Kimchi's also his favorite food] xD It just so happened that I don't like Kimchi and I hate OKRA.. wow.. -_-

Well, it was alright for me to eat Kimchi.. but.. but.. when it came to the OKRA, i can't really stand it!! I HATE IT!!

The KiRa thing.. you see, you probably know that i so LOVE gackt.. but, i call him KiRa ['coz of Kimchi and Okra].. at first, i called him KimRa, but it was weird because i have a classmate named kim, and i didn't want him to think that i love him!! So, I decided to call Gackt KiRa.. xD [Ki from Kimchi and Ra from Okra]

Kagen no Tsuki is GREAT!! he was flirting.. and i fell right into his SPELL.. xD

*dances with KiRa* waiii.. gacktolicious cuteness.. xD can't take it anymore.. *dies* ]]> ~lhukhe09 http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8005902/ http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/8005902/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 06:53:23 PST
that someone and i aren't really CLOSE FRIENDS, but we are, nonetheless, friends.. she had some boy as a partner for the prom, and i USED to LIKE that guy.. yes, i know.. i acted like a brat after knowing that they were going to be partners..

i told her to take good care of him [doi~ i was being sarcastic].. then she told me, "ayaw ko nga siya eh.." [i don't like him..] i knew that the boy liked her, even though this particular boy already has a girlfriend..

then, one day, when i was talking to one of my friends, she suddenly asked me something.. "SILA na ba??" [are they going out??] then, i told her, "diba may girlfriend si _(GUY)_.." [he has a girlfriend, right??] then she said, "oo nga.." [yeah..] then i said, "eh wala namang gusto si _(GIRL)_ kay _(GUY)_ eh.." [_(girl)_ doesn't like _(guy)_] then she said, "anong wala?! meron kaya.." [what do you mean she doesn't?! she likes him..]

WTF?! she lied to me.. -_- ]]> ~lhukhe09 http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/7459474/ http://lhukhe09.deviantart.com/journal/7459474/ Fri, 30 Dec 2005 18:22:55 PST

wow.. new year's finally here.. ahaha!!

nothing to do but to eat, eat and EAT MORE!!

well, tonight, there's gonna be lots of smoke.. AGAIN.. O_o;; that's what i hate about new year.. too many firworks.. too many smoke.. and TOO MUCH noise.. -_- hate it..

but i'm also happy.. =3 but not excited as before.. xD

i'm also sad.. [see, mixed emotions] coz my dad's not gonna be here.. *sigh* well, he's also NOT here during Christmas.. T_T *cries*

i miss him..

niweiz, HAPPY NEW YEAR!! xD ]]> ~lhukhe09