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]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/21602194/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/21602194/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 18:15:55 PST i sat in my bed and just thought what else is there for me to do and all i could do was scream. i screamed at god at the world and everything. i've never been as religous as much as i would have liked to have been. but i felt no reason to feel like there was someone out there to help me. but there really isn't. if i could just be numb and act as though things never happened i would but i can't just forget. it plays over in my head and it just slowly kills every happiness you have and somehow you feel like you could have been different in so many ways. i hate to feel like i'm useless worthless because it just leaves you thinking that there's nothing left you can go to. and to top that all off things are even worse with my boyfriend whose an idiot. jk i love him but he's not easy to talk to and he infact asked me not to cry infront of him so dispite the fact that i'm literally breaking...he wants me to keep it together...and i know i have to. but it just shows i can't trust anyone anymore. not even him and thats the one thing i promised myself i would let get in the way of my personal life. if i could just be held for just me...and be held,they don't look at you, or try to kiss you or look at you, or say anything..they just hold you. and for once maybe things will fall back together..who knows.

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]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/17765547/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/17765547/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 14:49:34 PDT grr..for being at school at 6:30 am i NEEDED coffee. thats probably why me tummy hurts. then i went to starbuck with the girls and i got a free mocha espresso! and i got a grande mocha frap orginally. it was so good. heaven! anyway...
i went running today and got at least a couple miles in! i havent ran in so long i was sure i wouldn't make it around the block but i did! just to make sure i wouldn't die i ran around the block 2wice before leaving the block completely! heheeheh well anyway i think i have wrote enough for today. i hope everyoenes day was great!

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]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/13530583/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/13530583/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 20:21:06 PDT the best thing that happened to me became the worst. single and life sucks right now. best part of it is he likes my best friend..in fact he's already made a move on her. for all you girls who know what this feels like i already got the ice cream and the fluffy pillow. as for you guys..don't ever make your girl feel this bad about her self. and never go out with her best friend without knowing that she's completely over you. or else she's going to feel like the whole world is falling on her and she can't breathe. she'll wake up every morning and cry and ask why. any and all advice would be really appreciated. have a great day!

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]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/9665182/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/9665182/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 14:02:53 PDT ]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/9660446/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/9660446/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 07:38:28 PDT well i broke it twice...the first time..playin basketball...while i was busy having a splint on it i happen to break it again in a different spot...well after that i fractured it..so i'm stuck with a cast on my arm...all because i broke my thumb!
then to top it off i just might have cancer...the kind that has something to do with your throat..they said i might lose my singing voice but there not sure i have cancer....but for some reason i'm not lutting this get to me...to i'll enjoy life as much as i can!! ]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/9625872/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/9625872/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 07:48:05 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/9570238/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/9570238/ Tue, 01 Aug 2006 20:17:34 PDT
i found this one guy that i just can't stop thinkin about......but here's the thing.......does he loves me he loves me not!! luts just say.......i hope i pick the right petal!!

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well i just witnessed my neighbor dying. he had just passed away and it was really hard for me. they did cpr and couldn't get a pulse......every thing happened to fast. it was really scary
now i'm goin to go to his funeral!

]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/9116387/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/9116387/ Mon, 19 Jun 2006 14:23:59 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/9056293/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/9056293/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 11:34:25 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8998165/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8998165/ Wed, 07 Jun 2006 10:56:35 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8978460/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8978460/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 13:16:12 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8911354/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8911354/ Mon, 29 May 2006 12:28:06 PDT but i had a great weekend. all who read this how was your weekend? hope it was great!! ]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8853834/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8853834/ Tue, 23 May 2006 11:23:11 PDT ]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8806972/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8806972/ Thu, 18 May 2006 11:24:07 PDT he threated to hit me...he had his hand up and all.but before he could make another move i hit him and ran for my life. eh didn't get back up!!! i will never talk to him again. now i am scared shit-less of any guy. it sucks. for all you girls out there never take no shit from nobody, i could care less from who he think he is. hit and run is what i say!! for all of you guys you ever hit a girl i will kick your ass so for down, you'll be 6 feet under when i'm done with you!! so i wouldn't try nothing. ohh and that isn't even half of my day, bennett asked me out and i said......no. i felt horrible and then my ex was looking down my shirt infront of his girlfriend. she was so mad.... and so was i! well it's only about noon right now. so i'm looking forward to tonight!!! ]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8797332/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8797332/ Wed, 17 May 2006 11:12:38 PDT heck yes!!! i'm happy, i don't no why (it could be i passed my math test which not to mention was super hard!!!) but i'm happy, happy, happy!!! i want to go out side and play football with the guys. yup i play football. for all you girls out there who don't play football you don't know what your missing!! i'm having a good day!! ]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8787682/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8787682/ Tue, 16 May 2006 11:23:11 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8777589/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8777589/ Mon, 15 May 2006 11:24:19 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8753178/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8753178/ Fri, 12 May 2006 19:58:01 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8748825/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8748825/ Fri, 12 May 2006 11:14:44 PDT i can't wait to go but in a way i don't want to go cuz this guy seems like trouble to me and i don't know. well i have to go cuz i already paid for my ticket! so i'm shit out'a luck! well i guess i'll try and have fun but no promises here!!! ]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8748138/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8748138/ Fri, 12 May 2006 09:31:44 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8732132/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8732132/ Wed, 10 May 2006 16:10:11 PDT but he has a gf, she seems really (now this is what i heard about her) adorable, sweet, intellegent you get the picture! i'm sure he's happy with her, and all i want is for him to be happy!! ]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8729481/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8729481/ Wed, 10 May 2006 11:22:22 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8708147/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8708147/ Mon, 08 May 2006 07:56:16 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8683222/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8683222/ Fri, 05 May 2006 15:37:18 PDT i never thought i would say this but i might go do the dance with like the biggest geek in my school!! freaky!! i get the prickly feeling just thinking about it!! well i guess that would be my day for now and it just keeps getting crapyer on the way! ]]> ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8662805/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8662805/ Wed, 03 May 2006 14:02:49 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8651301/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8651301/ Tue, 02 May 2006 11:31:07 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91 http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8642972/ http://lifeJustSucks91.deviantart.com/journal/8642972/ Mon, 01 May 2006 15:33:06 PDT ~lifeJustSucks91