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Another thing I'm totally into right now is the game Borderlands. Oh man, normally I don't like first person shooters but DUDE, this one frigging rocks. I think it's mainly because this game isn't set in like, a war zone or something. It's set on another planet, and it's kinda like a cyber/steampunk Western kinda thing, with REALLY COOL GUNS! I have a shotgun that shoots acid, a repeater pistol that makes things explode, and a sniper that lights things on fire, among other things.

Yeah. That's my life right now

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/27222042/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/27222042/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 05:36:36 PDT My school kicks arse so hard and it has Wi-Fi and I love my apartment and....glee! I have my Video I class in 20 minutes and we're going to be learning how to edit stuff. My Animation I class was great yesterday, too. We drew and etched onto 16 MM film and then spooled it and projected it. :3

Anyway, I wanted to take advantage of the wonderful, fast Wi-Fi here and update. w00t.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/26852495/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/26852495/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 08:30:57 PDT I'm seeing Mother Mother the night I get up there, too. What a way to conclude moving day by getting on a train and going to Cambridge to see an awesome band, only to wake up at 7:00 the next morning to get ready for orientation?? Hehe...

I saw 'Inglorious Basterds' recently and AAHHHH Quentin Tarantino never fails to disappoint. I mean, shit, he's one of my favorite directors for a reason. He knows how to work a dialogue, he knows how to direct, and he knows how to keep you engaged in the story even during the inevitable slow build-ups. Brad Pitt was AMAZING in it. He's quickly becoming one of my favorite actors. I really dig his versatility. I don't find him all that attractive (except in 'Fight Club' ) but man, the guy knows how to act. I also like that Tarantino didn't use his usual slew of actors in this movie. It would have been really sick to see Uma Thurman play Shoshanna or to see Christopher Walken play Hans, but those actors kicked booty. Another movie I saw recently was this little indie flick called 'Teeth'. It wasn't very good story wise but it was entertaining as all hell to watch. Vagina dentata is an interesting choice of subject matter, but it was really funny to watch a gynecologist get his fingers bitten off by the main characters vagina teeth I'm going to go see 'District 9' with my dad today, and I'm looking forward to that. I've heard nothing but good reviews for it.

Anyway, that's my monthly update. It's fun stuff

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/26053571/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/26053571/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 21:11:06 PDT Except not, I'm sure you all have a million other things to do. I have been taking pictures, but slide film has to be sent out to labs to get processed and junk, so let's hope that's worth it. I also got a Nikon D40 which I love dearly...it's fun and pretty and Jay and I can share lenses and filters which is totemo sugoii desu.
I probably won't be uploading a lot, though. I see no real need to. There's no demand for my artwork and I spend more time commenting and ing things and I get enough joy out of that.
Plus, I have video games to play and scarves to knit...but mainly games to play. My life has been consumed by them. It's pretty cool

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/25338299/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/25338299/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 20:39:16 PDT Sewing plushies out of my old tee-shirts is fun, as is planning my next outfit for The Clockwork Ball.

I've been playing a lot of Shin Megami Tensei Persona 3 recently, too (thanks Hunter) Good gracious, it's addictive. I had NO idea it would be this fun. I'm getting Jay to watch Doctor Who, as well. I've seen season 2 about three times, but I love it and I like to think that he's growing fond of it as well. Doot doot.
My birthday is coming up. Who still watches me? I EXPECT BIRTHDAY ART. I never get birthday art, and this year is going to be my 21st. Pweeeze?

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/24719206/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/24719206/ Tue, 12 May 2009 11:40:51 PDT Freedom! Now, this doesn't necessarily mean I will be submitting a fuckton of new art, but I'll try to. I've drawn some stuff I really like, and with the convention coming up near the end of this month, and some new photo equipment (super wide angle lens, super zoom lens, and a new flash), there's no doubt in my mind that I'll have a lack of things to do. Actually, come to think of it, I'll be playing a ton of my new games this summer (Fatal Frame II: Crimson Butterfly, Shin Megami Tensei Persona 3, Valkyrie Profile 2, Shadow Hearts: Covenant). That might not leave a lot of room for photographing things, but I'll make it work. Hee...
My Bubbblehead Nurse costume is slowly crawling along. My dress is at the tailor and I have to wait for my mask materials, but other than that, YAY! I'm going to need to stain it, and make lots of lovely fake blood...hee.. :: splashes in it::

Oh, and I've sort of gotten into this little habit of drawing anime-eqsue girls in very raunchy poses. Once I get past the initial "LOL I'M DRAWING TITS!" stage, I'll consider putting them up here. We'll seeeeeeeeee...

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/24332602/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/24332602/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 16:22:09 PDT SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER! This summer is going to be really fucking busy, but eh...it could be worse :3
I've been having extremely vivid dreams recently, and the thought of putting these dreams onto paper has been crawling around in the labyrinths of my head, occasionally poking its head out and giving me flicks of inspiration.
We'll see...

EDIT:
I don't really have any motivation to post new art right now. It's not like it's an arduous task, but school is sucking all creative energy and stuff out of me. It's not like the classes are hard...my "art" class just sucks ass and I cannot WAIT to get myself out of there, as I have previously mentioned in great detail. The classroom is a big cement block lit up with fluorescent lights. My "teacher" is a die hard naturalist, and everything that he says is right and everything we say is wrong. I want to crack him over the head with a drawing horse. I want to draw comics so badly, and I have tons of ideas, but I just...can't get them out. I know I shouldn't force it, but I just always have this annoying need to create junk.
But re-reading "The Sandman" has proved very therapeutic for my soul recently. This is a good thing, oh yes ^^

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/24098950/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/24098950/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 17:48:20 PDT
Fan-art for Silent Hill and Doctor Who is floating in my head, and I wrote out a lot of stuff today for possible future use in a comic.
Photographs are still being churned out like churny things, and I'm knitting.
OH BOY, INSPIRATION! Haven't seen you around here recently...


]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/23754167/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/23754167/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 20:18:41 PDT

I am seriously so excited, you have no idea. I didn't get accepted into the program I wanted, but I DON'T CARE. I FUCKING GOT IN!! Even though I know hardly anyone checks my gallery or page anymore, I'm telling everyone everywhere

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/22990321/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/22990321/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 18:28:32 PST
Silent Hill and other various games are taking over my brain, as is Twin Peaks. I am still drawing and photographing and being, so those who actually care should be relieved to hear it.

THAT'S IT. OOGAH BOOGAH.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/22218694/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/22218694/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 23:31:10 PST
and a lot of people here on dA.

I'm still chugging away on creating stuff. It's slowing down, but the thirst to create is yet to be totally quenched

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/21933016/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/21933016/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 15:08:04 PST I also can't stop taking pictures. Modeling, scenery, conceptual shit, random snapshots, I just...can't slow down.

My thoughts are racing faster than usual. It's like one of those carnival rides where you get strapped to the wall and spun around really fast. The...fuckin UFO things? Yeah. But I can't stop it. If I do, it just goes faster.
I feel like dancing around and if someone does the TINIEST thing I don't like I feel the need to punch them in the face.
I punched a wall for the first time in my life a few nights ago. I was standing with my forehead against my wall crying my eyes out and I punched it twice, once with each fist.

I get irritated so easily these days. :sigh: It's not good not good not good oh so not very good.
Irritated, and feeling on top of the world (creative wise).

I'll post new pictures as soon as I can catch my breath...

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/21770932/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/21770932/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 17:08:11 PST
Not a lot has been happening. I took some test shots for Suicide Girls today, because yeah, I have some aspirations of being a modern day pin-up girl.
My moods have been going up and down like crazy recently...meh. Winter depression+faulty wiring in the brain pan= terrible upswings and even worse downswings.
Mmmhhh. I am sooo looking forward to winter break, but I absolutely detest traveling during Christmas. You have no idea. I hate airports even when there are no people there.
But when you stick me on an overbooked flight back home to NC from LaGuardia when I'm ready to slit the throat of my stepmother, then you have a recipe for disaster. I'm sure that would prove true for anybody. My stepmother is a total cunt. I don't want to see her at all, but if I want to be anywhere near my dad, I have to deal with her bitching. G-d dammit.

Plus, there are tons of people coming back from school to visit,but none of them ever want to see me, so I'm sure that'll be pretty chill.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/21290105/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/21290105/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 19:21:59 PST Maybe next year I should take my hookah down to Franklin St. and sit in the middle of the road and be the caterpillar. Oh wait, next year I won't be here
Hmmm...I'm feeling inspired to draw some more junk now that I've read "Demo" (Brian Wood and Becky Cloonan) and a collection of comics by R.Crumb. I absolutely LOVE Crumb. He's fantastic. He's vulgar, is a HUGE pervert, and is misogynistic, and it WORKS for him. At least he owns up to objectifying women, and he thinks really skinny girls are gross. WHOO! Love for girls with big legs! My legs aren't that big, but I still love them. They're nice and long
Becky Cloonan is quickly becoming an artist of interest for me,too. Mr. Campbell ( ) really digs her stuff, and I've been meaning to look into her and this week I finally did. I want to meet her T_T And now I just remembered I put one of her pictures in my favorites...
(Hey, if you're reading this, I'm not a stalker, I just like what you do!)
I can't draw really well, but I would love to find somebody to illustrate something if I ever get some ideas. We could be like a Neil Gaiman/Dave McKean duo, except not as epic.

All that aside, I'm floating through the days, occasionally tripping over my feet and finding my tongue too big for my mouth right when I have something very important to say...I lay awake at night trying to sleep, only to find my thoughts drifting somewhere I don't want to be. I sing at the top of my lungs in my car even though my voice is grating. When nobody is around, I sing like a maniac. I'm embarrassed ( Well, not EMBARRASSED, but it's just a silly idea I've had ever since I can remember) by the fact that I've always sort of wanted to sing, but my voice is too weird for anybody to use in any kind of band. Maybe an electronic one, where they could distort my vocals to make something a bit more polished. I think all the pot I smoke makes my voice grosser. Oh well...: sigh:

Well, there's my rambling for the day. Yay.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/21172276/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/21172276/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 13:44:40 PDT 24 POUNDS. Hell yes. At first I was upset because it wasn't more, but hey, it's 24 pounds with very little effort on my part, so that's pretty damn cool.
I briefly debated today about putting 100$ my mum gave me a month ago for school stuff into my personal account and buying a Split-Cam. I decided against it. I'd feel too guilty I totally want one, though. They don't cost 100$, but they're so awesome.

I went to a grand re-opening/moving party at my favorite store in the world, Chapel Hill Comics(next to Newbury Comics and CD Alley, of course). They've been in their new location for about a month now, but I'm never opposed to geeky parties. I dressed in my all green and black steampunk outfit and talked to a lot of cool people. Awkwardness does run rampant throughout the comic book geek community,but I managed to talk with complete strangers and not let slip a social faux-pas... There was a girl there who was dressed as Delirium, knitting a scarf. I wanted to hug her, but I'm painfully awkward around cute girls. I'm never awkward around guys, but with girls it's a totally different story XD Oh well. Whatevz.

I like rambling! YAAHH.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/20999451/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/20999451/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 10:16:56 PDT BTW WE SAW DAVID SEDARIS READING ESSAYS AT SYMPHONY HALL. Yeah, hate all you want ^^
Monday was fun because I got to ride around on the T and shop with Jay. I bought a pair of Lolita sunglasses and I wear them all the time, and a book of zombie haiku.

Tuesday I had my school tours. I belong at SMFA. They're not really focused on you getting a major in one thing, and they strongly encourage you to dabble in different subjects. Like, I could take a photography class, a plastic molding class, and a stained glass class if I wanted to. The photo lab made me absolutely giddy. They had an old fashioned animation machine, Super 8, 16mm and 35mm film labs, black and white and color dark rooms, and tons of video cameras to rent out. My mom commented on it saying that it was very grungy and full of artists (in the best way possible). I fell in love with that school. It's not even that big!
They liked my portfolio, too. They said that I definitely had a cinematic eye when it comes to taking pictures, and that my comic I threw in there shows that I have a good idea on how to lay out storyboards.
New England Institute of the Arts disappointed me. It wasn't NEARLY as cool as SMFA, and it wasn't close to ANYTHING. It was very...stuffy. Very clean and boring looking. The guy we talked to was very nice, and he liked my portfolio as well, but that school isn't interested in teaching you about art, they just want to get you a job. As nice as that sounds, it just wasn't for me.
So yeah. That was my Fall Break. Now I have to go do my psychology project XD

PEACE!

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/20706919/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/20706919/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 14:26:07 PDT It was sold the fuck out. I have NEVER seen the Cradle that full before. It was packed to the gills. I started out in the front for E*Rock and then in about the third row for Panther and in the seventh for Ratatat. E*Rock was INTENSE for an opening band. Lots of 80's projections on the screen and awesome 8-bit/rave/chiptunes/electro goodness. Panther was okay...not anything I'd listen to again, but the lead singer was a cutie.
Ratatat had lots of red lights and fake smoke, with the group silhouetted against the screen and the lights and fog. The girl who was right near me lit up a joint just as they started to play and I got a shotgun hit and a contact high off of all the smoke around me. I didn't take that many pictures because I was so into dancing and screaming and swaying and jumping (and growling during "Wildcat") that I couldn't think of anything else. They played "Loud Pipes"! And "Wildcat" and "Seventeen Years" and "Lex". Oh my ghawd, it would have made my life complete if they played "Tropicana", but they played "Loud Pipes"!!! AAHHH!!!
There was so much fake smoke by the end of the set I could hardly see my way around, and there was a firetruck outside,too. I hugged one of the members even though we were both disgusting and sweaty.
OH MY G-D such an amazing night...

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/20641200/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/20641200/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 18:36:28 PDT 's journal thingie. Whoo!

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, windows media player etc. on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag a few people to do this note.

If someone says "is this okay?" you say:
"The Leaving Song"-A.F.I. (Indeed?)

How would you describe yourself?
"Horse and I"-Bat for Lashes (o.O)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
"Somebody Got Murdered"-The Clash (serial killers WHOOOO!!!)

How do you feel today?
Wake Up Call-A.F.I.

What is your life's purpose?
"Double Bass"-Gorillaz

What is your motto?
"I Saw a Light"-Bat for Lashes

What do your friends think of you?
"Spanish Bombs"-The Clash (Do they have a song called "Partially Spanish Bombs"? )

What do you think of your parents?
"Knife Prty"-deftones (shit man, that sucks! )

What do you think about very often?
"Arclight"-VNV Nation (Yes, I do often think in techno beats...)

What is 2 + 2?
"Mama"-My Chemical Romance (oh fuck you, I'm allowed to like them)

What do you think of your best friend?
"Have it All"-Foo Fighters (WIN!)

What do you think of the person you like?
"Sparks"-Coldplay ( : pelvic thrust: )

What is your life story?
"If You Never Heal"-System Syn (hah...)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Seein' Red"-Unwritten Law (I see the world through rose tinted light gels...)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"One More Night (Your Ex-Lover Remains Dead)"- Stars ( Um, wow)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
"I Don't Care"-Apocalyptica ft. that guy from Three Days Grace
(HAH)

What will they play at your funeral?
"On a Plain"-Nirvana

What is your hobby/interest?
"Suliman"-Infected Mushroom (I like me some mushrooms...)

What is your biggest secret?
"Situations"-Jack Johnson (oh, all too true)

What do you think of your friends?
"The Mission"-30 Seconds to Mars

What will you post this as?
"California"-Phantom Planet

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/20571157/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/20571157/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 16:00:39 PDT
I have a TON of stuff to do next week, I only have two days where I don't have tests or papers due. I also have to finish my Developmental Psych. project before I go up to Boston. I hate this fucking school I just keep telling myself "It's only until next May", but it seems too far away.

The whole weight loss thing is going well, too. I don't have an exact number yet because I have anxiety about scales (SHUT.UP) but whatever, I have my waist back! Granted, my boobs don't look as big as they used to, but they're still glorious.

Um...I have lots of new drawings and stuff on the way. I know the majority of you watchers couldn't fucking care less, but I'm still going to post them.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/20371383/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/20371383/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 08:54:12 PDT So I took a few pretty good pictures, despite the flash being on (there really is no other way to take concert pictures).

I hate school, but I get to go visit SMFA in October. I have a portfolio evaluation and tour set up, so yeah.

Hmmm...not much else.
Temporary elation in my otherwise lackluster existence.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/20161596/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/20161596/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 06:00:56 PDT
"Some call it stalking, I call it love"

Well, I don't STALK, per se, I just love looking at your galleries. I also like leaving you nice comments and faving your work. I feel kind of weird about giving people I hardly know or don't know at all so much attention, but dammit, you guys rock. Whenever I need inspiration, I always check your galleries.

I just hope that my over the top commenting and fav-ing and loving aren't getting on your nerves. If it is...well, stop being so good! HAH!

Art on the way soon!

I AM SEEING SO MANY BANDS THIS SEPTEMBER. Does it Offend You,Yeah? 9/6, Japanoodle Tour (Tsu Shi Ma Mi Re!!!!) 9/24, and Ratatat 9/26. Hopefully I'll get some good pictures.

Peace Out.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/19967762/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/19967762/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 10:03:14 PDT
Rulez:
- Choose a singer/band/group.
- Answer using ONLY titles of songs.
- Tag 3 more people

=> I choose...well, I'm feeling totally original and I'm gonna pick A.F.I. (shut up, I'm obsessed)

=-=-=-=-=

1. Are you male or female?:
Girl's Not Grey

2. Describe yourself:
Carcinogen Crush

3. What do people feel when they're around you?:
Smile

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?:
Affliction

5. Describe your current relationship:
This Celluloid Dream

6. Where would you want to be now?:
...But Home is Nowhere

7. How do you feel about love?:
Love Like Winter

8. What's your life like?:
Strength Through Wounding

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?:
The Last Kiss

10. Say something wise:
I Wanna Get a Mohawk but My Mom Won't Let Me Get One

=-=-=-=-=
I tag… everyone! YAY!

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/19967598/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/19967598/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 09:53:20 PDT
Tagged by
1. Answer the questions honestly.
2. Tag as many people as the number of your KHR Bishie is.


What do you think about:
1. Tsuna
I like his hair XD

2. Gokudera
White hair is fabulous

3. Yamamoto
Uhm, he seems really clingy

4. Lambo child
GAAHHH SO CUTE...

5. Lambo adult
What a whiny bitch XD

6. I-pin child
:tilts head:

7. I-pin adult
I don't know them yet...sorry!

8. Ryohei
Band-aid face? I have no real opinion of him

9. Hibari
Oh, bite me...

10. Reborn
He's cute XD

11. Dino
No idea

12. Mukuro
Mweee!!! Pineapples!

13. Ken and Chikusa
Lackeys XD

14. Lanchia
No idea?

15. Xanxus
...

16. Chrome
Augh I feel so stupid

17. Squalo
o.O Uh, anyone who cuts off their own hand is pretty hardcore in my book

18. Belphegor
OMG I love his outfit...

19. Kyoko
---

20. Haru
---

21. Colonello
---

22. Lal Mirch
---

23. Bianchi
Sluuut XD

24. Shamal
---

25. Fuuta
---

26. Byakuran
---

27. Shoichi
---


RANDOM
1. What's your fav character?
I'm going to be a tool and say Reborn...and Lambo.

2. What's your fav hetero pairing?
What is this thing called "hetero"?

3. What's your fav yuri pairing?
...

4. What's your fav yaoi pairing?
I guess Yamamoto and Tsuna...whatever, I'm weird.

6. What would you give to get your bishie instead?
I...a cookie?

7. The most traumatic pairing for you is...
Anything involving Kid Lambo and Tsuna

8. If you had a chance to get one Vongola ring which one would you choose?
I don't know anything about the Vongola's yet...

9. You meet Bianchi on your way and she wants to give you her new poisoned cake-what do you do?
Run screaming

10. What's your fav pattern on Tsuna's shorts?
Blue...?

11. At the end express your feelings toward your bishie:
o.O

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/19884098/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/19884098/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 18:29:15 PDT

School starts on the 18th, which means NO MORE JOB. Oh boy oh boy,am I ever sick of restaurant work.

I am planning on seeing Does it Offend You,Yeah? and Ratatat in September. It should be a boatload of fun.

Jay is leaving at the end of this month, though...not so much fun. BAH. I can't wait a whole year to go up to Boston. I need to start applying places and shit. Gag, that's going to suck.

That's about it. No real new art to speak of. Stay tuned.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/19374880/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/19374880/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 15:45:44 PDT
I got a DS and 2 games from Jay. Have I ever mentioned how much I love him? Well, I don't do it enough. Honk.

We went to Busch Gardens, and came home for my actual birthday. We ate a lot, I bought stuff, and yeah. I like waking up next to him. It's a great feeling to roll over and look at the person you love and not care about how gross your hair looks or how bad your breath smells. :sighs dreamily: Yeah, I'm a hopeless romantic. ^_^

ANYWAY
Who wants to draw me pictures? (no one, am I right? heh)

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/19079683/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/19079683/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 16:58:32 PDT
Mindless Self Indulgence, The Birthday Massacre and Julien-K was amazing,too. I love TBM and I have always wanted to see them live. They didn't disappoint me. I got to poke O.E.'s nose! As most of you know, I have this serious thing for noses, so that was like, the HUGEST thing for me. OMG, and he smiled at me and asked me for my name and I was like, oh ghawd, marry me and bear my children...maybe Chibi can join in. Heh.

Summer is pretty much nonexistent for me...it sucks so much. BLAH! Whatever.

That pretty much brings us up to date.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/18900610/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/18900610/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 20:27:03 PDT
Not much artistically has been happening for me recently. I'm glad Jay is back, f'real.

My Delirium costume isn't happening. I'm not going to buy a wig I'm only going to wear once to a con where not a lot of people dress up at anyway. I can't wait to meet David Mack. (^_^)

I'm reading an asston of manga, D.Gray-Man,G-dchild,Vampire Knight,and Death Note to be specific ^^ Hehe. It's fun. I have one more volume left in "The Sandman" series,too.

Mac Lethal rocks my world. GO LISTEN TO HIM.

Zat iz all

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/18483055/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/18483055/ Sat, 24 May 2008 17:35:08 PDT
I'm going through my post-con depression right now. But I have Heroes Con to look forward to, now. Now I am going to try and dress as Delirium. I have no idea how I'm going to do it, but I'm going to try.
Ugh.



WHEE.
Pictures soon. No new fucking drawings. I've given up on drawing. Ugh. I just can't do it. No matter how fucking hard I practice, and I can't make myself draw anymore. Drawing for Amelia is OVER. O-V-E-R.
Heh...for the meantime, I guess.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/18035915/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/18035915/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:32:00 PDT So, I'm weaning myself back on it. Anybody know of any good new series?

OTHER NEWS IN AMELIA'S WORLD WORTH SHARING.
I'm working on an animated/ claymation robot movie! I have no idea how long it will take me, but I'll post it on YouTube when I'm done with it. Don't expect it for awhile though...heh, you know how Amelia is with projects.

Animazement is in a month, and I'm going to cosplay as the most awesomest Death you've ever seen. YEAH BABY!

That's all for me. PEACE.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/17317230/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/17317230/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 14:29:49 PDT ..but still.

Spring Break is this week. Hopefully I'll take a ton of great pictures.

::sigh::

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/16982451/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/16982451/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 18:17:54 PST
Jay left for the AT and came back, and now he's gone again. ::sigh:: I don't deal with separation very well, especially if it's someone I love this much.

I've been drawing Buzz and Boo-Boo a lot recently, because they're always happy and playing. I need to feel carefree, but I'm not feeling much of anything right now. It would really help if my mom was here, but she's out in Cali.


Emo ranting is over. I'm sorry...

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/16654139/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/16654139/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 05:36:48 PST
On a different note, I've been drawing these two characters recently. A robot named Buzz and an ADORABLE kitten named Boo-Boo. they're best friends. When I get my computer back,(which seems like NEVER!! D: ) I'll upload some pictures. I also have lots of pictures of my completed scarves, so yeaaaaahhh.

I just figured I should update you guys, seeing as I haven't put up any new art recently. Whee.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/16220098/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/16220098/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 07:59:58 PST
I have been knitting a lot though...it's fun. ^^ I've also been reading a lot, buying a lot of comics and clothes I don't need, and laughing a lot, so maybe that'll help.

School starts again on the 14th. NOOOOOO!!!

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/15886985/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/15886985/ Tue, 11 Dec 2007 05:51:55 PST
But nobody really reads this.

I am alive, and school is almost out for the winter. Yippee! Break time!

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/15359859/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/15359859/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 10:20:18 PST
But I'm not going to post them. Because I know nobody is going to comment.

I might change my mind later.

HA HA.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/15226780/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/15226780/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 08:50:03 PDT
I will draw anything (ANYTHING) you want, provided you give me a little something back.

Peace.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/14759513/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/14759513/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 14:30:53 PDT
I haven't felt inspired in a really long time...but I have a few doodles from class I'll probably put up later once I am cured of laziness.

Family Force 5 is in November! SOOOOO EXCITED! I can't wait to go.

I want to make a movie like a demon spawn of Chan-Wook Park, David Lynch, and Quentin Tarantino. Oh boy, that'd be fun,yes? I can picture it now...

A guy who is in the mood for vengeance goes on a drug fueled rampage throughout the streets of Japan, capturing people in boxes and throwing them into the ocean. Hee...and in the end, everyone ends up shooting everybody else!

What is it with me and downer movies? The past two movies I've seen have been uber-downers. Oh well. ::sighs::

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/14005084/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/14005084/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 17:38:41 PDT

I went to a Blaqk Audio party tonight at Hot Topic with my friend Gram. We met some other awesome AFI maniacs and we danced around to the new CD. The nice people at HT even moved some racks of stuff so we could jump around.

So stoked for the new CD, and I'm totally excited for college. I have to get 2 more books but I'm pretty much set.

Art soon.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/13779978/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/13779978/ Wed, 18 Jul 2007 09:28:21 PDT
Listening to a lot of music.

Anxiously awaiting the 7th Harry Potter book.

I want to go see the new HP movie like 3 more times, but no one will go with me x_x;

Oh yeah, I turned 19 recently. Yikes.

And I didn't get a single HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You guys are so mean to me.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/13596115/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/13596115/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 18:07:13 PDT
My 19th birthday on the 12th

Harry Potter 7 on the 21st. SO NERVOUS. I have no idea what's going to happen. Oh my ghawd...

BLAQK AUDIO'S DEBUT CD AUGUST 14TH!!! For those who don't know,it's Davey Havok's and Jade Puget's all-electronic side project and OMG from what I've heard so far I am practically drooling with anticipation. Waaah!

So, I've been doing a shitload of Harry Potter fanart, so that'll be up soon. And I have new socks,and a new tie. A Slytherin one, to be exact. I am, as my mum puts it, "A Slytherin Working Towards Good". :3

Jay and I recently splurged and bought a blue hookah, and the hose has purple fuzz-balls on it. It's amazing, and we have enough shisha to last us a while. WHEE!

Hehe... I am SOOOOO happy! I love my life. ]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/13287829/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/13287829/ Sun, 10 Jun 2007 08:36:31 PDT Oh my ghawd, I never ever have money! hehe...lots of gift certificates,too.

Anyway, I'm headed to Alamance Community College for about 2 years and then I'm headed up to Boston,I hope.

I'm gonna get my art on! WHEE!

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/12940086/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/12940086/ Sun, 13 May 2007 10:02:14 PDT the time
i know that's not enough
but the sky can crack
Well if the sky can crack, there must be some way back
To love and only love

I am drawing. Really.

I'm just lazy.

No matter.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/12781511/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/12781511/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 17:57:49 PDT
Despite some of the boring rehearsals, I have had so much fun working on this show. I was actually crying today. Heh, I'm silly.

I have some new art, but Jay has my camera.So yeah.

::sighs again::

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/11870260/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/11870260/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 15:50:32 PST Oh well, it always ends up passing somehow or another. Quit complaining,emo Amelia.

Jay and I's anniversary is so close I can almost taste it. I can't wait ^^ I hope I don't get sick right before then,though...there's this humongoid flu-bug that's been flying around school infecting people recently. It's really gross because Jay has been close to death for close to two weeks.
Oh wells...





_{'cause i tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I can get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this}

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/11669752/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/11669752/ Sat, 03 Feb 2007 10:08:55 PST
Panic!At the Disco makes my kitty ears go wiggle wiggle.

So I finally uploaded some new art...it makes me cry with joy. Just getting new batteries for my camera makes me happy :3
After getting that book on wide angle photography, I am now inspired to go out and take some purdy pictures. After I become confident with the way I look again I'm going to try taking a few new self-portraits.

OH MY G-D NO THE PAIN MY EYES BURN KILLIT

now with that out of the way....
Jay crashed at my house this week,it was so fun having him around. I loved going into the guest bedroom in the morning and waking him up and stuff. Gweeee I love him so much ^^

ANYWAY! Enough of this madness. I'm going to go and do some more stupid stuff now.
Ta~

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/11214034/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/11214034/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 17:17:52 PST
Christmas went very well. I got oil paints (among other things) so that gives me an excuse to run out and buy canvas. I got Jay a shirt with a dinosaur on it saying 'MAKE ME A SANDWICH'. ^-^ I'm making everybody at school mixed CD's...and ow it hurts to yawn. Oi vey.

Mmmmh. Well, I wanted to update, saying that things have gotten better since my last entry.



]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/11135960/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/11135960/ Thu, 21 Dec 2006 08:25:47 PST I never,EVER, wanted to use anybody. I'm sorry,but no matter how many times I apologize, no matter how many times I cry and scream and bang my head against the wall in frustration it doesn't seem to make a difference. I guess I'm just wired to hurt everybody I love.
Emotional strain is a great, great feeling. Especially this close to Christmas.

Oh well.

If you don't like my complaints, you can shut the fuck up and leave me the hell alone.

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10831444/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10831444/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 07:14:33 PST
People all around the intarweb are composing lists of what is important to them.

I'm going to make a very abridged version of mine.

Jay,my friends,music,art,food,sex,love,cuddling (yes, cuddling...),drama class,ramen noodles,skipping class to play Super Mario Brothers,soft rope,makeshift blindfolds,surprise kisses,and cold weather.

mmmyep.

I get to work 6 hours today. Oh boy! oh boy! This should be one magical day for my nerves. Urgah.

I'm thinking of getting green contacts ^_^

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10592911/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10592911/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 12:22:40 PST
Love is confusing but I'm starting to really really like it again. The butterflies fluttering in my stomach whenever he looks at me is a nice change of pace to the constant coldness...I'm feeling very serene at the moment. Serenity is good.

Hmmmm ^___^

(I don't think I favor a jewel that's been in someones PANTS!)

I feel the need to spill my guts in the form of poxy poetry

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10519786/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10519786/ Thu, 26 Oct 2006 17:35:09 PDT
My friendship with a certain person is becoming very draining on me,and it sucks because I don't want to lose them as a friend. a FRIEND. That's all I see them as. They see me as something more but I'm not going to go there.

nope.

nopenopenope.

Anyway...

I found out that an out of print book (The Fifty Year Sword) by Mark Z. Danielewski can run as expensive as 500 dollars X__X When I become famous, I'm going to buy it. Until then, I'm going to finish 'ONLY REVOLUTIONS' and then buy 'The Whalestoe Letters'. That one only costs like, 10 bucks.

Byeeeeeeee...

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10510320/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10510320/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 19:03:02 PDT A bit better, perhaps...her mood fluctuates like her weight. Up one minute,down the next.

I really think I'm losing my mind. Heeeeeee....!! Ugh ugh ugh ugh...not fun at all.

But it makes for some halfway decent writing in my magnificent octopus (magnum opus).

House starts back up on Halloween. AAHHHH!!! VICTOLY! Me love House. Hugh Laurie=cynical lovin'.

LOLI HAET PIZZA.

I had a dream last night where there were zombies everywhere and I survived with a bunch of my friends, and there were apple cores in trees, and Frankie was playing World of Warcraft so he got eaten. THAT IS WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU IF YOU PLAY WORLD OF WARCRAFT! THE ZOMBIES'LL GETCHA!


]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10432740/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10432740/ Wed, 18 Oct 2006 10:02:30 PDT
I saw Hunter yesterday and I dragged him into a music store and I was spazzing over finding a Switchblade Symphony vinyl,and we both spazzed over finding a Polysics CD so we got it! YAY! It's AMAZING. It makes me want to be a Powerpuff Girl...and it makes me want to draw bright colorful things :3

Honk.

I'm feeling a bit better...I guess that's a good thing.


... _maybe?

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10162671/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10162671/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 13:45:17 PDT
Nyan! I had such a pothead moment the other day. I was in this really cramped car and we were all baked out of our minds and we were speeding down a hill listening to Pink Floyd's 'Dark Side of the Moon' and I was all trippin' out. IT WAS SOOOOO FAWKING COOL.
Remy said that Dan looked like a Neanderthal, with his long hair and sloping forehead. AND THEN HE BENT THE ROCK!

Heh...weed is great.

I walked into Harris Teeter with socks on,hung out in playgrounds,walked on railroad tracks,saw awesome graffiti,got tackled,and smoked some more.

ANYWAY!
I'm drawing lots of anthro,and I'm working on the sixth page of my comic. Drawing people with cigarettes in their mouths is HARD AS FUCK TO DO. Ugh ugh ugh!
Oh well...


Just thought I'd write again.
HAPPY 7-MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND JAY!

]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10119627/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10119627/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 07:44:09 PDT

ANYWAY, I'm working on the fifth page of my comic. I want to jump right ahead to the making out, but I'm trying to do this in order and stuff.

RAAAHHH!! I need new art supplies, and now I finally have money to spend on art supplies.
I want copic markers, but the bloody things are like 4.95$ a pop.

Anyway, I'm "sick" today. I love feining sickness. Right now, I am going to go and draw some more little kitties and some more comic. Yatta! ]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10031856/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10031856/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 18:32:08 PDT
*Basic Info

-Name: Torin James 'T.J.' Kingston
-Gender: Male
-Race: white
-Age: 17
-Birthday: February 21st

*Current Info

-Family Background: both parents abandoned him when he was 10
-Birthplace: Detroit
-Home: in a small white house with Aimee
-Short History:He has an extreme case of bi-polar disorder. He captures people and keeps them in his basement, chained and shackled to his wall. Mainly they are people that he feels the world could do without. He has never actually killed anybody, but he brainwashes them, lets them go, and they usually end up dead a few weeks later.
He kidnapped Aimee and held her hostage, but he fell in love with her and let her go. He couldn't stand being without her but he locked himself in his house and didn't come out. Eventually Aimee comes to his house, and they end up living together.
-Possessions: house, torture instruments,clothes, and music.

*Physical Info

-Hairstyle: blue/black and shaggy
-Body: 6'1 and about 178 pounds
-Eyes: pale blue
-Marks: scars, both intentional and accidental, along with a tattoo of a celtic knot on the back of his neck.
-Clothing:Just...dark,
-Other: n/a

*Personality Info

-Likes: Aimee, brainwashing people,gore,sex,kinky stuff
-Dislikes: leaky faucets,lack of sex, Aimee being hurt.
-Fears: losing Aimee or being too rough on her.
-Goals: none really
-Fav food: whoppers,caramellos
-Least Fav: carrots
-Prized Possession: record player
-Social and Other Pressure/Problems: Very dominant and very violent, but when he's with Aimee he is very tender and very loving. He wouldn't do anything to hurt her.
-Relationships: Madly in love with Aimee.
-Other: He could kill you if he wanted.

*Ability Info

-Physical Abilities: He can run fairly quick
-Magical Ablilities: None.
-Other Abilities: n/a ]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10010151/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/10010151/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 14:53:03 PDT
*Basic Info

-Name: Aimee Dale Chambers
-Gender: female
-Race: white
-Age: 17
-Birthday: October 8th

*Current Info

-Family Background: Drug addict mother, father in a coma, older sister in college.
-Birthplace: New York City
-Home: with T.J.
-Short History: She was kidnapped by T.J. when she was 14 because she was a cheerleader and mocked him in class constantly. Eventually he fell in love with her and let her go. She didn't see him for 3 years but she developed strong feelings for him. After a huge fight with her mother, she packed 2 suitcases and left. She ran to T.J.'s house, and he took her in.
-Possessions: her clothes in her 2 suitcases,an iPod, and her ring that T.J. made for her.

*Physical Info

-Hairstyle: black and red,with shaggy bangs.
-Body: average. She's about 5'4, and 145 pounds.
-Eyes: they change
-Marks: tons of self inflicted cuts and scars,and a tattoo of a rusty chain around her ankle (she was chained in his basement with rusty chains).
-Clothing: Hot Topic-esque
-Other: n/a

*Personality Info

-Likes: T.J.,heavy metal music,eggrolls,sex
-Dislikes: being hot,lack of sex,not being with T.J.
-Fears: losing T.J.
-Goals: to become a rockstar
-Fav food: grilled cheese,omlettes
-Least Fav: meat
-Prized Possession: her iPod.
-Social and Other Pressure/Problems: She is very possesive and jealous. She also has a bit of OCD.
-Relationships: She is madly in love with T.J.
-Other: She can be a total bitch when she wants to be.

*Ability Info

-Physical Abilities: She used to be able to do splits.
-Magical Ablilities: None.
-Other Abilities: plays the drums. ]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/9984845/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/9984845/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 04:52:31 PDT
Later, I went into the trailer and found out it was a giant house, but for some reason it was right near mine. I walked around and then I saw bunnies bouncing outside on a trampoline with my sister. I ran and jumped on the trampoline,but then I jumped off, jumped into a pool,which collapsed with me in it.

I didn't bleed at all, I just laughed.

There were some other things that happened but they're pretty insignificant.


On another note:
I AM A 'HOUSE' ADDICT.

Oh lawd. Hugh Laurie is teh secks. ]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/9949147/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/9949147/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 08:38:52 PDT
I don't like feeling like a toy.

I don't like being dragged out to the woods at like, 9:30 at night just so they can get blazed and I can just sit there scared out of my mind,with my hands shaking so badly I can't even light my bowl...

I kept getting scared and clinging to the first thing in my reach (which was Ben's leg) but they didn't care.It made me kind of sick that Ben kind of enjoyed having my fingernails digging into his leg and his arm (maybe I drew blood?). They just kept yelling.

Fuck.

Maybe this just means I should lay off the drugs...
nah.

But my g-d. I am getting even more disgusted with people than I normally am.
I'm seriously cutting down on human interaction now. I've seriously made up my mind.

(I'm sorry, I needed to vent) ]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/9513047/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/9513047/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 15:10:51 PDT
Then...there are certain people who bash people I love, and the things I love without really having a reason for it, and the people who won't stop complaining about their lives.
I can hold grudges for a really fucking long time,but that's because the people I hold grudges against actually did shit to me. I don't hold grudges against people because they hang out with somebody I'm infatuated with or something.

There are just certain people who need to push the razor a little deeper,swallow those extra pills,and go ahead with pulling the trigger of that gun.

If you want to talk shit about commiting suicide, either do it or don't. I'm not going to sit here and pity you because you're in the hospital for the kajillionth time because mommy and daddy and boyfriend/girlfriend hate you.

I'm sorry, I'm feeling really bitter towards the human race today. ]]> ~lightninglullaby http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/9351434/ http://lightninglullaby.deviantart.com/journal/9351434/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 06:56:56 PDT
Oh g-d...this is scaring me. I'M GETTING SO OLD!

So yeah, draw me stuff,leave me nice comments,and if you live near me,buy me something or make me something (even better) pretty!

It's a special birthday, and yet all I want to do today ish go out to dinner and eat a massive burrito and watch movies. I'm actually stretching this birthday out over the course of a weekend. Me and my friend Erin are hopefully going to be doing some fun....stuff :shifty eyes:

I'm so scared about my drivers test, you have no idea. I'm panicking.

Well...when my dad took me out for chinese food yesterday, my fortune cookie said I was in for a pleasant surprise,so I'm hoping for the best. :sigh: OBEY TEH COOKIE!

yeah, I'm going to watch some invader zim and try to calm down. AAAHHHH.

Wish me luck, and give me gifts of art!!!

Mmmm...birthday pictures.... ]]> ~lightninglullaby