http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:lilith-angel09&section=today deviantART RSS for by:lilith-angel09 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 05:50:33 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/26832003/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/26832003/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 08:00:10 PDT

I just finished cleaning up my gallery, and got rid of a lot of deviations.



Mostly I deleted a lot of artwork I did for fics that I pretty much abandoned, as well as a few old sketches and sprite edits and such I either want to re-work, or just didn't particularly care for anymore.



It's not a major update, so, yeah....

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/23639003/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/23639003/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 07:23:57 PDT

I really hate that the first journal entry I'd be writing in a while would be me apologizing about something that I'm not even sure a lot of you have noticed, as opposed to writing about something really awesome.


Anyways, I've been feeling kind of depressed and moody lately (for a number of reasons, mostly because I'm super stressed out worrying about getting a job, and how to work that around my hectic class schedule.)


I've tried not to let how I was feeling get in my way or bug me so much, but it kind of slips sometimes. So, If I've either been ignoring you, or seem to be acting a little off towards you, it's not your fault, and I'm sorry. It's just one of those days that I've been having for the past two weeks (^_^).


Anyways, I'm hoping that my next entry won't be quite so depressing.

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/19125911/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/19125911/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 11:03:24 PDT 's journal, so I got auto-tagged. Now, it's your turn


Leave a comment and I will:
A) tell you why I befriended you.
B) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc..
C) tell you something I like about you.
D) tell you a memory I have of you.
E) ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
F) tell you my favorite picture of yours.
G) in return, you must post this in your journal.


You know what to do, now, so what are you waiting for?

(Oh, by the way, ignore the "MOOD" status thingy, I'm not really annoyed, I'm just having difficulty changing it)

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/18627251/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/18627251/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:58:20 PDT


Just a little while ago: I set up a Facebook account. I know that I said I'd never do something like that, since I'm not a big fan of what a lot of people use that site for (i.e: Posting drunken/racy photos, starting a lot of stupid, unnessary crap that gets a lot of people very mad, etc. You know, the stuff idiot teenagers do with it (not that I'm saying all teens are idiots, just a lot of them do that type of stuff)).



Before anyone calls me hypocritical, or say that I give into peer pressure easily (or can say "HA! I told you'd get one!") Let me explain why I decided to get a facebook page. I was thinking that it might be useful in, not only keeping in touch with friends when messenger gets real screwy, but also as a way that I might be able to help me with my future career as a voice actress (I've heard of people posting stuff for their bands on facebook, so I thought I might be able to do a similar thing for voice demos and whatever.)





I also got a Myspace page (mostly for the same reasons), but (even though I dislike myspace for much of the same reasons I dislike Facebook) I had been thinking about getting a Myspace page for a couple of months now.






Other than that, nothing much to say really.

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/17646500/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/17646500/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 06:04:05 PDT
I guess the prank could have been worse (like,going in and pretending to delete everyone's artwork...that'd suck).

I'm not so freaked out anymore now that I know. But, c'mon people! Mudkips? what the heck?

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/17622941/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/17622941/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:31:53 PDT
]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/17069277/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/17069277/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 06:50:33 PST

Deviantart was blocked a few days ago on the school's computers (which is about the only place I can check it during times I'm not at my grandparents house).


I don't know why it got blocked, but I was pretty ticked (okay, maybe not THAT upset, but I when going to deviantart's about the only thing you find remotely kills free-time well enough, well, you get the picture). It wasn't just deviantART, though that got blocked. A lot of other sites got blocked too, but I can't remember which ones to be exact.


Well, needless to say, deviantART's been unblocked, (at least for now it is), so I'm back! Not going to be making any promises that I'll be updating soon, though (sorry, not even a crappy deviation)

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/16780516/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/16780516/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 06:22:00 PST

I know that it looks like I've been ignoring most everyone, but I'm really not. I accidentally developed this bad habit of allowing my deviantART inbox to get piled up with art, because I'm being a bit too lazy. (I'm really going to need to break that habit.)


I'm also thinking that I really need a new user icon, because the one I've got is getting a bit old. Any suggestions on what I could use?

Anyways, lifewise, things have been going okay. Yesterday, was probably one of the funnest days I've had in a couple of years that was actually school related (despite the fact, I wasn't actually in school--But touring a college is close enough).

Unfortunately, now I'm having to suffer from a dreaded "catching-up-with-the-yesterday-you-missed" type of day. (This period, I'm ahead in what I need to do, because I worked on it while the teacher lectured, so I have free time to be on the Internet.)

Once today's over, things'll be a little better, I hope.

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/16201228/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/16201228/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 06:59:10 PST

2007 was pretty forgettable for me, aside from a lot of meaningless squabble and whatever. How was it for you? (Good I hope). So I guess that this means that nows the time for everyone to be making a bunch of promises and goals that sound easy and nice enough when you say them, but usually aren't as easy when it actually comes to a test of you're willpower, initiave, and motivation. And yet, somehow, some people get upset when they realize they fail, particuarly because of those goals that time or whatever has ways of effecting.

Okay, so I guess you can tell that I've got a rather negative veiw of New Years Resolutions (Considering that most people rarely ever "resolve" to do anything, shouldn't we just call them 'New Year's Ideas' instead?), and I don't ever bother setting any. What's wrong with making small goals along the way, instead of piling it all up in the begginng of the year? You're a lot less likely to fail that way.


So, anyways: here's to a 2008 that was as thankfully forgettable as 2007 was to me!

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/15969334/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/15969334/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 06:41:11 PST

Nothing much is really going on here, or at least nothing is going on that I want to bore you with by whining about.

I know I've been slacking off on artwork lately, and I've been kind of quiet when it comes to commenting. I'm not to proud of it, but things are keeping me kind of busy (Aside from a couple of Art class projects, World History and English Litertature have been taking up most of my free-time as of late. (-Excuses, excuses, excuses-))


Speaking of Art class: I can't wait until I can get a few photos of some of the completed projects I've done. I'm really quite proud of most of them, particularly a couple I did with oil pastels/oil sticks (I don't know if that's what you call them).


Currently, I'm working on a small series of non-objective (aka: making a HUGE mess) works in liquid watercolor (fun, and really pretty), acryllic paint and chalk (I like how they're turning out, so I'm hoping that I don't screw up terribly by the time I'm done)

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/14966262/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/14966262/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 06:50:32 PDT
So, I found this one site that had a list of costumes you could make out of old clothing. There were a lot of normal ones, like angels, devils, and such...But, I came acrosss, by far, one of the the strangest idea someone sugessted as a simple children's costume ideas.



Let me ask you this: Would you be willing to dress up your child as Fidel Castro?



Yes folks, Someone actually sugessted Fidel Castro as a CHILDREN's COSTUME IDEA. Kind of funny, ain't it? And a little scary too.


Here's the site:

[link]

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/14669756/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/14669756/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 06:49:29 PDT

On the bright side, I think that I'm able to reply to people's comments now. I experimented a bit earlier, and I think (think) that it might be working now.


I still probably won't be as active (was I [/i]ever[/i] (Did my attempt at italics work??) active?) for a while now, but I'll try to at least leave a couple of comments here and there, when I can.

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/13339535/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/13339535/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 07:42:04 PDT


Thank you guys:


















]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/13302604/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/13302604/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 11:43:08 PDT



Where was I, you ask? Well, I was at a family reunioun. It was several hours where I ran around among people who would be complete strangers to me any other time of the year, and listened to them reminiscing about things that I either don't recall, or really don't care to much about., while my gradma ran around with a video camera. (My sister was also running around with a camera (a regular "point-and-shoot" one), but I really don't think it was for the same reasons my grandma was running around with a camera.)




Don't confuse what I'm saying here. I don't mind family reuniouns, but there really more fun if your a really young kid (then you can just run off and play with the other young kids) or your an old person (then, you've gotten to know the other old people better, and can share stories with them). Actually, no one even talked to me this year, which is a suprise, considering that usually when I go to these things I'm hearing some one go "you look just like your mother" (or do I look like my aunt? I forget), or something about how the last time they saw me I was just a baby (which, in reality, the last time they saw me was at the last family reunion).



But, the reunioun part was fun, I guess. I just didn't enjoy the ride up there and the ride back. Apparently my mom called my grandparents about something, and we had to meet them at this one gas-station. I didn't gather the whole story, but I think that the problem was that something happened with my stepdad's job, and the trucking company that employed him was screwing him over on another paycheck (They've been doing this for about a month now. I really don't think that my step-dad gets that they take out money from his checks when ever he starts making loans and advances and stuff, so he ends up having his entire paycheck taken out for those loans and stuff. (At least that's my theory)) And that they gave him this run that he couldn't do, apparently.



So, anyways, my mom and my stepdad were going to the truck terminal in Memphis to return his truck, he was going to quit. I don't know what happened after that, but regardless, I still had to hear my grandparents talk about it the whole way up to the reunion and back, with them asking me questions the whole time. (I'm just not one of those people who likes to be put on the spot with questions, especially when I'm half asleep. Plus, I know that some how, if I voice my opinion on this particular subject, it's just gonna cause a big mess (I know this, it's happened a couple of times before.)



Well, now on a more positive note (because I feel I've bored you enough with my negative energy). I finally got to see my cousin's baby, Skylar. He's about a year old and he is SOOOO adorable!!!!!! . Apparently, though my cousin's pregnant again, so I'll probably be expecting to see this one around the next family reunoin, though. I'm sure this second baby will be every bit as cute as the one she has now.

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/13212102/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/13212102/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 07:49:59 PDT

I'm really sorry about being lazy and crap. I'm still adjusting to summer. I actully had some stuff that I was working on the last time I was up at my grandparents house, but unfortunaltly, I've lost it all. Apparently the CPU part of the computer is just fine, but the monitor won't turn on. If you have any idea how to fix this problem, please let me know. Until then, I'm on my grandparents other computer. Personally, I wouldn't mind this if it weren't for two things. One: The Web browser on this is so frustrating to bother with when it won't load a page (which it does often). Two: I'm hesitant to save anything on this computer because my grandma is really paranoid about lots of things and might blame something I saved on the computer as one of the many reasons that *insert name of program* (usually e-mail) isn't working (I know she'll do this. She did this when my sister installed Yahoo! Messenger on the computer, until we pointed out that that wasn't the cause). (Don't get me wrong, I love my grandparents, but they are sometimes really paranoid over nothing).

Well, about me going to Mississippi for a couple of weeks, there's been a change of plans. Now, my dad's going to be coming here to visit instead, sometime in August.


I guess the only thing left to say is that I'll post up new stuff as soon as I get up off my lazy ass and do somethin'. ^_^

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/13150669/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/13150669/ Wed, 30 May 2007 12:07:50 PDT

I really haven't got any major plans for this summer, outside of doing a major upload of work onto dA ( I found two old notebooks I sketched in this year, a sketchbook, and my art class projects, plus stuff that I recently drew that resides in my "art-work" folder, and some fiction and poems I gotta type up. So, yeah, expect a freaking lot of new deviations from me). I also have this English Lit. class assignment that I'm halfway through with (I cheated, by choosing two books that I've already read (One was really short))


And, I'm suppossed to visit my dad in Mississippi for a couple of weeks. I dunno if he has a computer with internet or anything, so there's a chance that I won't be on to post up anything new (I'll let you know whenever I know).


Also, I gotta take my driver's test, which is gonna be fun (*gag* sarcasm, *gag*). The purpose of a driver's test study booklet is to create an paranoid drivers (if you see me on the road, please get off the road IMMEDIATLY!) All this stuff with judging distances and speed, let alone remember half the crap that they put in the booklets, is gonna be difficult for me. Although, I did find some of the stuff quite interesting.

Well, I have no *bleep*ing clue what I've made on my final Algebra II test. It's the only class that I had to take a test for, so I'm curious to know wether I did good enough to keep my grade level at a B (The teacher said it was statistically impossible for this test to bring my grade up to an A) or if I really bombed this test and my grade dropped significantly. (God, I hope not).


So, the next time that I'll probably be doing any thing on here will be when I go to my grandparents house, unless I'm on my mom's cell-phone, but I'll probably only be replying to you're messages.


-See ya!

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/12802520/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/12802520/ Tue, 01 May 2007 11:54:39 PDT

I've been in such a great mood for the past two weeks! We started to do video in Desktop Publishing/Multimedia. I got so many plans for the moives and stuff we going to be making (No, not those types of videos, you sick pervert). too bad that in a week, the senoirs, which make up most of the class, are leaving. But, maybe it'll still be fun.


Oh, and I'd like to welcome my friend, firefox-eternalflame, as the newest person on my friend's list. I know her from school (We have the same first name), and she's a pretty nice person.

Well, see ya!

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/12674277/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/12674277/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 23:23:30 PDT

Also, I sincerely apologize to everyone (especially my real-life friends) if it seemed like I was acting a bit like an uncaring, cold-hearted, bitch lately It's nothing personal or anything-- I think that I'm bi-polar or something, 'cause I've been feeling like an emotional train-wreck recently, without any apparent reason. But, it really worries me.


On the risk of sounding all "drama-queen" and "emo" (and on the risk of sounding mega-lame), I wouldn't normally go off like this about how I act, but I've had some pretty troubling dreams that I couldn't easily shake from my mind, that had to do with this, that got me all upset (I'm one of those people who believe that some dreams are trying to indicate problems that are occuring in real-life. Well, actually, some dreams, I believe, are just random mental weirdness tied togther. But those dreams are usually fun, unlike these ones, which troubles me).


Heh. Perhaps its just High-school stress mixed with teen spirit (and hormones. Heh, I made a reference to a Nirvana song, aren't I clever? *laugh*) built upon a mental foundation that was already unstable to begin with. Or maybe I've been reading one too many depressing novels, and it's all nothing I should be worrying myself over.

Of course, then again, Psycho-anaylsis could be useful, but I'd depress the psychatrist to death.^-^



Well, on a lighter note: I've been a lazy bum these past few weeks, or at least when it comes to writing and drawing. What I mean is that I think that I should get off my lazy butt, pick up that damn pencil and DRAW or WRITE, or SOMETHING, but when I have the time to,I choose to take a nap, or watch TV, or something.



God, with planning for a lot of stuff I want to do, I have a couple of ideas floating around my head, but I really need to get some sketches down that might be useful for helping me build on what I got. (Actually, I have done a few doodles here and there in the margins of my notes, and I actually have a couple of chapters of one thing written down. But other than that:nothing)



Oh, And we started doing cartooning in Art! Yay! So fun! :cheer:! So Sooner or later I'll be posting up what I've done in that class. (Trust me, you'll laugh at some of them).


--Well, see ya!


My Friends/Watchers ( I wanna be nice to you guys)

-real life friends and family-

Carolee! My most recently added friend, so I'm not too familiar with her artwork. But, she is pretty funny...and has an obsession with Harry Potter and cheese.And she has a dirty mind..
A VERY dirty mind (Which makes for some really hilarious conversations)


My sis, Ericka! She's a great artist (Way better than me), and probably a pretty good writer (That is, if she'd ever let me read any of her stuff.) I can't really say much about my sis. she's a cool person, and is a bit weird.

Jackie! In my opinion, she is a freaking GODDESS OF AWESOMA (Heeey, New catch phrase:Goddess of Awesoma!) when it comes to Photography and Photo-editing. She also makes really cool wallpapers! She is the textbook example of "happy-go-lucky" . She's a really fun person to be around (especially to be friends with).


Jonathan If it came to a contest between the two of us about who could draw up a better manga, he could easily beat me-blindfolded and with his hand tied be-hind his back (Okay, maybe not with his hands tied... ]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/12348023/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/12348023/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 09:58:38 PDT
-*sigh* this cannot be good*-


1. If I'm listening to the radio, or a CD, and no one is around, I'll sometimes do some thing like singing along to the radio, or attempt at dancing or doing karate moves, or even try to play the drum parts, occasionally with a pair of drumsticks in hand (Eventhough I have no freaking clue as to how to play the drums, so I just look really silly while I do this).

2. I sometimes like throwing random bit of weird sounding words, or words I've picked up from other languages, into my sentences. Unfortunatly, no one ever really gets to hear me do this, because I generally tend to say them to myself.

3. I let certain things get to me too deeply. I really hate this, and people around me don't like this aspect of me, but as it is part of my indivdual human nature, it is really hard to stop. Otherwise, I'm also pretty cynical or jaded about some things.

4. I know more about history than my American History teacher does ( I had to correct her on more than one occasion during lecture/reviews)

5. Okay, I'm REALLY, REEALLY, REEEAAALLLY embaressed about this one, so please don't tease me or laugh or think I'm really immature, okay? I kinda have this freakish (or to me it seems so) nostalgic fandom/fondness for some of the old shows I used to watch as a child. (Thankfully, not all of them. I honestly can say that I cannot stand Barney, but who really can?) I actually created a secondary account of fanfiction.net for some of the ideas for fics that have popped into my mind related to these feelings of nostalgia (sort of), because I was too embarressed to admit that those were my ideas. (nothing is on there right now, however.) But, more than likely I'm going to end up finding a way to remove my orginal account and use the secondary account as my primary account. (I might even post up some of my exceptionally good fanfics up on dA...) Well, that was certainly nice to get off of my mind.. *runs away blushing horribly*


6. I have a dark and twisted side to me that I tend to keep hidden. Pity, I might never be able to share this with you guys through my artwork, thanks to the G rated part of my mind that is owned by Disney (Okay, it's not owned by Disney..and It's not even G rated. More like PG or PG-13)


-Well, that wasn't too bad. I didn't even share any of my really darker secrets with you guys-

*EDIT* I had some links here, but they weren't working so I deleted them


And now the part we all know and love: It's Tag Time!( *gag* sarcasm *gag*) I know it says 6 people, but I don't know that many people on dA. If I tag you, you don't have to do it, unless you want to.

The Lucky Tagged Winners are:





Well See ya!

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/12180284/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/12180284/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 11:56:50 PDT

Nothing much has been going on with me. i just finished some big state administered test a couple hours ago (I'm so happy! That test was so stupid!)..but, I got a history test tommorrow, and a reading project for English. Also, I've been doing a bit of shopping for Prom (Where did the word 'prom' come from?), 'cause apparently I'm going .


It's not like I don't want to go.. I mean, heck, any chance to act crazy and potentially embarress myself in front of my fellow classmates, and not have them care because half of them are doing crazier stuff than me, and the other half is too drunk to care or much less stand (Okay, I'm exaggerating, but It's a real backwoods school, so at least one person is going to show up wasted..-_-). It's just the annoying hype over the whole thing that kinda sucks the fun out of the whole concept (But, maybe it'll be fun).


Well, on different note:

I've been thinking about that fic that I said I'm probably going to be posting up during summer (I case you don't remember, I did a LOT of character sketches for it, during Christmas Break). Well, I've been looking back over some of my ideas for that, and now I'm thinking about going through a major plot overhaul (I actually had a couple of chapters written up in my 'diary' (I actually decided not to make it an English project)).

I just started to think that my original storyline was a bit dull and didn't help in the connection of individual character conflicts, not to mention I began thinking that some of the character designs need to be reworked (but, that's a different story). I don't know what I should do for the stories' new plotline (if I even offically decide to alter it).

In addition to that, I currently have two other major writing projects in development: a fanfic (which I have a couple of chapters written), and another original fic, which I might try to combine both it and my other original fic together under the new fics storyline)

Well, gotta go, or I'm gonna be late.

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/12092185/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/12092185/ Wed, 07 Mar 2007 11:48:48 PST

Lately, I've been reading back over some of the comments that I posted on a lot of people's artwork and all, and it made me realize something: I'm not really detailed.


Usually, I just write something along the lines of "looks good" or "cool" or "I like it" (or some varient of the three), without ever really telling people what exactly I liked about their art.

Therefore, I feel like I either sound really stupid. That, or it might seem like I really wasn't looking at their art (Which is totally NOT true. I do look at your art, peoples!) Or that I don't really care (Also very untrue. I actually do care about your work, even if it doesn't seem like it..)

So, I'm gonna try really hard to be more detailed in my comments, so that you guys will know what I think about your art.

--Okay, now that I'm done with that, you guys can go back to your lives now....^-^

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/11986563/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/11986563/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 11:46:54 PST [link] (The site)
And I came across this article and starting freaking out..(I'm posting it up here, in case it no longer is on the main page)

"Movie News: First Animation Clip
Posted on 2/24/2007 by Dragonhelm
Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman have seen the first animation clip of the Dragonlance movie. Margaret had this to say: "I've just this moment seen a small clip of some of the first animation of the opening sequence featuring dragons. All I can say is: WOW! It's simply stunning. Tracy said he almost cried. Me, too."..."


Okay, you might not know why I'd be freaking out over this. But, I'm pretty much OBSESSED with the Dragonlance novels, and I've been practically DYING to see it turned into a movie. So, now that there appears to be a movie being made, which is totally AWESOME!



Okay, I do have my doubts on how well the movie will turn out (Obviously not all book/TV/comic to movie conversions turn out great..but there are exceptions). But, I totally can't wait to see it!

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/11907571/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/11907571/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 11:55:11 PST

I'm so happy! In my 6th period class (Desktop Publishing) we're starting to learn how to make Flash animations (okay, we're actually using a cheap knock-off version called SWiSH, or something like that, it's basically the same thing, though). I'm happy, 'cause I've really wanted to learn how to make Flash animations/videos/etc. for a long time now. I know it's gonna be hard, but I'm still eager to learn! (Holy Sh--! Me? Eager to learn anything outside of Art class??)


(That is, if they'll pull away from some game that the entire class is playing (As I type), and we actually start learning (But, hey, I'm not mad. After all, it's 'cause of that I've got free time to check dA!^-^)


Well, maybe I'll try to put some of my experiments on that program onto dA, once I learn a bit more. And maybe I'll try to find I copy of my own, so that I can start making animations outside of class... YAY!

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/11813662/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/11813662/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 11:28:53 PST Well, I got bored and came just happened to come across this site full of interesting billboards and advertisments (So, my naturally I just HAD to look at it...looking at weird advertisments and stuff like that is sort of a hobby, I guess.)


[link] Well, here's the site, in case you're
interested in that type of stuff, too. Even If you aren't, It's still a good way to amuse yourself for a minute or two...some of these are funny, some are cool, and others are just plain weird.



---See ya later!

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/11591621/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/11591621/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 19:09:58 PST
I got this from 's journal, who got it from somebody elses journal.
RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today? "Butterfly"-Digimon (Really? I feel like a butterfly?)
Will you get far in life? "Moon Fighter"-Digimon (How far do they get?)
How do your friends see you? "Coma white" Marilyn Manson (Really pale? Drug overdosed? )

Will you get married? "Rain"-boa ( Title wise: On a rainy day. Lyric wise : It'll probably be an unhappy marriage and I'll want to commit suicide (The song's about suicide)
What is your best friend's theme song? "By The Way"-Red hot Chili Peppers (Okay, cool enough.)
What is the story of your life? "One Day"-boa ("One day I was born, One day I'll achieve my dreams, and One day I'll die)
What was high school like? "Simple and Clean"-Utada Hikaru (Really? I didn't think it was all that Simple or clean)

How can you get ahead in life? "Smooth"-Rob Thomas/Santana (Smooth? like smooth talking, or smoothing out situations?)

What is the best thing about your friends? "Tamashi-no-Refrain (Soul Refrain)-Evangelion (What does this mean? Who cares? It's cool.)

What is in store for this weekend? "Otherworld"-Final fantasy X (I'm going to be in some otherworld? That's freaking awesome!)
To describe your grandparents? "Real Emotion"-Jade (Huh? okay, I'll go with it)
How is your life going? "Twilight"-boa (So, kind of depressing and dark, huh?)
What song will they play at your funeral? "For Jasmine"-boa (Well, considering this is a song about some one thinking about another person's life, I guess it's appropritate)
How does the world see you? Starlights (Very bright and cheerful?)
Will you have a happy life?"duvet"-boa (Hmm..this is a pretty interesting anwser if you consider the lyrics)
What do your friends really think of you? "Ashita Atashino wa Kazega no Fuku)-Digimon (I barely know what that means in English!)
Do people secretly lust after you? "Scoring"-boa (Hmm.. If you know what the song's about then its sort of oddly funny, but its still that way even if you don't know.)
How can I make myself happy? "Working for the Weekend"-Loverboy (What? I'd rather be sleeping!"
What should you do with your life? "Iluminati"-Malice Mizer (This one's obvious....LEARN JAPANESE!! or Some other foreign language.)
Will you ever have children? "The Biggest Dreamer"- Koji Wada (Umm, so only in my dreams, right?)

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/11260940/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/11260940/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 15:53:54 PST [link]


Anyways, I just wanted to wish everyone a happy New Year, (even if it is only New Year's Eve. And I just wanted to wish my brother a happy birthday! And I hope that you're able to achieve whatever new years resolutions that you set for yourself! Although, I never bother to make any, because I'm know I'm never going to keep them. Execpt if I make some resolution to do something like act like like a fangirl or something...then I could keep that one, 'cause I'm already such a fangirl when it comes to so many things that I can barely list them all!^-^



Well, Akeome! and Happy New Year!, and see ya!

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/10357770/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/10357770/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 11:55:57 PDT

But, that doesn't mean that I don't have some stuff I plan to put up really soon (When I go to my grandparents house, I hope). So, when that happens, I hope that everybody checks them out, comments, and if they like it, add to their favs (*Praying* "Dear god, please, PLEASE, let my drawings and dtuff not suck so bad that people hate it!" ^-^).


I would post stuff up while I was at school (where I'm typing this from), But I doubt we're allowed to use the scanner (And I don't think Mrs. Balducci's room has an available scanner.) It makes me sad that I can't put up anything here ( T-T <- me crying)

----Well see ya later, peoples! ^-^

]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/9508878/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/9508878/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 07:55:18 PDT 1) Starting time: 9:07 AM
2) Name: Jessica Ann (Last name withheld, but if you know me, then you know my last name)
3) Nickname: Jess, Jessi
4) School: Bigelow High School
5) Email: kiku_chan0@yahoo.com
6) Eyes: blue
7) Height: 5' 3"
8) Siblings: Half-sister, older brother, twin sister, step-brother, step-sister.
9) Ever been kissed? Not yet. Waiting for the right person, and time
10) Ever cheated or been cheated on? Never been in a realtionship, so no.But I would never cheat on anyone if I was
11) Ever faked a crush on some one?Nope.
12) Ever faked sick? Who doesn't?
13) Kept a secret from everyone? A couple times
I4) Had an imaginary friend? Once..when I was little
15) Wanted to date a friend? Not really.
16) Cried during a movie? Of course!
17) Who is your "star crush"? That's a lot of people to list...

*-FAVORITES-*
18) Movie: Final Fantasy Advent Children/Akira
19) Drink: Green Tea with Citrus
20) Food: Ethnic foods
21) Restaurant: New China
22) Shampoo: what ever I can afford, but I perferr Herbal Essecance(Sp?)
23) Color: Green
24) Summer/Winter?: Either, both have their highs and lows
25) Online? Yes.
26) Lace, silk or satin? Hmmm...dunno
27) Like anyone: Friends, family.
28) Who have you known the longest out of your friends: Julie (since first grade)
29) Who's the shyest friend you have? my friends are all les chy than me.
30) Who's the best girlfriend/boyfriend you ever had? Never been in a realationship.
31) Who do you go to for a lot when you need advice. I try to solve my own problems
32) Who do you get along with? Anyone who doesn't piss me off
33) Cried?? everyone cries, so yes.
34) Been mean? Yeah.
35) Seen the person you are crushing on? No..
36) Been Sarcastic? of course!
37) Been yelled at? All the time. I yell back though.
38) Talked to someone you have a crush on? Yes.
39) Kissed someone? No. See above..
40) Hugged someone: Of course!
41) Peed your pants? Gross! God no!
42) Wished upon a star? some time ago, yeah.
43) Laughed until you've cried? Yep!
44) Played Truth or Dare: Yeah, but the dares we did weren't all that daring.
45) Watched a sunrise/sunset: Yes.
46) Went to the beach at night? no, but I have seen a beach at night (so pretty).
47) Taken a shower? Naturally.
48) Cheated on a test? I try not to, but sometimes it's too tempting.
49) Are you lonely? Not right now.
50) Are you happy? With my life, I'm not too sure. Emotionally, yes.
51) Are you talking to someone online? I don't talk online.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
52) God/Devil: Sometimes.
53) Love: I positively do!
54) The Closet Monster: No. Who needs closet monsters, real life is MUCH scarier.
55) Friendships that last a life time? yes.
56) Love at first sight? Sometimes.
57) Superstitions? I know better.
58) Half empty or half full: Depends on the situation (Filling the glass= half full, Emptying the glass=half empty) (I'm normally a pessimist, though)
59) Who named you? Parents
60) Fav. Quote: “Aim too low, and you'll shoot yourself in the foot!" (Goes for both ambitions, and for shooting a gun.)
61) When was the last time you showered? Yesterday
62) What is the last thing you said online? nothing
63) What is right next to you? a lot of useless junk
64) What is your computer desk made of? I don’t know… wood, I guess
65) Inhaled? No!
66) Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? Somewnere outside the US
67) Where do you want your wedding? In a church, or in the snow/rain
69) How's the weather? Sunny, hot, and freaking humid
70) What did you do last night? same thing I do every night.. stay up late and do nothing.
71) Thing(s) that you find attractive about the opposite sex? Eyes, voice, personality.
72) How do YOU eat an Oreo? Various methods
73) All time favorite TV show? The Simpsons, Invader ZIM, So You Think You Can Dance, Last Comic Standing, My name is Earl.
74) What is your favorite car? any realiable, good looking car.
75) What do want to be when you grow up?Actress.
76) Favorite music: J-pop & J-rock, rock, pop, dance, classical, metal.
77) Favorite band? too many to name!
78) Favorite food? Ethnic foods
79) Favorite day of the week? Fridays
80) Favorite person in the world? I don't play favorites, but my friends and family would have to tie at #1
81) Animal? All animals
82) Clothing: whatever I throw on in the morning
83) If you could change your name, what would it be? Holly, Jade, Cami... ]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/9498334/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/9498334/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 07:47:51 PDT Tagged me! so, I'm gonna fill this out, for her.


Five things you love
*In no particular Order*
1 - Friends and family
2 - Games
3 - Reading
4 - Drawing
5 - Anime/Manga

Five things you hate
1 - People who discriminate others based on race, religion, and lifestyle
2 - lack of sleep
3 - beans (not with a passion though)
4 - Math
5 - Myself when I put things off for too long

Five weird facts about you
1 - Was told, on a couple of occasions, that I creep people out.
2 -I'm save any-type of useless garbage.. Even If I know I don't need it.
3 - I'm almost always thinking up of some idea for book or movie
4 - I'm partly an insomniac
5 - I'm an almost obsessive Maniac Mansion fan.

Five things you want to do
1 - fix my headphones
2 - get something to eat, I'm starving
3 - stop putting off my AP English/American History assignment
4 - go to an Anime convention
5 - beat a game

Five things you'd never do
1 - Kill anyone/anything
2 - Betray my friends and family
3 - Drink, do drugs, that kind of stuff
4 - Commit sucicide
5 - Believe that I am, or anyone I know, is a failure, based on something some one said.

Five things you're trying to do (or want to try)
1 - Get into a college with a good theater arts program
2 -Graduate High-school
3 - Get a job/car
4 - become an actress
5 - save money, so I can achieve my dreams

Your five greatest talents (any order)
1 - Sprite edits and Animation
2 - I can almost completely bend over backwards ( I found that one out on accident)
3 -I can act, a little
4 - Partial self training in martial arts and sword fighting (some was taught to me by my brother, particuarlly some of the sword-fighting Altough, I'm still not exteremly good at either)
5 - saying something stupid.

Your five greatest weaknesses/flaws/things
1 - Indecisive
2 - low self-esteem
3 - I can become really depressed
4 - I can't trust my decisions very well
5 - Pessimist

Five of your favorite foods/drinks
1 -any-type of ethnic food
2. Waffles
3 - Any type of noodles
4 - Green Tea with Citrus
5 - Sea-food

Five things you want to accomplish in life (in no particualar order)
1 - Get to college.
2 - See the world/ make an impact in the world
3 - Become an actress/work alonglside my favorite actors/actresses (particuarly voice actors/actresses)
4 - Master 3 or 4 foregin languages
5 - See those I care deeply about be happy

Five of your favourite fictional characters (books, comics, games, movies, cartoons, etc.)
1 - Sailor Jupiter (Bishojo Senshi Sailor Moon)
2 - Megumi Momoi (Real-bout High-school)/ Quistis Trepe (Final Fantasy VIII)
3 - Asuka Langely Shoryuu (Neon Genesis Evangelion)
4 - Vash the Stampede (Trigun)
5 - the main cast of Cowboy Bebop

Five things about your personality
1 - Caring
2 - Independant
3 - Strong-willed
4 - A bit odd at times
5 - Mostly harmless

Five of your favorite places on Earth
1 - Where my friends/family are at!
2 - near a lake or an ocean
3 - Outer Space (never been, obviously)
4 - coffee-shoppes
5 - Anywhere in the world, just about

Five things describing your appearance
1 - Sort of curly, long brown hair
2 - a bit pudgy
3 - blue eyes
4 - I look like my sister
5 - really depends on when you see me as to how tired I look


Five random objects close to you
1 - a lamp
2 - my computer
3 -empty sprite cans
4 - a used ink cartrigde
5 - my printer

If I wanted to, I could tag my friends, but they've already taken the test, so I'm gonna leave this one open for anyone.. ]]> ~lilith-angel09 http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/9495479/ http://lilith-angel09.deviantart.com/journal/9495479/ Tue, 25 Jul 2006 22:49:54 PDT

Once upon a time there was a rich King who had four wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to the finest of delicacies. He gave her nothing but the best.

He also loved the 3rd wife very much and was always showing her off to neighbouring kingdoms. However, he feared that one day she would leave him for another.

He also loved his 2nd wife. She was his confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with him. Whenever the King faced a problem, he could confide in her, and she would help him get through the difficult times.

The King's 1st wife was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and kingdom. However, he did not love the first wife. Although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of
her!

One day, the King fell ill and he knew his time was short. He thought of his luxurious life and wondered, "I now have four wives with me, but when I die,
I'll be all alone." Thus, he asked the 4th wife, "I have loved you the most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now
that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?"

"No way!", replied the 4th wife, and she walked away without another word.

Her answer cut like a sharp knife right into his heart. The sad King then asked the 3rd! wife, "I have loved you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?"

"No!", replied the 3rd wife. "Life is too good! When you die, I'm going to remarry!"
His heart sank and turned cold.

He then asked the 2nd wife, "I have always turned to you for help and you've always been there for me. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?" I'm
sorry, I can't help you out this time!", replied the 2nd wife. "At the very most, I can only send you to your grave." Her answer came like a bolt of lightning, and the King was devastated.

Then a voice called out: "I'll leave with you and follow you no matter where you go."
The King looked up, and there was his first wife. She was so skinny as she suffered from malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the King said, "I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!"

In truth, we all have 4 wives in our lives:

Our 4th wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it will leave us when we die.
Our 3rd wife is our possessions, status and wealth. When we die, it will all go to others.
Our 2nd wife is our family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for us, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave.
And our 1st wife is our Soul. Often neglected in pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world.
However, our Soul is the only thing that will follow us wherever we go!

Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of us that will follow us to the other side and
continue with us throughout Eternity.



From:

Comment on this and I shall respond with:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. If I do this, you must post this in your journal. ]]> ~lilith-angel09