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                <title>musings</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Nov 2009 06:20:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="LinkBar"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lilmoongodess">Watch me</a><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Dlilmoongodess">Note me</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://thewinator.nl/journalcss/deepblue/Deep%20Blue%20CSS%20Guide.html">Journal Instructions</a></div><br /><br />Hello my blossoms! how are you all doing today? hope all is well with you and yours <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />Its mid-November, so of course, we Americans are gearing up for the Holiday season, which corporate engines have already begun torturing us with (commercials, jingles, etc, etc) its enough to make you want to bury your head in a snowbank and wait until New Year's eve to emerge.<br /><br />But, Thanksgiving is coming up here shortly and after Halloween, I think its my favorite holiday.  I love the meal most of all of course- any occasion to make rich unhealthy and completely delicious meals and gorge oneself to bursting upon them is cause for celebration.  We've also started a tradition with my kids to go grocery shopping for a food pantry and buy a big sack of stuff to donate.<br /><br />And as i sit here writing down the menu and googleing recipes, I reflect on the bounty of the season as well- seeing as how Thanksgiving has come to represent not only physical bounty, but metaphysical as well (well, i guess more along the lines of intangible bounty)- being thankful for all you have.  Despite the tightness of my family budget, I am grateful for what i've got, humble as it is.<br /><br /><br />Anyways- I don't know why i churned that out a full week before thanksgiving- usually the threads are full of these sorts of journals on the respective day.  But as i will likely be elbow deep in cooking and whatnot- i thought i'd put it in early <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br /><br />So, how is everything in your neck of the woods?  I've kinda been lagging on my DA upkeep since my subbie dropped, but its still a great place to be when i get the chance.<br /><br />Artwise, i've got to start working on a present for my mother-in-law. I've drawn her portraits of two of my children, and now have to do the third.  That'll be interesting, as i haven't picked up a pencil in nearly three months.  (alright, make that almost seven)<br /><br />I've been writing profusely, as i've said before, and I actually completed a book.  I've submitted it to Harlequin publishing to see if it can get it hooked up.  So we'll wait for ..well i don't aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa<br /><br />>.> i got up for 20 seconds and my cat jumped onto my laptop.... that's why ^^ is there <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/l/lmao.gif" width="19" height="21" alt=":lmao:" title="Laughing my ass off!" /><br /><br />I don't know how long it will take to hear that I'm rejected, so i'll keep you all posted.  When i get the rejection letter, i have a few other places to submit it.  And we'll see what happens. lol. I've already started writing a new book, and i've just started the 3rd chapter.<br /><br />Alrighty then- gotta get some laundry done and what not.  Miss you all, blossoms- mebbe i will pop into a chat room today <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br />PS: Thanks DA for letting us plebians enjoy the journal skins for A LIMITED TIME ONLY <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /><br /><br /><div class="Footer">Journal Skin by =<a class="u" href="http://thewinator.deviantart.com/">Thewinator</a><br />Shell stocks by ~<a class="u" href="http://huomennastock.deviantart.com/">huomennastock</a>, ~<a class="u" href="http://chop-stock.deviantart.com/">chop-stock</a> and ~<a class="u" href="http://hatestoc... ]]></description>
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                <title>There and Back Again!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Oct 2009 07:15:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Turkey and Greece were beautiful, Egypt, I could have left in the dust.  Lots of fun times and stories- and yes picturse too, coming later.<br /><br />In the mean time, my subbie has expired so I'm pouting. Haven't been able to scrounge up the cash for a new one, nor for a commision i've been wanting for the cover art for my pot-boiler.<br /><br />So, we'll do this instead <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me (or be lazy like me and just pass it to everyone). You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"<br /><br />"My Life According to Sting"<br /><br />Are you a male or female:<br />'La Belle Dame Sans Regrets'<br /><br />Describe yourself:<br />'All Four Seasons In One Day'<br /><br /><br />How do you feel:<br />"every little thing she does is magic"<br /><br />Describe where you currently live:<br />"Spirits in the Material World"<br /><br />If you could go anywhere, where would you go:<br />"Walking on the Moon"<br /><br />Your favorite form of transportation:<br />"let your soul be your pilot"<br /><br />Your best friend is:<br />"my funny friend and me"<br /><br />You and your best friends are:<br />"shadows in the rain"<br /><br />What's the weather like:<br />"After the Rain has fallen"<br /><br />If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:<br />"All This Time"<br /><br />What is life to you:<br />"Fields of Gold"<br /><br />Your last relationship:<br />"Mad about you"<br /><br />Your current relationship:<br />"I was brought to my senses"<br /><br />Your fear:<br />"Children's Crusade"<br /><br />What is the best advice you have to give:<br />"Love is the Seventh Wave"<br /><br />Thought for the Day:<br />"Fragile"<br /><br />Your soul's present condition:<br />"Englishman in New York"<br /><br />Your motto:<br />"If You Love Somebody, Set them Free"<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Journies and Destinations-and-Tattoo Features!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Sep 2009 07:23:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="LinkBar"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lilmoongodess">Watch me</a><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Dlilmoongodess">Note me</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://thewinator.nl/journalcss/deepblue/Deep%20Blue%20CSS%20Guide.html">Journal Instructions</a></div><br /><br />Hello my freaky darlings!!<br /><br />How are you all doing today? hope you and yours are all well indeed. <br /><br />Things have been a little mundane on the homefront here in NNY, and I really haven't produced much in the way of artwork.  I've got one thing uncolored on the horizon, but haven't been able to rev up the gumption to DO anything to it. Cripes, come to notice it- i've miss like the last three kirbans too O.o...why haven't you people smacked me??<br /><br />I HAVE been writing prolificly, however.  My first pot-boiler (a romance) is nearing completion.  I'm actually quite proud of it, and am hoping that once submitted to Harlequin (or to a list of other publishers) it will go into print.  I flatter myself with positive thinking of course <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /><br /><br />In dA news: <br />Sadly, my subscription runs out at the end of next week.  I haven't the funds (lots of you know how that goes) to get another one for a while yet.  BUT i will still log in and be happy with what i do have <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><br />I've just had the very great fortune of devwatching <a href="http://williamwebb.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/williamwebb.jpg?1" alt=":iconwilliamwebb:" title="williamwebb"/></a> . For those of you who do NOT know, he is an extremely popular tattoo flash designer (as well as an accomplished tattoo artist), and his work hangs on the walls of THOUSANDS of shops around the world.  I myself have done many of his pieces, and was super exicted (like damp fangirl panties excited) to see him on dA.  He's only been here a week, so be a pal and go over and say hello!<br />I know he'll be a fantastic addition to the community <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><br />Moving on to the real world side of things:<br />In 9 days, I'll be off on a two week holiday on a cruise through the Mediterranian Sea with ports of call in Istanbul, Turkey,  Alexandria, Egypt (a side excursion to Cairo and Giza- yes the pyramids) and the Greek isles inbetween, ending up in Athens.  <br /><br />I'm very excited and freaking out at the same time.  This will be the first time I have been this far away from and the longest I have ever been separated from my babies.  Ever.  Fortunately, my mother in law is going to be coming in and taking things over.  The kids will love having her around.<br /><br />Yes, I'll be going solo.  No kids. No husband.  Just my mother and my sister, off to see the world <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />.<br /><br />I'll STFU now, since the last time I said anything about this trip I had to dodge table lamps.  <br /><br /><br />So, with that said- now-  FEATURES!!  In honor of Mr. Webb's entrance to the fold, i thought we'd do some tattoo features this go 'round <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> (and i mean ACTUAL tattoos. We'll save the designs for another issue)<br /><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://rubymoon-design.deviantart.com/art/Griffin-138481961"><img src="http://th06.deviantart.net/fs50/150/f/2009/270/3/e/3e85f17ba9c3a9e5fea37b75ae40d399.jpg" width="116" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://WilliamWebb.deviantart.com/art/Bast-138737665"><img src="http://th01.deviantart.net/fs50/150/f/2009/273/f/e/fe2fed5219e9aea121f7f8db158efa87.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://annielicious.deviantart.com/art/G-Y-P-S-I-E-121415541"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.net/fs45/150/i/2009/124/c/5/G_Y_P_S_I_E_by_annielicious.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://quickbeam127.deviantart.com/art/freehand-fun-105026586"><img src="http://th03.deviantart.net/fs39/150/f/2008/335/6/0/60df55d1a80972eb217dab60a1492c01.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://CutlassFury.deviantart.com/art/The-betta-is-blue-117057492"><img src="http://th07.deviantart.net/fs43/150/f/2009/084/f/f/ff13e9009c3a30f5ea7a46250a249d1d.jpg" width="97" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class=... ]]></description>
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                <title>Evokative Features!!  Warning- Mature Content!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Aug 2009 09:20:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="LinkBar"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lilmoongodess">Watch me</a><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Dlilmoongodess">Note me</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://thewinator.nl/journalcss/deepblue/Deep%20Blue%20CSS%20Guide.html">Journal Instructions</a></div><br /><br />Just to get your fires leaping ^_^<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://jen-and-kris.deviantart.com/art/One-Piece-Luccy-and-Robin-133220647"><img src="http://th00.deviantart.net/fs48/150/f/2009/225/2/6/One_Piece__Luccy_and_Robin__by_jen_and_kris.jpg" width="112" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://ani-r.deviantart.com/art/Apples-51173386"><img src="http://th00.deviantart.net/fs13/150/f/2007/077/1/1/Apples_by_ani_r.jpg" width="106" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span 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href="http://Subdivided17.deviantart.com/art/Full-Figured-Woman-109658243"><img src="http://th00.deviantart.net/fs41/150/f/2009/016/3/6/Full_Figured_Woman_by_Subdivided17.jpg" width="114" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Ricardofantasyart.deviantart.com/art/The-Protector-18623081"><img src="http://th03.deviantart.net/fs4/150/i/2005/142/9/f/The_Protector_by_Ricardofantasyart.jpg" width="99" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://AmericanNinjaX.deviantart.com/art/Diana-s-last-wish-109568508"><img src="http://th06.deviantart.net/fs41/150/f/2009/015/8/c/8c1c04a6887342faa105190d24214151.jpg" width="150" height="127" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://VyrL.deviantart.com/art/What-are-you-looking-at-miss-104277614"><img 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                <title>Faeries and Mermaids Features!! QUESTION!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Aug 2009 05:50:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="LinkBar"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lilmoongodess">Watch me</a><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Dlilmoongodess">Note me</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://thewinator.nl/journalcss/deepblue/Deep%20Blue%20CSS%20Guide.html">Journal Instructions</a></div><br /><br />Hello my freaking darlings! <br /><br /><b>**EDIT**<br />ZOMG SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHO YOU ARE WHO SENT ME THE MONTH SUBBIE??? THANK YOU SO MUCH, I WANT TO DRAW YOU SOMETHING TO SAY THANK YOU!!!!<br /><br />BUGGER ME BUT YOU DEVIANTS ARE A FREAKIN' FANTASTIC BUNCH OF PEOPLE <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br />**EDIT**</b><br /><br />No gilding the lily today, just lots of yummy features!! Enjoy!!<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Eldanis.deviantart.com/art/fairy-costume-designs-132476593"><img src="http://th02.deviantart.net/fs46/150/f/2009/219/3/d/3d430384c402edecd31a92cd2350fbf0.jpg" width="150" height="117" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://MarjoleinART.deviantart.com/art/Moonlight-132326920"><img src="http://th01.deviantart.net/fs48/150/f/2009/218/7/4/Moonlight_by_MarjoleinART.jpg" width="102" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://scruffy-zero.deviantart.com/art/Faerie-Update-Reading-Faerie-131892856"><img src="http://th08.deviantart.net/fs48/150/i/2009/214/f/1/Faerie_Update___Reading_Faerie_by_scruffy_zero.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://scruffy-zero.deviantart.com/art/Faerie-Updated-Vanity-Faerie-131893345"><img src="http://th08.deviantart.net/fs47/150/i/2009/214/7/d/Faerie_Updated___Vanity_Faerie_by_scruffy_zero.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Elf-Fin.deviantart.com/art/EF2-COVER-Szekeres-129320118"><img src="http://th06.deviantart.net/fs49/150/f/2009/194/d/6/EF2_COVER_Szekeres_by_Elf_Fin.jpg" width="106" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://scruffy-zero.deviantart.com/art/Faerie-update-Phone-pic-127950993"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.net/fs47/150/f/2009/182/2/7/Faerie_update___Phone_pic_by_scruffy_zero.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://SteveArgyle.deviantart.com/art/Persian-Fey-127687493"><img src="http://th02.deviantart.net/fs49/150/f/2009/180/7/2/Persian_Fey_by_SteveArgyle.jpg" width="108" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://scruffy-zero.deviantart.com/art/Stormfaerie-Mature-123701957"><img src="http://th03.deviantart.net/fs45/150/i/2009/145/b/3/Stormfaerie___Mature_by_scruffy_zero.jpg" width="101" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://scruffy-zero.deviantart.com/art/Hellfire-Faerie-Pencils-123389252"><img src="http://th04.deviantart.net/fs42/150/i/2009/142/6/8/Hellfire_Faerie___Pencils_by_scruffy_zero.jpg" width="108" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://Angeldess.deviantart.com/art/Water-122559370"><img src="http://th07.deviantart.net/fs42/150/i/2009/158/5/8/Water____by_Angeldess.jpg" width="138" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://lian-blackdream.deviantart.com/art/sea-42984410"><img src="http://th06.deviantart.net/fs12/150/i/2006/317/a/6/sea_by_lian_blackdream.jpg" width="103" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Bobbaji.deviantart.com/art/Orchid-Fairy-71510953"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.net/fs24/150/f/2007/340/0/c/Orchid_Fairy_by_Bobbaji.jpg" width="115" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://AmensLamia... ]]></description>
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                <title>Many Happy Returns of the Day!</title>
                <link>http://lilmoongodess.deviantart.com/journal/26438071/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Aug 2009 05:52:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><div class="contentmodule"><i class="top"></i><div class="modulewrap"><br /><br />Hello my freaky darlings!!<br /><br />Happiest of Birthdays to this most incredible collective of deviousness!!<br /><br />(in the vernacular-)<br /><br />HAPPY NINTH BIRTHDAY DA!!!<br /><br /><br />You don't look a day over 3 <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /><br />*clears throat for speech*<br /><br />I joined DA when it was only the tender age of 5. <br /><br />**EDIT***  Well, thanks to the beautiful <a href="http://xxtrinityxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxtrinityxx.gif?1" alt=":iconxxtrinityxx:" title="xxtrinityxx"/></a> i've just discovered (and remembered) that i have been a deviant for SIX years instead of four, so I have been with DA since its tender age of THREE! go have a chortle at my old obnoxious self <a href="http://lilmoongoddess.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconlilmoongoddess:" title="lilmoongoddess"/></a> (WITH TWO Ds <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/l/lmao.gif" width="19" height="21" alt=":lmao:" title="Laughing my ass off!" /> ) I'd forgotten all about it!<br />**/edit***<br /><br /><br />  Even then, back when the deviations tally counter still ran at the top of the front page, and there were no polls or CSS or skins or customizable journals or stamps, it was a place where I felt I could find communion with other artists and individuals who saw the world a LOT like I did.  <br /><br />*insert the sappy violin and the oscar style speech presenting :rolleyes: *<br /><br />DeviantArt has been a virtual home online for me.  I am constantly amazed by the community connection, the help and support that deviants give one another when they're in need.  Not only that, but as I've said before...DeviantArt is like going to a new art museum every day.  The scope and range of mediums and words and talent is so awe-inspiring that it makes me wonder why the world isn't more peaceful and lovely for all of you being in it...and then i blink, smack my head and say "DUH, Cindy...the world <b>IS</b> more peaceful and lovely for all your deviousness.(and despite all the dArama)"<br /><br />I've made such incredible friends here, connecting over our shared love of art (and oddly enough, random quotes from obscure movies, connection of spiritual wealth, debates over the nature of the universe and the basic love of the quirky and the weird).  You friends out there, it feels like I've known you all since we were kids...and in a world like ours today, I know that's something special and precious, and I am beyond grateful for it.<br /><br /><br />To me DeviantArt is made of:<br />Parsnips and sewing machines, motherboards and duct tape, nearly-dead ink pens and prismatic colors, genders across all lines, hard labor moving boxes and and a book of song lyrics never giving up your goals, metaphysical connectivity and the eating of suns, Bandians and atonements, cheese and hot sauce and late night chats, smokin-hot smexy thigh-high latex boots, ships sailing the distant seas, the bones of the earth and the soul of the skies around the globe, coffee grounds and wax and ironing boards, glass tiles and clockwork gears, fimo clay, jelly beans, bright lights and body paint, dreams, beauty, life and love.  <br /><br />What a wonderful recipe.<br /><br />So, let us lift our emote stress balls and tip our DAcaps to the Fella and the Llama and to the echelons on high for DA...because we freaks have found each other, and dammit all if that just ain't the sweetest thing ever.<br /><br /><br />Here's to many happy returns of the day!<br /><br />love to you all, my blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /></div></div></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Vainglorious Moi</title>
                <link>http://lilmoongodess.deviantart.com/journal/26121719/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2009 03:10:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="LinkBar"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lilmoongodess">Watch me</a><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Dlilmoongodess">Note me</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://thewinator.nl/journalcss/deepblue/Deep%20Blue%20CSS%20Guide.html">Journal Instructions</a></div><br /><br />Ten-ish Things I Wish I Could Say to People:<br /><br /><br />1. It is a very good thing that you did not have children.<br /><br />2. If you'd just listen to me sometimes, or even other people sometimes, maybe you wouldn't end up in all the bullcrap you end up in. You may be older, but your experience is way limited.<br /><br />3. My heart cracks open and my mind clouds with insurmountable doubt whenever I detect the slightest hint of disapproval from you. Its taken me years to learn to trust myself as much as I trust you.<br /><br />4. I have never once regretted the time we spent together.<br /><br />5. Get off your duff and do something with your life!!! The gravy train will derail one day, and it won't be pretty...I love you too much to see you live with nothing.<br /><br />6. I really don't like how your teeth look, I wish you'd take better care of them. <br /><br />7. Stop being a stupid prat. You've lost the respect of all your old friends and your new friends don't respect you at all.<br /><br />8. It feels like we have known each other since the beginning of time. I wish like hell you didn't have such burdens as you do, and bless you for shouldering them without complaint and with such compassion. You could teach saints patience.<br /><br />9. <b>Give me the chance. I can do it. I know i can. You won't regret it. I promise.</b><br /><br />10. STOP EATING MY FLOWER BULBS DAMMIT!!!! (if I could speak squirrel..)<br /><br /><br /><br />Nine things about myself:<br /><br />1. I perform insanely well under the pressure of deadlines.<br /><br />2. I am a size 14, and I secretly want to force feed porkchops to starving models. (like a pork dealer- enabling in a GOOD way ^_^ )<br /><br />3. I am addicted to coffee. Seriously.<br /><br />4. I would rather go see a new place than buy a new pair of shoes for myself.<br /><br />5. Motherhood has made me into someone I never expected to become, and despite its frustrations, I have never been more content- and conversely have never known such keen fear.<br /><br />6. I firmly believe that experience is more valuable than knowledge, but I also believe that "all knowledge is worth having".<br /><br />7. I love debating politics, religion, philosophy, etc...but I am as equally entertained by fart jokes, crass humor, and the people on shows like MXC and Wipeout <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />8. I am a night person.<br /><br />9. I love to sing.<br /><br />Eight ways to win my heart:<br /><br />1. Humor<br />2. Bring me flowers<br />3. clean for me<br />4. listen to me<br />5. cook for me<br />6. write poetry for me<br />7. do all the stupid cheesy romantic things that they write about in books but nobody ever does because they think they are stupid and cheesy, but really they aren't, because if they were then nobody would read those books...<br />8. support me when you know i'm in doubt of my own self<br /><br />Seven things that cross my mind a lot:<br /><br />1. the future<br />2. finances<br />3. my kids<br />4. random scenes from movies/tv shows<br />5. lack of finances<br />6. worries for others<br />7. ways to shore up finances<br /><br />Six things I do before I fall asleep:<br /><br />1. settle the house (turn off lights, fans, put dishes away etc)<br />2. brush my teeth<br />3. turn off the tv<br />4. find all my pillows<br />5. kiss my husband good night<br />6. lock the door<br /><br />Five places I want to visit:<br /><br />1. India<br />2. The Balkans<br />3. Budapest<br />4. Russia<br />5. The Galapagos Islands<br />6- China<br />7- Japan<br />8- Bhutan<br />9- Nepal<br />10- Brazil<br />11- Mexico<br /><br />Four things I'm wearing right now:<br /><br />1. bathrobe<br />2. tank top<br />3. yoga pants<br />4. nail polish<br /><br />Three bands that I listen to often:<br /><br />1. Oojami<br />2. Audioslave<br />3. DMB<br /><br />Two things I want to do before I die:<br /><br />1. Go cross country on a harley<br />2. Be a published author<br /><br />One confession:<br /><br />1. I often feel that I'm just not good enough.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Thanks Joanie <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/a/aww.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":aww:" title="Aww" /> that was theraputical <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><div class="Footer">Journal Skin by =<a class="u" href="http://thewinator.deviantart.com/">Thewinator</a><br />Shell stocks by ~<a class="u" href="http://huomennastock.deviantart.com/">huomennastock</a>, =<a class="u" hr... ]]></description>
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                <title>Ruminations on a Monday Afternoon</title>
                <link>http://lilmoongodess.deviantart.com/journal/25652657/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Jun 2009 13:44:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="LinkBar"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lilmoongodess">Watch me</a><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Dlilmoongodess">Note me</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://thewinator.nl/journalcss/deepblue/Deep%20Blue%20CSS%20Guide.html">Journal Instructions</a></div><br /><br />Hello my freaky darlings!!<br /><br />Hope you and yours are all well and good in this the last day of June.  Hard to believe that July is already upon us!  No doubt many of the Americans among you will be celebrating the 4th with consumption of mass quantities of alcohol and charred mammal flesh (yours truly included- well, moderate consumption anyway <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> )  And for those Canadians among you, Happy Canada day tomorrow, and many thanks from your bastard younger sibling for giving the world le poutine, Alex Trebek, and the most awesome bacon on the face of the earth <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />(amongst many, many other awesome things of course XD)<br /><br />There isn't much else to report on really...I'm currently sending off for my renewed passport so i'll be prepared for the odessy in October.  The kids are out of school, and its now that battle royale to keep them all gamefully entertained.  My oldest has just recieved the latest rite of passage to teenhood: his own cell phone. You with the ability to, check the seals of hell...<br /><br />I have been writing furiously. Chapter 9 has started with a word count of 25,588.  Just over under a quarter of the way finished.<br /><br />Drawing has been coming slowly...with the aforementioned kids about, my free unencumbered time has been drastically reduced.  Ergo, the works are slow going...<br /><br />Expecting a new kitchen range to be delivered on Friday. Our old one is over 20 years old and owes us nothing. The oven died, and the part to fix in it was worth more than the stove is- logic follows... yeah.<br /><br />Not much else to tell really...<br />Watch the poll box to vote for the next collections feature...<br /><br />OH! I know what I forgot to tell you:<br /><br /><strong>I think DeviantArt should produce a coffee table book called "The Most Devious Coffee Table Book: Vol.1 and feature the assorted creme of DeviantArt's works. $30 to $50 a pop, could even have contests and voting to see who gets in.  Just think of the opportunities exposure in a book like that could bring!!! I need a stamp made now for this...any takers? <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> i'll draw you something...</strong><br /><br />love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /><div class="Footer">Journal Skin by =<a class="u" href="http://thewinator.deviantart.com/">Thewinator</a><br />Shell stocks by ~<a class="u" href="http://huomennastock.deviantart.com/">huomennastock</a>, =<a class="u" href="http://chop-stock.deviantart.com/">chop-stock</a> and ~<a class="u" href="http://hatestock.deviantart.com/">hatestock</a></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tagged by Hogret !</title>
                <link>http://lilmoongodess.deviantart.com/journal/25558786/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Jun 2009 04:29:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="LinkBar"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lilmoongodess">Watch me</a><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Dlilmoongodess">Note me</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://thewinator.nl/journalcss/deepblue/Deep%20Blue%20CSS%20Guide.html">Journal Instructions</a></div><br /><br />I was tagged by the most talented and lovely <a href="http://hogret.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/o/hogret.jpg?3" alt=":iconhogret:" title="hogret"/></a> so I'll be obliging <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />1 Post these rules.<br />2 Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.<br />3 Choose 8 people to tag, and post their icons on the same journal.<br />4 Go to their page and send a message (and a link to your journal) saying you tagged them.<br />5 NO tag-backs.<br /><br /><br /><br />1 I have fourteen tattoos, wish I had more, and actually tattoo other people<br />2 I have three children, two dogs, two cats and a leopard tortoise- oh and a husband <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />3 I will steal Hogret's red stiletto shoes because I am a shoe freak <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/c/crazy.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":crazy:" title="Crazy" /><br />4 I love knitting, but have actually not knitted anything more useful than a scarf <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/i/imslow.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":slow:" title="Slow" /><br />5 I love chocolate like it was fourth love child concieved with Bruce Willis. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/l/love2.gif" width="26" height="17" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br />6 I am addicted to the internet like it was coke snorted out of Bruce Willis' belly button.<br />7 ....its sort of unnecessary to say anything about Bruce Willis <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/d/drool.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":drool:" title="Drool" /><br />8 My favorite color is orange, I love funky jewelery, and you DEVIANT BASTARDS MEAN THE FREAKIN' WORLD TO ME!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />as for the tagging....well, you do your worst.  I CHOOSE YOU!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/m/mwahaha.gif" width="29" height="15" alt=":evillaugh:" title="EVIL Laughter!" /><br /><br /><br />ART WORK PROGRESS:<br /><br />1. for <a href="http://xxtrinityxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxtrinityxx.gif?1" alt=":iconxxtrinityxx:" title="xxtrinityxx"/></a> -Kiriban gift cute vampire couple 30% complete (sketch phase)<br />2. for <a href="http://mamadoll.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/a/mamadoll.gif" alt=":iconmamadoll:" title="mamadoll"/></a> -drawing of her son Elias w/angel wings 30% complete (sketch phase)<br /><br /><div class="Footer">Journal Skin by =<a class="u" href="http://thewinator.deviantart.com/">Thewinator</a><br />Shell stocks by ~<a class="u" href="http://huomennastock.deviantart.com/">huomennastock</a>, =<a class="u" href="http://chop-stock.deviantart.com/">chop-stock</a> and ~<a class="u" href="http://hatestock.deviantart.com/">hatestock</a></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Kiriban Fever  V Beautiful Romance Features! edit2</title>
                <link>http://lilmoongodess.deviantart.com/journal/25215415/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Jun 2009 05:20:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="LinkBar"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lilmoongodess">Watch me</a><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Dlilmoongodess">Note me</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://thewinator.nl/journalcss/deepblue/Deep%20Blue%20CSS%20Guide.html">Journal Instructions</a></div><br /><br />Hello my freaky darlings!!<br /><br />*EDIT EDIT*<br />"I'm feeling vampires as of late. ooo I can has a cute vampire couple?" <a href="http://xxtrinityxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxtrinityxx.gif?1" alt=":iconxxtrinityxx:" title="xxtrinityxx"/></a><br /><br />i'm off and running <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/sprint.gif" width="101" height="20" alt=":sprint:" title="Time to haul ass out of here!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/paranoid.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":paranoid:" title="They're all out to get me..." /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />*end edit edit*<br /><br /><br />*EDIT* <br /><a href="http://dying-lonely.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/d/y/dying-lonely.gif?2" alt=":icondying-lonely:" title="dying-lonely"/></a> caught my 32K kiriban and generously donated the request to <a href="http://xxtrinityxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxtrinityxx.gif?1" alt=":iconxxtrinityxx:" title="xxtrinityxx"/></a> under threat of being eaten <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /> ...so we'll see what Roberta has in mind for me to concoct <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />The race is on for 33K!!<br /><br />*end edit*<br /><br />In the world I live in, i'm currently 8 chapters into a book project that I'm writing (insert rude comments and laughter as to my ability to do so here).  I'm enjoying the process and think its coming along well.<br />I've also picked up the pencil again and have successfully stalled myself on several different sketches.  I get about 30% through it, and hit the proverbial brick wall.  Its starting to hurt <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br />That's what i like so much about my kiriban giveaways...i always do so much better under direction from someone else <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/i/imslow.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":slow:" title="Slow" />  Just tell me what you want, lay out the parameters and I'm off and running <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><br /><br />NOW:<br />Go stalk <a href="http://scruffy-zero.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/c/scruffy-zero.gif" alt=":iconscruffy-zero:" title="scruffy-zero"/></a> and witness the epic Dance Magic Project, celebrating the epicness of the movie The Labrynth. See it here! : [link]<br /><br /><br />And next!  As voted for in my recent poll: FEATURING my COLLECTION:<br /><br />BEAUTIFUL ROMANCE!! (warning: lots of flesh and intimacy!)<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://SandraKristin.deviantart.com/art/Kiss-44432120"><img src="http://th08.deviantart.net/fs9/150/f/2006/343/4/4/Kiss_by_SandraKristin.jpg" width="97" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Rgveta.deviantart.com/art/Dare-to-fall-in-love-124998061"><img src="http://th07.deviantart.net/fs43/150/f/2009/157/0/a/0ab51efe223089c3c7dca7a362185cba.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Irulana.deviantart.com/art/Sweet-Allure-124583400"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.net/fs48/150/f/2009/153/6/b/Sweet_Allure_by_Irulana.jpg" width="106" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://orpheelin.deviantart.com/art/Thank-you-my-friend-123882946"><img src="http://th00.deviantart.net/fs43/150/f/2009/147/b/7/Thank_you_my_friend_by_orpheelin.jpg" width="123" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://silentfuneral.deviantart.com/art/Eros-and-Psyche-123217979"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.net/fs45/150/i/2009/141/6/9/Eros_and_Psyche_by_silentfuneral.jpg" width="148" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://orpheelin.deviantart.com/art/In-his-arms-122724303"><img src="http://th07.deviantart.net/fs43/150/f/2009/137/7/6/In_his_arms____by_orpheelin.jpg" width="119"... ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>June and Everything After</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Jun 2009 12:12:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="LinkBar"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lilmoongodess">Watch me</a><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Dlilmoongodess">Note me</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://thewinator.nl/journalcss/deepblue/Deep%20Blue%20CSS%20Guide.html">Journal Instructions</a></div><br /><br />Hello my freaky darlings!<br /><br />Again, i've pushed a button and erased everything I've just written <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/disbelief.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":disbelief:" title="Disbelief" /> gaaahh..<br /><br /><br />so to sum up:<br /><br />Life is going ok, and artist's block has come to call.<br /><br />Go stalk <a href="http://scruffy-zero.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/c/scruffy-zero.gif" alt=":iconscruffy-zero:" title="scruffy-zero"/></a> and witness the epic Dance Magic Project, celebrating the epicness of the movie The Labrynth. See it here! : <a href="http://scruffy-zero.deviantart.com/journal/24910994/">[link]</a><br /><br /><br />And watch for my next poll asking you to tell me which collection to feature in my next journal <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />Love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /><br />Journal Skin props to: <a href="http://thewinator.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/h/thewinator.gif?3" alt=":iconthewinator:" title="thewinator"/></a> <a href="http://thewinator.deviantart.com/art/Deep-Blue-Journal-Skin-122293270">[link]</a><br /><br /><div class="Footer">Journal Skin by =<a class="u" href="http://thewinator.deviantart.com/">Thewinator</a><br />Shell stocks by ~<a class="u" href="http://huomennastock.deviantart.com/">huomennastock</a>, =<a class="u" href="http://chop-stock.deviantart.com/">chop-stock</a> and ~<a class="u" href="http://hatestock.deviantart.com/">hatestock</a></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Skin and Lovely Lady Features! ^_^</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 May 2009 06:52:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="example-header"><div class="menu"><br /><div class="link1"><a href="http://USERNAME.deviantart.com/gallery" class="link1">My Gallery</a></div><br /><div class="link2"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/USERNAME">Watch Me</a> </div><br /><div class="link3"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=USERNAME">Note me</a> </div><br /><div class="link4"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/services/?subscribe=USERNAME#subscription">Sub me</a></div><br /></div><br /><div class="content"><br /><br />Hello my freaky darlings! <br />Trying out a new skin here from the most talented <a href="http://nekoboylestrange.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekoboylestrange.gif?8" alt=":iconnekoboylestrange:" title="nekoboylestrange"/></a> Its pretty nifty!<br /><br />Not much else going on... I'm artistically stalled at the moment.  I have some ideas in my head, but they stubbornly refuse to get themselves onto paper. I've even managed to eke out some time to draw- nothin' doin'.<br /><br />So...<br /><br />FEATURES!<br /><br />You guys voted to see my "Lovely Ladies" favorites collection, so here they are, in no paticular order <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Cori35.deviantart.com/art/Steampunk-Pilot-121802933"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/fs44/150/i/2009/127/a/3/Steampunk_Pilot_by_Cori35.jpg" width="118" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://wobblypenguin.deviantart.com/art/Woman-Clothed-with-the-Sun-117288282"><img src="http://th06.deviantart.com/fs45/150/f/2009/086/0/1/Woman_Clothed_with_the_Sun_by_wobblypenguin.jpg" width="88" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://LicoMomo.deviantart.com/art/Muacks-121282906"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/fs44/150/i/2009/130/9/1/Muacks_by_LicoMomo.jpg" width="150" height="100" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Harmony518.deviantart.com/art/New-noise-121337274"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs43/150/f/2009/123/0/3/0390b072094d09837b4e3922f3341fdd.jpg" width="114" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://minarho1.deviantart.com/art/At-one-with-the-sky-51421414"><img src="http://th03.deviantart.com/fs21/150/i/2007/306/a/b/At_one_with_the_sky_by_minarho1.jpg" width="150" height="146" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://GrendelGrack.deviantart.com/art/Underneath-It-All-84517640"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs28/150/f/2008/123/e/5/e559fd4bfd33ff9877dc73501ef608f3.jpg" width="99" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Ellana01.deviantart.com/art/Harpist-63887466"><img src="http://th04.deviantart.com/fs21/150/f/2007/245/e/d/Harpist_by_Ellana01.jpg" width="150" height="122" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://janejayne.deviantart.com/art/that-flutter-over-us-120205429"><img src="http://th00.deviantart.com/fs45/150/i/2009/113/b/d/that_flutter_over_us__by_janejayne.jpg" width="119" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://janejayne.deviantart.com/art/SHE-120214876"><img src="http://th01.deviantart.com/fs44/150/f/2009/113/0/9/SHE__by_janejayne.jpg" width="108" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Bobbaji.deviantart.com/art/Seamstress-83614524"><img src="http://th00.deviantart.com/fs27/150/f/2008/113/2/0/Comission_for_Shaniah_by_Bobbaji.jpg" width="117" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://AmericanNinjaX.deviantart.com/art/Pirate-Queen-Commission-120154871"><img src="http://th00.deviantart.com/fs42/150/f/2009/112/a/9/a902e9de66499414092ab40fa186a3bb.jpg" width="150" height="121" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://DarkVanessa.deviantart.com/art/Lady-Lust-Commish-92802506"><img src="http://th03.deviantart.com/fs31/150/i/2009/064/9/f/Lady_Lust__Commish__by_DarkVanessa.jpg" width="115" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://VinA222.deviantart.com/art/Indian-summer-77224825"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs26/150/f/2008/043/4/0/40188d0f9017d45a.jpg" width="150" height="119" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://DUALink.deviantart.com/art/Foliage-Kimono-23875533"><img src="http://th03.deviantart.com/fs8/150/i/2005/283/f/3/Foliage_Kimono_by_DUALink.jpg" width="106" height="150" /... ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>Kiriban Caught!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 May 2009 06:42:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://scruffy-zero.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/c/scruffy-zero.gif" alt=":iconscruffy-zero:" title="scruffy-zero"/></a> caught my 31k kiriban and wins the prize!!<br /><br />**************************************************************************************<br /><br /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>Kiriban Fever!! Better than Swine Flu!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 May 2009 12:45:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My 31K kiriban is coming up fast! Catch the screenshot, note it to me, and you'll win an art request from me! Whatever you want, I'll do my best to draw for you, and I'll even send you the original! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winner.gif" width="15" height="29" alt=":winner:" title="Winner" /><br /><br />**************************************************************************************<br /><br /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Apr 2009 06:11:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My 31K kiriban is coming up fast! Catch the screenshot, note it to me, and you'll win an art request from me! Whatever you want, I'll do my best to draw for you, and I'll even send you the original! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winner.gif" width="15" height="29" alt=":winner:" title="Winner" /><br /><br />**************************************************************************************<br /><br />Hello my freaky darlings!<br /><br />Not much going on here in my world...I got a haircut and color change. Had a great past weekend, and am looking into buying one of those "mini" laptops. <br /><br />In art news, my intended project on the Nine Muses has hit a brick wall... i've finished three sketches, and now have not been able to get any further. Partly because my 2 year old son has now decided that he does NOT want anymore afternoon naps- which seriously reduces my own personal free time (i.e. I have none now).  So, I'm doing my best with that.<br /><br />In life news, my wonderful mother in law has agreed to come up in October of this year to stay with my kids while I go on the trip of a lifetime!  For those of you who don't know, I'll be spending two weeks on a cruise ship, touring the Greek Islands, Istanbul and Egypt.  *fangirlssqueelhere*  Yus! that means I'll be seing the Oracle at Delhi, The Acropolis, The Blue Mosque, and the Pyramids at Giza, and Alexandria itself!!!  <br /><br />Beyond thrilled.  I have to renew my passport too, come to think of it- it expired two months ago.<br />Anyone know where I can get one of those neat countdown things to put up on my homepage?<br /><br />So, yeah, that's pretty much it. I'm trying to figure out what to make for dinner tonight with my parents.  Going to the squall-mart to get a few things- i'll decide there.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> love to you all my blossoms!<br /><br />Cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>*gahh*</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Apr 2009 06:37:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just under 330 pageviews to my 31K kiriban! Catch the screen-shot, note it to me and claim an original artwork request from me (and I'll even send you the original piece when its finished <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> )<br /><br />**************************************************************************************<br /><br />Alright, I had a whole journal entry here written- got up to answer the phone, and my 2 year old son thought it would be fun to start pressing buttons <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frustrated.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":frustrated:" title="frustrated" /><br /><br />so- long story short (because i hate re-writing things)<br /><br />our shelter got third place in the zootoo.com contest - THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR HELP AND VOTES! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />and I'm working on a series of the Nine Muses of greek mythology- having finished sketches of three of them, debating on whether or not to do ALL the sketches and risk burning myself out on the project. so i'll probably just do them in groups of threes and try to force my short attention span to complete the task I set myself><br /><br />the nine muses are:<br />Clio(history),Thalia(comedy),Euterpe(lyric poetry),Melpomene(tragedy),Terpsichore(dance and song),Erato(love song),Polymnia(sublime hymn),Urania(astronomy) and the leader of the sisters, Calliope (epic poetry)<br /><br /><br /><br />And with that, go love <a href="http://bards-tale.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/a/bards-tale.gif" alt=":iconbards-tale:" title="bards-tale"/></a> to help cheer her up. And Go visit <a href="http://scruffy-zero.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/c/scruffy-zero.gif" alt=":iconscruffy-zero:" title="scruffy-zero"/></a> because he is much win!<br /><br />Love to you all my freaky darlings (if you can tell me where this quote comes from, you get a cookie <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br />PS: i really want a CSS....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>S.O.S.! (Save our Shelter!)</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Apr 2009 05:51:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ **EDIT***<br /><br />HOMG JEFFERSON COUNTY SPCA IS NOW IN THIRD PLACE IN THE NATIONAL RUNNING!!! KEEP UP THE VOTING GUYS - WE CAN DO IT!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.zootoo.com/americavotes/vote">[link]</a>   Vote here!!<br /><br />Hello my blossoms!<br /><br />I'm coming before you, most humbly, to ask your help in getting my local area SPCA animal shelter into the top three of zootoo.com's Million Dollar Makeover. Last year we won third place, and a small cash prize.  This year, we've again made the top 10- and now the nation is voting for which shelter it thinks is most deserving of the Million Dollar Prize!<br /><br />The Jefferson County SPCA is the only no-kill shelter in upstate NY. They take on all animals, even exotic ones like fish and reptiles and try their best to find them new homes. All the animals are spayed and neutered to help control the population, as well as vaccinated for various diseases.<br /><br />Our shelter is close to the massive military installation of Fort Drum, NY, and takes on many animals that need to be given up during deployments. The shelter as it is now is very small and has a great need for a whole new building.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.zootoo.com/americavotes/vote">[link]</a><br /><br />All you, my friends, need to do is visit this link, register with a photo (you can even upload photos of your pets) and vote 10 times a day now through next Sunday for the shelter you think is most deserving. Almost all of the shelters in this contest are from small towns in the US.<br /><br />Even if you don't vote for my hometown shelter, you'll still be helping spread awareness for animal concern and be involved in your community!<br /><br /><br />Thanks very much in advance, and much much love! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy Easter everyone!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Apr 2009 05:06:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Haloo my blossoms! Hope you're having a nice holiday- its actually sunshiney today, which is nice.  The easter bunny brought lots of goodies for the kids, and I got to try that chocolate/chili that everyone ( <a href="http://stjoan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/stjoan.gif?4" alt=":iconstjoan:" title="stjoan"/></a> ) raves about <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /> its pretty good!<br /><br />And mallowcups = love <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br /><br />So, we'll all be dressed up in our easter finest today and having supper with my parents (my mother in law is up visiting for the week, which is great) - roast lamb, ham, asparagus, french silk pie, good wine.... good times.<br /><br />Happy holiday all! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ALL HAIL STJOAN!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Mar 2009 13:46:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/omg.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":omg:" title="OMG" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /><br /><br />THE EVER AWESOME <a href="http://stjoan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/stjoan.gif?4" alt=":iconstjoan:" title="stjoan"/></a> just sent me an incredibly awesome HUGE PAD OF SUPER HIGH GRADE DRAWING PAPER AND I THINK I JUST CAME IN MY PANTS A LITTLE!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /><br /><br />GO LOVE HER NOW AND READ HER MOST AWESOME POEMS/ESSAYS/AND THE PWNING TGTD!!!<br /><br />I COMMAND YOUS!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shakefist.gif" width="24" height="18" alt=":shakefist:" title="CURSE YOU!" /><br /><br />THANK YOU JOANIE YOU SO MADE MY DAY!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/floating.gif" width="34" height="15" alt=":floating:" title="Floating" /> <3<3<3<3  I must start redrawing<br /><br />the scene illustration from TGTD by the incredibly awesome youness!! (30%-sketch rendering phase)<br /><br /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bum Bum Bada badumdum dada!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Mar 2009 07:01:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright! So i've got some work on my art desk now!<br /><br />A scene illustration from TGTD by the incredibly awesome <a href="http://stjoan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/stjoan.gif?4" alt=":iconstjoan:" title="stjoan"/></a> (30%-sketch rendering phase)<br /><br />and a "sexy cowgirl Kamaya and Asaleana" for <a href="http://remotelyxpainful.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/remotelyxpainful.png?1" alt=":iconremotelyxpainful:" title="remotelyxpainful"/></a> (50% complete- coloring phase)<br /><br />Now I have that song in my head... :grr: <br /><br />anyways..<br /><br /><a href="http://xxtrinityxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxtrinityxx.gif?1" alt=":iconxxtrinityxx:" title="xxtrinityxx"/></a> caught my 30K kiriban pageview and won herself a Fella Plushe ^_^<br /><br />So...I think I'mma go back to the drawing requests now. So race is on for 31K and you get to get a brand new original artz from me of whatever you want!!<br /><br /><br />Not much else going on really, the family has rebounded from the stomach flu. Thank God/ess in their wisdom that they only make them last for 24 hours <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /><br /><br />because goddamnitall if they just don't suck the biggest bunch of asses ever.<br /><br /><br />Mate is on the nightshift, so my nights have been filled with chatting/gallery surfing/miscat reporting/ or working on the art requests i have.... which is what I did last night.<br /><br />I wish they made computer paper in huge sizes... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  My size proportion sense is not super, so I have like eight sheets of paper pieced together for the kiriban piece gaaaaahh....dunno how i'm gonna scan it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> might just have to take a picture...<br /><br />alright, i'll quit whining...diapers need changing, laundry needs doing. etc etc. etc.<br /><br />love to you all my blossoms <br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Mar 2009 06:33:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright! So i've got some work on my art desk now!<br /><br />A scene illustration from TGTD by the incredibly awesome <a href="http://stjoan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/stjoan.gif?4" alt=":iconstjoan:" title="stjoan"/></a><br /><br />and a "sexy cowgirl Kamaya" for <a href="http://remotelyxpainful.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/remotelyxpainful.png?1" alt=":iconremotelyxpainful:" title="remotelyxpainful"/></a> <br /><br />Woo hoo!! I'm off!<br /><br />but first:  from the mind of <a href="http://tjparson.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/j/tjparson.png" alt=":icontjparson:" title="tjparson"/></a> (who tagged me when i bitched that I wasn't tagged <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/i/imslow.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":slow:" title="Slow" /> ) another mind bogglingly (hah yeah, i'm making up words) survey...or questionare... (you can stop reading now, i won't mind <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /> )<br /><br />RULES<br />1. You must tag at least 6 people.(let them know they've been tagged)<br />2. No tag backs.<br />3. Tell the truth.<br /><br />-------------------------------------<br /><br />1. What is your DeviantArt name and what does it mean?<br />lilmoongodess - its a re-arrangement of the meanings of my real name <br /><br />2. Why did you join this site?<br />because I love art<br /><br />3. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?<br />um....wasn't....although, Sailor Moon was pretty wicked at the time..<br /><br />4. How many watchers are currently watching now?<br />262<br /><br />5. Your first gift ever was to?<br />First art gift was to <a href="http://stjoan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/stjoan.gif?4" alt=":iconstjoan:" title="stjoan"/></a> <br />first subbie gift, i can't remember<br /><br />6. List five things you are a fan of?<br />* chocolate<br />* deviantART<br />* reading<br />* canoeing<br />* House<br />(no specific order)<br /><br />8. List four people you look up to the most?<br />(1) my mother<br />(2) my best friend Jenny<br />(3) anyone who overcomes tremendous odds with grace and poise<br />(4) anyone who tackles higher stakes with flair and humor<br />(5) anyone who does pretty much anything better than I can<br /><br />9. How many pets do you own?<br />five- 2 dogs, 2 cats and an african leopard tortoise<br /><br />10. Who is your most played character?<br />um.....what?<br /><br />11. What do you prefer, Red or black?<br />the city I live near has a semi-pro football team called Red and Black....<br />I'm more of an orange fan (which coincidentally, is the team by a nearby major city who just had SIX OT in a march madness game)<br /><br />12. Name 3 aspects of your personality?<br />* I am tactful<br />* I am empathetic<br />* I am so scatterbrained, its a wonder I manage to make cohesive statements like this.<br /><br />13. If you could have a power what would it be?<br />to fly<br /><br />14. Who was the last person you talked to?<br />my kids<br /><br />15. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?<br />my daughter<br /><br />16. Write the first five things that pop into your head?<br />(1) tjparson is not bad at writing these things<br />(2) i need another coffee<br />(3) are the clothes in the dryer dry?<br />(4) I hope the people i make art for like the work.<br />(5) Apparently this is all I have left in my head right now for the last one.<br /><br />17. What are the things you wish you could do better?<br />I want to draw male figures better, and facial expressions better. I also want to do backgrounds better<br /><br />18. Do you like who you are?<br />I think I'm at a pretty good state for the time being. But it will change. It always does. For everyone.<br /><br />19. Summer or winter?<br />spring and fall<br /><br />20. Rain or sun?<br />I only like rain if its warm...partly cloudy days with great big cumulus clouds are the best, when the shadows race over the ground<br /><br />21. List 2 odd things about yourself?<br />* Its extremely difficult to make me angry.<br />* Its extremely easy to make me angry if you know the right triggers.<br /><br />22. Pop or Hip hop?<br />This question is stupid. (seconded, tj)<br /><br />23. How many scars do you have?<br />oh god is this an emo question? because i have many scars that were NOT inflicted because i wanted attention. I have them because I'm clumsy, and because my uteurs turned and they couldn't deliver my son naturally. (alright, i know, TMI -that sort of thing should be saved for myspace, ya? -and no, i don't have facebook, and don't really want it)<br /><br />24. Do you wear spiked wristbands, Collars & belts?<br />oh once upon a time a long bunch of years ago<br /><br />25. Do you own anything from Hot Topic?<br />I... ]]></description>
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                <title>Wednesday Afternoon</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Mar 2009 10:37:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my blossoms! How are we all today? All well and good I hope.<br /><br />Not much to report here, actually. Its very quiet on the homefront, except for the gale-force winds in the skies of March outside. <br /><br />Artwise, there is nothing on my worktable. Still waiting on the kiriban request <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />BUT, excitingly enough, I will be taking a jewelry course this coming saturday at the local college. It aught to be diverting enough, and give me a chance to laugh at my humble skills. I've got to dig through my cache and find a bead or stone to use in the piece. Apparently, its hammered metal work.  <br /><br />Life continues onwards towards spring. Here in NNY it usually pokes its head up around late April- but its been fairly warm this March so far, so we'll see. Its in the 50s today, but its supposed to drop back into the 20s tomorrow :gah:<br /><br />See how banal my life is? I'm discussing the weather with you.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/i/imslow.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":slow:" title="Slow" /><br /><br /><br />At any rate, its just under 500 views to the 30K mark, and if you've been following along at home, you know that a Fella Plushie is the reward for my 30K screenshot <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><br />Speaking of shopping, Ebay is a dangerous place for me...I'm currently bidding on a sweater and trying to talk myself out of buying an adorable pair of sandals that I will most likely never wear (often).<br /><br />*sigh* Gotta sit on the cash, and ride out the temptations if I ever want a bigger HOUSE!<br /><br />Speaking of House... have you weighed in on my newest poll?  The pirates v. ninjas thing is done-  now it comes down to the doctors <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />Well, that's about all I can muster that's halfway intellegent.<br /><br />love to you all my blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Mar 2009 12:34:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh mai! I won 2nd place in <a href="http://faye08.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/faye08.jpg?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfaye08:" title="faye08"/></a> 's black and white contest!! YAY!!<br /><br /><br />and then <a href="http://xxtrinityxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxtrinityxx.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxxtrinityxx:" title="xxtrinityxx"/></a> did this, so I had to too, because I wanted to be popular <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/i/imslow.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":slow:" title="Slow" /><br /><br />RULES<br />â You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!<br />â Tag three people afterward.<br />â Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.<br /><br /><br />ARE YOU?<br /><br />1. Perfect?<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rofl.gif" width="29" height="27" alt=":rofl:" title="rofl" /><br />2. Tall?<br />actually, yes<br />3. In your pyjamas?<br />Ironically, I was, then I wasn't, then I really wasn't, and now I am again.<br />4. Left handed?<br />No.<br /><br /><br />LAST:<br /><br />1. Friend you saw:<br />Jenny<br />2. Talked to on the phone:<br />Jake<br />3. Person to text you:<br />Jake<br />4. Was today better than yesterday?<br />yeah<br /><br />FAVORITES:<br /><br />1. Number:<br />3<br />2. Color(s):<br />orange<br />3. Fruit:<br />pears<br />4. Place:<br />India<br /><br />EIGHT EMOTIONS:<br /><br />1. Are you missing someone right now?<br />not really<br />2. Are you happy?<br />yeah<br />3. Are you sad?<br />not really<br />4. Are you bored?<br />Not really.<br />6. Are you nervous?<br />not really<br />8. Are you tired?<br />always<br /><br /><br />ABOUT YOU:<br /><br />1. Real name?<br />Zippy Gorillasniffer<br />2. Nick names?<br />cindy<br />3. Eye color?<br />hazel<br />4. Zodiac sign?<br />gemini<br />5. Male or female?<br />Female.<br />6. Slut?<br />oh my no...hoar, well, now.....<br />7. Smart?<br />I can keep up pretty well<br />8. Hair color?<br />red<br />9. Long or short?<br />jawlength now<br />10. Sweats or Jeans?<br />Jeans.<br />11. Phone or Camera?<br />what do you mean "or"<br />12. Drink or Smoke?<br />drink<br />14. Righty or lefty?<br />what happened to no 13?<br /><br /><br />FIRSTS:<br /><br />1. First best friend?<br />Katrina<br />2. first crush?<br />can't remember actually....i think it might've been eric h<br />3. First pet?<br />boots the half-feral cat<br />4. First big vacation?<br />new york city<br /><br />CURRENTLY:<br /><br />1. Eating?<br />No.<br />2. Drinking?<br />nope<br />3. I'm about to:<br />call the bank<br />4. Listening to?<br />being asked if i called the bank<br />5. Plans for today?<br />cooking dinner (which is what's left of the day)<br /><br />WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?<br /><br />1. Shorter or taller?<br />Taller.<br />2. Romantic or spontaneous?<br />Bit of both.<br />3. Sensitive or loud<br />in the middle<br />4. Hook-up or relationship?<br />Relationship.<br /><br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER:<br /><br />1. Drank bubbles?<br />well...depends on the bubbles right? gingerale bubbles<br />2. Lost glasses/contacts?<br />had them broken a couple of times<br />3. Ran away from home?<br />nope<br />4. Broken someone's heart?<br />I don't know<br />5. Been arrested?<br />Nope<br /><br /><br />DO YOU BELIEVE IN:<br /><br />1. Miracles?<br />Yes.<br />2. Yourself?<br />not particularly<br />3. Heaven?<br />summerlands<br />4. Santa Claus?<br />I believe in the guy at the mall<br />4. Love?<br />yes.<br />5. Do you like someone?<br />I like cheese<br />6. Do you believe in God?<br />God/ess<br />7. Answered the truth on all questions?<br />yes sir<br /><br />Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?<br />I went to the bathroom<br /><br />Q: Do you have anything bothering you?<br />not really...its pretty good right now....<br /><br />Q: What's the last movie you saw?<br />Futurama: the wild green yonder (SPOILER: LEELA AND FRY END UP TOGETHER AT THE END!!!)<br /><br />Q: Where is the last place you went?<br />wally-world<br /><br />Q. Do you smile a lot?<br />probably not as much as I should<br /><br />Q: Do you wish upon stars?<br />A: Yes<br /><br /><br />Q: Are you a friendly person?<br />i try to be<br /><br />Q: Where did you sleep last night?<br />in my bed<br /><br />Q: When was the last time you cried?<br />last night<br /><br />Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?<br />I need to feed Liam tons more before he goes to bed<br /><br />Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?<br />8.3<br /><br />Q: What do you hear right now?<br />Liam fussing, and Word World DVD<br /><br />Q: Does anything hurt right now?<br />my nose<br /><br />Q: What's your favorite month ?<br />A: June<br /><br />Q: What did you do last night?<br />Watched Wild Green Yonder on my big new spanking 32 flat screen- and damn near cr... ]]></description>
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                <title>Just another Freaky Friday...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Feb 2009 05:04:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my blossoms, how's all of you doing today?  All well and good I hope.<br />Things here are bumbling along well enough. My mate was home most of the week, so I managed to get a jump on my spring cleaning.  For those of you who do this religiously every year (and even for those of you who make it an easter and christmas thing) you know the good feeling of accomplishment when you finally finish and flop down into your sofa with a glass of gingerale. <br /><br />Spring is technically right around the corner, but living in NNY, its more like around the corner, down the hall, take the elevator to the third floor, go down the hall and around the corner.  Then, somewhere around late-April, the crocus start popping and the pussywillows bud. <br /><br />Yeah...been like that forever, but its home, ya?<br /><br />Not much else going on really... it was nice having Jake home to help alleviate the lonliness.  Don't get me wrong, I love my children more than life itself, and I am lucky to be able to stay home to raise them...but I'm one of those crazy women who wants more. Just a chance to talk to people and connect on an adult level, and feel like I'm making a contribution to humanity. <br />Which is one of the reasons I love deviantart... I feel like I'm a part of something <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><br />Gaahh, mush mush...moving on....<br /><br />Artistically, I haven't been doing much. Just waiting on <a href="http://remotelyxpainful.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/remotelyxpainful.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconremotelyxpainful:" title="remotelyxpainful"/></a> 's request for an artz. <br /><br />I've decided, by reason of popular polling, to give out a fella plushie for my 30K kiriban.  Yes. Catch the 30K screenshot, note it to me, and I will send you a Fella Plushie to dressup and take pictures of <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />My tax return is coming next week, and we will be paying off our house, owning it free and clear, so there will be champagne and much rejoicing.  What's leftover will pay other various bills and then cushion us through next weeks layoff. This economy really does stink.<br /><br />Was looking through the bullet points of Obamas multi-trillion dollar budget, and I have to say that I'm pretty impressed.  Yes, people are screaming that its very costly, but there is no great change without great $change$, ya?  I for one am glad that the taxes for the wealthy will increase, so that the middle class does NOT shoulder the majority of the fiscal burden.  Of course, the wealthy would argue that with me, in their very fine clothes and very fine houses.  Whatever. Bring it.<br /><br />SO today is Friday, and I have to take my daughter to preschool...and then I think I'll take a breather today and play FFX-2 during my son's naptime.  I gotta say, I played this game when it first came out, and hated it because it was so different from FFX, but now I'm getting the hang of it. It does really bum me out that I will never get the perfect ending from the Japanese version where Tidus returns to Yuna...but I saw the scene on youtube, and that makes me happy. like most romantic things.<br /><br />Well, I think I've rambled on enough....even though I could probably ramble on a lot more... but i'm pretty sure I've lost most of you around the mention of the budget...that's ok, its one of those 'things' <br /><br /><br />Love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Kiriban- CAUGHT II</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Feb 2009 15:19:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://remotelyxpainful.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/remotelyxpainful.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconremotelyxpainful:" title="remotelyxpainful"/></a> has caught my 29K kiriban, and has yet to give me her request! ...so the race is now on for 30K....and I'm wondering if I aught to do something extra-special for it...like devwear or a print or a month subbie or something....<br /><br />whatchuthink?<br /><br /><br />Not much else, quiet V-day, quiet week for the most part (screaming, crying children notwithstanding).<br /><br />Working on a contest entry for <a href="http://faye08.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/faye08.jpg?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfaye08:" title="faye08"/></a> ...a deviation "Light V. Dark" ...can only use black and white colors, incorporating hearts, stars and butterflies... Grand prize is a 3 month sub and feature and lub... sounded fun ^_^  in the inking phase now...<br /><br />Not much else here, anxiously awaiting my funky orange, be-charmed arm-lovers from <a href="http://xxtrinityxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxtrinityxx.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxxtrinityxx:" title="xxtrinityxx"/></a>  You should commish something from her because she's awesome.<br /><br />So, my blossoms...<br /><br />what's new with you? Anything interesting happen to you lately? Did the dry-cleaners have your car?  <br />...my favorite color is clear.....<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/i/imslow.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":slow:" title="Slow" /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> <br />love to you all, my blossoms<br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>Character Survey</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Feb 2009 05:21:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I stolded this from <a href="http://xxtrinityxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxtrinityxx.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxxtrinityxx:" title="xxtrinityxx"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br />Rules<br />1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.<br />2. Make them answer the following questions<br />3. Then tag three people.<br /><br />Character(s) Chosen:<br />Captain Cheshire Crimsonwaves<br /><br />1) How Old Are You?<br />30<br /><br />2)Height?<br />6'0"<br /><br />3)You Got Any Bad Habits?<br />Gambling, pirating, and biting my nails...<br /><br />4)You a virgin?<br />*laughs uproariously*<br /><br />5)Who's your Mate/Spouse?<br />I've got one in every port <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br />6)Have Any Kids?<br />None! <br /><br />7)Favourite Food?<br />Kiwi fruit and honey<br /><br />8)Favourite Ice Cream flavor?<br />....i like cream<br /><br />9)Killed anyone?<br />*laughs uproariously again*<br /><br />10)Hate anyone?<br />Only as much as they hate me!<br /><br />11)Any Secrets?<br />The sea holds many secrets...<br /><br />12)Love Anyone?<br />I love my ship<br /><br />13)TACOS?<br />are in another port of call <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br />14)Ever slept in All day?<br />Aye, when it calls for it<br /><br />15)Favorite Show?<br />the sunset<br /><br />16)Favourite Movie?<br />the sunrise<br /><br />17)Favourite Band?<br />Robin's minstrels <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />18)Eye Colors?<br />hazel<br /><br />19)Skin?<br />tan from the sun<br /><br />20)Fat/Average/Slim?<br />Curves in wicked proportions *laughs*<br /><br />21)Rain, sunshine?<br />Bring on the hurricane!!<br /><br />22)Pool, Beach?<br />beaches are much more romantic<br /><br />23)Camping, staying home?<br />I am quite adept at both<br /><br />24)Dog, Cat?<br />animals don't fare well on ships...and I don't care for caged birds<br /><br />25)Believe in aliens?<br />....?<br /><br />29)Any Unusual Things about you?<br />I love booty <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />30)How much food/drink do you need a day?<br />whenever the mood takes me, i take what moves me<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>In which I muse...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jan 2009 07:57:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my blossoms, how are we all doing today?<br />Well and good, I hope.<br /><br />Not much going on here in the old homestead... I was just puttering around online and the usual banalities of parenthood (and the joys of course).<br /><br />Can I just say something about the popular page here on dA?  <br /><br />Holy cow.<br /><br /><br />I've been checking it every day for the last week...and you've heard all the jokes about what makes a deviation popular....well, damnit all if it isn't true.<br /><br />If its got boobs, its popular.<br /><br />If its anime, its popular.<br /><br />If its Naruto, its popular. (especially the yaoi stuff <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" /> )<br /><br /><br /><br />Now, I'm not upset at these factualities. Not in the least.  I'm rather amazed at how continuous the factuality IS. Without waver or fail.  So many people find these things amazing.  The boobs part, that doesn't surprise me. I think boobs could rule the world if they were enmassed and organized into a military-style deployment.<br /><br />And the anime thing doesn't really surprise me either...but you know how trends come around and pass?  well, anime has had a really strong foothold for a long time. I am curious if the collective will swing back to western-style art (if ever). <br /><br />I suppose it doesn't really matter, right? its just what makes people happy that counts.<br /><br />Now, having mused on the popular pages.... lets go to the "newly submitted" pages...<br /><br />:cough: alright... let me put this as nicely as I can....<br /><br />Its very good to see so many aspiring artists.  It really is. And I really do mean to be nice about it, wanting to encourage my fellow artisans in the best way possible. Good for them for putting media to media and CREATING something. That's just really great.<br /><br />Granted, the quality may not be so hot..but many of these artists are young and inexperienced.  Its a lovely brain-teaser for me to think that I may have glimpsed the next Picasso or Remington in the very earliest of stages of their artistic development. Maybe its the mother in me, I don't know, but its really neat.<br /><br />Its just wonderful that there is this forum here that people from around the world can share and connect with one another peaceably over artistic ideas.<br />Yeah yeah, I know, this journal should have been submitted over the holidays right? lol<br /><br />Of course, having said that- there are some artists that are just....um.... NOT artists... and never will be.  But kudos to them for trying!<br /><br />See, I'm saying all this nicely, because nobody likes an asshole, and everybody likes a little encouragement now and again. Everybody likes to hear that they are doing something right, even if that something right is just trying their best.<br /><br />Yep, its the mother in me. But I can't be anything else....and I really don't want to be.<br /><br /><br />Moving on...<br /><br />I've been getting inspired by all the incredible jewlery makers here on DeviantArt, and it is my high desire to own some of these pieces.  The originality is just stunning- truly.<br /><br />I've even been wanting to try my hand at making some jewelry myself. There's a workshop being offered at the local college, and I'm hoping that there's a spot left for me to get in. That reminds me...better call them.... Its about hammered jewlery. <br /><br />I've also been trying to expand my own repitoire of artistic skills beyond my usual ken of prismacolor pencils. So i've busted out my old set of watercolors and have been experimenting with combining medias.<br /><br />And that's pretty much it...<br /><br />Love to you all, my blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />cindy/lilmooon<br /><br />PS: just under 500 views to the next kiriban! catch it and claim your original artwork <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Vital info.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Jan 2009 13:55:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center">Stolen from <a href="http://athos-of-light.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/t/athos-of-light.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconathos-of-light:" title="athos-of-light"/></a></div><br /><br />Post these rules.<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> No tag-backs.<br /><br /><br /><br />1. My tongue is long enough to lick the tip of my nose- very useful in winning bar bets <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /> (i'll leave the rest of the useful uses to the lot of you perverts <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lmao.gif" width="19" height="21" alt=":lmao:" title="Laughing my ass off!" /> )<br /><br />2. I can sink a canoe, swim it back to the shallows, and upright it and drain it by myself.<br /><br />3. I am an incurable romantic and an incurable cynic. These two warring factions make me a hysterical party guest.<br /><br />4. It is extremely difficult to make me angry or upset- unless you know the correct buttons- then it only takes 3.4 seconds.<br /><br />5. If I have a choice between going to a rock concert or sitting in the middle of nowhere on a blanket under the stars- I will invariably always choose the stars. (a bottle of fine wine is always a plus)<br /><br />6. I adore high-heels. <br /><br />7. I loathe ramen noodles from a packet, cockroaches, and velvet. (Yes, I loathe velvet. Comes from being haptodysphoric- i'll wait while you google it).<br /><br />8. I am extremely adaptable and feel comfortable in practically any situation I find myself in. (granted, if I ever find myself in the hands of a serial killer- yeah, that might unsettle me a bit)<br /><br /><br />As to the tagging:<br /><br />You are it.<br /><br /><br /><br />**Art news**<br /><br />Currently working on "The Essence of Winter" contest entry for <a href="http://tjparson.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/j/tjparson.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontjparson:" title="tjparson"/></a> (30% prelim outline complete)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Kiriban Fever- CAUGHT</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Jan 2009 08:10:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://xxtrinityxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxtrinityxx.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxxtrinityxx:" title="xxtrinityxx"/></a></div><br /><br />caught my 28K kiriban! so she gets a free art from meh! "something to do with her username and everybody calling her 'threes'<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mwahaha.gif" width="29" height="15" alt=":evillaugh:" title="EVIL Laughter!" /> i can do dat.<br /><br /><br />The race is on for 29K!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sprint.gif" width="101" height="20" alt=":sprint:" title="Time to haul ass out of here!" /> - heh, yeah, like people are gonna deprive themselves of sleep and continually refresh their pages just to get it ... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/paranoid.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":paranoid:" title="They're all out to get me..." /><br /><br />in other news:<br />BACK TO SCHOOL!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /> thank the gods. <br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> <br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>Testing</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Dec 2008 13:06:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, we're learning to play with basic CSS....<br /><br />anybody got a clue how to get a neat looking picture in the top there? i know you have to upload it to photobucket or something, but ....the tut didn't give specifics as to what type of pic to use.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pray.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":pray:" title="Pray" /> plz help meh!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>A FIENDISH THINGY!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Dec 2008 20:50:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hehe- took the challenge from <a href="http://xxtrinityxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxtrinityxx.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxxtrinityxx:" title="xxtrinityxx"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br />"What If.."<br />I died:<br />I kissed you:<br />I lived next door to you:<br />You found out I was married:<br />I stole something:<br />I was hospitalized:<br />I refused to leave my home:<br />I got into a fight while you were there:<br /><br />"Would You.."<br />Help me hide a body:<br />Keep a secret if I told you one:<br />Hold my hand:<br />Take a bullet for me:<br />Try to solve my problems:<br />Love me:<br />Date me:<br /><br />"Have You Ever.."<br />Lied to make me feel better:<br />Lied for me:<br />Wanted to kiss me:<br />Wanted to kill me:<br />Broke my heart:<br />Betrayed me:<br />Kept something important from me:<br />Thought I was unbearably annoying/felt like you couldn't stand me:<br /><br /><br />Who are you:<br />Are we friends:<br />When and how did we meet:<br />Describe me in three words:<br />What was your first impression:<br />Do you still think that way about me now:<br />What reminds you of me:<br />If you could give me anything, what would it be:<br />How well do you know me:<br />When was the last time you saw me:<br />Ever wanted to tell me something you couldn't:<br />Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you:<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>Just a little note...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Dec 2008 03:47:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIENDS!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmas.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":xmas:" title="Christmas Tree" /></strong><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>As the World Burns...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Dec 2008 10:10:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So.... I'm trying this new version of the page layout.  Its'okay to a degree... I'm hoping my CSS will show on this because its all fancy CSS writing in the bottom boxes.... and I lost the little button that lets me put stamps in my shoutbox...which annoys me.<br /><br /><br />Anyways...<br /><br />The stars have shifted and recently all i've wanted to do is write. I've put up a poll here previously, asking your guys' opinions about whether or not I should post my story....  It was a pretty positive vote yes.  So, we'll see...<br /><br />Not much else to report on really... I baked a cake (CAEK!!!) from scratch yesterday and made the buttercream frosting from scratch this morning.  And it turned out pretty good! <br /><br />See? that's the limit of my excitement these days.... :sigh:<br /><br />At any rate... my Xmas shopping is just about done, just have to get three more things.<br /><br /><br />well... that's about it.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> love to you all, blossoms!<br /><br />Cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /><div><div class="credit">Background Image Â© =<a class="u" href="http://kuschelirmel-stock.deviantart.com/">kuschelirmel-stock</a>  |  CSS by *<a class="u" href="http://jamaal10.deviantart.com/">Jamaal10</a></div></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>....</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Dec 2008 04:52:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="box1"><div class="scrollbox"><br /><div class="heading">Today</div><br /><br />Damnit, my CSS is all jacked up now... I can't figure out how to work it. GAAAAAH!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Worklist:<br /><br /><a href="http://khal137.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/h/khal137.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkhal137:" title="khal137"/></a>  A realistic phoenix tattoo (so he won't get a sucky TRIBAL one) (50% - prelim sketch done)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://neonescence.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/neonescence.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconneonescence:" title="neonescence"/></a> : Kiriban gift art- a fairy creature with celtic knotwork wings (50% prelim sketch complete)<br /><br />...<br /><br /><div class="heading"></div><br /><br />Keep watching for the next 1K pageview. Note me the screenshot and you get a custom picture from me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><div class="heading"><strong>Love to you all, my blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> cindy/lilmoon</strong></div><br /><br /> <br /></div><br /><b><div>SCROLL DOWN TO ACCESS</div></b><br /><br /><div><div class="credit">Background Image Â© =<a class="u" href="http://kuschelirmel-stock.deviantart.com/">kuschelirmel-stock</a>  |  CSS by *<a class="u" href="http://jamaal10.deviantart.com/">Jamaal10</a></div></div></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Taking a bullet - i mean a tag...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Aug 2008 05:19:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://kabukikatze.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kabukikatze.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkabukikatze:" title="kabukikatze"/></a> had this and tagged 'whomever' .....well, ok. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />Rules:<br />1. Tag 5 people (except the one who sent it to you!)<br />2. Answer everything truthfully<br />3. Take it in public - post it on your journal!<br />4. Tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,<br />and link to your journal.<br /><br />Info<br />[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.<br />[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.<br />[x] I have many scars.<br />[ ] I tan easily. <br />[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.<br />[X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.<br />[X ] I have a tattoo.<br />[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance (Who ainÂt?)<br />[X ] I have/I've had braces.<br />[ ] I wear glasses<br />[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. <br />[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.<br />[x] I have more than 2 piercing.<br />[X ] I have/had piercing in places besides my ears.<br />[x] I have freckles.<br /><br />Family/Home Life<br />[x] I've sworn at with my parents.<br />[ ] I've run away from home.<br />[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.<br />[x] My biological parents are together.<br />[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old<br />[ ] I want to have kids someday.<br />[ ] I've lost a child.<br />[x ] I have kids.<br /><br />School/Work<br />[ ] I'm in school<br />[x] I have a job<br />[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.<br />[x] I almost always do/did my homework.<br />[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.<br />[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years<br />[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year<br />[ ] I've stolen something from my job<br />[ ] I've been fired<br /><br />Embarrassment<br />[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (ÂLawl,Â not ell-oh-ell.)<br />[x] Disney movies still make me cry.<br />[x] I've peed from laughing.<br />[x] I've snorted while laughing.<br />[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.<br />[x] I've glued my hand to something.<br />[x] I've had my pants rip in public.<br /><br />Health<br />[x ] I was born with a disease/impairment.<br />[x ] I've gotten stitches/staples. (can glue count here? my c-section was glued shut)<br />[ ] I've broken a bone<br />[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.<br />[x ] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.<br />[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.<br />[x ] I had a serious surgery.<br />[x] I've had chicken pox.<br />[ ] I've had measles<br /><br />Traveling<br />[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.<br />[x] I've been on a plane.<br />[x] I've been to Canada.<br />[ ] I've been to Mexico.<br />[x ] I've been to Niagara Falls.<br />[ ] I've been to Japan.<br />[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.<br />[x] I've been to Europe.<br />[ ] I've been to Africa.<br />[x ] i've been to asia.<br /><br />Experiences<br />[x] I've gotten lost in my city.<br />[x] I've seen a shooting star.<br />[x] I've wished on a shooting star<br />[x] I've seen a meteor shower.<br />[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.<br />[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.<br />[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.<br />[x] I've been to a casino.<br />[ ] I've been skydiving<br />[x ] I've gone skinny dipping.<br />[x] I've played spin the bottle.<br />[ ] I've drunk a whole gallon of milk in one hour. <br />[x] I've crashed a car.<br />[x ] I've been skiing.<br />[x] I've been in a play.<br />[x ] I've met someone in person from myspace.<br />[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.<br />[x ] I've seen the Northern lights.<br />[x] I've sat on a rooftop at night.<br />[x] I've played chicken.<br />[x ] I've played a prank on someone<br />[x] I've ridden in a taxi.<br />[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.<br />[x] I've eaten sushi.<br />[ ] I've been snowboarding.<br /><br />Relationships<br />[ ] I'm single<br />[ ] I'm in a relationship<br />[ ] I'm engaged.<br />[x] I'm married.<br />[x ] I've gone on a blind date.<br />[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.<br />[x ] I miss someone right now.<br />[x ] I have a fear of abandonment.<br />[ ] I've gotten divorced.<br />[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.<br />[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.<br />[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.<br />[x] I've kept something from a past relationship. <br /><br />Sexuality<br />[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.<br />[x ] I've had a crush on a teacher.<br />[x] I am a cuddler.<br />[x] I've been kissed in the rain.<br />[x] I've hugged a stranger.<br />[x] I have kissed a stranger.<br /><br />Honesty/Crime<br />[x ] I've done somethin... ]]></description>
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                <title>Reflections of a Decade</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Aug 2008 04:33:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> how are you all doing today? Good I hope.<br /><br />I'm a little down today, kind of a post-vacay-malaise kind of thing.  And I didn't even go anywhere. <br />My best friend, my brother, Matteo, came up to visit for a week and we went to our 10yr high school reunion.<br /><br />Wow. What a time warp.<br /><br />My mother had told me, from her own experience, that within 10 minutes at your reunion, you snap right back into your high school self. Not just you, but everyone. Cliques reform and the room separates into the social boundaries that we had 10 years ago.<br /><br />Well, it took about 45 minutes, but it was pretty accurate. With a few surprising exceptions.<br />Its events like this that make me happy to witness the human experience, because it proves that people CAN change and be nothing like you remember them.  it even gives me a little more hope knowing that the changes i have in myself are obvious and good.<br /><br />The majority of my old classmates changed just about as much as I did physically. There was weight gain AND weight loss, hair loss, dental procedures, etc. And most of them were pretty nice too. I remembered all of them, and they remembered me. I've decided that I want to believe they remembered me for good reasons. heh, i was never a bully or a bad person, or so i think. <br />Everybody remembers things differently.<br /><br />But still, as with all human experiences, the rotten apples were still rotten. Noses turned up in the air at their own sickly-sweet smell, thinking they were better than everyone else.<br />Briefly, I wondered at how nice it would be to put a lead pipe through the rotten fruit and watch the pulp splash on the walls, just like i wondered the same in high school.<br /><br />but only briefly. I have too many other good things to be happy about.<br /><br />My brother's visit was really great, we had a lot of fun, and we really didn't do anything special.  That's the best kind of friendship, i think. He cut and colored my hair. I tattooed an entire half sleeve on his arm. We went shopping, he played with his god-kids who adore him. We watched the opening ceremonies of the olympics and debated about the role of China's human rights policies coloring the morals of international sportsmanship. We drank and laughed and hung out. And it was really really great.<br />I put him on the road yesterday morning. We didn't cry...until about an hour after leaving.  *sigh* such is life. But i am very lucky in it, to have such good friends.<br /><br /><br />Well, moving on into some DA news....<br /><br />I've got artist block.<br /><br />Seriously, i can't think of a single damn thing to draw. I just can't bring myself to sit down and work on something. I hate that. I haven't had the time to use the usual muse-inducing charms (music, walks, movies, etc) to bring something creative out of me.  I've even got a request sitting there in my note box with all of the reference material right there, and I just can't get to it.  I will, because I said I would....but just...where to start??<br /><br />What to do....?<br /><br />I've been reading like mad (well, not so much this last week for obvious reasons). but i've been devouring books at a surprising rate.  Sometimes, i want to draw the characters in the books, but more often....not.<br /><br />I've been writing more too, adding to my manuscript.  Oddly, only 3 people i'm aware of have polled about posting my script. As Joanie knows, people don't read so much on DA unless its in short chunks. <br /><br /><br />Well, that's gotta be it for now. the kids are up.<br /><br />love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Want me to draw something?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Jul 2008 04:52:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my blossoms, how are you all doing?<br />Good? that's good...<br /><br />Not much going on here on my homefront. I've been trying to draw something...but as usual, i lack direction.  There's Melisande and Hyacinthe begging to be put down, but I just can't decide how i want to tackle them.<br /><br />So...i was thinking. I usually do my best work when being told what to do.<br /><br />Would you like me to draw something for you? Do you have a suggestion for me?<br /><br />I love feedback. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />got a class reunion coming up next week, and my best friend of 15 years is coming up from pittsburgh to spend the time at my house and to go with me. I'm excited about it and seeing all my old friends.<br /><br />Well, that's pretty much it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/embarrassed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blush:" title="Blush" /><br /><br />love to you all my blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>Hello Gorgeous!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2008 13:41:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> my blossoms I have returned from the travels to the stone age where the internet does not exist. Circa 1979....complete with gas shortage and asshole republican in office.<br /><br />It sucks.<br /><br /><br />But now! oh happy day! i have now recieved the benevolent satellite internet and the universe of highspeed information is once again plugged into my sphere of being.<br /><br />In short and less poetically:<br /><br />I"M BACK BABY!<br /><br /><br />for real this time too, lest the angry heavens strike down my satellite.....and well, since i haven't won the lottery, it is in the odds, ya?<br /><br />whew, i've missed you all. i even treated myself to a subbie just so i could see your beautiful art and words fill my inbox <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br /><br />I can't wait to strike up old friendships again!!!<br /><br />love to you all my blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Drops of Jupiter</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Apr 2008 18:07:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ No...its not as if i'm under the geiss of the fortune god....i wish.<br /><br />no, indeed i am just writing to assure you dear blossoms of mine that i have not fallen off of the planet.<br /><br />There isn't much to tell really....Liam has turned 1 and is thisclose to walking now oi....they really grow so fast.<br />trinny starts preschool in the fall....i can't wait.<br />and my oldest is begging me to take him to an anime expo on sunday. (its really not an expo....its just a big sale at the local FYE. he can't watch half of it anyway because of the violence/porn content.)<br /><br />I've been getting busy outdoors, cleaning up winter's mess and my flower beds are very successful. I've got a new screened in gazeebo that i can't get my daughter out of because of her sandbox in it.<br /><br />My life is pretty banal otherwise....i really need a vacation....i'm going on one next spring.....a cruise from Istanbul to Greece to Egypt.... :faints: that's keeping me going. <br />My 10 year highschool reunion is this August, which is prompting me to get my post-kid fat ass into shape. we'll see how that pans out...<br /><br /><br />eh...artistically, i am missing very much the tattooing......i haven't picked up a machine since i left the last shop....i wish that had worked out better for all of us......but i'm still hopeful to have a shop of my own someday.<br />in the meantime, i'm still drawing.....i have the lineart for Joscelin Verruil done....i just have to find time to color it.....<br /><br />i've decided that drawing the human form in miniature and drawing the male face and coloring it are the toughest things i've yet done....i haven't drawn a lot of male figures and they are so much more blocky and .....well, cumbersome if i can use that word. females are all curves and organics...no trouble there with proportion and movement.....men, its a different ball park (you can take or leave the pun if you'd like lol)<br /><br />so anyway....like i said, banal.....i really miss being on here so much, and i have a hope of internet sometime this summer (sighs) so we'll see....<br /><br />with that my blossoms<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> missing you all<br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>:jawdrop:</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Mar 2008 12:53:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok.....<br /><br />one of you has done it again.  <br /><br /><br />one of you dear dear people has given me a subbie until june. <br /><br /><br /><br />I don't know who you are.....but <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /> x 1110000th power. <br /><br />what a fantastic day you made for me.<br /><br />Please tell me who you are so i can draw you something or write an ode to you or something nice to say thank you!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />wow...just so incredible <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/embarrassed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blush:" title="Blush" /> i'm all warm and fuzzi now ....<br /><br /><br /><br />i have an idea to draw something even if you won't tell me who you are...<br /><br /><br />everthing else is ok around at home...still no internet...<br /><br />love and miss you all<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>I fell off the horse...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Feb 2008 17:42:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well....<br /><br /><br />it was fun while it lasted, but i'm no longer employed at the tattoo shop where i was working.  <br /><br />It just didn't work out. In essence, I was not what was hoped for.<br /><br />It was a mutual friendly ending on both parts (as far as I know) and was a good idea, but hey.... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /> ce la vie, life goes on .....opla di ...etc.<br /><br /><br />I'm actually a little depressed by it, well more than a little.  I feel very bad that something i take great pride in wasn't recieved as well as I hoped for. I know it needed polish and time...but i guess it wasn't to be afforded by that paticular situation.   But this is, again, how you learn and what makes you grow as a person and an artist.   I wish them every success, genuinely. <br /><br /><br />So.........in my glum depression, i now am trying to find some other creative outlet.  Tattooing is out of the question (yet again) for an indeterminable amount of time, as there are no other shops in which i wish to be working.<br /><br />I had considered joining a local theatre group....joining the eastern stars......and even starting a new eBay business.......<br /><br />but i'm just pretty bummed out now.............but its getting better.....slowly.   i think i may even pick up a pencil again, just for the fun of it.<br /><br />love to you all<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br />PS: i just realized that my sub is up next month! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/disbelief.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":disbelief:" title="Disbelief" />  crap. <br /><br />PPS: that was a gripe, not a hint you dearies <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>Ai ya...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Feb 2008 19:48:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, now i'm back on again.  <br /><br />yeah, its one big drama <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/llama.gif" width="43" height="97" alt=":llama:" title="Llama...an important part of life" /> with me ya?<br /><br /><br />I"m glad though, i missed you guys.....was goin thru withdrawls and everything <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crazy.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":crazy:" title="Crazy" /> lol<br /><br /><br />life has been nutty....sick kids (just bad colds, nothing tragic).....etc et al....<br /><br /><br />got a few doodles put up, more to come.<br /><br />Hope you guys still love me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/embarrassed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blush:" title="Blush" /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />happy to see you again<br />love to you all<br />cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>....</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2008 06:52:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok, i was wrong.<br />
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not gonna be online.  for a long time.<br />
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sorry to you all....i'll miss you.  i'll get on from time to time, and i'll miss you very much.<br />
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love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
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cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>I'M BACK BABY</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Dec 2007 15:58:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ in the immortal words of bender....<br />
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back online and happy to be here.....see yas on nights and weekends <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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love to you all <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>hi hi</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Dec 2007 10:57:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey! since nobody is telling me who sent me the print....i m just gonna have to go on an art crusade to give back the love..<br />
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hence...every one of my friends will be getting a sketch and/or complete work from me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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not much else<br />
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xmas was great, got a new juke phone...some nice clothes....some other stuff<br />
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love to you all<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
cindy/lilmoon<br />
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pS"<br />
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Go give steve aka <a href="http://scruffy-zero.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/c/scruffy-zero.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconscruffy-zero:" title="scruffy-zero"/></a> some much much love:<br />
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<a href="http://www.caribbeankangaroo.com/LCK-048.htm">[link]</a><br />
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and all will ask "WTF happened to that awesome fairy!??"<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Uber retarded</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Dec 2007 10:54:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my blossoms.....<br />
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i'm referring to me in the title....<br />
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one of you gorgeous Deviants sent me a gorgeous print for Xmas, <br />
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and i have no idea who it was.<br />
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PLEASE tell me!  so i can smother you with thanks and wonderful artsy fartsy things from my collection just for you.<br />
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Please tell me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  i's not clever enough to figure it out (or have enough time online to check my email)<br />
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The wonderful Japanesque print is now hanging up in my station at the tattoo shop where i work!<br />
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in other news....there is not much to tell....<br />
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Love to you all my lovely generous blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
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cindy'/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>'Tis the Season</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Dec 2007 12:38:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello  blossoms how are you all doing today?<br />
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Not too bad here...getting into the spirit of the season today. My husband went out and cut the tree ....its huge.  But real.   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Got some small art pieces getting ready to put up on here....also have to get you guys your xmas cards!<br />
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I'm so sorry i havn't given you all the love and attention you deserve.....still no net.<br />
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But things are looking up for a good Xmas and a good new year.<br />
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Not much else......<br />
go give love tothose deviants that do the voodoo that they do so well.....<br />
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Love to you all my blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
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Cindy/lilmoon<br />
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PS:  go buy <a href="http://stjoan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/stjoan.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconstjoan:" title="stjoan"/></a> 's new book....The betrayer's Promise.   Fcuking   kciking asss work <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/ninja.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":ninja:" title="Ninja" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>In the interim....</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Nov 2007 13:22:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my lovelies!<br />
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How are things going with you all?  Things are going better here....getting into that crazy holiday train dealie.<br />
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Work has been good, home life is a little nutty. Kids are good, i'm gaining weight....grrrr.....<br />
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not much else to report on, except that as usual, i love u all and miss you muchly.<br />
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oh.....and one last thing...<br />
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i've decided to start taking requests for drawings or tattoo designs.....just for fun.   Just note me with the idea, and then give me a couple of weeks to put it up, ok?  it gives me stuff to practice drawing.  good exercise.<br />
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oh and one final last thing....<br />
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whomever notes me with the 20K hit screenshot.....I will give you an original piece of my artwork........your choice. (if i still have it and if i didn't draw it for someone else).<br />
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oh and  the final final last thing ( i swear)<br />
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if i DO draw you something (or did) ...note me your snaily addy and i will mail it to you for Xmas <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> <br />
love to you all<br />
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cindy/lilmoon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lilmoongodess</author>
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                <title>Still not dead...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Oct 2007 08:51:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Heyas my lovelies!!<br />
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got a few few few minutes here snatched on my sisters superfast computer to say hello and i miss you all like nutters!!!<br />
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i love everything you've put in my in box and all teh love you give me in my messages and notes and misc and stuff<br />
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money is extremely tight at home, i'm stretching till the dimes scream....i've only made $35 at the shop so far....and hopefully jake will get rehired next week...... oh i'm prayin.....<br />
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anyways. other than that, the kids are at least healthy and fed.....and excited about halloween.  getting creative with my oldest's costume, he wants to be garra from naruto or something like that....<br />
trinny is going as tinkerbell!!!<br />
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ai-ya! what there is no time anymore??? ok.....i get it...<br />
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must go my lovely blossoms i do muchly miss you<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
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                <title>I'm not dead!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Sep 2007 09:20:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my lovelies, hope you are well and good.<br />
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Yet again, sadly, no internet......and as that my husband has just been laid off again....not likely to have it anytime soon.  <br />
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I miss you and all DA like nutters....i feel so out of touch now.<br />
all sorts of exciting things going on, yadda yadda....an no me in the middle.<br />
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As i said, my husband is laid off again....and i still have not laid any ink in the new shop.....my station has still not been built.  Money will get tight again and then vanish altogether..... *sigh* tough times ahead.....my belt notches ever tighter.<br />
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anyways...<br />
my kids are doing fine, and the weather is fine....we need rain, but i'll take the sunshine as long as i can before it snows.  the season will change abruptly this year, and i'm in no hurry to see it do so.<br />
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So as for my art projects, i've got a few cooking.... i've got on egoing for <a href="http://graveunicorn.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/r/graveunicorn.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongraveunicorn:" title="graveunicorn"/></a> 's tshirt contest.....and need to get up that one for <a href="http://kidtrip98.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kidtrip98.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkidtrip98:" title="kidtrip98"/></a>  ....i'm actually hoping that work will pick up enough for me to bring in some money and give me something else....<br />
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not much else, i just miss you all, your letters and comments and comraderie....<br />
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*sigh* this too shall pass<br />
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love to you all my blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
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                <title>Sanguine Nation</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Sep 2007 09:42:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my lovelies , how are you all doing today?<br />
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First off, let me say that , no i still have no internet at home.  I'm hoping to get wireless by the end of next month though. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fingerscrossed.gif" width="33" height="15" alt=":fingerscrossed:" title="I've got my fingers crossed." />  .<br />
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That leads me to second off, i am sorry that i have not commented/read/faved on all of your devs/journals/favs etc.  I wish i could do them all, but my time online is extremely limited, as i average perhaps two hours a week now.<br />
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That being said, let me say this : MY GOD what gorgeous stuff you have all put into my Devwatch box, and i am humbled that you find the world worthy to share your gorgeous works with, and even more humbled that I am able to share in the viewing.  its a great joy in my life <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
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In art news, I have finished a few other projects, (a color collab wiht <a href="http://kidtrip98.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kidtrip98.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkidtrip98:" title="kidtrip98"/></a> and another colored couple of <a href="http://tattereddreams.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/a/tattereddreams.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontattereddreams:" title="tattereddreams"/></a> line art) but have yet to scan them into my comp.  i have to burn them on to disc and then upload them at my mothers, which is a time consuming process, time being a hot commodity right now.<br />
i am hoping to get them up this week.<br />
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In life news:  My faimly is doing well, and we are just about caught back up on bills, so we are breathing a little easier now.  School starts up this coming week for my oldest, so that's a little more breathing room there too, now i only have to entertain 2 instead of 3 lol.<br />
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Work is still rather in its infancy.  I have yet to lay any ink on anyone at the new shop.  My new boss gave me an assignment to draw a custom piece, just to see where I was on my drawing level.  He approves every custom piece. If he doesnt approve, then it does not fly, which is his perrogative, of course, as it is his shop and reputation on the line, which i totally respect.<br />
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I got a brief look at his review of my design.....and lets just say that my style and skill level are something to be desired.  And by that i mean that according to his point of view: they need vast improvement.  I have small hope that any part of it was approved at all.  But, knowing my master, and knowing that he is a perfectionist and much more advanced in artistic skill in all levels than I,  I'm not overly bothered by the critique. Which is saying something, because normally I'm not very good about taking critique.  I think DA has gone a long way towards helping me learn from critique in any form and to take it all in stride as a learning process.<br />
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 I never assumed i would be drawing any custom work in the first place, just doing the flash off the walls instead.  I have a very high regard for my master and his work, and I would be crushed if someone thought that my work would tarnish his shop's standing in the industry. Especially since his reputation is for great custom work.  Ergo, I will be most happy to do the work on the walls, because as mimics go, i can do what I see in front of me with confidence that I can make it look almost exactly like the flash.  Perhaps that sounds egotistical of me and perhaps I exaggerate, but I like think that it is confidence instead of ego talking.   <br />
After all, the difference between arrogance and confidence is the actual work involved.   And i think mine speaks for itself, take it or leave it ya? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> hehehe<br />
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Anyways, the schedule is nice, being part time in the evenings for a few hours each week is a welcome respite from house and home doings. I like where i'm working as its very comfortable and close to home and the bosses are very friendly and easy going.  I hope that it is a place that i will be with for a good long while.<br />
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Other than that......there isn't much else to report really.  Only that I lament greatly my lack of participation on DA lately as there seem to be so many great projects to get into that i have either no knowledge of or no time to partake in. *sigh*<br />
but, this too shall pass.<br />
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Love to you all my blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
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                <title>Woe is me.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Aug 2007 08:49:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my lovelies,<br />
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I'm sorry to say that my internet has been shut off, so i won't be on as frequently as i'd like.  i'm on at my mother's right now, and will be able to checkin  and upload  once or twice a week.<br />
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Work at phoenix rising started last night, not much to report really, until things get up and running.<br />
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I miss getting on every morning and seeing your smiling icons <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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hopefully a soloution will present itself.<br />
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more soon with luck<br />
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love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> my blossoms<br />
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                <title>Sunday afternoon</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Aug 2007 14:43:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my lovelies,<br />
how are we all doing today?<br />
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Things in my world are so so.  We're playing catchup on bills now, so things are tight.  I had hoped to splurge on taking my son and his friend to a local waterpark next weekend for his birthday, but instead we'll just be staying in, perhaps with a new movie......*sighs* money.......it comes and goes....just like everything else.<br />
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In other, happier news, my son has just popped his first toofie!!! yes! he got it yesterday, down on the bottom row in front.  I did a little squeal and happy dance, those times are always exciting. Well, for caring parents anyways.....<br />
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My poor daughter however is cooped up in the house, since its tough for me to get outside with her with the baby and all....although i have a new setup in mind to fix that.....involving a mesh cloth over top of his playpen.  <br />
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Not really much else, i'm just coloring <a href="http://tattereddreams.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/a/tattereddreams.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontattereddreams:" title="tattereddreams"/></a> 's gorgeous linework for some practice and adds to my portfolio, since I start my new job on Thursday at Phoenix Rising.  Thank you all for your wonderful, supportive remarks on my latest works, they make me feel all warm and fuzzy.....like a couple of shots of slippery nipples hehehe <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /> ....<br />
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The incoming money will help ease things a bit, i hope.  i'm sure it will....thinking positive and all that.<br />
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For any lit junkies out there, head on over to <a href="http://visuallit.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/i/visuallit.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconvisuallit:" title="visuallit"/></a> for the latest challenges in writing and drawing.....its a great collab project!<br />
....reminds me, gotta get <a href="http://kidtrip98.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kidtrip98.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkidtrip98:" title="kidtrip98"/></a> 's piece colored......<br />
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well, i think i'll leave it there and go jump in the shower quickly before my son wakes up.<br />
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love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" />  my blossoms<br />
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                <title>New endeavors and things</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Jul 2007 04:49:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my lovelies!<br />
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Today I find myself in much higher spirits than my last entry.<br />
As of yesterday, I became a new employee of Phoenix Rising Tattoos of Philadelphia, NY.  I start my probation period officially on August 16th!<br />
I get to work for my master!<br />
WOO!<br />
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So, sometime in the near future i'll be putting up new ink work.  I'm going to be starting off slow, so please be patient.  (*snorff* ya its not like you're all clamoring to see it anyway lol)  I've got some things to learn and a new place to learn, and as with all new ventures, it takes a little time.<br />
But i am excited about the prospect of getting back into the tattoo world, i miss doing the work very much, and miss being around people who know/understand what I do.  I feel good about the whole thing.<br />
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Moving on,<br />
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tonight my mother and i are going to a nice dinner and a jazz concert in the Clayton opera house.  Diane Schuur <a href="http://www.tunepiano.com/diane.htm">[link]</a>  is going to be performing. I first heard her on Sesame Street of all places, singing a duet with elmo about where dreams, thoughts and songs come from (your head!).  She has an amazing vocal range and sounds incredible.  I'm really excited about going!<br />
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then tomorrow, barring any complications, my husband and i will be going to the movies.  we haven't decided what we're going to see though.  I'm torn between a couple of choices....he wants to see the simpsons movie.  I want to see transformers.  but i picked the last one, so its his turn.  Maybe we'll go to that awesome indian restaurant i told you guys about before. we'll see.<br />
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other than that....i think i'm really catching what my kids had. my ear aches. pleah.........time for me to go get drugs....<br />
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well, i guess that's about all there is exciting in my world right now.<br />
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love to you all my blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> <br />
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                <title>a week in review...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Jul 2007 06:54:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fussy babies today. I"m exhausted. Spent last week entertaining the inlaws, which was nice.  The great upshot was that Matt was there with me. I miss him when he's gone. We had a lot of fun while he was here....we always do <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> .  he gave jenny a great haircut and highlights.  and colored me red!  lots of other good times. downshot was that all my kids got sick and now my husband is getting over it too (matt caught it and i think so did my inlaws).  i'll succumb and submit to it this week now that everyone else has gone.  Even my oldest is out in Iowa for two weeks.  its' a little weird.<br />
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so now, its the post-visitor malaise.....i'm wrung out and frazzled.  not in the least due to the fact that i stayed up last night finishing reading the last harry potter book.  it was good, provided all the answers and closure.  Learned who lives, who dies, who gets married and has kids, who did what and why. I cried alot.  Its a good ending to a decade of immensely enjoyable reading.  I took Corbin to the release party on friday and we each got a copy of the book.  (Now i'm passing it along to Jenny who is anxiously awaiting it).  Some of the plots i had already guessed correctly how they resolved and some of them took me completely by surprise. Its not whom i expected at all to die....and the great snape debate has been settled....the epilouge provides satisfaction about the future.  Even Rowling's dedication in the beginnning was great.....as she included "you" the reader in her thanks.  She'll never have to write again.  And its been said that she might not, having reached the end of her contribution to the world. <br />
Its a point of personal pride and joy that I have been priviliged to live in the time where the newest great work of fiction has entered the world....much akin to the Chronicles of Narnia or the Lord of the Rings.  It makes me feel very relieved to know that even today with its bells and whistles of screaming impersonal automation, that a book can still capture and enrapture the imagination of people, young and old. EVEN when the rest of our very real world is bereaved by terror and suffering (which is mirrored in the book)  Very few things in my life compare with the joy of reading a truly exceptional book.  This newest set of the "coming of age" tale will no doubt be a staple in english reading for centuries, perhaps even surpassing some of its predecessors, entertaining young and old for generations to come.  ....right up to the days of the future when people will ask in confusion about the trappings of the "muggle" world ( what's a ford angelina?)<br />
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ok, so that's my rambling review about that. see? no spoilers! hehehe....<br />
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anyhow.....<br />
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that's the great end to a week of happy business.  now i settle in to do some recuperating, wanting to get my house clean before i get sick. i've been fighting it, but i can feel it in my ears now so its only a matter of time. if i can hold it off until my husband is well again, then we'll be ok.  my house was immaculate before everyone came to visit....and as is wont to do in times of visitation, my house, post-visit....is a bomb site. I'm content to ingore it for today (with the exception of taking out the garbage), just to try and recoup some sleep......which is next to impossible with a 3 year old full of 450 grain powder running around.<br />
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not much else to report on. I get such few bright points of pleasure these days (my kids don't count...they're constant, and as such are a permanent source of joy....however the level of joy they provide varies by the day and the circumstances....oh damn can you tell im running on empty right now?) ...so this past week has been one to remember well, since some great moments of happiness occured.<br />
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That's good for me, having been struggling lately with some inner turmoil caused by outer turmoil in other facets of my life. Its a balm.<br />
Meh...i'm so melodramatic its making me sick. ...well that and the actual sickness.<br />
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I want to keep writing, and pour out all sorts of musings, but i think i'll spare you all, since you're no doubt rolling your eyes and sighing and saying to yourselves "god damn, that cindy....she's such a whino....she never had it so good"  which is true....i'm a lot better off that a lot of people, who would point at me accusingly and dare me to say that i'm not fortunate.  but i'm human and ergo allowed to have my moments of humanity, failings and all.<br />
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So......Cheers my lovelies, until next inspiration touches me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bullets, Bruises and Beer</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jul 2007 16:32:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ God knows, there are days when i just want to have variations of all three things for myself.<br />
Goddess knows, these days will pass and so will that feeling. <br />
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But oi, the time til the passing drags on and on and on.......<br />
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For those of you who are fervid readers of my life, read on.<br />
For those of you who aren't....well, brace yourself with a stiff drink or just keep on truckin to more interesting parts of DA.  that DA yellowpages is pretty spiffy....lists all the clubs on DA><br />
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anyhow....i'm typing this with a three year old amazon clinging to my arm.  its amazing how strong she is....both physically and of will. I swear, she could scream down the pyramids and the wailing wall with one fell swoop.  then go eat ice cream and drown out the world with laughter.<br />
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My poor son liam can't get a nap for all her screaming.  SHE needs a nap daily, but won't take one. Fights it with all she's worth.<br />
Me, i need a nap. <br />
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Toddlers: an exercise in the study of manic-depression.<br />
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I could turn the course here to a way more maudlin, but goddess knows....i'd probably just end up blatting my eyes out. done enough of that today.....................................................<br />
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there are days i just want to throw in the towel.  <br />
throw it in and set it on fire.<br />
and watch it burn.<br />
beer in hand.<br />
sixshooters at my hip.<br />
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out in the west somewhere, under the stars....with nobody else....just me and the fire.   <br />
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quiet.<br />
serene.<br />
alone.<br />
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pristinely alone. without even a thought in my head.  just empty, calm and peaceful.<br />
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no worries, no bothers, no fears, no hurts.<br />
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just for a little while.....until the rains come.....and make the flowers bloom again.<br />
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don't worry for me, my blossoms.  this too shall pass.....nothing lasts forever......and even those things that come close to lasting that long weather and fade...soften around the edges and blur into memories....<br />
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love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> my lovelies<br />
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                <title>Monday morning - 10 things tags</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Jun 2007 08:06:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm gonna abandon the whole CSS thing for now....just can't get the swing of it no matter who tells me what or what i do <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/slamhead.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":slamhead:" title="Slam Head On Table" /> i don't have enough time to dink with it.<br />
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So <a href="http://scruffy-zero.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/c/scruffy-zero.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconscruffy-zero:" title="scruffy-zero"/></a> tags me for this lovely segue into my art mind....so bear with me to muddle through ....<br />
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<strong>10 things about your art</strong><br />
<em>then i'm supposed to tag 6 of you out there...</em><br />
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1. I like fantasy art.  Duh, that's kindof evident.<br />
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2. I like color.  Color is "da" bomb. in fact, in the tattoo world, there's a term called "color bomb" as a description for doing very colorful work. (even my non-colored work begs me to be colored)<br />
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3. I love to tattoo. Its my calling...other than raising my babies.  Inflicting pain on someone to give them a piece of my art that will be forever in their skin is a very unique and empowering feeling.<br />
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4. Music inspires what I draw....and vice versa. I actually have playlists in iTunes that correspond and engender whatever mood i might be in, and that  leads to number 5....<br />
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5. My mood inspires what i draw. .....leading to number 6.<br />
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6. If i'm feeling moody and low ...I draw very organic shapes, very flowing curves.....<br />
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7. If I'm feeling savage or beligerent....I usually DON"T draw.<br />
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8. Rudy D. Nebres and Christopher Hart are two huge influences for me insofar as the shape of my humanoid figures......Nene Thomas and various tattoo designers are big influences in my choosing of colors.<br />
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9.  Nearly everything I draw can be translated into skin. Its the way I developed my serious drawing style and that's just the way it is. Somethings will never change.  They made a whole song about it.<br />
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10. Deviantart is a lodestone for me insofar as inspiration....no matter what I need or want ....I can usually find a fellow deviant who has a similar idea and can help me along in my artistic endeavours.<br />
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now, as for tagging....well................<br />
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you know who you are <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
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gonna try the featured art thing here....just recent favs (and some not so recent) that i like<br />
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love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
lilmoon<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/58320471/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs17/150/f/2007/175/7/b/Rainbow_Fairy_by_luciole.jpg" width="97" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/19550124/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/150/fs7.deviantart.com/i/2005/168/b/0/Bubbles_Pinup___MATURE_CONT_by_scruffy_zero.jpg" width="117" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/58234922/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs18/150/f/2007/174/c/8/Mortal_kiss_by_Zzaarr.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/58236816/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs18/150/f/2007/174/6/c/Beneath_the_Fall_2_by_wb_skinner.jpg" width="121" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56305783/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs18/150/f/2007/148/3/e/Omega_by_daisyamnell.jpg" width="106" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/47534526/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs15/150/f/2007/027/2/c/pirate_ship_by_tattooedone.jpg" width="76" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/47604907/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs15/150/f/2007/028/a/c/Starry_Lotus_by_jocephus666.jpg" width="134" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44544168/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs7/150/f/2006/345/0/2/she__s_a_cherry_bomb_by_violet_grimm.jpg" width="112" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/30242901/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs5/150/f/2006/348/1/f/Litt... ]]></description>
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                <title>Father's day</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Jun 2007 04:41:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="textbox"><div class="title">Today on me...</div><div class= "so today is father's day....and its raining, so my husband and oldest can't go fishing today (at least, they don't want to brave the elements....never stopped me before)....<br />
not much else in the way of celebrating, just having sunday dinner as usual down at my parent's house.<br />
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yesterday, i stopped at my master's shop to see him about getting some work ...as in ...me working for him for cashy money time. he was for it and has to work out the details with his signifigant other before i hear anything more.....i get to learn to use magnums and all which is cool. just have to go slowly ...that's good. i like that.  i just hope that its not too much time away from home....<br />
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in other tatty news <a href="http://johnnyjinx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/o/johnnyjinx.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconjohnnyjinx:" title="johnnyjinx"/></a> has got himself a new Numas neumatic tattoo machine, which i have been dying for since they came out...its a tat machine that runs on compressed air instead of electricity.....s&#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />osed to be noisy, but run so much smoother....*is jealous* ...and he's also got a spot on youtube propping his shop.<br />
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that's pretty much it for now....Liam is getting vocal now...which means i need to get off my tushy and open the milk store lol.....he's very close to being weaned.....which is a little sad, because the bonding is wonderful....but he's getting the nutrition he needs from the bottle and i can still feed him, and that's what's important.  upshot....i can go on a diet now and loose some gorram weight, cuz i'm a big fat ass now.<br />
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well, love to you all my blossoms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
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                <title>officially sick....</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Jun 2007 07:06:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ of not having a subbie.  ya?  i just discovered that you have to have a sub in order to put CSS on your journals....and wouldn't you know <a href="http://kribabe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/r/kribabe.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkribabe:" title="kribabe"/></a> just turned me on to <a href="http://lilyas.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lilyas.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlilyas:" title="lilyas"/></a> 's killer CSS journal comps.  <br />
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*sigh* oh well.....maybe for my birthday or something like that i'll get myself a sub. (for those of you with sympathies, that's a gripe not a hint, kay? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> love yas)<br />
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in other news....yesterday my husband was raised to a Master Mason. so we got into our nice summer dress clothes and had a nice luncheon for him and the others that were raised to master.  it was hot as an oven in the lodge (no AC) and humid too. but the people were nice and the food was good.  <br />
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today my mother, father, sister, I and an assortment of our children (well, just minus liam) are going to the cemetary to plant flowers on our relatives graves'  its a tradition that we have every spring around memorial day. )its a gorgeous cemetary...has ponds and little streams and hills, lots of geese to feed too.  The cemetary was made around the time that it was popular to believe that spirits couldn't cross running water...hence all the streams.  Go figure, ya?)<br />
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We have quite a few relatives in this one cemetary.  And in actuality, there are lots o my ancestors in many cemetaries around the area....but unfortunately too many to visit in one day. (i have a special wiccan ceremony i perform to honor our ancestors) . <br />
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lessee whatelse?<br />
well, my best friend Jenny and I are going together on tuesday shopping WITHOUT KIDS.  Its her graduation present (she just graduated as a teacher with her bachelors degree) and my birthday present.  I need new clothes because i am a big fatass and hardly any of my clothes fit anymore. yeah....getting old sucks.<br />
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i look at pictures of myself (and worse CLOTHES that i wore) just two bitty years ago that i shimmied into without resistance...THAT I CAN"T EVEN GET MY HEAD INTO NOW!!!<br />
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oi.<br />
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i'm sure i'm exaggerating.....but not by much.  just having a body hating moment.  bleah.<br />
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ok, moving on.<br />
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I just finished brekkie and now have to go shower and change to get ready to go play in the grave dirt. <br />
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love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
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                <title>morning haiku</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 May 2007 02:58:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so here it is, my blossoms....5:35 am......the sun hasn't even officially risen yet, but i can see it peeking....<br />
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peach colored cotton<br />
dipped in lemon chiffon<br />
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surprisingly i find myself moved to compose a haiku.  and i haven't even finished my coffee yet.  <br />
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I'm up because my son Liam won't let me get back into bed. Literally.  Every time i try, he wakes up.....so i stopped trying, and he's snoozing peacefully.......my husband is still sleeping, after a late night fishing trip (bullheads are out).  so he can field the little bundle for a little while.<br />
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Its cold here in NNY this morning.....they said a frost warning was in effect.  *sigh* such is life on the tundra....and we aren't even on a tundra...it just seems that way.   But we didn't get any frost...my petunias that my oldest bought me for mother's day are still perky.  We just got a heavy dew, the kind that soaks your sneakers and jean cuffs. (ok, who wears jean cuffs these days youask?  well....i don't know....my  creativity burst out and burned off with the haiku...i can only summon so much this early).<br />
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But its nice to be up at the start of the new day....before everyone, so its quiet and peaceful.  these precious moments of peace are actually a balm to me, what with a precocious and very adamant toddler in my life's mix.  I try to carry a little bit of the quiet with me inside all day to try and counter the tantrums, whines and typical toddler behaviour....that i wouldn't trade for anything in the world.<br />
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Today we're going down the hill to my parent's house.....Jake will mow lawn, and I'll watch the babies play in the $1,000.00 playhouse i bought from Sam's club.  best $1k i ever spent.<br />
i have to fill my mother's bird feeders and try to fix the pump cord in her fountain.  we built her a geyser fountain in her garden for mother's day and her dog chewed through the cord.  didn't even have it a week. oi. dogs.<br />
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I'm sorry if this whole entry is rather bland and mundane.....i'm not really in the mind set to script out the witty-giggle inducing banter that i normally set out for sup.   ok....that whole sentence .....like i said, its not even sunrise yet......2 minutes to go according to the almanac.<br />
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I'll have to tell you the story sometime of my sunrise adventure at Uluru...Ayres Rock, in Australia.   If you ever get the chance, you really must see it.   I can honestly tell you....i have seen many cathedrals built by man to honor the holy....each stunning and incredible....a testament to man's drive and desire to commune with the divine.......<br />
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when i stood there, watching the sun's first rays turn the sandstone rock of Uluru (means "forehead" in the aboriginal tongue)....setting it on fire.....realizing that this had gone on endlessly, silently for centuries....each day for millenia, without fail....over the dinosaurs, over the first marsupials....mammals....man....watching, a monument of nature....<br />
it was more moving than any scene i have ever witnessed......it was like having your soul pause its breath and in that moment....moments ......feel it become refitted as you realize that you are an infintesimal part of the orb turning beneath you, but also that you are a worthy part of it, nonetheless....<br />
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No wonder...and all wonder..... its a holy site.<br />
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Perhaps its because i'm pagan and have a preclusion to see the holy side of nature......perhaps.....<br />
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but i saw many others....of all walks of life....pause in that few moments of fire......and wipe away tears<br />
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just like i did.<br />
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Ah my blossoms.....what a piece of work is man. <br />
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I think this concludes my pre-dawn musings.....my coffee cup is empty......and young rays of sunlight are making the dew sparkle.  <br />
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Love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
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