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okay, and I think that's all I gotta say. >3

i might be deleting some things... or just adding them to my new account. puu. I don't know. :3

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/27695266/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/27695266/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 20:38:58 PDT "hey"
"I need to talk to you"
"okay, shoot"
"I haven't talked to you in a while"
"It's only been two days."
"I wasn't really talking to you then, remember?"
"I guess so. So what do you need to talk to me about?"
"I need to tell you I love you"
"what?"
"I love you"
"you're crazy."
"nah, I love you. I think I would have loved you more if I wasn't going out with anyone. I love you though. it's just different"
"I don't get it"
"I love you more then a friend less then a girlfriend"
"Okay, I get that. Why?"
"I need a reason?"
"I think so."
"Damn. I don't know. I just do?"
"I wish that made sense."
"Me too."
"Is that it?"
"Yeah."
"nothing else?"
".... I love you."
"lol. shut up"

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/26444749/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/26444749/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 12:45:45 PDT
where should I begin??

How about college?!

New England Institute of Art (from Boston) CALLED MEEEEEE yes they did. >< so I have an appointment meeting with them (on the phone.) on Wen. >w< RAWR. so happy!! I started thinking about it last night and couldn't sleep.

Next, NIIIIIISSSSSAAAAAAA. YOU, ME, JESSE. TOMORROW. [link]. We're gonna hang out like there's no tomorrow because we miss each other. :3 LOVE YOU NISA. plus, I've also gotten a little upset so this is a huge excitment booster.

That means I can play with Neo tomorrow. and Matt. and the new Alex. >3 Oliver will be soo happy. haaappppy. Hayate maybe not so much. and then. Sora. >w> this will be fun.

speaking of which, my girlie will be here sooooooon! YAY. Yuu too <3 can't wait to play with them <33 yeesssh. so. >w< that's just a quick update. I'm going to go for a bit. play videogames.

baibaiz

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/25970324/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/25970324/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 18:25:30 PDT
get my kiriban and I'll make you a purty picture!!

WHOOZA!

basicly a free commission, a drawing, or picture!! rawrs. :3


So, While I'm at it, I shall update!
>3

Haku... my ps2, died D:
So I got a new PS2. :3 named him Genisis (or Haku...? Jr..? ...2? D. He's Haku's "new" form. He's thinner, and silver. SILVER. So, Haku/Genisis is gonna sell some things.

One of his controllers.
PS2 connection cords.

8D

I'm a lot more hyped up then I thought I'd be. I couldn't stop playing with my new ps2. Had loads of fun. Came up with a few puns. For example... Old Haku, he could be turned on and off ( ;3 ) new Genisis is always turned on (you can't 'really' turn it off). xD perverted horny bastard. I've basicly been playing for 14 straight hours today and couldn't stop laughing at how gay Organization 13 sounds. (there was thing straight about the past14 hours) which inspired me to draw Genisis/Haku in very square enix clothes.

reminding me I CAN'T WAIT FOR FF13, FF7, AND FF14 FOR PS3 8D *wants* I'm a huge Cloud fan, and I'm totally loving FF13's villian

anyway, im gonna go finish Haa-chan's pj's and play more PS2.

later Gator!

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/25822153/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/25822153/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 16:38:53 PDT
Ask my characters anything! And a few questions for me too! ^^ You can ask anything from any of my characters, for example...

Why does Ran and Kojin look exactly the same?
Ran: I do NOT look like him!!
Kojin: *blind* I look like someone?? Huh.
Ran: And if we do! It's all you're fault Mitz! You and your lack of creativity!!

Me: T___T that's basicly it. I lacked creativity and didn't realize they looked the same, except Ran's buffer, and Kojin has softer features. They both went through a long process before I liked the way they looked (most of all Kojin...) and I didn't realize Ran looked like Kojin... until I put two pictures of them next to each other to compare backgrounds. 0: *fail*

>.> you can also ask things like:

What do you use to draw?
Me: regular white paper, inking pens (anything black and very inky.), inspiration.... and to color- crayola colored pencils, prisma colored pencils, copic markers, and faber-castell pens. DD: and music helps.

What's up with your Voodoo Doll?
Me: OLIVER IS A BALL JOINT DOLL. That I love. ><

Hey, Minagawa, what ARE you?
Mina: an assassin from RO...?

etc. ^^ ask.
I wanna answer! ^^

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/25184951/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/25184951/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 18:19:21 PDT .> So, I'm thinking I'm going to sell a lot of things.

from Dollie clothes
to books.
to videogames.
to a movie or two...
to.... maybe a few cd's.
to... more videogame stuff.

so if anyone wants anything, I'll search through my big box of crap to ship them. All of my books are in great condition. And I'm selling novels and Manga.

For the dollie clothes, I'll take photos of them. Most if not all, the clothes are handmade, or slightly moddified by hand, so they may have some slight defect. And on another note, some of the clothes are copies, so my dolls might be seen wearing them too.

Methods of payment are either Paypal, or mail. 8D

Manga:
Saiyuki vol.1
Full Metel Panic vol. 7
Happy Hussel High vol. 1
Broken Angels vol. 2
Anne Freaks vol. 1
Juvenile Orion vol. 1

Novels:
"CliffNotes: on Rand's Anthem" -cliffnotes
"23 Minutes in Hell" -Bill Wiese
"The Scarlet Letter" -nathaniel Hawthorne (there are some handwritten notes. I recommend this for school.)
"Left To Tell" -Immaculee Ilibagiza & Steve Erwin
"The Grapes of Wrath" - John Steinbeck (also handwritten notes, recommend for school)
"Anthem" -Ayn Rand (a short story that I actually really like)
"Fahrenheit 451" -Ray Bradbury (also handwritten notes, recommend for school)
"El Guardian Entre El Centeno" -J.D. Salinger (it's a library book... that was bought. no worries)
"New Moon" -Stephenie Meyer (without the cover, but Eclipse first chapter.)
"Eclipse" -Stephenie Meyer (without cover)

VideoGames:
Final Fantasy 7 Ceberus (ps2)
Pink DS (without charger, and it has a scratch.)
PS2 controller (I'm not sure but I most likely will sell it.)
PS2 connection cords/wires (I'm buying a new PS2 you see.)

I may have a few DS games... not sure.

Doll Stuff:
Metallic Black Eyes (fit any doll from 14mm to 20mm)
Doll Shirts (fit SD)
Doll Dresses (fit SD)


>w> so, if you want anything just Note me. or Note the username CianChan :3 I'm probably going to have the Doll stuff on that account.

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/24452090/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/24452090/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 19:04:01 PDT It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life " -by Bon Jovi

inspiration for my Manga. help me with some titles, yes? ^^

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/23458321/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/23458321/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 20:13:03 PST back to your bed,
I love you so much
that it hurts my head
say I don't mind you under my skin
oh let the bad parts in
the bad parts in
when we were made
we were set apart
oh,life is a test
and I get bad marks
oh some saint got the job
of writing down my sins
the storm is coming,
the storm is coming in."

"oh, take me take me
back to your bed
I love you so much
that it hurts my head
I don't mind you under my skin
oh let the bad parts in
the bad parts in
oh, you're my favorite bird
and when you sing
I really do wish you were in wing
not matter what they say
I'm still the king
oh the storm is coming
the storm is coming in."

The storm came in.
The End.

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/21568413/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/21568413/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 15:30:53 PST So keep your eyes OPEN!!
'cause you'll get a free drawing!! (of ANYTHING!!) and I'll mail it to you too!! (as protective as possible!)

So, I can't wait!!

WINNER ---> <--- WINNER

Other updates:
Dolls:
Castiel (my Sleeping LuWen)'s faceup is almost done!
Paris (my Nanuri '07) head is complete, now he needs a body. and eyes.
Oliver (Cian) is completely complete. xD except for his spare vampire eyes.
Hayate (LuWen) needs to get his scars soon!

--Will be here soon--
Neodreag-
SARD!!! SARD WILL BE HERE SUNDAY!!! SUNDAY!!! Neo (his name) will be here!!! with a white wig... SARD!!!
Sora-
Ethan!!! He'll be here by christmas!! <3

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/21222139/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/21222139/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 18:23:27 PDT
4,800 xDD

KIRIBAN FOR 5,000!!
HOPE YOU GET THIS BEFORE IT HAPPENS!!

OwO

as well.
COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!!
COMMISSION ME!!!


and....
look at these sites!






and my beastie who also is taking commissions OwO

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/21185853/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/21185853/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 12:18:43 PDT he won't come around here anymore.
Come around here? I don't think so."


I'M BACK! lol.
And I'm coming with a pictures.
Ones I'm proud of.
Things are settling now.
Feeling much better. OWO

So, this is just quick.
Offering people to buy my stuff.... xD I want money. No sorry. Need??
As welllllll
I got Oliver new stuff OwO;
Paris is getting his faceup!

AND IM DOLL + RO OBSESSED!!!
ELLE RANFORD!!! MINAGAWA!!! I SUMMON THEE!!! :'D

off I got to finish everything!!

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/20974527/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/20974527/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 17:46:24 PDT

Spreading rumors?
Which? I don't remember any rumors. Seriously. Do I even have the time for your lies?
"Obviously you do, you're doing it right now, aren't you?"
No, I want ot get some things clear.
I don't want drama. I was done with that Last year (it was okay while it lasted- but seriously, it didn't even have anything to do with this. It was about someone else. XD Ah, and not only that, this other person- yeah. I did it for them =3.)
Because, well. I'm not that "mature" but it seems like I have the guts to say it. I'm not perfect, I know that well. But no, I don't want Him. You can have him. I don't like him like that because well. xD I don't. Love Dies.
But not friendship. OwO and you'll know your real friends when you know they don't leave you for anyone.

If you really think that I'm the kind of person who is out there to just hurt people.
To spread rumors like a baby.
Or, to talk back to you.

Please.

xD you don't know me well.

Oh, but this isn't to just one person.
This is to anyone who just wants to fuck, or whatever.

I don't care about you. If my friends leave me for you. Fuck- THANK YOU. Because then I see who really cares. If someone wants to bad mouth, here's too you "I'm glad you have the time to not even get to know me but talk about me all you want." Go ahead.
You're only making me stronger (even if it takes a while, I'm going to be alright.)






In other news.
OWO how is everyone? I haven't been online. xD I got stuck with homework. And I got a new watcher. YAY Pande!
Plus, Emo Mafia is going back to normal. OWO I'm going to post something for it soon.

And the new court.
They seem to be very happy now.

I'll try to get to some of your comments. But I have 525, and some notes. (wish me luck!)

Oh, and commissions are still open. Plus I got a new brace.
"I am Batman"
Someone want to give me some Batman quotes??
"Holy Rusted Buckets, Batman~!" xDD Thanks Hiru!! <3

baibai

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/20227003/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/20227003/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 21:56:29 PDT Waiting for class to end (D< GYM.)
Waiting for the year to end.
Waiting for your birthday (OwO mmmm birthday)
Waiting for a holiday, a break, a party, a friend, a movie, waiting for anything!

D< but waiting for a DOLL. omg. Don't get me started. >.>... too late!
I just ordered a doll. A doll I WANT!! For one of my fav. charas. D: COME HOME NOW. NOOOOWWWW.
It's only been about 14 days, and I feel like I'm dying. D: I want him. NOW. Worst part is. He won't be done... >< I have to send him to someone for some scars (which won't happen until maybe next year. lol!)
DD: ugh. COME HOME!!!

>< that's about it. Except I hate some of my classes. For shame! T__T

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/19939216/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/19939216/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 17:35:00 PDT
Want to hear my terrific day??
it all started at 12:00 when I was still packing to get here. (here being my homeland- El Salvador...well, I was born in USA but ES is still my homeland, for it's my Herritage, and I'm basicly Salvadoran with American papers. huh.). I ended up packing until about 12. When- I desided the best thing to do was shower (although I did earlier that day) and I did. I took a break from everything, and sat on my bed for 20 minutes, then continued packing, then got my hair done. I was done at about 1ish 2. Then went to bed, while trying to finish unloading school stuff, clothes for the first day of school (for I'll be home at 4am, on the 26, first day of school and still go to school.) went to bed about 2:45, and couldn't sleep 'till 3something, only to wake up about an hour and some later. Got dressed, washed my face to wakeup, grabbed my stuff, (two bags for each person, cept Ollie. Ollie got one.)

Car ride, I tried to sleep. Didn't work, for I can't sleep sitting. So I rested my eyes which burned when I opened them. T__T burned. Airport, I tried to leave my mom with the least possible weight because she has back problems. So, I carried then 40 pound bag, my doll, and other stuff, and she dragged a suitcase (about the size of a overweight notebook case) and a small purse. At the plane, I gave up my blanket to keep an old man warm, my pillow... was itchy. I was so uncomfortable, I tried to once again- sleep through it- and once again CAN'T SLEEP SITTING. and failed. Watched 27 Dresses with Josh. Fun. (at least he too didn't sleep like me). And then my mami wanted to cry, because her nerves are just so bad. (Last vacation she took was last year. And with her back problems...) So I tried to comfort her. Then I started to get this horrible pain, like cramping on my stomach (no it's not what you think (promise). And Jaw pain. >< Horrible.

ES's airport. It's nice, cool. And then you get to the immigration line. It's okay, you don't know your burning of heat until you realize you're drenched with sweat (which for some people they were so close to one another, you aren't sure who's sweat is who's) only because the tempt is bad lately. Hasn't been bad in ages. So, I'm trying not to think about it to not complain and get my mother worse. >.> Then this JERK sends us to the Checkup line- where they take things out of your luggage to make sure you don't have a bomb- and they do it RANDOMLY or if a guy who works there doesn't like you. The Check-up guy is gross too. He's flirting with my mom, and I'm just looking away, thinking "Do. You. Job." and then my mom asks "you're not going to throw anything away are you??" because she bought some gifts. He then said "no, nothing. But if I could I'd throw these out" I look over and he's holding a hundred dollars worth of ANIME. he says "I don't even let my daughters watch these" and I'm thinking "Hey, jerk. Not all anime is bad like violent, hentai, or whatever is going up your messed up head, ya' racist." (bad day.) >< next I got out and there was this bug following Ollie. D< BAH.
I got home. OwO yay!! My uncle started downloading music for me (because he knows how to get any song on earth.) and I'm on the computer. (took about 4 hours to figure out how to connect. lol) and now I'm sleepy.

my day so far. It's hot.




I won't be online much, barely commenting, and stuff, and no drawing posts unless I photograph them. (no scanner.) Anyway. Try to keep this updated.

baibai~!

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/19437186/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/19437186/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 22:57:28 PDT 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about them self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs

person who tagged me---> <---go look at their stuff :3


!) I have an obsession with cows.
@) I never work on one piece of art at a time (must have like 3 minimum, 18 max)
#) I want to be a manga-ka but... >.>; I lack motivation. D: INSPIRE ME!
$) I stay up late at night on the computer listening to music, talking to people, and wondering if people really do like my stuff.... (wtf is my problem?? lol)
%) if I don't draw, I'm watching tv (cartoons or animes) reading, making icons, writing stories, trying to get inspired. Few times I dance and always fall down. >.>;
^) I wish I could be a better person, but I'm content with what I have. With friends that I have, and a mother that is truely the best thing that could ever happen to me. If you knew her, (how understanding and lovable she is) you'd understand.
& apparently, I flirt by drawing people. xDD; but then again, I usually draw a lot of people I know.
*) owo I hope that I'll one day become an amazing artist. That has always been my dream (other then being a lion, or fruitfly. lol), and I hope that you all will watch me grow to become someday a manga-ka. And some of my sturggles. :3

tagging:

<3 my nonsoda stealing cuz. <3
<3 my Ruke <3 ("dude, you're naked")
<3 my king <3
<3 my beastie <3 ("PIINNNKKK MAKE IT PIIIINNNKKKK")
:iconhomicidal-tearjeaker: <3 my editor and princess <3
<3 MINION <3 (oh yeah)
<3 my Ruke's Fluffball and exPokeMaster <3
<3 The GrannyPantie email buddie <3

yeah.
yeahhhhhh.
D< take that world.
I'm getting hyper... and I didn't even drink much soda BECAUSE SOMEONE IS DRINKING IT RIGHHHHHTTT NAAAOOOOOWWWWW!!! YES. NOW. AND TRYING TO DRINK IT BUT THEY ARE LAUGHING. LAUGHING I SAY!! LAUGHING!!! PUT IT DOWN, I WANT TO DRINK IT!!! naow. *trying to drink it all before it gets... drunk. lol*



BWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/19148646/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/19148646/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 14:27:20 PDT

I'll start with the Rejointed Update.
KIRIN IS HOME!! <3 He's been home, actually, for almost a week...ehhh....
His head is home and waiting for my next doll to use his body. :3
As well, as another wig is being sent of for Oliver. (D: lucky) Which I suppose Kirin will use until I can get that perfect wig for him. I'll be getting the other wigs sometimes when I get the next doll. LuWen. After that, it goes to DreamofDoll, and I'll get E-an. >.>; I'll finish everyone's body after that, then get Hayden. In other words (in order):
-Oliver: complete
-Kirin: will share a body with LuWen's body and will share a wig
-sometime here or after Hayate/Samuel/Azure will have wigs, and Kirin will have his perfect wig. Wigs will be from Eluts, and [link]
-Hayate: will have a head, when I buy LuWen, then I'd ship him to to do his make-up
-Samuel/Azure: will have a body and head with LuWen. I'll ship him later, once I have enough money to for a scale modification, and a more ... [link] type make-up. 8D
-Helena (Lena): will have a full body.Lucky her xD
-Kirin or Samuel/Azure will get their full bodies. will have their complete bodies and won't share with Hayate. And Samuel/Azure's body will he modified.
-Hayden: full body, another lucky one :3
-Hayate will get his scars <3 or possibly after London.
-London or Bella: will have a full body, and wig. (Bella will hopefully a Bory female, be like Ollie's daughter or London's sister. I'm not sure right now)
-Paris: will have a full beautiful body :3 probably from: [link] :3 either the Lucifer mold, Adam, Abel, or Cane. <3 (it's funny how Cane looks sweeter then Abel, yet in the Bible he murdered Abel. I might use something like that for a story.)

Then my doll family will hopefully be done until I find another gorgious dolly <3

Next I'll type about the surgery.
Tomorrow I'll be going to the doctor about a surgery, which I'm not sure how long it would take. The operation isn't a "one day" thing. It goes by parts, so, I might end up missing some school. >.>; DON'T WORRY IT'S NOTHING BAD. Nor is it something gross. And it's not something like plastic surgery, or liposuction, it's something you should all ignore that I wanted to just warn you all that I might not be around because of it. As well... please don't ask what it is. I don't want to talk about it. As well, it's not like you'll see a big change in my body or anything. It's okay D8 so... yeah.

Art:
I'm taking commishies with other medias. Like Copics and Faber markers, but if you ask for it, it'll cost at a minimum of an extra dollar. If you ask for mixed medias, it'll be at least an extra 2 dollars. I'm sorry, but my markers are really expensive.

Commissions are still open :3
just note, comment, or email me. (it would be better if you note me.)
(Art & For You)
As well, as... I'm working on a manga, that I'll hopefully be able to present at Otakon '09. My friend is hopefully getting a table there (how cool?!) and asked me if I wanted to sell of my stuff. (omg omg omg!) I'll be printing, and working on stuff, so give me ideas :3 I'd love to see you all there. And I hope my stuff will be worth buying for you all. I'd really enjoy meeting you all, and showing you some original stuff, and the showing of "Lucky Number vol. 1". I'll be selling a few copies (not many) and I'd LOVE to know what you all think of the sappy Manga. It's my first, so it's not as good as the other stories I have come up with, because it's more like a "this is what it would look like if I were a Manga-ka" not a "READ THIS" (more of eyecandy and just to know what people think). So, even if you don't enjoy the story, but maybe liked a chara, I'll know what to do next time, and other stuff. :3
you can leave comments saying what you think would be a seller at Otakon, and other things, and if you want original Commishies and you live out of my range, I can hand it to you then, rather then you just starring at it on the screen.
Speaking of which, I'm taking "PayPal" Commishies. If you live out of my ra... ]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/19005296/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/19005296/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 16:15:56 PDT 2) D: DA is lookin nifty- no? I think so.
3) o.o ..... this font when I type on the journal thing... it's kinda cute...

now for the actual rant!!

I'm going to change my Jacob character from "So, this is my life" to Kirin. :3
Kirin- as well, will be here soon! his head... <.<
I'm buying his head from >W< as in Jack. A Nanuri '07 mold. A mold I fell in love with since my friend Charlie showed me.... DD: NANURIIIII. I'll only be getting his head though... and I'll be shipping his head for a new make-up thinger to because I have fallin' in love with her eyes and lips <3 but she'll only be fixing him up... because... yeah. GO CHECK HER STUFF OUT AND~~~~ GET HER TO DO SOME OF THE MAKE-UP!! >3 She's super dupper nice!! and lucky meee~~! for meeting her!!
She'll also be selling me Kirin's eyes <3. YAY!! a pretty yellow color.
his head is 150- and I need to ship him and get his eyes... and wig. D8 then I have to get his body T__T;;;

LuWen will hopefully be next. It's almost a two in one deal... I'll be getting two heads and a pair of hands... >.> extra. and I'll be sending the Sleeping Head Mold to to do the make-up :3.... D: rawr it's like 1,025 dollars total..... T__T;;; maybe I'll just get Nanuri and stick with him for a bit... <.< I have NO idea. 'Cause I do want the LuWen doll. and I want the Ducan doll-- just 'cause I want the wig hair face... I'd give the Nanuri doll the wig though.... and most likely the clothes. xD;;; no idea. but first thing is first


COME HOME SOON KIRIN! <3

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/18288646/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/18288646/ Mon, 12 May 2008 12:23:42 PDT Everywhere"




OwO shall I begin??

first off!!
Advertising!!
-- is selling a sort of commish. :3 D8 I know no one reads my journals <.<;;; yeah. ADVERTISING. buy something :3


Next off:
D8 I went over to Joshie's .... Saturday Night :3 stayed the weekend here... D8 and even Monday. XDD bad meeeee

but hey, what I want to get at from here is that me and Josh are in a contest to see who's art is better. >< it shall now be known!!

Contest: we must draw two people (Hayate, and Daihatsu) in lolita/gothic form (D: challenging??). It has to be three entries for EACH. Making it 6??
Judges are undesided yet. That's about it... :3 I wouldn't mind seeing fanart of the two if you would like to draw them. I'd love that :3

Other then that, I'm not sure what to say D8

T__T;;; leave a comment, please??

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/17735741/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/17735741/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 17:08:20 PDT
what to talk about??
I'm listening to my Japanese music all of a sudden >< like... all of it. XDD and other songs :3
Watching Get Backers- even making a bootleg movie XDD
... Give Backers...
-> Lightning Master-> Hiru
-> Beast Masters-> Jesse
-> thread Master-> Me.

o.o yeeeaaaahhhhhhh, I need my outfit soon... o.o *closet will be dystroyed* DD: and I want the hair bands but I doubt I can get those in 2 weeks. DD: as well, I don't know what to do for the thread.... D: wtf? ThreadMaster with no Thread?! DDD: Kazu-chan, what would you do??? *cries*
Which reminds me... KAZUUUU!! *chases after* (<-new Fangirl?? XD Haru has competion?! <.< well I think Kazu just bonked Cloud off his spot... Cloud is now third place XD)

Drawings:
-working on that Square Enix competion... I think I have something new to play with :3
-Heros : Yuuki, Hatsu, Tycho (45%)
-Villians : Neo, Azure, Fei (30%)
-Background : story (45??%) drawing (0%)
-Kojin <3
-trying to draw Kazuki. (maybe with Kojin... they're are a lot-too much a like o.o)

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/16888337/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/16888337/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 18:50:14 PST
1. Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
<3 I think, I haven't stopped liking the last few people. Though, some I'm trying to block out to block out pain. <3

2. Were you dating the last person you made out with?
<3 virgin lips... actually, now that I think about it... Chan stole their virginity! o.o >////> <3

3. Are you taller than your mom?
<3 yep <3

4. Are you an emotional person?
<3 hmmm, I cry easy, I get mad easy, get hyper easy, hell, I even get sick easy! <3

5. What do you think of cheerleaders?
<3 most are snobby girls with bad taste <3

6. Do you like Taking Back Sunday?
<3 .... let me listen to a song (I know I have, but a long time ago) and I'll get back to you <3

8. What did you have for breakfast today?
<3 pizza! <3

9. Last time you studied?
<3 uhmmm, 2:00-4:30 <3

10. What are you listening to right now?
<3 a love song <3

11. What kind of books do you like to read?
<3 books I can stick my mind to, and won't stop reading no matter what... sometimes. <3

13. Do you crack your knuckles?
<3 yup <3

14. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
<3 Josh, my mom, and I don't remember it was about a book or TV @_@ <3

15. What are any weird impulsive habits that you have?
<3 that I can think about? reading/writing/drawing/coloring... and... having to hold something in my arms. OH! and randomly either touching people's necks, or ears. >.> most of all if they have a lot of piercings or none at all... I have an odd obsession with ears (most of all pierced. *drool* oh, and long hair. >.>; ) <3

16. Have you ever lived in an apartment before?
<3 long ago, in a distant past. <3

17. What is your favorite thing to do on a lake?
<3 sit close to it and do one of my odd habits. <3

18. What color are your finger and toe nails painted?
<3 I wish they WERE painted. But first, grow my nails more. <3

19. What are any nervous habits that you have?
<3 freezing up, wanting to hear or say something that I want to hear or say, but wishing someone else could for me <3

20. Can you say "I love you" in french?
<3 only in someone else reminds me. I'm a spanish person, not french. (though, I like some french things.) <3

22. What food are you craving right now?
<3 icecream, yogurt (I hate yogurt o.o), chocolate, and liquids. Oh, and I'm lactos <3

23. What are your plans for the day/night?
<3 wishing I weren't feeling lonely on the day of love, and pampering my mom <3

24. Have you ever broken your nose?
<3 no. <3

25. funny movie ?
<3 OH! THERE'S THIS ONE!!!....

P.S. hope your apple pies are freakin' worth it! <3

26. Has anyone ever spread a rumor about you?
<3 said I was lesbian.<3

27. What's your deepest darkest secret?
<3 why would I EVER say it in a survey? dumbass <3

28. Do you have any trophies?
<3 yeah, I like my certificate in a folder from the state house the most <3

29. What was your favorite TV show as a kid?
<3 D: I went through so many stages, who knows? <3

30. What did you do yesterday?
<3 nothing special. <3

31. Has anyone told you a secret lately that you aren't allowed to tell anyone?
<3 yeah, many. <3

32. Are you addicted to anything?
<3 probably <3

34. What music do you like?
<3 anything with a good beat (for me) and decent lyrics. >w> I love metal now, and the random calmer music, and the even more random "cute" songs <3

36. Do you like Ferris Wheels?
<3 no, love. <3

37. Do you like to dance in public?
<3 not in public, I fall EVERYTIME I do, though<3

40. Who gives the best gifts?
<3 anyone who knows me well. >w> <3

41. Are you any good at basketball?
<3 no sports for me. <3

42. What is something embarrassing that you have done?
<3 telling someone I like them. It's too much for virginlips. <3

44. Do you have any scars on your head, if you do, what are they from?
<3 yeah, next to my lip. it's not so noticable now, and it was from a dog attack. luckily, I still love dogs after that <3

45. Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?
<3 no, but did plenty verbal damage, oh! and broke a guy's ribs ^^ <3

46. Whats on your wishlist for birthday/christmas (whichever comes first)?
<3 money? more balljoint do... ]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/16728220/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/16728220/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 18:04:52 PST
Anyway, redoing the story, I'm going to take Laley away, and make Lishe into Helena. :3 And her middle name with me Lelay (Laley) because I like that name D:

Beginning from the top,

Oliver- my vampire boy, who becomes a vampire because he drowns and a mysterious man, (I suppose Timothy) Crampbell adopts him. Timothy's family members (all of them, but one - a Chiwoo doll- maybe two) are all adopted. Oliver and William are the only two siblings. Oliver, grows up from being a farm boy to a wealthy money manager (Timothy's bank's money manager). Well, Oliver, starts watching over a girl (Helena) who seems to be falling for him, but he's waiting for another girl (Arianna) to grow up to be with her. Still he knows he can't be with Ari, and since he trully likes her, he doesn't have the guts to make her a vampire. Helena, he likes her too, but not sure what to do. He's extremely shy, and takes care of William rather a lot. He turned Willie into a vampire so he wouldn't have to live without him.

Helena- a clumsy girl who loves Oliver, wants protection, and the feeling of being wanted the same as her wanting something. She's very sweet. Many people make fun of her, but she's so use to it she doesn't mind. Though she feels lonelier everyday, she finally bursts when she's close to Ollie. She's not shy, and very outgoing, but most people think of her as rediculous. She usually wears blue colors, sometimes confused for black.

Aden- Oliver's servant. He's kind, and watches over everything. A butler that finds his duties cleaning, taking care of kids, and taking much care of Oliver. He follows him just about everywhere and care for him dearly. He's afraid of vampires, but seems to be okay with these. He's stuck doing most of the work, but after a while he enjoys doing it for some people. He loves working for Oliver, and Lena. He loves kids so William is like someone he can watch dearly for enjoyment. He likes wearing less formal clothes when he can, but he has to wear it often infront of Timothy.... <3

My Dollies. :3

I'll update later, but hey!
If you want to keep updated with my Dolls, go to Ollie's DA

[link]

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/16706873/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/16706873/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 12:35:44 PST [link]age=1&sn1=&divpage=1&sn=off&ss=on&sc=on&select_arrange=headnum&desc=asc&no=9
[link] (click->selling->Miho)

and, I was hoping for it to be smaller... or something then Oliver. but he would be the same size, maybe even taller then Ollie. I guess that would be okay since Aden would be his servant.

also, I really want the Delf El doll from Eluts.com, with the make-up of the Anhel Dion limited Delf-art's make-up. He'd need a name too, and I guess he would be my Azure, but the thing is, is that with Azure, I'd have to custom Azure even more because he has scales. I'd have to have him specially done- his make-up which could cost more, and I'd have to look for someone willing to do that. >.<;;;

Next, Laley, for sure she's going to be Delf Lishe.
And I think that would complete my doll collection. But talking on what or who comes first, it seems like Laley and/or Aden is coming next. I'm somewhat routing for Aden more, since I know his purpose, and a bit of his personal, but I do want a girl, and her looks/doll is more planned out then Aden.
but even before I can get either- I should get Ollie a bit more clothing. And start his story. Oliver Delacroy (Farell?), my first love and baby, next will be either Aden Riley Tucker, Lelay (A.K.A. Laley, lastname still unknown), and then Azure my dragon boy. and I'm not sure how he fits into the story other then he's just as beautiful as the rest. At least then, next being Laley or Aden, I won't feel bad about Ollie being so lonely.

Or maybe I won't get Azure- for a long long long time, and just get the DelfEl doll with Aden's make-up and complete-o :3 for Aden at least, that might be cheaper. and by the time i get Aden, Ollie's gonna have a lot of clothes which Aden can use- it could fit him, probably big (actually, no probably.) though. but it could work, people look cute in big clothes on them :3 D< I have to look for someone who does make-up! Good make-up, I've seen a lot of people and it makes me go "ick" sorry- those people.

Character Completion!:
Oliver-
Have him
Personal- getting there, needs some more work
Story- needs a lot of work!
:3 main chara, no? he's really shy, and formal. babysits William, death: drowned, Lelay's father revivied him. He loves his brother too much, that he made him a vampire too so that he wouldn't have to live without him. Was a farmboy, now aristrocrat? He was suppose to be Lelay's mate, but they didn't mesh.
Family- done! ish.
Aden-
Don't have him D:
Personal- working on it
Story- somewhat completed- we have his purpose done, now his background (maybe werewolf?!)
Oliver's servant, afraid of most vampires, is like Oliver's babysitter, teaches Oliver some things.
Family- none yet. No friends either- 'cept Ollie
Lelay-
Don't have her D:
Personal- spoiled, nice to some people, hates new people (she's a vampire.)
Story- she grew up being spoiled throughout every time period. She older then Oliver, but looks younger, she likes attention, but hates too much of it. She's always dressing like she'd pay 1,000's or 100's of dollars on her stuff. We still need to work a bit on her and Aden
Azure-
Don't have him, probably won't 'till I'm out of college D:
Personal- xD I don't know, I care about his looks right now
Story- he's a dragon person.

Anyway, I wana talk about my Doll/future dolls >.<;;; any questions, comments, or help with personals, etc. please ask/comment! >.< I need help with them!!

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/16391284/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/16391284/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 16:39:41 PST
I got in a Twilight mood and decided to finish Eclipse.

(little spoiler here- not really though)
1) I'd like to say, I love Jasper. :3 My poor little Jasper doesn't have enough love, which is probably why I like him- less competion for one thing, and I can't help but like him. >.< I mean, it almost killed Bella in NewMoon (xD) and he's super nice to Alice (T___T *envy*) And the poor guy getting hurt for Alice :3 awwww overprotective military love. <3 I can't wait to see who plays him in the movie, not that I think whoever that is will be good enough. (sorry Jasper Actor!)

(no spoiler)
2) speaking of the movie, guess who's playing Edward? HarryPotter's Cedric Diggory (Robert Pattinson)! my oppinion: he'll fit the part nicely, they explained him somewhat pretty close, though, in some of the photo's I'd have to say that he looks.... a bit ugly. (the eyes, the lower jaw, the hair.... it doesn't work...?)
guess who's playing Bella? The Messengers Kristen Stewart (her actual name). I like the way Kristen looks for the part of Bella, I'm not sure if she's.... Bella enough though.
I'm glad that they are using wellish known actors for the parts though. :3
As well as I'm waiting for the Jasper role, I'm waiting for the Jacob role. (do i have a thing for J's in this book?) as well as James. I'm kinda more excited how James will act out instead of Edward. (I guess I do like J's o.o... a lot...)

(spoiler)
3) xD I am soooo glad that I found out that EVERY one of my guesses have come true, from the allience, to Bella really in love with Jacob. I knew she did, I knew that if Edward wasn't there, she'd be dying for Jacob. And I'm kinda glad she will (basicly) die. Jacob deserves better >.<;;; sorry Edward fans, but I'm routing for Jacob (though i know it won't happen, I want him to have someone better then Bella. I don't like her or Edward. sorry again.) Poor little Jacob *hugs* I love you! As well, I was kinda hoping Riley wouldn't die. poor boy. I'm glad that Seth was the one killing him though ^^ *pets* still. As well, I loved, yet hated how the book ended. The next book better start out exactly from that spot. It's killing me. I hated that it just ended. It was a nice ending, but it ended to quick. >.< I'm glad that I don't have to wait extremely too long, since the next book will be out around fall of this year. (just about 10 more months to go >.<; )

(no spoiler)
4) anyone know how i can get the Twilight Manga? >.< I'm dying to know how each of the characters are drawn in it... >.<

well, all this pish posh has made me want to continue my story, which will soon have a new name. (cooler one.) Hope Helena can keep up with her life! ^w^

sorry about updating so much lately... I've found the need to .... >.<;

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/16330135/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/16330135/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 13:30:08 PST
anyway

"enough of the fright,
enough of the fight,
I'll be awake if he finds us
Needless to say
I'll stand in your way
I will protect you
and I..."

an update on life, actually.

Manga: I'm one page 8, I want to develop my characters before developing my story- so basicly it's going to be a prolog like.

an update on Commissions:
I did change prices, but 1) be aware, that I had these new prices for over a month, and I FORGOT to update it to my DA, I DID though, tell people who have asked for commissions the new prices. For some people, it's going to be better, for others.... sorry.

Commissions:
$3 ($.25 for every additional person) Chibi's consist of full bodies, if you'd like more/less talk to me.
$4 full body (every additional person $.75)*
$4.25 head to waist (every additional person $.50)
$4.75 Head to shoulder (every additional person $.50)*
$5 head (every addtional person $.50)

the picture in general:
Sketched-> price as is
Inked-> $.25
Colored-> $.75 (not including inking- and be use, the picture is much more worth it with ink)

Backgrounds:
none-> price as is
with background-> price may very, ask and we'll talk- most likely though-->
REALLY simple background-> (lines, dark outline, circles, etc.)** $.25
Simple-ish background-> (something easy, simple buildings, etc.) $.50
elaboterate backgrounds-> (hard. Easy as that. Hard.) +$1***

Will Draw, won't draw:
-I will draw OC's
-I can draw real people
-I will NOT draw a character that already has copywrites. (Ex: Naruto, Fullmetal, DeathNore, FruitsBasket, Yu-Gi-Oh!) UNLESS you can convince me. ((good luck))
-Weapons are a maybe. I must have a picture though.
-I need a picture of what you want me to draw.
- I can TRY to draw animals. (no promises)
-Complete nudity and nothing covering... NO! 0w0
-Porn... NO!
-GirlxGirl (making out stuff... hugging... and grabbing is as close as I'm getting >.<;; sorry, I'm not good at drawing girls that much anyway)
-I can draw guy action just nothing far.
-any questions ask

The drawing:
I'm not sure when it will be done, but I will try to get it in as soon as possible. It may take longer then you think, but I will draw it.
If you want to be a commisionee... (is that right?) note me or email me (shall be provited at the bottom.

*price may very by clothing, elaboration, how HARD it is to draw you chara, and how many.
**remember I'm the one proviting the ink, it's not free, and my inking pens are drying up. I'll need new ones. once again price may very.
***do you know how hard it is to draw backgrounds? no? try it. not easy. Therefore, understand: if it's really hard I WILL bump up the price

Contact me:
xBloodxMissionx@hotmail.com

*sigh* anyway, on my life.
I don't really even want to talk about it... I'll just write about it later I guess. damn it T___T;

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/16274229/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/16274229/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 17:31:17 PST
Let's start with making the Manga.
Ahem:
about 27 pages per chapter
about 5 chapters
about 10 filler pages
1 table of contents
2 covers.

total: 151 pages I believe.

my plans:

filler pages and table of contents done on the computer, Except the first filler page.
First filler page, and botht the covers shall be down both by hand and computer.
each chapter will be down by hand and I'll make the writing as ledgeble as possible.

my problem?
well subtracting the 10 pages done on the computer that leaves me with about 141 pages. That's a lot. But you want to know the worst part? ^w^ I don't have enough manuscript paper!! ^o^ T_T ooh, but that's not all! Inking pens, I have some, but I need 1) more 2) They're running out of ink. AND I don't have ink. I have the nib pens too, but no pens. *has a Manga packet- 10 manuscript papers, and nib pens* yes. that... is my problem.

Since I KNOW my book won't be published anytime soon, I guess plain paper will do for now, and my inking pens. I'd also really like it to have .... money T___T to buy inking pens, and manuscriptpaper (where would I find it though?) and not that it's a big deal, but screentones. I could live without them, but I'd have to learn to shade on my own, since I probably won't color them. TT______TT *fail*

now that that's over, any suggestions on stories?? o.o please make it simple. nothing..... too.... much.... I'm not good at.... uhh.... weapons, porn, over exaggertated things, D: basicly my Commish rules. *sigh* T___T yeah. girls are a pain too... but I'll try to work on them. *nods* :3 well, that's all for now, please answer me!!

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/15769065/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/15769065/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 17:51:42 PST 2. make them answer the following questions.
3. then tag three people.
4. feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

OCs:
-Ran
-Hatsu
-Oliver
-Aden
-Azure
-Zassou


how old are you?

Ran: 20's all I'm saying
Hatsu: uhmmm.... 1800 :3 (<- looks 18)
Oliver: 19...ish...?
Aden: 20
Azure: not saying
Zassou: 21



what's your height?

Ran: 6. >.> don't bug me
Hatsu: 5'2"
Oliver: 6'2"and 5 cm.
Aden: 6' 5 cm.
Azure: 6'2"5cm
Zassou: 6'



are you a virgin?

Ran: don't ask stupid questions!
Hatsu: nopiesssss... :3
Oliver: . . . omg.
Aden: <.< >.> I'm not even fully developed!
Azure: no.
Zassou: no


do you have any kids?

Ran: *shrugs*
Hatsu: I want a kid... <3
Oliver: I sure don't think so.
Aden: DD: I don't even know if I'm a virgin!
Azure: no....
Zassou: no!


what's your favourite food?

Ran: Rascal. *snicker*
Hatsu: cupcakes!
Oliver: I'ma vampire. Can'ya guess?
Aden: coffee <3
Azure: hmm... bunny meat. *mwuahaha*
Zassou: fruit punch. *closest to blood, no?*


What's your favorite ice cream flavor?

Ran: vanilla with nuts.
Hatsu: strawberry! <3
Oliver: mint chocolate chip
Aden: cookies and cream
Azure: I don't really like it, but if I HAVE to choose: pinacolada
Zassou: I don't eat icecream unless Tenshi, Buck, or Kigai is eating it. *eats off of them*


have you killed anyone?

Ran: HAHAHA! my JOB is killing- and I don't get payed.
Hatsu: uhmmm..... not really....
Oliver: why should I dirty my hands? hell no.
Aden: *thinks* have I...?
Azure: yep.
Zassou: wouldn't you like to know.


do you hate anyone?

Ran: depends: have you hurt Rascal? Do you tick me off? Are you a demon? Are you on my list?
Hatsu: DD: noooo!! except Neo.
Oliver: no... not really.
Aden: should I?
Azure: I guess....
Zassou: yes


have any secrets?

Ran: I'm an open book
Hatsu: not really.
Oliver: only from my coworkers. xD I'm not REALLY 19, or HUMAN.
Aden: D: I don't even know the story of my life!
Azure: yeah.
Zassou: yes


do you love anyone?

Ran: Rascal
Hatsu: Yuuki.
Oliver: not YET.
Aden: T______T no
Azure: hell no. Get away.
Zassou: yes

what is your job?

Ran: I kill demons, a supernatural hunter, I teach Elijah and sometimes Suito. and I don't get payed. I starve to death. and steal.
Hatsu: I don't need a job :3 I don't even need oxygen. :3 *angel*
Oliver: I manage money.... a uber rich ^^
Aden: T____T I'ma servant. peasentish. gawd... life hates me.
Azure: *jobless* who needs work?
Zassou: I'm in college


boy or girl?

Ran: guy. wanna make sure?
Hatsu: basicly I'm genderless...
Oliver: guy.
Aden: boy-o. that might be like the only thing I really know.
Azure: why do you want to know?!
Zassou: girl (SEE!! I HAVE FEMALE CHARAS!)


what do you do to relax?

Ran: complain in my head.
Hatsu: cook, clean, garden, uuuhhhmmmmm play with water and rocks and listen to Yuuki's music and hang out with Yuuki, or his friends or my friends :3
Oliver: squeeze my duck... >.> and uhhh..... sleep.
Aden: listen to music. *so dull*
Azure: hahaha, kill you.
Zassou: walk away, or break things


what do you think your life expectancy is?

Ran: as long as Rascal's around.
Hatsu: i have like... 5 more lives left :3
Oliver: >.> hmmm good question
Aden: D: until I die??
Azure: why do you care?!
Zassou: should it matter?

now tag 3 people:

Maira
Hiru
Joshie (MAKE THEM UP!)

Ollie's home!!! yayyyyy!!! <3
Aden and Azure are the next dolls I want (Aden: Delf El Azure: senior delf Dion, I also want a Delf Lishe <3)
Ran is a chara that uhmm... loves Rascal, and is rather rude and tough sometimes and perverted. but Rascal has softened him up (Rascal belongs to )
Zassou (weed, Z) is a chara that I haven't drawn in so long T_____T
I'm gonna do this quiz again, I just wanted to do Ran, Ollie, Aden, and Azure 'cause they're meh new charas (o... ]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/15581097/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/15581097/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 18:25:47 PST .< D: And Wensday (like at 4:00) I'm leaving to go to Puerto Rico. chuu! *currently in a blanket* and sooo, today after left I just stay on the couch and watched TV and read and read and read and drew. I felt so sick that I forgot that Joshie is going to Puerto Rico with us. (or was I dreaming?) but anyway, I read and read and talked to Joshie and then I remembered why I liked this one guy so much. Not that anything is going to happen. but I felt sooo druppy and I chatted on the phone with Joshie and he said to make me feel better he's going to draw me something. (wonder what? XD) but blah.

as I'm sitting here in this chair. I want to draw more. and getting emotionally depressed. stttuuuuupppiiiiddddness.

anyway, commissions are going to stop for a while. I think I have carpaltunnel (sp?) joshie's will be opened though. :3

anyway, dec8th-13th Ollie's comming!!

as well:
Christmas is commming so I need to make a list.
wonder what I want. lol.

maybe I'll update some more later. man. I need a life.

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/15391695/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/15391695/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 12:55:04 PST [x] 2. Consumed alcohol.
[ x] 3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] 4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] 5. Kissed someone of the same sex. (by mistake. I don't... D: I don't count it as kissing though... but it is.)
[ ] 6. Had sex.
[x] 7. Had someone in your room other than family.
[x] 8. Watched porn. (YOU KNOW WHO'S FAULT IT IS!!)
[ ] 9. Bought porn.
[ ] 10. Done drugs.
TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[x] 1. Taken painkillers.
[ x] 2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] 3. Lied to your parents.
[x] 4. Lied to a friend.
[ ] 5. Been to rehab.
[x] 6. Done something illegal.
[x ] 7. Cut yourself.
[x] 8. Hurt someone.
[ ] 9. Been to a club.
[x ] 10. Seen someone die.
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x ] 1. Missed curfew.
[ ] 2. Stayed out all night.
[x] 3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
[x] 4. Been to a therapist.
[ x] 5. Snuck out of the house.
[x] 6. Dyed your hair.
[ ] 7. Received a ticket.
[] 8. Been in an accident.
[x] 9. Wished someone to die.
[x] 10. Been to a bar.
TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[x] 1. Been to a wild party.
[] 2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[ ] 3. Drank more than four beers in a night.
[ ] 4. Had a spring break in Florida.
[ x] 5. Sniffed anything.
[x] 6. Wore black nail polish.
[x ] 7. Wore arm bands.
[x] 8. Wore t-shirts with band names.
[ x] 9. Listened to rap. (ew)
[ ] 10. Owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL SO FAR: 27

[x] 1. Dressed Gothic.
[x] 2. Dressed prep.
[x] 3. Dressed punk.
[] 4. Dressed grunge. (maybe? what is it?)
[x] 5. Stole something.
[ ] 6. Been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] 7. Blacked out.
[] 8. Fainted.
[x] 9. Had a crush on a neighbor. (D: oh wow... I have... I didn't even remember him. oops.)
TOTAL SO FAR: 33

[ x] 1. Snuck into someone else's room.
[ x] 2. Had a crush on your friend.
[x] 3. Been to a concert.
[ ] 4. Dry-humped someone. (....that means.... D: and if it's what I'm thinking... I believe so...so... v [half of x])
[x] 5. Been called a slut.
[x] 6. Called someone a slut.
[ ] 7. Installed speakers in your car.
[ x] 8. Broken a mirror.
[ x] 9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
[ x] 10. Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush.
TOTAL SO FAR: 41.5

[ ] 1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[x] 2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[ ] 3. Cruised the mall.
[ x] 4. Skipped school.
[] 5. Had surgery.
[x] 6. Had an injury.
[ will, so...] 7. Gone to court.
[ x] 8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] 9. Caught something on fire.
[ x] 10. Lied about your age.
TOTAL SO FAR: 49

[ ] 1. Owned/rented an apartment.
[ ] 2. Broke the law in the police's presence.
[] 3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf.
[x ] 4. Got in trouble with the police. (wasn't that bad though)
[x] 5. Talked to a stranger.
[ x] 6. Hugged a stranger.
[ ] 7. Kissed a stranger.
[ ] 8. Rode in the car with a stranger.
[x] 9. Been harassed.
[x] 10. Been verbally harassed.
TOTAL SO FAR: 54

[ ] 1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online.(not yet but i will meet him)
[x] 2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight.
[] 3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] 4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] 5. Been to a fair.
[x] 6. Been called a bad influence.
[ ] 7. Drink and drive.
[ x] 8. Prank-called someone.(i would suck at this)
[x] 9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] 10. Cheated on a test.

TOTAL SO FAR: 61

-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody.]
-If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody.]
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average.]
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid.]
-If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence.]
-If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person.]

Oh shit. D: 60'S?!?! DD: I must be like... black chocolate evil.

Your boy side

[x] you love hoodies.
[x] you love jeans.
[x] dogs are better than cats >O
[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt. *one point to hell ; w ;*
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team.
[sometimes] shopping is torture.
[] sad movies suck.
[] you own an x-box.
[x] played with hotwheels cars as a kid.
[] at some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] you own a DS, PS2 or sega.
~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/15377284/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/15377284/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 13:42:09 PST
commissions still opened

but my goal was accomplished! I just purchased the doll yesterday!! :3 I do though... need to make more money to buy him shoes... D: and possibly more stuff? I don't know. but! I still want an RO account. >.<;;; I need/want other stuff tooooooo .... well... want. D: chuu yeah!

Joshie! I'm done with your drawing! are you starting your commissions??

Neeh-chan! (Naykomii) joshie and me are working on a drawing for yooooouuuuu!!! joshie wanted to say thanks about something and I just like to draw Rascal >.<;;;

FUJI!!! FFFFUUUUUNNNNN!!!! :3 later today!!

damn, homework and benchmark, and quizes today. D: ugh.

well, I'll update later!!

Olli should be comming in:
35-45 days! since ordered! count down!!
11/5- day 2. 34-44 days!!

>w< SQUEE!

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/15178533/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/15178533/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 18:46:49 PDT
I need to make money. >.>; there's this doll... and I'm only allowed to use a quarter of my Birthday money to put into the fund =____= yeah. DD: boo me.

but I only need $117.75ish (and want an RagnarokOnline account D: like $30 a month?) more left. Which isn't that bad, right? Wrong. I really want it baaaddd. TT_____TT since I can't get another pet. I want that doll... Therefore!

$200....
$2chibis. (one person, every additional $.25)
$5 anime head (1-3 people, every additional person $.50)
$5.25 anime head shoulders. (1-2 people, every additional $.50)
$5.75 head to waist (1 person, every additional person $.50)
$4 whole body. (1 person, every additional person $.75)*

Backgrounds:
no background: price as is.
REALLY simple background (lines, dark outline, circles, etc.)** $.25
Simple-ish background (something easy, simple buildings, etc.) $.50
elaboterate backgrounds (hard. Easy as that. Hard.) +$1***

The Picture:
Penciled: $.5
Inked: +$.25
Colored: +$1

Will Draw, won't draw:
-I will draw OC's
-I can draw real people
-I will NOT draw a character that already has copywrites. (Ex: Naruto, Fullmetal, DeathNore, FruitsBasket, Yu-Gi-Oh!) UNLESS you can convince me. ((good luck))
-Weapons are a maybe. I must have a picture though.
-I need a picture of what you want me to draw.
- I can TRY to draw animals. (no promises)
-Complete nudity and nothing covering... NO! 0w0

The drawing:
I'm not sure when it will be done, but I will try to get it in as soon as possible. It may take longer then you think, but I will draw it.
If you want to be a commisionee... (is that right?) note me or email me (shall be provited at the bottom.

*price may very by clothing, elaboration, how HARD it is to draw you chara, and how many.
**remember I'm the one proviting the ink, it's not free, and my inking pens are drying up. I'll need new ones. once again price may very.
***do you know how hard it is to draw backgrounds? no? try it. not easy. Therefore, understand: if it's really hard I WILL bump up the price.

If someone has asked me for a drawing and I haven't given them it, I MIGHT make you pay too. If you want it. Those drawings won't be put up on my DA either until I get payed. If I am too benefitting from the drawing (Arttrade, coloring, etc.) I won't. If I put up lineart, it's free just say it's my drawing, 'Kays? Or I might stop posting drawings.

I will also be selling some of my art, so if there's something you REALLY like, ask, maybe. Some I won't be able to because they're gifts, or I don't want to give away. Ask. 0w0 I'll see what i can do. I also can't give them all away if I do want to become a Manga-Ka.

Contact me:
xBloodxMissionx@hotmail.com <>
about the payment. If you don't know where I live... >.> I need to think on that. meanwhile you can start commissioning me at ANYtime. Just say so.

Also, if you'd like I can show you how the drawing is turning out if you'd like any changes by 1) my scraps.
2) MSN im
3) I can try sending a picture. ((never tried it before))

please try to make this Mission possible D:

X= done
XX= done and taken home
$$= need money now or soon
~= working on
slots open: doesn't matter right now, keep commissioning.


XXChibiDragon- $3.25- 100%done- READY FOR PICK UP!!!


XXJaydah- $7.00 (and throwing a Chibi in for the wait for free)- 100%done- READY FOR PICK UP!!!
XXRoxy- +$5- 45%done-try to finish between today and tomorrow


XXChibi Us- $3.25- 45%done -try to finish between today and tomorrow
~Take+Dragon+Chibis- $8.25- 5%done
~Hari+Yasui- $6.00- 2%done

Nick's Commish
X$$Kakashi "female"- $20.00- 75%done

PLEASE COMMISSION MEEE!!!!

SURVEY:
Taken from :iconRandomxChiken:

Pick 5 of your favorite characters from anything.
(Can be boys or girls – it has to be someone you like, though!)
These characters can be from Animes, M... ]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/15076775/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/15076775/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 16:55:24 PDT
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>w<

0w0.......... guess what? :3 +2,000pageviews!! My first journal since like.... September 7th. and I have.... *pop* 51 watchers. 0w0 yyyeeessss. :3 keep them coming, keep them coming. <3 I don't know if I want to type anything else *mind went "fuuu~~~" ono...... oh well. commisions still up 0u0b

but I'm bored.... baibai.

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/14537303/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/14537303/ Fri, 07 Sep 2007 21:22:20 PDT
I'm sorry I haven't been on lately. soo busy. D: too busy- I'm making myself rather lazy and it's just the second/third week of school. bah-humbug.

well, thank you my fellow wachers. lol. <3's to you all

I'm going to do this for a friend. COMMISSIONS!
half of the money I'm giving it to Kags. Who really needs it ^^

CHIBIS:
...half or quarter page: $2 (in color or not)
...full page: $3 or $4. Haven't decided. (in color or not)

ORINGAL CHARACTER (character of my own)
...Full or 3/4 body shot: $20 (in color. in black and white it'd be $15)
...No Background: $15
...Hard Background: $30 (depending on detail)

ADDITIONAL CHARACTERS ADD $5 or more depending on what you want

FANART CHARACTERS: (characters from anything and your own characters)...Full or 3/4 body shot: $20 (in color. in black and white it'd be $15)
...No Background: $15
...Hard Background: $30 (depending on detail)

ADDITIONAL CHARACTERS ADD $5 or more depending on what you want

PORTRAITS (of you or friends)
...In anime style: Same prices as "Original Characters"


I draw Traditionally like Kags, so go through my gallery, see something you like. yeah. you must note me. I might start a new account for commissions. ^^

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/14424160/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/14424160/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 10:54:02 PDT everyone is typing about it. I might as well. Plus I'm bored.

A Day's:

Algebra II:
I hate the class, like the subject, fear the teacher. Simple as that. ugh.

Chemistry:
RAAACCCHEEEELLL!!!!! yeah, class with Rachel is awesome. We sit next to each other too! Jasmin sits infront of me too. Everyone there but about 9 people seem to be older then me too. Mr. Goshorn seems like a fun teacher (yay!). And passing notes is simple there, and talking to people too. Plus, since I'm good at math, I basicly have Chemistry nailed. Not only that, it's fun to browse around the class room to look at people, see what they're doing. (but it only seems to be in the class)

Lunch:
I walk Rachel to Theatre Arts first, and see Bob (the teacher). It's fun. Then I walk back. I have lunch with Kags (I usually hug her or something, chat.) Julie (fun to talk to and see her drawings) some of my guy friends (perverted funny comments, and fun to mess with), and Jesse. So it's fun.

Photo Dig:
easy, but I don't want to do the paper work there. ugh. I have class with Jesse, so I walk with her from Lunch to there, and I have it with Zach too (....). The teacher plays good music though. (yeppers)

Theater Arts:
I have two new friends. Misa (or Nisa) and Abby. Misa loves anime, and a year older than me, Abby is a senior and really nice. I'm stuck in the not so great class though, everyone there are jocks and preps (the nicer ones though) but they don't belong in Theater. Only the outcasts belong in Theater!! argh! Besides, the outcasts are funnier.

B Days:

World History:
Melissa and Sarah are in that class <3 yay! But the teacher freaks me out more then she should.

Studio I 3D:
I hate the class. I know nobody. It seems like fun and easy to past but I know no one. I wanted to switch out,but ****in administrator wouldn't let me just 'cause she's lazy.LLLAAZZZYY

Spanish: the person next to me is nice, I know Laura (too far to talk to though) and there's this hispanic who I think wants to be my friend. . .either that or she doesn't know English. I have lunch this period, and with Rachel (yay!!) Henry had this teacher, so passing may be easier then I thought. Plus I need this class to go to a State University. And if possible, another year of it.

English:
class with Jesse, yay! I'm not alone. Though Jerry is there. meh. The teacher seems to be okay with talking (yay). but I have to give her homework. I think I have to be in the class more to find out if I really do like it.

omg... we have hippies in our school now. D: ezrxdtcfvygbuhjn tomorrows the big day. nervousness is eating me away. >.<;; I think I'll update later or something, I'm getting stressed now (everyone is and now it's vibrating into me...it sucks. 'Cause everyone is telling me "be relaxed" as if. If they can't what makes them think I will if the point of it is basicly me. it sounds shallow and trust me I don't want it to be, but it's true. ugh. man.)

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/14340032/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/14340032/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 20:34:11 PDT !)I'm tagged again?? D: ddaammmnnn....
@)all of a sudden my friends are calling like "wanna hang out?" I never got THIS many invites... I'm talking to three people at the same time asking me if I have anything to do in the same date.
#)people keep asking"what do you want for your birthday?" if you don't know just give me money, money never hurts.
$) my thumb and head hurts... D: and the razor rashes.
%) I was lied too... my hair only took 2 hours (they said the whole day) only because they wanted to use me for modeling... uhmmm me? model? yeah right, as if I have the looks for that! but it surprised me when they took more pictures [and much much more emotion pictures] of me.

sigh.
Damas: practice at 7 at the church in the card >< have everything ready by thursday. plus, bring music :3

now the... survey.:

List ten things about your art, then tag ten people to do the same

1) I'm proud that my art is good for my age but believe it still sucks
2) for a "great" drawing it has to take me at least 2 hours
3) I like to base my stuff off of music (so lame I know)
4) I wonder if people would think the same about my art if people didn't know me at all
5) I just realized this, but sometimes I flirt by drawing people (I.. never...knew)
6) I want to draw for other people but fear my drawings won't be in good hands or it'll suck, plus sometimes I just don't.
7) requests take me forever (at least 6 months)
8) I feel like an art theif when using reference D:
9) after getting an award from the senator I feel like I suck at realistic drawings
10) my biggest hope for my art is to gain a little speck of your heart.

update later ><

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/14271384/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/14271384/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 11:41:36 PDT



I'd like it if you leave him some love <3 he needs it. lol

Well, now, ^^ I'm plaining on buying two dolls, and maybe two/three wigs, problem is, I probably need to buy one doll and one wig first. D: I can't decide which, help me out people?? [link] also, after I get them, they're going to need names. Help me name them??? DD: pretty please...?...?!?! <3 Please heeellllpppp mmmmeeeee


update later!












The 25th, I will also... not be here... I'm getting my extencions done, and it's gonna take all... day. from 11 to ... maybe 8 (20.00) or later yeah, it sucks, I also want to get highlights, so it might take even longer! I'm going to be bored, so to my friends... please text me!!! T_T I'm gonna be stuck reading and doing the rest of my math homework (which I don't want to do... *starting right now and hasn't gone far in the past hour*)

School starts the 28th- so, from then on, I'm probably going to be getting online from 3 (15:00) to... I don't know.

The 30th (for damas) there's practice at night.

The 31 no school =3 it'll be my relaxing day.Also be practice day for Damas.

September 1st, I MIGHT (probably not) be online. Huge say where stress and my nervousness is going to kill me. D=

3rd of Sept. no school (labor day) So, I'll be online from the moment I wake up.

Damas: I'd also like for you all to pick some music (bring CD's if you want) >.> <.<.... remember shoes, and dresses.

hmm... think that's it. >.< please text me on the 25th!

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/14124795/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/14124795/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 20:32:47 PDT dude, the idiots, they know nothing about me. (I haven't said "dude" in a while... like... actaully said it..) meh. I'm feeling sick, I think it was the constant running up and down the stairs, climb the sink (omg, that was so much fun, I'm amazed I didn't fall off), uhmm... the lack of sleep last night. My body... "slept" but my mind was like, "any sound, jump!" Which happened. Oh, and of course, something very girl like. :b ugh. And almost everything is ready for my party. :3 yeah, *yawn*. I'm going to finally be able to make up the sleep for yesterday and today. (I can't sleep during the day unless I'm sick, and that only happened... 3 times. .. I also can't sleep sitting down... and really loud noises.) Ugh... *yawn* >.< dangit. my body mind is so tired.. but my body "keep going, keep going, keep going."

Currently working on a comic, that I got from a joke, and just thought "...that's gonna be me... some day..." probably, because I like the older guys... but I realized something... in the joke that seriously made me laugh for a while. anyway, the comic is for Botemedlet, and anyone else who gets it. (most likely and >.> It still will be funny, but you might not find the true humor in it, unless you're... one of us. feel special, my three friends. Well, I just finished the comic It's called "Love Cliff" It's 1:33 I'll try and edit this later.






[Verse 1]
You and me, we have an opportunity
And we could make it something really cool
But you, you think I'm not that kind of girl
I'm here to tell you baby, I know how to rock your world

[Bridge]

Don't think that I'm not strong
I'm the one to take you on
Don't underestimate me boy
I'll make you sorry you were born
You don't know me
The way you really should
You sure misunderstood

[Chorus]

Dont' call me baby
You got some nerve, and baby that'll never do
You know I don't belong t o you
It's time you knew I'm not your baby
I belong to me, so
Don't call me baby

[Verse 2]

Behind my smile is my IQ
I must admit, this does not sit, with the likes of you
You're really sweet
Mmm, you're really nice
But didn't mama ever tell you not to play with fire?

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

[Verse 1 again]

[Bridge]

[Double chorus]


~~(Edit)~~

Let's see.... ah yes!

This Weekend (starting Friday I think?) I won't be here, (I might be here on Sunday :3) I'm going camping with a friend. >.> <.< hmm... not sure how that will turn out...

The 25th, I will also... not be here... I'm getting my extencions done, and it's gonna take all... day. from 11 to ... maybe 8 (20.00) or later yeah, it sucks, I also want to get highlights, so it might take even longer! I'm going to be bored, so to my friends... please text me!!! T_T I'm gonna be stuck reading and doing the rest of my math homework (which I don't want to do... *starting right now and hasn't gone far in the past hour*)

School starts the 28th- so, from then on, I'm probably going to be getting online from 3 (15:00) to... I don't know.

The 30th (for damas) there's practice at night.

The 31 no school =3 it'll be my relaxing day.Also be practice day for Damas.

September 1st, I MIGHT (probably not) be online.... ]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/14012956/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/14012956/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 09:24:04 PDT
put a joke up (you don't know Jack Schitt, do you?) XD so I wanted to put up something funny too... mostly for her. ^_^ make her smile, and I said I would give this to her... <3


ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage

OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.
A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.


HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13963237/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13963237/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 21:51:31 PDT
well now, I don't really know what to do with myself. I mainly wanted to make a journal for thingy down thaarr.... >w< yep yep. T_T but it doesn't work. *deletes it* D'= *tear tear* Sucks le mucho. now then. My week has been pretty horrible... but it's clearing up now (which is great). Still, I have a feeling that it won't be so great... maybe because I'm overdue... that can't be good... but since these past couple days weren't so great, maybe the pain won't be so bad.... or... it could be worse with a depression. D= that's not good either. Well, let's change the subject. I finally got the new CD mi Papi got me. =3 yay! I'm coloring/drawing/inking more, again, for all of you "Lil'Blood's drawing fans" (not many of you. )I'm getting better too! ^_^ I hope... ._.
man, I'm hungry... *eating some chocolate <3* Maybe I should start eating those noodles.... >.> <.< ramen also sounds good....

I'm going to have to go soon I can't be on the computer too long... I've got lots to do (darn). =3 This is your night *singing* Yeah don't mind me, at all. I do have to go soon (boo) but I'll leave you guys a treat. Sound good? Hope so.

Damas: 1) dresses are in, pick them up. If you can't for some odd reason, call me. (before you go and pick them up, make an appointment.) 2) get them shoes! Only a month away, and trust me, you're gonna wanna practice walking in the heels and dresses.

man...sudden stomach ate... D< *sigh* well... we'll see how the week goes, (right guys? We have no other choice but to wait...) I want new clothes....

Btw, Nairing (the cream instead of shaving with a razor- Nair [near? naiirr... neh-air? how do you say that??]) works. I'm serious! It works!! And it makes your skin even softer!! Totally recommend it!

THIS IS YOUR NIGHT: Amber

Dah dah dah dah dad, ditita ta tay

1-This is your night,
Dancing free until the morning light
Together forever 'cause, this is your night
And everything is gonna be alright

2-Aww yeah, so in love with you
Aww yeah, it's too good to be true
Aww yeah, feelin' so brand-new, aww yeah
Eee-yeah, eee-yeah
Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

You captured my heart, you're the key to my life
A vision of our love, that made me survive
Regaining the mood, that we're in, it's so real
It's time to move up, and to face what I feel, oohh
(repeat 1, 2)

Tonight with my spirits, the one that you call
I'm ready to stand up, and ready to fall
I can't find a way, so attracted by you
Let me be your girl, and I'll be so true, ooh
(rpt 1, 2)

Dadadadadada, ditaitaidai...
(rpt 1, 2)

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13845077/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13845077/ Mon, 23 Jul 2007 10:43:56 PDT
I found out that my bra is what's making these scabs on my chest.... stupid bra....

Yesterday, an uncle that I never knew about came... so we went downtown (<3), while my uncle talked to my aunt and mom, I hung out with Henry, when my uncle was talking to my dad and stuff, I talked to my mom. Henry was fun (as usual) and we teased AkiPocky over the phone, my mom was fun too. She sung (with her tonodeaf voice) some songs, and talked about us Latinas, and about our plains for the future. Then we went to "Mike's" (seafood resturant) and Henry complained about it for a while, but got over it, after I teased him about eating crabs.

Day Before: I slept over at JadeEmperess. It was fun except for.... the computer stuff... (let's just leave it at that.) I drew a horrible doodle of us. ("the internet is for porn, the internet is for porn, the internet is for porn porn porn, so grab-" ending it there) We watched a few movies (?) and I had a photoshoot with AkiPocky and JadeEmperess. I'll post those later.

The AC is off and it's not hot... (unless you start running around) it is kinda sticky, but only my arms are just slightly sticky. Right now, I'm feeling like everything is okay... but the day is just going to go down the toilet. *sigh* might not be a good day... or maybe it's just my hormones acting up... (who knows) OMG THESE BUGS SHOULD GO TO HELL!!! >.<

s'nuff said.

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13819547/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13819547/ Sat, 21 Jul 2007 10:35:05 PDT "Cupid, whom she missed more than she thought possible."

2. Stretch your arm out as far as you can.
Which arm?....'cause my right: hitting air
*ow* Left hits the counter (that really did hurt)

3. What is the last thing you watched on tv?
Spanish Soap Operas

4. Without looking guess what time it is.
1

5. Now look at the clock and see what time it is.
12:57

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear.
my stomach

7. When did you last step outside, what were you doing.
going from the car to my house

8. Before you started this survey what did you look at.
commenting back

9. What are you wearing right now.
PJ pants, tanktop, and underwear.... (no bra.. lol)

10. Did you dream last night.
that someone kept hugging me... and they kept breathing in my ear.. I don't know who it was, because I was asleep in my dream too.

11. When did you last laugh.
Yesterday

12. What are on the walls you are in?
cabinets (in the kitchen)

13. Seen anything weird lately?
what do you mean "weird"? because weird can be different for us.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
nothing about it

15. What is the last film you saw?
theater: Harry Potter and the Oder of the Phoenix
home: Shrek
Someone else's home: Blood and Chocolate

16. If you became a multi-millionaire over night what would you buy?
the real questions is "what wouldn't I buy?"

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I....don't.... know...

18. If you could change one thing about the world regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'm not sure...

19. Do you like to dance.
when I'm home alone...

20. George Bush:
waved to a famous blind man

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you name her.
Helena or maybe Reason

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you name him.
not sure... Sareal?

23. Would you ever consider living abroad.
yeah

24. What would you like God to say when you reach the pearly gates?
that I'm aloud in.

25. Tag six people who must do this in their journal
CatScratchZodiac
KitKatWhat
Nightmare05-gotr
RandomxChick3n
SoulessxLife
everyone else who watches me! (mwuhahaha, you can't escape me now.)

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13695818/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13695818/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 13:06:06 PDT
1. Name: Maritza
2. Nickname: Mitzy, Kairi, Kai, Kai-kun, Kox (I'm not going to say them all)
3. Current residence: Home
4. Place of birth: Maryland
5. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
6. Male or female: female
7. Education: High School
8. Schools you went to: New Hampshire Estates Elementary, Oakview elementary, (some school in El Salvador), Edgewater Elementary, Central Middle, South River High
9. Occupation: living off my parents.
10.Personal quote: no clue right now.


:: Your appearance

12. Hair colour: dark brown almost black
13. Hair length: layered, longest about my shoulder glade
14. Eye colour: extremely dark brown (might as well call it black)
15. Best feature: ....well, it could be my big boobs...(lol) I don't know... you all answer this for me.
16. Height: 5' 1"
17. Braces: No
18. Glasses: For reading, taking notes, etc. (I'll be wearing them often..)
19. Piercing: two pairs (ears)
20. Tattoos: no
21. Righty or lefty: Righty


:: Your 'firsts'

22. First best friend: do you really think I remember?
23. First award: first important award, last year, I got an award for my art from the government
24. First sport you joined: never joined
25. First pet: a small dog, named Boxy
26. First real vacation: El Salvador (when I was like.... 2?)
27. First concert: Trans Siberian Orcestra
28. First love: .... like actual crush? a guy who's a jerk, actual love... not so sure...

:: Favorites

29. Movie: "Cursed" it made me laugh so hard in the movie theater even though it's a horror movie
30. TV Show: no idea
31. Colour: ... red, green, blue, pruple, (the darker shades... and violet!) black, white and grey (but they aren't really colors)
32. Band: Many
34. Song right now: too many
35. Friend: ...... too many.
36. Candy: fruity kinds!
37. Sport to play: volleyball....
38. Restaurant: Sakura
39. Favorite brand to wear: Oakley
40. Store: Borders
41. School subject: Art
42. Animal: cows, foxes, dogs
43. Book: right now..?? o.o I dunno
44. Magazine: >< no idea
45. Shoes: Etnies, allstars, boots.


:: Currently

46. Feeling: confused, depressed, empty... I'm feeling a little better though.
47. Single or taken?: single
48. Eating: cereal
49. Drinking: nothing
50. Typing: to people
51. Online?: Yeah
52. Listening to: The White Stripes, Say Anything
53. Thinking about: how weak I feel... and someone... and crying..
54. Wanting to: ....
55. Watching: music video
56. Wearing: sweatpants, and a tank top.


:: Future

57. Want kids: sure
58. Want to be married: it would be nice =3
59. Careers in mind: Architect, novelist,manga-ka
60. Where do you want to live?: somewhere nice for a family
61. Car: Nissan 350z black, pleather, with an amazing sound system.


:: Which is better with the opposite sex

62. Hair colour: doesn't really matter
63. Hair length: long for a guy
64. Eye colour: doesn't matter
65. Measurements: in height? taller then me..
66. Cute or sexy: both.
67. Lips or eyes: I never touched another guy's lips.. I dunno.
68. Hugs or kisses: I've never kissed a guy. But probably both
69. Short or tall: tall
70. Easygoing or serious: Depends
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
72. Sensitive or loud: errgghh.... both.
73. Hook-up or relationship: ....?
74. Trouble maker or hesitant one: it's good to be both


:: Have you ever..

75. Kissed a stranger: I haven't even kissed a guy... but kissed a stranger's cheek. Yes
76. Had alcohol: not like... hard core.
77. Smoked: no.
78. Ran away from home: no
79. Broken a bone: No
80. Broken someones heart: I don't know.
81. Broke up with someone: yeah, he deserved more then a break-up though
82. Cried when someone died: no one important to me died (at an age where I understood death)
83. Cried at school: yeah


:: Do you believe in..

84. God: I don't know.
85. Miracles: it could happen
86. Love at first sight: no
87. Aliens: I kinda hope there aren't any
88. Soul mates: I don't know...
89. Heaven: if there's a God, right?
90. Hell: if there's a Heaven.
91. Kissing on the first date: never been on a date
92. Horoscopes: no, but they're fun to read


:: Answer truthfully

93. Is there someone you want, but you know you can't have? : yeah...
94. are you virgin: yep! =3
95. have you been an unfaithful person... ]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13608624/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13608624/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 14:44:32 PDT
I never thought I would have like... 30 some watchers. (thank you, my watchers!! I love you alll!!!)
I never thought so many people would favorite a lot of my work. ( have I told you guys I love you??)
I never thought that I could be so happy.... for this long of a time... ><;; it's making me wonder if I'm going to have a horrible "girl's week" .-. I hope not... I've been really happy lately...
I never thought I could fall out of a depression that quick... ><;;; I'm so strange. Mitzy the Strange. (that should have been my name..)
I never thought so many things... it's making me smile that it's happening... and I'm wondering why though... (I don't deserve it! I really don't ><;; I feel like I've been a bitch to many things...)

it's the 4th of July. I'm going to spend it with my dad... Imight go to see the fireworks... but I don't know...

Sunday I'm not going to let my dad cook. (yes, his breakfasts are good... but I've had them every sunday ><;;; ) so I'm going to cook (omg! I can cook!) yeah... mom taught me a few things kinda like "you're dad is gonna take care of you... I know you don't like to eat the same things over and over again.. so I'm gonna teach you" of course they're very simple things... nothing big... my mom left a lot of things prepared just to grill or something... >< man I can go for noodles... I think we have some... we better have some.

this morning I got up at like... 10 or 11 (don't remember which) and didn't eat breakfast (stupid move, my stomach is kinda weak) so when I was at the airport, I was starving. We went to eat at Harry's (not the biggest varities.) the only thing that sounded good from the menu was a hamburger, so I got that (another stupid move, meat and weak stomach, and no breakfast, bad. don't do it.) my stomach hurt sooo bad!! We took the left overs home. I didn't even eat half of it.. the burger is like... 4 inches across (in daimeter) and 2 inches high. (that's big) and fries... >< which now taste bad.. but I'm hungry so I'm eating it again.. don't know if that's good. >< dammit, my stomach is hurting now... but it tastes good!! >< my stomach is just being patheticly weak today.

there was something else... oh yeah!! Thank you Andre for making me feel better!! It really did help. So, thank you for making me smile and laugh and caring about me when I was depressed. ^_^ you're lil'Latina friend is thankful and sends you hugs!

thank you mi friends for telling that guy to get lost... and for cheering me up (after I was) and thank you mi family for being the funniest latinos I know XD ]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13590379/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13590379/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 09:15:01 PDT my parents got a flat screen tv. (above our fireplace)
>< my heart just got toren up again... I'm thinking of getting chocolate to stick it together... (chocolate is always loyal to me)
besides, I'm running out of string.

it hurts to breathe... ><;; yeah

I'm getting glasses. I went to get my eyes checked yesterday..they said I need glasses... at least to watch TV and take notes in school. Anyway, I don't really know what else to say...

I hate perverts. Like... the perverts that leave sexual comments. It's rude, and discusting.

>< I'm not feeling well.. my chest is starting to hurt a lot more now.. and my damn hormones!!!

well, I'm off to ... do stuff... baibai.

dammit >< I think I'm falling in a small depression

DAMAS: your dresses will be here the 10th, please have shoes ready by then >< ]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13360930/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13360930/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 20:06:18 PDT
am I allowed to give up??? Yeah, I have given up (I hope) on so many things the more I think about my feelings... it think 'give up now, it's not going to happen, give up, give up, give up' and I do want to... but something in me... it screams 'NO! NOT YET!!' I hate that part of me... it always makes me end up losing it in the end with more stitches. Right now... one side of me (my feelings I think) is saying 'wait a little longer.' and my mind is telling me 'no, give up, give up, give up.' my mind is always the reasonable one... but I don't know yet... I think I'll wait a while longer... but with someone else... I'm giving up. I can't take the stitches anymore, I'm giving up on him... and as for guy before... I thought I'd killed him from me... but not too long ago I had a dream he was there... I woke up shaking... I sent him to hell in my mind though...

.....give up or not.... I'll debate on that this weekend while I'm away from everyone... I want to be with people though...it's better then being here with my parents sometimes... I think better when I'm with my friends then them, if not... I feel better. errggg... now I remember why I'm acting like this. Ignore me, it was inner monologing anyway. I Think I just wanted to type it... I shouldn't have typed it here... I just remember people actually might read this... please... don't comment anything rude on this subject... I'm a little sensative about this right at this moment.

This title... !) has to do with the first two paragraphs. @) is dedicated to Jacob Illyria.

Everyone in my story is named but one. ONE, a female... Arthur's mom. Yes, mystery boy has a name. XDD
But in the future my poor lovely Jacob is going to suffer... a lot. My poor little Jacob... I'll be writing more, but posting to about chapter 7ish... I don't think I'd be able to get any further because I won't be able to see my editor a lot... unless we have another sleepover <3 Anyway, Jacob... I have to draw him... I imagen his hair so pretty, with dark eyes... he'd be really pale in the beginning but he gets darker... I'm not sure who Jacob will end up with in the end... (if he does by the end)... but I'm hoping he'll find love. I'll talk about the story some other time.

Damas: BUY THOSE SHOES!!!

Summer Break starts today! (we're probably the lastest to get out) and because I've been in it so long it feels like I have more... (maybe I'm thinking about my next year). I was hoping for some ALONE time tomorrow... I don't think that will work... I have a feeling I'm going to HAVE to do things I really won't want to. nnnnnnnnnn........... I hope I can talk to someone how can cheer me up... I can think of a few people at the moment... but.... I don't know... I think I'll just sleep all weekend until it's Monday and then do sleepovers... I'll get on the computer though ^_^

I'll try to be in a better mood too...

hmm... anything new.... not really.... ..... just... I wanna go to Swedian now... <3 so far it seems like a nice place to go to... so,I'll try my best to go one day...<3 (someday soon,I hope)

Cheerio!
lilxbloodxangel

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13106480/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/13106480/ Sat, 26 May 2007 21:44:53 PDT
Main character: Helena (lastname will come up in chapter 4) Helen or Lena for short. she loves cereal and sandwiches.

Her friends: Jade, Jetta, Alice, Jeff, Jacob. (not many, but more will come)

Crampbells: there's about 8 of them. 6 have been named. Except for the main Crampbell... and the "parental units" so I need help naming them..

Damas! need to buy silver shoes.... asap.

hair cut ^_^.... meh...I only like my new bangs >.> =_=;

Maira is here!!! In MD!!! yay!!! might be comming over... later on today (it's 12:42)

can't think of anything to say... yeah....uhmm... update more later.

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12914908/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12914908/ Thu, 10 May 2007 18:59:44 PDT
well, this Monday (?) I got so bored- and couldn't get on the computer. So, what does an artist in progress do when he/she needs parctice, but can't draw well, and ish bored? Draw the best thing that artist in progress can do! and for me... other than... sucky looking animals, and cells... I draw guys best. (and I haven't drawn guys in a while)... but I didn't want to feel bad drawing something I might make look bad... I feel bad if my characters look bad. So!! I drew myself... as a guy.... it was fun... and I'm hot...

uhh... the hot thing... yeah, last year I got a haircut that made me look almost guy like.... okay I looked like a guy with boobs, basicly, and well... I wore hoodies, which made me boobs look small.... - I remember one time, I was about to get me springPicture taken at school (even if you didn't pay, you still take them) and the guy thought I was a guy... how do I know? Because guys had one pose, and girls a different... he said to do the guy pose... yes.... my hair that day made me look like a guy too....- and since than, my friends talk about that... they stopped for a while, but I remember my hair would get messy and I'd look like a guy... apparently I made a hot guy, since a few kept saying how they would go out with me if I was. WOO!- Well, I drew myself as a guy, and again I was called SEXEH! XD I' post that... someday....

the next day I showed Kags, and she said she'd date me in a heart beat, and how she wanted me to draw her as a guy.. I did.... XD I didn't know she'd like my art so much, since she asked me to draw the frame of Aiko's Head..... I feel insuppirior to her a lot... and then she asked me to help her... Irony.

XD yep

I'm working on Kiog's b-day pic... it's gonna take me a while to do... ....finish I mean.

I'm writing "So this is MY life" too, I'm on chapter 3. And I started to draw other people (and writing other things)... I'm practicing on hands too.

I got bored of the other journal.... new one! WoopWoop!!

Finished Twilight!! XD and I'm starting "Marked- house of Night series"

lol, and also, appearntly I smell good... since three/four people have told me that... "date me, I smell good" was the thing that crossed my mind at that moment...

I'M WATCHING ZORRO!!! he looks like a mouse... I like evil girl's hair though ^.^- it's somewhat far in the soupopera... meh.

<3's you all.

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12745580/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12745580/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 17:16:37 PDT
>< PMSing... so I kinda don't want to talk to some people... I fear I might make them... not want to be near me... it's how I've been feeling everytime I'm on the computer... and then I feel like I'm just here until I'm being replaced... many people are making me feel like that.... my parental units (not calling them parents) are being B!*
nothing good really did happen... though last Sunday I went to see a Shakespeare thing (fun yaoi scene) and I went to the movies, snuck in to see The Reaping... ^_^ I got 5 free dollars for talking to a woman..!

I think the only good thing that DID happen this week was the a few days ago when I was talking to Kiog... not the last time I spoke with him... the time before... I think... but now since that day each second is getting farther from me... I'm just sinking into missery... yeah...

I don't want my depression to get passed along so I'll try to say something hyper for the next few sentences... ><

okay!! So like... uhh.... I'M GETTIN' MARRIED!!! ... >.>;;; and I'm gonna have two kids! a boy and a girl... (boy's older) haven't... named any yet... >.>;;; And I'm drawing myself!!! ^_^ black sheep black sheep, do you wanna weep? Yes sir, yes sir, all day long, until my lover says I love you too. Sorry... I was just thinking... I feel misplaced sometimes... AHH!!! NO!! NO! DEPRESSED ME!!!

quote that I'm loving "I hope them apple Pies are FREAKIN' WORTH IT!!" -Dean
I love his pathetic lines and his pathetic ways without his brother...
I'm drawing my sexy self!! again!!! XD you know you love those pictures people!!! YOU KNOW YOU DOO!!! and I'm drawing Kiog's b-day present... Aki said I should draw it "sexy" like. *imagening* ... I'll try to work that in... >< and I'll try not to pms when I talk to him... it feels like when I do... it's just making him... get away from me... and... go to other people....... >< I might just be jealous... I'm a very selfish person... (believe it or not) I try not to be... but I am... >< so... that might just be my brain functioning like... "leaving you!!! you crush is leaving you!!!" .... yes... I do have a crush on him... I think my PMS is giving me courage... but I do... though we probably not ever be together... (don't ask why, we both just... have our reasons, even if neither of us know all of them) IT'S GETTING HOT AND COLD IN HERE!!!
*strip music in background* WOOT!!! *strips shirt off, but puts hoodie on* ^_^

hey hey hey, how many people are happy that their parents might get devorced?? I know I'm one of them...

HEY HEY HEY!!! Kox population... 1. yeah... just me... XD I'm awesome like that... and without me... it'd just be aweso! And.... uhh... I need to draw a wedding gown... and tux... TOOOOPPPPHAAATTTSSS!!! WHEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

you know, this metal song... is cute... ^.^ *arrow pointing to self "strange"* ^_^ yup yup!! a sexy arrow is by my side!! ^_^ ha ha!!!

I ALSO GOT A FAN!!! (fan love!) his name is HappyFan... how do I know it's a guy?!?! Because in spanish.... fans are boys... El Ventilador... XD

Shaunna has a CherryTomatoe butt.... and OUGALIES (ugly) HAIR!!!!!

Spoon-san!!! Join the EmoMafia!!! just watch it!!! The link is on my Signature. the thing under my comment...;; ><

anyway,I'm gonna go now... before I get in trouble... I HOPE TO GET MANY LOVES FROM YOU ALL!!! MUAH!!!! Loves to people!! *throws stuffing from stitched heart to people* I GIVE YOU LOVE!!! >D

Los Amo... Y Amo a mi Amor!! ^_^ Kyeah!

(hyper enough for ya'll??? ARE YOU NOT DEPRESSED NOW?!?!? ARE YOU?!?!?! ARE YOU?!?!?!?!?!??!? HUHHUHHHH?!?!?!? HUHHHHH?!?! HUUUUUHHHHH!??! sorry... I'll be online at nights probably... and AkiPocky might warn me when would be a good time to get online...)


]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12556309/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12556309/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 16:26:09 PDT <;;; but I do. I really need the money, or call mi parents to reasure that you will pay soon, the party is in 5 months and it takes 3 months for it to come and maybe another month to adjust it to you. Plus, you need to practice walking in heals and with the dress... (that's hard... you'll want practice). I'm sorry. I NEED THE MONEY!!! $225!!



ask any three questions... no matter how embaressing .... (T.T;;; I'll regret it.... sooner or later) or inappropriate... (......are you guys really like that??) or stupid... (I like some stupid questions.)


I'm amazed noone has asked anything though... are you guys plotting something?? >.>;

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12512475/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12512475/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 15:46:08 PDT
I so know I'm gonna regret this...... but I kinda want to know what will be asked... I have a feeling I kinda already know...

ask any three questions, and I'll answer truthfully (this might suck). It has to be questions I can answer, and no name asking. Please try to keep the questions.... kind (.) and nothing rude, or wwaaaayyyyy too .... embarassing (sp?) I'll post the questions in my next journal.


Happy Easter, people.

I'm feeling better, I was a bit depressed the first night of break, and day... WOO!!! NO DEPRESSION!!!! XD
but I'm getting... teased.... a lot..... *cough* Melissa *cough* Jess *cough* ><;;; +.+ I'm watching you guys... from the other side of the screen... and do you ask what you're doing!!! you know!!! and you know I know!!!!!!!!! (it's a Kox thing).
I need to put up an EmoMafia profile... I need to make one... (this... will be hard!!! I can't think of a stupid pose!!!)

I nearly fell asleep during the service yesterday at church, but the Pastor was like "from the Alter- you can see all!" and I got paranoid... so I leaned against my mom to "read the bible" and I told her my stomach and head were hurting, and she's like "suck it up! We're here for God!!" ><;;; so I did... and nearly fell asleep again... then I was able to help in the kitchen (I didn't fall asleep!) then Jess called me, and said I should get home soon because Kiogy was online... I wanted to so bad.... than she started teasing me.... *sigh* I dunno what else to type.... stupid stupid stupid--- ugly me. ><

baiz.

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12434891/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12434891/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 18:06:36 PDT
><; and most of all... TELL THOSE FREAKY OLD PERVY MEN!!!! >x< let's start with Sunday.

I was in a resturant, and I left really paranoid because I felt like these two men where staring at me... but I just thought "they can'tbe staring at me... it's me!" so I went on and ate more... later on, when I was done, and went to throw away the food and leave... I had to look over to the men to get up, and one of them was like "hey baby" and I nearly jumped, and was like 'WHAT?!?! ME?!?!ARE YOU FUDGING SERIOUS?!?!" and the other guys was like saying a few things in spanish like... perverted things >< I WAS WITH MY PARENTS!!! RESPECT THAT!!! and I quickly went out the door freaking out in my mind, and just as I thought I was safe in the car, my dad driving, the men turn over to the end, and waved and blowed kisses at me! (I left vomit and fear atthe same time) and the whole car ride to my Grandmother's people kept staring... ><... (that time I wasn't paranoid.. I was looking out the window.)

today, was extremely hot... and to be wear a long-sleeved shirt >< ack!! And I walked home... once I reached Hannah's and Kag's place I couldn't take the heat anymore (and the whole walk there, I left as if they wanted to take a picture of me without a shirt, or something like that) it was too hot... and >.< I took off my shirt. Jesse, Kags, and Hana all seemed so suprised and their faces were priceless, but, they said (at least) 4 people looked over my way. An Old man, a few kids (boys I think) and a few people walking out of stores, driving, and walking... that... was so awkward once I was walking home with my bra, and a unzipped jacket on.So many people started, Jesse said I might cause an accident.... WHY STARE AT ME?!?! I KNOW A FEW PEOPLE WITHOUT SHIRTS ON WALKING AROUND!!! WHAT'S THE DEAL?!?!?!><

perverts. >< perverttttssss!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12377976/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12377976/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 16:00:59 PDT
!) Twilight- (my review from around Chap.6 and down) I like it. ^_^; >.> it is kinda hard to put it down, not impossible- I think the reason is because I want to know why is it that good?? Everyone's like "IT'S THE BEST THINGY EVA!!!" and... not quiet what I was expecting... but I just started...

@) I STILL WANT THE RASMUS!!!

#) >< I wanna talk to Kiog!!!

$) The Emo Mafia might get it's own DA account. (I Need Kiog's permission, but many of the members have approved), I want to draw the Emo Mafia as a "thank you" but! I don't have everyone's pictures. YOU ARE allowed to draw Emo Mafia stuff, and just post it on your DA, give it to Kiog or Mi- and comment us about it (Kiog and I will have the password.) if you want to tell the Emo Mafia something, tell us- we'll pass it around. I can't really think of anything else... ><;

%) I'm working on my unfinished art!

^) Character thingy... (Characters that are based off of people, are people, or I make them up).

List 12 of Your Original Characters
1) Sora
2) Suki
3) Tora
4) Buck
5) Max
6) Kaen
7) Keppei
8) Guru
9) Wataru
10) no name male vampire (I just want him here- he sexy!)
11) Shiro
12) Thorne

01) Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11? What subjects would they teach?

6 more likely... about.... I dunno... posture and stuff like that?

02) Do you think 2 is hot? How hot?

KYYYEEEEEAAAHHH!!!

03) 12 sends 8 on a mission. What is it, and does it succeed?

Ha ha, I don't think they would get along, Thorne is a bit rude, and Guru dispises a lot of things (they're way too like to get along)

04) What is or would be 9's favorite book?

Wataru? hmmm.... Dracula.

05) Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6, or the other way around?

B.A. (Betrayed Angel) Suki swears a lot. But Kaen does too... in the end- they're equally matched.

06) For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should s/he share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10?

Ha, Max gets along with anyone- unless they hate him. Then He hates them back. Wataru (9) might be a better roommate, but they're might be a lot of blood and hot sx with 10! In the end, it's who gets there first.

07) 2, 7 and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?

B.A. Suki and the rest would probably talk about hell, or the next meeting- I doubt other Suki would be there. All in all, how do you think a convo with an angel, a vampyre, and a wherewolf would end up?

08) 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens?

That seems likely (at least blackside Tora, or B.A. white Tora) They'd probably both fight until death or something, or Sexy Vamp. would probably mess with Tora then get out of there leaving the excuse "I got better things to do".

09) If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would s/he get it back?

I don't find that likely (they live in different places, the only time Sora would steal was if he 13ish-15, and by that time, Guru's in the U.S. while Sora's in Jap.) but if they did, I think they'd end up in a blood fest.

10) Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire.

Kippei doesn't care much about anything, he feeds, visits his girlfriend (will they end up together 80? ), goes to Kaen- talks to her, messes with Ninuhs, feeds and sees if anyone else needs blood too. Thorne just wants Kaen dead, they hate each other- but because of something stupid and because of something they both have nothing to blame for. Probably something like "life of the garden" Kaen's name means beautiful garden.

11) What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 and 1 to work together?

Revenge on their father (F.B.2 story). Sora was kinda miss treated by his father (his father was just... too much- he wanted Sora perfect) and Buck his father (same man) abandon him with his mother (who's a whore and eeevvvviiilll, abuses of him too). Only problems are: they don't know they're siblings, and their father died of a brain tumor (or did he?)

12) If 7 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?

O M G!!! I'D BE SOOOO HAPPY, AND I'D FORCE HIM TO DUMP HIS GF FOR ME!!! LIKE FORCE FORCE FORCE!!!! I'D BE IN GUY HEAVEN AND DO ANYTHING, AND SCREAM FOR HIM TO SUCK MY BLOOD!!!

13) If you could command 3 to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?

hmm.... I dunno.... make out with Hiru to see her blush?! XD

14) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11?

Ha ha, no, but maybe soon, it'd be great if they did though!! I'd be... ]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12300495/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12300495/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 17:55:03 PDT < GAAAAHHHH!!!!! THE RASMUS!!!!! I HAVEN'T LISTENED TO THEIR BEAUTIFUL MUSIC IN SOOO LONG!!!! *tears* I MISSED IT!!!

AND I HATE JESSE FOR TAKING MY BAND FROM ME!!! IT'S MMIIIINNNNEEEEE!!!!!!! MINE! GAAAHHHH!!!!! *wants to move around and dance, and and.... RASMUS!!!<3* NYYYAAAAAAAKKKK!!!!! MIO!!!! T.T

*listening to all the songs I have by them* it has beautiful lyrics, and the performance is pretty good, the drums and guitar, and bass are awesome!

anyway, my week is getting slightly better^_^; I hope it gets even better... but it's been really hot lately... ><; and... dolls tomorrow!!! lol... I dunno what else to say...

OH!

I FINALLY HAVE "COMPLETE LIST" FROM MY WATCHERS!!! WOOOOOOOO!!!!! *ish so happy* THANK YOU ALL MY STALKERS AND FOR THAT I MUST REPAY YOU!!!! somehow.... I'll draw something... or something... >< meh!

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12274546/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12274546/ Wed, 21 Mar 2007 17:07:05 PDT <+ this week... hasn't been the best week for somethings... for example:

P.E.:
!)"you're dead weight Mitzy" -I'm doing better than @)you, I can prove it with my body.......
#)"!#$%^%!@$%#*&^(*&^%$#!" (cuss words) -I'M $)HELPING YOU!!! SO STFU!!!!
%)Teacher- hates me....- I hate you back.
^)Brusies, for being one of the three that try.
&Annoying dude infront of me, and everywhere I am saying "yyyeeeeaaaahhh" even when he loses.
*) I don't have some of my pointless work done... and my teacher bugs me for not having a folder... >< stupid.

Gov.:
-failing.... ><;;;

Bio.:
I don't get it... I have a B though! I must be doing something right!!! XD

Espa.2:
-My teacher is weird, and bugs me for doing something right, and not knowing stuff... wtf?

Geo.:
uhhh.... I dunno... but he doesn't teach some stuff, but I'm doing better now...

Eng.9:
>< I hate grammer, I suck at it.

Theater:
nothing really... (might be the only really good class where I barely get graded and can do whatever!)

Studio 2d1:
KAGS WON'T BE THERE TOMORROW ='(

><;
people kept trying to steal my oatmeal, I got from Kiog... it pissed me off..... like... little man stole it numeros times, and I ran after him ><;;;
this girl in Gov. got me introuble cause she wanted it (so immature). And then expected me to give it to her... I'm not stupid.... I might be failing, but not stupid.

I got bruises.... and i don't know why.... like here*points* here *points* and here *points* and... I know I have more.... I've been getting more cramps but I can't miss any more P.E. or I'll get in trouble... >.>;
I keep getting hurt too... (but I'm not the only one)

I want to go to the mall.... but my dad isn't home... and won't be getting home until late.... *sigh*....

Also....I wanna talk to Kiog!!! But.... yeah.....

man... I gotta go... I'll talk tomorrow after another horrible day..... and if Uke-chan doesn't go to club, I might walk to Hana's and Kags'.... >.>;;

bai. *not in a good mood*

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12182935/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/12182935/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 15:29:20 PDT [link]: NO P.E.!! THAT MAKES UP FOR ANIME CLUB AND SCHOOL!!! but not ArtClass T.T; no piano! woo hoo!!!! XD *celebrates until is nearly choked by coughs*.

ahem.

>.< I'm counting down the days until I can talk to Kiog again! That's about... today, tomorrow, and Friday! XD SATURDAY WE CAN TALK!!! >D And I'm drawing him a lot lately...>.< I'll post them when I'm done or something. *misses talking to him a lot*

my drawings, the last two I posted...no one seems to like them TT^TT oh well, I don't blame people for not liking them. BUT!!! I JUST NEED THREE MORE WATCHERS AND I CAN GET THAT "completelist" watch list thingy!!! XD 3!!!!! or 4.... I NEED GOOD ART UP FOR THIS!!! *drawing, but something is always missing, trying to make it look at least presentable* I wanna draw my friends as animals... lately... like...wolves... >.< I need PICTURES OF THEM!!! =3 I need pictues of myself too... I want to put them on DA (pictures of me), but I'm afraid it might ban me off DA (the horrors of this face!).
I have low self-esteem... (proof: I think my drawings are horrible, and I look u-g-l-y I got no eliby ... is that how it goes?)

EmoMafia: if you wanna join go to Kiog's DA (JasonChan.deviantart.com) and check out his gallery too ^_^;
WE Want You To Join. (well... yeah).

>.
This is my seventh Journal (lucky 7!) I'll look for a good drawing and post it up here... (will I find one?!) and hope to God I can get a digi-cam. >.< I WANT A DIGI-CAM!!! AND NAME IT!!!.... ... ... ... Kimako! I dunno why!!! sooo, who will make my day today?? >.>;

I wanna make this journal long........

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Do's:
- Finish the drawings of Jason,and me. >.>;;; might take a while.
- BEGIN AND FINISH the drawing of Kayla.... (might take even longer)
- study. (pfft, who does that?!)
- emprove in P.E. skills... (booo, I can't do P.E. to save my life...)
- empress mother... with .... homework (as in at home, not the ones from school), schoolwork, P.E., and weight?? (I'M IN MY 120'S!!!! THAT'S NOT BAD!!!!)
- finish coloring.... (T.T;;; )
- uhmmm.... yeah!

Done's:
- visited my old Art Teacher that actually TEACHES!!!
- updated a few sites...
- WENT ON MY MYSPACE!!! 0O0 WOO!!!
- uhmm... finished outlining Jason and me... but I need to so the background... and.... stuff.... and color it....>.>;;;
- get hyper! >XD
- I'm kinda back in the ears, tails, fase beause of Jason too... >.>;;;

How's:
- how do you know you like someone?? Not like friends, like... LIKE ... like crushing?? Especially if you DON'T KNOW the person??? Like yeah.... I was just thinking about this a lot since after Hiru was talking to BlondeSlutMuffin and BSM said that Hiru was in love with someone she met online... and then I began... "OH MY GOSH, WHAT IF I'M IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE I DON'T KNOW, OR BECOME IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE I DON'T KNOW?!?!" and then.... these past two days... I thought about it sooo much more, it's nearly driving me insane!!! INSANE!!!!! T.T;;;
-how do you flirt?? I asked many people this... because... I DON'T KNOW HOW!!!!! I DON'T KNOW STUPID STUFF!!! like!!! I CAN'T TELL WHEN SOMEONE IS FLIRTING!!! I CAN'T TELL IF SOMEONE LIKES ME!!!! EVEN WHEN IT'S OBVIOUS!!!! I CAN'T TELL IF I'M FLIRTING!!!!!! (my cousin said I looked like I was flirting with this one guy, but.... I DIDN'T KNOW!!! I WAS PLAYING WITH HIS HAIR!!! T.T)


Well, my friends (two of them) were talking about our "type" of guy... and I noticed (while I was dusting off my mind) most of the guys I have like/d have just about the same features... (except one, but he's a jerk... +.+) like I realized... I like guys with long hair..... and ..... piercings.....and... thin guys with mussle.... but not a lot.... and.... I hate liars.... (that kinda how a relationship ended.... *shakes head*) and... I like nice guys who like to make people laugh.... and....... then... I remembered.... how a convo got started with my cousin and some family members how they didn't like guys with piercings.... and in the inside I was like "WHAT?!?!?! NOOOOOOo!!!!!"

OH YEAH!!! I was washing my hair one day, and then!!! while washing out the first round of shampoo (I use one brand of Shampoo, then another brand of Shampoo, then the same brand of Conditioner as the second brand of Shampoo... I'm just like that... KEEPIN' MISELF CLEAN!!!) I noticed.... The water was brown... I was like "O.O What the!?" and moved away to see if it was the water, but it wasn't.... I know it wasn't my hair because it was liquid...I KNOW IT WAS!!! then, I began to wash out the shampoo again and it did it again!!! WHY WAS MY SHAMPOO AND HAIR MAKING THE WATER BROWN?!?! THE SHAMPOO WAS ORANGE!!! A BRIGHT ORANGE!!! HOW DID THE WATER GET BROWN?!?!?!

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2) I'm trying to do some comics, stories...I might post them here. One, is Goth's Wing. Another is Notebook Buddies... but I have to start some things here and there... ^_^;;

3) people [including me] haven't been in the best of moods... for many reasons T.T I want love!

4) THEARTER ARTS!!! WOOHOO!!! *I'll be having a lot more drawings/jokes because of that!*

5) Goth's Wing - concerto of Pachelbel's Canon. Is my newest story. It will probably have Kaen, Keppei (not posted yet) and a few other popular characters from my story (like Thorne)! Kaen, the beautiful vampire, and her younger brother -Keppei, are in a world of the dark and blood. And here, Thorne, the werewolf like girl.. They meet at a cafe when they were attached by "The Canon" by Pachelbel.

more for later!

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!) Fantasy
@) Drama
#) Free-style [anything...]
$) I forgot... I'll be sure to update it...;;;

Please! All you have to do is pick your favorite drawing {of mine} and leave a comment saying "Vote"... please and thank you!!! T.T;;;


-Still going through somewhat of an ArtDepression-

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/11053112/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/11053112/ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 16:15:22 PST .>;; uhmm... I'm sick right now T.T;; Buck's b-day's tomorrow so I have to buy and draw a present for him... uhhh... yeah.... later.

]]> ~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/10067062/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/10067062/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 05:09:44 PDT
I am currently drawing one of my characters... it's turning out okay... and I'm also drawing a present for my friend of Satsuka......
okay so I'm drawing:
-present (Satsuka)
-character (Mudo. Sora's little brother)
-comics (idea from Miss Ravinka)
-Notebook Buddies
-Sora (in a hot spring/hot tub *drool* lol, j/k)

I'm in Comp. Net. Tech. and about to do a connector thingy.... but I'm a little border so I'm updating... mleh mleh mleh...

It's raining out, and I feel so sleepy, and in the mood of typing and drawing.... ^.^;;
I'm glad I might go to my friend's house soon. YAY ME!!! *hops, but then sits down* I'm so lazy.... I feel like Kyo-kun (fruits basket), which I need him for refernce on Sora, but I don't have a good picture of him for that drawing!!! grrr....

O.o I think I didn't do one of the papers for this class ._. oops.....ies? T.T oh well, I haven't done to well in remembering things... I have some sort of "boring pop-up blocker" which blocks anything boring... (or what I think is boring at the moment)... I got it a few days ago... in Bio. I couldn't grasp anything my Teacher was telling me... I couldn't take notes!! (which is odd) I COULDN'T TAKE NOTES FROM NOTES!!!! T^T;;; oh well, this pop-up blocker really works....;;;>.> I think I have to go soon (boooo)

yeah, g2g.
byez!!

~lilxbloodxangel http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/9952832/ http://lilxbloodxangel.deviantart.com/journal/9952832/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 15:16:51 PDT
in "drawings"- "popular" are:
"Chibafide"
"behind the moon, in love"
"To be me again"
"Why?"

In Gallery (that isn't in drawings):
"you are the perfect drug"

-Sorry for the trouble- T^T ]]> ~lilxbloodxangel