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It's fun as hell, give it a try!

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/25720256/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/25720256/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 17:04:57 PDT Did I tell you my man steppd on my scanner? I bet I did, too. Well, he stepped on my scanner, which I had figured out, and broke it, then found me a new one, which I haven't bothered figuring out. I am bad. With machines and all. Bad.
But I'm getting settled into my new place, eh, and I gotta make a website this month, because people seem to be wanting me to seem more serious, I mean about the art, and I never want to link to my DA 'cause of all the nasty old scrap I can't bother to delete. I need a dorke.com to write on my buisness cards. So Ima be making shit and scanning it soon, promise. I gotta, 'cause an other En Masse type of project is about to come to life, and it'll happen at a music festival, so contracts ahoy but maybe I shouldn't talk about it yet, so I'll shut up 'bout it already.

Got my chinese boss into grunting "MEAT" like Kowalski does in Ren and Stimpy [link] . There's a Ben&Jerry's ice cream shop next to our Sushi Shop so we get to see warm ladies licking and licking away, which makes him incredibly horny. Two days ago he was going on grunting a high-pitched "LICK THE MEAT" and it was hella precious. Amazing I tells ya.

I go do groceries, get some Jameson and start packing for CAMPING! Hurray!

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/25070173/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/25070173/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 13:22:39 PDT Now it's past 4h00 and they haven't even called yet. I'm very irritated! My friend is waiting for us to come and pick up a fridge and stove that we're buying from him, and I can't even call him to give him updates because the movers won't call us to let us know what's up. If I had known it'd take so long I would have gone and done some little purchases (toothpaste, cleaning products, coffee, etc.) but no, we're just waiting here, helpless, and cold, and aching, and impatient to get this over with! I AM CUSSING A LOT! I'm very nervous!
Just writing this to keep myself busy.
Now I'm gonna go dance my anger like the dude in Footloose.

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/23890606/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/23890606/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 20:08:48 PDT I'm a bit of a little shit like that.
Got this humongous scanner I don't wanna hook up because it's just way too big, and I have to say, I don't draw as much as I did before. Lack of space, mostly. But I'm moving in June and then I'll have a studio and it'll be all good.
The truth is, I just cook now. I get out of work, go to a grocery store, come home and study recipes, go to an other grocery store, then an other one, then I come home and cook.

By the by, SPRINGTIME. DUDE. AWESOME.

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/23645738/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/23645738/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 15:32:21 PDT Look! [link]
And look fast, because they will change the videos next monday and it might not be there after that.
I say dumb things in french!
Le artiste très français, hon hon hon!

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/22922830/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/22922830/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 12:21:45 PST Big papers, BYO supplies, going on for the whole month of February, 3 days a week. I'll be drawing all day long this coming Tuesday (the 3rd) and then again on Thursday the 26th. On Tuesday with TURF ONE and MATEL, then with CHRIS DYER and GRAHAM LANDIN.
All the big folks are there, I shit you not. Jack Dylan, Tyler Rauman, Jodi Hargreaves, Omen, Product, Rupert Bottenberg...
I can't eat! I'm too psyched!

On a side note, it's my birthday party tonight. Costumes, SNES, lotsa lotsa booze. Wanna come? Send me a note.

Also, me and my dude got this enormous cheap loft we were hoping to get. Kitchen is SO camera-friendly. Can't wait to start my cooking show.

I think Karma's giving me back my thousand bucks.

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/21154890/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/21154890/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 12:05:30 PDT Just made the jingle for it:
[link]

Now I'm gonna be making flyers, researching man-food recipes, polishing my character (the host is played by me, but it's a dude named Brian -think Wayne Campbell with boobs, then make that non-disturbing), find guests, make merch (aprons!), etc.
I gotta find a rad appartment for april and then I'll make the kitchen camera-friendly.
I could've started now but I got too many roomates; there's always a motherfucker in the cookplace. But next summer, it's oooooonnnn.

So if you live in Montreal and you wanna get on the dumbfood train, let me know. Crew doesn't get paid; it gets FED.

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/20354083/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/20354083/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 08:50:34 PDT So, three days ago I was on De La Gauchetière, just a bit west or Chinatown, and this old lady shrieks: 'You motherfuckers! Get back here!' and I spot those two young guys running away with her purse. One of them has a royal blue t-shirt and he's only about 50 feet away from me, so I start chasing him through this weird little park, and then he went down into an office building, but he didn't know his surroundings so I was able to catch up pretty good. I ran as fast as I could for about five minutes before he dropped the money. I picked it up, there was about 500$, and I managed to find the lady. She gave me 40$. I'm a hero!
I bought a shag carpet at a garage sale, it'll be awesome in the winter.
We're getting a mystery roomate! She's a 22-year-old from the U.K.
My advice is: don't get yourself constipated. Laugh all you want, but eat your daily banana and drink lotsa liquids.
I kinda like doing the whole "pencil sketch then ink then color with markers" thingy. Ima do it again today.
Maybe, soon, a series of big drawings. Thought about it yesterday after downing a coupla shots of Jaimes'. I have a fun concept, dorky as fuck.
We have a photocopy machine in the house now. It's sitting on top of the chinchilla cage. I put my face in it. Yesterday, Kam said he once photocopied his butt. His words were: "It was like the sun and the moon colliding. Really! With, like, the dark hairs in between... the... hmm... TMI."
I smell bad. I need a shower.
And then I'll make a bean salad.

My bean salad is good! Share:
-a can of mixed beans, or lentils
-olive oil
-lemon juice
-tiny bits or tomato
-balsamic vinegar
-parsley
-garlic
-green onion
-dijon mustard
-tabasco, or cayenne
-salt+pepper (from a pepper grinder, don't be a fool)
-whatever you have in your fridge/cupboard that smells fitting (capers' juice? sundried tomato pesto? cumin? experiment!)

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/17622497/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/17622497/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:10:57 PDT But I'm still mad!

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/17622453/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/17622453/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:08:21 PDT
What is that stupid mudkip avatar!? I never put it there!
And when I try to change it, the upload box has disappeared and it's written "you don't liek mudkips?" instead!

THIS IS RIDICULOUS.




...help?

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/16141148/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/16141148/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 15:53:02 PST
I can update my gallery! Hurray!

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/13973221/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/13973221/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 15:07:18 PDT Come drink and draw with me.

Tomorrow Aug.2nd @ Main Hall
With Billy Mavreas, Jack Dylan and Rupert Bottenberg

and/or

Thursday Aug.16 @ my place
With Eva, probably Lea and Vero, maaaybe Seb, maaaybe Phil, hopefully Charlene and her pals, and maybe some other people? There will be sushi if you come early.

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/11644797/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/11644797/ Thu, 01 Feb 2007 08:25:35 PST I'm turning 21 at 4h47 PM
I had indian food yesterday, got sweet art books and the weirdest card (it was about HAIR O_O; )
I also got candy. Yessss.
So I'm off for coffee.
I have a party tomorrow and I don't have too many friends to invite. Send me a note if you'd like to come have cake and drinks, I'll give you my address. I'm in teh mile-end, close to busses to the orange, green and blue line.

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/11530556/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/11530556/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 13:54:02 PST Sala Rosa (4848 St-Laurent)
8PM
7$

--Music--
Weeping Buffalo
Municipal
Rocketsubmarine (heeey that's me!)
Jai Guru

--Spoken Werd--
Steven Luxton
Fortner Anderson
Chancee Lee Grain
Tetro
R-Crabs



Come or don't.

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/11399841/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/11399841/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 15:06:51 PST There will be no booze, no dry carrot sticks nor ketchup+mayo dip. Just me, naked under my clothes, gazing and drooling.

If you can't come on saturday afternoon, you can still drop by Billy's shop before the end of the month. His opening hours are:

Wednesday: 11h00 to 18h00
Thursday and Friday: 11h00 to 20h00
Saturday and Sunday: 12h00 to 17h00
Now I'm not too too sure about the 11h00 and 12h00, maybe it's always 11h00, but y'know, just to be sure that you don't hit a locked door.

Monastiraki's at 5478 St-Laurent (across the street from Ubisoft)

I'll be in the next Mirror's art listings! O_O

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/11386447/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/11386447/ Wed, 10 Jan 2007 12:50:35 PST
I'm sorry folks, hope you can make other plans and all!

I'll keep you updated.

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/10613908/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/10613908/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 12:41:05 PST Monastiraki
5478 St. Laurent Boul. (corner St. Viateur)

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/7573970/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/7573970/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 13:11:44 PST
Make a dozen of paintings or so and have a show, maybe at Esperanza.


I have one for now.
I'll keep you updated. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/5164258/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/5164258/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 23:29:55 PDT

What in hell? Since when am I a suscriber?
This thing is the shit.
I am extremely happy.
Whoever is resposible for this gets smooched.

Other than that, I now have a job at Sushi Shop.

Things are good.

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/4724087/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/4724087/ Fri, 04 Mar 2005 01:59:41 PST
]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/4473286/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/4473286/ Tue, 01 Feb 2005 17:09:16 PST ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/4302259/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/4302259/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 11:54:26 PST Vote for Pedro. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/4147343/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/4147343/ Fri, 24 Dec 2004 16:05:01 PST Someone get me a screenshot!
I'll get you a muffin of a drawing or something to smack people with. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/4103417/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/4103417/ Sun, 19 Dec 2004 14:17:39 PST For the first time.
I'm nervous.
I'm leaving.
I don't know.
I'm tired.
I've been sad.
I had lunch with my mother, ex-step-father and brother today.
My mother said I looked incredibly sick and weak, and she noticed I was shaking.
I wasn't cold.
I hadn't noticed.
I'm thrilled, yes, I'm happy, I'm going away, it's gonna be different, it's gonna be great, I'll be with mah lovee, but...
I still don't know.
There are rotten things.
I called my father two days ago, asked him to come see me at my goodbye party (that turned out to be a lonely night of panic and tears).
He came.
It had been more than a year.
I was hoping he wouldn't be drunk.
He was.
I was highly embarassed, disappointed, and I got to tell him some things I needed to tell him.
But he didn't understand.
After he left more problems came.
At some point Eva was just sitting alone and crying.
Depressing shit happening to her.
Some stupid customer asked me to show him my panties.
I was so disgusted I started freaking out.
Jean-Claude kicked him out.
I hugged Jean-Claude.
Fish was the only one to come say goodbye.
He cried.
I cried too.
He's one awesome person.

Moral:
Everyone felt bad.

...great way to leave the ones you love. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/3795744/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/3795744/ Tue, 09 Nov 2004 17:31:37 PST ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/3280290/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/3280290/ Fri, 03 Sep 2004 19:10:47 PDT ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/3238008/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/3238008/ Sun, 29 Aug 2004 20:52:48 PDT

Oh, yesterday night was ace. I had fun. After a day of bread-selling, I went to sit-drink-listentomusic-smokecigs-lookar ound-drawprettypeeps. At some point I danced. Got drunk for cheap- well, not sickpatheticdrunk, just happydrunk. The drawing part was neat, because it was before I got drunk. Drawing under the effect of alcohol doesn't work for me.

There was a show. It kicked arse. The opening band was ace, I made 'em a little drawing. I spent like 5 or 10 mins on the thing, it was nothing great. I drew one of the singer/guitarists and heck, I couldn't even draw the guitar so uh, I didn't draw it. >.< But I went to see him, handed it to him, and he was super keen and he grinned a lot, asked me for a hug, gave me a CD... that turned me into a giggly retard. -_-; I felt like crap, I wish I would have given them something better, but the boy said he loved it and would cherish it.

So. Yeeeeeeee I say.

JOYFUL RAPHIE = 1
MOODY DEPRESSIVE RAPHIE = 0

(P.S.: Am I moving? Yes I am. When? The day after tomorrow. Did I start packing? FUCK NO! ToT)

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/3192906/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/3192906/ Tue, 24 Aug 2004 09:10:52 PDT I'll be moving again, living on my own again, with a job this time, but I don't think I'll have access to a comp that often. So the art will go lackin' again. BUT. My job being two steps away from my step dad's, I can come every once in a while. To check out my messages and all. Won't have much time for digital art but I'll take pics of what I'll have done in traditional media.
So yah.
I'll be GONE.
Hence the new ID.
I love that pic, I was so drunk. Drunk peeps love phonebooths. I think.

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2952490/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2952490/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 19:52:14 PDT
Today was GOOD.

*A job seems to have found me. I start tomorrow morning at 9. I'll make money. Things are gonna be good again.
*Tomorrow at noon starts the 40-hours-in-a-row party at TocToc's, if you're a montrealer, you COME at this place. 5864 ave du Parc, just take the 80 to Bernard O., things are gonna go on 'til Sunday night (or Monday morning if you prefer), there are gonna be live shows, pastries, a garage sale, vegan and vegeterian cheap food, outdoor film projections, fair-trade/biological coffee, music jams -bring your instruments- but hear us well: no glass bottles allowed.
*I think I might have found an interresting add for an appartment, but I'm still looking. If you live in Montreal and are looking for a roomate for september 1st, or if you know someone in that position, WARN MEH! I'd like to pay less than 300$ a month, so I'm willing to live pretty much anywhere near a bus that leads to a metro station.
*I met one of my reaaaal good friends I hadn't seen in a while. He had purple boots with pink laces -the boy RAWKS. I'll see him again soon. I have his number. He has mine. We'll have tea, or toasts, or both, or nothing.
*Party tomorrow night for Sophie's b-day. Special b-day. The girl will be LEGAL! WOOOOT!
*I think I'm gaining my social abilities back. Maybe it's because I'm getting my self-esteem back. I'm just going up again.
*I currently don't hate my hair, thing that didn't happen since a couple of years. I might even like it soon. Once it'll be re-dyed in black and once the back will be fixed. I might do that tomorrow.
*An allongated version of Norm smiled to me today. If only I had had pink headphones to give him. And a camera. And a machine that makes people 5'4".
*My step-father's not too mad at me right not.
*I took a tea bath this morning. Bliss.

I'll go to bed now. *yawn* And I'll sleep good. But I'll have to eat first. *tummygrowl* ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2916957/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2916957/ Mon, 19 Jul 2004 06:54:17 PDT So, yeah. I'm sorry for the people I disappoint.
I'll go back to traditional media for a while...
...maybe Colin can save me at times?
I'll be at his place tonite. Maybe he'll let me check my e-mail.

This situation is crap.

]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2912156/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2912156/ Sun, 18 Jul 2004 17:21:22 PDT I must have 250$ today.
I don't have them.
But I have matching icon!

-Shaddap, cunt! Ya go suck an egg! *facepalm*
-Ow! You pay, lady, you pay now!
(facepalmin' fights are pure aceness)

[link]
The one who's at the left, I'm gonna marry him. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2890567/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2890567/ Thu, 15 Jul 2004 16:59:51 PDT I am crap
Kill me
Thanks ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2875169/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2875169/ Tue, 13 Jul 2004 19:27:53 PDT [link] and it makes me SO happy.
Come on, this is meant to make you happy.
Or get on your nerves if you start doing something and forget to close the window.
Updating your devjournal for instance.
*closes window* ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2832608/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2832608/ Thu, 08 Jul 2004 10:51:51 PDT boum

1) Using band names, spell out your name.

Radiohead
At The Drive-In
Pinback
Holly Golightly
Aqualung
Elf Power
Lilys
Eliott Smith

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
Uh, it's being written right now.

3) What song makes you cry?
"Ne me quitte pas", performed by Nina Simone.

4) What song makes you happy?
"Wires", by Pilot to Gunner. It's like that. Wires make me happy.

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
Pinback is great for that.

--


a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'3
HAIR COLOR: Boring brown.
SKIN COLOR: Olive-ish
EYE COLOR: Boring brown.
PIERCINGS: 2 in right ear, 1 in left.
TATTOOS: X on my ass.


r i g h t - n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue. they're my lazy-morning corduroy.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR WATCHING?: Love in the 22nd century, bu the Vexers
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: coffee
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: mostly cloudy, but still light
HOW ARE YOU? sore, tired


d o - y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Yup.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Smoking, procrastination
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?:mmm, with my mother yes.



f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: Daria, Clone High, Futurama, Family Guy...
MAGAZINE: Juxtapoz
SODA: Orangina
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: go get blast with the TocToc crew


h a v e - y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: BWAHAHA come on, everyone got drunk before 18
RAN AWAY FROM HOME:No.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Oh, hell yes!
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Uh, does being-drunk-with-friends-around-a-campfi re-at-night-and-deciding-to-jump-naked-i n-the-lake count?
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes.
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: Yeah I guess.
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: No.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: BWAHAHA.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Uh, no.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Yes, several times.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes
EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET: Yes.



l o v e
BOYFRIEND: No?
GIRLFRIEND: *thinks* maybe eventually, that could happen*
CHILDREN: Yes, but later.
BEEN IN LOVE?: Yup.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Yup.
BEEN HURT?:Yup.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET? I've been too keen about love.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS: Haha, yeah, lasted 1 year, maybe more.



r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Not anymore, I quit cause my boss was too scary.
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: My CDs are still in the basement.
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: That nasty light green that's a little yellowish and that you never used as a kid, but that you find later, and that does great job.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: My bro calling me: ma poule (me chicken)
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Right now, kelly's the best at cheering me up.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: I don't know. I don't get CDs.
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: toctoc crew + high school peeps + impro peeps + online peeps



w h e n / w h a t - w a s - t h e - l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?:2 days ago, just before I went to bed.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: Christmas I think.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: yesterday
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Half of Futurama, yesterday
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban... or was Zatoichi after?



y o u r - t h o u g h t s - o n
ABORTION: Useful.
TEENAGE SMOKING: teens can pretty much discover how bad smoking is by themselves.
SPICE GIRLS: I want them to be back in their original costumes and looks, and only do their first songs. I'm sure it'd be a hit.
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE: Oh, what the... everyone has lost their virginity by marriage. Some never get married.
GEORGE BUSH: He's my son.
DOWNLOADING MUSIC ILLEGALLY: I don't really listen to music. Not much anyway. And I can't have any downloading program... but to download legally, and have an awesome selection, check out EPITONIC.COM

I'm dooooooooooooooooooooone ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2816329/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2816329/ Tue, 06 Jul 2004 10:29:09 PDT *claps* Woooooohoooooooooooo! ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2804667/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2804667/ Sun, 04 Jul 2004 20:02:49 PDT So much things to do, so much sweat, so much cars honking, so much junk in the street, so much crying...
Good thing I had people supporting me.
Thanks to Gen, Thom and Kelly.
Oh, and to that little girl who waved at me as I walked home.
And to Zorro, now also called Chacon, for purring on my lap.
I though about him being a zombie kitten. Made me laugh. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2754196/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2754196/ Mon, 28 Jun 2004 09:41:12 PDT I feel like shit. I'm in trouble, I'm sad, I'm sore and seriously considered killing myself. No more money trouble. No more hunger. No more feeling stupid, hurting people, being bored. No more of this constant frustration as I look at what I drew or painted. No more questions. But I don't do it, not because I still have hopes, but just because commiting suicide is so stupid in itself it would only confirm that I'm an idiot. Plus it could fail. So I'm gonna go and try to find a way to pull myself out of shit...
Could someone just kick my head? ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2496433/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2496433/ Mon, 24 May 2004 09:11:55 PDT I can make t-shirts. Lunch boxes. Mugs. Tank tops. Children. Anything.

So there. Please answer this.

WHICH ONE OF MY DRAWING WOULD YOU BUY, AND ON WHAT ITEM.

Thanks. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2492028/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2492028/ Sun, 23 May 2004 16:39:51 PDT By the way, Woody Allen is a genious.
Free coffee for me! ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2351992/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2351992/ Mon, 03 May 2004 15:03:09 PDT BUT YOU WON'T.
BECAUSE IT'S IN MYYYYY BACKPACK.
NOT YOURS.

Sweet sweet third issue of Blue Monday is MINE.
Featuring Victor in sexy attire, with make-up and ripped sorts.
Zombie Clover in bra and short skirt with long socks and boots.
Naked Allan with glasses on, hiding his parts, but not the belly hair.
And a kiss I've been expecting for a long time.


I own issue 1 and didn't read issue 2, I know I should have read it before reading the 3rd one but... so much hot stuff!

Expect fanart. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2320909/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2320909/ Wed, 28 Apr 2004 23:28:25 PDT ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2287451/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2287451/ Sat, 24 Apr 2004 08:17:27 PDT We've been expecting this for over a year, but now it's there.
And it feels heavier than what I thought. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2262316/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2262316/ Tue, 20 Apr 2004 10:24:19 PDT ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2262100/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2262100/ Tue, 20 Apr 2004 09:41:04 PDT Anyways. I don't have a mohawk, my hair still looks like a dead puppy, but I had fun. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2254695/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2254695/ Mon, 19 Apr 2004 09:40:22 PDT phishy is gonna cut his hair really short too, and I told him that if he did it I'd do it too. I once had my head shaved but I never had a mohawk. I want one. I'll have one. Tonight. Hehe, I'll have to find a camera... mmmh, I sense a new ID coming!
By the way, Gen lent me a small blue bike from the 70ies. It's very noisy but I can have it until I get my mountain bike fixed. There is only one speed on it and you have to pedal backwards to break. Which is very funny. I think.
Okay well, I'm off to call Remz and ask him if he wants me to bring bagels, because St-Viateur Bagels is on my way and all Montrealers know they're the best bagels in town. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2139385/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2139385/ Fri, 02 Apr 2004 18:43:46 PST ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2136309/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2136309/ Fri, 02 Apr 2004 10:03:47 PST ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2115737/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2115737/ Tue, 30 Mar 2004 12:51:03 PST ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2115713/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2115713/ Tue, 30 Mar 2004 12:45:21 PST
Time to wash your body
Time to go and walk
Time to wash the sheets
You'll sleep in your bed again tonight
You hope you can lock the door
Couldn't unlock it this morning
Even from inside the house
You hope you're not trapped
You'd have to wash the sheets in the bath tub
They wouldn't be dry tonight
He couldn't get in
You'd both cry
On your respective side of the door

Try to figure out
Is there an other exit
Think think think ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2108876/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2108876/ Mon, 29 Mar 2004 13:13:22 PST
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~My name is: Raphaële Bard.
~nicknames: Raphie, LilZukkie, Zukkie, The Thing
~sex: Female
~birthday: Feb 1st, 1986
~color: pale yellowish-greenish grey
~star sign: Aquarius
~place of birth: Montreal
~current residence: Montreal
~hair color: Boring brown!
~eye color: Boring brown again!
~height: 5'2 or 5'3...
~writing hand: Right.

~BODY ILLS + SKILLS~

~do you bite your nails: Yeah, and other things too
~can you roll your tongue: Yep
~can you blow smoke rings: Yeah
~can you blow spit bubbles: Nooo! But I want to!
~can you cross your eyes: Yeah, I can even do that freaky thing that I move 1 eye at a time, I'll show you that (you?)
~tattoos and where: A "X" on my ass with the words "Vous êtes ici" ("you are here" in french), I'll take a pic sometime.
~do you make your bed daily: Hell no!
~what’s sexiest on a guy: Sideburns, freckles, button-up shirt with t-shirt over it, granddadys cap, geeky glasses, ripped pants... okay this is getting long.
~what’s sexiest on a girl: Lower back
~do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: Twirl in a spoon, unless I watch a movie while I eat
~what utensils do you use eating pizza: Depends
~do you cook: I have to

~GROOMING~

~how often do you brush your teeth: 1 or 2 times a day
~do you shower/bathe: Everyday unless I just can't
~how long do these showers last: 5 to 20 minutes
~hair drying method: I let them do whatever they want
~do you swear: Prfft no
~do you pee in the shower: Bwrgh, no.
~what color is your bedroom: White with stains, and the new pain't peeling too, revealing the oldyellowish one... I love it how it is.
~do you use an alarm clock: only if I have to wake up at a specific hour
~name four things or people you're obsessed with: Kafka, pretty boys, painting, biting
~what’s your sleeping position: On the back or on the side
~what kind of bed do you like: Mine
~in hot weather do you use a blanket: Yes but I don't cover my whole self with it
~do you sleepwalk: Haha, no
~do you talk in your sleep: I think I sometimes do. I also snore sometimes.
~how about the light on: Depends, if they're the small red xmas lights I don't mind
~do you fall asleep with the TV or radio: No. When I go to bed it's to sleep or draw.

~WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU~

~had sex: 1 or 2 weeks ago
~watched bambi: Boy, yeaaaars ago
~cried: A few days ago
~talked on the phone: Yesterday night
~read a book: I'm currently reading one

~MUSIC~

~is music important to you: Not too much. It's pleasant yes, but I don't always need to listen to music.
~do you sing: Very often
~what instruments do you play: Cello, a little guitar, I can fool around on a piano. I want a bass tho.
~what do you think of Eminem: I don't think about eminem
~in your opinion what band is the best of all time: Of all times I don't know, but I'd say Radiohead

~DO YOU LIKE~

~pop music: No.
~rock music: Mh, yeah.
~punk music: Oooomph, depends...
~rap music: No.
~hip-hop/RB: No.
~country: No.
~jazz: OH GREAT LORD YES.
~classical: Yeah, don't listen to much classical but I've been musically formed with classical... has an influence on what I produce
~new age: I grew up listening to Dead Can Dance, so I'll have to say yes ^_^;
~hardcore: Not really
~indie rock: Yeah
~emo: Myeah, sometimes. Depends on the band.
~Game: *hums Zelda's theme song*

~WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX~

~What do you notice first?: Facial expressions
~Do you have a crush on anyone?: I'm in love, dummies
~Easiest to talk to: I don't know, it really depends on the person...

~ DO YOU/ARE YOU~

~Could you live without the computer?: No. I don't have a phone. I communicate by e-mail.
~What’s your favorite fruit? Grapefruit
~What hurts the most? Physical or emotional pain?: Both hurt a lot, anyway you can't compare them
~Trust others way too easily?: Haha, yeah

~ NUMBER~

~Of times you have had your heart broken?: NoLike I count them!
~Of hearts you have broken?: Don't count them either
~Of girls kissed?: 1
~Of boys kissed?: Something like 10?
~of drugs taken illegally?:Uh... 6 or 7
~Of tight friends?: It's relative, I can't count them
~Of CD's owned?: Not too much, maybe 30 or 40
~Of scars on my body?: A couple

~OTHER THINGS~

~I know: some stuff about drawing and painting ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2071525/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2071525/ Tue, 23 Mar 2004 18:35:37 PST The couch's too soft, it's no good for my back
I don't feel good at all

Coherence?
Goodwill?
Self-control?
I need a break from everything

Taking hugs but selectively ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2065792/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2065792/ Mon, 22 Mar 2004 21:21:42 PST TAKE A LUCKY SCREENSHOT
GET A REQUEST ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2056352/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2056352/ Sun, 21 Mar 2004 14:45:51 PST is so tired. We had debauchery last night, with alcohol and friends and videogames, and well, he didn't sleep much... we were watching Star Wars ep.6 just now, and he fell asleep. He so cute. I had to remove his glasses. Oh, he just got up.

fish sez: HI!

See? He got up.

I'll go cuddle him now. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2015419/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/2015419/ Mon, 15 Mar 2004 06:22:43 PST ...still! 5! T_T
I'll go to work soon so that'll be all for now. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/1995044/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/1995044/ Thu, 11 Mar 2004 18:27:53 PST
If you know and like the you might know he's a big fan of Joe Sorren. I invite you to visit [link] if you like eye sour candy. His paintings really move me.

My stepfather told my mother he wasn't in love with her anymore. He's not in love with an other woman or anything, it's just that he stopped loving her. My mom currently suffers. She doesn't show it but she's shaken and really sad. After 10 years of steady love, after a child together (my bro, he's 6) and 9 years of living together, it's now officially over. My monther's looking for a condo, she's gonna move soon. They're telling Grégoire next week. The poor little boy's gonna be shocked. He'll cry a lot, being the drama queen he is, but heh, shit happens, he'll get through it.

I need someone to hug me now. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/1982517/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/1982517/ Tue, 09 Mar 2004 17:42:07 PST You know when you see an add with, let's say, a pretty girl with too much make-up looking too slutty to be real. And then someone draws her a unibrow and writes "ugly" in her forehead. You get the picture.
What's funny is when you have a long paragraph next to it. Someone saw the graffiti on the face and reacts to it. It usually goes like: "If you saw that girl in the street you probably wouldn't notice she's ugly, she probably wouldn't be wearing those clothes and that make-up, it's just that she happens to have a face that's up to today's beauty standards, and why not making money out of it, you don't know her, maybe she's a starving artist."
Okay no it doesn't go EXACTLY like this but you get it. They write long paragraphs, consider the situation with objectivity... come on, it's just a random idiot who drew a unibrow on an add because he was drunk and/or young, who probably won't get to read the text you wrote, and what you said is true, right, but it's so true you wouldn't even need to mention it.
But please keep writing those! If you're one of those people who write them please KEEP ON DOING SO! Because it amuses me. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/1956663/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/1956663/ Fri, 05 Mar 2004 12:07:48 PST Excluding chicken. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/1933119/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/1933119/ Mon, 01 Mar 2004 12:34:51 PST I WANTED THAT JOB.
BADLY.
FUCKFUCKFUCK. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/1923802/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/1923802/ Sat, 28 Feb 2004 21:35:44 PST
So yeah.

IF YOU ARE INTERRESTED IN BUYING A PAINTING FROM ME PLEASE LET ME KNOW. ]]> ~lilzukkie http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/1877786/ http://lilzukkie.deviantart.com/journal/1877786/ Fri, 20 Feb 2004 12:47:52 PST
Eventually, folks, eventually. ]]> ~lilzukkie