http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:liquidonyx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:liquidonyx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 27 Nov 2009 00:10:31 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/28119693/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/28119693/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 06:14:23 PST _>;
Windows Vista has decided not to work on this computer anymore, so the only thing I can do is open an internet page. I don't even have a task bar, or the ability to access any of my files/programs anymore. .__o And it logs itself off every hour if I still try and use it.
So now I have to go stay with my dad again until the computer guy can fix it. 8|

At least I know what I wnat for Christmas now; a laptop to sue when my computer screws up. e.e Even though I don't like laptops, at least they never crash/spazz out on me.

The universe must really hate me right now. I just feel like giving up. It's all getting too hard. x.x

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/27918100/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/27918100/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 06:14:28 PDT She better not completly die on me again. u_u

I've also lost the ability to color digitally anymore. Any attempts turn out awful. Although I'm not really in the mood for art lately, so I guess it doesn't matter. >_>

Anyway, I rescued a really adorable blackbird last night. *_* It was 1am, when I heard it screeming outside. .-. Apparently Sparky knocked it out of a tree, and it was too stunned to fly off. Good thing Sparky is super gentle and has no idea what to do with birds, cause he just left it on the lawn. x3 He hasn't even tried to catch a bird in 8 years, so no idea why he went for it. o_O At least Polly was inside watching a movie with me, otherwise it'd have been mangled. 8[
I couldn't actually see the bird in the dark, so Darlene flushed it out for me. 8D And then almost tried to eat it. u_u But I finally managed to catch it and put it in a box in the shed to recover.

Luckily she was really bright and alert by morning, so I took her to the garveyard and released her there. She flew off and started chirping once she found a bush it sit in, so I think happy to be free again. Hopefully she didn't have any injuries I didn't see, and she'll be fine. 83
I would have gotten a photo of her, but I forgot.

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/27715744/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/27715744/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 21:02:41 PDT ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/27240339/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 06:14:44 PDT It's a really nice, little house in the center of Brighton, but I still miss our house. And Polly-O. DD8 I hope that computer gets fixed soon so I can go home. u_u


PLUS I'VE HAD LESS THEN FIVE HOURS SLEEP IN THE LAST FEW DAYS, AND IT'S MAKING ME SUPER!AWAKE AND SPAZZY. O___________________________O


I think I'm gonna go take a shower now. 83 First one ever. *_*

Yay pointless journel~

_@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V !

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/27212184/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/27212184/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 15:59:54 PDT
My brand new computer decided to randomly die when I left it to go to the bathroom. x_o;
New computers aren't supposed to crash. 8[

Worst part is I think it's probably lost all my files, including stuff I've been working on for months. :/ I really dunno what I'll do if it has. x.x

Mother will probably call the computer man to fix it in the morning. If she gets around to it. e.e
I'll probably ask my dad if I can stay with him until it's fixed, though, since motehr wont let me use her lapop. -.-

Otherwise, no computer. o______________o

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/26909342/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/26909342/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 06:14:26 PDT
The weather has gone really cold and autumny, most of the trees have started to change color and loose their leaves, and best of all the chestnut trees are already dropping conkers. 8DDD I'm so gonna beat last years number of conkers collected. >[
...I wonder what happened to all of those. o_o

Anyway, I've been looking forward to autumn for months. *_* I have tons of places I'm desperate to go take my camera too this season. Including a massive cemetery I found in Brighton. 83
I could have gone this summer, but Autumn and winter are the best seasons to photograph cemeteries in. Especially around sunset when the colors are amazing. @_@

Hopefully I'll be well enough to go by then. x3 Right now I have a really bad pain around my left kidney, that's particularly painful every time I breathe in. Which makes going for walks really difficult. u_u
My kidneys are about the only organs I have that aren't messed up in some way, so hopefully it's nothing serious. D8

At least if I'm stuck in for a while, I should have Photoshop again to keep me occupied. 8D

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/26686246/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/26686246/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 06:14:37 PDT I finally have a dA sub. 8DD!

I've been on dA for 6 and a half years now, and I've never gotten a subscription before. .__.; So it's probably gonna take me ages to figure out how all the extra features and stuff work. xDD

I figured out some stuff, but I still have no idea how you make colorful, unboring journels. D:!

Now go listen to my happy song. 83 [link]

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/26541992/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/26541992/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 06:14:25 PDT
I don't even know how the hell it could have gotten in there. o_______O;
Now he's stuck forever. ;;

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/26352612/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/26352612/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 06:14:33 PDT

WHERE DID THE TIME GO?? DDDDD8!




]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/26123299/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/26123299/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 06:14:23 PDT

This one will be set at: 30,000


YAYNOTASTUPIDNUMBER. 8D!
The prize will either be an ink-colored pencil sketch, (like this: [link]), or a digitally colored pencil sketch, (like this: [link]), depending on what I'm in the mood to do. x3 Although if I'm in a really good mood I'll probably let the winner pick which one they'd prefer. xDD
...Assuming I can get Photoshop back by the time it's won. o_o;


NOW GO GIVE ME TONS OF PAGEVIEWS. >o

Pie smiler commands you. ~_____________~

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25957569/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25957569/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 06:14:25 PDT It's the only time most of my characters get any attention, though, so whoo~

Tagged by DD8¬

1) First list all your OC’s by first name so we can see your list of all your wonderful OC’s: This is only some of them. The ones I know better.

1. Ethan
2. Rynn
3. Vorse
4. Marion
5. Marty
6. Cake Demon
7. Crimean
8. Metallic
9. Martin
10. Jodie
11. Petra
12. Awen
13. AWOL
14. Hunter
15. Red Dragon
16. Jeremy
17. Onza
18. Kai
19. Pike
20. Fluffy

I'm sure I'm forgetting some, too. x3

2) Who is your favourite OC?
Ethan. 83
Even if he did try to kill me ages ago. xDD

3) Who is your least favourite?
Jodie or Petra. They're just really annoying and whiny. -_-

4) Who is your most developed?
Probably Ethan and Rynn. They’re the only two I really talk too much, anyway. Although Ethan’s been really quiet and distant lately. ;A;

5) Which OC would you want to date if they magically came to life?
None of them. They're all epic fail. .__o
Although Pike might be fun, just for the cross dressing. 83

6) How many girl OCs do you have? Boy OCs? It OCs?
Only 3 females, I think. o_O
The rest are all MEN! 8D Very girly men, but still. ._.

7) If you were stuck in a burning building what do you think the third OC on your list would do?
Get annoyed and start sulking. He probably wouldn’t even bother trying to get out of the building. Vorse sucks. o__o

8) Name one thing you regret about one of your OCs.
That they're all so boring? x__o

9) Which of your OCs do you think would make the best father/mother/it parent out of all your OCs and why??
Maybe Martin. o_O He really likes kids. ._.
The others all hate kids, although if forced to, Ethan would probably make a decent dad. He wouldn’t be happy about it, though. xDD

10) Which of your OCs do you think will most likely be put in jail?
I don't know. o_______________o

11) The eighth of your OCs was put into the future! What will their job be?!?
Foxes have jobs in the future? Neat. @__@
Apparently he wants to be an Air Force pilot if they still need them in the future. Not sure how that would work out, Met. o_O;

12) Name the first OCs catch phrase! (if they don’t have one just make one up)
“What’s wrong now? -_-” < -- he’s always having to ask that, if that counts. x3

13) Do all your OCs live together or are they separated?
They live in various places.
I think they’d end up killing each other if they all lived together. x__x

14) Are there any pairings that are in your OC list? (they can’t be with someone else's OC they have to be in your list)
Nope. My characters reaaally don’t like each other much. .-.
Although Metallic kinda likes Fluffy~ But she’s not interested. D:

15) Your seventh OC switched bodies with you for a day! How will they react at the end of the day?
Probably just dance about spazzily. u__u

16) Your last OC just became a fifteen year old. What do they do?
Fluffy is old now? ;A;
She’d probably still be yapping non-stop. e__e

17) Now randomly select a person on your OC list. Who was it?
Marion. 83

18) That OC you just chose? Yeah they think they are superman (even if they are a girl) and are on the roof about to jump off.
He’s so big it probably wouldn't be much of a jump for him. .-.
Marion does like to think he‘s a bit of a superhero, though. e__o

19) Are any of your OCs bored of this meme?
Everyone apart from AWOL, who thinks everything is exciting. -_-

20) Would your second OC prefer the beach or the mountains?
Mountains. Rynn has a fear of water. xDD

21) Would your tenth OC battle a shark?
No, Jodie’s way too wimpy. He’d be too scared to fight off a moth, let alone a shark. ._.

22) Which OCs hate each other?
All of them. 8DD!
Ethan particularly hates Fluffy, cause she follows him around, yapping all the time. .__o

23) Which OC did you create first? And last?
Jodie was my first ever character in early 2004. ._.
The latest one on the list is Onza, but I have some even newer ones without names yet. u_u

25) And if those two were fighting, who would win?
Onza, obviously. xDD

2... ]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25893514/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25893514/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 06:14:25 PDT
No idea how, but I just can't remember how to draw anything. Even when I try to draw really simple poses, and use tons of refs, I can't figure out where anything is meant to go. It's really weird, and I've never had anythign like this happen before. .__o;

I've tried just drawing tons and hoping I can figure it out, but it's not working. D:
This is really starting to get frustrating, cause I have tons of drawing ideas I want to start, and I was finally starting to get good at art again. :/

Why is my ability to draw so hit and miss? x.x

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25853966/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25853966/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 06:15:02 PDT
The rules:
1- Be one of the first 15 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Promotional List
2- For each of those 15 people I will put their avatar and three deviations I like from their gallery on the list.
3- If I feature you, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing this way the list with 15 people. The first of the 15 should be the person who featured you.

The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!

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It was hard choosing just 3 deviations. D8}

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Lots of swirly patterns. @__@}

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I have to post these as links cause dA wont let me post images without a subscription. u_u
I should really get a dA sub someday. I've been on dA for almost 6 and a half years, and never gotten a subscription. .____.

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25767853/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25767853/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 06:14:26 PDT
So far I've never been able to color digitally the way I’d like. I'm not even sure what sort of coloring style I'd like to do, but anything so far hasn't been it. u_u I dunno if it's just cause I suck at digital art, (probably x3), or a lack of the right tools.
The mouse isn't really much different from using a pencil, but maybe a tablet would be better/easier? D: Although to be honest, I don't really know what a tablet does or how it works. xDD;

They're pretty expensive, so I don't want to get one just to find out I don't like using it, or that it doesn't make a difference. :/ Plus I don't do much digital art anyway.
But I'd still kinda like to try one and see. I'm confused. ;___;

It's my birthday in 5ive weeks anyway, so I better decide soon. @____@

Any info on tablets, which ones are the best to get etc. would be really helpful. x3

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25429234/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25429234/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 06:14:40 PDT
I think my main problem was a lack of patience. Every time a drawing goes slightly wrong I get mad and give up. .-. But if I keep going, the drawings usually turn out okay. x3
And I should be getting Photoshop next week, so I'll be able to work on all the art stuff i want to do.

I'm probably gonna have plenty of time to work on art this summer, anyway, since I can't leave the house anymore. -__-;
Part of my medical condition involves crippling stomach pains, which stop me from being able to walk about/eat/do much at all. They've been in remission for years, but apparently it's back. u_u
Last time it got so bad I couldn't eat for 4 months and ended up in hospital. ._.; I don't want that happening again. D8

Hopefully it'll go away soon, cause I don't fancy being in permanent pain for much longer. x_o
Plus I really badly want to go for a walk to the beach or something, but I can't. It's so frustrating. D:!

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25368983/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25368983/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 08:49:16 PDT [link]

I win! 83333333




I'M TOO HYPED UP RIGHT NOW. O__________________________O!!

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25248866/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25248866/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 06:14:39 PDT
I've done barely any drawing in the last month, which is REALLY weird, cause I usually draw at least every few days. .-.
I dunno why, but I have no motervation to draw anymore. It's really frustrating. :/ I don't think it's art block, cause I can still draw pretty decently. I just can't find a reason to bother anymore.

I do have a few tag/drawing ideas I'd like to work on, but I can't until I get my new computer set up. u_u I should have had it today, but we got sent the wrong part for it again, so the computer man still can't set it up. That's the third time now. >__>;

Hopefully when I am able to use it, I'll get back into drawing. Although I probably still fail at digital art.
Maybe I should just give up on art altogether. -_-

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25137970/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/25137970/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 06:14:44 PDT
I wasn't expecting to go get one, but my dad insisted we did, so yeah. xDD
We got it from a different pet store then the last one, so hopefully this one will do better.

Apparently this one is also a female, (I really wanted a male, but oh well. u_u) She's quite a lot bigger and a nicer black colour then the last one! 8D She's also really active, and likes trying to climb up everything. o____O And she doesn't try to hide herself away. x3

I tried to get a photo of her, but my camera's batteries ran out. I put new batteries in, but it's still saying they're run out, so yeah. -__- I'll try and get pictures soon~

Any name ideas? I really suck at coming up with female names. ;;

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24834573/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24834573/ Tue, 19 May 2009 06:14:31 PDT My millipede decided to die.

No idea why. She seemed fine when I had her out to play over the weekend, but when I went to change her food/water last night, she'd died. :/
So I give up. Apparently I can't have anything that makes me happy anymore. Bleh.

I know it's just a stupid bug, and I didn't even have her long enough to bond much, but it's still kinda upsetting. I've just lost so much this year, and this is the last thing I need. x.x

Hell, one of the major reasons I convinced myself to even get her was so I had a reason to have to live, seeing as no one else would be able to care for her if I was gone. Guess that plan backfired pretty bad. -_-;

Shame it's not that easy for me to just curl up and die like she did. >___>

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24732730/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24732730/ Wed, 13 May 2009 06:14:42 PDT
Whenever I try to turn on the computer, I just get an error message saying the computer is currupted, or soemthing. o_O; It didn't have a virus or anything, so I've no idea what happened, but oh well. No more J. ._.

I doubt I'll be able to get any files or anything off of it, but thankfully I saved all my most important files onto a memory stick after the last time J messed up. So I'll only be losing some drawings/photos and stuff. Although I think I've lost all the poems I wrote last month. Which sucks, cause I'll never be able to remember any of them. Bah. :/

At least it's a good excuse to FINALLY get the new computer set up. xDD I got her at Christmas, and she's still in her box. D:
Although when I asked mother to call the computer guy to set it up, she refused cause it's her hair washing day. -_____- Hopefully it'll be set up by the end of the week.

So for now I'm stuck using the laptop, which is really annoying. u__u The colors on it are so bright and distorted, and the keyboard is just weird. @__@ But I did figure out how to plug the mouse into it, so at least I don't have to use the bloody touchpad. x__o

RIP J.

;_________;

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24542824/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24542824/ Sat, 02 May 2009 05:53:54 PDT The pet store we went to was out of stock, so they had to order one, so now I have to wait even longer to get my millipede. ;__; But four days isn't so bad to wait. x3
Although annoyingly, right after we found a store that did have millipedes in stock. x_o

I'm still surprised I've been allowed one, considering mother is scared of them, and my sister is TERRIFIED of them. xDD
It's only gonna be a baby one, though (3-4 inches right now). I hope it'll grow fast and not die, unlike a certain snail. e__e
Oh, and one of the stores we went to had the most massive African land snail ever. I wanted him. @__@

Anyway, I'll post pictures of my Millipede when he arrives. x3
And name suggestions are good, too~

And I've finally got photos of the foxes I watch at the graveyard, (very bad photos, but my camera isn't good for photographing at night.)

[link] [link] I /think/ this one may be the vixen, but I'm probably wrong. x3 She didn't notice me at all, even though I was just a few feet away with a camera flash going off. o_O; Multiple times she just stood or walked within meters of me and didn't see I was there.

[link] is Limpy. 83 Limpy doesn't like me, and refused to stay still enough to get any photos. u_u
He's called Limpy, cause he has a broken leg and limps badly. D: Although he can still run and jump etc. fine. o_o

They're so fun to watch. 83

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24372317/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24372317/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 06:14:29 PDT
I was dead tired last night from barely having slept in a week, but I decided to watch some TV before going to sleep, as it was too early to go to bed yet. e.e But I accidentally fell asleep and didn't wake up until hours later.
Cause I wasn't on my medical pump, my blood sugar had already dropped so low I was all dizzy and shaky. .__o If it drops too low, I'd go unconscious and would die if I didn't get to hospital quick enough. And even then, there's still a high risk of ending up severely brain damaged, so yeah. Not fun. .-.

If the noise from the TV hadn't woken me up when it did, I might not still be here, as I was so tired I probably wouldn't have woken up in time. o_o;
Although I'm not sure if I should be glad or not that I woke up when I did. e__e;


Bleh, anyway, sorry for all the boring, depressive crud lately. -_- I've just never had to deal with stuff like this before, and it helps to have somewhere to vent. >__>

Oh, and I decided against getting a millipede. As much as I want one, I don't think I should get a pet I might not be around long enough to care for. :/

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24251679/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24251679/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 06:14:38 PDT My snake finally got a new tank today (about 4 times as big as his old one. @__@) Anyway, now I have a spare tank, and mother said if I want I can get another pet to keep in it. 8D

I suggested a Giant Millipede, which mother is considering. 8DD! I've wanted one ever since I got to hold one when I was about eight, so yay!
The tank might be a bit small for one, though (12x12 inches I think?), but I can always get it a bigger tank if it outgrows it, or just get a smaller species of millipede. Either works. x3
Or I might get a praying mantis if I can find any. They're so cute. 83

Any other small pet suggestions that could work? (Reptiles or insects preferably. And the tank is specially designed for reptiles, with head pads and everything.) I can't seem to think of any others. .-. I would get more Giant Snails, but that didn't work out too good last time. x_o
Shame the tank isn't suitable for fish. I still really want some. D8

Whatever I get, I'll make sure I do lots of research before getting it. Unlike with JackSnail. xDD

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24195260/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24195260/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 06:38:57 PDT
Part I. Getting to know you. The dull section.

1. What’s your name?
Ethan: Ethan. Apparently I don’t have a surname. o_O
Onyx: The Onyx!
Jodie: Jodie Harris.
Metallic: Metallic or Met.
Mister MyBladder: Mister MyBladder.

2. How old are you?
Ethan: Twenty-Five.
Onyx: 21!
Jodie: Nineteen.
Metallic: 2 in canine years. I don’t know about people years. D8!
Mister MyBladder: 21?

3. ...Wth are you?
Ethan: A human.
Onyx: An Onyx. Yes. 83
Jodie: Anthro wolf...Thing. ._.
Metallic: Fox!
Mister MyBladder: I’m a bladder, obviously.

4. Describe yourself.
Ethan: Tall, decent looking, I guess. Not the greatest personaility.
Onyx: I’m awesometastic! 8D
Jodie: I think I’m okay, but everyone says I sulk too much. u_u
Metallic: Excitable and happy. And cute. 833
Mister MyBladder: I just look like a normal bladder. And I tend to be annoying.

5. What’s your current occupation?
Ethan: Keeping an eye on my guys, looking after Onyx etc.
_{(Yeah...You suck at your job, Ethan. u_u)}
Onyx: Is being awesome a job? D:
Jodie: I just work on the tills in some crap shop. -_-;
Metallic: I don’t have one.
Mister MyBladder: I have the best job of all. I get to make Onyx go pee!

6. Where do you live?
Ethan: In a big, crappy warehouse thing, apparently. -__-
Onyx: Here?
Jodie: Boring little town.
Metallic: In the mountains.
Mister MyBladder: Inside Onyx! It’s nice and warm in here. 83


Part II. Faves!

7. Favorite color?
Ethan: Silver.
Onyx: Blood red.
Jodie: Pink. ._.
Metallic: Orange.
Mister MyBladder: Pee color!

8. Got any hobbies?
Ethan: No.
Onyx: None. D8
Jodie: Nope.
Metallic: Relaxing in the sun.
Mister MyBladder: Annoying Onyx!

9. If you had to live off of one food for the rest of your life (pretend this is feasible), it would be?
Ethan: Anything but oranges. @____@;;
Onyx: Bacon.
Jodie: Pineapple.
Metallic: Ducks. 83
Mister MyBladder: I don’t have the ability to eat. ;A;

10. I’m sure you’re stylish...How do you dress?
Ethan: Smart black suit, white shirt etc. Or sometimes something more casual.
Onyx: Same as Ethan. @__@
Jodie: Shirts, jeans, stuff like that.
Metallic: Nothing. Although I want a hat. e__e
Mister MyBladder: I’m a nude bladder. :333

11. Best memory?
Ethan: I don’t really have one. :/
Onyx: Finding that big cardboard box to play in. 8D
Jodie: Never really had one either.
Metallic: Catching my first meal by myself.
Mister MyBladder: I fail at remembering things. @_@


Part III. Love life. Also known as the embarrassing section.

12. Got crush?
Ethan: No.
Onyx: I don’t think so. o_O
Jodie: Not right now.
Metallic: Yes. 83
Mister MyBladder: Nope.

13. Okay...actually DATING said crush? Married, maybe?
Ethan: I don’t date. >__>
Onyx: No. ;;
Jodie: No.
Metallic: I don’t think she likes me. D:
Mister MyBladder: Everyone I ask out on a date always turns me down, for some reason. D8!

14. You probably saw this coming; are you a virgin?
Ethan: No.
Onyx: Yes. ;;
Jodie: Nope.
Metallic: Yeah.
Mister MyBladder: Yes.

15. If you HAD to rape someone, who would it be?
Ethan: No one. o_O;
Onyx: I don’t know. D8
Jodie: Maybe Ethan? 83
_{(Ethan: O_________________________O;; )}
Metallic: Fluffy. She’s cute. 8D
Mister MyBladder: Whoever is sitting closest to me!
_{(watches everyone shuffle away from bladder)}

16. What’s your orientation, anyway?
Ethan: Bi.
Onyx: I like MEN. 83
Jodie: Gay.
Metallic: Strait.
Mister MyBladder: I’ll d... ]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24124585/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/24124585/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 06:15:08 PDT
YOU. FAIL.

If your not gonna save something I spent hours working on, at least tell me your not gonna save it, instead of pretending you did. >.>
And now I'm going to delete you off of the computer so you can never annoy me again. e____@

Bah, this is so frustrating. I can't finish any of the ref sheets I was working on now. Which sucks, cause I'm almost never in the mood to make ref sheets. o_O

J's getting worse, too. u__u
I want the new computer already. D8! She looks so sad stuck in her box. ;;




]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23878573/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23878573/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 07:14:35 PDT Up above the world so high,
Like a diamondSnail in the sky~



I'M NOT HYPER. ~o_o~

Lol, I've been in too much of a happyHyper mood for ages now. xDD I think this is the longest a good mood has lasted in ages. 8DDDD!

Even getting another infection in my knee can't stop the hyper. DDD8!
This one feels even worse then the last one. Sometimes the pain is so bad I can barely keep from yelling when I try to stand up ._____@ At least painkillers, plus a makeshift leg rest using the printer, make it bearable when I'm at the computer. xDD;
I started taking my antibiotics again, though, so hopefully that should clear it up. 4__4


Anyway, I'm just putting my to-do list here so I don't forget it. x3

To-do:
<sub>- desu pineapple fish
- spongebob beating up BBC weatherman
- pigeon Vs lady pancil
- start re-building the shrine
- make gravestones for snail funeral
- ref sheet for rynn
- make ref images for newest characters
- smiler flash cards</sub>


List is so long. ____________________;;;;
I'm sure I've forgotten stuff that should be on the list, too. e__e;


Best. Song. Ever. [link]

-spazzes-

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23742262/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23742262/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 07:14:48 PDT
Can't believe it's that long. @__@ I only vaguely remember when I first joined. All I know is that it took me months to sign up, casue I thought dA was to big and confusing compaired to other art sites I'd been on. xDD;

I must have been only 15 when I joined. Wow. O_O
...I feel so old now. T__T





]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23428216/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23428216/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 06:14:28 PST
Eww, I've no idea why, but everything I've drawn in the last week or so has come out in this really weird style. ._.;
No matter what I try and draw, I just can't seem to do it in my usual style anymore. I don't know why, but it's really irritating. I don't want my style to change, damn it. e.e I love my style the way it is. ;A; Plus, this one is too much like how I used to draw. Not good. D8!

Most reccent drawings: [link] [link] [link]

The first one is okay, but the rest just look really odd.
It's not that dramatically different, or anything, but different enough to really bother me. And I don't like it. At all. >> Hell, they barely look like I drew them. :/
Only good thing about it is now I can draw front and 3/4 views again, instead of just side ones. x3 But still. It better change back soon. ;;

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23393911/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23393911/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 06:14:35 PST
Anyway, Jack is a bad snail. e_______e He seems to be determined to die, or something, cause he hasn't eaten in about two weeks. o_O I give him fresh food all the time, (apart from last week when I forgot ._.), but I dunno why he wont eat it. ;; Even the drowning trick of running him under the tap wont work. x_o
He better not die. Or else. u__u

I tried getting a new pet snail, but he's run off already. And I sorta accidentally crushed Lumpy's shell. (He's the snail who lives in my pocket.) So now I have no snails to play with. T_T
Lumpy is still alive, but he's mad at me. D: Even though I spent ages fixing up his shell with masking tape and cardboard. x3

At least J's not done anything to annoy me lately. .__@ Apart from making the internet run horribly slow and die a lot. e.e
Should be changing to the new computer soon, anyway. Although apparently there's some virus going around, so I might wait 'til it passes, cause I always fall for them. .__.;; And it doesn't matter if J gets infected. xDD Although the one good thing about this computer is that viruses never seem to affect it. According to the virus scanner, he's had 16 Trojan viruses into he last two years, and not one has stopped him running. o_O;
Might explain why J is so screwy, though. xDD

And cause I don't share music enough, awesome band I reccently got into; Jethro Tull.
GO LISTEN. >o [link] [link]

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23188755/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23188755/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 06:14:37 PST I've lost count of the number of times that has happened now. Anytime I get a favourite without a comment, it bothers me, but that is particularly annoying. e.e
Shame there's not a way to block drawings from being favourited. It really irritates me when bad drawings get favourited, too. D:

/end rant. x3

Oh, and J's been really bad again. Despite saying a ton of times I didn't want to update to the new version of Firefox, he did so anyway. ._________@ Now I'm stuck with a really ugly version of Firefox, with no nice themes for it at all. ;A;
Isn't there a way to downgrade to an older version of FF, or something? D8

~[]__[]~

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23149572/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23149572/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 02:13:54 PST Seriously didn't think this computer could get any worse. But J proved me wrong, again. -_-

For some reason it's deleted EVERYTHING on my account. Literally, everything. Which includes thousands of photographs from last year, (I take photos everywhere I go). Some of which are really important to me, and I really hate to lose them. :/
I would have saved them to disc to transfer to the new computer, except I needed a bigger memory stick to be able to fit them all on.
It also deleted some other files that were really important to me. x.x

At least it didn’t touch all the stuff in my shared documents, which is where I usually save art.

I don't get why it's done this. The computer was working fine yesterday, how can it just suddenly decide to fucking delete it all? >>
Bah.

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23075711/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/23075711/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 06:14:29 PST Sucks, cause I was just starting to get somewhere with digital art, too. Plus I have drawing ideas that can only be done as digital stuff. Guess I'll have to scrap those. e.e

I seriously need my old Photoshop 5.5 back. ._______.
I need to get my dad to see if they still have any copies of it at the college. And man, I seem to be getting so much random stuff from people at the college this week. o__O First my dad takes my ELP CD's to get signed (apparently Keith Emerson is staying with someone at the college, or something. o_O), and the guy who gave me the badger skull some years ago, said he has some more skulls I can have. 83 I think my dad said he has a heron, deer, and some other skulls. But anything is good. xDD

Oh, and JackSnail's still alive, amazingly! And seems to be growing. 83 But he keeps scaring me by hiding so well, I think he's escaped. u__u I'll try and get new photos of him soon. x3 He always pretends to be asleep when I try, though. e__e

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22997017/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22997017/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 06:14:28 PST ooo

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
14. Physically, what stands out?
15. Emotionally, what stands out?
16. Do you wish I was cooler?
17. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
18. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
19. Am I lovable?
20. How long have you known me?
21. Describe me in one word.
22. What was your first impression?
23. Do you still think that way about me now?
24. What do you think my weakness is?
25. Do you think I'll get married?
26. What makes me happy?
27. What makes me sad?
28. What reminds you of me?
29. If you could give me anything what would it be?
30. How well do you know me?
31. When's the last time you saw me?
32. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
33. Do you think I could kill someone?
34. Do you think I WOULD kill someone?
35. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22936532/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22936532/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 06:14:34 PST I was just about to use it when I noticed the random moth. .__. But it was too small to eat, so I fed it to Polly-O instead. x3

ANYWAY, no one won the last Kiriban, (yay, I was thinking of cancelling it due to laziness anyway. But to lazy to even do that. xDD) No more kiribans for a while either, so sorry. D:

Eww, I finally gave in and let mother cut my hair last night. Every time I ask her to make it short, and don't put it in a girly hairstyle, and yet she still does anyway. .___________@ No, mother, I don't want to be 'stylish' or 'fashionable'. Quit trying to make me girly already, it's not gonna happen. e.e I'm a manly man, damn it. D8!
This is why I avoid letting her cut my hair. ;A;

At least it's supposed to snow tomorrow. 8D 'Heavy snow showers in the south east', according to the weather report. 83333 Except my town, of cause, which looks like it's gonna bypass most of the snow. -_- Good weather always misses my town. T__T
But we do always get one day of nice snow between the first weeks of February and April, so hears hoping!

------

EDIT: scratch that, it's snowing now. o__________________________o



]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22881098/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22881098/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 08:09:48 PST
Once again it's gone and lost a drawing I spent HOURS on. The first digital darwing in ages I was actually pleased with.

I never had these problems with Photoshop, damn it.

I'm so mad I'm shaking right now. I dunno why the hell I bother anymore. Everything I do gets screwed up. >>

-----

EDIT: Finally managed to re-colour the whole damn thing, and GIMP went and currupted the file and lost it. Wonderful. -_-;

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22817532/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22817532/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 06:14:41 PST [link]

LOOK WHAT ONYX IS GETTING. 8DDDDDDDDD!

Aren't they cute. @____@
I didn't even know you could get live snails on eBay. o__O
(I also found someone selling giant millipedes on eBay. But I think it'd be pushing it to ask for one of them. x3)

I was really down last night, then I found these and got mega!Happy again. 83
There were some other adults for sale, but I really wanted one of the albino ones. Plus, it'll be fun watching it grow up. 8D!
Hopefully I'll have better luck keeping a giant snail, then I do wild ones. x_o

He's gonna be so fun. And when he gets super big I can take him out for walks and everything. 83

I already have an okay sized plastic tank for him, but when he gets bigger I'll need to buy him a larger one. Shame mother threw out the snakes old tank. That would have been the perfect size. >_>
And I'll need to go buy a few things (like a water dish), from the pet shop in town.

Now I just gotta decide on a name for him.

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22687618/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22687618/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 06:14:27 PST Even though it's near the end of January already. And I thought 2008 went by fast. .__. Oh well, I'm sick of 2009 now, anyway. >_>

Eh, kinda annoyed right now, cause I wont have a room for a day or two. Being stuck permanently downstairs is no fun. How am I supposed to be upset/breakdown with so many people around. e.e
But yeah, the plasters are putting my ceiling back up, after is fell down on me in 2007. Took long enough. o____O I just hope this new ceiling doesn't get the same idea. x___x;;
My room is also right above where the computer is, so all the banging/drilling/whatever is really doing my head in. -_-

On the plus side, my raccoon dog skull came today. 83 [link]
He's so cute. And small. .___. Photo doesn't do him justice. Mother took my good camera, so I was stuck using the super!Old one, which is really crappy.
But mother moaned at me about how expensive it was (he was cheap o__O), and said I couldn't buy anymore skulls because; "they all look the same." 'The hell? Dx
_{(and if you don't know what a Raccoon Dog is, then: [link] I've wanted a skull from one for years. @__@)}

Mreh, anyway, 2009 needs to start picking up already. I seem to be constantly upset/whatever since the year started. Not fun. -.-
Last night was particularly bad. Finally managed to calm myself with a stupid vent doodle done in GIMP. Not good enough to upload on dA, but anyway: [link]
Bleh. Living is no good. Dying is no good. So what's left? I don't know. :/

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22295116/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22295116/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 06:14:26 PST 2008 was a really weird year. But I learnt a lot this year, and despite all the bad parts, I wouldn't have missed it for anything. x3

I guess I will miss 2008, but I'm remaining optimistic for 2009. Hell, if you'd told me everything that happened this year, this time in 2007, I'd never have believed you, so who knows what 2009 might bring? x3 Worth giving it a chance, at least.
And this year I won't make the same mistakes I did in 2008. I can't afford to.

Anyway, I decided to go through my files and pick out one or two drawings from each month of this year. Either my favourite ones, or ones that sum up that month for me.
(Although some months I barely remember more than a day or so from. ._.)
Anyhow;

January: [link]

February: [link]

March: [link] [link]

April: [link] [link]

May: [link] [link]

June: [link]

July: [link] [link]

August: [link]

September: [link] [link]

October: [link] [link]

November: [link] [link]

December: [link]

Huzzah for 2009~

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22273960/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22273960/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 06:14:27 PST won yesterday's kiriban, it's finally time to set a new one! Cause they're fun. 83

Next kiriban will be at: 21,916

Yay for random kiriban numbers that no one is ever gonna remember. x33
I dunno what the prize will be. Probably similar to the last one, (pencil and ink drawing), depeneding on how lazy I feel at the time. xDD Kinda boring, but oh well. o_O
The next kiriban after this will be set a long way away, so if you want Onyx art anytime soon, you'd better try hard to get this one. :3

Now go spam me with pageviews! Or else. >o



]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22255184/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22255184/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 06:14:32 PST 19,191
Which is really close. .__.

Because I'm sure everyone's forgotton about it by now. x______x;

Prize will be a pencil and ink drawing. 'Cause I'm lazy, and want to do something simple. x3
However, seeing as it's so close, if Kiriban is reached by midnight tonight (UK time), I'll include a simple background with it, (even though I hate drawing backgrounds. e__e) Something like: [link]

NOW GO GIVE ME LOTS OF PAGEVIEWS! >o

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22182580/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22182580/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 06:14:31 PST
What I got;
- £56 ($82.67)
- random art stuff
- THE ULTIMATE CHAV WATCH
- fox skull [link]
- AND a new computer. o_____________o

NO MORE J. 8DDDDDD
As soon as the new one is installed, I'm so taking a hammar to J, and have some fun. 83
I got other random stuff to, but I forgot what. o_O
I guess Christams was okay.

Anyway, Merry Christmas all. x3

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22115832/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22115832/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 06:14:29 PST Now, somehow, it's managed to corrupt the file for the drawing I've been working on for the last week, so I can't open it with any program at all. WHAT. THE. HELL.
It was absolutely fine yesterday, there's no reason for it to be doing this. Except, of cause, that this computer loves to annoy me. -.-
I even tried to save the file to disc the other day, just in case something screwed up with the computer, (although it's never done this to one of my files before), but it wouldn't let me. >__>

So, that's a weeks worth of work, and 20+ hours, gone. Great. I was gonna finish it today, too. :/
I dunno why I bother trying to do anything anymore. Everything I do bloody screws up one way or another.

Bah. There goes my good mood again. x.x

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22067152/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22067152/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 13:05:30 PST
Choose 10 of your OC's. Or ten of your favorite people. (Like friends, family, and celebrities. Anyone you think is cool.) But you can't choose yourself.

1. Ethan _{(No picture. But he's human and he's tall, if that helps? o_o)}
2. Rynn [link]
3. Vorse [link]
4. Emmerit [link] _{(He's the screwdriver)}
5. Marion [link]
6. Petra [link]
7. Cake Demon [link]
8. Mister MyBladder _{(Just a normal human bladder...Who can talk.)}
9. Sandman _(The ~º__o~ _{smiler. Real form is} [link] ₎
10. Pancil [link] <sub>(Basically just a pencil who wears pants. Yes. @_@)

Note: most of these aren't even my characters. They're just random...things. .__.</sub>

1) 4 (Emmerit) invites 3 (Vorse) and 8 (Mister MyBladder) to dinner at their house. What happens?
How can a screwdriver afford his own house? And cook dinner? @_______@
Anyway, I imagine Emmerit and Mister MyBladder would get into a big argument, (they don’t get along. e.e), and Vorse would just be utterly confused. ._.

2) 9 (Sandman) tries to get 5 (Marion) to go to a strip club.
They’d scare everyone in the strip club away. .______.;

3) You need to stay at a friends house for the night. Do you chose 1 (Ethan) or 6 (Petra)?
I don’t like either of them. e___e

4) 2 (Rynn) and 7 (Cake Demon) are making out. 10 (Pancil) walks in...Their reaction?
-stands and watches happily- n_____n

5) 3 (Vorse) falls in love with 6 (Petra). 8 (Mister MyBladder) is jealous. What happens?
Special bladder powers time? o_O A.k.a; now Vorse has to go pee a lot! 8D

6) 4 (Emmerit) jumps you in a dark allyway. Who comes to your rescue? 10 (Pancil), 2 (Rynn) or 7 (Cake Demon)?
I don’t think any of them could take on Emmerit. D: Probably Rynn, though, cause the others are too self-centred. e__e

7) 1 (Ethan) decides to start a cooking show. 15 minutes later what is happening?
Nothing interesting. Ethan’s a perfectionist and would make sure the cooking came out good.

8) 5 (Marion) is in a car crash and is critically injured. What does 9 (Sandman) do?
Stand there flailing. x33
That’d have to be some big car for Marion to fit in. O_O

9) 3 (Vorse) has to marry either 8 (Mister MyBladder), 4 (Emmerit) or 9 (Sandman). Who do they chose?
Poor Vorse. xDDDD
Probably Mister MyBladder. The other’s scare him too much.

10) 7 (Cake Demon) kidnaps 2 (Rynn) and demands something from 5 (Marion) for 2's release. What is it?
Cake! LotsAndLotsOf Cake. @______@

11) You get to meet either 1 (Ethan) or 6 (Petra). Who do you chose?
I don’t want to meet either. >_______>

12) 10 (Pancil) challenges 4 (Emmerit) to a chariot race. Why?
I’ve no idea, but I want to see that race. 8333

13) Everyone gangs up on 3 (Vorse). Does 3 have a chance in hell?
No. xDD Vorse fails~

14) Everyone is invited to 2 (Rynn) and 10 (Pancil)'s wedding except for 8 (Mister MyBladder). How do they react?
He gets angry. And yells a lot. x_c

15) Why is 6 (Petra) afraid of 7 (Cake Demon)?
Cause he always steals her cake. D:

16) 10 (Pancil) gathers everyone around to tell them a fairy tale. How does it go?
Pancil can’t talk, so he’d just be flailing around trying to do the actions of the story, and everyone would be staring at him with the o_O; expression. x3 Then Ethan would get annoyed and snap Pancil in half, before storming off. ._.

17) 1 (Ethan) arrives late for 2 (Rynn) and 10 (Pancil)'s wedding. What happens? And why are they late?
That’d be the most disturbing wedding ever. o___o Although Rynn looks pretty good in a Wedding dress. x_c
Ethan just plain wouldn’t want to go.

18) 5 (Marion) and 9 (Sandman) get roaring drunk and end up at your house. What happens?
Drunk Sandman sounds terrifying. .______________. I imagine they’d create a lot of mess... ]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22027376/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/22027376/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 06:14:21 PST As if the internet not working for hours this morning wasn't annoying enough, now Photoshop wont work at all. Again. .______.
I badly need Photoshop right now, as I need to finish this drawing, and I still have a couple of days left of work on it. But I can't finish it without Photoshop. -_- I swear this computer times everything in order to be able to annoy me most. o_O;

Tried using ImageReady, but it wont let me change any of the brush settings to the ones I need. And all other programs don't have the tools I need. So -.- Hopefully it'll magically start working again in a few days, like the last time this happened. Otherwise, I'm stuck without it. D=

J, (the computer actually re-named himself that ._.), also keeps freezing/crashing etc. constantly, and is just being really slow and irritating. (And it's been giving me really bad headaches/dizziness lately.) I need a new computer so bad.
Although, my dad keeps asking if I want a new computer, so hopefully I wont be stuck with J too much longer. 8D
That doesn't help me right now, though. ;;

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/21761148/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/21761148/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 06:14:29 PST
Just realised it's December. Not good. x____x Eager for it be over and done with so I can get to next year already. Dunno why I'm putting so much hope into next year being an improvement, not likely to happen. Oh well. >>

Really should be starting on Christmas gifts about now, but I really don't feel up to it this year. Will probably do a couple of gifts later on, maybe, but otherwise, don't expect anything. Sorry. x.x
God, I really don't want to have to deal with Christmas right now. I wish I could boycott the whole thing. Just to hard to cope with. Eh, with luck, things will have gotten back to normal by then. I sure hope so, anyway.
Shame, I was just starting to kinda look forward to Christmas, too. :/

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/21512909/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/21512909/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 06:14:35 PST Well, I can, just not very well. >> I haven't drawn anything particularly good in over a month. It's getting really, really irritating.

Usually, I love my art. Even crappy little doodles with failAnatomy. I'd also spend ages admiring my stuff after I'd finished it. x3 But not anymore. :/
I can't even really face drawing anymore. Whenever I try to draw, I either end up spending hours staring at a blank sheet of paper, or attempting, and giving up in the first five minuets. Or, I have so little confidence in my art, I don't try at all. What's the point, if it's obviously gonna fail?

Eh, I do kinda wish I could just quit drawing for good. But I can't. I regularly need to either draw, or bleed, just to get through the day. If I can't do either, then I really start to break down and loose it. So yeah. e.e

I dunno. I'm not even sure what's wrong with it. It's not art block, that doesn't feel like this. But I know my art has hit a standstill. I'm stuck with a, (much as I love it), stupid style, I can't do anything with. -.- I can only draw a few set poses, and that's it. I can't draw anything the way I really want to. Whatever that it.

I guess I really am useless at everything. Like I didn't have enough reason to hate msyelf. >_>
It's so frustrating. And making everything else that bit harder to deal with. -_-

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/21465094/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/21465094/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 06:14:30 PST




























































































































































































































~º__o~

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/21352635/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/21352635/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 06:14:29 PST I should probably just find out when the towns firework display is and go to that instead, although it's not really as fun. >>

Plus side, I'm totally not scared of fireworks at all anymore. No idea how/when that happened. Mind, I don't seem to be scared of hardly anything I used to be scared of. Guess I found worse things to fear. x.x
Thinking about it, I've changed a lot since this time last year. I'm not the same Onyx i was last November. Of which I'm glad. Guess not all change is bad.

Bah, I wont be able to do any drawing at all for at least a few days, cause the cat ripped a massive gash in my hand. x__x I flipped out at the computer while she was on my lap, and she freaked out and yeah. She knows how bad I get when I'm angry. -.- I really, really gotta learn to get some control on my temper. :/
Anyway, now I can barely move my thumb, and can't do a thing with my hand, casue it burns like hell. Even using the mouse and typing in almost unbearable. ._. Cat scratches are the worst. Hopefully it'll become less painful in a few days, as I tried drawing, and it's really not possible. IWANTTODRAWDAMNIT. >__>
Now I'm just hoping it doesn't get infected. Oi. -_-

Eh, least this year is almost over. Hopefully 2009 will be somewhat better. Can't get much worse, anyway. e.e
I just gotta get through Christmas. Somehow. Dx

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/21259737/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/21259737/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 06:14:33 PDT Just realised it's November.


Which means it's almost December.


Which means it's almost Christmas.


Crap. T________T



_{(Oh, and sorry for the lack of a Halloween picture this year. I completely forgot. >__> )}

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/21182204/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/21182204/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 06:14:29 PDT Basically, I still haven't found a digital style that 'works' for me. I've been through so, so many different styles and techniques with digital colouring this year, and not one has stuck. Not one has felt right. About the closest I've come, is something like this, but it’s still not right. It's not how I want to be colouring. Hell, I'm not even sure what digital style I want to work in, but whatever it is, I haven't found it.

I can't even remember how I did that colouring. ._. Tried it yesterday with this, and it turned out total fail. -.- Looks alright shrunk right down, but large size? Nope.
I'm done trying, at least for this year. Maybe next year I'll try again. Or not. Doesn’t really seem worth continuing with. I'll see. :/ 'Cause personally, I'd rather not do something at all, then do something that wasn't quite right. Hence why I have so many drawing ideas in my head, but which will never make it to paper. Cause I know I wont be able to get it right, so I'd rather not try at all. -shrug-

And I'm NOT saying any of it is bad colouring. Because it's not. It's damn good colouring. But it's just not working for me, so yeah. >> From now on, all colouring will be done with coloured pencils, ink, and good ol' blood. :3

Erm, also been through my gallery and deleted/scraped a ton of crud. Yay~

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20948306/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20948306/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 06:14:48 PDT RULES:
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some question yourself!!

CHARACTERS:
Onyx: [x]
Rynn: [x]
Petra: [x]
Cake Demon: [x]
Mister MyBladder: (No picture. D: )
_{(‘The hell, he’s not even one of my characters. o_O; )}

Who/What are you?
Onyx: I’m Onyx! -moronic grin-
Rynn: Since when did I reveal my species?
Petra: Some sort of canine. Probably some stupid mix like Onyx. x.x
Cake Demon: I’m a demon. Who likes cake. Duh. o_O
Mister MyBladder: I’m a human bladder! 8D

How old are you?
Onyx: Twenty-One.
Rynn: None of your business.
Petra: Seventeen.
Cake Demon: About a century old. Give or take a few years.
Mister MyBladder: 21.

WANT A HUG?
Onyx: YES!!! @______@
Rynn: No thanks. o_O
Petra: Try it, and I’ll hit you.
Cake Demon: Eww, no.
Mister MyBladder: Sure!

You got any bad habits?
Onyx: Too many to mention. .__.
Rynn: No.
_{(Yeah sure, Rynn. >__> )}
Petra: I’m violent. 83 And loud. And obnoxious.
Cake Demon: I think about cake too much. T__T
Mister MyBladder: I’m annoying!

Are you a boy or a girl?
Onyx: -checks- Still male. ^___^
Rynn: Male.
Petra: I’m the only female. Although I’m far more masculine then most of these losers. >>
Cake Demon: Male.
Mister MyBladder: I’m male too!
_{(How can a bladder even /have/ a gender? o_o )}

Do you have any brothers or sisters?
Onyx: I sure hope not. o_o
Rynn: None surviving.
Petra: No. Although people always think me and Onyx are related, due to us looking so similar. AS IF I’D BE RELATED TO THAT MORON!
Cake Demon: No. And don’t shout, Petra. >>
Petra: I’ll shout if I want. -.-
Mister MyBladder: Nope.

Are you a virgin?
Onyx: Yes. ;;
Rynn: No.
Petra: Nope. :3
Cake Demon: Yes.
Mister MyBladder: Yes. Due to being a bladder an’ all.

Who's your crush/mate/spouse?
Onyx: No one right now.
Rynn: No one.
Petra: Currently single.
Cake Demon: No one.
Mister MyBladder: -eyes all the lonely, pathetic losers- o_O

Do you have any kids?
Onyx: Eww, no. D=
Rynn: No. Although I’ve considered it.
_{(Lots of little Rynn’s running around. That’s just what I need. -.-)}
Petra: No. Not now, not ever. I hate kids. e.e
Cake Demon: Nope.
Mister MyBladder: I want kids. D8

What's your favourite food?
Onyx: Salmon. 83
Rynn: Any kind of meat is good.
Petra: Chocolate. >>
Cake Demon: CAKE!!!! 8DDDDDD
Mister MyBladder: Bladders can’t eat. ;;

Have you ever killed anyone?
Onyx: I almost have. By accident. .___.
Rynn: Yes.
Petra: No. Although this lot drive me close, sometimes. >>
Cake Demon: Murder is okay when it’s for cake, right? o_o;
Mister MyBladder: No. Bladders have no fun. -_-

Do you like to destroy things?
Onyx: Yes! Although mostly by accident. x_.
Rynn: If something, or someone, gets in my way, then I will.
Petra: Oh yes.
Cake Demon: Yes. >>
Mister MyBladder: You lot have anger issues. o_O

Do you hate/dislike anyone?
Onyx: I like everyone! Even people who are mean to me. ;;
Rynn: No one in particular.
Petra: Onyx. >>
Cake Demon: I dislike Onyx when he refuses to get me cake.
Mister MyBladder: I don’t like Onyx either. 8DD
Onyx: T__________________T

Do you love anyone?
Onyx: Not really.
Rynn: Myself.
Petra: Nope.
Cake Demon: Does cake count? I love cake!
Mister MyBladder: No.... ]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20771768/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20771768/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 06:14:27 PDT
Bah, I haven't been able to draw a thing decently for well over a week now, and it's so, so annoying. >> Everything I draw just looks really bad, and it's not often I think that about the stuff I draw, so yeah. :/
Doesn't help that I've got a fair few things I want to draw right now, but can't. So. Unbelievably. Frustrating. -.-

Bah, I wish I know how to get rid of it. D=

Oh, and I'm sick, and dead tired, and getting all these random pains. Fun, fun. .__.

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20630813/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20630813/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 06:14:29 PDT aura-boar who got my Kiriban. ^^ I'll be able to get onto that sometime next week or so, when I have more time.
How I suddenly got to Kiriban number in one day I've no idea. That was scary fast. o_____o;;

Hopefully the next one will take a while. x3 Don't much feel like doing one, but may as well set a new one anyway~

Next Kiriban will be set at: 19,191

Simply because it's reversible, which amuses me greatly. @_@

Not much else worth mentioning, I guess. :/ Other then that I'm really worried for my cat, Polly. x.x She's not been acting herself at all, hasn't even eaten in a day or two. Last cat I saw acting in that way was my old cat, who died soon after. e.e
Ugh, Polly better not go dying. -_________-
If she's not perked up at all by tomorrow, Mother's gonna take her to the vet. I really hope she'll be ok. ;;
For those who don't know, this is Polly-o: [link] [link] [link]
I really need to take some better photos of her, come to think of it. I have hardly any. T_T
Although, she did chear up a bit earlier when a butterfly attacked her. x3 Lucky for the butterfly, Polly was feeling off, otherwise he'd have been eaten. .__. Because Polly, like me, thinks butterflies, moths, and bees, are the nicest things to eat. :3

Oh, and that ear infection I had is still around. o_O Except now it's just really, really swollen and full of puss. Oi. e.e
I really want to go back to bed, now. I pretty much didn't sleep at all last night, and I'm exhausted. x.x

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20335740/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20335740/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 06:14:39 PDT
Pick 5 of your characters and make them answer these questions!

1) What are your character's names?

Rynn: [link]
Onyx: [link]
Vorse: [link]
(Yes, I know that’s only three. I couldn’t get any other’s to join in. -.- Petra wanted to after I’d started, but I told her to go away. e.e)
2) How old are they?

Rynn: Not saying.
Onyx: Twenty-One.
Vorse: Can’t be sure. Older then I’d like.

3) Are they a boy/girl?

Rynn: Male, obviously.
Onyx: Supposedly male!
Vorse: I’m a guy.

4) What's his/her *scribbles out the word race* species?

Rynn: Not something I wish to reveal.
Onyx: A mix of various canine species.
Vorse: Thylacine / Dhole hybrid.

5) If this characters were to suddenly become part of the real world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?

Rynn: Many. Someone this good looking couldn’t go about without being admired by all. :3
Onyx: Probably a lot. But I like being centre of attention!
Vorse: Unfortunately, probably quite a few. -.-

6) Are your characters considered normal in his/her own world?

Rynn: Normal is boring. I don’t do normal.
Onyx: Yes.
Vorse: Pretty much.

7) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?

Rynn: My stunning good looks. Especially my hair. Which would look even better grown out. -hinthint-
(How many times, Rynn. No. -.-)Onyx: My height. I am pretty tall.
Vorse: I guess my horn is pretty unique.

8) Are your OC's considered attractive?

Rynn: Exceptionally so.
Onyx: Yes! 8D
Vorse: Not particularly.

+Personality

1) Temper?

Rynn: I’m calm most of the time. But I can be exceptionally fearsome when provoked.
Onyx: I don’t really get angry. Just frustrated.
Vorse: I snap easily.

2) Do they ever get depressed?

Rynn: On rare occasions. Such as a few weeks ago. But I try not to let it show.
Onyx: It comes and goes.
Vorse: Constantly.

3) Leader or Follower?

Rynn: Leader. I don’t allow anyone to tell me what to do.
Onyx: I’m not sure. ._.
Vorse: I’d like to say leader, but I’d be lying.

4) What is the main aspect(s) of his/her personality?

Rynn: Horribly self-absorbed. x3
Onyx: Fun, and not always very smart. o_o
Vorse: Dunno.

+History

1) Did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?

Rynn: I did, once. But it’s not something I talk about.
Onyx: Not really.
Vorse: I don't care for family.

2) Are they out on his/her own? If so, why?

Rynn: Yes. I chose to be.
Onyx: Nope. There's always people around.
Vorse: Yes.

3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?

Rynn: Yes. But that’s another thing I don’t speak of.
Onyx: Not particularly. Or maybe I did, but I forget. o_o; I forget a lot of things. -.-
Vorse: Yes.

4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?

Rynn: Anytime I’m admiring myself.
Onyx: There was that day I found that shiny penny... 83
Vorse: None.

+Romance

1) Single?

Rynn: Currently, yes.
Onyx: Yes.
Vorse: Yep. I don't care for relationships. Or other people in general.

2) Have they developed any romantic relationships?

Rynn: Not really. I have myself, why would I need anyone else? =3
Onyx: No, I’m not good at that sort of thing. It scares me. ;;
Vorse: No.

3) Virgin?

Rynn: Nope.
Onyx: Yes. D:
Vorse: Aye.

4) Does your character like flirting?

Rynn: Sometimes, if I’m in the right mood.
Onyx: No. I don’t really know how to.
Vorse: I hate all others, so no.

+Symbolism

1) What element is your character associated with?

Rynn: Water, although I’m not sure why. I hate getting wet. ;;
Onyx: What’s an element? D= ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20302787/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20302787/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 06:14:29 PDT
Lirl, yesterday I finally got around to tidying my room. Doesn't sound like a big deal, but if you'd have seen it, yeah... >_>
Damn, it looks so much bigger now. O_O Been meaning to tidy it since January this year. Only took me nine months. e.e But at least it's done now. x3 And I'm gonna try and keep it tidy from now on. I'm only really up there to watch TV, and sleep, anyway. I don't even draw up there anymore. o_o
I dunno where I got the energy from to tidy it, but it's put me on a weird high, now. xDD

And for y'all's amusement;

Before: [link] [link]

After: [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]

Much better, yes? xDD

I know there's still area's under the bed and behind the TV that need doing. But there's a big spider under all that junk behind the TV, so I'll tackle that when I'm feeling braver. xDD;
(I have way more taxidermy then pictured, btw, but most of it is out of shot, or my dad is holding it hostage at college. T_T)

...And wow, my old camera actually takes really nice, sharp images. o_o I didn't have to edit any of the colours at all, for once. Shame I gave it to my sister. ;;

Oh, and finally something that's been getting at me for some months, has passed. For good. >> -touch wood- So I'm in an all round better mood for now. x3
Even though there's new stuff now to get at me. :/ But oh well.

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20265620/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20265620/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 06:14:22 PDT >

I dunno why people seem to think it's fine to take my stuff without asking and then break it. -_- This is why I hate people touching my stuff.
I really, really, really badly need my lightbox right now as well. I'm so stuck without it. :/

Not that I particularly want to be doing art just now. It's just not fun anymore. At all. And hasn't been for some time. Nothing turns out quite how I'd like, and the process of doing it just stresses me out far more then it should do. Plus I rarely have the will to draw anymore anyway, so whatever. >>

Wow, is it really September already? Stupid year, why does it have to go so fast? >> Sure, it's a crap year, but there have been good times that have gone to fast for me to be able to appreciate them at the time. And now it's too late. -.-
Actually thought things were getting better for a while there, but I was wrong. Once again they managed to get way worse then before. :/ Meh, I really, really don't want to still be stuck here next year. I'm too tired and sick of trying anymore. Would be different if I actually had a reason to go on, but I don't. Not one.
Eh, I just about hate everyone and everything just now. e.e Oh well, I don't care anymore. About anything. >>

But I'm in a better mood now, so I'll shut up. xDD

Oh, and go listen to another awesome BritPop band called Shed Seven. I'm obsessed with them now. 83

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20142984/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20142984/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 06:14:26 PDT .< I either give up and don't bother at all, or I quit 2-3 mins into the drawing. D:

I also really need to get on with those blood paintings. Supposed to be doing one every day, but I've been slacking. Still drawing a blank on pose ideas. I'll try and do another one later. >> Only five more to go, anyway. Can't give up now.

I have done some drawing, mind, but just image bank pictures for Furry Paws. Those I can still do fine, for some reason. o_O

Eww, just as the leg pain vanishes, I get a new infection in my throat. I swear there's never a time when I don't have some sort of physical pain. -.- And quite honestly I think I'd rather have the knee pain back. 'Least that was sort of fun, this is just annoying. >> I can barely swallow at all (tried to eat toast this morning, kept getting stuck in my throat. T_T). Every time I swallow it's like being stabbed in the throat. So no eating for a while (not that there's any food anyway, as my dad's gone camping and mother doesn't go food shopping. ._.) I have to keep drinking, though, otherwise the dryer my throat gets, the more painful.
Stupid tube makes it twice as painful, too. D: And all the phlegm that is always hanging around doesn't help either. Hope it goes away soon. -_-

Meh, not in the best mood right now. :/ But getting there.

(Oh, and last night I accidentally re-discovered a band I haven't heard since I was a kid in the 90's. 83 Awesome BritPop band, Cast. Go listen. >3 [link] )

And bah, isn't there a way to get rid of that mood thing? There's none that fit. >>

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20054348/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/20054348/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 06:14:28 PDT Plus, I want more pageviews. T___T

Kiriban will be set at 17,114 views.

Yey, super random number. o_o
Eh, it's actually the closest pretty number from where it's at now. YES, I CHOOSE NUMBERS BY HOW PRETTY THEY ARE. D: All the other numbers before then are ugly. e.e

Erm, I've no idea what you'll get if you win. oO Could just be a simple sketch, a digitally coloured sketch, trad coloured drawing, a tag (if your on FP) etc. May be done with pencil, biro, the mouse etc. Just depends on my mood at the time of doing it. :3

If you get it, send me a screenshot, and I’ll get onto it as soon as I can.
I have quite a few art projects to get on with at the moment, though, so may be a delay in getting it done. Possibly not until October. x3

_@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V _@V

SNAILS~

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/19982657/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/19982657/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 06:14:33 PDT
First off, my leg is doing ok now. I knew it'd fix itself fine. >>
Doesn't really hurt much anymore, except when I bend it to hard/fast. And I still can't run/walk fast on it. Or go down the stairs that easily (but going up them is fine). But so long as I can walk around, it's good. x3 Still really swollen up though. Swelling barely seems to have gone down at all from when it first flared up, so I dunno. The knee joint also feels really weak, so I have to walk extra carefully. x.x
Ah well, the pain has all but gone, that's all I care about. :3

Ugh, yesterday I broke my camera. -.- I'm really stuck without a camera, it was the only reason I ever left the house. I don't wanna have to go out without a camera now, as I'd hate to have to look around and see so many missed photo opportunities. No point going out of the house otherwise, so yay stuck indoors forever. -_-
Although, it does still take pictures fine, but the screen doesn't work, so I've no idea what the picture I'm taking looks like. o_o And no point asking for a new one. Waste of money and stuff.

I know I always said I hated it, but I did actually kinda like that camera. A lot. It's become a good friend, and now it's gone. Mind, 'twas my fault in the first place for always throwing it around as I did. x_x When I get annoyed/angry I tend to throw whatever is close at hand. Usually either my camera, or Emmerit (screwdriver). Yeah... >>
Guess that's to be expected, though. I always go out to try and destroy/hurt the few things I genuinely care about (just ask my cat, Polly. :/) Even if I don't want to. -.-

Everything else just sucks right now. -_- Things were just starting to look up a tad, getting back somewhat to 'normal', then it all slipped again. e.e
Loosing touch with reality, or something. Can't tell if what I do/say/think etc. is real or not. I can type something on the screen, and not recognise it as coming from me. Same with others. I can't even tell who or what is real anymore. It's so weird. ._. I dunno how to describe it, but yeah. :/

Oh, and in case you haven't noticed, I now have an obsessive need to post all journals at 14:14 (5:14 dA time). I dunno why, but I'll wait hours until that exact time before posting. o_o; Weird.

]]> ~liquidonyx http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/19910470/ http://liquidonyx.deviantart.com/journal/19910470/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 06:14:25 PDT And I can't really leave this computer chair just now, cause I woke up with some really odd pain my leg (just above the knee). I dunno if it's an infection or what, but it feels really swollen, and I can't put any weight on the leg at all cause it hurts way too much. ._. Only way I can walk around now is to either; limp badly, hop everywhere, or do this weird, sideways, stop and start movement. Very not fun, and makes me look really stupid. -_-

I dunno exactly what's wrong with it, but I hope it clears up soon cause I really hate not being able to move about, as I find it really hard to sit still for long. Plus, I don't want to have to go to the bloody doctors if it doesn't heal. e.e

Oh, and weirdly, whatever it is is in the same leg, and the same place, as the injury that gives this guy his permanent limp. That's kinda creepy. >>

And I'm dead tired cause it kept me awake half the night. So that's 3 or 4 nights in a row with hardly any sleep. x___x I know I had a weird dream when I did sleep, though, although i forget most of it. I know it involved some FP people, and fast food joints, though. ._.

Ugh, parents really annoying me right now, too. >> When I mentioned my leg, my dad just got angry at me for being in pain, and mother yelled at me for not tidying my room yet. x.x
Then I got the whole "trying to make me go back to college" talk. e.e How many times do I have to explain that i HATED college, and that I do not, under any circumstances, want to make a living from/sell my art. I don't care if it's "my only career opportunity" etc. I'm hardly gonna live long enough to be needing to find a career anyway, so yeah. >_>
Plus, it's just something I simply couldn't do. My art's more then some scribbles on a piece of paper, it's me.. If I sell my art, it's like selling myself, and I simply couldn't do it. It hurts to even think about it. :/ Yet no one seems to understand that. -.-

Mreh, I wish I could get away from this house. I hate it here, and I hate the people here, and I'm just sick of it all. And being stuck here really isn't helping anything. x.x

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