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Things like this just makes me give up on people. Honestly, I give up on most people entirely.

These sort of people judge on others on what they heard and what they demand of in a "Must Have, Must Provide" terms and won't accept otherwise. Easy for people who can snap their fingers and get whatever they want. Easy for people who have never gone through hardships. Easy for people who hardly have any problems.

Why should I bide to whatever they want hands and knees like their slave. Oh please... :rolleyes:

Walk a mile in my shoe and I wonder if you survive.

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My Beloved at the moment is trying to past time (i guess to keep his mind off his family problems) by trying to build websites. I'm trying to help him. He knows I am bad in teaching but I try what I could. He's learning. Gonna get him that copy of Photoshop CS that I have.

So the story is he went to Las Vegas anyway after I've prohibited him to. What can I do? he's stressed out and if I prevent him any more he might do some unwanted things. I was pissed at first after finding out, so I've took the "none-contact" time to cool off.

I have the habit to think of him first so I don't push him on doing anything he doesn't like unles he wants to. Like joing some forums I'm in. He's not interested but he did said in joining one day, I won't cash that in until we have a good day. but then in that good day, we spent on talking to each other instead. Yeahhhh... why spend the limited time he has with me daily to talk to them people instead of me. =/ God knows he's already busy enough to spend a small time for me atm, why should he spend time he have for me on other people?! besides both of us are already fucking stress enough!

Anyway, I heard he got hurt in Las Vegas, cutting his visit there short. He won't tell me what it is, but I know he is taking prescribe meds for it. =/

that's him, he don't want me to get worry and I don't want him to get worried on me either. sometimes the stress just gets to much that it hurts literally. =/ I ended up blurting out all my problems at him and i would turn his day bad cause he knows he can't be there with me =/ likewise for me. We just don't want to burden either of us with things.

Can't wait till we're married now, cause only god knows the shit we've been gone through.

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I just realized today, it;s been long since I've written any creative works after somebody asked me about my writings.

At first, I've stopped cause people are using them against me. Then I started a bit again, then got paid for it, under my name and my pen name. That was fun. Then, I've stopped cause I got depressed. I used to get depressed and got to write alot of things, but right then, I have no heart to write anything. I was that depressed. anything I love to do I hated. Then things gets better and I tried again. Unfortunately my heart didn't get through that much. It was hard then. To get back to the groove and do whatever I love to do. And I used to be good at it. the things came up and i fall out of it again.

I guess I was stupid. I let people's opinion of me and people's doings to me gets to me enough that I stopped doing what I love best in life other than being with my Beloved.

Write now, I'm trying to get back to writing and sketching. but it's pretty hard since I'm working now. I think I should try again and stick to it this time.

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stupid esnail >.> I kept on lagging out. I hope I can post this.

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/17113113/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/17113113/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 06:17:42 PST
All the years, karma has been a good friend of mine. I've been raise to treat others good, but for some reason most people takes that as an advantage to step all over me as a doormat.

I'm too nice to people it's 95% often too sickening for me.

Why?

I'm always there to listen to their way too often problems and yet when I want friends to lend a ear to hear my laments just once. Just once, after listening to them yapping my ears off over the ears they say I "complain" alot?

fuck!

compare to them, their problems are just miniscule than what I have. Cause seriously, if their biggest problems are manicures and what to wear this and that. ya sure some can be serious but heck I don't count that much.

but what makes me starting to count is when they call things that are out of my hands, silly, stupid, even goes to the lengths of calling me a liar, and in process of making me a fool. Until they walk in my shoes for a mile or so, they have NO RIGHT to judge.

I can defend myself when things that cause me problems are out of my hands, but Karma always seems to lend me a hand. Some ended up having problems like mine in a threefold manner. It makes me laugh sometimes when they tell him how for some reason they can't get want they want in life, a good relationship, a child of their own, a good life for example. with how they treat other people, I can't help saying they deserve it all. >.>

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/17097101/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/17097101/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 02:09:33 PST
It shocked me badly. he had a cardiac arrest last december and nobody told us nor his sisters nor his family about it. Just my beloved's father's mother knew about it.

I just found out today, she took all of his remaining posessions and collected all of his life insurance, without sparing any of any of his living children. WTF?! Out of respect but that is just so wrong. Especially when they screamed at my beloved saying it's their fault for not visiting him in the hospital but THEY NEVER TOLD ANYTHING TO HIM AND HIS SIBLINGS!

My beloved called his grandmother a few days after his father was admitted into the hospital.

They didn't tell him anything.

He called again on New Year.

They didn't tell him anything!

then two weeks after they buried him, they they called my beloved telling him his father is dead.

WTF!

None of his sisters knew either!

they purposely didn't tell them ANYTHING!

My beloved is very much irrate and depressed atm and I dunno what to tell him to calm him down.

I don't blame him. He's pissy atm. I got that taste when they told me dennis died a week later many years back. But this is more personal. it's his father =/ His birth father. He may not be close to him but he was still his son.

=/

I dunno what to do I'm in pain watching him in pain. He really needs a break.

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/14683731/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/14683731/ Tue, 18 Sep 2007 06:27:24 PDT
I'm working at Dewan Pustaka & Bahasa in BSB. That's the main country's library if you have no idea what it means. I'm undergoing my training at the moment and that was alright. The travel between districts is still felt my my dear body.

Early morning, early travelling.

I was screaming for joy when Dan was online. He shared my joy XD Love him so much! He started playing a new game: Gevalum. and he's ranked 1. That game god. God I miss him! I love him so much!

Tired ehh... Now I can't watch live wrestling, and I can't watch much of my tv shows now. Such a sacrifice I need to bring my ipod for the radio. One downside working with people much older than you is, they choice of radio stations I have yet to read a book there. .O: oh well... work is work.

AT last a job. I wish i get transfer to KB soon though O.o

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Then I opened it.

O_O

I’m officially a librarian. I need to get some X-rays to send them, so I’m going to the hospital tomorrow XD

eeer… 3 years I can’t get married though O.o

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/14053102/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/14053102/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 01:49:08 PDT
I feel like chop liver sometimes. Just because I'm here and he's there. He feels like chop liver when I have a problem cause he's there and I'm here.

I miss hugging him. I miss being in his comforting arms. God... we love each other so much...

And there's always something... something.. something...

Nothing feels easy anymore. Nothing is easy anymore. Half of the times it feels like things are going down the drain. Then half of the times, it gets too estatic. I can't even share that with people, just with him. cause hey, face it, people don't get it.

Sigh... what scares the crap of me, if when we finally get married, he or me will have a short time to enjoy it. =/ It's an inevitable fear I have for a while.

One thing for sure... when we are finally married, I will keep him with him most of the time and makes the best of it.

In the meanwhile... i just hope I stopped listening to idiotic people. =/ cause it's really driving me down. and I think i'm going through mid-life crisis >.<

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/14033708/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/14033708/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 22:25:32 PDT
I had a dream where Dan came over and we were preparing for our wedding. That was nice. Going to share that with him later. His all so "wonderful"ex was over as well but that was for the other thing. We were so happy in that dream. Wedding dreams are good omens XD

Then, I woke up to my dad knocking urgently on the door. I was wondering why and I obliged. He told me the police squad cars and KDNs (equivalent to FBIs) are outside. O.o 'huh?' So, I looked out and saw it. squad cars everywhere. The KDNs are up and about, some parking in our driveway. There I saw it! They took away our problem-maker! Wuhuu! They took them away!!! They TOOK THEM AWAY! They've put them under arrest. There will be no more "Highlander" stunts! No more people running around angrily, throwing bricks and waving a machete in the air. NO MORE WORRIES! Wuhuu!!! I wish I've took a picture but my cam were out of batteries. I should have recharged. -_-" OMG OMG OMG Free!! FREE!!! OMG I'm so god damn happy!!!

*edited in midday*
Crap.. they got released >.>

Now lemme get a job soon so I can get married

Posted at Coretan

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13976953/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13976953/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 20:07:34 PDT my baby

Dan's been busy with his game (flyff) and work. game mostly. and me with my game (maplesea). it's pretty annoying not to be able to play in the same game with your better half.

Anyway... I've changed my maple char into a ghost... literally. While my Athel is pretty hawt in Flyff. XD funded by Dan. he's effing rich in that game. Now if only those billions are for real. Singapore patch is out today. XD

God... flood is everywhere these days. Not really sure what's up with the weather. flood and stuff. a relative lost his roof the other day. Fixed now.

oh well back to my rebuilding... -_-"

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13871275/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13871275/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 08:41:13 PDT
it's annoying.

I've bought sony ebook reader. XD I gave up on reading on my ipod. So yeah... ebookwise was being an ass. won't recharge on me.

I've a few sketches in relations to my latest horror story, that i need to scan soon. and cgi if i'm not that lazy.

i need to catch up with some stuff. gaming stuff XD I need to level faster! I am addicted to maplesea. FlyFF still doesn't bite me in the ass yet. It did with dan though and he is enjoying that game like crazy! level 62 under just a month >.< he is crazy when it comes to games!

ESpeed2 is being an ass again. SLOWWWWWW!!! Tabiat HANTAP! there my bruneian slipped.

I can't stay on FlyFF nor in Mirc! I need to upload wordpress into Para-Illusia soon. I need to remake all the layouts. I need to fix what the hacker deleted -_-" So sick with idiots! but the world seems to be infested by them.

War protester my ass. I'm against the effing war and they attacked my site. (yes I'm still pissed with that!) everybody would when somebody deleted the work you've done for like 4 years just for "fun".

Besides, the domain is part of my resume. >.>

Yes, I'm reading HP7. so SHUT UP! I am still reading it! i've shutting down all ims and ignoring everybody but my fiance on the ims because of that i haven't played maplesea for 2 days because of that. and i'm already frustrated cause of that chapter 4-5!!!!!!!!!

I'm taking a rest from reading it for a while cause i'm emotional after that chapter.

ahhhhh I'm waiting for my cousin to appear in that latest tv series in malaysia XD lucky bastard get to co-actor in the second set. Luck bastard moved to Malaysia several months ago and was getting good acting career coming on. His face is popping here and there!!! I'm jealous cause he might have the chance to meet one of my idols, Fauziah Nawi!!! Beats gettign a job here though. He inspired me. I should start doing scriptwriting seriously again. I should ignore dick assed people who thinks I acts out what i wrote just because i'm an writer. I actually stopped writing because of these accusations. Stupid me. I shouldn't listen to idiots just because they don't like what I do!

I have changed alot these days. I can now curse back at people who dissed me. I shouldn't let these idiots step all over me. enough is enough! They are NOBODY in my life. These people only want to see me ruin because they have miserable lives! They spitted on me when I'm miserable, They shit on me when i'm happy. obviously I should stop being nice to these people!

Bottomline: I should not give chances to most people because THEY DON'T DESERVE ANY! I used to give these asshat bunch of chances just because I think they would change. But NOOOO they bite me over and over and over again. I'm sick of it. Here's the new Lisa's rule of life. when they spits at you when you'r down, dump them! they are no longer worthy.

God knows I have enough problems in my life without these idiots adding more baggage.



]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13754605/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13754605/ Mon, 16 Jul 2007 08:49:47 PDT

I need to spork them people to death. really...

Flu getting better, I think. So, I guess if I don't have another migraine, I can get on with some creative work done and play FlyFF with my fiance and leveling my F/P mage in Maplesea. i do miss playing with him =/ stupid maplesea ipblock. or else I could spend time there with him instead of jumping between two games. Flyff is weird for me and I still can't get use to using "WSAD" for moving around and using F# buttons for attacks and such. Dan's prowness in games intrigues me sometimes. Shove him any games and he'll go pro within a week. I think it's because he's a game programmer. O.o

Nevertheless, I guess life is going back to normancy in a slow steady pace. I have my room back. I started a good horror novel featuring the weirdest concept ever! Thanks to my weird dreams. I will post the rough draft here when i'm done. It's slow though. Meanwhile, it's getting good reviews in fictionpress for the chapters I've loaded up there, agreeing it's different and fresh materials. I hope I will finish this one, cause ohhh procrastination really sucks you in.

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13737391/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13737391/ Sat, 14 Jul 2007 20:52:09 PDT my fiance and my family are lucky enough to only get the cold but I get the whole 3 sets of pain. I even get a head piercing migraine. Not funny!

Took a few meds the family doctor gave us and he said the typhoonic weather and the haze are causing them. That actually make sense why I'm sickly this year.

I have reopened Cafepress shop and coming up with brand new products. I'm still designing more logos and prints for more stuffs to be sell. I'm into making mugs though, but I'm doing prints for some hoodie and shirts.

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13586615/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13586615/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 01:09:28 PDT .>

Great! both of us each have a biatch in our ass trying to ruin our lives. Idiots. Morons! why do these kind of people exists?!

I'm still comtemplating to call his parents and sort things out but this is going to be hard. My own pain in the ass is still on my ass how the hell am I supposed to get his parents to take him back =/

My life isn't going well either. no job yet, my extended family are being jack asses like they usually are, but worse. Black sheeps of the family because we refuse to hand over our house, our car, our money, and the rest of the properties over to them >.> Fcuk them all.

I can't talk much of my problems to my fiance (pretty much the only person I could talk to anyway since most people I know are toio wrap up with their own probs and accused me to making all my problems up because i'm a writer. hmph!) at the moment cause he's pretty much up to the nook on his side of the world. At least he knows, he has me and my family to count on.

I wish he could just come over and be with me now At least, that way I know he'd be safe and warm. =/ At least that way I know he be okay.

Why is it, when everything was about to fall in place in our lives, somebody just have to break it all apart :tear: we are honestly feeling tired of all this shit. why can't people be happy for us. Just because they are miserable, there's no need to bring us down too. we have enough of those

We are so tired of being taken advantage of by people =/ ]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13583202/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13583202/ Mon, 02 Jul 2007 19:48:30 PDT ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13547058/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13547058/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 02:46:06 PDT
I've been only talking to people who are really close to me that's not even family. Anybody who see during those days would really show how bad I was. I've stopped doing anything I've enjoyed and just play MapleSEA. Plus having cousins around staying with me causing alot of problems for me, adding more trouble for me. Last thing i need is somebody telling me my problem isn't real and I'm just writing it all up because i'm a freaking writer. I seriously enough of that. God why do people like these enter my life? I'm at the point where, I rather die than tell people what's my problem these days.

My wedding plans are into extremely postponed until Dan gets his life back on track and me pulling out of this hopelessness I've been going through. We're going there. Life as it goes, it going a bit up to what I would call a good thing. We just need to get it on the 2nd gear.

I hope these people gets what they deserves for what they have been doing to us. I gave up in forgiving people. Seriously, just because their lives are miserable stop making others miserable.

Benoit... what was that about? Then there's a 12 hour prior post from some a-hole saying his wife died 4 hour before the feds knew and announced it. I seriously need to get back in touch with somebody on that. I should get back and try get a writing job again.

but I can't seem to write these days. depression really took a toll on me. =/

But I'm trying to get that back. I'm doing some horror story again. Back to my roots. Back to what I write best. Horror. it's doing good so far. I have good responses in Fictionpress on it even it just with 3 chapters.

Dan's out from being a chef and now working a 100 per commission job. He's pretty good at it so yeah.. we're recovering. slowly... from our rough patch of life this year.

When will this miserable ends for both of us.

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13492218/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/13492218/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 23:37:49 PDT
People who don't really know us pretty much too absorb with this that of my relationship with him. prove this prove that. mock this. mock that. whatever. You think if this relationship is imaginary, we (he and I) would not have to go through this mess we're in in the first place.

I refuse to put the details here. Too personal for both of us. Last thing i need is people to subject that as more mockery.

It loathe me more when people complain about their lives when they have it much better in - oh - so many ways. and mock my problems when I say it out cause - oh - their problems are so much better to deal with and mine regardless real, are so deserve for mockery. and people wonder why I don't confide in others anymore for such a long time. Beats putting it out there and be subject of mockery and making it a lot worse than it is.

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12454377/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12454377/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 08:43:02 PDT

Make that Atomical furious about to destroy the world furious! utraged:


House guests accidentally threw out my notebook. Not just any other notebook. It's THE notebook. One of my important notebooks. This particular notebook is my draft for my short stories That I planned to publish this year! Yes you heard me I was planning to publish one more book this year! AHHHHH I have no back up copy. Hey! it was a draft!


._. was ._.


my mom's mother "accidentally" through out one of my complete draft for the ghost stories I have written over the years that I wanted to publish too. I have no back up there either cause I haven't typed it back up into the puter.

._.


I have a cute line art ready to scan this weekend, and another house guest accidentally threw it out.

._.


can I kill somebody now?


I'm so having a bad month! I can't even use the puter for a while cause I can't use the puter cause of house companies. (they are like gremlins. every entertainment system (except tv - i think but I rather not jinxed it - they would break!)


now they are asleep so I could rant a bit ._.


must be patient....

._.


-_-


yelp!

can I kill someone now?

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12331502/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12331502/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 03:52:23 PDT .<

dang... been driving them to these donation meetings here and there. so tired. My mom's mother is still being a biiatch, so.. ugh...

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12315607/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12315607/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 21:33:23 PDT
can't even use my PS2 >.<

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12215530/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12215530/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 06:11:02 PDT
NOT

Why am i always surrounded and why do I always meet up with idiots?

I seriously think I'm an idiot magnets. esp, idiots who claimed to be smart but obviously an idiot; cause I seem to attract most of these people. I hate it when there's some serious discussion and these smart asses decided to be smartasses. Don't help if you want to be smart asses. Just keep it to yourselves.

I should move around some stuffs to get these bad chi out >.>

-----------

Anyway to my friends, I won't be on much. Busy with helping my cousins with post-fire stuffs, replacing documents and making new documents esp trying to get them the aid they need. Not to forget trying to find a new place to live, or hurry the process. I'm tired of hearing my mom's mother being a bitch

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12204128/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12204128/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 09:24:56 PDT

My cousins family mostly live in my aunt's house atm post after the fire. So far, I've witness my mom's mom telling

- my uncle to go get a house replacement a minute after they step foot in that house

- that they aren't living in the empty house they have in the Kampong.

- them to get rid of that donations boxes given by good will.

- her own daughter (my mom's sister) to not mop around (for crying out loud she is still in shocked her whole apartment burnt up along wiht their belongings. She was frozen when they pulled her out the fire!

- to not touch or drink or eat anything in the house

- my cousins to earn their keep to live in the house. (cook, clean, pay rent -wtf?; etc etc etc)

- that it's their fault for that to happened (when the report fairly said the neighbor's fault)



My mom's brother told them to just ignore my mom's mom atm so she's fairly even pissed atm.

I'm pissy at the situation, but I don't go lashing out like that. It just pisses me off that I don't have my privacy anymore these days. :/

why can't I have a normal grandparents like any the rest of them people???

I hope them authorities will give them a place of their own soon. Bet they are going crazy with my mom's mom's endless bickering! They are already stressed out as it is.

I'm stressed out as it is, I don't need any extra stress!

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12165848/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12165848/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 07:10:35 PDT
I suspects somebody forgot to blow out the candles after the blackout. 15 of my family members of them homeless because their neighbor's stupid mistake. I feel like kicking the crap out of that neighbor. seriously!

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12151588/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/12151588/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 02:41:17 PDT
A bit of a change, now I will mark it with my real name due to advice from one of the people in the Photography society *OMG EXPOSURE!* for future CV referance. I have no idea how photographyreally relates to me trying to look for a job. the same thing goes for my domains as well. *imagines walking in for a job interview with a file full of snapshots and several books* O.o

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/11927052/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/11927052/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 20:03:19 PST
Miserable idiot!

He's spreading anti war banners by hacking. I'm anti-war and he fucked up my domain!

WHAT AN IDIOT!

I'll sue his ass if I ever find out. I was looking around and found out i'm the only site he has hacked. WHAT AN IDIOT!

This is the second time I got hacked by anti war idiots! I don't care who they are. But I wnat to shove a shit covered shoe into theit mouth.

Now I know why people have murderous rampage! He picked the wrong week to mess with me!

Now I have to redo everything!

]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/10737959/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/10737959/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 19:05:49 PST
GAH! That's all i have to say about today. GAH! GAH! GAH! GAH! GAH!


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Omg omg omg omg in several hours, it's the start of Nanowrimo!!! I be so caffeines high >.< My BF shall find me unavailable for the month (I be sure he;s too bisy with his game anyway :sweaty:

I am determined to finish it this year!!! I have a laptop! I have no more excuse!! unless there's a ... god i hope not. I am determined to finish this one novel! Why bother you say since there's no prize to be won? I have anothing book to publish if I'm done with this one.

I am NOT Panicking!

I am NOT Panicking!

I am NOT Panicking!

I am NOT Panicking!

*breathes*

I am NOT Panicking!

I AM PANICKING!!!

Fingers don't fail me now!!


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Gosh! I received an email from my Domain's Webhost today telling me I have over used Para-Illusia's Bandwidth. The first thing that came to my mind is But after a while I remembered my somains are under Hiatus for a while now I wonder what can be the reason. I've checked my webalizer and I saw it!! My guesbook excess (especially the form) had a high abnormality in usage!! I went to checked and there it is! Pages and pages and PAGES!!!!!! full of DAYM YOU SPAMMERS!!! DAYM YOU TO ETERNAL TARTARUS!!!

I've notified my domain host about it and deleted my guestbook. I and thinking of deleting my tagbook too since that's not safe either.


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Wow peeps! Somebody bought me a month supply of DA's subcription. TQ TQ TQ!

Oh yeah! I was browsing throught the forum and I found this project where I participate with. A project of making a mosaic with DA's deviants's avatars.

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]]> ~lisa211 http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/3720809/ http://lisa211.deviantart.com/journal/3720809/ Sun, 31 Oct 2004 23:29:49 PST today we are starting the NaNoWriMo challenge and like last year, I'm taking a part of the the excitment too.

After a few hours of typing, I found out that I have been typing slower than usual and I just got 2000 words I need to type faster to reach that 50K!!!

yeserday was Halloween and Simpson's Marathon was on! YAY! I love Cable just for that

Now back to writing

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Worse of all they are mostly hypocrites. Try right clicking their site and pop up this alert box that say along the lines of "Don't rip my work, make your own", when the obvious thing is, they are the ones who's been ripping others in the first place?

When they realized we noticed they have been ripping our work, they said "they have credited" them when obviously they aren't.

Will they ever learn?

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Dad locked himself out of his car and we have to send him a key through a cousin of mine. Sheesh! I wish he'd be more careful!

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One thing buffled me.. why is that kid following me around when I was taking pictures of food

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