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i'm back from my beautiful vacations in paris with my hot and lovely teachergirlfrien

had a beautiful time there and enjoyed it so much. i've seen so many wonderful things like the tour d'eiffel or the louvre. but the thing i most liked was beeing with my honey all of the time and every moment i could spend with you.
i love you so much and the love keeps growing stronger ~

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/25820638/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/25820638/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 15:13:20 PDT
i love you so much, honey - you are my light and my inspiration

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/24140483/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/24140483/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 03:11:20 PDT
vacations are almost over and easter is lying ahead in the schedule. but there is also one more festivity to celebrate. it is today that i am immatriculated in the nanaversity for whole 15 months. long long time and also as beautiful. not that many words can describe what a lucky and happy man i am having such a wonderful time with my beloved girl. so many beautiful days we've already spent together and so much more that we will. i am so glad i found someone like you honey - you make me as happy as i can be and i really love you. keep on making me that happy, honey - you are great

*rises his glass to the future time on the nanaversity*

luv ya, cuttey

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/23807252/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/23807252/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 02:10:22 PDT
Was man braucht:

1 Tüte Schoko-Karamell-Bonbons (120 g)
160 g Mehl
1 Msp. Salz
120 g Zartbitter-Schokolade
240 g Butter
200 g Zucker
1 überalles geliebte Freundin <3
1 unendlich viel Spaß beim Backen xD


Wie man's macht:

1. Freundin knuddln

2. Freundin nochmals knuddln

3. Backofen vorheizen auf 180°C

4. Wieder die Freundin knuddln

5. Den ganzen Kram in einen Topf schmeißen und gut umrühren - zwischendrin die Freundin knuddln.

6. Das ganze auf dem Backblech verteilen und der Freundin etwas Schokopampe an die Nase schmieren, dann knuddln.

7. Ca 35 Minuten im unteren Drittel des Ofen Backen lassen - Zeit nutzen um mit der Freundin zu knuddln.

8. Kurz abkühlen lassen und dann beim Knuddln mit der Freundin genüßlich verzehren.


Probiert's mal aus, macht tierisch Spaß ^^

Luv ya Honey!

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/23077214/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/23077214/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 08:14:29 PST

next days wont be fun since i got some tests to write and i dunno if i am really well prepared. time will tell i guess and i hope to pass those.

so what else? i need to wash my car soon - it looks horrible dirty.

and for the final words: i am still losing weight

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/22822522/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/22822522/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 12:13:53 PST
yes yes yes hmmm hmmm mhmmhmmhmmhm yes yes... news today: my brain hurty, my legs hurt and my hair got a new color! Weeehooooo ^^

okay, more nonesense incoming: i am hungry.... hangry if you wanna know correctly since it's the combination of hungry and angry.. yeah yeah, yes yes yes!

more weird stuff?????? Nuuuuh not for now... i really love my new haircolor which was an exclusive selection of my honey who will soon complain about no smileys added for the sake of entertainment. dont wanna disappoint her so i now throw some across the text *throws a schmeily*

What the heck? They fall down my screen! Stupid thingies. Maybe with some glue? *pitsch patsch, kleb kleb*

Dammit, now I can't barely see my monitor O.O... NOOOOOOooooooeeessss *whispers disappear slowly fading away*






luv ya honey...

hope you all enjoyed this piece of artistic comedy xD

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we'll just continue our great time together! alright!

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/22368250/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/22368250/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 06:20:43 PST
mal wieder was in meiner geliebten muttersprache, weil ich grad nich so den drang verspüre auf englisch was zu texten. ihr verzeiht... (oder könnt es eh nich lesen, dann verzeiht gleich nochmal )

6 tage noch und dann hab ichs geschafft - dann is das 2. semester an der nanaversity zu ende und ich bekomm ein weiteres mal noten. vlt werden die sogar besser als die von letztem semester, das wird sich aber noch zeigen. Mrs Szechuan war in den vergangenen Wochen nich wirklich zufrieden mit mir aber momentan wirkt sie wieder sehr gnädig gestimmt. wir hatten ziemlich viele seminare über krisenmanagement und das fach mag ich so garnicht. allerdings sind wir damit jetz hoffentlich durch und die letzte prüfung war die letzte. wir sind immerhin nun wieder bei meinen lieblingsthemen "kissbiting" und "couchkuscheln" angelangt und ich glaub, in den fächern komm ich wesentlich besser zurecht.

ich freu mich ziemlich auf die abschlussfahrt nach ffm und überhaupt auf den letzten tag des semesters - da is einfach lustiges beisammensein mit student und professor angesagt und das wird bestimmt echt spaßig

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/22333306/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/22333306/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 13:31:50 PST hope u enjoyed your party for new years eve as i did. was just a wonderful night with a wonderful girl. i really was and still i am about every minute she spent with me the last year.
health, fortune and all the best to you

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/22224537/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/22224537/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 10:59:11 PST greatest change and the best that happened to me was my beautiful girl - she made me forget all those bad things that tried to screw up my days and she was successful.
so i hope we can enjoy another year together with even more fun and joy...

btw: new year's eve = party time! will be a great time




ARE YOU?
1. Perfect? rofl... made my day... NO!
2. Tall? true
3. In your pajamas? dont have any...
4. Left handed? nope

LAST:
1. Friend you saw: : my beautiful girl... hey honey *waves*
2. Talked to on the phone: my mummy <3
3. Person to text you: again my honey
4. Was today better than yesterday? definitively

FAVORITES:
1. Number: 27
2. Color(s): blue and red
3. Fruit: strawberries, kakis (ty hun)
4. Place(s): a river nearby

EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? Hell yeah, I do!
2. Are you happy? Hell yeah, I am
3. Are you sad? Nuuuuuuuh
4. Are you bored? nope... i got this survey
6. Are you nervous? false
8. Are you tired? not a little...

ABOUT YOU:
1. Real name? chris
2. Nick names? peachypie, wildcat, lisk, kithar, kitty
3. Eye color? blue
4. Zodiac sign? scorpio
5. Male or female? male
6. Slut? ehh...no?
7. Smart? i don't think so
8. Hair coolr? brown... yes, sometimes grey -.-
9. Long or short? too short
10. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans
11. Phone or Camera? Camera
12. Drink or Smoke? smoking
13. Righty or lefty? righty

FIRSTS:
1. First best friend? pg
2. first crush? well... it was in kindergarten... long time ago
3. First pet? max and moritz, my two budgies
4. First big vacation? travelled to greece with my family

CURRENTLY:
1. Eating? ehm... nuthn
2. Drinking? lemon tea
3. I'm about to: watch a bit more lotr, chatting with my beloved girl and finish this survey
4. Listening to? watching a film
5. Plans for today? my checklist is all checked... did all i wanted to do

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
1. Shorter or taller? shorter... i would be afraid if she was taller than i am O.O
2. Romantic or spontaneous? can i answer yes?
3. Sensitive or loud? can i answer yes again?
4. Hook-up or relationship? r u serious? relationships ofc

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Drank bubbles? woooot? noooooes... yeah once
2. Lost glasses/contacts? never... i always break them
3. Ran away from home? yeah once... i came back when my mum told me it was meal-time
4. Broken someone's heart? sadly i did i guess
5. Been arrested? maybe i should but they never caught me :>

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles? sometimes
2. Yourself? more or less...
3. Heaven? sure
4. Santa Claus? who else bought me this new car?
4. Love? i am absolutely sure
5. Do you like someone? not like... it's love!
6. Do you believe in God? i got an idea
7. Answered the truth on all questions? ofc

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you woke up
A: argued with my girl -.-

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: yep i do

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: watching lotr right now

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: to meet my honey at our "not so favourite" place

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: only if i got a reason

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: true

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: more or less...

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: on my couch

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: yesterday

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: you don't wanna knoe, believe me

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 9

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: stil watching that film.... stupid survey

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: my left knee... getting old i guess

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: april

Q: What did you do last night?
A: i was sitting on a rive... ]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/21798957/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/21798957/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 12:32:33 PST

okay, so whats next? oh yeah - decorate your house. it seems like the terrorlightshows from last year are being already topped and it even looks more horrible. maybe someday a plant lands down on one of those bright shining houses.

last thing: shopping! at least one thing i can hopefully enjoy soon with my honey. and i even more hope for some time with her by my side walking through snowy fields and forests. i'd luv it!

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]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/21517324/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/21517324/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 11:44:22 PST
i don't wanna make you angry but even when i do, i hope you can forgive the same way that i do.

i love you!

: :

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/21042379/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/21042379/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 05:56:57 PDT
*with a kiss and deep in love*

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/20597797/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/20597797/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:11:43 PDT
Luv ya, cuttey

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/20403540/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/20403540/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 08:36:30 PDT i would stop time to make our moments last.
i would give both my legs to walk with you.
you make me feel beautiful.
i love you... and i never want to stop.

just some thoughts - honey, you are my star shining brighter than ever on me.

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/20268828/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/20268828/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 09:57:07 PDT A sunbeam made him twink. She was the reason why. She made him feel warm inside - and the sun did the rest. She made this summer a summer of hearts. He was happy... but how could he now it was all over? No more flirting at the beach, no more sunsets in her arms by the river. He wasn't sad at all because this summer showed him that he loved her like no one else ever before. For him she was his summer - his neverending and evergreen summer. Gentle, warm and soft - sometimes rainy but never too stormy. She was a new given reason for his life.

With a smile on his lips he waved to the bypassing clouds and the birds walking a bit further, a step closer to the sun and maybe to the fountain of youth and ideas - the place he always was wishing for...


Thank you... all my love

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/19840542/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/19840542/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 07:13:42 PDT
Ich möcht mich gerne ändern. Jetzt, sofort, ohne eine Sekunde zu zögern. Doch das kann ich nicht. Diese Unfähigkeit muss ich mir eingestehen. Ich enttäusche mit meiner Art Menschen, die ich liebe und das macht mich mir selbst zu wider. Das ist nicht das, was ich sein möchte. Ich weiß, dass ich es nicht jedem Recht machen kann aber das ist auch garnicht mein Ziel. Ich möchte derjenige sein, der Freunden und Familie lieb hat und lieb gehabt wird von diesen Menschen. Und nun stehe ich in einem Zwiespalt: Ich will Veränderung aber ich will auch der bleiben, der ich bin. Auch schlechte Eigenschaften gehören dazu. Nur in dem Augenblick, wo eine dieser Eigenschaften zu einem Problem wird, kann ich das so nicht weiter akzeptieren. Ich mag nicht, wie ich bin - innerlich, wie äußerlich - aber das tat ich noch nie. Es gab immerwieder Menschen in meinem Leben, die meinen Weg gekreuzt haben und die mich so akzeptierten, wie ich bin. Doch was nutzt mir das, wenn ich dabei doch unzufrieden bleibe? Ich möchte mich bessern und ich habe einen starken Willen. Manchmal sehe ich auf diesem Weg in gewissen Momenten keine Richtung mehr, in die ich mich wenden soll, doch das gibt sich mit der Zeit und ich hab nicht nur wieder das Ziel vor Augen, sondern finde eine Möglichkeit, wie ich auch dorthin gelange.

Tanja, dieser Text gilt nur dir und ist für dich allein um dir zu zeigen, dass ich diese Richtung eingeschlagen habe für dich, für uns und schlussendlich auch für mich selbst. Ich bin glücklich mit dir und es tut mir leid, dass ich dir das nicht in dem Maße zeigen kann, wie ich es empfinde. Schenk mir Vertrauen, schenk mir Verzeihen. Manche Menschen ändern sich nicht, weil sie ihre Fehler nicht einsehen oder nicht einsehen wollen. Doch ich habe davor keine Angst, sondern möchte lernen, erfahren und ändern.

In love... yours, chris

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]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/19230122/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/19230122/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 05:22:09 PDT
I'd like to let you know: I feel fine...
Had a week of ups and downs but in the end those ups made the bad things seem unnecessary. She was there for me when I needed her most. And she brought the fun back in my life once again. Had a wonderful day by the river nearby with her and currently I am still enjoying the fun I had. Hope she felt like this too. I truely love her - she is wonderful all the time to me!

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18884954/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18884954/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:26:53 PDT
Mercy has been shown to me and I am thankful therefore.

Love is a structure in my life I can't live without.

No light is shining brighter in dark moments than love.

I got outstanding pure feelings at this point.

Honesty is a road I chose to travel and never regret it.

Found someone who is able to lift me up from every depth.

Tanja, I love you!


I hope we have an ongoing great time and can share a piece of our hearts. You are my light, a little star shining down on me with a mild smile, forgiving me my enervations. I owe you my inspiration and the drive to be the better me. There is no sincere thank for what you give. Hope I can redress somehow. *sents you a kiss*

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18852244/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18852244/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 09:58:16 PDT Trying to find a way to keep love clean und pure but I fail everytime I am not very happy with me and myself. There are several issues in my life that made me feel bad to worst. Never will forget them but I guess it's not okay to feel down because of the past. Sorry for my poor english at this point but my mind is troubled with other things than beautiful words at the moment. I feel guilty and bad and there isn't a thing I could do about it but beg for redemption. And I beg for it now and down on my knees. I am desperate and help is much appreciated. Forgive me being me!

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18727574/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18727574/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 09:18:11 PDT
Second project is poetry again. I need some more input but a big surprise is coming ahead. No more words until it's finished. I'll keep it a secret *g*.

I hope you all like my new avatar. Don't know where she stole it from but a big kiss to my honey who gave it to me and made me laugh about it several minutes. Also thanks in advance for the hope-to-be nice piccu she'll give to me tomorrow. I guess she'll upload it here then too... check it out!


Thanks for reading....

PS: you are like the blue sky to me, honey... there everytime, beautiful but not all time seeable. I love you!

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18556498/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18556498/ Thu, 29 May 2008 08:10:54 PDT is still the greatest! No one compares to her giving me so much love and strenght and hope! I gotta love it... really, there is no way for me to resist this woman. Love you darling

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18447545/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18447545/ Thu, 22 May 2008 13:17:10 PDT
Love you, honey... you were my guiding light in this episode and I count on you in the future!

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]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18383568/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18383568/ Sun, 18 May 2008 13:24:06 PDT Think but this, and all is mended,
That you have but slumber'd here
While these visions did appear.
And this weak and idle theme,
No more yielding but a dream,
Gentles, do not reprehend:
if you pardon, we will mend:
And, as I am an honest Puck,
If we have unearned luck
Now to 'scape the serpent's tongue,
We will make amends ere long;
Else the Puck a liar call;
So, good night unto you all.
Give me your hands, if we be friends,
And Robin shall restore amends.


A Midsummer Night's Dream - Shakespeare



Hope I didn't bore you with those lines and if I did just refer to those lines again.
But so much for romantic comedy and back to business...

The last days here on planet earth were like high tide and drought. One day I was glad to live and able to share my feelings. Another I wanted a killswitch to stop my emotions from slowly drowning me again. Life is an ironic bastard of pleasure and affliction sometimes... but at least I found some time to write a few lines, trying to improve my style, diction and contents. Hope I'll do a better job now. Maybe someone can help me to improve my englishskills a bit as I always fail at finding the proper equivalent of a wonderful german word in the english language... although I gotta admit I find english as a language for poetry more tempting and challenging.
So at the end of this day I only wish for the ying and yang to become balanced again...

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18269282/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18269282/ Sun, 11 May 2008 08:04:31 PDT . But before that I had to read the very nice comment of my love who brought me up from under yesterday night when I felt like a ****. So depression out, joy in please! Feels amazing to live again and not being just an impostor of myself who just tells himself to be happy. Loving and enjoying it I walked through this day and then it really got me - still (and yes... even after 4 months) being in love and the fact, I finally found something I could have never searched for are the things I really would give up everything in my life for. Living my life like I did in the past without any motivation and motionless I now feel an inspiration and drive to just accept challenges. Hope this feeling doesn't end at dawn or anytime. I like it *g*

Thank you for being this rare gift I'd like to treasure deep in me, honey... *kiss*

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]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18174966/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/18174966/ Mon, 05 May 2008 04:06:33 PDT
Misery loves company
And company loves more
More loves everybody else
But hell is others


Think it's time to change things... but hard to get it on! Helping myself to help myself. It feels a little cold in my room so I avoid being here. You won't miss me too much anyways I guess? If you do, let me know...

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/17776581/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/17776581/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 08:52:23 PDT
Thanks for attention!


I love you, Cuttey!


PS: University started finally and I really enjoy my absolutetly right decision. We discuss many topics I am interested in and I met a few nice guys n girls... Still no reason to be jealous, honey

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/17406374/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/17406374/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 07:18:22 PDT
Hope I find some ppl to play regularly and keep enjoying the orange ball a longer time than before!

Luck n love to all of you...


PS: Honey, you know...

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/17368821/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/17368821/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 18:56:40 PDT
At the moment I feel a bit desperate. Not much though but enough to stalk around my couch preventing me from the holy sleep. There are some questions I hopefully answered right about me and myself.
Am I a jealous bastard, just ignoring what my girl wants and expects?
Am I a childish and cocky guy, putting his own interests over those of others?
Or am I just a bit lost in the world?
I came to the conclusion it's a bit more of this and a little less of that. A little less on the one hand with the bastard and the childish, cocky guy and a bit more on the other hand with my desire to see her as often as possible, being disappointed and sad when she leaves or cancels a date. Hope someday, she accepts my adoration for her and shares a bit of it together with me. Maybe she will read those lines and understand my point - if so: Honey, I never wanted to hurt you. I never wanted to stress you. I'd do many things to comfort you. You are a star shining so brightly in my life.
Momentarily I feel really angry about my self always going this little fucking step to far and lacking this insight at those points. Some day I gotta repent those little sins, I'm pretty sure.
Still can't decide if it was only my fault those thing ended up like it did. Version a): Yes it only was my fault, because I kept questioning her, showing her distrust. B): Not only my fault, because she just didn't answer to my questions properly. Truth is maybe lost somewhere in between but it doesn't matter. As a matter of fact I made her mad at me and I really feel sorry for it as this wasn't my intention. Only wanted some peace of mind. Failed.

I guess at this moment I am only sure about one thing... Won't tell what it is but it's kind of lying in a rose garden looking into an endless sky upon my smiling face. (Cuttey, I'll tell you, when the time feels right... and, well, it doesn't at the moment, sorry).

Thanks for reading, fellas. Curses appreciated. I feel a bit eased now. Dunno how long you can read this entry since I guess, I'll delete it soon.

A big kiss to my angry cutey... <3 u


PS: My journal should be renamed into diary

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/17097173/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/17097173/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 02:23:26 PST
Nothin' special happened till now. Life continues and I'm lookin forward to my upcoming studies.
Btw my room is filling up with more and more birthdaypresents for my honey (yes, that's not true - I know -.-") but I hope she'll like it. If you wanna know what it is, contact me via pm, cuz there's a sweet stalker around .

Laters, peepz... Lotta love to you all and again a special kiss to

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/16797509/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/16797509/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 09:14:38 PST
Held my presentation at university last wednesday and well - I totally failed at it . But I don't care since last week was the best of the year!
University accepted me as a student for teaching at elementary schools and I finally can study what I wanted!
Next good thing is that I got a new laptop - a Toshiba Satego X200-21D for those who care.
And now finally the highlight of my week: Saw my honey exactly 3 times, what's 3 times more as the week before It's a whole month now - time flies and I really enjoy it... Hope month will become years and then ages.

If time would always be so good to me... *dreams*
And how did a dear friend say to me this week? "everything's just so perfect atm" - couldn't be more true!

Luv to you all and a kiss sent off to


Edit: Just came from my 4th meeting with this beautiful girl... wohooo *cheers*

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/16600151/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/16600151/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 16:06:26 PST
This day was horrible crap... I woke up after a really bad dream (didnt know what but it felt like barbed wire strapped tight around my body mixed with a mad scientist cutting off the rational parts of my brain). Next to do: Go vote for my country! Done... So I got home and started working on stuff for my studies turning out that my concenctration was inexistant this day. So maybe tomorrow I can start over and get it finally done *hopes*.

I am bored all day long and got lotta thingies to do but a huge barrier of laziness and lack of motivation keeps me from climbing that mountain. I really try to find something to bring back the inspiration. Some people could help me but either they are busy or they just don't care... Sad sad me.

Hope next days I'll get better and maybe then I'll stop to disappoint and frustrate the people I like n love. Sorry for being me - again. -.-

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But who is lucky on cards is unlucky in love, right?


Well - wrong! I know you'll read it honey, my cute stalker hehe. I hope we keep enjoying our time like we did the few times we've seen each other and I wish for a future by your side.

So my dear friends, let us raise our glasses to evolutions going on and also to the rogues that made it possible! Luv ya all!

PS: Special hug and a kiss sent off to you

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/16315130/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/16315130/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 12:26:36 PST
Today I'm at a certain point where logic beats my gut instincts. Anyways, I am still enjoying my emotions for some simple reasons:
- Emotions are simple - only thing that makes them complicated sometimes are the people with their wanna-be-grown-up minds. So do I - guilty me.
- Emotions are pure. I guess many people are lying to themselves very often by pretending or just closing eyes but you can't hide from your feelings. You can't even supress them b/c that just makes you feel another way.
- Emotions are endless. Say what you want - you have to feel something every moment of your life. Sometimes it is just that you cannot range or classify a cerain emotion.

So better to be aware that you are a being of emotion and better enjoy them a lot. Makes your life more fun, I bet!

Luv y'all...

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/16134180/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/16134180/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 06:32:03 PST .

I got some really nice things for Xmas and thanks for that to all o' my dear friends. A very special gift I got from my very beloved . So many kisses for you therefore hunny !

Also enjoyed yesterday and maybe that day too.


So New Year's Eve is coming too and I am really looking forward to it since there are many parties and I hope I decided on the right one But I guess I did

Wish you nice days and harmony

Lotta love !

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/16017860/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/16017860/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 17:04:00 PST

Maybe I should continue with the lyrics but my back is aching anyways and those nights on my couch didn't make it any better. Sleeping in my bed isn't an alternative at all since there is no tv in my bedroom - so I would have to sleep without noises I got used to equal bad sleep.
Christmas is coming in a few days I guess - have to visit my mom whats cool but also my sister... yeah I guess I don't really like her. Not my lifestyle but if she's fine with it I don't care.
At least I got Xmaspresents for all my friends and my parents and hey, it's not the 24th yet! Yay... but still no feelings about Silent Night, Holy Night. So if you see Santa Claus tell him to get his lazy ass up und visit me. And that I wish for a goddess this Xmas.

I saw a picture on which was written: "Anywhere could be home as long as I lay in your arms" - I wish for that place.
But I guess I'll keep on wishing and wishing. So I'm left with watching movies - not bad at all.
So if you don't know what to write on your wishlist for christmas, try those films:

1. Smoking Aces
2. Naked Lunch
3. Crank
4. Final Fantasy - Advent Children
5. Number 23
6. Silent Hill
7. Snatch
8. Interview with a Vampire
9. Memento
10. Requiem for a Dream

I wish you all a merry xmas, happy new year and that you'll never end up dreaming without living your life!

With that and another songquote I end this stupid diarylike entry

Believe in dreams
You love so much
Let the passion of your heart
Make them real
And tell
All the ones you love
Anything and everything you feel

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15881787/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15881787/ Mon, 10 Dec 2007 18:26:54 PST
here again some words about my life. I am currently watching a movie with Leonardo DiCaprio. "Gangs of New York" is about New York in the 1840's. Really cool feeling and flavor. If anyone out there knows this genious piece let me know.

Days went by and there are many unbought presents for my friends and family for x-mas. So maybe I find sometime tomorrow and have an idea what to buy by that time. (still no xmasfeeling here... could need some milk with cinnamon maybe?).

I also work a lot with my new cam but I don't think the pics are good enough to be uploaded here (okay okay my last upload sucks - I know - but I promised to do it and if I knew how to put that sweet lil symbols of other devArt-users in here, I'd do it right now).

By the way - also have a look at Smoking Aces. Pretty cool gangstermovie. Saw it yesterday with a good friend. I should spent more time with those guys who tell me that they love me, I guess (love you too btw...)

Also I started to paint miniatures again - maybe you are unlucky and I upload some of my works here too. I saw others who did that but no really good works yet - it's a pity since there are many great artists out there who do awesome works on that small pieces of tin! (watch [link] if you wanna see real awesome paints)

So far - glad you got that time to read and so on

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sitting here in my tv- and monitorlit room, chatting with some people and watching films on tv. Studies still don't keep me busy and I guess till that happens, it will be spring or summer. Until then I try to enjoy my sparetime but easier said then done. Sometimes it's hard to find motivation even for simple things. Smoking cigarettes slowly kills me and I feel health and condition floating out of my lungs with every breath of smoke I take. Maybe I should do some sports. Jogging maybe but again... missing motivation.

I hope my mum will give me the money for my christmaspresent so I can finally buy a great camera from a buddy. Wednesday as it seems. Would be great since I'll hopefully go to an Emilie Autumn concert on that day. I'll let you know how funny and hot it was ^^

Tomorrow I'll go to another concert... this time its "Die Ärzte" a famous german punkrockband. Maybe I get drunk since I don't need to drive. Maybe I don't get drunk and enjoy the concert hehe...

Final words go to someone who will know while reading and with a look to my last journal:

I think you could make me but I know you can break me... *hugs*

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15752575/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15752575/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 16:27:27 PST Hope someday this someone burns a hole in my heart with sunbeams and incinerates me with lights of love. I really wish... maybe tomorrow.

So long, I'm trying to find the missing pieces of myself... If I'll come back earlier, please tell me to wait for me. Thanks...

PS: I might wanted to say something... but not the right time, not the right place maybe?

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15745685/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15745685/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 07:42:05 PST
Seriously: My fuckin stomache is aching like no tomorrow and it really ruins my day as far as I can see. Originally I wanted to got to a real cool party with one of my best friends but unfortunately my body won't let me. So another Saturday evening alone at home... How I hate it /sux...
And all because of that freaking amount of junkfood I ate on our roleplayingevening.
Was fun yesterday. Laughed much, argued much, had much fun! Great! Had a nice time and enjoyed the atmosphere. Good to have friends like you! /hugs'n kisses

So I'd better mute myself now b/c theres not much more to talk about.


ROLEPLAYING KILLS!

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15710570/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15710570/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 16:46:23 PST
So I hope both of you enjoy and maybe some other agree with me ^^

Love you, guys...



Thank you for being such a friend to me
Oh I pray a friend for life,
And have I ever told you how much you mean to me?
Oh you're everything to me
Thinking all the time how to tell you what I feel,
Contemplating phrases....I'm gazing at eternity,
I am floating in serenity...

And I am so lost for words
And I am so overwhelmed

Please don't leave just yet
Can you stay a moment please
We can dance together
We can dance forever

Under your stars tonight
We'll live and breathe this dream

So close your eyes, but don't dream too deep
And please pass me some memories
And when I fall you're underneath
1000 broken hearts, carried by 1000 broken wings



Flyleaf - Broken Wings

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15602539/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15602539/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 09:32:03 PST

The music played with a calming frequency.
The speakers gently seeped the sound of ambient keyboards and light percussion,
creating a seductive soundtrack to our midnight drive through curtains of blackness.
The windows were cold to the touch, reflecting the icy conditions in our immediate extremity.
Salt stains and fingerprints littered the glass, and streaks with melted snow cascaded down it's length.
The music pulsed louder, yet gentle, like the far away squeal of a pot of boiling water.
The skylight was glowing faintly with vague hints of an impending dawn.
The car raced along a painfully straight stretch of road,
and she hadn't so much as turned the steering wheel two degrees in the last twenty minutes
nor had we spoken.

As we were, so perfect, so happy.
They'll remember, only our smiles 'cause that's all they've seen.
Long since dried, when we are found, are the tears in which we had drowned.
As we were, so perfect, so happy.

"Why are you doing this?" she spoke as if not expecting a response.
Her voice penetrated the still air of our speechless drive, so suddenly that my heart had jumped.
"I'm not doing anything," I said, but I didn't even believe that myself.
"This is what's best, for me, for you, for us," or maybe just for me I thought,
as a tear formed in the pit of her eye. The music poured through the speakers
and we were losing ourselves in the cadence. She looked down momentarily and closed her eyes
for a bit longer than a standard blink. Then she was crying. Then she was shouting.
Then I was shouting, now pouring confessions, having no answers, or solutions,
we barely even knew the questions.

As we were, so perfect, so happy.
They'll remember, only our smiles 'cause that's all they've seen.
Long since dried, when we are found, are the tears in which we had drowned.
As we were, so perfect, so happy.

Don't put me underground, I was meant for a life somewhere else.
Please, love, give me the wheel, before both of our hearts you
will steal tonight (will steal tonight).

As we were, so perfect, so happy.
Don't remember, only your smiles 'cause that's all they've seen.
Long since dried, when we are found, are the tears in which we had drowned.
As we were, so perfect, so happy.

Our cracking voices became part of the music.
The car pressed on faster through the night. As our voices lowered,
The cadence again overtook the air.
Up ahead there was a curve approaching.
She made no indications of slowing.

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]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15545768/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15545768/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 09:30:49 PST Ch. M. de Talleyrand / arabisches Sprichwort

Coffe has to be hot like hell, black like the devil, pure like an angel and sweet like love.
Ch. M. de Talleryrand / Arabic Saying


I really enjoy a night when I got some coffee and cigarettes. Maybe I should invest in a coffeedispenser. Could be worth it.

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PS: Maybe I found something, someone... long time no see, long time no feel. It's warm, but there is also a distance I don't know to take...

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15510837/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15510837/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 17:38:38 PST
Btw: Thanking the higher spirit for blessing me with you, girl! I enjoy our time!


PS: Havin' friends is great. My heroes at heaven's door!

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15494559/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15494559/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 14:36:33 PST Why can't people talk about what they are thinking or simply say what they want to say? Why is it this complicated to show what you feel? Why is it not possible to convey your thoughts to that person?

Why are so many words just lonely phrases in a sea of communication, stranded on a void island?

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15488582/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15488582/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 04:51:39 PST staring through the window
into a world of grey
without sympathy.

Television screams
Birds are crying out
their anticipation
of the apocalypse.

Trust me old friend,
there is a fire
that is cant burn you
but warmth your heart.



Just a short one and just from my mind to the keyboard. Maybe you like it... Don't worry. Things are never as bad as they seem. Also grey clouds cover a blue sky!

]]> ~lisk-cs http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15473088/ http://lisk-cs.deviantart.com/journal/15473088/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 02:50:42 PST Schöne Zeiten liegen direkt auf Kurs und nur eine frische Brise könnte diese Reise beschleunigen. Nur darauf muss ich wohl noch warten, doch hoffentlich nich verzichten?


Au revoir, mes amis.

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