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"I haven’t been quite the same,
So sure the story of my life would never change.
But in a bright-eyed way, she rinsed out the soap in my eyes,
And wrote a song that I'm about to sing.

She's a magnetic girl
That I hardly even know.
So this is not another love song.
Just a list of things that I should know,
And everyone should know that:

1. You got to take it kind of slowly
2. You got to hurry up and make your move
3. You got to tell her how you’re feeling
4. You got to be the perfect gentleman.

When you shake the walls, you got to make 'em bend, yeah.
You got to show her that
She's the balance beam
And I keep falling all around her fairy tale.
(her fairy tale)

We took a walk in the rain.
I suggested, she confess:
"There's a heart nearby to cast the shame."

Stay cool.
But I'm giddy like a school boy.
You got to handle with care:
This is not a toy.

Then gradually we touched.
And though our clothes were wet, we sat and smiled.
I never thought I'd smile so much
The first kiss always says the most.

1. You got to take it kind of slowly
2. You got to hurry up and make your move
3. You got to tell her how you’re feeling
4. You got to be the perfect gentleman.

When you shake the walls, you got to make 'em bend, yeah.
You got to show her that
She's the balance beam
And I keep falling all around her fairy tale.
(fairy tale...)

]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/18108554/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/18108554/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 20:13:41 PDT We talked
Together sharpening a knife
Like killing partners for a life
Hey, we can hide the bodies on the ride home
Now here we are
We're licking skin to wipe us clean
Strike a match, pour gasoline
Ditch the scene and watch the city burn
Asleep my lap will be a pillow steering-wheel turn

I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey
Who cares no-one else believes
So I set fire to everyone around but you
(I told you) I told you we'd do it
So ha ha ha ha, ha ha ha yeah, we won

We drive
To leave the past and clear the mind
To watch the sunset at its time
I swear you're fine, I'm your ride home
Now close your eyes
It's getting dark and the highway's clear
No sign of life from front to rear
It's just you, my dear, on the ride home
We're going home

I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey
Who cares no-one else believes
So I set fire to everyone around but you
(I told you) I told you we'd do it
So ha ha ha ha, ha ha ha yeah, we won

We talked
Together sharpening a knife
Like killing partners for a life
Hey, we can hide the bodies on the ride home
Cause we're going home

I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey
Who cares no-one else believes
So I set fire to everyone around but you
(I told you) I told you we'd do it
So ha ha ha ha (we won)
Ha ha ha ha (oh yeah, we won)
Ha ha ha ha (we won)
Ha ha ha ha (yeah, we won)
Yeah, we won


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I owe you my life...


Clubs:
]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/17642644/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/17642644/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 21:25:59 PDT

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'll give you everything.
Anything.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
is my wonderful little brother, Alphonse

is my darling Zexion

is my beloved Demyx

is the crazy fucker down the street

Clubs I belong to:


]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/16966949/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/16966949/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 18:10:42 PST

I rahter like the ones that have to do with music, so I stole this one from Teacher:

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.

Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.

Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.

Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!

Step 5: If you like the game post your own.

1. That's the start, the middle, and the end
2. Here I go again, Slipping further away
3. Here comes Johnny in again
4. Now, Don't just walk away
5. Where Lagan streams sing lullabies
6. we went down to the edge of the water
7. You remind me of the babe
8. Ziggy played guitar, jamming good with Weird and Gilly
9. kishin da omoi o hakidashitai no wa
10. Under the weight of your wings
11. you let me violate you
12. Please please please
13. Goodnight, my angel
14. Your dream vacation is my hostage refuge
15. She’s in to superstitions
16. When you wake up in the evening and the day is shot
17. You come out at night
18. Holding close my secrets
19. Pay close attention
20. Lookin out a dirty old window
21. In the light of the sun, is there anyone?
22. My apologies, dear, for all my mistakes
23. Now you’ve really crossed the line
24. Scotty doesn’t know
25. I’m sorry for the way I’ve treated you
26. Now that she's back in the atmosphere
27. When the devil is too busy, and death’s a bit too much…
28. C'est le malaise du moment,
29. me and my baby on a February holiday
30. sweat baby, sweat baby

PS I had a lot of instrumetals play while I was doing this, so I actually ended up skipping a lot and going past the first thirty that played. Also, some of the somes Teacher had already played, like Closing Time and Undo, so I skipped those as well. Sorry!

PPS. SOME ARE INCREDIBLY EASY. Some have the first words are the actual name of the song, and some...are just plain easy.

PPPS. ALSO: Some of the song had words or other introductory...things...but I put down the first REAL line of the song.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
is my wonderful little brother, Alphonse

is my darling Zexion

is my beloved Demyx

is the crazy fucker down the street

Clubs I belong to:


]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/15397673/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/15397673/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 19:45:15 PST

white

Whether I ever started out innocent is a good question. I couldn't answer that question if I tried.

But I know I missed my childhood. It flew out the window the day that man came into my life...

I hardly expected my life to come to this...this wasn't the fairytale I had always dreamed of...


red

Now that I'm jaded I can allow my intellect to grow and prosper without worrying that somewhere along the way I will fall into confusion or uncharted territory where I had never before been exposed.

Some are worried by my over-exposure. Why am I like this?? Blood, pain, and death calm me...they never scare or sorrow me...

Sometimes though...I hate the way I am, as comfortable as I seem with myself.

I HATE
My fascination with death
My lack of social connection
My fear of losing what I never had...
My sexual obsessions


brown

After it's over...I miss the comfort I never received.

I want to lie in your arms forever.

Until death do us part...and not even then...

I love you
Lily


Do you remember?
When we were kids, there was a door that we couldn't reach even standing on tiptoes
We've wandered about, and forgotten time
We always run into the labyrinth road here

I can't stop unconsciously looking for your smile
Nothing has changed, even now I run

Even if we're far away from each other, our thoughts are connected
Even if a mischevious fate tries to befall us, we won't break

If the tomorrow that I wish for is ahead of me
Everyone should notice this, in their minds
One day I want to show you when
The means for conflict disappear, in the clear days

People won't stop hurting one another in this degenerating world
But since meeting you, I have nothing to fear anymore

It doesn't matter how much my body burns up, as long as it's given to you
I'll soar up to to heaven in pure white, and watch over you

Even if we're far away from each other, our thoughts are connected
Even if a mischevious fate tries to befall us, we won't break

It doesn't matter how much my body burns up, as long as it's given to you
It would be nice if the world that I'm reborn in reaches your eyes, someday

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
is my wonderful little brother, Alphonse

is my darling Zexion

is my beloved Demyx

is the crazy fucker down the street

Clubs I belong to:
http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/14620579/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 17:12:06 PDT

Words cannot describe;
and touches can only begin to tell.

A long time ago, I never ever thought that I would ever come this far. I thought I would forever be stuck...thirteen-years-old.

One time...for a long time...I believed...that the word love was just that...merely a word.

I thought...that my world was nothing more than what I saw, and what I said. I saw nothing, and I said only lies.

Then I received a thimble, as it has been called before. A thimble. My first thimble. And yet it was a joke gift, it meant more than I, or anyone else, could know at the time.

Time passed, as it always does, did and still will.

I found myself laying in bed with one...two other people, listening to a man's voice tell me about my soul. It was this time, that I realized that this was forever.

It was an accident.

However, I do not regret it. Ever.

Now, all I can see is white cloth, rows of empty seats, and you and I...standing together.

Violet, Matthew, Edward, and Alphonse will love both their mother and father, and this history of ours, will be sold.

I will fix, everything that is broken.



Somewhere, far away from here
I saw stars, stars that I could reach (yeah)
It was a midnight, a silent twilight
Fell down, beyond the ocean beach (yeah)

I assemble all the sand that cover wedding beaches
To build a castle so your mom would have a place to stay
Behind the water slide and down the hill where heaven reaches
Land and time is left to float away (yeah)

So rest assured I have the key to every opening
To every wishing well deep thats enough to drink (drink)
I want to show you just how fascinating kissing is
When earth collides with all the space between (yeah)

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore
I may be some sort of crazy
We may be some sort of crazy
But I swear on everything I have and more

So never look behind, there's spooky people breathing down
The world is ending there's a party by the bay
I'll wear my suit and tie, would I and I toss into
The way you put that smile upon my face (yeah)

Fill up the air balloon and ride with me
Yeah hell is just a parade (parade)
Make love like time and space Is ending
While befriending fade while luring way of putting us to shame

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore
I may be some sort of crazy
We may be some sort of crazy
But I swear on everything I have and more

You make the sound of pulling heaven down
You brought the rain's romantic pour
You make the sound
You make the sound
Of pulling heaven down

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before
(god I've reached the top)
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore
I may be some sort of crazy
We may be some sort of crazy
But I swear on everything I have and more
(go go go go)

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before
(god i've reached the top)
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore
I may be some sort of crazy
We may be some sort of crazy
But I swear on everything I have and more
(go go go go)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
is my wonderful little brother, Alphonse

http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/13749666/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 21:28:27 PDT

Okay guys, all you people who watch me/people who don't, but look at the journal of the people who fav your stuff, I wanna ask a question of you:
I really want to write a story and actually finish it for once ;; I want to update more often, and well, actually, that has nothing to do with what I'm going to ask.
If you've ever heard of the manga series: Confidential Confessions, what I'm writing is going to be similar to that, and you don't have to read this next description:

Description: The stories are going to be based on dark things that happen to people in everyday life, but are horrible, dark things that also ruin people's lives, like rape, prostitution, etc.
The stories start out negative, get worse, and then end on a positive note after a life-altering, dark, and horrible climax.

I'm going to list the "chapters" [they'll be one-shots, MAYBE more if I particularly like a story/topic], and I would like for you to respond with your favorites [I'll try to do those first to gather an interest from people], and if you have anymore ideas for chapters, that would be AWESOME and greatly accepted.
Here they are so far:

1. Insanity
2. Sexual Abuse
3. Rape
4. Drug Abuse
5. Hatred
6. Child Abuse
7. Molestation
8. Alcohol Abuse
9. Incest
10. Guilt
11. Death
12. Homosexuality
13. Adultery
14. Bestiality
15. Racism
16. Prostitution
17. Pornography
18. Hypocracy [sp?]
19. self-hatred
20. self-denial
21. Self-mutilation
22. Suicide
23. Anxiety
24. Pain
25. Discrimination
26. Theft
27. Crime
28. Homelessness
29. Orphaned
30. Abandoned
31. Kidnapped
32. Disowned
33. Ignored
34. Secrets
35. Bullying/Peer-abuse
36. Lying
37. Lost
38. Difference
39. Lynching
40. Humiliation
41. Murder
42. Teen Pregnancy
43. Animal Cruelty
44. STDs/AIDS
45. Loss of a Loved One
46. Torture
47. Miscarriage
48. Adoption
49. Poverty
50. Illness
51. Famine
52. Slave Abuse [SM]
53. Peer Pressure

That's all I have for now. If there is anyone who is particularly confused and wants an explanation for any of the above topics, I will gladly give one to them. One I think might be confusing, is 52. Slave Abuse [SM], SM, first of all, is the Master-Slave [BDSM, Bondage-Dominance-Slave-Master/Sadism-Masochism] relationship [look it up on Wikipedia if you don't know what that is], but in the world of Masters and Slaves, there is a law, that, as long as the Master owns the Slave, he must also take care of the slave properly, as if like a child or a dog. Slave abuse is when that Master abuses that "law" and doesn't treat the slave properly.
As for...why I know things like that, ask no questions, and I'll tell no lies. eheh.........

I'm writing these stories because recently I read one about child-abuse, which really made me feel how serious in actuality these things are, and how much people must- MUST be pressed to tell others about their problems in order to get help...and it hurts when people don't know about things like this.
As for how realistic these stories are, you can judge them for yourself, but in truth, although I will change names...a lot of these will be based on true stories.

Including my own.

Fondly,
Lily<3<3<3

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
is my wonderful little brother, Alphonse

is my darling Zexion

is my beloved Demyx

Clubs I belong to:
http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/13152036/ Wed, 30 May 2007 14:13:08 PDT

Upon trying to avoid the craziness (and stupidity?) of online "tests"...I was tagged. *sighs* Thank you, brother...

1.LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
It really depends on the person. I'm more of a lover, though. I only fight with you if I really, really hate you, or if I've tried "lovin" and it's not working.

2.DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
It changes constantly, really. I'd have to say I like it though.

3.AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?
I played with everything legos, playdo, magnets, crayons, k'nex; whatever I could get my tiny, little hands on, I PLAYED with it.

4.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?
I don't watch television at all, but what I've seen of reality tv, I'd love to take a pitchfork and stab the writers (because you know they're there.)

5.DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
*chewing on a dog tag* ...............I CHEW ON EVERYTHING.

6.WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
...mmm...cute baby? I think I was...I've never seen any pictures of myself younger than 4...

7.HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
Single... *thinks* Well...I'd say it's lovely, but everytime I turn around people are claiming my children and telling me they have crushes on me. The only reason I suppose I'm still single is because I'm married!!!
((uhh, what?))

8.WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
...I thought all keyboards were black now...

9.DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
All the time. I try not to, but hell, if no one's around I'll sing as loud I want!

10.HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
No.

11.ANY SECRET TALENTS?
...secret...talents? *thinks for a while* ...eheh...

12.WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
*sighs* London is so gorgeous in the winter...and Germany is beautiful in the spring and Scotland is amazing in the fall. Oh...I love Europe.

13.HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?
Heehee. Fishies! <3 Yessir, I have!

14.Tag 5 ppl
erk... *grumbles* wonderful, not many people watch me...

I wonder if anyone'll see ^___^;;; I put the people most likey to see/say anything...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
is my wonderful little brother, Alphonse

is my darling Zexion

is my beloved Demyx

Clubs I belong to:
]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/12795880/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/12795880/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 20:24:42 PDT

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!

I'M SO FLIPPIN EXCITED!!!!!

I GOT A CUTE HEADER
AND STUFF IS HAPPENING!!!

*breathes a bit* okay...okay.
I've been waiting for this for YEARS

THE GOLDEN COMPASS IS BEING MADE INTO A MOVIE!!!!

My childhood love is becoming a motion picture and now maybe I can see my beloved childhood dreams come to life!!!!!

EEEEEEE *squeals*

I'm so excited, I just hope they don't screw up my book...

((Sorry about scaring you with my squealing earlier, Aru...yes, this is why I was screaming...))

For those of you who know what I'm tlaking about:
...I have a Daemon now, his name is Persaon, and he's a fox ^___^<3 I'm so happy. ((MAJOR UNDER EXAGGERATION))

is my wonderful little brother, Alphonse

is my darling Zexion

is my beloved Demyx

Clubs I belong to:
]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/12263426/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/12263426/ Tue, 20 Mar 2007 19:21:13 PDT
I wish someone knew exactly how I felt, but the only one who did was Kit, and even she didn't full understand.

]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/12248539/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/12248539/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 17:21:51 PDT













































HA!

]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/11664181/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/11664181/ Fri, 02 Feb 2007 20:18:55 PST
except I hardly know how to use any of the three! ^_^;;;

gvndfigbdfkghdkggnd

MUST LOOK UP MINDLESS TUTORIALS!!!! GEH! TT_TT


Oh yeah, and I should have up woo/sed soon, the next chapter will be either the last or second to last, depending, and soon I'll start on a Vexen-Marluxia story and of course my new obsession:

EDWARD AND ALPHONSE ELRIC!!!!!!
(wahaha! When I suggested incest as a story idea to my best friend several months ago, I didn't realze how great it could really be. Ed and Al are so ADORABLE! Love is love is love. If being gay is okay, so is incest (just try not to make mutant babies, okay guys? ...well, they're both guys, but...nevermind.))

that's my lovely journal. I wanted to get the toher one off my front page. It looked dumb.

]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/11375225/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/11375225/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 13:43:38 PST
The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.



ONLY REPOST IF YOU CAN READ THIS. CHANGE THE NUMBER AT THE TOP THOUGH, "ONLY __ PEOPLE CAN READ THIS...CAN YOU?" and go up a number if you can read it.

]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/10996295/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/10996295/ Fri, 08 Dec 2006 15:07:27 PST
All bloody week, I have been working on two stories, and one is half done and one is done.
But because of CRAZY PEOPLES I haven't finished/posted.

The one half done is Chapter 3 of Lexion. I have gotten maybe a paragraph a day done since I started this weekend, and if I don't finish it and send it to my beta tonight, I'm going to go insane.

The second thing is something I wrote for "fun"/memories. I wasn't originally going to post it, but then I thought it'd be cool to have up, so I reformatted it so I could post it and I never got the time to do it

Ever since Kit died, I have been emotionally insecure about writing, because that's what we did for nine years: write collaborative stories together. I'm finally getting back into my favorite thing in life AND PEOPLE ARE KILLING MEEEEE TT_TT

I'm also rather distraught because I lost a notebook at school that had a story we had written together of a DemXig pairing and that thing is basically my heart and soul right now (Because she was my Demyx and I was her Xigbar, and always will be) and I can't find it.

*cries* I'm dooooooomed.

PS. once I get hold of that notebook again, or even if I don't, I'm going to format it into paragraphs (because we wrote script style) and submit it. I found it rather sweet, because it was about Xigbar getting his heart, loving Demyx (Demyx did the same), losing his heart and then regaining it.
I'm just so glad he got his heart back before she died. (He did only a day before she did) Because if he hadn't, I never would have been able to forgive myself for doing that to her.

Sorry, I'm being angsty and spilling my guts but I'm flipping stressed. This is the first time I've been able to sit down for more than thirty minutes since sunday night.

*****************************************************
*Stuffies!*

Thanks for your support from:


My Beta:

My Zexion:

The support of my friends after Kit died:


And Thanks to the memorial provided by


And all of my everlasting love to my Demyx: Xigbar is always with you.

]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/10918272/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/10918272/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 20:38:40 PST
I feel a little better now.

Gehhhh!!!! <3 My Lexy/Zexy story seems to have been made a small hit so far comparedf to the rest of my stuff <3<3 can't wait to see where this might go.

]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/10574464/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/10574464/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 18:21:09 PST
Halloween morning (this morning), my best friend died. She had been my best friend for close to nine years now, and before now I just didn't know what I would do if she ever died.
This is the first time someone close to me has ever left me, and I'm still in denial, even as I stay at her house and realize that she's never going to come back and hug me.
I won't be at school for the rest of the week, and it would be great if you could help me through this.
She was the second most important person in my life.

]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/9932348/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/9932348/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 16:35:50 PDT SCREW IT. ]]> *littelfollon http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/9069738/ http://littelfollon.deviantart.com/journal/9069738/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 18:28:26 PDT
Mood: OMG!

OOOOH NOOO!!!

I haven't posted my finally scanned images and I haven't typed anything up (NO thanks to Zombie lady) and so I am lonely...and empty...

]]> *littelfollon