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THE KH SURVEY
(Please copy and paste this onto your profile and answer the questions! Spread the KH fever!)

SECTION ONE: The "Favorite" Questions

1. Your favorite KH guy?
Zexion. He's short, emo haircut, kind of an ass, works in a lab (SCIENCE FTW),and his weapon is an effing book. you can't get much better than that.

2. Your favorite KH girl?
NaminÃ©. I didn't hate her.. XD and she supports Akuroku! haha!

3. Your least favorite KH guy? Why?
.... i actually have a hard time deciding. gotta say Lex. lol. he's just not interesting while the others are.

4. Your least favorite KH girl? Why?
Kairi. She gets in between Sora and Riku so much, it kidn of pisses me off. XD I mean, even in the games, Sora can be so intent on finding Riku, and then BAM, bitch in pink shows up and demands attention. >> and it's not even that I particularily hate her either. if she didn't make so much of a cockblock for Riku, then, I'd be a bit nicer.

5. Favorite World? (Includes all KH's)
Hollow Bastion prolly. because you chill with Cloud, and thats where you fight Demyx. And Axel shows up too.... its just... awesome... same with the music for it.

6. Least Favorite World?
AH. D< fackin, Atlantica or what ever the fuck its called! NO SINGING. NO. and the swimming is frustrating....

7. Favorite Weapon? (Includes all KH's)
Bond of Flame or Pumpkin head. they're both so badass. Bond of fLame because, well, Axel is damn sexy, and Pumpkin head I'm obligated to love due to the fact its from NB4Xmas. Actually, Oblivion and metal chocobo were awesome too.

8. Least Favorite Weapon?
...... the flowers one. thought its fun to smack sepheroth with it. XDDDD

9. Fav. Summon? (includes both KH1 and KH2)
I never used these things. NOT ONCE.

10. Fav. Form? (aka. Sora's Forms)
Anti is wicked sweet, so ya know.

11. Favorite Pairing? (includes yaoi coupling) Why?
*flails* ZEMYX OF COURSE. incase you couldnt tell by my gallery.... or my fanfiction... >> i'm sorry. they're adorable. I can't resist.

12. Least Fav. Pairing? (includes yaoi couples) Why?
ZexLex. reeeally dont like. and actually, i dont like a lot of Xemnas ones, cuz its like, always rape.... Xemnas can have his Saix puppy, no one else. >_<

13.Fav. Partner in KH? (includes all KH's)
kay so, when you first fight alongside Axel in KH2, i prettyyymuch screamed in happyness. lmfao

SECTION TWO: "Crack and the Do Yous"

14. Weirdest Pairing(s) You've Ever Heard Of?
ViralZexion. i seen the picture. it was hot. but... >> Emokid goes best with mullet-boy, IMO.

15. Any "Kh-pet-peeves" you have?
Rape. is it jsut me, or is rape being considered hot, a little too much in EVERY fandom? but yeha, rape, Making Zexion a total emo kid, to the point where he cuts in fics, Demyx beign TOO EFFING happy. Like, Max from Beyblade, the fandom had the poor blonde on sugar to the point where he got annoying. Marluxia being uber flamboyantly gay, as hilarious as it is, we all know he's not like this. Sure, its funny, but overdo it, and i drop the fic.

16. Any cool crack pairings you've heard of? List 'em.
I though I'd read some messed up stuff until I met .... I read her Zack/Zexion, which, though cute, was utter crack... her CidDem.... YazooZex...

17. Do you believe in the Xemnas/Saix theory!
XDDDD yeahhhh. you know they're totally banging. with collars and shit involved.

18. Do you believe that Zexion is emo?
Sure, he lives in the basement, has the hair style and talks a little dark, but really? nah. Its fun to play up though. like, to tease the poor guy. XD

19. Do you believe that Marluxia is gay?
though it is highly possible *doodles some MarVex*, i can only see him with Axel, Vexen or Larxene. so, sorta? yes? but not in an overly flamboyant way. though, same as with Zexion, it's fun to soemtimes mess with him.

20. Do you believe that Kairi is the most annoying character in KH?
Character? maybe, because you kiinnda wanne punt her outa your life a couple times. but.... then they gave Larxene that horrible squeeky english voice.... and well, thats some hardcore competition. same with stupid Pence. AND OMG RAI. someone stab that fucker, ya know? ~little-caitlin EEEEEEEeeeee http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/28228284/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/28228284/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 22:43:29 PST

had an awesome weekend with

. lazy the whole time. hehe

Commencement was great. i missed you all sooooo much. i even cornered Nikki to give her a hug XD

work will consume tomorrow and tuesday, but i'll be writing a bit more now. and drawing too.

I'm sure you've now noticed the new Luxord pic. well, i scanned a crapload of stuff, so, i hope to be posting the sketches in my scraps too. ^^ most are Zemyx.

ok, i ahve class at 8am. bed.
as soon as i post chapter 11 CUZ ITS DONE. 8D

]]> ~little-caitlin Life. and such. http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/28085727/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/28085727/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 11:39:46 PST
but some lady actually bitched us out because of our ages. I mena, yeah, i was the youngest in the group and I'm almost 19, but come on. all of us were dressed way better than most of the little kids we passed along the way.
>> was a bit of a piss off. But! we managed half a pillow case each. so, not horrible, not awesome, and the starving Rez kids will live another week. XDDDDD
i joke of course.

back at home, we geeked ot with a guy from down the hall. that was fun. XD til like, 3am, but 2am, but 3am, damn fallback.

then. this morning, i received a text from mother.
Alot of circmstances have me and mother not usually getting along. we argue about everything. Especially our choice in relationships.
This means, when she text me saying "Ernie proposed to me last night and I said yes, i hope you can be happy for me." I was actually a little pissed. I really dont get along with Ernie. We put up a nice show for society so they see this 'happy family with 5 effing kids', and thats it.
But! on the other hand, this would be good for the huge court deal that he 'doesn't live there'. >_> he's lived there for a year and a half and claims he doesn't. this also means good things for my father, who has gotten the shitty end of the stick with the devorce, becase the court thinks all men are evil.

so, i was indifferent really. a little pissed I'll not have to go to a wedding, since I'm obligated to if anything.
Then, my sister told me that he proposed to her in cosplay.

this, made my day. XD
Mom was dressed as Sally, and Ernie as Jack from The Nightmare Before Christmas for halloween last night, which is Ernie's favorite holiday (mine too, oddly enough), and i guess while they were driving home with the boys, he just turned and asked 'Sally'. lmfao.

so, now i'm not really mad, because thats kinda cute. haha
And dorky. Dorky as HELL.
XD

Commencement is friday. i'm excited.

is coming with me, and then we're going off to Zac's for a nerd party afterwards. X3

and

will both be there.
Then the rest of the weekend we can be lazy. haha

anyways, thats my life update. I'm off to go shop for Dakota's wig. yaaaaay halloween sales. X3

]]> ~little-caitlin OMFG squee! http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/28044309/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/28044309/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 11:21:01 PDT
so
i just walked out into the hall, in cosplay, and theres this guy there.
he recognized my cosplay, and then asked if he could commish me! haha yaaay for putting ads on your door! XD

so, i have my first commish. i'm actually excited about this.
he's so getting an awesome picture. haha
he proceeded to geek out with me a bit in the hall. XD

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhahhhaahahah

today has been awesome.
he was the 9th person to recognize me today. ^^
like i've said before, i go to a school made up of geeks.
i love it. XD

]]> ~little-caitlin swamped http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27987337/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27987337/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 22:44:49 PDT
and not just my normal "I have ideas for pictures/chapters!!!8D"

.... its.... "i have ideas for whole stories!" and for, oh god, dare i say it, film? D:

yeah. its baadddd. i should not be given filming equiptment. evar. but low and behold... i own a camera. and a video editing program. and- oh gawd, no, someone stop me before i write a script or something! D:

too late. i sat and planned out a video. a hilarious, stupid, dorky video, while washing dishes at work tonight.

but i'll need people.
and time. and oks by people.... and my brothers wig.
if that didn't give any hints of whats running rampant in my mind at this moment, theres no help for you.

>> i need to go shopping.
but as for now, sleep. i have computer class at 8am.
D=< move kitten! i sleep there! *removes Leo from the bedcenter*

]]> ~little-caitlin need a name >> http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27903966/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27903966/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 11:00:23 PDT
Mine, is this incredibly small fluffy tabby. her eyes are massive, so she looks like one of those little rainforest tree hugging things! Eyey or w/e they're called. but shes adorable. she never makes any noise, and she doesn't play, but man does she love to cuddle! she's claimed a spot on my bed as well. X3

but yeah, she needs a name. and i can't seem to come up with anything. I wanted something Squeenix related but... shes so shy! almost all squeenix girls are loud! I'd call her Namine, but, like i said, she's a tabby. if she were white, she'd be named Namine in a heartbeat, but well, she's not. >>
I was actually reallllyyyyy hoping for a boy kitten, but, then they handed her to me, and told em to pill her and deworm her, and she looked up at me with those huge pretty eyes, and shes just so tiny! XD when they asked if i'd take her home, there was no way i was saying no X3

she's currently sleeping on my bed, all curled up and cute. I'll post pictures eventually XD
Horseback riding tonight! so you might get some pictures from that too if Tony feels like being a camera whore. XDDD

]]> ~little-caitlin I'm in math class >> http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27849138/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27849138/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 07:14:54 PDT
>>

math class has never been so easy to me.

................................

so, this weekend was fun. me and

were soooo lazyyyyyyy. X3 it was good.
She spend 12 hours on my laptop! playing in her crazy chatandgo thinger!
heh, i got cuddles tho, so i'm not complaining X3

drew a little. didn't write at all. we actually went outside tho! ... for 3 hours... XD
we didn't do ANYTHING we'd planned to. haha!

our next little get together thinger is on the 6th of November. so I'll be emoing for the next three weeks. *whiinnneeeeee* I'm here two weekends in a row, so that i can be there two weekends in a row. there being home/not kingston. XD since i'll be visiting her for her birthday as well!

which means the possibility of meeting

and visiting

! XDDD
i'm excited. haha there shall be many-a-geekout. and my cosplay will prolly be coming with. X3 because we need MOAR pictures!!! since we took none this weekend.

annyways. laptop is dying. talk to you guys later!

]]> ~little-caitlin yummmm fuzzy peaches http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27766417/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27766417/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 16:24:47 PDT I'm moving out and down to Shannons room tomorrow.
yeah, TOMORROW. wtf right? ugh. oh well. even Stacie's boyfriend and our neighbour Jeff told me she was "evil" today. I lawled.

I have an essay/thing i think I'll write tongiht, jsut cuz I'll be moving in tomorrow now. >> reptile behavior or some shit. I'm not quite sure yet.

I sat down and read some fanfiction last night, then wrote something up for Ethics.

Work was tiring today, though i did get free pizza, with epic garlic dip. and nachos and cheese.
hey, when you're this broke, you don't pass up free food, no matter how fattening it may be.

I have to call the Board Lady for Tony, who appearently has settled in quite nicely, thank god.

I-I'm hoping to have enough money to get this part of the super-special-awesome Dtac cosplay i seen. >> I reeealllyy want to match you guys, srsly. If I can scrounge up the money, me and

will snatch it up on saturday when we're at the mall. ^^ she can squee with me over how adorable it is.

Shannon reminded me today that i have an afternoon lab on friday D: I had totally forgotten. its only like, an hour though. and I love my teacher and the TA, so, its not to bad. they're the Harry Potter teachers. We all fangirl together. XD

got my last shot today! FACKING HURT. DX

I'm opening up commish-stuffs. for the Rez kids. because I fail at Paypal, or else I srsly would draw people shit on here and mail it to them the old fashioned way since my LAPTOP also is FAIL. D:<

anyways. these fuzzy peaches are rather awesome right now. So is my bed. D: imma miss my mattress! i wonder if I can take it downstairs with me!? to room 213!? w-where i wont be on the window side anymore... *wibbles*
oh well. I get to room with a fellow Anime lover, Gamer, and roleplayer. she's also messy as hell, just like me

BEST OF ALL!!!!
no more "omg, i jsut bought these new shoes. they were $90, and they're black and pink! aren't they AWESOME?" "Caitlin! can you help me with my nails! I want little flowers on them! and don't fuck it up this time!"

>>
yeah. ok. fuck it. i'm happy I'm moving. even if its going to be hell moving all my shit.

]]> ~little-caitlin 6000 page veiws ^^ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27695550/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27695550/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 20:57:07 PDT thats kind of awesome, seeing as it took me the whole first year to get 1000, so, thats like, 5000 since then. haha

i have some advice for you.

ON SALE does not mean its going to taste good.
Tostitos 'with a hint of lime' was a waste of half a bowl of cheese. shredded marble cheese. >>
i put it on then, pop it in the microwave, and EW. D: THEYRE NASTY.
DO NOT WANT.

so. now i'm eating the rest of the cheese that is not tainted with 'hint of ass'.

UGH. its midnight, and this is my supper.
fack, we're outa juice too >> time for a trip to a vending machine.

facking love this song tho. <3

]]> ~little-caitlin >> i love how i press submit instead of prev http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27667666/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27667666/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 12:35:24 PDT
today, wrote some test that Shannon was tweaking out about last night.
i appearently needed to study for hours, and days in advance... or so everyone else thought.
PFFT.

peice of cake. whole thing. i studied for maayybe 20 minutes last night. ate pizza, candy, talked on the phone with

for a while...

that test was greatness.

know what else is greatness?
DemyxTime12. lmfao i nearly died laughing. I-I think harvey might. he's watching now.
XD

as for an update on whats been going on as of late...

I've managed to pester people into cosplaying with us for Next years AnimeNorth.
we almost have an entire Org13. its kinda kick ass.

Dana = Xemnas! lmfao, she's so messed up, its going to be hilarious.
i'm kind of assuming

would be our Xigbar, since

refers to her as such. XD
Jeff = Xaldin! lmfao also going to be epic.

= Vexen (as long as she doesn't bail out!)
WE NEED A LEXEAUS D:
yours truely will be Zexion.

= Saix
D: WE NEED A TALL GIRL TO BE AXEL. so that she can make out with my brother. lmfao.

= Demyx!
WE NEED A LUXORD TOO

= Marluxia. again, just kinda assuming. XD kick me otherwise.

= Larxene
Dakota = Roxas
Shannon = Xion.

*grins like an idiot*
aannnddd if other friends tag along, we may very well end up with a couple Namines (

and

) and a Kairi.

holy, you kids need icons. >> so many DAboxes and people who dont have DA accounts.... not that my bro would ever come on here. XD

annnyywayyssss
i should prolly go write.
i've got a while before my laundrys done.
*shrugs*

oh. and i have the place to myself this weekend. which is depressing yet awesome at the same time.

]]> ~little-caitlin almost a year ago guys. http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27643064/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27643064/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 23:01:08 PDT it sucked ass.
my dad just reminded me, because he commented on how much mom was ignoring me, and how it wasn't fair to me.

He seems to think I'm more of an emokid than i appear.
he also finds it hilarious that i'm growing up all on my own, and how i fail so badly at it.
>>
prick.

in general, right now i'm emoing.
i feel like curling up under a rock, and just dying there.
My roommate wants to trade me in for some other girl.
Tony comes tomorrow. i need to call the lady like, early in the morning. ugh.
I cuddled a kitten today, and wanted to take her home, and then i was told she was being put down.
I miss my friends. So very much.

that right girls.
I actually miss you. >> a lot actually.
Nikki, I haven't seen you in so long. i dont care how much you despise affection, you're getting a hug come christmas, kay? or when ever i see you. Its been a month since i've lawled with you in person about world domination or soemthing else equally as crazy. I miss talking about our "biological warfare list" and how Megan is #1 because she's so fucking annoying and stupid, and Erica is #2 because she made my life hell in grade 9.
predudice bitch.
next should be Erica's loyal follower and bitch-friend Holly. because she's a skank, and is proud of it. then Nadine. she's so fusking stupid, she like, causes me to lose braincells when i sit near her. >>
to my internet friends, and people who did not go to my school, this girl out-stupids any annoying character you can think off. More frustrating than the english version of Naruto, mixed with Daichi from beyblade, with like, 10x the mental retardation and ADD of that Dill kid from Stickin Around.
this girl is reaaaally dumb.
I'd rather watch twilight over and over and over again, then spend an hour in a room with that girl.

annnywaayyss.

has decided to join us all. So, everyone who favorited this past weekends Zemyx pictures, yeah, she's the lovely photographer. ^^ LOVE HER

... i'll leave you with this thinkg she gave me a couple hours ago. it kinda cheered me up a bit.
[link]

night guys.
hopefully i can finish up that chapter tomorrow. i'm so lazy. X3 and its SieNer?! WHY am I being lazy about THAT?! *drool* and theres MOAR Zemyx fluff too! HOLAY. X3 ok. right. bed. its 2am again. clas at 9.... library search. >> on who knows what. i dont even remember. ugh.

]]> ~little-caitlin BEST WEEKEND EVAR!? http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27588854/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27588854/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 22:51:48 PDT
ok, so, i left my corner on friday, at ~1pm and waited at the station for an hour and a half, where i drew some ADORABLE zemyx. new favorite picture of them i think. now, if only i could colour it! D:

got on the train and wrote. almsot fell asleep. cute guy next to me was listening to Lady Gaga and then i no longer thought he was cute >> show up in toronto, and MY GAWD. UNION STATION. D:

"I'm here. where do i go?"
"follow the crowd to a square news stand."
"Uhhmm... I found Harveys."
"you're upstairs. i'm down stairs." ...*walks down stairs*
"Where are you!?"
"Downstairs, like you."
"I'm upstairs!"
"Kay!"
"Now i'm down!"
"I'm up!"
"FACCCKKKK. describe what you see."
"Via rail lines. a ramp to harveys."
"I'll go there"
"Kay."
"Ok, can't find you."
"Where are you?"
"Harveys."
"I'm coming to harveys."
"Where are you now?"
"Harveys."
*caitlin sneaks up on a very concentrated

*
"so, is that girl over there even WEARING any pants?" yaaayyy for hugs.

so, we eventually found our way onto the GOtrain!

where i sat and watched

play khDAYS. OMG OMG OMG. it made me sooo happy inside.
Xion may die, IMO. so far, i've already grown tired of her emo-tastic ways. i would like to kick her. right off that facking clock tower. and she can take Roxas' icecream with her. so him and Axel have to share.
that would be awesome.

Zexion, died far too soon. it was like "Oh, btw, CO is dead. lawls." fucking Xigbar. asshat. XDDD watching Sabrina play alongside Demyx was fun. hahah and the random guy who was talking to us about video games. XDDDD oh man.
and then this guy told his sob story to everyone who passed, and tossed his hat at

lmfao. oh man.

picked us up, and we went to see Fame instead of going to the fair that first night. it was actually a good movie. both of us were all "Nuuuuuuu" when the gayboyemokid was going to kill himself. we were all "NUUUUUU KEVIN NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU" and hiding and ohnoesing, and yeah.

that night, we looked at pictures and art and then crashed. next morning, got up, lunch with my family at Quann's place. AWESOME chinese food. ^^ (sabrina, we left it in the fridge >> ) then, went home, and got Kailey from down the road to come play photographer!

SO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS.
THERE IS AN IMPENDING SPAM OF ZEMYX PHOTOS.

hehehehehehe!

yeah, then, after much RAEP, D:, we went to the fair. where we had sooooo much fun! the derby was kickass, then we did rides, and goofed around in general. X3
got home around midnight, and sat and watched disney movies. I fell asleep maybe 1/3 in to Beauty and the Beast. XD
this morning, well, we didn't get up until noon, cleaned, ate, and made our epic trip back to toronto. D:

Once again, sad good byes. bahhh, now imma be all lonely again. now that i'm back in my corner. *sobs*
but yeah, we have pictures to upload. ^^ really cute ones.
oh, i didn't scan ANY of my arts >_> I'm a bitch, i know.

however i wrote on the way home. you can expect (fanfiction peeps!), an update sometime this week. hopefully you'll like it as much as I do so far. theres fluff. i'll say that much.

ok, its 1:48 am, and i have Ethics at 8am. >> and i need a shower.
Goodnight all. i'm going to go be lonely in my very empty bed now *emos*

...
also:
.....

!!!!! ... don't forget your mission!!!!! >=3

]]> ~little-caitlin hello again http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27516706/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27516706/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 07:04:34 PDT
ugh, but of well, this weekend, i might be able to colour you up something.
i know, i know, i've been saying that for a while.
i tried using this peice of crap photoshop version, but I HATE IT.
GIVE ME OPEN CANVAS
PLEEEAASSEEE *whine*

but! I'm going home to Deleter this weekend. XD
And I'm bringing home

!!
FOR THE CALY FAIR. with

and

!! hopefully Nikki, anyways. kel is for sure comin.

hurrhurr
and we're cosplaying.
and Kailey is taking pictures for us. hehe
and we intend to play DDR in cosplay and fillmm itttt
*cackles*

ok. well, this morning our classes were cancelled. all but one. which starts at 1030. and only runs for 50 minutes. >>
but i have work from 4-8. gheyness. in a box.

I'll try and pack, butttt, i'll prolly just end up drawing.
or writing. i have half a chapter left to write. which really isn't so bad. i like this chapter, its very... emotionally charged. ^^

anyways. almost time for PetHealth and Behavior. off i go, to doodle some more Zemyx all over my books. XD i'll scan my math desk card this weekend for you guys. its adorable. Shannon even thought it was cute, and she supports NOTHING. XD

]]> ~little-caitlin attention plz http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27501591/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27501591/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 10:49:14 PDT

You just lost the game.

and i some how managed to get alfredo sauce all over myself. >> in the middle of the caff.
Caitlin: UGH are you serious?! *picks up her math book, which is now covered in a sticky white substance*
Shannon: how did you manage THAT?
Stacie: haha... that blows.
Caitlin: I have questionable white stuff, all over my coat, pants.. ugh my sweater!!! D:
Shannon: you look like you just got out of a Porno, not jsut got out of math class. >>
Caitlin: WHY MEEEEE. its facking cold out side, and now my coat is covered in a splooge-like ick. I am displeased by this.

.... so going to use it as material for a new chapter though. ^^
tootles!

]]> ~little-caitlin Of Life and Laundry http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27457929/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27457929/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 21:03:03 PDT Makes me wanna write a story. XD one that will prolly end in smut.

don't you give me that look.

ugh. so, i'm waiting for my MR. Noodles to cook, so that i can go do laundry.
Yeah, its midnight, and i'm going to do laundry.
i need scrubs for tomorrow.

I start work tomorrow too.
hmm. taco bell.
should be interesting.

but yeah. laundry. i need to do it. and while i wait for it to be done, i'll prolly end up writing.
Chapter 11. hmm. should be intersting. hopefully shorter. less filler shit.
more.. humour. i think.

hmm anyways.
imma go see if food is ready.

OH!

4 days!!!!!!

]]> ~little-caitlin Abridged http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27406477/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27406477/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 09:21:28 PDT

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me and Shannon lawled. ALOT. XD

so yeah, as awesome as she was, she impaled my drawing arm. D:
but I drew Larxene in class!!! before i got stabbed!

last night, i sat and watched up to episode 35 of YGO abridged. laugh so hard. love those things. XDD

New chapter of MHioF is up, for those who are reading. ^^ its soooo long. XD

Alright, i'm hungry. and sacie is demanding i do dishes. THERES ONLY THREE THINGS IN THERE. ONLY ONE IS MINE. a cup! a little red cup!
she got the bright idea to make a giant brownie last night -_- i got 2 bites of it. but she wants me to do the dishes.

]]> ~little-caitlin insert witty title here http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27365628/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27365628/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 20:45:11 PDT ...

Yesterday, while in my surgical support class, I told the student teacher i really liked her griffindor sweater, and that it was awesome. my teacher insited that it wasn't awesome at all, because it was griffindor. She then proceeded to inform the class that her and Alan Rickman were *crosses her fingers for the class to see* 'like this', and to open our texts to page 73. Best lab class ever? I think so. MLIA

.............................................

in other news....

you think i can get that last effing paragraph to chaoter 10 right? NO. D<

but i cleaned my room.
put up some cute Zexion, Demyx and Zemyx doodles on my corkboard for all to see.... XD got some OSAP forms, that i gotta take downtown....
i have to call people tomorrow. after my lab at the SPCA for school. i get to play with kittens!

I really have some fanfiction to catch up on. reading it i mean. i know a bunch of stories i would normally lurk, have prolly been updated. and i havne't touched them. and i feel like a douche.
I also got my first homework today.
Its possibly the easiest thing i've ever seen.
"what does WWW stand for?"
i'm not kidding, thats one of the questions.

-_-;;;

I'm still a little lonely thooooo
i mean, i know i lurk in my corner like, all day every day, but i do like some company. 'specially company i can geek out with.... *whiinneee*
how many days now? D:
9.
9 days. lol
nine days until i have good company. ^^

Oh, so, i DID have a very sore throat. like, couldn't talk, felt like death... yeah. it sucked. so i ate a peach, drank lots of iced tea, and what do you know? by noon today, I no longer sounded like a man, and i had tons of energy! ^^
D: now hopefully

gets better just as quickly!

oh! and, even though my printer/scanner/art programs refuse to work, it seems not only does my roomate have a working scanner, so does Shannon. so, you may see some art yet

hopefully anyways.
i have been drawing! I swear!
In class, in my room, in the common room! XD

ok. gunna try and finish that chapter now. >_<

]]> ~little-caitlin Emo corner, here I come http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27329721/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27329721/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 21:55:38 PDT
me and

hung out this weekend, and basically vegged allll weekend. we went outside the room, TWICE. once for food, the second for a tour of Res. yeah. we're lazy goofs.

so, for cosplaying times.... we basically jsut sat infront of the computer and had video chats with Kyle. lmfao. and his roomates were like "WTF is wrong with these kidsss"

and yeah. XD we had all these ideas for cosplay, and no one to take the pictures. Dana went home D:
so, instead, we stayed up til 5am on the interwebs, just watching pointless things, dancing to techno music, and then she started writing. ^^ you can see the starting of the story in her gallery. haha its awesome.

IT WAS AWESOME. IT WAS AN EFFING AWESOME WEEKEND.
YAOI.
ALL DAY EVERY DAY.
WIN? I THINK SO.

but but but but!! *whiinneeeeee* now my bed is all emptyyyy and i'm all lonely, and my computer wont accept my tablet not printer! nor any art programs!!!!
*bawls*
I MISS MY DEMYX.
MY ROOM IS FAR TOO QUIET.

THE FISHBOWL IS FAR LESS ENTERTAINTING TONIGHT. X3333

GAH. *glanes over at the very empty bed* ;A;
TWO WEEKS IS FAR TOO LONG.
i'm gunna try to talk to mother about it tomorrow. see if i can convince her. lol she better say yes! DDR IN COSPLAY FTW.

oh. right. yeaahh, like i said, no photogrpaher, so like, no photos.... D: sad, i know. but it gives us more time to think up ideas.

"If you so much as make one comment on me being Juliet, i will spit on you."

LMFAO.
UGH.
bed time. D:
school tomorrow. full day. it SUCKS. UGH. but at least i get to play with lab rats. TEEHEE. XD

UGH. but yeah. i'm going to lurk in the corner of my room for the next few days. emo-it-up a little bit. uggghhhhh.

]]> ~little-caitlin Been stabbed http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27262071/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27262071/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 12:42:49 PDT
I was not the only one in there however. ^^ there was a huge line up. once they got around to impaling MY arm (i had to have a nurse distract me so i didn't get all scared and faint), they had me sit in the waiting room for 15 minutes to make sure i didn't have an allergic reaction.
well, there was a small group of kids in there with me and.... hilarities ensued.

It went something like this.....

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"Just take a seat for fifteen minutes over there, dear." The nurse in the pink scrubs gestured to a row of small cushioned chairs that were agaisnt the dully painted wall. I nodded, thanksed her and went to sit, being careful not to move my now throbbing arm more than nessicary. As my purse hit the floor with a jingle from my keys, my blue eyes glanced to the left of me. againt another wall was a heavier set boy, approximately the same age as myself. I smiled, and nodded a greeting.
"Your first one?" He asked me. His voice had a bit of a feminine pitch to it, but not one to an agrivating point.
"Yeah. No fun." I said with a heavy sigh, leaning bakc in the chair and crossing one jeanclad leg over the other.
"Yeah, my friend is getting her first one. She's terrified of needles." He said with a nervous smile. "I already got mine, i just need the Titer."
"I'm not afraid of needles, my family just has a tendancy to pass out." I offered with a shrug. I probably came off as a bit of an ass but, oh well. It wasn't like he was going to stop talking. We were both bored out of our faces anyways.
"I hate blood being taken." He mock-shivveed and i chuckled a bit. "The thickness and weak feeling bothers me."

Just then the door opened and two girls, also my age, walked out. One, who was clutching her shoulder and glaring at the nurse, appeared to be of native descendant, and had bright teal streaks in her pony-tailed hair. Her friend, who was a rather ditsy blonde, led her over to the chairs and sat her down.
"See, that wasn't so bad." She offered witb a smile.
"Fuckin' hurt." the darker skinned girl stated and chewed her lip lightly.
"Just think, you've got two more of those and a Titer." The boy chuckled, elbowing her undamaged arm lightly.
I groaned playfully across the room. "Don't remind me." The three of them laughed.

after a few moments past of the four of us sitting their boredly, waiting for the fifteen minute wait-time to pass faster, the other girl who had been impaled reached out and snatched a panflet off the small table near her seat.
"Oral Sex." She read aloud, an amused smirk on her lips. "an affective form of abstinence."
"Oh god, don't start with the sex panflets!" her friend giggled, covering her blushing cheeks as the paper was thrust at her face, vivid diagrams in clear view.

"You still can't top the last one, the positions one." The boy laughed loudly, reaching to grab his own copy of the panflet.
"That was so good!" The native girl snickered, reading silently but her smirk getting more and more devious.
"Hey, this thing is put out by a church." The boy mused, then looked to me and pointed out the churches logo. I had to chuckle.

"Churches always want us to do the whole 'sex after marrage' deal." the blonde sighed, crossing her arms over her rather large chest and trying to not look at the panflet that was still being shoved in her face.
Adjusting her blue pony tail, the native girl huffed loudly.
"Seriously, i'm sorry if you're into god and church and the bible," she motioned to me and I shook my head 'noo-hoho', " But I'm not just gunna be like 'yaaaayy here, have some abstinence 'cause I am of the church' just because some old man wants me to." She then proceeded to mumble theword 'church' in a Zombie-like fashion.

Her guy-friend next to her laughed again.
"Have some abstinence eh? Isn't it ' practice' abstinence?" He offered, a single darkblonde eyebrow raised.
"No, no. You can give it to people now." She suddenly slid off her chair, and onto her knees infront of the ditzy blonde who had been sitting on the other side of her, holding out her hands as if there was some sort of item clasped in them.
"Here, have some abstinance, I grew it myself!" This was followed a by disturbing grin and incredibly happy tone.

Somehow, during this, none of us had heard the nurse come out into the room. She stood there, mouth slightly agape, and confused expression on her face.
"You four can.. go now..." She said slowly, still trying to wrap her mind around what we possibly could have been discussing and how it had gotten to, well, that...

I don't think I've ever laughed so hard in a doctors office.

End.

-------------------------... ]]> ~little-caitlin Is it Friday yet? http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27236266/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27236266/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 20:50:22 PDT only 2 days until

gets on a train and comes to visit me for a weekend.
its going to be so effing awesome.
going to geek-out all weekend, eat tonnes of candy, and run around Kingston being idiots.

i'm so excited!!!!!!
So is Dana, simply because she gets to chill with a propbably more social KH fangirl instead of just... me.... XD
Shannon doesn't talk about it much, see, and well, I take some prodding before i come out of my room.... I'm a tad anti social it seems. or at least, compared to everyone else here i am.

IN OTHER NEWS:

My House Is On Fire?
this chapter is taking fo ever, and i apologize! its at 16 effing pages! And i'm STILL not done! D:
but its awesome. i have lawled many a-time wile writing it. Riku is proving to be an entertaining subject to write. but.. no one can compete with a devious Roxas. its just.. gahhh. hehehe

School!
Tomorrow, i don't have class until 10. its awesome. but, its a math test. thats it. then i go, get impaled for Rabies, lmfao, annnd then grocery shopping with Shannon. we're picking up a few little things. i need to make a list actually.

Milk.
Plumsauce.
nachos.
sourcream.
Bacon bits.

I... think thats it.... but we absolutely require those things. as in, i may die if i can't eat my lucky charms in the morning.

Anyways.... i'm off to write the rest of this chapter, or at least try to, then bed.

]]> ~little-caitlin lunch time... and I'm on DA. I have no life. http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27205828/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27205828/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 09:08:11 PDT Every other math teacher i've met, i've disliked, and had issues with.... this one, i think we may get along. haha

we were supposed to have a test today. which adds to my amusement. Our teacher didn't show up for a test. XD so, about half way through the period, all 63 of us vetassistant students got up, and went down stairs to the timhortons. lmfao. Imagine our Pet Health and Behavior teacher's face when we all walked in with Timmys, which we normally would not have time to get.

so far, my classes are pretty good. Easy. i'm having fun. in about 40 minutes i have a lab, in which i may be playing with rats. haha. yeah, its awesome.

tonight, i call the train people. lol. i'm sooooo excited for this upcoming weekend. ^^ me and

are gunna have a blast. ONLY 4 DAYS.

BAH. the emo boy in my class is deff. gay. its greatness. today he was wearing skinny jeans he'd cut off and made into crops that ended just below his knees, a little light blue v neck shirt under a skater hoodie and he had a little hat on and DAW. he was cute. haha. and the girls at the back were talking to him about boys, and he was getting all embarrassed and nervous. hee hee ^^ like i said, he's adorable, and i want him and the dark emokid on my floor to attempt to make babies.
lmfao.

please note, if they somehow by a miracle, end up together, i'm going to squee in public. and then demand pictures to show you all as proof. haha

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i'm still sleepy. i didn't even stay up that late. i wrote until about...1am. thats an early bed time for me. and i STILL woke up late today! my hairs up in a ponytail as a result. not enough time to properly tame the fro. haha.

anyways. i should prolly go get ready to head back. and you know, find out where this lab takes palce. cuz i have no idea right now. XDDD

]]> ~little-caitlin squeeeeeeee! http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27161447/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27161447/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 00:14:12 PDT i decided i was gunna catch up on watching some anime.

annnddd, i stumbled on Junjou Romantica. as well as The Black Butler. butttt, JunJou seems to have caught my interest a bit more!
XDDDDD FOR OBVIOUS REASONS.

BAHHHH i'm like, squeeing all over the place.
XDDD
oh well.
at least theres no one around to give me creeped out looks!!! XD and i get to sleep in tomorrow!!!!
YAY.

i forgot how awesome weekends are! XD

also,
I got myself a job! ^^ at KFC/Tacobell. hehehe. i get to make Tacos! XD
and so does my roommate! they hired us together! 8D

annnnddd
some boys just came to my door. -_-''' they convinced me to party with them tomorrow. XD they asked what i was doing. my responce "Watching TV on the comp".... i didn't lie... i just... didnt give them DETAILS. lmfao. oh well.

so, yeah, tomorrow, party and drinking, and prolly some Kingdom Hearts shall be played ^^

]]> ~little-caitlin Day.... thursday: GAH. http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27136229/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27136229/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 16:27:55 PDT D:

ok
so, my interview went well. she thinks i got the job. ^^ and Stacie got to drop off resumes all over the place. and we went grocery shopping. but that means, i had to lug like, 40 pounds of groceries everywhere. and on the bus. and into EB games. WHERE I GOT A NEW KH2!!!1!!!!!1one!!!!!!

yeah
so now
it works fine
and i am a happy little midget.
who has fettucini alfredo in the fridge that has shimp in it... but pizza is cooking in the oven...
XD

GAH. i'm excited.
we're allowed guests to come and spend weekends next weekend, not this one, but next.. so, the weekend of the 18th.. so.. if for any reason

can come to my HOUSE, she could always come here! and party in Rez! XD because yeha, we're rather fun and accepting people here. X3
and then Dana will just squee all over the place at there being another KH kid running around. hehe

*shrugs* either way, it shall be epic.

gah, but yeah. you never know frustration until you grocery shop with someone who dislikes everything you like.
I like: Fish, cheese, chicken nuggets, lazagna, fruits, corn, peas, green/yellow beans, lettuce, small amounts of meat,
Caitlin: does not like pepper or lunch meats.
Stacie HATES: fish, lazagna, fruits(except strawberries), corn, peas, ALL beans.
Stacie LOVES: lunch meat. LARGE PORTIONS OF MEAT. cheese, chicken nuggets, lettuce.
YEAH. YEEAH. everything i picked up, shes like "ew. i'm not eating THAT. EW you eat Meat PIES?!"

XDDD i dont get angry often see, but when it comes to groceries, i'm a nazi. i like a variety of foods in my diet.lol. i like spicy Mr.Noodles, AND regular chicken mr. noodles. XDDD

yeah.
the GAH in this title?

that would be because i cna't write stories now either.
i'm dying inside.
WORD died.
no jokes.
*bawls like a 3 year old*

]]> ~little-caitlin Day 3: i think i might cry http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27104857/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27104857/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 21:39:17 PDT met people
Dana ran around in my Org coat and squeeed about my Lexicon...
Shannon loves absolute BF, and Fruits basket.
We met more neighbours who are now friends. and they're hicks like me. lol

and then, now that its 1230am, i went to go instal my Deleter program, the one i colour with, on my bright, shiny, artist's laptop.

and this messege box pops up: "The operating system is not adequate to install or run this program."

WTF.
I CANNOT COLOUR UNTIL SEPTEMBER 18th.
i am pissed
because now i have to do our door sign by pencil crayons. whihc means stacie will end up colouring it. -_-

i'm a lazy bitch, i know. i hate pencil crayons.

but, this means that

will get to watch me colour, and she can learn all my secrets and shit. lmfao. like theres a secret to it *flaps hand* i just flail.

BUT YEAH
i might cry now.
cuz i had a Dexion pictures for you all.
and now i cant colour it.
alls i can do is write. and thats prolly all i'll do this weekend, cuz stacie, and the girls down teh hall, are all going home D:

AND MOM COMPLAINS ITS SOON THAT I WANNA COME HOME NEXT WEEK. HUH. HUH!
yeah. kay. gunna go shade this sketch then. fuck my life.

]]> ~little-caitlin Day 2- emo boys and pasta from a can http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27078972/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27078972/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 16:19:25 PDT i ate Lucky charms, walked, and then, after lurking around our room, me and my roommate stacie decided we needed some social interaction, and/or TV. so, we went to the common room.

there is windows. large windows. in this common room, which allows you to see all the people runnign around the halls, hung over, and barely clothed.
So, while drawing a picture i promised Stacie (in trade for her dancing last night XD), we began to people-watch.

I discovered, not only does this one girl from last night not remember my name, only that she recognises my hair and face, but..... a lot of people have no idea what happened last night.
90% of my floor was shitfaced last night. lmfao.

So... these other girls came in, and Eric and Jeff and Dana came in. so we knew some people. and we took up ALL the chairs in the room, and jsut sat there, twoing candy at eachother, me drawing, and watching the hung over people lmfao.

We noticed there are two emo boys. they walk around alot. they have not met eachother.
one of them is INCREDIBLY GAY-seeming. its his walk, he actions, everything.
While the other girls agree the one needs our assistance with his hair style (we wanna spike the back up for him. its... bowlishly cut right now)..... i've decided i want the two emo boys to make babies. or attempt to. 8D

while the one is really not very talkative, the flaming gay one appears to be nice enough. rather adorable actually. he still hasn't really made too many friends, keeps to himself, but the moment someone pays atention he blushes and smiles awkwardly, and then scurries off to his room lmfao.

so... i ust finished a bowl of spaghetti... from a can. the noodles were awkward... but it tasted alright.
lmfao. poor Jeff across the hall. kid has three can of cheffboi ardee. to last him the month. we promised to feed the poor boy XD

Oh! haha, Stacie like, hardly speaks. lmfao. she is messeging me on msn, right now. we're technically in the same room. lmfao yeah. she lsitens to completely different music, shes like, afraid of me i think. lol. i'm forcing her to make friends. haha

ugh, ok, time to hook up the tablet, and start up Deleter ^^

]]> ~little-caitlin I AM HERE AND I HAVE HIGHSPEED (EDIT, betches!) http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27059948/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27059948/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 18:17:51 PDT hi guys

i miss you all terribly

my room mate is awesome. the playstation is hooked up and working. yeah thats right. already had KH goin.

Next step is to load msn so i can spam you all with highspeed love.

i'll be back in a couple hours to read and reply and holy fuck i drew some Dexion stuff for today..... AND ALL I CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW IS "CHUG CHUG CHUG" from down teh hall.
parties everywhere.
college is awesome. tho, so far, i've only made friends with the neighbours and random boys, and my roommate.

OK. Stacey wants us to go out and have fun. i have to make her socialize, she's kinda shy.
I HAVE ALREADY COOKED PIZZA IN THE TOASTER OF AWESOME.
ok ok, more details later, i'm going to go party. hehehe

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3am. just read the last chapter to "The Passionate Beat". made me squee.
you gys will get my Dexion art eventually. gotta hook up my tablet in order to finsih it, and that will prolly happen tomorrow/today.
lol i need some sleep, seeing as i'm going on like, 3 hours now. D:
oh well.

bahhhhh i miss everyone. i have.. no one to geek out with here! but, theres a couple kids i've met so far who like techno. some kid down the hall lsitens to the EXACT SAME MUSIC as me. like, its honeslty my playlist, coming from down the hall D:

lol stacie was to afraid to dance or do much tonight. oh well. i'll drag her out of that little hsell of hers.
HEATHER. they placed basshunter at the much msuci video dance, and i thought of you. lol when we started like, raving lmfao. i started raving here, and Stacie was like: AHH WTF O.o''''

XDDD

yo, guys, i disapear for like, a whole evening, and come on to get 30 messeges from you people! all ones of love and awesome. you're greatness for that.
Eric from across the hall was like "Holy fuck, loved much?" haha
ugh.

in news of MHioF?: ok, so i'm at like, 13 pages, and i'm still not done D: like, i still have that really imporant hooking-up part to write (lawls i leave it to alst because i like the idea so much hehe). i have like, all of the next chapter planned out tho!!!

gahhh i'm tired, and have to get up in like, 5 hours.
nighty night guys.

X3 *chu chu* kisses for youuuu. because i feel all loving and shit tonight. verryyyy affectionate.

]]> ~little-caitlin oh noes http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27024609/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/27024609/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 21:45:12 PDT i leave for college tomorrow evening.
i'm almost completely packed.

all except for my art.
so i decided to sort it.

BAD IDEA.

i some how managed to find a shit load of old art.
and at first it was like "eww... thats.. pretty bad..."
and then it was like "oh god WHY"
and then.. i just found an ancheint Demyx picture (he's always been one of my favorites to draw). and now its a "I WANT TO SET THIS ALL ON FIRE"

its horrible.

.... but i also found some of my ZADR stuff, and its really not too bad. same with this one picture of DoubleD from Ed, Edd and Eddy.
Oh! this one from 2007 isn't bad either ^^

i love/hate looking at old art. it makes you want to kill yourself, as well as making you squee over old pairings you adored.
.... however, i've only drawn like, 1 heterosexual pairing picture since 2005.
thats my entire highschool time.

how the fuck did teachers not realize this?

Holy crap. old pictures of Zexion. i would like to be drowning myself for this picture.
WTF. SASUNARU. I DREW THAT?! *shoots self*

in case anyone wants to see what i drew when i was younger...
[link]

AHAHAHA. i just found that picture Nikki seen, when she first slashed Devrik and Aketi! LMFAO.
oh gawd. ok. going back to sorting. -_-'''

also, since i'll be moving to college sunday, you may not hear from me again until sunday night, when i have stories of epic proportions to tell.
and maybe a Dexion/Zemyx fic to upload to the interwebs. maybe a Zemyx sketch too. just cuz it's gunna be 9/6/09. and i do so very much love those boys.

ok. right. going now. BYE.

]]> ~little-caitlin meme teim. cuz its 4am, and i'm bored. http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26969272/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26969272/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 00:46:34 PDT

hehe

1)******Am I-******
Am I sweet?-
Am I crazy?-
Am I lovable?-
Am I funny?-
Am I ugly?-
Am I psycho?-
Am I annoying?-
Am I a good person?-

2)******Would You******
Hug me?-
Miss me if I was gone?-
Listen to my problems?-
Hug me if I cried?-
Be a good friend?-

3)******If You Could...******
Give me a new name it would be?-
Do one thing with me it would be?-
Drop me one piece of advice it would be?-

4)******Just A Few Questions******
What do you like about me?-
What do you hate about me?-
What is my best quality?-

1. Who are you?-
2. Do you have a crush on me?-
3. Are we good friends?-
4. Do we know each other in real life?-
5. Will you put this in your journal so I can answer these questions about you!?-

in other news: IS THIS NOT THE MOST EPIC SONG AND VID EVER?~ [link]

]]> ~little-caitlin I'M HOME! ... and on a sugar rush. http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26926316/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26926316/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 22:39:53 PDT NO JOKES.

so, friday was chaotic, since

took the effing train, and we all had NEVER been in toronto before. lmfao. bunch of country kids, tweakin out that we're gunna get kidnapped, raped and end up with aids. lmfao. most of friday, we ran around like idiots, lost, and crazed and and ughhhh

so, our hostel was crazy, you can prolly expect to see hilarities posted on Kel's page. lol. and Nikki's, and maybe some of mine. XD

I chilled with

and

!!! their cosplays were AMAZING. GO GIVE THEM LOVE.
<3

i partied with the mascarade kids. that was entertaining. Jedis!!!!! EVERYWHERE~ <3
soo many little kids in cosplay! they were adorable! I wanted that little Gaara to come home with me~!!!!!! haha

SUNDAY. OMG. TODAY. WAS. AMAZING.
i have never had so much fun hanging out with people i'd just met in ALL OF MY LIFE.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so... as you all know, I cosplayed Zexion this weekend.
and and and!!! there was a photoshoot this afternoon. <3 where i met a Demyx.

!!!!!
I HAD A BLAST RUNNING AROUND WITH YOU ALL DAY.
there were many Zemyx cuddles, for sure.
made me VERY HAPPY.
VERY EFFING HAPPY.

*grabby hands* i require MOAR.
next con, defff gunna find you ~

I would have tried to take you home with me, but
1. your parents might not like that,
and
2. my pets and plushies might get jealous of how much attention you would receive.
XDD

look, we're already on the interwebs. ^^
[link]
hehehe

oh gawd, i still have that chapter to finish!!! D:
i came home to a couple reviews!!! i love reviewers. they're the best thing since sliced bread. they always make me wanna write moar for them. espcially when i left it at such an EPIC point.

alright. time to go use this new found energy.. since well.. i've eaten like, half of the pocky i bought a few hours ago... XD ITS SO GOOD.

]]> ~little-caitlin 2 days!!!! http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26826622/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26826622/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 22:06:09 PDT
tomorrow/today:
wake up, clean room, make Cid's spear. then, dinner and shopping with dad. Then, party at Zacs = drinking my face off. sleep/stay up all night talking with jeff... again...

thursday:
go home... last minute packing, cosplay editing...

, Harv and Kyle (Cid) come over. we play games, get eachother all excited... some how manage to get to sleep.

Friday:
get up. last minute packing of anything i may have remembered when i woke up. Katie (Rikku) and her bro pick us up. we go to the bus, and leave for toronto at ~10am.
~12pm, we get to the hotel. unpack. get settled in. get dressed. walk to FANEXPO.

3 days in toronto:
WE PARTY OUR FACES OFF AND GEEK-OUT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.

Holy fuck. i'm so excited.

in other news...

my legs are cookin. these boots are hot.
..... i mean... i'm not in cosplay randomly....
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]]> ~little-caitlin counting http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26764804/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26764804/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 22:45:08 PDT , i'm like bouncing with excitement.

Fanexpo.
its in 5 days.
I'm tweakin'.

step dad is giving me money to buy him nightmareB4Xmas stuff, mom is giving me money to get her DBZ stuff and Pocky... XD and then there are the other random gifts i'll pick up for people. ^^
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

i just.. need to get a hold of Katie. she should be home by now.
but i have not seen her on msn. D:

I need to speak with my Rikku! *flails*

]]> ~little-caitlin monday monday http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26641582/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26641582/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 02:28:32 PDT again, i've been drawing like, all night. -_-'''

oh well. more cuteness has come of it, so i really shouldn't complain. haha
but i should be writing. oh gawd, i have to submit another chapter on tuesday.... O.o i'm only 1000 words in! i haven't writing anything in the longest time!! well... i wrote that akuroku thing, but... still! i was suppose to be writing chapters! not one shots! D<

*siiiggghhhh*

there be chaos ahead, i can tell.
I have to alter our FE plans. since we cant fill the other two bunks/seats in the bus. ugh. so thats what i'm doing tomorrow/today. you know.. that time when its light out and normal people are awake... ugh.

college. its gunna be messed. i dont want mom to drive me up, because she wants to do over 2 days, one of the days beign at our cottage. I wanted dad to take me for a REASON. over these two days, mother wants ALL OF US in the car. there are 7 people in my family ! D: is that REALLY NEEDED?! ugh. and then, the whole way, she's just going to bitch and complain how stupid i am for not being able to get into univeristy, and how i'm just wasting her money. UGH. can you see WHY i'm moving into a college so far away from her!? she's done nothing but bitch like this any time i've seen her over the summer (thank god she spends so much time up north and at work and thank god i am nocturnal).
Any time she brings up college i just cringe, because i know she's going to bitch about it.

She bitched at me like it was MY FAULT the college didn't tell us who our roommates were until just last week. and then the second i start talking to the girl (who seems very nice, but is not into anime. but she likes ps2! so i'm gunna force her to like KH... XD) on msn, mom is all over me going "ok, get her to bring this, and this, and this. is she tidy? does she enjoy cleaning? we know you dont, you're such a boy! SO MESSY. why couldn't you have inheritied MY genes?! I bet she's smart. smarter than you. you're just going to mooch of her arent you!?"
yeah. i like, opened Harv's msn window so fast, to get mom to leave me alone, and his messege, concerning my roomate is: "IS SHE OLDER OR YOUNGER THAN YOU. NOT LIKE THEM BEING YOUNGER EVAR STOPPED YOU B4 OR ANYTHING LAWL. HOOK UP. SEND ME PICS."
-_-'''' thanks for that harv.

in case i hadn't told you before, my mother is completely against my sexuality. i so much as mention me liking girls, and she starts yelling. which is why i'm so very thankful for all my friends who don't care. <3 love you guys. you're awesome.

on a lighter note!

i bought some awesome pants! ..... i have this whole random style recently.. these pants i'm wearing are bright eff-ing blue with black plaid. its greatness. i love it. hehe i have a matching red pair too.

AND! i got my pants for my cosplay. i'm going shoping for the chains and stuff tomorrow/today/daytimewakefulness=faaiilll.

eeeeeeeee!!! i'm all excited for FE still tho. i'm doing all that i can to distract myself from this over wealming feeling of sadness that i leaving empire corners and all the friends i've made over the years... where is aaron!? i demand hugs! D<

, i miss you already. i have thise huge ass note i'm writing you. you'll get it eventually. also, i like, started on your ID, and then my comp ate it. its ghey. i have to do it all over again. /headdesk

you on drugs was hilarious. do it again, and let me record it. kelly has jarrod drunk on film somewhere from when we were liek, 14, and its the best thing since sliced bread. i want you high, on film!

I'mma start your roxy picture soon. I know you want him all bad ass and snowboarding and stuff. lol and not being pedo-groped by axel. lmfao i'll do my best. <3 and after Roxy, your ID will get started.

HOW MANY HOURS TIL FANEXPO?! HOW MANY HOURS UNTIL WE GRACE SOCIETY WITH OUR PRESSENCE AND SKIP LIKE IDIOTS THROUGH CROWDS OF DISTURBED PEOPLE!? (lmfao. i felt like hollaring that. ^^)

http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26534778/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 19:26:45 PDT instead of writing the rest of that chapter, guess what I did today?

drew a zemyx picture that is so goddamn cute i'm like, melting.
BAWWHHH
i just adore these two so much. haha

i think, its because they're such opposites in their personalities. and well... demyx has a mullet... and Zexion is an emo kid.. you cant help loving them haha

]]> ~little-caitlin ughh 8am http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26519961/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26519961/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 05:07:06 PDT drawning zemyx stuffs
i was supposed to be posting chapters D=

ughhhh

however. to make up for my failures...

as you can see by what i posted, MY COAT IS DONE. hehe i've been running around like an idiot all night haha. as well as...
drawing yaoi. XD of course.
i caught up on reading.
I caught up on my Y!gal stuff... as much as i can without the proper browser... DX

annd umm.... i need sleep.
my sugar rush from 2am is gone (I ate these really amazing cookies. it was a VERY BAD IDEA at 1:30am...)

ok. so. i'm happy, but tired...
and i was planning to go assult Alax today XD oh well. drawing and writting instead.
after sleep.
kay. sleep now. byyeee. XP

]]> ~little-caitlin inspiration http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26455817/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26455817/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 23:42:01 PDT original crap too.
its weird.

so, i have ideas for fanfictions... ideas for originals...

and.. i have to get up at 8am tomorrow. to go work on my cosplay.

its 2:30 am now, and i'm talking with

haha.

i'm productive, i know.

well... at least i'm working on my AkuRoku picture WHICH I LOVE. omg, kel, you will love this. hehe

]]> ~little-caitlin zombies http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26350356/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26350356/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 01:54:30 PDT

's deal.

BUT.

showed me this.
[link]

And well....

I've been inspired to write something... zombie. XD it'll prolly be a short KH fanfic. 10 chapters max. if i even finish it. no promises there. but! huh, have i got an idea. *cackles*

i also have an idea for 813day. ^^ again, thanks to Kel. thaannkkyoouuu gingerkid <3

hehehe

alright. i need to write now. "My House Is On Fire?" needs a new chapter posted... and well... i've got like 2000 something words so I just need to piece it all together. haha.

]]> ~little-caitlin i've had a good week. http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26330124/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26330124/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 02:28:03 PDT thursday, I PARTIED MY FACE OFF at jeffs house. got roaring drunk and ran around like an idiot, watched Zec fall in puddles XD Joe get covered in mud and wake up by himself in a tent. Omg, i didn't got to bed, at all.

In the morning, i lawled cuz i said "Omg. there was a Lime on your table jeff. Actually, theres 4 of them. followed by two lemons. this is the best morning of my life."
XD that was a 6am.
Any fanfic reader/writer will understand me reason to lawl. that and well, i was still tipsy, so it made it all the more epic when i couldn't stop laughing to explain myself.
I later proceeded to juggle the limes and then huck them at Jeff and Joe. then, demanded there be more lemons than limes. and lawled again.

We had marshmallow fights, ran around with a baby killdeer named Patrick. XD Jeff was loike "OMG ITS SO CUTE I WANT IT." so i caught it. haha

but yes, so thursday was epic, followed by a morning of awesome. I come home around noon, talk to my mother, and all of a sudden, a UPS truck pulls in. Kiley's like "Mooooommmmm theres an ups truck. whyyy is there an ups." she says ups, not UPS. ups. which made me lawl. then, it dawned on my that it was indeed friday, and that i had something coming in the mail. I did what midgets normally do when extremely happy/excited.

Scream and flail.

and ran down the stairs and to the door as mother answered it. This ancheint lady is standing there looking at me (i was a mess. covered in mud and marshmallow in my hair...). I look at her, then the box, then her, and i know i have this creepy smile on my face.
"THis.. is for you I'm guessing?" I see the word 'cosplay' scrawled across the box and cackle. then, thank her, mom signs i take the box and run to the kitchen. haha yeah, that was open in like, .5 seconds. XD

then, all my energy spent, and not having slept, i trudge down stairs and sleep. for 4 hours. get up, toss the wig on, and showed Jeff via webcam. haha which is the crap-tastic picture in my scraps currently. X3 he thought it was funny.
My sister looks at me while i'm wearing it and goes "so... you're a male character?" i nod. "Isn't that like... crossdressing?" I shrug.

"I don't really care if its cross dressing. Nikki is being a boy too." She frowns. "She's being Link. so she's a dude. a dude in tights. which some how, is more manly than my emo-kid."

XD

guys, i'm so excited.
I was playing with my zipper all morning. XD its so awesome. i love it. its huge and silver and ugh. greatness. you will all get to see it eventually. once Helen and me get working on my coat. which is should be soon, once my mother gets home again. ^^

ugh. Koda owned himself today, and me and kiley had to clean him up. was narsty. there was like, rocks in his back. stupid emo kid and his failed attempts at skateboarding. he bled all over the place and ugh. Kiley was like "You clean his woundsss imma pass out now kay?" ugh. srsly, girl is like "oh noes you bleed! ugh, i can't look at blood *girly faint*"

]]> ~little-caitlin life is slow today. http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26209125/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26209125/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 10:36:03 PDT >
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I really need to lay off the HP/DM fanfiction. srsly.
*sigh* i'm supposed to be uploading a new chapter to FF.net wednesday, and i have... one sentence. thats all. that's all i've written to MHioF?. /headdesk

ugh.
this dial up is so brutal... like, srsly, 40 minutes min. for a song. ugh.
Currently loading: I got a Feelin'- BEP.
i love this song haha its greatness.

]]> ~little-caitlin Devious Journal Entry http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26119795/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26119795/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 23:37:26 PDT

This is an Ouran High School Host Club Quiz

Tamaki [Prince Type]:

[] You are French
[x] You're a very romantic person
[] You flirt a lot with girls/boys.
[] Easily fooled by things that wouldn't fool most.
[] You're overly eccentric in everything you do.
[] You care about you family deeply even if they don't return the feelings
[] Your birthday is April 8th
[x] You're slow when it comes to your own feelings.

Total: 2

Kyoya [Cool Type]:

[] You wear glasses
[x] You are known for being "evil". (in a cartoonish way, jeff tells me)
[] Your favorite foods are anything spicy
[] You excel in everything you do
[] You're a very calculating person
[] Your birthday is November 22.
[x] You hate waking up in the morning.
[] You never like to do anything unless it has a benefit

Total: 2

Hunny [Loli Shota Type]:

[x] You're the shortest out of your friends.
[x] You love cakes and sweets. chocolate!
[x] You have a stuffed animal that has special meaning to you. (DEMYX lmfao heatherrr)
[] You are/have taken a martial arts class
[] You are close to your cousins.
[] You look a lot younger than you look
[] You're born on February 29th
[] Your favorite subject is math

Total: 3

Mori [Wild Type]:

[] You're the tallest out of your friends.
[] You only talk when you need to
[x] You're protective of people you care for.
[] You favorite food is Japanese food
[] When bad things happen you tend to blame yourself a lot.
[] Your birthday is May 5th
[] You're not much of a leader but more of a follower
[] Not many people know what you're thinking

Total: 1

Hikaru [Devil Type]:

[x] You and your sibling have a strong bond
[] You're a very cynical person.
[x] You like to mess with your siblings a lot
[x] You're the oldest sibling
[] Your birthday is June 9th
[] You like Italian food
[x] You get jealous easily
[] You don't make friends easily

Total: 4

Kaoru [Devil Type]:

[x] You like to play games (KH!)
[x] Favorite subject, English
[x] You enjoy fashion/cosplay
[x] You're nicer than your siblings (one is a nazi, and ones an prick emo kid)
[] Your birthday is June 9th
[x] You're very forgiving
[x] You'd rather give someone something and go without to make that person happy
[] You like playing tricks on people

Total: 6

Haruhi [Natural Type]:

[x] You don't care about trivial things like appearance
[] You're tight with money
[x] You get along with guys well
[] You're blunt about everything
[] You're an excellent cook.
[] You have a hard time understanding love
[] Your birthday is February 4th
[x] People feel like they can open up and talk to you easily

Total: 3

^^ tee hee I'm Kaoru

]]> ~little-caitlin Let the count down begin http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26054275/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/26054275/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 21:52:59 PDT
It will be shipped in ~5 days, taking ~5 days to arrive. so, 10 days, approx, until i begin runing around my house, putting on a epic voice, Lexicon in hand, reciting Zexion's lines to my brother.

lmfao.

Where is kyle!? we need to resume our count down of how many hours until FanExpo!!! hehehe, his cat had kittens and i wanna go see them <3

also, the people at Mermaid limo are going to get midget glomped tomorrow. i'm showing up there to drop off my deposit tomorrow. so, Tammy, the wonderful lady who helped me, is getting a hug lmfao. cuz she's awesome and was all "lawls, students. imma help you." XD

And this, goes to any of my Caledonia friends that are going this summer!!!!! WE HAVE A BUNK LEFT OVER, AND A PLACE IN THE CAR WITH US. HELP US FILL THIS VOID. you will be showered in love as i was with you guys. ^^

OMGF, i was srsly, just about to post this, and guess what just landed on my leg. ONE OF THOSE FUCKING BUGS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

]]> ~little-caitlin thinger. http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/25994818/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/25994818/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 21:22:13 PDT 1. You must answer every question without lying ONCE.
2. At the end, you must tag not one, not two, not three, but FOUR people.
3. Those people you tag must either be sent a note or you have to give them a comment on their page saying "You've been tagged!" (FUCK THAT)
4. At the bottom of the questions, you must answer the very last one (before the one that asks who you tag) with, "I do solemnly swear that I have confessed the truth in all the above questions." Or else you EPIC FAIL!

1) Tell us a little bit about yourself. Gender, age, hobbies?

Gender: Female
Age: 18 and a half ^^
Hobbies: drawing, writing, annndd KH.

2) Now let's get a little deeper! Do you have a secret crush?

ugghhhh. yes. /headdesk. but its obviously not going to work, and thats SUCH a kick in the crotch.

3) Do you prefer men, women, both, or neither?

Both ^^

4) Are you one of those people who believe the forwarded messages that spam your inbox?

lmfao. no. i send them to bother people.

5) WHY are you best friends with your best friend?

- she's ginger. hilarious. ugh, and jsut, fun. she's greatness, kay? <3

- she's soooo funny, even when she doesn't mean to be. we can geek out all we want, and obsess over the most random things. like ICECREAM.

6) Do you like where you are in life? Where you're going, where you've been?

i suppose to. meh, right now, i just kind of, exist. lol which i was taking advantage of summer more tho. i wanna party or soemthing. XD go out, meet people. bah, but i suppose i'll be doing that in about 2 months. COLLEGE. OMG, sooo excited.

7) Is there anything you'd like to accomplish before you go?

before i die? hrrmmm... school. i'd kinda like to live through that. XD

8) How strict are your parents? The annoying kind of strict, or the too loose?

mom is -okay-, dad is awesome. shall we consider Ernie a parent? i'd prefer not to, butttt.... since he lives here, he's uber strict, and a bag of douche. please. shank him. in the face. -_-''

9) Siblings? If so, how many and do you like them at ALL? If not, do you feel lucky?

4 siblings, all younger. Koda would ahve to be my favorite, as he is not obsessed with anything to do with fighting, NOR bipolar. lmfao.

10) Do you have a favorite book? Or if you don't read books, maybe a magazine?

Curse of Garnel Iron Heart

11) Favorite genre of music?

TECHNO <3

12) Song?

currently.... Dj Fritzy's Happy-Hardcore version of "Is On a Fucking Mission!"

14) Water bottle company?

NONE D=< i dislike water

15) Video game?
KIIINNGGDOOMM HEEARRTTTSSS!!!!111!!!one! (lmfao)

16) 'Nuff of that! Time to roleplay! Now, you're running from the law and are running through the sewers to get to safety. You come to an intersection; one direction is water and the other is cement. You know that if you take the water route, you'll most likely be safer at the end of it, and your scent will be lost by any dogs they're using... but the thought of trudging through that is not pleasant. The cement way is longer, but at the end, a friend is waiting to slip you through a secret passage, and you're more likely to get caught. Which way do you take?

i'd rather not smell like ass for a few hours afterwards, seeing as then, they'd only ahve to look for a smelly person... sooo, since i'm magical, i turn into a rat and hide.
XD

17) Your best friend is dangling at the edge of a cliff, right next to your mother. You only have time to save one of them. Which one will you save?

D= I SAVE THE BEST FRIEND. mother has lived long enough all ready, and she's prolly the reason Ginger/Heather is there! D=<

18) Your best friend confesses to you that she is madly in love with your boyfriend. What do you do?

Boyfriend? hey-hey, i thought i swore myself off those for a while?!
meh. take 'im. i dun wanna keel Ginger whine about it. lmfao. or heather. XD

19) QUICK! I'VE BEEN KIDNAPPED BY THE SOVIET UNION AND NEED YOUR BANK NUMBER TO GET ENOUGH MONEY SO I CAN BUY MYSELF OUT! GIVE IT TO ME, QUICK, HURRY!!

lets not and say we did

20) Black cat crosses your path. Your reaction?
"so then i was all 'eh-hee boys kissing!' and he wa- ZOMG KITTEH!!!" *cuddles*

21) Is that--GASP--CHRIS BROWN??

O.o wtfff. gtfo my village.

22... ]]> ~little-caitlin win. http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/25953324/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/25953324/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 22:32:41 PDT

This time, he attempted to sneak up on me while i read some SoRiku! D=<
well, after another midget-flail and scream, he flew into the screeen, fell, and is now stuck on his back, suffering and twitching in agrivation.

little fucker desirves to be left like this.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OH FUCK. FUCK. GET AWAY FROM MY FACE.

ehhhhhhh... stay aayyyyyy.. its near the letter double U. fuuuckkk.. no- i shall have to replace ever letter doubleU eith the spelt out version....

DoubleU T F.

]]> ~little-caitlin I went shopping =D http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/25920910/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/25920910/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 13:15:04 PDT
I got all my fabric so tha ti may begin the task of making my org13 coat. yaaaayyyy. I also picked up some Cid pants and a shirt for Kyle, and i found a scarf for Kaite... who i'm waiting for currently. she's supposed to be showing up at my place today, so i can give it to her ^^

MY ZIPPER IS KICKASS BTW.
I lurve it. its huge! and silver! and UGH. awesome. XD

I also got my Lexicon! ^^ haha. oh, how i love second hand stores. I sat, digging throguh the piles of books for one that suited my needs. XD finally found this hockey book that was perfect! lol so now, i need silver paint to turn it into a Lexicon completely.
Kyle even found some boots i can mutilate for katie XD

So alls i'm missing now is:

black cargo crops. (for under my coat)
garden gloves (cid gloves ^^)
large multicoloured beads (Rikku beads)
Belts (me. lol )
Spear (cids. XD)

bahh i'm all excited to get started peicing together this coat. Katie's head band is gunna be like, a ten second thing lmfao but this coat. oh gawd. XD tho, the lady at fabricland was VERY helpful she told em how i should do everything, and help me with measurements.

while i was out, i also managed to buy a new purse, and a bunch of shirts. ^^'' i'm already wearing one. its this spaghetti strap camo thing and it is SOOOOO comfy, you don't even understand XD its amazing.

Somehow, all my purchases yesterday cost less than 100. I'm amazed. and thats with items that peopel are gunna pay me back for. ^^ Yaaayyyy

BAH. i'm so excited for FanExpo. mom was looking at costs today for limos. an 8 person bus is only 110! we'll see what a short bus is. *goes to call people*

]]> ~little-caitlin i was attacked, i tell you! Attacked! http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/25850523/ http://little-caitlin.deviantart.com/journal/25850523/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 23:40:18 PDT earlier tonight, i was off reading some adorable AkuRoku fanfiction.
And, when i get reading cute stories, and get reeeaallyyy into them, i lean up close to the screen.
I mean it.
My face was MAYBE 6 inches from the screen, and i had the

look goin on too.

mindin my own business, squeeing on the inside as I read an adorable, emo-tastic, hospitalized Axel groping a very concerned Roxas and- BAH.
suddenly! Something FLIES INTO MY FACE.
D=

like, BAM. It seizures, flails, gets caught in my bangs and pretty much attempts to rape my face. -_- so i'm tweakin out, its tweakin out, and alls i can see is this large black bug right between my eyes as i flail around at the computer desk. Kiley starts yelling at me to stop making so much noise cuz she's trying to watch X-men, but this thing is like, after my soul or some shit and WILLNOT get out of my hair!!! suddenly, its gone. i can't find it. breathing a sigh of releif, i lean back in to resume the Roxas groping and- my shoulder itched. wtf. itch itch. something wiggles inside my shirt. then, CHOMP.

I begin screaming and flailing again, since, well, the rapist insect is now INSIDE my shirt! I reach in to get a hold of the fucker, and its still freakin out, flys a bit, and falls between my boobs!!! I'm now screaming at the top of my lungs, doing the inward flapping of hands while trying to pluck this thing from between my tits. I eventually get a hold of it and huck it in the direction of the wall. i kinda just wanted to break down and cry.

;A;

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in other news,

i wrote a lil more. my computer froze tho! and i had another panic attack! lmfao. was like "NUUUU. I gut wrote a whole crap load of stuff focusing on Riku and i dont ever want to have to do that shit againnn" and then my computer saved a backup of what i'd written, so all was not lost. ^^

i swear, my nerves are gunna be shot very soon. today has just been, one of these days. the days where i'm not allowed to be calm.
i'm going on 4hours of sleep! D= and like, all this crazyness has occured!!!

ultrasound tomorrow. lets see them laugh at me for having 2 spleens. -_-''
fucking hate drinking so much water. and not being allowed breakfast D=< and then they poke me in the stomach when i have to go pee!
]=<
makes me angry.
ggrrrrr..
angry midget.....

XD

]]> ~little-caitlin