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deviantART: by:little-squee-chan http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:little-squee-chan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:little-squee-chan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 07:47:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Tagged for like the fist time EVAH DX http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28746660/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28746660/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 13:34:28 PST

âWho did you first cosplay as?
I think it was Demyx. I borrowed Spica's orgy coat. and I also got confused for Roxas... god, was that embarrasing... #>.<#

âWhen and where did you first cosplay?
New York Comic Convention '09

âWhen and where was the last time you cosplayed?
New York Anime Festival '09

âWho have you cosplayed as in the past?
Demyx, Casual Demyx, Steampunk

âWho is your favorite person to cosplay as?
well, seeing as i've only cosplayed Demyx, i'd have to be forced to say Demyx.

âWho do you REALLY wanna cosplay as?
well... Itsuki from Fatal Frame 2, Cooro from +Anima, Cain from Cain Saga/Godchild, Halloweentown Demyx, Roxas (i know, he's over cosplayed. but i think i would like it!), Kaito from Vocaloid (both the AHS and regular), and i'll probably come up with some more later.

âHow many of your friends cosplay?
umm... lemme see... Xiggy, Nami, Spica, Eevee, Nae, Lisa-chan, friends I've met at cons... probably more than ten.

âHave you ever walked around in public in your cosplay outfit?
Yep! almost all of them, plus the time we went to Boston and got the free ghost tours around boston because we were steampunk! XD good times...

âHave people in public ever recognized you and asked for photos?
not really... except the timem in boston. some random lady walked up to us, laughing, and took our picture because she thought we were awesome! XD

âHave you ever made your own cosplay outfit?
mhmm. My Casual Demyx cosplay came out of clothes i had at home already, and borrowed some of Lisa's Tripp chains.

âWhen and where did you first learn of cosplay?
When I met Athena, Lisa, and Kaytee. best thing EVAR

âWhat did you think of it?
I liek it!

âWhat do you think of it now?
see above

âDo you plan your cosplay outfits waaay before youÂre meant to wear them?
well, yeah. but the question is, do they evar get done? the answer is no. XD

âHave you ever been to a convention and cosplayed?
What te hell? you asked me earlier if I had been to any cons! of COARSE i have, you twitard! ><

âWhat is the best thing about cosplay?
I can go with my bestest friends in the world! and we won't get stared at like normally!

âWhat is the worst thing about cosplay?
no money for it, and no time to make the coastumes or order the wigs ><

âWhy do you cosplay?
mah frenzz, and it's fun. come on, people, keep up with me!

Tagees: Zodi-ACK, Kai, Nae, Xion, Bonnie (that's you, Bronwyn X3), dolectric, Drawinks, Joe, Raiukito. Good luck all!

]]> ~little-squee-chan Nyurr~ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28452930/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28452930/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 06:04:22 PST
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Hey everyone!

Regarding the contest, A few people came to me and told me that either they were not participating, or they didn't have time to do it, or they made an entry, but have no scanner. and while this is all well and good (where'd THAT one come from!?), but I still only have two entries. can I jjust get ONE MORE so I can give out all three prizes? please? I'M BEGGING YOU!!!!!!!! *begs*

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The Contest!

1.) You must represent a Pokemon Gijinka in any medium of your choice (photo, paint, sketch, etc.) I request that it ne in color, but it does not have to be.

2.) if you choose to make a Shiny (rare extra) version of a Pokemon Gijinka, then you must make it known to me and other viewers.

3.0 You may choose any pokemon from all the generations (R/B/Y, G/S/C, R/S/E, D/Pe/Pl)

4.) I am also going to open this contest up to include Fakemon (fake Pokemon). But if you choose to do this, you must supply me with an official looking(anything but a sketch, please), possibly full color version of your Fakemon.

5.) you must supply me with an official version of the Pokemon you are using (links are fine) in order for me to compare for accuracy and unique styling.

6.) you are allowed to make it a sort of Fanart (example: Larxene/Pikachu. oh, come on, you know i HAD to )

Good luck to all participants! the prizes for first, second, and third place are:

First: Free, Full-color Commission (within reason, please)

Second: Free Sketch commission (again, within reason)

Third: Any Pokemon Gijinka of your choice, full color and everything! ^^

Entries in the contest may upload the entry on their own page, then send me a link to it via note (please, no comments). I will give two weeks for this contest, and accept up to 15 entries. so get drawing! ^^
EDIT! note to the contestants: Please make sure the link you provide me works, It really helps me out if I can just link straight to the page instead of weeding through my notifications and such looking for it... thanks! ^^

]]> ~little-squee-chan Hear, Ye! Hear Ye! http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28289269/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28289269/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 10:05:01 PST
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I would now like to invite all my watchers to come join in the Games! yes, my fellow Deviant users! The Games! Where artists will pitch against each other in a contest of wit, style, and ART! the rules of this competition are as follows:

1.) You must represent a Pokemon Gijinka in any medium of your choice (photo, paint, sketch, etc.) I request that it ne in color, but it does not have to be.

2.) if you choose to make a Shiny (rare extra) version of a Pokemon Gijinka, then you must make it known to me and other viewers.

3.0 You may choose any pokemon from all the generations (R/B/Y, G/S/C, R/S/E, D/Pe/Pl)

4.) I am also going to open this contest up to include Fakemon (fake Pokemon). But if you choose to do this, you must supply me with an official looking(anything but a sketch, please), possibly full color version of your Fakemon.

5.) you must supply me with an official version of the Pokemon you are using (links are fine) in order for me to compare for accuracy and unique styling.

6.) you are allowed to make it a sort of Fanart (example: Larxene/Pikachu. oh, come on, you know i HAD to

)

Good luck to all participants! the prizes for first, second, and third place are:

First: Free, Full-color Commission (within reason, please)

Second: Free Sketch commission (again, within reason)

Third: Any Pokemon Gijinka of your choice, full color and everything! ^^

Entries in the contest may upload the entry on their own page, then send me a link to it via note (please, no comments). I will give two weeks for this contest, and accept up to 15 entries. so get drawing! ^^

]]> ~little-squee-chan Super Duper UPDATE!!! WHOOO! http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28246679/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28246679/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 15:47:38 PST

Umm... So, I've been thinking recently. about stuff. yeah. i think i want to completely remodel my Steampunk character. i'm just not happy with the name. nor the outfit. i also need to begin planning on the "Tweedle" outfits for the Wonderland group for AB... Xiggeh! I need your help if you're going to AB!

anyways... i've also been considering a lot of other possibilities. like Masquerade Organization. i have the basic model for the masks on our OL account ~OblivionLive.

I passed my Driving exam friday, so now i have to go to the DMV and go for my written test, THEN i get my lisence! THEN I CAN GO TO MY BOYFRIEND'S HOUSE ALONE FOR ONCE AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT TRANSPORT!... that includes the rest of my friends, too! (well, maybe not athena when she isn't on break... sorry, Spica-Sensei! ^^U)

so yeah... I'll try to go online more often and stuff. seeing as i'm TRYINg to get my commission from Zodi-ACK that i ordered at CTCon this summer... *grumblegrumble*

]]> ~little-squee-chan Emoness! U>.> http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27757402/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27757402/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 05:53:23 PDT DemonBrownie's journal and i thought i needed to rant a little. -_-U *sigh* whatever. i'll be on some other time.

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From ~DemonBrownie's journal:

"I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnÂt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Post this in your own journal if you think homophobia is wrong!"

]]> ~little-squee-chan Quick notice: http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27636046/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27636046/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 15:49:34 PDT
*ahem* that's all.

]]> ~little-squee-chan Ello! http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27518142/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27518142/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 09:16:59 PDT
sorry i've been dead lately... i've been really busy between GSA and homework and field trips and conventions and parents and boyfriend, so i haven't really been able to access the computer.

in short, i barely got sleep at NYAF, i have tons of homework suddenly, GSA requires me to keep tabs on attendees and absentees and email everyone, which proves difficult, seeing as my parents sudenly seem to hate me. ben is being wierd, and making me feel like i cause him pain and he doesn't seem to notice that i'm hurting inside, and he turns away when i feel shitty, and it hurts me more. he broke down yesterday at a restaurant with me and a friend there, and he cried on her shoulder instead of mine. i tried to show him that i felt terrible that i've been treating him like cow shit lately... but he just doesn't listen with his heart...

anyways, i've just been really stressed lately... CANT WAIT FOR SPICA-SENPAI TO COME DOWN FOR A VISIT! XD

my birthday is coming... this smakes me kinda empty inside...

]]> ~little-squee-chan Devious Journal Entry http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27392969/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27392969/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 13:58:43 PDT
It's me! I walked home today... >< that was a painful walk... anyways, i'm going to make this short.

Tomorrow i'm going to NYAF with Xiggy and Nami after school (i think it's around 5... right?) so that leaves me witht hem all weekend. I heard that Lisa-chan wanted to visit tomorrow, but as i just said, i won't be home. anyways, i've started looking at colleges. at the moment, i'm looking at University of Connecticut. they're really good, and theyre really pro-LGBT. and they host the largest LGBT convention in the country. so nyah~! XD i have to pre-reg for the convention, write an essay, and apply to UConn all tonight. plus take photos. yay. DX

Talk to you all later! X3

~Alex, Squee, Demyx.

]]> ~little-squee-chan OI! YOU! (edit) http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27230851/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27230851/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 12:21:39 PDT
Amanda's party has become a solid thing! her parents said that she could have the party. so it is happening.

So, this party is happening on the first saturday of next month at her house. i still need to get a time out of her, but i believe she requested that it be a halloween/cosplay type thing. so once i get more details from amanda, then i will update this dusty thing called a "journal".

~Squee (Demyx)

]]> ~little-squee-chan Alice Human Sacrifice (more details) http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27155883/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27155883/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 17:59:30 PDT
I have a feeling that i might have problems writing the story for the Fourth Alice, because they don't give much details in the song...

anyways, i just wanted to let you know that much last night before i went to bed. and now for more information that has nothing to do with anything!

boy, the last week has been a worse roller coaster than the Superman. somewhere int he beginning of the week, me and my significant other had a three hour argument. then i had to deal with a semi-incompetent photography teacher, and a mentally handicapped student in my cooking group. and on thursday, a friend didn't show up to school when i needed to talk to her about our plans we were supposed to have today. she got grounded for sleeping in on accident, so she can't hang out today. on top of that, she's about a year younger than me and got her lisence today. great. i also argued with my Sig. other again yesterday for a couple hours. that wasn't fun. i got so worked up i threatened to drink soap. yeah.

but if you would kindly not reproach me about that, i would be grateful. whatever you want to say to me about that, i already thought of and told myself off, so don't tell me about it, kthxbaii. >.>

]]> ~little-squee-chan i'm fucking tired of disapointment. http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27076704/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27076704/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 14:25:17 PDT

's journal yesterday (they drove by me twice while i was working. that was an AWESOME mood lifter... not), but i also had to work today again. i asked my friend if he wanted to get together today, and he said sure. so for the first slow hour and a half at work, i was under the impression i was going to his house after work. then i get a text from him saying that his dad fucking decided that he didn't want anybody at the house. so i went through the rest of work in a depressed mood, and i finally get off work at three (an hour early). i asked my friend if he wantred to come over to my house instead, since i got home earlier. he tells me that nobody wants to give him a ride. i also waas told by my mother that nobody would be home tonight (my grandfather is having some stupid cookout thing.) so he wouldn't be able to come over. so i call mom and tewll her i got off work early and that she needs to pick me up earlier. so she says alright, it might be a little late. so i'm thinking like 10-15 minutes. so i start off down the road towards my house, expecting she will pick me up before i reach the park on the same road (the park mentioned in the above mentioned journal). so you know, i get there and figure that she'll be here momentarily. nope. i was about halfway to my house at that point. i had walked further, so i was now 2/3 of the way back to my house. mom drives up with my aunt and finally drive me home. (i was fucking pissed at this point) so then i rip open my money envelope once i get home, and empty out $85. i do the math (i worked 14 hours total) and found that i was only payed $6.07 and hour. that's almost 2 dollars less than minimum wage.

in short, if you skipped all the beginning stuff, i went to work (waving a flag for 5 hours), got left out of yesterday's plans because of it, got teased unintentionally, got my plans ruined, walked 2 miles, and got underpayed.

angst still continues. probably going to take a few days of silence, for those who care enough to know this.

]]> ~little-squee-chan Vacuums, pageviews, and school. http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26935600/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26935600/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 12:23:36 PDT
yes. first, i inform you all (if anyone even reads my journal entries, since theyre filled with random babble) about the vacuum. My sister has gotten a new job. she sells the kirby vacuum system. yes, kirby vacuum. hahaha, i got the joke, moving on. anyways, she has to practice her skills outside the training classroom, so we were her first vict... i mean customers. it took 3 1/2 hours. yeah.

anyways, as for pageviews, i haven't really looked at it since i got 1000. i looked at it just moments ago and saw it was over 2500. shit, i need to catch up on my pagewiew thank-yous! so there will be one of those coming up soon in my gallery. thanks to all who bothered to stop by my humble and threadbare profile to look at my drab artwork! *bows down at your feet*

anyways, I start school tomorrow. i'm kinda excited, but kinda not. first of all, it's my senior year at highschool (i'm so ooold! TToTT) and its just me,

and

for the seniors. it's goingt o be so lonely. and the three of us have separate study halls (so far. Kat might change it around. or was it chelsea?) so we all get to use our priveleges at different times of the day... TT^TT anyways... the other reason i'm happy to go back to school is because it's a fun year! i mean, i get to have fun classes and hang out with my friends again (well, not ALL of them... :sad: ) so that should be fun. anyways, that's all i have to say for now, i suppose.

this has been Demyx of Oblivion LIVE!

or just Squee. XD

Bye!

]]> ~little-squee-chan Announcements for all CTCONN goers of this year http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26875147/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26875147/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 12:12:28 PDT
I just saw a few videos on Youtube put up by

that shows all the people they met at CtConn this year. I faved them on my Youtube account, so all who use Youtube, you must search for me! I haven't posted any videos, so you can't find me by searching my username. you CAN hovever, find me as Squeethe7th in either Moririko (she HAS a video posted) or Oblivion LIVE (not so sure if i'm friended to them...)

so if you want to find me on Youtube, DO IT! i have so few friends...

]]> ~little-squee-chan i'm dying inside... http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26854504/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26854504/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 10:53:22 PDT
I'm dying here... but my muse is back! i have drawing inspiration and writing inspiration! i'm thinking of doing my own Crimson Butterfly story. no guarantees it will be good, but i really hope it will be.

]]> ~little-squee-chan Sound of Music (update is after all that) http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26798922/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26798922/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 15:09:17 PDT 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Out Tonight - RENT

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
The First Noel - Trans-Syberian orchestra (i am NOT jesus! DX)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Joanna - Sweeney Todd (movie) (well... looks like i like yellow hair...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Class - Chicago (oohh, i feel classy today!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Life Support - RENT (joy. this is fitting. all i look for in a friend is someone i can talk to and get support from... shit. iTunes is deep today...)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
What is this Feeling? - Wicked (umm... alrighty...)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Ding-Dong! The Witch is Dead! - Wizard of Oz (what the hell, iTunes! TT^TT)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Light of the World - Godspell (well. iTunes is being really honest.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
By My Side - Godspell (well, the lyrics work really well in the beginning. it's something like "why are you leaving without me? i want to go with you!")

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Born For This - Paramore

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
(it's a comedy track by some guy who's name escapes me. she hates the guy, but i think she's funneh. so it works.)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Green Finch and Linnet Bird - Sweeney Todd (movie) (well, this works. i want to be free from my parents.)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Oh Come All Ye Faithful/Oh Holy Night - Trans-Syberian Orchestra

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
The Barber and his Wife - Sweeney Todd (original B'way cast) (i don't want to lose him! whoever FUCKING STEALS HIM, I WILL GO SWEENEY AND LOVETT ON THEIR ASS!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Sexy Daddy - Destiny's Child (O.o)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Pirelli's Miracle Elixir - Sweeney Todd (original B'way cast) (great, people are going to pour piss on my coffin... -_-lll)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Stars - t.A.T.u. (well, looks like i watch the stars while i sleep)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Not Gonna Get Us - t.A.T.u.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Epiphany - Sweeney Todd (original B'way cast) (well, looks like i secretly hate everyone! ><

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Holiday - Green Day (i'm ON holiday! >< well, i suppose i want the holiday to end...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Brown Eyes - Destiny's Child (looks like i think most of my friends have brown eyes...)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Prelude and The Sound of Music - The Sound of Music

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Now that that's over...

I have recently been looking through new anime series to watch through, and have done so. I have also been watching Cardcaptor Sakura recently, purely for research. nah, i just like that series. though, i did watch one episode for research purposes. we were thinking of doing a Clow Card cosplay group in the future. I have a few options for myself. the cards are as follows:

The Time
The Return (yes, i know it's a female card. i don't give a shit)
The Erase (again, female card, don't care.)
The Shot (female, don't care. looks male.)
I could be REALLY lazy and be The Shadow.

or, The Twin. Still trying to see if Lisa is willing, seeing as athena REALLY wants to be The Song.

eh, who knows. I could even consider being Li Shaouran (or however you spell it...). aaanyways, i suppose that's all i have to report. over and out!

]]> ~little-squee-chan don't read this unless you want to hear venting http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26573765/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26573765/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 16:49:07 PDT
so, you know, i deal with it as best as i can, and call up another friend. she's working, but says that she will call me back once she is done, in about an hour. one hour comes and goes, no phone call. then two hours. it is now almost 7:40, and still no call.

so then, after all this, including an application i was forced to fill out, mom makes me drive to the bank, then to the gas station in southbridge, then grocery shopping, then we finally get home. (at this point, it was one hour after i called my friend). so anyways, after all this fiasco, i settle into the thought that i will see my boyfriend tomorrow!

i log in to myspace, and i read that boyfriend's best friend is hoping to sleep over his house. i immediately get fired up and tell him to kick the bitch out. after a few hours of waiting, he finally texts me that his dad told him that he was bringing him and his brother and sister to some park for the whole day. hang on, i'm getting a little emotional...

okay. so he's going to be gone all day tomorrow, too. saturday i'm going to be in Boston with my other friends all day.

I miss the guy so much. it almost physically hurts me. i'm also quite close to depression.

and speaking of physical pain, i stooped to a level i have tried to get my boyfriend out of. i fucking cut. blood and everything. so you see, all the times i tried to get my boyfriend to stop cutting himself have now gone to waste. i don't care how small the cuts are, theyre still cuts made to escape the emotional pain. which in my case REALLY didn't work, because now i'm in a depressed rage that fires my fingers to type all this out. i'm an emotional wreck. there, i said it. i'm fucked up like the rest of the world. all my efforts to make myself different from other humans have now gone to waste. i broke my shields. i hate myself! I HATE MY SELF! I FUCKING HATE MYSELF!!!

]]> ~little-squee-chan Current Status http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26543703/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26543703/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 08:31:31 PDT
Commissions: I have started them. MarLar for

is a good deal of the way done. the Lion, Tiger, Cat is ruined by mother (not that it was going well in the first place... sorry

... and as for the Giant Adorable Squid, I haven't even thought about that at all. sorry,

.

Anyways, I had to leave from CtConn early on sunday to go to camp. it sucked. horribly. though i do have a great deal more friends. YAY FRIENDS! although one of them is kinda stalking me... hope she doesn't get a DA account, or she will read this... she's creepy super-religious, too... i guess she doesn't bother looking at my relationship statuses. sucks for her when i have to tell her. oh well. i don't care.

enough of my rambling!

]]> ~little-squee-chan random survey because i stole it from vexen http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26228933/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26228933/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 08:54:01 PDT [ ] - You hate peanuts.
[x] - You agree that this quiz is random.
[x] - You have choked on something.
[x] - You are a writer.
[ ] - You smoke.
[x] - You like to swim.
[x] - You like ice cream.

TOTAL SO FAR = 6

[x] - You have lied more than 10 times.
[ ] - You are an only child.
[x] - You have more than 3 pets.
[ ] - You prefer water to other drinks.
[ ] - You are an alcoholic.
[x] - You are under 20 years old.
[ ] - You are over 30 years old.
[x] - You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] - You like jewelry.
[ ] - Your favorite music genre is rock.

TOTAL SO FAR = 9

[x] - You weigh more than 140 lbs.
[x] - You like pirates.
[x] - You like anime.
[x] - You are a fangirl/fanboy of something.
[x] - You take a prescription drug every day.
[ ] - You have a job.
[x] - You live with your parents.
[x] - You like to eat eggs.
[ ] - You have a religion.
[x] - You dress stranger than other people.

TOTAL SO FAR = 17

[x] - You have had diarrhea in the past 2 weeks.
[x] - You have eaten something odd before.
[x] - You are bad at math.
[x] - You love electronics.
[x] - Someone/something has pissed you off in the past week.
[x] - You cuss a lot.
[x] - You believe in aliens.
[x] - You play video games.
[x] - You have low self-esteem.
[ ] - You carry a purse

TOTAL SO FAR = 26

[x] - You like flowers.
[x] - You are bisexual or homosexual.
[ ] - You are a Capricorn or a Scorpio.
[x] - You have used tarot before.
[x] - You believe in ghosts.
[ ] - You think *The-Fun-Group is awesome.
[ ] - You like =Fotus9's horoscopes better than *An-Unsure-Thing's...
[ ] - You thought today's funny saying was really funny.
[ ] - You have gotten one of the daily riddle's right.
[ ] - You have gotten in/came close to being in a fist fight.

TOTAL SO FAR = 30

[x] - You like fire.
[x] - You have fainted or passed out before.
[ ] - You have a high school diploma.
[x] - You live in America.
[x] - You use hand sanitizer a lot.
[x] - You consider yourself a nerd.
[ ] - You have tried chewing tobacco.
[ ] - You are a conspiracy theorist.
[ ] - You sleep in the nude.

TOTAL SO FAR = 35

[x] - You have imagined yourself being famous.
[x] - You own a stuffed animal.
[x] - You like watermelon.
[ ] - You live in Europe.
[x] - You have a fetish for something.
[x] - You fidget a lot.
[x] - You agree that this quiz has nothing to do with anything.
[ ] - You won't re-post this quiz.
[ ] - You have your own personal computer and don't share one.
[ ] - You have a brother.

TOTAL SO FAR = 41

[x] - You can cook well.
[x] - You like to party.
[x] - You are a bad dancer.
[ ] - You are a professional dancer.
[x] - You have crossed paths with a black cat.
[x] - You have a friend that you think is crazy.
[x] - You have under 10 good, close friends.
[ ] - You are anticipating your answer to this quiz.
[x] - You have run away from something.
[ ] - You have watched the movie: "X Men 3".

TOTAL SO FAR = 48

[x] - You like to mix soft drinks together.
[x] - You have done an odd experiment.
[x] - People have stared at you oddly in public
[x] - Your grandmother(s) are still alive.
[ ] - You have a step-mom or dad.
[x] - You hate to be tagged.
[ ] - You have been a member to dA for under 3 months.
[ ] - You have a dA subscription.
[x] - Your hair is brown.
[x] - You love to eat candy.

TOTAL SO FAR = 55

[x] - You have dressed up for Halloween.
[x] - You love cats.
[x] - You have a quirky personality.
[ ] - You are a coffee addict.
[x] - You live near a body of water.
[ ] - You have had a toothache.
[ ] - You currently have to go to the bathroom.
[ ] - You like reading others' answers to "What would you do?".
[ ] - You are a vegetarian/vegan.
[x] - You use the term: "Epic Fail".

GRAND TOTAL = 60

0-25 = A spaceship.
26 = Corn.
27 = The Chosen One.
28 = A donkey.
29 = Flashlight.
30 = Weed.
31 = Stalker.
32 = Poodle.
33 = A turd.
34 = Pacifier.
35 = Chili.
36 = A continent.
37 = Bamboo.
38 = A Nissan Skyline.
39 = Pedophile.
40 = A rather large and smelly fish.
41 = Parachute.
42 = Mob of angry sheep.
43 = A clone of yourself.
44 = A mortified chocolate deer antler.
45 = Pincushion.
46 = Toilet seat.
47 = Ninja.
48 = Psycho passion fruit.
49 = Yellow snow.
50 = Flammable.
51 = A poison Easte... ]]> ~little-squee-chan random survey because i stole it from vexen http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26228917/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26228917/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 08:53:22 PDT [ ] - You hate peanuts.
[x] - You agree that this quiz is random.
[x] - You have choked on something.
[x] - You are a writer.
[ ] - You smoke.
[x] - You like to swim.
[x] - You like ice cream.

TOTAL SO FAR = 6

[x] - You have lied more than 10 times.
[ ] - You are an only child.
[x] - You have more than 3 pets.
[ ] - You prefer water to other drinks.
[ ] - You are an alcoholic.
[x] - You are under 20 years old.
[ ] - You are over 30 years old.
[x] - You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] - You like jewelry.
[ ] - Your favorite music genre is rock.

TOTAL SO FAR = 9

[x] - You weigh more than 140 lbs.
[x] - You like pirates.
[x] - You like anime.
[x] - You are a fangirl/fanboy of something.
[x] - You take a prescription drug every day.
[ ] - You have a job.
[x] - You live with your parents.
[x] - You like to eat eggs.
[ ] - You have a religion.
[x] - You dress stranger than other people.

TOTAL SO FAR = 17

[x] - You have had diarrhea in the past 2 weeks.
[x] - You have eaten something odd before.
[x] - You are bad at math.
[x] - You love electronics.
[x] - Someone/something has pissed you off in the past week.
[x] - You cuss a lot.
[x] - You believe in aliens.
[x] - You play video games.
[x] - You have low self-esteem.
[ ] - You carry a purse

TOTAL SO FAR = 26

[x] - You like flowers.
[x] - You are bisexual or homosexual.
[ ] - You are a Capricorn or a Scorpio.
[x] - You have used tarot before.
[x] - You believe in ghosts.
[ ] - You think *The-Fun-Group is awesome.
[ ] - You like =Fotus9's horoscopes better than *An-Unsure-Thing's...
[ ] - You thought today's funny saying was really funny.
[ ] - You have gotten one of the daily riddle's right.
[ ] - You have gotten in/came close to being in a fist fight.

TOTAL SO FAR = 30

[x] - You like fire.
[x] - You have fainted or passed out before.
[ ] - You have a high school diploma.
[x] - You live in America.
[x] - You use hand sanitizer a lot.
[x] - You consider yourself a nerd.
[ ] - You have tried chewing tobacco.
[ ] - You are a conspiracy theorist.
[ ] - You sleep in the nude.

TOTAL SO FAR = 35

[x] - You have imagined yourself being famous.
[x] - You own a stuffed animal.
[x] - You like watermelon.
[ ] - You live in Europe.
[x] - You have a fetish for something.
[x] - You fidget a lot.
[x] - You agree that this quiz has nothing to do with anything.
[ ] - You won't re-post this quiz.
[ ] - You have your own personal computer and don't share one.
[ ] - You have a brother.

TOTAL SO FAR = 41

[x] - You can cook well.
[x] - You like to party.
[x] - You are a bad dancer.
[ ] - You are a professional dancer.
[x] - You have crossed paths with a black cat.
[x] - You have a friend that you think is crazy.
[x] - You have under 10 good, close friends.
[ ] - You are anticipating your answer to this quiz.
[x] - You have run away from something.
[ ] - You have watched the movie: "X Men 3".

TOTAL SO FAR = 48

[x] - You like to mix soft drinks together.
[x] - You have done an odd experiment.
[x] - People have stared at you oddly in public
[x] - Your grandmother(s) are still alive.
[ ] - You have a step-mom or dad.
[x] - You hate to be tagged.
[ ] - You have been a member to dA for under 3 months.
[ ] - You have a dA subscription.
[x] - Your hair is brown.
[x] - You love to eat candy.

TOTAL SO FAR = 55

[x] - You have dressed up for Halloween.
[x] - You love cats.
[x] - You have a quirky personality.
[ ] - You are a coffee addict.
[x] - You live near a body of water.
[ ] - You have had a toothache.
[ ] - You currently have to go to the bathroom.
[ ] - You like reading others' answers to "What would you do?".
[ ] - You are a vegetarian/vegan.
[x] - You use the term: "Epic Fail".

GRAND TOTAL = 60

0-25 = A spaceship.
26 = Corn.
27 = The Chosen One.
28 = A donkey.
29 = Flashlight.
30 = Weed.
31 = Stalker.
32 = Poodle.
33 = A turd.
34 = Pacifier.
35 = Chili.
36 = A continent.
37 = Bamboo.
38 = A Nissan Skyline.
39 = Pedophile.
40 = A rather large and smelly fish.
41 = Parachute.
42 = Mob of angry sheep.
43 = A clone of yourself.
44 = A mortified chocolate deer antler.
45 = Pincushion.
46 = Toilet seat.
47 = Ninja.
48 = Psycho passion fruit.
49 = Yellow snow.
50 = Flammable.
51 = A poison Easte... ]]> ~little-squee-chan kinda better now... http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26213630/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26213630/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 14:24:56 PDT
so anyways, i need to take a trip to the nearest Hot Topic to get the jeans by thursday. for all i know, we might (me lisa and athena) get a whole lot of shit done tomorrow, but i duno. unless there's a hot topic near the iparty we are planning to go to tomorrow, i don't think we will be able to get my jeans until wednesday or something.

]]> ~little-squee-chan Devious Journal Entry http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26205753/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26205753/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 07:04:02 PDT
she's being bitchy about the money involved in getting this convention ready. all i need is a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, and all of a sudden she freaks on me about not pulling weeds the other day, and how she is spending tons of money on this convention. it's disgusting.

and in addition, my father emails her a link to a leather trenchcoat on ebay. he says that this would work for my demyx organization coat. first of all, i think it's hideous. second of all, it doesn't even have a hood. third, it doesn't have a zipper at all, let alone a giant one. it's got a belt you tie. basically, its a flasher's coat. so i tell my mom that it won't work, and she types, and i attempt to quote, "Alex says it won't work, but thank you so much for trying so hard". then she says that i'm a rude little shit, and pisses me off beyond my limits.

therefore, i really don't want to go to CtConn anymore. let alone any more conventions ever. fucking bitch. if i don't log on after today, i'm probably either as victim of murder or mysterious sudden death.

]]> ~little-squee-chan i'm tired of boredom. http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26127205/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26127205/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 10:36:52 PDT
also, oblivionLIVE needs more questions for the Ask the Org video series. we've used mostly our own questions (mainly saix and larxene have asked the questions...) so ask. now.

]]> ~little-squee-chan Serious Cosplay Mode Engaged http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26059246/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26059246/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 06:12:29 PDT
anyways, for those who are in my area, i will obviously be needing lots of assistance. mainly with making the sitar and going on shopping sprees. i'm thinking Hot Topic for my demyx shirt and pants that i will be modding... yay skinny tight jeans! pretty much how i'm modding them is i'm going to slice the outer sides and lace them with something black, like maybe ribbon or shoelace. i don't know at this point.

anyways, if y'all have any suggestions or would like to offer some help, i would be SO happy for both. now how will i get the money for it all... hmmm.... *scuttles off to the poison cellar*

]]> ~little-squee-chan goddamnit, almost all of these make sense... DX http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26040516/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26040516/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 08:30:20 PDT 2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...

soundtrack of the life of : Squee!

Opening credits:
"the Story of Beauty" - Destiny's Child
(how fitting... ><

Waking up:
"Misery Business" - Paramore
(again. how fitting... DX )

First Day of School:
"The Merry Old Land of Oz" - Wizard of Oz
(the hell, people!?)

First kiss:
"Think of Me" - Phantom of the Opera
(. . . no fucking comment)

Falling in Love:"When You're Good to MAMA" - Chicago
(. . .)

Fight song:
"As Long As You're Mine" - Wicked
(this kinda makes sense. fighting for someone you love or whatever. or not.)

Breaking Up:
"One (Blake's Got A New Face)" - Vampire Weekend
(FINALLY! a ridiculous song!)

High School:
"Nas Ne Dagoniat (Russian version of "Not Gonna Get Us") t.A.T.u.
(i suppose this could make a little bit of sense...)

Prom:
"Opening Title" - Paul Gemignani (Sweeney Todd - Original)
(scary prom...)

College:
"For A Pessimist I'm Pretty Optimistic" - Paramore
(i guess so. it kinda makes sense.)

Study Abroad:
"Class" - Chicago
(*frenchman* Peh! filthy americans! you 'ave no manners!)

That one drunk night:
"Good King Joy" - Trans-Siberian Orchestra
(uhhhhmmm... unless its a really drunked fat black guy, i'm pretty sure this doesn't fit.)

Life:
"Climb Ev'ry Mountain" - Sound of Music
( -_-U)

Mental Breakdown:
"Green Finch and Linnet Bird" (bonus) - Stephen Sondheim (Sweeney Todd)
(Well, those notes are enought o make any singer insane)

Walking Down the Street:
"Show Me Love" -t.A.T.u
(dear god.)

How your husband feels about you:
"I Bet You Look Good On The Dancefloor" - Arctic Monkeys
(apparently i'm a really good dancer...)

Driving:
"Pretty Women" - Sweeney Todd (original)
(what, i'mn a pervert now!? MEH! DOES NOT WANT!)

Flashback:
"One Song Glory" - Rent
(how fitting... AGAIN)

Getting back together:
"Sexy Daddy" - Destiny's Child
(soot me. shoot me now.)

First job:
"No Place Like London" - Sweeney Todd (Original)
Yay! I'm workin in London! XD!!!!)

Wedding:
Christmas Eve (Sarajevo 12/24) - Trans-Siberian Orchestra
(yay! a wedding on christmas eve! XD)

Birth of a child:
"When the Sun Goes Down" - Arctic Monkeys

Vacation:
"Green Finch and Linnett Bird" - Sweeney Todd (original)
(Yay. i go insane on my vacation! (see mental breakdown))

Retirement:
"independent Woman Pt. 1" - Destiny's Child
(makes sense)

Final battle:
"Alas For You" - Godspell
(well, he's confronting the devil in the movie during this song...)

Death scene:
"Dashboard" - Modest Mouse
(the first line is actually really good for this)

Funeral song:
"If Love is a Crime" - Anastacia (Chicago)
(It really makes sense.)

The End.

]]> ~little-squee-chan fuck summer. http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25770238/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25770238/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 09:14:09 PDT
anyways, last week i worked at an overnight camp. god, i don't know why i do it. i have this week off and then next week i work one more week, then i'm done with camp. as for right now, im bored out of my skull. my sister is staying with me for a few days while my parents are out of state with my aunts. im too lazy to shower, and i feel really gross. my parents bought me a car to share with my mom, but it got a flat tire after we filled it with air on it's first official drive with me in it. stupid car... anyways, i suppose my useless and boring ramblings should be over now.

members of OL, lemme know when you are doing things! i felt bad that i couldn't help you guys out on the last filming day! TT~TT

]]> ~little-squee-chan yay loopholes! http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25213575/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25213575/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 09:42:09 PDT
this has been Demyx of OblivionLIVE! <3 XD

]]> ~little-squee-chan Floppy Flapper is Floppy! http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24534352/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24534352/ Fri, 01 May 2009 16:47:30 PDT
Anyways, Im getting a haircut tomorrow at ten-ish, and i have no plans after that. my parents will be absent from the home during the afternoon, so people can't come over, but I'm available to hang out anyways. Gimme a buzz if youre bored.

]]> ~little-squee-chan yay blood clots! http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24410439/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24410439/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 12:50:12 PDT
my alarm diddn't go off on tuesday, so i had ten minutes to shower and get my ass to school. wednesday i found out hat thursday is the day i get my wisdom teeth out, thursday i endure bleeding pain and freezing cold on my face. not fun. friday was better because i din't have to talk all day for both the wisdom teeth reason and that it was the Day of Silence for LGBT awareness, and in honor of the boy in massachusetts who hanged himself two weeks ago because he was teased every day for being gay. thing is, he never identified as being gay. he would have been 12 last friday.

anyways, enough with the sad! I made SEA-SALT ICE CREAM to SHARE! so so come on down to my house after 12 pm to have an outdoors picnic lunch. same rules apply as last time, bring something to eat, maybe a board game or two, a couple movies, but this time i don't think we are sleeping over my house. maybe next weekend. i just don't want to be a swollen bloody mess in front of all of you. but anyways, sorry for anything short-notice, but it came as a though to me this very afternoon. hope you can make it! comment here for an rsvp or call me. however you can let me know, use that mode to get information from me.

]]> ~little-squee-chan Devious Journal Entry http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24343492/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24343492/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 13:22:33 PDT
CHECK each sentence that applies to you.

[]I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

[X]I wear BLACK, so I MUST be a goth. {my parents won't let me wear black too much...}

[]I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

[]I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

[]I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

[X]I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

[]I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

[x]I'm BISEXUAL, so I MUST have AIDS.

[]I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

[]I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

[]I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

[x]I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

[x]I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

[]I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

[X]I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

[]I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.

[]I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

[]I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

[x]I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

[]I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

[]I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

[]I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

[]I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

[]I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.

[]I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

[X]I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

[]I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

[]I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

[]I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

[]I'm ITALIAN, so I MUST have a big peter.

[]I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat..

[]I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

[]I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

[X]I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

[]I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

[]I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

[X]I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

[]I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore.

[]I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

[x]I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

[X]I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO. {hey, there is NOTHING wrong with being bisexual, bitches!}

[]I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

[]I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

[]I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.

[]I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.

[]I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis. {It's ok she has a penis.}

[]I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.

[]I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

[]I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.

[X]I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.

[]I'm CHRISTIAN, so I MUST hate gay people. {I know a bunch of Christians that have no problems with homosexual people.}

[x]I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.

[x]I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.

[X]I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.

[]I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.

[]I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse

[]IÂm a GOTH, so I MUST be a Satanist {Nothing's wrong with Satan}

[x]I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker. {Fanboy}

[]I watch PORN so I MUST be perverted.

[]I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.

[X]I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.

[]I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers. {Beavers rock!}

[]I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.

[X]I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.

[]I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST have bad teeth. {I have bad teeth anyways >.<}

[X]IÂm WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet.

[]I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE.

[X]I care about the ENVIRONMENT, so I MUST be a tree hugging hippie.

[]I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan.

[]I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion.

[]I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blonde blue-eyed lesbian.

[X]I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER. {so what if I am?}

[]I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG.

[]I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST. {I do believe a bunch of stuff they do.}
~little-squee-chan yay survey... ⌐.⌐ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24251543/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24251543/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 06:00:16 PDT when do you want me over, should i bring demyx, any movies you want me to bring?

Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
i like my friends... and my significant other...

Last time you saw your mother laugh?
i couldn't say i remember.

Where is your phone?
my cell is on my bed charging, and my house phone is right next to me. i feel like a loser now...

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
nope. i think im in the dark recesses of their mind at the moment.

Are you happy with the way things are going?
nope.

What did you do today?
found candy mountain and had a disco party. its not even NINNE IN THE MORNING YET, WHAT DO YOU THINK I WOULD BE DOING THIS EARLY!?

Had a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
nope. im glad he isn't part of my life anymore.

Can you watch scary movies?
not really...

Has anyone ever spelt your name wrong?
yep. in fourth grade they spelled it "A-L-I-X" instead of "A-L-E-X". stupidity is reaching its hands deeper into the ranks of children today....

Would you rather have room mates or live alone?
room mates. i can't stand being alone in a house by myself. and either way, i wouldn't have enough money to pay it all off by myself.

Did you cry at all today?
nope. let's keep it that way, okay?

Is anyone on your bad side right now?
yep. a couple people, actually.

Do you know anyone named AMANDA?
i know a few, yeah. why?

Name ONE thing you love about winter?
i don't have an answer. i fucking hate winter. i should just stop existing.

Have you ever cut your own hair?
nope

Do you have anything to say to anyone, but can't?
its awkward to say for both of us...

Have you ever told someone that you loved them?
yeah, but its awkward to say... probably because this is my first ACTUAL love in my life.

Do you think 2009 will be better than 2008?
nope. the world is being flushed down the shithole, and everything gets worse from then on.

How did you wake up this morning?
stupid cat making noises and jumping on me and sticking his cold nose in my face. stupid cat ><

What do you want for your next birthday?
a new fucking iPod and maybe a nintendo DS. like that will ever happen... we're way too poor... fuck my life.

Do you even try hard at school?
no, actually. and yet i still get good grades.....

Do you have a secret that you've never told anyone?
tons and tons.

Whats on your mind?
nothing. nothing is ever on my mind.

Are you ticklish?
depends who's tickling me. family and close friends usually can do it. for everyone else, it just kinda hurts.. alot.

What did you do last night?
compared each of my friends to a first generation pokemon with athena and fluffykins. i'm a vulipix! XD

Are you available?
to hang out? if i get rides then hell yeah!

Are you really happy or are you just saying that?
i said i was happy? when was this?

Where did you get your last bruise from?
probably my own clumsiness.

Have you ever thought you were gonna die?
yep. many times. i prayed for death in third grade. that's how i know god doesn't exist.

Have you ever recieved a D/F on your report card?
yep. i took a summer course!

What are you currently hearing right now?
the furnace slowing down, wind chimes, my own typing, the noisy toilet in the bathroom attached to the office...

If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Keyes

What kind of mood are you in today?
tired still. probably will be exasperated from boredom.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
mom. she's a pathological liar, though.

Will this weekend be a good one?
nope.

Do you have curly hair?
nope

What should you be doing right now?
not being on the computer.

Are you mad at anyone right now?
nope. more like pissed.

Whats the 8th text message in your phone say?
INVASION OF PRIVACY IS ILLEGAL IN ALL STATES! BUGGER OFF!

Did you see the movie Twilight?
yeah. i also dealt with the pain of listening to all the girls giggle and sigh in ecstasy. if you ask me, i wish they would all eat a whole bottle of ecstasy at once.

What is bothering you right now?
the fact that mom will yell at me... ]]> ~little-squee-chan plans CANCELLED http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24235545/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24235545/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 09:19:46 PDT
]]> ~little-squee-chan Devious Journal Entry http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24180479/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24180479/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 10:39:29 PDT
SO! ways you can contact me and let me know whether or not you can come are by calling, messaging me on here, myspace, or facebook, sending me an email, or sending me a text message. just remember, i need to know BY TUESDAY! so for those people who procrastinate a lot [you know who you are...], i suggest you get to me right away. kapeesh?

~Demyx

EDIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1.) Fluffy can't make it, so DDR might be out of the question, unleess kaytee brought hers.

2.) Twister is a possibility, but I don't know who has one...

3.) my parents suggested lazer tag, so we might play a couple games of that

4.) if there is a movie we all want to see that's out on DVD, we can rent it and watch it, and of course, you could bring a couple movies yourself (this does NOT mean to bring more than three *coughathenacough* XD you know i kid!)

]]> ~little-squee-chan Spring Get-Together? http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24093226/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24093226/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 12:37:24 PDT
I think i will hold it here at my small plot of land and we might do things outside. (i has trampoline! ^^) i just need ideas on what the hell to do this time. i don't know if I want to do movies, or DDR, or guitar hero, or what. actually, scratch the last two off. i don't own those. -.-U

ideas help. its actually funny (athena will get a kick out of this one), But my mom suggested we all bake something. HAHAHAHAHA! she knows i'm horrible about cleaning up my own messes. ><

anyways, get back to me and lemme know what's on your respective agendas. till then, this is Squee, over and OUT!

]]> ~little-squee-chan The world is fucking ending. http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23904278/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23904278/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 17:10:54 PDT
anyways, i suppose i should update this empty hole, even though nobody reads this shit half the time.

1.) Life doesn't suck anymore... as much...

2.) I have a significant other finally! ^^ *coughcoughBenKeyescough*

3.) art and poetry have been thrown away for now. they will be dug out later when I feel like digging up graves.

4.) drama llama came for a visit last night. short visit. i chopped it into pieces and ate it.

5.) chemistry sucks @$$. major @$$.

6.) wanna hang out sometime soon? mom doesnt approve of us seeing each other every time.

]]> ~little-squee-chan get the FUCK over here http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23649217/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23649217/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 18:40:23 PDT
Updates on Anime Boston:

Probably won't end up going, because my family now has less money than before, and I have nothing to make and sell to raise money, so it's less likely I can pre-register and get an organization coat, and I don't see anyone starting really on other cosplays. (no offense to those who really are making progress) I think I have to skip it this year guys. it looks more likely that i will be going to ConnectiCon because we have connections with a guy that works at the hotel next door to the convention center, so free ticket and hotel room work for me. and either way, I will probably have a job by then, and job = money.

Updates on Ballet series:

I'm choosing to take a break from it, seeing as my parents have been really stresed lately and sporratically flip shit on me about the same things all the time. i can't deal with much at the moment. sorry for those who were looking forward to it...

anyways, in general, my life is going into a slump right now, so if i seem a little odd, you know why. My sleeping patter is off lately, too, so i might be sleeping in the morning. tell people not to kick or hit me.

]]> ~little-squee-chan lll - 3- http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23588042/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23588042/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 12:27:05 PDT
My Ballet Series progress!
1.) Stand
2.) Break away
3.) Pas de La Mort
4.) Broken heart
5.) Wind
6.) Water
7.) Earth
8.) Fire
9.) Alone
10.) Wings

]]> ~little-squee-chan Is it safe to come out yet? http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23542677/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23542677/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 15:23:06 PST ~. so i just realized that im acting like this. its cold outside and I don't want it to be. thank GOD its supposed to be warm and rainy all weekend. Sunday is supposed to reach 60!!!!! WOOT!

anyways, im taking a break from posting anything on here (besides Journals) because i have no motivation to do so. and being on the computer makes my hands ridiculously cold. like, colder than ice.

Anyways, i suppose that's all i have here. I still need to do more planning about my hair... OH YEAH! im planning on chemically-straightening my hair (i hate it wavy. i get banana curls at my ears and it just poofs out alot) and then turning it black/darker than it is now. i need to talk to kaytee about it though...

till next time!

]]> ~little-squee-chan Fancy http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23464761/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23464761/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 07:22:59 PST

and

1. Put Your iTunes (or whatever music player) on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Horn Intro

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Dangerously in Love

How do you feel today?
Walcott

What is your life's purpose?
Holiday [HELLZ YEAH!]

What is your motto?
If I were King of the Forest

What do your friends think of you?
Gospel Medley

What do you think of your parents?
Ah, Miss

What do you think about very often?
Epiphany [my god, if i had an epiphany every day, the world would not exist today! XD]

What is 2+2?
A Little Priest [my god, thats a funny one!]

What do you think of your best friend?
The Sword of Damocles

What do you think of the person you like?
Light of the World (from the original motion picture Godspell) [wow, this one really fits the question!]

What is your life's story?
God, That's Good [god, that's a good question! XD]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Kiss Me [my own answer to the question is "loved". how fitting!]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Dig Your Grave [ D= omg, that's depressing

What will you dance to at your wedding?
By My Side (from the original motion picture Godspell)[my guess is this is a slowdance song. it fits, though.]

What will they play at your funeral?
Overture/And All That Jazz [what!? are people gonna be happy i died!?]

What is your hobby/interest?
Do-Re-Mi [it works. my god, my ipod is really creepy! 0~~~~0U]

What is your biggest fear?
Boulevard of Broken Dreams [alright, this needs to stop!]

What is your biggest secret?
Not Gonna Get Us

What do you think of your friend?
God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen [o_Olll]

How would you describe yourself?
Cape Cod Kwassa Kwassa [nice! one of my favorites! ^-^]

What will you post this as?
Fancy [oh dear GOD WHY THAT SONG!?]

]]> ~little-squee-chan -_-U total boredom is a betch. http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23399939/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23399939/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 14:12:32 PST .> ) Anyway, if you guess what the song is you get a request from me (could be a picture, story thing, whatever....) if you want one that is.
One per customer unless only one person is guessing. (whatever that means... you know? screw that. first come, first serve.)

1.) We're down at Mardy Bum. I've seen your frown and it's like looking down the barrel of a gun and it goes off.

2.)Thought I couldn't breathe without you, I'm inhaling. Thought I couldn't see without you, perfect vision. you thought i couldn't last without you, but I'm lasting. You thought that I would die without you, but I'm living. (sorry, that was really long... gomen!)

3.) Ooh, baby, don't you know I suffer? ooh, baby, can't you hear me moan? You caught me under false pretenses. How long before you let me go?

4.)I never asked for this, or planned it in advance. I was merely blown here by the winds of chance.

5.)I'm in serious shit, i feel totally lost. if i'm asking for help, its only because being with you has opened my eyes. i would never believe such a perfect surprise.

6.)high on a hill was [title of the song] *yodel*. loud was the voice of [title again] *yodel* folks in a town that was quite remote heard *yodel* lusty and clear from the [part of the title]'s throat heard *yodel*

7.)Where i'd really like to go in a year or so... don't you want to know? do you really want to know?

8.) WAIT whats your rush? whats your hurry? you gave me such a... fright, i thought you was a ghost.

9.) the trouble with schools is they always try to teach the wrong lessons. believe me, i've been kicked out of enough of them to know.

10.) is your bed made? is your sweater on? do you wanta like you know i dooooooooo? (how's THAT for a song to guess?)

I am ebull. this is staying until all the songs are guessed, by the way.

]]> ~little-squee-chan Random thingy I got from :iconarofexdracona: http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23283304/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23283304/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 05:03:46 PST [link]

this is where i really got it.

1. Oh no, Kaytee got kidnapped by aliens! What do you say once they get back?
How was the mind fuck?

2. What is one thing Lisa isn't exactly made for?
Let's see... doing anything productive (then again, none of us are...)

3. Would you open a mystery gift Kat just gave you, without much hesitation?
HELL YEAH! I LUUUURVES PRESENTS!

4. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Katie or Athena?
. . . Well. Athena was stuck in them before, but she's violent... Kaytee is extraordinarily perverted and reeeeally hyper... i choose a cuddley panda! XD the stuffed animal.

5. Who is Kat's best friend?
MEEE!!!! . . . or her boyfriend... go on, Kat, Pick.

6. What if you found out that Chelsea F was secretly an alien plotting to take over the world together with Reiychelle?
Laugh hysterically for a moment, then glomp both of them.

7. If Amanda and Cacey teamed up, what would they most likely accomplish?
The eminent doom of Corey, probably.

8. Can Chelsea be bad influence?
Yup. she's freaking Namine!

9. Does Fluffykins have any pets?
Snowball the giant whatever the hell kind of dog he is and Finny the other dog.

10. What's Cacey's opinion on cheese?
How should i know? i dont talk to her much...

]]> ~little-squee-chan uuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhh http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23250203/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23250203/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 09:20:16 PST
I feel a little tired right now because i have a light cold. just the sinus pressure/light cough thing. only for me, its annoyingly forcing me to use my asthma medicine every few hours. so therefore, i get headaches. which i now have. great.

but who cares! im having people over in less than an hour, so who cares? i just need to take some motrin, have lunch, and maybe take a light nap.

anyways, i decided last night that i would make a tribute to Kiki's Delivery Service and so i did. its not looking right... maybe if i put eyebrows and color on it... perhaps. anyways, i will talk to you all later. Bye! ^^

]]> ~little-squee-chan Tuesday http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23189026/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23189026/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 06:36:53 PST
1.) food. this could be anything from goldfish to medium-rare steaks. sweets are a good idea, too.

2.) if you can, it would be great if you yould bring tea (any kind. i have plain breakfast tea and that's it...)

3.) movies. we might not end up being able to watch dvd's, but bring one or two just in case. i still can't hook up my dvd player, but maybe reiychelle can help, if she's coming.

4.) Games. this could be apples to apples, a deck of cards (i have poker chips) or candyland. i have very few fun games.

5.) yourselves. clothes. anything that makes you decent. no birthday suits(coughcoughreiychellecough). You can wear anything valentines'ey or just anything else. something red, though. doesnt have to be alot.

Please, RSVP as soon as you can, meaning before tuesday. If things don't work out for tuesday on my part, then it will probably be rescheduled to either wednesday or just until further notice. i have my appointment to get my wisdom teeth out thursday, so... yeah.

6.) kaytee, if you can or want to, you can bring sodas so we can get you more tabs.

]]> ~little-squee-chan Memory http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23155487/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23155487/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 12:33:28 PST Leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Don't send a message, leave a comment on here. Next, re-post this in your journal and see how many people leave a memory about you!

]]> ~little-squee-chan Dear Me, http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23102747/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23102747/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 13:29:14 PST ------

Alex, my long Lost Friend,

You have people who finally accept you for who you are. Trust them, they're the first people who you feel comfortable with. they don't judge, and half of the time they don't care about much. You can tell them what you want. Just get over the Trust-problem you have had since early childhood, you're not a child anymore. So stop acting like it. Do more outside, you lazy ass, your pants are getting tighter.

Do more with your life, too. Get your Permit so you can get your liscense. Get a job. Stop brooding over the simplest of things. Do more art, Talk to more people, Live! Stop being an angsty, lazy Asshole! STOP IT! LIVE!

~ your long-lost friend,

You.

-_-U alrighty... I tag...

Kagome-chanx
arofexdracona
chibi-schnurri
Manga-Phoenix
Sky-Gear

Have fun with it.

]]> ~little-squee-chan GUESS WHAT!? http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23021685/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23021685/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 14:15:40 PST
why the hell DO keep updating this thing if i have nothing to update about?

anyways, Tomorrow, I am going to New York Comic Convention (NYCC) with

and

as Demyx (me), Namine' (sky-gear), and Xigbar (manga-phoenix). Not sure yet, but Xiggy and I might have coats for it, but I'm not sure about mine, and i havent heard anything definite from Xig. anywho, i hope to have fun there. it will be my first convention, even if not for just strait anime, but hey, a Con's a Con.

I hope to meet new people there. i doubt it though. ah well, i might.

]]> ~little-squee-chan Gomen... ^^U http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22982644/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22982644/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 12:17:29 PST
once again, sorry! ^^U

]]> ~little-squee-chan CHARGIN MAH LAZERS!!!! BAUGH!!! http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22980601/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22980601/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 09:55:12 PST [x] You have ran into a glass/screen door
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blond. (Not even when I'm cosplaying >.<

TOTAL: 4

[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow. (Amber can do it)
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[ ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x]You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 7

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling

TOTAL: 10

[x] You have fallen asleep in class. (are you really that surprised)
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'

TOTAL: 13

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math. (it's more of a reflex than anything else)
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.(Spanish oral - Don't wanna!)
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 17

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[x] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin. (I don't even own one of those)

TOTAL: 22

GRAND TOTAL: 22

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.

I'm as insane as Spica-senpai. 88%.

]]> ~little-squee-chan i seem to be sighing alot recently http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22888545/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22888545/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 15:48:14 PST
i hate venting. it makes me feel like i did all through middle school.

just updating to ensure that i'm alive.

]]> ~little-squee-chan *sigh* i seem to be doing that alot lately... http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22888452/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22888452/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 15:43:36 PST
I'm going to ComiCon NY next week, so if y'all go, you might see me there.

eh, like i said, nothing to update. good for you if you even read any of this.

]]> ~little-squee-chan unhhh... im too laaaazy to think of one http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22777536/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22777536/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 16:16:07 PST
othewrwise, i will probably be watching a whole lotta movies tomorrow, but will take pauses to go on here and other stuff, so keep an eye out for me. mom has class tomorrow from 8:30 to like 12, but maybe not because of the snow, so if she doesnt leave, i wont be on very much seeing as she has something similar to a paper due on saturday, so she will need the computer.

i might start a new file on FF2 on normal mode. not sure yet, though. as far as i know, the only differences between the levels is the amount of health the Herbal Meds restore, and the end battle against sae and the kusabi, but at least they give you a practice thing in mission mode... well, not gonna bore you with things you either know about or have no idea what im talking about, so i will end that...

My sister just stopped by to grab her crap before she goes to school on thursday (she hasnt completely moved out of either our or my aunt's house till she gets this crap tonight) so i wont see her till spring break or something. I'm gonna miss her! TT~TT

well, i suppose that's all. BTW Kat, I dont think i will have any cosplays done by ComiCon. unless i get the felt for my sitar in the next day or two. that's alot of felt, too. Wally-world doesnt sell it anymore, and nobody is going to want to go out in the next couple days, so if anything, i would only have the wig and maybe some cards. dont think i will even go... Sorry!

]]> ~little-squee-chan GAHH! http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22763520/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22763520/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 15:49:48 PST
anywho, today, we filmed a video for youtube because we got tagged. luckily, athena had ordered a couple wigs and one of them was my Demyx wig. thank god. it looks really good on me (for a mullet)and it fits well. next on the list for the costume is ordering the coat for demyx. then kaytee are goiung to begin working on the sitar. i actually didnt really want to do the full size for financial and personal reasons. but they dont want mew to be a bad cosplayer, so i guess i have to make the huge ass thing. ah crap. whatever. well, i gotta go get interviewed now, so i will check in whenever i come into contact with internet next.

at least i found out that my computer has a minor virus that restarts the computer and then freezses it. oh well, it will go away soon.

BAIIIZ!

]]> ~little-squee-chan Why dorothy and toto went over the rainbow http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22579100/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22579100/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 14:01:41 PST
anyways, as i type this, i am screaming about how fucking cold it is in my house, and the fact that i can't type at all while my hands are this cold...

anywho, I hate end of semesters. they suck worse than physicals. fuck, its so HARD to type!

I'm planning to get a aircut in the near future. its way too long at the moment, and it looks really bad. it makes my head look like a giant hairy onion. I have a picture somewhere around here which is how i want it again. nice and short, so I can do funky hairstyles and hide it easily under my Demyx Wig.

anywho, for those in the area of my residence, I shall printeth a picture or something. as for right now, i need to email my spanish teacher.

]]> ~little-squee-chan The Cute Little Dead Girl http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22507827/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22507827/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 14:26:52 PST [link] watch it if you havent yet. i guarantee you will lol!

]]> ~little-squee-chan Sci-Fi Double Feature http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22475552/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22475552/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 17:58:06 PST
]]> ~little-squee-chan LOL! FACEBOOK HAS PIRATE SPEAK! http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22452874/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22452874/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 13:41:34 PST
]]> ~little-squee-chan Please read and watch. this is no ordinary journal http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22436235/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22436235/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 15:16:29 PST [link]

this is probably one of the funniest things on youtube. you might have seen it bafore at Amanda's party, but watch it all the way. its really funny! loving this video!

there might be a couple jokes about this in our group...

1] Threeâ namesâ you go by?
Squee, Alex, Lexy. athena, if you ever bring this up in public (and i mean anywhere other than the internet) i will taint your water with arsenic. like it?

2] Threeâ thingâs you are weariâng rightâ now?
underwear socks and my other clothes.

3] Are you tiredâ?â
kinda, yeah. i get tired around this time.

4] Have you ever been givenâ a rose?â
loads of times. all for being in plays, though. no romantic crap.

5] Have you ever lickeâd a photoâ?â
yeah, but only because i spilled something on it, and i didnt want to ruin the picture.

6] Have you ever been in love?â
hell no.

8] What'âs your curreânt problâems?â
i hae a headache. and i have to magically pull about 5 cosplay outfits out of my ass.

9] Have you ever had your heartâ brokeân?â
nah. it was broken to begin with. i gave love up.

10] Are membeârs of the opposâite sex confuâsing?
no. not really. my sister and mom are very... outward with their personal life... disturbing, yes?

11] How many kids do you want to have?â
at least 2 adopted. i want them to experience sibling childhood.

16] What song do you want playeâd at your weddiâng?
something sad, melodious, and slow.

17] Do you like anyonâe?â
like i said, i gave that emotion up.

18] Do you thinkâ the persoân you like likesâ you?
no comment

19] Have you ever wroteâ a love song?â
i suck at poetry. lovey dovey or not.

20] If the persoân you last kisseâd kisseâd someoâne else how wouldâ you feel?â
never kissed. im a germophobe.

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx

Have you ever kisseâd someoâne 16 or olderâ ?
nobody.

Is your boyfrâiend or girlfâriendâ a pain in the ass?
... i will let you figure that one out by yourself.

How many bathiâng suitsâ do you own?
i dunno. tey probably dont fit anymore anyways. im getting larger in the horizontal direction.

Ever eatenâ soap?â
yep. i said something mom didnt like so i sat there for about 15-20 minutes straining my tongue away from the bar. i did pretty well, actually. but it was all over my teeth, so i had to brush my teeth.

What song are you listeâning to rightâ now?
not listening to music. i cant focus well when i listen to music.

Is thereâ a placeâ you wouldâ like to visitâ?
many places, actually. few are in the country.

Have you ever falleân into a mud puddlâe?ââ
close, but no dice.

Do you like winteâr?ââ
nope. i also hate summer. the temperatures are too extreme. spring and fall are better, even though my hair falls out in fall...

Does your screeân name have numbeârs in it?
i dont have one.

What'ââ s your favorâite non- alcohâolic beverâage?ââ
god, i dont even know. i like coffe, tea, their iced relatives, soda, water, and grape juice.

Do you listeân to rap?
fuck no.

Do you have any piercâings?ââ
no. i actually dont want any.

What are you excitâed aboutâ?â
shopping for steampunk costumes in a few days!!!

Are you an artisât?â
what do you mean by artist? i dont really think im an artist anymore. im a freelance ameteur photographer.

Do you have an addicâtion?â
sweets.

How many pilloâws do you sleepâ with?ââ
4. stacked up against the headboard. i need support for my lungs.

Do you like hugs and kisseâs?ââ
hugs. kisses are wet, slimy, sticky, and icky.

What did you do today?ââ
school, hang out with friends, eat pizza, eat half-melted ice cream, and this.

Been embarârasseâd in publiâc?ââ
i dont think so... ive been upset in public, though. does that count?

Have you been in troubâle with the cops?ââ
ive been involved, but not in trouble with them.

Are you confuâsed aboutâ anythâing rightâ now?
how the hell am i supposed to get my cosplay stuff done when i have no money to pay my friends back for all theyre trying to do for me?

What colorâ are your eyes?ââ
light brown and green.

What are you doingâ tomorârow?
school unles... ]]> ~little-squee-chan late x-mas http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22395601/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22395601/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 13:59:51 PST
anyways, im on the final chapter of Fatal Frame, but i decided to take the easy way out of the game and have technically beaten the game by leaving without my sister, who was sadly sacrificed and killed in the lost village. i will probably either work on it more tonight or tomorrow. depends.

eh, there's really not much else going on today.

]]> ~little-squee-chan cats, teeth, and om noms. http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22273181/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22273181/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 11:38:15 PST
in other news, i have three tickets to go see Cats on stage in Worchester on January 25th. if you are interested, let me know, and PLAN TO GO ON THAT DATE IF YOU WANT TO GO. otherwise i would have to bring my parents. i dont have a good website to give you for the basic plot of the show, but you can look it up on Wikipedia. so again, if you would like to go;

1.) let me know
2.) make sure everyone in your family knows. put it everywhere in your house, especially the fridge or bathroom mirror. make plans around this date, and if you have to duck out at the last minute, i wont be mad, as long as it is a legitimate reaqson (such as a person dying, youre dying, you have to babysit and forgot, or any other emergency or appointment.) just kidding about that last bit.

if you live out of the town of woodstock, you would get picked up by my parents after school (its on a school day), and spend the time between school and show here at my house. i have om noms. (EDIT! this is not on a school day. its the last sunda of the month.it is also at 2 in the afternoon.)

anyways, thank you for your cooperation, and if i sound strict with these regulations, its only because our plans sometimes dont follow through.

]]> ~little-squee-chan shit... im freaking nervous... and hungry! http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22254508/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22254508/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 04:35:05 PST
okay, so today is the day i get my wisdom teeth out, right? so i was thinking that i wanted to get knocked out for it, so they give me a paper that has rules for that. it says "no eating food after midnight of the night before the procedure" so you know, i had a chest cold all weekend, so i wasnt hungry. i wake up this morning, and find out that im FUCKING STARVING! my appointment is at 1 IN THE FREAKING AFTERNOON! god, im gonna die...

in other news, some highlights of christmas were seeing my sister (she stayed overnight because i asked her to) and getting the original broadway cast soundtrack to Rocky Horror Picture Show, even though it was originally without the "picture" part. i also got the best of Rent cd, and the Twilight soundtrack (shut up, theyre all really good songs...) and a t-shirt/ pjbottoms matchup with Stewie from Family Guy on them. im wearing the pants as i type, and theyre DAMNED warm! and soft! ^-^ *enjoys the soft pants* included with tha, i got Star Wars Lego game, and its surprisingly fun. although there are SO MANY CUTSCENES that go on FOREVER... and i got a game called MX vs. ATV? its some sort of racing game between four wheelers and dirtbikes. it is also surprisingly fun. i also got super strong spiking gel, which is a wonderful thing for crazy hair day! ^-^ can anyone say "Mullet-Muffin"?

anywho, luck is needed, and best wishres, hugs, love, chocolate, soft foods (not jello) and stuff are also accepted. wish me luck, and no infections!

]]> ~little-squee-chan Saturday http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22098272/ http://little-squee-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22098272/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 08:02:51 PST
1.) who are you that are going

2.) who can bring lots of fruit and other things to dip into chocolate? im bringing my chocolate fountain to kaytee's and im already paying for all the chocolate that goes into it, so we can't afford to get more stuff for it, so someone or multiple people need to bring stuff. kaytee, i hope you dont mind me making the chocolate in the kitchen, it needs to be melted to put it into the fountain.

im still making cookies.. believe it or not, but its close to done now. just a couple more batches then i will be done by the time my siser comes over to decorate them. then later tonaight i have a party at my aunt's house, so i wont be on till tomorrow afternoon, probably. so if youre answering me on my questions, just message me or something. thanks!

~ Squee <3

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