http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:livils&section=today deviantART RSS for by:livils en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 02 Dec 2009 22:46:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/28598364/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/28598364/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 20:00:25 PST well I got 4credits
not as good as last time but ok i guess
so I odn't have to pay back my scholarship
and may actually get into second year law it seems

my mood won't match


two and a halfish months

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/28426414/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/28426414/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 03:56:49 PST completely freaked out about results because they are either going to mean lawyer or not a lawyer for me *looksnervous*
I watched the waters of mars todayiwhs i hadn't but some sent me the link and I haveveyr little self control as we know
i belive my reaction form memory was HOLYCRAPNOOOHFSJGYCCGSTWRWXUIXTYKLHBEJCY UVIHBVOMG!
i'm just like no bad doctorbad doctor *sniff* *wahhh*
sadness of my favouritedoctor regenerating
so I went back to merlin land to hide in denial for alittle longer whilststill goimng hgdtysgctryre everynow and then about dr who
the new merlin epwas pretty fucking awesome also . alsocannot wait for that to shoow here. *bounces* lol rope/look on merlin's face whether intentional or not Idon't believewhat they say was happenning
ahh lots of watching smexy actors so far this week
and thinking about moving to the uk in 4 or 5years. or atleast going there. everytime someone comes back I'm just like woah.
which was really weird when i wlaked into my friends house and brogan was there
cause I've ogtten used to them not being around and attempting to catch people on facebooklol
I have read about ohh 20-30 merlinXarthur au's in the last week and half. and yes the voices in my head are turning into the characters because I have overdosed
I have a lsit of things to do thissummer you know the usual lose 5-10 kilos ( too lazy currently to do anything about, I'm only like 3 kilos roundabout off when all my bmi rangesare normal anyway just would like to stick myslef closer to the middle of therange sometime *flexs arm muscles I'm so proudoff* see i canput in effort..everynow and then) learn guitar read somespecific books make a carrot cake isone I've been wanting to do all year
I've been quite happy lately
My mum bought some root beer whenshe was helping out at the pioneer village today. they always seem to be drinking it on american shows/movies. And I would like to askhow. ok so once i discovered it was a little grossi kept drinking it but i miantian that was curiosity. me and mum are currently thinking it tastes lie sasparilla with maple syrup after taste. dad was jsut like mmm sasparilla O.o and people complian about vegemite. vegemite is the shizz people. thoguh I'll admit the new one isnack 2.0or cheesymite or whatever the name ended up being is a little bizarre. I tend to move it awayfrom myself in cupboard and give it shifty eyes.
bradley james and richard armisted('ve ofrgotten how to spell.type lately sorry), have been added to my list of whythe fuck don't the guys around here look like that ?
well there aresome pretty ones
the state government announced todaythat my brothers school, the Australian Technical College will now be kept open. They got 4500 or5000 signatures or somethingslike that in a week. I don't know what it is now. pressure groups are highly effective netities apparently. i kinda misssedthat bit of my uni unit and decided to focus on what I hadn't for the exam I think I shall dig that up now
I'm sleeping ok again XD finally *happy dance*
andIplanted some flowers a few months ago pansies zinnias sunflower and poppiesI did plant gebera seeds but mum thoguht it was just leftover potting mix and threw in an uniddentified pot.I think I'll go buy a couple of grown ones in the next couple of weeks cause I really like gebras. the zinnias have died mostly whether that i because they have already flowered or jsut that thye didn't like it I don't know. Anywa my point being
THE FIRSTT PPOPPY FLOWER CAME OUT TODAY!!!!!! and tis this gorgeous buttery orange with a little pinkandit hasmade me epically happy. i think people are sick of hearing about it already.
My car has also been fixed yay andI'm gonig to pick it up tomorrow and hope the maccas carpark has no moreplans for it before i finish there. hobart in february law or not.scary
i love my home it's brilliant and beautiful
jasper is once again and putside dog as after 3 1/2years we havefull fences and gates now. I haven't seen her licking her nose lately as aresult
I think Ishould shutup now.
Love ya
cya bia mia

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/28282798/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/28282798/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 00:05:42 PST that i was smiling big
and that i've been smiling most of the day



fanfic and discussing the sexiness of welsh men
must be good for the mental health

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/28210156/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/28210156/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 02:54:57 PST

i was hoping not to told I needed to do that
when i'm 19

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/28151228/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/28151228/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 20:32:43 PST I am quite sad for my brother because he has been doingso well there, he has good grades, is one of the best students at the college, and has been able to complete a hgue amount of work experience in building.
There is a petition here if anyone would please like to support it : [link]

and info here :[link]
and here : [link]


PS, Love nad support andhugs for JT and her baby boy today

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/27865221/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/27865221/ Tue, 20 Oct 2009 01:47:54 PDT It was wodnerful and i got unbelievably excited about coffee with zoe and shannon highlight of month damn near I reckon.
the tv is blocking out whatever mums annoyed abouti
i'm a little out of it my king lear essay due last week kicked my butt just a little i got it in at 7am this morning . truly an all nighter
facebook addiction. uni and my laptop are enablers. distant ed means lots of interenet instatn distraction
next 3 weekish is exam world. last on the 10 nioce
i blame uni for the drinking
i like gin.
bitter lemon udl to be specific
numbing the headache from sleeplessnes

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/27333268/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/27333268/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 06:05:33 PDT i move to in 5 months a little under
the owner of the mcdonalds i work in announced today he has osld it after 19 years effective end october
which is starting to worry me just now 6 hours later
i'm trying to change myself once again\
listening to creep alot
it's my favourite time of year
and i am sooo happy for jt i got to visit yesterday yay

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/26970306/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/26970306/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 03:18:28 PDT i'm trying to keep as busy as possible in some way to stop my mind
i'm an idiot
the tiniest stupidest things and i'm nearly in tears
i hate it
i hate that in todays world i'm considered a plus size
and i see the plus size models on tv and i jsut don't htink i look like that
i must be dilusional
i hate that as soon as i get some change i lose my motivation

happy news my best friend had her baby and i can't wait to see her again and meet her little boy

the years nearly over

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/26849044/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/26849044/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 02:36:30 PDT in reality i should spend most of the time doing work next essays but
we all know I won't
I'm gunna be better htgou asnd atleast catch up in m distance classes people power and policy anyway english lit is just cruelty
I got my first essay back for sem and hell yeah ! i may actually manage to pull this sociology class mark up a mark higher than last sems course . *convinces self of failure*

it so works
I intend to actually see people enxt week rather than wallow bout
so if anyone wnats to hang out *looks eager*

cold hcisel ahhhhhhhhhhh
depressingly i have enogu to get ymself other seas and back just ...but 4 more years of uni doh !

au reviour

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/26551522/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/26551522/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 15:35:56 PDT how ae ya?
au reviour

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/26288392/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/26288392/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 00:34:57 PDT
Roughly Ten or so Things I Wish I Could Say to People:

1.I miss you so much , I don't know why
2.I'm sorry
3. Sometimes I have unsquashable urge to tlak to you and I can't stop it. sorry
4. I don't know if I'll ever forgive you. You're there but your like a figment of my imagination. I wonder if you really exist. and half the things I say to you now are covered in resentment, and my brain wants ot hurt you, I fight the urge to scream fuck you.
5. Im so pathetically terrified of next year, thats why I talk to you,
6.I had a dream about a guy and osmetimes I htink you were that in away
7. I lvoe you a little to much. I'm working on it though. and it's getting better, gonig away
8. I don't know what to say to you, but I lvoe you and I hope so much eveyrthing gets betrwe and he gets healthier and life gets better.
9. I wonder what your gonig to tell him in 18 20 years however long if/when he turns up on your doorstep
10.i hate you

Nine things about myself:

1. I am weird strange innapropriate and odd
2. I complain about my metabolism but it does pretty well considering I eat like a horse
3. I'm a heavy procrastinator who somehow pulls through well 90% of the time. That's how I got here.
4. I excell at self-pity
5. I like rubberducks. alot
6. i like dr who
7. my brain takes hte people I know and creates hwole new worlds and situations with them , and converses with them.
8. it also takes music lyrics, tkaes them completely out of context and applies
9. the first time I didn't run, I wasn't really wanted


Eight ways to win my heart:

1.noticing me
2.talking to me
3.smiles
4.hugs
5.being there
6.being next to me/ talking me when theres a millon other people in the room you can leave and talk to
7.sweetness
8.not running

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. some poeple that shouldn't
2.my friends
3.sex and its companions ( my brain does not occupy reality evidently)
4.food
5.should really do my uni work
6.dr who
7.guys.... legs chests etc

Six things I do before I fall asleep:

1.drag half my bed from the lonuge to my bed
2.brush my teeth
3.find something interesting or mindnumbing on tv
4. do weights / attempt crunches etc health kick again
5.lay on the floor thinking
6.roll around looknig for tv remote which has mysteriously disapeared

Five places I want to visit:
1. The UK enland scottland ireland wales
2.Norway
3.Austria
4.The great ocean road one summer
5.Greece

Four things I'm wearing right now:

1.greenday tour shirt
2.jeans
3.rings
4.belt

Three bands/musicians that I listen to often:

1.Tim Rogers
2.Bob Evans
3.The Clash


Two things I want to do before I die:

1. love
2. be loved


One confession:
I still can't do many things laone. they terrify me. that still rules my life a bit

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/25892360/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/25892360/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 03:57:53 PDT 3 credits (sociology 1a english 1a politics and nations) and a distinction ( intro to law)
I start work in mc cafe on friday yay something new
my good mood of the past few days has been rudely broken
oh well

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/25730842/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/25730842/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 08:23:42 PDT uni results on wednesday ekkkk
my bodyclock a little screwed
and my foot decided it didn't really want to get better at all
my closest friend at work is leaving for a better job...so I hit with my keys lol I'm a lovely friend
wnet out last night and ended up with my body trying to kill me me at halfpast three in the morning despite being completely sober
I do believe its protesting against screwed up body clock
was awkward
that always
fun
I need new clothes
do ever just get the point whenre you hate all your clothes and do not wnat to wear them and they just don't feel the same fit right \yeah
i fail at buying clothes but
i don't wnat to move in six months
i am soook
i'm going to see acdc in sydney next year XD
I'm not ready to be "grown up" cannot aovid for ever thoguh
i skipped most of the teenage stuff o.O i'ma hermitt
the secret to nerds in an unfirendly mood is alcohol

Happy birhtdya for monday jess!

love you

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/25448375/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/25448375/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 07:25:24 PDT I must be nineteen



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/25303250/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/25303250/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 05:47:38 PDT can't remember all the thingss i wnated to do udring semester
love you


]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/24916420/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/24916420/ Sat, 23 May 2009 23:58:40 PDT Im not a fan of uni accomadation . I would much rather rent but I can't.
I bought some earrings.
the friend didn't come. so thats the sixth time tahts happened now I think. And I don't know what to do. I can't really cope with it anymore. And well.....
My parents are angry. So I don't have much choice.Its causing alot of ifghts with my mum cause it upsets me and I don't want to talk about it.
my mum came with me . bob was fantastic. he has nice legs I've decided
I have alot of uni work this week so it feels like a wasted weekend in many ways.
my bum has never been that numb before after the dirve down .
the world is stressful.
and i don't wnat to move to hobartanymore. All I can see is loneliness there.




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]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/24081280/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/24081280/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 18:19:53 PDT uni finishes for easter break tomorrow !!!!!WOOOOOOOOOOO!
catchup times lol

I'm going to see an irishmen be funny on wednesday! I'm very excited! dylan moran is goooooooooooooooood
and I has bob evans tickets coming in the mail *bounces*
so yeah
XP
love


:iconLeftys

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]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/23653325/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/23653325/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 00:54:02 PDT uni is hundreds of pages of reading, loss of understanding and missing people. Alot.not neccessarily who I'm meant to miss or can miss sometimes.

I miss parts of my summer, mainly the first half, as it was lovely and I won't get that chance again I don't think, but maybe something like it in a way. and that would make me happy enough to be in a place like it again.

Despite the reaing uni has good points.and three of my classes kind of have ponits in common. english is just completely out of place. I'm on a scholarship which is nice. I have even gotten used to sitting next to people in their 50's in lectures now which seemed a little odd at first. i spose the thoguht had never occured to me.

I'm going to be heading down to hobart in may to go to a concert with jen jen hopefully. WOOOT!! BOB EVANS!! I'm also possibly going down next month for a weekend also.
I'm gonig to see dylan moran next month.XD shall try not to flail. meh I can't spell.
Burnie is seeming emptier and my work friends are hell important to me atm. I htink it why I cna't make myslef apply elsewhere no matter how much I need to.
I can't what till jess get a belly so I cna poke her. and can run round buying lots of cute stuff for her.

it is a world of rubberducks.

last week was odd. and my hormones are out of control for whatever strange reason and so followed my emotions.
I cannot wait for next year right now. and summer break. is awhile but since I'm nearly in my fourth week of semester I think it will fly by.

As expected groups from school have fallen away. some have stuck others not so much.
*shrugs * happens

I dyed my hair brown and i'm gunna ditch the fringe. and i've picked up the baggy band shirts as a constant theme again. lol old habits = comfy

well i'm shutting up now
cya bia mia's
luv ya XD



Songs for now ( a few ):
Amazing- Alex Lloyd
Yellow-Coldplay
Pioneer to falls-interpol
the mixed tape-jack's mannequin
The Great Unknown- Bob Evans
The Penalty- Beirut
Staralfar-sigur ros






]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/22887962/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/22887962/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 15:19:49 PST I start uni in a couple of weeks, but I am one of the few studying at the cmapus were I live rather than moving. For the first year anyway. Save money. I'll be doing Arts/Intro to law this year in the hopes of doing arts/law next year. which means I really need credit averages in everything so that will be fun fun. I'll be doing criminology ( the law units) ,sociology,political science and english at Cradle Coast campus of UTAS and two of those I will study by distance. Which means I actually have to be self motivated kashits. lol. I got my english unit in the mail yesterday and i get to study Persuassion YAY!!!!!. Its going to be quite weird I think. And even weirder next year when I'll be in Hobart and have more than two lectures to go too.
I'm still a maccas employee. oh the fun. the air ocnditioning seems to be constantly broken so I feel sorry for the ugys out the back as its hot enough out the front.
Yeah so theres actaully ontihng gonig on in my life at all really. I jsut flet like journalling this morning when I was a tad hper and now I forget what I was gonig to write. heheehe



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/22664782/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/22664782/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 00:50:11 PST
IN 2008 I:

[x] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[x] made out in a car

[ ] kissed in the snow
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] fell in love like
[ ] fell in love like with a fool
[ ] had my heart broken

[ ] broke someone else's heart
[ ] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] came out of my closet.
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce

[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[ ] lost my true love
[x] lost faith in love for awhile

[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a job
[ ] got a promotion
[ ] changed jobs
[ ] lost my job

[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/daughter
[ ] got fired from my job

[ ] got straight A's
[x] almost got straight A's
[ ] failed a class
[ ] cut class
[x] skipped school

[x] did something I was proud of
[x] proved myself an idiot
[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget

[ ] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[ ] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[ ] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[x] went to camp
[ ] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried

[ ] laughed till I peed my pants
[x] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[ ] visited a foreign state
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal

[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[ ] tried to gain weight
[x] dyed my hair

[ ] came close to losing my life
[ ] someone close to me died
[ ] went to a wild party
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book(s)
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new

[x] made new friends
[x] found out who your real friends are
[x] lied to your parents
[ ] snuck out
[x] got in trouble with police (technically lol )

[ ] kissed in a pool
[ ] kissed under the stars
[ ] did an illegal drug
[x] went to a party
[x] had the time of your life

[x] danced
[x] fell out of love like
[x] had a crush on someone
[ ] changed your sexual preference
[x] swam in a pool

[ ] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[ ] went sledding
[ ] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someones hand

[x] held someones hand that you care about
[ ] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[x] gone on vacation
[ ] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car

[ ] played strip poker
[x] danced in the rain
[ ] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe

[x] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[ ] got hit by car
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[ ] got a new pet
[x] enjoyed this year overall

I am generally very bored right now. And lseepy behind the eyes. I get to cook for 14ish people tomorrow. lol how exciting. and I had a bad shcolarship interview today. And work is pretty good other thna sonia still avoiding putting me in cafe even though she said I could lol. And I got bout a hundred or so ants off my car successfully. and i'm gonig to make centre pieces iwht daisies and glow sticks I think.
Au reviour
love

http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/22500067/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 05:29:57 PST
make a change



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/22365696/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/22365696/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 00:40:46 PST Last year was pretty damn good generally. I sorted some shit out, turned 18,I got my licence,I made new friends (huge thing for me), lost weight, gained weight, gained a happy place , graduated, got accepted to uni, screwed stuff up irreversibly with a friend and got my first kiss ( I know took me ahwile oh well XD).

I'm kinda scared right now cuase yesterday i realised shit uni starts soon and shit everyones leaving in the next couple of weeks. But I guess it'll be ok. And this time next year I'll be getting ready to move to hobart and trying to find a house and some people to rent with. Maybe even rent by myself.

And I don't have alot to say other than it's nice that those of us who got a little left behind (or it felt like it ) in previously in some areas have all this wonderful stuff happening. Proves that school wasn't the end of the world.

Love ya's
Livils




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]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/21923295/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/21923295/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 22:01:53 PST in training to be able to eat two pizzas again
flirting or trying to more so
getting sunburnt

love
its hot as in sunburn


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]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/21841498/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/21841498/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 02:32:30 PST
LOVE YOU




]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/21791097/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/21791097/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 20:46:21 PST
I was hanging upside down from the overpass
Waiting to discover something about the world
I couldn't get with the program and I couldn't listen to them
It was like trying to think in reverse
And I don't want to slide into apathy
And I don't want to die in captivity
But these monsters follow me around
Hunting me down
Tryin to wipe me out

Wipe me out
Wipe me out
Wipe me out

Yeah I was hiding away under water
Waiting for distance and buying some time
Trying to be two hundred thousand years younger
So I could excuse myself from human kind
'Cos I don't want to be a container
Or a bastard with a ten page disclaimer
But these monsters spin me around
Get me down
Just try and shut me out

Shut me out
Shut me out
Shut me out

Hold it in your head
Hold it in your head
Hold it in your head (Believe in me, believe in me, believe)

I was hiding away under water (Shut me out)
Waiting for distance, waiting for time (Shut me out)
And I don't want to slide into apathy (Shut me out)
And I don't
and I don't want to live in captivity (Shut me out)
Shut me out (wooh...)
Shut me out
Shut me out
Shut me out



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/21791053/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/21791053/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 20:42:44 PST when i get angry i scream and i yell at my family. i sing to sad songs. And i drive fast. i slam the brakes on. i speed. i swear at over drivers. and i take my anger out on the gears. butit only works for a litle while. cause i'm really angry cause i can't do it anymore .
last week i ogt angry cause I couldn't say its ok it odesn't matter naymore. i just couldn't. because I spend alot of time saying that to friends and acting like it had no impact on me whatsoever when it really did and i'm a little hurt or disapointed and i'll get over it eventuaslly. this time I couldn.'t . cause i let htings buld build and then i explode. sorry about that but its part of my personality. its there. and that time it jsut ughhh
I'm not gonig to make htings better doing htis but I'll get it outta my head and that matters right now at this very second.
I am fucking terrified because I have spent nearly two weeks after graduating sitting at home, by myself or iwht my brother. Not able to get in ocntact with people and well I've basically haven't tlaked to some of my close friends since I graduated. I had fun on monday and i had fun on saturday night. i think i spend to mcuh time alone in my own head htoguh so i need to do something about that.
I lvoe going to work thoguh. I go to work and i laugh and i talk and i dance. becausethey know me and its awesome. because i say something or start singing in icelandic and they just rooll their eyes at me and laugh , say i'm mad . XD and i'm making new friends there . its my happy place at the moment.
So basically i need a life lol and I'm getting their now. But eveyrones moving , going to uni etc so next year I'll go hermitt. and then I'll move ot hobart and start again. and become a hermitt again because I know no noe in hobart basically apart from ariel whose at uni. lol i plan to sit ni the republic bar staring into my non alcoholic dirnk listening to bands. and i'm terrified but thats ok right ??

i feel alot better now jsut cause i've written my head down
so plz don't get offended.
terror has a funny face
au reviour



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/21666360/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/21666360/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 15:29:20 PST



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/21621378/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/21621378/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 20:56:17 PST I did 5 exams , four in the first week and one on the last day.
And after my last exam I graduated from high school/college.
I am now getting used to not having school work lingering in the background. waiting on university offers, results, scholarship answers etc .
I am also figuring out who the peole I really want and need in my life are.
Plans with a friend have once again fallen through, which I find quite hurtful, for the fourth time in a row. And hwilst not seeing said firend is uqite upsetting, it is more the way in which the palns fall through which hurt me the most. It's not like something we decided the night before. They are plans which we're made days, weeks, months before. And there is a pattern to which they fall through, to point were when I did not hear back from this person as to when they were coming over that night, I knew the plans had fallen through again. You see they are easily contactable and around until the day of said plans. Then they fall of the face of the planet it seems. And I KNOW things come up, I really I get that. But I also don't quite understand how hard it is to ring me, sned me an email ( as I know this person was online yesterdayor according to facebook anyway) rather thna ignoring txts and just not turning up. And thats the bit I find hurtful. I know that in the past it's because htings have come up, but lately theres been no particvular reason as I cna see. And I know this person has things going on . But I just...And htoguh htis isn't the place I felt the need to say it. And I know it is most likely going to read this so maybe they'll undersdtand why I'm upset with them at the moment.
So instead I mopped around the house, yelled at my brother, watched a couple of movies, ate alot and was entertained whe sam and dnaieka dropped in . Sam suggested the firend who didn't turn up was abducted by aliens or visting or something. I somehow doubt it.

In other news I'm going back to work today, stanley for an 18th tomorrow, borrowing money form my parents till I get paid again and awaiting the arrival of the clarks in a couple of weeks. I am also planning a picnic.and hoping to go see Ross Noble again.


Au reviour



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/20962348/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/20962348/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 23:56:06 PDT
in 4/6 weeks of term 3 wooo
i had stuff to say but now i forget
so
cya bia mia
love you


]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/20787078/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/20787078/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 02:02:31 PDT I did the national tritration competition and ms burke gave us the results today and i got 0% accuracy which means i got exactacly the right molarity. and thats jsut so exciting !!!!!XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD and other ppl who don't even really know me were like umm happy with me XD even bettetrer *happy place omg*
hummm i have dubbed osme1 at work lhama guy and even thoguh jjen told me his name ill prob always call him lhama guy

lol i am the same aorund daniel as i was last year so i guess that s good. he so shouldnt call me lazyt for driving to school! *sulks*
anyway I MISS PPL
ilove you
cya bia mia mwah


]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/20416339/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/20416339/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 00:58:51 PDT lost oppurtunities and changes are lost with our plans.
i have alot of plans particularly with friends. and even things like going to a ocncert or meeting up in town puts my mood completely out. and it probably doesnt help that 90% of plans with friends go ut the windows. so im going to have a moment about it.
oh ell. I guess rather than falls I cna see franz ferdinand when they I go to england . And I'll go out iwht sma and laura next week instead of a ocncert I guess. But oh well. new oportunities not planned I guess. Still disapointing. And I just needed to have a little gripe and now I'm over it.
Buhbye love you


]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/20053609/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/20053609/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 04:43:12 PDT im good at missing brilliant opportunities dfor whatever reason and then someone close to home gets in there
i dont really ahve alot to sya
i am rather confuzzled and sad cause i'm allowed to be osmetimes and its my only reason
the end



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/19890186/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/19890186/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 03:27:34 PDT [link] in the space of hte first 30 seconds and i feel the need to hsare that.
Things are good things are better.
When I file my tax return I'm going to use it to fix my car. It has a dent from a pole whoops and one from a bush i was parked far too close to apparently but thats only tiny.
I appear to be gonig to falls and the 1st lineup announcement is on wednesday. *bounces*
I ate lots of junk food . But i made a pretty good mushrooms pasta I feel.
And I'll start walking again once it's not so cold cause it makes me feel awesome and healthy and htings so much clearer. And I get to watch the duckies wiht jasper.
I also feel that althoguh it can be award old firends that slipped away or you stupidly let go are great to talk to.
*hums*
I'm off . I need to calculate the something to do with calorimeters.
LOVE YOU!!!!!!



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/19670764/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/19670764/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 22:07:58 PDT And expensive when your a tad on the broke side. But they are worth it.
Soooo........ I'm gonig ot falls htis year and I'm quite pumped. *dances* and thats all




]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/19506376/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/19506376/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 19:45:29 PDT Been drunk or even typsy
left the country
Kissed
Dated
Been IN love
experienced much tragedy
been to a funeral

But I have :
danced in the rain
loved
made snow angels
seen my country not all but a chunk
been loved
meet wonderful people
danced in my room alone
been to concerts , best experiences of my life
touched a stingray
seen dolphins surf with the surfers
seen sunrises and sunsets
looked for faries ni the garden
seen the ocean
floated with the waves
seen sea gardens and palyed iwth the starfish
wished upon a star
seen comets and satelittes and venus
watched the milky way out my window every night for years
missed with all my heart
made music
laughed
smiled
spun in circles till I collapsed with dizzyness
sung in my car
screamed
fallen to the floor
had and have pets
grown my own food
cooked
dyed my hair to hide myself/change
not evne cared what the world though
eaten sushi
tasted albalony
not had a care in the world
made daisy chains
watched the clouds
sat on the roof and looked at the view
learnt how to ride horses
gone fishing
driven a boat
been on a jetski
gone jet boating
been paint balling
climbed to the top of a mountain
rode no the back of tractor
made cubby houses from tree branches, hay bails and sheets
climbed trees
eaten emu
made snad castles and caves in the snow
been found
meet amazing people
sat and listened
read hundreds of books and reread some
had beautiful moments and the ulgy ones


This is my list I decided to write ages ago because theres big things I haven't done which people find odd,and I wish I had, but there's many many thing I have done, that some people can't or never will.

I lived in the country , a idstrict called Natone until 3 days before my 14th birthday. I do really miss it sometimes and growing up there made me love the stars . When I was really little I used to sit on my windowsill and wtach the sky at ngiht, with one of my fairy ornaments and make wishes. I broke one once I remeber, I still have it though, I loved fairies and for my birhtday's I would get little fairy ornaments, I believed so hard in them and a family friend Sally believed with me even though she was well in her 40's. When I was older I slept with my curtains open ( I still do now in summer) and watched the stars and spent summers swimming eveyrday. I'd see sunsets and sunrises over the dial range which was behind where we lived and my room faced there. they were absolutely gorgeous. and if we dorve home of a ngiht you could follow the milky way all the way there. Thats what I don't like about twon. You can't see the stars like that. There you could see them all and I wnated ot be an astromenor. A few times we got up at three in the morning and watched comets that only came every 30 or hundred years. we used ot go to Ben Lomen and I remeber palying hide nad seek becuase it wasn't snowing. Of all the times we went it only snowed enoughto even make a snow man once, but I was too scared to learn to ski. Thoguh I forget, I know I'm very lucky now and I'm in a reminising mood.
and as always Love for peoples speacailly jess and jen.

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/19402767/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/19402767/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 03:31:49 PDT


I got my p's !!!!!!!


I got my p's !!!!!!!


I got my p's !!!!!!!

I got my p's !!!!!!!

and idid lotsa blockies !!!!!!!!



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/19323632/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/19323632/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 03:21:34 PDT I go for my p's on tuesday and I am rather excited. I hope I pass.
My brains a bit confuzzled
and I rather like Mamma mia . It has made me love ABBA agian.
hmmm this week ahs been interesting. and last week
I eat far too many burger rings now we have new vending machines at school. mmmmmmmmmm
I don't have a whole lot to say.
I need to get an elvis for my car. keheheheh
anywayyyyyyyyyyyyy
bia


]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/19213799/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/19213799/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 05:41:53 PDT Goerge Harrison is my favourite beatle. may be the only one hwose songs i'm familar with and constantly listen too in my car .
Sonia told me last night that she'd heard form a little birdy I'd like to go ver to cafe at work. ans though it will be a coupld of weeks I'll definately be able to.
I've wanted to for ages. It's what you aspire to when your part-time at maccas.
i'm so tired
and my brothers an asshole
and why can't i know any sensible males meh

I love you jess!!! So excited for you !!


]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18994901/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18994901/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 04:32:58 PDT i had a birthday party i put crispy noodles in my garlic hcicken cuase htats awesome
i got lots of hugs
and i dorve peole to my place i drank a bit
]i danced i hade fun
at 4;30 in hte morning i felt the most alone i have ever felt
i cried
i gto scared again
i got soem awesome stuff
i dorve
iwent to schoollllll and ate burger rigns
drove os more
ate sushi
went to a crew meeting
got a night crew award
went ot maccas with jessie nad discussed how i dont think she could od 20 nuggets
signed my superannuation forms
ate cake
listened to itme rogers
and htink i'll go to bed
and finnally got exvcited about being 18 instead of sad

and i think everyone should listen to either the luxury f hysateria or james the II by tim orgers
[link]


]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18923790/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18923790/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 04:24:40 PDT tomorrow is the ball urgghhh and ekkkkk
saturday is my 18th b'day party
sunday is my 18th
i was scared but it seems to have passed for the moment
my back hurts
the rosters at work annoy me
last saturdya i went to a tim rodgers concert.
and i meet the first touring recording not related to ( eg. my borther) i've ever meet
and i shook haha
im tired and have lots of homework
but i'm tempted not to do it
and biah



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18793015/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18793015/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 22:06:20 PDT
A]-AVAILABLE?
never been anything ubt

B] - Birthday?
22nd. which is next sunday XD

C] - Cell phone?
is red abnd flippyfied and been dropped many times

D]-Drink u had last?
water to wash down the panadol ?

E]-Easiest person to talk to?
at the moment probably jen is always a toss up between jen and jess *hugs them*

F] - FAVORITE COLORS ?
red 'n' black

G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?
gummy bears keheh

<

H] HOMETOWN?
burnie/natone

I] FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
probably chocolate of yoghurtfied htings. mango sorbets and such like i had when i was away. yummy

J] Just something you always say on AIM?
i don't use aim. isay hehe bum meh and that kinda hting alot on msn

K] Killed someone?
thought bout it . too much effort XD

L] - Limeaid or lemonade?
limeaid ?? what the hell is that ?

M] Money or love?
ummm

N) Number of Siblings?
RHYSYPOOMALOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
O] - ONE WISH?
heh

P] Person you last commented?
ariel or sm or jess. pretty usre it was jess. hope the caffiene pills worked huni

Q] -Quiet?
depends

R] - Reason you smile?
few htings .

S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?
is listening ot dark blue right now

T] -Time you woke up today?
10 past 9

<

U] - U LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
i gave up is a pointless exercise. let us jsut appreciatethe view

V] - VEGETABLES
mushrooms arre nice ?? as my brother says i'm a vegetarian that doesn't eat vegetables

W] - WORST HabiT?
lots of htings

X] - X-RAYS?
nosey nosey nose

Y] - YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?
SUSHI?? CHEESEBURGERS?? BIG MAC SUACE?? CHOCOLATE?? PASTA?? PIZZA??? ytoo many
note; working at maccas iwll not cure you only make you an addict.

Z] -ZODIAC SIGN?
cancer/gemini




]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18752861/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18752861/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 16:57:12 PDT and it can change your mood in a second and make you feel better
or mope with you . It will help hold you together when you can't get to friends.
I'm a little bored so I felt like sharing that. XD
My sleep patterns are all outta wack and its a little annoying.
but I spose they've never been normal.
Now I've left myself three days to do two weeks worth of homework.
Hugs
Buh bye




gone- the butterfly effect

I'm all alone on the road
High water tied underneath the flood
In deserts of dust if I must I will stand

These are my promises

I hope you're winning the war
To make everything like it was before
All that we were we can still be again

I swear

I'm afraid you're gone

I don't want you
I don't want you to go
I've got the sun in my eyes
I didn't see you passing me by
I just want you
I just want you to know

Inside of me forever you'll go

Now I just want to go home
Carried by all that was ever known
Held in these hands if I must I will stand

Given these promises

Now I've been running too long
These feet are too tired to carry on
Weighing us down if you're gone I will drown

I'm afraid you're gone

I don't want you
I don't want you to go
I've got the sun in my eyes
I didn't see you passing me by
I just want you
I just want you to know

If forever exists
Inside me forever you'll go

If forever exists...

I've got the sun in my eyes
I didn't see you passing me by
Now I've been running too long
To carry on
I don't want you
I don't want you to go
I've got the sun in my eyes
I'm afraid you're gone
If forever exists
Inside me is where you belong

If forever exists....

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18720971/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18720971/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 20:48:00 PDT i did have fun though
and long week ends means not very busy
and i drove britany home
the lure of macdonalds is powerful
don't wear a new bra too work
i got hsows for the ball and fuck do they hurt
and you know i can't walk in heels and everytime i try mum luaghs at me
heh is in one of htose moodssss
so i'll be goin
luv ya's




]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18568719/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18568719/ Thu, 29 May 2008 22:29:51 PDT 2. I only have $50 till next pay day
3. Because last ngiht an old guy called and said that they had accpeted the offer.
4. My dad is picking up my 96 toyota corolla tomorrow. which is deep burgondy (purple) has 80 000km has jsut been registed and has just been serviced.
5. So i finally have car. still no licence thoguh, the p's test are booked till august so i really need to do that.
6. I still think about you alot how stupid
7. I misss my friends
8. I miss weekends.
9. I love you
buhbye



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18455897/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18455897/ Thu, 22 May 2008 23:02:32 PDT im proud of myself
and omg legal !!!!!!!!! Im so estatic about legal
Law degree here i come
HELL YEAH
and i cut my hours at work back so it can only get better right ??
ok so enough of that
the new living end song is also making me happy.
omg the quitar !!!!!!!!
yeah thats about it luv yas


]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18391406/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18391406/ Sun, 18 May 2008 22:53:23 PDT
back
hahah my isnging made the dog bark
i would like to note that boys of summer is one of my absolute favourite songs
and if i hear it somewhere ill always stop and listen possibly sing or mosh cause its awesome
and the ataris film clip for there cover of it is my favourite
and i always rememeber it
and musics just like tht you know
speacial
and i associate so many thins and people with songs.
and if i made a cd of songs that make me htink of one person you'd have atleast two cds in the end possible twenty
*moshes*
hsahaha
if i love you i hope you know it !
some people never did it seems and i wish the had
oh well i cant go back it sucks but i cant
i can apologise 500000000000 times to people who dont wnat to hear it anymore htoguh
hahahahahaha
goes off to dances
luv ya
ug bugs



boys of summer- don henley

Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach
I feel it in the air -
The summer's out of reach
Empty lake, empty streets
The sun goes down alone
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not home

But I can see you -
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got your hair combed back
And your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you
My love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of

I can see you -
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
I see you walkin' real slow
And you're smilin' at everyone
I can tell you
My love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

Out on the road today
I saw a DEADHEAD sticker on a Cadillac
A little voice inside my head said
"Don't look back, you can never look back"
I thought I knew what love was -
What did I know?
Those days are gone forever;
I should just let 'em go, but

I can see you -
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got the top pulled down
And the radio on, baby
And I can tell you
My love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

I can see you -
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that hair slicked back
And those Wayfarers on, baby
I can tell you
My love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18292357/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18292357/ Mon, 12 May 2008 16:05:13 PDT work is too much
school is boring
the only thing i hate about legal is essays
i bought a dress
i sing badly
i wnat a cheeseburger
and my wlaking died
buhbye




]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18174157/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18174157/ Mon, 05 May 2008 01:47:41 PDT im happy.
im not afraid of him or sad anymore
nomore running past people hahaha
*dances*
i suggest eveyrone talks to the people they are afriad of or sad aobut. it really odes help. wish i ahd sooner.
i love htis song
im pssoed to be writting my re essay . 51 down 949 to go hhahahahaahahah
had to take a ngiht of work for thy homework.
i need a holiday i don;t remember hte last day i wasnt at owkr or school and that sucks
i knew i would have less of a lfie htis year if i want what i wnat but i miss the semblance of one i had
im car shopping apparently im to picky ah well atleast ill like the car i eventually buy
im actually going to get my licence woaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
im not oging ot hide or dye my hair anymore so im different because i think itll make it og away
XD
I"M HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope everyone else is and if not i hope u are really soon
939 !!
buh bye


the kill- 30 seconds ot mars

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if i fell to the floor?
Couldn'd take this anymore
What would you do,do,do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do? (do,do)
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I'm finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself

Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you,you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break?

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if i fell to the floor?
Couldn'd take this anymore
What would you do,do,do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I'm finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do? (do,do)
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
[these lyrics are found on [link]
I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down
B... ]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18030631/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/18030631/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 22:17:36 PDT



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17824859/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17824859/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 02:56:33 PDT huh weird *dances*
khehehe




]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17768063/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17768063/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 17:23:00 PDT and school should always start at 10:30

I get to see jess and jen tomorrow !!!!!!!!!!


]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17725459/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17725459/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 02:45:28 PDT listen to that song until its done and done and done
scream and cry and sing
I want you to read that peom over and over
I want you to curl up with your junk and cry and cry with your fellow damsal in ditress
flickering on the screen
I want you to sleep it all away
And never have to face it ever again
And I want you to call me cry all over the phone
I want you to be able to cry it away
And come back
And I don't ever want you to be so lost
you can't describe it
or that you can't come back



cause i can't figure out how to add text to submissions at the current minute. and I'm in a soppy mood and this is for my firneds. my true friends who know hwo they are. because I lovee them. for jess, jen, jessie and sam who'll always be the most important evne when I haven't seen them or talked in months



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17693602/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17693602/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 04:44:30 PDT but it shall have to be a work in progress
till i figure out what this is



]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17502108/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17502108/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 00:11:20 PDT wonder why.........
i had to buy the new shirt for work cause i melted the yellow stripes on my black one. I don't like being called a landing strip by rhys . or looking like a patchwork quilt.

firday was a bit sad 's for jen
i have eaten far to much chocolate lately.

I GOT TO DIRVE THE LANCER TODAY!!!
and i didn't hurt it which is good cause I can never afford to fix it
it was fun i want it
and it osunds like a race car
brooom broooooooooooommmmm
illa shut up and go eat somemore buh bye






I felt a funeral in my brain- Emily Dickinson

I felt a funeral in my brain,
And mourners, to and fro,
Kept treading, treading, till it seemed
That sense was breaking through.

And when they all were seated,
A service like a drum
Kept beating, beating, till I thought
My mind was going numb.

And then I heard them lift a box,
And creak across my soul
With those same boots of lead, again.
Then space began to toll

As all the heavens were a bell,
And Being but an ear,
And I and silence some strange race,
Wrecked, solitary, here.

Do not stand at my grave and weep- Mary Fyre or whoever wrote it

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I did not die.

]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17420698/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17420698/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 04:33:20 PDT







(exciting wasn't it ??!?!??)









]]> ~livils http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17247647/ http://livils.deviantart.com/journal/17247647/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 22:01:33 PST what about dipping a doubie dappy
would that make you happy dappy to dip doubie dappy?

my minds eating itselfs again goody how exciting
im obsessed with dappy at hte mom kehe
people come into work and annoy and if ur morbidly obese and buy maccasbut have diet coke guess what it not gunna mek shit difference

you always feel greta about yourself so you go buy some new clothes nad hten you feel shit ofr dyas after so eat more vicious cycle
i might shutupo now
lov yas
cya beeya mias



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