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                <title>moved! to new art pages. this one is now null.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Mar 2009 12:26:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://sky-photography.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> for my photography<br /><a href="http://sky-fineart.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> for my artwork<br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://allpoetry.com/living-dust">[link]</a> for my poetry!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>New DA for Trad. artwork!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jun 2008 22:18:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i have now switched to KiKi-highart for my traditional artwork!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>anew</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Feb 2008 23:03:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Some events this weekend left me in a new place that I have never been before. I have been unhappy for so long I forgot how to be - I had lost something I swore I never would, my childlike wonder. <br /><br />I want to say thank you so much to Miranda- helping me learn that my life is exactly that- mine. I am my own person and I choose what happens and who is in it. I am in control and the world is a beautiful place, full of imagination and color.<br /><br />and a small side thanks for Brandon. I could not live if you werenÂt there to make me breathe when I forget. You mean more to me than youÂll ever know.<br /><br />I just wanted everyone know- I appreciate you all and not matter how close you are to me or how much we know each other, you all have made a part of me. From every smile to every frown- and i love who i am. a beautiful young woman ready to face the sunshine and bring the color inside.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>2000 AND A MERRY CHRISTMAS!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Dec 2007 02:18:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ id like to thank everyone for helping me reach 2000 pageviews ^.^ and wish a merry christmahanaquanzika to everyone as well as a happy new year!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>this is it</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Nov 2007 10:11:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ do all things continue shakily? after 19 years if waiting when are they supposed to get better. everyone keeps saying this mantra but all i see are miserable couples, divorces, preachers being beaten, children starving, hearts being broken, death, destruction, guns, and drugs. when are things supposed to get better?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>this is</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Aug 2007 07:33:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ how many new beginings begin this shakily?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>the end</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Feb 2007 16:32:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over. i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over.i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over.i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over.i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over.i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over.i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over.i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over.i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over.i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over.i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over.i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over.i cant believe its over. i gave you all i had. i cant believe its over.i cant believe its over. i gave you 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believe its over.i cant believe its ove... ]]></description>
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                <title>if you ever cared at all</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Feb 2007 17:21:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Now that I am a senior I see so many doors closing behind me and opening before me. I want to move, start over where no one knows me. I can become someone different, someone knew. No more small town gossip, no more infectious rumors falling onto my head Im so sick of the events before me. No matter how you try to keep a peace in your mind or your heart. Its not gonna take. Its gonna fester and become sore. I feel it, the changes within myself, the uncertainty changing to disgust. Im tired of this life- tired of the same problems. I cannot fix these circumstances on my own- and unless someone else is willing to take the time to try to make this work, Im never coming back.<br />
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i love you but its not just my job to change the things to be<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>dont</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Feb 2007 14:43:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ dont try<br />
it wont make a difference anyway<br />
why do i bother<br />
i give you a rose<br />
you give me silence<br />
if only every time i looked at you<br />
you werent so beautiful<br />
that it makes me <br />
wish i could breathe<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>WHEW 500!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Feb 2007 14:45:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yes- to you with your milions of page views- you smell ... but i gots my 500 and im happy with that. so, keep looking ... thanks for all your support.<br />
<br />
toodles...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>stress is a thining line to insanity</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Feb 2007 20:20:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i have so much to do, so many songs to learn, so much shakepeare to memorize, so much, so much. sometimes i just dont know if i can handle the stress.<br />
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BUT i got a gold on my latin solo at solo and ensemble. and so now, i have more added on- IM GOING TO STATE!!!!!!!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>we'll  all    be    okay       anyway</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Jan 2007 14:58:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ everyone is plastic<br />
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it's amazing the evil we have in ourselves- that we all hide everyday. we hide everything we're capable of inside of ourselves-hoping one day it will evaporate, just dissapate. but in our own selfishness, we repress it so, repress it untill there is nothing left in our hearts.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>ello everybody!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Dec 2006 20:09:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i just wanted to say to everyone- happy new year. may we see more clearly, eat better, manage time for whats truly important, and understand each other. <br />
<br />
or we could just be polite to one another <br />
^..^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>leaves</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:28:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so here im am. standing on a great divide understanding nothing. as im being held i understand i am weak. i cant turn down the comfort. i wish i could crawl from my skin and become somthing beautiful. <br />
<br />
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and as i stand here understanding- i feel a breath of happiness contorted by confusion. how can someone i love ever feel this insignificant? when did i look the other way? was it when there cold eyes told me i mean nothing? was it when i broke and they didnt even reach? somthing horrible happened to me this weekend. i let a man love me. i let a man take advantage even when i said no. and i let another hold me in a way i had wanted him to for years. 3 men. i true lover. why must i be so weak. and yet as the one i have wanted lie sleep underneath my feet. and i want nothng more than to go lie in comforts arms.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>beating too loudly</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:25:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ when so many things go out of plan, i just want to retract. so much is moving and leaving me standing in the middle, hoping to hold onto a peice of the portrait i've painted in my mind of a perfect breath. <br />
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ive wanted somthing for so long, that now when it could be reality i dont want to grab it. im afraid. afraid of losing what ive gained. afraid of gaining something new. and afraid of myself. who ever knew in all the noise, i could feel this lonely...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>letter to my beloved</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Dec 2006 19:02:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ how many times must i shout through tears until you understand that my love is being crushed through your carless comments. how many times do i have to break till you understand that soon there will be nothing left. how many times will i bleed just to try to get you to say im sorry or maybe look at me the same way you used to . how many days will it take before, no years, before you understand that i am not you. i take comfort in people, not silence. words, not thoughts. embraces, not space. i want to hear im pretty. i want to know you care. i want you to be who you were. and stop what you have become.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title> silence</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Nov 2006 18:44:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The silence, i fear, brings me closer to my thoughts, forcing my deaf hands to hear the pain of words. I hold my breath sometimes, wondering if i could just stop breathing by shear will, hoping i can fall into the obyss of nothing. but i for some reason, continue to feel. just as you think you can cry no more and walk no further, you have buckets of tears and an urg to fall tword the next mistake. <br />
   Her absence binds my hands together, they flop like fish, attempting to alert the people around me of the things i will them to do, the pain they cause to myself, and in doing so, the ones around me. <br />
   Yet i hold my lips together and tremble at the red tears cascading to the floor, feeling every inch of solitude, wondering where things went wrong. <br />
   We used to lie in bed together, holding each other so very close. i could only smile when i saw her face in the morning. Those beautiful lips from which only silly words came, but everyone i held on to, hoping it would never be the last. <br />
   But all things came and went, as things often do, and her mind was poisened by her mother, and i by my friends. We cast away out smiles with only a nodd from those around us. <br />
   How stupid could we be!? Tearing our souls apart when we both knew better!<br />
   So now i will sit. i will wait with upmost patience for her to come back to  me so we can once again lay in peace, and know there is nothing outside the door for us.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>more blahness</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Nov 2006 15:36:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i stand here, before a bleak oblion wondering how i came to be in this place. you think that after an amount of time one would learn not to walk the muddy roads when a shining path lay so near. yet i stubbornly dont listen to my intution and make everything so much harder.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~living-dust</author>
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                <title>blah!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Nov 2006 16:39:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it's amazing how creepy slugworth is,,, charlie so should have punched him in the nutts... well... i did wonka for marching band my first competitve year. it was awsome.<br />
   have you ever noticed, that the instant you let your gurad down to someone you have your heart ripped out? i wont loose them... i refuse. i'm beyond walking away.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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