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If any one thinks I am ignori9ng them, though you probably don't care either way, then I'm sorry, I'm just so busy. and my parents still expect me to keep up with stacking wood. I believe we have... 10 quarts? sorry >.< I love you all and please don't think I don't wana talk or hang out with you. ( once again, you probably don't even knowtice) but if so, just get a hold of me and we can come up with a time to hang out, if any one did want me to, I would make time for them, most defiantly.

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/26215666/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/26215666/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 16:09:33 PDT mew mew mew

have a nice day!!!!!!

<3 repo

its really hot out...

i don't like always making dinner.

^{i hope you know i'm sorry >.<}

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/26095936/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/26095936/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 20:34:34 PDT Be honest no matter what.
If I tag you do it please.


- - I am really bored and have nothing better to do. Taken from Michelle from her Facebook - -



Say you marry the last person that texted you, what’s your new last name?
Brenan - not spelt right. And idk if same sex mirages are accepted here.

Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in their arms?
three, maybe?

What are some things you do when you’re mad?
blast music, turn off my phone, paint on my wall, create something.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
every day I am cashier >.<

When was the last time you talked to the second person tagged in this note?
havn't tagged any one yet XD

How do you feel about your hair right now?
... i want it to be bluuuuuuuuuue ;_;

What are you listening to right now?
the tv my mom forgot to turn off.

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
a few.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
only with one person <3

Who is the last person to send you a message on facebook?
erm, i think courtney? michelle? sam? haha idk

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
a sweat shirt.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
ma own

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
this morning, i barely see any of my family any more O.o so weird. haha, but we are all so much nicer to each other.

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
in my bed sleeping... in your arms <3

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
I could never.

Would it hurt seeing the person you last kissed, kissing someone else?
please, don't do that to me?

Whose hoodie did you wear last?
nicks XD

Who would you give your life for?
1 or two ppl.

Have you ever stayed with someone because you liked their parents?
O.o thats weird...

Who have you texted today?
courtney.

Have you ever listened to music you hated just to fit in?
no way.

Who is the prettiest person you know?
merm... idk

What’s an interesting fact about you that not many people know?
10 siblings XD

What do you want to do after highschool?
hair stylist. IF ANY ONE NEEDS THEIR HAIR CUT, PLEASE, LET ME TRY?!!??!? i've cut one of my brothers hair, my hair, and nicks. so far, none are that bad I think... at least no one has said so... I hope they aren't just trying to be nice.

Do you do anything embarrassing when no one is home?
dance around to loud music in .... shh, no one is home

What was the last good news you heard?
REPO!!! can go now, I am so excited!

What is something you’ve always wanted a boy to do for you?
just to do something that throws me so off gaurd to show just how much they do pay attention and care. sounds like alot... but idt it is, just something small, that is remembered.

What do you wish you had more knowledge about?
the way things work.

What food are you craving right now?
the left over chicken fingers in the fridge : )

How old were you when you stopped believing in Santa ?
like 9-10

What are the things you’ve learned over the past year?
death isn't that bad, ppl who are mean don't matter, I have have just as much a right to be here as any one else, and human beings are destroying the world.

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
a good amount.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?
i have friends i can tell things, but if i want it not to be told, I have to make sure to make it completely clear that no one else is to know.

Whose Birthday is coming up?
MINE!

Did the last person to hurt you, ever apologize?
never.

Who last made you laugh harder than you have in a long time?
Nick

Do you start the water before you get in the shower?
yea, to make it warm.

Would you ever get someones name tattooed on you?
no. everything has to end sometime.

Does your family have family picnics?
used to.

Do you know your sibling’s middle name.
.... full blood siblings.

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
that it was such a good day, so something as small as this makes it seem like such a big deal.

If your doctor said you were pregnant, what would you say?
I'd ask how the hell that was even possible

Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart?
yea. I am. Yo... ]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/26051190/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/26051190/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 19:02:20 PDT and i am hopefully getting contacts soon. and bleaching ma hair... so at some point it may be abl;e to return itself to its previous magnificent bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuue ^__________^


^{<3<3 -is missing some one and is sorry that she has very lil time to spend with them, but is glad its phone time!!!!-}

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/25928961/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/25928961/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 19:59:24 PDT you always feel alone....



Mkay, so I feel really crappy. cuz i have barley hung out with any one all summer >.<
i've been working 8 hour days 5 days a week O.o. and feel so isolated from friends.
sigh.
so if you ever have some free time from your entertaining schedules and lives filled with friends, cuz you probably have some. then... you should hit me up... if you even wana deal with me.
most times i get Tuesdays and Wednesdays off, then home latest at 7 on most other days. So please if you wana hang out, tell me? ...
-feeling really isolated and alone-

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/25886378/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/25886378/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 19:25:07 PDT i miss drawing.

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/25638914/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/25638914/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 20:58:50 PDT STOP!
why?
What is wrong?
Nothing at all
then Why?
I don't know...
Its just how it is
But It kills >.<
Like I said, that's just how it is.

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/25605897/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/25605897/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 12:04:14 PDT sychoticSoulReaper:

What is on your wrists right now?
... a coke cap bracelet, and a piece of brown string made into a bracelet.

What does your hair look like right now?
XD its got red sparkly fake hair coming out of its pigtails, a french like hat, and GREEN CAT EARS!!! which i just made ^_^ -proud-

What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot chocolate

Your phone rings, what do you say?
“Hello?”

Can you speak another language?
a lil spanish... bout it. haha

How are you feeling?
excited! ^_^ PARTY!!! and my head hurts...

Is there anyone you trust 100%?
mostly, you NEVER trust some one completely, at least you never should.

Day been rough?
hah, I havn't had to do anything, so no.

Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
I hope so.

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
nope

What made your day today?
KICKING MACS ASS AT GO-CARTS!!!

You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
maaaaaaaaaybe... i'm kinda sitting on them.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
yes.

Last place you went to that took more than 15 minutes and when?
to the beach for work, but once we got there they called me to say they didn't need me.

Has anyone said they loved you today?
yup

What are you thinking about right now?
some one

Is there one person you love more than anyone?
maaaaybe

Are you missing someone?
nope ^_^ i has them

Are you tired?
x.x yes

Who was the last person you told you loved them?
... nick

Have you ever woke up next to someone and were creeped out?
no

When was the last time you felt upset?
last night

What do you want right now?
nothing

Why do you think people kiss with their eyes closed?
to make it more personal XD

Would you kill a hobo for $1,000,000,000
if they deserved it.

How's your heart lately?
-shrug-

If you were upset who's the first person you would want to go to?
no one. I don't like sympathy

Are you wearing anything black right now?
ma shirt

Ready for kids?
i don't like em

What's one thing you do when you're mad?
swear at myself in my head, or listen to loud music and scream.

Ever been called a bitch?
not to my face.

Do you like where you live?
its fine

How often do you lose your voice?
when i'm sick?

How many kids do you want?
none, but if I do later, 2 only 2 no more no less.

Are you a good babysitter?
i guess... I just wana kick em XD

Hows your mood?
pretty good XD

Do you have a job?
CONCESSIONS!

Honestly, if you could go back 5 months and change something, would you?
nope, there is nothing there

Do you have clothes that you wear with the purpose of getting attention?
nope

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
any second?

Have you learned any lessons in life?
trusting to much gets you hurt. expecting to much just brings you down.

Have you ever had someone sing to you?
yup ^_^

Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
they would think so, though i would not trust them any more, and would always be mad, they would just never know

Three hours ago, were you touching a person of the opposite sex?
no,... i was playing spyro

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
wallmart XD

Be honest, do you like people in general?
not. i hate them.

Recently kissed anyone beginning with b?
nope

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
^_^ now, yes

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
good question...

When was the last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
idk... i miss that feeling, i'm getting to comfortable XD

What are you listening to right now?
About Falling by Say Anything

Where were you at midnight last night?
trying to sleep

How many 20 dollar bills do you have on you right now?
absolutly nothing XD

Does anybody hate you?
i think so

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
yes

Did anyone yell at you today?
fake funny yelling XD

Are you happier now or three months ago?
now

Is there something you're looking forward to this month?
nope, months almost over.
~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/25561135/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/25561135/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 07:42:23 PDT I hope I still go to work today ;_;
They always do this.
KEEPING ME AWAY FROM MY FROZEN LEMONADE STAND!!! HOW COULD THEY?!?!?!
haha
oh well, more time to be lazy and sorta clean my room.
hehehe, can't wait till later. <3<3

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/25124808/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/25124808/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 12:30:41 PDT

^{<3 you just never goes away, and i have to admit, i love it.}

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24949633/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24949633/ Mon, 25 May 2009 19:04:40 PDT XD I am so happy lately, I feel as though I have uncovered some subconscious way to life! its wonderful! I am passing all my classes, I have a summer job, I finish my hw, my family likes me, I can still hang out with friends. Though I wish I could hang out with some one a bit more ;_; <3 But I can all day tomorrow!!! ^_^ so its all good!
I hope you guys are having a wonderful time in your life as well!
may it be fruitful and happy! ^_^
I love you all.
how are you?
what has been happening?
what are you doing this summer?
are you excited for it?
excited for next year?
and what color is your underwear?
...XD
SE YOU!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24879995/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24879995/ Thu, 21 May 2009 20:12:51 PDT
Thank you for breaking me again. if you didn't, I'd never have known that these dull colors of mine could paint such a vivid and amazing world as this.

It is beautiful.




and now... because it is 10:43 on a school night when i usually go to bed at ten, and i don't feel like going, i shalt fill out all the quizzes i have been tagged for or wana do from over the past 10 days or so when i really just haven't come on. and I'm sorry for those who I'm watching who write stories or poems. i wana read them. just gota find some time.



Tagged by

THREE WAYS I AM STILL A KID:
1. I play in the mud
2. I roll around on the floor or soft looking ground
3. I curl up in ppls laps

THREE WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD:
1. I watch ppls actions and examine how they act and what they say to determine what kind of person they are
2. I have a job
3. I've had my heart broken more than a few times

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO:
1. Blow dry my hair and get that sweatshirt ^_^
2. just let things be how they are
3. see how long I can keep this new found confidence

THREE WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL "BOY":
1. I wear cloths a few times before I wash them.
2. I love playing Halo
3. I eat every thing put in front of me unless i hate it

THREE WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL "GIRL":
1. I mess with my hair constantly
2. My room is usually clean and organized
3. I can act completely innocent while i have a deeper incentive

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. French
2. Sweedish
3. German

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. the dark
2. losing the few who make me happy
3. falling again into that feeling of loneliness, insecurity, and worthlessness

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. shower
2. organization
3. a pen or pencil and paper to doodle or write on XD

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. their smell and clingy but seperatness
2. outgoing and intriguing personality
3. dominant but open to equality

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. sit still for to long
2. cheat on some one. (I'd never be able to face myself again)
3. lie to those few i hold close

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. something with art
2. hair stylist
3. pastry chief

TEN things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:

1. you don't need to try so hard, it takes away from your real beauty
2. don't be so paranoid. the whole world is not out to get you,i swear we are her for you
3. even though you don't know I know what you were saying about me, thank you, it made my day today
4. you've been such a good friend to me even though I know I'm not the reason your around
5. DON'T BLAME ME FOR YOUR MISTAKES!
6. get out of my fucking house, we don't like you here you lazy bastard
7. you fixed me, and i don't know how i can ever thank you
8. Please just move on, it would make you so much happier
9. it was not just an attachment thing, i did, do and always will, though since today, its just not in the same way any more.
10. you need to stop trying so hard and just wait to grow up. i am scared for you and hate the person your becoming

SEVEN people of the opposite sex who mean a lot to you:
(random order; missing people)

1.
2. :mitch:
3. :lance:
4. :Keith:
5.
6.
7. :him:

I have a lot of friends, but i don't consider ppl to mean something to me unless they have had meaning to me or they are really close with me and at least less than half of what they do bugs me

SEVEN people of the same sex who mean a lot to you:
(random order; missing people)

1. :Michelle:
2.
3. :Sarah H:
4. : Diane:
5. :corinne:
6. ...
7. .... ]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24510606/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24510606/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 08:54:09 PDT and i am sick of it!

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24425008/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24425008/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 09:43:21 PDT I want them!


stolen from



[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee. (don't drink it though XD)
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 4


[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 9


[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[x] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 15


[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need. (sometimes XD)
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[x] You have been to a Tupperware party. (shoot me)
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job (>.< grrr stupid agists!!)
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[ ] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of the united states 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL: 22 years old
XD
... mew

so yea hi yeall... i am really bored... just waiting for 5 for la b-day party. mer... BUT I HAVE A TEA CUP!!! BEAT THAT!
have a nice day! see you all later!

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24322049/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24322049/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 08:52:13 PDT hehehe. monster =
last day of vacation, and all the lil good children are dreading tomorrow. XD
but now we get to have something to DO with our days again haha. insted of being stuck in the house cuz your plans arn't secure enough for your mother >.< oh well
EXTRAVAGANZA PARA THE LAST DAY OF VACA!!! READY! SET! GO!!!
i like cook outs... yesterday was fun

and as you can tell by now i really have nothing to say... but feel like just saying random things that ppl might know but might not... and yea,.... i really needa go do some chores...

SO HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY ALL OF YOU!!!

hows your vaca been?
and if your not in school... how has your life been of late?
and how is you?
and what things have been happening?
any thing funzzz???? ^_^
BAI!!!!!

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24234516/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24234516/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 07:55:27 PDT and how are you all doings?!?!?!?!?
I just had a wonderful day yesterday, and an AMAZING EASTER filled with mystical sketchy funny adventures!!!
heheh
I am so happy lately, things are actualy just there... though I havn't really been able to talk to any one... not cuz they arn't around... I just don't know what to say any more... and I tend to be really tired, but I'm still really happy, maybe I just needa eat better XD

so yesterday... the most fun, scariest, beautiful, calm day ever.... forts and sketchy voices are scary.,... i literly almost pissed myself... and i actualy did ram my face flat into a cement wall... O.o haha, but afterwards besides the head ach it was okay... no one was stabed like i kept invisioning them to be... then we got to hang on the play ground ^_^ meeeeeeeew playgrounds are so fun. sitting on tubes!!! and singing... growl... XD YOU HAVE TO SING FOR ME NOW!!!

HOW ARE ALL YOU!?!?!
HOW WAS YOUR EASTER!?!?!?!
I WANT TO KNOW!!!! ^_______^


also... i have... no new art... i really needa get on that... absolutly no motivation to do anything... less i force myself to leave the house... then i have fun... so weird. haha, OHHH WELLL!!! time to stack wood SEE YA!! ^__________^

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24110857/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24110857/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 11:56:33 PDT

Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone? ermm, i don't think so

When you're walking, do you stop to drink? yea, i can't do both at the same time... or i slow down really slow XD

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it? No, but if you try for something hard enough you have a better chance of getting it.

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle? yea

Ever snuck out of your house? yup

Kill or Be killed? idrc

Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken? >.< both, and i feel like shit for what i've done, but it was the only thing to do.

What did you do today? READING UNDER THE DESK AND ABSOLUTLY NOTHING!!!! thank you week before vaca!!!

Do you like someone right this second? yea

Would you ever get a tattoo? nopes

What was the last thing you ate? pretzles!!! as usual

Are you a morning person or a night person? ehh, i can be either

Do you snore? i don't think so O.o

Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion? naw

What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body? ... probably start laughing... then be kinda weirded out as to where it came from.

Do you like to spend time with people? rarly, and not with many.

Are you hungry? ehh, i could eat something but don't really care

Are you a forgiving person? i try to be... that is, if they deserve to be forgiven

When was the last time you did the dishes? last night

Are you talking to anyone while doing this? the music is talking to me! XD

Do you want a relationship right now? ehh, i don't really care

What are you about to do? reaserch

Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't? no, but i like to fantasize that some ppl die

If you could be a superhero what powers would you have? invisibility

Your name plus "ness"? Aubrieness!!!
THATS RIGHT!!! YOU CAN'T RESIST MY AUBRIENESS!!!

Three feelings at the moment? was happy, annoyed, concerned

Done anything you regret so far in life? every one does, i try not to though, for i try to do everything for the best.

Are you listening to anything? EVERY BODY GOING TO THE PARTY HAVE A REAL GOOD TIME!!!! DANCING IN THE DESERT BLOWING UP THE SUN SHIne!!!! i think i got a word or two wrong...

Where are you right now? The school library

What are you scared of? people... their reactions, their feelings, public speaking, heights, being wrong, confusion, myself,... alot more that i can't think of at the moment

Last movie you watched? no idea

Last song you sang out loud? -shrug-

Are you thinking of someone right now? a lil, but i was mostly thinking about the bands i listen to, trying to remember the last song XD

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? umm... mi madre? but if you count listening, then Mason, dylans cuzin. CALLING ME A BITCH AN TELLING ME TO MAKE A SANDWHICH!!! XD

Last thing you downloaded on your computer? -shrug-

Have you changed much this year? Definatly, i'm not so scared and unsure as much any more.

Where was the last place you went besides where you are? ma locker?

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? nope

Do you speak any other language? a tiny tiny TINY bit of spanish XD

Do you dress for style or comfort? I make sure they are comfortable first!!! XD then my own style

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico? never been drunk OR to Mexico,... so i guess thats a... yes? haha

What's the stupidest thing you've ever done? alot

Favorite color(s)? purple, black, and silver

What is your favorite (insert band name here) song? to many to pick one

What are you looking forward to this summer? PICNICS, 6 FLAGS, CLIFFS, J-TOWN, AND FORTS!!!! ^_____^

Last time you smiled? Just now XD

If you could choose any fate what would you choose? disapearance

If you could have anything in the world, what would you want? to feel free from these invisible bonds... hehe, that sounds morbid!!!

I tag...

, , and ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24012452/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/24012452/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 19:08:56 PDT

1. What is your natural hair color?
dirty blond

2. Where was your ID pic taken?
in the highschool gym! haha

3. What's your middle name?
mae... ehh, its sorta normal

4. Your current relationship status?
I'M FREE!!!!!! XD

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
shure seems that way XD

6. What is your current mood?
AMAZNG!

7. What's the color of your underwear?
.. pink... SHUT UP!

8. What is one thing that makes you happy?
being relly giddy, and nice smells ^_^

9. Who was the last person you cuddled with?
erm... not sure by definition of cuddle, like head nuzzling, then like 2 days ago, actual cuddling? like 4 - 5 months ago? haha

10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
nothing, you learn from each mistake and wonderful moment

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day-
a mouse cat or fox

12. Ever had a near death experience?
a few XD all before i was 2 haha

13. Something you do a lot?
... take showers? XD umm... procrastinate? HEY I'M DOING THAT RIGHT NOW!!! ^_^

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
none... i am just bubbly ^_^

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?


16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
TOM CRUSE!!!

17. When was the last time you cried?
erm... like a week or 2 ago?

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
yup! its fine in a large group... but alone... i stutter alot

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
invisibility. but at the moment, flight

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
humm... personality, smell, how tall they are XD

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks/Tim Hortons?
eck... uhh, dounut or CHEESE CAKE!!

22. What’s your biggest secret?
if i told you it wouldn't be a secret now would it? XD ... naw i don't think i really have any

23. What's your favorite color?
black, silver, and purple.

24. When was the last time you lied?
merm, today. lil white lies. ebery one does em all the time. but just the ones to make ppl feel a bit better while telling them something they needa hear

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
some times... blame the step haha

27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
nopeizl

28. What's your favorite smell?
^____^ i have so many!

29. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
rollercoster

30. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
earlier today

31. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
yuz

32. What are you thinking about right now?
the events of today,... they have just been soooo weird, but i knew when i woke up it was guna be a good day. I TOLD YOU BRADFORD!

33. What should you be doing?
...memorizing XD

34. What was the last thing that made you upset?
ppl telling me sad things they deal with

35. Do you like working in the yard?
yes actualy... when i'm alone that is

36. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
idc lol

37. Name 5 things in your closet:
cloths, rubber ducks, a giant plank of wood, skate bored, and books, lots and lots of books!!!! ^_^

38. Do you act different around your crush?
... depends

39. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?
always, they are in ma bed!!! XD

40. How many times do you take a shower a week?
every day

41. Do you brush your teeth everyday?
every dayizl

42. Have you ever said something stupid in front of your crush?
haha, all the time

43. Have you ever watched a hockey game?
yea... sooooo boooooooooring

44. Do you lie about your age?
not yet haha

45. Ever been jealous about something stupid?
... a few times... shhh, i keep it on the hush hush

46. Do you pick your nose?
O.o

47. What's the one food you hate?
mac & cheese...and coffee... they just make me wana be sick

48. What's the one junk food you cant live without?
.. sugar XD

49. How old were you when you found out Santa was fake?
5th grade,...4th grade?... ]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/23851285/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/23851285/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 15:17:20 PDT

1. [x] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [x] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [ ] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [x] Had people tell you that you are blond when you're not, or had people tell you that your blond highlights are going to your head (XD it was dyed)
7. [x] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull (Everyone has done this)
10. [x] Tried to pull open a door that said push (Read top)

Running total: 9

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [x] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [x] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [x] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [x] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [x] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 17

21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [x] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle (haha sorta, it started going and i fell out while trying to get in XD)
23. [x] Have run into a closed door
25. [x] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [x] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [x] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [x] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock
Running total: 25

31. [ ] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [ ] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else (O.o I attacked them... that was uncomfortable)
34. [x] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [ ] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on.
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [x] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [x] Walked into a pole
40. [ ] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total: 31

41. [ ] took a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [ ] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it was that you were going to do(all the time haha)
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 36

51. [ ] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [x] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [x] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were (XD)
56. [x] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [ ] Forgot your own phone number
59. [x] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [x] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

Running total: 44

61. [x] Done the Macaren... ]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/23785793/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/23785793/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 18:30:07 PDT .<
I'm not aloud to see
I am unable to see
and they are moving,
what fucking dumb luck do I seem to have XD
-wacks head on the desk-
its my fault for not thinking of this plan sooner, gah,
and now its to late cuz every one who i could bring is buissy
its not their fault, I am just freking annoyed at my stupidity,
and now I get to be even more alone cuz they get to go half way across the country for a good few months,
and I've only ever seen them three times, and I just can't stand it.
wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf.
life isn't fair... I know this, but really? I think that this time life went a bit far >.<

sorry for my rant, I am just really upset, give me a lil bit and I'll hid it again, I do a good job of that most of the time now.

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/23675611/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/23675611/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 12:22:46 PDT


North Italy (Vargas Feliciano)

[x] You were bullied a lot in your childhood
[x] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[x] You're very happy-go-lucky (can be often)
[x] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies
[ ] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up
[x] You're a good artist
[x] You can be clumsy at times
[ ] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something
[ ] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[ ] You would surrender in a war situation (never)

(6/10)

Germany (Ludwig)

[x] You're very stoic and serious (can be often)
[ ] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[ ] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[ ] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[ ] You love rules and think they should always be followed to a T (sick of em)
[x] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules (yea, but who does?)
[x] You work very hard
[x] Your alone time is your 'happy time'
[ ] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[ ] You've had issues with money once or twice

(4/10)

Japan (Kiku Honda)

[x] You're very mature (as i've been told)
[x] You think everything over before saying it. (most things)
[ ] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one
[x] You isolated yourself during childhood
[ ] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[x] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[x] You can seem cold/aloof to other people (basically every one i know has told me that the first impression of me is that they think I'm a stuck up bitch... >.< )
[x] You're good at practical tasks
[x] You need time to adjust to new people

(7/10)

The Allies

The United States of America (Alfred F. Jones)

[x] You love hamburgers
[ ] You think you're awesome
[ ] You love to invent things
[ ] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[ ] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[x] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business
[ ] You're terrified of ghosts
[ ] You know aliens exist
[ ] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time
[x] You wear glasses

(3/10)

The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland (Arthur Kirkland)

[x] You like tea
[ ] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid
[x] You're very sarcastic and cynical (At times)
[ ] Your cooking is awful
[x] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts... (Faeries yes, ghosts, no)
[ ] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[x] You have tried doing black magic before
[ ] You get drunk quite easily.
[ ] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy
[x] You're good at embroidery

(5/10)

France (Francis Bonnefoy)

[x] You're very affectionate (...only ever really bee to 2 ppl)
[ ] You think you have a great fashion sense
[ ] You like wine
[ ] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears
[x] You love red roses (dried ^.^)
[ ] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women
[ ] You're very proud of yourself
[x] You love culture and the arts
[x] You're very flamboyant (can be often O.o)
[ ] You say you're a gourmet

(4/10)

Russia (Ivan Braginski)

[x] You had a very sad childhood
[x] You're very tall (for a girl)
[x] You have a tendency to switch between personalities
[x] You wear a scarf all the time
[x] You love sunflowers
[ ] You love vodka
[x] You can seem intimidating to other people (i am told)
[ ] You're very strong
[ ] You have a big nose
[ ] You have a strange laugh that can scare people

(6/10)

China (Wong Yao)

[x] You're very mature (as i'm told)
[x] You're very superstitious
[ ] You're very religious
[x] You love pandas
[x] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes
[x] You love Hello Kitty
[x] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, but are never taken seriously. (my younger sister has more of the bossy older sibbling jeans, and pissiness)
[x] You work hard
[x] You're good at drawing
[x] You like sweets

(9/10)

And now for s... ]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/23571435/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/23571435/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 09:24:57 PST
... I have no reason to write up a journal, but i just am in a good mood, so I thought HEY!!! JOURNAL!!!
I can spread love to all and not just one at a time, YAY! LOVE!
sigh...
I want to hang out with you all more... mew ;_;
I HATE THE SNOW!!! but hey, its melting... and i have nothing to say... but there is one I miss like all hell.
I needa find a camera... I've got a lot of big pictures I've finished and they needa be uploaded, but they are to big to fit in ma scanner.
Aight, so any one free at some time within the next week, tell me? they maybe we can plan to chill. almost any time. I'm always free XD

yea... basically nothing important in there.

And I just want to say I m sorry to any one who I have hurt lately... If I have, please tell me so I can make up for it?

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/23485010/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/23485010/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 08:21:09 PST ....no

it means your stuck in a house with nothing to do, and the rest of the week there will be snow every where so you can't really go any where since your only means of transportation is your bike and your feet, cuz your mom is mostly always to buissy to give you a ride. and then you are stuck unable to go see ppl you really wana see, and go practicaly any where, atleast school would save you from having to come HOME!.
grumble grumble grumble....
and that was my snow rant XD
how is every one today?
Are you having a good day?
what have you been up to?


and just to put something interesting in here, I think I will add a quiz!


1. Are we friends?
2. When did we meet?
3. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
4. Describe me in one word.
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What reminds you of me?
8. If you could give me anything what would it be?
9. How well do you know me?
10. When's the last time you saw me?
11. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
12. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?



XD tagging.... lets put a whole bunch of ppl, shale we?


, , , , , , , , , , and

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/23195232/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/23195232/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 12:11:14 PST
and i guess another short one for all you love lovers

~ love never dies ~


every one have a wonderful day! and i loves you! ....even if I have a funny way of showing it some times >.< sorry

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22930972/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22930972/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 20:46:16 PST
]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22843022/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22843022/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 12:47:32 PST


Would it hurt seeing someone make out with the last guy/girl you kissed?
i'd be kinda annoyed, but w/e i'd get over it

Who do you tell everything too?
mer... lol wow... only like 1 person now, and not everything

Did you speak to your mother today?
this morning

How many months until your birthday?
6

Last person who called you?
uhh, ma momy, no one calls me any more XD

What are you listening to?
mitch playing guitar hero

What color is your hair?
light light brown, dirty blond

what is the last movie you watched?
Sublime

Who's bothering you right now?
just some things, ehh

What makes you happy?
umm... having a reason to smile

Would you kiss the last person you dated?
...about that

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
3 seconds ago

Are you happy?
meh, i'm okay

Do you miss someone?
not nearly as much as i have. i don't need any one

Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
i have

Who was the last person you gave your number to?
umm.. idk... ppl just randomly have it.

how good is Coca-Cola?
its okay

Do you have stage fright?
YES

When was the last time you cleaned your room?
yesterday, and its staying clean!

Are you taking anyone for granted?
sorta... i'm sorry..., but then again, not at the same time, for i really don't like having ppl in my life, if they wana be there though, let em

Where do you hide your money?
umm... wallet

Have you ever done something so stupid it hurt somebody you loved?
yup... but it was only stupid by their standards, every thing i do has a reason

How did you wake up this morning?
bring bring, don't wana get up, -music starts playing- don't wana get up, oh shit its 6:30, fiiiiine -roles outa bed-

Last time someone surprised you?
lol, a few times in the past week or so

What's the last bone you broke?
either collar bone or leg, dunno which was first

How many letters are in your last name?
8

What are you excited about?
this weekend!!! movie night and dinner! mew!

How much makeup do you wear?
i only wear it on occasions when i have time and am bored.

Do you want any tattoos or piercings?
ehh... naw i think i'm good

Are you a modest person?
i don't know

How do you walk?
forward?

When was the last time you danced with a boy/girl?
umm, dunno

Do you say bad words a lot?
to express, but not offten

Do you hate your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
no

How are your manners?
i think they are okay

Whens the last time you cried really, really hard?
i dunno

Are you happier single or with a boyfriend/girlfriend?
i've found, when i'm single, i don't feel trapt

What's you favorite color?
deep purple, silver, and black.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
definatly, less they messed up alot before

What's you favorite type of music?
all cept to much rap and country

Most hated food?
mer... mac and cheese? and sloppy joes

What is the status of you and your first love?
he ma brotha from another motha! we tight lol

What's your favorite song?
erm, no specific one

What's something you wish you could understand better?
a pourpose

Have you lost friends in the past years?
idk

Do you dance in front of the mirror ever?
haha... maybe

What's the last thing that made you smile?
the question before this one

What are you doing tonight?
probably going to a bone fire and riding on a snow mobile and four wheelers

Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
idk... it would be nice, but idc

What's you favorite pair of pants?
comfy ones

Book you're currently reading?
the case of the dog in the night time i think is what it is

Have you ever been on stage?
yup

How was it for you?
scary

Will anyone repost this?
v those ppl down there will


tagged- - -
, ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22798039/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22798039/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 08:12:02 PST sigh here we go

List 10 things that you like, that start with the letter "W"...

1. umm,... WOOD! XD
2. WILSON!!! that volley ball that was the mans friend for 2 years... i forget the movie name
3. words, when i can thing of any haha
4. weeping willows
5. windows! you can see outside
6. wishes
7. i likes to wonder! hehe, -stretching-
8. walrus's
9. winter. just for the ice, could do without the snow
10. great WHITE shark. i still count it cuz its got a w in it XD

wow that was like pulling teeth, but i didn't look up any of the words!!! XD


kay now i tag:


"P"



"G"



"Y"


XD, please tell me if your all ready tagged, then i can tag some one diffrent.

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22778245/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22778245/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 09:30:37 PST mew, YAY SOMETHING TO DO!


If you saw over 85 of these, you have no life.

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
Total so far: 8

(x) The Princess Bride
(x) AnchorMan
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 18

(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
(x) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 26

(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
( ) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 33

(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning (And the rest are… where?)
( ) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
( ) Suddenly 30
(x) I, Robot
(x) Robots
Total so far: 42

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
(x) KING KONG
Total so far: 50

(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
(x) The Ring (Technically Ringu)
(x) The Ring 2 (Ringu 2. Where’re Ringu 3 and Ringu 0: Birthday?)
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 60

( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy (Where’s #2)
(x) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
(x) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 65

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play (each and every one)
(x) Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
( ) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
(x) Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
(x) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 76

( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Seven
(x) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Curious George
Total so far: 81

( ) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
(x) My Boss's Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 88

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
( ) The Terminator
( ) The Terminator 2
( ) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 92

( ) X-Men
( ) X-2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 100

( ) Swimfan
(x) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
(x) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
(x) Boogeyman
(x) The 40-year-old-virgin
... ]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22739052/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22739052/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 15:43:03 PST Hold me, I'm scared mommy!!! XD

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22658609/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22658609/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 17:47:08 PST something else to do cuz i told him i would find him more quiz things, there would be more questions, but i really gota pee and shower so i can't look for more, any way, yea, here:


50 random questions.


1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
~in my room... just sitting there...

2. Who are you in love with?
~umm, thats kind of blunt, and i am trying to pretend not to be thanx

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
~...no

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
~ O.o my underwear... and ma sisters hair brush

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
~a few weeks ago with ma bro

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
~no but i probably should be, i am freezing

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
~don't have a car, so that would be a no

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
~uhhh, last tusday to ma dads house

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
~heh, no

10. Are you hot?
~excuse me? ...hah, NO

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
~ water

12. What are you wearing right now?
~undercloths, jeans, skull belt, black t-shirt, black and grey hoodie, a chocker and a crystal necklace for good luck.

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
~uhh.. in the summer i wash my moms car...

14. Last food you ate?
~Chicken nuggets and fries... didn't setal well, have been sadlike/off all day

15. Where were you last week at this time?
~I was in my room texting and doing pre-calc, as usual

16. Have you bout any clothing items in the last week?
~nope

17. When was the last time you ran?
~Friday i ran through the snow over the ice and made it about half way up te hill with mike and arron before i just couldn't and had to walk, haha, i am so outa shape its not even funn XD

18. Whats the last sport you watched?
~Good question... if its on, i go away or change the channle

19. Whats your favorite animal?
~idk... i like alot, but mostly any type of cat, rats, mice, hamsters, gerbals, and wolves

20. Your dream vacation?
~some where warm where there was no one i knew, or some one who ment the world... sigh, but didn't feel like being an ass the whole time, haha.

21. Last persons house you were in?
~Mikes, yesterday.

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
~I really dunno... could be breaking my leg or my collarbone

23. Have you been in love?
~i thought so? ...... sigh... still waiting to lose those dead end feelings

24. Do you miss any one right now?
~you have no fucking clue

25. Last play you saw?
~42nd street.. they did a good job

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
~I don't try to lure them in... i don't have one

27. What are your plans for tonight?
~be alone and wish i had plans

28. Who is the last person to have sent you a myspace message?
~ Brett, that was a while ago.

29. Next trip you are going to take?
~ehh... idk, but it my dad goes to Florida again, i am going and just walking away, idc what he sais

30. Ever go to camp?
~ no, but every one talks about it, always wanted to...

31. Were/are you an honor roll student in school?
~ehh... used to be... now i just can't think straight ever about anything

32. What do you want to know about the future?
~If these freakin feelings will ever go away and i can think straight, sleep in peace, and find another half again...

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
~umm... deoderant XD

34. Are you due some time this year for a doctors visit?
~ idk, probably

35. Where is your best friend?
~umm... idk, do i even have one?

36. How is your best friend?
~they must be wonderful, cuz who ever they are, i don't have em, so they don't need a best friend

37. Do you have a tan?
~used to, dunno if it went away yet.

38. What are you listening to right now?
~ My brother playing guitar hero

39. Do you colect anything?
~Rocks and washers

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
~hah, really every one, cuz no one has a reallife yet.

41. Last time you got stopped bye a cop or pulled over?
~need to start driveing first... got ma permit, but its to icey

42. Have you ever drank yoursoda from a straw?
... ]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22629396/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22629396/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 08:44:25 PST
IN 2008 I:
[ ] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[x] made out in a car
[x] kissed in the snow
[x] kissed in the rain
[x] fell in love/like (.....)
[x] fell in love/like with a fool (.....)
[x] had my heart broken
[x] broke someone else's heart (i pretty sure >.< )
[ ] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[x] questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] came out of my closet
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret (who doesn't XD)
[ ] lost my true love
[x] lost faith in love for awhile
[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[x] got a job (XD maid)
[ ] got a promotion
[ ] changed jobs
[x] lost my job (for now... its only a summer job ;_; )
[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/daughter
[ ] got fired from my job
[ ] got straight A's
[ ] almost got straight A's
[x] failed a class(sigh,... i'm so suprized i'm not grounded yet...)
[ ] cut class
[ ] skipped school
[x] did something I was proud of (some things here and there, ya know)
[x] proved myself an idiot (always)
[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class (always)
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[ ] was involved in something that I will never forget
[ ] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem (many)
[ ] ran a mile
[x] double dipped (you kinda have to...)
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to camp
[x] threw a surprise party (ehh, does tried count?)
[x] laughed until I cried (XD always again)
[ ] laughed till I peed my pants
[ ] flirted shamelessly (...hehe, that started in 09 XD)
[ ] visited a foreign country
[x] visited a foreign state
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[ ] realized something new about myself
[ ] tried to gain weight
[x] dyed my hair (BLUE!!!! ^_^)
[ ] came close to losing my life
[x] someone close to me died
[ ] went to a wild party
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book(s)
[x] saw a great movie (The Changeling)
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[ ] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[x] found out who your real friends are
[x] lied to your parents (who doesn't?)
[x] snuck out
[ ] got in trouble with police
[ ] kissed in a pool
[x] kissed under the stars
[ ] did an illegal drug
[x] went to a party
[x] had the time of your life
[x] danced
[ ] fell out of love/like
[x] had a crush on someone
[ ] changed your sexual preference
[ ] swam in a pool
[ ] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[ ] went sledding
[ ] slept past 2pm
[x] held someone's hand
[x] held someones hand that you care about
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend (...)
[x] gone on vacation (everything was killed in that week... everything)
[ ] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car
[ ] played strip poker
[x] danced in the rain
[ ] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[ ] had an amazing year (no..)
[x] missed someone (sigh)
[ ] got hit by car
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[ ] got a new pet
[x] enjoyed this year overall (guess it was okay)

tagged- - -
, and uhhh... , and how bout...

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22577436/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22577436/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 12:31:08 PST


[]-Dystychiphobia-fear of accidents.
[]-Gerascophobia-fear of growing old.
[]-Anemophobia-fear of air drafts.
[]-Methyphobia, Potophobia-fear of alcohol.
[x]-Autophobia- fear of being alone.
[]-Amnesiphobia- fear of amnesia.
[]-Batrachophobia- fear of amphibians.
[]-Apotemnophobia- fear of amputees.
[]-Cholerophobia- fear of cholera.
[]-Anginophobia- fear of choking or narrowness.
[x]-Angrophobia- fear of becoming angry.
[]-Zoophobia- fear of animals.
[]-Myrmecophobia- fear of ants.
[]-Asymmetriphobia- fear of asymmetrical things.
[]-Ataxiophobia- fear of ataxia (muscular incoordination).
[]-Atomosophobia- fear of atomic explosions.
[]-Motorphobia- fear of automobiles.
[]-Bacteriophobia- fear of bacteria.
[]-Scelerophibia- fear of bad men
[]-Peladophobia- fear of bald people.
[]-Phalacrophobia- fear of becoming bald.
[]-Pogonophobia- fear of beards.
[]-Clinophobia- fear of going to bed.
[]-Apiphobia, Melissophobia- fear of bees.
[]-Cyclophobia- fear of bicycles.
[]-Ornithophobia- fear of birds.
[]-Melanophobia- fear of black.
[]-Scotomaphobia- fear of blindness.
[]-Hemophobia, Hemaphobia or Hematophobia-fear of blood
[]-Erythrophobia, Erytophobia or Ereuthophobia-fear of Blushing (?)
[]-Bromidrosiphobia or Bromidrophobia-fear of body smells.
[]-Bogyphobia-fear of the bogeyman.
[]-Bolshephobia-fear of Bolsheviks.
[]-Bibliophobia-fear of books.
[]-Merinthophobia-fear of being or tied up. (Kinky)
[]-Meningitophobia-fear of brain disease.
[]-Gephyrophobia, Gephydrophobia, or Gephysrophobia-fear of Bridge crossing.
[]-Taurophobia-fear of bulls.
[]-Hobophobia-fear of bums or beggars.
[]-Scelerophibia-fear of burglars.
[]-Taphephobia, Taphophobia-fear of be buried alive.
[]-Cancerophobia, Carcinophobia-fear of cancer.
[]-Ailurophobia, Elurophobia, Felinophobia , Galeophobia or Gatophobia-fear of cats.
[]-Taphephobia Taphophobia Coimetrophobia-fear of cemeteries.
[]-Heresyphobia or Hereiophobia-fear of challenges to official doctrine or of radical deviation.
[x]-Metathesiophobia-fear of changes.
[]-Chemophobia-fear of chemicals or working with chemicals.
[]-Alektorophobia-fear of chickens.
[]-Lockiophobia, Maieusiophobia or Parturiphobia-fear of childbirth.
[x]-Pedophobia-fear of children.
[]-Sinophobia-fear of Chinese, Chinese culture.
[]-Geniophobia-fear of chins.
[x]-Pnigophobia or Pnigerophobia-fear of choking of being smothered.
[]-Ecclesiophobia-fear of church.
[]-Chronomentrophobia-fear of clocks.
[]-Vestiphobia-fear of clothing.
[]-Nephophobia-fear of clouds.
[]-Coulrophobia-fear of clowns.
[]-Coitophobia-fear of coitus.
[]-Cryophobia, Frigophobia -fear of Cold (extreme), ice or frost.
[x]-Psychrophobia, Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia-fear of cold
[]-Chromophobia or Chromatophobia-fear of colors.
[]-Cometophobia-fear of comets.
[]-Cyberphobia-fear of computers or working on a computer.
[]-Logizomechanophobia-fear of computers.
[]-Claustrophobia-fear of confined spaces.
[]-Coprastasophobia-fear of constipation.
[]-Tapinophobia-fear of being Contagious.
[]-Misophobia-fear of being contaminated with dirt of germs. (We always are)
[]-Mageirocophobia-fear of cooking.
[]-Kosmikophobia-fear of cosmic phenomenon.
[]-Staurophobia-fear of crosses or the crucifix.
[x]-Agoraphobia , Ochlophobia, Demophobia or Enochlophobia-fear of crowds or mobs.(most times,... its weird)
[]-Crystallophobia-fear of crystals or glass.
[]-Chorophobia-fear of dancing.
[x]-Nyctophobia, Achluophobia, Lygophobia, Myctophobia or Scotophobia-fear of darkness, dark or night. (Only alone in an unfimilar place)
[]-Eosophobia-fear of dawn or daylight.
[]-Phengophobia-fear of daylight or sunshine.
[]-Necrophobia-fear of death or dead things
[]-Thanatophobia or Thantophobia-fear of dying.
[]-Seplophobia-fear of decaying matter.
[]-Rhypophobia-fear of defecation.
[]-Dysmorphophobia-fear of deformity.
[]-Demonophobia or Daemonophobia-fear of demons.
[]-Dentophobia-fear of dentists.
[x]-Soteriophobia-fear of dependence on others.
[x]-Bathophobia-fear of depth.
[]-Diabetophobia-fear of diabetes.
[]-Deipnophobia-fear of dining and dinner conversations.
[x]-Rupophobia , Molysmophobia or Molysomophobia-fear of dirt or contamination.
[]-Automysophobia-fear of being dirty.
[]-Monopathophobia-fear of particular one disease.
[]-Pathophobia-fear of disease.
[]-Ataxophobia-fear... ]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22370272/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22370272/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 09:18:43 PST
mkay I'm bored so I'm guna ramble about random crap, and idk if many ppl read all the way through all the journals, XD i know i do, and most times they are pretty entertaining.
Aight, so i has made some resolutions.

1. be a bit happier, which so far has been going great ^_^ haven't really been stressing over much of anything since the 1st started. there have been a few minor things though, but i got over them cuz i was just taking them to personally, leading me to another resolution,
2. not to take things so personally. I always seem to do that, which causes me to become more stressed and upset. haha, numba...
3. stop caring as much abotu what ppl think of me, i know that that is kinda a hard one though, cuz if you phrase it like that it tends to make one more consciouses of what other ppl think, so in the other way i mean it but is harder to say and also seems more selfish but is not meant like that way, "do something because i want to and not because some one else wants me to and not be restricted to do something because some one else doesn't want me to or thinks i am just doing it to folllow a fad when really its what i want to do so it doesn't matter what they have to say about it!" ... yea its pretty long, so thats y its easier just to say it the other way, haha.
4. stop expecting so much from ppl. I used to never really expect much of anything from ppl, so then its always so amazing when they suprize you, but i tend to analize ppl a bit to much, so its hard for them to suprize me much any more... haha, but no matter how impatient i may get i still like being suprized. but then there are those other times where you expect things which should be expected, and you get let down.... and then it makes it worse by takeign it personaly.. and then it stresses you out... haha, all my resolutions are somewhat intertwinded.
5. Become more independent. I used to be more independent, not really like the completely on ownness cuz you can't really do that when your underage, still depending on your parents, and its not a bad set up. i mean independednt from depending on ppl for their help, some one to lean on, i have grown to have to have some one to lean on, which i absolutly HATE, cuz i don't like putting things off on ppl, and i don't like opening up to ppl, but that would just go back to the not caring what they think, because i don't like to open up to them cuz they might think i'm whiny, but once i start i get dependent on doing so, i need to get a steady flow on that, but thats probably because i don't tell many ppl things. ehh idk.
6. Become more sociable. I need to start learning how to talk to ppl idk... i can do it fine over the computer, lol, cuz i have a few DA friends and stuffs ^_^ <3 <3 but in person, i can't talk to some one idk, maybe its just the fact of seeing their face, and in their eyes, you can tell when its boring them, or that they might have some where else they'd rather be, and you just can't seem to come up with anything to say to keep them around. This is guna really hurt me soon... cuz our whole society is based off of money, intlect, and the ppl we know... if i can't learn how to know ppl, how do i expect to survive? lol, i am not a fan of society, i wish we could just turn time back a few hundred years XD
7. just the usual, lose some weight
8. gain a new hobby and stick with it, haha

kay, for those of you who have made it so far, I applaud you!, but you should keep reading, you know y? if you do they you get a super specialy suprize prize!!!!! XD so keep readin kay?

well i wrote this random thing the other day about dreams, so i feel like putting it in here, might as well pack it full o crap ^_^

~Isn't it odd how a dream can be such a sanctuary and then in the blink of an eye, be turned into a curse? At this point all you want to do is wake up. Your dreams, are like another world in your mind which every night you have a chance to escape to. If you concentrate enough, you can even make all your worries and fears about this world of "reality" disappear for a few hours. Then open you up to a whole new life, where you can really be anything, as long as you believe it is true.... And some times, you can only have things in your dreams which you once held so dear and close to your heart, things that were as real sitting next to you as the empty hands now held in front of your face~

on to the next deal of things to worry about.
UPDATE!: ... yea... still gota actualy UPDATE SOMETHING... to lazy... thats what vacations do to you XD havn't really done anything of importance yet, hehe

and now... QUIZ TIME!!!
stolen from my sisters friends myspace, CUZ I CAN DO THAT ^.^

Who sits behin​d you in math?​
nobody.
some kid that moved here from seata... ]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22278261/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22278261/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 11:13:25 PST <3
16 interesting things about maself... lets see if there are even that many things, let alone interesting


1. uhhh...... i enjoy being by myself, but then again, if i have nothing to do then i want to be around some one.

2. i hate the cold with a passion!!!, snow is just evil, yea its pretty w/e but its so freakin cold, when i get older i'm moving to some where with a dry heat!

3. I have Dyslexia, and no that does not mean that I read backwards! it means that i learn diffrently than other ppl. There are diffrent types of dyslexia, I have the most common, effects spelling writeing and reading abilities, I wasn't able to read till 3rd grade, but not i love to read, and write, though i am a sucky writer and can't spell for crap. Some of the less common types effect mathmatics and such. Don'[t be sorry though, it is not a disability. Alot of smart ppl have dyslexia, and for a while in middle school i was close to the top of my class, thanx to massive amounts of a program called O-G >.< it sucked lol

4. People I don't know intimidate me very much. I am afraid to say something wrong, and yes, there are a very many things that could be wrong to say, for I'm not sure what kind of things they like or dislike, and I might say something to offend them, and what if they don't want me around? what if i'm just annoying them?

5. umm, stupid one, I got glasses in second grade

6. I have Asthma and had a major attack when i was about 2.

7. The doctors thought my mom might be abusive to me, because i had to go to the hospital so much when i was little. She didn't think i would live to much longer if I went on with it, lol, this was all before about 2 and a half. Had an asthma attack, lime disease, broke my collar bone by falling through a banister, had to get stitches on my eyebrow from falling on a toy boat, broke 2 bones in my leg on a swing set, and all most fell on my head from following my brother up a play gym, I fell through the monkey bars but my cast on my leg got caught in them giving my mom time to get over and catch me before I fell.

8. wow, only 8?, umm, I enjoy writing poems, and even if they don't flow right all the time, and i can never get phrases to sound good, it still helps me let out my feelings and my poems are very important to me, so I still write em even if they suck.

9. I love practically every sort of music there is, except to much rap. The songs are just ppls feelings being let out into words with a catchy tune, I feel connected with the ppl, like I could understand them a Little more.

10. I love to sew things, create new things out of old things, draw, carve foam sculptures, CONSTRUCT GINGERBREAD HOUSES!, building with legos XD, frosting cakes!, cooking

11. When I grow up I want to move into a city, so I can try to become more social, and own a little corner pastry shop in which I will cook all the pastry's myself. and ppl can just com in a sit down to get away from it all in a friendly environment

12. Most of the ppl I have gotten close to have, in my earlier years moved away, and more recently died or just given up... so I trust ppl very easily still, but not with any of my personal affairs...

13. my normal face when i am neither happy nor sad I am told looks either really depressed or agnry.

14. I love being outside in the sun alone, when it feels like no one is around and no one will ever bother you again

15. Going to new places i've never been before is amaszing, especially outa state, you can feel like you don't have to deal with your problems, just leave em for another day

16. all right, umm,... one more... i want to just completely disappear! it would be quite interesting, a "scientific experiment" *cough cough* -shakes head-

mkay! thast 16! and i barely made it! lol, mkay, hehe, time to tag ppl XD

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I tagS!!!....
, , , http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22265420/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 17:21:23 PST

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT??
there is a circle scare on my knee from goin down my driveways hill in the dark and rain on a scooter, not noticing i was running over the handle bars of another scooter XD

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
drawings by me and jeric, ANY ONE ELSE WANA DRAW ME SOMETHING FOR MY WALLS?

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
Occationaly, when I'm sick

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Rock, metal, techno, and many more. Listening to one type is boring.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
10:35 AM

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
peace and FLIPPIN quiet

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
feeling like there is a purpose

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
my journals.... shhh

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5' 6"

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
when I'm angre XD don't get in my bubble then

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
only when i feel completely isolated and alone...though sometimes that is a nice feeling

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
myself as always, no one can MAKE you do any thing like that, but i guess, bad thoughts

13. WHAT’S YOUR WORST FEAR?
i dunno, keeps changin, but i guess, not to have a purpose so i grow stiff and careless to all ad everything

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOUR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE ( OR SAME ) SEX?
urrrmm... i guess brown? idk, don't really care

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
truthfully? no where

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
ENERGY DRINK!!!!!! MONSTER!!

17. FAVOURITE PIZZA TOPPING?
chees and pineapple!!!! yum yum yum

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
...nothing, i don't wana eat

19. FAVOURITE COLOUR OF ALL TIME?
a purpley silver

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
O.o thats an odd thing to do

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED
had a few... but idk which was first of if there was one before them

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
ehh, idk any more, just feel blank

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
lol yea

24. FAVOURITE CLOTHING BRAND?
... ehh, idc

25. WHO IS YOUR FAV FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
i don't follow them. don't know practically any of their names

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW
dog and a cat

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
mut and a... cat

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
depends where they are going i guess

29. ARE YOU AWESOME?
......kidding right?

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED
14

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
brunettes!

32. FAVOURITE QUOTE?
"I'd rather spend my life close to the birds than wast it wishing i had wings."
now if only i could live by this quote... sigh

33. FAVOURITE PLACE?
alone or with some one i am comfortable with just to put a friendly arm around me, a warm enough place to fall asleep

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
no, but i want to, filthy lazy americans, haha, i am one... >.< trying to be better

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
leaders >.< you just can't help but follow

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
naw

37. FIRST JOB?
beach house maid XD

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
what kid hasn't at least tried?

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
personalities which work very well together, yes

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
watching a movie

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
naw

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
drawing, but thats just cuz they don't look at sites like these and see how much better every one else is at it

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
no, but i need em bad >.<

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
not to get a year older

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
1 or 2

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
my middle name was after my dads grandma

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
just things that annoy me... sometimes its being to much or a nice guy... haha, and some times its being to much of a prick. its weird that i never used to be very picky...

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
Art class

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
THE CHEEP GOOD SMELLING STU... ]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22215258/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/22215258/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 19:03:31 PST I've been feeling really isolated lately, like no one really wants to hang out or talk to me. Haven't seen any one in a while, and they are always busy... >.< just feel really lonely, sorry if I'm annoying any of you because of it. gah, i just want to feel like i still have friends. sigh, sorry, i'm just complaining.

Mkay, well i had an okay Christmas i guess, but sucky afternoon, then i woke up this morning to gagging and the toilet bowl... so i slept till about 5 this afternoon, haha. BUT GOT A LATE CHRISTMAS PRESENT!!!!,, DDR MATS!!!! now i can play again, my sister broke the last working one about a year ago.... i was so pissed!, but it wasn't really her fault i guess.... anyway, so i played that for about 2 and a half hours today ^_^, even though i was dissy as hell, from still being sick, but me and Mitch did it any way, just to prove how lazy and American we are, haha

so, is any one free this/next week? I have completely nothing to do after tomorrow, mi mamas b-day. Oh Oh and NEW YEARS EVE!!!, ^_^ i have plans YAY!!! With really awesome pplz! sigh, SO HANG OUT WITH ME!!!!! pwease? lol, else i guna be in ma basement playing DDR for ever. so just let me know if you are.

humm some updates, I have a few big pictures I STILL needa get some pictures from, and I just sketched out 2 new pictures the other day ^_^ YAY!!!, so just let me shade and/or color them, and they shalt be uploaded!!! hioefuly I can get back into the drawing game, I got new colored pencils for Christmas too!!!! YAY

I love you all, and I would love to hang out with you more, so yea hope you all had a good christmas, how did it go for you alls?

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Name: Aubrie (auby)
Age: younger and older than i want to be
Height: 5’ 6” and!!!... to tall
Weight: 140 or so?
Birthday: August 3rd
Birthplace: that place with the ppl and the babys
Current Location: here
School/Grade: 11th grade.
Zodiac Sign: Leo, rawr
Chinese Zodiac Sign: Monkey!
Righty or Lefty?: Right
Hair Color: light brown at the moment, original is a dirty blond
Eyecolor: greenish yellow
Skin Color: pretty tan, i brown easily

Family Situation: >.< to many ppl
Pets: 1 dog, 1 cats
Favorite Relative: Coriney the whinny one XD
Least Favorite Relative: THAT side
Heritage/Race: French, Irish, German, and Swedish O.o... and some more smaller ones i dunno
Political Affilation: not really interested, sadly

Love & Sex

Sexuality: petty sure I'm straight....
Are You In A Relationship: nope
If So, With Whom: allreayd said no one
For How Long: -_-
Are You In Love?: pah, what is love
Do You Have A Crush On Anyone?: ... maybe
Ever Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex?: I think so...
How Old Were You When You Had Your First Kiss?: hehe... uhh... -thinks- 14
Virgin?: for me only to know...
If Not, How Old Were You When You Had Sex For The First Time?: again for me only to know...
Was It Enjoyable?: >.< stop pestering that subject!
What's The Farthest You've Ever Gone?: ..... i don't wana tell you
Where Do You Most Like To Be Kissed?: O.o ... on the lips?
Best Love Quote?: is it better to have loved, then lost than not loved at all? I think its better to have not loved at all

Your Friends

Best Friend(s): used to have some/// dunno what happened
How Many Do You Have? idk....
Online : a good amount i guess
More Guys Or Girls?: pretty sure guys
Love Them All?: deffinantly, they all amazing
Any You Wish You Were Closer To?: ... all, sigh
Oldest: Sarah and Courtney
Newest: Brett
Pen Pal: Brett XD

This Or That

Boxers or Briefs?: Boxers
Thongs or G-Strings?: neither >.<
Shorts or Pants?: Pants
Shoes or Barefeet?: Bare feet!!
Books or Movies?: Books by far
Night or Day?: Night
Dark or Light?: Dark
Mountains or Beach?: Mountains
Snow or Sun?: SUN! snow is so freakin cold
Pepsi or Coke?: don;t care
Guys or Girls?: no prefrance, lol
Swim or Surf?: Swim

For or Against

Gay Marriage: let ppl do what they want, its their life
Abortion: a woman has a right to say what happens in her body, or what happens to her child
Bush Getting Re-elected: .... -flees the country-
Suicide: ... just don't hurt ppl on the holidays!, hehe
War: kills to much and solves nothing, except that a stronger force can force a weaker force to take their view, but not necessarily believe it
Pants: muy comfortable
Clothes In General: -keeps on-
Penises: ... ehhh...

Favorites

Color: purple, silver, and black
Number: 14
Holiday: Halloween
Season: late spring, early fall
Movie: Let the Right One In!
Book: Tones
Magazine: don't read em
Food: fruits, vegetables, sea food, bread, and pasta!
Drink: Water, milk, egg nog
TV Show: Scrubs, House, South Park, Family Guy, HERO'S!!!
Song: Song For The Uncertain, By Hooister Complex, but i have many other favorites
Band: Vaeda, Skindread, Night Wish, or Orange Range
Computer Game: don't play any
Video Game: Mitch decapitated our gaming aplyance, haha
Anime/Manga: Elfin Lied, Tusabasa Resivour Chronicals (excuse ma spellin), Bleach, and Rumbling Hearts (can never remember the Japanese name)
Shirt: warm ones
Pants: warm ones!
Actor: don't care
Actress: Don't Care
Singer: DON'T CARE!
Flower: dried/dead rose
Cookie: ALL COOKIES!!!! ^_^

The Future

College: have too
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?: I want to be a pastry chief! own my own lil shop under ma apartment and bake all day long! ... or be an elementary school art teacher
Want To Get Married?: yes, but i probably never will, will be to paranoid
Want To Have Kids?: ;_; yes... but i won't if i don't get married
What Would Their Names Be?: Echo for a boy and Silver for a girl
How Many?: 1 or 2
Where Do You Want To Live?: a city
Where Do You Want To Get Married?: any where, if i get the guts
How Do You Want To Die?: hit by a train, burned alive, or in my sleep

More Stuff About You

Piercings: 7, 4 in one ear, 3 in the other... ]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/21735351/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/21735351/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 17:27:04 PST
i still love you all and hope that your lives are going well for now, be good lil children and grow up big and strong please? you all deserve it!

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/21484979/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/21484979/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 13:14:45 PST .< loss for a camera.

mmmmmmmmkay, tonight, goin to the movies if ma mama lets me ta see The Changeling and Sunday haveing a funny studying straitening hair day... i needa ask about that.... and saturday, i get to hide in my cave like i do every other day of the week picking away at the little diffrences i can make to my big pictures and cleaning the shit outa the place, if i didn't it literaly would smell like shit, cuz the cats litter box is right outside ma door.... meck, haha

TALKSITHS TA YE'LLS LATERS!!!, I LOVES YOU ALLL VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!! and if i has not given you a hug lately for some odd reason, please whine at me until i do, even if i rarely talk to you, just to know ppl want hugs? don't be shy please!! ... you probably scare me more than i scare you haha, LOVES!

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And recently, i have figured out one of my biggest problems, i really haven't gotten any closure with a few things, I've only been holding on by thin threads and wishing they would stop snapping so fast... don't feel like explaining, these are my own problems, the ones that i can't really talk about cuz they only make sense in thinking form, but i came up with this, and i need to work on it now, but just by figuring it out, it feels like a giant weight has been lifted. its amazing.

As well, upon the topic of new updates, if any one cares, i have a lot of new pictures i need to upload, and i was going to the other day when i uploaded my last picture, but then i needed to help make dinner and then my sis stole the comp, and you know how it is, only one comp being connected to the scanner... x.x damn sisters, haha, just kidding, i love her <3 shes one of my best friends. any way, back to the thought at hand, the new pics will be uploaded shortly after my room is clean, the insulation is cleared from hanging from the ceiling, and i finish reading this book for hw.... hehe

best of luck to every one with their lives!!!! hearts and hugs for all!!! ^_^ and i wills talk to ye'alls laters!

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/21035871/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/21035871/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 17:49:56 PDT
well any way, i feels muy excelante, don't have to much on my mind right now, so i can just be for a while, ahhhh it be so relaxing, just forget things sorta, not forget, just not have any, and learn to talk to ppl i don't know... I'm trying to become a bit more social, sigh. but i have lots of school work, which, DON'T YELL AT ME, i like, i love school work, as long as I understand it, cuz i feel smart, and like i am learning something.

te funniest thing happened today, during lunch on day 1's i sit in the hall way and study, cuz i don't really know many ppl in lunch, so i'd rather be alone than feel awkward for a half an hour every other day. but today like 4 guys jumped over me while i was studying for history, it was hilarious, 2 one after another, and then another a few minutes later, and then another, haha, today was a fun lunch.

kay so, I found the camera, so i can take pictures of my big drawings for my art class, which i will upload in a lil bit after i make ma brownies that i finally have all the ingredients for ^_^

can't WAIT to go to Salem mass. this weekend, hehe it will be so much fun!!!

-hugs, clings- I LOVES YEE ALL!!, SPREAD THE LOVE!!!

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/20943944/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/20943944/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 21:02:54 PDT
so, glad to be home, sigh. .... and now i just needa think, gah, i feel so weird, i don't like it

i gots a lot of lil sketches and suches which need uploading but i've been sorta lazy lately, lol. so tomorrow i most likely will if i don't go to this art thing, or to Jamestown, if i don't then probably on Monday, cuz i only gots AC Moore going on then lol,

HUGS FOR ALLL <3<3<3 peace out flesh bags

]]> ~llfbh33 http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/20553475/ http://llfbh33.deviantart.com/journal/20553475/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 13:42:12 PDT

and's incases of re-reading, i am just now re-uploading a new version of Lost, so please look at the new almost finished piece if you have time.? that's would be lovely ^_^ loves ya all <3<3<3<3

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