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                <title>Don't take it for granted</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Feb 2007 05:40:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "First they came for the<br />
Jews; and I did not speak<br />
out because I was not a Jew.<br />
Then they came for the<br />
communists; and I did not<br />
speak out because I was not<br />
a communist. Then they came<br />
for the trade unionists; and<br />
I did not speak out because<br />
I was not a trade unionist.<br />
Then they came for me; and<br />
there was no one left to<br />
speak out for me."<br />
<br />
- Pastor Niemöller<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Towards the Beginning of the End</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:23:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thanks to everyone who have commented and faved my works. I'm so sorry that I've had no time to answer and thank everyone. I have not been busy, I've just been lazy. Even with the better uploading system on DA, I've still managed to be sooooo lay-zee that I've posted just one new work. <br />
<br />
I got to get a grip. Maybe I should go out. Or watch that strange Idol performance on Youtube.<br />
<br />
- J<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Cute Otters</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Sep 2006 06:50:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "When you criticize someone <br />
walk a mile in their shoes. <br />
Then when you criticize them, <br />
you'll be a mile away <br />
and wearing their shoes." ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Reformed</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Feb 2006 08:14:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, after three weeks of tinkering and tweaking, I finally managed to get my homepages online. Nothing much to say about them, except that I got a heck of a strain in my right hand - damn those mouse clicks. <br />
<br />
Without getting any more boring - go check them out! The images are much smaller than here on DA, but I'll probably will build a few of the best shots to carry a "large image" link on them...<br />
<br />
Peace and love.<br />
<br />
PS. Thanks to closer-to-heaven for something special! <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Higher Dynamic Range</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jan 2006 22:07:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So we are going along the 21st century. Neat. Maybe this year I can find something really useful to do, like starting family or maybe finally get that driver's licence. Which would mean that I would have to get a car. Blah. Maybe I'll just use my legs for now.<br />
<br />
I just woke up from my little dreamworld to a feeling I couldn't breathe. I stood up and it seemed like my body had forgotten how to do that automated process of filling lungs with air. Kinda scared me. Wouldn't be a big tragedy.<br />
<br />
My wait has paid off. I finally after 27 and a half years heard someone say to me the words "I love you" (not including my mom) in the way they meant something. I'm still flying from that one. Sad thing is She could never be mine. Oh, well.<br />
<br />
I'm getting tired on walking alone on this planet. I could lull my self into that sleep again and maybe my body will forget to breathe again. Or I could stop this whining and just start being nicer to people. Nicer to those who exploit me day by day. Nicer to those who never stop criticizing everything I do and giving their "helpful" tips on how to live MY life. Yeah, maybe I'll be nicer to those people. And maybe I'll be the president in the coming elections .. yeah, sure. ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Tagged!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Dec 2005 12:14:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was tagged by <a href="http://closer-to-heaven.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/l/closer-to-heaven.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="closer-to-heaven" /></a><br />
<br />
My name is]: Jukka-Pekka<br />
[In the morning I was]: Dead<br />
[All I need now is]: That machine Dr. Frankenstein used<br />
[Love is]: Not here. If you see him, tell him to come home<br />
[Im afraid of]: Been ignored<br />
[I dream about]: Omppu <3<br />
<br />
You:<br />
-- Middle name: Antero<br />
-- Birth time: Early Morning or late at night (Can't remember, I was too little)<br />
-- Birthplace: Keski-Suomen Keskussairaalan synnytysosasto<br />
-- Last place traveled: Sodankylä - Vuotso<br />
-- Eye Color: Matches my hair<br />
-- Nail Color: Matches my lips<br />
-- Height: Matches my doors<br />
-- Zodiac Sign: Waterbearer, Vesimies, Aquarius<br />
<br />
Describe:<br />
-- Your heritage: Witches of the Nothern Lapland (true)<br />
-- Shoes you wore today: Are new<br />
-- Your hair: Is messy<br />
-- Your weakness: Omppu <3<br />
-- Perfect pizza: I've never met one<br />
<br />
What is:<br />
-- Your most overused phrase: Haistakaa vittu senkin Pingviinit<br />
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Haistakaa vittu senkin Pingviinit<br />
-- Your current worry: That I can't have Her<br />
-- Your plans tomorrow: Do some 3D modelling<br />
-- Your best physical feature: They say my eyes, others say different things <br />
-- Your bedtime: Irradical<br />
<br />
You prefer:<br />
-- Sunrise or sunset: Sunset. Night-time world is my dominion<br />
-- Gore or horror: Cenobites are my lovers, yes<br />
-- East-side or West-side: Can kiss my NORTHSIDE ass<br />
-- Stripes or polka dots: Polka dots, as I'm seeing some filling out these questions<br />
-- Planes or trains: or automobiles .. none. I travel like the kings. I use my feet.<br />
-- Metal or hardcore: Metal<br />
-- Pools or hot tubs: Hot Tubs <br />
<br />
Do You:<br />
-- Do you think you've been in love: No<br />
-- Want to get married: Yes<br />
-- Type w/ your fingers: No I use my forehead<br />
-- Like to take baths: Yes<br />
-- Get motion sickness: No<br />
-- Like talking on the phone: No<br />
-- Like thunderstorms: Absolutely. Especially on Isla Sorna or Isla Nublar<br />
-- Play an instrument: Keyboards but not this one<br />
-- Workout: or work in that is the problem<br />
-- Like reading: Like pain?<br />
<br />
Favorite:<br />
-- Body part: My hands<br />
-- Kind of fruit: My dad<br />
-- Music to fall asleep to: Dido - "Don't Leave Home"<br />
-- Car: DeLorean (Doc Brown's custom fitted)<br />
-- Number: 10<br />
-- Thing to do: Make love to someone<br />
-- Horror movie: Alien<br />
-- Color: Blue<br />
-- Food: Klingon Gagh<br />
<br />
The Future:<br />
-- Age you hope to be married: 28<br />
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 1 boy (unnamed) and 1 girl (also unnamed)<br />
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Not here<br />
-- How do you want to die: While saving other people from certain death<br />
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Known<br />
-- What country would you most like to visit: Alaska (beautiful) and Australia (even more beautiful)<br />
<br />
Finish:<br />
-- I eat: sh*t<br />
-- I think: too much<br />
-- I am: alive<br />
-- I adore: earth<br />
-- I suck at: love<br />
-- I am obsessed with: girls<br />
-- I can: kill nachos<br />
-- I can't wait: to get this over with<br />
-- I am annoyed with: this <br />
<br />
<br />
I tag <a href="http://myakya.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/y/myakya.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="myakya" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Missed Opportunities</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Aug 2005 10:00:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't know all the functions of DA, and there is one thing bugging me. Some time ago someone / some automation bought me a subscription for a month. The sad part is I have no clue who did it / how this happened, but my sincerest thank you's to that person / automation that made that possible. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
My greets go to all the folks that have visited my page and commented me. I have to apologize for not returning the favor to so many people who really deserve it - I'm so sorry!!<br />
<br />
"Ground control to Major Tom, your circuit's dead, there's something wrong .. Can you hear me, Major Tom?" ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>The Aftermath</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Jan 2005 20:28:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm wondering if my thoughts of her<br />
have ever crossed her thoughts of me<br />
and if they're half as clear as mine<br />
and if there'll ever be a time<br />
<br />
for us to journey once again<br />
as lovers and as trusted friends<br />
what if the best is yet to come<br />
and this was only the first part run<br />
<br />
get a hold of yourself<br />
don't worry about the aftermath<br />
there is no one after you<br />
or on your back<br />
<br />
- Kashmir<br />
<br />
2Anni. ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>2000 for 2005</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Dec 2004 09:42:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes. It's time to open a bottle of  lemonade (for I don't drink alcohol)  and start to celebrate my 2000. visitor  to this page!!!!<br />
<br />
I want to send a huge hug to everyone,  that's visited here to see my works. My  love and new-year-wishes blahblahblah's  to all of you!!<br />
<br />
Thank you.<br />
<br />
- jP ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Exodus Sancria</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Oct 2004 14:04:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had two weeks off and I spend it at  my grandma's house in Vaalajärvi. For  those who want to look it up:<br />
<br />
- Find "Finland" on the map.<br />
- Find "Sodankylä" on the 'upperhalf' -  it's in Lapland.<br />
- Vaalajärvi is about 20km west from  Sodankylä.<br />
<br />
I took a Sony DSR PD-170P camera with  me and filmed almost the entire trip. I  saw some amazing things while I was  wondering in the woods and the fields,  but only half of that got on film. Now,  I'm sharing some of the results with  the DA community.<br />
<br />
Enter Sancria.<br />
<br />
- Jukkis Korhonen, Fall of 2004. ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Boys will be boys</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jun 2004 22:55:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just came from a stroll-in-the-woods.  In normal cases that would sound just  cool, however I did it at 4.30 in the  morning.<br />
<br />
At least I got some awesome pics from  our Kangaslampi -lake just outside our  house. The morning mist was rising over  the poor unsuspecting ducks, who tried  so hard to struggle against it - in  vain.<br />
<br />
Soon, the whole lake was swimming (...  wuz wat?) in a smooth, silky layer of  mist ... aaaahhh.<br />
<br />
Only thing I was missing was a model to  pose in the pics. Now they only suffice  as wallpapers. Hmmm, I probably should  get a girlfriend and trick her in  modelling for my work. There's an idea.  *starts looking*<br />
___<br />
<br />
My sincerest love and admiration to all  the artist at DA - the world would not  survive without your creative thoughts. ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Captain's log - now using hard wood</title>
                <link>http://loadus.deviantart.com/journal/1822193/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Feb 2004 07:54:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Could somebody help me find my head?  I'm in such a big mess right now, with  all my work that I just simply forgot  where I put my head.<br />
<br />
If you see it, just tell it to come  home. Thanks. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Life for rent</title>
                <link>http://loadus.deviantart.com/journal/1523956/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Dec 2003 02:47:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm still struggling with the fact,  that I can't get the icons on comments  to work - I hope they've fixed  themselves while I was away. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
How is everybody doing?!?! My deepest  thanks to everyone, who have commented  and viewed my work!!! Love you all!  I'll try to return the favor in the  following weeks, but I still don't have  my own Web-connection, so I'm on God's  good humor what comes to my visits on  DeviantArt...<br />
<br />
I'm currently working on a Starsigns  -pics, trying to manifest my feelings  of recently lost love into those  images. ... Deeeeeeeeeeeeep.<br />
<br />
Hope you enjoy my kirjava gallery!!<br />
<br />
<br />
Lots o' Love!<br />
<br />
- Ukka Ekka ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Daydreaming</title>
                <link>http://loadus.deviantart.com/journal/1190280/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Sep 2003 06:32:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I came across this creative person, who  had a dream. He wanted to make a movie.  And he wanted to make a movie with no  outside funding ("funding"? is that the  right word?).<br />
<br />
Well, I definitely wanted to be a part  of this dream and I jumped to help him  to realize this project.<br />
<br />
I'll ask his kind permission to release  some of the footage I've created to the  film. If I get a permission, you'll see  some serious carnage. Heh.<br />
<br />
Let's see, what happens.<br />
<br />
- jP ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Noon walk</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jul 2003 06:20:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm currently preparing some new stuff for the gallery - I have no  idea, when they'll be finished, but we'll see ... ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Morning sunshines</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2003 14:57:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>500</b> pageviews. Where do they all come from? THANKS!! <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_smile.gif" align="middle" alt=":) (Smile)" title=":) (Smile)" border="0" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Breakfasts</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jul 2003 20:53:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh, no! I also produce music. Here's something inspired by the trailer  of MATRIX REVOLUTIONS ...<br>
<br>
<b><a href="http://www.mikseri.net/www/play.php?type=dl&id=29067">ISOGONE - ''He Fights For Us (The Matrix Revolutions)''</a></b><br>
___________________________________________________<br>
      <br>
Weebo!<br>
<br>
I want to thank Neeta, Jen and Dorinny for the fantastic photos. Love  ya. *smack*<br>
<br>
- jP ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Wakings</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Jul 2003 17:54:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh, no! I also produce music. Here's something inspired by the trailer  of MATRIX REVOLUTIONS ...<br>
<br>
<b><a href="http://www.mikseri.net/www/play.php?type=dl&id=29067">ISOGONE - ''He Fights For Us (The Matrix Revolutions)''</a></b><br>
___________________________________________________<br>
  Yeah, sorry about the gallery - it's kinda messy, with my old stuff  in there, 'cos no-one outside Jyvaskyla has never seen them, that's why  they are there ...<br>
<br>
The new stuff has finally been cooked up with two portrait -works and  some other pics that are on the way.<br>
<br>
Thanks to everyone, who've been commenting on these works - it means a  lot to me, since these works have never before been public - most of  them are practice works to enhance my skills as an artist.<br>
<br>
There is new stuff coming (if nothing weird happens) ...<br>
<br>
- jP<br>
<br>
_____________________________________________<br>
<br>
<i><b>Id rather sleep alone<br>
Than feel that theres no one home<br>
You tell me that Im the best<br>
But your heart beats with someone else</b></i><br>
<br>
- Berenice ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>Sleep</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Jun 2003 09:23:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary, what a day it's been<br>
dear diary, it's been just like a dream<br>
<br>
Woke up too late. Wasn't where I should've been.<br>
For goodness sake, what's happening to me?<br>
<br>
Write lightly, your's truly, dear diary...<br>
<br>
- Moody Blues<br>
_____________________________________________<br>
<br>
Dream a tiny dream for me. Dream just a bit<br>
If I could dream, just a dream, <b><i><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/875514">this</a></i></b> would be it<br>
<br>
... and If you haven't yet visited <a href="http://suzi9mm.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/suzi9mm.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a>, I'll tae-kwon-dodo you.<br>
<br>
More to come... ]]></description>
                <author>~loadus</author>
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                <title>The beginning</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Jun 2003 03:58:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A long time ago in a website far far away ...<br>
<br>
               A R T   W A R S<br>
<br>
                    EPISODE III<br>
<br>
          The Rise of the Deviants<br>
<br>
<br>
 It is a period of artistic war. The indie artists who<br>
rebel against the Evil Marketing Companies Endeavoured<br>
to Destroy Creativity have risen against the oppression<br>
on a website controlled by the Free Deviants.<br>
<br>
 A young designer Loadus, with the aid of the RCSoundminers,<br>
a band dedicating their music to the public, have joined<br>
the Free Deviants in their struggle against the Commercial<br>
Empire.<br>
<br>
 But the time is running out for the Free Deviants. The<br>
Commercial Empire has begun a huntdown of known<br>
Deviants in an effort to destroy creativity forever. <br>
<br>
 The Free Deviants unite in a joined fight to destroy this<br>
hanus menace ...<br> ]]></description>
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