http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:lobsterlarry&section=today deviantART RSS for by:lobsterlarry en-us Copyright 2010, deviantART.com Fri, 01 Jan 2010 11:29:13 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/24694433/ http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/24694433/ Sun, 10 May 2009 21:00:09 PDT Me? Oh, I'm doing ok, work, sleep, animal crackers, the usual.
Are you now? Nice! How long will you be...
I see.
I hope you have fun! Though I'll miss you.
Aww, I lover you too!
Although, while we're on the subject, I could mean that.
Like seriously mean it.
I love you.
Haha of course I'm joking...
...unless you mean it?
What just happened?
Yeah.
See you around.
Bye.
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I love you.

]]> ~lobsterlarry http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/22850453/ http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/22850453/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 18:47:57 PST Anyways, just thought I'd let you know I'm gonna be quiet for a while, don't worry about me.

]]> ~lobsterlarry http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/22174032/ http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/22174032/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 18:50:43 PST I am truly blessed to have all of them, all of you. Truly blessed to get two or three christmases every year. Truly blessed to be surrounded by love all the time. I will never know what I did to deserve it, but I am grateful everyday.

]]> ~lobsterlarry http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/21940242/ http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/21940242/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 23:25:59 PST Now on to the main event! (And that one)
I apparently don't believe in updating very often. Sorry about that. Mostly, I haven't written anything update worthy in quite some time. Although it takes a lot for me to find something worth posting anywhere, and I don't usually hold myself up to my own standards and post anyways. Because the truly beautiful things one can not post on a website like this. Moments where your life is complete because you're laughing, and she's laughing, and no one is there to interupt or question. Perfect comfy hugs from friends. Perfect comforting hugs from people who mean more (or less depending on how you look at it). Silly kisses on top of your head. Staring out at an audience through the glare of ten fernells and five more par cans. Hitting a high C. Tromping through knee high snow. Rolling down hills. The way a smile really lights up a face. A perfect rendition of a beautiful piece of music. The way sunlight shimmers off of clean hair when someone shakes their head. The way a good dancer walks. In short, love.
With my inability to express these things properly in words comes my inability to convince myself to post anything where someone might see it.
If I ever manage to, you will be the first to know, I promise.

]]> ~lobsterlarry http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/19447342/ http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/19447342/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 13:55:10 PDT rosetry'. I just found that term, meaning something written in neither a prose or poetic format, which describes a lot of what I write. It's chopped up like a poem, but has a complete lack of rhythm and meter, like prose. I rather like it. 'rosetry' It's even fun to say. But this is why I haven't posted anything for a while. I can't distance myself far enough from my emotions to turn them into anything I would want to share with you. I'm still working on some new stuff, and maybe I'll have something up for you soon, but with a non-professional-level writer, you never can tell.
However, any thoughts on a slow time pocket are quite welcome.

]]> ~lobsterlarry http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/18482450/ http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/18482450/ Sat, 24 May 2008 16:42:42 PDT My life right now sucks.
I miss everybody. And I mean everybody. I was never very scoial until I got to college and realised that it was possible to have the kind of friends that meant you never had to be alone. I have been alone a lot. You get used to it. Now I find myself alone a lot again, and I don't like it anymore. Some of you I haven't seen since school got out. And I mis you guys like you wouldn't believe. Who knew you could form such strong bonds so quickly? And who knew strong bonds could dissolve just as quickly? I feel like I am not really part of my group from high school anymore. I stopped being able to see them evryday, and they stopped noticing me. I go to visit and I get waved at and then ignored by the people who were my best friends just nine months ago.
I wonder if they were lying to me the whole time?
I hope fervently everyday I don't lose the people I have come to care about so much over the last months simply because it is not feasible to see them all the time over the summer. It's why I text/call/IM/Facebook people constantly, and maybe too much, because I'm afraid that I may just fade out again.
They call me celophane, Mr. Celophane. Shoulda been my name, Mr. Celophane, cuz you can see right through me, look right by me, and never know I'm there. Never even know I'm there.

]]> ~lobsterlarry http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/17984357/ http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/17984357/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 22:16:31 PDT Eventually I'll start writing again and have some (hopefully) good stuff for you guys.
Tchuss!

]]> ~lobsterlarry http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/17501939/ http://lobsterlarry.deviantart.com/journal/17501939/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 23:43:37 PDT Me in a nutshell, I suppose. Enjoy my writing, you probably won't see much visual media.

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