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                <title>Whats happening in my life?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Sep 2009 16:11:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well..<br /><br />lots actually lol.<br />this will probably explain why im never on here!<br /><br />currently attending Massey University in wellington.<br />i have 4 weeks left of uni! and then im free for 4 months!<br />then go back for 2nd year! im so excited1<br /><br />im sorry ive been real slack with uploading/commenting because ive just been<br />so busy with uni!<br /><br />but the gay thing is, i will probably not have internet for 4 months because my mum has stopped her internet because she doesnt use it!<br /><br />gaaay. i dunnno how im gunna survive!<br /><br />anywho. im so excited to finish my first year at uni!<br />and going hard with my assignments in the next few weeks to come!<br /><br />love you all! do comment and talk to me cuz i will get back to you at some stage!<br />:]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>No.. Im not dead.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Apr 2009 19:40:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...but my subscription is.<br />so uuuuhh. i pretty much hate deviantart without a subscription lol<br />but im too poor to buy one.<br /><br />currently at university studying design with a major in photogrphy<br />uhhh. living in wellington now.<br /><br />i recently did a project with photos of me eating noodles as the subject<br />and how eating noodles creates traces.<br /><br />i'll upload them now. :]<br /><br />uhh still comment and stuff.<br />i'll eventually get to you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>spam</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jul 2008 23:40:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="menu"><a href="http://shatteredplastic.deviantart.com">CREATOR</a> + <a href="http://sadakoscranes.deviantart.com/">CLICK</a> + <a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com">HOME</a>+ <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/iPhotograph">CHAT</a></div><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="title">JOURNAL ENTRY</div><br /><br /><div class="title">EEEKE.</div><br />\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\-------------*<br /><br />well.. school is stressful, i dont get much time on the computer any more, my friends mean more to me than the world and i'll be off to uni next year.<br /><b>i really have no time for deviant art</b>. i just thought i would do a journal just telling you all this.<br />to everyone on here, love you loads! i mean if you do seriously do want to talk to me add my myspace - <a href="http://www.myspace.com/jamiedavidd">[link]</a><br />uhm. or note for my msn. either.<br />ah well. love you all. take care<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Jamie David.<br /></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hai Geeks//</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 May 2008 01:58:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="menu"><a href="http://shatteredplastic.deviantart.com">CREATOR</a> + <a href="http://sadakoscranes.deviantart.com/">CLICK</a> + <a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com">HOME</a>+ <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/iPhotograph">CHAT</a>+ <a href="http://www.myspace.com/lock_and_loadx">EWWW</a> </div><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="title">JOURNAL ENTRY</div><br /><br /><div class="title">PFFT//</div><br />\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\-------------*<br />hai geekoidz.<br />Howz it goin?<br />haven't seen me for a while have you.<br />I've been randomly commenting and adding favs n stuff but nothing to do with deviations. When  i get this new computer up and running.. and i totally hurry up with my assignments that are due next week i'll have a little bit of free time inbetween school. <br />OHHH. im doing the 40 hour famine at the moment. SHAAAZAM. its so easy tho. ive got until 2pm today. haven't eaten a thing. except barley sugars and just juice. im so sick of it tho. eating just those two combination for under 2 days now. LOL. crapsticks it sucks.<br />Anyway, school time. KEEEEP it real.<br />GEEEEEEEEKS.<br />xoxox<br /><br />Jamie<br /><br />oh and no doubt you'll hear from me soooon.<br /><br /><b>///////////EDIT\\\\\\\\\\\\\<br /><br />uhm. You know the new computer i was meant to be getting? well.. The courier fucked it up. So my sister took it back to my cousin. And i dont think i'll be getting it back till at least August cuz thats when my sister comes down next. I'll have a talk to mum to see if we can go up to Auckland and get it but i doubt it. I'll just beg, and tell her i'll pay for petrol.<br /><br />Gay aye? Looks like i wont be uploading anything on here for a while.<br />hmmm.. how stupid.<br /><br /><br />///////////END EDIT\\\\\\\\\\\\\</b><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Apr 2008 00:39:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="menu"><a href="http://shatteredplastic.deviantart.com">CREATOR</a> + <a href="http://sadakoscranes.deviantart.com/">CLICK</a> + <a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com">HOME</a>+ <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/iPhotograph">CHAT</a>+ <a href="http://www.myspace.com/lock_and_loadx">EWWW</a> </div><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="title">JOURNAL ENTRY</div><br /><br />OMFG.<br /><br /><div class="title">G_G_G_GEEEKS______.</div><br />\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\-------------*<br />hai fffefgegeeks.<br />How are you all?<br />Im on school holidays. yATA!! T_T<br />went to palmy north for the first week. brought so much jizz. lots of japanese jizz. oh yeah.<br />and uhm.. yeah hung out with my friends.<br />that was fun.<br />noww... i just watched Resident Evil Extinction. The 4th one is gunna  be mean. Now mums watching this gay one. About suicide bombers and terrorists. anyway its gay. whatever it is.<br />annnnd. yeah.<br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Whee QUIZNESS</div><br />\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\-------------*<br /><b>1. Ever slept in the same room with Ashlee?</b><br />Uhhhh yeah course lol we all just sleep together.<br /><br /><b>2. Do you do anything special with Olivia?</b><br />BAHAHAHAHA no. She just makes me giggleSNORT lots.<br /><br /><b>3. Would you love to read Jordyn's very personal diary?</b><br />Hahahaha nah invasion of privacy.. maybe <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> just to see if im in there.<br /><br /><b>4. Would you open a mystery gift Janine just gave you, without much hesitation?</b><br />Uhm.. i would hesitate to see if its something crazy. But then I'd rip right into it. lol. and afterwards say thank you to Janine of course.<br /><br /><b>5. Have you eaten around Olivia?</b><br />...Pardon?<br /><br /><b>6. Have you eaten around Ashlee?</b><br />..WHAT THE FUCK?<br /><br /><b>7. Ashlee just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?</b><br />Cryyy.. then cry some more. id be so distort. FUCK YOU QUESTIONNAIRE. <br /><br /><b>8. What is or would be a good nickname for Brad?</b><br />B-Rad, Bradizzle, Bura Chan, Geek.<br /><br /><b>9. Do you miss Olivia?</b><br />Huh? Where did she go? It's just holidays you geek.<br /><br /><b>10. What musical instrument would Alison most likely play?</b><br />Uhm.. drums. So she could rip the shit outta them XD<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />_______________________END<br /><br /><br /><div class="title">DA is... Boring</div><br />\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\-------------*<br /><br />I know i use to be addicted to DA heaps.. but im kinda over it. I mean i cant submit anything cuz im having computer problems, and my Photoshop doesnt work. So until i get that going i cant do shit. So you wont be seeing anything from me in ages.<br />uhmm.. And i'll clear out my messages and stuff but i probably wont be on much anymore. If you note or comment i might get back to you. But with all the homework ive been having and this computer being absolutely homoGAY.. im not bothered about not being on here...<br /><br /><br />sorry to say even when i am on, like right now, im bored outta my mind ive started watching Wrong Turn 2 on watch-movies.net cuz im so bored.. and this has occured during the writing of this journal.<br />lol.<br />i still love you DA.. Deep down.<br />But right now. Its not happening for me.<br />I mean its not over. But if it keeps getting boring like this i probably will delete my profile.<br />i just deleted my myspace cuz i dont use it anymore.<br />and any other account i have.. i actually have to think what i have LOL shameos.<br />XD<br /><br /><div class="title">JP FOOD.</div><br />\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\-------------*<br />im going to eat my Pocky and Haichu now. laterz geeks.<br />Keep it real,<br />Goodluck to anyone that snags the 12,000 PVs!<br />love you all.<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>SADAKO CRANES/&lt;rant&gt;</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Apr 2008 22:41:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="menu"><a href="http://shatteredplastic.deviantart.com">CREATOR</a> + <a href="http://sadakoscranes.deviantart.com/">CLICK</a> + <a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com">HOME</a>+ <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/iPhotograph">CHAT</a>+ <a href="http://www.myspace.com/lock_and_loadx">EWWW</a> </div><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="title">JOURNAL ENTRY</div><br /><br />OMFG.<br /><br /><div class="title">SADAKOSCRANES.</div><br />\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\-------------*<br /><br />Hey all.<br />I was skimming through DA not long ago when i stumbled across this AWESOME DA page - ~<a class="u" href="http://sadakoscranes.deviantart.com/">sadakoscranes</a> . i think this is such an awesome group. Because of the sad miserable story of Sadako, i had to get amongst it cuz After seeing Sadako's statue last year and going to the Hiroshima Peace Park Museum, it made me realize things in life are small but its you that has to make your life longer. Meaning dont do things in moderation, expand things, make them worth while. My prayers are with all the Victims of the Hiroshima bombing. And their families.<br /><br /><br /><div class="title">SCHOOL.</div><br />\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\-------------*<br /><br />pretty tired. From school i mean. Ive had twice the amount of Homework this year than all the years i've BEEN at school. in my life.<br />And i havent been sleeping much. So much going on in my mind..<br /><br /><div class="title">RANT.</div><br />\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\-------------*<br /><rant><br />OMFG. i want to stab rip my computer. it is screwed. i get error messages and my Photoshop wont open cuz apparently i deleted a component.. WHY THE FUCK WOULD I DO THAT? PS IS MY LIFE. well.. a huge part of it.<br />Stupid c/nt of a computer.<br /><br /></rant><br /><div class="title">BYE.</div><br />\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\-------------*<br />uhm.<br />Pretty much..<br />I dont think i have anything else to say.<br /><br />except. i love//hate everyone.<br />but its mutual so don't worry about it.<br />-__-<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">J-PAN</div><br />\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\-------------*<br />,,, GOSH i miss japan.<br />stupid FUCKING NZ.<br />hate it. xD<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thanks and jROCK</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Mar 2008 04:17:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="menu"><a href="http://shatteredplastic.deviantart.com">CREATOR</a> + <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lock-and-loadx">ADD ME</a> + <a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com">HOME</a>+ <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx">CHAT</a>+ <a href="http://www.myspace.com/lock_and_loadx">MYSPACE</a> </div><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="title">JOURNAL ENTRY</div><br /><br />SUP.<br />thank you so much to everyone that has helped me out with my "Problem" in the last journal <br />means alot to me that i have so many people that back me up and are behind me all the way.<br />you guys are the SHIZ''/<br /><br /><br />dude.<br />like gsdogdspmgsd DUDE.<br />im <b>OBSESSED</b> <b>The GazettE</b>.. my webcam is from their Vid - Filth of the Beauty. FUCKING AMAZING SONG.<br />youTUBE it up yO'<br />pretty much.<br />uhmmm.. so much homework i have to go for the weekend. i prob. wont be on tomorrow. <br />stupid essays.<br />FUCK THEM FUCKERS.<br /><b>i like to swear</b>...cunts.<br />XD<br />thats all i have to say.<br /><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A Warning About This Guy</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Mar 2008 20:10:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="menu"><a href="http://shatteredplastic.deviantart.com">CREATOR</a> | <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lock-and-loadx">ADD ME</a> | <a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com">HOME</a></div><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="title">JOURNAL ENTRY</div><br /><br /><b>A WARNING TO EVERYONE WHO READS THIS! THIS GUY IS POSING AS OTHER DEVIANTS AND POSTS RUDE COMMENTS</b><br /><br /><br />I dunno if any of you have noticed i have been getting nasty comments from  - <a href="http://tarzan-x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/a/tarzan-x.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontarzan-x:" title="tarzan-x"/></a> and im sick of it. He needs to be banned because he has upset quite a lot of people and he still hasnt been banned.<br />nt he will keep doing it to other people!! like me!<br />to see some of the comments -<br /><a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/art/BLEED-80573274">[link]</a> - down the bottom <br />im so fucking angry . hes even posing as another person. check out his journal to see proof.<br />i cant believe he is getting away with this.<br />its not cool!<br />Hes upset me very much!<br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><br /><br /><div class="title">Sayonara</div><br /><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/lock_and_loadx"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/ffcopy.png" alt="Photobucket"></img></a><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/dajournaldivfreecopy.png" alt="Photobucket"></img></a><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/iPhotograph"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/dajournaldivconcopy.png" alt="Photobucket"></img></a><br /><br /><br /><b><br />Thank you for Reading =<a class="u" href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/">lock-and-loadx</a> 's Journal entry.<br />Everything in his gallery is COPYRIGHTED Â© by Jamie O'Brien<br />If you touch anything on my god damn gallery i'll kick your <strike>fucking</strike> ass.</b></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Deletion of Photography</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Mar 2008 21:57:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="menu"><a href="http://shatteredplastic.deviantart.com">CREATOR</a> | <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lock-and-loadx">ADD ME</a> | <a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com">HOME</a></div><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="title">JOURNAL ENTRY</div><br />Hi all.<br />im so sick of my "emo" pictures k. im deleteing them all! thats not who i want to be anymore. im sick of being labelled an emo i mean people will probably comment saying "being emos not bad its cool blah blah blah" well im over the emo stage. i just wanna be myself. it the old photos i use to take it looks like im trying hard to be emo and i dont want that. k?<br />LOL. sorry<br />in a ranty mood.<br />had a pretty crap day.<br />fuck everyone.<br />LAWWWWWWLz;;<br />no one comes to my DA profile anymore.<br />no one comments or writes in my journals.<br />oh well. i guess the "Jamie" stage has come and gone on everyone.<br />goodbye world.<br />XDDD<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><br /><br /><div class="title">Sayonara</div><br /><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/lock_and_loadx"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/ffcopy.png" alt="Photobucket"></img></a><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/dajournaldivfreecopy.png" alt="Photobucket"></img></a><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/iPhotograph"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/dajournaldivconcopy.png" alt="Photobucket"></img></a><br /><br /><br /><b><br />Thank you for Reading =<a class="u" href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/">lock-and-loadx</a> 's Journal entry.<br />Everything in his gallery is COPYRIGHTED Â© by Jamie O'Brien<br />If you touch anything on my god damn gallery i'll kick your <strike>fucking</strike> ass.</b></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>New Photoshop Artwork</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Mar 2008 00:24:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="menu"><a href="http://shatteredplastic.deviantart.com">CREATOR</a> | <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lock-and-loadx">ADD ME</a> | <a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com">HOME</a></div><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="title">JOURNAL ENTRY</div><br />YAYAH.<br />i spent like 2 hours in Photoshop spewing stuff out <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />well.. it was one picture but its one bad ass picture!<br />go take a look! <b>comment before you fav </b><br /><br />uuuuhm<br />YEEE. maybe my playstation 2 is playing DVDS again now.<br />it was being stubborn for about 3 months not playing a single dvd. i felt so isolated. LAWLZ.<br />And today i watched Spirited Away, Donnie Darko, Howls Moving Castle and My Neighbour Totoro.<br />so all i can say is its working currently.<br /><br />kanye west - stronger is in my head. awesome song.<br />YAY.<br />k. got work tomorrow. oh the fucking job <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/noes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":noes:" title="Noes!" /><br />and my dad and brother are coming down.<br />hmmm..<br />BYE.<br /></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><br /><br /><div class="title">Sayonara</div><br /><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/lock_and_loadx"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/ffcopy.png" alt="Photobucket"></img></a><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/dajournaldivfreecopy.png" alt="Photobucket"></img></a><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/iPhotograph"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/dajournaldivconcopy.png" alt="Photobucket"></img></a><br /><br /><br /><b><br />Thank you for Reading =<a class="u" href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/">lock-and-loadx</a> 's Journal entry.<br />Everything in his gallery is COPYRIGHTED Â© by Jamie O'Brien<br />If you touch anything on my god damn gallery i'll kick your <strike>fucking</strike> ass.</b></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>Jamies Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Mar 2008 22:38:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="menu"><a href="http://shatteredplastic.deviantart.com">CREATOR</a> | <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lock-and-loadx">ADD ME</a> | <a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com">HOME</a></div><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="title">JOURNAL ENTRY</div><br />Hey all.<br />yes. i am a freak. i have changed my journal again, but i found this layout from <a href="http://shatteredplastic.deviantart.com">[link]</a> and i absolutely adore it. i did change the background <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />Soo..<br /><div class="title">MY LIFE</div><br />Whats been going on with me?<br />Pretty much nothing.<br />My life is pretty sad at the moment..<br />except.. YAAATA. 5 day weekend.<br /><b>-Friday</b> - Easter Friday<br /><b>Saturday</b> - Work <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/noes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":noes:" title="Noes!" /><br /><b>Sunday</b> - Easter Sunday<br /><b>Monday</b> - Easter Monday<br /><b>Tuesday</b> - "Easter Tuesday"<br /><br />apparently thats a day. XDD<br />but hey. im not one to complain.<br />YEEE.<br />I'm pretty excited.<br /><br />OOOOF.<br />and Satomi - my Japanese exchange student that stayed with us for a year, might be sending me Rilakkuma stuuuuff! - <a href="http://www.shopkawaii.com/San-X-Relax-Bear-Rilakkuma-s/23.htm">[link]</a><br />YAY.<br />so yeahh..<br />i have no credits this term. and its nearly over. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/noes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":noes:" title="Noes!" /><br />my first term of the last year at high school is nearly over.<br />WAAAAAAAAAAH.<br />yay. end of school. im scared but excited!<br />anywho. better go cook me some dinner.<br />might add more journals often now k? im pretty hopeless with journals. LAWLZ.<br /></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="content"><br /><br /><div class="title">Sayonara</div><br /><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/lock_and_loadx"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/ffcopy.png" alt="Photobucket"></img></a><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/dajournaldivfreecopy.png" alt="Photobucket"></img></a><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/iPhotograph"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/dajournaldivconcopy.png" alt="Photobucket"></img></a><br /><br /><br /><b><br />Thank you for Reading =<a class="u" href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/">lock-and-loadx</a> 's Journal entry.<br />Everything in his gallery is COPYRIGHTED Â© by Jamie O'Brien<br />If you touch anything on my god damn gallery i'll kick your <strike>fucking</strike> ass.</b></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>Tag and Me</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/17218018/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Mar 2008 23:32:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><sup><br /><br /><b>EDIT:<br />i have about 6 or 7 other photos i still have to edit and submit, but i wont do them tonight, i'll do them on sunday when im not so tired and ill. <br />thank you for your patience.</b><br /><br /><br />So I've been tagged by <a href="http://kroelav.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/r/kroelav.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkroelav:" title="kroelav"/></a><br /><br />Please remember these steps while tagging:<br /><br />1. Post these rules in your journal.<br />2. Each tagged person shall post 8 aleatory facts about themselves.<br />3. Tagged people shall write a Journal/Blog about their facts.<br />4. After posting your 8 facts, tag and name 8 more people.<br />5. Go to their dA websites and comment that they have been tagged and hugged, or have inspirational qualities...<br /><br />Eight facts about me:<br /><br />1. I was born in New Zealand.<br />2. Im currently 17 years of age. But i will be 18 in August<br />3. I don't smoke, drink or do drugs. and i dont think other people should either.<br />4. I adore Japan and the japanese culture.<br />5. My iPod nano is <b>not</b> my best friend.<br />6. I'm obsessed about being clean.<br />7. I get jealous of other people very easily. and i always want to be perfect.<br />8. I do love rock music. but i cannot stand R&B, gangsta or country.<br /><br />I tagged:<br /><b>..Anyone who wants to do it.</b><br /><br />*ish lazy*<br /><br />Well.. whats been happening with me..<br />Nothing.<br />Im just about to upload some new photography.<br />my main boring shit.<br />and.. im sick. i have a blocked nose and i feel really ill.<br />BUT. i have to go to work tomorrow <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/noes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":noes:" title="Noes!" /> im not looking forward to that!<br />aaaaand.. i have a pop-up blocker that works! YAY.<br />ooof. my Japanese student has gone home now, he was so annoying.but he was still nice.<br />And my sister came over for a week. and had a cute cute CUTE little kitten. i have some photos of her too. but i still need to ulter the others and stuff.<br /><br />i have 589 songs on my iPod. im so proud hahaha.<br />i mean people will probably comment and say "well i have 1,000 songs" well.. im proud of my 589 songs cuz i use to have a Shuffle, which can hold 120 songs. so 589.. *proud*<br /><br />uuuuuh,<br />sadly enough.. i think i need a new camera. my camera keeps spitting out pixelated photos! and it makes me sad <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/noes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":noes:" title="Noes!" /><br /><br />annnnd a new computer.<br />anyone spare a few $1,000? LAWL.<br /><br /><br /><br />man life is sweet right now.<br />i mean apart from being sick.<br />and all the fucking homework i have.<br />but its pretty good now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br /><br /><br />uhm.. Bye?<br /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/date.gif" width="36" height="22" alt=":date:" title="Date" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />.<br /></sup></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>HAI.</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/17034227/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Feb 2008 00:06:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br />HAAAAAAAAI.<br />hey everyone.<br />new CSS.<br />ISN'T HE CUTE!!!!!!!<br />His name is POYOPOYO (ãã¨ãã¨___) and he's the <b>BIG <u>FAT</u> CAT!</b><br /><br /><br /><br />yeeee.<br />So..<br />Whats been happening with Jamie?<br />HMPH.<br />school. homework. Japanese.<br /><strike>LOADS..</strike> not. XD<br /><br />AND AND AND.<br />i have a Japanese student living with us for 2 weeks,<br />his name is ã ããã<br />YEEEEEEE.<br />okay. better go. DISHES THEN BED.<br />wheeeeee.<br /><br />OW. saw Walk Hard today.. <b>GAYEST MOVIE EVER FARKERS.</b><br />bah.<br /><br /><br />OOOOOOOOOOOF.<br />nearly 10,0500 PVs.<br />thats MENTAL <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/noes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":noes:" title="Noes!" /><br /><br /><b>EDIT:<br />omfg. 10,701.. okay im a bit slow :3<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />.<br /></b></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>CSS hang on</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/16762762/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Feb 2008 23:16:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/brassknucklescopy.gif" alt="hai"></img><br /><br /><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/WatchMeButton4copy.gif"></img><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lock-and-loadx"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/WatchMeButtoncopy.gif"></img><a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/WatchMeButton3copy.gif"></img><a href="http://www.myspace.com/lock_and_loadx"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/WatchMeButton2copy.gif"></img><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/iPhotograph"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/WatchMeButton5copy.gif"></img></a></a></a></a></a><br /><br /><sup><br /><div class="heading2">JOURNAL ENTRY tho.</div> <br /><br /><br /><b><br />lalala.<br /><br /><br /><br />shut up.<br />im fucking pissed.<br />and this CSS is being a <u><b>CUNT</b>.</u><br /><br /><br /><br />well.<br />Im kinda over CSS.<br />If someone would like to suggest something to help me with my CSS frustration id love to hear it. XB<br />but yeah.<br />i cant think of a cool CSS.<br /><br />a color scheme would help. XD<br /><br />ANYWAY.<br />lets talk.<br />SCHOOL.<br />thats about it. XD<br /><br /><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/Untitled-1-2.gif" alt="Photobucket"></img><div class="heading2">F E A T U R E D P H O T O G R A P H E R</div> <br /><br /><div class="scroll"><br /><a href="http://puppyeyes.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/puppyeyes.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpuppyeyes:" title="puppyeyes"/></a><a href="http://puppyeyes.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/puppyeyes.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpuppyeyes:" title="puppyeyes"/></a><a href="http://puppyeyes.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/puppyeyes.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpuppyeyes:" title="puppyeyes"/></a><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/74010546/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/i/2008/006/7/b/_god__s_gift__by_puppyeyes.jpg" width="150" height="112" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/65325582/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs20/150/i/2007/262/4/a/_anatomically_incorrect__by_puppyeyes.jpg" width="131" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72053674/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/f/2007/347/4/c/_till_death__by_puppyeyes.jpg" width="132" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/71001364/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs22/150/i/2007/333/6/9/_i_get_bored__by_puppyeyes.jpg" width="150" height="143" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/61994763/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs18/150/i/2007/222/3/1/_just_nineteen_pt_2__by_puppyeyes.jpg" width="150" height="126" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /><br /><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/Untitled-1-2.gif" alt="Photobucket"></img><div class="heading2">F E A T U R E D A R T I S T</div> <br /><br /><div class="scroll"> <br /><a href="http://ndefined.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/d/ndefined.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconndefined:" title="ndefined"/></a><a href="http://ndefined.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/d/ndefined.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconndefined:" title="ndefined"/></a><a href="http://ndefined.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/d/ndefined.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconndefined:" title="ndefined"/></a><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/67243852/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs19/150/f/2007/286/b/7/brownicecream_ID_by_ndefined.png" width="128" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/60978743/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs17/150/f/2007/211/8/4/dabunny_by_ndefined.jpg" width="132" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/65147353/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs19/150/f/2007/260/c/c/my_own_emokid_by_ndefined.jpg" width="97" height="150" /></a></span></sp... ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>Binge and iPhotograph!</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/16590486/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jan 2008 02:20:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx">MCRxx Chat</a>+ <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lock-and-loadxMe">Add Me?</a>+<a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/delete/lock-and-loadx">Delete Me?</a>+<a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com">Homepage</a>+<a href="http://www.myspace.com/lock_and_loadx">Myspace</a><br /><br /><br /><div class="heading2">S U U U R P.</div> <br />Hai.<br />How is everyone?<br />hmph. I had a major BINGE of Photography. ive been holding it in for quite a while and i just got sick of not using photoshop cuz it was too slow so i opened it up and make it work.<br />hehe.<br />and i used loads of actions. beautiful creations those are.<br />YAY i love them <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />please take a look and comment!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="heading2">i P H O T O G R A P H.</div> <br /><br /><br /><b><u>WARNING!! WARNING!! WARNING!! WARNING!!</u></b><br /><br />This chatroom is ADDICTIVE.<br />im telling you right now because in about a week or so you wont remember anything you've done. you wont get anything finished. well.. maybe thats just me.<br />Nah seriously everyone go into iPhotograph chat! its such an awesome place <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />Everyone is so nice and kind and welcoming.<br /><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/68853222/"><img src="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/306/b/1/b1fdd0a853850d2e.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/iPhotograph">[link]</a> <-- CLICK IT.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="heading2">1 0 , 0 0 0 P . V .</div> <br />NO FUCKING WAY OI.<br />NEARLY 10,000 PAGEVIEWS.<br />THATS SPAZZTIC.<br />XD<br /><br />Someone try to catch it? i'll.. draw something or dedicate a photo to them or something. i dunno. Anything?!<br /><br /><div class="heading2">N O T H I N G E L S E .</div> <br />Not that i can think of.<br />fucking bored.<br />but im not looking forward to going back to school next week.. AH.<br />oh well.<br />i'll survive.<br /><br />ãããªãã!<br /><br /><div class="heading2">F E A T U R E D P H O T O G R A P H E R</div> <br /><div class="scroll"><br /><a href="http://puppyeyes.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/puppyeyes.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpuppyeyes:" title="puppyeyes"/></a><a href="http://puppyeyes.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/puppyeyes.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpuppyeyes:" title="puppyeyes"/></a><a href="http://puppyeyes.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/puppyeyes.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpuppyeyes:" title="puppyeyes"/></a><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/74010546/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/i/2008/006/7/b/_god__s_gift__by_puppyeyes.jpg" width="150" height="112" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/65325582/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs20/150/i/2007/262/4/a/_anatomically_incorrect__by_puppyeyes.jpg" width="131" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72053674/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/f/2007/347/4/c/_till_death__by_puppyeyes.jpg" width="132" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/71001364/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs22/150/i/2007/333/6/9/_i_get_bored__by_puppyeyes.jpg" width="150" height="143" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/61994763/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs18/150/i/2007/222/3/1/_just_nineteen_pt_2__by_puppyeyes.jpg" width="150" height="126" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="heading2">F E A T U R E D A R T I S T</div> <br /><div class="scroll"> <br /><a href="http://ndefined.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/d/ndefined.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconndefined:" title="ndefined"/></a><a href="http://ndefined.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/d/ndefined.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconndefined:" title="ndefined"/></a><a href="http://ndefined.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/d/ndefined.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconndefined:" title="ndefined"/></a><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><spa... ]]></description>
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                <title>Uhm.. Nothing Interesting.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Jan 2008 00:22:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx">MCRxx Chat</a>+ <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/lock-and-loadxMe">Add Me?</a>+<a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/delete/lock-and-loadx">Delete Me?</a>+<a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com">Homepage</a>+<a href="http://www.myspace.com/lock_and_loadx">Myspace</a><br />
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<div class="heading2">H A I G U Y Z .</div> <br />
Well. I haven't really submitted anything good lately. I guess i haven't been motivated to create.<br />
I do have some photography from my dads house i will submit soon. And a collection of photos of the Gifts i brought in japan. Cuz im bored and have nothing else to photograph. LOL.<br />
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<div class="heading2">L I F E .</div> <br />
Well.. Pretty boring. Nothings been happening. Me and my friend Emma watched over 2 hours of scenes from The Catherine Tate Show on youtube.. pissed ourselves laughing. She got me. She decided to make us lattes and she put the kettle on. I was talking to her then suddenly the kettle boils and she SCREAMS her fucking lungs out!<br />
Just like the Screaming lady on The Catherine Tate Show.<br />
..But it scared the shiitizt outta me.<br />
Not cool. LOL<br />
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..Then we made Pizza. With Gherkins and ham and cheese. LOL.<br />
But. nothing else.<br />
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<div class="heading2">L E T T E R .</div> <br />
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Nawh. i got a letter from my japanese exchange student. she sent me this little Hello Kitty standing doll. its really quite beautiful. its made of paper. LOL but non the less. its awesome.<br />
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I love getting things from her cuz i feel so special. So tomorrow [monday] Im going to go shopping for some nice Pad paper [Preferably cute paper with something like Hello kitty on it.] and im going to write her a massive letter.<br />
Cuz the last time i talked to her was when i was in Japan in september  she called me and we had an awesome talk. And i miss her. So im going to write to her.<br />
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<div class="heading2">N O T H I N G E L S E .</div> <br />
Not that i can think of.<br />
fucking bored.<br />
but im not looking forward to going back to school in two weeks.<br />
oh well.<br />
i'll survive.<br />
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ãããªãã!<br />
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<div class="heading2">F E A T U R E D P H O T O G R A P H E R</div> <br />
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                <title>EWWW IM BACK</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/16279377/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Jan 2008 00:55:50 PST</pubDate>
                
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<div class="heading2">O H N O E S I ' M B A C K</div> <br />
shiitfuckit.<br />
thats what everyones saying.. especially <a href="http://altered-rocker.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/altered-rocker.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconaltered-rocker:" title="altered-rocker"/></a> LOL thanks for the love.<br />
my holiday was just spiffy. kinda boring at times but nonetheless.<br />
<br />
For some reason my computers battling me and wont let me sign onto msn. i'll just stab it after i write this.. then refresh it.<br />
<br />
Its oh my goodness slow. like WOAH. might have to get more memory or some shit like that.. i just cant work out why its so damn slow.<br />
and i keep getting these nasty popups that fill up my taskbar like mad.. *<a class="u" href="http://myxchemicalxstarfire.deviantart.com/">myxchemicalxstarfire</a> should know. lol she witnessed it.<br />
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but uhm.. yeah. fuck i'm bored.<br />
no offense.. but the computers really boring since i came back.<br />
might have to entertain myself a different way if i cant find a way to entertain myself for the rest of the holidays.<br />
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<div class="heading2">C H R I S T M A S A N D N E W Y E A R S</div> <br />
uhm. i had Christmas with my cousins. it was pretty fun. there was so much fucking food it was coming out of our ears.. or out of the refrigerator. But i played Bammington and i drank a fair bit of alcohol -slaps hand-<br />
<br />
New years my dad had a party.. EVERYONE got totally smacked.. me and this lady were the only sober/sane ones there. it was kinda gay at times but i still enjoyed myself..<br />
<br />
OH. and im addicted to sky television and MTV.<br />
someone tell me who Tila Tequila picks. Is she straight or gay lol.[i know she's bi i want to know which side she picks.. and who]<br />
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uhm. FUCK.<br />
its 9:51p.m. and.. i have nothing to do. i was going to try watch I Am Legend but my computers slow and i just cant be arsed.<br />
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OOOOH. my brother brought me The Used - Lies for the Liars CD <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
yeah.. i burnt it off the net. thats how i could listen to it. i love having the REAL copy tho. its much more satisfying. <br />
<br />
UHM UHM UHM. fuck i dunno whatelse to say.<br />
love and hate.<br />
goodbye.<br />
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                <title>im gone mother fuckers :heart:</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Dec 2007 00:05:38 PST</pubDate>
                
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<div class="heading2">O M F G C H R I S T M A S.</div> <br />
okay kiddies im gone.<br />
for like 2 weeks or so.<br />
going to spend time with cousins. for christmas of course.<br />
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<div class="heading2">L O V E Y A S</div> <br />
sayonara. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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                <title>Christmas?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Dec 2007 23:32:40 PST</pubDate>
                
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<div class="heading2">O M F G C H R I S T M A S.</div> <br />
Yeah.. its nearly Christmas. isn't it scary?<br />
i still have to buy some presents for family. And yes MF's I'm hinting - I would like <b>All</b> the The Used CD's XD<br />
Aaaaaaaaaand. Ipod Headphones! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
lol.<br />
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<div class="heading2">J O U R N A L C S S</div> <br />
Fuck yes, i know. i love changing it. im about as bad as i was with my Myspace profile LOL LOL.<br />
..oh well. fuck you.<br />
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What else little ducklings?<br />
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<div class="heading2">T H E B A L L</div> <br />
Yeah.. Last Night i went my schools ball. it was pretty rad. there wasn't any good music tho. I'm meaning rock and awesome shit like that ^__________^ lol.<br />
It was all Cascada and oldies music like Cotton-eyed Joe and The Rocky Horror Show. ahahaha i laughed when they started playing Umbrella by Rhianna. And all my friends and me we're moshing at the gay assed songs like "Pop lock and drop it" and "Crank It" or something like that, the Superman dance.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/puke.gif" width="24" height="15" alt=":puke:" title="I think I am going to PUKE!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/chainsaw.gif" width="49" height="20" alt=":chainsaw:" title="Chainsaw" /> MF. lol<br />
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uuuuuuhm.<br />
And im a helpful person! ^________^<br />
I made *<a class="u" href="http://saintsorrows.deviantart.com/">SaintSorrows</a>s' Journal CSS. She was so happy to be Subscribed but she didn't have any idea how to do a CSS. Poor sod. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><br />
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Anyway. i'll fuck off now. <br />
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                <title>Lorie</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Dec 2007 01:03:00 PST</pubDate>
                
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<div class="heading3">Y o u t u b e</div> <br />
 <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDz2mWMMRN0">[link]</a><br />
Go check it out kiddies.<br />
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<div class="heading3">F r i e n d s</div> <br />
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<div class="heading3">S t a m p s</div> <br />
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                <title>IM A FAKE IM FAKE [listening to the used]</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Dec 2007 01:03:52 PST</pubDate>
                
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Why hi there.<br />
trying out a new journal CSS, please dont get shitty im just trying it out, and playing around with it.<br />
goodbye<br />
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i'll change it tomorrow. im tired i have plans tomorrow so you're going to have to put up with this shit until then.</div><br /><br /><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/zombie.gif"></img></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Dec 2007 15:22:13 PST</pubDate>
                
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okay. let me get it out.<br />
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OMFG OMFG IT WAS SO FUCKING AWESOME IVE NEVER HAD SUCH A GOOD TIME IN MY LIFE THIS WAS LIKE 50,0000 TIMES BETTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR THAN BIG DAY OUT!<br />
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AND AND AND GERARD SAID "Holy fucking shit! this has to be the Best show we've done all tour! you guys love us? COME ON I might be wrong.. BUT YOU GUYS FUCKING LOVE US!! New Zealand, you guys are amazing!"<br />
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okay.<br />
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First off, we got there a little late [because of traffic] and went to the START of the line.. only to figure out the line went all the way back to where we came in LOL and then we waited. we actually didnt wait that long.. only like half hour. 20 minutes.. yeah 20 [and this included getting through security.. you know how everyone was like "you have to shove your camera down your pants if you want to get it in?".. i couldn't be fucked doing that. so i just went to the second line where you give in valuables. and the person over the intercom said "NO CAMERAS" but when i got to the lady i was like "Can i give this to you?" and she replied "Uhmm.. No? Can't you just keep it in your pocket? do you not want to take photos?" i was like.. AHHH WHAT!!<br />
lol. i didnt say it tho cuz i thought maybe she would backtrack on what she just said. then the scary people with "wands" [metal detectors] came up to me and it made the "beep" noise like 4 times. LOL. One for the camera, ["Whats that?" "My camera" "Oh okay"] Two for my Phone, Three for the badges on my hoodie, and four for  the badges on my pants. lol. then.. i went in. it was MASSIVE [just walking up the stairs]. then then THEN! i found my friend again [they went to go wait inline for the merch] and i jumped the cue and waited with her.. SHE BROUGHT ME A TSHIRT! the white one with "My Chemical Romance" on it thats "written" in blood. its pretty sweet!! [oh and while this is happening a NZ Band was Playing]<br />
then we got in there. hahaha we sat in the wrong seat. we saw two seats [cuz it was pitch black we couldnt find out seats] and just sat down. then we figured out we were over the other side of the row. a little bit better view. but not really.. LOL<br />
Im sure the NZ band sounded exactly like the Lead singer of Circa Survive! lol.<br />
THEN Circa Survive came on. they ROCKED! but.. the audience wasn't fully into it. i mean you could see a little bit into it but not many. Me and Rachelle   we're mad into them, we were head banging in our seats LOL.. we didnt get up to mosh until MCR tho.<br />
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HAHAHA. as soon as Circa came out.. Rachelle was like "Whos this band? Some chick band".. then she realized it was Anthony Green LOL.<br />
They were sweetdeal. but i only knew one song.. Act Appalled [haha Rachelle knew it too and we were head banging hardcore.. THE STUPID MAN KEPT LOOKING AT ME WITH DISGUST LOL.]  <br />
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Then after Circa.. it was like a 20 minute wait. it took so long. me and my friend who was closer to the stage were texting each other cuz i wanted to see how close she was. she stood up and she was in the seats on the right that was right beside the stage. DAMN HER. lol door 25 i think. i got her to stand up start dancing so i knew where she was.. pretty funny.<br />
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After the 20 minute wait.. as soon as the lights went out.. OMFG the WHOOOOOOOOOOLE stadium BLEW UP. like im serious. SCREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />... ]]></description>
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                <title>MCR concert 6th and STUFF.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Nov 2007 20:11:20 PST</pubDate>
                
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Hey all. so.. HOW ARE YOU. someone answer me back with how they are. lol. i don't know.<br />
im so fucking excited! thursday.. MCR. franks playing ~<a class="u" href="http://frozensocks.deviantart.com/">FrozenSocks</a>/jordan said lol. he better be right <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> just kidding.<br />
and... nothing else. i got my Japanese exam on Monday. but i'll fail cuz the japanese words are just not sticking in my head at the moment. cuz all i can think about is MCR. hahahhaa.<br />
and.. i have to think of a strategy to try and get my camera into the concert cuz i really wanna video and take photos of those whole show. and my video goes for 3 hours so it would be awesome to take it! and i'll take loads of photos <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> thats.. if i can get it into the show. fingers crossed!!<br />
me and my friend is so excited! and im so excited to meet some DA people <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
cya later!<br />
have fun kids. always use contraception. LOL.<br />
ignore me. <br />
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JEALOUSmuch? GotMilk?<br />
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             ----â¥ Zombie-Nano<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Shroom<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Kin<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Corn<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Giri<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Mie<br />
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Now i would like everyone to put their thinking caps on. If you can figure out their full names in order please comment me i would like to see if you can name them all.<br />
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<b>HINT:</b> Last name/end of the name.<br />
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<b>Jamie's To Do List:</b><br />
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<strike>â« ---New Avatar - pixel [either Gee doll or dead monkey..Or IPOD] avatar</strike> <b>DONE</b><br />
â« ---Drawing - Mikey in a cup [i remember i was meant to do that!!] <b>NEXT</b><br />
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â« ---Find New Style. <b>Its Coming..EPIC ENTRANCE!!</b><br />
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</sup></img></div><br /><br /><div class="element"><b>F    r    i    e    n    d    s</b><br />
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                <title>Photos! go look</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Nov 2007 20:54:46 PST</pubDate>
                
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Hiii!<br />
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maaaaaaaaaaaaan.<br />
ive been really bad lately.<br />
sick. still havent eaten. its the 6th or 7th day today. been eating little wee things. nothing big. and today i went photo CRAZY! did two shoots. one with just me outside so i could photoshop and the other was me have a seasure.. which totally didnt work and it looks like im vomiting.. which i guess can work both ways i guess. <br />
and yeah.<br />
go have a look! fav/comment! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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JEALOUSmuch? GotMilk?<br />
<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Nano<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Shroom<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Kin<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Corn<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Giri<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Mie<br />
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Now i would like everyone to put their thinking caps on. If you can figure out their full names in order please comment me i would like to see if you can name them all.<br />
<br />
<b>HINT:</b> Last name/end of the name.<br />
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<br />
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<b>Jamie's To Do List:</b><br />
<br />
<strike>â« ---New Avatar - pixel [either Gee doll or dead monkey..Or IPOD] avatar</strike> <b>DONE</b><br />
â« ---Drawing - Mikey in a cup [i remember i was meant to do that!!] <b>NEXT</b><br />
<br />
â« ---Find New Style. <b>Its Coming..EPIC ENTRANCE!!</b><br />
<br />
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                <title>BOREDmuch?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Nov 2007 13:16:43 PST</pubDate>
                
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Hiii!<br />
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How is everyone? im seriously so bored. i mean im loving the holidays. and im lazy i still havent studied for my japanese exam. and its like 12 days till the MCR concert. so im like really excited.<br />
yesterday was horrible. i was so sick like puking and stuff. i felt so horrible.<br />
but the last few days have been fun hanging out with friends and stuff. and me and my friend are going to have a horror night, might watch The Hills Have Eyes 2. and right now i think i might watch American Psycho. has anyone seen it? cuz i want to know if i should bother watching it if it isnt good.<br />
meh.<br />
and im sorry but im too lazy to comment back the 111 messages in my inbox LOL. sorry. maybe later. i really wanna go back to bed.<br />
i still have a massive headache.<br />
mehhhhhhhh.<br />
K. bye.<br />
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             ----â¥ Zombie-Nano<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Shroom<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Kin<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Corn<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Giri<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Mie<br />
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Now i would like everyone to put their thinking caps on. If you can figure out their full names in order please comment me i would like to see if you can name them all.<br />
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<b>Jamie's To Do List:</b><br />
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<strike>â« ---New Avatar - pixel [either Gee doll or dead monkey..Or IPOD] avatar</strike> <b>DONE</b><br />
â« ---Drawing - Mikey in a cup [i remember i was meant to do that!!] <b>NEXT</b><br />
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â« ---Find New Style. <b>Its Coming..EPIC ENTRANCE!!</b><br />
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                <title>DREAM.lol read</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Nov 2007 02:04:23 PST</pubDate>
                
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hiii.<br />
How are yeeeeee all?<br />
OMFGG. i freaked when i got home from work cuz i was so shocked that the internet was working... YAY! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
but im like hella tired cuz i woke up at 6am for no apparent reason.. i was at my friends house. just woke up and started randomly watching the omen.. boring movie! lol.<br />
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OMG.<br />
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okay. mainly what this email is about is that last night when i was at my friends i had.. the best dream i have ever had in my life! i mean BETTER than the "OMFG IM GOING TO JAPAN" ones i had before i went hahaha.<br />
okay. shell i spill the coffee beans?<br />
mmm. coffee. anyway!<br />
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<b><u>THE DREAM</u></b><br />
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OKAY.<br />
well.. crazy enough but i was in America and i was going to their <b>TASTE OF CHAOS</b> and me and my mates were waiting to go into the stadium [this was a dream.. totally fucked up.. you'll see what i mean in a minute] and i was just talking to my bestie when all of a sudden Frankie iiiiiero comes walking <u>up</u> to me and starts like talking to me asking how i am and stuff. he then goes go to me "Do you want an autograph or something? a photo? nice camera!! take some good photography shots? are you going to take plenty of photos of us? you better! [waves first unthreatingly] if you do come find me after the show backstage k? i wanna see them and you can show the rest of the gang as well!"<br />
then he gave me this little backstage pass necklace. i put it on. and then he signed my tshirt, my art book [cuz i took it to show gee] and a photo of the band [you know the one with the flag behind them on the back of the TBP CD] he signed that too.then he grabbed me and my bestie and i held out my arm to take a photo of all three of us. we took about 12 photos. like one of me and frank. one of my  bestie and frank. heaps actually. then he left, shook my hand [LOL] and then was all "cya after the show Jamie! i cant wait to see the photos! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />" and then he walked towards the stadium. <br />
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then.. me being totally dazed of course i walked into the stadium and all the time with frank made us loose our spot in the que, we were like the last people to get in. so me and my friends walked casually into the stadium.. but it wasn't like a closed stadium it was like BDO stadium. like a football arena kinda thing. and we had to climb these stairs down.. and OMFG..<br />
the mosh pit. it was from the stage ALL THE WAY BACK TO THE STANDS. like millions of people in this short space. reeeeeeeeally scary! when we got down we got absolutely smushed. so we stuck to the outside of the MP. we managed to squeeze our way to the stands and when we got to the middle row of stands there was this.. okay this is going to sound FUCKING WHACK. but there was like this lloong green hill in the middle of the moshpit. like it went right to the front of the stage. and it had a huge sign saying "RESTRICTED ENTRY ONLY" so of course we were like dang that sucks maybe we could of got a better view from there but just as we were walking past the security guy saw the backstage pass thing frank gave us, jerked me and all my friends through the tape and onto the hill. the hill.. was huge. like long it didnt go up. it was like long like a escalator but like going straight ahead instead of up.  we walked for about 15 minutes until we go to the very front of the hill where the end of the stage and the start of the moshpit began. we sat down on the grass, the security guys... ]]></description>
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                <title>HAPPPPY.much?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Nov 2007 16:58:03 PST</pubDate>
                
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ahahaha slap my why dont you.<br />
Im moving house and i had to pack away the printer. i have all my <b>ZOMBIE</b>friendsÂ drawn up. i just need to scan them and photoshop them.. or maybe i should just draw them on photoshop..<br />
anyway i probably wont be on for the next couple of days cuz my friend is coming over who i havent seen in a year so i'll be hanging out with her alot. and moving. i hopefully will get on to answer comments and stuff but not much.<br />
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And i had to go to physiotherapist  today because of my knee. its getting MUCH better YEEE. and i've been studying much for my Japanese exam. yay.<br />
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AND THEN MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE 6th DEC. and i get to meet *<a class="u" href="http://myxchemicalxstarfire.deviantart.com/">myxchemicalxstarfire</a> and OMG. shes making me a TBP jacket. OMFG. yay! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> i cannot wait to go and meet her and go to the concert. i dunno if you'll read this darling but we must go and try meet the band okay? like i really wanna meet gerard.. HES AMAZING.<br />
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and im about to watch <u>Disturbia</u> with my friend lol. when she gets here hehe.<br />
andddd. i have Bundaberg peachee. OMG. so good. addict much?<br />
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WOAH.<br />
NINA DREW ME! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /><br />
~<a class="u" href="http://deadmizi.deviantart.com/">deadmizi</a> is an amazing drawer! LOOK - <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/69757731/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs22/150/i/2007/317/5/8/Lock_and_Loadx_by_deadmizi.jpg" width="150" height="59" /></a></span></span><br />
I LOVE IT. <br />
ily nina <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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OMFGGGGGG.<br />
and i just got a phone call from my friend saying my friend that i havent seen for a year is coming over THIS AFTERNOON. woooaheee. so i get to hang out with her tonight CHAAAAABANG.<br />
im so excited.<br />
yeee.<br />
we can watch disturbia again. LOL.<br />
HORROR TIIIIIIIIIIIME.<br />
k. well i'll go get ready for my OTHER friend. and i'll chat to you guys soon-ish k? BYE.<br />
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OH. and i ordered THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY comics [they dont sell them here where i live] SOOO I SHOULD BE GETTING THEM HOPEFULLY NEXT WEEK SOMETIME YAY YAY YAY.<br />
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everythings so awesome at the moment! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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k. gotta go! bye!<br />
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-i'll stop talking now.-<br />
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             ----â¥ Zombie-Nano<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Shroom<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Kin<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Corn<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Giri<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Mie<br />
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Now i would like everyone to put their thinking caps on. If you can figure out their full names in order please comment me i would like to see if you can name them all.<br />
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<b>HINT:</b> Last name/end of the name.<br />
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                <title>Last day of school TOMORROW.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Nov 2007 20:55:44 PST</pubDate>
                
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Hii.<br />
maaaaaan. im very sorry i haven't uploaded anything good for a while.<br />
ive been working hard on my comic of ZOMBIES!<br />
yeeee im excited.<br />
well.. drawing them all up so far. need to think of some stuff they can be doing LOL. yay.<br />
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so they are as follows:<br />
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             ----â¥ Zombie-Nano<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Shroom<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Kin<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Corn<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Giri<br />
             ----â¥ Zombie-Mie<br />
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Now i would like everyone to put their thinking caps on. If you can figure out their full names in order please comment me i would like to see if you can name them all.<br />
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<b>HINT:</b> Last name/end of the name.<br />
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okay. OMG. Last day of school tomorrow!! i mean its not really still 3 days but the last 2 are useless days i never go to them. YAY. so i get to sleeeeeeep for 8 weeks. almost. i think. i dunno. THEN MY CHEMICAL FREAKIN ROMANCE 6TH DECEMBER. ==<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
yeee.<br />
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and then the ball. WOAH. aweeeeesome.<br />
then christmass. and new year. theeeeen. MORE HOLIDAY.<br />
wees and poos. im very excited.<br />
im going to be drawing like crazy.<br />
OHHHHHH.<br />
and by the way.<br />
i dunno if anyone saw on my personal message on MSN the other day, but i lost my camera charger. i think i packed it already.<br />
so.. no more photos at the present time. sorry kids. lol no more staring at Jamie-o. LOL. ew. stalkers. hehe. love you all.<br />
Mwah. Mwah<br />
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<b>Jamie's To Do List:</b><br />
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<strike>â« ---New Avatar - pixel [either Gee doll or dead monkey..Or IPOD] avatar</strike> <b>DONE</b><br />
â« ---Drawing - Mikey in a cup [i remember i was meant to do that!!] <b>NEXT</b><br />
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â« ---Find New Style. <b>Its Coming..EPIC ENTRANCE!!</b><br />
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                <title>^______^</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Nov 2007 16:58:22 PST</pubDate>
                
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<b>JOURNAL ENTRY</b><br />
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Hello.<br />
well as you will probably be able to tell im over my phase LOL.<br />
but i still want another style.<br />
im kinda exploring the whole zombie theme. i now have two characters! <br />
- Zombie Nano<br />
- Zombie MUSHROOM.<br />
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YAY.<br />
so i'll start developing them more i think. i want to make something big with them. maybe start comics again [hahaha my one pathetic comic attempt last time.<br />
so i'll try again.<br />
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Much love, by the way. SHUT UP. i know im a journal freak. so what.<br />
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<b>EDIT</b><br />
i totally just cut my hair. now i hate it. it looks too emo. fuck it all oh well. i'll just trim it and stuff. im not going to the hair dressers.</sup><br />
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<b>Jamie's To Do List:</b><br />
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â« ---New Avatar - pixel [either Gee doll or dead monkey..Or IPOD] avatar <b>DONE</b><br />
â« ---Drawing - Mikey in a cup [i remember i was meant to do that!!]<br />
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â« ---Find New Style.<br />
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                <title>Help Me!</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/15399227/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Nov 2007 01:59:33 PST</pubDate>
                
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Hey everyone.<br />
now im in a bit of a.. phase/mood.<br />
I kinda get like this alot. If im having a good day i'll be really happy with everything about myself.. But if im having a bad day i'm really judge mental. I just got over a phase were i wanted to just deleted everything on DA and all the other websites im in.Now i kinda got over it im kinda in a hating mood about myself.. and i want to change. even if its just my hair or even just a model/models to take photography of. or some more art and drawings of.. anime, MCR, Gerard or any other member.. Photoshop drawings or Creations [like my other silhouette ones] or maybe some Image ready pictures like a moving one. or animation. or even pixel art [im still getting into it but i really do think they are cute].. maybe i could give it another go at Plushies [no i didnt submit the one i made cuz it was FAR too ugly.]<br />
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..Well what im trying to say is i need help from you guys, the watchers. I want your opinion. Should i do more art drawing kinda stuff.. spray paint.. or more photography.. Blood and gore.. or just me.. or models.. i just really need your help.<br />
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If you have read this, dont just close it! LOL. Post a comment. i <u>WANT</u> to know your opinion because at the moment im so confused.<br />
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I would like to try drawing Cute stuff. maybe Chibi or something. i really wanna do some cute stuff. stuff like ~<a class="u" href="http://oxo.deviantart.com/">oxo</a> or =<a class="u" href="http://blackmago.deviantart.com/">Blackmago</a> .. but of course my own style and COMPLETELY non  related to their artworks.<br />
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I also want to find maybe a character. Any suggestions? i want to make SOMETHING a Zombie cuz i think Zombies are RAD. so any tips?<br />
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Please gimme your feed back. i really want to make a decision.<br />
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Comments and Opinions are welcome!<br />
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<b>EDIT.<br />
Yes i did just submit one of those "SHOUT IT OUT" pictures.. but it got to me far too quickly. because im very conscious of myself, i take judgement in too easily so i just end up getting hurt. and so i couldnt stand having some of my deepest darkest secrets posted on the internet. it scared me too much. incase someone in the wrong hand saw it. i.e my mum. im paranoid i know. sorry to disappoint. i mean i really wanted to support Shout it out.. i still do. i just couldnt keep my own up.</b><br />
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<b>Jamie's To Do List:</b><br />
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â« ---New Avatar - pixel [either Gee doll or dead monkey..Or IPOD] avatar <b>DONE</b><br />
â« ---Drawing - Mikey in a cup [i remember i was meant to do that!!]<br />
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â« ---Find New Style.<br />
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                <title>To All MCR Fans.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Nov 2007 19:30:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
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Anyone that is online at the moment and is a My Chemical Romance fan go check out my chatroom, there are people in there and we want MORE people!!<br />
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<a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx">[link]</a><br />
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GO GO GO.<br />
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Im actually having a nice day today. got people to talk to in the chat and im just having a relaxing day which is very nice.<br />
not looking forward to school much tomorrow tho.<br />
and i really want to get off my ass and make a new avatar.<br />
anyway i'll let you go.<br />
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<b>Jamie's To Do List:</b><br />
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New Avatar - pixel [either Gee doll or dead monkey] avatar<br />
Drawing - Mikey in a cup [i remember i was meant to do that!!<br />
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 Please. Go check her out. She's AMAZING!i love these pieces of art and more.. but i can't stick her whole gallery on. So go check her out or your arms will fall off. THATS THE TRUTH.<br />
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                <title>Hi</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Nov 2007 02:01:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
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Hi.<br />
Okay. lets talk. if this is successful [im very sick of changing my CSS now. if this does work it will be my CSS for a very long time hahaha] i will be keeping it.<br />
im very sorry for changing my journal CSS alot. i just get bored easily hahaha is that such a crime?<br />
oh and the one on there right now im changing cuz its a complete mistake my DA went psycho at me.<br />
and i have to wait for System maintence. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /><br />
So tonight there is a fireworks show. im not there. but we live close by. and FUCK its loud! its very annoying actually hahahahaha.<br />
and i did nothing for halloween. wait. i stayed at school doing homework till 1am thats right. stupid art.<br />
fail.<br />
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uhm. what else can i say?<br />
im really sorry i never write journals. hahaha i really do suck at them.<br />
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i would like to say a HUGE thank you to all my friends and devwatchers! you guys are amazing in supporting my gallery/profile and i really do appreciate it. i mean i came on here to just submit some photography and drawings.. the next minute i have like 20-40 VERY good friends, my own chatroom [which is so extinct hahaha] and so many favourites and comments.. i love you all so much you guys are truly amazing!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><br />
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and as long as im here which will be a long time im happy to have my friends!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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 Please. Go check her out. She's AMAZING!i love these pieces of art and more.. but i can't stick her whole gallery on. So go check her out or your arms will fall off. THATS THE TRUTH.<br />
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                <title>hii. LALA.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Nov 2007 20:19:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
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<div class="heading3">Thanks</div> <br />
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I want to say a thank you to everyone that has supported me on Deviant Art, all my friends and watchers mean the world to me and im very greatful!!<br />
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<div class="heading">HELLO.</div><div class="blocktext"> <br />
Just trying it out. i know im getting as bad as i am with Myspace how i use to change it every single day. but this one if this works im keeping forever. cuz it rocks. i'll need to change the colours so bare with me. other than that its awesome! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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all my friends <br />
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                <title>Halloween, art. AHHH.</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/15292080/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Oct 2007 19:09:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
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Hello all.<br />
so, how are we on this fine Halloween day? well.. i'm utterly stressed to be perfectly honest. cuz my art board is due in tomorrow and im on here.. IM AN IDIOT. so im going now. and im not coming back on until its done. <br />
im really tired. havnt been sleeping much lately. we're moving house so packing is getting the best of me. so im like tired all the time lol.<br />
and my knee is still FUCKED. i'm going to the doctor on tuesday to get it sorted cuz apparently im getting the blood thats in my knee pumped out.. yes yes i know ick gross. go watch saw 4. i bet its worse. tho i havnt seen it cuz it wont come out here for another MONTH. or two. or three. maybe a year cuz our poor smelly country sucks lol. i mean last week we ONLY JUST got resident evil: extinction. thats pretty pathetic cuz america got it like what two months ago? no? i dunno.<br />
and now im really scared im not going to finish my design. i have to make a magazine 2 page spread. and im freaking out cuz i REALLY dont know what to put in it. AHHH.<br />
okay shit. i really had best be going. CYA LATER.<br />
really sorry i havnt submitted anything.. ive taken more photography but i dont want to add it cuz.. ITS ALL OF ME. and im sick of me. lol i want something else in my gallery. and im too busy at the moment to be doing any photoshop stuff. maybe later k?<br />
cya later.<br />
oh and i'll get to everyones comments soon enough k?<br />
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oooh and also i think if im not doing art tonight i might watch some horror flicks to get me in the scary halloween mood. YAY. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
buh bye.<br />
LOTS OF LOVE.<br />
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Three Awesome People to watch!!<br />
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<a href="http://darkromancedesigns.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/darkromancedesigns.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondarkromancedesigns:" title="darkromancedesigns"/></a> <a href="http://frozensocks.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/frozensocks.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfrozensocks:" title="frozensocks"/></a><a href="http://l-u-t-h-e-r.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/_/l-u-t-h-e-r.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconl-u-t-h-e-r:" title="l-u-t-h-e-r"/></a> <br />
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</div><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/featureddeviations.jpg"><div class="element"><br />
<a href="http://mcr-rocker.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/c/mcr-rocker.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmcr-rocker:" title="mcr-rocker"/></a> <b>Please. Go check her out. She's AMAZING!<br />
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                <title>Journal entry.</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/15266856/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Oct 2007 01:48:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b><a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a></span><br />
<a href="http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/favourites">My Favourites</a></span><br />
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Oh shit.<br />
you guys are absolutly going to KILL ME.<br />
IM SORRY.<br />
i know.<br />
another Journal. but i dont care. lol these are so fun to do i just ADORE them.<br />
so there.<br />
just testing. nothing really to read! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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These are the artists i ABSOLUTLY adore. If you are featured on this list consider yourself VERY lucky lol. you deserve it tho.<br />
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<a href="http://0xo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/0/x/0xo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon0xo:" title="0xo"/></a> <a href="http://acidicglamour.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/c/acidicglamour.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconacidicglamour:" title="acidicglamour"/></a> <a href="http://airetose.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/i/airetose.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconairetose:" title="airetose"/></a> <a href="http://apricot8585.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/p/apricot8585.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconapricot8585:" title="apricot8585"/></a> <a href="http://bellz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/e/bellz.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbellz:" title="bellz"/></a> <a href="http://blackmago.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blackmago.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconblackmago:" title="blackmago"/></a> <a href="http://celsojunior.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/e/celsojunior.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcelsojunior:" title="celsojunior"/></a> <a href="http://darkromancedesigns.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/darkromancedesigns.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondarkromancedesigns:" title="darkromancedesigns"/></a> <a href="http://delilah88.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/delilah88.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondelilah88:" title="delilah88"/></a> <a href="http://denorii.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/denorii.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondenorii:" title="denorii"/></a> <a href="http://frozensocks.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/frozensocks.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfrozensocks:" title="frozensocks"/></a> <a href="http://geefreak.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/e/geefreak.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongeefreak:" title="geefreak"/></a> <a href="http://gilad.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/i/gilad.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongilad:" title="gilad"/></a> <a href="http://justsleep.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/u/justsleep.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconjustsleep:" title="justsleep"/></a> <a href="http://l-u-t-h-e-r.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/_/l-u-t-h-e-r.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconl-u-t-h-e-r:" title="l-u-t-h-e-r"/></a> <a href="http://mcr-rocker.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/c/mcr-rocker.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmcr-rocker:" title="mcr-rocker"/></a> <a href="http://millie277.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/millie277.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmillie277:" title="millie277"/></a> <a href="http://myxchemicalxstarfire.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/y/myxchemicalxstarfire.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmyxchemicalxstarfire:" title="myxchemicalxstarfire"/></a> <a href="http://saturdayx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/saturdayx.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsaturdayx:" title="saturdayx"/></a> <a href="http://sgt-pepper55.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/g/sgt-pepper55.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsgt-pepper... ]]></description>
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                <title>New journal CSS.</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/15166950/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Oct 2007 01:08:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
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<b>Listening To</b>: My Chemical Romance - Headfirst for Halos<br />
<b>Recent movie</b>: Urban Legand 3 Bloody Mary<br />
<b>Recent TV show</b>: Ghost Whisperer<br />
<b>Recent Game</b>: Too long ago.. lol<br />
<b>Recent Anime</b>: Tonari no totoro [My Neighbour Totoro]<br />
<b>Current Favorite Song</b>: Linkin Park - Bleed it Out<br />
<b>Current Favorite Novel</b>: i don't read much.. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows<br />
<b>Current Favorite thing doing</b>: Sleeping definatly<br />
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Hi all.<br />
well im sorry i never ever ever write Journals. im really bad for it aren't i? lol.<br />
i just never know what to say.<br />
but ive decided to sprazz up my CSS again because the other one was a total shithouse cuz you couldnt read the text. hopefully this one is much better <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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anyone got anything to say? lol. goodbye! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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                <title>Testing.. lol</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/15123701/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Oct 2007 02:09:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/yataaa.jpg"></img><br /><br /><div class="content"><br />
Sorry for all the changes. tho this isnt really happening to you.<br />
just me.<br />
yuuuup.<br />
just me.<br />
DAMN DEVIANTART.<br />
and HTML.<br />
is being a fuckin asshole.<br />
i thought i knew HTML pretty well.. well i dont. <br />
im guessing theres no way the transparency on my headline picture "jamies journal" wont show up. so its ugly and huge and bulky. and i dont  know how to fix it.<br />
also i want to center my header and footer but cant figure out how.<br />
and i really do think this writing is hard to read yes? damn i fucking knew it lol.<br />
okay.<br />
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK.<br />
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                <title>Stamp [[EDIT.]]</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/15020340/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Oct 2007 20:44:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
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hi all.<br />
i've offcially gone STAMP CRAZY.<br />
im making them by the handfulls.<br />
please, everyone, use them? lol.<br />
i make them for people to use.<br />
not to look at and go away.<br />
NO NO NO.<br />
favourite them, comment them. i love looking at peoples stamps. so please tell me if you use them so i can come look. <br />
YAY.<br />
oh and.. ive been thinking. and i kinda want to do a artist appreciation. i want to appreciate a hard working deviant on my shoutboard cuz its a tad empty [THO FULL WITH STAMPS] i want to fill it up with something.. any hints? or anyone that would like to have their art put on my shoutbox please send me a comment.<br />
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<b>EDIT :<br />
okay. im really bored as you can tell that im making so many stamps. if anyone has any requests for stamps please let me know cuz id love to make some more. any song lyrics you want? maybe a bit of a music video [it might work.. my printscreen button is playing up] or anything like that please let me know! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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                <title>Photos Of Japan</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/14935218/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Oct 2007 01:48:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
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Hey all. <br />
i have now uploaded SOME pictures of my trip to japan.<br />
but.<br />
there are over 800 of them [i recently counted.. yes i was bored] and i cannot submit THAT many. and many of them were quite personal. so that will probably be all the photos i submit. if i find some others i like i might add them. but thats unlikely.<br />
please take a look and tell me what you think!!<br />
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thanks<br />
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Jamie<br />
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                <title>Plushie?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Oct 2007 03:24:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
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im on here. its late. i know. im going. but.<br />
tomorrow im going to get utensils to make my very own skull plushie. cuz ive seen loads of tutorials and i want to learn cuz they look like a lot of fun. im pretty sure i cant sew but i'll learn. and maybe in a few days me and my friend will make some more. thats if im any good. so any ideas or tips or other tutorials please comment me?<br />
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                <title>back back BAAAAAAAACK.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Oct 2007 01:37:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
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why hello there.<br />
how are you all?<br />
well..<br />
im happy. excited. and sad.<br />
happy = FROM JAPAN<br />
excited = FROM JAPAN<br />
sad = FROM JAPAN.<br />
i was happy and excited to go there but i was so so sooooo sad to leave because i loved the placeso much i really didnt want to come back. i mean i went to disneyland, looked at awesome massive shrines, took over 500 pictures, brought so much little traditional toys, i brought a totoro plushie and a catbus plushie, and my friend won for me a DORAIMON plushie. hes big. i love him. and i brought 4 CDs - the Academy is... [Almost Here], Boys like Girls, Enter Shikari [ take to the skies] and My chemical romance single [Welcome to the black parade]<br />
YAY.<br />
and i brought back so much pocky and hichu. i love it. aaaaand. just stuff. i'll start uploading pictures maybe over the course of the weeks. maybe lol.<br />
cyaaaaaaaaa.<br />
nice to be back tho.<br />
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                <title>HEY.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Sep 2007 05:12:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
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hey all, im in japan!<br />
hope everyones fine!!<br />
tired as heck but ill survive. im having the time of my life!! disneyland in a few days!!<br />
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byeeeeeeeee.<br />
jamie<br />
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p.s. add photos when i get back<br />
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                <title>Last journal Entry..so this is goodbye</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Sep 2007 02:40:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
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....FOR 3 WEEKS.<br />
yee.<br />
well. i might be on tomorrow. and tuesday. but i never write journals so this can be my last.<br />
2 weeks i'll be in japan.<br />
might get on sometime while im there.<br />
please send me your love so i have something to come back to while im gone.<br />
and dont worry, i'll be taking SHITLOADS of photography.<br />
lots of love.<br />
dunno what else to write.<br />
byeeeeeeeee.<br />
Jamie xoxox<br />
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[p.s... i hate my icon with a passion, i just wanted to change it cuz i was bored of the other one. i'll find another MCR related one i promise. this one was just a 2 minute job.]<br />
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BYE.<br />
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                <title>omfg. Gerard Way Doll!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Sep 2007 16:06:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
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Oh yes.<br />
oh yes i do. it arrived at like 8:30am this morning. and 'EFFin hell im excited right now.<br />
he is.. SO gorgeous!<br />
i'm uploading pictures that i just took right now! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> sorry for the quality in some, i just took them in  a hurry kinda thing cuz it was FREEZING outside! oh and sorry for looking so tired it was early. lol<br />
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THANK YOU SO MUCH Guadalupe [a.k.a <a href="http://geefreak.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/e/geefreak.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongeefreak:" title="geefreak"/></a>]<br />
i love him SO MUCH.<br />
by the way, i LOVE the pad paper you wrote the letter on, it 'effin ROCKS! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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THANK YOOOOOOOOOU,<br />
go take a look at the pictures im uploading.<br />
BYE!<br />
jamie xoxo<br />
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                <title>Yay!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Sep 2007 00:48:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
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Hey all.<br />
i know i haven't been on in a while, ive only really been coming on to check mail and look at deviations. just now i submitted like 10 or so [probably less] photography shots.<br />
yeah..<br />
Oh.<br />
and okay.<br />
i actually wrote a journal yesterday and on my computer it said it had been sent BUT when i went on when i was at school it said that it hadn't gone though with submitting.<br />
AND.<br />
i didn't copy and paste what i said.<br />
so here goes.<br />
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In a few weeks i will be recieving a Gerard Way doll from <a href="http://geefreak.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/e/geefreak.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongeefreak:" title="geefreak"/></a> for my birthday out of the kindness of <b>her</b> heart.<br />
i asked her ever so kindly but she said no. i was respectful and was fine with her decision. anyway.. i got onto the computer the next day and i saw i had a message from her saying "Good News". She had agreed to make my doll because she told her mum about me wanting one and her saying that she felt very bad for saying no and she felt very guilty with not making me one. <br />
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SO. her and her mother made me a Gerard Way doll, the one with the Pyjamas. and hopefully in a few DAYS i shall be recieving him, which i am DEATHLY excited about!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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<b>BUT.<br />
i do not want ANYONE going to her or noting her and begging her to make you one. She said no at first, kindly said yes after obviously thinking about it. i mean i think i said something to her like "i love your dolls, they are amazing, i love them so much!....." and thats what she said at the start of her next message <br />
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"Well, let me just start off by saying that I'm flattered that you really liked the Gerard doll enough to ask me to make you one.."<br />
So.<br />
this really is to <a href="http://geefreak.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/e/geefreak.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongeefreak:" title="geefreak"/></a>. and to your mother. Thank you. from the <u>BOTTOM</u> of my heart. i really do appreciate it, and i bet once i get it in the mail i'll jump about, scare the shitt outta my mum. take some photos.. scream some more. <br />
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in other words.. hahaha i'll be SO greatful of him.<br />
i'll take good care of him.<br />
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so. to Guadalupe [G][Lupe lol] [lol] Thank you SO SO SO much for your hard work in making me this doll.<br />
and to everyone else, please do not badger her to make you something. please? </b><br />
thank you.<br />
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hmm.. OH OH OH.<br />
i got my MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE Limited Edition THE BLACK PARADE box!!<br />
and my MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE socks!!<br />
AND AND AND my MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE pins!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> YAY.<br />
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i'm so 'effin happy at the moment!<br />
and.. 16 days until i go to JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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kk. i'll shut up now. CYA!!<br />
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Jamie xoxox<br />
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                <title>Monkey Buisness.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Aug 2007 02:11:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
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its the ice-cream im eating..<br />
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MAN. im so bored. and im VERY sorry i haven't been on much lately, with my birthday party on friday and me not being home all day saturday cuz i was in town with my friend taking photography <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> hes an awesome photographer.<br />
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and at the moment i am obsessed with Linkin park. weird eh? i brought the new album - Minutes to Midnight and their CD/DVD - Meteora yesterday and i just finished getting the Hybrid Theory songs. i love them badly. ever since seeing them live on Myspace at the Projekt Rev concert, which was AMAZING.<br />
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hmmm..<br />
i need to submit something.<br />
i feel bad as after not submitting stuff.<br />
and i forgot to do mikey when i said i would.<br />
MY BAD.<br />
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i had an awesome birthday, <b>THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY 17TH! IT MEANT ALOT TO ME, IT MADE ME SMILE LIKE CRAZY EVERYTIME SOMEONE GAVE ME A BIRTHDAY WISH. THANK YOU!! </b><br />
i went to the dentist, had lunch with mummy, went home and watched My Chemical Romance and Linkin Park on myspace.com on their Projekt Revolution tour which ROCKED. then, cuz i had my music up SO loud i didn't hear the door ring, and i got delivered my three THREADLESS tops! THEY ROCK. i took some photography with them, they arent very good tho. my friend who took photography with me said they were really good but i dont believe him.<br />
oh well.<br />
lol<br />
i'll get them up on here soon k? any mikey. lol.<br />
i think i'll make a poll right now.. CYA!<br />
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                <title>Happy Birthday To Me.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Aug 2007 17:53:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
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hiii all.<br />
its my birthday today. or tomorrow for people in america/around the world.<br />
but in NZ here, its the 23rd of August.<br />
and i just finished watching my chemical romance in Projekt Revolution on myspace. and it was AWESOME. loved every minute!!<br />
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so its like the best way to spend my birthday sitting at home watching the Projekt Revolution on my computer. its awesome!!<br />
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and i ordered the limited edition of the black parade box, my chem socks, and four pins! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> im so excited.<br />
anyway im going to RUN around the house and scream for joy.<br />
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BYE!! xoxoxox<br />
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                <title>Why hello there.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Aug 2007 20:45:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content">MAAAAAAAAAAN.<br />
im like totally 'effin bored.<br />
Does anyone have anything fun for me to do?<br />
i watched the <b>LIFEONTHEMURDERSCENE</b> Dvd twice now.<br />
and..<br />
ive just made 5 CSS journal background things.. thats how far in advance i think. and im awfully bored.<br />
so..<br />
SOMEONE TALK TO ME.<br />
msn,<br />
chat,<br />
DA.<br />
About : anything. <br />
MAN I WANT PINS AND THE BOX SET AND THE SOCKS >_<<br />
sorry.<br />
MCR merch i desperatly want.<br />
and it just rained on the washing i put out this morning. so all my clothes are like hella wet.<br />
damn it all.<br />
today im home because my eye is still GAY.<br />
its still so sore but its coming around..<br />
<b>NO.</b><br />
im not <i>dying</i>.. <u>much</u><br />
hahahaa...<br />
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TEENAGERS SCARE THE LIVING <b>S#$%T</b> OUTTA ME.<br />
lalala.<br />
any ideas for new art? or photography? anyone? please? im desperate to submit something. its been too long and i feel bad after a while if i dont submit anything cuz all you awesome DA's out there always want to see more in my gallery [AND I FUCKING LOVE YOU FOR IT] but i dont have much inspiration. i mean the last set of photos i did we absolute CRAP.<br />
bearly anyones bringing out any good art recently. whats wrong with everyone? whats wrong with the word?<br />
COME ON GUYS. GIVE ME SOME INSPIRATION.<br />
And some poison.<br />
And some pills.<br />
MAKE ME <u>ILL.</u><br />
Run after something that you'll never <b>kill</b><br />
This is what you want so - <i>Fire At Will</i><br />
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lalala.<br />
lAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa.<br />
la.<br />
someone talk to me. im going insane here. can't you tell? LMAO.<br />
anything i should draw? i could try another attempt at MCR.<br />
but i wouldnt want any more angry viewers to go mental at me.<br />
haha.<br />
just kidding.<br />
you guys are brilliant.<br />
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im probably meant to be drawing right now for art actually come to think of it..<br />
but my drawings at the moment suck berts ANUS.<br />
lol<br />
dunno just someone random.<br />
i love the dvd.<br />
so badly.<br />
<b>"IF YOU EVER SEE SHITTY ASS ROCK DUDES IN SHITTY ASS ROCK BANDS. ASKING YOU TO SHOW THEM YOUR TITS.<br />
I WANT YOU TO SPIT RIGHT IN THEIR FUCKING FACE AND YELL 'FUCK YOU!'!!!!"</b><br />
i had a shiver down my spine and a tear in my eye when he said that.<br />
Gerard way is a legend. hes so wise. and hes always caring.<br />
hes definatly my idol.<br />
i look up to him.<br />
i listen to his voice when im down and i smile automatically.<br />
i love this band.<br />
they really do do wonders.<br />
they saved my life.<br />
and i love them for it until this very fucking day.<br />
i'll go now.<br />
i love you guys so damn much.<br />
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Jamie <b>x</b>o<b>x</b>o<b>x</b><br />
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                <title>GAK.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Aug 2007 23:08:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content">hiiiiiiiiii everyone!<br />
how are you?<br />
mang im like SO damn bored.<br />
i think i have conjunctivitus. my eye really hurts and gunk keeps coming out it.<br />
and it hurts like BADLY.<br />
OH OH OH i got my Masquade top. its a tad big but i still LOVE it to death!<br />
next might buy some pins and the limited edition the black parade CD box. yes. i know. i dont have it.<br />
LEAVE ME ALONE.<br />
lol<br />
i want to feature someone k? this person has AMAZING art!!<br />
- <a href="http://mydeadpony.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/y/mydeadpony.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmydeadpony:" title="mydeadpony"/></a><br />
i love her art,<br />
its kinda in the style of mine.<br />
and - <a href="http://www.banksy.co.uk">[link]</a><br />
<b>BANKSY IS 'EFFIN AMAZING.</b><br />
he's my idol.<br />
cuz at the moment im a stencil/spraypaint FREAK.<br />
i love the drippppppps!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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maaaangggg im bored.<br />
not sure what to do.<br />
might watch a movie.<br />
THE LIFE ON THE MURDER SCENE DVD!!<br />
yup yup.<br />
going to watch it right now.<br />
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anything else i should mention?<br />
oh THANK YOU TO <a href="http://rabidmcrgurl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/a/rabidmcrgurl.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconrabidmcrgurl:" title="rabidmcrgurl"/></a> for her deviation - <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/62429859/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs19/150/i/2007/227/e/e/Idol_art__4_lock_and_loadx_by_rAbIDMCRgurl.jpg" width="150" height="136" /></a></span></span><br />
IT IS ABSOLUTLY GORGEOUS.<br />
i love it.<br />
<br />
oh and i want everyone to watch these people - <a href="http://rabidmcrgurl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/a/rabidmcrgurl.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconrabidmcrgurl:" title="rabidmcrgurl"/></a>, <a href="http://geefreak.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/e/geefreak.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongeefreak:" title="geefreak"/></a>, <a href="http://denorii.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/denorii.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondenorii:" title="denorii"/></a>,and  <a href="http://teachmethehellsong.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/teachmethehellsong.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconteachmethehellsong:" title="teachmethehellsong"/></a> - BECAUSE THESE GUYS ARE <b>AMAZZZZZZZZING</b><br />
<br />
anything else?<br />
no.<br />
didntthinkso.<br />
<br />
birthday - 23rd august. lol<br />
<br />
Jamie xoxox<br />
</div><br /><br /><p><br />
<a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx"><br />
<img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/MCRxx.gif" width="300" height="171"><br />
</img><br />
</a></p> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>YAY im so happy! :D</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/14127182/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Aug 2007 00:42:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br />
<sup> Hello!<br />
maaaaaang. im so happy at the moment.<br />
got my new div journal entry up.<br />
i'll make some more as i go!<br />
and im extremely happy mum got me a subscription.<br />
she think's its a waste of money but i said i'd pay her back, and that she had nothing to worry about cuz it was only $40. its so amazing. $40 for a year. thats pretty amazing..<br />
and i had to get it.<br />
cuz i absolutly ADORE this site.<br />
its so amazing.<br />
im so glad i joined. i knew about it way long ago but just looked through it and stuff, always said to myself i wasn't good enough to join.<br />
now look at me.<br />
over 4000 page views. thats pretty astounding. lol<br />
i love being subscribed. i can do MCR related polls, forums, shoutout box thing. im going to make some stamps to put up!<br />
IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
yeee.<br />
and. every single day i get reminded about japan. "oh its not long now, one month lalala" but.<br />
it seriously is getting close.<br />
like.<br />
SO close.<br />
i get to speak and live in japan for two whole freakin' weeks. im so excited lol<br />
<br />
i hope i meet some nice japanese people over there<br />
i have a <b>HUGE</b> list of presents i have to buy for people.<br />
not looking forward to that at all. lol<br />
<br />
also!<br />
my new My chemical romance top comes soon, its the masquade [spelling?] one-<br />
<img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/mychemtop.jpg" width="458" height="499"><br />
<br />
<br />
and Threadless.com t-shirts -<br />
<img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/tshirtss.jpg" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></img><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I SO CANNOT WAIT TO GET THEM!<br />
im wearing my Revenge hoodie right now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
maaaaan life is really excellent at the moment. nothing can bring me down!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
</img></sup></div><br /><br /><p><br />
<a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx"><br />
<img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e158/bleedinggoth66/MCRxx.gif" width="300" height="171"><br />
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</a></p> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>SUBSRIBED! :D</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/14113932/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Aug 2007 01:53:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVERRRRRRRRRR<br /><br />Hey all, man. <br />
i begged my mum if i could suscribe to DA cuz its the best website ever and im always on here and she said YES. and now im subscribed YAY! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
but.<br />
im going to need some time to figure out how to do it.<br />
anyone keen on helping me?<br /><br /><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx">[link]</a><br />
GO. ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>New Journal Entry.</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/13996059/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Aug 2007 04:00:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hi.<br />
weeeeeeeelll.<br />
its 10:56pm here, and im sick as shit. been puking and coughing all day.<br />
sucks ass but i got some shit done like i drew the MCR pic and i took some photos [dunno if i'll submit]<br />
and my brothers over for the weekend so thats nice.<br />
and i've started reading harry potter 7 again. not much tho.<br />
andddddd.<br />
nothing else really.<br />
my life is quite boring.<br />
i need some photography concepts man, all my photos are so boring.<br />
i was looking at some stock photos and some of my friends photos and i was so inspired but it was too late to take some pictures so i missed out.<br />
damn it.<br />
and now im bored, might go to bed soon.<br />
kk.<br />
Night?!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>The End Of Harry Potter.</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/13906766/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Jul 2007 20:39:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yes yes.<br />
i know.<br />
its been out for a week, i got it the day it came out.<br />
but ive had bearly any time to read it, and JUST now i finished it.<br />
it truly is.<br />
amazing<br />
the ending made me cry.<br />
so happy..<br />
The harry potter series has to be the best..<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>NEW CAMERA YAY AND MCR!! read!</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/13801445/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Jul 2007 22:27:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<br />
okay.<br />
omfg<br />
ah<br />
ah<br />
ah<br />
NEW CAMERA!!<br />
i got a NEW PANASONIC DMC-FZ8 LUMIX CAMERA! YES YES YES! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
its so gorgeous. its my baby. has all the features i always wanted, and its PRETTY!<br />
i love it dearly.<br />
lol im watching harry potter one. so little.<br />
AND<br />
<b> [is putting the rest in bold because im SO excited] <br />
<br />
I GOT<br />
MY TICKET<br />
[and my sister a ticket cuz shes cool and shes going to come with me]<br />
TO<br />
MY<br />
'EFFING<br />
CHEMICAL<br />
ROMANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
IN DECEMBER - 6TH! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
:GLOMP:<br />
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<br />
im so excited.<br />
and my friend Rachelle got her ticket with me as well.<br />
we are rebels. left school at lunch and missed last period so we could RACE home and get the tickets<br />
AND<br />
WE HAVE.<br />
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.<br />
i get to see gerard and mikey and ray and bob and frank AGAIN YES YES YES IM FUCKING EXCITED SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!<br />
<br />
everything.<br />
and i mean EVERYTHING.<br />
is going wickedly right for me at the moment.<br />
im still in tears.<br />
been in tears for about 2 hours because i got my tickets and then mum said we can go buy my camera.<br />
YAY.<br />
ahhhhhhhhhh.<br />
-cries of happyness-<br />
BYE!<br />
love you all.<br />
im DEFINATLY going to take some photos tomororw.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.<br />
AAAAAAND!!<br />
TOMORROW HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOW [or hollows not sure] S COMES OUT!!!!!!!!!! and i have my ticket to buy it. yes yes YES<br />
see.<br />
so excited.<br />
dont be scared.<br />
- RUNS AROUND THE HOUSE SCREAMING OF JOY-<br />
bye.</b><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>CUTE DEAD FRIENDS comic.idea?</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/13739914/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jul 2007 02:24:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hi.<br />
all.<br />
GO TO MY CHAT.<br />
now.<br />
and ahhh.<br />
i need some ideas. any random thoughts or ideas [can be virtually anything] that i can put into one of my new comics. it can be any character. i think i might start just doing MCR characters yet im not quite sure.<br />
any ideas?<br />
please SPEAK TO ME.<br />
lol<br />
now.<br />
GO TO MY CHAT NOW <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>BIG NEWS!!</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/13665868/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jul 2007 01:18:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Heyah all!<br />
how are you all?<br />
i still want feed back about my other deviant journal entry k? but other than that i have huge news!<br />
<br />
- <a href="http://stainsofhope.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/stainsofhope.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconstainsofhope:" title="stainsofhope"/></a><br />
<br />
- <a href="http://sky-lotus.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/k/sky-lotus.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsky-lotus:" title="sky-lotus"/></a><br />
<br />
- <a href="http://sgt-pepper55.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/g/sgt-pepper55.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsgt-pepper55:" title="sgt-pepper55"/></a><br />
<br />
these three awesome friends of mine are now 3 Moderators on my chatroom MyChemicalRomancexx<br />
<br />
im so proud that they are mods, they will help me keep the chat safe and open to all of you MCR fans.<br />
<br />
so keep coming in, we've had a huge amount of people come in today and im so happy!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
thank you very much for your participation, KEEP IT UP!!<br />
<br />
jamie.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>MYCHEMICALROMANCExx [chat] [EDIT]</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/13653765/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jul 2007 03:12:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b><u>HANG ON.<br />
HOLY 'EFFIN SHIT.<br />
3,139 Pageviews! <br />
ARE YOU SERIOUS?<br />
<br />
thank you VERY much, im like.. so taken aback. thank you so much for your support lol.<br />
<br />
maaaaaaaan... </u></b><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
okay.<br />
im guessing everyones all like "stop with the chat already"...<br />
well..<br />
<br />
<b>I WONT.</b><br />
lol<br />
<br />
im thinking heavily about contests and stuff.<br />
and i was thinking.<br />
<br />
please note me if you are interested - it wont let me make another deviantart profile. so if someone could help me out by making me one? the username must be something like "MyChemicalRomancexx " or something. like.. it cant be that because i made that before but i think i accidentally closed it. and i made another deviantart profile so i cant make another. <br />
<br />
if anyone could make a MCRxx chatroom you will get most of the glory- in saying that i mean you and me will be the creators of MCRxx.. mostly because i dont think i can make a chatroom and profile by myself. so we would both need to know the password and everything.<br />
<br />
if anyone is interested, and i trust them i will team up with them.<br />
<br />
so comment / note me please.<br />
and i will get deciding..<br />
<br />
i also want another 3 -5 people helping me keep the chat open and to be involved with the profile!!<br />
<br />
if ANYONE is interested?<br />
please tell me..<br />
<br />
im sure we can do this.<br />
if anything is wrong, note me.<br />
id rather get notes than comments k?<br />
<br />
please?<br />
<br />
and the contests im thinking of MCRxx promos and ads, like maybe design a poster for the chat or draw pictures that i can add to the chatroom?<br />
<br />
anything like that..<br />
<br />
just any ideas or problems or comments or anything just note me?<br />
<br />
thank you very much!!<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx">[link]</a><br />
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                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>OI.[MCR CHAT]</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/13629100/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jul 2007 01:21:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>FUCK.<br />
every single one of you My Chemical Romance fans out there.<br />
GET ON THE CHATTTTTTTT!!<br />
we need more people to keep this open. and if it isnt open there isnt an MCR chat.<br />
so come on guys.<br />
dont be dicks. - lol<br />
love you all.<br />
GO ON NOW.<br />
or else.<br />
<i>i will come hunt you down. </i> lol<br />
<br />
i might try make a time sceduale [SPELLING? hahaha] for the chat. because as ive heard from many people that they get on at different times. if we can make a round about time that suits some [probably not all] then we can work on it?<br />
<br />
and i want people [EVERYONE] to support the mcr chat k? feature it on your journal entries / signatures! the more people that know about it the more people that we will get in there <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
okay?<br />
please help me out!!<br />
<br />
<br />
<a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/MyChemicalRomancexx">[link]</a><br />
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                <title>Avatar?</title>
                <link>http://lock-and-loadx.deviantart.com/journal/13599496/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Jul 2007 22:44:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey all.<br />
im having some trouble making an avatar,<br />
if anyone has any ideas [has to have something to do with MyChemicalRomance or any member] on what i can make for my avatar id love some help.<br />
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comments appreciated, so please help?!<br />
thanks.<br />
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Jamie. ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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                <title>Hey all!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Jun 2007 00:53:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sup><br />
heyah all,<br />
please dont hit me.<br />
or poke my eyes out.<br />
i am still here, under all th work and SH*T i have to do for school.<br />
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<b>BUT</b><br />
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im not dead.<br />
i promise!! lol<br />
im sorry i havnt been on the MCR chat, i hope people are still going to it!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> lol<br />
and ive submitted two more pictures, i know ive been REALLY slack with journals and pictures and comments [finally finished comments 78 comments!! lol] but i made it. im so glad. BUT<br />
i bet you tomorrow there will be at least 30 something more. lol<br />
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but.<br />
i will get more stuff up as SOON as i get some time.<br />
and its quite sad.<br />
at this moment in my life ive changed so much;<br />
so many deaths around,<br />
so many depressed people,<br />
so many different things happening.<br />
and its hard right now, but im changing as a person everytime i help someone through like a suicide or changing their lives.<br />
its sad and good. lol<br />
its been a weird term this week..<br />
<br />
but.<br />
4 days,<br />
and it will be over for 2 weeks. you dont know how much i am looking forward to some time off!!!!<br />
<br />
and.<br />
next holidays [after the ones coming up] i will be going to <b><u>JAPAN!!!!! </u></b><br />
YAY.<br />
pfft.<br />
okay i'll STFU now. lol<br />
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bye.<br />
love you all.<br />
Jamie xox.</sup><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~lock-and-loadx</author>
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