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Sin,
Draven

]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/9548517/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/9548517/ Sun, 30 Jul 2006 23:13:12 PDT ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/7383767/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/7383767/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 15:28:04 PST ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/6297437/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/6297437/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 13:02:51 PDT
Sin,
Draven ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/6093965/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/6093965/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 21:06:40 PDT jark has been removed from deviantArt. There are lots of speculations and assumptions going on but the truth sits only with a few of the admins. Until this issue is resolved I've hidden all my art and if the issue is not resolved within decent time I shall remove myself from the site entirely. I appreciate all the support everyone has given me in this community but since its turning more capatilistic and the community is being kept in the dark I don't feel like supporting the hedonistic overthrower. Saddest part of all is the person that kicked °jark out happens to have fallen into some million dollars already and still wants more. He has not offered any explanation to the community and legal charges might be to come. For more information on the current happenings I suggest you check out °jark's blog and [link]

Sin,
Draven ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/5797352/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/5797352/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 02:19:16 PDT phoenixtx as a contributor and general assistant, which i thank her for most graciously. If anyone is interested in reading the first issue its out on my site: [link]
in the section 010 labeled with the anarchy pic at the top, just click and you'll see it
or for a direct link just click here:
[link]

Also I'm looking for anyone that would like to contribute, as of right now I'm pretty much open to anything other than poor writings or writings riddled with fallacious claims. Personal experiences though why you left religion, or a topic that you have knowledge in and would like to share can be contributed. just email me first so i know what you're doing and if you don't know what to write but want a topic i can suggest a few as well.

Sin,
Draven
draven@bapcg.org
my site: [link]
phoenix's site: [link] ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4356494/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4356494/ Tue, 18 Jan 2005 23:06:39 PST
i'm freezing to death with a heart thats about to rip from its cage as i watch through falling crystals
wanting to freeze or drift in the frozen waters and shatter upon the shore into fragments of broken memories

(note the above is not a poem; it is just a summary in cliche bullshit how i feel so please don't comment on it)

i had to reinstall fedora but its off the 13 gig dead hard drive and on a 200 gig fresh seagate drive, so once it updates and i tweak it back to how it was it'll be a lot nicer and i managed to not lose any data this time which is good.

don't really know what else to write as of now, just some things threw me off track tonight, into depths i thought were freezing over, sometimes i find to much and know too little.

sin,
draven ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4297021/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4297021/ Tue, 11 Jan 2005 18:13:51 PST
personal life updates available here: [link] ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4244398/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4244398/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 08:19:49 PST
I've started to keep a blog on my webpage again, if you're interested in my personal thoughts and life feel free to keep up to date at [link] I'll be using the journal here for art related stuff or at least thats the plan. Just in case my page is a lil confusing, click on enter and then navigate from the top row of images, text links in the page should be red. Also if you have any issues with the page please email me about it or make a post to this journal entry. ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4174043/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4174043/ Tue, 28 Dec 2004 00:34:50 PST [link] ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4135088/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4135088/ Thu, 23 Dec 2004 10:24:09 PST So I'm showing that a note was sent to me and I go to notes and I see it there but when I try to look at it I get a "file not found". Just wondering if the person could have deleted it and thats what happened or if this is a system bug.

Personal related:
I'm still at a loss and trying to just forget this all and hope that she'll come back but as of now there really is nothing there not even a hey how are you. I don't see how this is the best for her or for me. I always thought people in relationships were there to be there for the other and for good times too, don't get me wrong, I just think that relationships and people in them are to be there for it all not just the good or just the bad. My friends have been helpful; though they don't always tell me what I want to hear about what I should do but they are just looking out for me and have still been supportive. Including a shadow that has offered to strike at first notice Anyways its hard to pretend that this is for the best by not communicating and not even knowing what is going on. I still stay here with arms waiting to hold you and have everything back.

Msg to *phoenixtx
i have the phone and don't know whats going on with the note that you sent, if you would just please give me a call or send me an email and let me know whats going on that would be much appreciated. ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4121666/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4121666/ Tue, 21 Dec 2004 17:54:55 PST yet i fear my tears would just make the burning last that much more. ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4114042/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4114042/ Mon, 20 Dec 2004 19:04:18 PST [link] <-- my site the image once you enter on the top row that says blah blah blah is the blog.
I almost feel like crying out to the world and yet I also just want to disappear, a million emotions in a million conflicts all trapped in my head. ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4069798/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/4069798/ Tue, 14 Dec 2004 22:49:13 PST not make a cry out to the sky for forgiveness but a true change in the mind and in actions to prove that they know what they have done is wrong ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/3797283/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/3797283/ Tue, 09 Nov 2004 20:44:15 PST 1. It was for insulting some people on the forums.
2. It was for insulting some religion on the forums.
3. I'm to sexy and the admins got jealous

What I do know about the ban is it was only for forum posts and not for my posts on the christian groups. No I'm not saying that my posts on the groups were appropriate since I wasn't banned for that; then again I'm not saying the opposite either.

What I will apologize for is for making derogatory statements to individuals. I will not apologize to "god" or the religion itself. I will attempt my best to no longer make posts against a person, nor shall I call them names.

I will defend myself though and my art. If you do make a post on my art in a negative way that is based upon its artistic points then I will listen. If you say I'm a xxx and this offends me then that is too bad and don't exprect a well recieved response from me. If you wish to discuss and I must stress discuss religion with me please note me.

Sin,
Draven

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Sin,
Draven ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/3177120/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/3177120/ Sat, 21 Aug 2004 00:41:04 PDT
]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/2254967/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/2254967/ Mon, 19 Apr 2004 10:33:13 PDT this is just a quick message to let everyone know that i'll be removing my old journal entries and possibly some of my old deviations, i'll most likely post this stuff on my webpage ([link]) i'm almost all caught up on the deviations and comments here so i'll be submitting some new things as well. don't worry i'll still be here just doing some spring cleaning. though if you don't hear from me send me a note because school has been crazy lately. ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/2086328/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/2086328/ Fri, 26 Mar 2004 00:28:31 PST
[link] ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1948790/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1948790/ Thu, 04 Mar 2004 00:57:00 PST ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1896511/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1896511/ Mon, 23 Feb 2004 21:23:35 PST to any that have cared about me, thank you for being there.

My apollogizes,
Draven ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1881096/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1881096/ Sat, 21 Feb 2004 00:38:41 PST ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1841480/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1841480/ Fri, 13 Feb 2004 23:07:06 PST
for the new location go here: [link]

if anyone wants to give me a place to mirror it that would be great just make a comment.

No changes have been made to the website, I just did a direct upload from my local pc and ran a simple test on it all seems to be fine, but let me know if something is broke.

Sin,
Draven

Website status: New Host! ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1831416/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1831416/ Thu, 12 Feb 2004 02:28:05 PST
Kill list:
~ruchy newly arrived and should have died on the way but didn;t
~gilboium a friend of ruchy's need i say more, well just look then
~moffett another friend of these freaks, and talent, ha I'd like to see ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1825928/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1825928/ Tue, 10 Feb 2004 23:11:36 PST Lately I've been listening to Project Pitchfork, which is pretty good, go and check it out. Just curious but I'm wondering if anyone else is getting sick of anti piracy propaganda popping up everywhere. I just hope to hell that our taxes are not going towards that shit. Oh I think I've devised a new way to get anime, all I'm going to say is I have to check out the specifics of wireless internet and hack Nisswa school apart and I may be rolling in high bandwith. Hmmm as for my day, it was pretty boring, went to class, installed 98 there ho boy that was fun, and escaped for a smoke when the teacher wasn't looking, not that it would have mattered but just to be on the dumb side Josh and I did it mission impossible style. I still have to think of the perfect gift for Phoenix, cuz commercial holiday valentines is coming up. I should have never read why its a holiday, kind of spoiled my view on it, but then again I refuse to let religions get in my views and life unless I choose to. Well enough is enough and that would be this, enough.

Sin,
Draven ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1801427/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1801427/ Thu, 05 Feb 2004 23:26:32 PST [link] wonder if that will show as a link, hmm i hope not. I still have been tweaking out mandrake like crazy and running into some problems that had been fixed, thanks to windows, got them sorted out now though which is good. My bronchitus is getting much better, and I only have one more pill which has a long ass halflife. I took a test today for network+ and realized that I have to start studying for those, which basically is a first. Hmm not to much going on, need to create, do something or else I'm going to have to unleash my chaos somehow, hmm we'll see how Sunday goes, perhaps its what I've been needing. I also need to pick up my plant, salvia divinorum, I'm just worried that my house is to cold for him. I can't let him die, not til he makes lots of lil babies and has a giant harvest for me, then comes the feast. Arc the Lad is a much better anime than I thought it would be, I'm still not finished, but so far it kicks ass. In the mean time, someone that has a linux server, want to give me a shell? Blayne?

Sin,
Draven ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1795553/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1795553/ Wed, 04 Feb 2004 20:25:49 PST
Sin,
Draven

website : down
donate money to this site to help me and my admin out: [link] ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1779840/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1779840/ Sun, 01 Feb 2004 20:41:42 PST (yes a class in which you get credit for watching tv) granted we both hate sports for the most part so before the half time show of teeny boppers came on we ducked out into my room. Even though I am sick, its so comforting to have her here. Well for now I should get some sleep and I might go to the doctors tomorrow. Hmmm and I want to skip my night class, which I shall, just need a good excuse for my mom.

Sin,
Draven

My webpage : [link] ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1765151/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1765151/ Fri, 30 Jan 2004 00:04:35 PST Woke up got ready for class.
Car.... was to cold to start.
Called Dad, he came to try and jump it and try other "tricks" to get it to go, no success.
Called Phoenix, she was sleeping; asked me to call back later.
Had dad fax my assignment to teacher.
ate.
"project"
showered, put red stuff in hair, etc
called Phoenix said be over around 5is
ate,
dilly dallied around, including harrass mom, attempted to electrocute her
Phoenix called saying she would be running late
watched tv
Mom came to a realization that my net+ teacher used to babysit me
phoenix showed up as mom was explaining this
went to room
talked and comforted Phoenix - damn her mother
played around,
got sprayed with water
cuddled
sprayed
etc
played with computers
fought with computers and watched tv
wrote this.
end ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1759601/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1759601/ Wed, 28 Jan 2004 22:29:55 PST
Sin
Draven,
My site: [link] ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1759518/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1759518/ Wed, 28 Jan 2004 22:05:02 PST ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1753918/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1753918/ Tue, 27 Jan 2004 22:41:24 PST   Anyways I wrote a poem the other night and its viewable only on deviant art for the time being, any feedback or ideas would be great. I'm hoping to revise it and possibly lengthen it, something I don't normally do to my poems. Well I revise but lengthening is quite hard for me for some reason. Since I'm just rambling on and on I'm going to call this a journal session.

Sin,
Draven
My webpage: [link] ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1747923/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1747923/ Mon, 26 Jan 2004 23:03:11 PST
Sin,
Draven ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1740715/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1740715/ Sun, 25 Jan 2004 17:32:42 PST webpage.


Sin,
Locke
aka Draven ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1740666/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1740666/ Sun, 25 Jan 2004 20:10:53 PST Click here to check out my page.

Sin,
Draven

post note: deviant art seems to be acting weird or perhaps its my browser but things are not showing and working 100% hence the very similar post after this one. ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1305180/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1305180/ Tue, 21 Oct 2003 12:37:17 PDT [link] comments are welcome on it for that just post a comment to this journal or send me a note. ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1271868/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1271868/ Mon, 13 Oct 2003 13:27:59 PDT
Sin,
Draven ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1226047/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/1226047/ Wed, 01 Oct 2003 21:09:54 PDT
Sin,
Draven ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/859624/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/859624/ Sat, 21 Jun 2003 02:40:38 PDT ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/811980/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/811980/ Mon, 09 Jun 2003 01:27:24 PDT
Sin,
Locke ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/804473/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/804473/ Fri, 06 Jun 2003 23:58:11 PDT
Sin,
Locke ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/804472/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/804472/ Fri, 06 Jun 2003 23:58:03 PDT
Sin,
Locke ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/779065/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/779065/ Sat, 31 May 2003 00:01:14 PDT ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/753613/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/753613/ Sat, 24 May 2003 02:47:31 PDT [link]

sin,
locke-d ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/753475/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/753475/ Sat, 24 May 2003 00:29:15 PDT ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/716469/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/716469/ Mon, 12 May 2003 21:58:40 PDT
Aside from all the good news yes I am sick today, I think I've coughed out a lung already, and I have a final tomorrow, I'm hardly ever sick it seems until finals, my whole must be overstressed and weakend because of it, which really sucks, but I normally recover fast. so dont expect to much til I'm done with school and recovered til then I'll still try to come on daily at least and reply and post some comments.

Once again thanks to for taking me under wing. ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/681039/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/681039/ Fri, 02 May 2003 10:13:05 PDT ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/675949/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/675949/ Wed, 30 Apr 2003 18:04:42 PDT
Anyways I turned 21 today, btw I am not drunk yet, but plan to be later on tonight. Had a drink with the rents after school, mmm margirita, then a surf and turf dinner. with none other than icecream cake to top it off. Later on I'm meeting tessa at Tropical nights to hang with. She wont be 21 for 30 days, but its 18 + night so it'll be cool to hang with her, she is awesome. well seems like i'm just blabing today without a cause so I'll quit this entry and think about a poem for the contest as well as view some deviations and comment before I shower and take off. ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/663290/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/663290/ Sat, 26 Apr 2003 23:55:15 PDT
Anyways talked to doc, who ended up selling his pc business off to become a truck drive, which is some pretty crazy shit. Saw Adam, who used to be a pretty close friend, but he didnt say anything, perhaps its because he was hanging out with my x and her friend, dunno, bah dont really care to much; seeing that I saw those three today and talked to them all and got along rather well.

After hanging out with doc for a lil bit, I went to the cafe, talked to Mo, the barista, who is leaving for San Dieago next wednesday, with pam. After a few mins of being there, some old friends from an old group I used to hang with came in, sat and caught up on old times over coffee, which was nice. Then we went to the bar, none of legal and played some pool. then went up to their apartment and chilled some more. after a while bodin (rapist, whose fucked out of his mind due to drugs) came up with some friends and chilled. Damn I wanted to tell him to get the fuck out of town all the bastard does is cause trouble and hurt others yet it wasnt the place to do it, I just hope no one gets hurt by him again. after they left, the initial 3 out 4 chilled and talked with beans mom. then I retired for the eve. ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/654985/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/654985/ Thu, 24 Apr 2003 12:35:57 PDT
A lot of my old friends were in the dream and for some reason there was a big ass gathering at one of the cabins (? it seemed we were all at this weird place with 2 sets of cabins one on side of this frozen lake the other on the other side) me and my team had crossed the lake to gather with the others on their side of the lake. We all seemed to be armed with some weapon or another, not to heavily, I had a 44 magnum and someone else had a grenade of sorts with a wick that had to be lit. During this time I was doing a pick up for a friend that had been ripped off on some pot. I got the hundred dollars back and ended up buying a quarter for forty (seemed to be almost an once in the dream but I was calling it a quarter) the punk I bought the quarter from was not happy but since he owed my dude I simply sweet talked him into it with my gun.

then a gun shot rang out.
and well the wick of the grenade accidently ended up lit and blew the fuck out of some shit. then the enforcers (cops with dogs) came to figure out what the fuck was going on

so me and the guy I came with booked ass out of their across the lake with the cops in view. we headed to the trees. my friend ended up getting the dogs all over him. I just kept going through tree after tree to the cabins I finally made it to the other side, but my damn cabin had to be the very last one, I finally made it back and pulled out the drugs and we bolted the door then... i fucking woke up. ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/651993/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/651993/ Wed, 23 Apr 2003 13:46:27 PDT
Joined the dark writings group which hopefully i can attribute to the group and they can do the same for me which will really help out since i'm not getting much recognition as of yet, but then again i didnt expect much for a while at least. added a stock photographer to my favs list last night, her work is completely enticing and magical.

Sat outside today, the day was finally beautiful, cant wait to be able to go boating, wakeboarding, swimming, and hang outside without freezing to death once more. ]]> ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/646874/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/646874/ Tue, 22 Apr 2003 00:18:19 PDT ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/642327/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/642327/ Sun, 20 Apr 2003 19:15:37 PDT ~locke-d http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/636461/ http://locke-d.deviantart.com/journal/636461/ Sat, 19 Apr 2003 00:29:27 PDT ~locke-d