http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:lostxlonelyxbroken&section=today deviantART RSS for by:lostxlonelyxbroken en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 14:24:29 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/28776871/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/28776871/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 22:49:28 PST 002. Nickname(s)? Liz, Zil, Zillage, Zillion, Zil-ness, Namy
003. Zodiac sign? Taurus & Monkey
004. Male or female? Female
005. Elementary? St. Marry's
006. Middle School? Ronald reagen middle school
007. High School? Dixon High
008. Hair color? Brown with red bangs
009. Long or short? middle
010. Loud or Quiet? mostly loud
011. Sweats or Jeans? jammy bottoms
012. Phone or Camera? camera-phone?
013. Health freak? compulsive hand washer
014. Drink or Smoke? niether
015. Do you have a crush on someone? always
017. Piercings? ears
018. Tattoos? not yet

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? nuh-huh
020. Been in a car accident? several
021. Been in a fist fight? quite a few

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing? Ears when i was 3 months old
023. First best friend? depends on the year
025. First award? knot speling
026. First crush? Stephen willson
028. First big vacation? Disney world in florida

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to? Mom'a
030. Last person you texted? JOsh
031. Last person you watched a movie with? My cat ashes! We watched pokemon episodes on vhs
032. Last food you ate? chilli with chips
033. Last movie you watched? war of the worlds
034. Last song you listened to? "rhime animal" thousand foot krutch
035. Last thing you bought? Diet dr. pepper
036. Last person you hugged? Joshy doodles
FAVES:
037. Food? Sunflowerseeds
038. Drinks? dr pepper
039. Clothing? undies
040. Book? blood and chocolate
041. Music? "the day i left the womb" by Escape the Fate
042. Flower? blue bells
043. Colors? red and black
044. Movies? the first 3 pokemon, the day after tomorrow, the lion king
045. Shoes? solid black convers
046. Subjects? choir, english, study hall

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [x] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [ ] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [x] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [ ] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [x] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [ ] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? nothing
068. Drinking? nothing
069. I'm about to? draw
070. Listening to? escape the fate
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? discussing what just happend with my boyfriends alter ego
072. Waiting for? tomorrow

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? 2 or 3
074. Want to get married? yes
075. Careers in mind? Parol or probation officer

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes? eyes
077. Shorter or taller? taller
078. Romantic or spontaneous? a miture mostly spontaneous
079. Nice stomach or nice arms? arms
080. Sensitive or loud? "hard"
081. Hookup or relationship? relationship
082. Troublemaker or hesitant? troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts? Yes
084. Ran away from home? i was hit....
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense? several times
086. Killed somebody? never had to
087. Broken someone's heart? he had it comming
088. Been arrested? never been caught
089. Cried when someone died? i didnt know him that well but yea i did

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself? depends on the day
091. Miracles? nope. only magic
092. Love at first sight? yes
093. Heaven? not really
094. Santa Claus? he existed at one point...
095. Sex on the first date? that wouldnt be a date then it would b a hook up..
096. Kiss on the first date? not the lips

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? always
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? it would be much worse, it could be 2 years ago
099. Do you believe in God? pretty sure
100. Post as 100 truths. (( thats not a true but a command))

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/28195019/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/28195019/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 09:41:15 PST Liz

How old are you?
well spiritually about few... thousand...

Physically 17

What's your marital status?
Not right now, give it a few years

Are you a virgin?
Na. but that was a long time ago...

Any children?
a few in the garage, two in the freezer, half of one in my stomach. lol

How often do you get drunk?
never actually drank. so..

How many sex partners have you had?
I hump EVERYONE. does that count?

Whats your dress style?
T-shirt, jeans, combat boots, and my tail

How would you be stereotyped?


If you were a member of Devart, what would your name be?
um.. NamyLynx or ThaKallMiZil

Do you like fruits or vegetables?
Twice a day, i love my fruits

Have you ever killed a person?
Only thous who are already dead but wont go away.

Have you ever done or said something to intentionally hurt a person?
I am Human right now...

Have you ever been heartbroken?
a few times, my lovers, by friends, by family. Ive had it actually held infront of my eyes before too.

What was your family like?
Dumb. Favoring. manipulating.

How tall are you?
5 foot 7 ish

Do you have a magic familiar? if so what is it.
She is a dracoleo. (dragon Lion) She is my bestest friend and companion in crime. Nachina

Whats your battling specialty?
problem solving and leadership skills... does that count?
also electricity

What is the most random thing you've ever done?
took all the pictures our of my binder and posted them to the walls of my room at 2 in the morning.

Did you like answering these questions?
nope, i just have no life

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/23115626/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/23115626/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 06:11:57 PST avoiding typing upa paper about a book i didnt read....


hey look a lynx!!![link]


love ya. comment me! <3


<>ZiL<>

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/23115625/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/23115625/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 06:11:53 PST avoiding typing upa paper about a book i didnt read....


hey look a lynx!!![link]


love ya. comment me! <3


<>ZiL<>

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/21789359/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/21789359/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 18:53:51 PST
Maybe its the drugs talking or i just really dont wan to think about stuff. Don't worry.. its only antidepressants.

Abra and i didnt exactly work. I dont want to point fingers but all i know is that i really miss the life we used to have and how amazingly happy we were.

School is school, failing out as usual but hell it happens. lol Im actually doing really well, im just paying for how much i slacked off first quarter.

Im kinda stuck on the blank page in between chapters of a book, like the one spot you read to then put the book down for the night. To bad im too restless to go to sleep so im just waiting for this page to be flipped into my next adventure.

I think my newest adventure has to do with a bear with an emo flip and a lip piercing, and im happy about it. But what i really dont want to admit is im kinda still soaking in the end of the last chapter. Too fucked up to fully comprehend the new one.

Maybe its just the drugs talking. lol

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]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/18913826/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/18913826/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 14:40:40 PDT
well i didnt fail anything this last semester. summer school is halfway over abras and my 11th moon is tonight, i just cleaned the house... um... yea.. Nach has been pretty... well behaved Cin andi need to hang out sometime this week to do liek a major work out/burn out session.. we havnt been sleepign well so i figure hell lets fight/practice till we cant stay awake.


mmmmm... seeds...

was playign wiff my g-mas printer the other day and she said i can use it at my leisure so im ganna be scanning a few of my stuff here eventually... shhh Neo.. ill show you asap okay? calm down..

well i gtg tiem for a short nap before Abra gets here. <3

<>ZiL<>

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/18312784/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/18312784/ Tue, 13 May 2008 21:16:34 PDT
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]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/17492547/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/17492547/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 13:02:40 PDT the shit in my head is tearing us apart

spring break started on thursday and already im bored
my friends are busy and my bike is busted
not to sure what to do with myself
i think im make this a camera week.

Cause i just made a deal with my pops that he can take my camera or a week to mexico and he had to get me four rechargeable batteries hells yea

easter was fine ate with my mom for once watched pirates of the Caribbean 2 and 3 lame right?

well thought id give an update <3

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/16869011/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/16869011/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 18:16:46 PST
it said al the i loves yous and thank yous and it made the second almost perfect again... 5 weeks left till abra comes home and tomarrow is valentines day. I'm not sad.. just disappointed. ya know? what are all of you doing for st. v day?

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/16335471/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/16335471/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 21:38:50 PST
My hero doesn't have super powers but a powerful heart
the hero of my dreams would pinch me to realize its not a dream at all
this hero doesn't have to speak to say it all

my hero is as selfless as humanly possible
this hero teaches others to be heroes too
the hero who lives far away but is always there

my hero talks to me when he cant fix it all
this hero breaks down and realizes when his faults
my hero knows when there is somethings wrong with other
but forgets when hes not fine himself

My hero thinks about giving up sometimes
this hero has a family and works hard to get food on the table
the hero that a few of us know needs our help sometimes

our hero isn't super but human. still he is our hero

<3

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/16229992/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/16229992/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 19:17:08 PST i love the people ive said goodbye this last year
i love the people i have met too
i love the friends that have stuck by
i love you, everyone that ive gotten into a disagreement this last year
i love the pictures ive taken, all 36 folders of photos
i love the songs ive listen to to help me get though the times
i love all the times ive spent doing useless nonproductive shit
i love the best conversations EVER in cwis and dustin's cars
i love being able to say i had a better year than the last
i love having a smile on my face when the clock struck 12.
i love knowing that things will be just a little more interesting from now on
i love feeling that i'm finally moving on in my life
i love the promises ive made for change.
i love god's gifts he has given to all
i love knowing that 2007 is over

i love you, memories

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/15868052/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/15868052/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 19:04:48 PST Im not a bible thumper or nothin i just think its abso-fucking-lutely dumb to spend as much money as possible before debt on stuff no one needs. (this coming from a teenage middle class white girl) See when my boyfriend of over half a year asked me what i wanted for Christmas i say simple "to see you smile and cuddle up with you on a couch and watch a movie" I want love. easy simple. something you cant put in a box but isn't hard to find. I dont want a new ipod cause its the latest thing i don't want guitar hero 3 nor fancy pretties to put around my neck wrist or fingers. I don't care. material objects get me nothing. Isnt December 25th to celebrate the birth of the one who saved us all? yes its a reminder to be nicer to everyone around its a good time to spend with family and friends but does that mean you have to go the whole 16 extra miles with the lights and the tree? turns out that dude in the red suit that leaves shit under my fake tree melting from the major amount of little colored lights was really just my dad having way to much time on his hands.
so all i really want to say about this holiday x-mas is enjoy it not over exaggerate it. when i have kids I'm not taking him/her to sit on some douche's lap at the mall just for them to get this idea that some old fat dude can break the laws of physics and fit down a little chimney to leave a bus load of toys under some fake tree in the middle of my fucking living room. Spend the day remembering the good times with family (meaning don't star fights about something thats totally not worth the trouble) you don't need to spend the most money to be the most popular on of the family and don't forget why you are celebrating. Its for joy not materials so sit down shut up and enjoy the freakin eggnog.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

<3 zil

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/15546749/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/15546749/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 10:51:29 PST
Abra is comin to come pick me up at 4:30 ish and meet my dad finally.
It'll be so nice to see him again. It may have only been 2 weeks as apposed to 2 months but still... it sucked.
AND! Last night i went over to My sister's and we did each others hair. My red bangs went to pink, now they are bright green. I'll post pictures once i get my camera back from her apartment. It came out weird like not all a solid color but i dotn care... ill fix it when i have money for dye.

I have to clean my house up a bit and stuff so i have to leave with this.

"If at first you dont succeed then your obviously not chuck norris"

<3

<>ZiL<>

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/15075805/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/15075805/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 15:50:51 PDT Being sick blows, missing Abra blows
seeing Justin blows, being cold blows...

But none of that really matters right now.

Nope none of it really matters, i have it easy.
Sowhat is my Abra is living 184 miles away for collage...
so wht if my voice is shit? so what if i need to wear an extra jacket?
noone cares.

Im living life as the leaves fall.

<3

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/14856157/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/14856157/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 12:48:09 PDT Algebra A
Biology B-
Art Survey B+
English c+
French B+
Weight lifting C
Us History B

Best damn grades ive had in years.
Yesterday Cindy and i left Dixon at 7:15 am and got to U of I at 10:30 then arrived at Eastern a 11:30. Abra, Billie Jo, Cindy and i spent he whole day just wondering around. I missed Dustin so much, it was so nice to see him again. Today the youth group is goin over to coco's family's house. Just to check in on them, see how their doin. I should probably get doin my homework but it can wait. I'm glad to have my computer finally back. Woot -does a little dance-

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/14453112/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/14453112/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 09:11:10 PDT Much love

<>ZiL<>

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/13940944/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/13940944/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 12:06:20 PDT
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]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/12867841/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/12867841/ Sun, 06 May 2007 19:15:07 PDT Girl's confession
[ ] I do wear make up
[x] When I walk by mirrors, I can't help but look
[ ] I wear a bra to bed (do you REALLY need to know that?)
[x] I wear toe nail polish
[ ] If its pink, i have to get it
[x] I have cried at a movie theater
[x] I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend didnt like
[ ] I love chocolate
[x] Getting flowers still makes me smile especially for no reason
[ ]I've wrecked a car
[x] I can't put mascara on without opening my mouth
[x] I'd do anything for a special guy
[x] I love cuddling
[x] Johnny Depp is sexy
[x] Gotten Detention
[x] I love to laugh
[x] I've flashed/mooned someone/some people
[x] I like Rock
[ ] I like rap
[x] I like Techno
[ ] I carry a purse everywhere
[x] I've been called a party girl
[ ] I like to get tipsy
[x] carry my cell phone at all times
[ ] Do own a spice girls CD
[ ] Do own a Britney Spears CD(Many!!)
[ ] Football isn't boring
[ ] I love athletic boys
[x] I love skater boys
[x] Sweet guys are better than hot guys
[x] But I prefer sweet hot guys
[x] I've been called a tease
[ ] Lip gloss is WAY better than lipstick
[x] I'm a bitch. Deal with it. (Sometimes.)
[x] I play video games, even when there are other people around
[x] My friends are the best, and they're important to me
[x] I am wild and crazy
[x] I have liked more than one guy at a time
[x] Really want to be with a certain someone right now
[x] Really want to be next to someone right now

Zil

]]> ~lostxlonelyxbroken http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/12428917/ http://lostxlonelyxbroken.deviantart.com/journal/12428917/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 10:11:15 PDT
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