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on another note. I'm back from England, and i want to go back so bad.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/24222309/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/24222309/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 14:52:18 PDT Oh man, spring break is half way done and i have HARDLY revised. AT ALL. I still need to reread Othello, do an essay, revise maths, and psychology, and do a helluva lot of art. as the exam is two weeks after i get back.
I Friggin HATE A levels. I can't believe i complained about alberta Diploma exams. My maths exam is worth 100% of my grade and i don't even know what i'm doing
haha, i'm a spaz. S'No big deal.
My rents are coming over from good 'ol Canada to visit me and travel around. and my fantastic bro as well ( not that he has any art posted....)
i can't wait to see the three o them. it's going to be amazing. i haven't seen them for nearly 8 months.
what else.... not much.
just thought i'd do a quick update
xx
oh btw, the most amazing artist that i know is underneath my icon.



]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/23727317/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/23727317/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 11:05:14 PDT

Oh gosh, only 95 day's until I'm home again yay! I really can't wait. Studying abroad seemed like such fun at first. And it was, till six months passed. Gosh.
Anyway,
Book and Film review time? I think so!
So I watched Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist yesterday. It wasn't as good as I expected it to be; I thought it would be on the same level as Garden state. Which it wasn't but it was still a nice movie- and as to be expected, it had an awesome playlist. Although I didn't quite understand the last line. I think I’ll read the book.
I also saw August Rush [finally!] and that was also a pretty wicked movie. I really liked it, the whole idea was cute, and the whole 'ohmigawd everyone’s meeting at the same place at the same time!' factor was good as well but the ending wasn't the best. Like honestly- how would the dad know that it was his son, honestly? He didn't even know the girl was preggers. Anyway. it was still an awesome movie.
And in between watching those two movies, I also watched Lars and the Real girl. Which unlike the other two had quite a fulfilling ending. The whole thing was good, and I’m not going to lie, I teared up he said that Bianca was dying. I'd recommend seeing it if you're in an indie film kind of mood.
I finally finished the amber spyglass (the third in "his dark materials" by Phillip Pullman) and that book was fantastic. Aw I cried when Will and Lyra left each other. And I totally dreamt up possible situations the night I finished it. T'was good. I would absolutely recommend those books to anyone.
Also! Guess who bought the fourth book in the Dexter series! "Dexter by Design" by Jeff Lindsay; oh man, these books are so friggin good it's impossible to say just HOW good they are. Not the mention the TV series is just as good as the books, if not better. Friggin Splendiferous!
So I’m so excited to read it, I’ve only gotten 37 pages into it so far.
Another book I’ve recently read was Things Fall Apart, by Chinua Achebe. I wouldn't recommend it but only because it makes me ashamed to be white. But it's a really good book if you can get through it. Loads of people my age think it's boring, and a generally lame book. But if you have an hour or two to read. You can get through it fairly easily. It's really just the last few chapters that have impact or meaning.
Oh and I still need to finish reading Through the Looking-Glass. The Alice in wonderland one. I bought that book ages ago when I went to Oxford, and I should seriously finish all these book's I’m reading.
Anyway. That was me attempting to be a nerdier nerd than I already am.
Toodles.

On one final note; I haven't been able to draw as of late :'(

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/22755404/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/22755404/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 08:48:04 PST
omg so Zach is pretty much absolutely amazing, no big deal.
Howdy deviant art!
it's been like, a month! le gasp!
howsit going?
good? awesome.
toodles

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/22051772/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/22051772/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 15:25:14 PST D:

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/20132321/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/20132321/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 14:41:44 PDT So my birthday was cut short by about…. 8-9 hours. Oh time zones, you jesters of life. Anywhoo…. My first flight was from Calgary to Toronto. Longest flight of ever. Goodness. I didn’t want to waste any batteries, so that I’d have something to do on the 9 hour flight. So I pretty much watched the first 20 minutes of kung-fu panda, until it shut off because I hadn’t swiped a credit card. And then I played some NEW super Mario brothers… listened to some music… and… that’s pretty much it. For three hours.
Then after a 5 hour layover in Toronto, I got onto my flight to Frankfurt. This flight, the movies were free (yay!) so I watched, “Run Fatboy Run” then “Kung-fu Panda” then “Horton hears a who”. I wrote about a page of a story, played some more DS, listened to some more music, and ate food. Those 9 hours passed really quickly. And before you know it, I was in Frankfurt. Where I had a 2 hour layover. I was real worried about my luggage because since it was a connecting flight, I wasn’t s’osed to worry about it, but I did anyway. So in the terminal I played even more DS.
Once we finally climbed aboard the plane to London, I sat down getting ready to waste even more time. However I woke up when we were landing and was like “no way, did I honestly just zonk out for like ever? Dang.” I was a little disappointed as I wanted to see London from up above. But the sleeping was nice.
After grabbing the luggage and going through customs (which was more like walking through an empty hallway cause no one was there) I met with the EF people and they loaded us (the German kids and I) onto a bus. Then after about two hours of driving to each terminal (which are apparently on the opposite sides of the city from each other, cause it took FOREVER) we left London with a busload of kidlets. Holy cats, there are a lot of kids staying in England. Anyway, after about another hour of driving and mini-naps, and a little DS, we arrived at the University of Winchester. Where we unloaded the bus, and got room keys. Basically each one of us gets our own separate dorm. Pretty sweet, but it would have also been fun to room up with someone. But yeah, so I unpacked, and checked my departure time for the following day.
Its so crazy green here, like Everything is green, or covered in vines. Its so rad!
And lets not forget the best thing of my life. On the drive from London to Winchester, there were cows. Not just cows like in Calgary, which are brown and white. These were like old school, classic, black-and-white spotted cows. I was like “OH HELLO MY BRETHREN!” they replied with nothing, because I only said that in my head.
The door to my room says “Master of the universe” on it. Its pretty swank.
I’m basically just hanging out now. I don’t really feel like wandering the town by myself, and everyone has basically made friends and are hanging out in their rooms. So I can’t barge into their conversations with a “LETS BE FRIENDS!” kinda thing. I’m pretty sure I’m going to skip dinner too, because I’m not hungry, and after being around people all day—I really don’t feel like being that awkward loner again. I don’t really miss anything yet. It STILL hasn’t sunk in that I’m in England. Which is really weird. Cause its really British everywhere. Oh well. That’s y trip so far!
Oh by the way, “How To Be A Canadian” is actually one of the funniest books I’ve ever read. It’s absolutely hilarious!
Peace out till next time!

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/20086287/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/20086287/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 21:23:26 PDT i'm pretty stoked.
so yeah, i'm gonna peace it from deviant for a while, or at least until i find out if i'll have access to an internet connection at the house i'm staying at. \


oh yeah. tomorrow's my birthday.
happy birthday to me.
i'll be 17.
gosh.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/19278133/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/19278133/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 17:09:57 PDT OMFG GUYS! i'm totally writing this on my brand-spankin new macbook pro! woo woo!
and guess whats installing now? THE ENTIRE ADOBE CS3 Creative Suite PACKAGE! WOOOOOOO!
dontchya just love MM references?
so i'm some sort of a dumb shiznit. i pretty much failed a unit final in chem 30 today, i'm SOOO freakin stoopid!
goodness me. oh well. i'll drown my sorrows in lab work that needs to be done.
farewell all, until the next update!

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/18787391/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/18787391/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 15:48:47 PDT The day after my birthday is the day i leave for Britain for a year.
Best. birthday. present. ever.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/17449999/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/17449999/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 21:32:54 PDT god, i'm such a nerd.
i really need to get some friends. cause being alone on the weekend is shitty.
i have no idea what to do, i'm bored out of my mind.
i already went to a party, but it wasn't as much fun because i didn't get to go to the club after wards.
this sucks.
i suppose i'll draw a picture, seeing as i have nothing better to do.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/17182810/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/17182810/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 16:12:53 PST perfect.
Yay! for failing in Art. Let's add another hoorah for failing in Social.and finally a third yippee for failing in life.
Wait here, while i try to find the exit sign. I can't get out of this fucking maze.
Journals = rants.
So Dexter is my new obsession. I've been watching the first and second season religiously, and now i'm reading the original book.
Oh, Darkly Dreaming Dexter. You're so amazing.
I'm learning a new song on the piano. I don't know what it is yet though. Any suggestions?


I want to go to Dauphin really bad. Just so i can leave Calgary. Ditch some people, some places and a lot of responsibilities. even the cliche`d facade.
Especially people. I'm sick of people.
They're so flat. demensionless.I fucking hate people.
I need spring, so i can go places.
It needs to rain.
Sarah, it needs to rain.
I'm homeseick.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/16298222/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/16298222/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 09:02:02 PST 2. When tagged, you must write eight things about yourself.
3. You must post these eight things in your journal.
4. You must then tag eight other friends/people.
5. Finally, leave a message on each of their pages letting them know they've been tagged.
I've been tagged by the Jester.

1. i snowboard, although i'm not very good, i can go fast.
2. i have an extremly low self confidence which sucks most the time.
3. i'm normally only happy when i have human interaction. the rest of the time when i'm not around other people i'm rather emo. actually quite emo.
4. i pretty much need music to function, otherwise i'm pretty much dead.
5. i write stories quite a bit. none of them are any good, and there are fwew that aren't fanfiction. i write better on the computer than on paper.
6. when i play a video game that i like, i play it nonstop. same with stories. i don't take breaks except for school. sometimes sleep .
that was a lie. i take breaks. but mainly i focus on the game till i get bored.
7. i get anxiety attacks a lot. i can't breathe and its awkward, they're actually kinda funny when i think about it. wow, i'm a retard/
8. sometimes i think of my life as an indie movie. with the shins as the soundtrack. i'm a dork.
i don't tag any one because this was actually really dumb.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15841798/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15841798/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 23:11:01 PST My apartment's filled with bubbles to the ceiling.
Now for a journal entry! how exhilerating~
what shall i report...... OH! i get to go chill with my 99 year old great grand mama. and by great grandmama i mean big baba. and by big baba, i mean my baba's mama.
i'm super stoked for the holiday's, expecially since it means no school, and if there's no school, it means i can't fail physics!
oh by the way, just for those of you who care. I've decided to go to university in Boston, to take fire protection engineering. then i shall make millions of dollars in a coupld years. muhahah its the perfect plan.
like actually, it'll be a good time i promise. I've got a secured job at Design 13 Plus Ltd. i'm all set for the future.
perfect, now i just need to pass highschool with honors and its perfect.
So i just decided to get artistic skills, mmkay?
like seriously, anyone want to give me some? cause it'd be a pleasant time.
for me at least.
i'm not saying anything substantial, so i'm out.
pce.
OMG! jk, my father was amazing today.
first! he was talking about how if i become a fully fledged fire protection engineer, i'll "pwn" the competition. yes, he actually said that.
then later, when i was pondering what i should buy my dauphin buddy, Britney, for christmas/ukrainian christmas. he ACTUALLY said "just throwing this out there, but have you tried 100% legit?" with a straight face. so amazing. actually the funniest thing of my life.
so. freaking. amazing.
then the thrid time he went on about holding the world in your hands and all your hopes and dreams on the inside of a tiny ukrainian egg, for about five minutes.
and when i said "kay, now you're just reaching"
he said "yeah, i've just been bull-shitting stuff for the past four minutes"
well, that was more of a "you-had-to-be-there" type of situations.
still, amazing though.
right-o.
i'm out.
peace.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15627181/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15627181/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 20:37:53 PST
Stefan: what?

Me: a while ago i had a dream, where you came to my school and we kicked it in the art room, then we went on a crazy zelda/indiana jones type adventure. and you wore a funny hat.

Stefan: really?

Me: lol yeah, it was crazy and we built a huge town of lego things with helicopters. it was intense.

Stefan: dang...it must have been

Me: your funny hat was my favorite.

Stefan:did you have your sword?

Me: unfortunatly no. but i did have some pretty crazy pants. they were like parachute pants, but actually cool. it was rad, i promise.

Stefan: lol i believe you

Me: sweet.

Pretty much fandantastic.
so i'm going to dauphin for xmas, and i'm pretty crazy stoked! i'm gonna chill with Brit, and Dillon and it'll be a party had by all.
so excited! gawrsh.
whats the story morning glory? what is anyone who's reading this, doing for THEY'RE winter break?
i get to go hang out with my 100 year old great gandmama. i'm kinda excited to attempt at drawing her.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15454923/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15454923/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 20:37:19 PST It's my favorite part of the day when i get verbally attacked and all of the self confidence that I had left, is completly destroyed.
yes, i love it when that happens.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15422531/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15422531/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 15:41:32 PST i don't even understand how i can be so lacking in the intelligence area.
We're doing water colour in art now, and its quite apparent that i am also lacking skills. i've practiced and i've gotten worse. i'm so fed up with failing as a person. now that my intellegence is gone, i've got nothing.
thank goodness for honours projects, that might be able to boost my mark from the fail that it is right now.
so i've decided, that instead of giving up (which i was planning on doing and just live out the rest of my life as a bag-lady.) i will attempt a few things to get me not to be such a failure.
1. not be gross, like serious imma get a personality adjustment so i don't disgust myself by just existing.
2. stop being so ugly... i can't even begin to explain how much work that ones gonna take.
3. study and pay attention in class. and actually pay attention to homework. no more doodling. no more writing stories. and absolutly no more ipod.
4. actually practice art. focus on getting better so i wont suck so much. cause at the moment, i don't deserve to be in PVA let alone just regular art.
5. learn how to write stories that don't sound like utter crap. and actually have plot. and no cliches. and no twelve-year-old writing style. and no crappy dialogue, and no ... i could keep going, but i'll spare you.
6. repeat number one through five.
lather, rinse, repeat.
oh right. and i need to stop lying. i'm a compulsive lier. i don't even know why, but i lie about everything. half the things i say arn't even true. why the hell do i lie like all the time, it doesn't even make any sense.
oh! and stop being so weird. would it kill me to not be a creeper, and actually be normal for once? i think the answer is yes. but then i'll die trying.
but my attempt of being normal is drawing back from people, and avoiding social situations. so then i'd just be emo again. woot, lets just add another 1000+. (if you don't get that 1000+, its okay, only one other person would really actually get it.)
i kinda really just wish that life didn't really exist. not that i want to die or anything. but i would be perfectly fine if i just stopped existing. like waking up from a dream, but in the state between awake and sleeping. ew. i'm even disgusted by my journals.
like anyones even remotly interested. cause they're not and i know it. but i still decide to type this any way.
i'm a fucking idiot.
thats pretty much all there is to it.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15279949/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15279949/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 21:30:35 PDT ahem;

"ew, J. Straus Jr."
that is all.







sorry for alerting you for this.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15279931/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15279931/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 21:27:14 PDT i've already had to put up with two years of that, and now i'm pretty much done with dealing with it.
i say emo-ness should just fuck off.
like serious.
leave. now.
this is ridiculous.
i need more classical music and i have bareley any.
i want to listen to Vivaldi, but apparently we only have Mozart, Beethoven, Bach, and Tchaikovsky. i so pissed. i dont want to listen to any of them!
like frick, i seriously don't want to listen to "Serenade in D, K. 239 "Serena Nocturna"" (which my itunes decided to freeze on that song, and not let me switch to the only vivaldi song that i have in calgary (Il Gardellino, RV 90; Beatus Vir, RV 597; Alma del core (A. Caldara); Violin Sonata))
maybe i should stop being emo.
k deal.
anytime now.
greeeeeat, and now my stupid fucking music stopped altogether. i hate my computer.
woot, chopin is on a cd that i own. woot!
OMG I JUST DIED A LITTLE MORE INSIDE! download "Kaiser-Walzer op 437, Jager-Polka op 373, Perpetuum"
its basically the worst thing on the face of the planet. and i feel like shooting myself in the gallbladder after listening to it.
its like listening to finger 11, you just wanna kill yourself after listening to them.
k i'm done with this.
i'm out. pce.

oh, btw Zach, i actually do have bruises all over my arm thanks *its like playing knuckles, except i never get a turn!lol *

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15080474/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/15080474/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 21:29:43 PDT i have no skills
and i'm lacking a pony.
We have an art project that has to do with clay, and it makes me want to barf cause we have a week to do it, not even. i'm kinda freaking out.
that, and my idea totally ranks.
time for....a stupid fact!
did you know....
that i say 'LOL' in my head, all the time.
like for serious. all. the. time.
i've decided to get more skills at over all life, so everyones gonna fork over their talent to me and it'll be a good time.
kdeal.
LOLOLOL
Me: so Thomas the train and i are officially an item
Dillon: yeah?
Me: yeah, well, we're more like best friends with serious benifits.
Dillon: you two totally have hot steamy sex, don't you.
Me: yeah, like all the time. it's basically how we roll.
Dillon: how dare he replace me!
Me: yeah well, you're just not as cool as thomas the train. You wish you were. but you're not.
Dillon: i'm gonna pop a cap in his ass.
Me: don't you mean caboose? he's a train remember.
Dillon: dork.

sorry my journals are lame. but i really don't care what you think.
just kidding. i care so much that sometimes, i should just be a care bear.
id be the worst care bear ever.
ew, no one would buy me if i was a plushy carebear.
i'd be the carebear that everyone pretends to like, but as soon as I'm gone they talk about me behind my back
it'd be a good time i promise.
I HAVE A TRACK JACKET!
thought you'd like to know.
what else shall i add?
operator, this is urgent, seems like theres too much detergent my apartments filled with bubbles to the ceiling.
i'm gonna try to post two deviations a week. k deal.
i'm out.
pce.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/14422009/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/14422009/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 07:37:09 PDT one co-worker, was talking rapidly on msn.
another was playing a 'battle' rpg game,
the third, watching a movie that she downloaded.
then i come to my desk, and start reading online manga.
we're hard workers.
*riiiiiiiight*

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/14396728/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/14396728/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 14:25:19 PDT You're a girl admit it!
>then explain those!
>why would you do that?
LOLOLOLOL HHhahahahah HAHAHHA lol love it.
just thought i'd share that with my journal readers.
only the best thing ever.
so i'm working on my 100th deviation! woo woo isn't that exciting!
schools almost back in and its kinda depressing me, i don wanna go to schoooool.
oh well, at least i'll get to sleep in a half an hour later.

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/14056150/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/14056150/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 08:20:15 PDT "Yeah? well i'm gonna have my OWN family reunion. and are you guys coming? are you guys invited? well fuck you!"
those are the self declared Willy Wonka's views on Family Reunions.

I went to West Ed on the weekend.
I also got pummeled by small children. Family Reunions are dumb.
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i think it would be in everyones best interest if they watched those two people.

thats pretty much all for now.
i feel like doing a pixel id, like everyone else, but i don't know how to draw....or draw myself.
any ideas?

]]> ~lovely-deaths http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/12086789/ http://lovely-deaths.deviantart.com/journal/12086789/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 20:50:17 PST [link]
so zach is pretty much the most amazing drawer ever.
how can you argue with that^
like honestly.
so i'm basically in love with TruDog's songs.
"i'm gonna pop a wheelie."
"whatchyoou talkin bout? you can't pop a wheelie."
"yes i can! ask momma!"

hmmmm what else shall i report.
i bought new earrings., and they won't fit. and its gay.
i shouldn't have bought the 4gauge..... dumb move on my part!meh, by tomorrow morning the tapers shall have worked their magic and i'll go to school not lookin like afool.
i can rhyme cause i'm amazing!

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