http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3Alovelylalaura deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:lovelylalaura en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Sun, 19 May 2013 14:27:15 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-46-5-19-13-sun-372571080 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-46-5-19-13-sun-372571080 Sun, 19 May 2013 10:40:08 PDT dream 46. 5/19/13 sun. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura 4 columns
its a landing and taking off point
everyone is leaving
I see 4 lights go sit on the columns
a lightning beam connects them all and they fly away
there is a fountain of just water two spouts shooting high in the air
a giant pool, beings are waiting in
its my turn
its me and 2 girls
we go and sit on the columns
sitting in meditative posses
we start linking
I am showing them my life and they are showing me theirs
they see all my pain and suffering and it is lifted with their understanding and positive counter thoughts
I see their hurts I cry at first but then I feel joy and ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-45-5-17-13-fri-372202865 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-45-5-17-13-fri-372202865 Fri, 17 May 2013 14:22:00 PDT dream 45. 5/17/13 fri. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura trying to find mole
its windy but I love the cooling breeze
I feel like I see ghosts in the curtains dancing and playing with me
like they woke me up to tell me to go to the next room
I find mole in bed naked with another woman
they try to cover up and hide
he claims nothing is happening
I just go lay back down and go to sleep to try and forget this likes its a horrible dream
I almost forgot it to it felt real ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/mole-and-lala-new-music-371644009 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/mole-and-lala-new-music-371644009 Tue, 14 May 2013 12:11:22 PDT mole and lala new music nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura http://youtu.be/ynpkBvPC2aI this is me just practicing with mole sorry its not that great its just a practice
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Moleman-and-lala/204432249659529 like us on facebook ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-44-5-13-13-mon-371459671 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-44-5-13-13-mon-371459671 Mon, 13 May 2013 12:16:39 PDT dream 44. 5/13/13 mon. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura they are not my friends anymore
the one who was saying she was my best friend for so long since 8th grade
she is telling me she hates me
and never wants to be my friend again
I am asking if she ever will forgive me
it is so painful
I don't know why I even ask
I knew from the beginning she was using me
why would I want her company
she only wanted me for the status
for how my friendship made her look
I was her artist
I tell her how I truly feel about her after I leave
we both are crying
I wake up in tears
a part of me still loves her even tho her friendship is toxic ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-43-5-10-13-fri-371051855 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-43-5-10-13-fri-371051855 Sat, 11 May 2013 13:01:07 PDT dream 43. 5/10/13 fri. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura a big lavish glass house on a mountain
shallow party folk inside
I feel alone
not one has true feeling
loud music I don't like
nothing can console me
I go to the roof and jump off into the pool
I find my ruby ring and emerald earrings just the way I left them
I took them off to let them recharge for the night
its like they were telling me they were being cleansed but missing me ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-42-4-30-13-tues-369140833 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-42-4-30-13-tues-369140833 Wed, 01 May 2013 18:51:17 PDT dream 42. 4/30/13 tues. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura a fist of power and justice
telling me justice will be done
the playing ground will truly become equal one day
its clearing the dust of the past of old thoughts
it hit me like lightning giving me hope, to awaken my hope
so powerful like the hand of god
to remind me of the suffering of my brothers and sisters
their hard work the world built on their backs he brings a rhythm
a song from a past life
his name is shango
he is on my side protecting me
giving me his warrior spirit
were jamming together
playing the funkiest beats ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-37-4-23-13-tues-367420003 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-37-4-23-13-tues-367420003 Tue, 23 Apr 2013 12:31:33 PDT dream 37. 4/23/13 tues. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura i dreamt of her
she came to me from the heavens
she was an alien
she had an escort
the old wise man from the spirit world
she made the home full of steam
like when i make tamales
she said she loves it and the steam invites her
the old man is worshipping at my feet
me and her are both barefoot
i feel like she is my mother
she is always glowing ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-36-4-19-13-fri-366702271 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-36-4-19-13-fri-366702271 Fri, 19 Apr 2013 22:52:48 PDT dream 36 4/19/13 fri. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura we have new neighbors
they are tall thin blond well off
basically the opposite of us
i am nice at first trying to be congenial
but i dont think they want our company
i tell mole lets go home away from them
mole doesnt realize we wore out our welcome
i leave rudely i wont tolerate thier phony pleasantries
they just arn't our kind
the next day we are on our walk
we have new neighbors
a short twin brother and sister
they are moving a big carpet
mole is polite as usual i am standoffish as usual
they are rude to mole
the previous tenants warned them about us ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/ask-me-to-dance-simply-sing-362399683 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/ask-me-to-dance-simply-sing-362399683 Fri, 29 Mar 2013 23:24:51 PDT ask me to dance simply sing nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura the messages dont make up for a warm physical embrace,
numbing me,
how many years spent alone,
because they werent pure enough, hip enough, enlightened enough,
needing to actually be touched,
to touch you and  have no sexual tension,
to know you just want my company,
you can set me free,
ask me to dance,

express my love, my heart in a way that moves you,
all i want to do is move you,
so you can guide me,
let me sail the waves of your affections,
let my hair flow wings spread,
oh boy i love to sing, let me sing, simply sing,
let me fly express my love let it move you,
please get up and dance and si ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/breathe-fool-358235150 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/breathe-fool-358235150 Thu, 07 Mar 2013 14:50:56 PST breathe fool nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura my feelings and emotions overflowing
boiling over while i tried hard to keep the lid closed
if you looked close enough you could see me shaking
seeing my anxiety
i wish i spoke up then
instead of my silence
not wanting to make a fool of myself
now ive come to the realization i am the fool
and i must speak up and tell the king he is a joke
you will hear only truth from my lips
this i promise you
i will hold u with a sacred embrace
forgiving and understanding
no one is alone in thier suffering
relationships crashed
if only i spoke
when i opened up
it was like a fresh breath of air
]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-35-2-25-13-mon-356447886 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-35-2-25-13-mon-356447886 Mon, 25 Feb 2013 15:12:19 PST dream 35. 2/25/13 mon. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura i accidentally dozed off on my back
i c a shadowy figure
a smokey black silhouette of a mans arms
he is behind me
under me coming through my bed
he is choking me from behind
i try to move but i cant move
i say a name of power i was taught as a young girl
but the name just gives him more power
it gives him strength
finally i stop praying
i say to myself
"LALA MOVE!!! 3 times
then i wake up
i put up psychic protection
i tell mole and go back to sleep
i dream of the sun after that
of when i was young
at a party
the smell of carne asada
salsa, balloons, presents
a bouncy house
im dancing
its like heav ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-34-2-23-13-sat-356048686 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-34-2-23-13-sat-356048686 Sat, 23 Feb 2013 14:42:53 PST dream 34. 2/23/13 sat. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura everyday
i c different times in the same place
when we were riding our bikes
and he rode into the car
and i laughed
he was so mad
i c family working
im just suspended in space
floating above the ground not moving
its early in the morning and cold
noone can c me but i c people walking to school and work
like im just an air molecule
just an atom
i dont really exist
im just inertia ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-33-2-22-13-fri-355825159 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-33-2-22-13-fri-355825159 Fri, 22 Feb 2013 13:04:20 PST dream 33. 2/22/13 fri. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura were making love
but he hears a noise
and goes to c what it is
im in a big tile shower waiting for him to come back
2 beautiful amazonian woman come out of the tile
were each on a wall looking at eachother
i was scared of them
how they formed from nothing
they seduce me
that fantasy is played out while he is outside in the dark
looking for the noise ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-32-2-14-13-thur-354353385 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-32-2-14-13-thur-354353385 Thu, 14 Feb 2013 18:39:38 PST dream 32. 2/14/13 thur. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura at a hotel
were pretending to b man and wife
we lay quietly
feeling uncomfortable
to help him hide
i go to my mom
i c 2 young boys
twins
sleeping
they remind me of me and mole
the way they sleep
they spoon
even on the same kinda bed as us
we talk and watch them sleep
catching up gossiping
she asks me to cook something
im getting ready in the kitchen ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/mole-and-lala-new-song-351970611 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/mole-and-lala-new-song-351970611 Sat, 02 Feb 2013 03:56:38 PST mole and lala new song nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura mole on acoustic guitar
i was crying
we just did one take
its a rough draft
http://www.reverbnation.com/molemanandlala/song/16079634-hope-is-something-you-give-yourself
this songs for the ones i lost
http://youtu.be/7BOJS7sh67c
made a video with my art in the backround ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-31-1-29-13-351354215 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-31-1-29-13-351354215 Tue, 29 Jan 2013 16:26:32 PST dream 31. 1/29/13 nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura green living heads in a pyramid shape
they come out of the water
a person in a chair alone in the dark scared
all the symbols of devastation
i think they want me scared deffensive
so i stay away
the images dont affect me
ive seen worse in a dream
then mole wakes up and screams
"oh my god what is that "
i wake up and ask what he saw
he said there was a light hovering over us
but it went away when we woke up
i went back to sleep and had no more
brainwashing visions ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-30-1-27-13-sun-350959916 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-30-1-27-13-sun-350959916 Sun, 27 Jan 2013 14:06:10 PST dream 30 1/27/13 sun. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura it is empty
it was just full of life
a desheveled bed where my mom was laying
girls toys on the floor
cream of wheat on the stove
it is warm still
i go to the garage
open the door and look at the clouds
like a big blankt
they put me in a trance
i want to jump so bad
just to feel the sensation of falling
falling feels like floating
i realize what im doing and barely stop myself ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-29-1-19-13-sat-349401922 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-29-1-19-13-sat-349401922 Sat, 19 Jan 2013 14:31:28 PST dream 29. 1/19/13 sat. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura they made a ship
in space to orbit earth
for the rich white masses
so my poor mexican family isnt going
the earth is dark and flooding
another ship of alien origin
saving mi familia
i c my mom in the ship
she is crying cuz they think they lost me
i am pulled from the ocean
by my ankle a rope holds me
i look up to c pegasus flying me to the ship
were going to olympus ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-28-1-16-13-wed-348917839 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-28-1-16-13-wed-348917839 Wed, 16 Jan 2013 19:35:00 PST dream 28, 1/16/13 wed. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura a fireplace ontop is a painting
its supposed to b just me and him
but we both c more
i see an old woman dressed in black
she is frightening to behold
she is holding me like a puppet
her hand up my bum
we c too people we both knew who passed
hovering over mole
just seeing them was scary ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-27-12-28-12-345352080 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-27-12-28-12-345352080 Fri, 28 Dec 2012 17:04:41 PST dream 27 12/28/12 nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura warm muticolored water is sprinkling
shooting out in designs
we run through the warm rainbow water dancing and laughing
then at a creek swiming
im holding someone smaller then me
i swam into dark waters
my family looks at me concerned
they want to help me out
feels like im in black petroleum oil
unable to move
i see something big and snakelike
slither in front of us
im scared
then im singing screaming letting it all out
im crying
and they all finally listen ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/the-dark-times-341165810 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/the-dark-times-341165810 Tue, 04 Dec 2012 05:54:55 PST the dark times nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura Theyre union frowned upon only on the lowest planes,
and they were shunned maybe for the rest of there lives,
something was wrong with her
she was hexed or possesed it seemed
he never said it tho
everyone saw her as evil
she did indeed have a darkness around her,
she often joked of demons in her blood.
but all he saw was innocence in her
something special in her
maybe it was her darkness that he was drawn to
she was emotional, sensitive, secretive
she would be quiet and get this look that alarmed him the coldness made him afraid to ask what she was thinking,
not like she would ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-26-11-19-12-338697773 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-26-11-19-12-338697773 Mon, 19 Nov 2012 19:05:55 PST dream 26 11/19/12 nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura been on this bullet train in another dream.
In our room sleeping, she comes to me as smoke and says, "Lala, I love you."
I go to hug her and she dissipates, I'm alone in the dark and start crying.
He walks through the train while i sleep going to our private vault.
He encloses a gold trinket that looks like a compass for safe keeping.
Its warmer at our destination, a huge glass greenhouse.
Birds flying around, many different exotic plants.
He grabs a berry, feeds it to me, its so sweet.
I heat up and get my color back.
I feel like I'm glowing. ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-25-11-8-12-thurs-336733629 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-25-11-8-12-thurs-336733629 Thu, 08 Nov 2012 13:21:25 PST dream 25, 11/8/12, thurs. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura running around the house
seeing things from her perspective
she climbs the furniture
everything is so big
when people walk it vibrates me
the way i hear things is so intense
like everything is screaming at me
i c light flowing off everything
like its breathing and alive
i feel watched by the inanimate objects
i  ache in my heart missing my owner
i feel an emptiness u wouldnt expect from a lil kitten
fear of being alone
i think she is my mom ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/introduction-of-moleman-and-lala-335786184 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/introduction-of-moleman-and-lala-335786184 Sat, 03 Nov 2012 02:17:17 PDT introduction of moleman and lala nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura 10 years younger
warm sunny day
at the river
the way the leaves danced on the branches
a pattern
the way he looked at her
alarmed her
was he mad?
"maybe he doesnt want me here?"
they were properly introduced
that gaze shook her and in his presence she became timid
he played a mandolin strumming it so beautifully
more intricately then anyone she had ever seen
he hardly spoke
yet everyone revered him
as a musical genius
a monk
he was polite to lala the very few interactions they had
she looked up to him
like they all did ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-24-10-17-12-tues-332824219 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-24-10-17-12-tues-332824219 Wed, 17 Oct 2012 01:10:42 PDT dream 24.10/17/12 tues. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura its an evening mass
a golden lit room
everyone inside is of pure intentions
were all singing
there is an excitement even tho it seems to b a passing
everyone knows her energy will come back
were singing for her
to guide her
then im chasing someone i hurt
begging her to come back
she is just running away
she is so angry with me still
i back away giving up ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-23-8-27-12-mon-323850515 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-23-8-27-12-mon-323850515 Mon, 27 Aug 2012 23:03:59 PDT dream 23. 8/27/12 mon. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura small humble abode but happy
its someones birthday
were doing a blessing
doing santeria
the house is filled with candles
were lighting each candle
and saying a prayer
it feels sacred
the whole home is filled with
a warm light
and old woman is leading us
helping us
it feels so loving ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-22-8-24-12-fri-323157676 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-22-8-24-12-fri-323157676 Fri, 24 Aug 2012 14:37:16 PDT dream 22.8/24/12 fri. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura falling asleep
at the time i wasnt aware
but upon recall
i can remember in my minds eye
i can rememer an energy
almost like its void of color or energy
were puppets
it enchanted us
pink glittery dust like fog
were in a dumb stupor
smiling like idiots
unaware of whats really happening
where acting out for thier amusment
just thinking were dreaming
we woke up very confused ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-21-8-8-12-thur-320236509 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-21-8-8-12-thur-320236509 Thu, 09 Aug 2012 23:50:02 PDT dream 21 8/8/12 thur. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura everyones walking the same direction
evacuating
in a pattern
the sky is so pink
its offputting
then were in  a grand light house
its filled with priceless art
everyones taking down the paintings
they are taking down davinci's painting
some of my paintings are there
being taken away too
seems to be a precautionary measure
although i am upset by the decision
mainly by who has my art ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-20-7-27-12-fri-317401821 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-20-7-27-12-fri-317401821 Fri, 27 Jul 2012 17:39:35 PDT dream 20, 7/27/12 fri. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura i think hera
im at a gathering
of faeries
were celebrating
zeus has come
he is very angry
looking for his goddess
the sky went from cool blue to a big black hole
the main tree were all in is sucked up by him
im hididng in the second one
he will stop once i go to him
but im terrified
i go
then its calm ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-19-7-18-12-wed-315517013 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-19-7-18-12-wed-315517013 Wed, 18 Jul 2012 13:47:56 PDT dream 19, 7/18/12 wed. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura he is very popular
the center of attention
masculine
tall dark and handsome
he has picked me
treated me like a lady
im not used to it
everyone knows him
women throw themselves at him
normally i steer clear of men like him
maybe i fooled myself into thinking he is different
or i just want to b bad
a crowded hotel full of people
loud drunk being degenerates
he leads me through the crowds
i feel protected
he takes me to his room
where its quiet ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-18-7-13-12-fri-314548474 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-18-7-13-12-fri-314548474 Fri, 13 Jul 2012 19:11:51 PDT dream 18, 7/13/12 fri nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura just waiting then riding
come to a newer station
the one i was at was empty and aged
like haunted or full of souls
the new one is huge advanced
but missing that rustic charm i loved
it lacks soul
its full of people
im at my destination
an old victorian house
its flooded
it almost seems designed that way
im floating around on books trying to reorganize the flooded library ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/belly-dancing-with-lunar-shadows-309600786 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/belly-dancing-with-lunar-shadows-309600786 Wed, 20 Jun 2012 13:11:46 PDT belly dancing with lunar shadows nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura So far its just the three of us,
they r 2 amazing women and wonderful dancers
i feel so blessed to know them
i am way happier then i used to b
here r some vids of our first performance we were winging it on 2 like improvising
http://youtu.be/GvY5u5V4FmA
http://youtu.be/91zYtaSxNbc
http://youtu.be/TseX_wQkf24
http://youtu.be/6TEWgZ_Ne9c ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/tigresa-blanco-302950251 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/tigresa-blanco-302950251 Fri, 18 May 2012 16:20:23 PDT tigresa blanco nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura he de leer
visto tu oscuridad
me mande
se que la humildad
yo soy el maestro
estar dispuestos a aprender ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-17-5-2-12-wed-siesta-dream-299737339 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-17-5-2-12-wed-siesta-dream-299737339 Wed, 02 May 2012 18:46:55 PDT dream 17, 5/2/12 wed. siesta dream nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura two playgrounds,
the first one everyone is trying to get to the top,
the wait is forever and not moving at all despite it being gigantic
i cut to the second play ground,
its much smaller and packed as well,
with one drastic difference,
the people were moving,
everyone is helping each other,
you get pulled up and u help someone up too,
a chain of holding hands,
i love the community feeling,
knowing were all helping each other,
meeting our goals,
i can feel the breeze at the top,
im so close,
i see clear blue sky ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-16-5-2-12-wed-299680568 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-16-5-2-12-wed-299680568 Wed, 02 May 2012 13:16:38 PDT dream 16, 5/2/12 wed. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura the one i hated so much
i didnt want to eat
my father isnt in his seat
but a man i feel challenged by
he used to b my friend
she was my friend she  is in my seat
teasing me
i get in her face
telling her secrets to everyone
every complaint she told me
i air out all the dirty laundry
im in my sisters seat
i dont speak to her any more
i am screaming
making them hear everything they kept from eachother
they have to stop blaming me
its ridiculous ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/moleman-has-a-show-296647428 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/moleman-has-a-show-296647428 Tue, 17 Apr 2012 13:12:30 PDT moleman has a show nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura https://tickets.aftonshows.com/JoelMerlo
http://www.reverbnation.com/joelmerlo ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/ive-started-a-reverbnation-and-soundcloud-295111986 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/ive-started-a-reverbnation-and-soundcloud-295111986 Mon, 09 Apr 2012 13:02:35 PDT ive started a reverbnation and soundcloud nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura http://www.reverbnation.com/molemanandlala

http://www.reverbnation.com/eplay/artist_2533152

http://soundcloud.com/lala-cortez/invoking-saraswati-and-apollo

http://www.facebook.com/pages/profile/204432249659529

included r my reverbnation pg my soundcloud and my facebook music page
please like and fan me ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/sumision-293476684 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/sumision-293476684 Sun, 01 Apr 2012 07:11:29 PDT sumision nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura tu eres mi diosa
llevame
hazme digna
muestrame como lo sagrado
soy tu esclavo
el poder de sumision
me deja dominar por usted ama
espero solo para ver ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/para-mi-padre-292939099 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/para-mi-padre-292939099 Thu, 29 Mar 2012 09:13:52 PDT para mi padre nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura no mires para mi,
no me va encontrar,
se que me pierda,
todavia lloro por ti,
sus canciones me recuerdan a ti,
por favor, no me busques
no me va a encontrar
yo no soy una nina mas
yo todavia te amo ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/feeling-divine-291616638 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/feeling-divine-291616638 Wed, 21 Mar 2012 18:09:58 PDT feeling divine nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura The wind in the pipes,
That resonates,
And ameliorates a dilapidated pneuma,
A symphonic magnum opus,
To b a sapling,
Something so much more holy then I,
Weeping for joy,
Appreciation for intense beauty,
A flower, a hummingbird, a snail,
Humbled with astonishment,
The universal patterns,
The golden spiral,
Can't wait to know,
Teach me please, ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/moleman-dream-1-tues-3-20-12-291423658 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/moleman-dream-1-tues-3-20-12-291423658 Tue, 20 Mar 2012 15:49:51 PDT moleman dream 1 tues. 3/20/12 nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura laughing hysterically,
in molemans voice,
recorded on an old reel to reel tape,

on a dock,
fighting someone, maybe an old friend
he has something belonging to mole
they r pirates,
throwing fists,
he is cornered,
dives off into the water,
an enormous beast,
snake like giant,
but very humanoid,
he is Leviathan,
he spoke it was like a trembling roar,
moleman dove into the middle of the tail,
without fear he knew the beast wouldn't hurt him,
the beast was after his attacker,
the tail was coiled and udulating so loud like a giant machine,
Leviathan took back moles belongings

this is not lala's dream
it is ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-15-3-9-12-fri-289454896 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-15-3-9-12-fri-289454896 Fri, 09 Mar 2012 15:13:04 PST dream 15, 3/9/12,fri. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura watching a wrestling match,
seen a boy from when i was a kid,
he's all grown,
to cool for me,
his persona bothers me,
i miss the way he was,
wish he would stop trying to impress me,
im such a dork,
im alone,
seeing my aura and how it works,
im an orb or egg shaped,
instead of projecting out,
my flow goes inward,
this does not feel right,
i am the ocean,
i am a water molecule,
im riding the waves,
the moon pulls me up,
then i fall down like a roller coaster,
earths gravity pulls me down,
i can c people on the beach before i crash,
i feel high, ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-14-3-5-12-mon-288813947 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-14-3-5-12-mon-288813947 Mon, 05 Mar 2012 16:06:32 PST dream 14, 3/5/12, mon. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura in mothers room,
she seems to feel bad or guilty like its her fault or responsibility,
me and moleman r in the desert,
riding fast like were running or chasing something,
guess its a standoff,
im firing one of his contraptions,
its like a grounding zapper,
i love his inventions,
flying over a canyon,
not sure if were gonna make it,
seems were going so slow,
the anticipation,
the impact is hard but we barely make it,
in a place far away,
surrounded by the sun,
he is with me, looking at me,
seeing our whole life together,
how pleasant it could b,
in his house, how safe and calm,
he ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-13-2-28-12-tue-287724880 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream-13-2-28-12-tue-287724880 Tue, 28 Feb 2012 15:42:39 PST dream,13,2/28/12,tue. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura quite chunky, charismatic, the light of any party,
my caretaker, its a different time,
im a lil girl wearing a fancy pink party dress,
he has opened his new lavish theatre,
everything is black, gold and red,
he's surrounded by fancy men,
he had to work hard,
it was handed to them,
and yet, he leads them,
im scared of all of them,
i want to hide,
i know they r all powerful men,
judging me,
he shows me a secret passage,
made for me,
he pulls a  red rope  with gold tassels,
and we ride the outside of the elevator,
enter a secret compartment above,
the big clock opens like ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream12-2-27-12-mon-287561598 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream12-2-27-12-mon-287561598 Mon, 27 Feb 2012 16:38:14 PST dream12,2/27/12,mon. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura were excited, we figured out how to communicate in our dreams,
like were talking on the phone to each other,
he reminds me of the two most influential men in my life,
my secret and moleman,
like he's a mix of them both,
his skin is pale and his hair is dark,
and curly if he lets it grow,
he is using me as a shield,
im using him as a grounding rod,
he has given me a place to hover,
and he holds me to this reality like a balloon,
its like r heads r connected,
i can go right through him,
im wearing Cab Calloways jacket,
i feel i have his powers,
i have become him,
dancing like him and  perfo ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream11-2-25-12-sat-287260022 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream11-2-25-12-sat-287260022 Sun, 26 Feb 2012 05:07:33 PST dream11,2/25/12,sat nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura light or nothing that shines through,
its all just a canvas,
just a huge mural painting,
a complex collage,
its flat and connected
living in ur art
i say thank you to the creaTor,
for showing me a perception,
of everything,
how one can have omnipresence,
is the pulse, the lightning, the electricity, the light,
i long for her feminine acceptance,
why do i feel snubbed by her,
i went to her,
she seemed angry,
i know why,
she has heard things about me,
maybe she has a right to not want me around,
i still long for her approval, ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream10-2-24-12-fri-287036002 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream10-2-24-12-fri-287036002 Sat, 25 Feb 2012 01:50:07 PST dream10,2/24/12,fri. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura big family on a big blanket,
i feel like were moving,
riding huge waves on the sand,
the earth is shaking,
the beach becomes quick sand,
waves r going very high then hitting the ocean floor,
were all holding hands,
im praying,
i hear someone ask,
is this real?
i wonder, am i dreaming?
the blanket slides down the quicksand beach that were all sitting on,
towards the water like were gonna b swallowed up,
the sky is dark,
except for lightning in grey clouds,
its like fire,
angry thunder,
it stopped,
it went from day to night,
were all ok,
we stayed on the blanket, ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream9-2-23-12-thur-286843391 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream9-2-23-12-thur-286843391 Thu, 23 Feb 2012 23:35:52 PST dream9,2/23/12,thur. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura the prodigal son has returned,
her knight in shining armor,
my love is enough for her finally,
i have learned,
walking down a hall,
lil children parade and dance behind me,
like cherubs,
wings and trumpets,
flowers everywhere,
i lift her,
holding her,
she is so light,
her legs r so small and weak,
but i see her joy as they move,
its like a new pulse of life,
that has been sprung,
there is hope,
i love the feeling of being masculine, ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream8-2-22-12wed-286600239 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream8-2-22-12wed-286600239 Wed, 22 Feb 2012 15:04:04 PST dream8.2/22/12wed. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura going through people,
very fast and slow at the same time,
like an electrical network,
i go to her,
she is what i was looking for,
she is in a well lit room,
it is golden or peach,
she is tranquil,
a lil sad and lonely,
i want her to know i love her,
even tho she feels alone,
i guess i watch her in my sleep,
she is looking out the window,
she can hear the birds,
the sun is healing her,
i see bamboo window shades,
i think its good luck, ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream7-feb-21-2012-tue-286342502 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream7-feb-21-2012-tue-286342502 Tue, 21 Feb 2012 06:01:02 PST dream7,feb.21,2012,tue nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura my dream body is roaming the house like a ghost
im guarding like a tiger,
demons r scared of me,
yielding only to god,
in our old neighborhood
confrontation has just happened,
flatfoot has come to the door
he is accused is framed
i confront his accuser
putting myself in danger
speaking fast, loudly, refusing to not b heard
he is safe
but very sick
i try to comfort him
telling him i will cure him
he feels safe
ill do anything for him
moleman is sick and a lil worried
but i know we can cure it ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/im-the-featured-crusader-on-bbw-crusade-283714208 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/im-the-featured-crusader-on-bbw-crusade-283714208 Mon, 06 Feb 2012 19:48:06 PST im the featured crusader on bbw crusade nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura
http://fav.me/d4owsmn

heres a link ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/im-sorry-i-ruined-everything-282467624 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/im-sorry-i-ruined-everything-282467624 Mon, 30 Jan 2012 19:56:36 PST im sorry i ruined everything nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura i know i embarrass u,
dont do it out of obligation,
but because u actually want me,
im rather pissed at the way u c me,
but ok,
im unreliable, and lazy,
ur so much better then me,
im so tired of u looking down on me,
ur just like everyone else,
i thought u knew,
i thought u understood me,
im weird and crazy,
and im makeing ur sacred event about me
how can u even think that,
the whole situation was walked on egg shells,
cuz from the begining when u asked me,
i could sense how u felt,
im going through a pretty severe depression,
i cant handle u making me feel worse,
i already have a h ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream6-jan-26-2012thur-281710881 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream6-jan-26-2012thur-281710881 Thu, 26 Jan 2012 19:14:42 PST dream6,jan.26,2012thur. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura were in bell gardens again
when we lived on gage
i was so much  stronger then
moved like an animal
i was invincible
such a dirty barefoot child
were playing kick the can
me and 2 others r hiding on the side of the apartments
behind some ones house
hiding under the window so were not seen
we sit and wait and try to b quiet
then im 12 again
in my tias old back yard
it seemed so big
its all green and trees
we pics lemons off the trees and throw them
im like energy and im watching myself throw the lemon
im on top of the lemon flying with it
the lemon just seemed to float ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream5jan-25-2012-wed-281535556 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream5jan-25-2012-wed-281535556 Wed, 25 Jan 2012 18:16:23 PST dream5jan.25,2012,wed nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura his first time Alone,
In a crowded theatre,
We don't fit in,
They're all so normal,
They can't hear the sound its beyond there abilities of comprehension,
It's very disappointing,
The man who got him the show,
Big man his group is waiting in black suits,
The crowd cheered for them,
I was holding the door trying to get in,
People kept coming in,
They thought I was the door man,
Finally I got fed up and walked in front of them cutting them off going inside to watch,
We left early it was most definitely not our scene,
Waiting in a side room,
Where the groupies wait,
Felt so irritated, ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream4analysis-281415195 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream4analysis-281415195 Wed, 25 Jan 2012 02:01:05 PST dream4analysis nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura He's frantic,
But I'm not scared  of him,
I know hes no threat,
He can help me,
If he ever finds me,
I will have to help him,
The rain was so beautiful,
Soft comforting, Healing,
like a mist that warmed me,
Made me feel safe,
I could c magick in the water,
It seemed weightless,
it was just million of drops of blue glowing light,
we were moving in between time,
I could really feel the inertia and how it was at my disposal,
To manipulate if needed,
I know how to make a flying carpet out of air, I glide on nothing like a feather,
I could see humans dimension,
The one I wa ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/explaining-a-dream-281414654 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/explaining-a-dream-281414654 Wed, 25 Jan 2012 01:49:43 PST explaining a dream nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura Like a blind man trying to feel what's the right letter,
Based on a vague memory
Grey brown lot, He is old and lost,
Starved and gone mad, In the dirt r lifeless objects,
He has to dig each item out,
To c if it's what he's trying to express,
A sad lonely path he has chosen,
But maybe hell find what he's looking for,
Surprising when u do,
B In heaven my brother, ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream4-jan-24-2012-tues-281353646 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream4-jan-24-2012-tues-281353646 Tue, 24 Jan 2012 16:48:16 PST dream4.jan.24,2012,tues. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura optimistic,and scared,
so much longing and impatience,
they know they will hurt the people they love,
im walking down a cement path with her,
getting ready to enter a enormous maze,
i stop to pick up a coin off the ground,
a group of us have retreated under a large tent covered in ivy,
trying to avoid the rain i suppose,
im the size of a faery,
sitting on the tree that overlooks my window,
i hang and swing from tiny vines,
im made of earth, im a gnome playing and having fun,
so much green and so much rain, ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream3-jan22-2012sun-aqu-281031332 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream3-jan22-2012sun-aqu-281031332 Sun, 22 Jan 2012 18:51:39 PST dream3,jan22,2012sun.aqu. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura he is looking for me frantically,
running down the empty halls of an empty warehouse,
i watch him like a ghost knowing hell never find me,
i have greatly disappointed him and i feel his hurt,
then i see a family member i never see anymore
in her youth ,
sneaking out,
laughing as she climbs out the window,
i c the room she used to occupy,
its still and empty,
sunlight comes through,
i feel the way i did when i was 12
i hated that feeling ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream2-jan21-2012-sat-aqua-280787713 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream2-jan21-2012-sat-aqua-280787713 Sat, 21 Jan 2012 15:56:17 PST dream2.jan21,2012,sat,aqua. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura my elder, shes my blood,
she is seen as a saint, she is an angel now,
she comforted me,
i thought she was so beautiful,
and am honored if u say i look like her,
at home relaxing,
i was in the sala,
then i heard a horrible scream,
she was in the hall,
my kin trying to comfort her,
she looks like shes having a seizure or stroke,
she tells me that a woman is here,
i can feel this energy over my head,
where the ceiling fan is,
my saint points to what im sensing,
and says shes here
all i feel is terror, ]]> http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream1jan20-2012fri-280634423 http://lovelylalaura.deviantart.com/journal/dream1jan20-2012fri-280634423 Fri, 20 Jan 2012 20:59:38 PST dream1jan20,2012fri. nonadult journals/personal lovelylalaura http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lovelylalaura.jpg?7 Copyright 2012-2013 ~lovelylalaura @lovelylalaura our spot,
old used to b friends,
she snubbed me with her group of friends,
i walked out the water,
he stayed by my side,
defended me supported me,
were on a bus traveling far away,
cold windy and raining,
pit stop, huge building
dark seeming haunted,  full of people
going to the theater inside, down a big hall
everyones sliding across the floor
the wind is so strong
i think this dreaming is telling  me,
im still sad for the loss of my friends, ]]>