http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:luci-uke&section=today deviantART RSS for by:luci-uke en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 05:50:37 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/24463977/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/24463977/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 14:02:03 PDT i don't even know why i'm fucking online today, but i saw something and it made me mad and since this is like my venting space and since no one on myspace can be all 'eww what a douche' and talk shit (because they all do), here it is.

'oh, school is so gay'
'that boy is such a fag'

seriously, people. something like school or some teacher is not GAY. some boy you're mad at is not a faggot. really, it just makes you look like a freaking idiot for saying some stupid shit like that. really, i hope some flaming homosexual like richard simmons just BITCHSLAPS people in the face every time someone says it, like the whole 'shoulda had a v8 thing'.
i don't know why i'm even writing this, but seriously. i try my best NOT to say it, sometimes i get really mad and do because i say dumb shit when i'm mad. but really, all these dumb preppy bitches go around my school and say 'eww what a faggot' when seriously, a faggot is a pile of goddamn sticks . if you're mad at a boy, call them a douchebag or an asshole, not a fucking pile of sticks. it's insulting and degrading to gays and lesbians everywhere, and it's just stupid.
so all you dumb jocks, nerds aren't faggots. and to all you preppy bitches, parties where you don't get invited aren't gay. so shut up and think of a PC word to use, or just close your mouth and bite your tongue. jesus christ.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/24347498/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/24347498/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 17:02:07 PDT but first i tag... . thurr ya go.

Who was the last male you talked to?
my dad.



Who is someone that can always make you laugh?
hmm... max radbill probably.





What were you doing at 10am this morning?
math.







What were you doing an hour ago?
dinner.






Do you plan on moving within the next year?
possibly? not far away tho, just to north crossing.







Are you wearing anything on your feet?
socks.






What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months?
summer and my birthday and vacation in obxx :]






Do you remember your dreams?
hardly.








Where did your last hug take place?
tech rehearsal.





Have you been to a baby shower?
wanted to, the lady was in the hospital though...






What cell phone company do you use?
verizon.






What color is your hair brush?
blue.







Do you watch the Super Bowl?
yep.








What about World Cup?
ugh no.







Do you sleep with a teddy bear?
used to a longlonglonggg time ago.






What is the last movie you watched?
oliver and company!! :]]




What movie do you think everyone should watch?
slumdog fucking millionaire.




What is your middle name?
thomas.





Do you have your future children's names picked out?
for a boy, no clue.
for a girl, almond for sure. ALMOND JOY HAHAI'MSOWITTY






What color is your mailbox?
black.








Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
sometimes.







What brand is your computer printer?
epson?






How many cars can fit in your driveway?
two.






Who was your Kindergarden teacher?
mrs. delaney.




Are you taller than your mom?
duhh haha.







Do you have any bruises right now?
yes from nyc.




Are you cold right now?
a little bit.






Do any of your close friends have kids?
mmmm... i don't think so.







Do you know anyone who is pregnant right now?
yeah.







How many years older and younger than you are you willing to date?
9th to 11th. no older and no younger... idk really.







What brand are your favorite jeans you own?
abercrombie and fitch.







What is the closest red object to you?
carpet.





What is your favorite video game?
that's a real toughie... no clue. probably RE5.







Do you play games on your cell phone?
heck naw.







Do you look more like your mom or dad?
mom.







Have you ever broken an pinata?
no of co... ]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/24127617/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/24127617/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 10:49:58 PDT say that i went on an impulse with my dad yesterday, and bought an xbox 360, an extra controller and resident evil 5.
I MUST BE BLOODY OUT OF MY MIND
not really, considering this game is the absolute shiggity SHIT and i've almost beaten it since i haven't slept yet since i got it. but anyway, enough of that. someone needs to come over tonight when i get home and play it with me. call me. text me. IT'SSPRINGBREAK. :]
and the quote of the day from RE5:
'look how big it's become! do you think we can stop that thing?!'

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/22616829/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/22616829/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 15:15:54 PST i honestly still don't know why exactly i'm on here again, considering i like, dumped this place for a year. i guess when i'm really bored and feeling shitty i get online haha. :]] but yeah, despite the amazing magical retarded happy day off yesterday, we had school today too. and it was like, 15 fucking degrees outside! :/

but anyway, after our super easy bio hsa and math test, i proceeded to haul into a car with jessica and dillon and we went to ben and jerry's (i have no clue why we just wanted to) and met tia, dan and allie there and ordered a vermonster! it was possibly the most fun yet repulsive thing i have ever done in my life.

in case some of you don't know, a vermonster is 20 scoops of ice cream, 4 bananas, 3 cookies, 1 brownie, hot fudge, whipped cream, 5 scoops of walnuts and other toppings. we got it with like, 7 different flavors and it was just like eating pure sex for a while, then it got thug nasty. the first like, quarter was pure whipped cream and reeses pieces and sprinkles, then it got to ice cream and fudge and bananas and all that, and it somehow all got mixed together, which made it look like pretty much tasty diarrhea lmfao. so first tia dropped out and just took pictures, then allie dropped out, then dillon did, and me, jessica and dan are still going and then it all melted and dan drank the rest. we finished in like, 23 minutes (take that you TJ bitches! shove that through your gap, grace!) and then we went to five guys and ate fries; no fucking clue why. we then went to starbucks, dropped allie and tia off at the weinberg, and went to the creek and had an afternoon of parking decks, awkward people, children, and cigarettes. (no judging please, it's called living for the moment. and believe me, it's not a common practice. i do it like, once every blue moon.)

so yes, it was pretty eventful and fun. my feet and hands froze off, but i got pictures of us like, wolfing down our bucketful of frozen goodness. :]] it was a great day.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/22389307/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/22389307/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 08:20:29 PST i honestly don't even know why i got on today. i'm at church and i'm extremely fucking bored as you can probably tell since i haven't been on in like, what, 4 months. but yeaaahh, i just decided to get on and i had over 1500 messages, so i deleted them all and went on with my life. but here i am now... i guess haha.

i can't really think of recent news so i'll just go over thoughts in my head right now. hummm deee dummmmm dumm.
oh yeah, that's right. i was reallllllly sick until just recently. i've lost over 8 pounds and i haven't eaten much of anything in the past 5 days. i almost passed out at work the other day, i can barely use the bathroom without crying (we won't go there) and it all started on the 29th.
it all started at work, where i was forced OHWAIT. i just remembered. i don't know if i mentioned this before and i'm sure most of you know but if not, i got a job downtown at a cafe.
...yeah so anyway, at work one of my faaaaavorittee COW-workers (this is sarcasm) was recently sick with the stomach bug, and she somehow gave it to me, only tenfold. so i go home, play persona 4 a little bit, and then i start to feel icky. i go upstairs and sit with my sister, and i feel worse. i go to bed and start to feel flushed and chilled and i can tell already that i'm gonna inevitably barf at some point in the night, and when that comes, i get up in a daze, and ask really loud 'is everyone awake???' because i can't STAND puking when everyone can hear me, it makes me feel really weird and upset for waking people up. my sister said 'yes, why?' and i responded by sprinting to the bathroom with my hand over my mouth. she didn't come out, but i somehow managed to wake up my mom. she has like a sixth sense when i'm sick. so after this i go back to bed feeling better, but i wake up again, don't get sick and go get a drink, but somehow it trigger a gag reflex and it makes my mouth taste HORRIBLE which did lead to me getting sick. and after this i fell asleep and felt better, but for the next two days i was bed-ridden and couldn't get up. i did take showers and clean up and use the restroom but i couldn't walk, could barely stand, and i never ate. and the fact that i never ate along with getting sick and losing all my nourishment, i managed to lose a lot of weight (sean mcintyre was proud of me. :/ )

other than this not much has happened. i can't really think of anything else that comes to mind other than school, which is nothing new, and a lot of other boring crap that i don't feel like writing about right now... ugh i'm really tired now too.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/20525195/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/20525195/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 16:46:33 PDT Ugggh. I've had a drama filled life starting on Friday. Oh my jesus, I am so tired and sick of some of the shit going on in my life, I need some free time to just ignore all of it and chill. But I can't because if I do I'll fail my classes (like that could change) and fuck up my school life and bleh.

But anyway, in most recent news, on Friday I went to school. Possibly the worst day ever. First in biology, I got a D on our major test because I had no clue how and even after studying my butt off I didn't know half the questions. After that, in AP World, I found out we needed to turn in notes and I was totally unprepared and had NOTHING. Literally nothing, which took me down to a D in the class and he had to call my parents. Then after that, I had to go to ATP and I felt like shit and was already fighting off breaking down into tears and just dying. So finally after this horrible day I got on the bus and it started to rain lightly. Of course by the time I get to my stop it's pouring and by the time I walk to my grandmothers house I'm totally soaked and I just break down in the rain and start to cry. So on my way home I start crying again and say how fucked up it is and how miserable I am because I'm failing my classes. And my mom tells me to shut up and stop complaining because I'm bitching too much. And maybe I was, but that set me OFF. I was so pissed at her and I screamed my fucking head off for a while and then I got home and took a shower and cried some more, then changed into dry clothes. By this time I was in a remotely better mood and didn't want to die. Then I did 3 hours of hardcore AP World studying and note taking and made up the notes which brought me up to a C.

So then, the next day. It was my first day of work! Oh joy. But when I went in... ugh it's so tough. As soon as I got there we got like, 5 orders at once and I had to make food while learning where everything is. So now I can pretty much do everything except make coffee. But taking out food to customers is such a pain! I go out there and yell out the order, and try and scout out the person who got the food, and I walk around and make an ass of myself. Then finally when I have to go ASK who ordered, they just raise their hands and say 'we were right here, didn't you hear us?' when I walked by them fifty times and they did nothing. D: AND I had to roll loux, aka salmon. Disgusting and greasy. SOOOO gross.

So then finally I got home, changed from my gross work clothes which are covered with food and grease, and Sean comes over (with his Audrey Hepburn-esque haircut) and we chilled for a while... talked about some 'ersonal' things about him and his escapades and then I got a call from my friend. Here is the basic conversation:

Me: Hello?
Kahla: Hey Lucien! I have something I really need to talk to you about. Do you have the time?
Me: Sure. What is it?
Kahla: Well... I like you.
Me: Yeah, I could figure that out, you like flirt with me alot lol.
Kahla: That's not all. I'm one of THREE girls that likes you in ATP. Cassidy AND Ally like you too. So I don't know what to do except for tell you.
Me: ...GOD I'M A EFFIN' MAN WHORE!

So that was the basic conversation. And then on Sunday, me and Sean got in a hilarious bitchfight over which was better, Beauty and the Beast or Grease. And this was our fantastic arguement:

Me: Sean, Grease was fucking amazing. You know how our church has the choir called 'Audience of One'? Well we had an audience of one-fucking-thousand!'
Sean: ...shut up! WHORE!
Me: Pshaw, it's more like Beauty and the Yeast... INFECTION!

And then to top it off, on Monday I'm freaking out because I don't know what to do and I don't want to hurt any of the three girls feelings because I didn't like any of them that way. So here's another basic conversation I had after this that was yet ANOTHER shocker:

Emma: SO LUCIEN. What's this I hear about you being a total pimp?
Me: Oh my god, I don't know! Three freakin' girls like me and it's really stressing me out!
Dan: I heard it was four, because apparently Leah likes you too.
Me: ...DZOMGWTF!!!11one

But luckily, she's the girl I actually like so... that's not so bad. Teehee. But yeah, it's still so stressful. It was building so much pressure on me and making me so stressed I actually had to toss my script aside and sprint to the bathroom in order to avoid throwing up on stage. D:

So yeah. That's been my life the past four days. Pretty hectic.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/20204312/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/20204312/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 15:37:48 PDT I literally have had the WORST FUCKING WEEK EVER. I never want to go back to school again. The only thing I can look forward to in the day is seeing my friends, and going to ATP (which I had to get pulled out of today because of something that will be explained soon, and I had to miss learning a new important dance).

Biology is okay. My teacher is like a fatter Umbridge. She is kinda sweet but REALLY REALLY strict, is obsessed with cats, and has three snakes in her room. And she is so lazy she won't pass out papers and makes us get them, and instead of walking, she rolls around the class in a wheely chair.

AP World is BALLS. It turns out I had to do a summer reading project and had no fucking clue about it so I have to do it now. Luckily I can make it up because I never got the stupid memo, but it's gonna take so long and screw with my normal schedule for school, homework, classes and extra crap. And I have 2 hours of work EVERY NIGHT in that class. We have to read pages from books, and study and write pages of notes, go over them for another hour, and take a test on them the next day. We've had tests every day this week.

Algebra II is fine, my teacher is really nice and funny, she never gives us much homework, and she's really young so she's not old and crotchity and icky like that. I really like that class because I have friends in it too.

ATP is the shit (duuurrrrr) because the teacher is a mofo badass, all the people in it are AMAZING, I've managed to rekindle an old friendship with...
MAXXXXX RADDDDBIIILLLLLLL. Lawlawlawl. That kid is amazing. It's funny because a long time ago I used to hate him but now he's so awesome and hilarious. And he's a really good actor/singer/dancer. And plus I can hang out with Cassidy, Kahla, Dillon, Josh, Celia, Calvin, Collin, Ally and lotsa other amazingly amazing people.

Okay, and now for the totally horrible news. I was in ATP having a great time when Hoffman came up to me and said I had to leave and of course, I knew what that meant. See, the thing is, last night we found out my grandma was rushed to the hospital because basically, she crashed and couldn't breathe, and no one was able to resuscitate her. They had to perform CPR for 20 minutes and got nothing, they tried to intubate her but got nothing, and finally they had to try and shock her with the paddles about 25 times and still nothing, so they hooked her up to life support. This all happened last night.

Today, my dad decided to pull the plug.
So, I had to get called out of school, and go to her hospital room, and see all my family crying around her, and then when I was alone, I just broke down and started screaming and sobbing and crying for like, 10 minutes straight. It was heart wrenching and horrible. I couldn't stand it. This was before she even died. We had to be escorted out of the room and the doctors disconnected her. Within about 1 minute she crashed and passed away, around 1:30. It was horrible, because the nurses ran over to us and said she was crashing already, and we had to run in there and she was dead. It was crushing and today just fucking sucked.

God. I hate this so much. :<

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/20126224/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/20126224/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 08:12:18 PDT Oooookay. I haven't been here in at least a month, so I decided to get on. I'm insanely grumpy tho. I broke up with my girlfriend (sort of), Runaways is over, school is in a day, I just went fishing and smell like grossness and more blah. Here's my updates.

REHOBOTH. Happened a long time ago, but thought I should tell you. We went there to sing and hang with some church kids, swim at the beach, and of course, shop. I brought like, 140$ to go to the outlets, and spent all of my money at Aeropostale, Hollister and Abercrombie. That was the highlight of the trip and all I feel like writing about.

RUNAWAYS. The show is over. Most depressing thing ever. I loved that show to death, I loved everyone (mostly) in it and it was so much fun. The songs were fun, the people were amazing, and I MISS IT FUCKITY FUCK I WANT IT BACCCK. I miss being able to write on the walls and cuss and being the undiscovered son of Judy Garland. Goddammit.

SCHOOL. Is in a day. And on the first day, I need a headshot for my ATP class. So lame, but I need it today, or else I fail the class. If I don't have my headshot I fail. I am so fucked on that note. Other than that I'm not too nervous.

SIMS 2. I started playing it.
...felt I should mention that.

Yeah that's it basically. I'm really tired and pissy today. So no more for the moment.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/19676367/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/19676367/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 08:26:51 PDT GUESS WHO'S BACK FROM TENNESSEE BITCHES? That's right, it's me! And I MISSED YOU GUYS LIKE A FAT MAN MISSES FOOD. I swear I was thinking about all of you every day I was there. Not to say that it wasn't fun though, because it was totally amazing. Let me start by giving you a day-by-day play-by-play of my trip.

Day 1.
Me and Alden left his house at 9:30 at night and drove to the church with his mom, and we ended up getting lost and going to a 7-11 to get directions from some random lady, and she ended up drawing them on paper. Finally after waiting ten minutes for her map, we found our way to the church (we were about 2 hours late). Then once we got there, we had to sit and do random 'getting to know each other activities' which was lame because everyone had their own little clique. Like Soup, Bowl and Spoon. They were the three most annoying bitchy little skanks there. They would not stop griping the whole trip, and we wanted to shoot them.
So anyway, after getting to not know each other and praying, we got on the bus and sat for ten hours sleeping and doing nothing. Finally we got there, unpacked and met our roomates. My roommate was this creeper named Andrew who... kinda creeped me out (hence the term creeper) because all he did was stare out the window and talk about shooting people. Alden's roommate was this kid named Michael who was cool but would NOT stop flirting with girls. He ditched us all the fucking time to go hit on some random girls. But he was alright.
So after this, me and Alden went to the pool and started to swim, and that was where we made all of our friends. We made friends with Leah and Amy, the two awesome sisters, Ciara, the whorier girl of the group but who was still cool, Katie, who was pretty neat but kinda bitchy, and Sam who was pretty awesome and funny. But anyway, we kinda bonded by getting into giant hamsterballs and racing on the football field at the campus, and then we went on a big slip-n-slide, which was awesome. But then I got congested and REALLY BADLY SUNBURNED. Still peeling which is annoying. But let me just say, all that sun did my back SO much good. My bacne that I am totally self concious about? It's almost COMPLETELY gone. I can barely see it. And I am so happy about it. Who's up for the pool guys?
So anyway, after this we went to a concert where the rock band Starfield was playing, and they were AMAZING! We got to go up to the stage and rock out, and then we even got to mosh pit and stuff like that. It was so fun.

Day 2.
After getting up and eating our shitty breakfast, me, Alden and the girls went to morning worship (I slept through most of it) and then we went to our first workshop, which was a thing on animal cruelty. It was pretty informative, except the message they gave was basically 'if you are a christian you must be a vegetarian or you are sinning and are not a true christian.' I didn't like that. There are so many things wrong with that theory, but I'm not going to get into that.
So anyway, after that we went to Quizno's for lunch and bought subs and two bags of marshmallows so we could play Chubby Bunny, which is a game where you put a marshmallow in your mouth and say 'chubby bunny' and then add one more and keep going till you can't anymore. After our second workshop where we got to meet this other band that was totally freaking hilarious and awesome, we went back to the dorms and played Chubby Bunny, which got us a lot of stares because people were all 'wtf are you losers doing.' But it was still amazing.
And then after this, we went to the evening worship and then decided to go play volleyball, but some college kids were there and at first wouldn't let us play. But then, me, Alden and Ciara went back and asked again, and they let us in. And luckily, they noticed that we were really good at volleyball and we had some serious plays. We really vollied (sp?) that ball.

Day 3.
Today we had to go to morning worship AGAIN, but after that we all miraculously had the same workshop, which was at the auditorium where yet ANOTHER band was there and we got to learn songs with them, and sing, and play instruments and dance, which was really fun. Except that Alden, being the asshole that he is, needed more attention that I did. So basically, he wouldn't let me sit near, talk to, or be with/near any of my friends so he would get all the attention. He kind of kept this up the rest of the trip which really pissed me off. I mean if it wasn't for me introducing him, he would never have been able to hang out with any of them. And then he has the balls to try and keep me away because he's a stupid fatheaded dick. Well, whatever. I have better friends anyway (like you guys http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/19516401/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 10:54:55 PDT Camerata is over and it's made me so depressed. I miss everyone so much. Like seriously, it's making me want to cry. It was so bittersweet when it was over, because the play kicked ass but then we were all sad and Betty and Bailey were both crying! Oh my god I felt so horrible, I just had to hug them. I'm gonna miss everyone (except for some people who I see constantly [SEAN] so I have no emotion for you people).

But anyway, the show was freaking awesome, and I got loads of pictures of people in their costumes, pictures of me in my amazing make-up that Betty did for me, and she did a great job, and of course, pictures of the cast party which was also totally freaking awesome.

So the cast party. Basically I just hitched a ride with Jacob to his house where we met with all the other people who came to hang out there. And let me tell you guys. His house was effing ENORMOUS. Like, take my pitiful little basement that we so often hang out in, and multiply it by like 10. That's how big his basement was. He had really comfy couches, Rock Band zomg which we played for a long time, pool and foozball, a wide/flat/plasma-screen TV, and to put the icing on a delicious cake, a dance room. With a stripper pole in it. Basically everyone who had their iPod took it out and we just jammed to our music, and he had lights that flashed to the rhythm of the music, and strobes, and so on. So the next time I have a party guys, we're taking my iHome, going onto the deck, stealing this light show thing from my church, and dancing. Because I feel so lame not being able to have you guys dance at my house. D:

But anyway, back to the party. There was like 15 people there. There was Sean, Liz, Laura, Emily, Jordan B.T and Jack, Libby, Kelly, Ellen, John (why oh why did Jacob let him come), and possibly some others, I'm not sure. I'm kind of having a real brain-dead day. But w/e. So yeah, we basically alternated between raving, pool and Rock Band for the first two hours. Then after that, Liz, Laura, Kelly, Emily and John left, and Ellen stayed for like, another HOUR because her uncle was talking so much. She was so tired, she was like on the verge of tears. But then we went and raved for another half-hour which got her peppy again.

Then, when Ellen left, we could play the more adult games, so we started to play Half Life 2 which was freaking creepy. We played the level 'We Don't Go to Ravenholm' which was a level where you walk around this abandoned place, full of these zombies who have had their minds taken over by things called head-crabs (I loled at this) and they try and kill you, and this game is really gory, and creepy, and freaky. But while me and Jordan were freaking out screaming to kill stuff, Libby was saying 'no no no, don't kill them, they're innocent people who've just had their minds taken over! DON'T KILL THEM!' all while Jacob was cutting things in half. Then after that we played Resident Evil 4, which scared even MORE crap out of people than Half Life. That was really fun because I got my head cut off and Jordan was saying, 'ewww, that was... graphic.' Then to calm down we played Wario Ware Smooth Moves and SSBB. Then the parents came down around 4 o'clock to say we had to go to bed (which was too early for us and brought around a large chorus of 'awwwwww, can't we stay up all night?' and a lot of 'we'll be SUPER quiet' from me) so the girls went to their room and we stayed in the basement. Since none of us were tired we decided to try and watch Juno but we failed and fell asleep around 4:30. Then I woke up at 9 to a call from my mom saying she was gonna be there in an hour which wasn't cool. But then it turned out I had to leave by 11 so then it became cool.

Annnnnnd yeah. Oh, in other news, I'm getting my new TV on Wednsday, which is gonna be awesome. No more lame shitty TV that we use at my parties. And in more other news, I'm also leaving for Tenessee on Wednsday. I have to go to Hagerstown at 9:30 at night, wait there until 2 a.m and then we leave. I think that's really dumb, but whatever, they say that's what we're doing so I guess we have to go with it. It seems really stupid to me but I kinda don't have a choice.

Alright, that's it. I doubt I'll update before I go to Tenessee, but when I come back I'll probably have stories to tell so, expect more then. Laters. <33

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/19375303/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/19375303/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 16:14:23 PDT Well in case you couldn't tell from the title of the journal and/or my mood, I'm pretty happy right now, because I've had quite a good weekend/week and I'm ready to have a fun week this week. BUT THERE IS ONE MAIN SOURCE OF MY JOY.

Well, when I was at Jordan's yesterday, me, Betty, Sean and Laura were talking about prep stores (albeit Jordan being a total anti-prep, lol) and Sean mentioned how Potomac Mills has a Hollister and Abercrombie outlet store. Well, I found out that that place was an hour away and would cost us like, 50$ just to get there. But, the good news is... I checked online and Rehoboth also has Hollister AND Abercrombie AND Aeropostale AND American Eagle outlet stores! So they'll have my favorite clothes super duper cheap and I'll have lots of stuff for when I come back and for school. And also, ELSA. I found out there's this shirt at Abercrombie called...
MACINTYRE RANCH. We have to tell Apple straightaway. And then we need to hang too. I haven't seen you in forever, let alone seen him since... Grease, I think. Or Sarah's house, can't remember really.

But back to Jordan's house! I went there yesterday and had oodles of fun. We swam for about... 4 hours and then we went inside and played videogames for... about 5 hours. We also ate a yummmmmmmmy dinner out on her porch and talked about TV and movies that we loved or had recently seen or have wanted to see. It was a blast, except Liz called me a meanie-butt. I AM NOT A MEANIE BUTT. *goes and cries in a corner*

Buuut yeah. That's basically it. ADIOS MI AMIGOS.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/19317662/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/19317662/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 19:44:13 PDT Alright. Number one, the new MSI album If is amazing. Laura thank you so much for lending it to me because personally I didn't like some of their first album all that much, but this is just freaking awesome. It's greaaaaaaaaaaat!

And second, I had to go to my first Runaway's rehearsal today. I may sound selfish but you guys HAVE to fucking come. It is turning out amazing and our first dance is fucking incredible. Those of you at Camerata I'll just show it to you tommorow. It took us two hours to learn and perfect and it is sooooo intense, and what I have to do isn't even a quarter of it. I freaking love that play and I'm having a blast with it.

Soooooo yeah. That's it. We have one more week in Camerata until the performance (Jesus I hope we're ready) and then I have two MORE weeks until we start tech week (aka hell) for Runaways which is going to be like a freaking slave camp or something, because we actually WORKED UP A FREAKING SWEAT dancing. I probably burned a few hundred calories. I bet I can lose some weight doing that play. XD

So yeah. NOW that's it lol.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/19277549/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/19277549/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 16:30:24 PDT Well, in case you don't already know, I just started Camerata. But I'll get to that later. Right now, I just want to talk about my ridiculously eventful week I had. I swear I was so busy and was doing so much stuff my head may asplode. But now all I'm doing is Camerata and The Runaways down at the MET.

So. Vacation was awesome, and the Great Wolf Lodge was freaking awesome. Their water park? At least as big as the Boardwalk at Hersheypark, if not bigger. It had an outdoor section, an indoor section, and like, 10 water slides. They had a tornado slide just like the one at Hershey, and my whole family went on it together, and the max weight is 800 pounds, and we all weigh like, 650 combined (we're not fat, I swear) but the thing is, the higher your weight, the higher you go up the slide. So basically, we slid so far up the edge, our tube flew off the wall and we almost all fell like twenty feet down to the bottom of the slide. It was freaking awesome yet terrifying at the same time lol.

Then the next day we went to BUSCH GARDENS! I haven't been there since I went to Chincoteague like, 5 years ago. Its so amazing. I rode every single roller coaster, especially GRIFFON ZOMGADS. That ride was so amazing. It was like, 200 feet straight down, and then it did a loop, and then ANOTHER straight down drop and another loop and then it like, splashes you and ends. It was so scary but I loved it. And there was one other ride there called DarKastle, which was one of those 4-D rides where you have glasses and you sit and watch stuff. Well in this you were in this car that moved, and it was a HORROR ride. And I swear on my own life. That ride was the most FUN yet TERRIFYING thing I have ever done in my life. There were parts where the owner of the castle (who's a werewolf) jumps out at you and bites at your face, knights shoot arrows right at your face, and cooks throw fucking meat cleavers at you, and then this ghost like, flys you through the castle to escape, and even though you're sitting it feels SO damn real. There was one part where you fall like 50000000 feet to the ground and I swear I thought I was really falling.

But anyway, then we left the next day and right after that I went to my friends house where we swam, hung out, played video games and talked, then we went back to my other friends house and basically just sat there for hours playing Halo II. Then his brother came home and like, randomly grabbed a controller and joined in and beat the crap out of all of us. But yeah.

The other highlight of my week was Ariana's graduation party! It was like, 7 hours long and it was so much fun. Kyler was there, Sean was there, Robby and David were there, and loads of people I didn't know but got to know and hung out with. It was so much fun, all we did was eat, swim, play tennis and hang out on Paradise Island (aka the giant inner tube floaty thingy in Ari's pool). I accidentally hit Rachel's back with my feet, and she has a phobia of bare feet, so I felt really horrible about that. Plus I randomly felt sick and had to like, dash down to their house so I didn't like, puke in the pool and ruin the party. That part sucked. But then when we got tired we went into the basement and played pool and had lots of Bop-it tournaments. Then me, Lauren and Janelle had burping contests during the firework display. It was so much fun.

And now, back to Camerata. Yes, it started again, and this will be my seventh year. I'm having lots of fun, but today was bleh. Why, you ask? Because not everyone who deserved good parts GOT good parts, John Yendry, the little piece of shit, called my really good friend fat and got a lead that he does not deserve at all because he sucks major ass, and I didn't get the part I wanted. I mean, sure it's kind of a lead, but I come on for 10 minutes in the beginning, sing, then leave. Then I sit and do nothing for a couple hours, then at the very end I come on, sing again, and then it's over. I know I really shouldn't be complaining but I just wish I got to stay onstage for more than a total of 20 minutes.

And back to John Yendry. Oh my gooooooooooooooooood. I want to freaking jam my script down his throat. I'm sorry, but I am just sick of that kid. He doesn't know when to shut up, he's NOT funny whatsoever, you cannot understand anything he says during games or when he talks in general, he butts into personal conversations and moments *cough*CelestexScottie*cough*, and he overall just doesn't know when he isn't wanted, and sucks at being social. I tried being civil with him last year, and yesterday, but what he did today, just isn't gonna cut it. I flat out just dislike him, and wish he would quit and not come back next year.

And Becky yelled at me for having my iPod... ]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/19091888/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/19091888/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 11:47:08 PDT Yeaaaah. I dunno what else to say, except I'm bored out of my mind and I really want to do something. Like, tonight. Someone please call me and drag me somewhere other than my house, because I am about to fucking burn it down, I am SO bored.

So yeah. This whole week I spent my evenings up at my church helping my mom with a summer program for kids, and me and :iconstickfigure566: were in charge of games, along with Ari and Mykenzie (people y'all don't know). Basically we just told kids how to play games, told them a story and sent them on their way. But of course, we got to have our fun as well. The... third day, I think, I decided to make a water balloon, and then Robby Tucker saw it, and he decided to make one. This totally erupted into an all out water fight, involving me, Sean, Robby, Ari and Mykenzie. Then Alden just suddenly came in and started getting us all wet, so I popped a water balloon on his back. That kinda ended it for us.

But of COURSE, yesterday since it was the last day, we decided to have yet another water fight. So me and Sean sat there and made balloons, and then Ari and Mykenzie came and we started throwing them at them and spraying each other with the hose. Then we filled a bucket with water and all got completely soaked, and none of us had a change of clothes or swimsuits, so we had to go home sopping wet, which pretty much sucked.

Sooooo... bleh, that's it. My life is so uninteresting. But wait! Good news for all you people who have come over to my house and watched movies or played games on my shitty, tiny, cuts off parts of the game/movie TV (with a stupid green glow). Because... WE ARE TOTALLY GETTING A FLAT SCREEN PLASMA TV. Since our uncle died, he has a LOTTALOTTALOTTA stuff at his house, mostly art, but he also has his nice TV (God knows it's amazing, because he had bad eyesight) and we called getting it since our TV is crap. Soooo, now we can play games and watch movies in high definition minus the retarded green tint!

Annnnnd, that's it. I'm going shopping at Hollister tommorow to get a shirt before I go on vacation on Tuesday, to Williamsburg/Busch Gardens, plus we get to stay at the Great Wolf Lodge, which is a suite, so we get like, a giant room with a huge TV and couches and fridges and everything. Plus it has an indoor water park so we don't have to spend extra money to go to Watercountry USA, even though it's awesome. But, yeah. Other than that, nothing much interesting is going on.

So, to wrap it up... CAMERATA IN A WEEK! So excited. Then I get to go to Tennessee, Rehobeth, Hersheypark, Six Flags, and more over the course of this summer. Fun fun fun and shit. <3

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18956508/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18956508/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 19:58:17 PDT Well, I finally got done with my chores and I managed to get money so I could get Liz and Laura their presents. So I went to the mall and went to (insert store name here) and bought (insert gifts here). YOU'LL HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL SUNDAY TO FIND OUT. I really, really, REALLY hope you like them. D:

But in other news, after that I went to Hollister and American Eagle to try on hats, because lets face it. I don't even wear sunglasses so I at least needed a hat or something. So, Hollister hats are lame because almost all of them that are 'one size fits all' are too small. So I went to American Eagle and got a hat there, better fit and cheaper too. And then I called Elsa, so hopefully I'm gonna being going to the mall tommorow with her to help her pick out a gift, and Apple may possibly go? Not sure about that yet.

But anyway, in most recent news, I went to last night with and . It was a lot of fun, we ended up playing Guitar Hero, Dance Dance Revolutions and then we watched Running With Scissors and a little bit of The Mikado, but me and Sean had to leave. D: But he lent me some really old Gameboy Color game which was pretty nice. I already got halfway through the game.

But ummmmm... yeah. I can't really say much more because I can't really think of much more to say. Other than the fact that, three weeks until Camerata, two days until Liz and Laura's party (I want to see what they say about the gifts) and also, I get to go to... Tennessee, Six Flags, Hersheypark, Bush Gardens and Kings Dominion in the next couple months. So that's pretty kickass. Oh, and also Rehobeth Beach, which'll be really fun.

...even though Rehobeth is known for it's gay population and they... try and bother people, I hear. That may be interesting. But it's probably no big deal.

Yeah, that's it. My foot still really hurts. D: But other than that, no more news. Adios, mi amigos.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18911285/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18911285/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 12:25:17 PDT Leave a comment and I will...

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]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18896496/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18896496/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 16:10:01 PDT Well, basically saying, I (think I) know what's going on with my foot. We went to the doctors yesterday, and we saw a specialist, and she honestly didn't know what was wrong. So she sent me down the street to a walk in x-ray facility, where we had to wait for thirty minutes (luckily Animal Planet was on so I wasn't dying) and then we had to go back, I had to wear some stupid heavy smock to protect my stomach from the machine. And I had to like stay completely still or the scans would be fucked up, which was REALLY annoying. So like, the technician was all 'hold still, as still as possible'. I mean why would someone tell me that? When someone tells me to do that, I try really hard and I never can. D:

But finally I finished and we went home, but we never got the results that day. Then this morning I got a call from the doctors and they said it was some weird bone fracture, or so they're assuming. So honestly, they aren't really sure, and if the lump is still there in a week or two, or if the pain doesn't subside, then I need to go get an MRI. Uggggh. It's probably gonna make me severly claustraphobic. I'm terrified of things like that.

But in other news... Liz/Laura's party is in a week! Excited for that, plus I get to hang with Jordan Garvey, the most amazing person EVER in two days! I cannot wait, it's gonna be cramazing. So far summer kicks ass, and CAMERATA SOON. HELLZ TO THE YEAH.

Going to BestBuy now, later betches.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18835484/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18835484/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 09:49:12 PDT Finally, school is out! I've had a pretty memorable year, with all of the fun, fights, new friends, and all that shit that goes on. And I also had a lot of fun on the last day of school as well. I took a lot of pictures with my friends, I had two final exams (bleagh) and then I went home with Sarah! We stopped at 7/11 to get slushies with Elsa, and then my mom came and picked us up.

Then when we got back to my house we watched Disturbia until I got a call from Elsa. She told me she was coming over like, NOW so me and Sarah started freaking out and were all 'HOLYSHITELSA!' and then stopped and went back to watching the movie. Then Sean came over and watched some of the movie too, but then we got bored and started playing video games/ got on the internet.

Then we went up to Pizza Blitz together and got some food (calzone and pizza) and took a couple more pictures and then we went back to my house and played more video games and had ourselves some serious 'girl talk'. It was pretty fun.

Then the NEXT day, Sean, Liz and I went to Hersheypark with my parents because my mom had gotten the free entry thing from 1073fm.com and we got to have a lot of fun there. The first ride we went on was Fahrenheit (yes they spelled it that way) which was pretty amazing. Pretty in-tents for a first ride. Then we rode more rides, got lunch, rode a couple MORE rides then went to Boardwalk, hung out, went on three waterslides and then left and went on Stormrunner (which broke down for about 10 minutes while we were in line) then we got on, rode the train to relax, went to Chocolate World then left, got dinner and went back to my house. We watched Pretty Persuasion then they both had to leave.

And now here I am. It was pretty fun. But on another note, I think something is wrong with me. Here's the skinny on that shiznit.

While we were at Hersheypark, as soon as I got out of the car and started walking my foot really started to hurt. I thought it was just a charlie-horse so I tried to stretch it out, but it didn't work. So I was walking around all day with this pain in my foot and I didn't know what it was. Finally when I got home, my foot STILL hurt so I took a look at it, and there's some weird lump in it. It feels really weird and gross so I think I may need to go get it checked out.

But yeah. Other news is Liz/Laura's party in a couple weeks, which should be fun. Other than that... it's summer? God I'm going to be bored until Camerata comes around, which should be soon.

So yeah. My foot still hurts. So I'm gonna pull a Liz on this one. Day two, I guess, bwahahahaha I'm so mean. Ily Liz, even if YOU HATE ME. D: (inside joke ftw)

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18785701/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18785701/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 14:03:29 PDT Wowah. As soon as I went to write the journal the colors got... lighter. It was trippy. But anyway, now to the topic I was originally on.

We only have one day left of school! I'm so sad because it's gonna be really tough to keep in touch with some people at school. I have to charge up my camera so I can take pictures with all the people I'm not gonna see for the next three months, possibly longer if I have no classes with people. But fssshaw, it's no biggie. The pics will hopefully be taken and uploaded on Myspace, for those who even go there (Molly, Fica and Erika ).
But nonetheless, it should be fun. We'll be getting/giving loads of hugs, and taking loads of pictures, and taking CRES tests (fuck, geometry D: ) and of course... WE'RE WATCHING JUNO IN ENGLISH. I'm bringing it in and she'd better'd let us watch it I swear to god. But if she doesn't I'll bring Disturbia just in case.

Annnnnd to end the end of the year on a possibly good note (unlike last years party :/) I'm only inviting a couple of people over. And by that, I mean some people from school since I'm probably gonna be hanging with all you people on this site ALL SUMMER LAWNG because of CAMERATA MUTHAFUCKAS and just because we hang nonstop. I'mma thinking of... Elsa, Apple, Sarah and... Fifi because he has to because he's spending the night.

Plus, the best thing is that on FRIDAY, my momma managed to print out from Mix 107.3 website, a free pass to Hersheypark! So now I get to drag along two friends and go again for free, other than food costs of course. Fifi and Liz are going (Liz you'd better not have a test or I will pop a cap in your ass) and we can ride FAIRENHEIT. I cannot wait to go on that ride, it looks fo' shizz, up the spout.
Not really, it just looks amazing.

Ummm. I can't really think of much else to say. Except for I love you guys? A lot? Yeah that's pretty much it. Wish me luck on my stupid CRES in geometry tommorow because I really need it, if I do bad I'm so fucked in that class. Pray for me, please. D:

-Lewsi

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18580279/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18580279/ Fri, 30 May 2008 16:38:45 PDT I'm not in a good mood. I've had a horrible fucking week and I am so thankful it's the weekend. I was going to have a couple friends over tonight, but Elsa is sick (give her lotsa hugs you guys D: ) and Sarah and Apple are too busy dating even though she continues to deny it. She either needs to break up with him and stop leading him on or full on date him. I'm sorry I probably shouldn't preach about that since I have no experience with it, but it pisses me off because they aren't dating, yet they're going on a date so we can't hang out. :<

Apparently Apple wants to get into my pants tho. Not really, actually, Elsa just sent a text to me 'from' him. It made me lol.

Ummmmm but yeah. I've had a lot of stuff going on recently. I've also had a lot to think about. Something very shocking happened last weekend (I've been sworn to secrecy and I can't tell anyone at all, sorry, that's the way it goes) and that really like, shocked me. Then I went downtown with Emma, Sean and Caitlyn and unfortunately was really upset the whole time and then when I was alone I kind of had a mental breakdown. We were at GoodWill and I walked out behind the store and just completely shattered. I started crying and worse of all, I tried to cut myself. I had a Coke bottle in my hand and I wanted to break it, and I was going to but for one, I've been preaching about how dumb it is and doing it would make me a fucking hypocrite and two, I wouldn't have the guts anyway. So I actually just took the bottle and starting hitting myself in the wrist as hard as I could. I also scratched at my arm with the bottle and it left severe marks (I was doing all this while freaking out and crying behind the store) and my arm actually began to bleed because I had broken the skin, so I decided to stop. My arm is still hurting today actually and I can't put pressure on it.

I'm really fucked up right now you guys. I'm having serious issues and I'm considering actually getting professional help. I might actually need it. D:

Other than that, my uncle just died. The problem is, I've never been fond of him because he constantly was insulting to me and my family, and I don't know how to feel. I can't really be sad. Now I have to go to burial and be the pall bearer (sp?) and carry the casket. I'm uncomfortable about that; I don't want to drop it, god forbid, and I just don't feel comfortable knowing there's a body in it. And of course, even though normally I wouldn't go, my mom is fucking forcing me to go to the viewing. I don't know anyone there, I'm not going to be able to talk to anyone, I'm going to be upset and it's not going to be pleasant. I don't know how many times I told her this. Apparently it didn't get through to her and she's still making me go. I don't want to, jesus.

Ugggggh. Someone shoot me.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18379089/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18379089/ Sun, 18 May 2008 08:25:56 PDT My god I've been shopping so often lately, I swear. It's fun, I need to get a job so I can do it more often. God I'm so like, Valley right now, I feel like a shallow bitch or something, looool.

Ummmmmmmkay. So now, children, I did indeed go shopping on yesterday (not play on words kthx) with a lot of different friends, known as , , , and others who don't have dA accounts, but nonetheless. I ran to Spring Ridge (so out of our fucking way but pish) and picked up Sarah. Her brother was staring at me the whole time like I was going to rape her or something, it was kind of threatening. but he's cool so I kind of didn't pay much attention to it. But anyway we went to the mall and met up with Liz and Marissa. We waited for Molly, Sean and Bunny but they never showed up. Sooo. We left.

No not left the mall, we just went to a store without them, fyi. We got bored sitting down waiting so we walked into American Eagle and looked around. Marissa (the dirty girl that she is) was looking at guy underwear and found some that had pictures of pears on them and they said 'Nice Pair' and I pretty much die, considering most stores (especially AE) wouldn't have that shit. But it was funny nonetheless. xD

SO FINALLY, the others show up, and we continue to look around, and I bought ana amazing shirt, and so did Sean, because he had like 100$ to spend, and he ended up with 3$ at the end (moneyslut) and then we left. Liz got in trouble because she had her camera out.

Storeclerk: Ummmm, no cameras.
Liz: Oh... really?
Storeclerk: Yeah it's policy. Sorry. *stares*
Liz: wtf okay.

Yeah, it was lame. But what she did post is on [link]. Look for 'em, kay? Vivalafreaks; that's the name.
But back to the story. We went to Hot Topic looking for shit, where Sean got another shirt... and Liz decided to make Brad the gay clerk her BFFL and stuff. After that we went into Hollister, where we probably chilled for 30 minutes because they have lounge chairs to sit in, and we just chose our favorite music and listened for a long time while Sean was getting his shit. Me and Sarah found out someone tried to offer us a job, he said he was 'recruiting us' and we didn't know, so we didn't accept (plus you have to be 17). So now we are going there when we turn 17. Anyway, I just bought a new pair of flip flops for only ten dollars, normally forty something. And then we went to... Journeys, I think, where Sean got sexy new Chucks, and I'm totally gonna draw all over them. It's neccesary, okay?

Then we went to Gamestop where Molly found Persona3FES and she just HAD to buy it even though I could have lended it to her for free. OwO Then she got grumpy because she wasn't 17, THEN she got happy because Liz's dad bought it for her. Funny stuff there. Then me and Sarah and Liz and Missa went to Auntie Anne's where we bought a Dutch Ice and a pretzel. But the amazingly co-ordinated people that we are, we knocked it over and spilled red slush all over the place and some pissy janitor came and cleaned it up. Then I had to leave which sucked because I was having lots of fun... dee colon what. D:

Yeaaaaah, updates on that. Not much more to say. Other than I have two B's, one C and a F in school. Jesus my grades are baddd. I need to get them up more. That's it now, bai.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18326015/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18326015/ Wed, 14 May 2008 18:35:10 PDT Yeah, okay. In a bit of a less shitty mood here, Sean definitely helped with that. He totally hung out with me today, and I got to vent to him, then we talked on Yahoo and I totally cheered up after that. We've made plans to go to the mall and buy stuff at stores. Since he'll have about 100$ and I'll have about 60$. He wants to drag along a girl to 'balance out the gayness of two guys shopping', xD. So I have to find a girl to invite I guess.

Ummmmm yeah, but we're gonna hit up probably Payless or Journeys, Hollister and AE. Yessss, I shop there, and Sean may start. CLOTHES DON'T DEFINE US BITCHES! Just because we wear HCO and AE does not make us preps. It just means we like the clothes. Sorry I'm just sick of people at my school bitching at me and calling me a prep when I'm NOT, seriously. Don't call me a prep, it pisses me off.

Persona 3 is pretty cool... I love the bosses. One of them was this giant nekkid lady thing and she had the initials B.J on her boobs. It made me lol
all over the place.
And plus i's just amazing. I just luv it overall. And in advance, BE PATIENT MOLLY JEEX.

Yeah, that's it, sleepy, nighty night.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18320878/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18320878/ Wed, 14 May 2008 13:20:37 PDT OHHHHH MY GOD. I literally had the worst day ever. It took like, EVERYTHING I had to not just break down in the middle of a couple of my classes and start crying. I swear I really just want to take something and just like, smash it. I am so fucking pissed off right now. I've already cried today and probably will again later.

My grades are shit. Seriously you guys, I have 3 B's and a F. I have never had these shitty grades before, and they're pissing me off, my family, and my teachers. It's piling the pressure on and I'm gonna be crushed under these goddamn expectations.

I just found out my friend is doing drugs. Yeah. It turns out this stupid douchebag kid in our math class? He's a fucking drug dealer. And he deals IN OUR CLASS. He goes around, and people ask him for 'shit' and he just pulls out pills and drugs and they pay him like 50$ for everything. Every day he has over 200$ in his wallet because he gets money from doing drugs.
And to put the icing on the fucking cake, one of my BEST friends has been buying from him since the beginning of the class. Yeah. She asks him 'what does he have' and she paid him 37$ for like, ecstasy or Atterol, idk. But it fucking SUCKS. I used to like her. Now I fucking can't LOOK at her.

I got in a huge fight with a friend today. I'm not going to mention the name, you know who you are. I'm not even going to get into details. All I will say is that I'm fucking pissed at them, idk if they're mad at me still. But I'm really miffed and now I'm not talking to that person. I swear it took me a lot to not run out of that class screaming because of how freaking pissed I was.

My phone got taken away. My stupid dick of a teacher saw me checking the time. That's all. I was checking to see what time it was, and he comes up and takes it. So I asked him why, and he yells at me. He starts to bitch at me and said I'll get it back AT THE END OF THE YEAR. Unless I get a parent note or something. I can't fucking live without my phone for a month. Yeah, it sounds stupid, but it's true. That tiny piece of technology is all that keeps me in touch with most of my friends. I need that phone. And he won't give it back.
Plus he's pissy at me because after he yelled I said back, 'I was just checking the time, you don't need to be such an asshole.' Probably not the smartest thing to say but I was so mad. I wanted to kill him.

Yeah. So that's my day. It's been going on like this, and god knows it could get worse. I'm so fucking mad right now. And now I have to go mow the goddamn lawn.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18273243/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18273243/ Sun, 11 May 2008 12:29:52 PDT That isn't some sad emo title btw. I literally mean I broke something. My toe to be exact. It hurts like a BITCH. D:
So I'm assuming most of you know how at the church when we were going through the graveyard I was walking and stubbed my toe, and it turned purple. Wellllll... I did the same thing to my other toe on my other foot this morning. Except I wasn't walking, I was sprinting. And I stubbed it and I just dropped to the ground holding it, laughing at the irony and crying at the same time. And it hurt. SO FUCKING MUCH. I couldn't even move it, and even now I can't.
Soooo... I had to act, I had to sing today. With a broken toe. Do you know how hard that is? I had to hop around all day. And then when I got home, it turns out my toe is turning purple, resembling a small grape. It looks like someone took a purple marker and scribbled all over it. Parts of it are even turning black. So I had to wrap it up in medical tape. It's like, extremely painful and it throbs nonstop.

Butttt... in other new, I went to the mall and BestBuy with Fica last night. At the mall, I got him an early birthday present. I bought him a Hollister shirt (no you guys I'm not turning him prep. Although he doesn't look like a dork in it) and then we went to BestBuy to get Persona 3 FES but they were totally sold out... but I still got it because I called Gamestop and they had it. I had to run and tell my mom about it so we could stop there on the way home; that's kinda HOW I broke my toe, while I was running.

Butttt... yeah Persona is awesome. It has the original Persona 3 with new features, plus a new story involving mostly Aegis. It's pretttty tight.
That's it.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18256043/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18256043/ Sat, 10 May 2008 11:07:13 PDT ...best birthday ever you guys. I swear to God. I've never been so surprised, excited, and happy in my life. That pretty much made my freaking... year? Idk, it was just amazing.

Okay, so I woke up and went to school, yadda yadda, got my present from Elsa (Goodbye Blues, The Hush Sound :3) and then after that, I totally went home and got my present from my grandmother (a Hollister shirt, granted I already had the same one and shorts) and then I got my sister's gift (Running With Scissors and the Juno script!). So, since I had the receipt, we decided to go to Hollister and get a gift exchange, and I got a schnazzy new shirt there, wearing it right now. Little did I know why she offered to take me to one of her least favorite stores... >:3

Soo, we go to Mexicali Cantina because my mom decided to have dinner there (against my will) and I go in with my sister, and we see my dad standing in front of these two doors, telling me to go in. I'm like... 'wtf, I don't need one big room for four people... wait.' And then we go in and like, 25832u85035823523 people are there and they all scream 'SURPRISE!!!11one' and I'm just like, 'HOLYSHITILYGAISSRSLY.' It turns out my mom raided my phone and invited about 18 something people to come surprise me. They've all known about it for a month, lol.

So, I'm all freaking happy, and lets see... Sean, Molly, Liz, Laura, Elsa, Sarah, Crista, Janelle, Kristen, Amber, Hannah, Emma, Robby, Mykenzie and Aaron were all there, and OHMYGOD. It was soooo awesome. I didn't expect to see Hannah and Kristen there, but it was great to see everyone. Then when we went to the church, Marissa and Alden came too. We tried to invite Danie, Madie and Jordan but we couldn't get a hold of them... so I didn't get to see them... but nonetheless, I had so much fun, and I got great presents. I got about 75$ to BestBuy, 55$ to iTunes, 20$ to Hollister, 25$ to Barnes & Noble, 20$ to Spencers (holyshitlol), a Hollister shirt, JUNOOOOO (two of them actually xD), moneyz and chocolate, and more! It was so much fun, I loved it.

After Mexicali Cantina, we all went up to my church, started Juno but lost our attention spans and went to eat cake and drink soda. Then we played Sardines! (of course) and me and Molly had THE BEST hiding spots everrrrrr. They even looked in the same place we were twice and never found us. They even had Molly right in front of them but never saw them. I scared the CRAP out of Sarah. It was so much fun.

Then when most of everyone had left, Molly, Sean, my sister and I all read the Juno script, because we are 'totally boss', right? Overall a freaking blast, and I get to make a movie with Emma today for my mom, then I'm going to the mall and BestBuy to spend somma my money. I swear, most fun of my LIFE. I was expecting it for my 16th birthday, not for my 15th. But nonetheless, it was AMAZING. I loved it.

GUYSYOUALLKICKASSISWEAR.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18212109/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18212109/ Wed, 07 May 2008 13:30:05 PDT Ummmmm yeah, here's the deal. 'Bout that whole previous 'kneeslapper' journal. It ends up... I lied, we're seventy-six miles away from Kings Dominion. No, but really, I was wrong. Sarah and Apple are probably still coming, and of course Sean is going. But ummmm yeah, updates I guess.

Soooo yeah today was pretty much okay. I skipped math class and hung out with some friends. I know, it's bad but I just hate that class so much. The teacher is a douche, it's boring, and I just don't get it with that horrible man-thing lecturing us when he doesn't know what the fuck he's going on about. Sooo, instead of going to class, I stayed at first lunch then went up into the tech booth with some friends. We basically just listened to music and hung out.

AND HAD MAD SEX AND DID POT AHHAHWHWHAH no. Not really, we just hung out. It was pretty fun. Then we just went through the auditorium and cut into the fourth period. Someone saw us and asked what we were doing, so we said it was quicker to go through there and avoid the mad rush in the hallways. And then we saw Hannah and she just stared at us and started freaking out.

Hannah: HOLLYSPAZOMGWHUT. :<
Me: What? What's wrong?
Libby and Jessica: Oh shit, don't tell me she knows :[
Hannah: You just came out of nowhere!... oh wait there's a door down there. How long has it been there?

Teeeheee. Classic Hannah Light material right there. She was a ditz when she was younger and of course now she's a PREPPY ditz. I swear she is such a cheerleader whore. I miss when I was really good friends with her.

Yeah that's it for this entry peeps.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18196969/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18196969/ Tue, 06 May 2008 13:44:51 PDT Uggggh I'm sad now. Elka and Apple both can't come to the lock-in thing on Friday... so now it's just me and Sean unless I can think of someone else to invite... damn this sucksss. D:

Ummmmm.
That's pretty much it.
I didn't really need to make a journal of this, did I.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18182061/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18182061/ Mon, 05 May 2008 14:27:30 PDT Well I think I can finally say I'm in a good(er) mood today, because of... well, many reasons. Do you want me to list them all? Yes, no, maybe, what fucking ever I'm doing it.

#1. My mom replenished my supply of actual Vitamin Water and not the SoBe Life Water substitute I've been drinking for the past 5 months. THANK GOD. I missed it so... the other stuff was so tasteless. And the new jackfruit-guava flavor is amazing. <333
...that was a random reason. But meh.

#2. Our stupid, annoying long-term substitute teacher in math, Mr. Trexler (a.k.a the mean T-rex) has been THE LAMEST fricking teacher ever. He cannot teach for shit, he sucks at getting things into our heads, and when we don't get something, he doesn't help. Oh no. He yells at us. For not getting it. And then he brings up how in middle school we had certain rules. That was goddamn middle school, assface. Get with the times.
So, finally, me and my friend Jessica decided, '...this is bull' and we decided to do something about it, along with 10 other classmates. xD So, first we go to guidance. We tell them everything, they sent us to our vice, Mr. Reed. We tell HIM everything. He sends us to the math board head, Mr. Poska. We tell HIM everything, and then some. He's having a little chat with T-rex today or tommorow because he finds these problems 'unacceptable'. And they are. I mean, we took a test on Friday, 3 people out of 30 passed. With our old teacher we would have freaking aced it. We got A's and B's nonstop with her. Now we get failz.

#3. My amazingly amazing burfday is in

*insert drum roll here plax*

basically 3 days! OHHHHHHH SHIT. And to top that, a lock-in was conveniently placed on my birthday (I think I said that before... deja vu) and , and Apple (the Vietnamese prostitute or in other words, the other Sean) are all coming (and Apple PROBABLY is). So basically we get to go to the amazingness of my church, hang out there, eat foods, watch movies, play video games (I stopped at the scariest part in Fatal Frame II, Elka. You MUST see that ) and playing...

*insert another drum roll here plax*

SARDINES. I'm pretty sure I said that before too. More deja vu. But anyway, that game is totally cramazingally awesome. I need to pair up Elka and Apple so she can totally raep him, lol. Jk... sort of.

#4. THE CONCERT. Twas incredible. It started off as a simple car ride to Elka's mom's office, but from there... we went to Hamburger Hamlet! It was an awesome restaurant. Sarah got a burger she couldn't even get her mouth around (I have pics, bitches ) and then we just drove to the concert. We spent like, 20 minutes getting a space and listening to Elsa's mom cuss and yell at cars. xD

So finally we get a spot RIGHT at the concert. We walk to it and see the TOUR BUS. We all went up and touched it, and took pics. Then we saw the Honda Civic car, decked out with Panic! stuff. It was sooo awesome, I wish I had that car. D: Finally we got our seats and the concert started. IT WAS SO AMAZING. I missed all of Motion City Soundtrack tho, because I was getting a shirt. But I still saw all of Phantom Planet, The Hush Sound and, of course, PANIC! AT THE DISCO. Then we all left and shet.

Laura, we missed you severely. We wish you could have gone instead of Fifi.

'...I want to touch dick! No, no... don't do that. That's like, sexual harrasment there.' ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18071329/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18071329/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 13:44:32 PDT Yep, feeling a bit better now. Im tired, sort of cranky and I kind of don't want to do anything even tho I have to go to my voice lesson today... we don't really do anything there, I just go. I should probably stop because in the end it may waste my parents money... :<

Ummmmmm but anyway. two days till the concert. it's gonna be pretty awesome, and I'm excited. I wanted to go buy clothes before the concert, and there's this shirt that I really want but my mom says it's too expensive... it's 19.50 for the shirt, plus tax, and yadda yadda but she says she'd rather me find lamer clearance stuff, and I need more white shirts. I guess I do but the shirt is amazing, and I want it. D: I just realized how selfish that sounds.

Also. Just found out there's a lock-in on my birthday at my church. Don't know who I'm gonna invite, so those of you who may want to go, please don't pester me, because for one I'm not in the mood and second I just don't even know yet. I'll decide later, I can only invite a couple of people, and I'm trying to invite mostly different people every time, so I don't really know who yet. :/ But in other words, yeah there is one, so hopefully it's gonna be fun, if it isn't that'd be really lame.

Found another girl that I like, and we once again flirt and talk all the time, but I'm really worried about asking her out. For one, she's had a super dating record with guys that are way cooler, more popular, the works. And number two, she just seems too good. Plus she drinks, but the hell with that, nothing some talking to couldn't fix. I just wish that asking people out wasn't so awkward, especially if they say no. I'm just too big of a pansy, I swear. All these times I've had these little feelings and they never go anywhere because I'm too big of a goddamn bitch I swear... it really annoys me. Freaking out like this isn't going to get me anywhere. But this girl is my really good friend, and I'm worried if nothing happens then she'll like, act different or weird around me or something, and honestly I couldn't handle that. At all.

I wish I was like you all, you probably don't have this same problem... well, at least not that I know of. From what I do know, you guys are probably stronger than me. It sucks not being able to tell someone how you really feel.

Ugggh. Yeah, gotta go beg my dad for money. \O/

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18039982/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/18039982/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 14:26:34 PDT Yeah, for those of you who don't know, I've totally made a new friend. Her name is Sarah Chesnut, and I swear chiddluns she is uh-mazing. We were totally talking at the beginning of the week, and she said 'holy shit, we should hang out' and I'm just liek 'okay, let's hang'.

So shit about yesterday AND today. Yesterday was the Day of Silence. For those of you who don't know, it's a protest where you stay silent for a day of school to fight back against gay discrimination, it's based on Lawrence King and how he was killed for being gay. But yeah, I did that along with basically the whole school. It was really fun, I brought around a pad and pens wherever I went and I either wrote down my words or I played charades to tell people stories. But peoples ideas of what I was saying got warped many times...

I remember in math class my friend brought in an angel food cake, and I wrote on my paper 'bring over the damn cake' and then, my teacher forgets to check my homework. I write down on my paper 'did you check it' and then I shove the paper in his face.
Then, of course, he reads out to the WHOLE class- 'give me the damn cake? Lucien, shame on youuuu... shamme!' and the rest of the day he reffered to the damn cake. I kept on like, telling him to shut up in sign language. He's such a dick.

Then finally school ended and I could talk again (it was hell not being able to ) and I basically just ran back home to get my movies and then we drove to Spring Ridge and I met Sarah and Elsa out in front of her house. We just went inside and watched Scrubs for a while, walked her dog, then we watched Pan's Labyrinth. They were so scared, but they looved it. As did I.

Then we got a call from Sean (not Fifi, mind you. The other, possibly cooler Sean. Jk, I <3 you Fica.) saying he'd be late and Sarah was just like... 'wtf. Asshole.' So we decided to go to Weis and get donuts and Digiorno and rub it in his face because he was late. Then we went to Blockbuster to get Juno and we ran into him there, and then we saw the whole WALL of Juno's were GONE. They had all been taken and we're just like 'dammit :<' so we got The Messengers instead.

We went back home, watched the movie and STARTED Grudge 2 but me and Sean had to leave since I gave him a ride and then I went home, watched Disturbia and then slept.

Yeah, gotta go now... it was fun! Baissss.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17993404/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17993404/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 15:11:01 PDT Shhhhhaaww. Okay, so, I just recently got back from dinner and texting Sarah (she is awesome I can't wait to go to the concert with her ) and I also just recently got back from sort of crying my eyes out to my mom because honeslty? I'm not gonna lie here.

I think I'm pretty ugly. I have the shitties self-esteem ever, and having freaking acne isn't helping my self-esteem much at all. I hate the way I look. And also, honest to god, the only reason I'm still wearing sweatshirts at this time of the year? Is because I have some acne on my neck, and back, and I don't want people to see it. Yep, there it is. My hair used to cover it up, but now that it's really short, I wear sweatshirts to cover it (plus the stupid hood) because I fucking hate the way I look. :[

And also, guess what else is making me a ray of fucking sunshine right now. My stupid dermatologist that I have to see like, every month, never helps at all. I mean holy freaking crap, he does NOTHING. Absolutely nothing. He just has me come in, looks at my face, then sends me off. And whenever I say 'hey, yo, your meds aren't working' he just randomly writes another stupid perscription then sends me on my way. The last stupid thing he perscribed me cost us 80$ WITH our goddamn insurance. And it didn't even work. What the freaking hell.

And last but not least. This self-esteem issue? It's the pits. It freaking sucks. I hate disliking myself, I wish I had more confidence in myself. But honestly it doesn't work. I can't have any more confidence in myself. I constantly beat myself up, telling myself no one will ever want to date me, I'll never have ANYONE, I'll always be pretty freaking ugly. I know, it's bad to beat yourself up, but I CAN'T HELP IT. It's always happening to me, I try to stop it, I try to be optimistic, but I can't put on a strong suit and pretend it's all okay with a facade, I just can't. It's too much to handle.

Sooooo yeah. I basically just completely vented what I've been holding in for around 4 months. You and my mom are basically the first ones to know I hate myself and tell that to myself everyday. You must feel special.

I don't mean to take it out on you guys but I feel so horrible about myself. I look around and see all these guys who the girls flip over, and I wish that I could just for at least one day look that good and have girls like me. But then I just realize it won't happen and that just makes me feel worse.

Sorry, I just had to get this out. Don't bother texting me, I used my last one talking to Sarah. I need more, I know.

<3 (?)
->Luci<-

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17908013/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17908013/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 07:38:01 PDT Yesh. I am at school... again. When aren't I on at school, honestly. But anyway. I'm supposed to be doing a powerpoint presentation with Elsa and Amber for health. We're researching the date rape drug! Otherwise known as blind squid. Otherwisewise known as ketamine. :3

but neways, lotsa crap. I totally experienced my first ever
MIGRAINNNNE!
yesterday. It was pretty intense.

I first noticed that when I was downtown at my musical theatre class that my eye started to go fuzzy and I couldn't see anything out of it at all. So I had to go to the bathroom and wash it out, but nothing happened.

So I went back to my class, and all of a sudden my head just started POUNDING. I also felt like my eyes were going to pop out of my face (like in the 2nd season finale of House M.D for those of you who watch it). I had to do a big dance scene during this migraine too, so everyones feet pounding on the floor didn't help much at all...

and then, the class FINALLY lets out and I get into the car. I'm pretty much holding my head, moaning at this point. My mom gives me my dinner (SPAGHETTI) which I surprisingly could eat. So we go up to Middletown for our PSTOO rehearsal. AND GUESS WHAT. The whole time we drive up there, we have to drive facing the fucking sun. So I'm pretty much crying because I can't get the light out of my eyes.

And then about halfway there, I just sat up and told my mom- 'mom? I think I'm gonna puke' and she starts freaking out and says 'NO LUCI! NOT IN THE CAR' and I'm just praying I don't throw up, I HATE throwing up.

So finally I get to church, and I weakly get out of the car, and I went into the computer room and turned off all the lights, turned on the A.C and went to sleep.

And guess what happened next? Alden Sparks (the little douche) walks into the room, yells at the top of his lungs 'WHAT'S UP LUCIEN' and then turns on all the lights. I just moan and tell him 'turn off those fucking lights or you will have my foot sticking into your tight little ass.' So he goes and turns off the lights (thank god) and finally after that I feel a bit better. My mom offered me three-year old Aleve but I turned it down.

Okay, Elsa and Amber are liek, 'hurryuphurryupluci. you have two minutes left' so I'm gonna end it here.
BAI BITCHES. >:3

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17849056/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17849056/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 13:35:25 PDT YOU'LL NEVER BELIEVE THIS GAIZ.
I just found out. And I'm pretty sure my info is accurate, not sure but hoping it is cause it is BANGIN'.

THE HUSH SOUND IS PLAYING AT THE P!ATD CONCERT ON THE 30TH.
AND I'LL BE THERE.

It said on their myspace page, so I'm assuming they're opening for them or something.
That is sah-weet.

Gotta cut the grass, bais.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17764761/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17764761/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 14:02:23 PDT As I typed the title to this one, I just realized that like, literally most of the recent journals that I, Sniz and Laura posted involved lyrics from Pretty. Odd. How crazy stupid coincidental is that.

Bleeeeargh, I still am sick. My head has been annoying me for the past two days, and now I have serious postnasal drip. Basically meaning, phlegm and crap is running in the OPPOSITE direction it should be, so instead of having a runny nose, it's running down the back of my throat and annoying the crap out of me. It makes me have a raw throat and cough, and when it gets to my stomach I feel like crap and I pop Mylanta like there's no tommorow.

And it was effing horrible this morning. I woke up and I felt so bad I didn't get up and turn off my alarm, I just let it play and lied in bed until the next song came on and my mom made me get up. I took my shower half asleep then I got dressed and crawled back into bed for like, 10 minutes. Then I had to go downstairs and take my morning pill (which is huge and tastes like shit) and my stomach was killing me. So I pop it in, and it tastes SO bad I literally thought I was gonna puke on my kitchen counter, but I downed a whole glass of water, which didn't help my stomach but it killed the taste.

Me and Sarah talked about the concert today in English. She says the hall where they're playing at is awesome, and "it's huge" as she said. I asked my mom later and she said "...it's not that big actually." So I assume that means it's smaller than it was made out to be.

Ughhhh and soon I have to go up to church. I'm not in the mood, I'm so tired. And then I have Grease tommorow, Friday and Saturday again. God I bet I'll get a horrible headache and fall asleep on the soundboard again.

That's all for this update.

EDIT: Ugh fuuuucccckkkk. It's official, I am fullblown sick. Every ten seconds I'm coughing or hacking up phlegm or something gross, and I just went upstairs to take my gross pill. And it got worse from there.

As soon as I took it, I went back downstairs (this was like, 5 minutes before now ;-; ) and I started coughing. As soon as I did, I hacked up phlegm, and I felt the freaking pill in my throat. So I tried coughing back up. This unfortunately, triggered a gag reflex (thank God the bathroom is five feet away or this computer would never be used again xD) and I kinda threw my pill back up. Hope that doesn't make things worse.

Okay, I feel like shit. I'm gonna go sleep.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17731936/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17731936/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 13:22:48 PDT Alright, I'm in a slightly better mood. But that mood has been coupled with a headache that has been going on all day, and I feel pretty shitty right now. And plus I have to mow the lawn in a couple minutes and the freaking noise of it isn't going to make my head pound any less.
But yeah, I can't complain. Liz's headache has been going on for almost a month now, so I guess her headache kicks mines ass in that sense.

Alright, some good news. My friend [namewithheld] who I like and we flirt with nonstop wisened up today, and realized she was pretty stupid to like the guy she did before, because now she knows he pops steroids at lunch (no joke) and also drinks himself into a state of unconciousness possibly every week (again no joke). All of her friends have been telling her to just stay away from him if she didn't want to get hurt. My friend Kelsie told her-

'If there was any guy I'd tell you to stay away from, it'd be that asshole you think you have a crush on.'

Before me and Kelsie never got along (I once called her a stupid slut) but as soon as she said this I just yelled 'AMEN SISTER' and we high-fived. We're like, best friends now in that class. She's pretty awesome.
But yeah, that's some good news. Plus Sean is probably coming to see Grease on Saturday and hopefully some other friends of mine. That would be pretty freaking sweet. Plus on Friday I get to go to Jessica's house and we're going to be making cookies. And these cookies are amazing. We've decided to coin the name 'Jesuscookies - a little bite of Jesus'. Totally original, I know.

But anyway, more cool shit is only 23 more days till the P!ATD concert (22 not counting today) and I'm working on memorizing songs. I've memorized We're So Starving, Nine in the Afternoon and Pas de Cheval. I'm currently working on She's a Handsome Woman.
And a week and a half till Hersheypark! I'm gonna get my haircut before then, so expect another surprise like before Kings Dominion guys.

Yeah. Done here. Love 'yalls.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17715998/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17715998/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 13:14:16 PDT Ohhhhhhh my god. I'm freaking exhausted and I don't want to go to school tommorow. There's a lot of shit going on there that I just need to get away from to keep sane. It's just getting too tiring.

Ummmm, #1. Grease, which is what we're doing for our spring musical (god forbid, I fucking hate Grease with a burning passion) and I swear it has taken up all my time. I can't do anything anymore, except for go there. I'm not in it, I'm just teching. But at this rate I wish I was in it, doing tech is soooo freaking lame. We don't do much of anything... and when we do get something to do, either the director or actors bitch at us.

And plus, NOBODY gives you any respect. I mean honestly, I work my ass off for the actors (half of whom I don't even like) and try to make them sound good, and they have yet to thank any of us techies. It's too much to bear, working for no thanks whatsoever. It sucks. To all of you reading this, thank your techies. They make the plays easier on you, and they need thanks.

On to #2. I found out how annoying relationships can be. I didn't date anyone yet (jeex) but one girl managed to get my attention. And since then, she's been flirting with me nonstop, and I've been flirting back, I got her phone number, and we've been talking on Facebook (yesh I got ones) but then she like, dropped a BOMBSHELL on me.

We were talking in class, and she left to go to the bathroom. She comes back insanely happy, and she says 'omg, the boy I like said I looked hot today.' And it turns out this boy is BRIAN UTHE.
Of all fucking people, why does she have to like the stupid jock who I've seen popping steroids at lunch. Like, 10 a day. Why him of all people.

And then to make matters worse, we were talking about him, and she thanks me for looking out for her and says I'm like her brother.
Which basically means, nothing's gonna happen.

*sigh*

Finally, #3. I get to go to Hersheypark in two weeks, and then two weeks after that, I get to go to the Panic! concert. That's the thing that's really keeping me going, looking forward to these fun happenings.

And also, I got the new Panic! album, Pretty. Odd. It's pretty good, but they just sound so different. It's as if they completely changed style and genre. And plus Ryan sounds exactly like Paul Mcartney. It's not even funny how it sounds like Behind the Sea was written by The Beatles. Even their instruments sound the same in that song.

Yeah, I'm exhausted. Sleeping now, byes.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17460213/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17460213/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 14:52:52 PDT
And do you know why?

It is because I am going
to a Panic! At the Disco concert.
And this is like, my first major concert ever.
I just remember, texted me and was all 'OMG TICKET AVAILABLE WANNA GO?' and I just was all '...shit yes.'

So after a couple of days of begging, my parents said yes.
Liz, Snori, I am going to the concert with you (wondering if this is gonna be bad or not) but whatever. PREPARE THEESELVES.

Sean I bet you are just DYING of jealousy right now. And I say to you-
'HAWHAWHAW. '

But meh. In other news...
I watched Perfume: The Story of a Murderer last night. That movie is amazing, if you haven't seen it yet, watch it. But be warned, it's creepy and pretty inappropriate. It has an orgy scene in it.
But overall, an amazing movie. The end was intense (too bad I was in and out of conciousness due to how exhausted I was...) and it was SEXY.
Yeah. Happy Easter people! May you indulge in Cadburry Eggs and Marshmallow Peeps until you explode.


]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17411840/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17411840/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 14:34:24 PDT ( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Smoked Weed
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (Almost had to... Spin the Bottle. XD)
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love (Crush, yes. Love, no.)
( ) Been Dumped (Lolno. I've DUMPED someone tho.)
(x) Shoplifted ( I are naughty...)
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 2

Level 3
(x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House.
(x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
( ) Been Arrested (Almost but newp. )
( ) Made Out With A Stranger (OMG MARISSA HAS!!!11)
( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date

SO FAR: 2

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 3

Level 5
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends (If I know them in real life... :<
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 6

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace
( ) Been in a mosh pit

SO FAR: 8

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship (I'd sure as hell hope no... D: )
(x) Taken Pain Killers (Yesh... they suck.)
(x) Love(d) Someone Who You Can't Have (Liek Molly, on fiction characters, DON'T even go there... XD)
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 12

Level 8
(x) Had A Tea Party (OHMYGOD. YES. :3)
(x) Flown A Kite (I am teh balls at it tho.)
(x) Built A Sand Castle (Who can call themselves a child without doing it?)
(x) Gone Puddle Jumping (See previous.)
(x) Played Dress Up (See previous previous.)

SO FAR: 17

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves (GOSH. These all require previouses.)
(x) Gone Sledding (...still making my point.)
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (If you've played any sort of game, you're bound to have cheated.)
(x) Been Lonely (Durrrrrr.)
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (The teachers bitch at me all the time for it. )

SO FAR: 22

Level 10
(x) Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID (...it was at school, and I had to pee. :<
(x) Watched The Sun Set (God, who hasn't...)
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake (Ick... squeamish.)

SO FAR: 24

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled (See child answer.)
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized (Someone stole my orginal GameBoy! D: )
(x) Robbed Someone (Basically lots of my friends foods...)
(x) Been Misunderstood (LOL... school explains it ALL.)
( ) Pet A Deer (That would be sweet.)

SO FAR: 28

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest (Many child writing things... I had a gift, what can I say.)
( ) Been Suspended
(x) Had Detention (EWWWW. Only a couple, when I'm bad I don't get caught. )
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (Not a BIG one, little fender benders.)

SO FAR: 31

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (I NEEDED COMFORT FOOD... I'MNOTFAT.)
(x) had deja vu (God, when don't I.)
(x) danced in the moonlight (HELLZ TO THE YEA-YUH.)

SO FAR: 34

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look (Only every day.)
(x) Witnessed A Crime (Robberies down at Frederick Towne Mall, cause it SUCKSASS. :<
(x) Pole Danced (The pole in my basement can answer that. )
( ) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes (As a bebeh. )

SO FAR: 38

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud (ELOHEL. Yesss.)
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World (I wish.) ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17346293/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17346293/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 11:47:18 PDT
AND WE'RE LIEK SEWPER HYPER SO I'SE USING CAPSLOCKATTACKNESSAFUL

MOLLY IS/WAS PLAYIN' TRAUMA CENTAUR (<-- LOL)

AND MOLLY WAS ROTATIN' BONES
SO I SAYS 'TURN IT 180 DEGREES, NO NOT THERE, THE OTHER POCKET, RUB THE GEL ON THE BONES' SO IT SOUNDED LIEK SECKS

AND ME AND SEAN LAUGHED AND RAEPED
AND THEN IT SAID ERECTION COMPLETE

AND IT WAS ACTUALLY OPERATION SO WE ROFL'D
LIKE FORIZZLE

UP
TEH
SPOUT.

UHNSECKSTITTYLAWDYTRAUMUHTURNITSENDBETCH.
PEACEOUTHOES
-LEWSI (EDITED BY MOOLEH)

TINGS LIMIT









GO PLAY ON MOOLEH'S PRIV WOW SERVER KTHXBAI


RALLY NOW









SOMEONE STOLE ALL THE MILD SALSA




























-MOOLEG <-- I MENAN MOOLEH

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17332110/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17332110/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 14:09:40 PDT

But neways... yey, I feel a bit better. I guess it's a good thing (just hoping my mood doesn't tank again ) but yeah. I can safely say I'm more okay than I was before. I'm pretty happy right now, cause a lot of good things have happened recently.

First... I've made new friends at school that I effing love! I've made friends with girls who hated me and I hated back, I've made friends with people I didn't know well (until we were seated next to eachother and now we never shut up XD ) and lastly... JESSICA COLWELL KICKS ASS A LOT.

Second... I guess it's not a lot yet, but due to the fact I have been using a special acne wash and been dilligently getting all problem areas, my acne has gone liek... FWOOSH; away. Now not completely, but hopefully it's gonna happen eventually. I noticed today that it looked less ugly and pizza-ish, so I was all... 'woah. I don't completely resemble a pepperoni today. '

Third... GRADES ARE UP. And also, we have proceeded to hit Pre-Trig in our class! It's pretty amazingly awesome, fun and super easy. I swear, never has math been easier. I got all grades up to A's as well. That is a super plus, I get rewards for that.

Fourth... after an hour of calling random game stores, some sage clerk told me to look online for Fatal Frame II. He said it was some 'rare obscure game that everyone wants but no one will give up.' SO... I had to get onto AMAZON and EBAY... for a videogame. I finally found it, and I ordered it. The bitch is I may have to wait for two weeks. Hopefully less. :<

Ummmm... can't think of much else. Hopefully hanging with Sean, Molly and Liz soon. Yeah. Bye betches.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17298954/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17298954/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 10:03:00 PDT THE BEST
sub ever.

See normally, the teacher would say 'get on the internet and DIE, WHORES,' but not today, because we have Mrs. Ford. And everyone loves her.

So yeah. Here I am, writing in another class. I was tempted to today in English, but I didn't have the time because I actually had WORK to do. So meh. But NOW I have time, so I is gonna be on the internet like, ALL CLASS. Sahweets.

Urmmmm... I dunno what to write about. One thing I can say is that my self-esteem has taken a nosedive the past couple of days. I feel like no one really likes me that much, but for some reason, I've like, gained a new like, VOW or something. I've promised myself I'd work out more and try to lose a lot of weight, because honestly I need to. And I also told myself that I'd try and like, COMPLETELY eliminate my fugly ass freaking acne by the time summer rolls around. My mom was all, 'your dentist said your teeth were great! NOW DO IT WITH YOUR FACE AND BODY.'

So yeah, I'll do that now.

Urrrrmmmm yeah, and also, tonight, I am hopefully getting the most amazing looking game ever. I'm actually NOT talking about SSBB (even though I would do literally fucking ANYTHING to get it XD ). No, I am talking about FATAL FRAME. That game looks soooo creepy and scary. The plot is you play as a girl who's sister is missing in a haunted village, and your weapon is a camera. And you kill ghosts by waiting for them to get as close as possible before they hurt you, and you take a pic. So it like, REWARDS you for being scared.

It looks INTENSE and SEXY. I swear. >:3

Ummmm okay. I'mma gonna get on Gaia now. Later bitches.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17102699/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17102699/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 13:06:25 PST And for those of you who DON'T know, yesterday, I went to the mall. And
Luci
bought
Hollister clothes.

But honestly? I like them. I'm not ashamed to say it. And I'm sorry if you think they are preppy, but honestly, JUST because I wear these doesn't make me a prep. I am just clarifying this for my friends who hate preps... *cough* seanandliz *cough*...

and plus, Sean, YOU LIKED THE CLOTHES. YOU EVEN LOOKED THEM UP AT HOME. :<
But meh whatever. It was fun shopping there. We accidentaly knocked over a whole display case of cologne. It's too dark in there! D:
We still had fun tho. We just walked around. I saw Hannah Knott, and I was screaming 'HANNAHHANNAH, YOU WITH THE FACE!' and she still didn't notice me. I can't believe it.

And Sean has the funniest monologue ever. Every line he has starts w/ a 'c'. It is hilarious to watch him say it.
Argh I needa go to my class that is no fun. Two REAL preps who go there gossip about me and my friends there because we're 'weird', and the worst part is that they SUCK at it. Whenever I see them doing it they act as if they're deer in headlights, and they make it SO fucking obvious they talk about us. Pretty much the whole class hates them. So neeeeeh to you whores!

Yeah I should go. Love y'alls.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17026336/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/17026336/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 13:44:46 PST have been fasting since 12:30 yesterday and we still have another two hours to go. But as soon as it is over, we are sharing one WHOLE pizza. So yeah whatever, I guess we can live.
But we only got seven hours of sleep... so we're down in my basement, lights off, but Sean keeps on moaning like a WHORE so I guess the sleep thing is out of the question. :<

But yeah, we both went to the church, just played the Wii for a while, we watched some videos on starving children in Africa and how much this sort of program helps them, and we also had to hold a candlelight vigil (which was cool ) and then we just basically ate popsicles, the only thing we COULD have, and we drank lots of Gatorade. We played a lot of Guitar Hero, and

SARDINES.

OMG. Robby and Ally had the BEST hiding place ever. Near the front door to the church, there is this little wooden hatch that opens into a small hole, and no one at ALL knew that it was a room. So they found out, opened it up, and stayed there for like an HOUR because no one could find them. So we looked, and Robby called me like 10 times and left me stalkeresque messages. Like one time, we saw the hatch and thought they'd be in it, but we couldn't open it. Then my phone rang.

Me: ...hello?
Robby: Why can't you open it?
Me: ...what the fuck you stalker child. :<

But yeah, then me and Sean hid under the bell tables/pews and no one found us for like, 10 minutes. BUT THEN! Ally and Robby came up, and Ally just randomly yells 'hey, there's a file cabinet here!' and Sean cracks up. And I just scream 'SEAN YOU ASSHOLE!' and Ally flipped out, and we hid under there with them, and Anna.

THEN we called Alden, who couldn't find us, we gave him a hint, and he said we were under the bell tables. I'm just like, 'oh shit ' so we jumped out from under the tables and ran into the

BELL TOWER. It was tight. It was really cold tho, and the stairs were really steep, and rickety. We were really nervous climbing up and down them. As soon as we got in, we all realized we had to pee, so we basically just decided to quit. Then on the way out Sean tripped and smashed his chin into a pew and cut it open. That sanctuary is cursed. First Molly got hurt, now Sean. What the hell.

And then we worked on a project of mine for English, and we stopped and watched Superbad. I fell asleep after that.
And then the next morning we got up and did a canned food drive where we walked around and asked people to donate cans for the Middletown Food Bank. Some really creepy guy said his wife had to come home first, and he invited us into the house to 'warm up'. And since my group was me, Sean and Alden, our reaction was:



And we just left. I think he might have rapefied us if we went in...
but then after that we went back with like, three times the cans the other group had. Then we just rehaursed for PSTOO (church thing ) and we came home, watched some of Nausica (Miyazaki movie ) and then attempted to go to sleep but Sean laughs too much. We were about to doze off when he starts cracking up.

Me: WHAT THE HELL SEAN! I was about to fall asleep!
Sean: I'm sorry! But your dad...
Me: WHAT. WHAT DID HE DO?
Sean: I just heard him saying upstairs, 'so THAT'S the deal with parmesan!'
Me: ...*dies*

And here we are. Okay. I need to sleep or something. Laters.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16945686/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16945686/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 12:33:20 PST I'MMA MUCHO HYPER MERHAHAHRHAR. >DDD

But yeah. Lol, on Saturday, Luci did Freezin' For a Reason! It's this church thang where the youth stay outside in boxes and tents and sleep, talk, hang out, play sports (and in me and my friends case, sneak off to the graveyard's gazebo >3) and we pretty much did just that.
I got there like, 10 minutes late, so basically I just dropped all my crap and waited for my BFF Janelle to get there with her bigass tent, and we just set it up and dropped all our crap in it. Then we just basically got a football and soccer ball and went into the giant field near the church and played sports and stuff, and then while we were waiting for more people to show up, we ended up going into the tent, and from there we proceeded to roast hot dogs and marshmallows over our oil drum fires.

So then after that, me, Janelle, Todd, Ashlee and Aaron all left the group (it was a secret, SHUSSSSSSSSHPLX) and went to talk in the gazebo, and we stole like 5 comforters and just laid there. Then after that, Alden and Ari snuck in and scared the crap out of us, and then since everyone was there, all of us (except for Aaron) went back to the tent, talked, ate and then slept for all of two hours...
because we were all hyper as crap and we all woke up, talked more, and then me, Janelle and Alden went into the gazebo again and just RANTED about crap going on in our lives and personal crap. That was really interesting, haha.
Then after that, Janelle, Todd, Ashlee and Jason STOLE half of our blankets, and they all went to the gazebo... so me, Robby, Ari and Alden were huddled together with only like, 6 blankets left (we had about 15, believe me it was COLDANDFREEZINGANDSHAT :< ) and Alden took out his DVD player and I took out my DVD's and we watched Knocked Up.

Then when all was done, and we weren't totally hyper, we fell asleep for ten mintues, and then Mr. Corl (EEEEEEEWWWWWWWW) came and woke us up and commanded us to go and eat, and then he told us to go clean up, and basically sat around on his fat lazy ass, not doing shit, while telling us what to do. Someone needs to slap him one day.
And then due to Mr. Corl's douchyness, we had to go to BOTH services, and due to Mrs. Spark's harshness, we had to SING. Yeah, after two hours of sleep. I fell asleep three times in both services, and got in trouble.

Alden: Luci you fell asleep three times during the first service.
Me: I know and I don't care, I am effing exhausted. I barely got two hours of sleep and I am about to keel over.
Mr. Corl: BLAHBLAHBLAHBITCHFITCONNIPTIONSHIT *gets shot*
Me: ... *snore*

The rest of the afternoon I spent at where we played some WoW, watched the anime Ginga (an old, but awesome show) and we then went to her room and played .//hack G.U and Tales of the Abyss which are the most amazing games EVER. Sean you will have an orgasm attack when you see ToTA it is the Jesus. AND IT HAS MORE THAN ONE ANIMECUTSCENEOMGLOLSLAP. ( >' - ' )><( ' - '< )

But meh that is it... next weekend we have the Thirty Hour Famine where me, and many other teens will be starving themselves at the church, while playing video games and Sardines, watching R-rated movies and drowning ourselves in broth and freezable popsicles, which are the only things we can consume! OMGDOESN'TTHATSOUNDFUNWHORES.

Yeah, that's it. I'm gonna watch Mythbusters... I love that show now.
Whoot.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16852320/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16852320/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 17:06:42 PST But then again there's a lot of shit in my life I can't keep putting up with.

On Saturday, I picked up Sean at around 6:50, and we proceeded to drive to our church to go to our friend Ari's 18th birthday party, and it was a great time... we danced, drank punch, talked, grinded (oh the fun and sexy dance moves ) and overall it was pretty cool.
But unfortunately not fun for all.
Unfortunately, our friend Janelle popped her knee out of place and had to pop it back in, and on top of it, Ari AND Janelle's exes were being real assholes to them

and they fucked up their nights
and overall were pretty douchy, and it kinda pissed me off.

And then some jerk told me and Sean we dance like white kids (well duh, we are white) and I kinda got ticked and told him off, saying we were at least dancing and if he doesn't have the balls to dance, he shouldn't talk

and you can only assume this resulted in some crap, where he started cussing me out
and it ended with me saying if he so much as says one more crappy thing to me OR Sean I would kick him in his nutless crotch...

But meh.
I'm still having other problems.

More or less school problems. I fucking HATE digital photo. It is boring, we do nothing, and I don't like the teacher. He always sounds really offensive and you can never tell when he's joking.
I'm ending up getting into fights with friends over really stupid stuff... my friends girlfriend is beginning to crush on me, leaving us with a bad case of 'oh you asshole you stole my girlfriend'...
and also, all my friends seem to be loving their bf's/gf's while I, however, have NEVER had a real girlfriend, and my experiences with girls have totally sucked... I hate being single.

And to top it all off I feel really sick... I nearly puked yesterday outside of my friends house, and on top of that I have other stomach issues...
Ugh god could this get any worse.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16739464/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16739464/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 13:49:44 PST )

1. Digital Photography

This has seriously become my LEAST favorite class. I swear, we do NOTHING all day. And yes, to some of you this may seem like a blessing, but it is
boring
as hell.

We literally do NOTHING but learn lessons, that I've completely finished. All we do is upload photos and touch them up with Photoshop. I swear, I've nearly bashed my face into the keyboard. I've taken up talking with Hannah, Kelsie, Vanessa and Brennan. But then the teacher bitches at us to get back to work.
WHAT WORK, I ASK? WHAT WORK??!1/1/one :<

2. Gym

This is an okay class, but it's remotely beginning to piss me off. For one, my locker NEVER OPENS. I put in the right combination every time and it never works. I've spent at least 5 minutes every day trying to open it, and finally I get it to open. :/
IT IS SUCH
A PAIN IN MY ASS.
But the class isn't all bad, I have it with Alex, Amber and Elsa, so it's pretty awesome. And our teacher is cool. She taped House MD for me and is gonna give me the copy later this week. That alone makes her amazing.

3. Blowdryers

Yes, this one probably won't make much sense... but eh, what the hell.
So this morning, I'm in the bathroom, sleepy and tired cause I just woke up to take a shower, and I've just turned on the water. I sat down because I was waiting for the shower to heat up, and I got cold. So, I began to pull a towel off the rack, and unknowingly, a random frikkin' blowdryer falls down onto my eye and cuts my eyelid wide open.
I kinda just lay there in shock for a second, kinda wondering if that really happened. Then I just screamed really loud, because that thing HURT. I swear, it REALLY hurt. My mom came to the door and asked me if I was okay, and I was just like...
'...
no...'
After I regained some sense, I looked in the mirror, scared I was gonna have a black eye... instead I see a huge cut (not enough to warrant stitches, but worse than any previous cut I've had) and it's bleeding all over my eye.
This warranted another scream, only I started cussing. A lot. So finally I ended up cleaning up my eye, taking my shower, silently whimpering every now and then, and finally I put antiseptic on it. And all throughout school, I couldn't go ten minutes without a friend or teacher going 'WHATTHEHELL?'
It sort of seemed like my friends had mood swings when they saw it. They went from worry to laughter to sadness. An example...
Hannah: DUDE! Lucien, what's with that huge cut? Are you okay?
Me: No... I got attacked viciously by a blowdryer.
Hannah: ... *dies* WTF, that is HILARIOUS!!!11
Me: ...no it's not. It really hurts.
Hannah: Oh I'm so sorry.
Yeah, the crap that's been going on in my life is intense, no?

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16687960/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16687960/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 09:40:26 PST

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... just type it in man!
7. Make a new journal entry & try it out
8. Tag 5 people and go to their pages and post a link to your journal, saying you tagged them!

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

Opening Credits: Dejalo, Rilo Kiley. [Kickass opening song! ]

Waking Up: Stalk of Wheat, They Might Be Giants. [DUUUUUDE. Funny shit to wake up to... ]

First Day At School: Nice Guys Finish Last, Green Day. [Wow... this can describe school pretty well, actually...]

Falling In Love: Prelude 12/21, AFI. [That is TIGHT, I love this song.]

Losing Virginity: Blood, MCR. [HAHA... not sure what to think of this... it'd be REALLY weird to be deflowered to this song. ]

Fight Song: Disenchanted, MCR. [Awwwww yeah... so badass. :<]

Breaking Up: Up The Spout, Matteo Messina. [LOL... that is a good breakup song, I digress... D:]

Prom: Apres Moi, Regina Spektor. [That would be a weird prom...]

Life: Feel Good Inc., Gorillaz. [One awesome song to be living life to, I tell ya... I'm good with this.]

Mental Breakdown: The Only Difference Between Martydom and Suicide Is Press Coverage, P!ATD. [AWESOME. I frikkin' LOVE this song to death... not necessarily breakdown, but we deal, we deal.]

Driving: Lady Madonna, The Beatles. [LOL, Sean got this for breakdown... he had too much sex and had lotsa bebehs. ]

Flashback: Ob-la-Di, Ob-la-Da, The Beatles. [AMAZING flashback song... more or less for good times, not for teh bad times. XDD]

Getting Back Together: Everything's Just Wonderful, Lily Allen. [HAWHAWHAW. Amazing, since it would be more or less perfect for getting back together w/ someone. ]

Wedding: Prelude/Angry Young Man, Billy Joel. [Not sure what to think of this one... I mean it's an awesome song, but for a wedding?]

Birth of Child: The Internet is for Porn, Avenue Q. [That is gonna be one awkward birth and one awkward baby... I swear. ]

Final Battle: There's A Good Reason These Tables Aren't Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet, P!ATD. [DAMN LONG TITLES... but anyway, awesome final battle. I love this song to death too. ]

Death Scene: Field Below, Regina Spektor. [OHMYGOD... this song is SOOOO sad! And I just had to get it... I don't know what to think now... ]

Funeral Song: The End., MCR. [HOLYFRIGGENSHIZ. This is without a doubt, PERFECT.]

End Credits: Oxygen, Colbie Caillat. [This could NOT be suited for anything else other than this, I swear. ]

I'm pretty satisfied with my life's soundtrack... I'm not tagging anyone, do this at your own risk. But I had fun with it, like a LOT!

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16612583/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16612583/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 12:52:11 PST and because they went to the dance and one of them commented on my rant/vent.

So more or less to them, here it is.

I think we shouldn't really make this into an arguement, I'm over it now, I'm okay with it, it was once, it happened days ago, and it's OVER, and that's all it's gonna be after this, OVER. So there's no point in starting a fight.
And this is sort of a response to a comment.

I would have introduced myself, but for one, I didn't really have many chances, most of the times you were all dancing with each other, or hugging, or talking, and I didn't have many opportunities. And also, on this note, I also, as many people may know, am insanely shy, can't help it, it's who I am. I'm not the kind of person who can go up to someone and be all, 'Hi I'm Luci, let's be best friends and have couch orgies.' I just CAN'T DO THAT.
And about the mood thing... I don't wanna sound like an ass, but it's not just me who's been in a bitch mood. EVERYONE gets them, not just me (although I seem to get in them the most ), and also I was hurt and felt upset, so getting upset is kinda natural. But even the happiest people can get PMSey so, yeah...

And yes, you may not have necessarily abandoned me, but I still kind of felt hurt, because I came because I REALLY wanted to hang out with all of you, but I didn't get to do much hanging out with you guys at all, and I felt left out.

But as I stated, I really don't want to start a fight about this. I'm okay now, and yes I may have been sort of pissed when I wrote that journal. But also, in a way I wasn't mad... many people use dA as a way to vent, and I am one of those people. I can't necessarily go outside and scream 'fuck' like I want to sometimes, cause people in my neighborhood are lame and call the cops.
So that journal was just a vent. I was upset, and I needed to express. And now I'm okay, I don't care as much, it was just NOT a fun experience, but it's over, and I'm fine.

And btw Liz... I finally met Elsa. We have gym class together.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16599478/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16599478/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 15:21:51 PST
It has been nothing but friends bitching at me and treating me like crap. :<

So, it starts with Saturday. I'm so excited, because I'll be going to a dance soon. And the day starts out pretty much great. Except for being woken up at two in the morning it's fine. I got to go see Juno with my sister (amazing movie by the way) and then I went home, and got ready for the dance. It was my FIRST dance ever, I had bought clothes and shoes just for the occasion. I was excited, and I was really looking forward to it until I actually got to the accursed place.

When I got there, it started out pretty cool. I got to hang with my friends, dance a little, talk, get hugs, make jokes, the usual. But this lasted for about fifteen minutes. And due to the shit that happened, I stayed for an hour.
One fucking hour. Out of three. I was driven out of the hellhole before it was 1/3 over. After the first fifteen minutes, my friends basically completely ABANDONED me. This was at Middletown, which is not my school, so I didn't know anyone, literally no one. All of my friends from there (4 people) left me by myself, and did things like dance with their other friends, talk with their other friends, and a couple of my friends even ditched me a few times and completely left. So I ended up standing by myself, not talking, not dancing, not doing SHIT for forty five minutes.

And you can guess what effect this had on other people. It made me look like a fucking loser. It made me look like a complete and utter fucking loser, just standing there by myself, with all my other friends socializing with pretty much like, everyone BUT me.
And then when my friends try to cheer me up, they did it in a few ways. One was to have two girls come and start grinding on me, and like, shoving their chests in my face. Really mature.
The second way was one person introduced me to one of her friends. Her friend just said 'hi' and then they all left me by myself again.
The third way was my friend told me to try and have fun.
Oh, like that was fucking possible. I can't have fun when no one is even trying to make it fun for me. No one introduced me to anyone, no one really talked to me much, and by the time people started inviting me to dance, I was in such a horrible mood I couldn't even dance. So I finally just said, 'I've had enough.' So I finally called my mom and told her I was having the worst fucking night of my LIFE, and she came and picked me up. So I just walked to the front and the ticket lady bitched at me saying, 'if you leave you can't come back.'
So I kind of took some anger out on her, and pretty much remotely exploded at her, saying 'I couldn't care less, do you think I want to come back here to this place? I'm LEAVING.' I think I hurt her feelings or something but at this point I couldn't care less.

So after this I basically waited outside for fifteen minutes in freezing cold weather, by myself. I'd have rather done that than stay inside where I probably would've killed myself, given the materials to.

But to put the icing on the cake, a goddamn COP came up to me and started asking me shitloads of questions. 'Why are you outside by yourself?' 'You do know that you are loitering on private property which is illegal?' 'Are you doing drugs or drinking out here by yourself?' I just said the truth, that I left and I'm pretty sober, and not high. In other words, I was pretty much politely telling him to fuck off.
Then finally my mom got there and picked me up, and I pretty much spent the whole car ride fighting back tears, because the whole fucking night was so goddamn shitty.

My bitching is over. Lord knows a couple of people will bitch at me... I don't fucking care. Let them.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16535424/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16535424/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 11:28:30 PST FIRST OFF! Omg I am tired as hell. I went bowling last night with Alden, Ari and her boyfriend Greg. My best score was like, 107. Which isn't half bad, considering I've scored as low as 38.
Then when we finished we had a lot of shit happen. We tried to go to Hollywood Video to rent Knocked Up, but when we got it the clerk asked if we had membership. I told him my family does, and he only pulled up my DAD'S name. So I said 'that's my DAD.' But he said I wasn't on his list. Then he found my mom's, which I was on. Then he said he needed ID. I didn't have my schoolcard with me, so we couldn't rent it. WHAT THE FUCK. We should've just been able to get it. D:
So we ended up trying to go to like, 5 movie stores which were all closed. Then we tried to go to McDonalds, which was supposed to be open 24 hours, and it was locked. So we had to go to his house, and we did
NOTHING. So he ended up falling asleep, and my life was luckily saved by my iPod, because it is Jesus. So I ended up staying on my iPod from about 12 to 2 in the morning, watching movies, YouTube videos and surfing the web.

But recently I've been doing lots of other shit as well. On Saturday I went to where we just hung, and watched movies (even tho Sean was watching the two pairs at the party... lol ) and then we just went outside, but it was probably too cold.

Then on Sunday I went on an excursion with my family to go to a pizza parlor, then to see a movie at Rio. UGH. The pizza parlor had GREAT pizza, I swear. Zio's = GOD. And Sean, knowing you, you'll be all 'LOLWTFYOUSAYPIZZAPARLOR'. Well my response is YEASIDO. ^3^
So then after the pizza we went to the movie theatre to see The Orphanage. That movie was AWESOME. Scary, and really depressing but it was still really awesome. It was by the same person that made Pan's Labyrinth. And my GAWD I just loved it, when it comes out I'mma forcing my friends to see it.

And another thing! My comp is finally up and running again as you can see. Turns out the whole problem was that me and my constant WoW playing killed the video card. Playing WoW for hours on end actually is one of the leading errors in computer crashes. So know, we have a weak crappy ass new video card, and I think I may have to pay for a new one, which may cost me a couple hundred dollars. So I'm probably gonna be without WoW for a LONG time, unless miraculously this shitty one we have now can support it. But even then I can only play like, a couple hours a day; not the usual like, 5 hour play times I used to have, lol.

And lastly, new semester in a day! Ugh, dammit the break seemed so short. And now it's already over... lame. But oh well, my classes should be fun... problem is I need to find my schedule again, and I need to get a map from the website. And I need to that soon, or I'm gonna get lost tommorow, I just know it.
BUT I HAVE DIGITAL PHOTOGRAPHY 1 NOW! Yes... plus I have the coolest teacher EVAR for that class, and I have it with Tristan N. and Holly G... I think. I dunno about Holly, she may just have regular Photography.

But neways! That's it, hope you enjoyed my shitloads of rantings! Have fun on your new semester! <333

EDIT: DUDE OMG. I just HAD to post this because it has made me SOOOOOO happy to find out what happened.
I was insanely pissed because I finally figured out how to put Transformers on my iPod, but I also recently found out that it cut out a couple scenes. So now, I'm missing some shit from the movie.
HOWEVER! Due to an email that I (MYSELF) sent to iTunes, they are putting the movie for sale on iTunes. D
And yes I know it was my email because they replied to it. So yeah, I totally just influenced iTunes to put the movie up for sale. Now I can see it IN ITS ENTIRETY! Just had to post this, lol.... ]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16418380/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16418380/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 14:10:02 PST ) I've been bored shitless. So I've been doing nothing but drawing.

Ugh, I'm really gonna miss all my current classes. No more F&D, Gov., ICP or anything fun. But yeah, next semester will still be cool. And then? Summer vacation. ALLRIGHT.

Ummmm yeah, recently been doing a lot of movie watching in all of my classes. Not necessarily good movies, but still movies. We watched Transformers and Saved! in F&D, and I tried to get Mr. McDonough to let us watch Hard Candy, but he said no.
And about Hard Candy? BEST. MOVIE. EVER. Ellen Page is really good, and it's a really creepy movie. It's pretty jarring and suspenseful.

So yeah. I'm almost done with 's drawing, so that will be posted soon. Allright, laters.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16108474/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/16108474/ Wed, 26 Dec 2007 11:36:53 PST Not really. But yeah, me and a gaggle of friends are going bowling tonight! It's $1.50 night, and it's what it means... $1.50 for everything!

Christmas was sweet. Luci got...

-Digital camera
-Regina Spektor and Paramore CD'S
-Band posters
-Phoenix Wright
-Two Zappers for the Wii
-Limonela.

The last one isn't true... my dad just let me drink some of it. I told him I wanted like, a little bit...

and he poured me
A FRIKKIN GLASS...

it gave me a bitch of a headache. D: Last time I drink for a long long long LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time.

And last note.
Luci.
found.
out.
there is.
a TRANSFORMERS II!

Sequel. Because a lot of the Decepticons didn't die.
I CANNOT WAIT TILL JUNE. I'm going to drag EVERYONE to the midnight showing because I am such a fangirl.
EEEEEEEEE!

And also, my BFF from Missouri ish coming over tonight before I bowl!

CAN THIS BREAK GET ANY BETTER?

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Watch it. Please.

Yeah, that's it. Oh yeah, I finally saw Transformers.
I want
that movies babies. <333

I'm probably getting the game now. Because my mom says I like it so much. XD

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15554502/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15554502/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 21:27:03 PST , and I had quite an adventure tonight! Such fun we had. We went to see my friend 's play tonight! It was The Many Loves of Dobie Gillis. It was SOOO much fun... especially the car ride up there. We were talking about...

*dundundun*

AWKARD THINGS TO DO
WHEN NAKED. A lot of gross things came up. Gardening... golfing... bowling... you name it, we probably said it.

But we FINALLY got there and found out it started at seven... we thought it started at eight. So we awkwardly went in and sat down... and watched it from there. The whole time we were freaked out thinking Jordan may have finished her part. THANK FUCKING GOD SHE DIDN'T. She was awesome, and so was ... we had fun.

"Hey, what's that on your foot? It's your shoe."

And then right at intermission some girl started puking. And Sean dropped his program in the toilet XD... he had it in his mouth and I made him laugh... you heard this muffled 'mmmfmfmfmf' and then you heard

'LUCIEN YOU FUCKER! :<'

SO MUCH FUN. And is coming over tommorow!

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15517385/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15517385/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 18:57:42 PST but this is a quick update... and also it's to get my stupid bitchings off my page.

1. Resident Evil Umbrella Chronicles

Sexiest
Game
EVER.

So frikkin hard fun and it's a great party game. I've beaten Resident Evil 0 on it already, and me and my dad are working on Resident Evil 1. We died a couple times but it is sooooooo damn fun. My mom and my sister want to play it now too.

2. School

Uhhhh, lotsa stuff to say here. ICP went from being my least favorite class to my favorite class. All because of where I sit. I sit with these HILARIOUS people who are... perverse. Like Sean. And I don't know why but it is just awesome. Holly is my mommy and I am her poppy. <3

And I told someone this one girl acted like she had tourrets because she blurts out random things when people are talking. Not words, but she just blurts things that are in her mind... and they are occasionaly dirty.
But anyway. Apparently the girl I told couldn't keep her damn mouth shut and she told her. So she came up to me the next day and was like
'SO! You think I have tourrets? :<'

3. Grandmother

Yeah, this is a shitty one. I got out of school, already feeling bad because I knew I had to get my nose cut open today (that comes up later ) and my dad picks me up instead of my mom. So I'm all... o.o So my dad tells me my grandmother is in the hospital due to massive blood loss. She woke up and started vomiting out LOTS of blood. Then at the hospital

(GRAPHIC. Just telling you if you can't handle gross things. )

she had to go to the bathroom. So my mom takes her, and all of a sudden she almost passes out. A nurse comes in and lifts her up and there is blood all over the toilet, it turns out she was having bloody bowel movements. So they have to run craploads of tests on her... she's lost a LOT of blod.

4. Face n' crap

ANOTHER shitty one. So, as I said, I got my face cut open today. I finally got my goddamn cyst removed. I went there dreading it the whole time and it really hurt when it got removed... and it took a long time. D: So when he says he's gotten the core out I get up feeling better. But no. The doctor says;

'Oh you're not done yet Lucien... sit back down.'

So he pulls out this little bladed spoon and buttloads of gauze. He tells me that since he doesn't want any other things to develop, he's going to DIG blackheads out of my skin. With the spoon.

And lets see... take the pain of shots... multiply this. By a hundred or so. He had to press the gauze onto my face and cut into my face and get a hold of the blackheads and pull them out. And it took about 15 minutes. Possibly one of the most painful drawn out moment of my life.

Yeah, that's it. D:

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15480312/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15480312/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 06:56:07 PST
'Go Home Freshmen'

Possibly, out of all the things I've heard, the biggest piece of bullshit I have ever heard. It is degrading, insulting, and just sounds stupid.

People have NO RIGHT to say this.

They say it now. They were freshmen once. They think because it was done to them they have the right to say it. It is a privelige, they say. No. It is not a privelige. It only makes you sound like a total ass who is trying to make yourself bigger than others.

Freshmen can be annoying. There is no denying that. But everyone is a freshmen once in their lives. It is hypocratical to do this- seniors, juniors and sophomores say it. Yet when the freshmen chant back at my school, they retaliate.

By throwing batteries.

Two people were sent to the hospital, and dozens of other freshmen got bruises and cuts. Once battery almost broke open, which could have severly burned someone. They think it's funny. I think people who say and do this sort of shit are assholes. Privelige, tradition, right my ass. It's just dumb.

Flame me all you want people (Lord knows someone will) but this is my opinion... I'm pissed, and this is my one place to vent; sorry if you don't like it.

EDIT: This is like my reply to EVERYONE on this journal.

'It's not a big deal', 'it doesn't matter'. It may not matter to you. It kinda matters to me. It pisses me off. I know you're trying to cheer me up by saying it but unfortunately I'm still offended :<

They may seem like harmless words. They can hurt a lot of freshmen. I can name off the top of my head a large group of freshmen who were heavily offende by these words.

IT DOESN'T MATTER. The seniors, juniors and sophomores say it doesn't matter. But I GUARANTEE that when they were all frikkin' freshman they bitched and whined about it to each other just like I am now.

I sure as hell am not saying that MOTHERFUCKING phrase next year, or the year after, or the next year.

Feel free to comment back on this one too. It's probably just gonna piss me off more. XD

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15372993/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15372993/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 07:25:48 PST
But yeah. Copied this from and .



If it wasn't for music and my amazing friends, I probably wouldn't be happy with anything.

My friends are amazing. They help me through everything, they are funny, kind, considerate, and all around my saviors. They have given me so much. We may all go through really shitty times, like fights, relationships, and more that may cause arguing, but all together, they are my everything. Sean, Liz, Laura, Marissa, Molly, Crista, Corbin, Danielle, Jordan, Erika, and dozens more from school, and other things.

And as for music? This helps me vent, it helps me feel happy, it's something to sing to... music pretty much equals a lot of my life. When I'm angry or sad I can just cut myself off from all the shit in the world with my music. And when I'm happy, it just adds to the mood. They Might Be Giants, Nellie McKay, AFI, Fall Out Boy, All American Rejects, My Chemical Romance, Regina Spektor, Paramore, Panic! At The Disco, Tilly and the Wall, Lily Allen, The Beatles, and so much more. I can't list it all.

I have been miserable, hated life, and have contemplated suicide. Luckily, because of all these beautiful things I have, I'm still here, and loving it.

Yeah... that's it.

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15206499/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15206499/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 18:29:11 PDT

I SWEAR TO GOD. This is like the first time in my LIFE I've had three girls into me at once.

I feel weird. I dunno if I'm supposed to be happy or not.

First girl. Her friend just randomly comes up to me and is all 'uhh yeah Luci [namewithheld] is totally obsessed with you.' D:

Second girl. She's hiding it pretty well but everyone thinks she's into me because every now and then she talks to me. A LOT.

Third girl. Just randomly today, she says on MySpace 'uh yeah I like you... ALOT.'

I've wanted this sort of thing to happen before. Now I'm just... I dunno. I need guidance here peebles. :< Now I think I know how Missa feels. XD

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15173688/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15173688/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 13:30:16 PDT
I'm really tired. -.-

But anyway. I saw Saw III over the weekend with Molly, and some other people. Sean went to bed before anything REALLY gross happened. But I swear. Most disgusting movie of all time much. Too much gore and crap. Molly knows... we were the only two daring enough to watch the whole thing... everyone else looked away during like, every scene.

But also. Luci hath a new art project to do. I totally told my amazing friend that I would draw her as a pirate. So I'm totally gonna do it. Cause she is awesomely beast. And guess what else? I'mma inking it, then coloring it on PS7. Because Luci hasn't done that in a year or two.

Ugh. Only a couple more weeks till Resident Evil Umbrella Chronicles comes out~ D:

]]> ~luci-uke http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15069527/ http://luci-uke.deviantart.com/journal/15069527/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 07:32:55 PDT
Yeah, school in an hour. :< Don't wanna go... it'll be boring. But at least I'll see some friends. Right now my only friend is my comp. Cause I'm bored and there's no one here. Cept for my dog. Who I love. But he's being an emo lazy tiem dog.

UGH. I want it to be November. Because my mom is gonna buy me Resident Evil Umbrella Chronicles. And who WOULDN'T wanna play that? I mean it looks so effing awesome I just wanna asplode. Me and Molly are gonna play it the day I get it and be all 'SHOOT EM UP TEX' on the zombies. <3

Yeah. For those of you who haven't already heard (although pretty much EVERYONE knows now) Luci hath becometh a dork. No, I know I'm already one. But now I'm a NEW level of dork. I play...

*dundundun*

World of Warcraft. Now I know that half of you are all ' Luci you suxxorz' but it is an AWESOME game. ^//^ Plus I'm kinda not paying for it. It is wrong, but my friend did it for me. And I was just... fine with it.
So now me and my friend quest and kill shit together all the time. SO FUN.

BTW... did you notice I update my journal more than my art? IT'S TRUE!

Now I can draw my WoW charrie when I'm bored.

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