http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:lullednightmare&section=today deviantART RSS for by:lullednightmare en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 05:42:46 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/28875416/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/28875416/ Fri, 11 Dec 2009 00:28:20 PST
Aand making rainbow cakes is kinda hard... will take pictures later :>


That is all. haha

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/28775111/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/28775111/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 20:44:08 PST
I'm going to be going out and take a bunch of pictures for you all, so look forward to those, and I'm going to take some time tomorrow and upload a little to say I'm actually "active" still.

Birthday's next week... I'm feeling so old, and I feel like I have so much to do still but I don't have the time for it anymore. Bleh, life. haha. Totally making a rainbow cake for myself, I'll take pictures and junk, BUT not looking forward to one of my friends doing a prank on me as she so said ~.~
I'm looking forward to going to X-mas in the Park Downtown, and seeing all of the trees and junk, and maybe get in some ice-skating :] OHOHO maybe I can talk some people into going with me ;D

So, I'm starting to change and revamp the story line, adding a little here and there, yadda yadda. I love being able to dream about it to help me out and all, ahaha.

So what're you all planning to do for the holidays? I'm hoping I'll be able to visit family and go to Yosemetti when its snowing ^^ that would make this year awesome :] New Years, I'm hoping I'll be able to get out, but who knows?

Hope you all are doing fine! Peace out for now <3

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/28480941/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/28480941/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 03:45:31 PST
So, I've decided that I am going to scrap the current pages I have for my "comic" for now, and am going to start over - fix up the plot, fix up my character designs, everything. I'm going to actually write it out in long arduous paragraphs, and so on. I'm going to be very serious about it now, and even though the writing process will be long, I am going to make it the best I can, and something that you all will enjoy, rather than just myself.

If you have any suggestions or anything, I would LOVE them! Seriously! I'm going to be creating some character sheets and junk to do a little opener kind-of thing so you guys know a LITTLE bit of what's going on, instead of my leaving you all in the dark. That's just mean of me to do.

I've also changed my style QUITE a bit... I apologize I haven't really given you guys the chance to see this growth, or that I haven't really updated with deviations in a very long while. I am planning on going through everything and am going to try to update a little bit and clean out my current deviations and junk.

I'm going to stop here for now, since its running along to 4 am, but I believe you all have a gist of what's going on. So with that, I bid y'all a good night and have a wonderful weekend!

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/28058213/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/28058213/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 05:06:09 PDT
SO I'M GONNA DO A SURVEY I STOLE FROM A RANDOM PERSON I DON'T EVEN KNOW!!! HURRRRRRR 8D

Your name?
I go by a few... lawl... you just call me anythin' you want, darlin'

If possible, your age?
I'M OLD, I'M FUCKING OLD -cry-

When did you start drawing?
pffff... I've been drawing for as long as I can remember... one drawing I remember the most, is drawing a million "ponds" (emphasized by my making the " signs with my fingers lawl) and trying to make the circles fucking PERFECCCCTTTT OMG AND I ACTUALLY GOT ONE PERFECT! Then it disapeared... I was so pissed when that happened D;<

Which hand do you use for drawing?
LOLOLOL YOU DO NOT WANT TO SEE ME DRAW/PAINT/EAT/WHATEVER XD XD XD I switch hands >.>; I bet I could even use my feet 8D

Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
UH... they're practically the same? I prefer drawing shorter/medium hair though (lazyyyy takes over 8D )


Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
uhhhh... uh... I have no freaking clue? Whatever feels right on the paper...


Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
I've gotten to the point where I fuck both up so perfectly bahaha


What do you have problems in drawing?
uhm... weird body positions that EVERYONE ELSE CAN DRAW D;< and noses >.>


What do you like to draw?
NOSES (Ironic, amiright?) facessss, weird shit, you, swirlies 8D other junk


Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
I'm both 8D I've been doing a bunch more digital junk... especially on ratemydrawings.com and tegakie.com >.>; hah


Where do you start drawing from?
with faces, the nose... I DON'T USE THAT CIRCLE AND CROSS THINGY... IT FEELS TOO AWKWARD FOR ME D; and... other junk... whatever loks like the best place to start?


Coloring:
For people, I start doing the skin colour digitally, background for traditional junk


What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
I make faces when I draw, if that counts... bahaha. UHM... I like to be messy... >.>; I kinda fucked up someone else's painting once because of that... I'M SO SORRY ;-;


Any tips for coloring/shading?
Patience, using OTHER COLOURS than the darker and lighter values of the base colour... it makes things more realistic ;D and its fun ^^


How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
UHHH I DON'T TIME MYSELF ANYMORE... If I did that... I'd take longer >.>



What music do you listen to while you draw?
Whatever suits the mood of the picture... I've been listening to a bunch of J-rock lately though >.>


How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
HONESTLY... SOMETIMES I JUST START WITH A FEW LINES AND IT GOES FROM THERE...
or I look up inspiration and throw them all together into something "original"... pfft, original my ass.


Your favorite drawing utensils?
UH UH... paintbrushes... lawl. Uhm, photoshop... I have no effing clue yet. I'm still getting used to it... but on ratemydrawings I kinda like the airbrush tool


Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
cyan, pink, and peach


Your favorite style(s)?
you... uhm, no really... I try to go for my own... but I guess it really isn't... -cough- mine? I dunno ~.~ thats how it feels to me


What kind of artist are you aiming for?
Myself... I guess? I don't wanna be exactly like another artist D; that would be bleh


Thank you. Now please fill in the next columns by writing the names of the artists that match the criteria. Artists tagged must fill in this baton.


Cool:
Cute:
Stylish:
Unique:
Moe:
Tasty:
Smart:
Sexy:


(I'm lazy, so I didn't do this 8D )


AND a song for you that I fell in love with since the first time I heard it D; (it made me cry)

Endless Rain : X-Japan

I'm walking in the rain
yuku ate mo naku kizutsuita karada nurashi
karamitsuku koori no zawameki
koroshi tsuzukete samayou itsu made mo
Until I can forget your love

nemuri wa mayaku tohou ni kureta
kokoro o shizuka ni tokasu
mai agaru ai o odorasete
furueru karada o kioku no bara ni tsutsumu
I keep my love for you to myself

* Endless rain, fall on my heart kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me
You're just an illusion
When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/28021602/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/28021602/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 23:04:28 PDT
So, halloween is less than 3 days away... I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED DUDE, I'M ALMOST PISSING MYSELF. Not really, but.. you get the idea.

My mum just finished the coat for my costume X3 heeeee its so warm and fuzzy ;D I'll take pictures of it later when I'm in costume...

I dunno if you remember who or what I'm gonna be, but I'm gonna be a pedophile. -coughs- technically... lawl... Soubi Agatsuma. -nods- If you don't know who he isss.... then thats fine. lawl... anyways.

I'm still missing the pants and the shoes ;l but I'll make do with what I can get... going to get le pants tomorrow and junk.





SO ANYWAYS!!! WHAT IS EVETRYONE PLANNING ON DOING FOR HALLOWEEN? ;D

I dunno what I'm gonna do yet... might go to this corn maze with my sister and a few friends friiidayyyy? -looks up in thought- or some time near then... I really wanna go to Gyros too D; blehhhh, no one wants to go with me though... so I might solo it >.> and follow little kids that look like Ritsuka... lolololol -COUGH- Ok, I'm done being creepy... maybe, maybe not.

But yeahhhh, hope y'all have a WONDEFRUL Halloween, don't get run over or cut by gangstas and junk... haha. PEACE LOVES!


EDIT: I also got a hamster! ;D I'll be posting some photos of her when I can get her to SIT FREAKING STILL ;l Her name's Himawari ^^

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/27754318/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/27754318/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 22:15:44 PDT
I made it as a more "professional" portfolio. No funky nicknames, no funky journals, just a more professional manner of things.

Yes, I'll be posting on both of the accounts, but the pieces I want to be in my portfolio will mainly go into that one.

That includes jewelry, paintings, etc.

If you want to add it, it is at [link] ((stupid code isn't working for the shortcut :l ))



ps. sorry about not updating or anything! D; I'm so horrible with it now that school has started! >.< but I will be putting some of my new stuff on the other account tonight if you'd like to see.

Well, thats all from me for now... hope everything is going well with everyone!

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/27478219/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/27478219/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 22:46:22 PDT
I've been rather busy with school and junk lately, I've totally havn't had the time to do anything dA related or whatever. So I'm making this kinda quick... ((should be doing a painting due tomorrow, geeze ~.~ ))

So, I'm planning on taking a weekend and going through ALL of the submissions and stuff you guys have posted and stuff, and I also plan on updating the HELL out of this page then as well... yeah.

I'm getting into doing commissions and stuff lately too! which is fun, gets my mind off of things sometimes.

Uhm... yeah, thats basically it... wanted to get rid of that depressing journal thing.

Oh, wait... one more thing...

I got jury duty! ahahahaha...

and I'm actually looking FORWARD to it... how sad is that? >.>

Well, thats it, I swear... I'm gonna go run away and finish this painting! Peace!

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/26905286/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/26905286/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 22:21:21 PDT
-sigh- So many things have happened in one day... so much confusion, so much hurt... -closes eyes-

this means, I won't be active on dA for a while again... too much... crap to deal with right now. I'm really sorry guys... I know I said I'd be submitting stuff and all that - but, my health and my family... well, whats left of it... matter more to me right now.

I might have to go somewhere else, I might have to start a new life, but, I really don't care.

I just want to leave EVERYTHING behind, as I have been left behind by everything else.

god, I haven't hurt this much... in ever... so much for trust...

I'm... not really gonna spray out details. So, I hope everyone is doing fine... and I ask every single one of you, to smile for me, ok? As I am unable to at this moment...

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/26783563/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/26783563/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 20:13:48 PDT
I've kinda needed some time away from dA for a while I guess... and I'm sorry I haven't really said anything about it... buuut, yeahhh.

Well, do know that I am planning on going through everyone's deviations this week before school starts for me on the 31st, as well as submitting some junk... like my comic, some digital crap, uhhh, and yeah! heeeee

And... nothing else has been really new here... sooo, yes.

But, I just found out today from my sister that one of my favorite places in the world burned down this week in the fires in the Santa Cruz mountains...

ahh, let us remember the wonderful Brookdale Lodge, all of its beauty - the lovely running river going through the dining hall, the trees growing indoors, the wonderful history, the mermaid room, the amazing stories about its hidden underground tunnels... le sigh... I literally cried when I found out about it... and I would love for them to rebuild it, as it has held so many memories of mine, and even others. I will always remember Brookdale as it was, the smiles and the happiness I felt there.

hmm... well... I don't know what else to say... but, it was a wonderful place. And will always live on in many peoples hearts!

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/26076652/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/26076652/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 22:31:16 PDT
this page is being a pain in the ASS... I've done it three times so far, and I just DON'T like the result -.-; I'm still trying to figure out the style I'm going to do it in, so PLEASEEE bear with me about this...

and I've almost kinda decided upon a new title for my comic, I guess... I dunno yet though. It'll just be a little "filler name" or something.

On my submitting other stuff... I've been too stressed to really get anything together to put it up.

And then there's my replying... I'm falling behind on you guys' comments and everything, that I dunno... I'm NOT gonna delete them all, but, I'm just gonna go through it slowly... dunno when I'll start the replies and everything x.x

its just, blehhh, I dunno... I've been in and out of my art lately, and it kinda sucks a lot hahaha... so, yeahhh...

well, I can say I've started working with chainmaille... thats a little exciting - helps me get over the feeling stressed part and all.

But, in the meantime, just please bear with me... I'm horrible for falling back on what I had said and not replying to you all and stuff, I really feel bad about it...

I'm hoping to get things a little settled so I can come back to being NORMALLLL for once! Ayaaaa... seriously... but, until then, I'll still be watching from the shadows I guess.

Hope you all are doing alright and are enjoying summer! ^^

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/25597272/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/25597272/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 23:46:44 PDT

Well, I'll say, that the name was "Finder's Keepers", but seeing as another comic has come around with the same nameeee, I'm gonna change it and yeahhhhh... -cough-

Ah well, life goes on yadda yadda...

I'm gonna start working on the pages again, so plan to see maybe one up tomorrow and some of my other artwork tomorrow.

Unless I go to the beach or something... but I doubt it seeing as I got 2nd degree burns on my shoulders, harharhar XD so YEAH... look forward to it and stuff.

I'm outtie, and sorry for not replying and stuff >.>

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/25464240/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/25464240/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 23:50:40 PDT

uhm... just thought I'd do a little update since its... been a while? heh...

uhhhhh... well, for one, I want to apologize for not being very active lately - I've been working on art stuff, meaning my comic and stuff like that -wiggles fingers- I kinda cannot update my comic atm, due to my FINALLY being able to get my laptop working again XD CPU fan kinda died and... yeahhh, I don't exactly have the right part yet >.> soo, it can only run for a few hours at a timeeeee >.> but, yes... I have to do the next page digitally cuz I kinda FUCKED up the traditional art one... -sucks in air- yeahhh... and no more color for this chapter it seems. I dunno... I might kinda rip off the colouring ideas by like, only doing it in blacks, greys and whites with maybe one or two other colours or something for now... but, I dunno. Lets just see where it goes, aye?

SKIP THE REST IF YOU DON'T WANNA READ SOMETHING POINTLESS!!! YOUR WARNING ENDS NOW

Eh, havin health issues lately, but, don't wanna delve into that too much, heh. Uhm... what else...

Lately, I've been obsessed with a couple of animes/mangas... hurhurhur... uhmmm... huh. Lets just say thats been sucking up a lot of my time because HUH WHATS THIS?!?! No one's calling me when I've applied like, freaking EVERYWHERE... -sigh- I guess I can open up a commission kinda thing or something, but, we'll see. BUT ANYWAYS... with the Manga/anime shiznittt... I've currently got my nose stuck in reading Kuroshitsuji, 07 Ghost, and Pandora Hearts... all of which... are pretty damn good >.> but, super excited upon hearing rumours through some websites that there's going to be a SECOND FUCKING SEASON to Kuroshitsuji!!! YEAHHHH ;D -cough- I'm also waiting for them to get out the new volumes of Loveless and Vampire Knight, damnit D;<

uhm, but... on a second note... I would HIGHLY suggest looking into Pandora Hearts (both anime and manga); its by far my favorite one because it has its ties with Alice in Wonderland and, its pretty original, in my opinion anyways... not to mention its pretty interesting... tons of twists here and there and YEAHHHHH XD In the anime, the music's amazinnnggggggg... and... uh... amazing... and yeah... lol... just look into it. I promise it won't be disatisfying or anything. UHM... AND I'M GONNA SHUT UP ABOUT ANIME/MANGA STUFF CUZ I SOUND LIKE A DORK, LOL >.>


I am obsessed with snails lately.... and I mean, SEVERELY obsessed... I actually keep a couple in a small tank, lawl... one's names ARGH... but they're the garden ones cuz for one: I can't get the ginormous African land snail because its illegal in the U.S. and... these ones were eating my plants... sooo, I killed two birds with one stone? I dunno... better than killing them... :< and they're so spoileddd... strawberries and blueberries and lettuce and apples and all kinds of goodies they wouldn't ever get out and about.. I swear, if snails could get fat, these are the ones to show it. AND I'M GONNA SHUT UP ABOUT SNAILS NOW LOL I'M SUCH A DWEEB

Uhm... thats about it I guess I'll try my best to get some shiz done and put up on here for you guys, and actually get around to checkin' out your stuff!!! ;D


and sorry this is fucking long >.> I hope you skipped most of it, harharhar, cuz, I really sound like an idiot XD;;; WHELLP... I'M OUTTIE, peace out and stuff

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24900263/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24900263/ Thu, 28 May 2009 00:40:10 PDT .> lol, I just wanna do ittttt and not forget about ittttt >.>



Sorry for spamming your inboxessss >.> I just have free time and yeahhhh...

SO, THE POINT FOR THIS ONE...

COPY AND PASTE TIEM!!

First ten people! Reply with ONE word. Something you want me to doodle. Just one word. Not hyphenated-to-be-funny-and-include-more-words, not allruntogether. Just one word, like "tree" or "penis."

Here's the template thing:
[link]

Uhhhhmmmm... I guess, go crazy with the words >.> I'll do it as soon as I get 10 words :]

HAPPY CHOOSING!!!

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24898224/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24898224/ Fri, 22 May 2009 21:26:56 PDT
but I'm going to be nice and only do a few every other day, rather than flooding your inboxes with a bunch of crap :]

Oh ho ho... I totally can't wait to go to Fanime sunday, I'm literally having giggle fits because I'm so excited >.> and what can get any more creepier than that?

Oh wait, waking up in the middle of the night strangling a pillow is XD YEAHHHH

So yeah, be prepared to have some stuff in your onbox thing...

thats about it... I'm off to being creepy again. Peace!

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24882533/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24882533/ Thu, 21 May 2009 22:17:56 PDT .>

BUT... I'M EXCITED...

No better way to celebrate finishing another semester than going to FANIMEEEEE ;D

wahhhhhh, I can't waiiiittttttttt :]

Alas, I won't be dressing up, didn't have time to finish anything >.> hur...

so, I'll just get some things there and wear them >.> YEP CUZ I'M A CRAZY FOO LIKE THAT YO

And, I'm gonna start submitting some new stuff tomorrow, SO BE PREPAREDDDD :]

AHHHH just too excitedddddd XD

Yep, I'm gonna go now... before I explode or something...

That wouldn't be pretty

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24791957/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24791957/ Sat, 16 May 2009 18:11:57 PDT
So much work to do this weekend x.x

self portrait, one whole painting I'm only HALF done with, shit loads of math, and I have to find like, a bunch of words for signlanguage I don't know already >.> YAY FOR DOING IT LAST MINUTE ;D

PROCRASTINATION FAILLLL, HAHAHAHAHAAAA

-going crazy-

eh... soooo, expect to see some stuff up... probably... friday... yes, friday... unless I've died from too much testing and and stuff. YEAAAAPPP...

AND IF YOU DON'T HAVE YOUR FINALS YET OR WHATEVVVSSS, I WISH YOU GOOD LUCK!!! -thumbsup-

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24674604/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24674604/ Sun, 10 May 2009 23:48:15 PDT
I just discovered tegaki o.o I LOVE IT THEREEEEEE!!!! D; -spent a few hours on it already- HURRR... If you wanna join me or whatever, I'm nightmarelullaby there, uhuh uhuh ;D

and if you wanna see random stuff from me, go there too >.> haha



Yeappp... just... randomness here and stuff. OOHYEAH

So, for one, I doubt I'm gonna get my costume up and ready for fanime this year, so, I'm not gonna do it >.> I'll just pull some random shit together and yeahhh. I dunno, ahaha. I still need to make a bunch of ramune marble pendants for it to sell there, so if your gonna be there, look for me, I'll probs be wearing ears of some kind >.> Or I'll look like a half-assed Soubi or something. I don't know... I'll figure something out o.O



So, an update for my comic:

I've been thinking about this LONG and HARD, whether to continue it in colour, or to do it in black and white, and so far, I'm leaning more towards the black and white. Main reasons are as thus:

1. I'll actually DO them...
2. I like black and white better... if I do some sort of colour, I'll probably make it very pale.
3. Black and white is a little more elegant in my opinion...
4. Its easier >.>
5. For the colour, I'd have to take a while as to figure out what media I would use. For black and white, I would be using india ink and watercolours...
6. Its black ad white, come on...

I'm not saying I'll totally nix the idea of doing colour, I'll do some every-so-often in colour, and as stated above, it would be pale colour as that. I'll even do some colour portraits of the characters from time to time so you can actually get a grasp as to what their natural colours and all that are like.

If any of you object to this, do say so now! I'm only making this decision because I actually WANT to get the freaking thing going, because right now, its on the back-burner for now. BUT I WANT IT TO BE WORKED ON DAMNIT!!!

-LE COUGH- yeah, so, if ayone has any problems with this decision, do come up and say something about it. I want your opinions as well so I can make a good choice for this thing. I want it to be alright enough where I can MAYBE get it published in the far future...

YEAHHHH, thats about it! Do tell me any objections or anything; I would REALLY like to know!

And happy mother's day to all you mothers and mothers to be out there!

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24418951/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24418951/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 22:04:02 PDT
Photos, paintings, yaddayadda... all sorts of stuff :]

I have to wait to get a few of my paintings back from the juried art show at my school to take pictures of them, but they'll come 'round here as soon as possible I suppose.

Hmm, update on me- I'm really enjoying my sign language class. Really thiking about choosing sign as my minor at this time... but, we'll see. If that happens, I'll be going through school for art first (cuz thats obviously my major...) and get a few degrees here and there, then I'll go to a school around here thats majorly into sign language. It'll be totally worth the trouble and difficulties that are ahead of me.

I'm one semester away from getting my aa! I'm so excited! haha, nothing much else to say about that... mhmm mhmm

uhhh, what else... I'm getting really into watercolours lately, so you'll see some more of that jazz up on here, and I've been recently enjoying doing portraits and the sort. If your interested in one, I'd be more than happy to do one :] just hit me up with a ote or somethin and we'll talk about it. Just gotta make sure the picture is clear eough for me to see the outlines and all that.

Thats... basically it in my dull life.

So how's everyone doing lately?

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24173352/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/24173352/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 22:00:17 PDT
Found out a few things today, and frankly, it bloody hurts. But whatever. "Life goes on", I've heard once before.

I haven't been able to work on anything serious lately, since a lot of things have been going on for me. I won't exactly say what, but its been really hard. It doesn't help when your left alone to cope with it by yourself. It seems no one can really understand, or even wants to. Aa good word that describes everything is shit.

Technically, I'm still on hiatus since I'm in a bind right now. Hopefully tomorrow I can find some nice beach glass and start up in making my jewelry again. I really need to find something to keep myself busy again.

Well, thats basically it... hoping things will get better and I can find some inspiration again.

How's everyone doing?

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23925281/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23925281/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 21:46:59 PDT
I think I'm gonna go on hiatus for a while...

I haven't really been making the arts lately, and I haven't really been in the mood to do so either. Eventually, I'll be well again, and find the want and need to do stuff again.

Until then, I'll be lurking around randomly, looking at your arts and the sort. I apologize if I don't reply or comment or anything, I'm just not very conversational these days.

Hope everyone's doing alright, yep yep

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23480542/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23480542/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 22:50:53 PST
This is more of a help to me... I'm gonna make a list of what I need to get and what to do... read if ya want, its just a reminder to me XD



1. Recieved the gun in the mailllll gotta get the supplies for custimization ot beginnnnnn... (I'm totally gonna go up in the hills and shoot stuff... ahaha) airsoft gun, silver spray paint, wire to make the chain from the gun to the vest

2. The actual costume - I know a place where they sell the entire costume for 99 bucks ;D

3. Shoes that would fit the costume

4. DONE... got the bleach and stuff, still need to cut my hair and actually do the bleaching... hair supplies - I'm actually gonna cut my hair and dye it the correct colour.. super short and white... haha

5. henna tattoo supplies for the tattoo on the neck or get something that will be a little more permanent. Thats gonna be a bitch to get done...

6. correct eyecolour contacts (if I have time and the money)



if anyone can guess who I'm gonna be, I'll give you a cookie :] lol AND KELLY... YOU CAN'T SAY NOTHIN! LOL I'LL GIVE YOU A COOKIE ANYWAYS!


I'm super excited gaizzzzz... I can definitely get the gun this week and start customizing it ;D then I gotta save up for the costume and I'm set ;D

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23449857/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23449857/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 11:29:54 PST
I have a new story being written! And NO I'm not dropping Finder's Keepers... because for one, its all tied together! WHOOOO -kicks leg into the air-

However, I won't be submitting this story until I get to a certain point in the comic itself, which may be a whileeee... sorry D;

but the wait will be worth it I suppose. I'll try my best to make it a regular submission time, seeing as I get bored a lot these days. haha.

But yeah, thats a decent update I guess... so I'm off to Big Basin and then studying for a couple of tests ew tests...

and BTW... Sorry for the sudden submission of journals D;

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23441792/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23441792/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 21:58:34 PST
Anyways... I'm bored... and tired of making jewelry... so I did a survey. Its pretty, ain't it? :] wahaha... don't read it... its boring just like I am ;o so yeap...

HOW ARE YOU DOING TODAY?!

WAHHH AND I gots a new avatar, thanks to helping me resize it ^^ Thanks again for helping! :]

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
hair

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
eh, I have two... gray and black&white

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
probs not, he turned into a jerk kinda

4.Do you plan outfits?
ahahahahaha, no

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
like shit

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
my jewelry making tools

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
aim

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
ROFL serious? Its complicated...
I was a little boy in the dream, and I was lost, like I wasn't supposed to be there. I followed this man that found me and saved me from something, and it turned into a musical XD ahaha... then we went into this building that was a huge maze and I stole things so we had to get out of there HELLA fast or I'd be killed or something, then we got out through a tiny hole somehow. After that, the old guy I was following (I grew up and fell for someone, lalala skipping that part) and he sang one last song about how he was dying but how beuatiful his life really was, and he just disapeared in this ethereal way... if I could draw it, I would... it was really beautiful in a way... and yeah, I woke up crying because he was a great guy D; (there's more detail, but this is long enough already...)

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
no

10. What are you craving right now?
nothing

11. Do you floss?
yep :]

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
saurkraut ;D

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
haha, ages ago

14. Are you emotional?
I can be

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
if its what I'm thinking it is, then yes, yes I would

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
yep XD

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
bite into it OMNOMNOM

18. Do you like your hair?
not... really... I want it white... so effing bad D;

19. Do you like yourself?
hell no

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
kinda, nothin special

21. Do you like cottage cheese?

no
22. What are you listening to right now?
The White Tie Affair... sexy music <3

23. How many countries have you visited?
four :]

24. Are your parents strict?
pffft no

25. Would you go sky diving?
maybe

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
if I could stick a potato up is you know what then sure

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
lollllllllllll, yes XD seeing as what I said before

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
why yes :]

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
yeah :] in spain ^^

30. Do you rent movies often?
no

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
the wall

32. Have you made a prank phone call?
ahaha, yes

33. Do you own a gun?
do rubber band guns count? ;o they can be deadly if you shoot righttttttt

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
duh, and I can do it in sign language too

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
me myself and I... again -.-

36. Brown or white eggs?
same thing?

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
yeah

38. Ever been on a train?
mhmm... and old 1800's train ;D

39. Ever been in love?
pfft... who needs love? -.-;

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
yes

41. Are you too forgiving?
sometimes

42. Do you use chap stick?
yeah

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
no clue, probs cl... ]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23407380/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23407380/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 20:57:23 PST because I was bored...



Funny or serious?
a little bit of both

Party-hopper or more stay-at-home?
hmm... depends, but both would be nice

Should he be able to bake or cook?
doesn't matter, I'd teach them ;D

Would you let him have a best friend?
of course... everyone needs a best friend

Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends?
-shrug- as long as there isn't flirting or shit going on behind my back, then sure

Out-going or shy?
I like shy guys more >.> dunno why

Sarcastic or sincere?
I like sarcasm >.> but not too much

Would you want him to have a good relationship with his mother?
doesn't matter, because I don't have a good one wiht mine... soooooo...

Should he watch chick-flicks?
pshhh, no... I hate those things

Would he be a smoker?
doesn't matter

How about a drinking?
as long as its not like, uber nasty drinking I'm fine with it... every once in a while's fine

And swearing?
doesn't matter

Would he play with your hair?
sure, if they want... and let me play wiht theirs, bwahaha >:]

Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time?
HELL TO THE FUCKING NO :l I don't go for that bullshit

Would he pay for you when you're on a date?
he'd let me pay too, like, I pay for one date, they do another, and yeah... I don't like being payed for all the damn time :l

Does he kiss on the first date?
no

Where would you go for dinner?
anywhere would be nice

Would he buy you flowers?
no... they'd take me out for a walk and say be right back and come back with a few freshly picked flowers... THAT'S what I would find perfect

Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies?
I've always wanted to do that with someone

Would he write poetry about you?
NO NO NOOOO I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THAT SHIT -.- ugh...

Would he use endearments?
maybe?

Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends?
sure

How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends?
wahaha, that'd be awesome

Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening?
-shrug-

Would you hold hands?
no... we'd hold pinkies... thats the cutest thing evaaaaa

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23280313/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23280313/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 15:47:40 PST
I might resize one of my images, but I dunno how to... YES I'M A NOOB, YAY!!! -throws confetti-

Anyone have any other ideas I could use maybe for making a new avatar? ;o I'd greatly appreciate ittttt :] I'd even trade something if someone made me one ;o





and an update: I haven't been on my meds for 3 days now, and I haven't felt better... my meds fogged my mind WAYYY too damn much, so I'm not gonna go for it any longer >.< I hate themmmmmm

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23205653/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23205653/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 21:40:14 PST
Yes, its meant for love and all that goody goody stuff, but come on.

You can do that ANY OTHER day...

you can be spontaneous on any other day. Don't make your loved ones wait for just this one day.

Eh I guess its because I'm alone.

Ah well, went to the beach so it was kinda cool.

I'm being lazy too >.> so I don't exactly have a v-day thing ready yet... it'll be done by tomorrow I bet... or late tonight. so yeap... thats about it...

hope it was WONDERFUL and STUFF :l

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23170900/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23170900/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 09:13:51 PST
Don't gegt me wrong, I do love this tablet. But its sometimes more troublesome, and I got my prismacolour markers FOR A REASON... lol...

so, yesh. I plan on finishing atleast one page of comic-ness today. So be preparedddddd...

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23090979/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23090979/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 19:53:18 PST .>

Hey, I'm still a beginner, sooo, I guess I have an excuse

I have to fix a couple of pendants as well, which sucks -.-; and anoither to just, dismantle all-together :]

and a small update:

I'll have less deviations to submit... this semester was suspposed to be easy on me, but instead, its harder x.x ljANLNLBLARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.... yep.

So, yeah... busy semester, shitty life, awesome sauce.

(I did this cause the last entry was pissing me off...)

so yessss.... have a good day >.>

-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
In case if any of you were wondering, I just set up my etsy account and most of my pendants are up for sale ^^

you can find it at [link]

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23002545/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/23002545/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 14:02:46 PST
I know my apologies now are empty vessels of words and feeling to you, so why the fuck should I try anymore.

Publicly humiliate myself for you? Fine, I'll do it, just to let you know how sorry I am.

But still, that won't matter to you... because I don't matter to you, and I understand that.

So, goodbye...

I'm closing this chapter in my life and starting a new one, a better one, one thats worthwhile, one that makes me WANT to live...

Because thats the opposite of what you are doing to me right now. I'm breaking my promise to you, because, I know you don't care.

-Angela
_________________________________________________________________________________________
In case if any of you were wondering, I just set up my etsy account and most of my pendants are up for sale ^^

you can find it at [link]

And I decided I'm not gonna go on hiatus... so, yep! I'll just be on less, I suppose >.>

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22933067/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22933067/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 21:08:28 PST
I'm thinking I'm gonna go on hiatus >.<

I'll still be lurking around, so, yeah...

bye I guess...

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22892123/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22892123/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 18:51:38 PST

ZOMG I'M GIVING HINTS ABOUT MY COMIC GAIZZZ ;O


1) Choose one of your own characters. (I'm being an ass and choosing two :] )
2) Make them answer the following questions.
3) Then, tag three people.
4) Feel free to add some questions of your own.

Character: Pidgin and Jacky (the main characters in my comic so far)

1) What gender are you?
Pidgin: eh... whats it called... male
Jacky: obviously female...

2) What is your age?
Pidgin: I'm told I'm around 21, not too sure...
Jacky: 21

3) Do you want a hug?
Pidgin: Yes please...
Jacky: dawwww, I'll give wickle Pidgin a huggggggg :}

4) Do you have any bad habits?
Pidgin: does asking a lot of questions count? >.>
Jacky: He means the dumb ones... lol and yeah, I smoke

5) What is your favorite food?
Pidgin: I like those red things... what are they called again Jay?
Jacky: Raspberries... and I like sushi

6) What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Pidgin: Isn't that the stuff that burns the top of your mouth and makes your head hurt?
Jacky: Yes, Pidgin... I prefer normal vanilla with some chocolate sause stuff on it.

7) Are you a virgin?
Pidgin: Virgin? -looks at Jacky-
Jacky: Oh goddamnit... go ask someone else about the birds and the bees...
Pidgin: ehhh...

8) Have you killed anyone?
Pidgin: ...I... don't... know? I lost my memory... so its possible... I just, I hope not... -sad-
Jacky: Ahhh, of course not, Pidge... your too nice, you wouldn't hurt a fly... and no

9) Do you hate anyone?
Pidgin: eh... I don't know?
Jacky: yeah... I hate everyone who abandoned all of the boys that I keep in my care... I just wish they'd come back and give them the love they deserve. Just being at this home isn't enough, even though we've become an... extended family

10) Do you have any secrets?
Pidgin: if I do, I don't remember a lot of them... but, from what I do know, I don't keep anything from Jacky or Aiden... they're the ones I keep closest -goofy grin-
Jacky: ...yeh. -Pidgin glares- hey, I'm not ready for anyone to know yet, alright?

11) What is your favorite season?
Pidgin: I like the fall... thats the first thing I remember when I woke up... the brilliant colours surrounding me.
Jacky: I prefer winter... would love to see some snow, but, eh, I have a bunch of people to take care of.

12) Who are your best friends?
Pidgin: Jacky and Aiden!!
Jacky: hah... I guess Pidgin... he's one of the closest people I trust, really

13) What are your hobbies?
Pidgin: I like to make things out of wire or whatever...
Jacky: I take photos and do art shit
Pidgin: you said shit... you remember what you told me when you said shit?
Jacky: eeeeheheheeee. no -sarcasm-

14) What is your favorite drink?
Pidgin: I prefer juice. Jacky got me drunk once for the hell of it... not fun...
Jacky: oh my god, that was hilarious... you did the craziest things... and I prefer vodka or soy milk

15) When is your birthday?
Pidgin: I'm still waiting for my birthday to be chosen by that one group thingeh.
Jacky: and you have to know because? I don't like anyone knowing my birtdhay :l

16) What age did you die?
Pidgin: hm... Maybe I died when I was found, but then I woke up...? What do you think Jacky?
Jacky: Don't be rediculous.. neither of us has died.

17) Are you nice or mean?
Pidgin: Everyone says Im too nice for my own good...
Jacky: its true... and I guess both...

18) What do you think of your creator?
Pidgin: ehhhh... what?
Jacky: meh... she made me up after herself, after all

19) What is your weakness?
Pidgin: reeses piecessssssss, oh my god those are so effing good!
Jacky: you almost cussed o.o ...and I ain't tellin you

20) How long can you stay under water?
Pidgin: I don't like water >.>
Jacky: so thats why you smell... your taking a shower after we're done with this!!! :l
and I dislike deep water...

21) What do you do on a regular day basis?
Jacky: Wake up hella early, go to work for about 7+ hours, come back to the boy's home I own, take care of anything that comes up there, go to sleep, and do the whole thing over again except for weekends.
Pidgin: ehh... Jacky put me in charge of the younge boys... so I take care of them and any issues that arise every day when Jacky's at work or resting... she does a lot fo... ]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22793344/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22793344/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 23:43:14 PST

I dunno the pricing yet... so, just ask for an art-trade for right now. But I do know this - it'll be cheap XD



AND!!!

I've found out that I HAVE FREAKING TIME TO MAKE A COSPLAY OUTFIT FOR FANIME IN MAY, WOOTWOOT!!

I wanna cosplay this time cuz for one, it kinda sucks not being in costume... >.>

Having a hard time choosing who to be... and I'm thinking I'm gonna be a guy... unless I choose to be Haruko Haruhara from FLCL >.> sooo, I dunno yet... we'll see if I can save up for it or not...

any suggestions on who I should cosplay as? ;o And no Bleach or that other shit... rofl...
if its one of the ones I know, that would be awesome... or one of the lesser known ones too :]

(yayyyyy, I feel dumb now hahaha, but its a GOOD dumb )



EDIT!!!!!

And, as warning, I have a WHOLE bunch of new stuff to put up, including the series I've just finished yesterday ^^ sooo, apologies in advance for the mass upload D; I swear I don't mean it ;-;

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22772393/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22772393/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 17:02:06 PST .>

yes, I just noticed hahaha... I'm slow :] awesome, yes...


planning on getting the series I've been working on for the past week up for you all, so apologies in advance for the -counts- 8 deviations that are on their way. Hope you all like them ^^

I'm gonna go work on some more pendants and the sort... so, yesh, thats about it ^^

hope everyone's doing well



and an edit:

I think I will be opening commissions ^^ just know that if its a painting or the sort, it will take me a while to do compared to the pendants...

and I still need to think about pricing x.x

but I WILL do art trades too ;D so yes, haha, I'd love to start doing art trades ^^

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22724623/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22724623/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 23:56:54 PST
I'm planning on starting the selling of my pendants... finally reacher my goal of 10+, so I'll be leaving a new journal when those are up and all that ^^

I'm thinking I may be taking requests as I am just sitting around doing nothing (mainly because of the medication and the related... grah...)

so, yeah... Lemme decide if they're gonna be a trade kinda deal or you pay for it or I just do it and give it to ya... depends on my mood...

...and how much I still need to save up to pay for classes this semester. Thats gonna be a bitch to do this semester -.-

Anyways, I tried going through your deviations and replied to all the comments for now... I'm gonna so sit down and stuff.

If you want me to do any requests, be it a painting or jewelry, do let me know.

I'm outtie... peace out y'all

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22589661/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22589661/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 04:10:42 PST
soo, I plan on submitting it after its "finished"... even though it technically won't be... I have a long line to continue from this start...

and its totally got the flavour of the 80's... ohhhh, I totally love it :] and I getta practice drawing WITHOUT any pencils, just pen and markers.

You'll see it probably later this week ;] cuz they're so fun to do X]

Sorry... I'm excited for the firs ttime in a long effing time, and its 4:08 am... how awesome is that?

I'M GONNA GO PASS OUT NOW!!! BAI BAII!!! -retard mode-

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22547937/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22547937/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 16:56:24 PST
but I have been sketchinggg... does that count? >.>

-runs off to work on mah comic-


edit::

I lied... didn't do jack squat on the next page... not feelin' too hot, nor interested in doing anything but write for now... -nod-

...and I was too busy practicing doing things with my left hand...

I can officially say I can write, use chopsticks, and other stuff with both my left AND right hands, so, whoo

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22480102/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22480102/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 21:36:50 PST I finally got through everyone's deviations today ^^ and... all I gotta say is...

oh my fucking ggod, they were ALL amazing! You all have grown with your writing skills so much, its just, woah! I REALLY look forward to reading some more of your stuff, and I do mean it ^^ Just keep it up, and don't push yourselves into writing something you don't want to, cuz, I know what happens when you do that haha, so, until later, I'm off to making some more pendants and working on a few pages of my comic (finally, I know >.>. I hope to have the next page up, hopefully tonight or tomorrow, depends on how my mood shifts, and its been going to the dark side lately... sooo, yeahhh ^^ hard to do colours.

WHELP... keep it sexy guys... yep yep


I'm gonna go through the rest of the deviations in my gallery, heck yes I am! Atleast I'm gonna try before I get distracted with wire and rocks and marbles >.>; but I swear, I'm gonna get through them all... oh yes.


ehhh, speaking of wire, pleaseeeeee give me criticism on them, I'm a beginner, and I need all the helpful comments and stuff... so, yes!


SO! How is everyone doing? I'm... doing pretty shitty, tbh wahaha... but, whatever. WHAT ABOUT YOUUUUU? -points and stares-

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22443985/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22443985/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 23:05:19 PST Yarrrr, mateys, I be readin'and pillagin' yo treasures, so be prepared for yer boxes to be filled with tasty morsels of words... arrr...

((ehhhh... I'm on crack...? HYUCK! ))


((and I got some more pendants done today ^^ so I'll submit those shortly))




edit:

ok... I got through 5... and I'm tired... have to get up for an appointment... oh yey... so, I'll read the rest tomorrow, unless I get a last minute doctor's appointment... but, they WILL be read :]

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22382959/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22382959/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 21:25:24 PST
Ahh, so, expect messages in your inbox from me :]

AND, in OTHER news...

I plan on submitting some pictures and the sort, to show I'm still working on things... YUHHUHHHH

sooo, expect stuff like jewelry (yesss, I am starting my own crusade upon making jewelry... scary, no?), photography stuff, and I think a few paintings/drawings maybe? I dunno yet, we'll all find out together, I suppose XD sooo, enjoy :]

and yesss, I know, I knowwwww, I haven't submitted the second page yet, and thats for the same reasons why I haven't really been active on here too much... I'm sorry >.<


And I also am curious... how everyone's 2009 is going so far?

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22322233/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22322233/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 01:44:00 PST
I do hope those whom make these resolutions accomplish them successfully, and are able to keep a hold of it strongly for years to come.

I also hope this year will be a very positive one for everyone.


MMMMHMMMMMM!!!

So enjoy the festivities and the illegal fireworks!!! XD I know I did :]

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22200683/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22200683/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 21:52:40 PST
edit: I decided not to submit it... its not one of my best works... >.>;



UHMMM... what else, what else... well, I just hope that the day went well for everyone, and in case if I miss any of you, I also hope your New Year's goes well.



Well, I'm out for now, gonna try and warm up and the sort -nods-



Again, Happy Late X-mas and Happy New Year!

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22035736/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/22035736/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 16:21:22 PST
meaning I'll be having alot more time to do paintings and reply to everyone... yup yup yup

Soo... I'll be starting on a series I've been wanting to do for a long time now, but I still need to get my supplies... before they all disapear >.> meaning the brightly coloured leaved and the sort ^^

uhhhmm... I'll be debating on an open commisison or not, but, I'm afraid I'll have to make you guys pay if I do... >.> unless I'm feeling like I need to do something new, and it only counts for the people that I mutually watch and yeh! >.>

ehhh... update on me... I've been going through a tough time, just trying to be able to stand up strongly and the sort. Ehh... I don't really wanna talk about that... through a journal and all... so yeaaahhh...

Uhm... thats about it...

except that I am smelling pumpkins... >.> odd yes?

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/21908718/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/21908718/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 02:37:15 PST
not to mention I have to finish two paintings by next week... -dies- ah well... they will, and are, really fun atm ^^

hmm... what else... ah, I've decided to start working on a series, and sadly, I'll have to say that it will be that of the seasons, starting with winter. I'm kind-of planning to do them as a collage, because that would be UBER fun to do, and not to mention I've been collecting hundreds of leaves this year :> Totally cannot wait to get that show on the road ^-^

and I'll have to say... I'm thinking about opening up commissions for the holiday season, but we'll see ;D I'm just excited to start doing a bunch of paintings and stuff with the new supplies I plan on getting in the future :> exciting times, here (not the economy and that bullshit... HELLSNO D; )

and I am currently working on page two of my comic, and reworking the line-work of the other pages (I already have 10 sketched out, hopefully I'll have time to colour them all for you and then get chapter one complete... then make you all wait for a while :> wahahah! >;] )


wahaha... and I'm gonna go out Thursday and drink me some vodka shooters and those little fruit drinks thursday (I'm hoping for doing it in San Fran...) because it'll be legal ;] wahahaha >:> -excited- XD


uhhhmmm... thats about it, I suppose. I hope you all have a great week, whilst I am gone ^^ and apologies, I was hoping this would be shorter than it is

NO I LIED!!! >.> I'm obsessed with this Manga/anime right now... pathetic I know... but its sooo gooooooooood D; Its called Vampire Knight... definitely worth looking into, mainly because the story line isn't all too bad, and the art is delicious :> haha, and so are a few characters, wahaha XD :coughcough: >.> yep. I'm done now... -scurries away-

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/21835893/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/21835893/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 17:48:37 PST .> but I had free time todayyy, and yeahhh... >.> -cough-

I plan on working on a few projects this weekend, including:

Page 2 of my comic (I started colouring a few days ago... then I walked away >.> )

two paintings for my art class (one portraying a "transformation" or something, the other is a collage, and I want it to be wintery ^^ )

a couple of paintings just for the hell of it, mainly because the ideas have been burning in my brain for a while...

uhm... thats about it ((sorry, I needed a checklist of things to do >.> ))


Hmmm... I'm gonna be turning 21 next thursday, oh happy fun stuff >.> so gonna get vodka :> lol. But I get to go to Big Sur for mah b-day, so I'm a bit excited. I wanted Yosemetti... buuuttt... Big Sur isn't all too different ^^ maybe it'll snow >.> who knows, with how cold its been getting... dunno though. But I probably just jinxed it right there XD ahahaha


Just a random question before I stop writing...

What would you do... with a decent sixed kiddy pool... full of green jello?

and this is a serious question ^^





and this, just for the heck of it ^^ (taken from )


1. Put your Mp3 player on shuffle
2. Write down the first line of the first 20 songs
3. Repost them in a poem
4. Play a 21st song, that is your poem title and what you title the journal.
5. Tag 5 people


Throw Away Your Television

Dee do dee do dayyyy
So here we are
Meet me at midnight
I've got wheels of polished steel
Pounding, it starts again
She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak
I don't want us to have a fight
Load up on guns, bring your friends
Will there ever be time enough?
I call your name but your not there
Never again, I'll slit my throat
Make a wish on the silver sun
Now your all alone
Hey good lookin, what you got cookin?
All along the waters edge
I love the girls and the money and the shame of life
I used to make the light shine for you...
Summer has come and passed
and we can run, from the backdrop of these gears and scalpels
I fight through the day.





1. Living on My Own - Queen
2. The Transition - Hawthorne Heights
3. Radio #2 - Ataris
4. Satan is my Motor - Cake
5. Here it Comes Again - Korn
6. Heart Shaped Box - Nirvana
7. Friend of Mine - Lily Allen
8. Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana
9. Is Patience Still Waiting? - Juliana Theory
10. I call Your Name - The Beatles
11. Smashed into Pieces - Silverstein
12. Silver Sun - South
13. The Garden - Guns n Roses
14. Turn it Up - Ted Nugent (rofl)
15. Dreams of Psilocbin - Finch
16. The Shame of Life - Butthole Surfers (rofl, amusing song)
17. Giving Up - Silverstein
18. Wake me up When September Ends - Green Day
19. This is the Best Day Ever - My Chemical Romance
20. Black Dahlia - Astrovamps
21. Throw away Your Television - Red Hot Chili Peppers

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/21723914/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/21723914/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 00:56:25 PST
Hope you all enjoyed your turkey and meat products! rofl XD
Twas my first vegitarian thanksgiving >.> kinda grossed me out when everyone ate the turkey >.> but the dumplings and vegitarian foods were delicious ^^ I love having a vegan grandma ;D haha, I learn all the best vegitarian recipes from her, and the same from me ^^

anywho!!!

Ehhh... I've currently got some of my work up at an exhibit at my college, awesome sauce. Some you've seen, some you haven't yet. I'm crossing my fingers that some of them will sell >.> if not, onto etsy they go

uhhhmmm... oh yes, I have started colouring the first page of my comic, and I hope that I will be able to get that up very soon, so that I can get you guys all mad at me, ehehe >.>

hmm... and I've started doing this meme thing -rolls eyes- I was bored... and its gonna take me hours to colour... >.>

so, I dunno which will ocme first. The comic, or the meme (they are both related :> )... soooo, what would you guys and gals most prefer?


hmmm... in other news, I've been having issues with a lot of things, so apologies for some bipolar moments that may arise in the upcoming days and so on.

Anyone ever feel like, they've lost a sense of who they are or something? o.O hard to explain, ah well.

Hmm, thats all, I suppose. Hope you all enjoy your left-overs and stuff ^^

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I'll have some more tomorrow, I bet, cuz I'm going to the japanese gardens <3 ...unless I get caught up in reading for Psychology -gags- lol, ah well ^^

Hope you enjoy, and that it wasn't too much >.>



-Angela


edit:: ahhh, and I want a new avatar >.<

and and I currently have all the line-art of my comic in progress in my computer to finally colour and then upload, I hope!!! :>

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/21602272/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/21602272/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 18:21:25 PST
I am starting to get through all of the deviations and everything, so be prepared XD lol

however, I won't be commenting on every single thing x.x I have over 200 deviations to sort through... so apologies if I skip one you'd like me to look at.

If thats the case, do yell/attack whatever at me and let me know I missed something ^^

-leaps into the pile of deviations- wahahaha... :]

And do prepare for a few deviations on my end as well.

edit: However, I'm afraid to say, that I won't be reading the very long deviations at the moment, seeing as I have to read 5 chapters in a textbook by monday...

I will try my best to get to them as soon as I am done with the crazy midterm and paper time in this semester.


double edit::

I am going to continue my procrastination after going through all of the deviations and submit a few new pieces ^^

after I figure out which ones I should and shouldn't -taps chin-

so yeh, expect a few tonight ^^

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/21527565/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/21527565/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 23:42:34 PST
I'm incredibly sorry guys x.x I'm still alive, I'm just incredibly busy... I had midterms last week and the week before, and I have a couple of papers that are due soon that I HAVE to start... lol... more like b.s.... but, hmm x.x

I promise I'll try and get around to all of your guys' deviations, all of your kind comments, and everything else ^^

I truly hate being so busy all the time, but break is coming up, so I shall definitely be able to get into contact even more ^^

Apologies again, for I won't be able to get on again until atleast Friday...

but I do have a couple of things you can look forward to besides replies and the sort ^^

I am trying to get some pages of my comic scanned in and done digitally for you guys, so, yes. Look for that soon as well!

Well, thats all I have to say for now, and I do hope I'll be able to get through everything ^^ I can say I miss talking to a lot of you

I'm off, hopefully back friday :]

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/21073120/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/21073120/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 01:33:27 PDT
I also plan on catching up on a lot of your guys' deviations and replies or comments, so please bear with me.



in other news:

I FUCKING LOVE WORKING WITH PRISMACOLOUR MARKERS, OMFG!!!

I got like, a huge set for an early birthday gift, and I'm totally going to town with them, aha. I hope to submit a few of those as well, so, yes. Bear with me, again.


I've suddenly gotten the awesomesexyspiffy inspiration I've been longing for, so keep an eye for for some weird stuff. Hopefully you guys'll enjoy it.

And goooddd... I so freaking miss each and every one of you, you have no clue :< I hate being busy all the time, but lately, I've been able to get some more time on my hands, so expect me to be 'round here for a while ;D

Hmm... thats basically it for now, so, I need to get to sleep and get away from the marker fumes, rofl...

BUH BYEEE <3


P.S.... have you guys' noticed that the mood for journals is being fucking retarded? ...or is that just me?

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/20656177/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/20656177/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 20:26:36 PDT
I won't be on much, and close to not being on at all... I'll still be checking on things.

I've decided to walk away from the internets for a while, and I don't think I'll use it for anything except for e-mail and the sort. Oh hum.

So, yeah, thats about it.

If you need to contact me... uhm... just e-mail I guess -shrug-

Sendin my love to you guys (most of you -.-),

Angela

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/20610068/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/20610068/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 21:17:12 PDT

BUT I do plan on signing on every so often and checking up on my buddehs on here :> god, I feel extremely horrible for not signing on :<

on another note, I'm probably going to not look at a lot of the deviations/journals, seeing as most of them are not applicable to the time being and the sort and I also have over 100 deviations as well as messages to sort though BUT, if you want me to read anything or see anything, do tell me, I'd be more than happy to ^^

Hmmm... and a small update on me. I'm currently single again, la di da. Probably best not to go there I guess...
I have also created an etsy account, and I plan to start selling some of my original pieces, prints, as well as a few t-shirts when and if I learn to do screenprinting :] I've just decided that I need to start getting some sort of an income, seeing as I'm now a full-time student and I need to get rid some of my paintings because
one, I do not like them
two, they take up too much space
three, they are collecting dust, to my dismay,
and four, I would prefer other people to enjoy them as much as I do not want to part from my "children", lol.

ah well... I do plan to catch up on everything everyone has posted here on DA within this week, and apologies again if I skip over something please DO send a message if you want me to see something, alright? :> thankies! ^^


OH, And another thing:

I plan on deleting a lot of things from my DA page, seeing as I have outgrown a lot of what I have done. So I apologize for this.


AND ANOTHER THING!!! LOL:

I'm still planning to give a prize to whomever catches my 5000'th pageview, and its coming up soon :> soo, YES! :>

]]> ~lullednightmare http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/19800193/ http://lullednightmare.deviantart.com/journal/19800193/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 23:41:02 PDT
SOOOO... I was thinking, that since my 5000 pageview thingeh is comin' up, that whomever catches it and provides proof will get a free painting or whatev ^-^

hmm... besides that... I'm REALLY hating break, but good news, I am almost done colouring in my first page of my comic, as well as a few others, so I hope to get that posted soon ^^

well, thats about it...

and I also apologize it takes me forever to reply/comment and all that D:

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