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So ~beezy63 and I just had this deep philosophical conversation about religion, human rights, and morality. I was actually surprised to see that our views were a lot more similar than I had thought, even if we didn't quite see things eye to eye. But when she had to go, she said one thing that go me thinking. She said I was "legitimately open-minded". But what makes an open minded person?

I like to think myself as open minded. But that's just what I like to think. What makes me different then another person?

Today, I was surprised to find out that there aren't actually a lot of people who act like me.

I'm really lax around people. I don't care about your religious beliefs or your race. The only thing I really do care about it how you act towards me. If you're genuinely a nice person, I'll be nice back. If you're rude and obnoxious, I'll be snarky back. That's just the way it works. I'll let you know if I don't particularly care for you, but typically it's your attitude and not what you beleive in.

What you believe is your business and it's not up to me to mess with. (-coughcoughBrandoncoughcough-) So when I'm faced with ignorance, I get really frustrated and I don't know how to deal with them.

I'm not saying that I'm fabulous and everyone should act like me. I just find it interesting that us humans find it necessary to meddle with each other so much. Just because we happen to be the dominant species doesn't take away from the fact that we are animals, and will always act like it. Everything we do is based on basic emotions (happiness, sadness, anger, fear, etc.)and we still have a tendency to act out with violence over things that don't really seem to matter.

What if dolphins were the dominant species? Turtles? Dogs? Giraffes?

We don't try to pry into the minds of these animals, so why do we mess with each other? Does the Truly Open Minded person really exist?

Everyone feels prejudice, and everyone is judged by those around them. So we can't really get upset from something everyone does, can we? Doesn't that make us huge hypocrites? How can one be open minded if we have these prejudices in us from the beginning? We grow up with them, and though they can change over time, does not take away from the fact that they exist. I for one, know that I'm rather prejudiced to the "ghetto" kids at my school. I have a mindset that they don't try hard enough and are a bother to deal with in class. Does that mean I'm right? No. That's just the way I think and it's wrong of me to assume that none of them care.

So it seems to me that even though people can seem open minded they don't act that way all the time. We have our moments, but we don't have those moments all the time.

....I have no idea where I'm going with this. Just something I was thinking about...What about you? What's your view on this?

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So I was there at my clarinet lesson right? And my teacher told me to play a note that I had no idea how to play. Nobody had ever told me how to play the note. And yet, as I stared at my clarinet, my fingers nudged the right keys without me knowing it. My teacher tried to show me that I knew the note when I really had no idea what I just did.

I think there's a little gerbil inside my head that controls me like a puppet and makes me create conspiracy theories about....gerbils in my head.

Okay, enough about that.

More about my paranoia. XD

You know that friend I was in a spat with? The one who made Autumn cry all the time?

Well I've always been kind of scared of him. He'd always ask me if I could come over to his house, even though he knew my mother didn't like me going out, especially since he would be the only one there and like, a guy. We both like to light things on fire, but while I stuck to candles he leaned on arson.

So he sends me this IM after like six months have passed since our spat, saying how he'll always love me as a sister and that even though I hate him he'll still love me, or something to that effect.

I'm even more scared of him now

Now on that delightful note. GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE.

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I am beginning to wonder why exactly I bother paying attention at school. All of my classes seem to be breeding places for idiots who never get anything done. I end up getting pissed at them and not doing my work. But then again, I have to tomorrow because Beffy is sick and Beffy requires homework. So I'll do that.


I WILL BE EVE DILIGENT AND HEROIC IN YOUR PLACE. AS IS THE DUTY OF A SIDEKICK.

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You guys...

TELL ME WHAT TO DRAW. I can't think of anything to stall the time (besides this SpaRoma thing I'm making but that doesn't count because it's just me being a stupid fan girl set to Taylor Swift.)

Somebody should yell at me and tell me to get working on all these comics I need to be making, and getting ready for NaNoWriMo (I'm going to DIE.) Trying to distract myself from my sore back from falling on it at the Prudential Center Yesterday. Talkin'to Bethany about the cool people we met. (Who, in our opinion have the coolest last names EVER.) I should practice for band...Maybe I'll get to that later. >_<
Uuurgh school tomorrow.

-MEL♥

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27947474/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27947474/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 19:08:51 PDT ) THERE WERE LIKE AN ARMY OF CANADAS. DUDE. We sang "Canada's Really Big" and it made me realize just how unphotogenic I am. ._. I need to work on being attractive. XD
AND AND AND

We played Duck Duck Goose (Which was really just Word, Word, Other Word) in the middle of a MALL. We got so many weird looks from people. I actually heard a lady say "Don't look" to her son. ._. We acted like idiots and jumped into fountains and almost got kicked out for dancing. (Even though we were totally obnoxious before hand.) It was a wonderful experience. I'm kind of loopy right now, so I can't explain it coherently BECAUSE IT WAS SO AWESOME. I WANT TO GO AGAIN.

In the mean time , you can go laugh at us here: [link] ( I AM SO UGLLLYYYY)

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27800574/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27800574/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 15:54:17 PDT beezy63 spent most of the time passing notes. And not just any notes, EPIC HETALIA COMIC NOTES!!!! Or, more specifically, Antonio/Lovino comic notes. I think we have a serious problem. I mean, we filled up like two pages today. Fun.

ANYWAY HETALIA DAY IS NEXT WEEK AND I'M SUPER PUMPED. I just need an ACTUAL COSTUME....Tiff says that when we visit her this weekend we can hit the thrift shops there. XD Mom didn't answer me when I asked though. Because we were going to my clarinet lesson.

I'M GONNA BE CHINA, ARU! It's gonna be hella fun, Aru! Maybe I'll even carry around a wok, aru. (Lawl.)

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27705377/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27705377/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 11:40:53 PDT
NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) is this huge event in November where people from all over the world try to write 50,000 words in a month. A whole novel in a month. I'm getting really scared, even though I shouldn't be...right? -eyetwitch-

I don't even know what I'm going to write about, much less how I'm going to go about writing it with school and stuff. But if people around the world have managed to do it, I'll do my best! Soo.....anyone wanna join me?

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27652189/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27652189/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 14:48:01 PDT
This feels so weird, the monitors up really high and the keyboard is really low. Right now I'm waiting for my clarinet lesson. (My parents abandonded me here an hour early.)

I got to hang out with Kelly and Eli again, which was nice. But it made me realize that since we're all really quiet, it's hard to keep a conversation going with the three of us. ._. Hm...If only there we more people here....I feel really creepy in a romm all alone. AND THE LIGHT AUTOMATICALLY SHUT OFF IF I DON'T MOVE EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE. I forgot they did that and I freaked out, practically jumping out of my seat. That turned the light back one. HOLY CRAP THEY TURNED OFF AGAIN.

I'm under Kelly's school comp account, so I'm really sorry if your compy rights get taken away because of me. >_< he was using this thing before me, and didn't log off.

Hmmm, what else can I ramble about? Oh! There's a football game tomorrow! Second time in uniform, all right! I got new uni-pants, since the ones I had were missing since band day. I'll take pics if you guys want.

This mouse does not have a scroll wheel.....it annoys me so much...

Hm....lesson in three minutes...Kelly has her lesson right before mine, so that's cool.

I memorized that little sectioned I was practicing for lessons...Which I'm pretty proud of. I've never played anything from memory before. Even if it's only a couple measures...

Well that's all I have to talk about me. How ar eyou guys?

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27545643/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27545643/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 19:03:18 PDT
The SLOGAN meme!

Put your name in, and generate slogan after each question. Generator here!

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
Melanie Just Feels Right.
(Lolwhut?)

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
Melanie- The Appetizer
(....PEOPLE ARE EATING ME?!)

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
It's the Melanie Fizz That Does The Bizz
(So...Is that a yes?)

4. How would you answer a booty call?
All You Add Is Melanie.
(That is to say, I'll be there to kick your ass.)

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
Let's Face The Music and Melanie
(Actually, I kind of like that one...)

6. To someone you dislike?
Say It With Melanie
(I really am not getting almost any of these.)

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
I Want My Melanie
(To go to the bathroom for her business.)

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
Behold the Power of Melanie
(AHAH. I WAS ACTUALLY HOME THE ENTIRE TIME, YOU JUST THOUGHT I WAS OUT!)

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
No Melanie, No Comment
(Ok, that works. ._.)

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
The Future's Bright. The Future's Melanie
(Awww...)

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
The Queen of Melanie
(Um. Good for me.)

12. Someone told you you're a jerk, you tell them...
Keep That Melanie Complexion
(Bwahaha, niiiice.)

13. What are the best words to describe you?
8 out of 10 Owners who Expressed a Preference said Their Cats Preferred Melanie
(OMG I'M THE NEW HERACLES.)

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
Every Melanie Helps
(That actually sounds kind of cool...)

15. Your last words before you die...
Nothin' Says Lovin' Like Melanie from the Oven
(That makes me sound like a whore.)

16. Your message to a special someone..
You Deserve A Melanie Today
(...What? No, seriously, what?)

17. Title of this post will be..
But I'd Rather Have a Bowl of Melanie



]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27490318/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27490318/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 16:51:17 PDT

PART ONE!
BAND DAY WAS AMAZING AS USUAL. I have ridiculous amounts of respect for the Umass marching band, and getting to play with them on the field was awesome. We got to dance and sing in our uniforms. XD And our school's uniforms have capes, so they swoosh around when we spin. It was amazing. Though it's really hard to do some things in uniform. Like raising your arms. Not to mention uniform etiquette. You can't swear, fight, do drugs, eat, and drink. You also can't run in uniform (unless it's for a drill) and you can't show any PDA. So no hugs in uniform gaiz. (It's really funny though, cause when we changed out of our uniforms on the bus, we glomped everyone there. ) It was super fun. I just wish more people came. XD

PART TWO
My parents really aggravate me sometimes. (No, this is not going to be a whiny "OMG MY LIFE SUCKS I NEVER GET WHAT I WANT!!!" kind of journal.) At home I'm supposed to be a sweet docile, obedient daughter who's the perfect housewife in training. She cooks! She cleans! She's a perfect mother! That kind of thing. I get yelled at because I don't know how to cook well. I get yelled at for not washing the dishes. (Ok, the dishes are my fault, but even after I wash them there's always more...) I have to keep Andrew and Emily from fighting. I'm basically supposed to fill the role that my other sister Tiffany has left. But I'm anything but what Tiffany was like here. I'm not small, I'm not cute, I'm not a perfect child who always listens to what her parent's say. I want to go out and do things, but my mom and dad want me to stay inside and play babysitter.

Just today, I stayed after school for Theater Club(Theatre?) Which I'm really starting to enjoy, and you know what the first thing my dad says when he picks me up?

"You shouldn't waste your time doing stupid stuff. You don't have to stay after school for everything. Theatre won't get you any college credits. Do your work instead."

In those exact words.

I'm not allowed to join my school's GSA for the same reason, so says my mother.

It's not like I go to a lot of things after school in the first place. The only club I go to regularly at the moment is MOST. But according to my parent's I could get invited to two things in the same week, and they'd say I'm going out to much. Just ask Tiff. This is going to sound really stupid, but I'm feeling really trapped. I don't want to be the sparkly shoujo heroine type girl. I want to be the side character that kicks ass and still manages to keep her hair looking neat and presentable.

It's not just clubs either! A friend could ask me to hang out and I would have to stay at home. There was this one time where my mom dragged me half way to Boston before telling me Bethany had called saying I could hitch a ride to hang out with my friends that day. She told me that she told Bethany I was sleeping and that I could call back later. But I was in Boston. With a dead cell phone.

-sigh- What am I gonna do...


PART THREE

Guys are douche bags around here, y'know?
You know how I got into that fight with Andrew Z?
Well now, almost a month later he sends a BAWW Sqaud to try and get me to guilt trip and say how sorry I am.

Ok, I admit I was really rude to him. And that I probably gave him some kind of emotional shock, but frankly I don't give a damn anymore. He's the kind of guy that makes me want to grab him my the collar and shake him. The kind of guy that makes my blood boil and want to rip out some intestines.

So being called a bitch over Facebook first thing in the morning is not how I like to start my day. Not even by him, but his best friend, using his account to pm me.

They couldn't even think of good comebacks, so the fight wasn't even enjoyable. (Which is a shame, I love me a good fight.)

And now I keep expecting another message like that, since I got the last word. Whatever. -sighs again-

So there's my update for now. Thanks to everyone who bothered to read all of it. <3

-Mel

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27361814/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27361814/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 17:20:55 PDT )

D: It's just been like this all last week, and this one seems to be going down with it.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27083942/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/27083942/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 20:36:43 PDT [link] that's really easy to use. I'll be posting up there, and here too, so You'll see Scotty stuff coming your way! So exciting, amirite?!

Anyways, quick update.

FFFFF I'M A FRESHMAN NOW, ISN'T THAT SOOO CRAZY? I'm liking high school a lot better than middle....Don't ask why.

Hoping to update with more art soon!
-Melmel

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26894742/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26894742/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 11:57:32 PDT A< I'm gonna miss her! It's gonna be weird not having someone around to steal your sandwiches and other food related items.

Anyways, so she's leaving tomorrow, and will be coming back on vacations and all that jazz. No more shall the Tiffyz try to place her chin atop my head, only to realize it's too damn flat to do so. (XD)

Ah well. Things change, and there's little we can do about it. I mean, we all deped on eachother in our family, and so college is important for all of us. If one of use goes down, we take the rest of the family with us. So we all have to try our best.

GODSPEED, MY SISTER.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26796284/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26796284/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 13:06:13 PDT
1. Hi, my name is: Melanie

2. Never in my life have I been: eaten by a rabid shark, while a monkey rode on top of my head and sang a song about three little birds who swam in a line.

3. The one person who can drive me nuts is: YOU. OMG NOWAI.

4. High school: sounds confusing.

5. When I’m nervous: I snap my fingers and have minor spasms.

6. The last song I listened to was: Daylight - Matt and Kim

7. If I were to get married right now my best man/maid of honor: Probably one of my sisters.

8. My hair is: not combed

9. When I was 5: was kind of a chubwad. O-o

10. Last Christmas: I got the present of my dreams. Underwear.

11. I should be: not eating food upstairs.

12. When I look down I see: a cute drawing.

13. The happiest recent event was: Eating this bowl of rice.

14. If I were a character on ‘Friends’ I’d be: The Non-exsistant one. (I've never seen Friends.)

15. By this time next year: I'll probably be on the computer again.

16. My current gripe is: how everyone seems to be having so much fun without me, and me being stuck in the house all summer.

17. I have a hard time understanding: the world.

18. There’s this girl I know that: wants to breed gingers.

19. You know I like you when: I talk to you and it's totally not awkward. (AKA I can say "penor" in front of you.)

20. If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: My mommy.

21. Take my advice: Try your best at what you do. Because if you fail, you know you'll always have at least one fan.

22. The thing I want to buy: A TABLET.

23. If you visited the place I was born: you'd see a lot of gangs and racism.

24. I plan to visit: Bristol, England.

25. If you spent the night at my house: You'd get bombarded with food.

26. I’d stop my wedding if: the guy turned out to be a dick.

27. The world could do without: racism and arrogance.

28. Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: Some feminine items.

29. Most recent thing someone else made me:annoyed.

30. Out of my friends, My favorite blonde is: My cousin Tristan or Molly or Margaret. OR maybe all three.

31. My favorite red head is: Calyx!

32. My favorite black hair is: Zaa/Julia.

33. My middle name is: I have 2. Meiying, and Bopah.

34. In the morning I: can get ready for school in under 15 minutes.

35. Once, at a bar: A boy and a girl met for the first time and had the night of their lives across New York City. A tale of love, regret, and really great music.

36. Last night I was: staying up late again.

37. There’s this guy I know who: is kind of a jerk.

38. If I was an animal I’d be: something with tentacles.

39. A better name for me would be: Cthulhu

40. Tomorrow I am: sleeping till noon again.

41. Tonight I am: working on a comic.

42. My birthday is: June 29th

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26761720/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26761720/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 19:39:33 PDT
» I lived next door to you?

» I started smoking?

» I stole something?

» I was hospitalized?

» I ran away from home?

» I got into a fight and you weren't there?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...

» Personality?

» Art?

» Comments?

» Character designs?

WHAT ABOUT US...

» Who are you?

» Are we friends?

» When and how did we meet?

» How have I affected you?

» What do you think of me?

» What's the fondest memory you have of me?

» How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?

» Have I ever hurt you?

» Would you hug me?

» Are we close?

» Emotionally, what stands out?

» Do you wish I was cooler?

» Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

» Am I lovable?

» How long have you known me?

» Describe me in one word.

» What was your first impression?

» Do you still think that way about me now?

» What do you think my weakness is?

» Do you think I'll get married?

» What about me makes you happy?

» What about me makes you sad?

» What reminds you of me?

» What's something you would change about me?

» How well do you know me?

» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

» Do you think I would kill someone?

*How'd we meet?

*What if I had a crush on you?

*What do you like best about me?

*If there was a box of french fries with only one fry left, would you let me have it?

*Have I ever upset you/made you angry?

*Do you think I'm funny?

*Have you ever wanted my number?

*What would you change about me?

*Would you want to go to the movies with me?

*Would you cuddle with me?

*Do you hate anything about me?

*Are you jealous of me?

*What would you do if I was jealous of you?

*Would you hold my hand?

*What do you not like about me?

*If you could make me do anything, what would it be?

*Have you ever had a crush on me?

*What do you think of my personality?

*Do you think I'm smart?

*What reminds you of me?

*If we haven't met, would you like to meet me?

*If we have met, do you want to see me again?

*If you could take me anywhere in the world, where would you take me and what would you show me?

*What do you think of my hair?

*What do you think of my family?

*Would you help me hide a body?

*Have you ever lied to make me feel better?

*Have you ever kept something important from me?

*Have you ever thought I was unbearably annoying?

*Describe me in three words.

*Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26753961/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26753961/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 12:17:49 PDT (Since it's impossible to bring all of it somewhere else without the aid of a wagon.)

So would anyone be interested in a Art Party at my house? I want to get a list of people who're interested before I start planning/asking the parental units.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26606708/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26606708/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 10:10:32 PDT I had a dream last night.

I was in college or high school, I forget which, and I had a boyfriend. Only that boyfriend was a giant bear. And a robot.(He didn't look like it but I knew somehow.) A giant robot bear.

I looked different too. I was a lot taller, and wore this black button up sweater all the time. I had really wavy hair (Which made me look more like Tiffany. >_> )

Apparently we had gotten in some huge fight, and a day later, he died. I angsted about it next to the ocean, or more like a concession stand/ cafe near it. There was this guy who was dressed as Jason Mraz and was waiting for a hot date. I had the sudden urge to beat him up, but then Kea (Elementary School Kea, for some reason.) swooped in and told me how she was so sorry my robot bear boyfriend died. I told her about the fight we had had, and then I woke up.

When I told Tiffany, she promptly started to laugh. Even now, I think it was a ridiculous dream, but when I *was* dreaming it, everything felt like it was real. Especially the angst. ._. So I looked some dream meanings up and this is what I got.

DREAM MEANINGS:
Robot
To see a robot in your dream, indicates that you are going about life in a mechanical and rigid way. You have lost the ability to express your feelings. Alternatively, a robot may symbolize the way you view your working life.

Bear
To see a bear in your dream, symbolizes independence, the cycle of life, death and renewal. It may signal of period of introspection and thinking. The dream may also be a pun on "bare". Perhaps you need to bare your soul and let everything out into the open.

To dream that you are being pursued or attacked by a bear, denotes aggression, overwhelming obstacles and competition. You may find yourself in a threatening situation.

Fighting
To dream that you are in a fight, indicates inner turmoil. Some aspect of yourself is in conflict with another aspect of yourself. Perhaps an unresolved or unacknowledged part is fighting for its right to be heard. It may also parallel a fight or struggle that you are going through in your waking life.

Death
To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.

Ocean
To see an ocean in your dream, represents the state of your emotions and feelings. It is indicative of some spiritual refreshment, tranquility and renewal.

Mourning
To dream that you are in mourning, refers to your inability to let go of the past. You need clear those old experiences and make way for the new.

To dream that you are wearing mourning, symbolizes grief, bad luck, and unhappiness.

So I have a vague understanding about it, but I don't think I'll analyze it too much. I mean, it's a freaking Robot Bear! ._. He couldn't talk either. It was just growly bear noises, that I somehow understood. A terribly confusing thing must say. Don't be surprised if you see Robot Bear art for a little while.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26492959/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26492959/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 21:09:46 PDT [link]

THIS IS GOLDEN. Incredibly lulz worthy. Enjoyable to the retinas.

Your eyes will thank me. (Or not.)

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26427666/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26427666/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 16:31:21 PDT
MAPLE BACON LOLLIPOPS.
[link]

And that's not all they make; there's booze flavored ones, wasabi ginger and some kind of aphrodisiac. AND THEY LOOK SO GOOD.

But they're expensive. Probably because of the weird flavors.

[link]

GO AND ENJOY, DEAR CHILDREN.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26399192/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26399192/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 10:09:13 PDT
(GUYSDON'TMAKEFUNOFMEFORBEINGAGEEKORMYNERDFIGHTER RAGEWILLBERELEASED..)

It's seriously fun, and a lot more intense that I though it would be. XD Even though it's a bit confusing at first, once you start playing, it makes way more sense than if you were to read about it first. And everyone in the group was really nice and funny. (AND FULL OF WIN.)

I convinced my sister to come along, so she'll be there next session. I can't wait for next week!

(Ps: Tentacle fondling the tentacle monster was rather amusing. Everyone who is interested and hasn't played yet, should. Seriously.)

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26377546/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26377546/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 10:09:00 PDT What was the best mark you ever recieved in school?: A
What is your GPA?: Don;t have one yet.
What is your major or what are you majoring in?: I want to go into criminal justice.

What was the name of your high school?: Well it IS Northampton High

My Favorites
Long weekend memory?: Uh... What's that?
Flower?: Orchids. In a totally not creepy way.
Bird?: THE PHILLIP KIND.
Soup?: The kind my mom makes.
Time to get up?: Noon.

This or That
Runny Mac & Cheese or Dry Mac & Cheese: Runny!
Cheap seats or front row?: Cheap seats.
Big City or Country Living?: D: I can't decide
Family Guy or Simpsons?: neither.
Lots or presents or one BIG present?: yes.

Do You?
Watch TV documentaries?: Sometimes.
Know how to cook, really well?: Kind of. Depends
Like surprises?: Yes!
Get weekends off?:
Know what you want for your birthday?:Kind of maybe.

Have You Ever
Hosted a surprise party?: No ):
Been thrown a surprise party?: No D:
Witnessed a crime?: I think...I might have...
Called 9-1-1?: No
Performed on stage?: Yes~!

Misc.
How often do you look at yourself in the mirror every day?: Eh. I dunno.

How often do you brush your teeth?: That's on a need to know basis.

Do you have a piggy bank?: Yes. That I frequently empty. (I steal from myself. I'm so horrible.)

What are you saving for?: School/cons/things.

Personal
What makes your blood boil?: People being mean,ignorant, not listening,...I'm going to stop now before this list turns into a rant.
Can you take criticism?: I'm getting better at it.

Do you shave your chest hair?: ...I can get hair there!?

Firsts
Thing you ate this morning?: Pizza
Body part you wash in the shower?: hair
Time you won something?: ...I have no idea.

As of Now
Are you getting enough sleep at night?: Nope. XD
You can't imagine living without?: the internetz.
Could you pickup and move to a new city?: N-no?
Do you know which way is north?: Vaguely.
Do you want someone to ask you on a date?: Does a fictional character count?

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26282190/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26282190/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 17:51:00 PDT How do your reading habits stack up?

Instructions: Copy this into your JOURNAL. Look at the list and put an 'X' after those you have read. Tag other book nerds.

1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen [ ]
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien [ ]
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte [ ]
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling [x]
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee [ ]
6 The Bible [ ]
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte [ ]
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwel [ ]
9 Philip Pullman His Dark Materials Series [ ]
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens [x] (I'm like half way through it.)

Total: 2

11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott [ ]
12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy [ ]
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller [ ]
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare [ ]
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier [ ]
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien [ ]
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulk [ ]
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger [ ]
19 The Time Traveler’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger [ ]
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot [ ]

Total: 2...

21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell [ ]
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald [ ]
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens [ ]
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy [ ]
25 The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams [ ]
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh [ ]
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky [ ]
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck [ ]
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll [/] (I've red excerts from it...)
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame [ ]

Total: 3

31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy [ ]
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens [ ]
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis [x]
34 Emma-Jane Austen [ ]
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen [ ]
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe [x]
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hossein [ ]
38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieresx [ ]
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden [ ]
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne [x]

Total: 5

41 Animal Farm - George Orwell [x]
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown [ ]
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez [ ]
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving []
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins [ ]
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery [X]
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy [ ]
48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood [ ]
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding [ ]
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan [ ]

Total: 7

51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel [ ]
52 Dune - Frank Herbert [ ]
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons [ ]
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen [ ]
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth [ ]
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon [ ]
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens [ ]
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley [ ]
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night - Mark Haddonx [ ]
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez [ ]

Total: 7

61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck [ ]
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov [x] (Still reading it though.)
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt [ ]
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold [ ]
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas [x]
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac [ ]
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy [ ]
68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding [ ]
69 Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie [ ]
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville [ ]

Total: 8

71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens [ ]
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker [ ]
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett [x]
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson [ ]
75 Ulysses - James Joyce []
76 The Inferno – Dante [ ]
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome [ ]
78 Germinal - Emile Zola [ ]
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackery [ ]

Total: 8

80 Possession - AS Byatt [ ]
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens [ ]
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell [ ]
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker [ ]
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro [ ]
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert [ ]
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry [ ]
87 Charlotte’s Web - EB White [x]
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom [ ]
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle [x] (OH HELL YES!)
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton [ ]

Total 10!!!

91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad [ ]
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Sa... ]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26255806/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26255806/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 13:36:08 PDT

After a much needed visit to the library I've felt a lot more creative urges than I used to. I've been doing more drawing, writing, comicking... It's a little bewildering for me, from having art block for so long. Eh. I'm rambling again, aren't I? >_>

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26152627/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26152627/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 14:19:49 PDT

I kind of accidentally taught myself string bending (Chocking?) through this really cute anime, K-on! and it's unnaturally fun. XD Heh heh....It makes a "Myon!" sound... >w<

But that's besides the point. Because of this site, I've been on the computer more than usual, and since my mother does not know I actually have a guitar, she thinks I'm being a lazy good for nothing. >_> Help plz?

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26133012/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26133012/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 15:29:23 PDT
D: I know, I've been sticking this lovely icon on my latest out coming work.

and only one person has bothered to listen to it. I started to put it up there when I saw a ton of people randomly faving my work of the front page. It's nice and all, but it bothers me to no end when they don't at least tell you WHY they faved it. Gaaah, I know it shouldn't bother me, but it does. I want to know the reason behind the people faving my work when they're eons better than I am! Will someone please explain that to me?

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26106243/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26106243/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 10:56:26 PDT

ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Mln
TWO - Are you single?: Yes. Yes I am.
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 2 or 8
FOUR - black or white: GRAY!
FIVE - Least favorite color?: The color of poo~ >_>
SIX - Favorite candy?: CARAMEL.
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: I don't.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: It's alright~
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: No.
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: Art and English!
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: ...What?
TWELVE - How do you make money?: Begging.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: EVERYONE. I LOVE THE WORLD.
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: It's summer vay-kay right now, so nowhere atm.

FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Depends. I can't ask people for help in stores or order food in restaurants...*sobs* But otherwise...

SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: AWESOME.
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: I only have one pair of shoes, man.

EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: No
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: School, surprisingly.

TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: WORKING ON MY COMICS.
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: No. I do not.

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: Why is this meme so inquisitive and borderline stalkerish?

Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Filling out memes, getting pumped for half blood prince tonight.

Honestly, have you done something bad today?:I yelled at my brother, but he was the one making gay jokes. >: (

Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: No. Don't get it.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: I never use the phone.

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Eh. Not really.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: A certain couple of BOYS...(If I don't wanna talk to you it means I don't wanna talk to you!)

Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Yeah. D:
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: >w< YEAH.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?:Maybe I am, maybe not~

Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: Every group of friends has a Karen.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yep!
Can you dance?: Everyone else thinks so. >_> But I don't.
Can you do a cart wheel?: No.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Yeeess.....>_>
Can you whistle?: Yes
Can you wiggle your ears?: No
Can you wiggle your nose?: Kind of?
Can you roll your tongue?: Yes.
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: EW.

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you’re mad?: I yell at anyone and everyone, rant about why I'm mad or not talk to anyone at all.

What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: I slapped a guy.
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: My siblings~ >_>

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: Yes (D: I love you guys.)
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes
Ever cried over the same sex?: Yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: When I was little.
Do certain songs make you cry?: Only when I'm down in the first place.

Do certain movies make you cry?: Sometimes~

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: *shrugs*
What makes you the happiest?: Music, art, and my friends~
Does being with your friends make you happy?: YES! ♥
Do you believe in yourself?: >3>
Do you wish you were happier?: Yeah.
Is being happy overrated?: Of course not.
Can music make you happy?: I just said that, didn't I?

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Twice?
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: Eh.
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ‘I love you’?: Yes. *sigh*

HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: Yes >:<
Have you ever been on a hit list?: Eh...?
Are you a mean bully?: I can be. D:
Do you hate George Bush?: As a president, maybe. As a person, no.

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: It fluctuates.
Do you think you're good looking?: WRY YESH, I DO. *gets slapped* XD
Do you wish you could be someone else?: Sometimes.

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Black
Current piercings?: None.
Have any tat... ]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26071414/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26071414/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 17:27:34 PDT
]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26012458/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/26012458/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 18:30:48 PDT ?

Anyhoodle, I'm finally able to start working on Lady of the Sky, (or LotS) because a certain someone (*coughcough~Reelahcoughcough*) sent in their info. (BTW, I STILL NEED YOUR PHYSICAL DESCRIPTON....JUST SAYING...)

So you'll get to see that. ;3

AWAY I GO! The water is boiling, and I have to take the kettle off of the stove now.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25972327/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25972327/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 20:16:41 PDT
Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats. (TURTLES FOREVER.AND FISHIES!!! GRAAAWWWH!!!)

[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (as long as it isn't serious)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[x] Sad movies suck. (Yet I always end up watching them by accident. )
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (USED to?
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football *****.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (
[ ] Sports are fun. (NO THEY ARE NOT.)
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.

Total = 11

Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop.(GRAAAH NO.)
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport. (I don't cheer lead though. You have to be as tough as a gymnast and without and of those pads on the ground. Damn, it looks scary. )

[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (;_; I wish...)
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should. (More like scowl. XD)
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (Only one. Pfff)
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear. (Well I kind of have to wear a bra if I don't want them to jiggle around....)

[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
Total: 5

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25865762/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25865762/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 17:49:36 PDT
[x] - You like cheese.
[ ] - You hate peanuts.
[ ] - You agree that this quiz is random.
[x] - You have farted today. >_>
[x] - You have choked on something.
[x] - You are a writer.
[ ] - You smoke
[ ] - You like to swim.
[x] - You have farted more than once today. >_____________>
[x] - You like ice cream.

TOTAL SO FAR = 6

[x] - You have lied more than 10 times.
[ ] - You are an only child.
[ ] - You have more than 3 pets.
[x] - You prefer water to other drinks.
[ ] - You are an alcoholic.
[x] - You are under 20 years old.
[ ] - You are over 30 years old.
[ ] - You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] - You like jewelry.
[ ] - Your favorite music genre is rock.

TOTAL SO FAR = 9

[x] - You weigh more than 140 lbs.
[x] - You like pirates.
[x] - You like anime.
[x] - You are a fangirl/fanboy of something.
[ ] - You take a prescription drug every day.
[ ] - You have a job.
[x] - You live with your parents.
[x] - You like to eat eggs.
[ ] - You have a religion.
[ ] - You dress stranger than other people.
TOTAL SO FAR= 15

[ ] - You have had diarrhea in the past 2 weeks.
[x] - You have eaten something odd before.
[x] - You are bad at math.
[x] - You love electronics.
[x] - Someone/something has pissed you off in the past week.
[x] - You cuss a lot.
[ ] - You believe in aliens.
[ ] - You play video games.
[x] - You have low self-esteem.
[ ] - You carry a purse.

TOTAL SO FAR= 21


[x] - You like flowers.
[ ] - You are bisexual or homosexual.
[ ] - You are a Capricorn or a Scorpio.
[x] - You have used tarot before.
[x] - You believe in ghosts.
[ ] - You think *The-Fun-Group is awesome.
[ ] - You like =Fotus9's horoscopes better than *An-Unsure-Thing's...
[ ] - You thought today's funny saying was really funny.
[ ] - You have gotten one of the daily riddle's right.
[x] - You have gotten in/came close to being in a fist fight.

TOTAL SO FAR= 24

[x] - You like fire.
[ ] - You have fainted or passed out before.
[ ] - You have a high school diploma.
[x] - You live in America.
[x] - You use hand sanitizer a lot.(lol)
[x] - You consider yourself a nerd.
[ ] - You have tried chewing tobacco.
[ ] - You are a conspiracy theorist.
[ ] - You sleep in the nude.

TOTAL SO FAR= 28


[x] - You have imagined yourself being famous.
[x] - You own a stuffed animal.
[x] - You like watermelon.
[ ] - You live in Europe.
[ ] - You have a fetish for something.
[x] - You fidget a lot.
[x] - You agree that this quiz has nothing to do with anything.
[ ] - You won't re-post this quiz.
[ ] - You have your own personal computer and don't share one.
[x] - You have a brother.

TOTAL SO FAR= 34


[x] - You can cook well.(when i don't kill cakes)
[X] - You like to party.
[ ] - You are a bad dancer.
[ ] - You are a professional dancer.
[x] - You have crossed paths with a black cat.
[ ] - You have a friend that you think is crazy.
[x] - You have under 10 good, close friends.
[ ] - You are anticipating your answer to this quiz.
[x] - You have ran away from something.
[ ] - You have watched the movie: "X Men 3".(

TOTAL SO FAR= 39

[x] - You like to mix soft drinks together.
[x] - You have done an odd experiment.
[x] - People have stared at you oddly in public.
[ ] - Your grandmother(s) are/ is still alive. (Biologically speaking, they both died in the war...)

[ ] - You have a step-mom or dad.
[ ] - You hate to be tagged.
[ ] - You have been a member to dA for under 3 months.
[ ] - You have a dA subscription.
[ ] - Your hair is brown.
[x] - You love to eat candy.

TOTAL SO FAR= 43


[x] - You have dressed up for Halloween.
[x] - You love cats.
[x] - You have a quirky personality.
[ ] - You are a coffee addict.
[x] - You live near a body of water.
[x] - You have had a toothache.
[x] - You currently have to go to the bathroom.
[x] - You like reading others' answers to "What would you do?".
[ ] - You are a vegetarian/vegan.
[x] - You use the term: "Epic Fail".

GRAND TOTAL = 51

0-25 = A spaceship.
26 = Corn.
27 = The Chosen One.
28 = A donkey.
29 = Flashlight.
30 = Weed.
31 = Stalker.
32 = Poodle.
33 = A turd.
34 = Pacifier.
35 = Chili.
36 = A continent. ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25844266/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25844266/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 17:20:20 PDT beezy63

1)Am I sweet?-
Am I crazy?-
Am I lovable?-
Am I funny?-
Am I ugly?-
Am I psycho?-
Am I annoying?-
Am I a good person?-

2)******Would You******
Hug me?-
Miss me if I was gone?-
Listen to my problems?-
Hug me if I cried?-
Be a good friend?-

3)******If You Could...******
Give me a new name it would be?-
Do one thing with me it would be?-
Drop me one piece of advice it would be?-

4)******Just A Few Questions******
What do you like about me?-
What do you hate about me?-
What is my best quality?-

1. Who are you?-
2. Do you have a crush on me?-
3. Are we good friends?-
4. Do we know each other in real life?-
5. Will you put this in your journal so I can answer these questions about you!?-

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25811474/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25811474/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 06:30:21 PDT
Mel: Because I said so, and it will be awesome.

Shawn: Besides, you lost that bet anyways. You have to.

Kev: OK IT IS NOT MY FAULT I STARTED CRYING DURING THAT ANIME. IT WAS A VERY TOUCHING SCENE.

Mel: Yes. It was. But you were the one who said BL was mindless fluff.

LET US BEGIN. (Breaking it into sections 'cause my head works like that)

KEVIN

PERSONALITY:

A tsundere otaku(Acts cold, aloof, but actually very loving.And then, the otaku part.)

Occasional spasms, tends to flail arms when nervous.

Prone to ranting when he's mad.Will let you know when he's miffed about something. Will either stop talking or won't shut up.

Doesn't like to admit he's wrong, and tries too hard (Or not enough) to get people to like him.

Won't take your crap. Not at all.

Embarrassed very easily. Will hunch over when he is. Chews on his sleeves as well.


Doesn't really give a shit about most things. As long as he's still breathing he says he's fine. Unless he's like...pissed. Then he likes to complain. Alot.

APPEARANCE:
Black and longish hair, side swept bangs with streaks of "blue". (Really looks like it's green...>_> )

Kind of tubby. Hides it with a lot of grubby sweatshirts, usually blue ones. Left sleeve always looks like it was eaten by a squirrel. The "squirrel" is Kevin himself.

Desperately needs a belt. His mother buys a size to large, thinking he's tubbier than he really is. Kevin complains about this often.

VERY ASIAN.

OTHER:

Doesn't mind yaoi as much as he says he does.

Very sensitive about his mule. ("IT IS A FABULOUS AND STUNNING CREATURE, YOU HEAR ME?")

Hates how Pocky is so popular nowadays because he used to be made fun of for eating it when he was little. (D: We lived in a racist neighborhood....)

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25803612/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25803612/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 19:06:46 PDT __> The monuments were amazing and the Air and Space museum gave me a ton of steampunk ideas... But the last day, at King's Dominian was super! awesome. My sister and I went on this coaster that shot you up at a 90 degree angle out a volcano and whirled you around the park and it was *rambles about roller coasters* AND OMG. I GOT BUBBLES. THAT SMELL GOOD! AND THEY'RE IN PRETTY COLORFUL TEST TUBES. FFFF I AM SO HAPPY. ONE OF THEM SMELLS LIKE PINEAPPLE SODA.

So anyways, I AM HOME! And working on secret projects. ScottyX2 is being revived. The characters are being fleshed out and I have a new writer! My sister Tiff (~furubafan3) is going to do most of the writing (I'm still helping a lot though) and I'm drawing it. :3 And Beffy and I are working on Ben and Kev adventures. It feels good to be back home guys.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25648916/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25648916/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 15:57:49 PDT Gaah I can't wait! And if we get there in time for the 4th of July...That'd be amazing. Prepare to see various pretty photos. And possibly some stupid videos. And even stupider art. For those of you who know my cell phone number, you should all totally call me. X3

MEL SHALL BE DOCUMENTING HER TRAVELS WITH HER SISTERS. WE ARE GOING FULL ON AMELIA WITH THIS! If you have no idea what I am talking about, prepare to be enlightened: [link] [link]

ANYWAYS. Yeah, Travel times is awesome times.
See ya loves, We're leaving tonight!

[link] WE ARE GOING TO THAT BEACH. FFFF. It's the same beach my father left me and my sister on when we were little and lived in Baltimore. Because he forgot my bottle. XD

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25594178/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25594178/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 20:09:24 PDT

Ok, I'm done whining now. XD

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25563730/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25563730/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 10:08:21 PDT
Then repost as _% Virgin.

1. Smoked? No.
2. Drank alcohol? NO.
3. Cried when someone died? ...No....O_O
4. Been drunk? I've never drank before so....
5. Had sex? >< NOOOOOO
6. Been to a concert? Yes~
7. Given a handjob/gotten a handjob? O_O NO. NEVER EVER.
8. Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob? *shakes head wildly*
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed? Verbally, yes.
10.Verbally/sexually harassed somebody? ...Eh?

Total: 98%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up? I do not believe so.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose? GAH YES IT WAS PAINFUL SINCE IT FIZZED.

13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before? Never. I beleive in constancy.

14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend? No...
15. Been to prom? Does the Mayor's Dance count? (I don't think it does...)
16. Cried at school? Yes.
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store? DON'T LAUGH AT ME.
18. Went streaking? FFFFF NO.
19. Given or received a lap dance? NOOOOOOOO
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room? My little brother?

Total: 95%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over? I don't think it counts if the person who did the inviting was your parents. And that theother person was your uncle. >_>

22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house? Yes? In Canada I fell asleep in my mom's friend's apartment.

23. Kissed a stranger? No?
24. Hugged a stranger? Yes~
25. Went scuba diving? Nope, but I bet it's fun. :3
26. Driven a car? AHAHAHA I TOTALLY DIDN'T BREAK THE LA*coughing fityesihave*
27. Gotten an x-ray? Once.
28. Hit by a car? Nuh uh.
29. Had a party? Lame ones, XD
30. Done serious drugs? Nooope. Though people think I'm taking them. o-o

Total: 91%

31. Played strip poker/darts? O__________O NO.
32. Got paid to strip for someone? *hides* EW NO. (peeeedoooosss....)

33. Ran away from home? *shakes head* Though I wanted to...
34. Broken a bone? No, only sprained my ankle.
35. Eaten sushi? Y-yes? What does this have to do with being virginal?
36. Bought porn? *coughsPEOPLEHAVETEHINTERNETcoughs* No. I have never bought anything of the sort.
37. Watched porn? Seriously, does yaoi count? I'm not sure if it does.
38. Made porn? ...Think of the Spanish trip.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex? A small one yes. I got over it in about a week.
40. Been in love? ...yeah....

Total: 85%

41. French kissed? No.
42. Laughed so hard you cried? DUDE yes. XD
43. Cried yourself to sleep? -sighs- yeah.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep? :3 Yay~
45. Stabbed yourself? IT WAS WITH A PENCIL AND A TOTAL ACCIDENT!
46. Shot a gun? No, but I've always wanted to...
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day? HAIL NAW.
48. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours? *coughs and turns away slowly*

49. Been online for 9 consecutive hours? ....>_>
50. Watched an animal die? No...
Total: 79%

51. Watched a person die? No...thank goodness. I don't thin kI could handle that...
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present? No.
53. Pranked somebody? Tried but failed. So no.
54. Put somebody in the hospital? No.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out? If I have I don't remember.
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex? Kyla. At the Mayor's Dance. On the cheek. She was collecting them.

57. Dressed punk? XD no...
58. Dressed goth? *shakes head*
59. Dressed preppy? No.
60. Been to a motocross race? What?
Total: 78%

61. Avoided somebody? Like the plague.
62. Been stalked? If I have then my stalker's pretty good at what they do...>_>
63. Stalked someone? No!
64. Met a celebrity? A miss America contestant?
65. Played an instrument? Clarinet, but what does that have to do with being a virgin?
66. Ridden a horse? No~
67. Cut yourself? Nope
68. Bungee jumped? HOLY SHI- No.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody? I once did a variation of that to the mailman. I left the little flag up when the mailbox was empty....I'm a dork XD.

70. Been to a wild party? Define, "wild".

Total: 75%

71. Got caught stealing something? No.>_> Not saying that I've actually stolen anything, of course. o-o
72. Kicked a guy in the balls? No, but I had a guy take a boffer to the balls which is just as effective. Especially if your me.
73.... ]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25516760/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25516760/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 12:22:07 PDT
]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25417997/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25417997/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 14:44:07 PDT Anyways, it's been very therapeutic for me. If that makes sense. >_>

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25380571/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25380571/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 19:20:34 PDT
[ ] You have a short temper
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[ ] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[x] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[ ] You can be quite reckless.
[ ] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.

Total:6

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[ ] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[ ] You think before you act.
[x] You are good at breaking up fights.
[ ] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous. (I've been told that...)

Total:7

.:EARTH:.

[ ] You are physically strong.
[ ] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[ ] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[ ] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[x] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.

Total: 4

.:AIR:.

[ ] You have a free spirit.
[ ] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[ ] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[ ] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.

Total: 6

.: DARKNESS:.

[ ] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[ ] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[/] You don't talk much.
[ ] You are an atheist.
[ ] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[ ] You love to break the rules.

Total: 4 1/2

.:LIGHT:.

[x] You are very polite.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[x] You believe everything you see or hear.
[x] You are afraid of the dark.
[x] You hate violence.
[x] You hope for world peace.
[ ] Everyone loves to be around you.
[x] You always follow the rules.

Total: 8

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25374671/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25374671/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 14:11:41 PDT

In other news,

....LYK OMG GAIZ YAOI IS TEH BEST. *gets slapped*

Anyways, end of the school thingy, what are we dressing up in this time?

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25187547/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25187547/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 21:02:16 PDT 1. are you single? Well NOW I am. :sigh:
2. are you happy? I felt fantastic earlier so....?
3. are you bored? Very.
4. are you Italian? nope.
5. are you pregnant? No, but my mother say I look like I am sometimes. (THANK YOU SO MUCH MOM.
6. are you Irish? Nuh uh.
7. are you nice? Depends on my mood, and who the other person is.
8. are you spanish ? NO BUT I TAKE SPANISH.
9. are you sober? I am drunk off soda.
10. are you cold? No, it fucking hot.


TEN FACTS:
1. full name: STALKERS! ALL OF YOU.
2. nicknames: Mel, MelMels/z, Mel-chan. God's Father, Grandpa, Captain, Teh Melz.
3. birthplace: Maryland
4. haircolour: Black.
5. natural hairstyle: straight. (BUT IT'S CURLY NOW. )
6. birthday: 6/29
7. facebook emotion: How am I suppose to answer this?
8. favourite colour: Blue.
9.one place to visit: England.
10. where are you going to be in an hour: My computer, or asleep.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LIFE:
1. have you ever been in love? -sighs- Yes.
2. do you believe in love at first sight? Yeah.
3. have you ever been hurt emotionally? OH HELL YES.
4. have you ever broken someones heart? Possibly
5. have you ever had your heart broken? *grumbles like a bitch*
6. have you ever liked someone and never told them? Fff, who hasn't?
7. are you afraid of commitment? No,I require it.
8. who was the last person you hugged? Autumn.
9. who was the last person who kissed you, and do you care about him/her? Kyla? I kissed her cheeck. She was collecting kisses because "I kissed a girl" was playing. I like her as a friend.
10. who was the last person who made you cry? Psh, everyone knows by now.

BEST FRIENDS
EVERYONE I TALK TO ON HERE AND BOTHERED TO READ THIS!!

TEN THIS OR THAT:
1. love or lust? love.
2. sunrise or sunset? sunset.
3. cats or dogs? KITTIES.
4. a few best friends or many regular friends? I can't have both? (Best friends, I guess.)
5. television or internet? INTERNET
6. wild night out or romantic night? Seriously, not both?
7. money or happiness? Happiness. Money can always be aqquired later.
8. day or night? Night
9. IM or phone? IM,I hate the phone....
10. hamburgers or fries? Fries.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER:
1. been caught sneaking out? I have no idea.
2. have you ever gone skinny dipping? Once when I was eight....XD
3. done something you regret? Psh, I'm regretting things now!
4. bungee jumped? No.
5. lied to someone you like? Yes.
6. finished an entire jaw breaker? I don't remember.
9. wanted to disappear? Yes...
10. cried from laughing so hard? Totally.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER:
1. smile or eyes ? EYES. I LOVE EYES SO MUCH.
2. light or dark hair? Either.
3. hugs or kisses? ...*broods*
4. shorter or taller? Whatever. Doesn't matter.
5. intelligence or attraction? Both~
6. romantic or spontaneous? Romanticly spontaneous.
7. funny or serious? Seriously FUNNY. XD But they have to know when to tone it down...
8. skinny or fat? WHY DOES IT MATTER?!
9. outgoing or quiet? Whatever they feel like being...
10. sweet or badass? A Badass sweetheart? ....o////o

TEN HAVE YOUS:
1. ever performed in front of a large crowd? GO BAAAANNND!! PLATINUM! PLATINUM!
3. ever been pregnant? Get back to me on that one.
4. ever kissed the same gender? *coughs* Didn't you read question 9 in Life?
5. ever been on a cheerleading teaam ? NO.
6. ever been on a dance team ? *shakes head*
7. ever been on a sports team? NEVER! AND YOU CAN'T MAKE ME.
8. ever been in a drama/play production? I'm in one this year?
9. ever owned a hummer, BMW or escalade? WI can't drive. D:
10. ever been in a rap video? I ONCE TRIED TO MAKE A FAN VID FOR MC PANTS.

TEN LASTS:
last phone call you made? To my mother. To pick me up.
last person you hung out with? I WAS AT A DANCE.
last time you worked? For money? A couple summers ago?
last person you msn'd? You mean im'd? Beffy.
last person you texted? I can't text.
last person / thing you miss? Ethan. (PLEASE DON'T KILL ME BETHANY, I CAN'T HELP IT.)
last person you fought with? *coughs and points up* Bethany too... In a way...I think.
last person you talked to in person? My sister Tiffany.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25165001/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25165001/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 16:27:43 PDT
]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25018580/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/25018580/ Fri, 29 May 2009 16:32:26 PDT w< The band WON A FREAKIN' PLATINUM AWARD at Great East, AND I spent a whole school day at Six Flags, AND IT STILL COUNTED AS SCHOOL. I'm out of art block, Sandbocs has the event tomorrow... I haven't been this happy in a while.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24988195/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24988195/ Wed, 27 May 2009 21:24:44 PDT You've seen her massacre vampires, werewolves, and aliens....but Smeyer is taking on another project. SHE IS GOING TO RUIN MERMAIDS!!! MY POOR BELOVED MERMAIDS!! *cries in the corner*

Taken off the Twilight Lexicon, (After I read an article somewhere about it. There was a link.)

Current Projects
“Humans are boring; they need something extra.” Stephenie grew up with X-Men and other superheroes, and said, “I want to be a mermaid – I love mermaids.” She has plans to write a book on mermaids, or perhaps sirens, but these will be very different from the traditional type, just like her vampires are different.

Her mermaids will be thought to be cannibals because they eat humans. The humans fish for them, but because the mermaids need to go near the shore that leads to inevitable conflict.

The story will be about a girl with the nickname Froggy. She’s a human, but doesn’t really know where she belongs. Stephenie thinks this will be set in a fantasy world. The mermaids will be named with sounds that make it seem like they’re talking underwater. Long ‘e’ sounds, with l and s too.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24965092/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24965092/ Tue, 26 May 2009 16:45:49 PDT My sister ran over my toe with a swivel chair.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Drawings basically. I used to have a Panic At The Disco poster up there before my little brother MASSACRED it. >

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I snore. So very loudly. Ask Beanthey. (Wait, Beanthy?! OMG BEFFY I'MMA CALL YOU BEANTHEY!!!!)

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
*Throws MP3 player at your head.* ALMOST ANYTHING. FFFFF

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
8:01!!! (LAWL I WISH.)

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
I want to put an end to my confusion and suffering. Also, a nap would be nice.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
HEADPHONES THAT WORK DAMMIT.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
My music, my comics, and my yaoi.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
Five feet and one inch. Or maybe a little bit shorter.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Depends on the situation

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Only if I have a reason to be scared.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
(More like cried over.) ....Ethan. *sigh*

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Dying.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
*twiddles with hair and looks down* >///>

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
SKY DIVING. TOTES. LOL.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
ENNNNNEEEERRRGYYYY DRRIIIIIIINK......

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPINGS?
Combos from Costco....

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
SQUID!!! I LOVE SQUID SO MUCH!

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
Bluuue~

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
*Fish tail wiggling out of mouth* Mmf?

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
A journal my sister gave me after she had ripped my old one up out of spite.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
Wait, what?

*Shudders* no.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
69 LOL.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
BRUNETTES HELL YAH.

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
Find him
Bind him
Tie him to a pole and
Break his fingers
To splinters.
Drag him to a hole until he
Wakes up
Naked,
Clawing at the ceiling of
His grave....

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
That corner of my mind where I have created a perfect world.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
You betcha.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
My naivety and constant worrying.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
I met a Miss USA contestant once.

37. FIRST JOB?
Cat sitting

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
I'VE WANTED TO.

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
Well, yeah.

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Taking pictures of my sister before she went to prom.

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
No? I don't think so...

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My drawings.

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
No. Every time I go to the dentist they tell me how straight my teeth are, gushingly.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
A F7^$%ÎNG TABLET! Or A Jason Mraz cd. That works too. (Mraz=♥ )

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
I WANT TO NAME MY SON LEONARDO! AND THE OTHER ONE EITHER SCOTTY OR ARTHUR.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I was named so that my name would rhyme with my sister's.

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Beating, being a douche, violating my morals...basic douche baggery.

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE(D) ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
I'm going there next year?

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
WHATEVER I FIND IN THE BASMENT.

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
I can't read it sometimes. ._.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
THE MEAT KIND.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
cracking my knuckles, over thinking things, losing things, forgetfulness...

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
OH HELL YES.

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
Not really.

56.... ]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24808189/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24808189/ Sun, 17 May 2009 15:53:47 PDT
With the help of magics from the Internet, books inside the case, and my sister's tuner, I've managed to play a few basic chords that actually sound good~! I just need to find a better time to practice than when my mom's away, or asleep.She doesn't really know I have the guitar in the first place...I hope by the time she does find out, I get good enough to show her I can play it, and should be able to keep it.

Sooo....yeah. :3 AREN'T I SO COOL?!

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24668680/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24668680/ Sat, 09 May 2009 12:28:45 PDT [link]
Dr. Grordbort's rayguns are some of the most beautifully crafted I've ever seen, and it would be an absolute dream come true to own one. However, as most of you know, I have no means to purchase one with. SO LYK YAH I'M STILL SELLING ART YA KNOW. I WOULD LIKE TEH MONEHZ.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24602959/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24602959/ Tue, 05 May 2009 14:44:47 PDT Wry yesh~

If you ended up in jail, who would be most likely to end up in there with you?
The people who share my deathly yaoi addiction. And the people at my lunch table...XD

Were you single on Valentine's Day?
Yes? o-o
Have you smoked a cigarette today?
NO. NEVER EVER.

Are you dating anyone currently?
>W< ~♥
Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
Yes. But I didn't beleive them.

What is something you disliked about your day?
Teh Angst.
What's the last thing you said out loud?
"OK"

How's your hair looking?
It's down and in a barrette.

Do you think the drinking age should be lowered to 18?
Eh. Don't care.

Happier on your own or with someone?
As long as I'm happy...

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yes. It's called MYSELF. O_o

Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
Eyes~ Smiles are cute but eyes are gorgeous~

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
If I hav eI don't know about it.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/​​​girlfriend smokes?
YES. VERY YES. Cigarettes are DEATH STICKS!!

Do you think relationships are hard?
*broods in corner* YES.

Have you ever tried your hardest, then got disappointed later on?
Doesn't everyone? (Also, isn't that a weird question to put after the last one?)

Suppose you find out something bad happens to someone you dislike, what do you do?
BWAHAHAHA TAKE THAT. Unless it's really bad....then..ouch. Glad it isn't me..

What did you do for the 4th of July this past year?
Hung out with my COUSIN TRISTAN!At the lake house.(;D OH HO HO BEFFY-KINS.)

What was the last term of endearment you used [babe, hun, dear, etc]?
Does Beffy-kins count? If it doesn't...I used M'love.

Who was last to smack your butt?
MY OWN MOTHER.

Do you have a hard time trusting people?
Yes. >_>

In the summer do you see yourself in a relationship?


Without naming any names, say something to somebody:
BAKANDA.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
Very vividly. ;D

Last time you felt bad about someone/​​​something?​​​
pfft yeah.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Um..? o_O

You can receive a $500 gift card to one place; which place is it?
BARNES AND NOBLE! OWO

If you can donate blood, but don't, what is your reason?
I'm not old enough?

Do you experience hyperactivity after drinking an energy drink?
Sometimes. It's just easier for me to stay up.

Have you ever dated someone just because of their looks?
I once liked someone for their looks. That didn't go to well XD

What was something you always got in trouble for as a kid?
"Stealing" money. From myself. And the floor.

Do you still get in trouble for that now?
>
Do you care more about yourself, or other people?
Depends on the situation.

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
GIRL POWER.

Are you picky about who you give your number to?
I don't give my number to anyone unless I know them well....

Have you ever been called heartless?
Ehh...? O_o

Were you mad about the way you woke up this morning?
More like felt like a zombie...

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Y-yes? (Ethan's older than me by a year... Does that count?)

What do you hear right now?
My sister Tiffany. She's making odd noises.

What's bothering you right now?
Tiffy's odd noises. XD

What's one thing you want?
To be able to eat that sandwich I gave her. (YES I ATE HALF OF THE ASSWHICH. I FORGOT IT WAS THE ASSWICH UNTIL AFTER I ATE IT. D

What did you do over the summer?
I went to Maine. I think.

Why aren't you pursuing the person you like?
Because we already know we like each other...?

Would you take your ex back?
I've never had one be... ]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24564825/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24564825/ Sun, 03 May 2009 11:39:26 PDT My name is Captain Melanie Willis. Some near and dear to me call me Mel.

2. Interesting. What's your current age?
I'm old enough to run a ship, that's for sure.

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
I'm rather partial to a good bit of squid here and there. My crew seems to disagree.

4. And your favorite drink?
Tea or ale. Depends on what mood I'm in, really. ()

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
I-I'll have not of that on my ship, thank you very much!

Crew Member: But Cap'n, what about your relationship with Leftennat Douville?

BE QUIET YOU!AND GO BACK TO YOUR DUTIES!

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
*broods in the corner*

7. Classic question! What's your favorite color?
Coppers and blues are rather nice.

8. Who's your favorite author?
The person who made these delightful maps I found here in my cabin...

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
Failing my crew. Losing the ones I love.

10. Do you like waffles?
What the deuce...!?

11. Awesome. Who's your hero?
My mysterious benefactor...

12. Okay, who is your worst enemy?
My worst enemy? Hm...There was this captain who was only in it for the title...and the women.

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
Define "get together". That can be taken many different ways.

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
Pay my respects to her, for creating me, but also complain about how unnecessarily hard everything is.

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
...a captain....which I already am...?

16. What's your worst nightmare?
Beyond your deepest fears.

17. What's your lifelong dream?
To prove to everyone that I'm not a sissy little girl, and that I CAN in fact walk in a straight line.

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
....Huh. Never thought of that.

19. Okay, where's your favorite place to relax?
The nice bed of the Captain's Quarters. It's very soft.

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Manning the ship, trying to keep everyone together
21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want
YOU.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24537162/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24537162/ Fri, 01 May 2009 19:40:52 PDT REALLY. ANOTHER ONE? THANKS GUYS. THANKS.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24428722/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24428722/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 13:46:56 PDT MEME NUMBER ONE!!!!!

I TAG KEA AND BEFFY.

1. tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily. (I AM tan. Tan is my FRIGGEN LAST NAME.)
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. (Bluuuue.....)
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x]I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. (Does my little brother count?)
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. (I've been to Asia though....)
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.(But I missed.)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.( I was like...eight or something.)
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing. (And hated it.)
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x]I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (Part of it anyways.)
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[x] I've gotten divorced. (With Kea. We had a son together, little Noah. XD)
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a s... ]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24406321/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24406321/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 06:54:25 PDT
]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24359480/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24359480/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 12:17:02 PDT [link]


NATALE, SCOTTY O'S SISTER
Natalie is only a little like you. She may be popular, or she may not, but no matter what she's impossible to ignore; she stands out... just the way you always wanted to. There's never been anything special about her that she could see; boy, is she in for a surprise. She's got no emotional scars to speak of. And you've been sparing with the free handouts: whatever she gains, she's worked for.

In general, you care deeply about Natalie, but you're smart enough to let her stand on her own, without burdening her with your personal fantasies or propping her up with idealization and over-dramatization. Natalie is a healthy character with a promising career ahead of her.

MICHEAL CHANDLER
Micheal Chandler is suspiciously similar to you as you'd like to be. He may be popular, or he may not, but no matter what he's impossible to ignore; he stands out... just the way you always wanted to. There's never been anything special about him that he could see; boy, is he in for a surprise. He's come in for his share of hurt, but gotten off with minor damage. And you've been sparing with the free handouts: whatever he gains, he's worked for.

In general, you care deeply about Micheal Chandler, but you're smart enough to let him stand on his own, without burdening him with your personal fantasies or propping him up with idealization and over-dramatization. Micheal Chandler is a healthy character with a promising career ahead of him.

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24358938/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24358938/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 11:33:26 PDT - Available:Nope! >w<
- Age: 13....I'm little.
- Annoyance: things that annoy me. ()
- Animal:ANYTHING WITH TENTACLES IS MAH BUDDY. (In a totally non hentai way.)
B
- Beer: smells weird
- Birthday: June 29th
- Best Friends: Kea,Beffy, Juju, Zaa, Faith (I should get to know her better though.)ONLINE: Tato, Ranurenu, Strawberri, and anyone else on PKST.
- Body Part on opposite sex: Arms. or hands. :3
- Best feeling in the world:LOVE. ALIVE WITH THE GLORY OF LOVE!
- Blind or Deaf: SO HARD. um....deaf? I would miss music so much but...I want to see....
- Best weather: Early autumn late spring.
- Been in Love: I am~♥
- Been on stage?:yes. GO BAND.
- Believe in Magic:IN A YOUNG GIRL'S HEART! *is shot*
- Believe in God: Agnostic over here.
- Believe in Santa: Santa is an FBI ninja.
C
- Candy: I LIEK CANDY TOO.
- Color: green or blue
- Chocolate/Vanilla: CHOCOLATE VANILLA TWIST!
- Chinese/Mexican:Ch-chinese...? *is half chinese*
- Cake or pie:CHICKEN POT PIE.
- Continent to visit:UM UM UM. THE LAND DOWN UNDA. I GUESS. I HAVE COUSINS THAR.
- Cheese: yay.
D
- Day or Night: Twilight. Not the vampire kind. The kinds that happens between night and day. > SMeyer ruined the word for me.
- Dance in the rain?: YES. WITH MY SNAZZY UMBRELLA AND CRISP SUIT. I WOULD SING TOO.
- Do the splits?: No.Never.


E
- Eggs: Steamed. *drools*
- Eyes:brown.
Everyone's got: what everyone else wants.
- Ever failed a class?: I came close once....
F
- First thoughts waking up: Mel doesn't feel like moving.
- to anyone who tries to touch me:depends who you are.
- Food:MELMEL NEED ASIAN FOODZ!!!

G
- Greatest Fear: Dying
- Goals: don't have any yet.
- Gum: OMNOMNOM I CAN HAZ GUM
- Get along with your parents?: somewhat.
- Good luck charm?: I used to have this green rock...I lost it though. D:
H
- Hair Color: black.
- Happy: comes in the simplest forms.
- Holiday: MAH BIRTHDAY YEAH.
- How do you want to die: in my sleep.
I
- Ice Cream: mint chocolate chip.
- Instrument: CLARINET BABY.

J
- Jewelry: Necklaces at most. I hate earrings.
- Job: I need one.
K
- Kids: can be friggen cute.
- Kickboxing or karate: YES.
- Keep a journal?: Yes, but you can read it.

L
- Longest Car Ride: From MA to Canada.
- Love: is a happy fluffy feeling~♥ >w<
- Letter: s help make books, so letters are GOD.

M
- Milk flavor: white...milk...?
- Movies: YAY.
- Motion sickness:after I eat fast food....
- McD’s or BK: NO.I gave up both after reading Chew On This..

N
- Number of Siblings: three
- Number of Piercings: NEVER AGAIN.
- Number: 2 or 8.
O
- One wish:...That's secret.
P
- Perfect Pizza: Costco. With relish on top....mmmm....
- Pepsi/Coke: ROOT BEER.

Q
- Quail: eggs are nummy.

R
- Reason to cry: Losing my mind, stress, worry, getting hurt....um...I'll shut up now.
- Reality T.V.: is stupid.
- Radio Station: I has MAH OWN MUSIC.
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: what?
- Ring size: I never checked.
S
- Song: *hands over mp3 player*
- Salad Dressing: Thousand Island. But only with carrots.
- Sushi: I prefer Dim sum...
- Skipped school: never.
- Slept outside: yes! :3
- Smoked?: some meat with my dad once...over a grill....
- Skinny dipped?: no.......
- Shower daily?: I'm a bath person.
- Sing well?: Nope! XD
- Sing in the Shower?:I TAKE BATHS IDIOT.
- Swear?: I say fuck a lot more nowadays.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: NOMNOMNOM
T
- Time for bed: Whenever I feel like it. XD Two days ago I went to bed at 5:23 AM.
- Thunderstorms: are pretty and fun to skip around while listening to them.

U
- Unpredictable: lolwhut?

V
- Vacation spot: SUNNY YAY LAND.

W
- Weakness: my emotions and hero complex.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Um...No idea.
- Who makes you laugh the most: Ethan...>///<
- Wanted to be a model?: Psh, no.
- Where do we go when we die?: Reincarnation baby.
Worst Weather?: SNOW AND SLUSH AAARGH.
X
-X-Rays: my ankle.
- Ex's: None...... ]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24197711/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24197711/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 09:30:36 PDT
]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24187972/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24187972/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 18:50:40 PDT [x] You have dry skin.
[ ] You eat one meal.
[x] You're very weak.
[ ] You hate yourself.
[ ] You starve yourself.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[x] You need to be more skinny.
[ ] People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[ ] People think you are too skinny. (My dad thinks so XD)
Total: 3

ATTENTION DEFICIT HYPERACTIVE DISORDER:
[x] Your mind is all over the place.
[ ] You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] You can't cooperate well.
[ ] You talk all the time.
[ ] You need attention 24/7.
Total: 2

BIPOLAR DISORDER:
[ ] You can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[ ] You are antisocial.
[x] You have very high self esteem sometimes.
[ ] You are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[ ] You have thought of or attempted suicide.
Total: 2

BULIMIA:
[ ] You throw up all of your food.
[ ] You throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] You have no control over how you eat.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted.
[ ] You always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] People think you're way too skinny.
Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER:
[ ] You are a bully.
[ ] You threaten other people.
[x] You often find yourself in fights.
[x] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] You are cruel to humans or animals.
[ ] You have raped or molested someone.
[ ] You destroyed property on purpose.
[ ] You always lie.
[ ] You stay out all night.
[ ] You have ran away from home.
Total: 2

DEPRESSION:
[ ] You are always sad.
[ ] You find no hope in your future.
[x] You find no longer excitement over the activities you use to love.
[x] You always find yourself in bed or around the house all day.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] You always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] You are failing school.
[ ] You have thought of or attempted suicide.
[ ] You have ran away from home.
[ ] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 4

OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER:
[x] You have daily rituals.
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] You have harmed yourself.
[ ] You are afraid you will get an std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[x] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 6

POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER:
[x] You repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments or memories in your life
[x] You repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments or memories in your life.
[ ] You sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] You can be or are antisocial.
[x] You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] You have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] You worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] You can have angry outbursts.
[x] You act younger than your age.
Total: 6

SCHIZOPHRENIA:
[ ] You often have hallucinations.
[x] You have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[ ] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[ ] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[x] You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You often talk to yourself.
Total: 5

DAYUM. I am a bag o'crazy. *is shot*

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]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24083037/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24083037/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 20:03:21 PDT [link]

Dude. Steampunk Airship Blog. Go check it out!
AND YES, THIS MEANS I AM STARTING ANOTHER COMIC. NO,I ACTUALLY WILL UPDATE. I MIGHT ABANDON SX2 AS A COMIC,BUT IT WILL CARRY ON AS AN ILLUSTRATED STORY. DEFINITELY.

So....yeah. I just totally made dear Sebby old. And dead. I'm sorry Sebastian.

(Oh by the way, yes, it is leftennant, not lieutenant. It's the english way, according to ~cptstarlight who is my main go to guy for all things steampunk.)

]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24006680/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/24006680/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 14:17:02 PDT Do the meme.

Fill this in -
Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college


10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked


... ]]> ~lunargirl126 http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/23889819/ http://lunargirl126.deviantart.com/journal/23889819/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 19:22:22 PDT ShiroAndKuro and ~beezy63's journal entries, I can only say that I only add to the emo-ness that is our lives.

When somebody finds this when I'm getting a job interview, please keep in mind that by that time, I'll probably be a completely stable woman and that this should not in anyway interfere with my credibility.

I think I should say this as clearly and straight forward as I can. For as long as I can remember, I've dreamed up my own tragedies.I've grown up scared and worried. All the time. That's why I'm such nervous wreck. Anything good happens to me, I think of something going horribly wrong.

And that's not the only thing. You guys probably know that when I get upset, I start hyperventilating, right? (Last year at band? That fight with Ben Cooper?) Well, whenever I start crying, it gets worse. And I do something drastic to make myself stop. Yes, I have smothered myself with a pillow, I've strangled myself before. I know this is something serious, and I'm doing my best to stop. I know I should get help, but I can't help but feel like I've got it under control and that I don't want to make things more complicated.I don't know...I feel kind of better admitting it though. (Sigh) I don't know how I feel about posting it online though.

I also have a complex. A "I MUST HELP EVERYONE WITH EVERYTHING WRONG IN THEIR LIFE!!!" Complex. Even though I can't handle my own problems, much less anyone else. I try to fix everything, even though I'm pretty sure I can't.

And as far as Ethan and me...I've just been stressed out on whether or not he's happy, I worry to much, but I have no idea what I'm doing here and this has launched me into the most paranoid, unstable state of being I've ever been in. Actaully, this song explains what I'm feeling perfectly about it: [link]

I've been in tears almost ever night because of all this. Bethany's right, bottling your emotions is not healthy, but when you do it for so long, it becomes a habit. And you can't help but do it anyways. You want to protect everyone else, by closing yourself, thinking that you have to be strong for everyone. But it all will just collapse on top of you, and crush you anyways, so you might as well let it out while you can before you explode.

We've all just been bottling up our emotions, trying not to hurt each other, and that's what's making us unstable human beings. We all need to work this out guys. Remember that I'm always here, no matter how much it seems like I'm not listening. We all need a shoulder to cry on...


That felt good to admit guys. Thanks if you read the whole thing.

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