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Now I can't play the games I got for Christmas!

I want to play Dissidia so badly!

On a lighter note, Happy Holidays to everybody!

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28977535/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28977535/ Wed, 16 Dec 2009 09:46:22 PST [link]

I'm never looking at those two the same way again... O.o

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28743200/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28743200/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 09:21:51 PST
The Akatsuki and Organization XIII in a conga line.

I dunno. I felt like saying something random. XD

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28564948/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28564948/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 09:48:45 PST

001. Real name → Shadow Costa (legally)
002. Nickname (s)→ Shadow, Caldera, Miss Hikikomori, the brave idiot, 63 Lyude
003. Zodiac sign → Taurus
004. Male or female → Female.
008. Hair color → Brown, dyed red
009. Long or short → Long.
010. Loud or Quiet → Loud.
011. Sweats or Jeans → Sweats.
012. Phone or Camera → Phone.
013. Health freak → Not anymore.
016. Eat or Drink → Drink.
018. Tattoos → Nope.

HAVE YOU EVER?
020. Been in a relationship → Yes, but not anymore.
021. Been in a car accident → No.
022. Been in a fist fight → Yes.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → My ears, but they (the piercings) were removed.
024. First best friend → I don't remember her name.
025. First award → Some spelling ribbon.
026. First crush → I never had one. I fall in love once and it ended in betrayal.
027. First pet --> Wakki (what a good boy he was)
028. First big vacation → I don't remember. It was a long time ago.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → My housemate.
030. Last person you texted → can't remember.
031. Last person you watched a movie with → I don't watch movies with anyone, really
033. Last movie you watched → Bleach the Movie 2:The Diamond Dust Rebellion
034. Last song you listened to → New Divide by Linkin Park
035. Last thing you bought → Bleach the movie 2: The Diamond Dust Rebellion
036. Last person you hugged → My neighbor.

FAVES:
037. Food → Grilled cheese.
038. Drinks → Coca-cola.
039. Clothing → Jeans.
041. Books → manga, Holly Black, Sisterhood of the Traveling pants
042. Colors → the dark colors
043. Movies → anime movies.
044. Subjects → Never had any favorites

HAVE YOU EVER:
045. [x] kissed someone
046. [x] celebrated Halloween
047. [x] had your heart broken
053. [x] done something you've regretted
054. [x] broke a promise
055. [x] kept a secret
056. [x] pretended to be happy
057. [x] met someone who changed your life
058. [x] pretended to be sick
060. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
061. [x] cried over the silliest thing
062. [ ] ran a mile
063. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
064. [x] got into an argument with your friends
065. [x] hated someone
066. [x] done something good for someone else

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → leftovers
068. Drinking → Coca-Cola.
069. I'm about to → read my manga.
070. Listening to → Linkin Park.
071. Plans for today → Babysit some of the neighbor kids.
072. Waiting for → the mail. What? I am.

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → I already had one.
074. Want to get married? → Not really.
075. Occupation → I do odd jobs for people.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → No.
084. Ran away from home → No.
088. Rejected someone's call on purpose → Yes.
089. Cried when someone died → Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Yes.
091. Miracles → No. If it happens, it happens, right?
092. Love at first sight → I did.
093. Heaven → Can't say.
094. Santa Claus → No!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Not just one person.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → It was better that what I used to have.
099. Do you believe in God? → Formerly Lutheran, now unsure.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28416060/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28416060/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 15:01:40 PST
Okay. First list 5 characters.
one- Kaz
two- Taka
three- Audra
four- Kage/Naga
five- Taro

Some general Questions first...

What do you do with them? (Draw/RP, etc)- write unpublished fanfics for them

Which character was created most recently?- Taro!

And which, out of these charas, did you make first?- I guess Kage/Naga?

Do these characters exist in the same world?/Do they know each other?- Taka, Audra, and Kage/Naga all work for a guy named Harley, along with Tyranna and Audra's brother Brigham.

Which character is the oldest?- Taka. He's twenty-eight.

Which one has the longest, full, name?- Taro. She's the only one on this list with a known last name, which is Raigama.

Have you revamped any of them?- Kaz used to be a real bodybuilder who could speak five languages. Now he has the body of a twelve-year old and can only speak German.

Do you have more female or male characters?- On here, females. All together, males.

Do any of your charas have alternate forms?- Sure.

If so, which?- Well, if you hit Kaz really hard on the head or otherwise, he turns into Yomi Kaz, and if Kage is in a really, really foul mood, she becomes Naga.

Have you based your charas on real, established charas?- Nope. Used to, but not anymore

Number 5's turn.
Male or female?- female
Age?- 20
Does/did s/he go to school?- she did until it burned down
How often would s/he spend in front of a mirror?- she sold her mirror for a Maneki Neko figurine.
If given a gun, what would s/he do?- Sell it for some well needed cash
Sexuality?- Straight
What does s/he like wearing?- Dark colors and stripes, but it deceives the eyes. She's not gothic or anything. She's really nice and sunny.

Okay, number 4.
Male or female?- female
Age?-19
Describe their hair.- red, shoulder length as Kage, And really long as Naga
Where does s/he live/like to live?- With her friends
Any good at cooking?- She has to be
Someone trips in the street and twists their ankle. What does s/he do?- As Kage, help them. As Naga, leave them and watch them suffer.
How much is s/he willing to spend on a birthday gift for someone?- A lot, no matter who it is.

And here's 3.
Male or female?- female
Age?- 26
How tall is s/he?- About 5'6"
Would they enjoy a surprise party thrown for them?- She couldn't say. She can't talk
What clothing would s/he most likely wear?- A lot of brown
Have they ever killed someone?- Not unless she would've had to
Eye color?- Brown

Time for number 2.
Male or female?- male
Age?- 28
Would s/he prefer going to an amusement park or watching a movie at home?- Neither. He'd rather shoot stuff.
Any special talents?- No. He's just crazy.
Do they have any secrets?- His brother Tsubasa was killed in a gang, and he hasn't been the same since
Any tattoos?- No, he doesn't.
Is s/he generally violent?- Oh, yeah.

Finally to 1.
Male or female?- male
Age?- 22
Any piercings on them?- nope
What's their favorite food?- McDonald's
In an argument, is s/he most likely to win?- If it were in German, he could.
What's the most unusual thing about them?- He has the body of a 12-year old, and the mind of a child. And even though he was born in Germany, his parents were Japanese, hence the name Kaz
Is s/he a virgin?- Yes.

Which character(s) is the...
Funniest?- Kaz
Shyest?- Audra
Fun-loving?- Taro
Independent?- Audra
Oldest?- Taka
Youngest?- Kage/Naga
Smartest?- Kage/Naga

Interrraacctionzzz. (assume your charas know each other.)
1 buys 5 a gift. What is it?- Maneki Neko figurine.

2 and 3 go on a week-long trip to...dunno, somewhere foreign. What happens?- A lot of stuff being shot.

4 is insulting number 3. What do they say?- Well, assuming it's Naga...
"Talk, you lousy mute!"

5 and 2 are taking.. a math test. Who gets a better score?- Taro, surprisingly. Taka would just shoot it. XD

Would it be a good idea to let 3 give 1 a haircut?- Probably, but you'd have to strap Kaz down to keep him still.

4 dares 5 to run a mile down the street, naked. What does 5 do?- Taro doesn't do that. She'd get disowned.

2 has a secret to tell. Do they tell 4 or 1?- 1. Even if Kaz tried to reveal it, no one would probably know what he was saying.

3, 5, and 4 have a race. Who wins?- Hard to say. Probably Kage/Naga.

What if 1 started dating 2?- He'd get shot in the foot a lot, because that's what Taka does. XD

2 raids 4's house. What do they steal?- How could he steal? They live in the same house.

5 throws eggs at 3. Wh... ]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28380606/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28380606/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 17:21:25 PST
I could've sworn I heard Zelda's Lullaby near the end of it.

I think I'm hearing things. O.o

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28234626/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28234626/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 09:51:27 PST
Well, you're 'sposed to have relatives to celebrate it with.

And I have lost contact with all my relatives (and I mean ALL of them, no second cousins or anything), and I don't go to church or anything like that.

My only real friend outside of here is my housemate, and he isn't home a lot most of the time, so I guess I'm spending it alone this year.

Oh, well.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28002273/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28002273/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 19:54:41 PDT
1. Mello (Death Note)

2. Light Yagami (Death Note)

3. Peter Griffin (Family Guy)

4. Gin Ichimaru (Bleach)

5. Neku Sakuraba (TWEWY)

6. Shigure Sohma (Fruits Basket)

7. Homer Simpson (The Simpsons)

8. Lyude (Baten Kaitos)

9. Gaara (Naruto)

10. Daisukenojo Bito "Beat" (TWEWY)

11. Teru Mikami (Death Note)

12. Kalas (Baten Kaitos)

-YOU SAID NO PARTICULAR ORDER!-




+Have you ever read a Six/Eleven [Shigure/Mikami] fic? Do you want to?+


Nuh-uh.

I'll read anything as long as it doesn't induce projectile vomiting


+Do you think Four [Ichimaru] is hot? How hot?+

In his creepy, snake-like way, he is.


+What would happen if Twelve [Kalas] got Eight [Lyude] pregnant?+

It might go a little bit something like this.

Lyude: Kalas! I told you to use a condom!

Kalas: Yeah, well, I told you not to put on Eiffel 65, but thanks to a disbanded Italian band, I moved my body, and in a few months, your face might go blue.
(-see what I did there? XD-)


+Can you recall any fics about Nine [Gaara]?+

No. They probably put him with Rock Lee a lot, though, for some reason.



+Would Two [Light] and Six [Shigure] make a good couple?+

Probably not.


+Five/Nine [Neku/Gaara] or Five/Ten [Neku/Beat]? Why?+

Change it to Beat/Neku and you got a deal.


+What would happen if Seven [Homer] walked in on Two [Light Yagami] and Twelve [Kalas] having sex?+

*Homer turns on a light*

Kalas: Hey! You're not Lyude!
Light: And you're not Ryuzaki.
(Two shrug and continue...oh dear XD)
Homer: Do'h! This isn't Moe's Tavern.



+Make up a summary for a Three/Ten [Peter Griffin/Beat] fic.+

Peter wondered what happened to Chris, and how it happened overnight (hey, IDK)


+Is there any such thing as One/Eight [Mello/Lyude] fluff?+

...there'd better not be.


+Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve [Homer/Kalas] hurt/comfort fic.+

Want a Duff?


+Does anyone on your friends list read Three [Peter Griffin] het?+

Gah, I sure hope not


+Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven [Teru Mikami]?+

That'd be very nice


+Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five [Light/Gin/Neku]?+

That'd be creepy.


+If you wrote a Song-fic about Eight [Lyude], what song would you choose?+

Move your Body by Eiffel 65 (seriously, I think I found a song Kalas and Lyude could play while having sex XD)


+If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve [Mello/Shigure/Kalas] fic, what would the warning be?+

Warning: Pure WTFery.


+"1 [Mello] and 7 [Homer Simpson] are in a happy relationship until 7 [Homer Simpson] runs off with 4 [Gin Ichimaru]. 1 [Mello], broken hearted, has a hot one-night stand with 11 [Mikami] and a brief unhappy affair with 12 [Kalas], then follows the wise advice of 5 [Neku] and finds true love with 3 [Peter Griffin].”+

...that is wrong on so many levels.


+How would you feel if Seven/Eight [Homer/Lyude] was canon?+

I'd ask what you were on.


+If Nine [Gaara] cheated on Three [Peter Griffin], what would Three do?+

Hunt him down and send him on an endless tirade of cutaways

+Choose an angst-y song for Six [Shigure Sohma].+

Bring me to life by Evanescence


+Name your OTP involving Eight [Lyude].+

Kalas/Lyude (No contest, really)


+How would Seven [Homer Simpson] ask Ten [Beat] for a dance?+

If he did, he'd probably get a frying pan upside his head


+A road trip across the country, involving Three [Peter Griffin], Four [Gin Ichimaru] and Twelve [Kalas]. Disaster or not?+

I'll say just one thing: Run, Kalas! Run like Hell!

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27944484/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27944484/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 15:56:46 PDT
Why? I submitted my Halloween fanfic for this year. A Baten Kaitos/Saw crossover, to be exact.

I can't believe I used that idea. I guess because I thought it was scary enough.

I had to think of something scary, and that was the best I could come up with.

So, yeah, I'm shaky now.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27276220/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27276220/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 07:36:31 PDT
The resemblance, (in my opinion) it is striking!

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27178535/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27178535/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 20:37:31 PDT
Six ships you're into right now
1. Beat/Neku (TWEWY)
2. Kalas/Lyude (Baten Kaitos)
3. Sasuke/Naruto (Naruto)
4. Light/L (goes either way) (Death Note)
5. Light/Matsuda (It's an unusual pairing) (Death Note)
6. Neku/Shiki (A straight pairing? What is this madness?) (TWEWY)

Three ships you liked, but don’t like anymore / lost the urge to ship
7. Kalas/Xelha (I don't know. I just don't like it anymore) (Baten Kaitos)
8. Link/Zelda (I guess it just fell out of favor with me) (Zelda)
9. Kalas/Marth (They look like they could be brothers) (Baten Kaitos/Fire Emblem)

Four ships you never liked
10. Gaara/Lee (I heard of opposites attract, but that...) (Naruto)
11. Kalas/Spirit (How is that even possible?!) (Baten Kaitos)
12. Lyude/Mizuti (Uhhh...Isn't she 14?) (Baten Kaitos)
13. Joshua/Neku (I don't see it happening. Sorry.) (TWEWY)

Two ships you’re actually curious about, but never shipped
14. Gibari/Ladekhan (Hey, they're best buddies, and it looks interesting XD) (Baten Kaitos)
15. Sagi/Milly (I hear it's canon) (Baten Kaitos)

Why do you dislike #11 so much?
How can you kiss a spirit?

Who is someone you know that ships #14?
!

What would be your ideal scenario for couple #3?
didn't it happen in episode 3? XD

Which is your favorite moment for #1?
Any time during week 3

How long have you been following couple #6?
During week 1

What’s the story with #8? What made you stop liking them/caring?
I don't know. The whole rank business? She's a princess, he's a farm boy or something to that effect?

You have the power to make one ship nonexistent. Choose between #10 or #12.
#12! Shoo, Shoo!

Which ship do you prefer: #2 or #4?
#2! #2! That's my favorite!

What interests you about #15?
They're already together, right?

Why did you stop liking #7?
No idea. Maybe the fanfiction I've been reading?

Did your waning interest in #9 kill your interest in the show?
no.

What’s a song that reminds you of #5?
Trail of Broken Hearts by (Get this O.O) Dragonforce


If you could have any of these pairings double-date, who would it be?
#'s 2 and 4. Oh, the madness!

OMG TRIPLE DATE! 1/2/4
Oh, now you're just making me think. XD

Have #2 kissed yet?
Of course not. I wish it would happen, though.

Did #4 have a happy ending?
No.

What would make you start shipping #14?
No idea. A lot of things, maybe.

If only one could happen, which would you prefer, #2 or #6?
#2!

You have the power to decide the fate of #10. What happens to them?
It already happened during the Chunin exams

Which do you dislike the most?
#13 (I think Joshua's kinda okay, but I don't really like that pairing)

Which of these ships do you love the most?
#2! I've loved them for a long time!

(Please don't kill me for this...)

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/26966072/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/26966072/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 20:00:20 PDT

It is confusing me!

(Sorry. I haven't done anything on here for a while.)

Anyway, I finally got the last volume of Death Note and let's say, it was worth it. Confusing, but worth it. Light was so close, too!

Poor dude.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/26000664/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/26000664/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 06:54:25 PDT

RULES:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

I choose Lydia, my OC from my unpublished Baten Kaitos story.

1. Hello. What's your real name and nickname?
My name’s Lydia. Some people call me Dia for short sometimes.

2. …Ok. How old are you right now?
23 and a half.

3. Wow, precise. What’s your favorite food?
Rice with Pork.

4. Heh heh heh, pork. And your favorite drink?
Sake and anything with liquor in it.

5. Your crush/lover?
My boyfriend, Dante, but he went evil, so technically, he’s my ex-boyfriend.

6. Oh. Have you two kissed yet?
…No, and hopefully we never will.

7. Classic question! What's your favorite color?
Pastel colors, especially pink and white!

8. Who's your favorite author?
Whoever wrote those scrolls I have to read.

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
Dante will destroy everything.

10. Any siblings?
No.

11. Who's your hero?
Lyude. He’s just got that sense of justice.

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
Kalas! I loathe him, especially when he does something idiotic.

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
*gets up and looks around* Oh, no! Are they doing it again?

14. …Ok… what would you do if you met your creator?
You mean my mom?

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
That possible? Anyway, an archeologist. You get to touch old things.

16. O.o ok. What's your worst nightmare?
That Kalas will actually not say something that’s sass.

17. What's your lifelong dream?
Don’t got one. Maybe discover the find of the century?

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
Shove it in Kalas’ face and say “Ha ha! I am worth something!”

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
The hotel I practically live at. That’s where all my flowers are.

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Sleeping, eating, looking through caves and ruins, tolerating Kalas’ antics, loads of junk.

21. We're done! Now tag whomever you want.
…I guess anyone who wants to do it…

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25926502/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25926502/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 17:50:32 PDT !


Rules:
1. Explain the rules.
2. Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves.
3. At the end you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in your journal.
4. Then go back to their page and leave a comment saying you tagged them.
5. No tag backs.

1. My legal full name is Shadow Caldera Costa
2. I adore cottage cheese
3. I am obsessed with Square Enix games (Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, TWEWY)
4. I haven't had contact with any of my relatives for a few years
5. Death Note is one of my favorite anime
6. I used to hate Joshua from TWEWY, but now I don't think he's so bad
7. One time I had a big idea for a fanfiction, but I didn't publish it because it was too icky in every way
8. Once I had an OC of mine be accused of being a Mary-Sue, so I took down the story she was in

So...I don't have ten people watching me, but here goes...

I tag!



]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25841384/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25841384/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 14:44:18 PDT 's journal

1. Tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. Answer all truthfully
3. Take it in public!
4. Tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.


Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars. (Just the one on my stomach)
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. (They think I'm a natural redhead)
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together. (I haven't seen them in years.)
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school. (DAYS, not weeks)
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year (I failed a class in 8th grade)
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery. (c-section)
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying. (have had a nightmare at night)

Death and Suicide
[x] I hate funerals. (For my foster parents. They were nicer to me than my real parents)
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealth... ]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25661493/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25661493/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 21:43:29 PDT [x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.(I was half-asleep!)
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[ ] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have ran into a tree/bush
[x] You have been called a blond (nope. Hair's only been dyed red)

TOTAL: 3

[ ] you know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody
(a notebook told me they did!)
[ ] You just sang them to make sure
[ ] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 4

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it
[x] You type with three fingers or less. (I hold stuff in my hands when I type)
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire (not accidentally)
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.

TOTAL: 6

[ ] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[ ] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[x] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’. (Well, I WAS screaming in McDonald's. Don't ask)

TOTAL: 8

[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally (not accidentally. On a dare)
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important (does sleeping count?)
[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it.
[ ] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time

TOTAL: 9

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don’t.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[ ] You tilt your head when you’re confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before (I fell asleep)
[ ] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling
[ ] The word "um" is used frequently
[x] You don’t know what “um” means
[ ] You say “what” and “huh” a lot.
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin

TOTAL: 11
NOW, take all of your totals, add them together, and multiply by 4.
Then re-post as: "I am --% Mentally ill."

(I actually did better than I thought. This can't be right)

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25612817/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25612817/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 17:51:35 PDT
How on Earth did I not puke through them?

Seriously, these movies are fucking scary. I don't know why I borrowed them.

I don't think I'm going to be able to sleep tonight. Seriously, don't watch this stuff unless you are VERY brave.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25234712/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25234712/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 11:54:51 PDT
See, here's the stories I have to do:

1. HeartBeat (TWEWY): I've been having people add this to their Alerts on ff.net, so I figure that's really good,

2. Pokemon Garnet (Pokemon): I really want this story to be more popular, and one reviewer wants to know what happens ASAP,

3. And this one story I have yet to begin. It's a Samurai 7 request from someone, and I really don't want to blow it off.

Which one do I choose?!

And not really helping matters, I have had possibly some of the freakiest thoughts I could ever have. I won't really get into it here, but let me just say that if freaky thoughts were a pool, my brain just went off into the deep end. The REALLY deep end.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24886910/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24886910/ Fri, 22 May 2009 08:14:06 PDT
I only have, like, four of the books, but I know I have a thing for it. Because now it's getting into my head with the rest of the stuff I think about.

Why else am I thinking about Ryuk singing opera?

He's pretty good, actually. Then again, it is in my head.

Let's just say a lot of weird stuff happens in my head, involving various anime and game characters.

I'm just that crazy, I guess.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24331250/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24331250/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 18:06:59 PDT
I'm having a hard time even following the plot. Just what exactly is happening?!

Then again, it WAS written by the people from Family Guy, but still, one of the characters is a guy with...development problems (apparently, he took female hormone replacement drugs).

But still, I'm laughing at it, so I guess it can't be too bad.

On a side note, chapter 4 of HeartBeat is well underway, and much longer than the first three. A little drama is in it, too.

Let's just say...Beat's dad isn't all too happy about Beat and Neku's relationship. Oh, and more teasing for you guys.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24030070/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24030070/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 19:24:24 PDT [link]

I have no idea what this site is talking about. I've tried translating it, but it always comes out gibberish. All I can get from it is that some of it's about Kalas and Lyude from Baten Kaitos.

I also want to know what the little comic strip with Kalas, Xelha, and Lyude all says.

And I'm a little stunned by the picture of what I believe is Kalas and Lyude in girl's clothes. Kalas and Lyude aren't girls! (Even though Lyude DOES look a lot like one.)

Anyone know what the site says (or preferably, the comic strip)? I want it to make sense, so no literal translations. Those probably wouldn't be much help.

Makes me wish I knew more Japanese now...

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23775409/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23775409/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 06:12:10 PDT
He and I were playing, and out of the blue, he says, "Hey, you notice something about Neku's name?"

(He knows a lot about Japan and anime and all that. That's partly why he got The World Ends with You)

He showed me, "Here's Neku's name. Now take the N off, and read it backwards."

See for yourself. I really don't know what to say to it.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23736467/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23736467/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 19:33:33 PDT [link]

I didn't even pay attention to the pictures all that much. I was too busy listening to the song.

It's sorta low quality, but it's also a nice song.

It's also kinda eerie.

Does anyone get an eerie feeling when they listen to this song? I kinda did.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23492031/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23492031/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 15:17:08 PST [link]

Hubba hubba, Shadow thinks she's in love!

Seriously, is this guy handsome, or what? I really hope there are remakes of Gold and Silver one day. That way, we can see him in the series again.

And doesn't he look a little like Lyude from Baten Kaitos? Seems like he does.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23217480/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23217480/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 14:04:43 PST
I feel it is time to finally say it! There is a pairing in TWEWY that I absolutely cannot stand!

I cannot take any more JoshuaxNeku! Name one time that would ever happen in the game!

How people love Joshua doing the guy he shot, I will never know.

If there is one pairing I like from that game, It's BeatxNeku! Why can't there be more of that pairing?

At least Aruka-san shares my interest in BeatxNeku. I am glad to know her.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23156991/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23156991/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 14:01:10 PST
As a lot of you have noticed, I tend to say some form of 'Ohhh...' at nearly all of my comments.

Well, now I guess I should tell you about why I do that.

It's a little odd, but for some reason, It's how I tend to start off how I talk.

It all kinda started when something fascinated me a few years back, and I sorta said it out loud, and then said, "That's so cute!"

Now I say it a lot of the time. A couple of my friends say I sorta sound like an anime character, for some reason.

Now you know, huh?

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22137110/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22137110/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 08:36:09 PST
I simply can't believe this!

The guy I live with has told me some positively shocking news!

I was surfing the Internet the other day, when he came and sat down to me and said, "can I tell you something, Sis?" (he calls me Sis a lot)

And he, shall I say it, 'comes out of the closet' on me!

I can't believe he prefers men! No wonder he and his wife divorced a year ago!

This is something I never expected to hear from his lips!

Well, now I know!

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21182212/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21182212/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 06:16:00 PDT I am not in the mood for anything right now.
I didn't get any sleep last night, so I've been blurting random things out at home (much to the annoyance to the guy I live with)
Lynette Scavo's hair on Desperate Housewives looks like Xelha's hair!
I passed my history final! I hate english! History was hard! Turn everything in on time (Hard for me!)!
I had to do an essay and my Internet at home didn't work, so now I don't know anything about Sarah Palin's early life!
I'm screwed for English! the essay's possibly 2/3 of my grade!
I hate that diva who gets straight A's! I love my partner in Spanish!

Wow. Random.

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21012211/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21012211/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 06:02:03 PDT Oh, no! I'm scared!
I have a history final, and I didn't study!
I'm doomed!
Doomed, I tell you!
I don't want to be held back another year!


]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20616909/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20616909/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 10:02:33 PDT I'm the band manager at my High school! I get to be important!
Of course, I just do dirty work sometimes (the kids keep forgetting their music! URRRRGH! )But I'm important!
Ha,ha! I'm important! And the guy who lives with me couldn't be happier, 'cause I get out of the house more often, and he likes the house to himself once in a while.
Ha,ha! YES!

]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19579693/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19579693/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 20:14:20 PDT I looked around the site, and it seems people do requests.
If so, then I have one.
This is for people who've played Baten Kaitos (and beaten it, preferably)
Can anyone do KalasxLyude?
I love that pairing, but there doesn't seem to be too much of it here.
So...can anyone draw a pic of Kalas romantically involved with Lyude?
Not comical, but beautiful?
I'd just like to see it.
Thank you.


]]> ~lyudesshadow http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19519468/ http://lyudesshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19519468/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 13:47:34 PDT
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