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1.story about a kid whose house gets infested with ghosts.. an allusion to palestine..

2. story in which the climax is in the middle... it goes forward in time from begining to end for one person... then it goes backwards for a different person.... going from end to begining... or maybe a climax at the end of the first person's story and another climax at the end of the story.. in the begining of the second persons story...

3.story in which theres an allusion to the story itself...

4.a satire on the lebanese conflict... the various factions, provocation, propaganda, relate to spanish civil war....

5. story told from second person point of view.. a father who is screaming at his daughter or some imaginary person and telling them a story...

6.a movie that plays from the eyes of the family pet.. a hamster whose on the wheel thingy during the whole movie... he is running... and we see the everturning wheel all the time... and the different speeds and the steps of the hamster ... as well as where he is looking all are utilized for some purpose..... we see the story about the family from the hamster's point of view... maybe about the girl in the house.. they are all in the background though..

7.tapes of a psychiatric office with a well known criminal as an adult.. he is hypnotized and we are hearing the record of these tapes and meetings.. he is put back into himself as a child and he tells us what happened to him... the police in the future are using these tapes to prevent a different criminal and to understand the way he thinks...

ok so these are my ideas so far for anything artistic.. be it a movie, art piece, or piece of writing.. they are all my ideas and no one is allowed to use them without my permission...
now please feel free to comment on any one of them ...

]]> ~ma3zooz http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/11890381/ http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/11890381/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 05:03:55 PST im extremely disappointed in all of u who still havent commented

]]> ~ma3zooz http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/11773365/ http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/11773365/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 12:50:43 PST
so do u like dodos.. i like them.. theyre extinct u kno... because of human interference in the ecosystem... dodo birds are not afraid of humans and thus were easy to approach by the sailors who landed on the island of Mauritius, who on a surprise killing spree decided to kill the birds out of boredom for the lack of anything to do after the blacks got their rights... the birds were not used for food and no part of the birds body was used for research purposes, the birds simply look like the type of bird that would piss the shit out of you, literally. so the sailors, trying to become infamous, decided to go down in history as the biggest idiots who thankfully killed the dodo birds (which held no place in the progressive evolutionary nature of life), but regretfully also added to the courses we need to study in school and caused the addition of the topic of ecology to school courses. then they further caused for people to falsely assume that ecology was a section within biology therefore adding work and hindering the studies of doctors worldwide, causing the measured increase in fatalities. this grouping of ecology as a section within biology was a devastation that resulted from the passionate emotions of the sailors who landed on the island who were too idiotic not to realize the possible repercussions that were resting on the shoulders of their violent actions. the sailors brought in with them the cats and dogs which blissfullly fed on the dodo birds and their young as well as their eggs. to ecological freaks this was a new discovery showing the further effects of competition, pedation and human influence. to the biologists... this was simply an attempt by nature to fix her mistakes... the dodo bird. see mother nature is amazing. it has a way of getting rid of those people it doesnt want.. the dinosaurs, they were greedy motherfuckers who just wanted to eat over and over again.. the dodo birds which were an irrevocable mistake in the development of the world.... strange how ecologists assume the world hates us when it hasnt gotten rid of us yet... if mother nature wasnt enjoying all that bisexual porn shes watching from her place... wouldnt she have already gotten rid of us... she must see something in us that these ecologists dont see...the fact that we are superior to all various forms of life as we are not evolving anymore and the fact that weve been around for such a short time and have created so many pleasures for mother nature... for example the vibrating dildo... such a wonderful invention... either way.. she likes us... she sees us and says "Hmm... now these people have potential... fuck the dodo birds!!!"
ok wow.. no idea where that came from... im jk btw.. i care about the ecology... umm. so ya... i think this rational thing isnt really working for me..

]]> ~ma3zooz http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/11747599/ http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/11747599/ Fri, 09 Feb 2007 13:22:21 PST i have analyzed so many things today i am exhausted... for some time my life was a movie and there was a camera right behind my neck... filming everything in this strange mob style.... it was simply profound... other times i watched a movie... watched an outside parking turn into an attic... the attic... that beautiful attic.. the largest window i have ever seen... je continue... je continue.... je continue... sorry.. the music got to me.. so u probably want to hear about my problems.. my important events of the day... heres the truth.. nothin important has been happening.... i got in contact with my old best friend.. it was really nice... thats about the only thing happening in my life.. tonite.. tonite ... tonite....
how pregnant my phrases are.. yes ... thats wat u think... u mite want to know that at the moment the only thing i can see at the moment is the smoke rising from my fingers.. signing my throat.. but i dont care... because i cant understand the words... theyre in spanish... but its ok... i like it.. like strawberries.. mixed with pineapples .. fried over a low fire with crispy biscuits... why does reggae have to sound so good? its amazin...i think we are all probably various sound waves... pixels within a graph showing sound waves.. alternating... there are certain rhythms that work together... while others dont.... i may be the guitar.. or the steel drum... what are you? do we go together? probably... were all a musical score for a single instrument represented as a point on the graph of the musical vibrations.. in sync? out of sync?
wow... this is turning really long... what if were simply letters.. different figures... we can form nonesense or we can form nice drawings.. i may be a slanted greenish line... u mite be a blue curve... together with the specific factors we can draw a beautiful scene... thats what determines whether two people get along... like the sound waves... making beautiful music... but either way... it is about what picture we make... the possibilities are infinite.. we can be any different dot, dots, line or lines.. with various colors and various movements.. so it all shows whether we get along or not....
so now im finished with my comparison of life to a musical score or a painting...
just wanted to update about my latest theories...

]]> ~ma3zooz http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/11358670/ http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/11358670/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 05:58:57 PST heaven is such a boring place.
a cow chewing endlessly on grass in a vast meadow.
chomp, chomp, chomp...

]]> ~ma3zooz http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/11247181/ http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/11247181/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 15:50:36 PST to pick up the shards.
to live for loving them.
to love them out of all the living.
loving to live with them, loving them.
is it possible for a heart to become cold as hard steel,
untarnished,
unblemished and impervious to breaking?
in a single day can love disappear.
can a person u love to death change so much in a day, or can i for that matter change to the extent that i stop loving?
was it infatuation?
i doubt it,
i knew i would love that person no matter what change occurred.
I loved,
but no more?
was it just that instant? do i still love?
can i love anymore?

]]> ~ma3zooz http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/11234678/ http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/11234678/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 13:37:15 PST the westerners he said. fuck the arabs. how can he depend on them. ulterior motives everywhere. at least the westerners couldn't hide it very well. he knew that no matter how close he got, they would never be true friends.
Neither he says today. everyone is selfish. sure he said it before but never really understood it. every action that finds itself in joy or sorrow is directed to the actor's benefit.
Friends stab in the front and the back, and their preference is not determined by country. the verdict is that genuine friends are hard to find. And if he finds someone who cares about him for the sake of caring, not benefit, expect to get an invitation and bring us a gift.

]]> ~ma3zooz http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/10752458/ http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/10752458/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 05:14:40 PST im sure this will come as a surprise but this was the worst MUN i have ever been to.. this was worse than last year's even...
a summary of events:
I had an asshole for a chair... basically... near the end a resolution for the creation of a Nuclear Weapon Free Zone in the Middle East was discussed...
Iran went up to suggest an ammendment which includes the movement of Israel to Antarctica and providing them with eskimo gloves and coats...
people laughed... even the chair.... its ok that a country suggested that... but the chair earlier said that he chooses which ammendments to take up... and refused countless ammendments based on subjectivity... either way ... he let this ammendment take place.. and after the many laughs... The delegation of the Congo (ME) could not take it anymore and so i left the room.. i had a smoke cuz i was angry .. then came back to find that the ammendment was passed!!!
I was so furious that i got up and said that the chair and the delegates were making a mockery of the whole conference and that these issues should be taken seriously since these are being discussed in the real UN and wars are being waged because of them... people are dying and these people are making a mockery of that..
then i ended my speech saying that I will be walking out of the conference...and i just walked out... and sat outside and smoked...
i dont mind the delegates... theyre not really expected to take this that seriously... you always have idiots who do this shit.. but the chair just pissed the fuck out of me... i coudnt help but feel that all the work ive put into this... hours and hours of work.. were just being mocked... and well i took it as an offence to my pride...
i will not be attending the banquet tonite or the awarding time.. i also would tell the head of the MUN conference in ACS that she made the biggest mistakes in appointing these chairs... but considering i dont want to start more problems or piss off farhang more than he already is.... i just went home.
im sorry but i had to share that...
however.. this was not a complete waste of money and time... i learned something about myself... i am able to stand for what i believe in.. i dont believe ive ever done nething like that... or nething as blatant as that to discredit "authority".. so yes im very happy that i stood up for i wat i believe and well... i got many handshakes from people who respected my decision... the only thing that confuses me is .. if they agree with me.... why ddnt they walk out?
the only answer i could come up with is that im stronger than these people.. and well thats a great comfort to me..

]]> ~ma3zooz http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/10620457/ http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/10620457/ Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:14:10 PST The judgement: Lynching

Strangely the death sentence was delayed for some odd reason to today (a couple of days before the elections in the U.S.) what is even more strange is that today is a holiday for the court in Iraq... so why was the verdict read out today? hmm... makes you wonder...

As I listened to the verdict on t.v. I remembered South Park... wasn't there a song in it ... something that goes something like "Blame America, Blame America" ?

just a thought.... Was the court really acting on proof and fair judgement? or was the decision extremely political with an underlying message? or even a mixture of both... What if the court was paid off (as most courts are in this region) to give this verdict? What if it was a desperate attempt on Bush's behalf to look like he did something before he left office? What if he's not even planning on leaving office?

I'm better than most news channels and other people in transmitting news... I am going to tell you that I'm biased.. but I'm not sure to which side...

]]> ~ma3zooz http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/10456218/ http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/10456218/ Fri, 20 Oct 2006 13:33:11 PDT
When you cry, be sure to dry your eyes,
'Cause better days are sure to come.
And when you smile, be sure to smile wide,
And don't let them know that they have won.
And when you walk, walk with pride,
And don't show the hurt inside,
Because the pain sill soon be gone.

And when you dream, dream big,
As big as the ocean, blue.
'Cause when you dream it might come true.
But when you dream, dream big.

And when you laugh, be sure to laugh out loud,
'Cause it will carry all your cares away.
And when you see, see the beauty all around and in yourself,
And it will help you feel okay.
And when you pray, pray for strength to help to carry on,
But when the troubles come your way.

And when you dream, dream big,
As big as the ocean, blue.
'Cause when you dream it might come true.
But when you dream, dream big.

Dream big
Dream big

When you cry be sure to dry your eyes,
cause better days are sure to come.
And when you smile be sure to smile wide, and
don't let them know that they have one.
And when you laugh be sure to laugh out loud,
'Cause it will carry all your cares away.
And when you see, see the beauty all
around and in yourself, and it will help you feel okay.
And when you pray, pray for strength to
help to carry on when the troubles come your way.

im sitting here listening to this song... i dont know what to do.. i miss everyone so much... its just crazy... u start to realize what u have only wen its gone.... lets see... everyones off and in universities.... ive forgotten how it felt for your weekend to be guaranteed.. for trust to exist... for love to exist... sure.. everyone makes new frends ... and sure theyre all great.. but what are friends with no memories?
i sit here and its past midnight and i wonder about who to call.. its a holiday and it feels like shit not to be able to call someone and know that they will answer despite the time....i guess all i want to say while i listen to this song and cry my eyes out.... i miss u all.... i miss knowing that i can talk and not be judged... i miss knowing who im going to see every weekend...

]]> ~ma3zooz http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/9931072/ http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/9931072/ Sat, 02 Sep 2006 00:17:34 PDT Reinforced glass
Absent friends
Passport photos an elastic past
Empty pockets
And they think it is all
They think its soul
All wrapped up on a swollen lip
He draws the warm pipe
Chemicals!
Chemicals capture in winter's grip
Turn us on
Seperate the leper
Hungry ghosts
Hungry ghosts
Another imprint
In borrowed clothes
We can be numb
Passing through

Blow blow blow blow

Borderline cases
Future proof
Real thin air
Real thin air
Real thin air
Massive Attack - Future Proof

a song that i think deserves the capitals... drug music they call it... hungry ghosts... its kinda scary when you realize your not cut out to resist drugs... its frustrating to think that temptation controls you... its scary to know that you are so close to heroin and cocaine.... so close to the hard drugs... just by music....
i think EVERYONE should listen to this song... for me... an eye opening experience... im not cut out for it... now i know ]]> ~ma3zooz http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/9792349/ http://ma3zooz.deviantart.com/journal/9792349/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 11:58:56 PDT considering this is my first journal i want to make it special... i dont kno whether to start with dear diary or dear journal... or maybe with wat im lsning to... hmm.... ok... lsnin to : Outwork feat. Mr. Gee - elektro.... ill post up the lyrics now...

pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam (fades into background)

Heartbeat on time
Dancing
Dancing
To the rhythm
Elektro is fine
It can
It can
Get you moving
Moving on time
Elektro
Elektro
Is the new style
Jackie and Jane
See them moving
To the bass-line

pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam

Heartbeat on time
Dancing
Dancing
To the rhythm
Elektro is fine
It can
It can
Get you moving
Moving on time
Elektro
Elektro
Is the new style
Jackie and Jane
See them
Moving
To the bass-line

Funk iton time
Elektro
Elektro
Make you feel fine
Open your mind
Feel it
Feel it
From the inside
Heartbeat on time
Elektro
Elektro
Is the rhythm
Michael and James
They can
They can
Get you better

Out of the funk
See them
Grooving
To the bass-line
Funk it on time
Elektro
Elektro
Is the new style
Funk it on time
Elektro
Elektro
Make you feel fine
Open your mind
Feel it
Feel it
From the inside

pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam
pa-ram pam pam pam pam pam pam papararam

ok... from there.. u get the point.. its a stupid addictive song.. and for those of u who know me... no i AM NOT HIGH!
well... i guess this is it for my journal... lol... now i dont feel so bad that i ddnt post up nething for a while... this shud keep u busy... especially if i told u theres a hidden meaning behind all of this journal entry....

bye
enjoy ]]> ~ma3zooz