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0438295075

Urgentness.

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/20546170/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/20546170/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 23:13:38 PDT This Saturday night Im having a party at my house.
All are welcome.
Please bring food, and drinkies and sleepy stuff if you want to stay.
I have 6 beds available but I need to know before hand.
Come over anytime I'll be home all day.
Partners are welcome as are any friends who I havent been able to contact.
Also bring music as my collection is limited and not suited to everybody.
Please let me know asap whether you can come.

Love to all!

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/20516433/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/20516433/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 05:15:57 PDT
Em is in Queensland and Philly is house-sitting...

Tomorrow night.(Wednesday 17th)
My house.
From anytime after 4.
Bring drinkies, munchies and movies.
I also need to know who is staying and who isnt.
Who has bedding who doesnt.
I have some bedding.
Anyway, let me know whats going on.

I have six beds if people need to stay, but please tell me!

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/17081871/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/17081871/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 22:51:23 PST I am sick of hospital food.Incompetent doctors.Being bored and crazy people.

So I dont intend on going back in there again.

My poor heart is damaged and a little weak so I cant do too much and have to "take it easy"/

I want green hair dye.


My back is sore.


I miss people.

Update complete.


Piercing Status: 24..why did I write 24 its been 27 for yonks!

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/15112015/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/15112015/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 07:34:18 PDT (and halloween of doom)
therefore one and all must come forth and pay their respects to the Halloween Amie.

Make your way to The Plenty Schoolhouse (next to the graveyard...of doom) on the 2nd of November at some time around 3 or 4. Or later, but don;t complain if you get lost in the dark because of the dark.
If you do not know where Plenty is then ask your parents (or responsible adult of your choice) for a map. I mean, c'mon! Who doesn't own a map? OR look it up on the internet... geez, do i have to think of everything?

You MUST come dressed for the occasion (the occasion being halloween-spooky) or else you will suffer the wrath of Amie (this is a bad wrath and can cause death sometimes).

also bring:
Alcohol (we want lots of this... various types in order to make cocktails, so bring something new and exciting... like beer)

Food (something other than chips, something wonderful, something beautiful and delicious. OR maybe something spooky themed, like a brain)

Sleeping gear (there is indoors, but some tents would be good. mattresses would be great and blankets sort of go without saying... you fend for yourself in this department, or you freeze to death and ruin the whole party.)

Jack o' Lantern (wouldn't that be fun? carve up a pumpkin and stick a candle in it... woo!)

Music (spooky theme, 'k? unless you don't like that... just bring some noise.)

Now... we don't want any badness happening (and neither do you because the guy who owns the Schoolhouse is pretty damn scary) so please be responsible young-adults and throw up OUTSIDE, don't break anything that doesn't look cheap, and don't ask those bogans hanging around outside your house to come with you.
Or you'll be sorry.

There's a chance we've forgotten to invite someone (because we know SO many people and have SO many friends that we just can't keep up sometimes) so you can bring a friend/b-friend/g-friend as long as Amie knows them/approves of them.


We do not want people saying "aaaaw, i din't know what to come aaaas! *whine whine whinge* etc"
so here's a list of ideas so you have no excuse, you horrible little party-worms:

pirates (wench, cap'n, capin-boy/girl (equal rights, yeah?), parrot)
Santa (?)
Naughty Devils/Demony thing
Goblin
Ghost (everyone has sheets... unless you live in a cave and eat rocks and... are generally sucky)
Zombie
Jack Skellington, Sally, Corpse Bride... Tim Burton is ROCKS
Frankenstien!
Adams Family people!
Vampires!
Egyptian Cursed Mummy of Doom! (surely you posses toilet paper... even cave people don't use rocks for that!)
Reaper (Grim)
Witches
Leprechaun!
HARRY POTTER (and assorted hangers-on)
emos
Cheerleaders
Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
Zim!
A Pumpkin
School-thing
use your stupid brain in your stupid head you stupid person.

Love you all!

(written by Philly-monster... (Amie doesn't often refer to herself in 3rd person)

Call if you need help... or email back... stupid.

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]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/14405022/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/14405022/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 03:58:39 PDT

You know how I like to go up to Oatlands with you lot?


Well SATURDAY the 8th until WEDNESDAY the 12th are our designated party times.


Those of you with other commitments such as work or uni/tafe may only get one night up there which makes me a sad panda.
(Dont laugh at the panda bit Nick!)

SO if you ARE coming you will need...
Things in capitals are important

*clears throat*

TRANSPORT!

A TENT
A sleeping bag.
A pillow
A mattress
FOODAGE that can be cooked with water/frying pan/saucepan.
If you require food that needs anything else such as milk, cheese, egg, you'll have to brink it yourself.
An eski
GAS BOTTLES
TORCH
SAUCEPANS
FRYINGPANS
WOKS
WHATEVER TYPE OF COOKING IMPLEMENT YOU NEED!
Forks
Knives
spoons
plates
bowls
cups
drinkies (of any kind, including alcohols)
smokey smokeables (IE dope-age, weed, pot, whatever you wanna call it! And cigarette are permitted if you want them {ick})
Anti-bug stuff
Swimming stuff
Towels
Soap
TOILET PAPER
PLASTIC BAGS
BOARD/DRINKING GAMES
WARM CLOTHES
SUNSCREEN


There is probably more...but I cant think of it.


SO RSVP BY TUESDAY NEXT WEEK! (The 5th) ( NICKS BDAY )

Or Nick will eat your babies!!!!

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/12958800/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/12958800/ Mon, 14 May 2007 20:36:17 PDT
I thought it was about time I made a "proper" entry.

So here it is...


Over the last few days I have been in extreme pain. I was peeing blood (I know TMI meh to you ). I was unable to sleep and I had no bladder control at all. It feels shit being an 18 who is peeing herself daily. So yeah...talked to mother about it. Apparently its either a kidney infection, or kidney stones. Either way the only thing I can do is drink water. Not even allowed panadol!!! Cant get in to the doctors till 4:30pm Tuesday. Not last night, but the night before, I was hurting so much I thought I'd hop in the shower for a bit to see if it helped. It did, but only if I literally had no cold water running. So got a little burnt but kidneys felt better. Sat in there till the hot water ran out. Had to drag my sorry self down to Satanlink because they cut off my payments. Mother cracked the shits and yelled at poor innocent Centrelink slave...who then restored my payments, and back payed me. Mother apologised and we left.

I am in need of A) a tattoo. I need one. I do.
B) Some bleach for mah hair.
C) cuddles or a chicken twister from KFC.


I am moving house. Not happy. This is basically our last week here. Now I get to move to scummy Blackmans Bay. I mean there is nothing wrong with Blackmans bay, BUT I DONT WANT TO LIVE THERE! I'm making my mother grumpy about and now I have to live there for at least a month before she'll assit me with moving out. *sigh*

So that kinda sucks. People with cars and trucks would be greatly appreciated this weekend if your able?

I am wanting to do my suicidegirls shoot thing but I need to submit ID first AND I HAVE NONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wah.

So enough complaining.

Everyone is being all sad and anti-blogs...

All I have to say to that is cheer up guys! Do you want to waste your life moping around when you could die in ten minutes? Why not go out there try and do stuff? I know I'm really not the best example at all, but damnit I'm trying!!!!


So cheer the fuck up.
And calm the fuck down.

So there.

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/12640313/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/12640313/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 05:14:12 PDT

but god damn I need a tattoo....


I really have the bug...you know..well actually you might not.

But I get it if I havent had a piercing for aaaaaaaaaages and it means I'm well overdue for one.


And I get like mebbe 200 a fortnight and my rent is 180 a fortnight and the other twenty dollars goes to my mum for bills and shit, not to mention she uses all of her pay (Aus study) to pay more bills and buy food, and just generally survive.

SO GOD DAMNIT IF YOU CAN COULD YOU HELP ME OUT A LITTLE???????


PLEASE!?


I'll have your babies if you do.

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/12590107/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/12590107/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 06:29:34 PDT [link]


RECIPIENT'S NAME Amie
RECIPIENT'S EMAIL amie_sourire@hotmail.com


Pretty please someone?

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/11981000/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/11981000/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 21:41:42 PST And how I am getting a body piercing dvd kit...(Well most of you didnt know that)
And that I'm intending to do a body piercing course asap....
And how I dont have much money.....


Welll.....
I found some awesome stuff on ebay...



I just wanna know how many people would be willing to put in a little money so I can get these and in return you score free piercings?


Um...yeah...PLEASE!

---

Right well you know how I was going to get that awesome body piercing kit...it was sold before I had the chance to get it.


[link]

[link]


And I REALLY NEED THEM! You get free piercings out of it! CMON GUYS PLEASE!?!

Even if you cant give much...50c helps, you may not even want anymore piercings but please!!!!! HELP ME ANYWAYS! If you can...


I have three days for the piercing gun, and six days for the pack....

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/11845348/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/11845348/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 17:07:52 PST And how I am getting a body piercing dvd kit...(Well most of you didnt know that)
And that I'm intending to do a body piercing course asap....
And how I dont have much money.....


Welll.....


I found this on ebay>>>>> [link]

Which anyone who knows anything about piercings would know that is FANTASTICAL!

I just wanna know how many people would be willing to put in a little money so I can get this and in return you score free piercings, whenever you want?

Um...yeah...PLEASE!

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/11436495/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/11436495/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 15:16:31 PST

Oatlands...wednesday 24th of Jan for a week...or however long you can stay...

buses three times a day...


WHO CAN COME?

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/11032640/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/11032640/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 19:06:48 PST
Well not sure how many of you have heard of suicide girls...

but here is the link..

[link]

And well as embarassing as this may sound, I've always wanted to be a model.
I'm fine with nude modelling despite the fact that my body doesnt fit the modern day society's view of "beautiful" ie-I'm fat.


But I thought maybe I could give it a go anyways.

I want a photographer who is professional and wont cringe at the site of a fat ugly chick being nakey. I want someone who can be creative and show my best features (whatever they are) and who wouldnt mind working for free. But would get usesage of whatever photos turn out best to do with them whatever he/she wishes.

So anyone who is interested and stuff..

either email me:
amie_sourire@hotmail.com

or send a note or just comment.

'Kay thanks guys.

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10554659/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10554659/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 01:08:00 PST

I am cold and msn is being a shit.


How are you all?

I offically turn 18 tomorrow.


Shouldnt I be excited? I'm kinda...bleh.


Birthday booty so far...


Eyebrow piercing-Nick
DVD player-Mum
DVD's-Mum

and yeah...

So far doing well I'd say.

^^

I'm making myself nachos for tea.

Gee I wish msn would work. I may have to restart the computer...

*deep sigh*

Well had my party part 1, on the weekend. It snowed. Oatlands has been in drought for...EVER. I lived there 11 years...it snowed ONCE!

And of course on the last day guess what the wether was like? Go on guess?

Sunny.

*faceplam*


I miss people

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*collaspes*


I need to call people

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[link]

try it!

Oh and check this too!


Invitations will be sent out sometime soon guys!


--------------------------


Ok well scrap that. I just rang.
On the friday...

10:15am
3:00pm
5:30pm

Sun
12:20pm
8:55pm

Mon
11:20am
2:25pm
6:55pm

And for a student it will cost $14.90 (OUCH)
If your wanting to catch a bus, I need to know because I'll have to go into Oatlands and pick you up, because the party is in Parattah (Nearby to Oatlands)

So please contact me soon.

Would be muchly apppreciated.

The place the bus will be leaving from is:

Hobart
199 Collins Street, Hobart, 7000


Check out this site if you need more info and to book your tickets.


YES YOU HAVE TO BOOK YOUR TICKETS BEFORE THE DAY!

SO DO IT!

*cuddles all*

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10353947/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10353947/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 00:45:29 PDT
So does anyone apart from Osprey and Lady know for sure that they can not come? Or is there still hope?



Love you all

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10330458/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10330458/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 21:26:55 PDT

My party is happening! So be there!


On the friday 27th at around 4-5 leave town to travel to the midlands.
I shall require the following peoples addresses and/or phone numbers....

Teh House People.
I have your numbers but not the address.

Brea I think I've got yours 61 McKenzies? Postcode?

Ham? Got your mobi but not your address.Postcode?

Fifi I got your mobi but not your address.Postcode?

Leah I need James' address and should I send one to your home or just
include your invite with James'? Postcode?

Hayley can I get chris' number and address? Postcode?

Lizz I got your West hobart number and address should I send it there? Postcode?

Soph I think I've got your number, but I'm not sure if its the right one, also I need your address please? Postcode?

Ankh I've got your phone number is your address 19 Ridge? Postcode?

Hey Jess, I've got a phone number for you, I think its the right one but I'm not sure. Is your address 417 Bridgewater? Postcode?

Bon I dont have your number or your address or postcode, also would you like to bring Lewis if he's down? You can.

Skye same with Siobhan

Ebbie I have your mobi number I think but I need an address please? and postcode?

Taylor, Adrian, Pat, Kayla and minion I need numbers and addresses for you all!

Becca I've got your mobi but no address.
Also you'd have a better hope of contacting Emz, Maeve,Cosima, and Elissa
than I would, so I was wondering if you could please do that for me?

Oti I dont have your number or address anymore?!

Same with you Lady!


Midget I dont know if your actually going to come online and see this so if anyone has Midgets number and address that would be great.

Same with Maighdie.


Ok thanks dudes and dudettes.


Please email me at: amie_sourire@hotmail.com
Or call on: 62347018
Or message on: 0438295075

PLease do so before this Wednesday the 11th of October! At the VERY latest this Friday the 13th of October.



Ta.


Love to all my little snugglebugs!

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10263580/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10263580/ Wed, 04 Oct 2006 21:18:16 PDT
^^ *purrs*


I miss peoples!


Random love and hugs to.........













And of course..My Love




EDIT:: Ta guys!

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10243976/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10243976/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 05:07:13 PDT [link]

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10242748/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10242748/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 00:57:17 PDT

As I mentioned in a previous entry about the best birthday ever? Well here it is.




On Friday the 27th of October all you tinkle peeps whom I give a precious invitation too must travel a long distance to my second home town Oatlands. Which I have not been too since I left in grade 6. I lived in a little town with no shops, five minutes out of Oatlands called Parattah, for 11 years. So as you can see I spent a large majority of my lifetime there. So on the aforementioned Friday you people shall leave the comfort of your homes and city styled houses to embark on a journey of no ordinary kind. As we will be....dun dun duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun...




Camping.


On a farm.


With only one toilet.


No showers. (There is a dam there)


No bon fire. (due to 20 year drought up there)


No electricity.



And plenty of space and bushland.



But wait theres more! The most important thing....this is no ordinary party. Instead of it being a one night, sit around and eat junk food and watch movies, or a everyone come over and get pissed, or even a lets go out to dinner kind of party....it shall go the entire weekend. Starting on the friday and ending on the Sunday. Added bonuses of this prolonged party is if you can not come on one night it will be possible for you to come on another. There will be adults there. Over 21 so you can tell that to your parents. Everyone must bring their own food or something to share unless you want to walk into Oatlands to get some sort of food. (It takes awhile and its a hell of a lot hotter up there than it is here) In regards to the food there will be a gas bbq provided so hot food and drinks can be made. There is also a hayshed if a few people decide that cant hack the tents and if your really quite pathetic there is a house on the farm with one bedroom free only if it is really needed though. Bathers and a variety of clothing should be bought so that any kind of weather can be dealt with. Bringing a musical instrument, paint, juggling balls, board games or whatever are also permitted.


With the alcohol issue. Alcohol IS permitted but drinking everyday and night for the whole weekend is not. Neither is wandering out of the designated camping grounds if you do, you will be asked to leave. Seriously. Also if you have a mobile with or without credit it may be a good idea to bring it so that if you decide to wander around in the paddock where we will be staying I will be able to find you. Colin (Man who owns the farm and is THE boss) does not like kids so he will have no problem with telling you off or kicking you off his land.



NO FIRE OF ANY KIND IS PERMITTED! And that included smoking. Cigarettes or Weed. NONE! I mean it. If you do we could all burn to death no matter HOW careful you think you are. NO FIRE AT ALL!

So obviously it will be important for you to bring a tent though there shall be no worries of substantial rain. A sleeping bag or some form of warmth may be good!

Right well this all may be subject to change at anytime.

But thats the plan ok?


Also no people can come unless I say so.


If you dont tell me at least a week before the party you can not come.

I can take no one in my car.


If you need to contact me for any reason before hand.

Do so on: 0438295075
62347018
or
amie_sourire@hotmail.com .

Please tell me what you think of this idea.


w00t to turning 18!

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10188668/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10188668/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 02:51:28 PDT

I got a new phone from my daddy for my birfday!

Yay I can contact people again and they can contact me!

AND ITS ON TELSTRA NOT SHITTY OPTUS!


AND WAIT FOR IT.....ITS THE SAME PHONE AS PHILLY'S! YAY WE MATCH...or something.


Well anyway...the only thing so far that I'm really getting about turning 18 is that you get alot of paperwork, you get some really cool pressies (Yay early birthday presents), people annoy you for months about what they are getting you and you can do stuff which is now *legal* but if your like me, have been doing *illegally* anyways.


So tinkle peeps I have a possible most awesome ever birthday thing in mind!!!

<eace, love and oranges>

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10188661/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10188661/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 02:50:10 PDT

I got a new phone from my daddy for my birfday!

Yay I can contact people again and they can contact me!

AND ITS ON TELSTRA NOT SHITTY OPTUS!


AND WAIT FOR IT.....ITS THE SAME PHONE AS PHILLY'S! YAY WE MATCH...or something.


Well anyway...the only thing so far that I'm really getting about turning 18 is that you get alot of paperwork, you get some really cool pressies (Yay early birthday presents), people annoy you for months about what they are getting you and you can do stuff which is now *legal* but if your like me, have been doing *illegally* anyways.


So tinkle peeps I have a possible most awesome ever birthday thing in mind!!!

<eace, love and oranges>

]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10036740/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10036740/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 07:47:17 PDT
No one could come.

Thats ok, I gave no notice what so ever.


How about this friday? Friday being...15th.

People can come over or something...have to talk to my Snickers about this.


Love to you all.

Please comment or one of the many other forms of communication we have in this day and age. ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10031836/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/10031836/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 18:29:45 PDT

And guess where I am going....?



SATANLINK!

And I'm getting blood tests and having a...um whaddaya call it? Celiac or something scan?



Who feels like a gathering? Anybody? Yes? No? Please?
Today..if you can...and you can stay..if you bring food and your own shtuff?


PLEASE!?!


I need human contact..that is a digital image telling me "This Grall is Frenishing" (Sims)


Ok so call me? Or email? Or message-in-a-bottle, or comment on here, or pigeon mail me..either way get in contact, and get in contact now.



Please..? ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/9924836/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/9924836/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 23:31:50 PDT Joy joy.

I have to have some kinda odd scan because my doctor thinks I may be allergic/intollerant of gluten/wheat.

Whee, yay me.

Also got to have more iron tests and thyroid ones.


I am hungry.

My therapist is creepy.


My mum is going away during the daytime this weekend coming back at around 6 then on monday she is going to Melbourne till Wednesday.

So what am I going to do to entertain myself?


Did I mention I was hungry? ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/9623728/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/9623728/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 01:16:44 PDT

Argh I feel so....sghdjilhgndiknajdihiobopnsipng


He accuses me of stealing from him, then my BOYFRIEND and then MY FRIENDS! WTF!?
He probably just lost it the stupid old git.



Gee I really fucking wish I didnt have to live with HIM!


*SCREAMS*



I feel horrible.


I'm angry.
I'm sick.
I'm too tired to sleep.
I'm lonely.
AND I HATE lpdfih;aef fuckinh DENIS!


By the way I think my nose is infected...not the piercing my ACTUAL nose.



Joy.

I think I need a hug.


Not a silly computer hug, a real life hug, while I cry and snot all over you.... ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/9622857/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/9622857/ Sun, 06 Aug 2006 22:48:58 PDT
My Nick left and now I is all LONELY!!!!!!!!1 PLease someone!!


*tear* ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/9582325/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/9582325/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 22:23:09 PDT


Grrr



*grinds teeth* ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/9517540/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/9517540/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 00:06:19 PDT
I return to the world of internettyness...or something.

Nick being the amazing, wonderful, lovely, sexy....etc etc, dude that he is lent me his 'puter and put the net on it so I am once again all connected.

Emotionally..I'm ok....if a little flat due to having blood tests in both arms AND my hand without actually getting any blood whatsoever. SO I shall have to go to the ... er..some privatey hospital.. to get more blood tests! Whoopee for me! All so they can double check my liver is....well still being a liver.

I MISS YOUSE!


I hope you guys are all at least ok....and I hope to have a big huge gathering type thing at my house soon and I request you all be there....please?


I'm hungry. ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8936400/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8936400/ Thu, 01 Jun 2006 01:49:07 PDT

I need help moving this weekend...seriously....please!!!!!!??????

And after we do housey stuff we should totally go to Pizza Hut...?

PLEASE!!!!!?


*ahem*

*hugs fluffalo*


SEVEN THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. Write something that I actually like
2. Love and be loved in return
3. Have a mohawk
4. Get my ears fixed so I can go underwater
5. Read The Hobbit
6. Have enough money to buy something when I want it
7. Help little starving children, or save a rainforest

SEVEN THINGS I CAN'T (OR WON'T) DO:
1. Wear no jewellery
2. Take my piercings out permenately
3. Kill an animal
4. Eat red meat
5. Become celibate
6. End up with someone like Adrian again
7. Become a bopper

SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1. I'll cry in my SOUL!!!!!!!!!
2. Defragga wagga wagga *shakes fist*
3. Luff!
4. TEA!!!!!!!!!
5. Heh...seymour...*prods seymour*
6. tired
7. whinge

SEVEN MOVIES I COULD (OR DO) WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
1. Benny and j00n
2. French Kiss
3. Road to Eldorado
4. Emperors New Groove
5. LABRYNTH
6. TANK GIRL
7. Strassman:LIVE!

SEVEN VIDEO GAMES THAT THE STORY JUST GRABS YOU:
1. MonkeyBall
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.

Part 2: Pop Quiz.

1. Do you like animals?
I do.

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Yes

3. Are you athletic?
No

4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc:
Rounded

5. How much do you weigh?
Enough

6. What's your height?
Enough

7. Shoe size?
Enough

8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
eh....depends

9. How old are you?
Nearly 18.

10. American or other?
Other.

11. When's your birthday?
31 October

12. Do you like to receive giftart?
?

13. Are you sociable?
Yes

14. Do you have many friends?
I have many

15. What's your race?
The slow one Human

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
I spose

17. Are you single or taken?
Taken ^^

18. Do you eat meat?
No

19. Are you paranoid?
Yes

20. Do you read a lot?
When I can find something worth reading

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
Yes,Anything

22. Do you play any instruments?
I *attempt* instruments...

23.How long have you been drawing?
Since I was littleish

24.Whats the meaning of life?
42 ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8886784/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8886784/ Fri, 26 May 2006 19:20:49 PDT

Love to you all.


PS-If anyone can you know, help with the whole moving house situation...it would be most appreciated. ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8859988/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8859988/ Wed, 24 May 2006 02:24:19 PDT
*bounce*


Nick!




Wheeeeeeee!

YAY!

I'm so cold.

YAY! NICK! YAY!

*Ahem* ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8784366/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8784366/ Tue, 16 May 2006 01:17:21 PDT
ANYWAY, this weekend I need as many people as I can.
I need some people to be here (current house) packing and moving crap.
I need some people at the new house cleaning cleaning cleaning
I need some one who can drive...*looks at Liz* (Someone my mum trusts) to drive her car..or a bigger one or something with boxes and crap in it.


SO if you can help, because you love me, can you tell me what day? And how long? And wether or not you'll need to stay the night or whatever..

----


In other news, I've been dizzy and fainting quite a bit recently...seems I *may* have early epilepsy signs or hype...something.

But thats all good.


I have luff for people.


I luff you all.

Well most of you.

*glomps Nick* ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8727236/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8727236/ Wed, 10 May 2006 05:31:08 PDT
its got eight bedrooms for $280...


Its on the corner of Melville and Cavell Sts West Hobart.
Sort of near EC..

It is an older house, it has alot of tacky 50-60s orange and brown and lime green coloured carpet and lampshades. And horrible fake wood and gold handled furniture that is lying around if we want it? (which I dont) I want to start cleaning and painting as soon as possible...and I also need to start packing here, so anyone who said they can help, can you tell me roughly what days and times, because last time I moved, people said they could help but no-one came. SO PLEASE IF YOU CAN HELP IT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED! If you need to stay over or something afterwards its fine, I mean there are EIGHT bedrooms, all of which have a least one bed in them at the moment...they're ugly but hey...


My head hurts. ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8696498/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8696498/ Sun, 07 May 2006 01:09:42 PDT
I'm possibly going to start moving house this Wednesday, to another house in West Hobart. It has eight bedrooms and I'll be living with four people who I havent met yet. I'll get to manage my own money and food, which will be good. But I will need to ask you guys if over the nest few weeks I can get some help? Mum is still at uni so she's going to be busy all the time, which means alot of the time I'll be moving stuff by myself, so I'll need to ask for people to help me pack things, move things out, and into the other house, and then cleaning out this house, then I'll probably be painting my new room and the house which will mean I need help with that too, and I'll have alot of clothes and crap that I dont need, and mum doesnt need which I wont have time to sell, so most of it will be free and yeah...stuff.

I cant remember what else I was going to say..but yeah. ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8677132/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8677132/ Thu, 04 May 2006 22:49:42 PDT

I have a tablet stuck in my throat.


I need music.


I need hugs.


I am happy. Ish


I am also tired.


I want people.

Things that are happening today..


Eh..
Adrian got her head shaved..
I got more tablets to take..
I thought about considering to attempt to cook a cake.
Philly smiled. (Well she had better have smiled today)
Siobhan got mind hugged
Hayley got mind hugged to, and groped.
Ham got mind bitten
Midget got mind slapped
Jesse got mind M&Ms
Liz got mind meese
Ank got mind gropes
Leah got mind tackled
Oti got mind birthday pounces
Grace got mind bubbles
Soph got mind hugs
Brea got mind poked
Becca got mind snogged
Nick got well...he got stuff
Pig got mind hair plaiting and pattingness
Jail got mind snogs as well.
Taylor got mind tackles
Adrian got mind balled
Kayla got mind kisses
And everyone got mind "Luff" ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8636240/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8636240/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 22:58:08 PDT [link] ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8535467/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8535467/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 19:39:53 PDT The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly.
In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.


Weirdness 1) I pull my piercings around constanly when I'm thinking or worried.
Weirdness 2) I have a facintation with penis o.0...
Weirdness 3) I hate body hair (Not including eyebrows and head hair).
Weirdness 4) I adore piercings, wether they are on me or someone else.
Weirdness 5) I never take any of my jewelery off.
Weirdness 6) I think toes look like little people on the end of your feet.


I tag...


Ank-the-tank
pirate-soul
celtic-warrior
The-Hotel-Tasmania
xcat256
blackmoggy ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8345592/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8345592/ Sun, 02 Apr 2006 16:47:55 PDT But, one evening, Jenny arrived home from work to find the children
bathed, one load of clothes in the washer and another in the drier,
dinner on the stove, and the table set.
She was astonished -- something's up.
It turns out that Ralph had read an article that said wives who
worked full-time and had to do their own housework were too tired
to have sex.
The night went well and the next day, she told her office friends all
about it.
"We had a great dinner. Ralph even cleaned up. He helped the kids
do their homework, folded all the laundry and put everything away. I
really enjoyed the evening."
"But what about afterward?" asked her friends.

"Oh, that was perfect too. Ralph was too tired..." ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8309548/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8309548/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 22:18:32 PST [link] ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8228787/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8228787/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 16:09:52 PST
Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old.

Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what
happened the night of April 1st?

Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front
porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on
the porch and sat down beside me.

Defense Attorney: Did you know him?

Lttle Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly.

Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down?

Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh.

Defense Attorney: Did you stop him?

Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him.

Defense Attorney: Why not?

Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Abner
died some 30 years ago.

Defense Attorney: What happened next?

Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts.

Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then?

Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him.

Defense Attorney: Why not?

Little Old Lady: His rubbing made me feel all alive and excited I
haven't felt that good in years!

Defense Attorney: What happened next?

Little Old Lady: Well, by then, I was feeling so "spicy" that I just
laid down and told him "Take me, young man. Take me!"

Defense Attorney: Did he take you?

Little Old Lady: Hell, no! He just yelled, "April Fool!"!
And that's when I shot him, the little bastard. ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8076576/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8076576/ Sun, 05 Mar 2006 16:57:59 PST Woohoo.

Go me. ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8023698/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8023698/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 00:21:54 PST

Eat right!

Make sure you get your daily dose of fruits and veggies.

Take your vitamins and bump up your vitamin C.

Get plenty of exercise because exercise helps build your immune system.

Walk for at least an hour a day,

go for a swim,

take the stairs instead of the elevator, etc.

Wash your hands often. If you can't wash them, keep a bottle of
antibacterial stuff around.

Get lots of fresh air. Open doors & windows whenever possible.

Try to eliminate as much stress from your life as you can.

Get plenty of rest.

OR


Take the doctor's approach.

Think about it...

When you go for a shot,

what do they do first?

They Clean your arm with alcohol...

Why?

Because Alcohol KILLS GERMS.


So.......
I walk to the liquor store. (exercise)
I put lime in my Corona...(fruit)
Celery in my Bloody Mary (veggies)
Drink outdoors on the bar patio..(fresh air)
Tell jokes, laugh....(eliminate stress)
Then pass out. (rest)
The way I see it...

If you keep your alcohol levels up,

flu germs can't get you!

My grandmother always said,

"A shot in the glass

is better than one in the ass!"


Live Well - Laugh Often - Love Much ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8004637/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8004637/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 01:08:04 PST What if you die and the last thing I remember about you is trying to tell you not to go?
Or if you hit someone else?
Your willing to risk ruining someone elses life?
As well as risking hurting their family and friends?
You think you could cope with that for the rest of your life?

Fuck get me out of here. ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8002191/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/8002191/ Sat, 25 Feb 2006 19:01:17 PST - Friends
- Sex
- Music
- Drugs
- Love
- Livejournal


No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential. Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked!

Comments will be screened, just in case.


Yeah, if you want too, or..not

**Edit**
Ahh I just realised I cant screen comments here so if you want to ask a question thats really private, not me..or something ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7898050/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7898050/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 16:39:06 PST [link] Please? *bats eyelashes* ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7852651/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7852651/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 03:33:46 PST Crack Found on
Governor's
Daughter
[Imagine that!]?


Something Went
Wrong in Jet
Crash, Expert
Says
[No, really?]

Police Begin
Campaign to Run
Down Jaywalkers
[Now that's taking things a bit far!]

Is There a Ring of
Debris around
Uranus?
[Not if I wipe thoroughly!]?


Panda Mating
Fails; Veterinarian
Takes Over
[What a guy!]?


Miners Refuse to
Work after Death
[No-good-for-nothing' lazy so-and-so!]?


Juvenile Court to
Try Shooting
Defendant
[See if that works any better than a fair trial!]?


War Dims Hope
for Peace
[I can see where it might have that effect!]?


If Strike Isn't
Settled Quickly, It
May Last Awhile
[You think?]?


Cold Wave Linked
to Temperatures
[Who would have thought!]

Enfield (London)
Couple Slain;
Police Suspect
Homicide
[They may be on to something!]?


Red Tape Holds
Up New Bridges
[You mean there's something stronger than duct tape?]?


Man Struck By
Lightning: Faces
Battery Charge
[he probably IS the battery charge!]?


New Study of
Obesity Looks for
Larger Test Group
[Weren't they fat enough?!]?


Astronaut Takes
Blame for Gas
in Spacecraft
[That's what he gets for eating those beans!]?



Kids Make
Nutritious Snacks
[Taste like chicken?]?


Local High School
Dropouts Cut in
Half
[Chainsaw Massacre all over again!]



Hospitals are
Sued by 7 Foot
Doctors
[Boy, are they tall!]?



And the winner
is....

Typhoon Rips
Through
Cemetery;
Hundreds Dead ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7848556/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7848556/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 16:25:55 PST May still be other people going.. ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7841719/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7841719/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 21:01:36 PST 1-whenever.
If not raining- Meet at the bottom gate (Near the Tasman Bridge)
If raining- Follow the path from the bottom gate until you can see a gazebo.
Meet there.

Bring entertainment.
Edibles and Drinkables.
And yourself.

Tell whoever.

Everyone welcome.

Please come. ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7830584/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7830584/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 16:31:38 PST I want to have a picnic with all my friends before school goes back.

Whose with me!? *burst of enthusiasm leaves*


*ahem*

Friday? ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7811027/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7811027/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 16:12:27 PST
Heh I typed Depp sigh before.

Oops. ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7747456/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7747456/ Mon, 30 Jan 2006 01:48:39 PST

Why can't I be happy?
Why can't I be strong?
Why can't I be beautiful?
Why can't I be sane?
Why can't I be perfect?
Why can't I be loved by you?

I want to be loved by you and I want to love you back.



I hate me.


I really do.


I don't want sympathy, I'm not digging for compliments.

*sigh* ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7733218/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7733218/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 15:27:21 PST
Not good.

Not good.



No thanks, I don't want to talk to you.

Thanks for "*hugs*" and "I love yous" but when you don't mean it, it takes away from the people who do.


*splats self against solid surface* ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7641866/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7641866/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 17:38:13 PST


Head hurts.


Need tea.


More tea.



Tea is good.


Need to go to the library, bank and education department.


Hmmm...



Miss Emmet.



Hmmm...




So much thoughts.. bad gramar...




Gots lots of poems...not posted though....




Does this post have a point?




Do I care?





Do you care?





Skye I think I may be able to go to your birthday.




*head wall*




Smeh.



Gatta spoo di gi, nalakushumani, katumoi nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh...?!


Ganna spoo nyeh padda ru geh da...


HELPETH! ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7633680/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7633680/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 19:39:22 PST What boyfriend/girlfriend?

2. What color underwear/boxers are you wearing now
Pink undies

3. What are you listening to right now?
The Sound of Silence-Simon and Garfunkel

4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?
7018

5. What was the last thing you ate?
Pasta last night.

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
The broken one?

7. How is the weather right now?
Dunno...thats outside..apparently its cloudy and sunny.

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Random person who called my mum.

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
What they are doing...?

10. Favorite type of Food?
Edible

11. Do you drink?
Yip...BEER! VODKA! RUM! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW...please?

14. Hair color?
Good question, blue, green, brown, blonde, reddish, purpleish, blackish

15.What is your eye color?
Blue

16. Do you wear contacts?
Maybe later

17. Favorite Holiday?
The one where I don't do anything much

18. Favorite Month?
October..spring...near the end of the year, my birfday

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
Yes...fjjbsbsjkbkbfksb *mutters*

20. What is the last movie you saw?
Girl, Interrupted? But I'm a cheerleader? I dunt know

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Nuh

23. If you can say something to someone right now what would it be?
Philly....CHICKEN SALT!

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Depends what its on/in/around...

26. Who is least likely to respond?
Someone isn't bored enough or doesn't update enough to do this quiz?

28. Who do you want to respond?
I dunt care really

29. What books are you reading?
That one.

3o. Piercings?
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELL...Ears three(No I don't have three ears, they're pierced three times), tongue, snoz, soon to be....ears again, tongue again, eyebrow twice, labret, und ...hehehehe

31. Favorite Movie?
Girl, Interrupted, But I'm a cheerleader, Benny and Joon, um...

32. Favorite football Team?
Football sucks.

33. Who were you talking to before this?
Philly, before she went to pee

34. Any pets?
Midget

35. AIM S/N:
Dunt have one

36. Butter, Plain or Salted Popcorn?
Butter?

37. Dogs or cats?
doggies

38. Favorite Flower?
Roses, daffodils, sunflowers and tulips

39. Are you taken or single?
Single.

40. Have you ever loved someone?
Yes

41. Who/what would you like to see right now?
Well Johnny Depp or Dylan Moran or Hamish Blake or Angelina Jolie or Frank Woodley wouldn't be too bad...but...hey anyone except PHILLY! Nah..*loves Philly*

42. Are you still friends with your ex's?
Erm...to a degree

43. Have you ever fired a gun?
Water pistol?

44. Do you like to travel by plane?
No..it hurts

45. Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right, but can use both

46. If you could be with someone right now, who would it be?
Anyone cept Fifi....

47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Depends which bed I'm in

48. Are you missing someone?
Prolly

49. Who do you love the most?
Many people

50. Do they know?
Yeah..well some ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7585148/ http://machen-sie-mich-blut.deviantart.com/journal/7585148/ Thu, 12 Jan 2006 16:38:06 PST


What does it mean to be clinically crazy?

To hear voices?

To hate yourself so much you want to die?

To see things which aren't there?

To feel there's no hope?

To talk and laugh like everything is fine, when inside your already broken?

To say "I'm fine" or "I'm tired" when really life seems pointless to you?

To giggle and laugh loudly so as to distract yourself from gaping nothingness inside?

To lie....and lie...and enjoy it?

To wish you could never grow up?

To strive so hard, doing anything possible just to feel alive?

To starve on the outisde to try and control whats on the inside?

To try and get better, but to just keep failing over and over?


Tell me?


What does it mean to be crazy? ]]> ~machen-sie-mich-blut