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                <title>Weeeeeeee....</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 May 2009 12:09:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I just got back from Asia about a week ago, went to Hong Kong and Tokyo.<br />Pictures will follow eventually. <br />They have some crazy awesome shiny stuff over there.<br /><br />In other news, Japans drinking age is 20.<br />As of today I'm 20.<br /><br />..and I really wanted to have real, good quality sake.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~maethoriell</author>
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                <title>..recent life.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jul 2008 21:06:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .So.<br />I'm updating this here journal.<br />It has been over a year after all.<br />...When I have an internet connection again I have some pictures I'd like to upload.. I just procrastinate a lot.<br />In any case, my life has been messed lately, and I want to type out some random rant anywhere but facebook. dA it is.<br />It's something I do.. just write about current happenings.. It helps abate my rage.<br /><br />...I punched a hole in the wall a few weeks ago... A bit before the worst of what has happened.. happened.<br /><br />Yeah. So I have idiotic, irresponsible, jobless, unreliable roommates.<br />Yep. So anger and disdain has been gradually growing for the past while... They've been stealing food for months... The reason for hole punching was that they stole my food;<br /><br />On the first of June I finally got my own room because one roommate, my friend from work, left. I had been sharing a room with my ex.. I gave them a few chances before I decided to keep my non-perishables in my room. Then yeah people went in my room, and stole stuff. So anger. I'm usually a weakling and didn't expect the wall break....<br /><br />Blargh!<br />Yeah. So, they way things are there's three people on the lease, myself, my ex and this guy who left to join the militairy in January. Military guy owed my ex money and there was an agreement where said military guy would pay my ex's rent. Then there's another guy who's not on the lease living in Bizzarro World too, he's one of the jobless fools, my ex being the other. Anyway, towards the end of May I asked the guy not on the lease if he had June rent, and he said that he did. Yeah no. it wasn't paid.<br />His rent was supposed to be put into this joint account that us leaseholders have access to.<br />I put my rent in, and on the 13th militairyguy put the share he was supposed to put in. <br />Yeah. of what I put in.. insurance was paid, bank fees were paid, and yeah. The rest... Not used for rent but the personal use of the other two people who have access to the account. Though militairy guy made up for what he took out by pretty much putting it back in on the 13th. Of the inhabitants of Bizzarro World I'm the only one who paid rent.. And I actually paid on time too.<br />So Thursday the 17th, I check the mail when I get home from work -this around 11:15 pm since I work nights.<br />Yep. Form N4 "Notice to End a Tenancy Early for Non-payment of Rent". I had 14 days to come up with June rent. Today is actually the last of that 14 days. And I'm stressed, hoping they don't file a Form L1 "Application to evict a tenant for non-payment of rent and to collect rent the tenant owes", which will  ruin my non-existent credit. Yeah, there was this claus on the form N4 "If another rent payment becomes due on or before the termination date, you must also pay this extra amount".<br /><br />Yeah. We've had a form N4 sent to us before -though that was a mix up on the landlords part, but the interpretation was that if we pay before July rent is due, July can be late.<br />Yeah. I've paid my share of July rent directly to my landlord but the two others probably don't and won't have July rent. Bah!<br />Just thinking of all this is stressing me out. I've had a good past few days of not thinking of everything. <br />If they pay July rent I'm all good and never have to worry about this shit again. But rah! <br />I want to be prepared, but man. I'm afraid of the future, but I need to face it. I'm learning a lot I think.. Bah. It's wrong though, I'm a trusting person, I hate that I really can't trust people. Why can't people be relied upon? <br />People change fast, people lie, people, well these people, don't realize there comes a point in life where there are certain things you have to be responsible for.<br />Towards the beginning of this ordeal I approached them and asked what they intended to do about the situation. It was after all caused entirely by them. Yeah. No plan. They said that they didn't need one because I had one. <br /><br />At that point the only conversation about the Form N4 had been Thursday night when I asked the guy not on the lease if he had paid rent; it was then I learned he had not. They simply concluded that I'd act ;like their mommy and take care of them? <br />..Such anger. Yeah I had a plan that was not a good one because it pretty much meant lending them money I don't quite expect to get back, though I have gotten them to  sign contracts.<br />....I thought I needed to write about all this to help me get over it all. but having explained the basics I realize I'm just getting stressed again by thinking of it.<br /><br />Basically I'm uncertain as to what the future will bring. Hopefully I won't be evicted because of idiot roommates and hopefully I'll move out August 30th as planned, move in with friends I know through work and I expect to be more reliable. Kinda iffy about one of them but yeah! I don't want to move back in with my parents!<br />...Th... ]]></description>
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                <title>Random dA quizz thing..</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Apr 2007 15:57:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from <a href="http://lightspring93.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lightspring93.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="lightspring93" /></a><br />
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1) What is your deviant-name and what does it mean?<br />
Maethoriell<br />
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It's Sindarin; Maethor means warrior and -iell is a suffix that can mean either daughter, or just be used to indicate a female gender.<br />
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2) Why did you join this site?<br />
<a href="http://horusrogue.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/horusrogue.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="horusrogue" /></a> got me to.<br />
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3) What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?<br />
Lord of the Rings.<br />
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4) Were any of the fandoms you have currently brought about by this site?<br />
Not really no.<br />
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5) Look into your stats. What is your:<br />
- most Favorited Deviation: I See You, though it's now tied with Le Néant.. C'est Beau (2 each)<br />
- most Viewed Deviation: Barahir with 67 views<br />
- most Commented Deviation: Blift Van Bestaan with 19 comments<br />
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6) How many watchers do you have at this moment?<br />
15 >.<<br />
I'm not that serious a visual artist; my art is music.<br />
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7) First ever watcher?<br />
probably <a href="http://horusrogue.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/horusrogue.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="horusrogue" /></a> not sure.<br />
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8) How many pageviews do you have at this moment?<br />
1,390 Pageviews<br />
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9) What is your artist's title shown beneath your "status"?<br />
Lurker<br />
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10) What is your most "meaningful" work?<br />
I don't know.. I have some that actually mean stuff.. Most recent one with a strong personal meaning; State of Being, First with a strong personal meaning; ..Oh wow.. those are all crap, I won't acknowledge them O.O I believe I might delete at some point? If I ever decide to make this account more serious ><<br />
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11) Best COMPLETED piece you ever did?<br />
I don't know East Block looks cool.. I like it.. <br />
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12) Work that took the longest?<br />
Liberté, Egalité Fraternité<br />
It was for a school project...<br />
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13) DA artist who has influenced you the most?<br />
I dunno... <a href="http://iznogood.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/z/iznogood.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="iznogood" /></a> makes me want to take pictures more..<br />
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14) What is currently the funnest thing to draw?<br />
I don't. Random smilies happen to get drawn on everything..<br />
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Easiest thing to draw?<br />
Once more, I don't.<br />
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15) Your first ever giftart was to:<br />
Haven't done one.<br />
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First ever giftart received was from?<br />
Never had one.<br />
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16) How many clubs are you in?<br />
On dA? None but I watch a few.<br />
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17) How long have you been here?<br />
April 17, 2005, 2:01 PM<br />
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18) Are you on any other art sites?<br />
No? Wait, yes! I forget where though...<br />
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19) Can you remember the old DA layout?<br />
Vaguely.<br />
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20) Are you still as passionate about art/poetry/prose as when you joined this site?<br />
Probably more, though that would mostly be because of writers craft ><<br />
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I really need to move all my earlier stuff to my scraps...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Yaaaaaaaaaay...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Mar 2007 14:26:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ^.^<br />
I am le Happy!<br />
I am Employed!<br />
Yaaaay!<br />
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And Saxxy is fixed!<br />
I can finally not worry about Oliver's octave key sticking >< That's right. I named the school sax I've been using for the past while Oliver. He's all battered. Like Oliver Twist. I think I'm going to miss him. He had character. *Note to self; get series number and buy a bundy*<br />
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I'm Employed!<br />
I'm officially lazily saving up for a sax!<br />
Heheh... I'm "questing" one.<br />
I've been spending too much time on Gaia.<br />
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Yeah. I should get an alto. They're more readily available. Though I prefer the sound of a Tenor.<br />
Heeeeey... I should get a Soprano. It'd be easier to store...<br />
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I ramble.<br />
But Yaaaaay!<br />
Happiness.<br />
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It related to art in the sax sense ok?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Years!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Jan 2007 11:58:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A little late. Still.<br />
<br />
Happy New Years!<br />
<br />
The one day I don't get woken up waay too early.<br />
Ist gut.<br />
<br />
So. To make this journal-ish;<br />
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The week before New Years I was in Quebec. Family and such.<br />
I wasn't going to go at first. But I was bribed; I was given money to go shopping.<br />
To the French malls I went. And was scared. Reminded how glad I am to be living in Ontario now. English people are so much more laid back, friendly. Not caring overly much about appearences.<br />
I noticed how slack I've become now that I live in Englishland. I like it. But I was also reminded of how fun it can be to get dressed. yes.<br />
Ok bad journal Idea. heh. New Years! Any resolutions?<br />
1. Get a better average, get some sort of income.<br />
2. The same as last year and the year before. Gahg! And I almost manged to get it done in 2006! Yesh.... Hello!<br />
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Wow. 1 057 deviations to check. This'll take awhile.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~maethoriell</author>
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                <title>Fictionpress.com</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Nov 2006 18:26:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Soo.. I've wandered back onto fictionpress. And I updated my bio.<br />
More like I wrote quite randomly on for a while.<br />
It seemed somewhat journal worthy, so here it is in all it's badly spelt glory.<br />
 <a href="http://www.fictionpress.com/~maethoriell">[link]</a>  <--My Fictionpress page<br />
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I started doing emoticons with my calculator in Data Management today. It's a boring class.<br />
Er.. onto the copy pastage!<br />
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<br />
 After a long dry spell, I am back. I am taking a writing class this semester, and so I am being forced to write creatively. This means I'll be putting my attempts at writing here a bit more. I love class, and apart from one major assignment that I have already put up here, I have a few other short blurbs I intend to bring to the internet. First and foremost will be my beloved story of Sasha Porkorov, composed of three very short chapters, from three different points of views... Ok so it was an activity to help us in creating a character. We had to put on a weird hats and write for fifteen minutes from the point of view of someone who would wear the hat. We did this three times, my first one was a crazy Russian hat, and though it wasn't a requirement, my next two characters told the story from their point of view, with added insight each time.<br />
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 I liked it, so someday (soon) I need to remember to type it up.<br />
<br />
 And then there's our humungous cumulative project that's looming ahead. I know the name of my main character -Morpheus- and maybe some secondary ones -Thanatos and maybe Methos.<br />
<br />
 I want to write a romance, so I'll need a female. As much as I could play around with yaoi, I would feel incredibly bad for writing it.. Stupid conscience/morals/religion-ish. Yaoi would make it so much more interesting, but I'm Christian (have been for about 1 1/2 years now; as of May 6th 2005). The thing has been hardest for me and my decision to be Christian was just that. The whole gay thing. I understand the reasons the Bible gives for calling homosexuality a sin (it goes against God's design for humanity; we were made with certain reproductive organs so we can use them, homosexuality is disregarding/disrespecting/shunning that design. Or something, there are more reasons, but I don't feel like typing them out). Anyways, I have a hard time with it all, I'm a bit of "Rights for everyone!" person. Ish. I'm, not all that blatant about it, but I believe it to be fundamentally important for humanity. I'm in the Student Action Group, not the Human Rights Club, and I plot to take over the world. (Start with Newfoundland, then maritimes, then Quebec -CFB 3 EMA has missiles, then the rest of Northern Canada, then Russia, then, KILL the US). I play around with hating the US, though I don't really, it just makes Canada look bad. And I'm a royalist. <br />
 I love tradition, old things, nobility in particular, so the fact that I have a Queen is just beautiful. When I take over the world I'll reinstate representative monarchies everywhere where the rightful heir to the throne is still alive. Or Try. France seems to have a couple hundred claimants to the throne.<br />
<br />
 Anyway, Cumulative project. We haven't received it yet, but it's the next project in my writing class (called "Writers Craft"). So we'll be getting it in a few weeks. As I said I want to do a romance, maybe a fantasy romance. I wish I could do yaoi, especially because it would be so much easier to write, and so much more original (original=marks). But I can't. So that suxxors. I need a plot for mein story! and that is my stress right now. That and curling, but that has nothing to do with writing and this is a writing site.<br />
<br />
 So. I'm hoping you might have gleaned stuff about me from my ranting, more so than my listing of likes and dislikes. Though I do love Fantasy, some romance (none of that fluffy junk-though I will read some of that on occasion, I prefer the whole Star-crossed lovers thing.) I love Tragedies. And Fanfiction. I've just finished reading this beautiful fanfic with which I fell ion love, and I am hoping to make it the last piece of fanfic I read in a long time. After 65 chapters and 300 000 words, I'm waaay behind in homework. It was worth it though. It was romance, and the two main characters died. It was beautiful. And all the conflicts were still resolved.. I loved it.. I am more than pathetic. In RL I'm not one of those starry-eyed girls who sighs at every living thing. (though I do squeal on occasion, like we won the tie breaker at todays curling game..) I'm more of a pessimist.. but recently I've gotten into romance.. and I'm almost ashamed to admit that I like it. I'll probably massacre my attempts to write it. Still, it's a challenge.<br />
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 Hem. My eternal genre of preference is Fantasy, and forever shall be. John Ronald Reuel Tolkien Rules the World. And I want to be his successor. Though I... ]]></description>
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                <title>Steal! I am 23% girly</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jun 2006 21:28:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Time to waste time and get coffee out of my system. I need to sleep! I have two exams tomorrow! Arg!<br />
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Yes.<br />
<br />
..Bonhomme Bonhomme will come. Though I found some old unfinished stuff in my files that I want to play with first...<br />
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Onto the brain-deadness!<br />
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Take this quiz and find out how girly you are. (GUYS TOO). Put x's beside each thing that's true. Each x that you put is one percent. Have fun!!<br />
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[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted<br />
[ ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops<br />
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies<br />
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple<br />
[x] I did Gymnastics<br />
[x] I love skirts <br />
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop (What is hollister?)<br />
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear<br />
[X] I love chocolate <br />
[ ] I've never had a real job <br />
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TOTAL: 3<br />
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[ ] my hair is almost always straightened<br />
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures<br />
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week<br />
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends<br />
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings<br />
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon<br />
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim<br />
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes (Not actually sure... counting boots? And my sisters shoes that only I wear?)<br />
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach<br />
[ ] I change my icon weekly<br />
[ ] I wear a shower cap<br />
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TOTAL: 1<br />
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[x] I dont shop at Hot Topic (Are there even any 'round here?)<br />
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me<br />
[ ] I wear mascara everyday<br />
[ ] I've been or am on a diet<br />
[ ] bathing suits are adorable<br />
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.<br />
[ ] big sunglasses are hott<br />
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before<br />
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels<br />
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TOTAL: 1<br />
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[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys <br />
[ ] I love to have girls do my hair <br />
[ ] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends <br />
[x] I hate bugs<br />
[x] carnivals are so fun! (St. Jean Baptiste this saturday! To Hull!)<br />
[ ] Summer is THE best season<br />
[ ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces <br />
[ ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor<br />
[x] musicians are so hot (so... Tuomas Holopainen...)<br />
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours <br />
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TOTAL: 3<br />
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[x] I am self-conscious<br />
[ ] I cry often (Only because of my brother. 8D)<br />
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry<br />
[X] my dishes get washed more than once a week <br />
[ ] I dont do sports <br />
[ ] I HATE to run <br />
[x] I squeal when i am surprised or angry (...I can't help it.)<br />
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack<br />
[x] I love romance novels (Shut up.)<br />
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute<br />
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TOTAL: 4<br />
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[x] I dance a lot. (crappily with no one around... It's fun.)<br />
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house<br />
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products<br />
[x] I love to get dressed up. (It's fun..)<br />
[x] every part of my outfit needs to match (stupid gaiaonline making me..)<br />
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends<br />
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot<br />
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day<br />
[ ] I wish I were a model<br />
<br />
TOTAL: 3<br />
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[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton (To destroy?)<br />
[ ] I have been something that was semi  (?)<br />
[ ] I own Uggs (?)<br />
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music (Evil.)<br />
[x] I pop my collar (I think..)<br />
[ ] I like to be the center of attention<br />
[x] guys with Mohawks are crazy (Crazy is good.)<br />
[x] horses are beautiful<br />
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school<br />
[x] Cats are adorable <br />
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TOTAL: 4<br />
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[X] I write my own music (Attempt...)<br />
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii <br />
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!<br />
[ ] white is better than black<br />
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black<br />
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes (books actually...)<br />
[ ] hate the grunge look<br />
[ ] I love to read magazines<br />
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TOTAL: 2<br />
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[ ] I love to gossip<br />
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid (Those kitty things? My parents were cheap.)<br />
[ ] I love Celine Dion (Kill?)<br />
[x] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long (Or more...)<br />
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned<br />
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.<br />
[ ] I like little kids <br />
[ ] Diet drinks are the best<br />
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian <br />
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds <br />
TOTAL: 1<br />
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[ ] I check my myspace everyday.<br />
[ ] I love life!... ]]></description>
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                <title>Dima Bilan &lt;3</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Jun 2006 20:31:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I think I'm getting a new obsession... I wanted to find out more about the winner of Eurovision, Lordi, and while getting said info I found out about the runner up. I went and watched the two video clips, both Dima Bilan's and Lordi's. I admit I wasn't impressed by Dima's... but since I planned on downloading and discovering more about Lordi I thought that I may as well download Dima's winning song... <br />
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I was ashamed that, as a fan of Europian metal, especially metal from Finland, I was ashamed to have not heard of Lordi pre-Eurovision '06 and to have not gone and listened to Lordi before now, June. So Downloading was in order. <br />
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I downloaded Dima's entry, and for some reason another one of his songs came up on the list. It was sung in Russian. Dima's entry was English. That extra song was "Slezi" and because of it I went on a Dima Bilan Downloading spree. <br />
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I love him.. Quite ironic since, had he been an English singer, I would've hated him. The singing in a language other than English seems to make me love music more. Probably because, without my mental side trying to understand what's going on I can appreciate it more.. But that doesn't explain why I like "Amene Toi Chez Nous", another so-called "pop" song in French, one of my two first languages. <br />
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I guess I just don't like people singing in English. Still. I love Dima Bilan. He's Teh Sekhs. <br />
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And Lordi? I haven't been able to pull myself away from the Dima to listen to my new Lordi downloads.. <br />
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I officially like pop when it isn't in english. <br />
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I guess I should've realised that when I started liking Projet Orange.<br />
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mmmm.... I couldn't resist advertizing my my new interest. Or something like that.<br />
I intend to come out  with more of Bonhomme Bonhomme. School is almost over.. ]]></description>
                <author>~maethoriell</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Apr 2006 15:15:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ello!<br />
...I allowed myself to browse.. instead of going through the 500+ deviation alerts and 70 journals I need to get rid of... <br />
<br />
And I found this.<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/20580961/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
First reaction? O Mein goodness! It's me!<br />
<br />
Well not quite those words... but... I wear black cat ears... I have reddish brown hair and generally stick to darker colours... My eyes are a different color.. but still! It's me!<br />
<br />
Yes.<br />
<br />
The artist <a href="http://queenofdorks.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/q/u/queenofdorks.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="queenofdorks" /></a> has other really great stuff too... And she like Dir En Grey! Yay! <br />
As of yet I hadn't known of anyone that even knew of them... ]]></description>
                <author>~maethoriell</author>
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                <title>So long...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Feb 2006 17:14:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow... I have not been here in very too long.. here as in looking at the new deviations of those I devWatch.. 223 to look at.. yikes.. well I haven't been online in general either... I didn't even turn on the computer for anything past checking the weather last week.. no time.. New semester.. so crazy... so much work... My one easy class would be law or "Understanding Canadian Law" as is the official name, but still it's mean with lots of homework [but less than other classes]. It's really interesting though, once you get over the teachers really cheesy and bad jokes though... Apparently he got hit by a boat and waas in a coma for six months.. but I'm hoping those are just rumors.. Yes. Law has always interested me so it should be interesting. I would have to be interested if I'm planning on studying Criminology in University eh?<br />
<br />
My worst class is Chemistry. The teacher is scary. Everything makes sense, and is so logical, but it's just so...  much work. Yes. <br />
We haven't blown anything up yet and that's sad.<br />
<br />
Then is math... I missed one class because I had a curling game, and I was lost after. Stupid functions and inequalities. It all makes sense now though. The teacher is nice though, she is one of our two curling coaches so I know her and therefore probably be able to ask for help if I ever stop understanding again... Math and chemistry seem to be classes that will be constant work.<br />
<br />
English then... It will be a challenge. Mostly because I like to read and know that my writing is abysimal. And I hate that, and so I will challenge myself to be better. It should be an easy enough class though... somehow reading this text half of the class didn't know what an "abyss" was.. sure the texts have been written in a pretty old fashioned way and I had trouble understanding at points.. the formats are incredibly messed up... I like it. The class makes me feel smart. And that is a rare thing I plan on enjoying. To think I got a sixty last year and the teacher suggested I take one of the lower level Englishes this year... <br />
<br />
Yes.<br />
<br />
Ooooh.. real good photographer here on dA <a href="http://iznogood.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/z/iznogood.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="iznogood" /></a> I had to resist favoriting his whole gallery... I saw him comment on this person who I forget who it was's page and the name "IzNoGooD" caught my name... it's the name of a character in this [french] comic book I used to read when I was a kid.. and I would still read.. yah... it was all about how Iznogood wants to be calif in the place of the calif, to whom he is Grand Vizir, and all his crazy plots always fail and the calif [who is a tad stupid] never notices and  actually think Iznogood is his best friend when..... yaaaaaah.... I liked the comic ok? And IzNoGooD Is Good. ]]></description>
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                <title>Join the APPD! Bring around the Perfect Society!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jan 2006 15:39:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Learn German. Move to Germany. Elect the APPD!<br />
The APPD being the "Anarchistische Pogo-Partei Deutschlands" [Anarchist Pogo Party of Germany] a self-declared party of the Pöbel (mob) and "social parasites". It was created in 1981 by two punks in Hannover and took part in the 1998 election to the Bundestag with the promise to pay the voters with free beer. The official communication organ is the paper Armes Deutschland ("Poor Germany").<br />
The party took part in the German federal election, 2005 with their chancellor candidate Wolfgang Wendland, who is also the lead singer of the german punk-band "Die Kassierer".<br />
<br />
Why go get German citizenship just to vote for them? lessee... <br />
Here are their goals;<br />
-Right for unemployment with full salary<br />
-Youth pension instead of retirement pension<br />
-Cancellation of compulsory education<br />
-Creation of centers for physical love<br />
-Abolition of police<br />
-Legalization of all drugs<br />
-Cancellation of the right to demonstrate WITH announcement<br />
-Totale Rückverdummung ("Total Restupidification") and Balkanisation of humanity<br />
<br />
Sounds like heaven to me...<br />
<br />
And it could work! Look at a brief history of this pretty political party;<br />
The party was founded in 1981 by two 17-year-olds with the nicknames Zewa (a leading handkerchief brand) and Kotze (vomit). In the following years it was joined by many punks and organized many demonstrations, which were sometimes ended by the police, often leading to arrests. The party was dissolved in 1986, but was recreated in 1994 and soon chose to participate in elections. In the 1997 Hamburg city elections the APPD received 5.3% of the votes in St. Pauli and thus became the fourth-strongest party. In 1998 the APPD ran in the Bundestag election with Karl Nagel as its candidate for the chancellorship, and using slogans like "Work is shit" ("Arbeit ist Scheiße") and "Drinking, drinking, each day only drinking" ("Saufen! Saufen! Jeden Tag nur saufen"). The APPD failed, however, to gain the 0.5% of the votes needed to pay to the voters in the form of a promised large party with free beer. With approximately 35,000, or 0.1%, of the votes, the APPD outperformed the LaRouchist BüSo party and the German Communist Party DKP. Finally the party was dissolved in 1999. In December 2000 the APPD was reestablished in Munich, but did not participate in the Bundestag election of 2002. For the participation in the European election 2004 sufficiently many signatures were collected, these did not arrive however due to a mistake by party chairman Christoph Grossmann.<br />
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Just so you know, Pogo-Anarchismus (Pogo-anarchism) is different from the standard anarchism, but there are more differences than commonalities. The pogo-anarchistic theory seeks only for an easy life with much free,alcohol and no work, whereas more traditional movements in anarchism promote labor as fundamental to a society based on cooperative living. The concept of Balkanisation is introduced to split up the country into different parts:<br />
-"Asoziale Parasiten-Zonen" (APZ, asocial parasite zone) for pogo-anarchists and other asocials, who prefer not to work and rather drink beer.<br />
-"Sichere Beschäftigungs-Zonen" (SBZ, safe occupation zone) for straight-laced workaholics who will finance the good life of the people in the APZ. This is a pun, since the SBZ in West German use (used till late into the Brandt era by the conservative press) meant the Sowjetisch besetzte Zone (Soviet Occupied Zone), the predecessor of the GDR.<br />
-"Gewalt-Erlebnis-Parks" (GEP, violence experience parks) for incurable violent offenders and nazis with special areas set aside as ethnic theme parks for cultural minorities (such as lederhosen-wearing Bavarians), to avoid too close contact between these pogo races lest the pursuit of what each considers necessary for happiness suffers. These parks will be surrounded by very high walls.<br />
The APPD was the first German party to propagate the idea of guaranteed minimum income, with its idea of a "youth pension", long before this concept entered the realm of mainstream political discussion.<br />
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So you see? It would cause an utter Utopia!<br />
<br />
Info comes from; <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anarchist_Pogo_Party_of_Germany#Goals">[link]</a><br />
<br />
Official APPD site; <a href="http://www.appd.de/">[link]</a> [In German] ]]></description>
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                <title>Merry Christmas!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Dec 2005 13:58:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .Everyone else is doing it.. I will too! Yay! <br />
<br />
We wish you a Merry Christmas; <br />
We wish you a Merry Christmas;<br />
We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.<br />
Good tidings we bring to you and your kin;<br />
Good tidings for Christmas and a Happy New Year.<br />
<br />
Aye! Merry Christmas, Happy New Year! May it be filled with yummy food, and no stomachaches from the yummy food. And pretty presents, as well. But remember the poor, so give to some charity. Be generous, and help.<br />
But mostly, Merry Christmas, enjoy yourself no matter what you've got.<br />
______________________<br />
Merry New Year! MUAHAHAHA! Be merry.. Eat some babies for me... I will be holed up watching six kids I'm not allowed to eat.<br />
ARR! Play some Auld Lang Syne on yer pipes laddies! [and even ye wee bairns]..<br />
C'mon! Without the crazy grace notes!In 4 4 with an E quarter note pickup! <br />
<a href="http://web.ripnet.com/~nimmos/auld_lang_syne.html">[link]</a><br />
<br />
....Due to the fact that I found out yesterday that the fingering thart I had previously been using was wrong I cannot play it yet on me practice chanter [the thingy you're supposed to start on when learning bagpipes]... I knew it sounded wrong... aye.<br />
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Eat Children, don't kill anyone but the children. ]]></description>
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                <title>Eventful.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Dec 2005 17:53:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So. Yesterday, as most of you in Ottawa know... Well... those of you in Barrhaven... The whole thing with those people downtown kinda overshadowed this, though apparently the Sun's headpage had something about a student on rampage, or teen on rampage... I don't know, the Sun newspaper box was all sold out when I got to it, but the the Metro and the dose didn't and the Citizen ... well I didn't have a dollar to buy it and check, but the front page didn't have anything... Anyways yes, A kid from our school (not three like the rumors say) went and smashed the window of three classrooms and tried to light something in the washroom (it didn't work) the only fire was that of a candle, there was no racist graffiti as the rumors say. The people that saw him saw that his mask was pointed white etc, like that of the KKK. After when he was asked about that, he did not know where that whole thing fit in, why in particular he wore such a thing that would associate him to that organisation. The person is a great guy. He is normally pretty quiet and really nice. Something that was probably unconscious just snapped, I don't know by what, maybe he doesn't, that is the impression that was given to me by the Vice-Principal when she came and talked to us today. Afterwards when he was stopped (not by a student but by a teacher; one student told me he tackled him... stupid lyer...) he was really cooperative with everyone, the police, the teachers, he wasn't even sure WHY he did it. Yes he was aware of what he did but after he said that yah he knew it was a bad thing, it was a psychologic thing, something like repression something had been building up, then he snapped. He is getting help, he went to CHEO. Yah, he has been indefinitaly suspended but there is still a chance that he could come back. Which I hope, to show the student body that yah, he regrets it. And man, we all support him, though not his actions, as one of our teachers said. Yah, he is in the schools christian group, of which I too am a member. So yah it's really creapy...  He had been coming last year and yah, he involved himself and stuff when he came, which was pretty much every meating, seriously, I don't remember him ever not being there.  Other than todays meetian during which one of the VP's came answere questions told us what she could legally say (there's a police investigation going on).... Most of us had already been really shocked, not knowing for sure if the rumors that said it was him were true... but yah. they were. I dunno the whole environment there was just shaky. Numb I guess. That and later when I got home I found out that my friends dad, who already had a whole bunch of cancers and had been recently diagnosed with a brain tumor, only had a few weeks to go...  I dunno. That and all the huge summative projects, the big important worth 10, 15 sometime 20% of your mark are now happening. And I am a professional procrastinator. Things have been just crazy. I hate to admit emotional weakness, but yah. all this has shaken me. I,m really going to make an effort to change my violent vocabulary. This all has made me  want to be more serious about stuff. I'll survive. But man. This is just crazy. Stuff like this isn't supposed to happen here so much! With the whole kidnapping and killing of Jennifer Teague from my neighborhood this fall... It's crazy... I guss I'm just a small town kid. First I'v lived in a city. Well I lived in a town 45 min. to an hour out side when I was 0 (ie. when I was born) till I was three, but that's it. yah. I'll stop now. Just yah. If ye be Christian, please pray for the kid his family our group, my friends dad and their family... yah... just yah.. I should stop now. Go eat pie. Sorry for the lack of paragraphes. I'll edit this later. ]]></description>
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                <title>heheh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Nov 2005 11:56:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen fro <a href="http://kdh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/d/kdh.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kdh" /></a><br />
The Humor of Jack Handey<br />
<br />
I was taking my little nephew to disneyland, but i decided to play a mean trick. i pulled up next to an old, burned down warehouse. "Oh no," i said. "Disneyland burned down." He started crying, and i was about to tell him it was all a joke and drive to the real disneyland, but it was getting kinda late.<br />
<br />
If a kid asks where rain comes from, I think a cute thing to tell him is "God is crying." And if he asks why God is crying, another cute thing to tell him is "Probably because of something you did."<br />
<br />
I can picture in my mind a world without war, a world without hate. And I can picture us attacking that world, because they'd never expect it.<br />
<br />
It takes a big man to cry. It takes an even bigger man to laugh at that man.<br />
<br />
The memories of my family outings are still a source of strength to me. I remember we'd all pile into the car - I forget what kind it was - and drive and drive. I'm not sure where we'd go, but I think there were some trees there. The smell of something was strong in the air as we played whatever sport we played. I remember a bigger, older guy we called "Dad." We'd eat some stuff, or not, and then I think we went home. I guess some things never leave you.<br />
<br />
If when you die you get a choice between pie heaven and regular heaven, choose pie heaven. It might be a trick but if not mmm-boy<br />
<br />
If you saw two guys named Hambone and Flippy, which one would you think liked dolphins the most? I'd say Flippy, wouldn't you? You'd be wrong, though. It's Hambone.<br />
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If I ever went to war, instead of throwing a grenade, I'd throw one of those small pumpkins. Then maybe my enemy would pick up the pumpkin and think about the futility of war. And that would give me the time I need to hit him with a real grenade.<br />
<br />
I bet if you reached total enlightenment while drinking beer, it would make beer squirt out your nose.<br />
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Why can't the ant and the caterpillar just get along? One eats grass, the other eats Caterpillars... Oh, I see now.<br />
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If you rob a bank, and your pants fall down, its okay to laugh. and let your hostages laugh too, because come on, life is funny.<br />
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When I die, I would like to go peacefully, in my sleep, like my grandfather did. Not screaming and yelling like the passengers in his car.<br />
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To me, boxing is like a ballet, except there's no music, no choreography, and the dancers hit each other.<br />
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Once my friend told me that he had found Jesus. I thought to myself, "WooHoo, we're rich!" It turns out he meant something different.<br />
<br />
A good way to threaten somebody is to light a stick of dynamite. Then you call up the guy and hold the burning fuse to the phone. "Hear that?" you say. "That's dynamite, baby."<br />
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Have you ever seen a child, on his way to school, have a car drive past and splash him, and then he just stands there and thinks if he should just go to school or go home and change and be late... And then I drove past and splashed him again!<br />
<br />
Instead of studying for finals, what about just going to the Bahamas and catching some rays? Maybe you'll flunk, but you might have flunked anyway; that's my point. ]]></description>
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                <title>Tagged (again)</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Nov 2005 13:45:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes I have been tagged by <a href="http://confusedrnormal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/o/confusedrnormal.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="confusedrnormal" /></a> ... but this time it seems a bit different... so what if I have five labs due tomorrow that I haven't started?<br />
<br />
Three names you go by<br />
<br />
1. Wadi<br />
2. Des<br />
3. Zazou<br />
<br />
Three screen names you've had<br />
<br />
1. Imorieri Morwen<br />
2. Erikalya Arvanesse<br />
3. Wadi<br />
<br />
Three physical things you like about yourself<br />
<br />
1. Eyes (they are confusing... some say their grey, others green, and even more blue...)<br />
2. Hair (It may be mean to me, but I like the color)<br />
3. My... Hands? They're very usefull?<br />
<br />
Three physical things you don't like about yourself<br />
<br />
1. My arms? They are icky.. I was stupid...<br />
2. My neck? It's been in constant "pain" (that I'm kinda used to) since grade four.. yah.. I don't have a curve in my neck... stupid messed up spinal cord..<br />
3. My feet... they are too big ie. bigger than my sisters feet which means I can't borrow most of her shoes...<br />
<br />
Three parts of your heritage<br />
<br />
1. 1/4 German<br />
2. 1/16 Indian from India! (and one sixteenth native South American..)<br />
3. 1/8 Portuguese.<br />
<br />
And that's my dad's side.. my mums side is a confusing mess of English, Welsh, Irish, Scottish and way back in the thirteenth century, French. They were Plantagenets. Ick. I'm French... More German than anything else though.. (which is one of my reasons for wanting to learn German)<br />
<br />
Three things that scare you<br />
<br />
1. Spiders. (I was almost bitten by a Black Widow when I was little..)<br />
2. Crossing busy roads (I almost got hit by a car a few times...)<br />
3. My pathetic future.<br />
<br />
Three of your everyday essentials<br />
<br />
1. Music (listening to)<br />
2. Internet...<br />
3. Music (Making)<br />
<br />
Three things you are wearing right now<br />
<br />
1. Camisole<br />
2. Pants that I want to kill because they are too low cut causing me to have to wear a too tight belt that hurts...<br />
3. My wierd wrist covering thingy...<br />
<br />
Three of your favorite bands/musical artists<br />
<br />
1. Wagner<br />
2. Tchaikovsky<br />
3. Nightwish<br />
<br />
Three of your favorite songs<br />
<br />
1. Open the Eyes of my Heart by I don't know who many people.<br />
2. I Wish I had an Angel by Nightwish<br />
3. 1812 Overture (Opus 49) by Tchaikovsky<br />
<br />
Three new things you want to try in the next 12 months<br />
<br />
1. Figure out this thing that I won't say what..<br />
2. My five labs! Gotta have that by tomorrow!<br />
3. Have at least one good bit of art done? Be it musical or photoshoppy or even hand drawn...<br />
<br />
Three things you want in a relationship<br />
<br />
1. God.<br />
2. Love.<br />
3. Truth.<br />
<br />
Two truths and a lie<br />
<br />
1. I love God.<br />
2. I love hip-hop<br />
3. I go ground-hog hunting!<br />
(guess which is the lie?)<br />
<br />
Three things about the opposite sex that appeal to me<br />
<br />
1. Personality<br />
2. Way of life.<br />
3. Talent<br />
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Three of your favorite hobbies<br />
<br />
1. Saxophoning! (gotta change that saying now that I'm getting bagpipy... Musiquing?)<br />
2. Reading<br />
3. Photoshopping<br />
<br />
Three things you want to do really badly right now<br />
<br />
1. Not do my five labs<br />
2. Play my sax.<br />
3. Kill myself.... stupid labs...<br />
<br />
Three careers you're considering<br />
<br />
1. Criminologist (Military Police, Army)<br />
2. Formerly Mechanical Engineer.. still hoping...<br />
3. Garbagemen (my probable end)<br />
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Three places I want to go on vacation<br />
<br />
1. Germany... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
2. Scotland. BAGPIPES!!!! (Haggis?)<br />
3. Britain...<br />
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Three things to do before I die<br />
<br />
1. Be stabbed with a blade (wanna die cuz of it...)<br />
2. Do the work of God? yesss...<br />
3. not live past 30? nar.. got over that.. no um... yah..<br />
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Three celeb crushes<br />
<br />
1. Junior Asparagus<br />
2. Larry the Cucumber<br />
3. Bob the Tomato<br />
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Three people I tag next<br />
<br />
1. ~pyxy-styx<br />
2. ~rawknchik<br />
3. ~jesusismynumber1<br />
...people that are rarely on... I don't like pressuring others to do stuff.... much.. ]]></description>
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                <title>..Steal... (6 months!)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Nov 2005 15:17:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Idea stolen (well forced upon..) by <a href="http://the-pie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-pie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="the-pie" /></a><br />
besides.. my sax has been resuscitated<br />
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A) First, recommend to me:<br />
1. a movie<br />
2. a book<br />
3. a musical artist, song, or album<br />
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(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. No kidding, ANYTHING, I'll give you the absolute honest truth, to the best of my ability.<br />
<br />
(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.<br />
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..Oh and yay! Today is my six month birthday! Yeps I am six months old! ...I became christian six months ago... Got a great birthday gift.. my very own practice chanter(Bagpipe thing).. God does crazy stuff.. yah... I had not been expecting it at all... specially since outside of friends from school I've barely told anyone.. cuz they never knew I wasn't... and it would be awkward if I did.. I have to sometime soon though.. Yah.. The chanter wasn't intended as a birthday gift, but yah.. God... yah.. I'll stop now. ]]></description>
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                <title>Ode To my Sax (YTS-23)</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Oct 2005 13:02:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You were a true friend,<br />
I never realised your importance,<br />
Then you died.<br />
Yah... My beautiful YTS-233, Yamaha Tenor Sax died this morning.... It actually made me cry.. chocolat made me happy.... The thingy on the neck that changes the octave broke.... My poor saxxy broke his neck... It is terrible... I was forced to use a school sax in music today.. It was disgusting. <br />
<br />
Listening to "De Hero a zero" by Projet Orange<br />
State of being: Grieving ]]></description>
                <author>~maethoriell</author>
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                <title>Gerg!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Oct 2005 03:28:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why must I be so utterly stupid? GAH! Parent teacher interviews+ horrid race+ Five hours of sleep= stupidity.. I sometimes (very often) don't understand myself... i made an option that shouldn't be, an option.. Man do I suck... If any of you out there are willing to come down to Ottawa, please kill me. preferably before my third period class, no, scratch that, my second period class, I have a playing evaluation (it's music... wait... I have homework that is not done due for first period! Kill me NOW! I had planned on doing well in everything this year.. That ain't gonna happen. I'm going to crash and burn, probably today. <br />
I think I am emotionally unstable.. give me a psychiatrist... <br />
Agh... stupid race.. I hurt all over.... Racing with a humongous headache (which the day after is still present..) and mere five hours of sleep is the worst thing to do... <br />
I'm going to go run into a wall now...<br />
Namaarie<br />
Wadi. ]]></description>
                <author>~maethoriell</author>
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                <title>74/78</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Oct 2005 17:49:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I came back  from Toronto monday sometime like 7 pm... it was fun.. yadayada.. got to go rock climbing (best of sports) blablabla.<br />
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I had a cross country race today, 5 K, not much, but alot for me, my goal was to not come in last, I reached that goal. there were four people either behind me or that died...  I know there were at least two other girls behind me. (there were 78 runners) Their names were Robin and Monika, they go to Bell High School. I'm pretty sure that Robin is the same girl that was right in front of me and that caused me to come in last in 2004... It would be amusing... yah.. I came in last to every single meet last year. But this time, I had a goal! And I reached it! I woke up this morning and I was so sure I wouldn't... and yah I deal with failure badly (which is bad because I am a failure)... I was even more sure when we didnt have time to walk the track, which is bad because cross country is well, cross country, in and out of forest over and down hills etc.. it can be confusing, last year, I didn't walk my first meet,and I got lost, and last... Paragraph break time.<br />
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Yah. So basically.. all morning I was in horridly anxious and kinda bad mood, and yah.. prayed muchly that I wouldn't be last.. cuz that would be a baaad thing.. life personalish things... I would blame myself so much.. I know I could've trained so much more... seriously... last practice, well the coach had to go register us get taxis all lined up ( not that THAT did much good) it wasn't at a time regularly scheduled, so only three of us showed up,and well I did three laps, not of our of our regular circuit (it's something like 1.4 k)... I cheated... ran the whole first loop second time I ran for something like an eith of it an cut it in half, and walked the remaining quarter.. well actually it was the first quarter I walked then I cut in half and ran for a quarter of the loop, I did the same for aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... random spasme in leg............ oooow..... yes.. I did the same for our last loop. ( not a leg spasme but a quarter running and a quarter walking) <br />
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yah. hmm am  I forgetting anything ah. the actual race. I was ok for longer than I thought I could ... there were too many places where people could see me... I have this thing were I don't like to show weakness... so yah.. I managed to barely walk anything... except well at the end I got the biggest cramp inexistence. I maged to run with it for a while because well I heard that thats the only thing to do.. ignore it... but then I could hardly move.. so I had to walk.. but I managed to sprint to the finish! yah.. my body wasn't really tired more in pain from the evil evil cramp... the sprint was good, Monika and Robin were catching up to me.<br />
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A bit after we went to this "Bar and Grill" that was right beside the runnig place ( we were at the arboretum which is right beside Dows lake for those of you from Ottawa), I got yummy hot soup, and our coach bought us hotchocolat.. it vas good... because it was wet and miserable.. and very very muddy and cold... yeeah... and what is worse is that another school, Mother Teresa High school's team stole our cab, then the cab driver that got sent to replace him got lost then we had to  wait even longer so as to finally get into the third cab intended for us. the only one that picked us up. in resumee we plan on beating up the mother teresa team at our next meet. And we had to wait in the rain for an extra hour, it also means I got home at 5:30, had to run to my chiropractors apointment, for which I was much late, and I didn't have time to buy myself a new reed for  my saxophone, which I need. ]]></description>
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                <title>Toronto!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Oct 2005 02:57:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yay! I'm going to Toronto today! we're leaving... sometime this morning.,, yah.. I'm ready to go, but.. no one is awake... I'm going to wake everyone up at 6:30... heheh... the saxophone is a loud loud instrument... yay! Toronto, it's where my dad's family is from... well.. from.. he was born there, his parents imigrated to Canada there (my grand father is from Gayana and my grandmother is from Germany). But yes.. It is the place of gathering for three generations of the umm.. I'll say Del Signo clan.. same initials (D.S.)... yessss.... I turned five months old on the sixth! Tis a vewry very very very very very happy thing...  yahs... oooooooooooooooh.... waking people time! ]]></description>
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                <title>Amusement</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Oct 2005 16:06:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://alienlovespredator.com/index.php?id=147">[link]</a><br />
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Check it out! ....k.. so kinda blasphamous-y but you gotta admit... It is amusing...<br />
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Will do more bonhomme.. when I'm in photoshop slacking mood... currently in a checking e-mails and comics a million times slacking mood... ]]></description>
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                <title>50!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Sep 2005 16:54:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just realised this... I have a total of 50 deviations! I am proud of myself, sure they may all be utterly craptacular, but still, they are my creation.<br />
Ya know I kinda see what they mean by God loving his creation unconditionally, I am proud of (maybe not love..) my stuff, no matter how horrid I know it is...<br />
<br />
Yesh... I know, this journal is just another excuse to not do my homework straight away...<br />
In other news, a cool quote from a not so good book;<br />
"Instruction in world history in the so-called high schools is even today in a very sorry condition. Few teachers teachers understand that the aim of studying history can never be to learn historical dates and events by heart an recite them by rote;that what matter is not whether the child knows exactly when this or that battle was faught, when a general was born, or even when a monarch (usually a very insignificant one) came into the crown of his forefathers. No by the living God, this is very insignificant. <br />
To'learn' history means to seek and to find the forces which are the causes leading to those effects which we subsequently perceive as historical events. <br />
The art of reading as of learning is this: to reatain the essential, to forget the non-essential." <br />
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Found on page 14 of mein book. <br />
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Yesh... Also.. the youth leader at my church lost his job and has kid due at the end of november.. so if anyone is dying soon and needs someone to do their taxes.. well he can... yesh... I like that word. I don't like writing lab reports.<br />
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Or  writing french stuff.. wellI do, but not stuff like what they make us do for the class... It's annoying.. It's actually getting a slight bit hard.. I am losing my french.. sure I am happy that the french contamination never completed itself in me (I was only thinking in french half the time when I left the Evil place).. but being bilingual is important for future jobs... Oh! in music we're doing arrangements of songs...it's fun.. I've done one of the three variations I had to do, but yah... after I have no idea what to do... I do not understand chords, so I can't use those and well.. changing styles? I can't tell what the difference is between jazz and classical music when on paper, other than the font used... ehm. Bio is fun.. Cells are wierd. passive transport does not require energy but it does because for passive transport to work you need active transport which requires energy.. or something wierd like that.. the diagram makes even less sense... for what I will call social studies (though everyone calls it anthro because the actual name is intro to anthropology, psychology and sociologie) we are doing surveys.. I get to make all the random people I know take suveys... the hypothesis we're supposed to try and prove is that most students know what career the want to pursue after graduation... I should make a paragraphe break right here. I will.<br />
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yes, Anthro. fun french. I have fun noticing all the anglecismes the teacher makes... heheh... Freud is wierd but fun. The teacher doesn't like him, except for his ideas about defense mechanismes... they actually make sense.. course the other stuff did to... Oh! random thing I remember! Hitler disliked Marx. My mum, was all he's evil cuz he as practically a disciple of Karl Marx... twas amusing... sure I'm not done Mein Kampf, so he might change his mind later.. Seriously, he used to be against Anti-semitisme when he was younger! So you never know if he'll change his mind, though I doubt it, I am pretty sure that this is the big deciding part of the book, he'll probably be getting into the whole planning of death camps after this part...<br />
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Well, I really need to do these labs... they were due today..<br />
<br />
Namaarie etc etc<br />
<br />
Wow. I do not make sense. This is long. I really don't want to do homework. I am not looking over this for grammatical errors. E Nomine is a good band. ]]></description>
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                <title>TAG!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Sep 2005 14:32:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Was tagged by <a href="http://horusrogue.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/horusrogue.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="horusrogue" /></a> let us hope thats the wierd way of linking to other users.. I forget the proper way...<br />
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Purpose: Tell us 20 things about you and tag 6 others to do it.<br />
Ehm.. Six other deviants... I don't know many people on deviantart... hmmm... ~Dorkarella ~rawknchik ~BlacKrow *s-dawg *PaulusMaximus ~jesusismynumber1 ...You are people who watch me that I either don't know and want to know who you are, or I know you and I Think/hope you won't mind being tagged.<br />
So in no particular order at 7:30 am (fun fun) I list ye 20 items. <br />
....20 Items. Starting at 5:18 PM (AKA when I should be doing those Bio Labs)<br />
1. I Exist<br />
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2. I am Christian... (since may 6th if ya didna know...)<br />
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3. My Name Is Wadi<br />
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4. Not legally yet though.<br />
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5. It will be when I turn eighteen.<br />
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6. I am Canadian.<br />
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7. But I cannot say that I am from any particular place in Canada.<br />
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8. I am Wierd.<br />
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9. I am Crazy.<br />
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10. I am bored.<br />
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11. I am Bald.<br />
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12. I like Opera<br />
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13. My musical summer obsession was O Fortuna by Carl Orff<br />
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14. Mangoes taste good.<br />
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15. I have not eaten all existing fruit<br />
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16. I cannot decide on a favorite fruit<br />
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17. I was trying to learn Sindarin.<br />
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18. I decided that plain ol' Tengwar was easier.<br />
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19. I am going to be at the Corel Center October 29th from 7 to 9 P.M.<br />
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20. I wear Socks on my arms.<br />
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There. All truthfull too! ]]></description>
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                <title>Wadi is back! (From outer space)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Sep 2005 13:15:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes... I am alive! I have plans for future stuff, I am writing a bit of original fiction, and bonhomme bonhomme... will have a few panels before the end of the week (next sunday yes.)<br />
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In other news, I went to Intercity at the met yesterday ( <a href="http://www.worshipandprayer.com">[link]</a> ). It was great! I cant wait till the 29th.. Its going to be at the corel center! Yay! Also, my keyboard is evil and, for some reason, french (its supposed to be English) and so, I cannot do apostrophes.<br />
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I am slowly but surely going through my deviantart mesages... (Deviant ~maethoriell has 57 new messages ( 34D, 5H, 6M, 12J )) I  got most of the journals done this morning....<br />
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yesh..<br />
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School is moderately evil. I have French, Music, Biology, and Introduction à lAnthropologie, Sociologie et Psychologie (its in French yes).<br />
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French, well its ok.. The teacher is nice,  shes new et all.. but the people? I dont know anyone. The people I sorta know, are friends with those people I had to do a history project with last year.. I sucked at it.<br />
I believe they blame me for them not getting an overly wondrous mark. (though it was a pretty good one)<br />
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Music, as per usual, is beautifully fun... Oh! Interesting factoid about it, we have a german exchange student in it! Teh wewtness.. German is a very pretty language I want to learn. I still suck at my instrument (Tenor Saxomaphone) but that doesna stop me from loving it. In the actual class, I am still the only  Tenor, but there are four altos.. loudest instruments in the class.. and band, band there are... Im not sure how many.. but many (more).... there are three Tenors this year in band though! Tis wondrous! Ders moi, a grade twelve (one of the lone two) that plays alto in normal classes, and a grade nine. She has more experience than any of us. I have been playing for two years (this is my third), the other dude, though he has been playing alto for a very too long, has only been playing for a semester. The grade nine whose name has completely slipped mein mind, has been playing three years.<br />
So Ive figured, when I get to grade twelve Ill finally be able to play on the same level as the grade nines...<br />
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Yesh, now, Anthro, real interesting, kinda wierd, annoying cuz I have all the gergifull preppy evil bubbleheads( Sarah M**n, Breanne R**h) in that class, but good thing; my friend who loves LotR, Nightwish and Within Temptations as well is in that class... mmhmm... Kiss the Frogs as Jason would say...<br />
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Bio, extreme funness, confuzzling, homework worthy of slackage (am currently doing such slackage), but incredibly intriguing.<br />
I know one person in the class, that I met this year, and is in my music class, the lone Tromboner of the class and band... And probably school...<br />
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Aye. <br />
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Crosscountry running is something I am doing this year too... My aim is to not come in last at any of the meets this year. I think I might actually be able to do it.<br />
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I am also having fun wit youth groups... Going to two... one at a church that is fairly close to my house (Cedarview Alliance) on tuesdays, and the youth group of the church I attend (Living Waters Christian Assembly) on fridays... and the school Bible study is starting something like next wednesday... mucho funness...<br />
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Man I have become such a different person compared to who I was this time last year..<br />
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That ist a gud thing.<br />
<br />
aye. ]]></description>
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                <title>Word</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Aug 2005 16:54:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[    Contemplate Word<br />
   Word creates language,<br />
   Which is the most common form of communication [for humans]<br />
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   But think past that,<br />
   Forget it's uses for a moment,<br />
   Ponder it's beauty,<br />
   The wonder of Word<br />
<br />
   Flower,<br />
   Why do those particular sounds,<br />
   Represent flower?<br />
<br />
   John,<br />
   Why was it decided that it would written with an "H"?<br />
   Why not Jon instead?<br />
<br />
   Instead<br />
   Meaning "in it's stead"<br />
   Why is it no longer said like that?<br />
<br />
   Word,<br />
   So close to World,<br />
   Humans everywhere use Word<br />
<br />
   Some use sign language to say it,<br />
   But Word,<br />
   Is universal<br />
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Aye.. patheticness.. was talking bout words with a friend and decided to type this up... I wrote it a while back ( Either november 12th 2004 or  December 11th 2004, I dated it 11/12/04).<br />
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yeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh... Words are beautiful. Greatest invention ever, mankind is nothing without it. ]]></description>
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                <title>Wonderful day yes?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Aug 2005 16:03:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...Well... For some reason last week and this week I did not have any shifts to work at work... So I went today to see if their was some sort of problem.<br />
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Turns ot I no longer have a job. I was too "slow".<br />
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Meh. doesn't bother me too I now have a lot less to worry about time wise with school starting et all.<br />
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I was planning on going out tonight to go swimming... Unfortunatly my bathing suit ist broken. <br />
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At least the book I had requested from the library finally got to our library branch and once I pay my fine I can finally read what made people like Hitler so much... I requested Mein Kampf... it's going to be an interesting read...<br />
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And comics will come soon. I have what is happening all planned out. I just have to get on my other computer sometime early in the morning before my sister claims it... ]]></description>
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                <title>huh?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Aug 2005 18:50:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have just found out that <a href="http://shattered-divinity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shattered-divinity.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shattered-divinity" /></a> is a banned user... I do  not understand... that girl was an extremelly talented artiste... and seemed nice...<br />
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Wierd. ]]></description>
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                <title>Yay!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Aug 2005 18:29:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...I will begin learning the clarinet tomorrow.<br />
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And I will perhaps gain a convert to saxophonisme.<br />
:Evil Grin:<br />
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...and it will give me a chance to practice learning new instrument... Bagpipes will come soon.<br />
<br />
I HAVE A NEW REED!<br />
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Earlier today I finally went out and bought meself (and my friend who I will be sorta teaching Sax to) a new reed... I went to the closer music store (Melodium Music for all of you from Borehaven) and discovered that they do not carry Rico 3 reeds! The horror! For the first time in my life I will be using a non-Rico reed!<br />
<br />
This Vandoren reed better be good.. twas more expensive.. guess it was time to try different kinds... <br />
<br />
So far I have used 2 1/2 (about two of my reeds...)  Rico normal reeds, 3 Rico normal reed and 3 Rico plasticover.<br />
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But it is now time to move on to AH! Stay away you evil! <br />
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Vandoren is from FRANCE!!<br />
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<br />
I am now obligated to use FRENCH product!<br />
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..not that I really care.. some french stuff is good like Lavoi backbacks! Speaking of which I finally got mine repaired... I had had mine since grade six and it began to tear this year.<br />
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<br />
Ehem. Please forgive me, I seem to have misplaced my usual (un-electronic) Journal... That and my book of  (Very poorly written) Poems.<br />
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I fear that one of my elder sisters may have stolen it, or worse my mum; I know she read my other sisters ones previously since they left theirs' out occasionally (in the (not) privacy of their rooms) I hope that is not what happened.<br />
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...My room technically isn't (a room) so I tried hard to hide it, but I wanted to type something so I think I may have left them by the computer...<br />
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I bore ye all and so, Namaarie<br />
<br />
-Wadi ]]></description>
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                <title>GRRRR</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Aug 2005 10:48:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Annoyances of annoyances!<br />
<br />
I have to work on saturday from 7 am to 3 pm!<br />
<br />
Now normally that would not be a problem, but, well Saturday at 2 is this persons wedding!<br />
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Unfortunately I cannot switch shifts with anyone because I'm still in training.<br />
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I am very sad by ths turn of events, weddings are always so great, and I have to miss it!<br />
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Oh yah.. bout my lack of posting; Well I do have some stuff done, but yah my computer that I have it all saved on well.. I usually don't use it much but recently this computer that I use more often was out of commission.. but now it's ok so I use it, and not my other one with all the files.. I'll get around to posting.. sometime this week...[I hope] ]]></description>
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                <title>Bring Back the Community</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Jul 2005 18:05:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ano, not my idea and I don't understand what is going on at all, but I think it is a nice idea!<br />
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DeviantArt, in my opinion, is becoming less about COMMUNITY and more about CORPORATION.<br />
<br />
So what we need to do is bring back THE COMMUNITY.<br />
<br />
Here's my suggestion.<br />
<br />
On August 7th, DA turns five years old. Five years for a website like this should be a grand affair, one big event.<br />
<br />
So don't submit anything on August 7th.<br />
<br />
I'm talking a print, a deviation, a scrap...nothing.<br />
<br />
Instead, just leave a comment. Visit a user's page and just say hi.<br />
<br />
If someone wants to buy a subscription that day, I'm all in favor or it. It'll keep the servers going, and anything that keeps the hamster running is a good thing.<br />
<br />
BUT...I think folks shouldn't buy any prints. No print subscriptions. That goes against the COMMUNITY theme for the day.<br />
<br />
We want to put the COMMUNITY back into DA.<br />
<br />
If you're in favor of this, if you believe in the power this COMMUNITY has, then join me. Post this in your own journal. Spread the word to everyone, with a and a .<br />
<br />
We might be touting at windmills like Don Quixote.<br />
<br />
But if enough of us do it, we might be able to remind everyone that this is a COMMUNITY first and foremost.<br />
<br />
Join me. On August 7th, let's take back DeviantArt.<br />
<br />
--- There was something else about if you do post on august 7th, post something yellow.<br />
<br />
<br />
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<br />
Sounds like a good idea eh? ]]></description>
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                <title>Last day</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Jul 2005 21:12:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ All good things must come to an end<br /><br />Well today is my last day of free subscription.. I almost feel ashamed to not have bought a subscription now...<br />
<br />
I am disapointed that I did not take advantage of it as much as I could have..<br />
<br />
Another thing of which it has been the last day is class.<br />
I have my exam on friday.<br />
<br />
Summer school was bearable, the class itself was fairly boring, but it was an experience that I wouldn't mind repeaing too much...<br />
<br />
If I manage to do well on everything next year I am hoping to take physics next summer.<br />
<br />
Man..I'm almost smart now.. I have an 84% right now, that is my pre-exam grade... It is more than double the 41% that caused me to fail math initially!<br />
<br />
Well I'm off.<br />
<br />
I hope to upload something later... well technically it's today seeing as it is 12:07 am..<br />
<br />
Oh!<br />
<br />
I have written a rough draft of dialogue for Bonhomme Bonhomme!<br />
<br />
...Yes. Class was that boring.<br />
<br />
I decided on names too... had some fun with them too...<br />
<br />
Just think Azreal.<br /><br />Comic;<br />
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                <title>Charles Williams</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Jul 2005 17:29:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Interesting...<br /><br />Ok so I am slowly but surely reading the great book that is the Inklings, and in this second part the author has begun speaking of one Charles Williams.<br />
Now, the Inklings is a biography of a group of authors in Oxford that would get together and read their works that were in progress and would criticize each others works etc. that group called itself the "Inklings". The book concentrates on the three more famous memebers of the group, J.R.R. Tolkien, C.S. Lewis, and Charles Williams.<br />
<br />
I previously had never heard of Charles Williams (though I now plan on finding and reading some of his works) and I had begun reading the book because Tolkien and Lewis are two of my favourite authors. The first part of the book concentrated mostly on C.S. Lewis and Tolkien and that made me quite content, gobbling up information about my two favourite is something I enjoy immensely.<br />
<br />
When I got to the second part of the book and I realised that it would be concentrating on Charles Williams I thought I would be bored, but then a half-dozen or so pages in It was stated that he was initiated as a member into the Order of the Golden Dawn!<br />
<br />
It seems so far from what I have read that this affected greatly his writings etc.<br />
<br />
I will probably say more later but yah.<br />
<br />
I find it so , I don't know, amazing, intriguing, odd, that all these famous british people are connected.<br />
<br />
Aleister Crowley is in a way connected to J.R.R. Tolkien and C.S. Lewis... I wonder if they ever met... I need to read more.<br /><br />Many oddities.<br />
Dun't furget me comic<br />
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                <title>WOOOOOOOO</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Jul 2005 05:31:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Much happines<br /><br />Well... Comiing on deviantart today I noticed that some things seemed a bit different... and well.. I turns out deviantart gave me one of those subscription teasers...<br />
You know how deviantart has been giving out temporairy subscriptions to get more people interested in buying their own subscription... It is coming near to working in my case.. I have a job now.. I might be able to afford it...<br />
Yes. This has been a moment of happiness in a fairly stressful week.<br />
Thank you very much O you person who decided to give this to me.<br /><br />Much Yayfulness!<br />
Dun't furget me comic<br />
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                <title>Done!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Jul 2005 11:24:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Everything is uploaded both here and on drunkduck!<br />
<a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Bonhomme_Bonhomme/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
wooooo! it's me comic! ]]></description>
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                <title>Bonhomme Bonhomme!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Jul 2005 07:19:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I have two Bonhomme Bonhomme! pages done and I am currently working on a cover page for it.<br />
I made myself a drunkduck account so I will soon be putting all Bonhomme Bonhomme things there as well as here, witha link to drunkduck in each page...<br />
<br />
Now, back to photoshop.<br />
<br />
Also, farewell to the dearly departed great online comic that is "Counter Culture" it will be missed. ]]></description>
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                <title>Poetry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Jul 2005 10:18:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, so I'm probably going to start typing up my old poetry sometime soon, But first I'm probably going to edit some... don't kill me for their horridness... ]]></description>
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                <title>About my boring self</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Jun 2005 13:03:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IN ONE TRY..TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR:<br />
<br />
FINGERS: Wadi<br />
CHIN: w2adci8 ...almost..<br />
ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: wadi ...W00t! I did it!<br />
CHEEK: wqcaD FSIU<br />
ELBOW: wadi ..gotta love having a boney elbow..<br />
LIPS: w2saq1de i8m<br />
PALM: qweadsiu<br />
BACK OF HAND: w3adxik<br />
NOSE: wqe89<br />
TONGUE: wadi<br />
<br />
-----------------DESCRIBE--------------- ---<br />
<br />
-- YOUR HERITAGE: uh....Canadian is the easiest answer.. but still; 1/4 German, 1/8 Portuguese, 1/16 Indian, 1/16 Native South American, And some confusing mix of English Irish Scottish and stuff from around then.. I know that in the 13th century my ancestors were the Plantagenets.. So unfortunatly. I am French. I hate French.<br />
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Um.. these holey shoes I've had since Grade seven.. they used to be red and white..<br />
-- YOUR EYES: This wierd greenish blue.<br />
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: Sharp things.. Friends I guess<br />
-- YOUR FEARS: Now why would I tell anyone that?<br />
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: Impossible 1 thing: A masters degree in Mechanical Engineering, Slightly possible 1 thing: A degree in Criminology<br />
<br />
-----------------WHAT IS------------------<br />
<br />
-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: Where am I? <br />
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: Their face I guess<br />
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE SAME SEX: See previous answer<br />
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: Dunno<br />
-- YOUR BEDTIME: What is this "Bedtime" You speak of?<br />
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: I have accomplished something?<br />
-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: B.C..<br />
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------<br />
<br />
-- PEPSI OR COKE: Root Beer<br />
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: Tim Hortons.<br />
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: depends<br />
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: They are both evil.<br />
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Chocolate<br />
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Capuccino<br />
<br />
-----------------DO YOU------------------<br />
<br />
-- SMOKE: No.<br />
-- CURSE: I try not to.<br />
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: Yes<br />
-- HAVE A CRUSH: Dunno<br />
-- WHO ARE THEY: <br />
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes<br />
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: Post-Secondary Education? Yes. College? No. <br />
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: It's better than Secondary School..<br />
-- WANT TO GET MARRIED: Dunno. <br />
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: What are the right keys?<br />
-- GET MOTION SICKNESS: No<br />
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: No.<br />
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: No.<br />
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: ...not really..<br />
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Yes.<br />
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Yes. W00t! Go SAXOPHONE!!!<br />
<br />
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------<br />
<br />
-- DRANK ALCOHOL: No.<br />
-- SMOKE(D): No.<br />
-- DONE A DRUG: No.<br />
-- HAVE SEX: No.<br />
-- MADE OUT: No.<br />
-- GO ON A DATE: No.<br />
-- GO TO THE MALL: Yes.<br />
-- EATEN SUSHI: No.<br />
-- BEEN ON STAGE: Yes.<br />
-- BEEN DUMPED: No.<br />
-- GONE SKATING: No.<br />
-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: No<br />
-- BEEN IN LOVE: I don't think so..<br />
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: No.<br />
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: No.<br />
<br />
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------<br />
<br />
-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: Yes.<br />
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: Yup! Gotta love B.C.!<br />
-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: Yes.<br />
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: Yes. No, seriously, i have. <br />
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: No. Thats just wrong.<br />
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: No<br />
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: Yes.<br />
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: Yes.<br />
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: No. Thats even worse than a cartoon caracter!<br />
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING?  Well I'veplayed in pools.. you have to take of some clothing for that..<br />
-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: No.<br />
-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": No.<br />
-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: No.<br />
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: No.<br />
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: Yes. <br />
-- SHOPLIFTED: No.<br />
<br />
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------<br />
<br />
-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: Dunno.<br />
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: I ever have one it'll have to be called Jedaiah.<br />
-- DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: No.<br />
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: Being killed by someone.<br />
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: M.P. (Military Police)<br />
--WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: Germany once I learn German.<br />
-----------------OPPOSITE/SAME SEX------------------<br />
<br />
-- BEST EYE COLOR: Who cares?<br />
-- BEST HAIR COLOR: See previous response.<br />
-- SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Dun't Care.<br />
-- BEST HEIGHT: Not too tall.<br />
-- BEST WEIGHT: ..Not obese?<br />
-- BEST FIRST DATE LOCATION: Dunno. Dun't care. <br />
-- BEST FIRST KISS LOCATION: Dunno. Dun't care. <br />
<br />
-----------------NUMBER OF------------... ]]></description>
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                <title>Schools out!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jun 2005 14:27:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well Today was the last day of "Class" Even though I didn't really go to class.. <br />
<br />
It's just odd that the year is over now.<br />
<br />
It seems like it was just yesterday was my first day at this new school.<br />
<br />
I remember being so lost and not knowing anyone.<br />
<br />
Even now a year later, It seems the same!<br />
<br />
I still don't really know anyone.<br />
<br />
That fact just annoys me. <br />
<br />
It seems like I have never really known anyone.. it annoys me.<br />
<br />
bla I'm pressing add now. ]]></description>
                <author>~maethoriell</author>
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                <title>Stupid stupid me.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Jun 2005 19:29:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was stupid. Thought I'd just say it out front here. <br />
<br />
don't ask me what stupid thing I did, just be satisfied with the fact that I did something incredibly stupid.<br />
<br />
Something I had told myself not to, but still I did. <br />
<br />
Hopefully I'll never do it again. ]]></description>
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                <title>Blah.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Jun 2005 19:48:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am blah.<br />
<br />
I'm in the wierdest of moods.<br />
<br />
I had my solo last thursday.<br />
I sucked.<br />
<br />
On another different note.<br />
you're all brainwashed freaks. ]]></description>
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                <title>...YAH!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 May 2005 12:21:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ..Just a random W00t!<br />
Hillsong is in Ottawa Tuesday!<br />
<br />
I Can't Wait!<br />
<br />
And yah on other note, I have a Scary  Solo for Jazz band in Pennsylvania  6-5000 It's not as scary as the trumpet  solo but Really! I've only been playing  the sax for 2 years, not even!<br />
I'm scared of the solo but I will do  it.<br />
<br />
The concert is on June 2nd.. must be  ready for it. ]]></description>
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                <title>What is wrong with Deviantart?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 May 2005 19:40:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For some reason all the things I  uploaded to day aren't uploading, it  says that It was succesfully uploaded  but isn't on my page, only when I put  it as featured deviation does it show!<br />
<br />
I am annoyed. ]]></description>
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                <title>Journal entry 3</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 May 2005 16:03:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yah, this is the third journal entry  because I removed the second one  because my sister Zephyranth made  herself an account and I didn't want  her to see that journal entry the same  reason goes for the removal of the link  to my site, well blog but whatever..<br />
<br />
Anyways, I really should be doing math  right now, we have a quizz tommorrow  and lets just say I've only passed two  assignements this semester and no tests  or exams. my mark may be going up but  yah I really need to work on that  subject alot.. I need to work on all of  my subjects actually but math is the  most concerning one since I used to be  great at math and I love math!<br />
<br />
Well Namaarië for now! ]]></description>
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                <title>I didn't know there was journal option...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 May 2005 15:54:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hmmm.... this is a fun site...<br />
Journals.. fun Idea... oooh.. theres a  profile button.. must go click.. ]]></description>
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