http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:manda-panda15&section=today deviantART RSS for by:manda-panda15 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 05:54:45 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/21495816/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/21495816/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 05:34:09 PST So I really should be doing homework, but as one can tell I'm not. I haven't much to say, I was just getting tired of reading that last entry, so I figured that I should write a new one.

I hope that I can get those pictures up that I was talking about putting up ages ago and never got to.
I will put at least one picture up today, so that's an improvement.

My mind's currently changing in so many ways that my head is spinning.... it's weird. An euphoric confusion. I love it, yet I hate it.


I get to go to prom this year. [gasp!] Amanda in a dress!?! Yeah, I didn't think that it was going to happen either. A _purple_ dress at that.

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/21047149/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/21047149/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 12:32:23 PDT
If anyone reads this, some of my friends [even though I've only just meet them yesterday,] got into a wreck last night. Everyone is alive and well, but there are some minor, painful, injuries. Please keep the four men in your prayers and thank God that they are alive and okay. Thank you so much.

I plan on updating some things and uploading some more pictures soonish. yay!


Until then....

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/20758819/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/20758819/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 12:21:06 PDT
I'd like to thank the peoples that visit my page every-so-often. It brightens my day just a little.

Well that's all I've really got to say... I've been told that I complain too much so I'm dropping back on the entrys.

Have a great day.

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/20520723/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/20520723/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 12:13:46 PDT I know that some have been wondering what happened to my little story with Alexis and Zander... Well I'm basically trashing it.

I am currently working on a fan-fic, which is something that I normally wouldn't even think about attempting. It's from a narritive poem that I'll bet no one on here has read. It's entitled "The Tale of Sophia Renee". The basic plot behind the poem was a Christian romance between a [I know this is a little out there, but] lady that was housed in a Mental hospital and a Boatman. Note that Sophia isn't mental herself, she is just extremely unknowing about the world.
Upon the mental hospital being burned to the ground, Sophia excapes and wanders off toward the nearby river. She spots Duncan McBrae heading home from his long day's work, and not knowing that she can drown trys to approach him. Duncan saves Sophia in time, but loses his beloved boat.
Duncan takes Sophia to the local church and she stays there with fellow believers while Duncan works to resurface his boat so he can continue his work. Shortly Sophia falls in love with Duncan, but she makes a few horrid choices and she doesn't believe that she is deserving of Duncan's love for her. So, thinking that she is doing the right thing she cancels the marriage.

And that is where I pick up.
The story was started by a dear friend of mine [Joseph Ravitts] and is his, I do have permission to use it. If you want to read the whole thing [because I left out tons] go to narniafans.com and search for "The Tale of Sophia Renee". Trust me it is worth the time.

Also, please pray for Mr. Ravitts, he has been going through a very difficult time and his health is suffering because of it. Thanks in advance.

Amanda.

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/20406295/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/20406295/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 12:42:25 PDT
First I'd like to apologize to Jawertae for not responding about reading his story. Of course I want you to put more up. Duh.

Okay, moving on.
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Guess what!?

It just so happens that I don't have a life. yay!
Seriously though. I mean I'm not over exaggerating. Get this... I was trying to be reasonable the other night and ask my parents about going to the movies with a friend. Shot down instantly. Just because he was a male. I mean geez cut my heart out with a rusty plastic spoon. It's not like I'm going to be doing anything. 0.o
roar.
I just guess that I'm frustrated with the fact that all of my friends are older than I and they can do what they want most of the time, where as I am basically locked up.
I'm still not on a softball team.
I still have a load of homework to do every night.
I'm having issues making up my mind.
Shoot me in the foot please.
Let's make things a little bit harder for little Amanda. Kay, since that makes everyone happy.

I had a mental breakdown last night. No kidding at all. Crying, the whole shebang.

Don't get me wrong: by me just point blank telling you guys this, I am _not_ asking for you pity. I just need someone to listen. You don't even have to comment that much. Just grunt. lol.
I hardly talk at school anymore.
Don't take me wrong there, I'm not 'emo' like I used to be. I'm just... secluded from everyone.

Sorry, all this turned out to be was a ton of ranting. I was meaning to accually be productive with this. :/

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/20226023/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/20226023/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 20:42:56 PDT I have insane classes trying to prove myself to my parents and classmates. Three out of my four classes I am the only Sophmore. I'm trying to go to the SSM for my last two years of highschool. I hate feeling young and behind. Which is how I feel every single day at school.

I've upset perhaps one of the greatest guy friends that I could ever ask for. I'm sorry Jawertae. :/

Sigh. I'm sorry about the crappy mood. I'm just going through 'one of thoes days.'

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/19671816/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/19671816/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 23:46:48 PDT
I've been mailed with a list of homework that I have to complete before school starts, so I haven't been writing as much as I wish.

I am going to tryout for another softball team August the nineth or tenth, I forget. I also get to go to the mountains on August the second. That means more pretty pictures. I know that I am going to hit some waterfalls before that week is out, which is going to be great. But I think that it is going to be raining a considerable amount where we'll be headed. roar.

I will not be able to get on all next week... so yeah.

By the way, emotes still won't change. o.0

As ever,
Manda-panda


'You do not _have_ a soul. You _are_ a soul. You _have_ a body.'

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18998758/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18998758/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 10:03:46 PDT
As of yesturday I am no longer on a softball team. I was kicked off of the last team that I was on... well I was in the process of quitting when the owner of the organization told me to leave. I wish that team the best of luck in their ongoing travels and I will meet them again on a ballfield just not on the same side. I left some dear friends there and it is eating at me that I did leave them. However I cannot put myself through but so much pain and misunderstanding. I hope and pray that they will forgive me.

On the brighter side, that means that I will have a little bit more free time. ^^ and money... for now. Until I find another team that wants me. If anyother teams want me that is. XP

Until then.
<3

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18946694/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18946694/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 10:01:34 PDT
Enough about that... one of my dearest friends is in the hospital. What he has is _not_ lifethreatening. However, it still bothers me. If anything does happen to him... I don't know what I will do with myself. If you can, please, please, pray for him. Any thoughts or prayers are greatly apprichated.

I cannot write anymore...

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18763725/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18763725/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 09:50:23 PDT

Well summer break is finally here, about freggin time. ^^ Now I have ages and ages to rest and work on my story *as long as I don't hit any brick walls*. I am happy to say that I recieved 95% on all of my exams: Honors Biology, Honors World History, Honors English 1, and Criminology. yay!

I played in a softball tourni this past weekend. 100 degree weather. ugh ugh ugh. XP Alas, the team still came out with second place. yay! I also have another softball tourni coming up this weekend. Oh boy more 100 degree weather.... maybe I'll pass out this time. XP I hope not.

On a happy note.... my birthday is only 9 days away.

Nothing else to day really...

until then.

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18663161/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18663161/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 13:52:48 PDT I am glad to say that this week is my last week of school until next school year.

I finished reading 'The Host' and I am recommending it to EVERYONE. ^^ I loved it. Now I am rereading the Twilight series for the third time. Which I also recommend people to read.

Well.... nothing much else to say. I lead a boring life.

Until then.


Thanks to....

Jawertae for being such a wonderful person. I wish you the best in all of your life's journys.

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18486915/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18486915/ Sat, 24 May 2008 22:56:20 PDT
Also, I know none of you guys may care, but I have gotten Steph Meyers' the host today. I am not letting myself begin to read it until I have finished the 8th book of Cirque du Freak series.... which i am going to finish tonight even though it is already 1:50am.

w00t! so I am going to get off of here and go read....

until then....
AM.

people to thank....

- everyone who reads this and everyone who has watched me. thanks.

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18289334/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18289334/ Mon, 12 May 2008 13:06:52 PDT I am also going to go see some snakes tonight... ^^ hehe I like snakeys.
I haven't been able to get on as much as I would like to, and I know that I am not answering half of the time when I do happen to get on. But I will answer when I can.

Until then.


Thanks....
- Everyone who reads this.
- My friend in Christ - Joseph
- and of course my buddy

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18253393/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18253393/ Sat, 10 May 2008 07:39:12 PDT I am in the current process of finding God. Which is hard for me... since I over think everything. If you are intrested, pleez pray for me. Also, pray for a friend of mine that has been helping me through everything, he has lost someone very close to him and he needs all the help that he can get.

Thanks goes to....

- everyone who accually takes the time to read this.
- my brother in Christ : Joseph

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18082839/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/18082839/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 08:08:49 PDT I am trying my damn-ist to catch up on everything.... you can only imagine all of the messages and deviations that i have.... gahh... lol.

i just checked and i now have 400 pageviews. yay! thanks to all who come by to visit... you guys make me smile. XD

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17876953/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17876953/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 08:08:24 PDT Well I don't have long to type this. Things have been insanely crazy these past two weeks. I was sick two weekends ago. I carried a fever of no lower than 101.3 the whole weekend, was out of school monday **so was everyone else** sick, and tuesday. Like I said it was crazy. Now I have had 3 softball games in a row for school and I have a travel softball tourment this weekend. I have literally had no time to get on anything between softball, school, and make-up work. I am sorry if it takes me some time to answer back to anyone's notes or comments but alas, I am getting to it. This will be all for now.... Time is running short.

Until then....

AM

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17663570/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17663570/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 08:05:23 PDT Well for thoes who care... the softball tournment this past weekend went okay. It wasn't the best.... but we won a game. I have mid-terms this week. Well, never mind.... I took one today and I have a biology test tomorrow. Which I think is going to count for the mid-term.... shoot I don't know. I don't listen in class. lol.

I am in a confused state of mind.... there are many things that I have been thinking about and I don't know what I should do.... or on one case, what I should of done. But, anyway, I guess it doesn't matter so much.... they arn't that important.

Well, I don't know what else to say..............
until then

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17559020/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17559020/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 14:46:32 PDT Well this maybe the last time that I am able to get on here for the next few days. I have a lot to do this weekend. Homework, softball, and what-not. I wasn't able to put any of Zander's first chapter on here today... I will post some of it as soon as possible.

more thanks are needed-
- Thanks for making me laugh, even when I don't want to.
- Thanks for introducing me to this site and being there for me.



-until then

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17543148/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17543148/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 14:52:43 PDT **is still furiously yelling at the computer for deleting what she had typed earlier**
ugh!
Okay, now that we are better. I entered some more of the story today. Accually finished off Alexis' first chapter wo0t! Tomorrow I am going to try and put up some more of something. lawl... I don't know what I am going to do with Zander's part just yet. Hopefully I'll find out soon... like as in these next few minutes. haha

Well this weekend I have a softball tourment. *ohboywhatfun* I don't really want to go and it is kind of hard to explain. Lets just say that I would rather be at other places doing other things, but that doesn't mean that I am not going to try to kick butt this weekend. lol.

I would like to thank.....
- for helping me with my grammer and spelling issues.
- for all of her nice and plentiful comments that make me want to continue doing what I do.

Thanks you guys


- until then

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17488308/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17488308/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 08:05:13 PDT
until then.

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17274954/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17274954/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 16:54:19 PDT but yeah i don't really have too much to say... softball game tomorrow... w00t w00t! haha but yeah well i gtg for now... so

until then
XD

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17236699/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/17236699/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 08:29:53 PST
]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/16624666/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/16624666/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 08:06:28 PST
until then........

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/16368598/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/16368598/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 07:45:47 PST well as you can see i am a little better than my previous state... i am still a little upset.... but i will be okay. i don't feel as sick anymore. that is a good thing... lol. but for some reason.... i feel lonely. i mean i am at one of my best friends houses right now... yet.... idk maybe i am just losing it. i just feel as if there is no meaning left in doing anything anymore. i have lost my passion for softball, and doing things that i used to love. idk it may be that i am maturing and see no need for it, or maybe my feelings are just because it is early in the morning and noone in this house is up for me to talk to... alas i still don't know. well i am going to go write while it is still quite in this house..... i may be posting some of my writing up here for some to comment on..... but i am unsure at the moment.

until then.......

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/16296993/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/16296993/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 06:55:52 PST
sorry... i had to get it out. but now i am ashamed in myself.

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/16152258/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/16152258/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 12:29:47 PST
Off that subject before i get too mushy... lol. The little brother got a Nintendo Wii... and he is non-stop playing it all the time... and it is a bit annoying... espically since he won't let me play with it... meh...

I am accually... kinda.... ready to go back to school... I don't really know why though... i have a project due that i haven't started on... a huge review thinggy that i have to do for Geometry... and exams are creeping closer... meh never mind i am not ready to go back lol...

well i ought to go to start on the homework and stuff...

until then....

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15756334/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15756334/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 21:24:57 PST
well i have to go for now...

until then...

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15731559/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15731559/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 07:33:55 PST The holidays are overrated. They are too commercialized. People have forgot the reason for the season.
Anyways I have to go for now,

Until then....

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15416248/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15416248/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 06:14:27 PST well last weekend my travel softball team came in first place in the tourment. Which was really kool.... then i had a fun time monday night.... lol and last night i had softball practice and i also have it again tonight.... ugh lol but the good thing is that after this tourment this weekend that is it for this year. no more softball until febuary *i think* it was about time for a break anyways. lol well that is about it for now.... hopefully i will have some more good news for next time?!

until then.....

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15285350/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15285350/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 10:32:46 PDT anyways school has let out early here and we don't have school tomorrow... thank god... i have to do a mid-term and i have home work to do... i think that i am going to try to do it at night though... for i am not in the mood to work on it right now... lol but i am never in the mood to do homework anyways... so it might not get done....

well...
i amd going to disappear for now...
until then....

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15250429/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15250429/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 22:24:42 PDT and i think that it will be local so i can sleep in my own bed... haha. well i have to go for now...

until then.......

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15169273/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15169273/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 07:15:00 PDT
well i have to disappear for now....
until next time...

]]> ~manda-panda15 http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15115816/ http://manda-panda15.deviantart.com/journal/15115816/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 13:36:41 PDT
Hey all...
I just joined yesturday.**yeah me!** I am lost like crazy but it is all good... it is normally like that. but yeah Desert-Chimera is like the reason why I joined this site... XD he is too kool... but yeah hopefully I will be able to find my way around here better soon.... well i need to be working on some character descriptions. so i gtg...

until then....

]]> ~manda-panda15