http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:maricull&section=today deviantART RSS for by:maricull en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 23:40:19 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/25486260/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/25486260/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 01:03:41 PDT little in your lips
little in your nose
little in your eyes

let me hug you
little in your back
little in your neck
little in your head

let me bring you
little of my heart
that's what the meaning of joy




simply song that i've found this morning..




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]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/25064953/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/25064953/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 07:23:06 PDT that's the time when i fall in love with just one
and time turn so fast
just made all that fiasco turn into a thing called fortune
one but not a body
one but not a smile
one but not a hug
one but not a some

what if less are not mess, and mess are neat but not less
just hear the sound of summer
but it did not wake me up
silence is not a single goodbye
blur is not a kind of and end
death sentence is not a bad figure

when everything seems so unreal
maybe my head turn into something beautiful
that even myself just can be happy to feel it
but never know what is that
i,, kind of a stranger
walking through the door
running from a trash can
silly.

"no don't bite me! i'm single!"
just laugh anyway.




in a rough day.
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]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/24803096/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/24803096/ Sun, 17 May 2009 10:54:19 PDT no one need to know, no one need to judge me
i know what i did
but still i know i am right
no human are fake
but there's a fake in my life
for i have the bloodline
and i'm a trash too.
God forgive me for what i've done,
but really it did hurts my whole.

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/24314673/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/24314673/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 20:16:00 PDT Lived a man who sailed to sea,
And he told us of his life,
In the land of submarines,

So we sailed on to the sun,
Till we found the sea of green,
And we lived beneath the waves,
In our yellow submarine,

And our friends are all aboard,
Many more of them live next door,
And the band begins to play.

(Full speed ahead, Mr. Parker, full speed ahead!
Full speed over here, sir!
Action stations! Action stations!
Aye, aye, sir, fire!
Captain! Captain!)

As we live a life of ease
Every one of us has all we need,(has all we need)
Sky of blue, and sea of green,(sky of blue and sea of green)
in our yellow(in our yellow) submarine.(submarine) ( Hahaha! )

We all live in a yellow submarine,
yellow submarine, yellow submarine,
We all live in a yellow submarine,
yellow submarine, yellow submarine.




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]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/21775441/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/21775441/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 21:43:34 PST

Rules:
1. tag 5 friends (not the one who sent it to you!) [I tag whoever wants to buy a fried rice in urgent time]
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tags on their profile that they have been tagged

Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[o] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[o] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[o] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[o] I wear glasses/contacts.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[o] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[o] My biological parents are together.
[o] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[o] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[o] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[o] I almost always do/did my homework.
[o] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[o] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[o] I've snorted while laughing.
[o] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[o] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[o] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[o] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[o] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[o] I've had measles


Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[o] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[o] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[o] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[o] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping
[o] I've played spin the bottle.
[o] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[o] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[o] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[o] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[o] I've played chicken.
[o] I've played a prank on someone
[o] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[o] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[o] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[o] I miss someone right now.
[o] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[o] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[o] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[o] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[o] I've had a crush on a teacher
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[o] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[o] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[o] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[o] I've cheated while playing a game.
[o] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[o] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[o] I'v... ]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/21497499/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/21497499/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 08:28:11 PST heavy weavy creepy cheeky yeepe olala...

feeling so bad
feeling so bored
yet empty inside.
further,, just vacant.

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/21045682/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/21045682/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 10:46:27 PDT
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and this..

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can't stop singing both of them. ahahahaha...
i've past a horrible weeks for last 2 months, and now i just found my self around here and here and got nothing to say..

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/20753592/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/20753592/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 04:27:06 PDT

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/19583008/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/19583008/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 01:06:38 PDT
love to survive but not like destiny's child survivor. arghh.

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/19368866/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/19368866/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 09:15:47 PDT or
shit, things happened to me

i wonder if i were not such a nerd for being a forgot-er person. i did break all things down, i did treat all mine like rubbish. assamed for her whose broken wings has taken other into heaven. i don't even know how life out there and just sit here watch all precious ancient works got poluted also corupted. nah,, i,ve never done those wise things that i knew,, i thinked. it's not about universal.. but IT IS about someone who get caught by something called creepy of her. oughhh,, what should i say then if i were too late to recognize every little thing that used to be done before. how can i forget,, just..


-taken from "the book of nothing"-



yoho,, it's still me out here..

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/19011506/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/19011506/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 23:18:09 PDT

!!!![link] !!!!





>>gak bisa ganti mood.. grrooaarrr....:sial::sial::gerutu:

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/18979775/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/18979775/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 08:45:37 PDT

.....!!



found my brain was here..[link]


.::.

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/18884884/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/18884884/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:17:46 PDT it's holiday and i'm gonna spend my time to do any-fun-thing!! hiahahahah...

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.::.

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/18730009/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/18730009/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:58:04 PDT
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if you want to go with me
i'll buy you lot of diamond rings o yeah
if it makes you feel alright


if you want to eat with me
i'll buy you piece of chicken wings o yeah
if it makes you feel alright


if you want to drink with me
i'll buy you can of diet o yeah
if it makes you feel alright


if you want to dance with me
i'll buy you glass of wine and o yeah
if it makes you feel alright

how can i be so much in with you
and how can i feel so threated like i you
you, it's you



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]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/18415217/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/18415217/ Tue, 20 May 2008 13:07:13 PDT can not sleep..
cannot die..
i've just created another thought right here..
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ouh,, ouhh.... yes this is my life. how can i hide from heppy face. and how can i feel so terribly sad when my lungs cried out loud in here longing for some food but i did ignore it. peculiar.

houhh... houhh.. peculiar me.. inside these lonely eyes..


.::.

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/18317058/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/18317058/ Wed, 14 May 2008 07:55:13 PDT

extraordinary days, extraordinary energy, extraordinary life, extraordinary feelings, extraordinary smiles..

really really,, those are my happy thoughts..
when i laugh with them, get drunk in naturally with them, when i hug them right here in my heppy hands, when i did struggle all along with them, and when those wise words made this heppy face keep juggling..

yes yes yes i love them,, i love him, i love you.



]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/18045717/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/18045717/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 21:48:48 PDT ...
...
wwhuuahh...
i am..
really out of idea..





.::.

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/17666893/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/17666893/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 12:40:26 PDT this is not my day
and i'm not gonna make it along
since i knew you were there
and i've been here for a long long days

this is not my day
this is not my day

last time i wrote my diary, everything seems so different. my friends, my life, my days. when i tried to remember those time,, i can't find any happy thought even when i'm laughing also crying loudly with all that mess. don't know what's the problem, but now it feels like i can not scream, i can not cry, i can not breath like usual, and spend a days for laughing,, my blood feels like run away from me and my body become so pale.

bloody blood
bloody blood
all just flew from these things
these heppy face things

this is not my day
this is not my day
and i become so freak everytime i try to go back.

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/16686127/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/16686127/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 07:05:01 PST eat no food
drink no liquid
step no foot
see no person,,
there..
as i wish,,
all the grays become a mess..
all the tunes become a reqiuem..
all the bloods become a tear..
all the people become a you,,
a single you,,
that replaced by no other you..
that replaced by no other tear..
that replaced by no other requiem..
that replaced by no other mess..
as you wish,,
to lock my neglect of you.

]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/16653249/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/16653249/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 03:03:33 PST
]]> ~maricull http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/16562584/ http://maricull.deviantart.com/journal/16562584/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 07:41:07 PST now i need i place to hide away..
ooo yesterday,, came suddenly..

hunting.. hunting.. hunting..
ngilerrrrrr....

]]> ~maricull