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It begins...(this week lol)

*mariolugia — Sun, 29 Nov 2009 00:05:38 PST

I dont have a lot of time
My application is due Dec. 1st

So I started my personal statement about a week ago and sent it to a guy who is majoring in creative writing. He continued to send me feedback until today we've finally created MY personal statement.
I sent this essay to my sister who usually "godify thing"
It's 11:00PM and 2:00AM at my sister time

She called me, "I've seen terrible essays, and i've seen amazing essays, your essay was OK"
Now she gave me a choice "Either I can correct this essay the best I can, making it a great essay or, this might sound hard since your time is kind-of tight, re-write the whole essay, if you re-write the whole essay and send it to me I will drop everything and work on it, no matter what cause i really want you to get into U-Dub. Making that essay an amazing legendary godly essay. However this is pretty hard and you have to choose one now."

I'm THINKING about writing a new essay from scratch...
I dunno know...my time is short
I love my sister a lot, she is really amazing staying up late, correcting and helping me ><

Monday I have a IA lab report due so Sunday I'm hella busy not to mention i need to get a great score on this so it can be logged into my IB portfolio.
Wednesday I have a Math Exam i zoned out from the past week lesson working on my personal essay
Thursday I have a Group 4 IB project which is suppose to be a major part of my grade in chemistry which i havn't started
Friday I have a chemistry test and i did pretty bad on the last exam and i zoned out working on my personal essay

I hate this week! i just need this app to go away and IM DONE ><

UPDATE: I'M FREAKING DONE WITH MY APPLACTIONS! FINALLY done, i started a new essay and yay finished on time! YESSSSSS I REALLY really really really want to get into U-dub, for 6 years haha 6 years i've been thinking about this. Anyway I finished my IA lab so right now, the math test is going to kill me or the group project is going to kill me. Haha lets do this 11/30/09

+UPDATE: Alright i just bombed my math test, first time i bombed it. I just was out of focus i guess, meh not doing to well
added: History film project due Friday
Chemistry test was postpone till Monday
Need to redo most of my English work
Busy busy this weekend however it'll be simple
12/2/09

++UPDATE: Film done early
Group 4 done as well YEAH 12/3/09
Now i need to apply to other colleges during my spare time and re-do some homework i've missed

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Finished for now...and subby?

*mariolugia — Tue, 13 Oct 2009 14:50:40 PDT

First i would like to say, OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE SUBSCRIPTION! Dang Zwindial you've done sooooooooooooooo much for me. YOU'RE AWESOME ZWINDIAL!!!!

Reason why it says silver500, is becuase won 's contest and donated the prize to me ><

I finished my SAT i thought it was easier compared to the other SAT tests i've taken in the past 2 years, hopefully I'll get a better score.
Also my ACT is at October 24 so i need time to study that. I FINISHED MY PORTFOLIO YES!!!! 20 god dam pages. and my IA for chemistry isn't due till monday the 19th.

WHY IS IT SO COLD HERE! It's hella cold in the morning, i just really dont want to get up. Shivering all the time, even in class.

GREAT news, i'm starting to draw again, haha now i'm getting the hang of drawing the background first, then drawing the character. (Cuase i suck at backgrounds) I did have some mental break downs cause i couldn't draw anything good for a shortwhile, and some of my friends helped me out, so i would like to thank them a lot.
You'll see my art i'm working on next year or maybe during the summer, depends of if my life is going along well or not. Possible by the end of the month i'll have the sketches done!

So yeah, i'm done, thxs for reading! talk to me people, how are YOU doing!?

again thxs Zwindail for donating your contest prize to me~

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Refreshed Renew Restart

*mariolugia — Wed, 26 Aug 2009 00:27:55 PDT

So my life has been slightly well, August 24 and 25 were just hell for me cause i had a lot of internet problems. Small parent problems too. But I just finished my Physics Final! YAY! i swear some of the questions were in a different language, i do hope i did well. Cause my grade in that class was an A- and the final can sway the grade a lot. What sucks was that my physic book cannot be refunded becuase of the newest edition is out, the good thing is that now i keep the physic book (yay...more studying >> and around 60$ refund down the drain, [refund is 50%])

Oh crap...forgot i had summer homework for chemistry. Oh wells, i guess i should get started on that. My school doesn't start till September 8th and both of my sisters dont start school till September 28th. This year is going to be sooooo bad lol, with the swine flu and our annoying school cutbacks, but hey it's my last year! WOOT just gotta make it.
Dam forgot i have SAT and ACT studying as well. Got so much to do this year it's going to be so much fun yet so terrible rofl but i'm ready

Psh, well i'm finished with my final so i would want to relax a bit...
"Let's dance to joy division,
And celebrate the irony,
Everything is going wrong,
But we're so happy!!!" The Wombats - Lets Dance To Joy Division

thxs for reading
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My art status isn't going so well, but i'll find something to draw, maybe i'll upload some of my very old pics i drew at school.

[link] you should really check out her gallery and comic, it's awesome!

This is terrible...haha

*mariolugia — Fri, 03 Jul 2009 00:58:49 PDT

i got my senior schedule for high school...and it completely MAJORLY sucks. i really really hate it. It's so bad... that... uggghhhh its just terrible.

1st period IB Chemistry: no one I know is in this class...i'm the only senior in this class... it sucks... all my other friends are 2nd period or 6th period... I guess i have to endure underclassmen >> and i might not do well in the class cause it's a really hard class.
senior = 4th and last year of high school graduation of 2010 YEAH!

2nd period Physical Education: nothing much...no friends again haha but overall it doesn't matter...not a hard class easy high grade

3rd period Computer Animation: Again no one i know takes this class...but...the teacher...is a bitch sorry for the swearing. She's a bitch, that's all i can say. She has 2 sides, the sicking nice side, and the bitchy side.
(The following convos are students who take full IB classes are who are hella smart)
Nivek says:
*yah i had her freshman <---(freshmen = beginner year of high school 2006)
*shes bitchy

Maharg says:
*for you having her
*i feel sorrow for you, cause shes a bitch...
*you see, this is why you shouldof taken full IB Kire

Emily says:
*lololol i remember asking her to sign a paper for becomming the school president
*she said i had attitude and wasn't 'fit' for it
*wtf
*and look where i am now pre-si-dent bitch, u should drop that class kire

Nek says:
*O, i taught her son ESL when i was volunteering
*hes rly nice
Kire says:
*umm...i'm talking bout her...not her son
Nek says:
*O!
*great...
*now u made me feel bad 4 the son >> i h8 u
Kire says:
*I love u too

(u get the picture, and yes i had permission to post these convos i just had to change the names haha)
I'm not sure, but i'm thinking about dropping that class and becoming a Teacher's assistant so i can easily get a letter of recommendation. it USED to be one of my favorite teachers teaching Computer Animation, but apparently the school made a quick change and i have no idea what happened and now i have this teacher to deal with. But i really want to learn animation...but then getting a recommendation letter and help me IMMENSELY in colleges.

4th period IB Calculus Standard Level: At first i was really happy about this class cause only 1 of my friend has the same period as me yay. However...his classes were just screwed up cause he didn't have 1 of his classes, so apparently he moved to a different period than me. Again i'm alone in the class with underclassmen. and might not do well cause it's another HARD class.
Nivek says:
*dang
*ahhh
*i have to swap my schedule.
*ahhhh
*dangit
*i hate this
*y cant u b full ib....
*ahhhh

5th period English 12 (normal): *Flashback* this teacher gave me a C- and nearly killed my grades freshmen year *back to present* and now i have her again. She's really nice it's just that she's not very tech savvy. Apparently she only logs in 2-3 projects and 1 final. Which is suppose to be your entire grade...oh and what's better, during my freshmen year, i was grouped with lazy people. Not sure this year she'll be the same...hopefully not...

6th period History 12 (normal): dunno, i don't have a lot of 'regular' friends, so this class is random and i dunno the teacher.

Overall it sucks. Horrible and i'm not sure i'm going to do well. Hopefully i can pull though...
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Anyway my first day in summer school my professor was apparently suck in Philadelphia so class was dismissed till July 6. My summer so far is slightly boring, nothing else to say.

I also got my ACT results back, and i'm scared... sorry but i'm just really scared... i dont want to look at my scores... ugggghhh... it's been 2 days already (july 1st i got the scores) i really dont want to open it, i'm just really scared

My art status, uggghhh can't-draw-this-stupid-wing lol it's the type of drawing that i must draw first in order to draw and color the rest of the picture. Once i finish drawing that wing i can continue this freaking drawing i've been working on for the past 3 months. It's getting late and i'm tired, so i'll stop there.

U GUYS R TEH BEST WOO! THXS FOR READING!

[link] and [link] thxs Zwindial sooo much

Finished (not a bad year of school...)

*mariolugia — Fri, 19 Jun 2009 11:15:46 PDT

So yeah, i finished another year of high school apparently i need 1 more year and then i'm done (not really i still have college ). I've been busy most of the time studying for finals, finishing up major projects, and homework rush on Sunday haha. Anyway here are my grades for this year. I AM DONE WOOOO!

A- : IB Pre-Calculus (91.53)
B : IB Chemistry (86.78)
A : (Standard) English 11
A : Health Online
A : Computer Programming Java
A : (Standard) History 11

(Grades are determined by...)
A = 93-100
A- = 90-92.99 (teachers are nice to boost up grades, if it's close to a 90, like 89.96 or higher)
B+ = 88-89.95
B = 83-87.99

(IB classes are hard...but it's worst when you take full IB classes...especially the added class of ToK which is Theory of Knowledge, the hardest class in my school)
During my last final exam which was math, i thought i did terrible becuase the mean was C+, but then i got a 188/200 so yay! my grade went up from a B+ to a A-.
Finals for other classes were easy, IB Chemistry i struggled with the labs in the beginning of the year, but the final test was easy. also, funny thing is that IB chemistry my favorite class.

next year i am NOT looking forward to , becuase of the freaking recession our state/country is in (dam u government)
apparently our school is getting a new bell schedule which is confusing. Classes are majorly from the maximum of having 10 classes to 6 classes. So i have to take a summer school to gain more credit. Many of the vending machines are going away and it's 100% healthy in the school (and they sell cinnamon rolls... ) They are not selling year books cause it's too expensive...which is kind-of sad becuase i was planning to buy one this year. Sports are cut, as well as clubs. Our prom MIGHT be canceled but i dunno.

Anyway since I finished this year i still have to do more stuff >> which can be annoying. Such as cleaning up, signing up for summer programs, signing up to do some volunteer work, and choosing colleges yay. I heard that university of Washington is hella hard this year...but i'll try my best to get in, if i dont oh well haha i got other colleges i have a few safety nets.

My drawings have been delayed a lot, i'll continue working on that special drawing i have been trying to color for the past 3-4 months. This drawing i'll give it my all cause it's special.

SO YES i'm done! i thank you all my friends for not distracting me or making me feel better on the last 3 weeks of school.

[link] and [link] thxs Zwindial

Very active week

*mariolugia — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 23:25:15 PDT

(Very quick sum up: 3 test Friday, mini cruse Friday, First B-day Party in my life Saturday)
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For those people who don't like reading long journals, here is the regular sum up.

Monday: Got 1 review, 1 test Friday, finished review

Tuesday: Got English Presentation assignment due Thursday

Wednesday: Got 2 reviews, making 3 test on Friday and 1 more review chain from Monday, worked on English presentation

Thursday: Presented my movie, Studied really hard for 3 test

Friday: 3 test, carpooled to dinner party for multicultural club, was on a mini cruse

Saturday: My FIRST time going to a B-day

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For those who like long journals read below. (I expect you to read the sum up as well)

Tuesday i just got my English Presentation assignment, and the topic was Harlem Renaissance Literature. It just HAD to be a partner presentation, and i really hate it when you're assigned a REALLY bad partner who doesn't do anything. Well i had something similar to that. It was Iqiaj, a friend of mine who isn't really good at English but that is becuase he has been to U.S.A for only 2 years and has only learned 2 years of English. He wanted to be my partner so i accepted, knowing the fact i had 1 IB Pre-Calculus test on Friday so i wasn't pressured that much. I also knew that he was really good at history so i can ask him for help if i needed it. My plan was to go to his house on Wednesday and finish it.

BOOM Wednesday, i just gotten "part 2 review" for IB Pre-Calculus. My Chemistry teacher and my history teacher had said there was a test on Friday and both gave me a review. Now i'm really pressured. After school (3:05PM) i went to Iqiaj house to do the movie maker and he didn't do anything at all haha, he doesn't really understand what we were doing. The hardest part was it HAD to be in windows movie maker and i needed to put voices in the movie, lets just say 2 years of English took me a long time to finish the presentation BUT WE FINISHED haha yes!
Thursday I presented my presentation and went home to study for all 3 test. IB Pre-Calculus i needed to get a 100% on it, as well as a IB Chemistry test. History test, i can afford to fail it, becuase i already have a really high grade on it. I got an invite to a Navilom b-day party on Saturday, also a dinner party invite from a Nek on a cruse on Friday for a multicultural club he was in, he said i had to come becuase he didn't want to be alone with just 3 of his friends, Keven, Michelle, and Marcus.

Friday, DANG, on the math test which was worth 100 points, i stumbled on the first question which was worth 10 points. After staring at it for 20 minutes i finally got it an idea to solve the question, and hopefully answered the question right. IB Chemistry had very few questions that was worth A LOT of points, after the class ended i asked my teacher if he was done correcting and he said, "I only graded the first page of all the test, and *looks though the test and pulls mine out* so far you have gotten them all right" so i felt more relaxed. History test i had Iqiaj who is a History legend helped me review everything to me during lunch, haha it was totally worth helping him on the English presentation movie. James who was a Mythic Legendary in History also a friend of mine, confused me but i understood quite a bit with a lot more detail. When i took the test i totally bombed it at least 50-80%.

After history i was about to go home (3:05PM) till Nek, my friend who invited me to the dinner party, asked if i wanted to car pool with him. My mom said i had to go with him becuase she didn't know where the cruse ship was. So i stayed after school with him and car pooled with 3 of his friends. Nek's driving can get you places fast but it's extremely scary >< with his music pumped up to max and he texts while driving. I thought i was going to die on the freeway, when he took his hand off the wheel just to set his GPS to the cruse which took him 20 seconds i kept on telling Nek to watch the road which he ignored me. I was going to go deaf first THEN I was going to die. Keven and I started singing American Rejects - Gives You Hell out loud, and we sang sooo badly it was hilarious. When we got there it was 5:00PM, it took us about 40 minutes to find a parking spot, and then another 30 minutes till we got on the cruise. The cruise was a multicultural club style so every race was invited and required to bring food. i didn't bring food but my friend said "if anyone ask you, just say you helped me make the fried rice" same to his other three friends. Not only our school was invited by 2 community colleges were also invited. The tiny cruise ship had 420 people in it >< so it was jam packed. The cruise had 3 floors, the first floor held the food, second floor held the dance area,...

Excruciating

*mariolugia — Wed, 04 Mar 2009 13:34:16 PST

HealingLugia: excruciating?
Nivek: yah.
HealingLugia: what is?
Nivek: life. haha

And yes, i totally agree with him, cause now my life is excruciating as well, apparently after i finish the hardest project in junior year high school(11th grade). It gets worst, how an endless storm of homework and test moving quickly every Friday and Monday. Not to mention i need to study ACT and SAT and register to take the test, cause apparently i need a good score to send to colleges. I need to find another volunteer job so i can get my hours. I also need to start writing my college applications during the summer because i need to turn it in before it closes this year in December. I've been getting majors in English and History now, with presentations, also many labs in chemistry which usually takes a long time. Blah I'm getting a C+ in chemistry so i need to work on that and catch up. All my other grades are currently As. Most of my friends in real life have been supporting me majorly as i do to them.

Example:
Maharg: Is it possible that i can have 3 major assignments due in 3 different classes due on monday?
Kire: ?
Maharg: Like water for chocolate major essay, Spanish debate, Math portfolio
Kire: yay.. i have none of that due
Maharg: Thanks! Now i feel better.

or

Kire: i'ma fail this chemisty test!
Maharg: [link] this will help you
Kire: Thanks Maharg! Words cant express how much that doesnt help.

(jkjk not in that way, the thing above was just for fun)

Next year i'm taking 8 classes which the max you can have is 6. Unless i take P.E during the summer then i would be taking 7 classes total next year during senior. But i need to volunteer during the summer as well so it's jam packed. Lol my life is excruciating, i really really want to go to University of Washington (home of the huskies). BUT i'm hanging in there, i'm awesome and i rule (being optimistic)!
I am strong.

Next, i like to thank everyone who commented on my last journal which was about my uncle's funeral. i'm feeling a lot better right now but more busy.
To the people who read at my journal and cared, yet didn't comment, i thank you also ^^
One special thank you to who drew this picture for me, [link] thank you so much, that picture touched me

My art will not be updated in a long time due to "my life is excruciating" and i have so much to do.
Thank you so much everyone!

Funeral of Pei Wei Zheng (my uncle)

*mariolugia — Sat, 21 Feb 2009 16:18:29 PST

I'm pretty sure most of you may not know that my Uncle Pei Wei had died from brain cancer on February 13. Which most of you may call it Friday the 13th.
[link] <----info of my Uncle

The reason why i didn't make a journal when my uncle died was because i felt weird, like nothing at all. I knew I had to feel something, but it was just weird, the kind of feeling of not seeing a friend for a long time but you know you'll see them again.
Now today, I went to his funeral (open casket) and when i saw his face one more time, i felt something. I felt sad, depressed, regretting that i should have done more activities with him. May he rest in peace.

Meh, i'll be alright i guess, cause i do have a lot of homework to do as well as a test and a couple of major projects. The only thing i'm worried about in my pile of homework is the math portfolio which will take pretty long.

~Thxs to everyone who read this journal

regular journal

*mariolugia — Fri, 30 Jan 2009 14:51:39 PST

Well this sucks, haha i got a B+ 89.18% on my total math grade, 1 test question away from an A T_T. But oh well i can't change the grade, so anyway my life has been alright, getting more homework but i'm doing fine. History sucks now since now it's dull as ever since a friend of mine moved. I've been mostly studying the ACT because i'm going to have it soon!

Check out this group picture made by [link] <----i swear that's the definition of kindness and friendship xDDDD (thxs so much Zwindial!)

I'm still trying to learn how to draw stuff and it's somewhat helping me, stuff as in anthro wolves, pokemon, objects, and/or weapons. BACKGROUND I MUST LEARN HOW TO DRAW...

I have also been watching tv such as '11th hour' and 'lie to me', which are decent shows, 'House M.D' and 'NUMB3RS' are awesome shows.
Oh yeh, i would like to say thank you to my friends which did the following

-Helped me study for finals
-Played games with me preventing my head from overloading or blowing up
-Supported me
-Responded when I talked to them online
-Made me smile
-Being awesome
-Not talking negative about themselves
-Help relax me ;3

So yeah i might draw some more, but don't look forward to it cause it might be like 3-4 months hahaha cause i'm so busy and errr yeah i'm busy xD

I hope everyone's enjoying their lives, u guys are awesome!
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NOTE i've been hearing there is a virus/worm going on, such as "This looks like you :s [link here]" or "Check this out, it's pretty funny [link here]"

clicking it makes you send it to other people, and can hack DA accounts or other stuff, i dunno really, just be careful when someone gives you a link
thxs~

Dam...she's gone

*mariolugia — Tue, 13 Jan 2009 17:18:02 PST

Some girl that's a friend i've known for 3 years and she's in my regular history class. She left unexpectedly, i didn't notice till today. I was about to yell at her Tuesday(1/13) during History for skipping IB Chemistry Monday(1/12). But...i got word she left

she left a note 'My parents bought the plane ticket friday night and i moved saturday. My mom and i were having issues so i am now with my dad in vegas. So fail on a million levels! I want to come back and say bye to everyone but i couldn't'

Epic fail on a million levels, now i'm like stuck with all the stupid/average people in my class with a couple of friends but they are fail also. Hopefully i can find some contact from her teachers. I'm going to be depressed for like 1-2 days and then bounce back on my feet because exams are coming soon so dont worry bout me .
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My exams are January 20-22 and the 26th
my SAT is on the 24th
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Drawing (in order) alright so ( ) reminds me of something so u can ignore it.
[x]Color my character
|[x] Draw my character
[] Special Drawing 1 (B)
[] Special Drawing 2 (M)
[] Attempt drawing 1 (K)
[] Some/Attempt drawing (A + X)
[] Secret/Attempt drawing (Y)
[] Knowledge Drawing (As)
[] Awesome Drawing/Attempt (H)
[] Supportive Drawing (NP)
[] Supportive Drawing 2 (FPWCOMW)
----------------------optional drawing
[] Create ID
[] Color New icon
|[x] Create new icon
[] color furry drawing
|[x] furry drawing
[] Character/Attempt drawing 2 (So)
[] Character/Attempt drawing 3 (Z)
[] Character/Attempt drawing 4 (W)
[] Character/Attempt drawing 5 (Sc)
[] Color Josh and Jessica's weapons
|[x] Josh's weapon and Jessica

Exams comming up

*mariolugia — Sat, 10 Jan 2009 18:34:33 PST

Haha, well exams are coming up, and i think i'll do alright on them. Right now i'm pretty worried about my SAT that is coming on the 24 January and i haven't even studied it. Since my last SAT scores were crap.

Anyway I'm awesome, and i feel great, cause my looked at a tutorial of how to draw furry, and i think i got the basics. This year is so far GREAT!

Been having a few problems with online friends, but hey i'm happy!
So yes i will update some artwork after i become unlazy and color them, but i really need to learn how to shade and draw shadows >_<

My exams are January 20-22 and the 26th
my SAT is on the 24th

Drawing (in order) alright so ( ) reminds me of something so u can ignore it.
[]Color my character
|[x] Draw my character
[] Special Drawing 1 (B)
[] Special Drawing 2 (M)
[] Attempt drawing 1 (K)
[] Some/Attempt drawing (A + X)
[] Secret/Attempt drawing (Y)
[] Knowledge Drawing (As)
[] Awesome Drawing/Attempt (H)
[] Supportive Drawing (NP)
[] Supportive Drawing 2 (FPWCOMW)
----------------------optional drawing
[] Create ID
[] Color New icon
|[x] Create new icon
[] color furry drawing
|[x] furry drawing
[] Character/Attempt drawing 2 (So)
[] Character/Attempt drawing 3 (Z)
[] Character/Attempt drawing 4 (W)
[] Character/Attempt drawing 5 (Sc)
[] Color Josh and Jessica's weapons
|[x] Josh's weapon and Jessica

Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas

*mariolugia — Thu, 25 Dec 2008 13:36:43 PST

Merry X-mas everyone!

I really didn't get anything for Christmas but HEY! i'm happy, because it's Christmas and most of my friends in real life are happy as well. So I hope everyone got what they want, or got something really expensive and ready to return it for a lot of money.

So happy holidays everyone! ^_^

ENJOY!

Drawing (in order) alright so ( ) reminds me of something so u can ignore it.
[]Color my character
|[x] Draw my character
[] Special Drawing 1 (B)
[] Special Drawing 2 (M)
[] Attempt drawing 1 (K)
[] Some/Attempt drawing (A + X)
[] Secret/Attempt drawing (Y)
[] Knowledge Drawing (As)
[] Awesome Drawing/Attempt (H)
[] Supportive Drawing (NP)
[] Supportive Drawing 2 (FPWCOMW)
----------------------optional drawing
[] Create ID
[] Color New icon
|[x] Create new icon
[] Character/Attempt drawing 2 (So)
[] Character/Attempt drawing 3 (Z)
[] Character/Attempt drawing 4 (W)
[] Character/Attempt drawing 5 (Sc)
[] Color Josh and Jessica's weapons
|[x] Josh's weapon and Jessica

Wonderful

*mariolugia — Sun, 30 Nov 2008 12:40:11 PST

11/30/2008
12:37 PM
Let me sum up my life right now
MSN is depressing, I've added 6 people from a chat place and all of them gotten into a fight. 5/6 of the friends have a "Don't talk to me" private message which is a "why are you online then?". I really don't get these people but they are pretty young like in the 13 or under category and they still have huge fights and it's been going on for a long time. Everyone else i know in real life seems to be fine but have a lot of homework.

Enough of that, I'm pretty good because during black Friday i gotten my game so i'm pretty happy with that. Sad part was that my friend was suppose to pick me up, but instead he got into a car crash T_T he's alright but he has to pay a huge fine and he's in deep trouble.

My drawing skills are meh, because i drew something i just cannot color it because the Photoshop CS2 is in the library in my house, which is also known as the freezing zone. If i got Photoshop CS2 on this computer then i'll be more happy and draw/color a bit more.

Christmas Break/Winter Break, i'm not looking forward to it, reason is because i'm going to be studying like hell for the SAT. I already got my scores back and it's so bad that i'm not going to tell.

Homework and projects just keeps getting harder and harder but school is still fun because of my friends.
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My Task List
Grade: 11

IB Pre-Calculus
[] 40 Questions (Delay till winter break)

English 11
[] Finish Book (Delay till winter break)
[] Character Sheet(Delay till winter break)

IB Chemistry
[] Lab (Delay till winter break)
[D] Study for Test (Delay till after winter break)

History 11
[] History notes 9.3 (Delay till winter break)

Computer Programming
[] Lesson 16 Project (Delay till winter break)
[] Test on lesson 14 & 15 (Delay till winter break)

Other stuff
[+] Visit Math club (EVERY Monday)
[x] organize my word documents (optional)
[+] Study SAT
[+] Study ACT

Drawing (in order) alright so ( ) reminds me of something so u can ignore it.
[]Color my character
|[x] Draw my character
[] Special Drawing 1 (B)
[] Special Drawing 2 (M)
[] Attempt drawing 1 (K)
[] Some/Attempt drawing (A + X)
[] Secret/Attempt drawing (Y)
[] Knowledge Drawing (As)
[] Awesome Drawing/Attempt (H)
[] Supportive Drawing (NP)
[] Supportive Drawing 2 (FPWCOMW)
----------------------optional drawing
[] Create ID
[] Color New icon
|[x] Create new icon
[] Character/Attempt drawing 2 (So)
[] Character/Attempt drawing 3 (Z)
[] Character/Attempt drawing 4 (W)
[] Character/Attempt drawing 5 (Sc)
[] Color Josh and Jessica's weapons
|[x] Josh's weapon and Jessica

Ugggghhh

*mariolugia — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 00:13:01 PST

Alright so i saw something that gave me a huge headache and just makes me want to...i really dont know i'm either just so mad or so depressed. It's something i can't explain really well because i don't want to hurt that person's feeling or have a huge argument, but i feel like yelling at that person badly.

And when i ever think about that i get distracted easily on my math studying, i wished i never saw that. But uggggghhhhh it's so frustrating to see - ugggh and i can't give any hints because once I do it's really easy to know who i'm talking about. But I will say this, I don't think that person really deserves it.

Don't say "is it me" or "is it _____" because again i do not want to hurt that person's, i want to yell to his/her face, feeling.
not to mention when you say "is it _____" it also hurts the person you accused.
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7:10PM 11/16/08
My dad just yelled at me because i was playing, talking about how useless I am and how I'm "addicted to games" and i never study this week and i just play play play all day. I've just studied my ass off for 3-4 hours of math and wrote a huge essay and other crap when he was gone for most of the day. Now he's hoping i get a low SAT score and saying it's all my fault that i'm not studying now. Even if i do say i've been studying he'll just say i'm lying, reason is because when i was really young 1-4th grade i lied alot, and now my mom and dad don't believes me. My sister believes me because she saw me studying but she really doesn't want to get involve with my dad. And i'm guessing no one cares about me cause i've been rarely getting any comfort comments and it's ok.

I found my textbook so i dont have to pay the freaking $215 fine! i'm alright now, but that thing i saw...is still making me depressed a bit

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11/21/08
WOW today had sucked so much, really bad score on the SAT, really terrible score on the math test, i lost 2 pens, one stolen but it was meant to be "borrowed" one thrown out the window. My dad yelled at me again...more terrible than last time...so yeah...i tired being calm >_< but when i did, he just said "why are you so calm? Are fine with this? I guess you don't deserve to be here." and just left...

Even:
Weight Training (7:30AM)
English 11 (11:05AM)

Odd:
IB Pre-Calculus (7:30AM)
IB Chemistry
Computer Programming
History 11 (3:05PM)

whew...that was good

*mariolugia — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 16:49:37 PST

moved the task list somewhere else, thxs for the comments here

Task List

*mariolugia — Tue, 21 Oct 2008 13:36:06 PDT

I have a block period so I go to a set of classes one day and the rest on another and switch off for the rest of the school year

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Even:
Weight Training (7:30AM)
English 11 (11:05AM)

Odd:
IB Pre-Calculus (7:30AM)
IB Chemistry
Computer Programming
History 11 (3:05PM)
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My Task List
Grade: 11

IB Pre-Calculus
[x] Portfolio 100% (MONDAY) DONE
|[x] Portfolio 80% (Almost there...)
||[x] Portfolio 60% (OMG I CAN DO IT!!!)
|||[x] Portfolio 50% (GETTING THERE)
||||[x] Portfolio 40% (WHAT NOW?!)
|||||[x] Portfolio 20% (ABOUT FUCKING TIME)
[x]9 Math questions

English 11

IB Chemistry
[x] Finish Lab (Monday)
[x] Study for Test (Monday)(in progress)

History 11

Computer Programming
[x] Lesson 11 Project
[x] Lesson 12 Exercise

------------------------10/29/08
LETS DO THIS MATH QUIZ! i'm so pumped up and nervous since quizes are worth 70% of my grade
I will start a fresh new journal after i finish all my work, same thing thou, tasking list and crap,
Chem test is going to be a bit easy
but my SAT, English Essay, SAT, math portfolio, chemistry Test and lab, i think that is all and it's going to be one hell of a week
-------------------------10/30/08
THAT WAS AN EASY MATH QUIZ not to mention a weird one since it was a partner math quiz, Ken was my partner and as u know he's really smart and now i have alot of stuff to do before the portfolio, and crap like that, it sucks alot and i'm pretty busy most of the time. SAT is comming and i'm pretty nervous. I need to finish most of my stuff and clear my Task List and make a new Journal
-------------------------11/1/08
that was....ermmm...depressing yesterday, only 2 people showed up for halloween and then it was slient and no one else came O_o.
Alright lets take this SAT test!!!!!! LETS GO GO GO GO GO!

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTTTZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzz...
MY BRAIN IS FREAKING FRIED, THE HARDEST TEST I HAVE EVER TAKEN IN MY LIFE omg that was sooo hard
and they said it was like the PSAT
IT'S NOTHING LIKE THE PSAT
OMFG SOOOOOOO HARD

MATH PORTFOLIO IS KILLING ME!

Some people

*mariolugia — Sun, 05 Oct 2008 19:37:11 PDT

Well, i know a lot of people who've helped me in the past and currently are helping me and i just wanted to say "thank you" to you guys and gals.

I feel guilty for those who helped me because then I feel so useless and I dunno what to give in return but moving on.

Ken, your a hella smart taking full IB and I feel so dumb when ever I ask you a question but he supports me, thxs for supporting man

Molivan, a person i like to make fun of, though he's full IB also

Nguyen, really smart kid taking AP classes, i've talk to him the mostly everyday, he works harder than any of my friends

Michelle, hahahaha just a girl a really like also she's pretty smart and taking AP classes as well, she's cute >_<

and i can go on...

and a bunch of friends i met online and DA friends thank you, I'm not going to list them cause i'm afraid that if i forget one person then that person will be mad at me ^^
post a comment in this journal to make me happy : D (jkjk)

I'm just writing this because i felt like it.

Alright, enough bout that

October 15 PSAT
November 1 SAT
What's pretty mad at myself because I lost my Pre-Calculus Math book and I'm still looking for it, not to mention I really need to catch up in Chemistry and Math.
Reading a book called "Into the Wild" which is an ok book, but it flash backs a lot
Homecoming was on Friday the October 3 and i had so much fun, to bad our class (juniors 11th grade) got 2nd place during the spirit award
Seniors 1st place with Star Wars
Juniors 2nd place with Harry Potter
Sophomore 3rd place with James Bond
Freshmen 4th place with Pirates of the Caribbean (they were suppose to be Lord of the Rings but they changed it)
most of the juniors didn't like Harry Potter but we didn't have a choice

Well School, YAY! somewhat, missed everyone

*mariolugia — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 23:20:15 PDT

W00T school is coming soon! I'm very excited, but then the excitement usually gets shot down when ever I think about SATS. Reason is that I still don't understand it pretty much. I'm okay at Math but Reading and Writing I'm pretty sure I'm going to get a low score on both of them.
Now I regreting a lot of things I did during Summer Vacation. I've studied a bit but I don't think either i studied enough or this SAT book doesn't help me. Well my goal for the SATS is like
525 Math
520 Critical Reading
515 Writing

If i get that score I'll be alright, but if I get a 1600-1800 score or higher, that'll make me soooooooooo happy.

This year I quit most IB classes (6 IB classes) and taken pre-IB (2 IB classes). This year at school is going to be pretty stressful since I have be in a club, I have do well on the SATS, then I need to get a job, also I have to maintain a GPA of 3.7 or higher in 2 semester, and last but not least I need to volunteer somewhere so I have a chance to get into collage.

Optional stuff I want to do: learn how to drive, be able to draw better, get a credit card, buy some games, be able to do what I want without my parents saying no

My biggest dream RIGHT NOW is to get into collage.

I'm sorry to those who have watched me because of my art, this year is going to be hell and I'm pretty sure I'm going to slack off like in the middle of the year as my grades drop.

But hey I'm still here, if the people who are watching me cares.

I will write another journal like in December but I can't be sure.

Gone...maybe

*mariolugia — Sun, 23 Mar 2008 18:31:46 PDT

I dunno...i haven't been very active in DA. So I'm not sure if i should stay here. Anyway life for me is ok i guess...boring because there is nothing to do...
No good games, nothing to do, just sit on my butt and stare at the computer all day...
I'm tired most of the time...so i wont be drawing anything in a long time, also my drawing is getting worse and worse O_o well, to me it is. Anyway...I'll look in DA every now and then,
I wish everyone to be happy

Whew it's good to be back

*mariolugia — Mon, 02 Apr 2007 22:40:38 PDT

After working so hard I finally got my internet back at home ^^ no more working in the libary

Begin...

*mariolugia — Sun, 21 Jan 2007 20:36:34 PST

Silence before the storm...my finals are are the 22-25... *sigh* well I'll see you around till the 25th

Schedule
22nd Monday ~ Math, Band (pretty confident)
23rd Tuesday ~ Spanish, English (going to die)
24th Wednesday ~ History (I feel like I'm missing something)
25th Thursday ~ Biology (My DOOM)

Back to work

*mariolugia — Sat, 06 Jan 2007 22:51:24 PST

1st semester, at school is comming to an end so I have to do HW and keep up with my classes. I won't be drawing anymore until my finals are finished.
Life is going easier now that I feel a little secured thanks to my friends ^^
Still I'm very very stressed about my finals...I hope I do well in them!

Feeling lonely

*mariolugia — Fri, 08 Dec 2006 18:51:16 PST

I kinda feel not so good at home. I often feel lonely or alone like in the dark were I can't see anyone but they can see me. I just feel like nothingless.

At home, I feel like I've been doing so much homework that I haven't realize what's happening in the world. I often think that other people don't care for me even though I care for them and sometimes I call myself useless after been told by my parents which I think it's beginning to come true.
I'm not even sure what to do right now.

IB is Torture

*mariolugia — Mon, 09 Oct 2006 14:37:05 PDT

OMG I have so much HW to do its like almost impossible to do! I really dont like IB but I have to do it anyway. The counselor said that I mainly focus on my peers rather than the teacher. My grades are slipping away and I need to catch up so Im going to hibernate till possibly winter see if I get on and view some pics.

Hmmm...guess I'm back

*mariolugia — Tue, 19 Sep 2006 16:09:57 PDT

I'm back...and I sort of chaged a little. I'm still drawing my pics but I'm not posting it on my note or devation. So sorry guys . I'll still comment pics, drawings or fav them.

Games I'm playing:
FLYFF
Maplestory

Anime I'm watching:
Bleach
Tsubasa Chronicle
Ouran Host Club

Clubs I'm in (I really hope I didn't betray them)

Friends:

People I like to watch:

Well that's all form me. Oh yeah plz vist my sis She draws great art. I'm still 14 and pretty young.

Photoshop 7!

*mariolugia — Mon, 27 Feb 2006 17:00:43 PST

I finally learned how to use Photoshop 7! Took me a long time to figure out the coloring, layering, and lines. But I still got alot to explore and plus my sis is helping me too.

Clubs I'm in