Does anyone know how to put in the mood-thingy in this journal?
I would be grateful to get some help.



So this long weekend me and my family were in the cabin again.
Sunny warm weather mixed with rain. So the snow disappears quickly and thats good. When I´m in the cabin I thinks alot maybe even more then usual.
So now when i listened to music and just relaxed in the sun I thought about my ex.
I thought about the things we did together the things we said, the promises and the fights. We fought with the same passion as we loved.
I get sad thinking about it even now...
Every time we broke up (and that happend several times), after extra ruff fights, he went with other guys drinking and fucking.
I always got to know about it after, I think he enjoyed telling me about it. Well I took him back and our destructive relation went on and on and on.. maybe I didnt think I deserved any better then that.
He is not an evil person, infact he got nice sides as well but maybe not with me. I still have contact with him, we talk from time to time, just shallow conversations, safe talk... and well, the truth is he will always have his hurtful special place in my heart. But we are finito and we will never ever be together again.

Do you think about your ex/ ex´s sometime?
Do he or she have that impact on you that never go away?


Well I have moved on now, and my present boyfriend means the world for me, so different from my ex and full of love and life.
Now I´m off for early dinner and will stop thinking so damn much ^^

See you!





Yes yes I´m contest-addicted... I have entered new contests
becose its challenging to me and fun learning new things and
improving my skills.




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I´m a smalltown boy [link]
I have been adopted by *karlomat and since my bio-dad is gone and my stepfather is a jerk, I need some nice role model for a change.
A friend of mine said. "You cant chose your pain but you can choose to suffer." And this is why I tries to look forward and hope for the best instead of dwelling in my own sickness and misery in this life. (but sometimes its hard, Im a sick dolphin)
*marjoh http://marjoh.deviantart.com/journal/17931666/ http://marjoh.deviantart.com/journal/17931666/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 17:34:34 PDT Journal of Marjoh