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]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/20830065/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/20830065/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 18:19:38 PDT
it is the constant plan that never happens.

nowadays I'm just busy with keeping up with everything - work, housework, canoodling, deviations. A lot of the time I'm just browsing, not even commenting. It's not that I don't enjoy all the art, some of it is redundant, but the rest is enjoyable. I always save things that I think will inspire me or will be good to sketch as practice if nothing else. One day I will do.

a little bored, a little restless, a little aimless.. at least i do have things I should be doing and it's not like I'm just here to procrastinate...

Love all


]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/19376416/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/19376416/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 17:27:22 PDT
Also, haven't connected scanner yet (I don't know even if it's compatible) and downloaded most recent kodak thingy but haven't installed yet... oh, lazings. I must be not. One day...

]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/16646642/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/16646642/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 16:04:24 PST he was such a gay entertainer last night...

*ahem*, but anyways... Back from Paris... all over, once more. Had a great time, but also exhausted

Shall hopefully have a few nice pics to upload. We'll see... Nudges might be helpful.

]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/13651059/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/13651059/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 20:12:39 PDT
Been not so much busy as lazy as always.. Working, seeing Mitch, and not getting much else done. But been listening to good music, having good company and good food, oh and good Buffy stuffs, I guess.

Can't kiss and type, my ass

Yes, that's going to stay there. Mitch is now playing drums on his chest. *sigh*

I need to create some time.



]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/11262346/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/11262346/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 17:32:27 PST
I have uploaded some stuff into my Scraps, so have a look if you don't watch them. Rather old bits and bobs, and a new but very badly photographed sketch. oh well. More soonish, but I can't be bothered to upload anymore, it just takes too long with this connection.

I have a few photos from before I went away and Xmas. Plus a few from Noosa, but I need to collect them from mitch's camera. Sooo.. not much new.

Resolve to do more artwork in the new year. Kick me if not.

Hope everyone has had a lovely NYE. I've been reading a lot, that's about it.

Ciao
Marylou

]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/11078968/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/11078968/ Fri, 15 Dec 2006 23:51:39 PST
So it will be a week till I get online again... and hopefully i shall have a few beautiful pics to upload (which reminds me, I must put a couple of sketch/crap books in my suitcase..) even tho we are taking Mitch's camera...

And it shall then be Christmas (aka Chanmas).

And most of 3 weeks off!

i was thinking of going to a life-drawing class, but I don't think I will be able to fit it in my schedule. I would much rather work my way into doing something like that - i think it may be too strenuous for me to start with. New year's resolution? Not that I've ever done that... But perhaps I shall be better that way in the NY? Pinch or punch me if you must... to make me do something.

I would also much rather have those days free if I am not working to potentially jam with Kate.

I thought earlier today "Fuck, I have to write that play..." before realising I have already done it and sent it off... I think it was very dodgy. Took a couple of hours to do it, cut and pasted an old story for the following assignment, and sent them both off. it won't be for a few weeks till they come back - i think the 'school' tends to have a few weeks off over Xmas also...

Aaah! perpetually so much, yet so little to do...

When I get back.. I will have something to do/say.

o.k.?

]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/10451528/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/10451528/ Fri, 20 Oct 2006 01:42:33 PDT
I'm feckin bored. Stuck at home with a cold for the last 3 days, so no work for me... also haven't got much general stuff done. Too much Harry Potter, for one thing. (Might I just say the movies have always disappointed me in many ways, but after reading the books, it definitely disappoints me further! I think they wasted so much promise!)

ok, enough bitching.

I want to do some stuff. >_> and I'm sick of hearing myself complain...

herm... not much to say that's really anything much at all.

]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/9039613/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/9039613/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 18:11:03 PDT
It would be great if as many of you as possible would respondez... Even skim-reading will suffice if you are extra busy or whatever.

A lot of stuff has been on my mind over the last year or so... And its been a long time since I've done anything seriously arty. It's beginning to drag on me.

What I need is some feedback and inspiration.

Something like... you're favourite piece in my entire gallery, or your favourite piece in a few different medias from my gallery (ie. pencil sketch/trad art, photograph, photo manip, poem/lyric[?]...) and the reasons why you like it... whatever I've done that you like... etc.

Or just some general critiquing/commenting on my work.

So a bit of a browse through my gallery would be also appreciated when you can.

Not entirely sure what I'm looking for... Just a little push in a right direction. Or something to that effect...

It's extra hard to be constructive in winter. And I swear my desk hasn't been tidy since Year 12... Oh well... they're all excuses, I say.

I've had a few good ideas. It's just the motivation isn't there ... It makes me sad There's a lot lost in this... Especially as these days I do have a couple of days to myself, and I spend them doing stupid, pointless, non-constructive things... gaargh! Ok, enough of that.

All help appreciated much
Cheers all
Marylou

oh, and i'd like to thank a few people for doing a bit for me... the encouragement and stuff...
my
the wonderful, talented and beautiful missus
in the old days of 's slow net connection conversations through dA
and sorry i haven't done that pic for you, mr

thanks all ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/8896158/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/8896158/ Sat, 27 May 2006 20:01:41 PDT
The ones i didn't get:
Tori Amos - the Beekeeper (because I've heard it before, and it can wait, as its long and not that fantastic... )
Clare Bowditch and the Feeding Set - Autumn Bone ... (because i didn't find the 2nd hand [ie cheaper] one, so didn't get it) Also didn't get What was Left, which was meant to be at dirt cheap... ($10 cds)
Gomez - Liquid Skin... cuz i realised it wasn't Liquid Skin that I wanted. I've forgotten what the first album was called... and they ddin't have it anyway.

The ones I got from my list:
Muse - Origin of Symmetry... I've been wanting it for ages, and got it on tape from the library, and its wonderful

The ones that weren't on my list, but I got:
Muse - Showbiz for Kate... I wanted to get origin of symmetry for her too, but I coulnd't locate the 2nd cheapy one!
Faith No More - Angel Dust ... I mean really, a must-have CD that I haven't got! at least, not on Cd... aah. I had a dream about Mike Patton the other ngiht...
The Pixies - I've forgotten what its called... Rosa something? It's got the half-naked woman on the front, but it also has 8 tracks from an original Pixies EP... nice stuff
Tori Amos - Strange Little Girls.. I might swap Helen the cover, cuz she made some comment about not wanting the one with her with the cigarette when she got hers!
Rufus Wainwright - Poses... tis v good.. tho we listened to it quietly in the car, so, hard to hear.
QOTSA - Feel good Hit of the summer/Rated R ... after wanting it for ages. now I have 2 cds.. and if i ever get sick of them altogether, i can send them to Paul, he loves his QOTSA stoner rock

So... The list was a little pointless, i guess. There was another one on my list, but I've forgotten what it was, and whether or not I got it! lol. And so I have a lot of new/old music to listen to. (a few being Old. and a few being CDs that i've heard/got in some form, just not as CDs!)

yey!

Go Here, if I haven't emailed this to you already...
[link]
That's my hand, accepting the water bottle ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/8452588/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/8452588/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 19:32:56 PDT
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyy!

The Great Escape begins TONIGH-EET...

I am off on a train at 2:30ish, seeing minky just before 4, and driving off into the (cloudy wearther, grr...) [sunset]

fuck, its actually raining right now... O_O damn.

Oh well... yeeeeeee!!!!

3 and more days of music and campingness... hopefully it only rains a bit tonight, and fine over the weekend O_O twill be too weird. hope we don't end up sleeping in the car, lol.

aahh, fuckit... excitement!

*promptly throws up*

"Cold hands"
"You're not wrong" ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/8229546/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/8229546/ Thu, 23 Mar 2006 16:42:56 PST [link]

go look, i mean really... i keep telling him to just point and click, its the best way to take photos. the first time i told him to, he ended up with a weird photo of his shoe, part-blinding. it can be a freaky camera sometimes, that one...

i need to do some gift art soon. O_o inspire me.

EDIT: ooooh... 2002 pageviews. thanks all... its taken a while, but its still good ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/8051709/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/8051709/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 22:29:24 PST , and we still haven't finished the Andy Song. [is there a duck emoticon? there should be a duck emoticon...]

You know, I'm so dumb, that I was saying "We have to put this line in, Kate," and she was saying "Why?" "Because I say 'Andy' and otherwise we don't have 'Andy' in the song".. She says something along the lines of "Ok... true."

But then I realised that the whole basis of the song is "Andy, Handy Andy" >_< don't say 'Andy' at all!?

um, anyway. that will annoy minky, so...



what was i actually saying? i can't remember. oh well. ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/7935667/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/7935667/ Sat, 18 Feb 2006 15:40:07 PST ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/7725276/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/7725276/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 17:13:47 PST
One art idea, a couple of story ideas I need to work on, and a couple I need to finish and get out - for my writing course I'm doing by correspondence.

Then there's all the music stuff I have to work on getting out of my head. A tuner before I did that would be nice, then I wouldn't have to worry about being out of tune and not being able to rerecord it, like last time! Kate and I recorded a song, but I wanted it to be with my acoustic guitar not my electric, but then I coudln't get my acoustic into the same tuning as my electric had been the day we'd recorded - so I have two versions of the song recorded. One with a crappy buzzy electric through my amp (we should be using the midi, and all, since we've got it there), and one with a not well done guitar (following the electric recording and being a bit unco), squeaky and too loud at times not to mention out of tune compared to Kate's voice. I need to fix it all up.

Now I'm blathering just a bit. I guess we need to rerecord that song atltogether! But its soooo good its even got a bird in the background of one of the tracks, that somehow works!

>_<

-- So fuckin' special... but I'm a Creep. I'm a Weirdooo... What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here.... whooa, whoaa.. ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/7423823/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/7423823/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 15:39:11 PST Jane: Oh, come on Daria, show me your boobs. Hrm... why did I think this would be more exciting?

Mood:
Listening to: nothing, at this moment.. generally WHEN THE PAWN HITS THE CONFLICTS>*endless title*> FIONA APPLE
Reading: Fool's Fate - Robin Hobb *drools*

YES... so, its been a while, yet again. I've been around, on and off... not too much commenting and such though. I'm online more often at Mitch's or at work than at home, so it seems, these days.

QUICKIE UPDATE
yea,. college is all finished and done and done... so we've got Grad on the 25th of February.. and so then i'll be all diploma-y... and i'm staying at my current place of work, so long as it suits me (cuz i'm a bitch wommins ), and try and use my 3 hours of train time each day constructively.. even if its just reading hehe.

AND ART>
Yea... the art still isn't happening muchish. Even though now we have a scanner that works, and I got myself a nice chrissie present - a digicam yey! I can't wait to get a huge card and take heaps of photos! Yey! I want to go back to Paris now, and make my camera work!

but yeah... the idea for this year is to catch up on a bit that i've missed... which means... doing some arty stuff, and some writing and workign on my writing course. I may upload some of the articles I've written, eprhaps, depending on whether i'm happy with them or not, just so i get going again on DA. I also need to start playing guitar again! I have barely played for 6 months or more! well.. most of this year! I should start going to lessons again, presumeably that might help. In fact - It may be good to actually go to a lesson every 2nd week with minky, or something, so I can see my old guitar teacher - who now lives closer to minky than I do! well... yeah ,we see what happens, as usual (I should be more determined, I know.. I'm sorry )

PEOPLES!>
It was Chanmas on the 25th yeah.. I am an old scrooge. Not so much an atheist as a "nothing" mostly cuz I don't think about it all that much.... and presents are never as fun as they used to be, although i was happy with the ones from my fam this year (lets not mention minky's fam, which turned the day into *giving marylou presents day* even though they do the whole 'we don't give presents' thing >_<

I say Chanmas because it was Chan's birthday aww... chan... to be lost inside Christmas must be the worst thing. I wasn't lost in Bastille day this year, and I was in France! mmm... raspberry crumble! but yeah... All the best for Chan. she is a source of inspiration for artwork (well, not that it's yet happened ) but... yeah she's been reminding me all year that its a good thing for you... *suddenly remembers the time she said 'have sex. It's good for you!' * aww... the memories of Chan. I hope she caught up with her family, or catches up with them soon, after the day... :blowskisses:

ANYHOOS>.
See y'all round in the new year. I'm hoping for a whole new look for my DA, with regular (more regular?) updates, and some new ID or something heh...

Marylou

VISIT:
Chan ... [link]
Minky ... [link] ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/6471536/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/6471536/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 21:14:47 PDT
and onto other serious Big Thoughts going through her head...

I want to start doing art again. It's saddening/even further disheartening that I have done nothing since the HSC. I feel it all flowing out of me... and I miss my creativity

I need a plan. Something that I can stick to, something that motivates me and makes me sure I am doing what I want... Right now i'm unhappy. Any small amount of novelty that still existed has gone out of college, and the assignments and work are really starting to bug me.

For some part of it, its like in year 11 when i started doing General Maths and at first it was majorly too simple, then they started doing some exercises to do with something that might actually have been applicable to everyday life and i seriously didn't understand. So I changed to 2unit Maths and went back to all the xs and ys... and it was better for me (although lets not mention the company >_<

Okay, so I guess it won't really matter so much if I still don't understand some of the subjects, just so long as I pass the assignments/exams. This is not so hard for the financial crap - you put numbers in places, and such. I won't understand it, and I don't care anymore. It will be fine and dandy if i jsut pass it, honestly...

But the team work.... a complete different thing. I am stuck with 2 people who expect to be told what to do. I thought Natasha had more initiative than that - but all she keeps saying is "what do you want me to do?" The only thing that will work is if I accept the role of leader and attempt to share the workload between the 3 of us, without taking on too much myself (in the mindframe of "if i give it to someone else, it won't get done, or it won't get done as well")... so maybe i have to just sit back and accept, and get my butt down to some work. that will only work if i know exactly what i'm doing, which might involve admitting to jessie that i really am confused, and annoyed by the assignment.

I do this every month or so. I sit down and say "fuck i really don't want to b here", and then i say "but people have expectations of me" and Mitchell tells me "You're 3/4s of teh way through!" and that a Diploma, even in something that I don't really want to do for the rest of my life, will be a good thing to have. So I have to push it out - keep working with lack of motivation and similar bad influences from classmates... and try at least a bit harder... i don't need to stress myself out with it, i just need to sit down and do some work for a while.

i suppose that's partially where work is good to go to, even though it means (from next week onwards) three nights a week and therefore long days (up at 6 am, home at 11 pm on a monday), and tiredness. But we're coming to the pretty seasons... I can be more relaxed later on, when the summer comes.

and I want to try and get away, alone, with Mitchell for a while. This weekend was so horrible, but so good. He looks after me so well, i love him so ... 4 years, my love... and many more to come. it will be betterbetterbetterer..erer for us soon enough. yes, our time will come.

my time will come too [to rule the world! muahahahaha!]
and i'll try to be good, i swear... :\
[when i am king you will be pushed against the wall] ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/6155061/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/6155061/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 01:05:32 PDT
but, yeah. Sorry. I'll be normal, soon. Maybe. I need to catch up on myself right now. I plan not to be home often, or working when I am. So. There are plans that need to b eplayed out... and such.

But i'll still see you all around..
Mlou ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/5938661/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/5938661/ Fri, 15 Jul 2005 02:05:20 PDT
Mood: like... yeah
Listening to: Italian Leather Sofa - cake
Reading: How to be good - Nick Hornby

Well... I appear to have got myself a week of free subscription to Deviantart. How well timed? (yes, it made a huge deal about happy birthday or april fools day or whatever day it is - here's a present) so was it the birthday, or just a thing? va savoir...

It would have been nicer if I got it yesterday, when I had 55 deviations instead of 5. and as yesterday was the birth day and all. and as, from now on, i may well not get on the net much. In fact. There will be this weekend (and I might be out muchly, or just not many deviations will come up)... then Monday we are heading out to Montepouret, which is where we'll be having the wedding reception-type thing, to do organisey stuffs, and we'll be back on Thursday. argh!

It's not that i'm ungrateful.

Okay, maybe I am. it's been a bit like that lately.

My birthday presents (so far..)
* crazy emailings from Minky
* Snow Falling on Cedars (i think its the DVD) also from minky (although this is not yet tangible, as he is there and I am here)
* an extra soft toy lion that roars from Audrey, haha, I scare the cat with it YES! Gift courage to the Cancerian! woo!
* A pretty pen from Brigitte (Audrey's mum)
* Some earrings with dragonflies or somethign on them and purple stones also from Brigitte (because she knows I have the plan to pierce my ears! )
* Jungle Speed - this really cool game we played at the party down South last weekend, that reminds me of our lovely huge study hall games of Animal Snap (that later became more like Crudeword Snap, lol)... from Paul yey!

So ti was a good birthday, even though I didn't get to go anywhere much. It was a hot day and I was feeling horrid anyways... but the meal and the presents made me feel much better maybe that's all one ever needs when one is feeling thus?

Missing Minky though... Audrey asked me if a month was too long to be away from Australia for me, I said no, no way, in fact, but it was too logn to be away from Minky aww, i misses him!

and Dad just had a dig at me not learning French via email. What a dickhead! :evil: It's been very hard for me to do anything I want to do, except read. It wouldn't have worked. Over the month/5 weeks before July I had college, work and sickness... therefore no fucking time for anything else. Bastard.

And another wedge of the angriness that is me. I'm so glad, though, that my sister is off for Ireland till wednesday, and I don't think I will see her till Thursday... So I will be less irritated without her around, surely?

Anyway.... a few of the reasons home life ws driving me insane... and that Paris is good for me ha.... well, not really. argh!

blathering. i should have psoted on my LJ. ah well.
mlou

]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/5688485/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/5688485/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 19:17:53 PDT

Sooo nervous and excited!

So I might not get online much over the next month or so, and when i do, I won't be DevArting much at all. So apologies if I miss some wonderful stuff... there are the few who I will always check out, but apologies to the rest!

Have a good summer/winter break y'all, and keep up the deviousness! Miss you all, hope to catch up with some of you soon!

See ya round!
Marylou ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/5358527/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/5358527/ Sat, 14 May 2005 18:46:44 PDT
a huge rantish thing of yesterday: [link]

and a huge rantish thing of analysis: [link]

so go, experience.

in the meantime, i am feeling drained of creativity of any kind.

Reading: Robin Hobb's Assassin's Quest
Listening to: Frank Black, Frank Black and the Catholics, and Knuckle Down - ani difranco.

Other than that. Boredom and sleepiness. I want to give minky more hugs. Give Minky hugs, all. ~homerism ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/5053938/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/5053938/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 18:08:04 PDT soooo depressing...

Can't even play guitar at the moment. It was crap - i was momentarily inspired to finally figure out and write out this solo bit in an instrumental we wrote but then i remembered I can't put on my E string >_< I suck. Maybe the string is too heavy? >_< argh! It doesn't matter they only cost $10, I wanted it done so we could jam! >_< soooo annoyed...

*sigh*

need some true relaxin'. Yeah, I been sick, but that's not true relaxing! Missing people... nobody talking to me much lately.

oh, and..
Funky, Sexy, Nudeman (aka Ben Folds)
Enmore Theatre, April 2
he was as funky and sexy as ever... and Minky couldn't be there poor minky...

going into one of those... *must do something constructive* moods, where I can't think of anything to do that's actually constructive except retyping stuff from the old comp onto the new one... arrgh!

]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/4855086/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/4855086/ Sat, 19 Mar 2005 14:34:04 PST
Saw a silhouette
Cross the fluorescent
Floating overhead
Undoing his helmet
Through the murky beams and
Blue-green sea life
I saw him spinning towards the
Moonlight

I pulled him in
He wasn’t breathing
His eyes were wide
And I saw two of me there
There’s an ugly buzz
That hovers just above the quiet
Found a way to make it silent

Coming up for air
Coming up for air
Air
Air

They hold my hand
And ask me to pull through
A voice I know says, “Dear
He probably can’t hear you.”

Coming for air
(We’re) coming up for air
I’m coming up for air


lyrics (c) Ben Folds Five ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/4455614/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/4455614/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 17:19:11 PST
*snif*

missing my girl.
that is all.

oh, but on the subject - check out the "untitled - kate-love" deviation in my gallery. some feedback is very welcome. thanks, y'all. (ha, i missing ben too... ben, album please! very very soon, i know it's coming... i wait so impatiently - or impatioently. something.) ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/4344425/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/4344425/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 15:56:25 PST [link] feel free to add me if you have an LJ

Melbourne was good n all Stuff has been a bit screwy since I returned though *punches someone* woo..

see y'all round, eh? ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/4163552/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/4163552/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 17:43:13 PST
and heading for melbourne tomorrow... the day starts around 4 am, we have to get to Central station (Sydney) before catching our countrylink train at 7:41 or something, and we get to melbourne i think about 12 hours later! long day, but bloody happy i am... mitchell's fam think we're eloping >_> lol!

other than that... hope everyone had a nice chrissie. i will be back around mid-Jan, and full of your work to look at (i watch so many people!)

so fare ye well (or fear ye well as i nearly wrote, lol) hope you're having good holidays, y'all ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/4059247/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/4059247/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 15:57:38 PST * is Female
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thanks for tellin me, y'all
i know it's not much (spookychan just got 10,000), but i am flattered... thanks y'all! i think it was "drip drip drip" that did it... damn i love that song! give me!

ok... much going on, but me too lazy to write. had joel and susanne's engagement party on the weekend, hehe... amusing time with the fam! woo! yey for having a second fam and all... loves muh minky!

eh, i am boring... wants to upload mores! ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3997039/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3997039/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 17:26:36 PST hehehe....

i have so much i want to say, but no time... boooored. need to upload a heap of old crap sometime soon... not today tho, been online too long already. mmm, i love damien rice just now *drool* prague is such an amazing song... not to mention all the others that are also amazing... but prague is on now and is... *drool* sooo good, and incorporates a snapshot of lyrics from Cheers Darlin'... also makes me depressed and such (about certain things) such memories this CD holds for me ...

anyway...
when i grow up, i wanna be a bondage parlour hehe minky's sign-in name ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3941262/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3941262/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 16:55:33 PST    boing boing - been in a hearse yet?

The Dark Adonis says: (11:17:39 AM)
   only in the back

i've been to a bondage parlour - where have you been? says: (11:17:54 AM)
   hehe

i've been to a bondage parlour - where have you been? says: (11:18:11 AM)
   we had our ghost tour in sydney on friday was soooo good

The Dark Adonis says: (11:18:23 AM)
   hehe

i've been to a bondage parlour - where have you been? says: (11:19:23 AM)
   and he took us to a bondage parlour O_o

i've been to a bondage parlour - where have you been? says: (11:19:35 AM)
   unfortunately the guy who likes public humiliation wasn't in that night...

The Dark Adonis says: (11:19:44 AM)
   awww

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hehehe.. oh it's so true.. the first glance of hookers to a bondage parlour in one night! hahaha.. and mitchell's question coming out so wrong... $250 for the very basics, m'dear hahahaha! fuck that was a huge dildo! O_o

so yeah.. we went on a "Destiny Tour" in Sydney on Friday night, travelling in the converted hearse entitled "Elvira" (they have an ambulance/hearse too called "Morticia").. a '67 Cadillac, carried 10000 bodies in her service of 30 years in america... and was bought by Allan ("the Hearse Whisperer") a few years ago... all rather odd.

Went around Sydney ... going to the rich suburbs and pointing out houses of people (ex-PM Paul Keating for example) and where celebrities stayed, and where Michael Hutchence was found dead... all sorts of odd stuff. and then there was a whole lot of historical stuff too, people who died making the Harbour Bridge, and places that are haunted... and this huge story about this horrible hangman that lived in the 1800s and went insane... it was all very well worth it. The bondage parlour was an odd experience too O_o short, but very odd. The Mistress had to go pretty soon because she had someone wainting upstairs for her woo.. very weird. haha...

Got home very late, after 2 am... which was pretty similar to the formal night which was the night before. I have a late night tonight too - going to see the Tea Party at the Enmore in the city with my sister... yey! This is my first time and her third or fourth, i think. Pretty cool... i say, yey for finishing school indeed

too much talk of dildos and vibrators recently... the glass house finale was fucking hilarious..

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nearly 1000 yey! ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3918533/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3918533/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 16:56:53 PST Young Guy
A true romantic is hard to find these days! You play by the rules to the extent that you're missing out on life. Abit depressed, but what's a guy to do ">
Honourable, play by the rules kind of kid you are.
You're a romantic, and an artist of the music
kind. You only want to do the right thing,
even if it's at the cost of not living your
life.


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had da formal last night.. maybe the last time i see a lot of the people i've been to school with for the last 6 years. not sure how i feel about it... inevitably there are people i will definitely not miss (unfortunately i might still see those people here and there :[).. and there are others that i will miss like anything... its quite sad in some ways. I feel like writing everybody letters and saying what i feel and what i hope for them... some in particular.

still excited and happy though. School is finally over and i have some things to do myself, and i'm going away with mitchell, therefore i very happy hehe

more later... aww, Guy *snif*








]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3895020/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3895020/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 16:59:28 PST
so went to the city yesterday.. mitchell wanted to take photos for his dA [link], but didn't take many - i took more than him, hehe. crazy me.

need to do heaps of stuff and experimentation before the formal on thursday - dye hair, figure out def make-up i'm wearing and stuff like that. i also need to help mum do some things - type for work, maybe the chrismas cake and some things for preschool. also have to go to guitar this arvo (havne't been practicing much over the last week or so, which is a bummer). kate still hasn't called me (we are meant to be jamming or something before she goes to Scotland)... soooo.... so many ideas filling my head lately, but not ime as usual to fulfil my desires. blah.

also listening to kate bush and feeling further inspired. yesterday I got her cds for about $20 - hounds of love and another one - the one with the rose on the front cover... so brunnen and i have another thing to discuss, mr Saint Benjamin hehe. crazy fella. I also got a blues cd pack - 6 fucking cds for $10. it is ridiculous, but I can't wait to listen to it. i want to do some painting in december maybe, and that will be some music to listen to while doing it such hopeful plans i have. after the 2nd i won't have much going on - mitchell is going away for a week, and kate is leaving on the 6th.. so we'll see how much time i spend doing something useful and creative. hopefully i will get an article in my course too. we'll see...

oh well.. luck wishers... or lick, as we say hehe.

will hopefully one day finish that song and do something about recording it... Ka-aate! come jam with me! I am going to miss her for 7 1/2 weeks! and then she will be going to work/uni and stuff... aaaargh! so deprived i will be *snif*

oh, and i cant remember what i was going to say... something about chan's self-portrait. everyoone go have a look... [link]

ok, nuff sed.
marylou ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3858371/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3858371/ Wed, 17 Nov 2004 15:18:42 PST
and me! haha [link]

i love ani, in the meantime... argh, i can't get enough of this CD. it makes me want to put two E strings on my guitar and tune it funny.. i really need to work on some rhythm stuffs... and some solos too.

oh, and everyone go check out this. (haha, love how I keep saying "everyone")... [link] i wrote this ridiculously long ("like a novel of information") comment on this pic cuz i was asked to provide my analysis. Really she is quite amazing when you consider facial and body expressions, not to mention more artistic-related aspects (tone, shading, colours... etc. and blah)... so yeah. I will be most happy to do the same for anyoen... better than writing superficial comments all the time, even if i do enjoy those aspects of a picture, or fav it just cuz it's enjoyable.

oh, i'm blathering. ok.

(behind this glassy wall i'm really tall, Really Ta-All!)
(and now the cat just wants me dead ) hehe loves iOTA ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3761997/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3761997/ Fri, 05 Nov 2004 16:19:22 PST REALLY TA-ALL ..

mm, iOTA. awesome gig, as usual. went to the clarendon at katoomba with my sis (aka Medusa) and Kate to see him (4th time for me and sis, 2nd for Kate).. he has the most amazing voice, and bloody good rhythm. it makes me both inspired and extremely jealous - i am so awful when it comes to rhythm oh.. well, i am working on it, i guess.

not much happening. Last exam on wednesday, which is art, 1 1/2 hours, and eh, a good relaxing exam to end on, really...

oh, yeah "not much is happening". bs.

Got the Tea Party gig on the 19th Nov. then going down to the beachside with fam. then there's chrissimass (not too exciting, really). and then I'm going to melbourne with my fella yeeeeee! ^^

oh.. and my brother is getting married sometime next year in France. and we will be going to visit him. Mum and Dad in April, Medusa and I in July (for All July). OMG, such the awesomes!

There IS life after the hsc! haha.

*excited*
marylou ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3598583/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3598583/ Fri, 15 Oct 2004 18:41:04 PDT
*bingbing*

finally AIM allowed me to sign in today. I dont know what changed to the last 3 weeks i have been trying on this comp... it's truly bizarro.. but i'm glad cuz now I can talk to my semi-favourite people... even though there's only 2 i am interested in on AIM, hehe... but I had a dream about one of them last night and freaked out that i might never see him again after school is over, so i'm a little bit appeased by the AIM happenings.. heh.

and i've had Zombie Eaters by Faith No More stuck in my head all morning for some reason.. *unfs the amazing song* it's so good, but i must refrain from listening to music - must "study", so you call it. aww, how can i resist? *unfs the mike patton*

so, you know... boredlikeish, except for the andy talkings hee.. ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3512984/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3512984/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 17:23:58 PDT
yesterday went to Mitchell's for study crap -ugh-.. i was feeling a bit bodgy too, but lunch was beautiful and we probably got quite a bit done, which is good. driving me home we started talking about stuff we want to do when we go down to Melbourne after Christmas, and we ended up sitting and talking on the driveway for 20 mins or so.. it was neat-o. i loves that boy so much yey!

argh.. i had music in my head last night, and it was really cool - guitar strums and hammering and such, with a weird jazzy feel to it. dammit, how did that get into my head? i wish i could remember it... i was meant to be practicing those sorts of thigns for guitar this arvo.. oh well.

not much to say
[link] ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3431472/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3431472/ Thu, 23 Sep 2004 18:55:42 PDT hehe. So many hugs were had, though yey for hugs!

Last night I had a weird dream - i'm irritated cuz it would have made such a good chase narrative, but i can't really remember it. argh! So many tales could come out of my weird dreams.. wish i could just explain properly.

So.. that's pretty much it. about 3 weeks till the HSC starts.. i'm sure some anxiety will hit me about it in a while when I realise I haven't done much study. but study is boring.. I have fifty million other things on my mind, most of them are anger-making (i am an angry, angry girl, for sme reason).. and yeah. I kinda want to see Mitchell, but I dont want to talk, which is something that i think we have been avoiding, and that perhaps is making festering problems within my mind if not his too.. argh. but we probably shouldn't see too much of each other over the next few months.. which is depressing, but hey, that's exams for you... anyway. I dont want to do a huge spill here.. i will be fine *eyerolling* of course i will...

anyhoos..
damn mp3's won't download.. wants me some Mike Patton..

oh, and speaking of ing! haha, I nearly forgot. There's this guy in year 10 who reminds us somehow of Ben Folds ("us" being Kate, Mitchell and myself, although it was I who first spotted him ).. and the other day they got a teacher to take a photo of him, aww, he's so gorgeous! I will have to temporarily upload it if anyone seems interested (temp, bc it would be weird).. the scary thing was, on our last day he had this huge conversation with kate, so when we found out, i was all "you should have asked him to the formal!" hahaha, wouldn't it have been weird if she did ask, and he did come aww, so sad about missing him *snif* I think i will miss him at the moment the most, after it's all over *sigh* so depressing. but exciting - i can't wait to get out of school, cuz I hate it so much, not because i have any exciting plans for my future or anything, haha. anyhoos. that be all ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3287210/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3287210/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 17:54:05 PDT
So glad everything is over just now.. All assignments and major works done, now all i have to worry about is studying for exams. Except for RE, modern History and one more lesson of maths, all we are doing is revision. It's an anus, and so very very boring. Plus cranky-making.

Tomorrow is the 6th .. our 3rd anniversary. I don't think i'm in a mood for it. Last weekend we went out and it was pretty nice, except i was really disappointed about the whole dress thing (found a formal dress - went back and it was sold ) Partly stupid on our parts, i guess, though... At the moment I'm feeling a little lost.. I hope i feel better tomorrow. I hate having unresolvedness...

Blah. [link] ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3175070/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/3175070/ Fri, 20 Aug 2004 19:13:29 PDT
Didn't get to see any of the drama, what i could hear through the door didn't sound too special, like some irritating Dickens kind of child accent. If Nathanael was up though I woul dhave loved to see him.. I still ahven't seen any of his plays bad me -shmacks- not supporting that masseur.. hehe.

Soooooooooo tired though.. the music was good. first few were awesome. Elyce played her madass classical piece, the only classical guitarist there. she was so nervous, but I think she did just fine. She looked awesome with the shiny material in the background, all symmetrical with her in the middle with the guitar. Wanted Mitchell to take a photo or two but he doesnt' have much zoom and i dont think he thought it would be wise to sneak up the aisle. oh well. :hugs: for Elyce, sweetie!

After that were a few piano things... All classical. Gianna sung a Mozart piece (i think) backed up with piano, Louise played an awesome classical piece, Maddy did pretty well too, with her awesome bright green adn black socks, haha, and Phil (our piano Ben lover) played some rag time thing.. was really cool. I wish i could play piano. You'd think i'd have the potential maybe, with my ridiculous touch-typing skills, but I think i just dont have the stamina... and i haven't picked up the guitar for aaaages its terrible! no motivation, no time, no ... eh. you know.

anyway.. its ridiculous how many people in my art class were fixing up our works and stuff. i had to print stuff and frame it all yesterday, and wanted to fix the background at least on the canvas but that never happened. So i have a week till its due now, and i'm still not doing very well its baaaad. oh well. have to focus on my English stuff this weekend and forget about art. Keep getting distracted by formal dress stuff... grr.. should have had one ages ago... hm.

anyhoos, i'm blathering and have stuff i should be doing.. mm, pasta for lunch ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/2835650/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/2835650/ Thu, 08 Jul 2004 17:52:32 PDT
dreams...
dreamt of peopel.. something at a train station. liz came over to sit beside me and as she did passed Daniel and he said something to her i guess - and suddenly she was gushing about how amazing he was. needless to say i was incredibly jealous. and erione and kerrie were running ahead for the train wihtout making sure i was with them... and martini had moved and had to catch a different train.. and somewhere in there daniel came over and talked to me a little.. but can't remember what was said. it was there before but now its now..

and then we were home, and there was this mob of people next door iwht guns that would shoot us if we tried to leave the house. and dad was really angry - think it must have been mum's fault somehow - and he made me all upset too, was packign away and i couldn't go anywhere.. and then redhead dave was with the mob ppl and came over, as if he was negotiator or something like that. and he woulnd't let me let him in properly, woulnd't let me hug him when i so needed a hug... and he couldn't even help us, just was trying to make me calm down. and mum tried to get out but came back crying b/c there were ppl guarding the car and she couldn't even try. i can't believe they didn't shoot her then..

how fucked up? thought my day was alright till i woke after all that. i can explain bits of it, but nothing really makes sense... not in the whole.

fuck it's friday already and i sitll haven't done any work got trial HSC in 3 weeks.. and no study for me. too fucking confused. too fucking conflicted with everything. need to talk to someone. kate hasn't called still.. andy's going to bed.. and i dind't take the chance last night to talk to ashley about it, even tho he was all open to me talking cuz he knew something was wrong...

NIN: i do not want this ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/2677021/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/2677021/ Wed, 16 Jun 2004 18:35:12 PDT
-too late, i already found what i was looking for - but it wasn't you, no it wasn't yoooou.. i was calling your name, you would never hear me sing, you wouldn't let me begin.. so i'm crawling away, cuz you broke my heart in two, no i will not forget you...-

where i be? i dont know. i'm so sick of school, so sick of everything. its all so fake, so false, so feigned... ever since the bloody "performance" every little thing with potential to make me nervous makes me literally sick to the stomach. it doesn't even matter what emotion - virtually anything triggers it. really don't want to go on.

i need to write an article for a magazine or something... i wanted to write one about my friend who's really into politics and the lack of females in politics (there was some weird thing on the news about this causing poverty in later female life, and i was all WTF??), and what she's planning to do - and her bizarre relation to Hitler (her birthday, and vegetarianism)... but what kind of publication would be interested in that blather? thought of writing something for the My Story thing in Reader's Digest - but i don't think i have anything suitable.

i am uninspired, unmotivated, and i want my ass to come see me today, but he's probly exhausted from retreat.. and i don't know if my cough is getting better or worse.

hrm..... needs and and such... ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/2586451/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/2586451/ Sat, 05 Jun 2004 00:34:07 PDT
well, there is, but there isn't.

i've been thinking about a rather ridiculous series of serieses about hair... it sound silly but there really is a shitload of conceptual stuff behind it, and there will be more if i ever get it started/finished/done. i don't know whether to just do it.. or think about it more.. like whether to do b&w film or colour, or just use a digicam, whether to wait to see if there's a possibility of me doing an art course somewhere after school is over, or to just do it and upload it onto DA... i guess i'll have to just do some more thinking. i need a couple of new sketchbooks to start doing some non-school related works, b/c my school one is becoming filled with stuff my teacher (and friends, really) probly shouldn't see... also being inspired by songs lately, so will try to do some works related to.. Tori Amos' "crucify" is one of them... we'll just have to see how i go for time, i guess..

My Blurty [link] ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/2479135/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/2479135/ Fri, 21 May 2004 18:53:29 PDT
been perving on too many courtney love pics, thanks a lot erione and having a funny net convo... can't wait to read those peomes...

thinking about uploading "bits" or thoe whole of my story of english extension 2... but dunno if anyone will read it or anything, or if any constructive criticism will be had, at least, that is particularly helpful. oh wells...

gonna watch Max today... too much Third Reich for me... but at least i have an excuse for watching something. it's history related! Heh... and Dada and such. you never know, it might come in handy for art or something too.

ok i have to stop writing. i'm full of it.

blurty: [link] ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/2052503/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/2052503/ Sat, 20 Mar 2004 22:44:44 PST
I haven't been here for so long. I need to upload some newly done pics, before I work on them further and screw em up.

Also been trying to work on a kinda theme for my user page. Got to finish the ID i've been working on, get it how i like it. The avatar's up already. Both pics are from a photo session we did downstairs with the digicam for some extra material (of myself) for my major art work. my sister took the pics [link]

Been listening to Tori Amos a lot, and over the last couple days Damien Rice. Really like. On and of have been Muse. Kate and I had a jam last week (5 1/2 hours, ouch!) and the tape we recorded on has stoopid loud bg noise, dammit. Hopefully will get into recording studio again (not profesional, but good enough for a demo, most def. loves my guitar teacher) and get it all down properly. Specially cuz now we gots a guy for bg vocals and guitar - yay!

Happy bout some thigns - uber depressed bout others. but that's how it goes.

exams next week. yay!

*sigh*
il spostati (misfits) @ [link]
my journal [link] ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/1677010/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/1677010/ Tue, 13 Jan 2004 22:29:57 PST
My Blurty [link]
Group Arte Page of sexxeh Misfits [link]
My Other Art Stoof [link]
aaaand.... that's it methinks.

Oh, and I made a new avatar, purty kewl, but its like .5 KB too big. how typical, heh. I'll fix it up later... or maybe upload it? hrm... that's an idea...

Anyhoos... shah all!
Marylou

--
You're short
Mean
Boss-y
... O-verbearing
Who really gives a shit whether i put the toilet seat down or no-ot?
... You broke my heart
[other camera] You broke my heart too
You swee-ee-eeeeeet
... oh you lit-tle...
BIATCH!!
[piano hammering]

- a la Mr Folds ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/1451087/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/1451087/ Tue, 25 Nov 2003 18:07:02 PST
In the meantime, I might not get up here much in the next few weeks (though this is unlikely, its all too distracting)... might upload something occasionally, when im not researching. so if i'm around, ML you're meant to be < itallics>researching ok?!

Also in the meantime, if anyone's around and find themselves bored, here are a few links...

My Blurty [link]
Lovesicklemon website (unfinished + insanity of ML + geocities = relative crap) [link]
Il Spostati - Misfit Artistes, inc. me [link]

Ok nuff sed. (i talk too much)
Seiz yas!
Marylou ]]> ~marylounatic http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/1438488/ http://marylounatic.deviantart.com/journal/1438488/ Sat, 22 Nov 2003 20:47:34 PST
and also so very very boring! oh yus.

i'll probably rarely write here, as i already have a Blurty, but it could happen. Meanwhile, here's the link: [link]
huzzah!

*doesn't know how to link all pretty like*

well, its kinda cold and stormy. and i have lots of work i should be doing. but my head is also storming and fuzzy like... so, here is my blargh.

I think i might post up some storie-like thangs... perhaps one day... :\ ]]> ~marylounatic