Um. Updating month-old journal again, I suppose. :]

And, again. Haven't much to say.
I've got my permit now, but that's about it.
School starts on the 31st. I'm already freaking out quite a lot.

my last.fm
I think it wins more than Pandora, but that might also be the 25 pages of free downloads and then some at the site.
If you've got one, come see if you're my musical soulmate? :]

until then _{(most likely another month from now.)}
aidyn xxoo

Getting around to updating my month-old journal cos my boyfriend's been on my case about it.

Even though I've got nothing to say.

There's a fly on the blinds in front of me. It's bothering me.

So, pretty much nothing's happened since I left everyone except that I saw baby koalas, and I'll be done with Driver's Ed on Thursday. Oh, and a whole bunch of celebrities died. But that doesn't apply to me personally, really.

Oh, and I burnt my finger with a flatiron a couple days ago.

...and last night was one of the best nights I've had in a long time. <3

until then
aidyn xxoo

Well, I guess this is au revoir til July 5!

I'll get lots of photos and try my damnedest to keep up with 365, though I know the pressure will be alleviated while Flickr is out of my sight for an almost-month... (and I'm pretty sure that's not a good thing.)

Oh well, I'm sure to have people reminding me that I need to keep up with it... :]

until then
aidyn xxoo

The title is for Vickyy.

So, Project 365 is going quite well, I've just kind of been lax about posting at dA.

You can check all of it out (and more!) at my Flickr. :]

I leave for my dad's for almost a month on Saturday. So expect a month-long hiatus from me... or something in that vein.

Tell me about your lives. How has your summer been so far?

until then
aidyn xxoo

So they say I'm a sophomore. I'm not sure I believe them. I feel as small and naive as I've always been.

While I'm looking forward to getting away from that stupid junior high, I'm so afraid of the future. Old friends will be reunited, and I'm just so lost-feeling as it is, there seems to be very little hope for me in a few months...

I'm so afraid of the future.

Things are so good... I don't want to lose that...

until then
aidyn xxoo

I've got bronchitis. No, this is NOT a drill.

Ahmigawddddddd I hate life right now.
I hate the giant pills I have to take.
I hate the inhaler the doctor has me
on now. It all is just grahhhhhhhhhh.

A Bit of Philosophy.
I envy religions for one reason.
At the end of the day, they have
their god to turn to. Where can
atheists turn when they've lost
faith in humanity?

until then
aidyn xxoo

CRITIQUE ME?
_{(click the purple. You know you want to.)}
Scent of Blood and Semen::Fear
electrolsis fiction.
SKIN IS ODD.
Taste of your mouth on mine.
Disclaimer: No Small Children.
The World's Worst Accident.
O+ Mental Ward Blood.
yellow blood + barbs
bro.ken gen.er.a.tions
jeune et rouge.
Yea. :]]
_{(I didn't realise how much "Blood" is a recurring theme in my titles til now...)}

I guess tomorrow concludes another
year of my life. Wow. Dunno, I almost
don't feel ready. Almost.

(Happy early birthday to me.)

until then
aidyn xxoo

Bitches got no taste.
Tim Curry is oh-so-yummy.

Got back from Pasco early Sunday morning,
bloody hell that was funny. We were all
sleep-deprived and delusional to no end...
40-something choir kids all stumbling about
a tour bus at 3AM, babbling about nothing.
We're quite entertaining.

We came home with three trophies:
first place in Concert Choir
second place in Jazz
and Outstanding Vocal Achievement
or something.

We're pretty much awesome.

More braces tomorrow.

Birthday in 8 days. :]

I can't wait for my Wonderland
photo shoot! Not much longer til!

until then
aidyn xxoo

I think I hate braces.
And I've had them for, oh, 12 hours?
(I like to eat foods.)

Ramen, for the win, I suppose...

There are only six on so far.
Dammit!

until then
aidyn xxoo

I think I'm getting braces tomorrow.
Oh.
Shit.

until then
aidyn xxoo

I'm so into my new bag. It's shiny, and
has old-skool Nintendo controllers on it.

Maybe this time I'll be serious about
resubmissions. Maybe. I have some
edits filed away, but I'm lazy. :]

April 1st.
Received three shots: Chicken Pox
booster, the Meningitis vaccine,
and Gardasil, which hurts like a
bitch. ("Why does protection
against cervical cancer have to
hurt so much?!")

April 2nd.
Got tooth removed in preparation
for braces. Not enough direct
pressure was applied to wound,
bleeding commenced for about
four-five hours.

Next Thursday I get... something
for other braces-prep stuff.

Saturday, we're going to mosh our
asses off to Confide. And I can
bring my camera to the concert
hall; I'll try to get some good
shots of Ross Kenyon in action.

Our chickens are supposed to
arrive the day after Easter.
Baby chickens make me happy.

WE LEAVE FOR PASCO ON THE 17TH.
And David. Will be in Pasco.
Us choir nerds. :]

Other than that, I suppose that's
about everything April has to offer.
Except for my birthday.
But that's not til the 29th, you've
still time to prepare.

until then
aidyn xxoo

++edit.
I'm actually getting around to
watermarking my gallery! (shockhorror.)
I've also edited some photos, but since
I'm not so inclined to fill up your
deviation space, just ask, and I can point
you in their direction... :]

Shots make me sad.
...and they hurt.

I need a hug. :]

until then
aidyn xxoo

Lots and lots of paint would make me happy right about now. :]

In fact, colour, in general, has made me happy lately. Today, for example, Mum was talking about how she'd planted red and white roses to grow up the loveseat swing in our backyard. And I have full permission to go all Alice In Wonderland on the white roses and do a photoshoot, painting the white roses red. I know, I know. Alice In Wonderland is the coolest thing since sliced bread right now. But, hell, I'll take creativity when it shows its face.

That, and I may be resubmitting some of my photos. I've finally kind of figured out how to do up the contrast and colour my shadows and whatnot in GIMP. If anyone else runs GIMP, I'd be honoured if you could teach me how to make my font kind of translucent... not fully opaque. I feel the need to have a watermark, and I want it there, but not fully there, if you know what I mean? Well, keep me posted.

until then
aidyn xxoo

<sub>("Enjoy Your Day.")
So where'd you go?
How was your vacation home?
Well obviously you were busy,
Too busy for me.
So this is how you leave me?
I'm brokenhearted on the floor.
My tears seep through the crack under my door.
Where I am locked in, shut down.
I'm so tired of picking myself up off the ground.

So Happy Valentine's Day.
I hope the sun's out in New York.
I hope he bought you roses.
I hope he bought you roses.
So Happy Valentine's Day.
I hope the sun's out in New York.
I hope he bought you roses.
I hope he bought you roses.
(I don't know what to do or where I stand with you, honey.)</sub>

I should be happy. Doctor Who returned
to the telly. Instead I'm pissed at myself
and everything reminds me of him. Fuck.
(I hate spring break.)

until then
aidyn xxoo

If I can't get Journey's "Any Way You Want It" stuck in everyone's head, I'll try and use Ida Maria for my world domination.

So, I'm feeling better. And this is my new favourite song. :]
Anyway. I'm in a good mood. Other than that...

until then
aidyn xxoo

Spring Break. Damn.
So far it's sucked.

While I was staying
with my dad, my cat
died. She was run
over, died immediately.

And, well, Warcraft
has still made things
immensely difficult.

I had a pretty good
time at my dad's,
but right now it's
hard to be happy
about much.

I'll update later,
when I feel a bit
better and all.

until then
aidyn xxoo

(PS I fucking
HATE family.
Goddamnit. ALL
of it. I WANT TO
FUCKING DIE. Or
hide. Or anything.
The coward that I
am...)

Spring Break starts this Friday. Thank god.
And when it starts, hopefully there will be a
creativity surge to accompany it.
Because I've been immensely dull lately.

Is it too late to start making New Year's
resolutions and whatnot? I'm kind of
regretting not setting any goals for myself.

I want to paint the sky
in hues of purple that fades to
sanguine farther still to midnight.

I think / hope that my decline of everything
grades, mental stability, optimism, etc.
has finally reached its lowest point and I'll
be okay again. That I can finally be happy
and not want to destroy myself nightly. I
don't think I'm asking too much.

From the sounds of it, Spring Break will be
dedicated to everyone regrouping. There's
one relationship in particular that I'd like
to fix up. The one that's been screaming,
nagging at me constantly. It'd be nice to
be back to where he and I were before
Christmas interfered with everything. It
might take longer than just a week to make
serious sorts of amends, but it'll set
further foundations to what we've got now.

Maybe I just need a change of pace. Probably.
I just have to survive the next four-and-a-half
days. Which shouldn't be hard... I'm getting
out of half of Tuesday, too, for French. :]
Okay. If I can survive this week, then...

until then
aidyn xxoo

I never want you to go because I am all yours.
So please be all mine.

Mr Largo! How are you? The folks at home would like to know your thoughts and views about _{Zydrate use} and its abuses. Would you care to comment, sir?
I love that gossip columnist. He's amazing.

I'm so inspirationless as of late.
Inspire me?

God I'm so bored with everything right now.

until then
aidyn xxoo

I've got nothing.
The past couple weeks have been boring.
And tiring.

And I'll be getting braces some time soon. D:

until then
aidyn xxoo

(Oh, and I guess I should mention, no, I'm not really on a boat, because if I were, I wouldn't be writing this. I'd be puking. It's just the fact that I finally got around to listening to the Lonely Island's "I'm On a Boat."
Whoa. Free boat ride for three. Now who should I take...? Kiv. (Yes!) Annnd? T-Pain.)

Don't drink a 20 oz Diet Dr Pepper right before going on stage for a Choir Performance. You have to pee like no other, and the caffeine-adrenaline mix coursing through your veins makes you want to puke.

I avoided both embarrassing situations, but...

It's something I'll have to keep in mind when we go on The Trip for Jazz Choir.

Oh, and I learned another important thing. Getting almost-tackled into your exboyfriend is reeeeeeeeally awkward.

until then
aidyn xxoo

Could I get some assistance in what to wear to the Genetic Opera tonight?

until then
aidyn xxoo

(Cherry Bakewell Day.)
_{(Don't start this "Valentine's Day" shit.)
(Well, you can, but I may get all cynical and rain on your parade.)
(Maybe. Haven't decided yet.)}

And Repo! is tonight!!!

until then
aidyn xxoo

GUESS WHO GETS TO SEE REPO! IN A CINEMA THIS WEEKEND?!
Hells yea.

One of our theatres finally had the brilliant idea to screen it in town, but only for two nights (and, unfortunately I don't belive it's part of the Repo! Road Trip, so no meeting Terrance or Darren), and because I believe I haven't shut up about Repo! since I saw my first preview, heard "Zydrate Anatomy" for my first time, etc., etc., I kind of wonder if it's Mum's tactic of shutting me up.

But, if that's the case, bring it.

I can't wait.

until then
aidyn xxoo

(less than a week.
fucking valentine's day.)

until then
aidyn xxoo

...I make albino kids look tan.

I just cleared out 1100-something deviations.
Christ, I need sleep.
And I've been waiting in vain
for him for almost two hours?
I don't know anymore.
It's all a blur.
A delightful,
delightful
blur.

...I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
AND I FUCKING LOVE IT.

Don't you remember?
You told me loved me, baby.
You said you'd be coming back this way again, baby.
Baby, baby, baby, baby, oh, baby.
I love you...
...I really do.

until then
aidyn xxoo

Everybody, everybody...
(come now, you know it.)

I guess I should talk a bit about Egypt, then? Yea. Sounds fabulous. (Or, that's what my other half is telling me.)

We were out of the house at 5AM here, to fly out to NYC. That wasn't particularly fun. To early for functioning and stuff. The day we got into New York, we didn't waste a second. One place to the next, intentionally taking long routes to go other places, etc. etc.

I epically love MoMA. It was pretty awesome to be there. (I'm such a modern art junkie.)

We saw the Phantom of the Opera. It was pretty radd. Afterward, though, the family came to the consensus that we should've paid a few extra dollars and seen Avenue Q. Ah, well. Regrets, regrets. (Kinda like them red gingham pantsss at H&M that I should've tried on.)

Yea. That was another thing we ended up agreeing about. We may have had more fun in NYC than in Egypt. Pity, really.

Egypt, enter stage left.

We took our fun 10-hour flight from NYC to Cairo, and when we arrived, a very loud and a lil bit boisterous man introduced himself to us as Farid, our tour guide. By that time, after sitting in an airplane for forever, all anyone really wants to do is shower and sleep. But no.

It's around noon-time in Cairo, so our tour starts immediately. We visit the assassinated President's grave and location of his assassination, go out for an authentic Egyptian meal... I feel like there was more, but for most of the day I was kind of sleepwalking, literally.

After a nice long day, we hop another plane to take us to Aswan from Cairo. Ooh, yea. That was a barrel of monkeys. We finally arrive in Aswan at about 11PM Egypt-time, and our boat awaits us, cos joy of joys, we're taking a cruise down the Nile. And boats aren't necessarily my best friend...

Once we get to the boat, they tell us dinner will be served, so, whoo, let's keep everyone awake ANOTHER hour while we feed them. So, y'know. Everyone finally got to sleep around 12 or 1AM.

Hoping to find a nice comfy bed to sink into and pass out, a surprise awaits. The beds are like sleeping on wooden planks. There's absolutely nothing wrong with it if it's something you're used to, but, ugh. It was definitely a bit of a shock to the American side of everything. Let's just say by the wake-up call at 7, I had maybe gotten an hour of sleep after a 36-hour day. Not many happy tourists that day.

Our day was kind of a short one (we saw the High and Low Dams, and Philae, which was pretty radd) just cos the boat had to take off toward Edfu and the Valley of the Kings and everything. And I finally got a shower in (if that's what it could be called...) in the 2-by-4 shower stall. On a moving boat. Not an easy feat while trying to shave your legs and make sure drops of water don't accidentally slip into your mouth...

We sailed long into the night. Well, I'm not sure how long into the night it really was, but falling asleep in boat-motion really buggered me up. I woke up probably 2AM, with a sort of amnesia, and my head was spinning like fuck. I felt like Linda Blair or something. Even knowing that we had actually docked helped not at all. I managed to fall asleep, but when I woke up an hour-or-so later, the inevitable happened.

My seasickness tendencies kicked in.

I also managed to catch some curious fever, so for the next two days following, I stayed in the cabin I shared with my grandma puking and sleeping. I missed (and ended up making my mum miss) seeing the Valley of the Kings, the Valley of the Queens, etc. etc. Finally, on the last day of the cruise, we were in a well-enough state to go out and sight-see. Went to Karnak and Luxor temples.

The moral of the first half of the trip is that boats are evil. I didn't eat for two days, and for five of the meals, nibbled on a dinner roll. Yum, yum, filling.

We hopped a plane back to Cairo that evening, and were sent to a proper hotel. With a real shower. (Again with the American/Materialistic side.) The bed was the same kind as the time before... like sleeping on planks. But after spending the greater half of 24 hours sleeping on a plank-bed, they were finally getting almost comfy.

That day we went to the Cairo Museum, and to the (*drumroll please*) PYRAMIDS. That was pretty crazy. They are honestly larger than life. I got to touch them. (Hell yes I am this creepy in real life.) And of course, there was the Sphynix (which, dammit, I still can't spell. No-one say anything about it.), which was a bit disappointing. It's like the Mona Lisa. Pop culture makes it out to be the size of a wall or something, when really it's just 18-by-12 (or whatever the dimensions are). The Sphinx (oh, hel... ]]> ~mascaraCoverStorie http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/22755055/ http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/22755055/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 08:26:16 PST

I don't take lip from a slut!

I'll post photos soon. Maybe even now. And, believe me, a whole long thing about my trip is on its wayyyyy.

until then
aidyn xxoo

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I'm back.

until then
aidyn xxoo

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until then
aidyn xxoo

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Updating dA from my phone. Again. So, I don't get it. Why the hell haven't they called a snow day yet. School starts in less then 10 minutes and the bus just picked us up. This is fucked up. Makes me very very sad. We wanted to call everyone at the bus stop in sick, saying I gave them typhoid. Oh, how fabulous. Traffic is backed up from the intersection about a half-mile away. This is greattttttttttt. :\

until then
aidyn xxoo

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chronic boredom ensues on the bus ride home. I end up updating my dA page from my phone.

until then
aidyn xxoo

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Everybody! Everybody! Make your genetics your bitch!

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What I wouldn't give to be "beautiful" for once, rather than "[insert random other 'endearing' adjective here]."

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Oh, damn. I'm such a trendwhore.

Twitter me. :]

until then
aidyn xxoo

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I want to go to a McDonald's
order a small soda
sip on it slowly like an asshole
just so I can take advantage of their free WiFi
on my phone.

until then,
aidyn xxoo.

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It's Christmas eve.
...that means...
TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS! <3

Yay. :3

HAPPY HANUKKWANZAAMAS! <3

(My phone is supposed to arrive today. It looks like a candy cane. :3)

That's about all I've got for now...

until then
aidyn xxoo

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EPIC WIN.

until then
aidyn xxoo

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(and die, preferably.)

Well, so for those of you who were under the impression I am made of fail for not just being blunt with him and whatnot from the last journal, now you can just think that I'm clinically insane.

So. I told him.
Over IM. (Poor choice, I realise this.)
And then I left.

Ugh. I'm awful.

Why did I listen to my silly adrenaline-kicked head?

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

until then
aidyn xxoo

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I can't do it.

Maybe it's because I'm too cowardly...
...or he's too thick...
but I can't do it.

No matter how many hints I drop...
no matter how many times I've left a _<3 in the IM window...
it's all to no avail, it seems.

It's gotten to the point where I'm referencing Love Actually in an attempt to get the point across.

But for now let me say ... without hope or agenda ... just because it's Christmas ... (and at Christmas you tell the truth) ... to me, you are perfect.

Why can't I just ask him out and get it over with?
Am I even anything to him?

Fuck, fuck, fuck, and thrice fuck.

until then
aidyn xxoo

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Yay.
Christmas is my favourite holiday...
After Halloween, of course.
But, in any regard.
Christmas is almost here!!!
I still need to get a present for Johnny, but, other than him, I'm finished shopping!

Sooooooooo... my dad offered to buy me a phone for Christmas, and I've been looking at this phone with interest. I'm kind of apprehensive, cos some of the reviews are shit, but there are lots of positive reviews, too, and, to be quite honest, it's the only phone at the AT&T website that looks really good. He knows that I'd like a phone with a full keyboard and all, so... maybe I can finally have my own phone post-Christmas!!! :] We'll see, yea?

Erm... early release next Friday.
That's about all I've got.

Oh, and soon I'll try to get through all ₃₄₄ messages I haven't checked since mid-October. I'll try. That's about as much as I can promise.

I wish I had something more interesting to say.
I really want to go to the mall tomorrow.
Maybe I'll make Johnny and Mike (Sharkboy) go with me cos I think everyone else will be busy tomorrow... right?
Good lord. Boring journal. :]

until then
aidyn xxoo

PS: BITCH-SLAPPED BY A FUCKING FLIPPER!

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Guess what.

I'm back. (I have been for, like, 7 hours.)

Miss me?
Notice I was even gone?
None of the above?

Well... yea.

I survived.

And I also survived seeing The Dark Knight for my fourth time. But, it was Betsy and I, so holy shit... it was a good night. Johnny came over to the cinema cos he lives nearby. That was nice... even though he didn't stay to see the film again. He refused. Kind of like Drea would've. :]

Well, I'm pretty bloody tired. And I have to do a week's worth of homework tomorrow. So I sleep now. How radd.

until then
aidyn xxoo

]]> ~mascaraCoverStorie http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/21552783/ http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/21552783/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 15:19:33 PST THERE'S A DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION IN MY PANTS!!!
(one of those random things...)

I haven't made interesting journal in a while. They've all been short and serious.

Soooooooooo...
it's time for some...
NONSENSICAL SHENANIGANS.

Okay, so, I really don't have any nonsensical shenanigans to tell you about, but, I just like saying it. Nonsensical shenanigans.
Rolls right off the tongue.

Today Mr. Pritchett and Mr. Seng (otherwise known as Matthew and David, some of our student teachers from last year...) were at our school. Why? Good question, boys and girls. I. don't. know. I didn't see David, but Drea and Nick swore they saw David hanging around in the office. Matthew, of course, had to loiter around the cafeteria. Sooooooooooo, what could be more fun then seeing how things are going with Good Ol' Matthew?

Me. Soooooooooo, Pritchett, what is this? Student Teacher Day?
Matthew. What are you talking about? I'm a teacher now. (shows off his badge.)
Me. (noticing his blaqk shirt and white tie combo.) It's a snazzy white tie affair over there, then?
Matthew. I thought that the shirt went well with the tie, looked professional...
Me. ...Sort of "classy" yet "classic," at the same time?
Matthew. Yea. Like that. So how's school going, then?
Me. Uniforms suck.
Drea. Yea... they do.
Me. But, if I ever get my license or someone to drive me, what's that handy little "open enrollment" thing for? ...You never know. Maybe one day, I'll show up there. Don't try to stop me...!
Matthew. I don't think I could if I tried... (nervous laughter)

...and he just... walked away. Poor man. He had to be stuck with knowing students like me that spend waaaaaaaaaaay too much time with sarcastic wit and such...

I guess that could be considered a nonsensical shenanigan, then. How fun. I did get a nonsensical shenanigan in. One that could get me in a helluvalot of trouble, but, oh, that was fun. A bit too much, maybe...

Ooh. I leave for an early Thaaaaaaanksgiving break on Saturday. So I need to get my ass moving when it comes to my 371 deviations and 189 messages.

Oh well. I don't have any homework tonight. Just a choir concert and piano lessons.

Uhh... yea.

Nonnnnnnnnnsennnnnnnnnnsicalllllllllllll
shhhhhhhenannnnnnnnnnigannnnnnnnnnnnnns.

Oh, and, yea. Even if he didn't realise I kissed him on Friday... well, yea. We have kissed. :]

Until then,
Aidyn.

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I think I may have kissed him. :]

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Just... ahh... I don't know, y'know?

Old journal style, welcome home.

School is as easy as ever...
except, of course, in that regard.

I'm shy,
he's shy.

Oh noes. And the weekend had been so lovely, too...
And I have got to stop obsessing over it,
though I can't help it...
:]

But, well. Maybe Friday will turn out some better results...
If that whole Avoiding Teachers Thing goes well.
How many of you will be attending the shit-tastic screening of The Express, too?
(Let's make a party out of it.)

Until then,
Aidyn.

]]> ~mascaraCoverStorie http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/21284711/ http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/21284711/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 13:54:38 PST

Lyrics of the Day.
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

The Cure
Lovesong

[woooo... random filler. right here. be jealous.]

In T-minus 6 hours 23 minutes, my subscription runs out.

But, y'know? That's okay.

In fact, I'm fine and dandy with it right now.

Because of...

L . O . V . E

Hell yea.
Epic win.

"L-O-V-E's just another word I never learned to pronounce" does not apply in my situation any longer. (Though I will always love that 3OH!3 song...)

HEY KELLINA! SCULPTURED LEGS!

Soooooo yea. Last night, a whole bunch of us were going to go see Hancock for the Post-Hallowe'en Hallowe-en Party. Then Drea got sick (I'm sorry, hunnn!), and she called pretty much everyone and was just like, "Tonight's off, guys."

Since Johnny and I had talked about it earlier, I decided I'd still go, y'know, whatever, no big deal.

(Kellina, I'm sorry if last night sucked for you!)

Hancock's pretty good. Not the best movie ever, but breaks out of the whole superhero cliche. That's a rarity.

Let's just say that last night went very well...

He held my hand.

I know, I know. It isn't much, but it's a start. And it made me happy.

At least this means it's not unrequited, right? :]

Okay, I have to finish my essay for Voss, so I'll leave you with these happy thoughts.

T-minus 5 hours 50 minutes...

[woooo... more random filler. right here. be jealous.]

Until then,
♥ Aidyn.

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http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/21220797/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 17:04:13 PDT

Lyrics of the Day.
Don't call me horse!
I'm a unicorn!
Mystical, magical, mysterious...
Not plain
Got wings like Pegasus and a nice white coat
I grant wishes and prance in the rain

U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
That's unicorn!

U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
Yeah!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!

I'm a unicorn
8000 B.C.
Noah's ark wasn't built before me
I'm friends with dragons, Bob Saget
You think I'm not real?
Full House! I'm in the background, fool!
Eatin' grass all day, party all night
I'll grant your wish
Right before your eyes
I'm hiding in your hills
Eating all your apples
Drinking water
And writing facts on your Snapples

U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!

1-800-ZOMBIE
I'm A Unicorn

(Damn, I love that Unicorn song.)

[woooo... random filler. right here. be jealous.]

Yea, guess what.

I vanished again.

Just like...

POOF!

Madness, I tell you.

"Nothing happens...
nothing happens...
then everything happens."

I forget which science-fiction novellist said that, and if it was even a science fiction novellist who said that.

Yet, nothing seems to have happened.

Cos, y'know. I'm just that awesome fucking boring!

Sooooo, I have
393 deviations
and 159 messages
that I have every intention of getting to.
Or, at least the messages, and as many deviations as possible.

I blame IM for taking me away from you.



Of course it's not my fault.
Or, my easily-distracted innards' fault.

I have this half-finished prose that I'd like some critique and maybe some suggestions on. I'd just like to get some opinions. If you're interested, y'know. Tell me. :]

He gave me another TARDIS today. But, while I love it, I hate it. Mainly because I can't read him. Damn his poker face.

(going in circles, i swear.)

And while it kicks ass that we call each other every day, we're not "together" ... can anyone translate, or just, y'know, help me out? Argh. Fakkit.

My subscription runs out on Sunday.

I'll be sad, but, thank you Michelle.

Subby and I had a good run.

[woooo... more random filler. right here. be jealous.]

Until then,
♥ Aidyn.

..| F e a t u r e d | D e v i a t i o n s |..
I know, I know...

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WHOOOOOOOOO MORE FILLER.

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Lyrics of the Day.
Don't call me horse!
I'm a unicorn!
Mystical, magical, mysterious...
Not plain
Got wings like Pegasus and a nice white coat
I grant wishes and prance in the rain

U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
That's unicorn!

U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
Yeah!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!

I'm a unicorn
8000 B.C.
Noah's ark wasn't built before me
I'm friends with dragons, Bob Saget
You think I'm not real?
Full House! I'm in the background, fool!
Eatin' grass all day, party all night
I'll grant your wish
Right before your eyes
I'm hiding in your hills
Eating all your apples
Drinking water
And writing facts on your Snapples

U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!

1-800-ZOMBIE
I'm A Unicorn

[woooo... random filler. right here. be jealous.]

Listen and weep.
UNICORNS, FOOL!

Sooooooo a whole bunch of my friends are moshing their asses off at Cobra Starship right now. I didn't go in the end. Yea. Andrea called at, like, 1PM today and was all, "We're gonna go get tickets." And, for some reason, I was just like, "Yea, uhh... I don't think I'm going to go tonight." So, I'm at home right now. Bored as fuck. But that's my own damn fault. :]

(I'm resisting the urge to call him...
though...
I REALLY REALLY WANT TO!)

Tell me about your lives. :]

Until then,
♥ Aidyn.

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I know, I know...

..| S e l f | A d v e r t i s e m e n t |..
WHOOOOOOOOO MORE FILLER.

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]]> ~mascaraCoverStorie http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/21056251/ http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/21056251/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 01:11:48 PDT

Lyrics of the Day.
Green hours
Blue rope
Well, hot wax, four hearts are cold
We're three, we're three in the dark tonight
And baby, my snake is a shark tonight

He's got youth on his side
He's got small purple eyes
Now he's as straight as a bow
When there's nobody home

Everywhere kiss me
Everywhere kids speak
No catch, no beat
Everywhere kiss me, everywhere kiss me

Everywhere kiss me
Everywhere kids meet
No catch, no beat
Everywhere kiss, everywhere kiss, kiss me

Now move I'm gonna come dry
I dropped my musings out of sight
I drank until the waters dried
It's all cute 'til someone dies

Shoot my name up every vein
You can't get hurt, you can't complain
No feet, no hands, no tail, no lies
He's got youth on his side

Everywhere kiss me
Everywhere kids speak
No catch, no beat
Well, everywhere me, everywhere kiss me

Everywhere kiss me
Everywhere kids meet
No catch, no beat
Well, everywhere kiss, everywhere kiss, kiss me

We're three, we're three, we're three
We're three, we're three in the dark tonight
And baby, my snake is a shark tonight

Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Kiss Kiss

[woooo... random filler. right here. be jealous.]

Soooooooooooooooooooo.
I have a story of love, death, tragedy, and really lame "haunted" corn mazes.

Okay, so really it's just a story of love and the really lame "haunted" corn mazes, but what sort of shit story intro is that?!

Okay. Really. Enough digressing; I do that just a bit too much.

I need a new hobby.

Andrea, Michael//Sharkboy//the Creepy Guy//Whatever-the-hell-you-want-to-call-him Guy, Johnny, and I went to the corn maze because it is made of epic somethings. I don't really know what it is... epic somethings. And... so yea. That was great. It started out just like any other day would with this group. (I'm never going to say "this lot" again after Zach thought I said "the slut.") We just ran around a bit, insulted each other, all that craziness. That lasted for a while, and it was all made of awesome.

And when it finally got dark, the "haunted" maze opened up. I had no clue what to expect, so I was freaking out more than a bit. Cos I'm lame, and can't handle the scary shit. I'm a walking contradiction//oxymoron//something-along-those-lines.

After turning around the first corner, I was in slight panic-attack mode and did what I do best.

Cling.

(please say at least one of you picked up on where this is going...)

For the record, it was LAME. The people are really obvious. Like, there was that awesome dead-bride-chick who was just in the corner, then started walking next to the group and just... screamed and walked away. And there was the surgeon who looked like he could have come straight out of Repo!, which, if you haven't heard of it, click here for a trailer. And I'm not even one for horror films, yet I'm soooo excited about the release!

There wasn't anything there that really was frightening. The group in front of us was really skittish and crap and kept stopping just like they weren't supposed to. That was lame because they'd get stuff jumping out at them constantly, and we were stuck with guys dressed up as clowns making jokes about our appearances and informing us how easily the group ahead freaked out. Made things a helluvalot easier to deal with.

And the chainsaw guys weren't that creepy. The freakiest bit was probably the stretch where there were a whole bunch of scarecrow-looking things that gave off that feeling like they're always watching you.

For anyone who intends to go by Halloween, I hope it gets scarier! Especially because they only let you in once, and our one turn was pretty lame.

For the rest of the night, Johnny and I were linked together after my infamous cling. Literally. It rocked something raddical. There had been some time where I figured he was probably sick of me and my attach-ed-ness, so I let go, and he was like "My arm's cold now," and we attached again. Made of awesome, I tell you.

Soooooooo that is a brief summary of my night and how lame the maze was and how awesome the night in general really was. Sorry... ]]> ~mascaraCoverStorie http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/21039966/ http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/21039966/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 23:16:17 PDT

Lyrics of the Day.
I can't get them up...
I can't get them up...
I can't get them up at all...
Hey ho let go

Good morning, Killer King, you're a star.
That's gorgeous; hold it right where you are
The weather's kinda lousy today
So what, oh what, oh what'll we play?

Stratocaster strapped to your back
It's semi-automatic like Dad's
He taught you how to pause and reset
But that's about as far as you get...

So what's the use of going outside?
It's so depressing when people die in real life
I'd rather pick up right where we left
Making out to faces of death...
Making out to faces of death...

And I could save you, baby...
But it isn’t worth my time.
And I could make you chase me...
For a little "Price is Right"...

It's a hit but are you actually sure?
The targets in the crowd are a blur
People screaming just like they should
But you don't even know if you're good...
You don't even know if you're good...

So tie them up and feed them the sand
Try hard to tell us using your hands
A picture's worth a million words
And that way nobody gets hurt...
And that way nobody gets hurt...

And I could save you baby...
But it isn't worth my time.
And I could make you chase me...
For a little "Price is Right"...

You're my guitar hero!
You're my guitar hero!
You're my guitar hero!
You're my guitar hero!

X marks the box
In the hole
In the ground
That goes off at a breath
So careful don’t make a sound
X marks the box
In the hole
In your head
That you dug for yourself
Now lie in it

Shut up about all of that negative shit
You wanted to make it and now that you're in
You're obviously not going to die
Just shut your eyes and flip the cassette
And that's about the time that they hit...
And that's about the time that they hit...

What the fuck is up with this shit?
It's certainly not worth getting upset
His hands are gone and most of his head
And just when he was getting so good...
Just when he was getting so good...

And I could save you baby...
But it isn't worth my time.
Cos even if I saved you...
There's a million more in line...

You're my guitar hero!
You're my guitar hero!
You're my guitar hero!
You're my guitar hero!

Amanda Palmer
Guitar Hero

I'VE MISSED EVERYONE!!!
God, sorry. It's been over a week since I've really said much; I didn't even reply to many messages until Monday-ish. Ehh... I'm not even sure many people care; I don't know how many of you read these...
Anyway.
I'm digressing.

I'm trying something new here. All technical-experimental shit with the box-y whatsits. Let's see how it goes...

Okay, so for anyone who is slightly into obscure music, or the Dresden Dolls, or Ben Folds, or punk cabaret, or any, or all of the above, check out Who Killed Amanda Palmer?. I miss that whole "Brian-and-Amanda" concept, but her solo album kicks some major ass.

Like, "Guitar Hero", obviously. I'm in love. And "Oasis." With such great lines as "When I got to the party / They gave me a forty / And I must have been thirsty / Cos I drank it so quickly / When I got to the bedroom / There was somebody waiting / And it isn't my fault / That the barbarian raped me." There was something AP said about "Oasis" being the underbelly of High School Musical or something terribly true.

But, really. Go illegally download her album or whatever it is you kids do these days. And check out "Runs In The Family," too. Those are just a few of my over-played favourite tracks. Go get your own!!!

So, in addition to my Who Killed Amanda Palmer? obsession; I'm also pretty in love with a few tracks on Nightmare Revisited. While I wish I could brag about how super-stupendous the album is, I have to honestly say: POP-PUNK RUINS THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS. My some of my least-favourite tracks are the ones by the All-American Rejects and the Plain White T's. And it's not just my bias against pop-punk and its lack of originality. They just kind of... butchered the songs they had. Makes me sad.

But Flyleaf, Korn, Rise Against, and a few other miscellaneous bands make the album worth it.

It's good, but weird. But, when was I one to listen to sane musi... ]]> ~mascaraCoverStorie http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/20846061/ http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/20846061/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 16:49:12 PDT

Lyrics of the Day.
I've seen you in the mirror when the story began
And I fell in love with you I love your mortal sin
Your brains are locked away but I love your company
I only ever leave you when you got no money
I got no emotions for anybody else
You better understand I'm in love with myself,
Myself, my beautiful self

A no feelings
A no feelings
A no feelings
For anybody else

Hello and goodbye in a run around sue
You follow me around like a pretty pot of glue
I kick you in the head you got nothing to say
Get out of the way 'cause I gotta get away
You never realize I take the piss out of you
You come up and see me and I'll beat you black and blue
One day I'll send you away

I got no feelings
A no feelings
A no feelings
For anybody else
Except for myself, my beautiful selfish

There ain't no moonlight after midnight
I see you silly people out looking for delight
Well I'm so happy I'm feeling so fine
I'm watching all the rubbish, you're wasting my time
I look around your house, you got nothing to steal
I kick you in the brains when you get down to kneel
And pray, you pray to your god

No feelings
A no feelings
A no feelings
For anybody else
A no feelings
A no feelings
A no feelings
For anybody else
Except for myself
Your daddy's gone away
Be back another day
See his picture hanging on your wall

The Sex Pistols
No Feelings

I HAVE RETURNED AND STUFFS!

I took 1000+ photos, so hopefully I can find a few good ones from Yellowstone!

I'll update more when I...
y'know...
don't have homework.

Until then,
♥ Aidyn.

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Pourquoi?!

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]]> ~mascaraCoverStorie http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/20778280/ http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/20778280/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 14:31:08 PDT

Lyrics of the Day.
I've seen you in the mirror when the story began
And I fell in love with you I love your mortal sin
Your brains are locked away but I love your company
I only ever leave you when you got no money
I got no emotions for anybody else
You better understand I'm in love with myself,
Myself, my beautiful self

A no feelings
A no feelings
A no feelings
For anybody else

Hello and goodbye in a run around sue
You follow me around like a pretty pot of glue
I kick you in the head you got nothing to say
Get out of the way 'cause I gotta get away
You never realize I take the piss out of you
You come up and see me and I'll beat you black and blue
One day I'll send you away

I got no feelings
A no feelings
A no feelings
For anybody else
Except for myself, my beautiful selfish

There ain't no moonlight after midnight
I see you silly people out looking for delight
Well I'm so happy I'm feeling so fine
I'm watching all the rubbish, you're wasting my time
I look around your house, you got nothing to steal
I kick you in the brains when you get down to kneel
And pray, you pray to your god

No feelings
A no feelings
A no feelings
For anybody else
A no feelings
A no feelings
A no feelings
For anybody else
Except for myself
Your daddy's gone away
Be back another day
See his picture hanging on your wall

The Sex Pistols
No Feelings

Soooooooooooooooo...
my mum's dragging me to Yellowstone for her birthday and my long weekend.

Don't miss me too much!

I'll be back on Sunday, I think.

Love ya, babes!

Until then,
♥ Aidyn.

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Pourquoi?!

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]]> ~mascaraCoverStorie http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/20730912/ http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/20730912/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 19:24:54 PDT

Lyrics of the Day.
I've seen you in the mirror when the story began
And I fell in love with you I love your mortal sin
Your brains are locked away but I love your company
I only ever leave you when you got no money
I got no emotions for anybody else
You better understand I'm in love with myself,
Myself, my beautiful self

A no feelings
A no feelings
A no feelings
For anybody else

Hello and goodbye in a run around sue
You follow me around like a pretty pot of glue
I kick you in the head you got nothing to say
Get out of the way 'cause I gotta get away
You never realize I take the piss out of you
You come up and see me and I'll beat you black and blue
One day I'll send you away

I got no feelings
A no feelings
A no feelings
For anybody else
Except for myself, my beautiful selfish

There ain't no moonlight after midnight
I see you silly people out looking for delight
Well I'm so happy I'm feeling so fine
I'm watching all the rubbish, you're wasting my time
I look around your house, you got nothing to steal
I kick you in the brains when you get down to kneel
And pray, you pray to your god

No feelings
A no feelings
A no feelings
For anybody else
A no feelings
A no feelings
A no feelings
For anybody else
Except for myself
Your daddy's gone away
Be back another day
See his picture hanging on your wall

The Sex Pistols
No Feelings

Sarah Palin.
I look like Sarah Palin when I have my hair pulled back, and am wearing my glasses.
Nuu! D:
My mum now calls me Sarah Palin when I'm wearing my glasses.
And it's this epic insult because she and I are both Democrats.
It hasn't gotten to the extreme that I've tried to shoot my glasses or anything, but maybe soon. Mum is just so mean about it.
I CAN SEE RUSSIA FROM MY HOUSE!
Bonus points if you know where that lovely Sarah Palin joke is from. No bonus points for you if you have French the same period as me. (YEA THAT MEANS YOU REBECCA!)

***

Fig Newtons.
FIG FUCKING NEWTONS!
That's all I have to say about that.

Okay, I lied.
I also have to say:
YOU'RE GONNA NEED A CASKET!

***

I like...
the Arcade Fire
the Sex Pistols
the Blood Brothers
the Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Rammstein
music
[insert random shit here]
and all-in-all, I'm liking life.
WHOA SELF-HELP BOOKS!

*flails*

Yea. I've been taking lots of pictures and just having a grand ol' time (except for that morning I found a hobo spider on my living room floor. That kinda sucked. But the spider's dead now.). It's like... A PARTY! I like parties. :3

Uh... yea. I don't know. High fives!

I've just listened to music and chilled out all weekend. Except for that, like, hour of homework I had. It's been radd. I think I may go to sleep soon, just cos I can!

Peace out; keep rocking.

Until then,
♥ Aidyn.

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Pourquoi?!

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]]> ~mascaraCoverStorie http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/20594009/ http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/20594009/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 13:18:32 PDT

Lyrics of the Day.
I'll get lost, messed up and bored when I'm alone too long
I can't sleep, function or eat when I'm not with someone
Late last fall, she ended it all and moved to who-knows-where
Just like that, she vanished and packed and never even called

Do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me?
A kind of macabre and somber Wondertwin type of harmony
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool,
Kicking and screaming and pretending we were wrong

Let's get wrecked on PopTarts and sex and see the Taj Mahal
Let's save birds from Prince William Sound and skateboard through the mall
Let's fight crime with mangoes and limes and join the PGA
Let's win big with every spin but hurry, I can't wait

Do you spend a fortune on those late night prepaid television scams
In search of the perfect blender, steak knife and non-stick frying pan?
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Thinking we were completely wrong
It seemed like a dream
A beautiful scream
That echoed forever
And made us not afraid to feel a thing

And after it ends
We'll try to be friends
They say that what doesn't kill us makes us who we are

All this time and everything's changed but I still feel the same
All good things eventually end and get washed down the drain
What a disaster it would be if you discovered that I cared
A little too much for friends but not enough to share

What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Now that I'm sure that I was wrong
It had to be you.
It had to be you.
It had to be you.
I knew it was you.

Motion City Soundtrack
It Had To Be You

So, I'm going to waste your time for a bit while I decide whether or not I'll talk about my uneventful weekend.
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?
Living Each Day Like You're Already Dead - Atreyu
((Does it matter, anyway?))

Describe yourself!
Lighthouse - The Hush Sound
((A refuge with a secret killing side?!))

What do people feel when they're around you?
Queen Wasp - The Misfits
((I... erm... I SCARE THEM. Yes.))

Describe your current relationship.
Genetic Design For Dying - Aiden
((Quite fitting, actually. I've been wondering if maybe there is something in my genetics that ruins me when it comes to things//goals that I set my ambitions toward, but fall shot of most times. Not always. Just a lot.))

Where would you like to be now?
I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me - Fall Out Boy
((Sexing it up at 12:38 in the morning!))

How do you feel about love?
Our Lady Of Sorrows - My Chemical Romance
((Hmm. Well, I bring sorrow, but... this song is about friendship and stuff...
I can get aggressive, and want to fight, but there is past of my that wants to back my friends//lovers//whatever up.
Love equals good thing? Yea?))

What's your life like?
Early Sunsets Over Monroeville - My Chemical Romance
((It stays dark, and accommodates to my wish of being a vampire.))

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
I Never Told You What I Do For A Living - My Chemical Romance
((LOOKIE! MORE VAMPIRES!!))

Say something wise.
The Willing Well IV - The Final Cut - Coheed and Cambria
((This is the final cut...))

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Electric Bird - Sia
((Okay...))

How would you describe yourself?
Tears Don't Fall - Bullet For My Valentine
((I'm finally growing a backbone. I'm not going to let my inner-self-abuse drag me all the way down.))

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Prescription - Mindless Self Indulgence
((Actually, I've kicked my habit of being after the medicated ones. Especially after seeing the wreck some people at school have become. Like, the ones who really need them. Not the ones who find "emo" a trend.))

How do you feel today?
Hangover Song - Say Anything
(("And I screw my life up evermore as I... ]]> ~mascaraCoverStorie http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/20529461/ http://mascaraCoverStorie.deviantart.com/journal/20529461/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 21:26:10 PDT

Lyrics of the Day.
I'll get lost, messed up and bored when I'm alone too long
I can't sleep, function or eat when I'm not with someone
Late last fall, she ended it all and moved to who-knows-where
Just like that, she vanished and packed and never even called

Do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me?
A kind of macabre and somber Wondertwin type of harmony
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool,
Kicking and screaming and pretending we were wrong

Let's get wrecked on PopTarts and sex and see the Taj Mahal
Let's save birds from Prince William Sound and skateboard through the mall
Let's fight crime with mangoes and limes and join the PGA
Let's win big with every spin but hurry, I can't wait

Do you spend a fortune on those late night prepaid television scams
In search of the perfect blender, steak knife and non-stick frying pan?
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Thinking we were completely wrong
It seemed like a dream
A beautiful scream
That echoed forever
And made us not afraid to feel a thing

And after it ends
We'll try to be friends
They say that what doesn't kill us makes us who we are

All this time and everything's changed but I still feel the same
All good things eventually end and get washed down the drain
What a disaster it would be if you discovered that I cared
A little too much for friends but not enough to share

What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Now that I'm sure that I was wrong
It had to be you.
It had to be you.
It had to be you.
I knew it was you.

Motion City Soundtrack
It Had To Be You

If I keep hearing these things...
I won't be able to look him in the eye.

I can't already.

And I'm just blushing too damn hard.

Until then,
♥ Aidyn.

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Lyrics of the Day.
I'll get lost, messed up and bored when I'm alone too long
I can't sleep, function or eat when I'm not with someone
Late last fall, she ended it all and moved to who-knows-where
Just like that, she vanished and packed and never even called

Do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me?
A kind of macabre and somber Wondertwin type of harmony
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool,
Kicking and screaming and pretending we were wrong

Let's get wrecked on PopTarts and sex and see the Taj Mahal
Let's save birds from Prince William Sound and skateboard through the mall
Let's fight crime with mangoes and limes and join the PGA
Let's win big with every spin but hurry, I can't wait

Do you spend a fortune on those late night prepaid television scams
In search of the perfect blender, steak knife and non-stick frying pan?
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Thinking we were completely wrong
It seemed like a dream
A beautiful scream
That echoed forever
And made us not afraid to feel a thing

And after it ends
We'll try to be friends
They say that what doesn't kill us makes us who we are

All this time and everything's changed but I still feel the same
All good things eventually end and get washed down the drain
What a disaster it would be if you discovered that I cared
A little too much for friends but not enough to share

What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Now that I'm sure that I was wrong
It had to be you.
It had to be you.
It had to be you.
I knew it was you.

Motion City Soundtrack
It Had To Be You

So... Cabaret is weird. Liza Minelli is freaking me out...
AND OMFG WUT SEX SCENES?!
Maybe I'm not paying enough attention.
Or maybe I'm paying too much attention while not really paying attention.
Ah, I don't know. I preferred The Dresden Dolls' cover of "Mein Herr" to the original, though.

School sucks.
It's boring.
And since I don't know when the mark for saying too much about any one person in this blog besides myself is drawn... Well, I'll be quick and make a horrorific run-on sentence.
_{i spent a lot of time talking to him today stole his jacket and food even though i always do that and now he has my number cos i kinda just gave it to him then ran away.}
That pretty much sums up my day.
How was yours?

I get to spend the next couple days with a vegan.
Hurrah.
I hope I don't have to not eat animal products. Cos that'd be hard to get used to in the next two days.

Well, that's all I have to say. Cos I should be doing homework anyway.

Until then,
♥ Aidyn.

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Lyrics of the Day.
I'll get lost, messed up and bored when I'm alone too long
I can't sleep, function or eat when I'm not with someone
Late last fall, she ended it all and moved to who-knows-where
Just like that, she vanished and packed and never even called

Do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me?
A kind of macabre and somber Wondertwin type of harmony
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool,
Kicking and screaming and pretending we were wrong

Let's get wrecked on PopTarts and sex and see the Taj Mahal
Let's save birds from Prince William Sound and skateboard through the mall
Let's fight crime with mangoes and limes and join the PGA
Let's win big with every spin but hurry, I can't wait

Do you spend a fortune on those late night prepaid television scams
In search of the perfect blender, steak knife and non-stick frying pan?
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Thinking we were completely wrong
It seemed like a dream
A beautiful scream
That echoed forever
And made us not afraid to feel a thing

And after it ends
We'll try to be friends
They say that what doesn't kill us makes us who we are

All this time and everything's changed but I still feel the same
All good things eventually end and get washed down the drain
What a disaster it would be if you discovered that I cared
A little too much for friends but not enough to share

What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Now that I'm sure that I was wrong
It had to be you.
It had to be you.
It had to be you.
I knew it was you.

Motion City Soundtrack
It Had To Be You

I hate last paragraphs.
With a fiery passion.
And it doesn't help that Mum bought me coffee.
My rage is that much more accentuated because of it.
Makes me almost want to beat the essay to nothingness.
It's always this way, no matter what the essay's about.
THE LAST PARAGRAPH ALWAYS FUCKS ME UP.

Ugh.

Taking stock of the past 24 hours, I realise I drank:
an iced white chocolate mocha
a Doubleshot Energy+Coffee
and a frozen mocha.

I'm internally bouncing off the walls.

Kind of like that time at Kellina's birthday where I was nearly puking from drinking almost two liters of Mountain Dew.
Oh, good times, good times.

If I unfortunatly won't be able to hold my liquor, at the very least, I can hold my caffeine with the best of them!

Uhh... I've spent all weekend working on the mix.
More time than I ever spend on a single homework assignment. :]
I get so close to finishing, then I second-guess myself.
Right now it's 17 tracks , 53 minutes, with a couple other pending tracks.
I guess I should think about what I'm going to call it and everything, too. And find a re-writable CD before tomorrow...

Well, my coffee energy drink kept me up til 4AM. That shit has at least enough caffeine to keep a person up on an eight-hour kick. Without being sickeningly saccharine-sweet like Monster or RockStar. And I think the fact that it's a Doubleshot didn't help any, either...

Ahh, I wish I had something creative and witty to say...
nope. Nothing.



Until then,
♥ Aidyn.

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