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Love,
Well this is Irrelevant.

PS. I may or may not have some art to post in the nearest of the near future.

PPS. I enjoy being cryptic.

]]> ~mattypatty err http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/22122020/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/22122020/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 12:52:50 PST
hey everyone how's it going?
long time no see...Hopefully I will get off my lazy ass and go scan some pencil/pen art sometime...or actually use my dusty tablet.
i miss drawing

]]> ~mattypatty Dammit http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/21655747/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/21655747/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 21:20:19 PST godammit.

so anyways Im not drawing and I hate myself for it
I haven't drawn anything in months u__u
grah

]]> ~mattypatty Twilight sucks? http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/21067231/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/21067231/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 16:48:51 PDT "Twilight sucks."
and I will wear it to school and probably get murdered

]]> ~mattypatty WAUGH http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/20913172/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/20913172/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 21:39:58 PDT I haven't been on in about...............forever haha
Been working and studying my fat little ass off, and even with that I'm still managing to fail my physics 20 class (mind you I have TWO classes this semester...) So i'm disappointed in myself for not getting honors. stupid teacher not speaking english very well (nor can i)...

NOW IM SICK
horrayy life couldn't be better!!! lmfao

how are you guys..
I'm sorry for not uploading any art, I've been busy! Maybe I'll go upload a sketch dump or something in a while (:
my nose is running down my face ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

]]> ~mattypatty LOL http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/20410180/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/20410180/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 16:37:32 PDT

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Ok so the TV just gave me a wonderful version of some Jonas Brothers lyrics
I cried laughing

When you fucked me in the asssss~
some more shit goes along and then they just kept repeating that line

THIS is what their lyrics should be...

that is all

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I am so not dead
I just haven't touched a computer for about a week + now. That's how busy I have been.
Plus my brother has borrowed Haze from his friend so I've been ramming people up the ass with bullets for about a week and a half. Yeah it's pretty fun.

and school ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ its alright so far. Class are totally easy except for the fact that I cannot understand my romanian physics teacher.
he's really full of himself

...

ok im going to go finish drawings now yay~

]]> ~mattypatty Grrrrrr http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/20051359/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/20051359/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 23:36:58 PDT

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Motherfudger my manager FDHGDFLHGKSDFGKLHSDFLKGHDFG

I fixed these shelves up, out in kids that get messed up ALL THE TIME omg....so about an hour and half of re-organizing, straightening, I'm done.
THEN my manager comes by and says i should do it more magazine style cause kids look for pictures.
I was too frightened to tell her that the parents look through those books more often then anybody else
so i try the magazine style
i wasted so much time of my life doing that fucking shelf
............
I'm done with ever trying that again when she is working..I'll ask another manager about it on saturday when I work kids again

meredith and I were frustrated with her by the end of the day aughaughaugh

oh well I loaned out a book i really wanted so I'm all good

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I had an alzheimers moment today..I actually still am having it lmfao. Last night at about 2 I went to bed, and I took my brothers headphones up with me cause I just broke mine (seriously, they last me about 2 months. These ones lasted me 5 |D..) and I have this very foggy memory of listening to some Guns N' Roses last night, but I'm not entirely sure. Now today I was trying to find them cause I wanted to listen to music while cleaning/cooking..err baking too. AGH I still cannot find them I tore my room apart, then cleaned it up trying to locate where they were.
The little bastards are good at hiding...

But anyways, I haven't been on the computer much since I've got my job...cause whenever I try and draw it comes out as crap and I just leave all frustrated. So I've confided in reading and baking, which I guess is a good thing..you know taking a break from art for a few days, cause now I'm wanting to draw! c: So I probably will be uploading a sketchdump of stuff I haven't ever posted (most likely it will be large lol! That's how much I don't upload)

Hahaha linds my song has changed finally!
but now that I am thinking about it i'm changing it back to that lmfao (BUT AT LEAST IT'S DIFFERENT DOWN THURR XDDDDD)

I'm bitter cause I hate that the olympics is on every stupid channel..all my shows are gone

]]> ~mattypatty I've got to have my way now Bay-beeeee http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19845706/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19845706/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 13:06:57 PDT

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bawrrrr I just realized I'm not done coloring the header...I jumped ahead of myself DAMNIT!
/: I try my hardest at chibi-style but it's superbland so whatever I am waaayyy tolazy to re-do the header anyways..
actually i might just changed the header to some random writing/textures and make the picture the footer idk my subby is dying out anyways....

sorry for spamming your inboxes this probably will be deleted in a while...

Is this better? Idk i like the simpleness of this one atm!!!
opinions are

]]> ~mattypatty GOOOD morning america http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19833247/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19833247/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 18:51:49 PDT

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Agh I think I burnt myself today....We were out at a lake all day today and I put sunscreen on once lmfao |D My feet are nice and brown though...that's a good sign!

But no I'm getting really super bored when I have days off for working so I was thinking maybe I would do some sketch trades, or do some giftart idk! I'm just finding more things to do instead of play Spyro: Attack of the Rhynocs and reading 2 books a day /:

school starts in less then a month...I need to go shopping

]]> ~mattypatty Devious Journal Entry http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19780726/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19780726/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 22:32:30 PDT -Links-
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Hey guys! Long time no talkie, been very busy since i've got that job. My time is now spent reading books and play on my GBA (my current love affair...). I am doing some art on the computer, trying to be serious with it now cause I'm very close to needing a portfolio for college...
I need to start a DS fund |D

WELLLLL I took up extra shifts cause I need the money, so now i'm getting 2 or 3 days off each week HUZZAH.(I want a macbook really bad [link]) Probably that will continue on through school (ok well maybe 3 or 4 days off), but watch i'll quit so quickly cause my classes will suck uber bad next year! Ok so I guess I shouldn't be too ambitious, I most likely will end up dropping Math 35 AP STATS and Getting out of AP Physics, just going into regular classes instead....and then watch I will drop Physics 30 right awayyyyy~ cause I'm a whimp hurrrrrrrrr XDDD
oh shit that reminds me I need to get a day off so I can go do my schedule for school lulz

anyways I'm going to go to bed cause I work tomorrow...at cash...hahha fuck im so nervous today I got lucky and I balanced at even (my friend didn't, she was just over the allowed amount so they had to write her up ;w; i felt so bad). Just watch tomorrow I am going to be like 30 dollars under.

PEOPLE REFER SOME GOOD BOOKS TO ME my library needs to grow in my room so that my dad feels pressured enough to buy me a bookshelf...I need to read more, broaden my horizons, so I can actually recommend books or series to customers at work! So Horror, Mystery, Romance, KIDS!!!(that's the section I work most often! YES PETER PAANNNNN!), Sci-Fi, Graphic Novels (not manga please..),Biographies, anything that you've really enjoyed reading!

peace out guys

]]> ~mattypatty FUCK I HATE THESE BOOKS http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19690533/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19690533/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 23:00:49 PDT

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AUGH
AUGH
AUGH
I HAVE TO WORK ON THAT STUPID BREAKING DAWN MASQUERADE
AUGH
AUGH
I DON'T WANT TO SEE GIRLS FREAK OUT OVER THIS BOOK
IT'S A BOOK OF HORMONES THAT'S WHAT IT IS
AUGH
AUGH
AUGH

........
lmfao sorry Idk I figured out I have to work this masquerade for this new book in a series that is apparently popular
woohoo vampires and werewolves!
/: hahahaha idk I tried reading it and i put it away...too much ugh in it |D
oh well I get paid..
and I'm not there till the release, just till 10:30 then I can leave...

today haha at work I was working in fiction and my co-worker Cass was working in travel/humor (Which is right next to fiction)...and she comes up to me with this one comicbook villains information book and the best thing ever was that she was reading to me while I stocked shelves and all of a sudden it was like
"Lex has always resented superboy for making him bald" or something like that. Cass and I always thought he was bald cause of his cancer...lmfao we were walking around raising our fists in the air yelling "DAMN YOU SUPERBOY FOR MAKING ME BALD!!!"
|D ahhhhhhhhhhh I still laugh...even one of the managers was like WHAT THE HELL!?!? (Y)

/cry my shoes are cutting into my feet

]]> ~mattypatty POST YOUR REFS!! ++ Question http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19561004/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19561004/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 18:57:49 PDT

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The myspace link uptop now works! The Refs are temporarily unavailable until I make a couple more refs.

Ok so I want to get all of your animal refs. I don't care what kind of animal, I'm still not into showing off any human art yet..
So yes, Any animal please! Post them and idk what i'm going to do with them, i'm just really bored u_u
You can also post your friends refs if you want...
If I do draw and put effort into these, it will not be first come first serve, I will pick who I want to do so that the drawing process is more enjoyable c:

ok i sit here and wait now...

haha yes lindsey I am still listening to Dead or Alive.
2 WEEKS STRAIGHT AND GOING STRONG |D lmfao

Oh yes and btw My work is going great.
I work another shift tomorrow AND i get paid tomorrow....which right away i will spend on a DS and either Pokemon or Animal Crossing: Wild World! (Suggestions on which is better).
QUESTIONNNN!!!!
oh and does AC support microphone/chat while on Wifi? Cause if it doesn't then I am getting pokemon (the soul reason on getting these is cause i want to talk to Jamie lol)

]]> ~mattypatty Ho Hum... http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19523511/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19523511/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 17:55:43 PDT

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Arg just as I think the summer is going great it all turns around in the opposite direction! Idk I get this feeling basically EVERY summer, it's nothing new but I didn't think it would hit me so early! (not like this is early in the summer break...lol)..
Idk I guess I should explain what I'm talking about |D...Well usually by the very end of July I feel really left out in my circle of friends. I'm the only person who is out of they way with some specific friends who I hang out with the most often (what I would say are my best friends i guess!! lol)..Two of them live basically next door to eachother, one actually lives farther away but she drives, and I am the one who is off in the distance. And because of that I'm not really thought of right away as a person to hang out with often. I did get my job though to help me not feel like that, keep me busy and my mind occupied, but I just started to feel like that now cause of Facebook (Damn you infernal website!) and so now I'm kind of moping around, being lame.
Oh well cause of my job I'm now catching up on my reading..
Hahaha well I guess some of you guys don't really know about the job, But yeah I got a job at this store called 'Chapters', and if you can't already guess what it is, it's a book store thats widely popular amongst Canada (There isn't one in the States hurrrrr..), and I'm working at the Main Edmonton Location...so it's pretty big. Anyways, I've bought 5 or so books and I'm in this reading mode.
Guys I recommend you go read Fight Club...it's so dfhgsdhgfd amazing and then watch the movie cause that's even better! Now I'm reading The Zombie Survival Guide just for kicks cause I've read it before...hahaha I almost got my mom to read some of it, but then she had a phone call u__u....lmao

anyways yeah I'm not really doing very much computer art cause I haven't been on the computer for a while now (minus yesterday i wasn't on for about 4-5 days)...I guess I am starting to forget about going on the computer /:

and I also think I have some stupid eating...disorder or something. LOL OK not like Anorexia or Bulemia or anything nasty like that!!! But I just..don't eat anymore. Sometimes I just forget to eat, some times I'm too lazy to eat or make anything to eat, but most of the time it's cause I'm sick ): Which is really bad cause It's making me so tired, but everytime I try and eat I feel like instant vomitting or I get full right away and I can't eat anymore. It's angering me, and the only time I will eat is in the middle of the night...I'm not worrying about it too much I guess, until it gets bad lol

bahhh I'm going to go outside and read in a bit...
if the mosquitoes aren't out there ;m; i'm getting eaten alive..false advertisement with all these bug sprays damnit >:/

HOW ARE YOU GUYS?!?!?!
besides me being a mope, I'm excited to go see Batman sometime this week!!!!!

]]> ~mattypatty AHHHHHHHHH http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19463731/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19463731/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 11:43:25 PDT

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;w;
I need to go see the Dark Knight like right now.
cause I can't read the paper his picture is plastered in it and it's tempting me to read. AUGH
But idk when I can see it cause

has expressed interest in seeing it with me...WE NEED A DAYYYY TO DO IT!!!!! But from the journal I have read IM SO FUCKING EXCITED HGSLDKHGSDLGMSDFGHKSDLHGDSKG Heath bawwww I hope this movie was amazing just cause he's in it. ;w; I watched some TV show on Heath's life n career yesterday...bawww it actually made me bawl like a little baby...and I don't easily cry D: OTZ|||
hdsfghdfg i'm squirming in my chair i want to go see it so bad

and haha i realized that sayo isn't here but i've done one of her commissions!
LOL wow im stupid she probably wont see it for a while u___u baw

fdgjsdgj MONDAY I'm going to Capital Ex (K-DAYS IS A BETTER NAME DAMNIT!) so i'll be out and about on rides and crying at all the people who will spoil the dark knight at the 'carnival' (hah if you can call it that. It's just Galaxyland OUTSIDE!!!)
peace out

]]> ~mattypatty Just to let you knowwwwww http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19418655/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19418655/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 22:22:17 PDT

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Ok so Just going to test out this journal a bit more..
see if it is legible or not with the font and bg!!

anyways

I'm currently not wanting to draw my fursona anymore!! lmao that picture is driving me nuts but slowly its getting done /: why is are such a hassle for me atm?!?!
but I'm trying out a human style, i wanna get back into drawing people! Here i'll show you what im working on in that department

pretty good for a whack at a human in 5-6 months! c:
(I had major help from

with anatomy.

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I wouldn't mind it, though, if I got some redlines on the hands/feet! Cause i'm having troubles drawing those...hardest things ever (although i do enjoy sketching feet cause they're so wierdly shaped!)

arg workclothes shopping tomorrow

hahaha my dad got satellite TV so now we are getting HD channels for our HD TV downstairs...HORRAY DISCOVERY HD!!!!!!!!!
and
SPACE CHANNEL DFSLKNASNSDLFGKSDMFGLKSDGFSKHDFG
I was so worried i wouldn't get that back!!!!!!!!!! I was upset about it till my mom was like
"Hey Ally look at this!"
she points it out and I squealed with excitement!! I love the sci-fi genre, i love Stargate SG-1 and everything they show on there! Plus the movies they play are GREAT! I am always happy on saturday nights when the movie is on
/tear
im now excited to see X-FILES and Batman!!!!

edit:: crap why are my bgs overlapping now?!?!?

]]> ~mattypatty Just a test /: trying to get css nice http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19397968/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19397968/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 20:05:06 PDT

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I start working tomorrow.
and I haven't gone to the bank yet to get my papers for direct deposit.

the bank isn't open tomorrow I don't think

me and my father, we are pure idiots.
holy hell im so nervous idk why

I Like my sad attempt at a gif over there in the shoutbox.
c:

]]> ~mattypatty YOU SPIN ME RIGHT ROUND BABY RIGHT ROUNDDDD http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19345735/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19345735/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 23:12:13 PDT

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LIKE A RECORD BABY ROUND ROUND ROUNDDDD

lmfao ok sorry
SO im going to show you the header im currently working on

so bad LOOK AT MY SHIT WRITING Lmfao chicken scratch im sorry if you can read it its just me being RETARDED LOL
my screen is big btw, 1680 x 1050.

ok here is the original sketch
[link] mmmm look at that steve coy
if you wanna redline here's an even better image
[link]
but yeah redlines are good!!! I need them to improve for sure

and is it sad that in this music video (you spin me round 2003 version) i know EXACTLY when steve shows up.
like exactly.
I instinctively click on the video when he comes on its really bad hahahahaha

off to beddd

]]> ~mattypatty HELLPPPPP!!! http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19314146/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19314146/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 16:08:18 PDT

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CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME?!?!?! D:
[link]
who is the guy with the black hair?!?!
hfdglskdhgkhg and the other guy but the black haired guy is more important!!!
OH YEAH WARNING OF A TRANS MAN WHO ACTUALLY ISN'T THAT BAD LOOKING FOR A TRANS (when he has the red hair in the vid)...
;w;

btw i've been listening to this song for hours cause i found it in some music file that i downloaded like 43345645646 years ago.
i forgot how much i love these guys lol

edit: nvm the black haired guy is STEVE COYYYYYYYYY~
sorry to bother you guys LOL working on that CSS now c:
the other guy i think is percy?!??!?!?!?!?!?!! idk i still dont know.
lol burns...everyone hates him for hislooks now u_____________u

]]> ~mattypatty /CRYYYYYYYYYYY http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19300221/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19300221/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 21:03:18 PDT

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lol
whatsup
this is just temporary css /: i was mixing up some colors i liked...
and im thinking of a "Theme" or w/e for the journal SO IGNORE FOR NAO!
this is totally bad im changing it later this is just a rly rly bad test lmfao augh
i just need to figure out a theme help help helpppppp
thanks sayo for the help bawwww c:

]]> ~mattypatty lol http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19235833/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19235833/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 13:10:17 PDT

my family is so fucked up it's hilarious

]]> ~mattypatty Hey you i need SUMMER TUNES http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19220215/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19220215/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 14:12:04 PDT

Yeah im up for some music ideas...
some good summer tunes cause im bored of my playlist

no lindsey and heidi im already downloading tunes from suju...
although you can list off each and every different suju for me cause i lost the list

gave me lol...

go buy commissions from

her art is amazing.
do it.
(im still open for subby commissions too but commission her first!)

]]> ~mattypatty HEADER TEST HEADER TEST LALALALALAAA http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19210142/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19210142/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 21:58:40 PDT

/weep
Somebody wanna help me with CSS??? S:
im totally clueless and i cant make sense of these tutorials lol

that header btw
is a horrid attempt at nice lines in SAI
but its better then nothing u___u

]]> ~mattypatty Dear Everyone http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19193542/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19193542/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 23:23:19 PDT

everyone

if you have money don't waste it on me go buy her commissions
i mean seriously
look at her lineless

i mean seriously look at the fire *w*
BUT NO SERIOUSLY PLEAASSSEEEE go commission her pls pls pls
she's nice and sweet and comments on everything and she's got amazing talents and just go do it before I cuntpunch you all

;w;
i need a new CSS

and haha sayo if you didn't get me this subby (i'd be confused on who did?!?!)
i still am always going to pimp you out.
always.
always.
alwaysssssssssssss.

^{i seem like such a suck-up hahaha}

]]> ~mattypatty :flirt: http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19193269/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19193269/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 23:00:06 PDT ok I figure out if I get the job by the weekend. For some wierd reason they do a Two interview thing, my mom says probably to weed out the bad ones with the first interview. |: Hopefully they both went well, i realized all the shit i did wrong on the math quiz but dfhglkhdflg i keep my fingers crossed.

and
I really do feel like an ass but i've have 0 motivation to draw right now (being nervous about the job, and being out at Jordyns house like every day lol) and I still have subeta commissions to do fhgflhgsdg ;w;. Well I have 3 more left and then four on the waiting list but i might just leave it at the three and take a break cause i miss my motivation lol.
I think my art motivation is my school stress. Cause during school i was so stressed out i relieved it with drawing. Once school ended i totally stopped drawing, I slowly slumped into being lazy about it, and I wouldn't quite call it an art block cause I have some good poses and ideas for each drawing, i'm just being lazy and not wanting to move my wrist so that I create the lines to create an actual piece of art.
But i guess i'm trying, i always have an oekaki applet opened that i doodle in but i just exit out cause i get frustrated with it lol.
And the fact that i hate it how i just downloaded Photoshop CS3 and my inability to have a steady hand affects the problem that I can't do good lineart. So I always end up quitting with that too. I've done some lineless stuff in photoshop with textures and the whole shabang, but lineless just isn't cutting it out for me anymore. I wanna do some nice lines but hfglkhfdgsdfg i quit SO EASILY.
bawwwwwwwh this is just me being an asshat lol.

oh
and even tho this totally contradicts what I'm saying up there, would anyone want to do a commission for me...I really want a subscription again so i can get through my messages.
Deviant ~mattypatty logout | no subscription | 2,755 deviations, 552 messages
/cry
so yeah I think i might do one or two of these for you if you express some interest
[link]
(depending on how tough your character is to draw...and if there are two that are very very simplistic is design, that'll be for three months |: i think lol idk we can discuss it)

oh yeah
lazyboy has given us shitass furniture upstairs, and we've had it for like 4 years now...so they gave us a refund for like 4,000 plus bucks, so now we can get new furniture upstairs AND downstairs (Cause down here we only have a proper chair for sitting in and doing stuff in, two other ones that are NOT comfortable)

oh yeah
and we have a new big screen TV with hd cables so we can play our videogames in high def....cause me and my brother are THAT nerdy |D. So that means I won't be on much even more cause i'll be sucking in the HD while it seems cool. lol Well that and watching movies i'll start buying in BLUE RAYYYYYY~
yeah
I felt like sharing that...
anyways im off to bed cause my sisters are yelling atme to turn off the computer...its too loud for them to sleep lol

]]> ~mattypatty ughhhh http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19126296/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19126296/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 11:25:51 PDT im so freaking nervous you don't understand ;w;
fdgjsdfgsdfgsdgf
It's hard when you try and tell yourself "it's just chapters"
bawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww o well apparently there they do interviews in groups...my sister was interviewed once (but she took a job at the gap instead) and she said there were two other girls with her in the interview....
i hope they do that again that will make me so not nervous baw
baw
baw
baw
but at least i have some prepped answers to questions? AUGH im such a dork
anyways right after that i have to go to a BBQ
and
im not going to my friends house for the hottub party so im pissed
but idk if she knows that lol ooooooppss

anyways happy canada day and stuff
hopefully the next time i come back i'll be employed and making money /:

]]> ~mattypatty well http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19027017/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/19027017/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 19:36:30 PDT plus school is finally done for me, no more exams
im so happy
and nervous cause im thinking i might've failed..my...diploma /:
craplol
but in other good news...
my sister said if I can pay her for the expenses, she will order me whatever clothing i want from threadless....hdflkghsdlkgf
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c:
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im so happy im looking through shirts now
and she thinks i should be designing shirts for the site to make some money, and i think its a good idea but im unsure if i can compete with other people...but i'll try!
cause you get good money for having your design chosen and stuff

o
and
ive started applying for jobs, hopefully i get the one at the new art store in the mall..ghkldghdghkldfg
moooorrreeeee money lols
I can buy more threadless shirts kekekekekekekekekekeeee
idk im going to go work on my subeta commissions

]]> ~mattypatty Apparently http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/18964969/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/18964969/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 10:37:28 PDT cause my dad downloaded some stupid piece of shit program where he can view THIS computers desktop and he can take control of it.
I think he thinks i don't know this yet /:
but last night he tested it out and i saw cause it slowed the computer down so bad...oekaki was lagging and i saw this thing saying i've connected with the laptop upstairs
i am so furious you don't understand
it pissed me off...and when he did that i instantly closed everything and logged off i was like "Hell no you aren't seeing anything that I am doing on this machine, thats my privacy."
augh augh augh
parents piss me off

]]> ~mattypatty SNAAAAAKKKKEEEEEEEEE???!!!!!! http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/18879515/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/18879515/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 18:31:02 PDT if you have never played any of the Metal Gear/Solid games....hfdlhgksaklfnmsf do it do it play themmmm
best storylines ever
and
number four is UNBELIEVABLY amazing
i've cried twice while playing the story mode....
yes it just draws you in emotionally (cause i've played the package...onethingermabob)
;w;
im going to go cry some more now its just too sad baww

lol
social exam today
that was alright, i studied the most out of all my friends, so i hope i did good. The essay was easy as hell
just gotta do the forensics final...and then the math diploma -innerweep-
sup guys?

]]> ~mattypatty DEAR INTERNET PEOPLE http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/18846251/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/18846251/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 22:35:22 PDT

thank you.

]]> ~mattypatty Oekakiart /: http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/18828006/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/18828006/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 20:35:06 PDT I'm dying without an oekaki, somebody wanna point me out to a new one where i can do my subeta commissions?!?!?!
/:

went to the mall again and im fucking pissed cause my sister got these shoes
but FIRST she was like "hey ally look at these"
and then shes like "hey im buying them" a sort of in-your-face action
so I kinda get pissed cause I love them (they're bright green/blue/yellow...doesn't fit her personality whatsoever....)
So I whine and gripe about it and my mother is like
'She'll let you wear them!'
and my response
'She will say she will right now because you are within earshot. I've got you people figured out, i'll ask and she will first roll her eyes and either say why? or a big sigh and a fiiiinneee like im asking for too much.'
and my mom just got mad and turned around and like 5 minutes later she's like
'Well if you want them so bad go grab them!!!'
I told her no cause she's just trying to make me not pissed off.
So I just left them in there and I made my way to the car..
next time i go shopping its with just my mother and no siblings cause they always seem to just rub shit in my face. btw yes i love shopping with my mother, hey it means freeclothing..

that sent to fast..

Now my brother won't let me on the ps3 cause he's too self-centered and is like
NO I JUST BOUGHT MGS4 SO YOU DON'T MATTER ANYMORE. GTFO IM PLAYING.
cause i had picked up the controller to message Ian saying i got mgs4
and my brother goes and kicks me off ands tarts playing and I'm sitting there like
"Fuck now i cant even be downstairs cause i'm not about to watch him play the game so that it ruins it for me (which is kind of too late cause im down here right now behind him trying not to watch........or hear)
/:
agh last day of school and it's not going so great
only good thing is that hey yes it is the last day and i got some new clothing from AE
whoop

]]> ~mattypatty YESSSSSSS http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/18768980/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/18768980/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 15:07:24 PDT today
tonight
soon
and i finally get to go and be like NEW SHIRTS D:
I feel like I have no wardrobe cause i have no shirts hopefully my sister will be tolerable about it so i can shop cause she just wants to go and buy birthday gifts /cry
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that is all

]]> ~mattypatty augh http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/18757459/ http://mattypatty.deviantart.com/journal/18757459/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 22:04:22 PDT I'm so stuffed up from all the fur im getting stomach aches lol
HEY GUYS SUP?
I have till friday and thats my last day of school. Then finals on Mon/Thurs

Craaapp all day thursday is my math diploma ):

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