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deviantART: by:mayflycrow http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:mayflycrow&section=today deviantART RSS for by:mayflycrow en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 30 Dec 2009 18:43:56 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Happy Cat wishes Happy New Year :] http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/29249524/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/29249524/ Mon, 28 Dec 2009 04:43:56 PST

MY ICON IS A HAPPY CAT

_{I quickpainted it just now with mouse. It took 15 minutes and looked far worse in big size. New year, new cat, new icon.}

As for me, I'm off to the mountains tonight

I can't wait to get there

I'm back after New Year. Which wil be on Saturday, I think

So I want to wish you a happy New Year and see you then

Also, the last album by Archive rules

Yaay random journal entries!

]]> =mayflycrow Goodbye, oh world... http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/28983884/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/28983884/ Wed, 16 Dec 2009 15:52:44 PST

.... But seriously, just merry Xmas XD Or whatever you celebrate. Or just have a nice couple of days off

I'm leaving for about a week and I'll be offline since Friday morning, so I'm wishing it to you now

Also, have some presents in the form of links:

KITTEN. KIIIIITTEEEEEEN!!

And it is awesome.

Not a cat person?
Have some nice old butt humour

No Xmas rant this year, sorry. I'm through ranting on DA

. _{(Now I have Facebook where only people I know AND want to read it, can read it XD)}
I'll only say that the only, I guess, good side of popculture is that Xmas is universal now

I'll cut on mentioning the drawbacks though

.

P.S. Do ludzi z ~Devmeet-Cracow!
Mnie nie ma XD. WyjeÅ¼dÅ¼am na tydzieÅ i bÄdÄ odciÄta od jakiegokolwiek Årodka komunikacji elektronicznej, z wyjÄtkiem starego dobrego telefonu. WiÄc jeÅli macie jakiÅ przyjemny pakiecik zdjÄÄ do wrzucenia do klubu, czy cokolwiek, wyÅlijcie notkÄ do ~necnera! On chyba bÄdzie...
A sprawÄ z grupÄ zaÅatwimy po ÅwiÄtach

I wesoÅego jajka 8D
Eee... To jest... Ten, mokrego... Hm, Åºle to brzmi.
Do nastę

nego devmeetu XD

]]> =mayflycrow T-WHY-light again and other stuff http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/28642505/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/28642505/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 01:52:26 PST

First of all, my birthday showcase again:

because they deserve it. I can't imagine taking these things off my wall, wherever I move XD

Another thing: I went to see New Mo(r)on on Friday, in a group 10 deviants strong. As expected, it was quite hilarious. A couple scenes in particular:

1. Bella being suicidal and sitting in one chair for a couple of months after Eddy left town. We couldn't help but wonder how she possibly was defecating while not moving from this chair. Finally we simply assumed she was sitting ona higher and higher spot every day.

2. Jacob phasing - his underpants sort of flew around in pieces and then they were magically remade into the very same spotless pair of pants after he phased back XD

3. Eddy getting suicidal. Oh the joy of the very FACT that Eddy gets suicidal finally. What I found particularly enjoyable was the manner in which he intended to perform said suicide. He planned to go out in front of people and sparkle in the sunlight, so that other vampires could kill him for breaking the conspiracy. (Is that even a phrase? Break the conspiracy?)
Now I don't know about you, but if I saw a guy sparkling in the sunlight in the middle of some festival, I'd say he OD'd on glitter. Nonetheless, the idea of sparkling oneself to death is quite enjoyable

4. This.
No comments here.

5. The punchline.
Ed: BELLAAAAAHHHHHH. MARRY ME.
Belial:

And then there come end credits.
No, seriously

Overall, it was quite a lolfest.

On another note, there was a devparty yesterday, we went on a small tour de pub with some devmeet people. Was fun.

Another devmeet, and this time an official one, we're planning to do on December 12th. for further info check

.

Well there.

]]> =mayflycrow 24 http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/28190219/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/28190219/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 01:51:45 PST

Old fart.

[link] on the occasion

. For me. From me.

Thank you people, DA ones and non-DA ones, for all the wishes

I'd also like to say to ~Tencia that I've hung your birthday gift on my wall in a nice frame that I happened to have, and it'll be an absolute object of cult in my house now

. (Most awesome drawing _EVER_)

Look. At this.

_{Also, I checked my pageviews for some reason, I don't do it more often than once-a-month-ish ooooor when I remind myself they exist... But now I noticed I'd hit 12K around midnight today. Wow, thanks for the tiny gift people}

Also, I want to say something like I should on finishing another year of my existence XD. Looking at this year, I can easily say that, though I still get sad, frightened, worried or unconfident very easily - because I'm just emotional like this - I'm fully, completely satisfied with my life as it is now, because I have everything I could ever wish to have

And even more. I'm grateful to the world for this

. And I cherish this moment while it lasts.
And I'm saying this because at least someone in this world should be happy with what they have XD. And because I'm aware it can end - or it might've not come to be at all.

]]> =mayflycrow A small update and a feature. http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/27977690/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/27977690/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 13:20:04 PDT

Because I haven't written a decent, pretty, colourful journal packed with deviations for quite a while

But first I just want to say: Today is exactly two years since I've joined DA

. Therefore now I'm more than just a nolife. I'm a nolife with YEARS OF PRACTICE

(How weird. I do many things, draw, play music, spend time outdoors, I know lots of people to drink with, I'm in a relationship, but still I'm an officially qualified nolife because a webpage is so freaking important to me

)
But seriously, it is. I met all sorts of people here. Some of them, by now, my close IRL friends (and in this one case - much more than a friend :*). Hell, I took the organization of devmeets after a friend, thanks to them I feel like I'm DOING something people actually like, and it's one hell of a satisfaction :]. My life would be emptier without this damn webpage :]
Bla bla bla, yap yap, will she ever shut up...
Out of other stuff: I SAW ARCHIVE LIVE!! Wheee

It's one of my fave bands and they were playing in my city a little less than two weeks ago. I went there with a friend of mine aaaaand, hands down, they were quite epic :]. Too bad their second vocal (the chick) couldn't come though...
Also, there was a DevMeet on Saturday

. It was, I daresay, equally epic. (It's not only me. I asked people. They had fun xD)

Check out the groupshots. There's also some pics at

.

That's that for the update.
And now go look at some great artists I found on here. They deserve more attention than they have

Great monochromes, but not only that...

I'm overwhelmed by the variety of her styles, and all really graceful and fairytale-like...

=mayflycrow Tagusio http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/27717579/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/27717579/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 23:46:11 PDT

OtagowaÅ mnie Maszeq

, to robiÄ.

Zasady:
Odpowiadaj na pytania uÅ¼ywajÄc tylko tytuÅÃ³w
piosenek jednego piosenkarza/zespoÅu/grupy.
Tagnij 6 albo wiÄcej osÃ³b(i powiadom ich o tym)

Wybieram CiÄ, Pikacz... eee... Indios Bravos XD

JesteÅ kobietÄ czy mÄÅ¼czyznÄ?
Mał

Opisz siebie
Mental revolution

Co czujÄ ludzie kiedy sÄ wokÃ³Å Ciebie?
Nie wiem

Jak moÅ¼esz opisaÄ swÃ³j ostatni zwiÄzek?
Ostatni czyli przeszÅy: Where is your love?
Ostatni czyli teraÅºniejszy: WyjÄtkowo waÅ¼na

Gdzie chciaÅbyÅ byÄ w tej chwili?
Tylko tu i teraz

Jakie masz odczucia na temat miÅoÅci?
Na poczÄtku jest najÅatwiej

Jakie jest twoje Å¼ycie?
PiekÅo z niebem

O co byÅ poprosiÅ gdybyÅ miaÅ jedno Å¼yczenie?
Peace blues

Powiedz coÅ mÄdrego.
Wolna wola

Nie tagujÄ nikogo, bo nikt mi na tyle nie podpadÅ

No chya Å¼e ktoÅ chce zrobiÄ.

Jeszcze jak ktoÅ nie wie o devmeecie to jest 24go ->

]]> =mayflycrow Byndzie devmeet! http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/27664527/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/27664527/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 08:42:28 PDT

PoniewaÅ¼

brakuje reklamy, dajÄ niniejszym dobry przykÅad (

) i rozreklamowywam go na swoim koncie sÅowy nastę

ujÄcemi:

Ludzie! Za dwa tygodnie, w sobotÄ 24 paÅºdziernika, o godzinie 15, na rynku pod Adasiem, odbÄdzie siÄ halloweenowa (przedhalloweenowa wÅaÅciwie) edycja devmeetu! Hej kto Polak na... na devmeet?

SzczegÃ³Åy tu: [link]

I'll do a feature next time, because there hasn't been any for some time now.

]]> =mayflycrow Faves, witch hunt, feature, things http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/26930335/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/26930335/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 06:33:11 PDT

Yeah. I have to study again and probably that's why I'm writing another journal.

That stamp over there, i started using it to thank at least symbolically for the attention. I don't thank for every fave in person very often, but I assure you it's not because I don't appreciate them. I just can't spend the whole day on the internet, and when I'm here I prefer to reply to comments, take care of ~Devmeet-Cracow site, visit some other deviants' galleries, maybe re-visit some of those who visited me, and fave or comment on things I like.
_{Also, sorry for fave-and-running most of the time. Same reason, trying to limit my time online. I look at everything in my watchbox though, even if there's lots of it.}

Other stuff

I've been thinking about all the Mary Sue issue. Now you know how I hate unrealistic self-insert characters, right? And you know how I always say that you can't be a fully realized, mature artist until you're able to consciously, though not obsessively, separate yourself and your self-compensation from your works. Right? So you know I'm not intending to defend any REAL Suethors and their monstrous creations *ahemtwilightahem*. But I'm noticing that dislike towards Sues is turning into a witch hunt on the part of many critics and lots of authors are unjustly judged and not even given a minuscule amount of credit.
Right now pretty much ANY young author and/or/ESPECIALLY FEMALE author is judged as a Suethor, often without proper looking at their works.
Now I understand that it is often young females who feel most insecure about themselves and pour their insecurities onto their work, which results in many a monstrosity.

But assuming EVERY female character in all female-created fiction is a Mary Sue - which lots of people here on DA do - is clearly an overstatement. And a very common overstatement, unfortunately. Discourages lots of talented female writers from doing something with their work.
(However, discourages also lot of talentless rabid fantards from publishing their "original" just-like-Twilight-only-with-myself-and-my-dream-half-furry-guy fiction. Which is actually good for the collective brain of the society

)
Now remember, kids: only ONE or TWO traits considered Suelike in an otherwise credible character with exploitable flaws as well as strong points does NOT automatically make them a Sue. For example:
A character perfect in every respect and the best in everything they do, flawlessly beautiful, being always right about everything, still not believing in themselves out of sheer modesty and maybe a rough time in their childhood - most likely a Sue. Kill it with fire.
A relatively pretty character, maybe smart but with flaws, prone to being wrong at times, being a bundle of complexes for no other apparent reason than their rough time in childhood - might as well NOT be a Sue. Depends on how they're created.
I'm not an authority on this though, there ARE good articles and limitus tests about your characters' credibility written by competent people. I'm using lots of them while creating my OC's, as I, myself, am not very competent. Therefore I'm not intending on writing any how-to's on my own. I'm just noticing how many people tend to classify on the spot and give themselves in to a stereotype. Which I simply don't like.

Anyway - A small feature.

- Look what I got from

. Go and bomb her with faves

Also, take a look at some of my recent faves, you can do the same with them XD:

=mayflycrow Hm http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/26704763/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/26704763/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 01:28:57 PDT

Because old journal is old.

_{Last Friday, 14 of August - dA Meeting in Cracow. I'm there in the lower left, the girl with the black hairnet}

I'm happy to take part in organizing as cool dA meetings as this one was. Thank you all for coming, once again

(English because who knows, maybe someone from abroad would like to join us when on holiday someday... It IS by far a city for tourists after all. _{So if you'd like to know something about the DEVmeetings, ask me because I know eeeeeverything XD})

Also, WTF, Photobucket, messing with my CSS so that I have to change it! I liked my last one :/ Buuuut this one might be even nicer

A z innych spraw... Tak sobie myÅlaÅam ostatnio.....

JadÄ tramwajem do domu, jakiÅ tydzieÅ temu. Przede mnÄ, przy drzwiach, siedzi kobietka +/- w moim wieku, ani specjalnie wypacykowana, ani specjalnie ugrzeczniona, ot, normalna. WiÄkszoÅÄ miejsc zajÄta, tylko jedno czy dwa z daleka od drzwi wolne - tak, to waÅ¼ne. Tramwaj staje na przystanku, wsiada dziadek. Ani za stary i niedoÅÄÅ¼ny, ani za mÅody jeszcze Å¼eby dziadkiem go nazywaÅ ktoÅ choÄ trochÄ starszy ode mnie - ot, teÅ¼ caÅkowicie przeciÄtny. Toczy wzrokiem niezgÅÄbionym po tramwaju. Nie znajduje ku swemu niezadowoleniu krzeseÅka do siÄÅcia na, najlepiej w pobliÅ¼u drzwi. W koÅcu podchodzi do wspomnianej kobietki i artykuÅuje doÅÄ niemiÅym tonem jedno sÅowo: Wstawaj. Babka oczywiÅcie lekko skonfundowana, ale cÃ³Å¼ robiÄ, ustę

uje miejsca - przecieÅ¼ gdyby zwrÃ³ciÅa starszemu czÅowiekowi uwagÄ co do jego niegrzecznego tonu, caÅy tramwaj uznaÅby za niegrzecznÄ wÅaÅnie jÄ. Nie siadÅa na jednym z miejsc dalej od drzwi. ByÅo jej gÅupio.

Inny dzieÅ. Ta historia juÅ¼ dotyczy mnie osobiÅcie. Wracam ze sklepu z kilkoma siatkami na zakupy. IdÄ bokiem chodnika - zaznaczam to nie Å¼eby wybieliÄ siebie dla uÅ¼ytku dalszej historii, ale poniewaÅ¼ takÄ jestem osobÄ - nie lubiÄ/trochÄ siÄ bojÄ chodziÄ Årodkiem chodnika, trzaskaÄ drzwiami, pchaÄ siÄ w tÅum i zwracaÄ ludziom uwagÄ. Z naprzeciwka idzie staruszka, doÅÄ zresztÄ zaÅ¼ywna. PotrÄciÅam jÄ torbÄ, choÄ staraÅam siÄ zejÅÄ z drogi. Na co ona jak nie krzyknie, aÅ¼ odwrÃ³ciÅo siÄ paru ludzi: Panna! UwaÅ¼aj ty jak chodzisz! BezczelnoÅÄ!
Nie powiedziaÅam nic, przeprosiÅam. Nie wolno byÄ chamskim wobec starszych.

Å»eby nie byÅo Å¼e opowiadane przeze mnie historie sÄ jednego rodzaju, a ja zachowujÄ stronniczoÅÄ: WidziaÅam teÅ¼ kilku chÅopakÃ³w w wieku gimnazjum/liceum w doÅÄ obrzydliwy sposÃ³b naÅmiewajÄcych siÄ z niedoÅÄÅ¼nej staruszki ktÃ³ra wsiadÅa z nimi do autobusu (MuszÄ przyznaÄ z wielkim wstydem, dla reporterskiej obiektywnoÅci i dla nieprzedstawiania siebie samej w zbyt pozytywnym Åwietle, Å¼e krę

owaÅam siÄ zwrÃ³ciÄ im uwagÄ i tego nie zrobiÅam. Jak zawsze.). I widziaÅam teÅ¼ kilka przykÅadÃ³w cudownych, ciepÅych, pomocnych relacji miÄdzy przypadkowymi i zupeÅnie nie znajÄcymi siÄ nawzajem przedstawicielami skrajnie rÃ³Å¼nych pokoleÅ.
PozostawiÄ historiÄ bez komentarza, a przemyÅlenia moÅ¼ecie wysnuÄ sami

]]> =mayflycrow :PL: Bedzie ktos na Woodzie? http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/26235694/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/26235694/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 14:43:30 PDT

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No to tak. Wybieram siÄ w ten weekend na Przystanek Woodstock iii zasadniczo bÄdÄ siedzieÄ w Kostrzynie od czwartku (do pewnie poniedziaÅku czy coś

. BÄdzie moÅ¼na mnie zaobserwowaÄ w towarzystwie, oczywiÅcie, =z-zither i paru ludzi ktÃ³rzy nie majÄ deva. A takÅ¼e byÄ moÅ¼e paru innych ludzi ktÃ³rzy deva majÄ lecz ja o nim nie wiem. JeÅli ktoÅ bÄdzie i chce siÄ ze mnÄ zobaczyÄ, dajcie znaÄ dziÅ w nocy lub jutro - w czwartek rano opuszczam ciepÅÄ internetowÄ ostojÄ na rzecz pociÄgu tzw rzeÅºni. (JeÅli macie mojÄ komÃ³rkÄ to macie wiÄcej czasu XD). BÄdzie moÅ¼na mnie poznaÄ po byciu Mejflajem a takÅ¼e po zarÄbiÅcie czerwono-Å¼Ã³Åtym namiocie XD
DajÄ znaÄ tak pÃ³Åºno, gdyÅ¼ do dzisiaj nie miaÅam pojÄcia czy jadÄ czy teÅ¼ nie.

Co do krakowskiego devmeetu - jest nadal aktualny oczywiÅcie, tak jak byÅ 14go sierpnia

Jak wrÃ³cÄ z Wooda to byÄ moÅ¼e coÅ wreszcie wrzucÄ z rysunkÃ³w...

]]> =mayflycrow Tralalalala, tralalalala, SATAN :D http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/25643638/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/25643638/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 04:18:08 PDT

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"Zwlekam siÄ z ÅÃ³Å¼ka i na rozgrzewkÄ
WalÄ mrocznÄ szataÅskÄ nalewkÄ" :'D
_{Åadne, prawda?}

MY FINALS ARE OVER!!! I don't yet know if I passed everything (there is still one result left), but I passed most of them. Uh, actually the worst part is that I passed them practically without studying at all... I feel kinda stupid for all the people that actually study, but oh well

Anyway, now maybe I'll finally DRAW something.

In other news, I went with ~eareniel to see Transformers yesterday, to celebrate the end of exams.
Ermm, sorry, not Transformers. It was *switches to black metal growl* Transformers 2: Revenge of the fallen!!!! */growl*
God, even the title is killing me XD
It was hilarious

Seriously, we haven't had this much fun since Twilight

Me: (refering to the main female heroine) God, his girlfriend looks like a slut.
~eareniel: Who, Optimus?

We laughed so hard most of people who were sitting in the cinema with us were trying to kill us.

Of course, some lines were just purposefully epic, instead of being so unintended. ("I'm right under enemy scrotum, over")

I can't wait till Twilight 2. Or G. I. Joe. Or some other movie that'll make me laugh my ass off even more XD
I love typical Hollywood shit. Seriously.

]]> =mayflycrow :PL only: Krakowski devmeet - wazne ogloszenie[UP] http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/25498753/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/25498753/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 14:40:50 PDT

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Do mieszkaÅcÃ³w Krakowa i innych bywalcÃ³w krakowskich zlotÃ³w deviantÃ³w:

Z inicjatywy =Adi-Emus, *Podopteryx, ~Nidhogg i tylko odrobinkÄ mojej, instytucja krakowskich zlotÃ³w deviantÃ³w zostaÅa reaktywowana.

Jak na razie padÅa wstę

na propozycja nastę

nego zlotu. OdbyÅby siÄ on 7 lub 8 sierpnia. Chyba Å¼e bÄdÄ inne propozycje.

PowstaÅ rÃ³wnieÅ¼ klub dla bywalcÃ³w lub ludzi zainteresowanych krakowskimi devmeetami, administrowany przez mojÄ skromnÄ osobÄ:

Wszystkich zainteresowanych spotkaniami upraszam o przejÅcie siÄ do niego i zapoznanie siÄ z jego instytucjÄ, zasadami itepe

SÄ juÅ¼ dwa Å¼urnale, w ktÃ³rym wszystko jest wyÅoÅ¼one. Mam nadziejÄ Å¼e jasno

[EDIT] WrzuciÅam juÅ¼ do klubu nowÄ tymczasem oficjalnÄ datÄ. Gwoli informacji jest to 14go sierpnia, po szczegÃ³Åy i na dyskusjÄ odsyÅam do Å¼urnala ~Devmeet-Cracow.

[EDIT] Found myself a more readable CSS. I want to feature people and the one I had was awfully unclear for thumbs.

]]> =mayflycrow Avatar first trailer + My idols as of late :) http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/25495157/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/25495157/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 12:32:22 PDT

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For anybody interested who knows what Avatar is about but hasn't yet seen the news:

[link]

What do you think of it? I think it's decently done, but Aang reminds me of a Jedi for some reason XD

I decided to do some features because I can

I have exams therefore I shouldn't spend much time on DA, and this is exactly why I'm here so much. Still not drawing, and getting more and more frustrated about it :/. I hope I can get down to practising as soon as summer holiday begins. (As well as to doing some other DA-related things... eh...)
And since I don't draw now, I've decided to feature some people who, unlike me, know which end of the pen should touch the tablet/sheet of paper. I came across them either now or some time ago, and I've developed a somewhat love/hate relation towards them... Because they're AWESOME and I have to take VERY long to be like them... :/ Each one represents a different style, all of them I admire

- My latest discovery

I can't cease to be amazed by the powerful and imaginative fantasy landscapes he creates.

- Just when I thought nothing can amaze me about manga/anime style and actually started hating the style itself, he pops up and brings me to my knees...

3. =mayflycrow SARAH CONNOR? + :PL: Devmeet http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/25172206/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/25172206/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 04:00:42 PDT

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I've seen the new Terminator.
Don't.
Or just don't have very high expectations about it. You can watch it just to kill time or for the fun of it, it's easy-watchable and has a decently written storyline, but they fucked up the ending quite massively... well, I'm not saying anything more, you can see if you really want to

The little girl was made of win, though

You know what I'm talking about if you watched it.

[EDIT] [link] - Tell me it's not the most hilarious shit you've ever seen.
Transformers trying to be SRS BZNS. I am SO going to see that film just to make some fun of it

And now even MOAR finals awaits me... I've passed the most scary one though

. Now everything seems somehow easier...

Here be Polish, because there was another devmeet and I want to say a few words about it ;]

Tak wiÄc (nie zaczynamy zdania, a zwÅaszcza akapitu od "tak wiÄc") dalej nastą

i orÄdzie do narodu.

Nie dograliÅmy troszkÄ tego wczorajszego devmeetu, nie?

Ale na szczÄÅcie i tak byÅo bardzo fajnie, pomimo maÅej liczby osÃ³b, jaka tym razem najechaÅa nasz ulubiony Stary Port

W sumie trudno Å¼eby nie byÅo. Przynajmniej ja siÄ nieÅºle bawiÅam, popijajÄc soczek chmielowy, omawiajÄc zagorzale bardzo gÅÄbokie tematy typu 4chan oraz, o dziwo, aborcja, i przeglÄdajÄc niezwykle fascynujÄcÄ zawartoÅÄ telefonu komÃ³rkowego Necnera

. A nawet zostajÄc "tÄ od Disnej-TÅajlajta", chociaÅ¼ moÅ¼e nie powinnam tego mÃ³wiÄ. PonapieprzaliÅmy siÄ teÅ¼ trochÄ z miasta z ktÃ³rego juÅ¼ dawno powinniÅmy byli siÄ ponapieprzaÄ... ale juÅ¼ nie powiem ani sÅowa wiÄcej ze wzglÄdu na poprawnoÅÄ politycznÄ, swoich znajomych w bardzo rÃ³Å¼nych miejscach PL, a takÅ¼e fakt, Å¼e staram siÄ byÄ KrakuskÄ o otwartym umyÅle ;]. Spytam tylko jaki uwaÅ¼acie Å¼e powinien byÄ temat przewodni naszego kolejnego devmeeta. Daegherowi juÅ¼ proponowaÅam "Pedobear w obliczu wiecznoÅci"... Propozycje proszÄ zgÅaszaÄ do mnie, na forum klubu lub do organizatorÃ³w.
PrzydaÅaby siÄ lista obecnoÅci, ale to juÅ¼ niech wrzuci ten kto zbieraÅ autografy (dyg w stronÄ Pedonec... Necnera)

No i do nastę

nego razu. Mam nadziejÄ Å¼e posesyjnie zjedzie siÄ wiÄcej ludzi...

]]> =mayflycrow Two journal entries in one day, WTF D: http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24943441/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24943441/ Mon, 25 May 2009 13:26:24 PDT Also, for the lulz.

I've just discovered that DA already has an option to get you rid of all the pageview issues. W00t!! I've already ticked it.
...Better late than never

This option has probably been there for quite a while.
Also, I've already said that I've got finals, but I've said it in Polish, so I'll repeat it once again in a more international language. I might be less active in the next month.
As if I was EVER active on DA. I just fave and run

I also want to add that I feel like shit right now and I don't quite know the reason. I'd ask for a hug if it wasn't what EVERYONE does when they feel like shit XD Hahaha, I always had this strive to be elite. Still, now I have this irresistible urge to tell the world to kiss my sass, lock myself away in my elite emo corner and not go out of it until Xmas or something like that.
I need to stop using obscene words as much as I do now. Never have I heard as many profanities in one day, or even a small part of a day, until yesterday night when I went to a pub. I was tipsy, true, but still... Holy shit, I really need to stop fucking cursing... SEE?! I'm as addicted to pointless profanity as I am to coffee or quizzes on Facebook

You know I took up djembe? Well, most of you do, but some may not

And... And... And I hate the Fire Nation cast in the Avatar movie that's coming soon. They don't look like their characters AT. ALL.
[link]
[link] Well... Maybe Zhao looks quite ok, but the rest... :/
Pfft. I don't know what else to write. I guess that means it's time for studying. Or another quiz on Facebook.

]]> =mayflycrow Zlot deviantów - update http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24936029/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24936029/ Mon, 25 May 2009 04:25:51 PDT
Planowane spotkanie deviantowe w Krakowie odbÄdzie siÄ nie 30 maja, jak podawaÅam, a 6 czerwca. Bo 30 maja siÄ nikomu nie podobaÅ, zresztÄ sÅusznie. Tak poza tym natomiast, wszystko zostaje jak byÅo. Spotykamy siÄ o 15 pod pomnikiem Ziobry... Mickiewicza znaczy (sorki, Å¼art hermetyczny kierowany tylko do paru osÃ³b), chyba Å¼e bÄdzie padaÅo, wtedy o 13

No.
Co prawda wcale nie bÄdÄ wtedy mniej zajÄta niÅ¼ teraz, bo sesja trwa i trwa, ale moÅ¼e chociaÅ¼ bÄdÄ po egzaminie-gigancie... (No chyba Å¼e jego TEÅ» nam przesunÄ. Lektorka siÄ pochorowaÅa

)
Do egzaminu-giganta jeszcze tydzieÅ. ChciaÅabym to ujÄÄ jakoÅ kulturalniej niÅ¼ "sram ze strachu", bo ponoÄ za duÅ¼o przeklinam, ale serio nie potrafiÄ.

]]> =mayflycrow Mayfly, back online // Spotkanie devowe 3 http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24798531/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24798531/ Sun, 17 May 2009 04:46:28 PDT First all the power went out, and when it came back after an hour, it was with internet...
So yeah, back to spam you

Do Krakowian i innych stworÃ³w:
30 maja o 15 pod Mickiewiczem. Znaczy siÄ kolejny zlot devowy

No, chyba Å¼e ustali siÄ inaczej, ÅledÅºcie journale i ankiety

, gdyÅ¼ sÄ jeszcze pewne wÄtpliwoÅci co do daty... no i trzeba wczeÅniej ustaliÄ GDZIE spod tego Mickiewicza idziemy...
(Szczerze mÃ³wiÄc to ja sama mam wÄtpliwoÅci co do daty, bo 2 czerwca mam egzamin... znaczy... nie Å¼ebym siÄ nie wybieraÅa tak czy inaczej

)

]]> =mayflycrow DX http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24733705/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24733705/ Wed, 13 May 2009 08:06:33 PDT
The net installation in my house broke. The guy who can fix it has gone to Egypt for vacation. Nobody knows when he comes back. Nobody else CAN fix this shit D: Therefore the next few days, as for me, will be wandering to random cafes with wireless connection to check my email, DA or Facebook :/ This sucks DX

So anyway...

Maybe now when I'm practically cut off the internet, I'll spend more time studying. It'll do me good, because my first final exam is June 2nd. And it's the WORST ONE D: (kanji). Or at least the worst one I have to pass now... (I'm putting some finals till September, because otherwise I'd have nine of them or so in one month. No way in hell I'd survive through that

). I'm trying do plan my studying somehow different from my winter finals - back then I tried to learn everything in a week mainly cause I had no other choice and it beat the shit out of me... Now I'll try to still have a LIFE

If it's possible.

So maybe lack of web connection for some time isn't a bad thing after all...

Whatever

]]> =mayflycrow Do obywateli Krakowa http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24601798/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24601798/ Tue, 05 May 2009 13:42:23 PDT Przed czasem lub na samym koncercie. Cechy charakterystyczne mejflajÃ³w chyba sÄ Wam aÅ¼ za dobrze znane, zwykle ÅaÅ¼Ä w chustce, a nawet jak w niej nie jestem i demonstrujÄ swojÄ (za) krÃ³tkÄ ciemnÄ sierÅÄ, to wzrost trudno przegapiÄ. I jakiÅ pseudoartystyczny ciuch. BÄdÄ z kolegÄ. Czy z dwoma. Czy z koleÅ¼ankÄ (to w sobotę

. Czy z wiÄkszÄ ekipÄ

Cholera wie. Nie sama, przynajmniej we wstę

nym zaÅoÅ¼eniu.

Mayfly's Twilight poster views count: still 2 people, both still alive.

]]> =mayflycrow So little time, so many people... http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24494963/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24494963/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 10:43:47 PDT

Just wanna say - sorry if I fail to thank for faves

(Or if I fail to DRAW for that matter, not that there's many of my drawings drifting on here lately

). My life's accelerated a bit and I don't spend as much time in front of my computer as I used to. Maybe I'm also tired a little of sitting in front of a computer so much time... Well, whatever. Be that as it may, I'm not much here.
I'll really try drawing more though. Not for long, because I have an exam session OF DOOM in front of me, but still... (Eight to ten exams in a row. Beat THIS)

Also, I want to share something with you.
[link]
As a vampire, Edward hasn't pooped for like what? Hundred years? It shows.
I got THIS from ~mayanna (also, in front of many people at the Cracow deviant meeting - they won't forget THIS so fast

. It brought some unforgettable experiences for all of us). And now it's on my door XD.
The sheet of paper on his forehead says "I sparkle therefore I'm dangerous", if you can't make it out (sorry for the poor pic quality). There's more post-its now though. They say things like "*sparkle sparkle*" or "This is the skin of a KILLAH"... and so on. I thought about drawing him some gay make up, but why make gayer something that's so ultimately gay?
Count of people who saw THIS in person: ~~one so far. He didn't die only because he hasn't seen the movie. Or maybe he'll die in seven days...~~
Two people, no fatalities yet. Both haven't seen the movie so that pretty much explains it...
(I'll fill in the count as it'll go)
*goes to put some new post-its on THIS*

]]> =mayflycrow :PL:Devmeet - edycja druga http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24438596/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24438596/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 03:01:36 PDT DziÄki wszystkim

I w zasadzie na tym mogÅabym skoÅczyÄ, gdyby nie to Å¼e lubiÄ pisaÄ dÅugie i bezcelowe dÅ¼urnale

Tym razem zlot trwaÅ mniej wiÄcej tyle co ostatnio, od 13 do ok. 18,z Rynku poszliÅmy na Krzemionki (trochÄ to zajÄÅo...) i zrobiliÅmy sobie piknik prawie Å¼e pod wiszÄcÄ skaÅÄ. Pogoda oczywiÅcie dopisaÅa, bo jakÅ¼e by inaczej, przecieÅ¼ to my

ZjawiÅo siÄ wiÄcej ludzi niÅ¼ ostatnio (ciekawe ile bÄdzie na trzecim devmeecie... ho ho i trochÄ.....), miaÅam okazjÄ spotkaÄ paru dobrych znajomych, paru ludzi ktÃ³rych dawno nie widziaÅam i takich ktÃ³rych w ogÃ³le jeszcze nie spotkaÅam na Å¼ywo... (ot na przykÅad ~eareniel, z ktÃ³rÄ jednak jakoÅ maÅo nam siÄ udaÅo pogadaÄ... moÅ¼e nastę

nym razem porozmawiamy wiÄcej

) WypiliÅ... powymienialiÅmy trochÄ poglÄdÃ³w, m. in. na temat penisÃ³w, zostaÅam zmusz... pozowaÅam do sesji zdjÄciowej ktÃ³rÄ zgotowali mi =Adi-Emus i ~nctrns, zostawiliÅmy Ålady bytnoÅci na krakowskim przystanku z zakazem naklejania ulotek... OgÃ³lnie bawiÅam siÄ rÃ³wnie dobrze co na ostatnim zlocie, a moÅ¼e nawet jeszcze lepiej (bo juÅ¼ mnie gÅowa nie bolaÅa od zaduchu Starego Portu XD) i nie wiem jak Wy ale ja juÅ¼ czekam na nastę

ny... moÅ¼e za miesiÄc...

P.S. ~mayanna, dziÄkujÄ za plakat z TÅajlajta

ZrobiÅ furorÄ XD Mam go na drzwiach, a co XD

]]> =mayflycrow :PL:Zlot deviantów - reminder :) http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24343386/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24343386/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 13:16:33 PDT polska. Termin ostatecznie ustalony. W tÄ sobotÄ, 25go kwietnia (w koÅcu nie w niedzielę

, o geriatrycznej godzinie 13.00, pod pomnikiem Mickiewicza na rynku bÄdzie miaÅ miejsce drugi krakowski zlot deviantartowcÃ³w. Przywleczcie siÄ

ChcÄ Was zobaczyÄ

]]> =mayflycrow Moar thoughts on finishing Twicrap http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24250204/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/24250204/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 02:46:49 PDT I'm gonna spoil some now, so read it only if you want to spare yourself the excruciating torment of reading the whole thing.

"Eclipse" was so boring I don't even remember what it's about... Seriously, throughout most of the book nothing happened, except they killed some evil vamp at some point - oh well, seemed so unimportant I almost failed to remember it. But the fourth book, wutchacallit, was really hilarious

There are various reasons for that..

1. They're having sex and Eddy bites some pillows in the course of action. Bad Eddy. Nose in poo and back to your doghouse.
2. Bella gets pregnant but you already know that. Apart from the "wait, a vampire can produce sperm?" part, I see a very common history here: a poor teenager gets married right after graduation and in quite a short time after the wedding a kid is born... Hence she has to give up college. Nothing to be ashamed of, Steph, we all have some friends who didn't use condoms, no need to build a sparklepire-child-grows-extremely-fast mythology around it...

3. Belial becomes a sparklepire. But we already knew that too. After her becoming all sparkly, I've denoted an abrupt decrease in depictions of Ed's beauty and perfection. All because Bellypoo moves on to depicting HER OWN PERFECTION. NO SRSLY. I READ THROUGH HUNDRED OR SO PAGES OF BELLA BEING NARCISSISTIC AND ADMIRING HER OWN NEW SPARKLY LOOKS. HOW LAME IS THAT?

Still, there are depictions of other vampires. The amount of these results in the book being pretty much about how beautiful they are. Here, have some fun quotes:
"Alice was peeking around Jasper's elbow with a huge grin on her face; the light sparkled off her teeth, another eight-color rainbow" (WTF?! I thought shining teeth were part of the slapstick convention...)
"Edward was both dazzling and dazzled" (yay for him)
...Um... I was going to quote some of Bella admiring herself, but I'll spare you that on second thought.
4. In the end of the book something starts HAPPENING. Seriously, it looks like there's going to be a punchline to all of this. Namely, all the sparklers start preparing for an epic battle between two hostile vampire clans. Lots of vampires gather, they talk, they practise battling skills... Finally. The two hostile clans gather. On a meadow. (It also might or might not be the same meadow where Ed sparkled for the first time, I can't be sure about this though... I kinda slept through that part).
Ok. The vampires gathered. They talk their problems through the duration of something like seventy pages straight... shit, IF ONLY they talked their problems. Actually they just talk bullshit. Then they start thinking a lot... and when the battle is just about to start, they decide not to fight and go their ways, probably to have some beer. For one thing, I'm not surprised, I'd be tired of all the talking too. On the other hand though, I'm going to repeat myself now so you can skip through the next sentence. HOW LAME IS THAT?

All in all, reading Twilight was... hmmmm, in sum 24 hours well wasted.
That would be all, kids. Sayonara. Shiny desu.

Oh, P.S.: To anyone who read this shit, you know which one Leah was, do you? The werewolf chick. I just want to say I feel really, really, very sorry for her. It might've been the sole character in the story with ANY potential, there might've been an interesting subplot revolving around her. But the way Steph resolved things, Leah can only end up with an award of The Wasted-And-Underdeveloped-Character-Somewhere-In-The-Background Of The Year.
(Uh, I'm not going to brag about how Steph seems to loathe women with personality from the way she neglects this character, because this is no time and place for this. I could write an MA thesis about it if it wasn't such crap

)

]]> =mayflycrow :PL: Drugi zlot deviantów: KIEDY? http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/23987019/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/23987019/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 14:19:27 PDT

Na wypadek gdyby do kogoÅ z mojej watchbazy jeszcze wici nie dotarÅy, ponawiam ogÅoszenie ktÃ³re pojawiÅo siÄ juÅ¼ na stronie

Na koniec kwietnia planowany jest drugi krakowski zlot deviantowcÃ³w. BÄdzie albo 25go (sobota) albo 26go (niedziela). Do Was naleÅ¼y a. zaklepanie weekendu i ruszenie dupy, b. przed tymÅ¼e wypowiedzenie siÄ na stronie owego wÅaÅnie klubu (majÄ polla, nie sposÃ³b go przegapić

ktÃ³ry z tych dwÃ³ch dni Wam bardziej pasuje.

I mÃ³wcie kto z Was bÄdzie

http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/23957070/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 18:35:39 PDT
Actually I just want to share one scene with you. It made me laugh so hard I think I woke up my flatmate - and he's in the other room.
At a point of the... let's call it a story Edward goes suicidal. Never mind the circumstances, you can't be an emo vampster without going suicidal at least once in your life. However as some of you might've guessed, being a suicidal vampire is harder than being a suicidal anything else. Not only because of it being hard to bring yourself to deprive this world of something pwetty and sparkly. But also because there's a few ways to make you actually DIE.
This doesn't stop Sparky here from plotting. Namely, he decides to piss off some main sparklepires, something like a Great Shiny Council of All-Vampness, and have them sentence him to death. To achieve that all he needs to do is blow his cover and show the world he's gay..... ermmmm, show the world vampires exist. He comes up with a perfect way of cover-blowing. He decides to show himself in full sunlight at some public event in the city. Yes folks - Eddykins decides to SPARKLE HIMSELF TO DEATH. IN PUBLIC.
Am I the only one in this world who finds this shit hilarious?!

As for the punchline - the plan fails and Sparkles doesn't die a shiny, rainbowy death. Thanks to which the readers are up for... I think two another books of Monty Python times ten. Not that we're too worried. After all, Eddie Sparklehands is so awesome that he can lick the outer side of his elbow without spraining anything and also he can inhale with one nostril and exhale with the other.

On another note except for laughing the sweet Mexican Jesus of my ass off to Twilight, I'm kinda depressed lately. It's pouring rain most of the time in my town, like in the said "book", hard to keep your power switches up. Cooking is what keeps me more or less energetic. I love cooking. It's like a hobby.
That and some drawing/journalist commissions. (Though I hope I'll finish them and be able to draw for pleasure soon enough...)

On yet another note, I'll probably oversleep to school tomorrow again

(Oh, and as for hilarious shits, I ended up watching "The Unborn" with =tsukishoujo this weekend. Admittedly the beginning was crazy scary and I hardly looked at it. It got lulzy towards the end though. Something like Mel Brooks meets the Exorcist... Failplz.)

]]> =mayflycrow Sunrise, sunrise... http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/23849641/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/23849641/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 13:54:49 PDT
I just wanted the emo entry off my page.
I don't feel emo lately. True, I worry about a few things, but not emo at all

I've spent all my money on clothes!

And I have nearly nothing to buy food with

But hey, thanks to this I'm thin and dressed sharp XD

I'm on Facebook btw. Look for Olga JarczyÅska, but plz tell me who you are if you add me

Well, back to doing my commission. I'm doing a project for a book cover. I don't get paid much but at least I can show myself...

http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/23597638/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 18:16:13 PDT
Hm, I don't like making my journal entries: too personal, unrelated to DA, and/or emo. Therefore I shouldn't be writing this. But this is bugging me...

IF YOU DON'T LIKE MENTAL VOMIT AS MUCH AS I DO, STOP READING. NOW. I WON'T MIND IF THERE WON'T BE ANY COMPASSIONATE COMMENTS. I GUESS I'M WRITING IT MAINLY FOR MYSELF, OUT OF SOME PERVERSE EXISTENTIAL EXHIBITIONISM THAT GOT ME ALL OF A SUDDEN

I take criticism really hard. Not DA criticism, not about my drawings or photos - this is different and this I need. What I'm talking about is criticism aimed at my very self, at my looks and personality. I take it to heart. I tend to obsess over what somebody told me, feel guilty about not being what they expected of me, try to force myself into changing what they didn't like. Somehow, I tend to lose myself in this strive to change and please everyone around me. I have this "sorry that I'm alive" sort of attitude.

And I get criticism all the time. I'm... hrmm, exceptional's a polite word. I like to cut my hair mercilessly short, I like to take most of my clothes straight out of an India shop or out of wherever I can find something colourful, butterfly-ish and bohemian enough. There's also my voice. It's strong. Damn strong. That makes me quite a skilled singer, still, people need to shush me when I speak up in a public place. Of course, there are also my political, religious and social views (let's just call them extreme...)... my being passionate about pretty much anything, bursting into anger straight from some happy state... and some other things. At least that's what I am when I'm being myself. I'm difficult.

I tried to change it. I tried to adjust to what's called a typical "feminine" woman: quiet, frail, calm and keeping her head down. I thought that'd make me wanted, accepted, that maybe I wouldn't end up all alone at last. I thought that'd finally free me from getting the same hate lines every day. For once I wanted to do something right. Where "right" = pleasing absolutely everyone and not aggravating anybody.

Then I met this person. It was a really short time ago. I didn't know him very well, but I suppose I liked him, even though he was always being cold. It's called pheromones. Too bad it wasn't requited. Anyway, that made me start pretending even more. I tried to keep my head down twice as hard, just so he'd think I'm feminine. Just so he'd think I'm worth his attention.
But then it failed. One day I just heard "Sorry. But I always get bored when I'm with you. You're just too silent and shy, I don't know what to talk about with you". Well, not literally. But I suppose that was the sense behind it...

And then I realized... Is it still me?

That person probably found some girl that doesn't bore him by now. Or he didn't. I guess I shouldn't care (the fact that somehow I still do is of minor significance), as I won't change anything about this matter. Case closed. The only thing I can change now is to start being myself finally. To try not minding the hateful remarks people give me.
Because even if someone will like my fake self and want to know me... What next? Will I pretend forever?

I just regret I came to this conclusion so late.

That's that. I probably made my point unclear anyway.

[EDIT] Wha? Who? Who featured me? I don't know about anything. What's with all the pageviews today? The journal wasn't very revolutionary to begin with... It can't be this...

Z innych spraw, chcÄ teÅ¼ powiedzieÄ ~Rozarium Å¼e dziÄkujÄ za fantastyczny przebalowany weekend :* Musimy robiÄ nasze reunions czÄÅciej.
Jestem rÃ³wnieÅ¼ po Manifie. Tym razem rodzimej, po dwÃ³ch czy trzech warszawskich pod rzÄd. ByÅo miÅo, radoÅnie, muzycznie i - o dziwo w tym cieplutkim zagÅÄbiu doÅÄ skrajnego konserwatyzmu - spokojnie. BawiÅam siÄ nieÅºle i chcÄ rÃ³wnieÅ¼ pozdrowiÄ mojÄ babciÄ, ktÃ³ra jest na pewno dumna, Å¼e wyraÅ¼am swoje poglÄdy rÃ³wnie wyraÅºnie jak ona

Szkoda tylko Å¼e, jak zawsze, z mojego zbierania ekipy wyszÅo tyle, Å¼e zjawiÅyÅmy siÄ z ~Rozarium we dwie. I Å¼e nie wziÄÅam aparatu

]]> =mayflycrow Polish peeps - Po zlocie http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/23452415/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/23452415/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 14:10:40 PST
Nie no, miÅo byÅo

PrzypuszczaÅam Å¼e bÄdzie nas wiÄcej (frekwencja wyniosÅa ok. 20 osÃ³b), ale teÅ¼ nie przypuszczaÅam Å¼e bÄdzie aÅ¼ tak fajnie

SiedzieliÅmy w sumie od spotkania na rynku o 13 do ok. 18, nastroje i pogoda chyba dopisaÅy, mimo Å¼e na poczÄtku jakoÅ trochÄ chmursk zawisÅo na nieboskÅonie i zaczÄÅo straszyÄ niczym Å¼arÃ³wka Osram. ZaczÄÅa teÅ¼ straszyÄ niska frekwencja - np. z moich znajomych przybyÅa w sumie tylko =saharaam - resztÄ albo wymiotÅo do Szwabii czy gdzie, albo nie dojechali, albo nie chciaÅo im siÄ ruszyÄ tyÅka w godzinach tak wczesnoporannych. Prawdopodobnie to samo byÅo z resztÄ Åwiata.
W sumie jednak skoÅczyÅo siÄ na straszeniu bo udaÅo nam siÄ fajnie bawiÄ

Dla zlotu zasÅuÅ¼yli siÄ zwÅaszcza ~necner, ktÃ³ry wziÄÅ na siebie organizacjÄ, ~Podopteryx ktÃ³ra wziÄÅa na siebie heroicznie rolÄ duszy towarzystwa i naczelnego spoiwa konwersacji, caÅa reszta ktÃ³ra w tejÅ¼e konwersacji ochoczo uczestniczyÅa, niekiedy rzucajÄc trudnymi do zapomnienia tekstami (~nctrns, ale Ty siÄ nie wstydÅº tego o aborcji, to byÅo fajne

)... a takÅ¼e obsÅuga Starego Portu ktÃ³ra mimo przeraÅ¼enia malujÄcego siÄ w ich oczach nas nie wywaliÅa.
MoÅ¼e tylko szkoda Å¼e troszkÄ siÄ potem odseparowali emeryci (w tym, co tu gadaÄ, ja) od mÅodzi... no ale cÃ³Å¼, chyba zawsze siÄ takie coÅ zdarzy.
No, tak ogÃ³lnie to ja chcÄ jeszcze raz

W tym samym fajnym towarzystwie, a moÅ¼e nawet hopefully w trochÄ rozbudowanym.

Manifa za tydzieÅ... zresztÄ bo ja wiem kiedy. Jak w weekend to pewnie idÄ z ~Rozarium dresÃ³w draÅ¼niÄ samÄ obecnoÅciÄ...

[EDIT] Kochani, jeÅli wczoraj jeszcze komuÅ z Was nie najechaÅam galerii, to przypominajcie mi siÄ. Wczoraj odwiedzaÅam wszystkich tak troszkÄ z ÅoÅ¼a boleÅci (jak wrÃ³ciÅam to brzuch mnie bolaÅ, pewnie z braku obiadu XD) i naprawdÄ nie pamiÄtam komu coÅ juÅ¼ napisaÅam a komu nie.

=mayflycrow To Polish peeps - Zlot w Krakowie http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/23108202/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/23108202/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 17:49:15 PST [link]

MÃ³wiÄ kto idzie a kto nie. PrzeszÅabym siÄ w sumie, ale chcÄ wiedzieÄ czy bÄdzie duÅ¼o ludzi ktÃ³rych kojarzÄ...

A w ogÃ³le to wreszcie jestem po sesji

Teoretycznie przynajmniej. WiÄc pewnie niedÅugo zbiorÄ dupÄ do jakiegoÅ rysowania...

<... ]]> =mayflycrow My near-death LOL http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/22709804/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/22709804/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 09:03:20 PST

[link]

- FUCK, this is better, gayer and more sparkly than Twilight, Queer Duck AND Village People ALL AT ONCE!!!!!!!!!1!!!111!!!eleven!!!

It's a Polish site, but the movie is in English and I guess everybody can see the "play" button no matter the nationality...

EDIT

WTF DA?! WTF?! I can't handle this new layout

Well, ok, I won't go complaining about it, it is kinda pretty. But still I don't know what is where T_T

http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/22632875/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 12:15:51 PST
I saw. I lol'd. And shit, I almost pissed my pants from laughter.

.........No further comments required.

http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/22528014/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 15:18:27 PST
Won't be drawing for a while, I suppose. My exams are approaching, so yeah...

- care for a kiss from Miss Groke????

http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/22064898/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 10:56:13 PST
Ok, so I'm updating my journal just in case I won't have the time to do it before I go somewhere for holiday. No Xmas artwork. Sorry peeps. Photoshop crashed. Although I generally don't do seasonal "art"work, this time I promised some people, but... Well, sorry. I hope I'll get my PS up and running during the holiday.

Xmas itself. Shit, I'm not even Christian, what POSSIBLY can I say about it? Plus, ever-present commercialism, same movies on TV every year, can't get pass the mall without getting stomped, blah blah blah, yeah yeah, been there, done that. Still. Yes, still. It's a holiday people! No school, no work, sleep till noon, read all the books you didn't have time to read through the last months, visit some family... _{ok, wait, that one doesn't have to be of any pleasure, depends on whether you like the family or not} ...or friends... _{that's better, you can choose friends}. Therefore, although I'm not Christian, and although I definitely won't be watching TV, I'm intending to make the best of these two weeks. And I'm quite happy with it. I wish you the same.

=mayflycrow Storm-Artists.net, savvy? http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21810136/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21810136/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 03:43:03 PST

Anywayz! does anybody of you happen to be on Storm-Artists.net? If so, why not say hi to me there? I go there as Mayfly ( right here: [link] ), I upload mostly things that already are on DA but I consider best of my stuff

On another note. I haven't been drawing for a couple of days, because I had a big project to do for school, but I'm more or less back on track! Prepare yourself, for the trauma continues!

(I nad nowÄ KakÄ Demona teÅ¼ juÅ¼ pracujÄ...)

That's that.

=mayflycrow 100 art questions spam (Hi, Sah!) http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21680750/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21680750/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 12:36:27 PST

She said today that eeeeeveryone seems to do the tags she does... And I like her too much to disappoint her

(And I have some time to waste away for the first time since the weekend^^)

01. What is your pen name?
Mayfly, as most know already

03. Do you use PC or Mac?
PC. And vista. I have to get my ass down to installing xp...

04. What programs do you use most often?
PS7.

05. Do you use mouse, or tablet?
Tablet, tablet, tablet - I've waited for one for six god damn years!!

06. What color or color combinations do you prefer to use?
Multicolour

07. What part of a picture do you put most effort into?
Colouring. Shit that comes hard... And making the whole thing dynamic and expressive.

Depends on the picture. Notebook doodles = 2 mins. Longest one = 1 week

09. Do you keep your rough drafts?
...Ermmm... Like... All my pics look like rough drafts?

10. What font do you use most often?
I usually handwrite. But I type in fancy ones if any.

11. When you scan your image, what DPI do you use?
Depends. 200-600. Usually 300. Average 'uns

12. Do you do anything else when you're drawing?
Hrmmmmm... Usually? Studying, GG/YM chatting with friends, sometimes cleaning my room, drinking tea, listening to some music

13. Approximately how many pictures do you draw in a month?
Uhh, I don't count that... I draw a shit lot of them, a few daily, of which I submit only four or five a month... I'm awfully self-critical.

14. What kind of paper do you draw your pictures on?
Printer paper. Or watercolour paper if I want to do something "better" and I have a precise idea of it. Or computer screen

15. What kind of paper do you use for rough sketches and drafts?
Printer paper as well. Or my school notebook

16. How long does it take you to ink something?
Hrmm... Inking is the easiest part for me if it's manual - so up to an hour. If it's digital... hm, up to 3?

17. Do you do comics, or fan comics?
Original comics, original art... Rarely fanart/fan comics.

18. Do you like comics? Are they fun to make?
Of COURSE I do^^ Mostly European ones, but I enjoy American ones and manga as well. And yes, they're fun to make - only it takes up quite a lot of time.

19. Have you ever submitted anything to a magazine?
No, but I did help with a children's book when I was 13. I still want to do children's books. We'll see what life brings

21. Who are your favorite artists?
Slide down the page and see my profile info.

24. Any artists that you wish you could draw like?
A few of them.

25. Do you read a lot of books?
Duh

26. Did you ever buy a book to inspire or teach you to draw?
...Hrm, no. I don't use tutorials... usually.

31. Do you draw fanart?
Sure. Rarely, but still^^ Depp's roles and ATLA lately, Death Note some time ago.

32. Do you listen to music while you draw?
Why the question? You can possibly... like, u know... NOT listen to music while drawing?

34. Any other art websites that you really enjoy?
For now, not really. Probably cause I've never been to other ones. (I'm afraid I'm not good enough for the ones where they base keeping your submissions on quality)

37. Do you like your own art?
I. Am NEVER. Satisfied.

47. Do you want to become a professional artist?
Were I better, I definitely would.
=mayflycrow An address to the peoples of the world http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21549348/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21549348/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 11:36:37 PST
Take your 150-cm-height and 30-kg-weight ideal of female beauty and stick it right up your where-the-sun-doesn't-shine part. It'll fit right in your buttholes smoothly, and maybe also cause you some pleasure on the occasion.

Thank you, fuck you and good bye.

- Me. (183 height, 68 weight)
(Of course it's complexes. What else. But at least I'm honest and sincere

)
(and lol, fucking drama entry

)

Cool clubs

I'm SO having fun with these

=mayflycrow Mini-rant. http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21536402/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21536402/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 15:04:08 PST
And how DARE you preach about there being just one right way for patriotism.

You seem to forget that when we were under martial law, it was the young who went with flowers to meet the tanks.

...Ehh. Am I not too old to be idealistic already?

(I was already logged out, but somebody pissed me off with their accusations. I had to relieve myself

)

----

Member of

. Still. And still not good enough to gain courage needed to submit stuff there.

]]> =mayflycrow 23 http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21360934/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21360934/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 16:48:52 PST . I've just become one year older, so I'm 23 now.
(Lol, it's funny to have such a birthday date. October Revolution, could it possibly be better? XD I always tend to have some lulz at it)

So yeah. One year older, still childish, still can't draw, write OR take photos, and still a Mayfly. (The oldest mayfly in the god damn universe, bwahaha)

...Is it time for my midlife crisis already?? I can't remember cause my Alzheimer's giving me the shits... Igor, prepare my place on the cemetery for me

(As for my drawing skills. Still not satisfied, but improving, improving. Most of the people who know me from the days of yore are saying they're glad that I've returned to my own style after several months of trying to fit into anime convention. Somebody quite close to me said that my anime drawings were correct and all, but they just lacked the soul, which they regained now... Me, I'm glad too. I've returned to my style, but richer with some experience I gathered while trying to draw anime. That's good, I suppose...

)

I'm a member of

]]> =mayflycrow US Election + Happy B-day Saharaam! http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21338060/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21338060/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 10:52:34 PST . He's in for a hard task at the very start, especially with the crisis.
Must say I'm quite happy and relieved with the fact he won.

Also. Except for my comment on current events, this journal is meant to wish a happy birthday to one of my DA and RL friends - with whom I have such fun making up different ways to use a kimono without getting hurt, or a dictionary of words that can be used as innuendos. Whatever it is, we tend to have some epic lulz together

So. Happy B-day, !!!!

May this year be a great year for you and may your comic R.E.Movement get lots of fans.
I also hope we'll see you at Japanology next year ;]

(gaaahhh, I was supposed to draw something for you, but I didn't manage to cope with my time span XD. Sorry, Sah

)

Member of

]]> =mayflycrow One, two, baby cut ya wrists :D :D :D http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21296400/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21296400/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 08:25:59 PST =_\\

-> [link] <-

Don't try to tell me they're singing something different than that!!!!

I should make misheard lyrics clips and post them on Youtube...

(Oh, man, Mayfly, you're 23, hello!)

Sorry about that. I'm feeling low lately and I'm trying to hype myself up by posting some stupid journal entries. And a stupid webcomic

Proud member of

]]> =mayflycrow Deviant for 1 year http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21166780/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/21166780/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 07:15:27 PDT

Wolna Grupa Bukowina

So... Yeah. I just want to say that I've been around here for exactly a year now

And I got so used to DA during just one year that I can't imagine life without it now. I probably wouldn't be mobilized to practise drawing if I wasn't here in the first place. (And I'd suck even more than I do, so be pleased I'm practising

)

And thank you people who come by sometimes. It just wouldn't be the same without every single one of you

BTW. Today I walked past my uni's campus and discovered that one dorm house is called "Babylon".So I thought: What a proper name! I started laughing my ass off to this sight and to my friends' later lack of understanding. Am I the only one in the world who reasons with such twisted logic and therefore finds this sort of humour appealing?

...Probably yes.

Also. I'm a proud member of

]]> =mayflycrow Please Help The Breast Cancer Site http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/20969491/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/20969491/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 12:44:58 PDT it only takes a minute....

The Breast Cancer site is having trouble

getting enough people to click on their site

daily to meet their quota of donating at least

one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged

woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their

site and click on 'donating a mammogram' for

FREE (pink window in the middle).

[link]

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---> Doesn't cost you a thing! I swear!

AND, a BIG thanks to those of you who do this.

Taken from

]]> =mayflycrow La-la-land + Year 1 + kiriban http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/20938406/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/20938406/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 14:16:10 PDT

Why yes. My new webcam IS of a mayfly consuming alcohol in quantities astonishingly overwhelming its own self

It is not without context

(and it's (c) somebody else)
In other news. Yes, Japanology has moved on with full force. AND! And, and, and. I've just realized that. My very first anniversary of DA activity will be in exactly two weeks' time

(...I'll definitely have to draw something on this occasion...)
And if you assume that this journal entry is pointless, please, accept my sincerest congratulations on your outstanding observancy. I just wanted to get rid of this longish rant out of my homepage. It was the closest to dArama I've ever got.

IF ANYBODY WANTS TO CATCH A KIRIBAN: that'll be 3.000 pgvs. (provide a screenshot please)
...That is, if anybody wants to get my crappy drawing as a gift

]]> =mayflycrow Holy CRAP chainletters DX http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/20754718/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/20754718/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 06:45:19 PDT
Just in case this... um, someone... got my email from here (the box below the journal space and the ID where you give your contact data, yes, right there where you're looking), let's make it clear. I HATE chainletters. I NEVER send them on or send them back, however I like the person that sends them to me (and ESPECIALLY when I don't know them). In fact, I can't even bring into my mind a more idiotic idea then checking the truthfulness of somebody's friendship with something like this. People, (especially you, dear Mr Spammer, will you introduce yourself finally?), think about it for a little bit. It doesn't hurt, thinking, I guarantee you. Where is the sense and logic in the words 'A real friend will send this back to me and to fifty other people, a fake friend won't'? How is spamming fifty people's mailboxes an accurate measure of somebody's sincerity and honesty of their intentions?!
Unless times changed, that is. I'm an old bat (compared to most DA and other web communities population), you know that. I'm not sure, maybe nowadays you're not considered a phoney when you don't help somebody when they're in need, but when you don't go and spam people just because that somebody asked you to. So sorry if I'm old-fashioned, but I'm not intending to change it.

Ok. Sorry for the longish rant which probably nobody felt like reading. I got really pissed off finding this crap from an unknown person in my email inbox. And sorry if I offended some chainletter lover here on DA. Whatever, you can just send those to somebody else who actually enjoys it.

One more thing. Concerning my little 'move' from 'D-H' onto here. Some people were wondering which one of my accounts was the first one. THIS ONE HERE WAS. The other one was a 'small' experiment that turned out more fun than I expected. Look at the join dates.

Ehh. On another note. I spent like half an hour trying to hang a poster at my door and make it stay there without falling (it's a really huge one). Without damaging the door of course. After four or five attempts (some of them quite close to McGyver's tricks) I had to use safety pins. There goes not damaging the door

because.

]]> =mayflycrow I think I just scrapped half of my gallery XD http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/20587410/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/20587410/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 15:18:21 PDT
WTF spring cleaning mode in the middle of autumn XD.

As for the written shit I was supposed to upload. I'm in the middle of browsing through the whole thing and ... hm, this crap's too long. It won't go here. So, most of you, go and feel relieved, and the ones that asked me to let them read in exchange for a critique (bwahaha, yes yes, ~Rozarium and Karo, I haven't forgotten, and I definitely won't let a critique go by *parasite*) will... um, just get it by email.

That's that for announcements.

I made too much teriyaki chicken. Anybody join me for dinner?

]]> =mayflycrow Another pointless and too long journal entry http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/20542486/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/20542486/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 18:10:14 PDT
So, for anybody that wants to waste their time anyway: how've you been doing? I wasn't here very much lately. I had some stunningly, monumentally boring holidays and now I'm (like some of you) exactly two weeks away from day zero (uni). I moved houses TWICE in these two months which is an absolute record (don't ask). Oh, and I overcame a longish art block. As you might've noticed.

Oh, I might upload some writing soon enough (when I'll correct it) because somebody (who doesn't have a DA) asked me to (tak tak, Karo, o Tobie mowa). It'll be in Polish so I apologize in advance. (Also to Polish people, because they'll be exclusively exposed to that torment

)

BTW, I've decided to do missile defense system around my apartment. For kicks. Anybody willing to sponsor?

Uhh... I'm going to sleep...

]]> =mayflycrow Sorry I had to :| http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/19838720/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/19838720/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 03:15:24 PDT

<- XDDDDD

]]> =mayflycrow Tired = meme time. http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/19287667/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/19287667/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 07:50:34 PDT
Tagged by ~osake-chan

Ok. It's in Polish, but I guess I'll make it bilingual...

1. Policz ile w sumie kosztowaÅy ubrania, ktÃ³re masz na sobie.
Count the price of all the clothes you're wearing.
Pants - 100 zl, shirt - ~30 zl, shawl - 22 zl (bought that today, on impulse, coz I was cold). Oh, shoes - 55 zl. ...Should I also count in the underwear? XDDDDDDD

2. Podlicz pageviewsy ze swoich wszystkich kont.
Count the pgvs on all your accounts.

2072 this one + 2496 on the fanart one

3. Co dziÅ jadÅeÅ?
What did you eat today?
Sandwich, yoghurt, then some shit in WC Donald's, between seeing one flat and another... (I started eating in fast food places. How low can you get?)

4. Jakie byÅy ostatnie sÅowa, ktÃ³re usÅyszaÅeÅ?
What were the last words you heard?
'We'll call you'. I know they won't D<

5. Lista 5 rzeczy ktÃ³re widzisz.
List 5 things you see.
Um... Laptop, empty beer can (I just emptied it, not that I don't throw them away

), a batshit amount of boxes and bags, hairdryer which I'm just using as I got caught in the rain... and a hairpin. With a kitty on it

6. Pierwsze sÅowo, jakie przychodzi Ci do gÅowy?
First word that comes to your head
Swear words mainly.

7. JakaÅ zabawna rzecz, ktÃ³ra Ci siÄ dziÅ przytrafiÅa.
A funny thing that happened to you today.
Well, the other day I had my wallet stolen, and today somebody sent it back... There was no money in it, but it had all the documents. Can you imagine that? An honest thief?

8. WÅÄcz swÃ³j odtwarzacz/wieÅ¼Ä/program i przeÅÄcz 'dalej' 5 razy.
Turn on your music player and press 'fwd' five times

Oh come on, I'm turning it on for the sixth time, pressing fwd, and every time I get some jpop or some part of Death Note OST... It's REALLY not all that's there and I'll prove it to you.
Once again.

Imogen Heap: Maddening Shroud.

See? Told ya

Tag yourself.

]]> =mayflycrow .......... http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/19211545/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/19211545/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 00:13:40 PDT ......
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...Oh, man, thanks for all, people. You guys know it's about you.

More witty journals coming up. I promise.
Just not now.

]]> =mayflycrow The Laws of Moving Houses D:< [EDITED] http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/19106704/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/19106704/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 01:39:05 PDT It is impossible to find out you're moving houses any earlier than two days before the necessity to move.

2. The Law of Reverse Dependence
It's not about the more things you have, the more boxes you need to buy. It's about the more boxes you buy, the more things you absolutely can't recall to have ever acquired magically pops up out of thin air.

3. The Law Of Black Plastic Hole
Plastic bags are also something that tends to pop up out of thin air no matter how many you throw away or utilize for practical purposes.

4. The Law of Insufficient Proximity of Suitcases
When you need suitcases the most desperately, you are bound to discover you've given them for a safe keeping to a family member who has just gone on holiday w/o telling you they will in advance. Then you're bound to run around all your friends' places and borrow all the suitcases they can offer.

5. The Law of WTF Transport?!
If a friend offered you to give you and your things a ride to your new house, you can be absolutely sure their car will break right before day zero. Hire a taxi in advance

6. The Law of Disposal Space Bending
The more garbage you have to dispose of after segregating your things, the less space there is in the outside garbage containers and the further you have to go in search of an empty one.

7. The Law of Outer Disruption
Rest assured that the landlord of your current house, if only they're fucked up enough, will enter in the middle of your packing mess and start yelling that you can't even pack tidily

.

8. The Law of Cleaning
Some piles of dust should not be moved. EVER.

... Holy shit, I'm tired...

(I fear very much that I might have to add a law like 'When you arrive at your destination ready to move, you discover that the new landlord has just sold the apartment you wanted to hire to somebody they preferred over you and has not managed to tell you in time. Hire a lawyer'... but I sure hope I won't have to...

)

On a more upbeat note, I've passed all of my exams. And so I can focus fully on packing and moving

(I'd prefer to focus on reading books, drawing and taking long and lonely walks, but I guess you can't have everything)

...I suppose that until I'm off there will be more and more laws coming...

Shameless self - pimpage
~mayflycrow - my original art
~delusional-hotarubi my fanart

...nothing's going on at any of those lately, though...

]]> =mayflycrow The slightly retarded comment meme XD http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18983837/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18983837/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 13:26:44 PDT This time, snatched from ~Zaan
And of course, knowing me, I just have to do it because everyone else does it

THA RULZZ

Leave the comment and I'll tell you:

1. Why I added you to my friendlist.
2. Something that reminds me of you/something I associate with you. (fandom, song, colour, etc)
3. Why I like you.
4. A memory that I have of you.
5. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Ask me something you've always wanted to know.
7. If you leave a comment here, you must post this in your journal too.

(if you want to know my opinion *doubts*, i honestly don't think even half of the tagged people abides by rule number 7. ...It's kinda as confining as Rule 36 in Death note...

)
Haha. Ok, comment plz??
*still doubts*

]]> =mayflycrow Exams, peaches and pancakes http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18930274/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18930274/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 12:54:55 PDT
So yeah, it wasn't me. It was HER!

I did tell those of you whom I tend to contact personally on a daily basis, but I guess it's not all...

Anyway. I'm halfway through the exam session, eating peaches (a second basket of peaches, for that matter. ... BTW, As I was typing the word 'second', I misspelled and wrote 'sex' instead, I sure wonder why

...), and TRYING to study. Trying, because basically I think I used up my thinking resources for the five tests and exams I already had, and there's nothing left for the upcoming three.

I also want to add that *stares blankly at the history book* dogu figurines of the Jomon period and haniwa ones from the Kofun period differ in numerous ways. If anybody's interested in that

To terminate my today's report from my boring life, I also have a piece of advice from Aunt Mayfly. If you fry pancakes, buy oil. Frying them on butter because of unwillingness to go to the grocery is EVIL. And burns things.

Thank you for your att... where did everybody go... ention...
Look forward (coughiknowyouwon'tcough) for more of me in a week's time, when I'm thru with my exams.

A w ogÃ³le, anaÅnsment dla PolakÃ³w. Jak ktoÅ jest Åwiadomy istnienia maÅego, spokojnego, przykrytego dachem skrawka ziemi w Krakowie, a konkretnie pokoju zdolnego pomieÅciÄ jednÄ fangirlkÄ bez koniecznoÅci dokooptowywania drugiej osoby do tegoÅ¼ samego pokoju, to mÃ³wcie mi, bo szukam

Shameless self-pimpage:
~mayflycrow - my original art
~delusional-hotarubi - my fanart

]]> =mayflycrow A longish and pointless journal entry http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18679500/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18679500/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 12:47:55 PDT
Anyway, they cancelled the radioactivity alarm in my country, which doesn't prevent an acquaintance of mine from searching for the signs of Nostradamus's Armageddon prophecy fulfilling itself in pretty much everything. Sometimes I wish I were blessed with magical thinking like this - prophecies solve all your problems! Why bother thinking! Comfy...

I also should be more worried about getting chucked out of uni, which might happen with things as they are... but I'm not. I will be after the fact.

I want to submit some things here... and some deathnotardage and avatardage to my fanart account, but I don't know when will the exams allow me to finish all this stuff off. I can't even draw much now.
(Good point: When I get chucked out, I'll have time for that. And money, since I have a job I can do for a living already)

Btw. Linen clothings were invented by terrorists. I'm pretty sure of it. Watch out how you sit or it'll crease. Watch out how you walk or it will crease. Oh, and whatever you do, don't forget to smoothen it out before you take any pose different from a straight standup. Or... guess what, it'll crease.

Now that's a psychological weapon. This is the means that will introduce reign of terror to the world.

Ahem... Yes. That was pointless.

My galleries:
~mayflycrow - original art
~delusional-hotarubi - fanart

]]> =mayflycrow ...Whatever. http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18663200/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18663200/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 13:54:58 PDT ...Sheesh, broadcast the news when you're sure of them.

Mah DA's:
~mayflycrow original art
~delusional-hotarubi fanart

]]> =mayflycrow Cuteness http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18540719/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18540719/ Wed, 28 May 2008 09:14:11 PDT
[link]

I'm not even that fond of this song. It's not really my type of music. But I can watch the vid over and over, just to look at the images.

Btw, did you know that when you drop an mp3 player into water, don't notice it so that it stays there for 15 minutes or so, then you dry it w/ a hairdryer, it actually works? Moreover, it works better than previously.

Neither did I.

My DA galleries:
~mayflycrow - original art
~delusional-hotarubi - fanart

Oh. I kinda like this:

]]> =mayflycrow Back on duty + Other account http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18274631/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18274631/ Sun, 11 May 2008 14:00:50 PDT Still, you have to wait some more for any submissions... I have a lot of stuff ready to go, but first I have to regain my scanner XD

Meanwhile if you're bored, resilient to yaoi, crack, eye-fucking colors and kitschy fanart, you can check my other account. (I TOLD you I have two...)

So the division goes like this:

- original art (though some experimental fanwork too), photos, more serious stuff, realism etc.

- anime, yaoi, crack, parodies, kitsch and lately too much Death Note.

Sorry I didn't inform you guys earlier. It was a matter of a bet.

]]> =mayflycrow Tag-a-dee. Again. And fucking art block. http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18001688/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/18001688/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 04:05:06 PDT

. And I'm doing it now coz what I should do is studying

Ok!

Rules:
1. Post these rules in your journal
2. Tag 6 or more people, and let them know that you've tagged them in a message or deviant comment
3. What does love mean to you? You can write down more than one...

Yosh! Let's get intellectual and productive (bwahaha, yeah, right)

So, for me love is...
... unrelated to the pheromones thing, completely different from 'falling in love' - which I don't consider love at all (not that it can't originate from falling in love). True love happens between partners, friends or family. It's being ready to sacrifice your own good for the person you care for. It's getting all shaky and wimpy at the very thought the person is suffering at the moment - but it's also the ability to get yourself together and help them instead of only showing you're suffering with them. It's the immense relief you feel on seeing that person's trouble is over. It's feeling happy together with them.

It's the pain you feel when you lose that person. It's the desperate craving to get them back, even when you know you can't. And also... the ability to let them go if you see you make them unhappy.

So yeah, love exists for me. But I don't think it's what people consider it to be.

...Whew, that was long.
I tag... Aw, you know I never really tag anyone, basically coz I never know whom to tag. If you're reading it and feel you want to emo-out a bit, feel free to snatch it^^

P.S.: Grrrr!!!! Why can't I DRAW anything else than some crappy fanart doodles? Just when I have time to do it coz I'm sick and I don't do schoolwork, I've run out of ideas. So frustrating... >:-<
EDIT: Why isn't there a 'Mood: Poke me and I'll break' icon?

]]> =mayflycrow Feel like doing some meme... http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/17390016/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/17390016/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 04:50:55 PDT ~martini6583 and *BlackInfinity666 did this one independently (probably other people I watch also did, only that before I watched them), so I decided to do the by now overused 8 facts meme, just because. Because why not. Because I'm bored and don't want to study for a test.

Ok, here we go:

RULES:

1. Post these rules!
2. each person tagged must write 8 random facts about themselves...
3. and post them in their journal!
4. Each person who is tagged must tag, in turn, 8 more people.
5. They should be notified via comment and mentioned in the journal.

So yeah, the FACTS.
1. I'm a sugar addict (what else could go first)
2. I usually wear contrasting colors of clothing.
3. Once I thought if not to go down an escalator that runs upwards, but I thought too much and the escalator ended before I decided. (I think I saw a comic with this sort of plot somewhere on DA lately.,.,.,.,.,)
4. I have a 'second face' here on DA, but I'm not telling ANYONE where's that and what I do there, so don't inquire me about it. Go bother Snape instead.
5. I watched 'Howl's moving castle' about five times now and I'm still not bored with it.
6. I'm such a nerd that I met my first boyfriend on a D&D session xDDDD Later it got normal ^^".
7. I have a separate hard drive for music. It's so crammed that even I don't know exactly what's there.
8. I should be studying kanji right now, but I'm not. So yeah.

Don't know whom to tag. If any of you feels like doing this/is as bored or unwilling to do their duties as I am, then you're tagged.

Oh, and thanks for the 1k pgv, dears^^ I appreciate that.
Ok, I'm off to eat something. See you round.

]]> =mayflycrow Alive http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/17132100/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/17132100/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 12:02:31 PST
Well, I made it thru the exams, without getting kicked out of the uni (a big achievement.) Most of my problems solved by themselves (and some new ones appeared. but never mind that== ), now I have an appartment I can normally function in, which is great, no more hard insomnia, yay!

Uhh, I kinda realized, I didn't photograph much lately... Mostly I draw (I actually draw a lot, just that I don't upload it that often, either I don't feel like it or it's for different purposes than showing it here). I think I'll get into photography again now I'll have more time for long walks/trips/whatever. Photographing needs more time, contrary to all appearances, so I guess that's pretty much why I didn't really get into it during the past months.

I don't want to quit taking pics tho. I feel I'll get down to it soon.

]]> =mayflycrow ... http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/16314730/ http://mayflycrow.deviantart.com/journal/16314730/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 11:58:36 PST I might not have time for many updates now, coz my exam session's nearby. The damn kanjis scare me at nights. So does ancient philosophy. I'm pretty sure I'd hate Socrates or Aristotle if I met them, I know it just by looking at the book cover...

Kidding, I'm not as dumb as i write.

See you.

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