http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3Amcaksoy deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:mcaksoy en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Fri, 24 May 2013 00:26:32 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Synecdoche-New-York-223508445 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Synecdoche-New-York-223508445 Tue, 19 Oct 2010 17:35:23 PDT Synecdoche, New York nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2010-2013 ~mcaksoy
                  " Everything is more complicated than you think. You only see a tenth of what is true. There are a million little strings attached to every choice you make; you can destroy your life every time you choose. But maybe you won't know for twenty years. And you may never ever trace it to its source. And you only get one chance to play it out. Just try and figure out your own divorce. And they say there is no fate, but there is: it's what you create. And even though the world goes on for eons and eons, you are only here for a fraction of a fraction of a second. Most of your time is spent being dead or not yet ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Journal-225781429 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Journal-225781429 Tue, 22 Jun 2010 13:50:58 PDT Journal nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2010-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/yello-226213507 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/yello-226213507 Sat, 29 May 2010 17:14:53 PDT yello nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2010-2013 ~mcaksoy
regards,

MCA ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/hey-227856311 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/hey-227856311 Wed, 03 Mar 2010 18:21:27 PST hey nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2010-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/I-need-228176200 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/I-need-228176200 Fri, 12 Feb 2010 19:30:05 PST I need nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2010-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Beautiful-Days-229441293 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Beautiful-Days-229441293 Wed, 02 Dec 2009 17:28:51 PST Beautiful Days nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2009-2013 ~mcaksoy Fucked up and done
I wish I was bad
And completely wrong

I wish I was made
Rebuilt-up and fake
I wish I could lie
And never could fail

And live some beautiful days
In a magical place
Beautiful loves
Perfect and straight
Beautiful days
In a magical place
A new dream is born
The new freaks have come

I wish I was fast
And crazy as a dog
I wish I could last
As long as the gods

I wish I could be
Perfectly free
Wish I was a creep
Wish I made you bleed

And live some beautiful days
In a magical place
Beautiful loves
Perfect and straight
Beautiful days
In a magical place
A new dream is born
The new freak ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/fudge-230545124 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/fudge-230545124 Sat, 19 Sep 2009 15:07:11 PDT fudge nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2009-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Two-Hands-230879823 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Two-Hands-230879823 Fri, 28 Aug 2009 08:43:33 PDT Two Hands nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2009-2013 ~mcaksoy Theyre touching each other
Theyre feeling
They push and move
And love each other, love each other
They fit together like two hands...

I am a face
In the painting on the wall
I pose and shudder
And watch from the foot of the bed
Sometimes I think I can
Feel everything...

The wind is blowing
My hair in their direction
The wind is bending my hair
There are no windows in the painting
No open windows, no open windows, no... ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/i-know-231206885 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/i-know-231206885 Fri, 07 Aug 2009 18:09:18 PDT i know nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2009-2013 ~mcaksoy And as I climb into an empty bed
Oh well. Enough said.
I know it's over - still I cling
I don't know where else I can go
Oh ...
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
See, the sea wants to take me
The knife wants to slit me
Do you think you can help me ?
Sad veiled bride, please be happy
Handsome groom, give her room
Loud, loutish lover, treat her kindly
(Though she needs you
More than she loves you)
And I know it's over - still I cling
I don't know where else I can go
Over and over and over and over
Over and over, la ...
I know it's over
And it never really ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/140709-231599045 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/140709-231599045 Tue, 14 Jul 2009 07:01:53 PDT 140709 nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2009-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Dredg-232590997 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Dredg-232590997 Wed, 06 May 2009 14:15:33 PDT Dredg nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2009-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--234554787 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--234554787 Sat, 13 Dec 2008 19:57:19 PST ? nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2008-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--235602716 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--235602716 Mon, 15 Sep 2008 11:30:17 PDT :( nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2008-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--236244017 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--236244017 Fri, 25 Jul 2008 18:56:41 PDT ... nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2008-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/14-07-2008-236395550 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/14-07-2008-236395550 Sun, 13 Jul 2008 18:29:13 PDT 14.07.2008 nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2008-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/amp-189-237084371 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/amp-189-237084371 Thu, 15 May 2008 19:21:02 PDT ^+%½* nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2008-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-237878867 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-237878867 Mon, 03 Mar 2008 13:35:32 PST Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2008-2013 ~mcaksoy
On March 2, 2008 Healey died of retinoblastoma at St. Joseph's Health Centre in his home town of Toronto at the age of 41. His death came a month before the release of his new album, Mess of Blues, which would have been his fi ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/and-eye-candies-238332020 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/and-eye-candies-238332020 Sun, 20 Jan 2008 15:17:12 PST ........... and eye candies nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2008-2013 ~mcaksoy
If you are a chess player, do not drink, if you're drinking do not get drunk and never ever try to play it when you're drunk :| ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/sabcekt-238543930 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/sabcekt-238543930 Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:41:16 PST sabcekt nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2007-2013 ~mcaksoy Bir kolum akrep,biri yelkovan,
Ne kendimi sokabiliyorum,ne de yürüyebiliyorum rüzgara karşı.
Hayatımı çeyrek geçiyor sadece saat.
Bu kadar erken uyumamam gerek,
Ve bunu bilerek.
Şimdi,beklemeli mi biraz?
Bekledim mi ya da? ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Trial-239808685 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Trial-239808685 Wed, 22 Aug 2007 18:04:47 PDT Trial nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2007-2013 ~mcaksoy
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Features:thumb46647837: :thumb36216654: :thumb62877361: :thumb62960263: :thumb62821013: :thumb62003801: :thumb62760002: :thumb62806131: :thumb62823405: :thumb62789887: :thumb48452720: :thumb62723478: :thumb62699969: :thumb43482994: :thumb47776511: :thumb62147718: :thumb52390936: :thumb44327946: :thumb62190881: :thumb62054563: :thumb61416103: :thumb61335558: :thumb61240003: :thumb61032701: :thumb60878390: :thumb34353742: :thumb60848792: :thumb60825790: :thumb60 ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Aptal-amp-305-z-240110293 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Aptal-amp-305-z-240110293 Sun, 22 Jul 2007 12:47:51 PDT Aptalız nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2007-2013 ~mcaksoy
"Ne zekası? Bu milletin yüzde doksan biri 82 anayasası'na evet demiştir. Geriye kalıyor yüzde dokuz. Hadi biraz iyimser olalım, ama yüzde altmışı aptal bir milletiz" demiştir. Bu cevaptan sonra mahkemeye verilmiştir "Yapmayın, etmeyin. Eğer mahkemeyi ben kazanırsam sizin aptallığınız mahkeme kararı ile tescillenmiş olur" dediyse de alıngan insanlarımıza söz dinletememiş, sonuçta mahkemeyi kazanm ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/birthday-240182190 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/birthday-240182190 Fri, 13 Jul 2007 16:41:43 PDT birthday nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2007-2013 ~mcaksoy
:aww: ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/i-have-to-remember-240326830 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/i-have-to-remember-240326830 Tue, 26 Jun 2007 15:17:10 PDT i have to remember nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2007-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--240369608 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--240369608 Thu, 21 Jun 2007 17:14:15 PDT ... nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2007-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Anesthesia-242014486 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Anesthesia-242014486 Sat, 25 Nov 2006 05:36:32 PST Anesthesia nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2006-2013 ~mcaksoy Life is trapped between two black entities
'Cause when you trust someone, illusion has begun
No way to prepare, impending despair

Did one say so cruel: "Tis better to love than lose"
Ignorance is bliss - wish not knew your kiss
So many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned
Remember desire only fuels the fire - liar

Betwixed birth and death, every breath regret
I pity the living, envy for the dead
Emotionally stunned, in defense, I'm numb
I'd rather not care than to be aware - be scared

I don't need love

Are a thousand tears worth a single smile?
When you give an inch, will they t ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--242356647 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--242356647 Tue, 26 Sep 2006 10:28:36 PDT ....... nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2006-2013 ~mcaksoy
Don't you pretend
that i'm not alive
my bones never ache
unless she's nearby
where is your face
in a safe of dead tongues
i can see your reflection
in your totem first born
i suspect
you've been carrying a pack of wolves
i regret
not killing you while i had the chance

maybe i will always haunt you
mark the somnolence with truth
better hang your dead palace
than have a living home to lose
in the river ganges god damns my name

don't let these hands
sharpen your eyes
a rasp of tails

...

kafamda filler çiftleşiyor şu sıra :aww: du bakalım :confused: ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/hmmm-250838836 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/hmmm-250838836 Wed, 23 Aug 2006 05:52:52 PDT hmmm nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2006-2013 ~mcaksoy I'll do anything you ask me to
And if you want another kind of love
I'll wear a mask for you
If you want a partner
Take my hand
Or if you want to strike me down in anger
Here I stand
I'm your man

If you want a boxer
I will step into the ring for you
And if you want a doctor
I'll examine every inch of you
If you want a driver
Climb inside
Or if you want to take me for a ride
You know you can
I'm your man

Ah, the moon's too bright
The chain's too tight
The beast won't go to sleep
I've been running through these promises to you
That I made and I could not keep
Ah but a man never got a woman back
Not by ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Sorrow-250786533 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Sorrow-250786533 Sun, 13 Aug 2006 21:22:44 PDT Sorrow nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2006-2013 ~mcaksoy Plumes of smoke rise and merge into the leaden sky:
A man lies and dreams of green fields and rivers,
But awakes to a morning with no reason for waking

He's haunted by the memory of a lost paradise
In his youth or a dream, he can't be precise
He's chained forever to a world that's departed
It's not enough, it's not enough

His blood has frozen & curdled with fright
His knees have trembled & given way in the night
His hand has weakened at the moment of truth
His step has faltered

One world, one soul
Time pass, the river rolls

And he talks to the river of lost love and dedication ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--242537580 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--242537580 Mon, 24 Jul 2006 16:33:36 PDT .,.,. nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2006-2013 ~mcaksoy Between the sheets I wait for her to come

A living flame, impossible to resist
Burning me deep with every bite, kiss and lick

I'm haunted
I'm haunted
I'm haunted (by her)

Invades my sleep with tumescent intentions
Hades I'm sure must be missing a demon

I hate the morning
I hate the morning

From the panes a green mist swirls
Is it a shadow of reflection
This apparition in moon beams bathed
A voice like wind through trees beckons
Cool rain on hot summer stone
The odor fills my presence
Of freshly dug grave and death and night
These things are her essence
Nocturnal mistress, spirit lover
y ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/birthday-242558264 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/birthday-242558264 Fri, 14 Jul 2006 03:38:02 PDT birthday nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2006-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-242563142 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-242563142 Tue, 11 Jul 2006 11:19:51 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2006-2013 ~mcaksoy Be my everything
Be my druidess
Be mine

Around the pyre, a circle of thirteen
Throughout these woods, ecstatic screams
I look deeply into your eyes
I smell your hair, caress your thighs

Now we'll make love by fire light
A blaze so high it lights the night
Long fingernails dug in my skin
Yourself so wet invites me in

Our lust increased feeds desire
As we combust, yeah we on fire
I feel you shake so deep inside
Ooh scream my name and squeeze me tight

I'll do anything to make you come ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--242626156 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--242626156 Mon, 05 Jun 2006 20:56:22 PDT ??? nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2006-2013 ~mcaksoy Bir kolum akrep,biri yelkovan,
Ne kendimi sokabiliyorum,ne de yürüyebiliyorum rüzgara karşı.
Hayatımı çeyrek geçiyor sadece saat.
Bu kadar erken uyumamam gerek,
Ve bunu bilerek.
Şimdi,beklemeli mi biraz?
Bekledim mi ya da? ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/ssshhhhh-242752320 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/ssshhhhh-242752320 Tue, 21 Mar 2006 19:12:50 PST ssshhhhh !!! nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2006-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--242823479 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--242823479 Sat, 04 Feb 2006 07:47:03 PST ... nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2006-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-242856021 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-242856021 Sat, 14 Jan 2006 11:16:25 PST Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2006-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-New-Year-Mutlu-Yillar-249728140 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-New-Year-Mutlu-Yillar-249728140 Sat, 31 Dec 2005 08:19:51 PST Happy New Year - Mutlu Yillar nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2005-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--249473802 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--249473802 Mon, 31 Oct 2005 22:27:23 PST ... nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2005-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Hagakure-249201368 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Hagakure-249201368 Thu, 25 Aug 2005 17:51:56 PDT Hagakure nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2005-2013 ~mcaksoy
    There is surely nothing other than the single purpose of the present moment. A man's whole life is a succession of moment after moment. If one fully understands the present moment, there will be nothing else to do, and nothing else to pursue...

                                            -Hagakure - The way of the Samurai- ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--249063066 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--249063066 Sun, 24 Jul 2005 05:23:21 PDT ... nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2005-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/birthday-243106290 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/birthday-243106290 Wed, 13 Jul 2005 20:23:45 PDT birthday nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2005-2013 ~mcaksoy http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/i-m-goin-mad-243215087 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/i-m-goin-mad-243215087 Wed, 27 Apr 2005 19:34:51 PDT i'm goin mad nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2005-2013 ~mcaksoy
Çıldırıciim, Sapıtıciim ... ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--243302241 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/--243302241 Sun, 06 Feb 2005 14:34:28 PST ... nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2005-2013 ~mcaksoy   Beynim bir zamanlar tanidigim bir dost gibi. Cok uzun süre olmus beraber vakit gecirmeyeli. Yolda görsek birbirimizi tanimamazliktan gelecegiz sanki. Uzatmaya veya kat sayisini artirmaya da gerek yok aslinda, gercekten yorgunum. Gücüm yok...
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  There's an unceasing wind that blows through this night
And there's dust in my eyes, that blinds my sight
And silence tha ]]> http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Join-the-darkside-of-the-force-metal-248247810 http://mcaksoy.deviantart.com/journal/Join-the-darkside-of-the-force-metal-248247810 Sun, 09 Jan 2005 08:39:02 PST Join the darkside of the force (#metal) nonadult journals/personal mcaksoy http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/c/mcaksoy.jpg Copyright 2005-2013 ~mcaksoy
Join us and together we will rule the galaxy. http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/Metal ]]>