http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:mcmsgurly3905&section=today deviantART RSS for by:mcmsgurly3905 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 14 Dec 2009 17:43:59 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/799247/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/799247/ Thu, 05 Jun 2003 16:01:05 PDT ~hm... well jadey and i are penpals but i havent exactly told muh folks and i dont exactly know HOW.. either i lie or i tell the truth.. i know he'll say no but.....................

]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/619167/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/619167/ Sun, 13 Apr 2003 15:19:53 PDT ~so tired..

Last night, 3 am my time, Ili and Tracey were s'posed to get married.. well at 3:30 it was official- Tracey couldn't come, the wedding was canceled.! So I was up until4 for almost nothing. I say almost because I saw so many old regs! :-D
not one though... tomorrow is the One-Month mark.. I survived hahaha. how pathetic am i....

]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/556440/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/556440/ Thu, 20 Mar 2003 19:54:48 PST ~YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Catch 22 CD came in!! nod: Keasbey Nights. ooooh I'm so happy!!
and a very big than you to Ames for liking Catch 22 :-P cuz I would've never heard of them otherwise.. except maybe on Scott's profile.. but you can't always trust Scott.. even though he's my husband... haha yah.. straying from the more important topic matter of CATCH 22!!!! ooooooh The CD is the bestestestest ever!!!! hehe
well that's about all so I'll go be ecstatix all night and hyper and yayay

]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/556437/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/556437/ Thu, 20 Mar 2003 19:54:12 PST ~YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Catch 22 CD came in!! nod: Keasbey Nights. ooooh I'm so happy!!
and a very big than you to Ames for liking Catch 22 :-P cuz I would've never heard of them otherwise.. except maybe on Scott's profile.. but you can't always trust Scott.. even though he's my husband... haha yah.. straying from the more important topic matter of CATCH 22!!!! ooooooh The CD is the bestestestest ever!!!! hehe
well that's about all so I'll go be ecstatix all night and hyper and yayay

]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/546842/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/546842/ Sun, 16 Mar 2003 13:17:49 PST ~
well that was a nice long interesting post.. and let's see how many people read it.. um.. 3 i think. heather aoe and kath. although.. kath is the only one who actually read it, i jsut told heather and aoe about it. then I had a dream last night with heather me and my sister and we were tlaking about that. him. yah. anyway.

BARNES AND NOBLE DIDN'T HAVE MY CATCH 22 CD!!!!!! heh

well ]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/546841/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/546841/ Sun, 16 Mar 2003 13:17:28 PST ~
well that was a nice long interesting post.. and let's see how many people read it.. um.. 3 i think. heather aoe and kath. although.. kath is the only one who actually read it, i jsut told heather and aoe about it. then I had a dream last night with heather me and my sister and we were tlaking about that. him. yah. anyway.

BARNES AND NOBLE DIDN'T HAVE MY CATCH 22 CD!!!!!! heh

well ]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/543577/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/543577/ Fri, 14 Mar 2003 15:01:27 PST ~god where to start....
ok well last night I was on Yahoo for like 3 hours doing nothing, so I was playing some games. well the reason I was there was I was waiting for John, even though I didn't expect him to come, my subconscious did. Well at like 11:30 Genya came on and like she sometimes does, she got carried away into PMland so I didn't get a chane to talk to her much, but I was really tired anyway so it was OK. well at midnight Genya left and I decided I would leave too because I was tired and no one was really on. so I was going to listen to That Thing You Do then leave but when I clicked on it my computer crashed so I decided to just leave without restarting it because like I said no one was on. well now we are at this morning, I was in a pretty good mood, I jsut ate breakfast and was going to come on and see who was online. well I restarted my computer because it had crashed last night. Well Yahoo started and there was an offline message. It was kinda long so I didn't think anyting of it at first. Then I looked at who it was from.. it was from JOHN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omfg i was so mad. I looked at the time and it was 12:30!!! i was soooooooooooo mad. like it sucked! IT WAS TWENTY MINUTES AFTER I LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and here is what it said: Hey. Even though I said it would be a long time before I came back in a chat room, I guess I can at least let you know this. I'm finally moving off to Branson like I was talking about. Since I'll be gone in a few days, I just wanted to tell you bye and thanks for being a friend. See you Later.
i felt like crying so i went to my room and I did.. for 15 minutes.. I've never cried over anyone before except for curt but I didn't really cry that long.. so I wrote down everything in my actual journal.. i was so pissed. god thats NOT COOL!!!! If I had only restarted my computer... If I had stayed on for another stupid twenty minutes.... this sucks sucks sucks
I know I'm pathetic.. I don't even know him.. and he's about 4 years older than me.. but still.. ughhhhh "thanks for being a friend." fuck if he only knew... but he doesn't because I never told anyone because I'm stupid.. and now I'll never tell because he's moving and telling him would be stupid.

OK now I'm serious.. I said before (after someone mentioned above) that I wouldn't get involved online because it's stupid. but now I'm serious.. I do NOT want to go through this again.. I couldn't take it. I need to talk to someone.. someone that already knows about me that is.. so I'll have to wait until she's online. But htere is no way in hell I am telling any of this to anyone I know IRL.. they would not understand they would ignore me and Anna would say he was a rapist. they'd think I'm a pathetic little retard who can't get a bf IRL so I resort to online.. I am pathetic I guess because I did like him. but they don't need to know everything about me because they don't get it..

maybe I should stop ranting about this, because who cares.. I really don't want people to read this.. but I do.. I jsut spent an hour crying and listening to Dirty Dancing because I felt depresed over someone I don't know....
I don't care about anything else right now... I don't think I could go to a movie tonoight.. like I was going to.. and I swear they willl have a Bruce Almighty commercial.. and how much do you want to bet I will start crying??? yah then they will think I'm stupid because I'm crying everytime I see something that reminds me of John..

But I think I'll go and stop being pathetic.. ]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/543074/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/543074/ Fri, 14 Mar 2003 10:14:21 PST ~god where to start....
ok well last night I was on Yahoo for like 3 hours doing nothing, so I was playing some games. well the reason I was there was I was waiting for John, even though I didn't expect him to come, my subconscious did. Well at like 11:30 Genya came on and like she sometimes does, she got carried away into PMland so I didn't get a chane to talk to her much, but I was really tired anyway so it was OK. well at midnight Genya left and I decided I would leave too because I was tired and no one was really on. so I was going to listen to That Thing You Do then leave but when I clicked on it my computer crashed
]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/541911/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/541911/ Thu, 13 Mar 2003 16:01:43 PST ~my week of Qwest is over!! yayy hehe
tomorrow I get the whole day to do nothing!! and then next week is.... SPRING BREAK!!! Rock On BabAY

shoppinggggg! Keasby Nights!!!!!!

when i get my cds from BMG i will have gotten 10 cds. thats like 1/5th of what i already had yah..

my cousins baby.. omg he's the cutest thing in the world!! he is such a good baby! he almost never cries, and when he does it's never loud unless he keeps on crying then it gets loud but he usually stops crying before it gets loud. he's so adorable. he looks just like his dad at times.

ah! my CD player ran out of batteries last night so i couldn't listen to my daredevil soundtrack going to sleep. i'll get some more tonight and listen to it. or i'll just put it in my computer.... really who cares? i mean you reads this anyway? it's jsut easier to type than it is to rite page and a half long journals entries like I do. yup..

bye

]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/539725/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/539725/ Wed, 12 Mar 2003 14:41:42 PST ~He sings faster than I talk in this song!! it's awesome!!!! I can only song along to about half the words.. the first half obviously and then the beginning to the fast part! i love it.
a month and that CD is mine! hehe and I can buy Keasby Nights this weekend I think yays

bye

]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/535721/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/535721/ Mon, 10 Mar 2003 15:25:27 PST ~man.. interning is so fun .. jk its not heh.. but atleast i didnt jsut sit there and watch my aunt type on her computer, I got to file! and write up reports! yah.. um

I got about an hour or two hours of sleep last night.. I am sleeping on the couch tonight!! and I can listen to my CDs tonight! D i soooooooooooooo want catch 22!!

*am i the only one that feels alone* yah and then the song breaks up.. but i have the CD.. so I'll memorize it later tonight probably!

speaking of which... i have to do geometry homework eww
and I have to read these little short stories.. once again.. retarded!

i wanna sleeeeeeeeeep! and uh.. well i think i have to go now! more exciting news from Qwest (Ride the Light!) later!!


]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/533637/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/533637/ Sun, 09 Mar 2003 14:10:44 PST ~I went to Borders last night expecting to be getting two catch 22 CDs and daredevil st and evanescence.. well they didn't have KEasby Nights at all.. it wasn't even on the computer! and they didn't have Alone in a Room in stock. so they ordered it, and I'll have it in 2-5 weeks
so instead of buying catch 22 i got..... Unwritten Law- Elva and New Found Glory- From the Screen to your Stereo. I only know three of the songs on the NFG but oh well. I'm listening to UL right now, it's cool.

ah Tonight I am spending the night at my aunt's house because I am interning with her this week! I have to wake up at 5 every morning and she doen't have a computer

o0o well I have to go

byeeeee

]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/531875/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/531875/ Sat, 08 Mar 2003 11:21:15 PST ~
I want four CDs.
Catch 22- Alone in a Room
Catch 22- Keasby Nights
Evanescence- Falling
and the Daredevil soundtrack!

I lookd at 4 different stores- Walmart, Target, Best Buy and K-Mart.. where you would expect CDs to be. Well all four of those stores had Evanescence and Daredevil.. but no Catch 22. I'm like.. pshaw! so I went to Yawhore Shopping and looked up Catch 22 and guess what came up..? Barnes and Noble!! I mean.. why would a book store have it and not Wal-Mart??? but ohhh well So I am going there tonight and buying.. All 4!!! yays the thing is it's going to cost me $60!! oh well.. I know it will be worth it, Lews loves the evanescence and Daredevil, so does Genya so I trust them. and Catch 22 is cool so yah

I bought The Ring on DVD last night! it is awesome!!! I've seen it three times now and it still scares me! But this time I watched when the main girl is pulling those cords out of her throat.. *gags* ugh its so gross, I had to cover my ears!
And on the DVD it has extra scenes with an alternate ending. they were all pretty cool but in one of the scenes it shows the girl who dies at the beginning in her closet! ewwwww I didn't like seeing her in the actual movie but then they go and show her again without even warning you!!!! ewwww *shudders* and it was longer than in the actualy movie

bye! ]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/530578/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/530578/ Fri, 07 Mar 2003 14:41:34 PST ~So, it's March now.. and.. my life has almost done a complete 180.. haha.. er
first and foremeost I'm now 14!
I have 4 friends- Jackie Anna Katie Sara. yup. thats all except for Amanda Martines
I am no longer in traditional school- I am in Montessori.
I am not going to my home school South- I am going to North to go to the IB program
I.. well anyway ok those are the major changes

I'm not going to bother with a 7 month update because.. its 7 months!!!!

Spring Break in two weeks!!
and really this was my last week of school because next week we are doing our Internships! I am going to Qwest. yah sounds fun but oh well it means no school! and Jon is going to a grocery store and bagging groceries! haha mine has to be better than that :-P

note- Founding Brothers was the most boring book ever. I didn't even finish it. . . 0

looking back at the beginning of the school year.. I can't believe how much of a retard I was!! thank you jakas (jackie amanda katie anna sara :-D) for setting me straight!

doot doot.. well this is just a WB to me.. if I decide to go all out and use this.. you'll see how pathetic i am

lotsa luv and stuff

Manda ]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/227459/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/227459/ Sun, 11 Aug 2002 14:49:31 PDT i
hate
my
dad

He is a very bad excuse for a father. He's a hypocrite. You CANT be a hypocrite and be a dad.
When he's not being a hypocrite he is being a jerk and yellling at my younger sister. Like.. today for example. She said something smart alleck-y and so he told her to apologize. She said "I'm sorry" he said "For?" she said "for being mean" he Then said "for being a smart alleck and talking back." hes not satisified with a 6-yr old saying I'm sorry for being mean!? then he yelled at her and was like Say what i said. then she started crying so i had to get up and leave. I wish i wasnt so Quiet! grr well im just gonna go and.... go

if something else happens ill be back ]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/223586/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/223586/ Thu, 08 Aug 2002 11:19:29 PDT School sucks... alot. All my classes suck and I didnt even get any classes I want. I'm whinging, sorry.. who cares though. I have such a short schedule. I was comparing with my friend and she has like 5 more classes than I do. Orchestra sucks. I should have quit... ]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/219673/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/219673/ Mon, 05 Aug 2002 13:51:59 PDT "It's a damn cold night trying to figure out this life..."

I think I'm about to attach my CD player to my side... hehe As school is about to start (9 days ) i realize how i dont like any of my friends and how I'm probably gonna be a loner in every class ... hey it can work... maybe I'll have 2 friends who actually like the things I do... *stupid me* oh well
until later, when I'm sane enough to put words together intelligently ]]> ~mcmsgurly3905 http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/218739/ http://mcmsgurly3905.deviantart.com/journal/218739/ Sun, 04 Aug 2002 20:28:27 PDT HaHa good thing I'm a loner and could just sit in the back and sit there... ah well, just listen to Let Go for about an hour and woohoo im happy...?

2 days and I'll be glued to, A) my bed B) the downstairs couch C) the upstairs couch! HaHa I'm a loser but, hey, who gives? I really need to talk to Ryan!! oh well 10 days and I can.

Byeuntil later, when I'm sane enough to put words together intelligently ]]> ~mcmsgurly3905