http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:mcrloverxo&section=today deviantART RSS for by:mcrloverxo en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 02:56:09 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/27799205/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/27799205/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 14:39:36 PDT
I love it. I wish I could actually get on dA to post some of my pictures..well besides now, I'm at the library. I mean at home.

So yeahh sometime I will be posting my stuff. hopefully..

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/27505293/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/27505293/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 14:35:43 PDT So my next thing is to save up for a macro lens or a 70-300 mm lens.. Idk yet though.
I'm so excited since this will be my first DSLR!
I probably won't put the pictures up for awhile because I still want to finish uploading pictures from February and after.
I haven't uploaded anything in awhile :/ It sucks..

I can't wait!

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/26703515/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/26703515/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 23:19:40 PDT
So, I'm really excited because now that I have a job and I'm actually steadily earning money I can almost feel the new camera in my hands. Ahhh
My eye is set on the Nikon D5000, that seems to be the camera for me.
It's just an awesome camera all around (in my opinion). I've been thinking of all the things I'll be able to take pictures of once I have it. For example: the moon, pictures at night, amazing macro shots, crisp portraits, and just all around better pictures, etc, etc.
I am so excited!
I sometimes wish my parents were rich so they could just buy it for me and I could have it already, but it's good for me to save up for this on my own. I had to save up for the camera I have now (Nikon Coolpix S550) and I was so proud when I had enough money(I was only earning petsitting money, I didn't have a job, so not a lot of money). I bought that last summer and I'm so so glad I did but it doesn't cut it for what I want to do. With photography you can't just have a point and shoot camera you need to have a SLR or D-SLR and good lenses. I mean that is if you are serious about photography, which I am.

Hopefully I will have enough money in about 2 months. I just can't spend anymore paychecks then the one I already got cashed..

Oh, and I just learned how to do textures on pictures today(I have two pictures with it, one picture, two different textures) and I absolutely love it! I will definitly be doing more of that and I have some ideas that involves textures.

So how is everyone?


]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/24912704/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/24912704/ Sat, 23 May 2009 18:57:55 PDT
So, I dyed my hair, turned in job applications and I still have not received one call back from a possible employer. I guess I need to try harder. I really need a job because if I don't get one soon I'll never get a DSLR camera that I want to save up for.

My dog Freddy died on May 4th, 2009. It was so sad and I wish he hadn't but he wasn't really living anymore. I'm still really sad about it but I'm glad I at least have Mia, my parakeet. I think if I didn't have her I would go crazy from not being around animals.
RIP Fred, I love you and miss you! <3

I just uploaded some photos that I took recently and edited and it's messing up my gallery. I don't like how I uploaded recent ones and then I'm going to go back and put older ones on. I want them to be in order.. but oh well. I can't upload the old ones now because I'm on a different computer and I can't get on the other one. I still haven't finished uploading pictures from 7 months ago until now, grr it's annoying me. That's one reason I'm really happy school is almost out. I'll be able to be on the computer all day uploading pictures from awhile ago. ahah I ramble on and on.. okay so.. BYE!

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/23254278/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/23254278/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 13:58:48 PST I reallyy want a nice camera. I think when I start applying for jobs in about a month(after I dye my hair "normal" again), I will start saving up, well that is if I get a job. I want a Nikon D90, I think it costs about a thousan bucks, if not that maybe the Nikon D60. But now I'm thinking about considering a Canon camera.

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/21968858/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/21968858/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 18:43:49 PST I haven't put any pictures on here in FOREVER
I'm in a really shitty mood right now... I just need to listen to some music.
Hopefully I'll be able to put up pictures during break. I feel like photography is non-existent in my life right now, junior year in high school sucks. I never thought I'd say that I hate english, but this year I do. Chemistry is awful too. All this stuff seems pointless to me. Right now I feel like I'm never going to go anywhere in life. It will just be downhill after high-school and I'm going to have to work some crappy job..
Yeah depressing journal.. but whatever.. I sound like I need some meds or something..

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/20873206/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/20873206/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 12:09:19 PDT
ergh

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/20133788/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/20133788/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 16:11:17 PDT But, anyways, I'm grounded right now and I don't know for how long but that pretty much means that my dad won't let me use the computer, no shopping and no hanging out with friends It really sucks because I need to shop before school starts and it starts in like a week!
So.. I probably will be uploading my pictures over a lonnnggg period of time.
adios!

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/19747943/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/19747943/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 06:59:47 PDT adios!

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/19377301/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/19377301/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 18:25:44 PDT
So exciting for me, since I paid for it myself.
I got a Nikon Coolpix S550, it has 10 Megapixels and 5 optical zoom.
I've already taken a lot of pictures but I will be putting some on here once I get some not so random pictures.
My last Nikon camera was about 5 megapixels and 3x optical zoom, but I got that camera almost 3 years ago. That's what I've used for all the pictures I've taken and put on here, except for some I used my dads Canon film SLR camera.
Nikon in my opinion is the best brand to buy, then Canon.
I love it.
=]

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/19152476/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/19152476/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 18:29:11 PDT oh wow. The Black Parade is Dead dvd/cd is 'totally awesome'!!!
I absolutely LOVE it!
My Chemical Romance is just an amazing band.
They are my heroes, not kidding, but they are for so many other fans too.
I think Cancer is one of the best songs, but really I love all of their songs.
I'm going to teach myself how to play Cancer on the piano, I haven't played the piano in like 2 years so it will take awhile :/
But I will do it! When I learn to play it on the piano I'm going to sing while playing it

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/18287270/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/18287270/ Mon, 12 May 2008 10:32:34 PDT I really need a new camera.
The camera I have I got almost 3 years ago
I really want this new Nikon camera but I don't have the money and my dad won't let me borrow money from him, then pay him back when I get a job in the summer. I want the Nikon Coolpix S210 because that is in my "budget" of what I could afford or what my dad might buy for me. I really want a more "professional" camera but they cost like $500 and more.


]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/18057778/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/18057778/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 15:48:58 PDT and you have a choice.
Animals can't fight back,
they just slit their throats
and bleed to death while still conscious.
how could you take part in all those killings?
You might think it tastes good,
but the next time you are eating it,
think of how the animals died,
how they were tortured like they were nothing.
Even if they are sick or injured they kill them for food
crammed into tiny spaces, barely able to walk,
never being able to do the normal things they could have done.
Hung by one foot, then slit in the throat, blood dripping while screaming in pain.
Then finally dying a painful death
How would you like that?
What they do is cruel.
Do what is right,
stop eating meat.

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/17792834/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/17792834/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 09:24:03 PDT sometimes I wish it was in my head
other times I'm glad it's not
I have enough problems as it is

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/17792671/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/17792671/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 09:11:00 PDT Giving off the scent of honeysuckle
So sweet, like you
Bringing back old memories
Thunderstorms raging, lightning striking
Just like you
You grab my wrists,
And bring me down with your words
I fight back
With a cut of precision, the pain goes away
You can’t see I’m hurting inside
This will be the only thing that can help me.

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/17792647/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/17792647/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 09:09:47 PDT Far away, like a bird, growing wings
Missing home, too far away
Can’t see you tonight
I’m afraid we’ll grow apart
I need you here
I’m sorry that happened,
I feel so guilty,
They remind me of it everyday
Come back soon, I need you here

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/17792477/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/17792477/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 08:53:41 PDT so I keep everything hidden
I'm not a monster, really
I just need that razorblade
to comfort me sometimes
can't you see?
oh, wait, you don't understand
now I really am a monster

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/17792429/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/17792429/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 08:49:32 PDT behind the smiles and laughs
is someone who hurts
you wouldn't be able to handle the truth
it would upset your world
then you would think of me differently
then I would be alone
but I am truly alone all the time
so, what would there be to lose?
but still, I keep this from you.

]]> ~mcrloverxo http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/17792398/ http://mcrloverxo.deviantart.com/journal/17792398/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 08:46:21 PDT why can't you let me be happy?
saying what i did was stupid
makes me feel like your calling me stupid
descending downward, all alone
can't you see?
your hurting me
ripping me apart time after time
am i just not good enough for you?
do i not fit your standards?
sometimes i'm sorry i'm here
you just can't be grateful for me
the words hurt the most
what tears me down
is you

]]> ~mcrloverxo