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a rant,

<sub>so its been a while, huh. Well, im alive, quite alive, actually :] Just letting you guys know i cleaned out my gallery, so that's why half the stuff has dissapeared. &i don't even know if i should dare bring it up, but yes, im still trying to re-vamp 'Sharing' and get it back up, but don't hold your breathe (you've given up anyway, aye?). It's just extremely difficult for me to

a) find time to write
b) find time to write
c) find time to write
d) actually write again
e) actually write again without critisising every damn word i put down
f) finally and most importantly; find inspiration, and 'the knack' *see below

*writing was a big part of me, it was my coping mechanism when i needed, well, support. I had issues and it let me vent creatively. Now that i've overcome those issues (mostly?)..it's difficult to get back into the same mindset.

Anyway, like i said, it might happen, but it probably wont.

&what you've missed;

*I got a job which pays $10.57 an hour with extra for sundays/ph.
*I GOT A JOB (in case you missed what a miracle the above is..)
*I made some new friends (ily all).
*I fell in love with a guy. Yes, underline was nessecary..it was dramatic to say the least. I swear i was 98% gay..but whatever, im happy :]
*I 'came out' to my friends as bisexual, but hey, i never really hid it.
*Mindykins had to be put down, but she lives on in our hearts.
*I failed biology and barely passed legal. Not 'cause im dumb, just 'cause im lazy,
*I began a savings account which will, in time, take me first to NSW and then to Aachen, GERMANY BABY(ily elephant&crow).
*I ate a piece of tomato, and yes, i still hate it.
*I discovered that kfc actually doesn't taste like shit.
*I passed advanced math, but failed the exam. Twice.
*I fell in love(ish) with a teacher, and she left.
*I made a deal to keep in contact with said teacher, which is amazing, for me.
*I discovered gLee.
*I bought too many soft toys.
*I broke down.
*I half-slipped-up.
*I recovered.
*I bought new bathers.
*I discovered BIG BANG THEORY (ily leonard <3).
*I discoveres PostSecret and DAS.
*I discovered TWLOHA.
*I found a tonne of amazing music.

& i discovered that rescue is possible.

ps. no idea how to use these skins, but they're pretty funky ;]</sub>


]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/22311407/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/22311407/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 17:47:24 PST
no new years resolution of course, but im looking forward to a fresh start :L

anyway, im redoing Sharing at the moment so that's why it's down for now ;]

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/21841068/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/21841068/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 01:18:44 PST

well,
70 deviations,
so i thought i'd do a journal

im eating spaghetti bolognaise,
AND YOU'RE NOT
owned.

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/21432199/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/21432199/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 04:00:40 PST lovelovelove this song (:

A second, a minute, and hour, a day goes by.
Im hopin' just to be by your side.
Im turnin' the handle
it won’t open.
Don’t make me wait, cause right now I need your smile.

Chorus:
Knock Knock
When life had locked me out, I turned to you
so open the door.
You’re all I need right now its true.
Nothin' works like you.

Little louder x3 knockin'
Little louder x2

A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart.
I’ve tried it but they all leave me cold.
So now im here waiting to see you,
my remedy for all that’s been hurting me.

Chorus

You seem to know the way
to turn my frown upside down
you always know what to say
to make me feel like everything’s ok.

Little louder x3 knockin’ (x3)
Little louder x2

Chorus x2

Little louder x3 knockin'
Nothin' works like you, oh oh
Little louder x3 knockin'

Chorus

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/21431450/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/21431450/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 01:38:40 PST feeling kinda unsettled right now,
i kinda don't know why,
well i do,
but its not like im going to tell you.

--
dear you,
i think i know,
please talk to me about it,
love me
--
dear you,
yeah,
so get a life,
love me
--
dear you,
im happy for you,
and you'll be fine (:
love me
--
dear you,
yes,
i brought dear you's to DA
DONT LAUGH AT ME,
too late?
thought so,
love me
--

So what happened today?
hmmm
oval walk was pretty good
catwalk on the cricket pitch,
ahhh my dear leaf, we refuse to grow up XD

Going to get so hot tomorrow,
like 30 degrees (celcius..) or something,
freaking uniforms,
gahh.

POLANSKIS MACBETH IS ACTUALLY WORSE THAN THE FREAKING BOOK.
actually,
no,
but you get the idea

freaking ticketek i SWEAR,
only release tickets to wicked up til jan 18th,
or something like that,
GIVE US THE NEXT BATCH OF TICKETS YOU BUM

bye all xx

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/21262577/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/21262577/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 10:06:52 PDT

CHANTELLE I FREAKING LOVE YOU, YOU TREE HUGGING LEAF

SHABNAM I FREAKING LOVE YOU TOO <3

only,
you're not a leaf.
what should you be then?
trunk?
nah, a root.

WOAH.

that was NOT meant to sound dirty.

anyway,
i think i'll finally go to sleep now (:

LOVEYOUALL

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/21260080/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/21260080/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 06:50:37 PDT i must say, very generous of you to stop by on such a fine night.

that poem hasn't come along so well as i'd hoped, i've been far to jubilent to write.
not that im complaining (:

i must say though, i am frightfully bored.
though it is nearly and hour past midnight, so i shan't complain much longer.

i did however just finish watching the third Harry Potter film. I did enjoy it, and i must say- i do think it a hugely more enjoyable film than the first two.

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/21196895/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/21196895/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 04:17:54 PDT for once macbeth comes in useful,
so you may or may not hear from me on that poem again.
--
People need to get over themselves, a lot.
and look at what they've been doing, before the accuse others.
--
its hard to sleep.
its hard to eat.
its hard to focus.
--
five weeks
--


attention all sharing readers
as you've probably noticed, i haven't updated in a long while. So i thought i'd just let y'all know its going to be a longer while.
Lets call it a holiday, it sounds better than sheer laziness.


--
i need new lyrics
--

bye now,
ilh <3

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/20735688/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/20735688/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 04:53:31 PDT and i've come to do another journal.

Sorry guys, i really shouldn't have put that all out there, i just needed to explode somewhere.

I don't know what it is, man, im not even pmsing and my moods are so fucked up^

eh, it'll pass.

love you all <3

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/20735522/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/20735522/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 04:27:25 PDT
Yeah, Megan's going to vent now; that was your warning.

Okay, so i lied. Big whoop. I don't lie that often, surely once in a while is okay? Pah, i wish. I don't lie without reason, and usually the reasons are half decent. This one; pathetic.

So this is the selfish, protecting myself from the world kind of lie. The kind of lie that shouldn't exist- that only exists becuase i don't trust easily enough. I don't trust that i can bear having people look at me like that. I don't trust certain friends enough not to. Because if i can't, how could they? A lie that exists simply because im too scared to tell the truth. Wow. Theres a first. This is Megan who can't give a crap what the world thinks of her. The very same Megan who will tell you to get fucked if you don't like the way she acts. Yeah, that one. Au revoir mon amie, it was nice knowing you.

This is the kind of lie that nobody would care if I lied about it- but everybody would care about the truth; even if they say they wouldn't. The world isn't as nice as it seems. The kind of lie that eats you from the inside out- becuase its the same lie to everybody you care about. The kind of lie that you are dying to untell to somebody. Just that person, if nobody else- because they mean more than the world to you. But you can't. A lie that is extremely small, but in its path creates an intoxicating maze of half thruths, half lies. The kind of lie covering something that could maybe, possibly, spoil something beautiful- and you can't take that risk.

No, i do not want to talk about it with you, because odds are, i've already lied to you.

and i don't know,
how to be fine when im not,
cause i don't know,
how to make the feelings stop,
just so you know,
this feelings control of me,
and i can't help it

yeah i know im being over dramatic,
i don't give a fuck,
i need this.

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/20696153/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/20696153/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 22:27:32 PDT been a while huh?

Everybody, meet the new Megan.

--

Moving on.

GRAND FINAL TODAY.

CARRRRN THE HAWKA'S.

haha, im not watching it, but i can hear the cheers from the other room; hopefully we'll win this one, its been a damn while.

Does anybody else have the game Eggs? I can't get to the end. Is there an end?

^ha, that just made me laugh. But i wont bother explaining.

Im reading FM, and I'm up to chapter three.

Prepare for rant.

--

I really need to talk to you; to get this off my chest,
but you are not online.

--

I have apple cake, but i cannot eat
becuase i am thinking of you.

--

I lied to you
you don't know it, but i lied

--

Yes, all of the above refer to different people.

There, that is officially the most serious entry i have ever made. Sorry for the rant, but im not in the best of moods at the moment.

As if you can't tell.

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19346078/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19346078/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 23:40:26 PDT WOW. It was amazingly fantabulous. I was practically speechless at the end and yes, i cried^^
AND haha, we're saving up to go again becuase we all loved it so much. WOW. Amanda Harrison and Lucy Durak have the most AMAZING voices, and the meld together so well
Aside from that, it was a heap of fun walking round the city, ha, especially when we couldn't find any parking! Aparently the roads in CBD Melbourne are only meant for tiny tiny tiny cars, which was good for us, Lancers are small, but the poor people in 4WD's...they got stuck!
Anyways Wicked is a MUST SEE!
Anyways, feeling a bit sick actually, so must be offs.
xx

ps. damn this stupid mood thingy!

Clubs/Groups


]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19286178/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19286178/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 05:25:24 PDT
So how is everybody?
Guess WHAT!
IM GOING TO WICKED THIS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOTWOOT!!!!!!!!
excitedness.
thehehe.
yahh.
byeeees!

CLUBS/GROUPS


]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19194643/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19194643/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 01:22:54 PDT
For Sharing that is.
Now just how to get to the point of my new idea...i have no idea how. But we'll see.
Anyways im off to my dads tonight so night all

Clubs/Groubs


]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19176380/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19176380/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 01:40:45 PDT Told you i'd find a way.

Anywho, im posting this to celebrate the fact that it is only nine days until i get to see Wicked!!!!! *is jumping up and down excitedly*

Clubs/Groups



]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19158361/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19158361/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 02:57:34 PDT
Anywho...next two days im not home, mums working so im at a friends Should be good^^
Which means you wont be getting a new chapter for a while. Seeing as im not home till 6pm each night, and on Friday i go to my dads at 7pm. haha^^

Of course, i think i'll find SOME way to get on here...knowing me^^

So who's seen Fight Club?


CLUBS/GROUPS


]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19137166/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19137166/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 22:45:04 PDT
CLUBS/GROUPS



Still cant change the damn mood.^^

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19069415/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19069415/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 05:08:51 PDT


Can't change mood

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19013060/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/19013060/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 02:50:03 PDT
a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal.

yeahh im bored.

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]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18758291/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18758291/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 23:35:36 PDT
it finally came in the mail today. A day after the barbers birthday, what a coincidence.

yayayayayyaayyayaaya. im so happy!!!!!!!!!!

EDIT/ Edition*** rofl^^ i cannot believe i did that. >.<

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18705611/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18705611/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 22:06:29 PDT

THREE DAY WEEKENDS RULE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

tehehe AND we have nxt friday off too...so we only have a 3day school week. AWSOME.

This means, for my loyal Sharing readers, i officially promise a chapter today, mind you, i think i've been very good with my updating. Don't get too used to it, my very bad habit of updating extremely slowly will eventually kick in

well so far i've got SOME exams back.

84% in French how on earth did i manage to pass?
86% in English...* i beleive i have DA to blame for that..
and 75% in Maths i thought i would fail, honestly.

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18656742/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18656742/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 05:39:18 PDT
AND
I
AM


CRYING.

OMGOMGOMG.

THAT WAS THE BEST EP EVER.

*IN SHOCK*

GAHHHHHHHHHH

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18655373/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18655373/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 02:07:56 PDT
yes. i am on a submission HIGH. so for all you watchers out there, sorry for the many your gunna get from me. ahahahaahhaahah.

anyway. i didnt go to school today becuase i was sick. bleh. not nice.

GUESS WHAT. im going to Wicked on the 11th of July!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ayayayayayayayayyayaa.
so excited.
so.
as.
you.
can.
see.
i am high.
which means for all of you Sharing readers.
that you may have a chance of getting chapter five tonight.
>>I write when im high.
if im feeling generous
*evil laugh*
tehehe hi koo ><

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18602596/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18602596/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 00:51:52 PDT
i have no school tomorrow!!!!!!!
just thought i'd gloat in the freedom while it lasts (:

well. for those of you who have read Sharing so far, will you kill me if i introduce O/C? Later into it of course, im thinking like waaaaaaayyyy ahead, but yeah...only coz i know some people totally flame O/C's...rofl^^ oh well its MY story anyway. but you know, want to keep readers happy

you know whats so weird, none of you are ever online when i am. Odd. Stupid time differences.

Oh Koo, this journal is for you. Seeing as you so love my many journals^^

hmmm well, im baking a cake, so i'd better go check on it. Bye all!

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18552588/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18552588/ Wed, 28 May 2008 23:00:03 PDT
thank heavens.

11 days tehehe.

i have badminton comp 2moz, so wish me luck!

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18521469/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18521469/ Tue, 27 May 2008 04:10:18 PDT
*megan...why did you fail your exam?*
> it wasn't my fault mum...Sweeney did it to me!<
*you and your bloody Sweeney*

me. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. ROFL.

well. here goes...im going to do it. i'll just call it something random. byee all.

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18473642/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18473642/ Sat, 24 May 2008 04:22:58 PDT <

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18314113/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18314113/ Wed, 14 May 2008 00:31:06 PDT
i wonder..

who thinks i should start putting my fanfic on here? i've got a fair bit written out, on paper...but....no here. hmm. i think not, becuase it would take me ages to type AND a long time to update...seeing as i only get to write after 11pm on school nights...=='

and just a general hello to everybody =]

im srsly tired. Badminton is EXHAUSTING! but somehow makes me sooooooooooooooooooooooooo high. rofl.

]]> ~megzlilpegs http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18221489/ http://megzlilpegs.deviantart.com/journal/18221489/ Thu, 08 May 2008 03:46:21 PDT
wowowowow. i am so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've been on my comp for ages and i can't stop editing Helena Bonham Carter pics! probably not a healthy obbsession...but who careees!? ITS FUN!

on the other hand. i am extremely annoyed. gr. i have so much homework and i haven't started. due tomorrow. AND i have hit a dead end with my fanfic. LITERALLY. not moving. *sigh* though i should have been doing my homework instead of writing fanfic...

oh well. i have more photos to do! ayayay.

AND

OMG

less than one month till Sweeney Todd is out on DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

teheheh. well i'll leave you in peace. xx

]]> ~megzlilpegs