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TRC: Epilogue (Spoilers)

~mendingausedheart — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 19:59:40 PDT

Whose read the very last chapter of Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles?
First off, I am very sad and mad the series is over!!!! I am still angry about the ending. I am like that's it, that's it! Still, I didn't see the whole name thing coming. It also makes me wonder what's going to happen in xxxHolic. What's going to happen to Watanuki and the others? I wonder if CLAMP will continue the TRC series in the near future.

What are your opinions of the ending for TRC? And what do think will happen in xxxHolic?

Another rant from the desk of Mendingausedheart.

How are you today?

~mendingausedheart — Wed, 20 May 2009 10:46:07 PDT

Hi, everyone! I hope everyone is doing well. I have been busy at work. I working full-time now. I am getting behind on my fan-fictions and short stories. I really need to upload them. I have been reading a lot of books (House of Night, Mercy Thompson series, and the Southern Vampire series) and I have been reading a lot of mangas too.

I would to have my stories uploaded soon. Take care everyone.

Mendingausedheart

TCR CH. 211

~mendingausedheart — Thu, 29 Jan 2009 19:05:43 PST

Best birthday present! Yeah for Fai!
I am sad its almost over.

VK CH. 46

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 20 Dec 2008 15:36:08 PST

COME ON! WHY?! *cries*

"I'm just a Butler."

~mendingausedheart — Sun, 07 Dec 2008 15:12:29 PST

Anime/Mangas
Who is has been reading/watching Kuroshitsuji? Its my latest obsession. I love Sebastian. Gosh, he is one hot demon butler. I got hooked on after Myvampireeyes posted some videos on youtube. I have finally updated myself on the manga and anime. I can't wait for more episodes and chapters. I have also seen the recent episodes of Kyou Kara Maoh third season. I freaked out when the third season came because I didn't know it was out. I get to see yuurixwolfram again. Also, I get to see Conrad, who I will keep to myself.

Live-Action Drama
I watched Jenny, Juno a Korean movie. I thought it was really cute and funny. I like the sex ed class. LMAO!! Those boys.

My Fanfics
I have completed typing "Kiss Me, Kill Me" fanfic with harryxdraco. All I need is to get it beta'd and it will be up soon. I have finished writing the last chapter of "Snape's Betrayal". I will start typing it up soon.

My original writings
I have completed "Feelings buried within" and the last chapter will be dedicated to the late Mrs. BJ since she was part of the inspiration. May she forever rest in peace. I ran into another writer's block with "Gazing into their Eyes". My sister and I were planning to make a manga together, but she had to leave college, even though I have written the dialogue for it. She's the artist and I am the writer. She was not going to have time to draw, so she ask me to write as a regular story. So, I am the process of converting it into chapters. As for the series of "Isabella's encounters with the opposite sex", inspiration has come and gone. My muse where have you gone?

Life
I have been working hard lately, since the holidays are coming up. The agency needs to collect gifts for the children at the shelter and for the clients we help out. Trying to make everyone happy for Christmas. Also, I am getting a lot of workload in translating. I have to run back and forward between two different agencies. I am sort of getting fed up because the agency is not even paying me, but it is good experience for me in the near future.

Well, I believe this is it. I appreciate everyone for sticking by me all this year and the last three years I have been on DA.

Thank you very much,
Mendingausedheart

sometimes...

~mendingausedheart — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 20:27:33 PST

Sometimes, I wish the HP movies and Twilight were made into anime movies instead of live action. It would have been way better. The guys would look even hotter!!! ^_^

VK, TRC, 'n' XXXholic

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 20 Sep 2008 18:41:22 PDT

they are just getting too good, especially, Vampire Knight.

olympic opening ceremony

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 09:26:57 PDT

I got so emotional watching the olympic ceremonies. The performances were so amazing. I love the part where the runner lit the official torch in the air. I was like where did that huge torch come from? It was so cool. I also got emotional when the countries came out, one by one. To me its like the world is coming together and having some kind of peace with each other. I loved it. My most favorite part was with the little nine-year old boy who survived the deadly earthquake in China. I was in the verge of tears. They said that he saved two of his friends. Amazing! He looked so adorable beside Yao Ming and when Yao was holding him. I bet Yao's wife is thinking, "Maybe, we should have kids?". LOL!!!

Good Luck to all the countries in the Olympic games!

Mendingausedheart

TCR, XXXholic, & Ouran...

~mendingausedheart — Fri, 11 Jul 2008 13:26:14 PDT

These latest chapters have been keeping me on the edge of my seat, especially Tsubasa Chronicles. As for XXXholic, come on , DoNut!! In Ouran, poor Hikaru.

Whose heard about the Ouran english dubs? I perfer the Japanese seyiuus over english dubs, anytime. I love them more. I seen the cast for Ouran english dubs and I am happy and I am disappointed. I shouldn't be judging to soon because it might turn out good. I have seen XXXholic english dubs and I loved it. They picked the perfect people for characters. Still, I love Mamoru Miyano, Jun Fukuyama, and the rest of the Japanese seyiuus cast the best.

Have a good weekend, everybody!
Mendingausedheart

meme couple survey

~mendingausedheart — Tue, 01 Jul 2008 18:18:29 PDT

Borrowed this coupleÂs meme from

SIX PAIRINGS I LIKE :
1. Haruhi x Tamaki (Ouran)
2. Amu x Ikuto (Shugo Chara)
3. Watanuki x Doumeki (xxxholic)
4. Yuki x Toya (Cardcaptor: Sakura)
5. Yuuki x Zero (Vampire Knight)
6. Wanda x Ian (Host)

THREE SHIPS I'VE ABANDONED:
7. Bella x Jacob (Twilight) (Jacob is mine!!)
8. Hermione x Draco (Harry Potter)
9. Haruhi x Kyoya (Ouran) (Kyoya is mine too!!)

THREE SHIPS I'VE NEVER LIKED:
10. Bella x Edward (Twilight) (its annoying, but I still love the book.)
11. Cho x Harry (Harry Potter) (ChoÂs a freaking ho.)
12. Yuuki x Kaname (Vampire Knight)

TWO SHIPS THAT HAVE PIQUED MY INTEREST:
13. Zero x Kaname (Vampire Knight) (Hey, that scene was hot!)
14. Jacob x Edward (I think its hilarious)

1. Why do you dislike #11(Cho x Harry) so much?
Cho is a freaking ho. She kissed Harry. Then goes on date with him and talks about another guy was going to bring her there too. Then she breaks it off and ends up going out with some other guy, who was GinnyÂs x-boyfriend. Talk about getting sloppy seconds.

2. Who do you know that ships #13? (Zero x Kaname)
I tried searching on DA and Youtube. I havenÂt seen anybody shipping this couple.

3. What would be your ideal scenario for couple #3? (Watanuki x Doumeki)
For them to stop fighting and realize they love each other. Gosh, come on!

4. What is your favorite moment for #1? (haruhi x Tamaki)
When Tamaki kissed Haruhi on the forehead, but doesnÂt remember. LOL!!

5. How long have you been following couple #6? (Wanda x Ian)
I just started after I read the Host back in June. I so wanted them to end up together and I am so happy they did.

6. What's the story with #8? What made you stop caring? (Hermione x Draco)
Its was exciting at first, but it got boring as more books came out and I started to support Ron x Hermione ships.

7. Which ship do you prefer--#2 or #4? (Amu x Ikuto or Yuki x Toya)
I pick Yuki x Toya since they were my first boy/boy couple. I have been watching Cardcaptors since I was in middle school, so I had to pick them.

8. You have the power to make one ship non-existent. Choose from #10 or #12. (Bella x Edward or Yuuki x Kaname)
So hard! Both stories strongly suggest they end up together, but I had to pick Yuuki x Kaname. I believe Zero at the end will swoop down and take Yuuki for his own, but I think something bad might happen to him.

9. What interests you about #14? (Jacob x Edward)
Dude! To good looking guys. Vampire. Werewolf. I read couple of fan-fics about these two and I am still swooning.

10. When did you stop liking #7? (Bella x Edward)
After I read New Moon and the part in Eclipse when Bella kissed Jacob and saw a future with him. The dark hair little children. It made me cry because she is not going to have that type of future with Edward. Poor Jacob. I hope he finds love somewhere else. I am waiting over here, Jacob!

11. Did your waning interest in #9 kill your interest in the series? (Haruhi x Kyoya)
No, I still love the manga/anime. Its just that Haruhi is made more for Tamaki than Kyoya.

12. What's a song that reminds you of #5? (Yuuki x Zero)
Breath into Me by Red. I have been seeing too many Yuuki x Zero fanvideos and it goes perfect with them.

13. Which of these ships do you love the most right now?
Watanuki x Doumeki (The manga is getting really good.)

14. Which do you dislike the most?
Cho x Harry (She is a freaking ho. I donÂt know what Cedric saw in her.)

15. If you could have any of these pairings double date, who would they be?
Watanuki x Doumeki double date with Yuki x Toya (faints in a puddle of drool)

16. Have #2 kissed yet? Elaborate if yes.(Amu x Ikuto)
Dammit, too many close calls. He confessed and she thought it was joke. Geez!

17. Did #4 have a happy ending? Do you think one is likely? (Yuki x Toya)
Yeah, Toya was YukiÂs special person. (sighs happily)

18. What would make you start shipping #14? (Jacob x Edward)
I donÂt know. I think when Bella was starting to be annoying.

19. If only one could happen, which would you prefer--#2 or #6? (Amu x Ikuto or Wanda x Ian)
I so want Amu x Ikuto to happen because Wanda x Ian already had their happy ending.

20. You have the power to decide the fate of #10. What happens to them?(Bella x Edward)
Edward and Jacob hook up and leave whiny Bella in the dust. Yea...

My Stories

~mendingausedheart — Sun, 29 Jun 2008 09:04:05 PDT

DA won't let me change my mood. I am not sad.

My stories are finally up.

Snape's Betrayal_chapter 5
Kiss Me or Kill Me_HPM Ch. 3
Feelings buried Within_Ch. 2
Separate Paths (Short story)
Gazing into their Eyes (Fantasy)

Sorry, it took me a very long time to upload this story. The workplace has keeping me busy.
A special thanks to for taking the time to beta my stories.

Apologizies and enjoy the story
mendingausedheart

Why you crying?

~mendingausedheart — Mon, 19 May 2008 11:04:31 PDT

First off, who went to see Prince Caspian? Even though I have never read the books, I thought the movie was pretty good. I know "the kiss" is not in the book, but that didn't matter. I really enjoy it. I even cried in this certain scene. It was really sad. I got hooked on the ending song for the movie. The song is call "The Call" by Regina Spektor. I am crying my eyes out because its such a beautiful song. It sort of hits close to home because my brother is in the military and my sister is leaving for college in the fall. Everything is changing.

The Call by Regina Spektor
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll cone back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

Love,
Mendingausedheart

MAJOR NOSEBLEED!!

~mendingausedheart — Mon, 05 May 2008 15:01:31 PDT

I just watch the amazing teaser trailer for the movie Twilight. Its amazing and Robert's accent is out of this world. I can believe it. I actually got a nosebleed. LITERALLY! I told my sister to take a picture. I got a freakin' nosebleed just by watching the trailer.

If anyone wants to see it, here's the link: [link]

Music Shuffle

~mendingausedheart — Sun, 04 May 2008 11:56:57 PDT

I thought I post it on here.

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Pandora, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag three people.

1. How am I feeling today?
She Wants Revenge-Tear You Apart (Not really)

2. Do you want to get married?
Panda-Narsicita Por Excelencia (That's why I am not getting marry.)

3. What is my best friend's theme song?
Superbus-Radio Song

4. What is high school like?
I AM X-Ray-Pretty Rave Girl (That'll be cool if school is like a Rave.)

5. What is the best thing about me?
Morandi-Angels (I am an advocate against violence.)

6. How is today going to be?
Help She Can't Swim-Midnight Garden (yep, it sort of feels like that.)

7. What is in store for this weekend?
Plumb-Blush (only you) (Never going to happen)

8. What song describes my parents?
Shadows Fall-Antoher Hero Lost (My parents are like heroes to me.)

9. How is my life going?
OneRepublic-Mercy (my angel has always been watching over me.)

10. What song will they play at my funeral?
Angels & Airwaves -- The Adventure (But I am dead)

11. How does the world see me?
Sarina Paris-So I Wait

12. What do my friends really think of me?
Blue October Ft. Imogen Heap-Congratulations (my guy friends? I hope not.)

13. Do people secretly lust after me?
Sarah McLachlan-Fear (This means... No."

14. How can I make myself happy?
Poets of the Fall - Carnival of Rust

15. What should I do with my life?
Rebirthing - Skillet (Live!)

16. Will I ever have children?
Emmy Rossum - Slow Me Down (I don't want to slow my life down to have kids.)

17. What is some good advice?
Flyleaf-All Around Me (We can never forget our first love?)

18. What do I think my current theme song is?
Shiny Toy Guns-You are the One (I love this song.)

19. What does everyone else think about my current life?
Cat Power-I found a Reason (I am going to cry.)

20. What type of women/men do you like?
DJ Hixxy - More and More (Who like to dance more and more!)

21. Will you get married?
The Rasmus-In the Shadows (No, I will be waiting in the shadows.)

22. Where will you live?
Superbus-Comme Tu Respire (Somewhere, so, I can breathe better)

23. What will your dying words be?
Josh Groban-Canto Alla Vita (I'll sing to Life!)

24. When I meet a guy/girl for the first time I say...
Rooney-When Did Your Heart Go Missing? (LOL!!!!!)

25. When my parents are angry I say...
Liquido-Ordinary Life (yep)

TAG! YOU'RE IT!

~mendingausedheart — Fri, 18 Apr 2008 15:05:44 PDT

* 1. Post these rules.
* 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
* 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
* 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
* 5. No tag-backs.
* 6. You must list who tagged you in the first place.
_______________________________________________________
I was tagged by the talented webmistress,

Here are the eight facts about me.

1.I named Isabella, the main character from my short stories, after my godmother.

2.I freak out in excitement when there is an update about Twilight the movie. Seriously, my mom is getting annoyed from my fangirl screams.

3.While I am writing my stories, I picture my characters and their situations in manga/anime form.

4.I have a picture of the Cullen family and my family on my side of the office wall.

5.Ever since my wisdom teeth were pulled out (four years ago), I constantly had migraines or headaches on the right side of my head. It feels like pulsing little ball. My mom gets worried when I get the headaches. She thinks its a tumor.

6.I am going be the first to make a slash fanvideo for Edward/Jacob (once the movie comes out), but I'm going to use Steven Strait instead of Taylor. Also, a Edward/Jasper fanvideo too. I won't be using Carlisle or Emmett. Emmett is such a big teddy bear.

7.I constantly buy clothes, shoes, and other things that I only wear once and never wear again. I also buy dresses that I will never wear because I don't look nice in them.

8.My side of the room is a complete mess. There are clothes and trash everywhere, especially my side of the closet. I can't find anything. I should really clean it.

If you like to do this "tag", be my guest

Happy Easter

~mendingausedheart — Sun, 23 Mar 2008 14:51:34 PDT

Happy Easter to everyone!!!
I am so happy Lent is over. Now, I get to eat chocolate. (I gave it up for lent.)

I am so excited a teaser trailer for Twilight the movie will be out in early May.

Have a happy day and don't eat a lot of chocolate bunny heads.
~Mendingausedheart

New Job, Stories, Mangas, & Jacob Black

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 08 Mar 2008 06:57:58 PST

Greetings from the desktop of Mendingausedheart's useless thoughts,

Its been a long time since I have written a journal. I have been busy with my new job. I got a job at Help, Inc: Center Against Violence. I am the new administrative assistant and in charge of volunteers. I work with a great staff. They are so outgoing, funny and very helpful to their clients. Everyone has a good heart.

To my DA buddies, who have been reading my stories, I have finished writing the next chapters for Snape's Betrayal, Kiss Me or Kill Me, and Feelings Buried Within. I have also written a new story, which is sort-of like a sci-fi fantasy, romance type of thing. Sorry, there are no vampires, werewolves, witches or wizards. You just have to wait and see. Everything, will be up by next month after I finish typing them up. So, Layhe, you are going to have a lot of stories to beta.

As usual, I still have time to read mangas, instead of finishing up my stories. I am up-to-date with xxxHolic, Ouran High School Host Club, Tsubasa Chronicles Reservior, Perfect Girl Evolution/Wallflower, and Vampire Knight. While, I was waiting for updates, I finished reading Fruits Basket. Oh, man, I cried so much, especially the story about Toru's parents. The ending was sad too because it was over. I wished they showed what happen to the rest of the Sohma's, especially Hatori. *he ended up with me. * I have fallen in love with Vampire Knight. For those you have read it, isn't it the best? For those you haven't read it, I highly recommend you do. Too bad there are no werewolves. LOL!!! Vampire Knight is also being made into an anime. It'll be out in April. Tamaki and Light's seiyu, Mamoru Miyano, will be playing Zero. I love Mamoru. I love his voice. Zero is my favorite character in the manga. I would like to compare Zero to Jacob Black and Severus Snape because he doesn't get the girl he loves. My sister hates me comparing the underdogs to Jacob Black. I don't care. Me Jacob Black.

Well, I think that's it for now. Thanks for reading, faving, glancing through my gallery.

Mendingausedheart

The GOOD and The BAD

~mendingausedheart — Tue, 29 Jan 2008 11:46:52 PST

THE BAD

Some idiots smashed our mailbox in the middle of the night. My brother reported to the police, but he knew they were just going to file it as damaged property and forget about. I don't why, but feel like we were targeted, since we are the only hispanics on our block. My brother said he heard a car slam their brakes infront of the house and then a bang noise like bullet or something. It was the culprits that smashed our mailbox.

So, our waterheater was on the fritz. Some dude came by to help my dad inspect it. He said we were lucky that the water didn't elecute use or that the water heater caught on fire, because water was leaking onto the electric wires. I was freakin out because I took a shower. Religious side of me coming out: "Thank the lord... Alleluia. Someone was watching over us."

THE GOOD

Maybe, I didn't die because today is my birthday. Yea! (sarcastic tone)
I am a year older. My brother bought me a t-shirt with skeleton hands playing on a guitar. AND... it glows in the dark. How cool is that? I almost cried for some unknown reason. LOL!!! My parents took me out to eat Chinese-American food. ME CHINESE FOOOOD!!! Now, I am stuffed and sleepy.

This week I start my new job. I am going to be an administrative assistant (fancy word for secretary). Still, its at a non-profit oraganization that help domestic violence, child abuse, and elderly abuse victims. I was introduced to the staff the other day and they are so friendly. I get to share a office, but its the hottest office during the winter and the coldest during the summer. I can deal with the cold, but I am sweating up a storm during the winter.

Well, I think that's it. Have a great week everyone.

mendingausedheart

Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse survery

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 29 Dec 2007 19:50:21 PST

***WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you haven't read all the books and want to, you may not want to read this!!!***

Here is a survey that was taken from Myspace. I just figured it'd be cool to post here for you guys to do!!! SO HERE YA GO!

1. Which book in the series is your favorite?
I loove all three books. Twilight introduced us this new world of characters in a pov of one girl, which makes me feel that I am that girl. New Moon takes us on an emotional ride of a girl coping without her true love. Eclipse showed us that two different worlds can work together and at least try to co-exist.

2. How long did it take you to read the books?
All three a week. I like to take things slowly and enjoy the book.

3. Who introduced you to the books?
My sister borrowed Twilight from a friend.

4. Did you buy them, borrow them, or have them given to you as a gift?
Borrowed the first, then later my sister bought it and New Moon. I bought Eclipse.

5. Are you most looking forward to: Breaking Dawn, Midnight Sun, or the movie?
Breaking Dawn and the movie because its the end and the beginning of the saga. I am also curious about Midnight Sun.

6. What's your dream ending to the series?
Gosh...its obvious Bella doesn't want to let go of Edward, but I still want to see her friends with Jacob after she becomes a vampire.

Favorites:

7. Who is your favorite character?
Jacob, Jasper, Carlisle, and Edward

8. Who's your favorite vampire?
Jasper, Carlisle, and Edward

9. Who is your favorite werewolf?
Most definitely.... JACOB!

10. What's one of your favorite quotes from the stories?
Not really a quote, but the conversation between Jacob and Edward in Chapter 22 of Eclipse. They are at least acting civilize for Bella's sake.

11. What was your favorite Bella and Edward moment?
Definitely, the scene in the meadow (Twilight) and the Edward's room (Eclipse) while his family is away.

12. What was your favorite Bella and Jacob moment?
Cheering her up in New Moon and the tent scene in Eclipse. LOL!!!

13. How about your favorite Bella and Alice moment?
Alice always whining to Bella about wanting to do something for her.

14. What was your favorite adventure/battle?
Bella fighting off James in Twilight and the fight between Edward and Victoria in Eclipse.

15. Which book cover was your favorite?
I really like the New Moon cover.

16. Are these books among your favorite books of all?
Each book I read holds a special place in my heart.

This or That?

17. Twilight or New Moon?
Both

18. New Moon or Eclipse?
Both

19. Eclipse or Twilight?
Both

20. Are you more excited about Breaking Dawn or Midnight Sun?
Breaking Dawn

21. Midnight Sun or the Twilight Movie?
Most definitely the movie. (All the hot guys)

22. The Twilight Movie or Breaking Dawn?
Both

23. Who do you want to see Bella with most: Edward or Jacob?
Its obvious she is going to end with Edward. I'll keep Jacob for myself. ^_^

Who do you like more:

24. Bella or Edward?
Edward!

25. Bella or Jacob?
Jacob!

26. Bella or Alice?
Alice! (She is like annoying little sprite)

27. Alice or Edward?
Edward!

28. Alice or Jacob?
Jacob!

29. Rosalie or Alice?
Alice (I kinda feel sorry for Rosalie)

30. Jasper or Alice?
Jasper!

31. Jasper or Edward?
Jasper!

32. Carlisle or Esme?
Carlisle!

33. Emmett or Jasper?
Jasper!

34. Emmett or Jacob?
Most definitely, Jacob!

35. Bella or Rosalie?
Rosalie (She has been through a terrible ordeal)

36. Esme or Charlie?
Esme

37. Charlie or Carlisle?
Carlisle (I wish he was my doctor.)

38. Charlie or Billy?
Equally

39. Jacob or Sam?
helllooo...Jacob!

40. Sam or Quil?
Sam

41. Quil or Embry?
Embry

42. Who's the better villain: James or Victoria?
I never want to cross path with a crazy biotch out looking for revenage for the murder of her boyfriend.

43. Werewolves or Vampires?
My first love has always been for Werewolves. (Lupin is to blame)

Movie Stuff:

44. How did you first find out about the movie?
In Stephanie Meyer's official site.

45. Are you excited?
Shooott... I am freakin out! I can't...

Coincidences? Part 2

~mendingausedheart — Sun, 16 Dec 2007 09:02:42 PST

If you read my last journal, you would notice that I was going to update soon. [link] There was a reason for why I submitted that quote.

Last Friday, my father went to the dry cleaners to pick up a few things. Then out-of-the-blue, the owner of the place asked if he knew anyone that would like to work at the dry cleaners. She needed extra help because she was expanding her business. My father told her that he had a daughter (me) that just graduated and was looking for a job. The next day I went for the interview and I wanted to see how a small business operates. I just got call and I will start training on Monday. Coincidences?

Coincidences?

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 15 Dec 2007 08:49:34 PST

"There are no coincidences in fate-no matter what hardships are awaiting you, If you believe in that encounter, In the inevitable, surely the future will open up!"

Quote from xxxholic.

Update sooon!

Last Day

~mendingausedheart — Thu, 13 Dec 2007 12:18:18 PST

Wow, I can't believe that today is my last day of exams and college.
Now, I need to look for a job.

Devious Journal Entry

~mendingausedheart — Sun, 25 Nov 2007 08:02:59 PST

borrowed this from

British
[ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy. (Me mum makes them during lent)
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football...not soccer.
Total = 2 / 9

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie. (I love cookouts)
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll. (hello, has anyone seen an "Outback" restuarant commercial)
[ ] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing. (but not infront of my baby sister)
[x] You're a sports fanatic. (Love me soccer)
[x] You are tanned. (I wish I was a little dark like me mum's side)
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an Australian something(shirt, watch, bag, whatever).
Total = 5 / 10

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[X] You know Italian songs. (I love Paolo Meneguzzi: Regalami Un Fiore, "Vita D'altri" by Subsonica, and "Eri Bellissima" by Ligabue.)
[X] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[X] You speak some Italian. (Even though I am Hispanic, I can understand it, but can't say anything back.)
[X] You are under 5'10''. (My daddy's side is short)
[ ] You know what a Italian horn is.
[X] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!!! (Even though, the noodles came from another country.)
[ ] You talk with your hands.
Total = 6 / 11

Spanish
[X] You say member instead of Remember.
[X] You speak Spanish or some.
[X] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[x] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is. (And if anyone calls me that I'll kick their a**)
[x] You talk fast occasionally. (only in Spanish)
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair. (colored my hair red-orange)
[x] You know what platanos are. ("Pork and Platanos"- I love that qoute from Hellboy commentaries)
Total = 8 / 9

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[ ] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha. (use to)
[ ] You get cold easily.
[X] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[X] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total = 3 / 7

Irish
[x] You think beer is the best. (but too much that you won't remember doing some guy in the back alley)
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[X] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a St. Patty's Day Party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[ ] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get-togethers always include drinking and singing. (most definitely)
Total = 3 / 10

African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[X] You like chicken.
[X] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total = 2 / 9

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[X] You like rice a lot.
[X] You are good at math.
[ ] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.
[x] You call hurricanes "typhoons."
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total = 4 / 9

German
[X] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You Speak some German.(I need to learn before I go visit my friend, KONNY!!!!)
[X] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[ ] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2.
Total = 4 / 7

Canadian
[X] You like/play/played hockey.
[x] You love beer.
[x] You say eh. (but in a spanish accent)
[x] You know what poutine is. (it...

An itch

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 03 Nov 2007 10:21:04 PDT

My hand has an itch to draw, but I can't get inspired. Any suggestions?

YEAH!!!

~mendingausedheart — Wed, 31 Oct 2007 04:10:33 PDT

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!

Mendingausedheart

DUMBLEDORE!!!!!!!!!!

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 20 Oct 2007 07:30:49 PDT

I have recently found out that JK Rowling mentioned that Dumbledore was actually gay. I instantly dropped dead because while I was reading the seventh, I was imaging the yaoiness between him and Gwindelwald. And its true. Dumbldore was blinded by love for him and maybe that's why he was supporting Gwindelwald's plans for domination. YEAH!!!!!! I am so freakin' happy and I am having major goosebumps. I am also wondering if Dumbledore was ever close to Tom Riddle because he reminded him of Gwindelwind. Still, I love this. There is some other stuff about marrying a certain Hufflepuff, which I didn't see coming.

STill, getting goosebumps from happiness.

mendingausedheart

Why are you so bored?

~mendingausedheart — Fri, 19 Oct 2007 10:11:56 PDT

I am so bored today. My sister left for a college interview in NY. I am really happy for her. At least, she is one step closer in getting out of this hellhole. Oh, well, I am looking forward to tommorrow. Yea!! My friend's baby shower. I never been to an American baby shower, but I have been to alot of hispanic baby showers. Alot. -_^ LOL!!! Oh, man, I made a little commercial for my spanish class. My teacher just freaked out b/c she thought it was really good. I thought it sucked. I could've done better. She is going to show it to all her spanish classes and to her supervisor. Dang!! the video sucks. Oh, well, I am going to soccer and flag football game next week. I am hoping that what's his name is there. ^_^ I am going to have a total nosebleed if I see him. My older brother is playing flag football for his college and I am going to video tape him. He wants to do a little video of his own, trying to copy the nike commercial. LOL!!! Oh, well, as for my writing. I wrote a really sad one, which came from I dream I had and it made me cry. I have my fanfictions written but not typed because time is not on my side. I'll try to get it done asap.

Thanks for reading and viewing my gallery,

Mendingausedheart

Once Again TAGGED ^_^

~mendingausedheart — Sun, 26 Aug 2007 14:26:53 PDT

I was tagged my beta reader,

Here's 8 facts about me that people never knew or already know:

1. I love the Japanese culture so much that I want to marry a Japanese guy.
2. I still cry everytime I hear, see, or read anything about Fred Weasley.
3. I go to high school soccer games even though I am in college. (my college doesn't have a soccer team)
4. I don't have a driver's license because I am afraid to drive due to the fact that I had three friends in a separate car accidents back in high school and two of my brother's friends died when their friend want to race with some other guy.
5. I trying to learn how to cook Chinese food (not the kind you find in the US resturants)
6. I tend to feel people's aura, which makes people think I am a freak and stupid.
7. I am "Switzerland" in my house.
8. I hate my major.

I tag these 8 ppl:

taggec

~mendingausedheart — Mon, 20 Aug 2007 08:19:30 PDT

Tagged by the lovely

PERSONAL
NAME: nora
DATE OF BIRTH: Born on a day without a saint
LIVING IN: NC

DESCRIBE YOURSELF WITH 3 WORDS:
quiet on the outside, wild on the inside, secretive

WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN 10 YEARS?
I better have a good paying job.

WORST HABIT:
tend to judge fast because of my gut feeling. So far, I have been right.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
When I need cheering up: my friends.

DUMBEST QUESTION YOU HAVE EVER BEEN ASKED:
Do you know what Thanksgiving is? *Hello, I am an American.*

FAVOURITES:

Best gig by band/artist:
Not sure

Bands:
I have too many to name

Albums:
Right now- Minutes to Midnight by LP

Movies:
Nightmare before Christmas

TV:
Too many to name

Actor:
Right now: Wu Chun, Shirota Yuu, Oguri Shun, James and Oliver Phelps

Food:
Chinese American

Drink
Tequila... who ate the worm?

Smoke:
NOPers

Computer/console games:
Not sure

Books / Authors:
maeve bincy, stephanie meyer, dan brown, jurassic park and the lost world, and jk rowling: POA

Animal:
Too many to name

Season:
autumn

Place you would like to visit:
Japan, UK, Glasglow, Ireland

Sports:
soccer, football

Hobbies:
writing, making bracelts, crocheting scarfs

Personal Quotes:
"love is not a fairytale."

So I tag: whoever wants to do it

Eclispe

~mendingausedheart — Thu, 09 Aug 2007 08:32:55 PDT

I finished reading another great book. I loved it and Stephanie Meyer is so dedicated to her fans that the next installment will be out next fall. YEA I am so happy. She is the best and she did a great job with the book. I recommend that everyone reads it and the previous books in her series.

mendingausedheart

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
"I LOVE YOU, JACOB BLACK"

"More than Meets the EYE!"

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 04 Aug 2007 08:13:21 PDT

Hey Everyone!

Just saw the "Transformers" movie last night. It was amazing. It was sad and funny at the same time. It made cried a couple of times. No wonder it was the most anticipating movie of the summer. I thought it was much better than OOTP. The special effects were awesome too. I freaked out when they played a song from one of my favorite bands for the ending credit. It makes me want to watch the anime. If you haven't seen the movie yet, I totally recommend that you do. 5/5 stars!

mendingausedheart

:(

~mendingausedheart — Mon, 23 Jul 2007 19:47:41 PDT

I am done. Its over.

DANG! ANGRY! AWESOME!

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 14 Jul 2007 11:17:34 PDT

DANG! ANGRY! AWESOME!

WARNING: Possible HP and OOTP spoilers up ahead. So, don't read if you haven't seen the fifth movie yet.

DANG!
Was it me or did that kiss lasted forever? I thought it was going to be a small kiss, but they were going at it. It didn't seem like a first awkward kiss. Whoa!! This makes me look forward to the Ginny and Harry kiss.

DOUBLE ANGRY!!!
I was so mad about Snape's memory scene. I thought it was going to be long, but it was like 10 seconds short. I was getting too excited when the scene was coming that it went by in a flash and I missed it. I was dying to see young Snape. I didn't even see young Remus and young Lily. Well, I think I am going have to wait for the DVD to come out and see the deleted or extended scenes. They better put it in the DVD.

AWESOME!
Overall, the movie was amazing. I think I have gotten use to the fact that the movies will never be like the books. Maybe, that's why I found the movie very well made.

The Filch scenes were so funny. I guess chocolate does give you pimples. LOL!!! I love the Weasley scenes. Especially, when they comforting that little first year. AWWW!!! They are so sweet. I am going to be pissed if they don't show up in the 6th movie.

I am so happy to see a lot of Ron and Hermione moments, a lot more than the previous movies. I like the part where Ron was trying to rescue Hermione from Grawp. AWWWW!!! He was getting a little jealous. I also love the Ginny and Harry interactions. YEA!!! Her face seemed hurt before Harry kissed Cho.

I don't know why, but my favorite part of the movie was when Harry was fighting off Voldemort's manipulation and Dumbledore encouraging Harry to fight back. Then Harry had those flashbacks when he was young, the good and the bad. Its kinda cool they put the past movies all together in this movie. Well, all this was making kinda feel sad for Harry because Harry was never my favorite character for reasons I am going to keep to myself. That scene made me change my mind about him.

To tell everyone the truth, Sirius' death scene didn't really impacted me. It didn't make me emotional or cry. I was close, but nothing came out. Sorry for the people that thought the scene was emotional for them, but it wasn't for me. So, please don't flame me, this is my honest opinion.

About the director, David Yates, I think he did an amazing job with the movie. It kinda makes me glad he is doing the sixth movie.

7th BOOK
Now, for the wait of the final book next Saturaday. Its going to be hard to say good-bye, but there are two more movies left.

I just hope I didn't ruin the movie for anyone.

Thanks for reading,
Mendingausedheart

Ipod Shuffle

~mendingausedheart — Fri, 29 Jun 2007 06:31:19 PDT

borrowed this from

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
"Lighting Crashes" by Live (Oooo, mellow)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
"Vita D'Altri" by Subsonica (Sure, why not.)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"Disco Lights" by The Cadets (LOL!!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"Its not Over" By Daughtery (Yeah, baby, its never over. LOL!!!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"Falling Apart" by MassRepublic (Sometimes, I feel like my life is like this.)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"Destory" by Ladytron (Yeah, I destory everything I touch.)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Shissou" by Last Alliance (Ouran... they will always be there through dark and light times)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
"Castles in the Sky" by DJ Satomi (Wishing my parents and I living through a fantasy)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"Code Rebecca" by Feverish (Not really)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
"Cherry Lips" by Garbage (LOL!!!!! )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE
"Wonderwall" by Oasis (I'll just keep wishing.)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Spicy Marmalade" by Kotani Kinya (So True)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"No More Lies" by Alice Deejay (Growing up with no more lies)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Aikoi" by FictionJunction YUUKA (Its all about his love and never being apart.)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Go On" by JK DJ Danny Remix (Being brave and never giving up... sometimes they do)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"Regalami Un Fiore" by Paolo Meneguzzi (Perfect. Most Definitely, if I get married.)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"Feelin Good" by Michael Buble (Boy, my family is happy that I am dead. LOL!!!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"Numai tu" by O-Zone (Only you... LOL!!! wow, what a weird hobby.)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
"My Favorite Game" by Cardigans (If the meaning was different, then I'll agree.)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"Kagerou" by Buck-Tick (Maybe?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"Trouble" by Sounddevice (LOL!!! What do you guys think?)

I Love doing this little shuffles. Everyone should try it.

I am back

~mendingausedheart — Tue, 05 Jun 2007 07:14:41 PDT

Okay, I got back like a day ago, but I didn't have to be on the computer the other day. I had to go to school. I'll to reply to everyone's messages asap. Thanks for everyone that left me a comment on the previous journal.

thanks again,
mendingausedheart

Done Packin' & Ready 2 Go

~mendingausedheart — Fri, 01 Jun 2007 06:25:16 PDT

I am headin' out of town for a couple of days. I have class this morning and then I am out. Won't be back for a couple of days. Sorry, if I don't respond sooner. I hope everyone has a safe and great weekend.

Mendingausedheart

"Tag! You're it!"

~mendingausedheart — Sun, 29 Apr 2007 11:42:28 PDT

My precious, Konny, tagged me.

THE BASICS
What is your name: Nora
Best quality: IDK
Nickname: new one "Nori-chan"
Eye Color: dark brown
Haircolor: black
Age: 21
Birthdate: Born on a day without a saint
Current Location: My own heaven and hell

PICK ONE
night or day: Night
sweet or sour: sweet and salty
chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
beer or hard liquor: some hard liquor, but when I have cookouts a beer would be good
black or white: black, stains tend to show on whites
personality or looks: personality all the way
cats or dogs: dogs

HAVE YOU EVER.....
Been in love: nope
drank until you blacked out: I know my limit
Skipped school: yes
Drank alcohol: yes
smoked a cigarette: nope

RANDOM QUESTIONS
Whats the worst thing that has ever happened to you: there are so many things that have gone wrong.
What do you think happens when you die: you rest for all eternity.
Do you believe in karma: most definitely
Believe in god: yes, even if I wasn't raise in this particular religion, I would still believe
do you ha ve a job: not really
If you had one wish, what would it be: for destiny and fate to find me.

FAVORITE....
Color: green
Store: don't have one in particular
Drink: too many to name
Food: too many to name
Book: right now, I have two current faves I want to read, but they won't be out until the summer
Music: a little of everything, except some rap
Season: autumn

MORE ABOUT YOU
Piercings: none
Tattoos: none
How do you want to die: in my sleep
Do you want to get married: I can't get married
Do you want kids: no
Do you drink: yes
Smoke: nope
Your most missed memory: I can't remember.

Does Europe Hate America?

~mendingausedheart — Fri, 02 Mar 2007 11:38:51 PST

Question: Does Europe Hate America?

I watched a video called Does Europe hate America?, it was on the Discovery channel. This questionnaire will be for my International Business class. Now, everyone's comments or opinion on this particular. Please, also ask your friends too. If you would like to send me your respond or comment, please send me a message or note. I will keep your messages anonymous. I apperciate everyone's help.

Thank You ^_^

Important Greeting Please Read

~mendingausedheart — Tue, 13 Feb 2007 14:42:01 PST

Happy SAINT Valentine's Day

I just wanted to wish everyone a Happy SAINT Valentine's Day, not a Happy Valentine's Day. I celebrate the feast of Saint Valentine that consist of three different people, not just one saint. Historians are still unsure who is the original Valentinus. They say it could be one of these three men.

There was a priest and a bishop that were alive during the reign of Claudius II. They both helped persecuted Christians and later beheaded, possibly on February 14. The third man was an African martyr living in the Roman Province of Africa. Some historians are unsure of this martyr's life. They believed he might of married couples when certain marriages were forbidden, or suffered in Africa, or wrote letter's to his jailer's daughter and then beheaded. There are other legends about the origins of Valentine, like the Golden Legend and other stories that contribute this day to become the day of love.

Boring? To some maybe, but I just wanted to give you a little bit of a history lesson.

As for now, I pray for everyone, near and far, to have a day fill with love and happiness from the bottom of my heart. I may sound like a hypocrite to those that know the real me, but I really do mean it. Everyone has someone special to share that lovely day with. As for me, I have the love of my family and that's all the love I need. Love was there when we were in our mother's womb and will always be there long after we are gone.

I am sorry if I may sound religious, but that's the Catholic girl inside of me. I haven't been letting her out lately, only in important situations. I just haven't been spiritual since Pope John Paul II died. I guess some of my hope for the things in my life died along with him.

Sorry Again for my babbling. Ignore the crazy girl.

I hope everyone has a Happy SAINT Valentine's Day.

I love you all,
Mendingausedheart

school, videos, art, & headaches

~mendingausedheart — Fri, 26 Jan 2007 14:34:07 PST

Greetings from the desktop of Mendingausedheart,

I have been meaning to write journal, but I keep forgetting. I hope everyone is having a great year so far.

Old business:

My fan-fics:
Snapes Betrayal: So far, I have written three more chapters. The problem is that I need to make time to type them up.
Kiss Me, Kill Me: I am still rewriting chapter 2. I hated they way the stone was rolling.

New Business:

College:
Spring semester has started and I have five classes piling up on me. I have income taxes, business finance, accounting 2, international business, and Intro to Ethics. Accounting and Income taxes are going to kick my ass this semester. I barely passed accounting 1 last semester.

Fan-Videos:
I am working on a new fan-video. Its about Ron and Hermione with the song Its not Over by Chris Daughtry. I realized I have not done a fan-video shipping Hermione and Ron because every time I try to do one for this pair, it comes out a complete disaster. I am half way finish. Hopefully, Ill be finish and upload the video by the end of the month. I have so many more ideas for fan-videos, but TIME is killing me.

Fan-Art:
So far, I have finish one drawing about Hermione and Ron. *Keep forgetting to upload.* I am working on a drawing of Draco and Harry to go along with my fan-fic. Coloring is not one of my many strengths.

Anime:
I dont have time to do anything, but I have time to watch anime?! I am a freakin procrastinator. Well, I have been watching three anime shows that are really funny. Viewers believe they are similar to Fruits Basket and Ouran High School Host Club except for one anime, which was made in 1999.

1-La Corda dOro: If you would to check it out for yourself, here is the link for the information: [link] and the link to view the first episode: [link]

2- Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge aka Wallflower: This anime is similar to Ouran High School Host Club, but the boys are the ones in debt and have to turn the girl into a lady. I find it hilarious, but I dont really like how the boys were drawn. If you would to check it out for yourself, here is the link for the information: [link] and the link to view the first episode:

3-His and Her Circumstances (made in 1999): If you would to check it out for yourself, here is the link for the information: [link]

Other anime shows I recommend: Xxx-holic and Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles (both created by Clamp), and Princess Princess D (prefer the anime over the live action version).

I believe thats all from the desktop of Mendingausedhearts useless thoughts. Let the little snowflakes (but not a lot) of January grant you a great day.

Old Journal: Stuck on the Highway

~mendingausedheart — Fri, 26 Jan 2007 14:20:05 PST

This is an old journal. It was the day I went to Maryland with brother and his girlfriend and the troubles we encounter later that day. The date was December 19, 2006.

On a cold Tuesday morning, my older brother, his girlfriend, and I set out on a little trip. We were taking his girlfriend back home to Maryland. She came down for the weekend to visit my brother and get to know the family a little better. On the way to Maryland, I slept on and off in the backseat of a disgusting, trashy car that belong to one of my brothers friends. There were old boxes of condoms, torn-books, fast-food garbage, and something weird smeared on the seat and doors. I just hoped they spill a drink or some other type of drinkable liquid substance. Once we arrived in Maryland, we ate a Mexican resturant called "Mexico". This resturant served the same food like the resturants back home, but at a higher price. The only difference was that this resturant had waitresses and the resturants back home are mostly waiters. The only guy working there was the host. *I think.* Anyways, he was really cute.
I wanted to go and visit where Lupita, my brother's girlfriend, works, but my brother wanted to leave before the traffic got heavy. So, we took Lupita back home and we said our good-byes. Lupita is a sweet person and my brother better treat her right... or else. As we were leaving the small town, I feel asleep. When I woke up, we were surrounded by cars. My brother said that we have been stuck in traffic for at least two hours. We are have hit a two hour delay in our five hour drive back home. Once we were out of the clutches of the heavy traffic, we hit a dead end. The car ran out of gas and the battery was dead.
There was no gas station in sight and the thousands of cars driving by did not stop to help us. My brother made a few calls to my parents, his girlfriend and his friends. My brother put the car into neutral and turned on the emergency lights. He pushed the car to the 29 mile mark on the shoulder of the highway. Later one of my brother's friends suggested that he should start the car back up and push on the gas pedal as hard as possible until the car stops. That's what he did. The car stopped, no gas station in sight, and no good samaritan.
My brother told me to sit on the driver side, while he pushed the car. He pushed it to the 28 mile mark. He started the car up and I drove the car as fast I could. He told me not to get on the highway and to stay on the shoulder. The car stopped on the on the 27 mile mark. Still, no gas station and no good samaritan in sight. My brother resumed pushing the car, on and off. He started the car up, on and off again. We did this until we gave up at the end of WWII Veteran Memorial Bridge. My brother called my father. My father decided to drive 2 or 3 hours to rescue us. Then my brother saw a sign with the number to call the state troopers. Like some miracle or something.
So, here's the stupidest part of the cold night. The operator actually asked my brother if he was the one pushing the car with the emergency lights because... SOMEONE ACTUALLY CALLED IT IN. WTF?!? Someone called for the damn department to come and help us, but in those four miles of struggling with the car in the bitter cold night there was no sign of a state trooper. There were a bunch of state troopers earlier that day, but why not now? The whole time my brother kept saying "Where are the cops when you need them?". I guess my brother had to be the one making the call, huh? Afterwards, my brother called my mother and told that a state trooper was coming. My mother had to wait for my father to call to tell him the news because he borrowed someone else's mobile.
Five minutes later, a state trooper showed up. My brother explained to the trooper what happened. The trooper was very good-looking, especially in his uniform. Well, he took us to nearest gas station a couple of miles away. I think that will be the first and last time I'll be sitting in the back seat of a squad car. *knock on wood* We got some gas and went back to the car. After pouring the gas into the tank, the car still would not start. The battery was dead. Thank goodness the cop was still there. He helped the charge the car up and we thanked him for everything. So, we drove back to the gas station to fill the tank up. **I would like to thank the handsome trooper for help us. Sorry I don't know his name, but its best to leave it that way.**
After my brother and I did the sign of the cross, we made our way back home. We had finally made home at around 12:30 am, safe, cold, and tired. My brother learned a lesson that night, I hope. To never trust another person's car and to always fill up the tank no matter what.

Happy 2007!!!!!!!!

~mendingausedheart — Mon, 01 Jan 2007 07:35:27 PST

Happy 2007 to everyone!!!!!!!!!

Holiday Greetings

~mendingausedheart — Sun, 24 Dec 2006 06:22:44 PST

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!
and a
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

mendingausedheart

Thanksgiving Greetings

~mendingausedheart — Wed, 22 Nov 2006 17:53:51 PST

Thanksgiving Greetings

Once again, Mendingausedheart has written another journal entry. I have a ton of things going on with school since Fall semester is almost over. Recently, I have finish fan video called Hogwarts School Host Club. I combined Harry Potter with one of my favorite animes, Ouran High School Host Club. If anyone has never seen this anime, I highly recommend that you should. Season one is over and I cant wait for the second season. If you want to see my fan video, heres the link: [link]
I have also finished two drawings, but I keep procrastinating. The drawings will be up sometime this week, I think.

Lets see if there are anymore updates. Oh, two Saturdays ago, I went a girls Quincera (15th birthday equivalent to a Sweet 16). It was okay. The only fun thing that happen was that my sister and I kept dancing with her guy friend because this girl was been a total slut and trying to dance with him, but he wasnt interest in her. So, we kept him busy on the dance floor. He was the only white guy in the Quinceras court. The other guys were Hispanics.

I bought the book Eragon. I have been meaning to buy it since the book came out, but I was a little too busy getting caught up in the Harry Potter hype. I couldnt believe I was missing out on a great book. I had to read it before the movie came out and I finished it in a week and half. Has anyone notice that Aryas hair color is different from the movie? Why cant she have black hair? Also, hasnt anyone notice anything else different comparing the book with some of the movie trailers? Sometime this week, I am going to start reading the book Eldest.

Well, Thanksgiving is tomorrow and this will be my second year making Thanksgiving lunch. Yes, I said, Thanksgiving Lunch. It has always been a tradition in my family to eat Thanksgiving meal during lunchtime because we are very hungry people. LOL!!!

So, I hope everyone has a safe and wonderful Thanksgiving.

Thanks for viewing and faving ,
Mendingausedheart

some survey

~mendingausedheart — Fri, 03 Nov 2006 15:52:54 PST

soundtrack
Anyways:

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...

Here's my Soundtrack! Create your own and repost!

Opening Credits:
The Fray-Over my Head

Waking Up:
Jeremy Camp-Take my Life (nice way to wake up)

First Day At School:
Garbage-Cherry Lips

Falling In Love:
Alice Deejay-Better off Alone (that is so true about me)

Fight Song:
Michael Buble-Feelin Good (good beat to fight too. ^_^)

Breaking Up:
Oasis-Wonderwall (NOOOOO!!!! *beating head on the computer*)

Prom:
Iceman-Shining Collection (Alright, some japanese techno! They should have played this at my prom! ^_^)

Life:
Buck-Tick-Kagerou (I wish my life was like that. LOL!!!)

Mental Breakdown:
The Cardigans-Losing my favourite game (LOL!!)

Driving:
Nittle Grasper-Sleepless Beauty

Flashback:
JK-Go on-DJ Danny mix (this my fantasy, this not reality! LOL!!!)

Getting Back Together:
Subsonica-Vita d'altri

Wedding:
Soundevice-Trouble (my song when I stood the groom up. RUNAWAY BRIDE! ^_^)

Birth of Child:
The Cadets-Disco Lights

Final Battle:
Chieko Kawabe-Sakura Kiss (I doubt this is a good battle song. LOL!!!)

Death Scene:
Lo Mass Republic-Falling Apart (Perfect ^_^)

Funeral Song:
Ladyton-Destroy (Awesomeness! ^o^)

End Credits:
The Feverish-Code Rebecca (My French Emo Band. LOL!!!)

It has been more than a month since...

~mendingausedheart — Tue, 03 Oct 2006 08:55:37 PDT

It has been a month since I have written a journal. I hope everyone is doing well. Well, I see the world is still in chaos. In the homefront, there has been a different war going on where I am sitting. (School, family, and other sh**) I have been busy lately and I apologize for not commenting sooner. I'll try to post new stuff soon. I bet everyone is getting tired seeing the same old things from me, but I'll try my best. Well, I got to go and finish my math homework. See you around DeviantArt.

~mendingausedheart

What's happening?

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 26 Aug 2006 09:45:59 PDT

College has started once again. I have a stupid schedule, but at least I got the classes that I wanted. Hope everything goes well.
So, I hope everyone's school year is off to great start. Hopefully, everyone is doing fine and studying real hard. Let's make the best of this school year. Yeah!!!!!

A while ago I was tagged by mr.

So, let the madness begin...

Name: Nora
Birthday: Born on a day without a saint
Birthplace: My own heaven and hell
Current Location: my own heaven and hell
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: black
Height: 5'5"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Mexican, Aztec, Spanish
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Converses
Your Weakness: I tend to forget alot
Your Fears: a loved one's death
Your Perfect Pizza: I have no idea as long that its thin crust
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Pass all my classes
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: don't use it
Thoughts First Waking Up: "Folgers in your cup" LOL!!!
Your Best Physical Feature: Wat do u think?
Your Bedtime: when I am sleepy
Your Most Missed Memory: don't have one
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither (use to be BK)
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: Once and a While
Do you Sing: only in the shower
Do you Shower Daily: well duh!
Have you Been in Love: looking back NO
Do you want to go to College: Already Am
Do you want to get Married: no
Do you belive in yourself: HELL YEAH!
Do you get Motion Sickness: only in the car
Do you think you are Attractive: wat do u think?
Are you a Health Freak: nopers
Do you get along with your Parents: we do alright
Do you like Thunderstorms: not unless u are snogging w/ someone
Do you play an Instrument: nopers, but I want to play the drums
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no, unless you count medicines
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: never tried it
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no, too many mosquitoes
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been called a Tease: nopers
Ever been Beaten up: yes, by my brothers
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: in a peaceful sleep in a house all alone
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: own my own business
What country would you most like to Visit: Scotland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: any color, but mostly blue
Favourite Hair Color: any color, but mostly black
Short or Long Hair: both as long as its shaggy
Height: don't matter, but not any inch shorter
Weight: Average
Best Clothing Style: doesn't matter to me
Number of Piercings: don't matter
Number of Tattoos: don't matter
Now the people who have to take this survey are...whoever wants to do it DO IT!

Friends and People that I am watching:

TAgged

~mendingausedheart — Wed, 09 Aug 2006 10:23:30 PDT

i was tagged by the sweet ms.

So let the fun begin....

1) Name : Nora
2) Name Backwards : Aron
3) Were you named after anyone? : Nopers
4) Does your name mean anything? : in honor
5) Nick Name(s) : too many
6) Screen Name(s) : mendingausedheart
7) Date Of Birth : born on a day without a saint
8) Place of Birth : in my own heaven and hell
9) Nationality : Mexican/Aztec/Spanish
10) Current Location : in my own heaven and hell
11) Sign : Aquarius
12) Religion : Catholic
13) Height : 5'5"
14) Weight : Like I am going to say it
15) Shoe Size : 6 1/2-7 1/2
16) Hair colour : black
17) Eye colour : dark brown
18) What do you look like? : the silent type
19) Innie or Outie? : innie
20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous : righty
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? : Straight...?
22) Best friend(s) : DTA
23) Best friend you trust the most : DTA
24) Best friends {your sex} : DTA
25) Best friends of the opposite sex : DTA
26) Best Bud(s) : DTA
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend : neither
28) Crush : Crushes are useless
29) Parent(s) : Leo and Susi
30) Worst Enemy : MYSELF
31) Favorite on-line Guys): hmm....
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): hmm.... I am still pondering
33) Funniest friend : DTA
34) Craziest friend : DTA
35) Advice Friend : DTA
36) Loudest Friend : DTA
37) Person you cry with: I cry alone, so no one will see that I am weak.

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters : yeppers 2
39) Any brothers : yeppers 2
40) Any pets : He is dead. Thanks for bringing up sad memories.
41) A Disease : I probably have a brain tumor, but I hate going to the doctors.
42) A Pager : nopers
43) A Personal phone line : nopers
44) A Cell phone : nopers
45) A Lava lamp : nopers
46) A Pool or hot tub : nopers
47) A Car: nopers

Describe Your...

48) Personality : I don't know, but my sister says that I am a cold-hearted b****
49) Driving : very cautious
50) Car or one you want : I want an all-terrian dodge jeep
51) Room : bunch of bulltiens and papers of reminders, while my sister has bunch of art stuff
52) Whats missing?: personal space
53) School: very uneventful
54) Bed : I sleep on the couch
55) Relationship with your parent(s): its okay

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself: yeah, but then I get pounded with criticism.
57) Do you believe in love at first sight? : no, people are always blinded with what they percieve as love.
58) Consider yourself a good listener : Yeppers
60) Get Along with your parents: yeppers
61) Save your e-mail conversations: only with my cousin in mexico
62) Pray: When there is an emergency
63) Believe in reincarnation : yeah, because sometimes I feel like I am in someone else's body, looking out. Seeing someone else's life played out like a movie.
64) Like to make fun of people : when they are people that I really dislike.
65) Like to talk on the phone : no, I really like to talk to the person face to face.
66) Like to eat? : Hell yeah
67) Like to drive : sort of have a phobia
68) Get motion sickness : in the car
69) Eat the stems of broccoli : yeppers
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork : no, they are chicken "fingers"
71) Dream in color : only when the dreams are trying to tell me something.
72) Type with your fingers on home row : I have my own way to type.
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal : use to, my bear, Snowy

What Is...?

74) Right next to you : a chair
75) On the walls of your room : bulletins and other papers
76) On your mouse pad : some green designs
77) Your dream car : an all-terrian dodge jeep
78) Your dream date : Why dream about a date when its never going to happen.
79) Your dream honeymoon spot : Like that's ever going to happen
80) Your dream husband/wife: LOL!!! They are never going to be that way, unless u force them to change.
81) Your bedtime : usually 1 am
82) Under your bed : junk and treasure
83) The single most important question : Who the hell are u?
84) Your bad time of the day : everyhour of the day
85) Your worst fear(s) : losing someone i care
86) The weather like : messed up... mother nature can not make up her mind.
87) The time? : 12:39 pm
88) The date? : August 9
89) The best trick you ever played on someone : LOL!!! Like I want to get caught
90) The weirdest food or dri...

Preview

~mendingausedheart — Wed, 02 Aug 2006 07:46:32 PDT

I know its been a long time since I written a project. I have been busy busy. I am still typing up my Severus story. I had to make a lot of changes. Then I am working on a novel. And I am using this journal to give a preview of my other fanfic I am writing on the side.

Kiss Me or Kill Me
By Mendingausedheart
July 30, 2006

Disclaimer: Any relation to the Harry Potter world does not belong to me. The Harry Potter world and the characters in it belong to JK Rowling. The idea for the story belongs to me.

Warning: This is a slash between Harry and Draco. Don't worry this story is not going be a total yaoi. Its going to be a non-sexual relationship between this two with a little flirting. This story is not going to be graphic. I don't do that type of stuff. I am just warning readers just in case they do not like slashes.

Summary: Harry is traveling to Godric's Hallow and leaves Ron and Hermione behind. On his way, he runs into Draco in a small muggle. Should Harry kill him for what he did or is there more to Draco that he wants to discover?

Now let the story begin...

At the Burrow, Harry woke up early one morning. The sun had not show its face in the sky and the rooster had not sang his morning song. Harry was spending the summer with the Weasleys after the Hogwarts' tragedy. Harry was sharing Fred and George's old room with Ron. Ron was still asleep and snoring. Harry would not have any problem making a loud noise because Ron was a heavy sleeper. He shook his head towards his red-headed friend as he took out his knapsack out from his trunk. He quietly packed the knapsack with a couple set of clothes and placed his wand in his front pocket. Harry pulled on his jacket. He walked around the bed towards Hedwig's cage.

Don't worry about me, Hedwig, Harry whispered, Just go and be free for awhile. You'll know when I need you, okay?

Hedwig squawked softly and flew out the window. Harry waved and slightly smiled out the window. Harry pulled the knapsack over his shoulder. He took out a beige envelope from the his trunk and placed it on the neatly made bed. Harry glanced over Ron and walked out the door. Harry padded softly down the stairs. He didn't notice that he stopped in front of Ginny's room. Ginny's door had with white lilies and purple-blue petunias painted on the door.

Ginny... Harry softly whispered as he brushed his hand over one of the lilies.

Harry kept walking until he was finally outside the white fence of the Burrow in the dark hours of the morning.

I am sorry, Ron and Hermione, Harry looked at the house, I need to do this on my own. Its my responsibility...

Harry turned his back on the only people he called his family.

And my revenge, he stated with a dark glare in his eyes.

Harry kept traveling down path towards the home he left forgotten so long ago.

I am just wondering what everyone thinks so far. I would apperciate the comments.

Thank you
~mendingausedheart

Summer

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 08 Jul 2006 05:53:54 PDT

How's everyone's summer so far?

<3
~mendingausedheart

Quiz

~mendingausedheart — Thu, 06 Jul 2006 10:27:28 PDT

First off: GO ITALY!!!!!!!!

Take this quiz and find out how girly you are. (GUYS TOO) Put x's beside each thing that's true. Each x that you put is one percent. Have fun!!

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer the only shoes I wear are flip flops
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[x] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 2

[ ] my hair is almost always straightened
[x] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes (I only wear like three of them)
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I don't shop at Hot Topic
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before
[ ] I own over 10 purses
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 0

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] I love to have gurls do my hair
[x] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[ ] I hate bugs
[x] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[ ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[x] I m waiting for my knight in shining armor
[x] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours

TOTAL: 4

[ ] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[x] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[ ] I dont do sports
[ ] I HATE to run
[ ] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[x] I love romance novels (my dirty little secret)
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 0

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] horses are beautiful
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[ ] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I write my own music
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] hate the grunge look
[ ] I love to read magazines
TOTAL: 0

[ ] I love to gossip
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[ ] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[x] I refuse to eat at McDonalds (I get food poisoning everytime I go there)
TOTAL: 2

[x] I check my myspace everyday.
[x] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[x] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[x] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed
Total: 4

TOTAL: 16%, whoever wants to do it do it

Shocked Again!!!!

~mendingausedheart — Wed, 05 Jul 2006 16:02:31 PDT

FRANCE BEAT PORTUGAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shocked

~mendingausedheart — Tue, 04 Jul 2006 16:55:09 PDT

ITALY BEATS GERMANY!!!!!

Been Out and About

~mendingausedheart — Sun, 02 Jul 2006 19:20:23 PDT

mood:
song: Numai Tu by O-Zone

So, I went out yesterday to a cook-out at my friends' house. They had $300 worth of fireworks to set off that night. I have to admit I pretty scare of fireworks and sparklers. I had a bad childhood experience dealing with fireworks. I blame my cousins from Mexico. My friend's mother lit up one of those Ladybugs. We all thought it was pretty because it was spinning on the ground. Then all of sudden it shoot up straight up into the air. We freaked out and ran for our lives. Never knowing where the Ladybug was going to land. Overall, it was pretty fun. Later that night, we just sat around and talked about different and weird things. For example, me saying that seminarians are good-looking. (Seminarians are men who are preparing to become priests.) I am so big time sinning here. I am just talking about seminarians, not priests. I need to go to confession. I think God is going strike me down for thinking about this. Everyone just bursted out laughing. I couldn't stop laughing and blushing. Now, I am going to be known as the girl who thinks seminarians are hot. Oh, yeah, there was this guy who looks like a bad look-alike of Tom Felton. I think his pimples remind me of Tom. LOL!!!! No offense to anyone whose a crush on him. I think he was high that whole night. LOL!!!!

WIP: I need to finish typing "Snape's Betrayal III". I am going a part IV because part III was too long. I need to finish Hermione's Ships. I need to finish Rupert Grint Drawing. I also need to finish the picture of Augustine. (A character popkin16 and I made up for a story we a writing together.

FIFIA Mundial: Yea!!! Germany is going to the semi-finals against Italy. Yea!!! Portugal won against England. (Sorry for the English Fans) I wanted so badly for Portugal to win. There were so many fouls in that game. Rooney has some major anger management problems. The "Striker"? I thought he was going to be a good player, but he didn't do nothing with those long legs. No offense to anyone who is an England fan. A big surprise for me was that Brazil lost to France. I just can't believe it. I thought Brazil was tougher and make it to the finals. Commitators believe that France was a worthy competitor for Brazil. I am wondering whose going to win between Portugal and France. Both are tough teams. The finals are going to be rough.

I hope everyone is having a great summer.

Thanks for reading and viewing my gallery. Thanks for all the faves too.
mendingausedheart

I own the Pygmy Puff Constantine!

I Support Pygmy Puffs!

I have an addiction to this song, but not the boy band.

Numai Tu by O-zone

Sa nu ma-ntrebi de ce
Lumea din jur nu mai e,
In mintea mea acum
Traiesti doar tu.
In iernile tarzii, eu te voi incalzi
Iti voi sopti:
"Viata mea esti numai tu!"

Pana-n zori sa ramanem,
Sa gustam din dulceata,
Sa te-ntreb cu privirea,
Sa-mi raspunzi cu iubirea
Iar cand ne vom trezi
Iti voi reaminti,
Ca pentru mine esti
Numai tu.

Refren:
Numai tu,
Inima mi-o frangi, doar tu
Numai tu.
Tu, tu, numai tu.

Atinge-ma usor,
Sa simt ca explodez, ca mor.
Si-apoi sa-mi spui
Ca-n gandul tau sant numai eu.

Sa adormim cu greu
Si-n somn sa spui numele meu,
Iar in visul tau,
Voi veni si vei sti ca esti doar tu.

Pana-n zori sa ramanem,
Sa gustam din dulceata,
Sa te-ntreb cu privirea,
Sa-mi raspunzi cu iubirea
Iar cand ne vom trezi
Iti voi...

Devious Journal Entry

~mendingausedheart — Sun, 25 Jun 2006 16:23:10 PDT

Tagged by

1. Favourite Classic (song): Fleetwood Mac-Chains and Blue Oyster Cult-Don't fear the Reaper

2. Favourite Movie from the 90's: Nightmare Before Christmas

3. The best place you went to between '90-'99: Mexico

4. Your favourite cereal when you were a kid: So many... Trix "Silly rabbit trix are for kids." LoL!!!

5. Your favourite TV-program when you were a kid: Power Rangers LOL!!!!

6. The most embarrassing cd you bought while young: Didn't buy one until I was 13

7. Your initiator into good music: too many people

8. Worst childhood scare: velicoraptor and dilopasaurus (after watching Jurassic Park) and robots LOL!!!

9. Best part of the first house you lived in (the one you can remember, that is): the fireplace... I don't really know why. We never use it, but it was the first time I saw one and I thought it was cool.

10. The most evil thing you did when you were a kid: hmmm... I did a lot, but I kicked a boy in the balls at school and I didn't get trouble because the teacher believe sweet innocent me would do such a thing.

11. The first pet that died: The family's rabbit died, our fish died, and then our dog died three years ago because of a tumor. Never had another pet since.

12. The best part about growing up: Outgoing and carefree

13. The worst part about growing up: I was the second eldest, so I had to take care of my younger siblings.
14. Your first crush: Eric, kindergatern

15. Your first nightmare: I think something about robots.

16. Ridiculous childhood experience: Jumping in a pool, even thought I didn't know how to swim. I almost drown and my aunt saved me. Thank you, Tia Tide.

17. Turning point in your life: When I was finally confirmed.

18. Influential people: God, Virgen de Guadalupe, John Paul II, family, and friends

19. Scary moment: I have one, but I can't say

20. Yesterday: Stayed and watched a soccer game.

Love Survey (if u want to call it)

~mendingausedheart — Fri, 23 Jun 2006 10:01:54 PDT

I did this survey on Myspace. I thought I should put it here too because my answers are so freakin weird. I just couldn't stop laughing. No one is obligated to do this. If you want you can. I just posted this up here for fun. LOL!!!!

Body: THE ULTIMATE L0VE SURVEY!!!

1]Is there someone who you like at the moment?
Hell no

2]Have you ever given or been given roses?
yeah, but not from a love interest

3]What is your all time favorite romance movie?
I like watching romance movies that end in sorrow. Hey, like the Notebook

4]How many times can you honestly say you've been in love?
After looking back, no, I just wanted a boyfriend.

5]Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
I use to believe in that a long time ago.
6]Do you think that you should become friends with someone first?
Hello, how are going to get to know someone, if you just jumped into a relationship with a complete stranger.

7]Have you ever had your heart broken?
Psh... yeah, hasn't anyone? It is part of life.

8]What do you think about long-distance relationships?
It will never last b/c he is out screwing around.

9]Your thoughts on online relationships?
Some work out. Some don't. Someone eventually comes out murdered.

10]Would you rather date someone five years older or five years younger?
Older yeah; Younger no-I get thrown in jail.

11]Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Yeah, but it never worked out

12]Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?
Hell Yeah, how are you suppose to trust that a**hole again.

13]How many kids do you want to have?
0

14]Do you usually fall for a wrong guy/girl or the right guy/girl?
Usually the wrong

15]What is your favorite color?
Sea"weed" green

16]What are your views on gay marriage:
I have no problem. Everyone has the right to be happy.

17]Have you ever broken someone's heart
Maybe... I dunno

18]Are you the one who makes the move out or do you wait for them to make the move?
Isn't the guy suppose to make the first move?

19]Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you remarry?
No, b/c he was the love of my life. I cannot replace him.

20]Do you think remarriage is betrayal?
Hey, you divorce someone b/c you fell out love, so its not betrayal, unless he rubs it in your face that he is getting marry first.

21]At what age did you start noticing the opposite/same sex?
I was very young.

22]What song do you want played as you walk down the aisle?
I am never getting married.

Stay or Go?

~mendingausedheart — Sat, 17 Jun 2006 07:17:22 PDT

mood: sunny day
song: 19 sai by Suga Shikao

First of all, I want to thank all the artists at DA that care so much about me and my artwork. I really appericated everyones comfort and advices from the bottom of my heart. Thank you.

Second of all, the person who send me bad criticism send me note saying that I shouldn't listen to others and they wanted to who it was. I couldn't believe it. They are the very same ones that gave me grief now they are trying to give me comfort. Don't worry, I send that person a very "happy" letter.

Now, for the main reason the journal was written. I have told everyone I would make my decision today. Well, my decision will be that I am going to stay. Everyone has been so kind to me and they do really love my artwork. I don't want to disappoint anyone by leaving because I listened to some loser. Once again I would like to thank all the artists that have supported me. I am going to try to upload something to thank everyone.

THANK YOU

I have been listening to another song from my favourite anime/manga, XXXholic. Its another Japanese song. I have seen the video made by the singer. There is some explict content. So be warn. If you want to see for yourself here is the link: [link]

Age 19
Vocals: Suga Shikao

Japanese Lyrics

Kuchibiru ni doku wo nutte boku no heya ni kita deshou?
Anata no kisu de mou karada mo nou mo toketeshimai sou
Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai
Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai

Hakike ga suru kurai anata no kokoro utsukushii no ni
Nani hitotsu dekinai boku ni doushite kisushite kureru no?
Daikirai na hibi juu-kyuu-sai
Daikirai na kao juu-kyuu-sai

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni hokorashii hane de tobitai
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de sonna jinsei ga ii no, ii no...

Yogoreteru tamashii dake wo tori no sogu no ga murinara
Dochira ni arukeba sore wo mirai to yoberu no deshou
Chuu burarin na yume juu-kyuu-sai
Chuu burarin na uso juu-kyuu-sai

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou ni natte dare kara mo aisaretai
Ku ku ku kubukurin nai toshitemo hon no isshun de ii no, ii no...

Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai
Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni hokorashii hane de tobitai
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de sonna jinsei ga ii no

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou ni natte dare kara mo aisaretai
Ku ku ku kubukurin nai toshitemo hon no isshun de ii no, ii no...

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de
Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de

English Translation

You applied poison to your lips and came into my room, right?
With your kiss, my body and mind...

Good Bye, Deviantart?

~mendingausedheart — Wed, 14 Jun 2006 07:58:25 PDT

mood:gloomy its a rainy day
song: Hateshinaku Tooi Sora Ni by The Stand Up

I had to erase some of my stuff because someone went on and on about that specific artwork.

Another reason I am writing this journal because I "might" be leaving Deviantart. The reason because another person has been going on and on saying why people are viewing and faving my stuff. That my artwork is not really good. I might cancel my account and not post my artwork anymore. Don't be surprise if might hear back from me. I am still thinking about this.

Thanks for the people who have faved or viewed my artwork.
mendingausedheart

I have been listening to a song from one of my favourite anime shows, Kyou Kara Maou! The songs is in Japanese. I have been trying to learning Japanese. So far I know how to say idiot, good morning, hello, mother, why, but, and some other phrases. I really want to learn more that's why I have been listening to Japanese songs to learn more.

Hateshinaku Tooi Sora Ni by The Stand Up

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(Anime) Kyou Kara Maou!: Hateshinaku Tooi Sora ni (In the Endlessly Far Sky)

1st Opening Theme

Vocals: THE STAND UP
Lyrics: Sakamoto Takanori
Composition: Tada Takehiro
Arrangement: THE STAND UP

Hateshinaku tooi sora ni "Arigatou" no kimochi dake
Todoku you ni ryoute hirogete warau
In the endlessly far sky, there's only the feeling of "thank you"
As if reaching out, I'll spread my hands and laugh

Chiisakute kowaresou na inochi no kakera o kimi mo boku mo
Hitotsu-zutsu motte iru
Little and fragile pieces of life, you and I
Are holding them one by one

Shinjitsu no hikari wa Akarusa o mashite iku
Yami wa kiesari Kimi no kokoro ga mirai o terasu
The light of truth will increase the brightness
Wiping away darkness, your heart will illuminate the future

Hitotsu yakusoku shiyou Boku wa koko de ikiteru
Aru ga mama de ii Mitsumeyou masshiro na iro
Let's promise one thing, I'm alive here
It's great to still be so; a pure white color that seems to glare

Omoi wa yagate itsuka Unmei ni tadoritsuki
Kagirinai tsuyosa Mitsukeru n da
Before long, my thoughts will someday arrive at my destiny
And find a limitless strength

Shinjitsu o motomeru n da Kanashimi ni uchihishigareta to shite mo
Makesou na yoru de mo
I seek for the truth, even if I get battered by sadness
Even on a night in which all seems lost

Shoudou wa shizuka na Toki no naka de umarete
Kakugo o kimeta Kimi no kokoro wa Subete o kaeru
Impulses are born within the quiet times
Your determined heart will change everything

Hitotsu yakusoku shiyou Boku wa koko de ikiteru
Aru ga mama de ii Mitsumeyou masshiro na iro
Let's promise one thing, I'm alive here
It's great to still be so; a pure white color that seems to glare

Omoi wa yagate itsuka Unmei ni tadoritsuki
Kagirinai tsuyosa Mitsukeru n da
Before long, my thoughts will someday arrive at my destiny
And find a limitless strength

Hateshinaku tooi sora ni
In the endlessly far sky

Contributed by Li Jianliang
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