http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:messymessness&section=today deviantART RSS for by:messymessness en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 14:17:03 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/27146958/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/27146958/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 09:05:38 PDT i'm really sorry to my followers for not updating for like..a year or so ._. jc life's walloped a huge portion of my time.
I'm shifting to ~
just to get a fresh start again (: I'll be uploading mostly doodles and such once in a while (okay maybe more like once in a blue moon) but I PROMISE after A levels (nov!!) I'll definitely work on my art again hehe.
(kazuki says hi too!)

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/19569101/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/19569101/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 08:40:16 PDT So far I've only managed to doodle and haven't had the time to sit down and draw or colour anything. I've only sketched out two proper pieces recently but I haven't even had the time to touch them up or upload the sketches. I doubt I'd be able to for the next few weeks, or maybe months. Maybe after promos- which are in end Sept/ Oct. T.T I've kinda improved though from all the random doodles I draw on my foolscap pad when I'm bored...which is every lecture. Haha!
And I'm sooo terribly sorry, all my watchers! I've been MIA for sooooooooo long, but I really don't have the time right now T.T Once I get to sit down and edit some of my photos of Kazuki (my DZ Mo-2 ((x ) I'll see if I can upload them onto dA..soon. His 3rd month with me's coming on the 30th! Drawings would have to wait cos' I wanna do a proper piece and upload it. I might just upload the sketch if I cant wait already heh.
Well,a thousand apologies once again! I'll try my best to upload some deviations soon!
All the best to all! God bless~

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/18307493/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/18307493/ Tue, 13 May 2008 15:29:12 PDT BUT! one piece of WONDERFUL news :
my boy's (DZ Mo-2) arrived! xDD (he arrived on 30 april (: )
i'll post pics of him next time when i have the time. i've just sent him for a faceup so i cant wait when i get him back on sat! X3
meanwhile, i've yet to decide on a name! D:
im thinking of whether i should stick to Ryuuchi or change it..hm.
name suggestions anyone?

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/17353171/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/17353171/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 19:57:43 PDT JC life's been really hectic and all~ and i've been spammed with lots and LOTS of outings and such. haven't really found the time to sit down and draw a proper one..let alone colour my drawings D:
oh im in SAJC by the way (:

as for the dollfie i've been ordering/more of trying to order for the past 3 months (no i'm not exaggerating. i first placed my order on 10 december 2007), well..i cancelled my order with the previous person and ordered through someone else. so i've got another month to wait T.T
BRIGHT SIDE! IT'S COMING IN AROUND MID-APRIL!!! (finally!) it should be,i hope

anyways im terribly sorry if you dont see much updates from me anymore..im just really really extremely superly busy nowadays D:
i'm still checking in almost everyday though..just not drawing/colouring much. :/
to all who still remember me! haha.

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/16590344/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/16590344/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 01:53:13 PST 2, 1, 1, 1, 1, 2, 2, 3.
english, pure history, combined humanities (geog), emaths, amaths, physics, chemistry and finally..the odd B out, chinese (HAHAHA)
im pleased with the points.. but super disappointed with my sciences. im SO not an a2 standard! D: i have a feeling i either missed a1 by a bit.. or just probably screwed up my practical, a lot.
zzzzzzzzz. anyways, it stands so far as acjc then sajc as my choices.
both have their good points and bad points.. so, i'll just see how it goes (?)

well, if ya'll have noticed, i've been kinda MIA.. not just this month but kind of for months already.
there are a lot of things going on and i havent had the time to sit down, draw a proper drawing and colour too. >.>
i STILL have no clue how my doll (DZ Mo-2) is doing.. no estimated date of arrival, no final total price.. nothing -.-" the person's taking really really long and im getting really irritated. but anw, i trust that she's sent the order and it's already been processed.
i have bout SGD$100 yet to be refunded to me though. blyeh.
it's been 3 weeks already! zzzzzzz
oh and yes, jc life's taking a big chunk of my time now..so i doubt i'll be able to do much colouring for now.
i'll continue checking in on dA everyday (if i can) though!


]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/16267212/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/16267212/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 08:37:20 PST
it's been fine so far..
posted to SA, orientation's been fun! (but it only lasted for three days T.T)
next week -school starts. nuuuuuuuu~
i've a feeling it's gonna be terribly busy and tiring so don't expect many deviations from me. >.>
as i always say, i have a few deviations still in need of uploading (and maybe MAYBE colouring)
i'll try to find the time to finish them up and all.. but i have a feeling JC life's really gonna be tough x.x
apologies yeah!
all the best to the rest in the coming year!

oh and btw, i changed my order to a DZ Mo-2! XD YAY
i need a name again. suggestions please! (:
and yeah, it took me more than a month just to order =.=
asdofaijpsijfpaokpdsokop

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/16113460/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/16113460/ Wed, 26 Dec 2007 18:03:45 PST .>
the person im ordering my DZ Hid-01 from finally replied.. only to tell me that i have to wait another month for my doll to arrive.
sigh.

yeah, "sweet" sixteenth huh.
i really should be happier..sigh~ T.T

anyways, sorry for the lack in updates again.. i've been really REALLY busy this entire month, as well as last month, and i havent been able to finish up much of the stuff i wanted to do. >.>

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/16082211/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/16082211/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 18:20:11 PST i'm STILL waiting for my boy, Ryuuchi (DZ Hid-01)
i was hoping he'd come by christmas but seems like he's probably only gonna come in jan ._. sigh.. the person's taking so long to reply me!

well anyways, hope ya'll are having a great christmas!
happy holidays :]
ohoh, my birthday's in 2 days too! XD haha.
any suggestions on what to do?
ive been having mental blocks recently x.x if i dont find something to do.. im probably just gonna stay at home which aint exactly a very memorable sixteenth birthday T.T

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/15912620/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/15912620/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 04:11:24 PST i think im gonna call him Ashido Ryuuchi (still deciding which should be the surname x.x)
well, ashido cos' he reminds me of Ashido from Bleach.. cool and with red hair XDD
and Ryuuchi = dragon blood (:
hee.
im still waiting for the confirmation and all~ hopefully he'll arrive by around christmas/my birthday. *crosses fingers*

anyways, so sorry for the MIAness!
i've been pretty busy this holidays.. and hardly a break to colour any of my drawings.
i've got a few more linearts though ^^ (result of my obsession with Hid )

&..i got posted to SAJC XD
not sure if it's good or bad.. but well, i'll just hope for the best heh.

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/15789166/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/15789166/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 06:10:25 PST i just asked my mum through sms whether i could get him, and im really glad she was pretty fine with it ^^ it took me 4 whole days to decide how i should ask her ok! lol.
well, im really excited! XD i just hope i can order him soon..cause' my friend's friend doesnt seem to be replying and she's the one helping to order the doll.
the ordering process just frustrates&confuses me x.x lol

ok, another dilemma! what should i name him?
any suggestions?
i was thinking of naming him a name WITH a meaning,and not really just making up one that just sounds nice and makes no sense.. but it's SO HARD x.x
i want it to be a Japanese name too, cause' japanese names just sound so nice and cute to say XD haha!
i was thinking Ryuu, or Ryuu-something.. but it either sounds weird, or is too long or smth. i dunno.
since his hair and eyes are red, i might want smth related to that too.. but red= aka, and blood= ketsu/chi (according to the dict).. so im not too sure either.

man im fickle ._. lols.

so anyway, any suggestions?
and to those who own dollfies already/ are planning to get one, what do you do/plan to do with them? XD
&& do you think they really have personalities? x) hee.

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/15726931/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/15726931/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 18:58:03 PST so sorry for the MIA-ness.. i've been kinda busy recently. :\
well i just got back from Japan yesterday.
stayed there for about a week.
IT'S AWESOMMEE there! XDD
weather there's cold..but still enjoyable!
and there are SO many cute little things to buy and look at!
the babies there are ADORABLE too :3 haha!
and there's sooooo many ice cream stalls and snack stalls everywhere~ man, snacked A LOT during this trip.. gotta go exercise soon or smth >< NUUUUUU~
heh, anyways, it was really really enjoyable.
I WANT TO LIVE IN JAPAN! T.T

anw, i hope to finish up colouring my drawings soon.. it's kinda getting on my nerves that im taking so long to colour just one. >.>
i need help on colouring T.T
well, HELPPPPPPPPP~! >.>

[edit]
DOLLFIE CRAZE!
i had a dream last night that i got a dollfie, and i got into a dilemma of whether to buy one or not AGAIN. (this has been going on for about 2 months ._.)
i wanna get Hid, OR Megi from Dollzone!
CLICK! (:
they're 1/4 dolls.
Hid's more expensive..but looks much nicer x3
DILEMMA GAHHH~
anyone care to share the pros and cons?
the only ones i can think of is..
PRO: EYECANDY definitely :3, reference for drawing
CON: expensive, not very practical ._.

help,again? ><

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/15458878/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/15458878/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 05:33:52 PST O's are ending tomorrow! (12/11) FREEDOM FINALLY
and i've got a few nice drawings to upload..and colour XD
heheh. look out for them!
i just hope i haven't "lost my touch" yet >.>
& sorry for not commenting and all these days.. haven't really been in the mood. studying took up quite a lot of time too x.x heh.
but i'm sure i'll be in the mood after 4.30pm tmr 8D

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/15049588/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/15049588/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 20:31:11 PDT O LEVELS ARE COMING
O LEVELS ARE COMINGGGGGGGGGG~ T.T
and coming way too fast (maybe that's a good thing too o.0)
well, my first paper's on 22nd oct(AM)..and the last paper's on 12th nov (chemistry and physics paper 1s T.T)
i really wish i could upload some deviations now.. but it's a bit too troublesome to switch on my bro's computer (which is the one connected to the scanner) to scan in my drawings :\
i've got a few ready/almost ready for uploading though ^^ hehh.
my drawings are getting worseeee~ AHHHHH! D:
i think it's the lack of practice nowadays.. sigh~

anyways, gotta start mugging for Os..
just wanted to update this before my dA gets too 'stagnant'
i'll still be checking in whenever i can yeah!(almost everyday la )

GAMBATTE PEOPLE! AND ALL THE BEST! XD

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/14836182/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/14836182/ Wed, 03 Oct 2007 03:00:03 PDT english - B4 C5 T.T B4 again! ^^ they helped me push up my marks so i could get B4 YAY. but it's still sad considering my report will be 4,1,1,1,1,1 T.T
pure history - A2 (supposedly the highest xD)
elective geography + ss - A1 (highest in ss..40/50. HA, i laughed like crazy when i saw it xD)
emaths - A1
amaths - A2 D: too many careless mistakes.. i missed A1 by 0.7 marks. GRAWR! A1! they rounded it up! xDD
chemistry - A1
physics - A1

so my prelims L1R5's 10 11 10 9 (FINAL ONE)
_{im not sure whether to be happy or not cause' there's AMATHSSSSS which i could (and should have gotten A1 but i panicked too much i guess.
NUUUUUU~
i think a 9 looks much better than a 10 D: sigh~ just hope they moderate it or something.}
[edit][edit]
just look at the rollercoaster ride that my teachers made us go through T.T

anyway, now the dilemma's where to go~ maybe SA, but i'm thinking of trying other JCs. GAAAHHH, i dont know~

anyway, i think i should be worrying more for the "real thing" coming up.
O's are in 18 days!
(as of 031007)
it's SCARYYY D: i haven't started..and my teachers are piling us with loads of papers& homework = i can't start revising full-time until i finish all the homework -.-
sigh~ just hope i don't start too late..or even am already starting too late.
ALL THE BEST TO ALL MUGGING TOOO~!
gambatte!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/14599822/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/14599822/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 07:22:33 PDT over!
finally.
but the exams aren't over yet >.> MAN! *bangs head*

physics and chemistry prac's next week.
O levels are SO far from being far - they start on 22 Nov. T.T
well, at least i have a little self-proclaimed break from mugging for now.
for now.

it's so irritating when exams come.
i hardly have time to draw properly!
i lack practice. A LOT of practice.
i need to start drawiingggg againn~
im really scared i lose my passion for drawing by the time O's end..i just really really hope i don't. ><

oh, and im terribly sorry for the low quality/blurry/grainy uploads these days!
it's kinda fun doodling on cardboard x) heehh.
well,they're..mostly just..doodles anyway.
i'll upload proper deviations soon yeah! (i hope)

wells, sorry that im not exactly uploading what i would say would be the best i could do~ D:
im just really tired out. heh.

gotta GAMBATTTEEE~ xD

ohoh, &i'm going to Japan at the end of the year!
YAYY!
that's one thing to look forward to xDD hehehh

ok then, JIA YOU all who are having exams yeah!


]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/14174246/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/14174246/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 02:39:08 PDT YAYY!
but..unfortunately, i havent had the time to draw anything special for it, YET. kinda depressing huh ._. but, i PROMISEEE that i'll do something up for this occassion, even if it takes me....till next month xD hahhaa.
prelimss..prelimss.. GAAAH. T.T
well, the horrible Ps start week after next (27th).. and only end on 13th sept -_- horrid,i tell you! so, it'll either be during the sept hols when i do this "Something" for this anni..or after the 13th D: boooohoooo T.T

well, HAPPY FIRST ANNI TO ME XDD YAYYY
HAHA

off to muggggg~
jia you to the rest having P's/O's too!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/13980807/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/13980807/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 03:22:01 PDT heh, it's currently 29 days to prelims, and 80 days to O's (i think)
It's getting..stressful D: BOOO.

so, yeah, SORRY if i dont update much!
i'll..try to update through the journal entries once in a while, but dont expect any drawings and such yea.. If i really do upload a drawing, it'll most probably be a lineart so i'll probably put it under scraps (like this one [link])
so....REMEMBER TO CHECK OUT MY SCRAPS TOOO OK! XD hahah

so,yeah,it's HIGH NOON! xD ( i learnt that in history )
mugging time~! i think. hahah
all the best to those taking O levels too! xD
YOYOYO!
(randomrandomrandom xD haha)

-oh,btw i realised that all the comments for my deviations in the past are missing or smth... is there smth wrong? o.000
HELP.

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/13735208/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/13735208/ Sat, 14 Jul 2007 17:09:42 PDT <
i've been..err..busy (?)
hehh. O's..prelims.. GAAHH, they're all coming too fast!
gotta start mugging and stufferzsxzx soon ( in fact, i think it's a little late already.. o.0 AHHHH)
panic! stress! AHHHH.
heh, im ranting. YAYY xP
i feel like this O level thingy's driving me nuts. there's this constant voice going "you shouldnt be doing this...you should be mugging....what are you doing~~~!"
and then i get all guilty and worried and stuff....................but i dont get down to studying -_- LOLLLL
i shall start! soon. xD heh

so, yeah..i'll be busy and all cause'
1. prelims are in mid-aug
2. common tests are every thursday
3. O levels are in mid oct
4. HOMEWORKKKKK. RAWR!

yuppppp. so irritating. SO SO irritating!
wells, i might upload some stuff once in a while, but most probably linearts and little sketches here and there.
TIME...NO TIME. T.T
sigh~
i really wish i could touch up/colour my stuff but school's really just killing me. and so is the urge to just lie around and play and be lazy and stuff. hahaha! xD

oh, and sorry to ! it's been SOOOO long since i said i would do the "Bliss" art trade..butt...i havent. IM SO SORRRY!
time. time. time. time. time. RAWR

ok, end of rant! hhehehehehehhh. sorry if i dont update regularly and stuff yeah! but i'll still be checking in everyday! (if possible)
hehhehh.

!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/13493991/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/13493991/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 04:09:59 PDT well, that is if i have the time/energy to even be random.
or..even have anyone to random with....... ok i shall stop before i go emoing hehhehh

ANYWAY, school's been a killer. even though it's only been two days since school reopened -_-" the stress and pressure of prelims and the big O's keep piling up! irritating.
time just doesnt seem to be on my side.
I NEED TIMEEEE> TIMETIMETIME> rawr.
just hope i dont become a zombie or smth after O's. ><
blyeh.

andddd i want to colour my drawings! T.T it's so sad seeing so many lineart...but hardly any coloured ones. -_- im getting too lazy. lazylazylazy. hehhe. i need tips on colouring D: HELP

welllllll, i've got two tests every week now..so i guess i'll be pretty busy. sorry if i lack updates yeah! but i'll check in everytime i come online (which is hopefully, almost, everyday or once in a few days) ^^
heh

dont go dead on mee k! ><
YAY.

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/13346045/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/13346045/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 17:39:17 PDT i went to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia for bout 5days 4nights.(10th-14th june) hheheh.
sorry i didnt leave a note or smth that i was going off!
so...that would explain my "inactiveness" the past few days ba ^^ hehe

wells, it was kinda fun in a way.
played LOTSA pool/snooker (man, im noobbbb ): )
ermm, and the rest of it was basically shopping, eating or just sleeping. HAHA
OH! we went to genting too! THE OUTSIDE'S FEELS LIKE IT'S AIR-CONDITIONED MANXZXZ. shiok x) hahah. but the only thing that ruined the whole atmosphere was none other than - SMOKE. rawr.
it's like, it feels so fresh and all, and then you breathe in..and end up coughing out the *ahem*polluted air. wth.
i hate cigarette smoke. blyeh. :\

ANYWAY, sorry if i dont really upload/update much nowadays yeah.
i guess i really need to start studying. SIGH.
i'm still trying to decide which drawing i should complete/upload/colour so...heh, it might take a while. a long while, or literally just a while. haha.
ohohohoh! i've bought new manga too! BLEEACCHHH!
sooo..some fanart maybe? xDD haha.

well, toodles for now! lol. xP

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/13247395/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/13247395/ Thu, 07 Jun 2007 02:57:31 PDT
haha
it was a "i tag everyone who reads this" kinda tagg
well, i wanna update this journal thingehzxz anyway! haha
here goes~!

1. Do you like animals?
-- yupp! especially cute furreh ones x3 ADORABLE!

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
-- heh, err..nope most of my online friends are those whom im friends with already in person. LOL

3. Are you athletic?
--nopeeezx IM LAZY! haha

4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc?
-- im..average? i guess.. ><

5. How much do you weigh?
-- *cough*outofpoint!*cough*

6. What's your height?
-- guess.. it's between 1.5 to 1.7m. lol,quite obvious huh

7. Shoe size?
-- 7? 7 and a half? heheh

8. Girls - are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
-- im..normal? LOL. depends on what i wanna be. usually a little more to the..tomboyish side i guess. (?) and "girly girls" sound weird. haha! it's just like saying red is reddish. LOL

10.How old are you?
-- O-level old.

11. When is your birthday?
-- 27 dec. SO NEAR CHRISTMAS! but it'll mean that i get combined pressents all the time. T.T

12. Do you like to receive giftart?
-- erm, i would LIKE to! but unfortunately, not many of my friends like art ))x RAWRRR.

13. Are you sociable?
-- not..really? im more to the passive side ^^ hehehe. talk to me and i'll talk to you. yay.

14. Do you have many friends?
-- rawr. :\ well, i dont really like my class. so dont like=anti-social=not many i guess? sigh~

15. What's your race?
-- chinese.

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
-- not really. SMSING'S MORE FUN x)))

17. Are you single or taken?
-- single

18. Do you eat meat?
-- duh. haha. ( on the other hand, i rarely eat veggiess hhehe)

19. Are you paranoid?
-- depends; sometimes i guess

20. Do you read a lot?
-- nope. but starting to read a few books. ^^ im not very fond of having my eyes and neck strained and getting aches all over from sitting in one position too much. hehhe xP

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
-- yuppozxz. mild rock, pop, RADIO STUFFERZXZX! xD

22. Do you play any instruments?
-- used to! erm, the recorder ( LOL) , harmonica, chordet, piano (:

23. How long have you been drawing?
-- since..primary school?

24. What's the meaning of life?
-- life is breathing, surviving, LIVING (: lol.

25. Now tag FIVE of your friends ANYONE who READS this and WANTS to do it! ((x hahah
They MUST take this quiz and post it in their journal.

(: end!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/13047729/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/13047729/ Tue, 22 May 2007 07:14:22 PDT i've just..not been in the mood for drawing..or colouring.
BOOOO.
i still have manymanymany that i have yet to complete/ upload though.
hehhh
lazy = procrastination gone out of control
i guess that's me. hahahhaha xP
SORRRRY
i promiiissee i'll upload soon yeah!
keep commenting/viewing/faving yeah!
I APPRECIATE ALL! ^^
thankks!
heheh

andandand.. CHINESE O'S ARE NEXT MONDAY O.O
OH NOO. wahhaha. actualy, im not really worried. so, nah, not oh no la. just.. A BURDEN to get over. (i've got chinese intensive till' 5pm everyday pls. i guess that explains my moooodiness. :\ )

and actually, im kinda surprised/disappointed/amused by the outcomes of 'the school ninja' coloured and lineart

it's pretty weird cause' the lineart's getting muchmuch more views than the coloured one! LOLLL. wonder what went wrong T.T
im sad ):
i worked pretty hard on the colouring.. ))x
oh well.
i shall rant on my disappointment next time.

sayonara for now! ^^

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12932928/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12932928/ Sat, 12 May 2007 18:20:18 PDT
muahahahhahha. exams are FINALLLLYYY over
well, the mid-years that is. heheh
the stress is reduced..but there's still stress over chinese o's that are in bout..16 days? heh. heck, im enjoying my break anyway

sooo.....yeaaaaaahh. im still working on those drawings! heheh
i just realised colouring's much more irritating and tiring than i had expected. T.T man!

lalalla, anyway, it's MOTHERS' DAY TODAYY! xD
so err, happy mothers' day to all mothers (including mine. heh) ! hhehehe


]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12758018/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12758018/ Sat, 28 Apr 2007 09:11:46 PDT ss and english are over already though ^^ YAY!
heheh.
so..i've been pretty busy mugging and stufferxzxz..( thus my 'inactiveness' in dA ))x )
i'll still be checking in once in a while so DONT FORGET BOUT ME!!
haha.

i've got a few drawings still in progress..so hopefully, i'll be able to finish them after the exams (which ends on 11th may!)
YAYYY. hhaa.
so, yeah.. OFF TO MUGGGINGGGG~!
remember to remember me!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12589207/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12589207/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 03:55:56 PDT havent started revision..tests still piling on top of each other
(i've got chemistry and history on mon -_-)
RAAAH.
panic mode - on
now for the scream button. --> AHHHHHH~!

haha. so yeah, i think i'll be pretty busy mugging and all.
i'll see if i can still complete some drawings i wanna upload.
*crosses fingers!*

and sorry to and !
dont think i'll be able to do your quizz thingies! )x
maybe when i have more free time then i'll go do yeah..hehe
sorry for now!

and once again, thank you for 1111 pageviews!
(although it's been quite some time already..hehe)

well, s to all!
jia you to those having tests/exams too!

>> oh! i almost forgot to talk bout my new ELECTRIC GUITARRR!
it's black and brownish in the centre. uber nice x))
and it didnt cost much either! YAYYY
hehehh, so, in case any of you are wondering why my 'mood's distracted..well, it's mainly cause of thiss xDD hahaha!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12465409/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12465409/ Thu, 05 Apr 2007 03:42:15 PDT LOLLLL.
and by the same person. -->
lolool. hahhahaa.
'brain-racking-for-another-6-random-things' time! whee~ haha. xP
and so..this is how it goes.. (again)
"The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their devPage comments and tell them to read yours."

HERE GOES~! xD
1) i like to make up "sound words"..or at least, i like saying/typing them. hahha. for e.g. my newest word i like to use is "-cough", like when something really lame or stupid is said or wadeva. haha! lolll.
2)i tend to..err..almost immediately say "nahhh" or say smth that's opposite whenever someone 'compliments' me/my drawings/ work etcetc.(in real life) its a habit~ hahaha. im learning to say 'thank you'..still learning~! hahah xD i dont seem to have a problem typing it though xP LOL. hhaha
3)i prooocrassstiinnatte.. a lot! HAHA.
4) im quite fussy bout my things. i just hate it when ppl move my things without my permission. heh
5) when i really like a particular dish/snack/food, i tend to keep eating it over and over again(whenever im at the place which sells it) like char siew bo lo paos from Crystal Jade..or pure vanilla ice blended from Coffeebean..wahh, SHIOK! xDD haha
6) i like listening to songs i like over and over again. hahha, i seem to be pretty repetitive manxzxz

YUPP! and..i shall do what does..I TAG WHOEVER READS THIS! ^^ YOU'RE TAGGED! hahahha

anyway!
on with other things ^^ (i think this is gonna be quite a long journal entry T.T)

art trades! erm, still trying think of smth to do with "bliss". heheh.
and, collab..err, i think i cant do any le )): sobsob. T.T

well, recently, with all the tests +homework+ exams coming up, i just seemed to have so little time to draw. how sad is that! BUT, i do have a few new drawings still ^^ YAY! just deciding whether to colour them or not/ in the process of colouring.

i've drawn a piece for some international friendship day thingy in my school too. they made every class have to submit at least one drawing/ comic strip..so i was asked to help draw. heh, i think it's pretty cute it's in the process of colouring now..colouring by my classmate ^^ i was too lazy to colour it. haha

wells, the STRESSS is increasing again. raaaah. there doesnt seem to be any break from common tests or anything..not even on the actual week of Mid-Year Exams! o.o
zzzzt. need to start mugging manxzxz.
lalalala. but..! read number 3) abooveee. hehehhehe
whee~!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12357746/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12357746/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 01:46:14 PDT NEVER....(echo echo echo~)
they just consistently pile on top of each other
all the class tests, small tests, common tests..EVERYTHING. boohoo.
i think they've forgotten we still have MID YEARS coming up next month. zzzzzzzzzzzz. T.T
OH WELL. i guess i just gotta move on.,haha

anyway, art trades!
i've finished 's! XD yay! haha.
it's in my gallery now..so if any of you reading this have not checked it out..GO CHECK IT OUT NOW. hahhah
and 's....errrrrrr..im not too sure what's the theme for it. but i think it's 'bliss' (??) heh

im thinking of "cleaning up" my gallery too..
so..should i scrap or delete the deviations? :S

oh, i've got a few more deviations coming up!
look out for them!
i've already got two more "birthday wishes" on the way. YAYY!
xD hahha.
i just need to squeeze in some time to colour some of my other deviations.

anyone up for a collab?
hehhe

raaah. i want more friends on dA! i want more comments!
howwwwwwwww.. ):

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12293625/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12293625/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 07:40:11 PDT !

this is the second time im doing this..i think. NVM! i shall add another 6 weird things/habits..if i can think of any new ones ^^ hehh

well, here's how it goes!
"The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their devPage comments and tell them to read yours."

1) i like dooodling, a lot ^^ i dooodled on my foolscap pads, textbook, worksheets, rough paper...wheee~! haha

2) i've got STM (short term memory). seriously! one moment i can be thinking of something, the next, i've forgotten what i was thinking of. LOLLLL.

3) i seem to tend to pull (lightly) at some of my hair strands when im thinking really reallllyyy hard. lol, itchy hands! hahha

4) i tend to stone on msn. hahah! i go online..and just wait for ppl to talk to me. wheeee~ no wonder im so bored online most of the time.

5) i blame myself for quite a lot of things that are going wrong. and then try to cheer myself up. (mooooood swwwiiinnggs~! haha)

6) I GET SUPER HAPPY when people COMMENT or FAV me stufferzxzxz! XDDD hahha!


and now i (randomly ^^) tag...
1)
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)

yupp! x)) heheh
i hope i did this correctly. heheh

well, ART TRADES!!
- has finished hers. and now, it's my turn! hahaha. it's allmost complete..just need to add the "Xbox" part. YAY. hahha
- ermm...not very sure if it's still on (???) heh

oh andandand, i might be posting some of my old neos or smth as requested by
ive been procrastinatinngg. haha.
well, im putting old ones cause'..i prefer how i looked like last time. hehhh well, they're not THAT old. dont worry ^^ haha.

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12217082/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12217082/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 09:11:19 PDT ok, so im back. and so is school on monday. *SIGH*
well, camp was much much better than last year's.. things were much more flexible and not as rushed and stressful too.
but..i was still left out quite a bit during the camp. :\ but it's all right. i guess, i should be used to it. -should. nvm, change topic! haha

art trades! well, i still need to confirm them with and .. hopefully i'll have the time to do them *crosses fingers* haha,
i need themeeesss!
raah, the stress is coming back too. nooooooooo~!
mid years, chinese Os, prelims, then Os..wow. that's like 2007 for me. sigh~
and now,i've got a pimple outbreak. ahhhhh~!!! haha.

ok, toodles for now!
lol.

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12114475/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/12114475/ Sat, 10 Mar 2007 17:19:02 PST lol. i think they should really call it homework days la.
i've got TONS of homework..AND extra lessons. and a 4 day camp.
so my holidays are as good as 1,2,3, POOF -gone. RAAH.
what's more, TESTS and more tests are due immediately after the hols. im doooomed. hahhahah

anyway, i realised i havent really done much around dA recently (besides favouriting and replying to comments)

havent uploaded any new deviation (as in,referring to totally new ones.. kia's..heh, 'recycled'..in a way ) for...almost a month? wow.
im THAT lazy. hahahhaa. but actually, i havent been drawing much lately. sigh~. must be the tests and stuffferssss. sianded.
i'll try to upload some sketches soon..once i make myself go to the scanner and scann my sketchy sketches. hahahhaa. lallaa.
i doubt i'll colour them though..no time )): mann.
well,look out for them for the moment anyway k! heheh

ahh~ i feel like trying out an art trade. it sounds fun! xD haha.
anyone willing to try it out with me?
heh, actually...what is an art trade ah. LOL
hahhaha.

raaaaaaaaaah homework daysssssssss; here i commee!
-drowns in the piles of stress and homework. AHHH~-

[edit]
hehh, actually what i wanted was..a collaboration and not really an art trade. hahah! OOPS. sorreh sorreh
yupp. soo, who wants to do a collab with me?
hehhe. i dont mind an art trade though! x)))


]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11929931/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11929931/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 03:21:50 PST (sorry this is a little late, been a bit too lazy to update. hehehe)
i snacked. and snacked. and snacked and snacked and snacked. wahahhahaha, man im soo gonna gain weight x: haha
anddd im falling sick ): must have had a little too many goodies. hhahaa!
the stress level in school's coming down a little too. HURRAY MAN, HURRRAYY! but im pretty sure it's gonna start climbing up up up again. nvm,for now, i just have to COPE and ENDURE> HWAHAHHAHA

raaah. im feelings kinda disappointed sia. my recent deviations hardly have any comments..and views too. sigh~ i dont know how else to improve. i've coloured my drawings and tried adding backgrounds..still doesnt work.
sighsigh~ how man..how?

and last of all, why are journal comments included in the comments i "give"???! this is sooo unfair. and they dun count the journal comments i receive! -__________________- tsktsk

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11825110/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11825110/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 04:57:26 PST yummy goodies, ang baos, new clothes...yippeee! hahahha
and most of all, A HOLIDAY. yayy!

it's total defense day today too. so, happy total defense day and happy chinese new year to everyone! heheh



yippppeee~!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11765041/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11765041/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 20:05:26 PST im still here! im still here~!
life's been really hectic..
piled with loads and loads of tests every single week
and piled somemore with projects and assignments.
woahhh man, woahh~
sec 4 is getting more and more stressful pls. wonder how i'll be like by the time O lvls come. ahh

well, O lvl results for the 2006 batch came out last friday.
i think there were quite a few disappointments..
so, cheer up to those who didnt achieve their expectations!
im sure ya'll did your best
heheh

ahh~ i havent uploaded anything for sooo long.
i will soon (hopefully)! *crosses fingers*
raaaah.
stress makes me wanna DOODLE x) hahhaa

oh, and happy valentines day in advance!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11560648/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11560648/ Thu, 25 Jan 2007 03:51:52 PST lol.

well, i've been doodling. a lot. hahaha
too bored in class
hope to upload them soon (: hehe.



]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11370853/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11370853/ Sat, 13 Jan 2007 18:48:36 PST it's been soooooooo borringgggg! *yawn*
and the stress is slowly creeping up on me.
tests, reminders of exams, a major major exam coming up early (earlier than previous years)
man, it's so..-urgh.
how i wish i could fast forward in time and just go right past the "big Os"
blyeh.

anyway! i have been tagged by ! haha.
so..6 weird things habits i have..errrrrrr.

1. i like playing with people's hair? lol. too bored. hehh

2. i dont like seeing my reflection. haha (not anymore that is. i used to love looking at myself. lol. oh man, that sounded ego. haha!)

3. i always compare myself with others?

4. one of my so-called ''nicknames'' is maddiebinbean two. dont ask. it's a long story. haha!

4.i blog-surf.. A LOT. i can have like, about 8-10 tabs in one Mozilla window/browser. haha!

5. i play with my ear stud when i dont know what to do sometimes.

6. sometimes,i cry when im angry. LOL. i dont know why. hehhe.


yupp that's it. errr..i dont know whether it's so-called weird enough..but yupp (: random facts bout me. hahahha.
and sorry! im too lazy to go tag others hehehe.

anyway, take care ppl!

[edit]
erm, i've changed no. 4 of the "weird things bout me" cos.. i think it's supposed to be weird habits and not..just..things. haha.

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11280298/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11280298/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 19:54:41 PST and school is like, gonna start...tmr -_-
sian.
hope i wont become too busy after tmr starts.
i still have a few pics i wanna upload and colour! ))x
man! hopefully i'll be able to do it before The Stress of the Big Os dawns upon me. haha.

all the best to all who are taking the Big Os too!
hehe

have a blessed year ahead everyone!


]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11241518/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11241518/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 05:37:06 PST wow, it's gonna be 2007 already!
time sure flies quick. haha.
well, just wanted to wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!
it's a little early but i dun think i'll be able to do this on the day itself..ahha.

and double wow...it's been like, 4 months and...14 days since i joined dA? cool.

well, frankly, im quite disappointed..
4 months and 14 days is quite a long time to be in dA already..
and so far..i've only got bout 600 pageviews ):
that's really sad.

i've tried my best to improve, installed photoshop (which..helped...a little.)
i've even tried colouring some of my drawings (i usually dont)

but still, i feel so amateur and lousy.
i hardly get any views on my drawings..(or at least to what i expected to get)
and even my best pieces..arent really seen as the best to other ppl,i guess. (based on the views they get)
sigh

sometimes i really wish i hadnt joined dA till i had actually gone for manga,photoshop and colouring courses.
cause'..i havent.

and yeah, i feel so small and lousy compared to other ppl who have probably gone for courses.
and compared to all those absolutely beautiful pieces on dA (which were probably a result of going for these courses)

*sob*

i feel so awkward saying this but..
i self-taught myself to draw.
yupp, just to let you all know.

hope i can see more improvement and more results from my drawings..even if i dont go for any course.

that's my resolution for next year..i guess. heh.

lastly, once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!


]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11198185/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11198185/ Tue, 26 Dec 2006 08:26:57 PST
sorry i didnt make any "christmas deviations" this time
was so super super busy. hoho.

anyway, hope you all enjoyed your christmas (:
bahh, school's reopening soon but
BUT! i've finally finished my homework! so i can FINALLY enjoy the last of the holidays in peace ^^v haha.

it's the big O year next year, and im SOOO NOT looking forward to it.
all the best to me man. haha.

so..merry christmas, and happy new year everyone!


]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11168787/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11168787/ Sun, 24 Dec 2006 00:35:28 PST
and i've finally uploaded some pics.
YAY ((:

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11009720/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/11009720/ Mon, 18 Dec 2006 03:44:22 PST it was quite an interesting trip..
and it's SUPER cold there! ok, not super..but MUCH colder than singapore. hahah., the outside is colder than inside la! HAHA.
funny

anyway, i've drawn a few pics on my trip there too. i'll try to upload them k!
i hope i do..cos i've got A LOT of pics i havent uploaded that i said i would. hahahahha.

look out for them!

[edit]
sorry for not uploading my pics yet! i'll do it soon! sooonnnnnnn sooon! HAHA.

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10919833/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10919833/ Sat, 02 Dec 2006 00:04:43 PST first time visiting there. feeling quite excited bout it!
hope it's gonna be ok. haha.
finally, a holiday in a holiday. (x
YAY!


]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10829243/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10829243/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 23:33:26 PST well,almost hehhh.

anyways,my subscription trial period has officially ended.
so sad! oh well, all good things come to an end.(at least, almost all. hehhe)

i'll try to upload pics soon ok! soonsoon! im getting lazy heheh.

s!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10784323/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10784323/ Mon, 20 Nov 2006 01:50:58 PST
so sad,
my subscription trial week is expiring soon ):
oh well, time flies.
im content with the normal membership anyway ((:

oh! CONGRATS to all who've completed their O levels!
hehh

i still havent found any manga classes! tsk. :\

. ]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10740095/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10740095/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 23:56:49 PST i've been chosen to have a one week trial subscription!
cool x)
haha. i hope it's not wasted. hehh

anyway, holidays are finally here.
the O levels are ending soon too. hurray!
haha. havent had much time to draw though. )x sadded.

i wanna join manga classes this holiday! but havent found any so far. hope i can find one soon before time runs out. :S

oh well, hope to be able to upload more pics soon!
sorryy for not uploading any for so long :\ heh.

ciaos!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10664838/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10664838/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 23:36:47 PST my ''holiday'' finally starts. i hope.
heheh.

i have a feeling i'll be pretty busy in the hols.
hopefully there won't be as much homework as previous years :S
headstart's torturing enough.

hehh,i've downloaded some photoshop brushes recently but after i've downloaded the first set, the other sets cant work anymore! )x
help?

my adobe help centre aint working either. haiz. glitched )):
anyway, im still glad at least photoshop's working hee.

ohoh! all the best to all who are having O's!


]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10554380/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10554380/ Wed, 01 Nov 2006 01:58:32 PST there goes half my -ahem- 'freedom'.
OHH WELL. haha

i've drawn a few pics in between but..heh, been a bit too lazy to upload them.
SORRY! hehh.
and i think they'll most probably be black and white
cos'cos'..

MY PHOTOSHOP's BACK!!! xD
i've managed to ACTIVATE IT! finally x)) HURRAYY!! hahha

i love photoshop!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10452055/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10452055/ Fri, 20 Oct 2006 03:54:28 PDT sigh.

oh well, what's done is done.
ITS OVER! xD yayyy
hahhahaha,

BUTBUT! my headstart program starts next week. how sad.
i guess that's goodbye to half my holidays. aww.

hope to upload some pics soon!
ciaos!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10429765/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10429765/ Wed, 18 Oct 2006 01:23:42 PDT im free free freee, but just for now. )x
sorry i havent been uploading pics,
i cant scan my pics in, i hope i can soon
haiz.

ohoh! i sent in my drawing for this chinese newspaper drawing ''competition'' thing. i hope i get in! xD hehehe.

lala, im getting back end of years results tmr too.
wishing for the best
hopefully..top 15? heh, for all i know,i may be top 15 from bottom.. -_-
seee howw... hahaha

oh well, off to slack somemore!
when i can,
and before 2007 comes and the big O's come too.



]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10355220/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10355220/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 06:00:20 PDT hurrayyy! haha

exams are finally over. xD
rejoiiiceee! wahahhaa.
i've been working on some of my pictures on photoshop
will be posting some of them up if i can
yayyy,

take care ppl!

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10250054/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10250054/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 15:41:43 PDT sigh.
i'll be pretty busy mugging and stuff
but i'll still come back once in a while if i can ((:

hee.
well,ciaos!


]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10198965/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10198965/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 23:23:27 PDT exams start on 28 sept.
STRESS. ahh~!

but AH-HA! they end on 10 oct! HURRAY!
haha.
x)

i cant wait till that date finally comes. woohoo~



i've finally got photoshop! (trial one though ): )
HURRAAYYY!! haha
but i need help. tsk.

]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10157975/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10157975/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 01:58:46 PDT starting on 28 sept.
oh no!
im stressseeddd sia.

heh.
oh well, i shall 'gambatte' for my studies, as well as my drawing skills x)
yay! haha.
i've learnt that drawing is such a good way to destress
ahh... ((x
haha.



]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10084060/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10084060/ Fri, 15 Sep 2006 19:15:40 PDT it's been that amount of time since i first joined deviantART x)
yay! hhaha,

anyway, i cant wait to start uploading more pics again! i have a few new ones already but im still touching them up. heheh.
look out for them! xD

ciaos! ]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10045780/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/10045780/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 00:35:47 PDT it's the end of the holidays. and exams are coming even closer.
NOOOooo~!
haha.

i'll be pretty busy studying and all that at this time..so i guess there'll be less drawings from me. )):
oh well, anyway, i'll still be drawing in my free time and coming online once in a while. hehh.

all the best to all who have exams!

^^ ]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/9995966/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/9995966/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 06:53:03 PDT
100+ pageviews! xD
haha. lol.

well, back to the update
i dont think i'll be able to upload as many pics during this period.

EXAMS ARE COMING. -___- " holidays are ending too ):

sigh. well, hope i'll be able to soon.(i think i will. yay!) heh.

hope you like my current pics for now! ]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/9955460/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/9955460/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 20:00:14 PDT
my first attempts kind of failed though. haha.
my colouring skills and colour combination skills arent that good. xP


i'll try colouring the drawing again some other time and see how it turns out.

for now, i shall stick to simple black and white ((: yay! ]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/9947143/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/9947143/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 02:37:58 PDT
hope i can keep this up. exams are coming )): sigh,
to top that up, im ill too. double-sigh.

well anyway, happy holidays ppl! it's september ]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/9915852/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/9915852/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 06:58:20 PDT and 1 coloured, 27 in black and white. lol. ok, at least one is shaded. x)

im still trying to see how i can try shading my drawings or something like that.
i just realised i dont really have proper colour pencils to colour with so i dont think i can colour my drawings. i think even if i do, i wont, cos i cant bear to! haha.
shading aint my thing manxzxz. xP

so once again, sorry that my drawings are all in black and white!

i'll try my best to make my gallery more 'colourful'..if i can. heh. try only ah..try........ haha. ]]> ~messymessness http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/9891581/ http://messymessness.deviantart.com/journal/9891581/ Tue, 29 Aug 2006 01:55:03 PDT i just joined deviantART not too long ago so i feel kinda amateur la. haha. but anyway,sorry that almost all my drawings are in black and white. i havent really learnt how to colour or touch up my drawings using the computer or even just using normal ''traditional means''. haha. it's kind of hard to do so too since i dont have any photoshop )): well, hope you all like my drawings! x) ]]> ~messymessness