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thankyou to my boyfriend for the donation, who i so rubishly treated last night. i feel bad for it and i will try and make up for it somehow.

i dont know what was wrong last night ... i just fealt ... i dunno, it was a crap night till we went to hobbits for a couple hours at the end.
i wish i was happy but i feel horrible.
i just wanted a good night out and people with me to enjoy it, but it didnt happen. it was my mates birthday and he didnt get drunk or get to go out properly. i feel bad for him. my other mate had a full argument with his girlfriend because he went out at the last minute, after that he couldnt enjoy himself, i lost him and he went home.
i got ditched by an emo guy ... how pathetic. i was outside cabo for about an hour waiting for someone to come help me get away from these three guys staring at me.
i fell over, i cut my rist up by accident trying to get my key out of the little post box through the door to my house because the spair key is rusty and wouldnt turn in the lock.
i probably made a huge fool out of myself.
i just want to apologise to people and make it all better but i dont know how because it was all drunk so i dont know how anyone feels now.
i for one feel horrible and wish i could runaway.

i thank ant, my gorgeous angel, for ringing me when i needed help and was alone, and alex for showing me a good night after all of it.
i will now curl up infront of the tv for four hours with a cup of tea and watch old childrens films, makes me feel closer to the child inside .. wish i was still a child, wish i could be one forever ... but then, your only as young as you feel right?

thankyou to everyone who supports me here, i really do appreciate it and im glad you all enjoy my work

xxx