http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:miguelfurtado&section=today deviantART RSS for by:miguelfurtado en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 20:14:36 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/22636088/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/22636088/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 15:20:45 PST I feel very lost
I feel very stupid
I feel I can't
I feel like shit
I feel like if i shoot my head the bullet start breaking
I feel I have no color
I feel my heart stopped
I feel very inconstant
I feel I CAN DESIGN!

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/18146348/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/18146348/ Sat, 03 May 2008 09:41:22 PDT The thing is, they told me they want to put me to "exclusive" to do all the things models do.
HAPPY!!!!

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/17444211/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/17444211/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 14:38:06 PDT
Everything for some reason dies,
Everything happens for a reason,
So, there's no reason to start fighting with her.

I believe that one day, one day things comes to where it belongs,
I want to see her tears, becoming an ocean.

sometimes hate, this emotion may give some revolutions, I'm waiting to see the "THE END"

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/15803304/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/15803304/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 06:37:35 PST
It's been a long time to write some journal

I'm in a new school new friends and all that stuff. it has been wonderfull.

But yesterday i had some kind of attack, i started to bleed from my nose for one hour, and then I faint, and started to having attacks like epileptic attacks, the thing is, I don't have epilepsya.

Now I'm at home, tomorrow i'll start the school again.

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12281551/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12281551/ Thu, 22 Mar 2007 08:55:20 PDT I wanna be a model
I wanna be a singer
I wanna be on a band
I wanna be a writer
I wanna be the one
I wanna be an angel
I wanna be a saint
I wanna change the world
I wanna be hot
I wanna be cute
I wanna be inteligent
I wanna be the future
I wanna be a doctor
I wanna be a dreamer
I wanna be a child
I wanna be everything, I wanna be nothing at the same time!

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12193830/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12193830/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 13:18:42 PDT but now, i cannot drive, because i am too calm to do that .
sometimes i feel my mouth shaking like i was cold. maybe that's because i never toke meds like that before.

i want to scream LEAVE ME!!!!!!!

have you ever been like that

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12117777/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12117777/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 12:14:08 PST But i feel happy, from now i'll be a part of sports
I'm making some fitness, to note my muscles and have a cute ass (just kidding)

Some yoga, Tai-chi.

FREE YOUR MIND

I feel great.

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12101978/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12101978/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 05:24:20 PST Without i would be nothing..... i love you all, serious.



KISSES

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12079781/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12079781/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 11:31:46 PST Ela diz que me adora quando a noite vai a meio
Eu sinto-me melhor pessoa
Menos fraco, feio
Passa o dedo na rasta, com a mão bem suave
Encosta o lábio no ouvido e diz-me "Queres que a
lave?"
Vamos
para o chuveiro, ela flui e com a água,
Lava-me a cabeça, a alma e qualquer resto de mágoa
Diz como é o amor e dá um certo calor na barriga
E consegue, quero sempre, sempre
Aquele nigga que lhe mete a rir rir
Quando eu lhe faço vir
Da terra até à lua mano, é sempre a subir
e somos grandes, gigantes com dez metros de altura
Falamos vinte línguas
Dialectos da Ternura,
Tipo...

[Refrão:]
Uh, uh!
Yeah, yeah!
Faz, faz!
bebé (2x)

Água morna em pele quente, cor aberta não perfura
Minha alma já ‘tá nua, faço-lhe uma jura,
Jura para sempre teu,
Depois da noite volvida
Um segundo ao teu lado já preenche uma vida
O conceito de tempo não entra
Na sensação
Aquilo que vivemos esta gravado no coração
Segura
Na minha mão e continua a canção
É a melhor que já ouvi, reinventas-te a paixão
E ela diz que me adora quando o dia vai a meio
O copo passa de meio vazio para meio cheio
A palavra ganha vida e fala à minha frente
Sigo calmo atrás dela, deixo crescer a semente
E Diz-me

[Refrão:]
Uh, uh!
Yeah, yeah!
Faz, faz!
bebé (4x)

Yeah Yeah

Em cada beijo, há uma frase, em cada frase há um verso

Em cada verso há um lado do lado inverso
Uma história que ensombra a memoria
Da leveza irrisória de uma conquista notória
Faço V de vitória, porque hoje eu sou rei
Ao lado da rainha com que sempre sempre sonhei
Foi por isto que esperei em cada noite que amei
Ou pensei que amei, porque é agora que eu sei
A razão da palavra consagrada
Que tanta gente dá á toa, em troca de quase nada
Ela não ‘ta espantada, pelo contrário relaxada
Revê-se na expressão da expressão enamorada
E diz-me...

[Refrão:]
Uh, uh!
Yeah, yeah!
Faz, faz!
bebé (4x)"

this song is in my ear
I need a girl to give life to this lyric
who wanna date me?


]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12050540/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12050540/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 07:46:22 PST I heard a song that makes me think in all my life, and all my love storys
i'll give a little of that gorgeous song:
Set fire to the third bar

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold gound
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms


that's all i wanted, all i want
and i feel so COLD
and your arms make me feel great
I don't know where you are but,
all i want is, be with you in your
pretty life...

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12002498/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/12002498/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 15:35:14 PST I made a video for my school etic_, and now i gotta do a dvd, with all the videos of my class, i will make a cover and everything.
I hope that will be so great, like 100%.

Hugs and kisses for everyone

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/11961008/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/11961008/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 12:42:16 PST
There was a time in our world
That you might never felt
Butterflies in my eyes
And angels flying

But that time came
And there are things
You should know
All cracks coming up
It’s just a way to say leave
Cause i don’t like the way you look at me

Blow up, blow up
Cause you don’t know what you’re about
Cause the time you staid here
Make me feel like knock out

And i adore, i adore you
But leave, cause i don’t wanna see ya anymore
If you told me o go away
Why the fuck are you looking at me?

Now the life needs to see you in pain
All this world makes me think
Of a great life with lot of love
But i think it’s just wonders
And i don’t belong here

What the fuck am i doing here?

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/11923157/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/11923157/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 15:13:05 PST My psychologist told me that i may need take some meds for my depressive mind.
Sometimes i feel myself imploding, sometimes my body is to small for my thoughts, i'm tired, i'm tired of all my thoughts, i wanna go away, i wanna fade away.
I see all my life on the floor, looking at me, expecting me to fall on the floor and smash my face.

My master (mind) is telling me to stay, like the song i'm listening, STAY BY SHAKESPIER'S SISTER, i recomend you to listen it.

one of my thoughts is that i'm already dead and i'm a soul, just living a lie, of what would happen if i would excaped of crashing my life. like in a thousands dimensions, a twilight zone thought

I don't wanna live with voices and movements in my head, that i always heard, from the day i knew my name. Maybe it's better take those peels.

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/11900232/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/11900232/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 19:34:48 PST My sister is pregnate, i never thought to see my precious with a big belly, and i still can't think of it.

I WILL BE AN UNCLE.

I cannot wait to receive my money from my job to buy some little presents to the child.
My siss will be a great mother.

I grown up with her, and my sister is like a mother to me, since my parents got divorced.
So i know what i'm talking about when i say, she'll be a great mother.

So happy. D D D D D D

give me "congrats"
hehehehe

]]> ~miguelfurtado http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/11662013/ http://miguelfurtado.deviantart.com/journal/11662013/ Fri, 02 Feb 2007 17:05:03 PST i don't know why i entered in 2007 suffering, maybe this is one of that kind a years to get inspiration.
my soul is crawling on the floor, i feel terrible. I feel that if i die, no one will miss my way to live, my kind of laugh, my jokes and my face.
I don't want to live forever, and love don't resist for all time, why should i wait for?
We can't love forever, we just might learn forever and ever.
And now i'm crying in silence, i don't like when someone sees me crying, so keep my pain inside, because i don't want to show my feelings anymore.
I used to bleed to let my pain go away, why nobody's believed that i stoped?
But the more they stoped believing in me the more i want it.
If she doesn't believe in me, why should i believe in me too?

"A fruit doesn't grow forever on the tree" - Miguel Furtado in "Lonely Sonnet"

]]> ~miguelfurtado